#Hydra peter parker
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Guilt
Sometimes, Peter feels guilty.
He knows he shouldn't, because the skipped lab days with Tony and missed dinners with May, and all the little lies and excuses he's told them to ease their worries, are really for the greater good - a fact he has been told time and time again by his superiors. But no matter how much he tells himself this, he can't stop feeling guilty about all of it.
As he bids May a hasty goodbye, throwing his backpack over his shoulder, that same guilt threatens to crush him once again. He almost wants to stay, to have dinner with his aunt like he had promised he would. But he can't.
He hopes he doesn't have a mission tomorrow night, so he can make it up to her.
He steps into the alley outside his apartment, where two men are waiting for him. They hand him a folder, he skims over the information, and he hands it back. They leave without another word.
He quickly climbs onto the roof and changes into the clothes he brought with him. The mask - the final piece of his uniform - slides over his mouth, and he finds the familiarity comforting. Unlike his Spider-Man mask, which always seems so suffocating, it covers just enough of his face to keep him anonymous. He prefers this mask, and wishes he could use it instead. But he can't, because it isn't Spider-Man's.
The mission is quick, far quicker than most. The file had included the likely locations of the target, and Peter finds the man right away. The target is in an unprotected building. All it takes is one shot from Peter's gun, and the man is dead. No one sees him leave the rooftop he took the shot from, and he makes it home without incident.
He changes back into his civilian clothing, tucking his uniform and weapons back into his bag, and goes into the apartment. May is waiting for him, and he rattles off some story of what he had done, the lies falling easily from his tongue. He tells her nothing of his mission.
He does have dinner with her that night, even though it's late. He has dinner with her the next night, too. He still doesn't feel like it quite makes up for his repeated absences, especially with how strained May's smile always looks.
He tries not to feel guilty about all of the lies and excuses he tells her. It's for the greater good, after all. Everyone he kills in Hydra's name deserves it, and their absence from this world makes the lives of everyone else better. But he knows May won't see it that way; not many people do.
Maybe someday, he can tell her the truth. But for now, he lies.
And despite knowing that what he's doing is what's best for her and everyone he cares about, he feels guilty about it all.
#marvel#hydra peter parker#peter parker#may parker#hydra peter is an obsession#i love aus where he actually believes that hydra is right and killing for them is okay#he doesnt really know any better#idk how peter ended up with may while still being in hydra#or even why hydra is letting him stay with may#i have. a lot of hydra peter aus#most of them are pretty well thought out#this one is not#i just had a desire to write a prompt#i don't think this qualifies as a prompt anymore#but oh well#anyway i always die inside a little when hydra peter just#doesnt really want to kill#like this boi has been trained to kill#by a bunch of insane killers#hes not gonna question that because he was raised with hydra's beliefs#he is going to kill people and be fine with it#and no hate to the fics where he doesnt want to kill and stuff#because i do love those and read them a lot#this is just my personal hc for this au and id like to see it more#hydra peter has so much potential and so many possibilities#id love to see someone differ from the norm with this au more often#idk maybe its just me but i love assassins and morally gray characters#so even when peter sees just how wrong hydra was#hes still not some goody two shoes hero#he isnt afraid to seriously maim and/or kill people
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I know I have brainrot of redroom/hydra Peter Parker but imagine a red room Peter Parker as Tim drakes personal assistant (this is isolated from the “Richard Parker is dick Grayson” tag so Peter’s kind of just some guy)
Like Peter is Tim’s version of pepper mixed with Natasha in iron man 2 and the Batfam doesn’t know what’s going on
*peter and Tim arguing over WE things and Peter wins and also corrects Tim on bio engineering/ mechanical science/ computer programming*
Jason: what in the fuck was that
Tim: that was a Peter, so far he knows 10 martial art speaks twelve languages and has corrected and redesigned 12 of my projects, he’s terrifying and. Gorgeous
Jason and Batfam: 😟 we have to make sure that guy doesn’t become evil
#tim drake#hydra peter parker#peter parker#marvel#batman#fanfic#bruce wayne#dc#dc comics#dick grayson#damian wayne#batfam#jason todd#cassandra cain#cass cain#stephanie brown#steph brown#duke thomas
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(use the Q&A ;) )
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Lil sketch of Peter from Built as a Weapon, Loved as a Son.
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How The Lost Boys Find Home
A Hydra agent known only as the Spider kidnaps Tony Stark. Both of them are pawns in a larger plan to eliminate the Avengers as a whole. The bigger problem? Convincing the kid of that.
Because the Spider is a fractured teenager from who-knows-what decade with nothing to lose and something to prove against the Winter Soldier.
In other words, a parallel retelling of Captain America: The Winter Soldier that will (eventually) lead to Irondad and Avengers family shenanigans galore.
Chapter 1 on AO3 now!
#marvel cinematic universe#iron dad#peter parker#tony stark#irondad#avengers#2012 avengers#hydra Peter parker#alternate universe#not MCU canon compliant#my writing#kay writes
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Shameless self promotion of my first ever fics. If you think you'd like it please go read!
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Tony is a man with demons burdening his soul, Peter is a boy with ten words haunting his mind.
Tony is anonymous, Peter is a concrete wall.
OR: Tony promises to look into the case of the missing boy that is Peter Parker, and finds himself tangled in the webs of HYDRA and its secrets.
#irondad#spiderman#iron man#fanfiction#ao3 writer#mcu#marvel mcu#avengers#archive of our own#hydra peter parker#irondad and spiderson#ao3feed
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Here’s a short sequel to longing, rusted, seventeen, daybreak as a thank you for almost 100k reads :)
It can be read as stand-alone, though reading the first fic may help things make more sense.
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Catch Your Own Happiness
a study doodle of Peter Parker from truelovetakesawhile’s fanfic, Catch Your Own Happiness! I’m currently like on chapter 16 but I love it so much! Hydra! Peter Parker is a trope i love to DEATH!
the doodle is from one of the chapters where Peter stays up all night doing learning modules on his StarkPad, Tony gave to him! Also like I know he’s a teen but- I really wanted to study age proportions, and like I could’ve done that with a teen, I just really wanted to draw ✨iPad kid✨
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Omg I finally got my act together and wrote the next chapter for MYFML. Hope you enjoy!! <33 and also the next one won't take quite as long as this one did🫡
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#alternate universe#hydra peter parker#mcu#peter parker#spiderman#evil peter parker#send me asks#digital art
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Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe Rating: General Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: James "Bucky" Barnes & Peter Parker Characters: Peter Parker, James "Bucky" Barnes Additional Tags: Hydra Peter Parker, Nightmares, Peter Parker Has Nightmares, Hurt/Comfort, Peter Parker Needs a Hug, Peter Parker Gets a Hug, Platonic Cuddling, Bucky Barnes Is a Good Bro, Trauma Series: Part 5 of Bre's Mini Prompt Sunday Fics Summary:
Peter hasn't told anyone that he used to be in Hydra. He doesn't want everyone to hate him for all of the terrible things he's done, so he tries to pretend that he wasn't with Hydra.
Of course, no matter how hard he tries, he can't stop the nightmares, the ones that replay the memories of each and every kill, of all of the people he's hurt on Hydra's behalf, of the blood that stains his hands.
But maybe, Mr. Barnes would understand what it was like? He went through it, too, so perhaps he could help, if only a little.
Or,
Peter has a nightmare and goes to Bucky for comfort.
https://archiveofourown.org/works/60646444
#peter parker#bucky barnes#hydra peter parker#nightmares#hurt/comfort#peter needs a hug#peter gets a hug#bucky is a good friend#i gave up on naming this yall#it was not cooperating
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Some more red room! Peter in dc but he’s on twitter and his public backstory is a little insane:
User1234: hey @grasyonsflyagain what would you say was the craziest thing Peter did while homeless in Russia?
There_2_now: one time while going between a towns in the mountainsides Peter had a large guard dog, when a blizzard suddenly occurred while he was alone, so Peter killed the dog and survived in its carcass for 37 hours while eating dry chia seeds and raw goats milk
User1234: oh!

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Finally, my random spinner wheel of fics has chosen a non My Hero one! I never thought the day would come. This one is pretty dark, but I love a good Hydra Peter
Cover for: So It Goes by Honorable_mention
#ao3#archive of our own#fic cover#fic rec#fanfiction cover#kindle cover#So it goes#Honorable_mention#spiderman#marvel#peter parker#Hydra Peter parker#mcu
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OPEN RP, PLEASE JOIN
Peter was breathing heavily, ducking behind an abandoned car and pulling off his mask. Behind him was the spitfire of gunshots, rapid and close. They hit the car. Peter honestly didn’t know what had happened. All he knew is that the multiverse portal thing was open again, pulling people to his universe, and there were some weird alien forces— working with HYDRA— to try and take over… starting with New York. He didn’t know what he was doing, but he sure as hell knew he wasn’t going to let them win… now he just had to figure out a plan.
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The situation: Hydra is in New York and is working with a mysterious alien army similar to how Loki had worked with the Chitauri. HYDRA is trying to take over the states again, one state at a time, and they started with New York since that’s where their biggest threats are. The portal that once dragged Peter 2 and 3 is open again, and it’s kind of a chaotic mess.
//So sorry, I see people tag for open roleplays so… I’m gonna do that too!//
@the-ironman @thatone-spidey @just-that-parker-girl @we-love-redwing @serenastark-official @proud-owner-0f-americas-ass @official-buckybarnes @the-amazing-bugboy
#peter parker#peter speaks#mcu rp#peter parker needs a hug#spiderman#spider man#tom holland spiderman#hydra#hail hydra#new york#peter 1#peter 2#peter 3#open roleplay#mcu fandom#marvel mcu#mcu#marvel roleplay#marvel#the avengers#aliens
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bucky barnes, who always volunteers to listen to peters history papers and presentations because hes so eager to learn what happened after 1945.
#bucky#bucky barnes#peter#peter parker#avengers tower#2012#found family#happy au#mcu#marvel#history#captain america#steve rodgers#civil war#winter soldier#spiderman#midtown#midtown tech#sheild#hydra
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