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callingitquits · 3 months ago
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Johan Relationship Headcanons (Basic Outline)
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Touch is Rare, but Loaded
Johan doesn’t initiate touch often. When he does, it’s purposeful. Either unsettling, comforting in a disorienting way, or startlingly gentle. A hand on the back of the neck, a brushing of fingers, lingering eye contact while staying just out of reach. His restraint is part of the seduction.
Emotional Distance
Johan operates from behind a veil. Even in a relationship, he keeps his core self guarded. He shares thoughts and feelings selectively, often as a way to provoke or test, rather than to bond. Vulnerability is not something he offers freely. If he does, it’s deliberate and loaded.
He Watches You Sleep
Not in a romantic sense…in a knowing one. He watches because it’s when you’re most defenseless, most yourself. Not to protect. Not to admire. Just to understand. There’s always a method behind the stillness in him.
Devotion in Obsession
If Johan becomes attached, it’s not in halves. It’s in totality. His version of ‘love’ is consuming, but not loud. He fixates, learns everything, observes always. He won’t say it. He might not even call it love. But he sees the other person as uniquely his, even if the world burns.
Jealousy is Subtle but Dangerous
Johan won’t make a scene. He won’t say he’s jealous. But you’ll notice the tension. The small smile that doesn’t reach his eyes. The shift in tone. The sudden interest in the person who was too close to you. If he feels threatened, the consequences are quiet but permanent.
Almost Domesticity
He makes tea with precision. Folds your blankets when you’re not looking. Puts your favorite song on quietly before you wake up. There’s an eerie calm to the way he does small things for you.
He Remembers Everything
Even things you said once, in passing. Even the way your face looked when you said it. He remembers and reintroduces them like gifts: your favorite flower on the table, your birthday you never talk about, your offhand wish quietly granted.
He Likes to Be Understood But Not Too Much
Johan longs to be seen, in some twisted way. But if you see too much—if you get too close to the monster in him…he’ll either pull away or challenge you, to see if you’ll still stay. He’s always testing thresholds.
Love Is Not a Cure
Even if Johan loves someone…he is still who he is. He doesn’t soften easily. He doesn’t become safe. The relationship will always exist under a certain tension, a constant questioning: Is this real? Am I real? He can love deeply, but that love will never be innocent.
He Loves in Secrets and Silences
He won’t say it. Probably never will. But he’ll sit beside you after you cry and hand you a glass of water. He’ll reread your favorite book just to understand you better. He’ll keep the note you left him in his coat pocket until it fades. His love is a ghost in the room.
Protective Without Announcement
He’ll never say “I’m here for you.” He’ll just be there. When something scares you, he’s already standing between you and it. You won’t know how he knew, just that he did. He’s not loud about his protectiveness, but it’s absolute.
He Touches You Like You’re Breakable
Every touch is slow, thoughtful, like you’re something he was told never to touch, but can’t help himself. Fingers on your jaw, brushing your hair back, resting a hand against your back when you tremble. He touches rarely, but when he does, it’s reverent.
His Version of “I Love You”
He won’t say it. But it’ll come out in ways like:
“You’re shaking.”
“Don’t go off wandering again.”
“Will you still be here in the morning?”
Johan shows love through concern disguised as observation, in questions laced with fear he won’t admit.
Love Feels Like a Threat to Him
The closer you get, the more unstable he becomes. You become the one variable he can’t control. It terrifies him, even if he never says it. He’ll try to push you away just to see if you’ll go. And if you do…he’ll feel it like a knife.
There Are Things He’ll Never Tell You
No matter how close you get, there will always be locked doors. Secrets he keeps not to protect you, but to protect control. You might beg to understand him. He might smile, even touch your face, and say, “Some things are better left unsaid.”
He Lies to You, But Never Directly
He doesn’t say “I didn’t do that.” He says “Why would I?” Or “That’s not what matters right now.” He misdirects. Omits. Gives partial truths, especially about his past, about where he goes, what he’s done. And you know—deep down—but he’s so calm, so convincing, you stop pushing.
He Controls Through ‘Kindness’
He never tells you not to do something. He simply suggests you avoid certain people. He helps you rearrange your routine. He gives you soft reasons: “You don’t seem yourself after seeing them” Until your world orbits only around him. It looks like love. It’s really a cage.
He Pushes Until You Break, Just to See
Sometimes, he wants to know how far he can go. He’ll say something cruel: “Maybe you’re not as different from them as you think” and watch you crumble. And afterward? He’ll comfort you like he didn’t cause it. Stroking your hair, whispering, “It’s alright, I’m still here.”
He Prepares for the End Constantly
Even on your best days, Johan is quietly preparing for the end. He memorizes your face, the sound of your breath, the pattern of your routines. Not because he’s sentimental, but because he’s already saying goodbye in his head. Love, to him, is always temporary. Always doomed.
He Dreams of Losing You. Then Tries to Make It Happen
Sometimes he dreams of you leaving. Dying. Forgetting him. And then he tests it in reality. He’ll withdraw. Say something cruel. Push just a little too far, just to see if you’ll go. And when you don’t? He’s relieved. And quietly disgusted with himself.
He Knows You’re Better Off Without Him
He knows wholeheartedly that he’s a danger to you. And yet he stays. He stays because you make him feel, and he’s selfish enough to want that. Even knowing he could be your undoing. It eats at him.
He Thinks He’ll Break You. Slowly, Quietly, and Permanently
He’s always watching for cracks in you. Not to exploit them, but to confirm what he already believes: that being near him hurts you. And yet he doesn’t leave. He just watches the slow unraveling and wonders if he’ll recognize you when it’s done.
He Thinks the Most Loving Thing He Can Do For You Is Leave
One day, he may just walk away. Not because he stopped loving you. Far from it. But because he thinks it’s the only way to protect you from himself. It won’t be dramatic. No goodbyes. Just silence, and absence, and a hole shaped like his name.
He Can’t Handle Being Forgiven
Apologies aren’t in his nature, but if you offer him grace—if you say, “It’s okay,” you’ll see something flicker in him. Not gratitude. Not peace. Shame. A deep, almost childlike confusion. He doesn’t know what to do with being accepted.
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dazaih · 4 months ago
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wingman - luke skywalker x reader
you can find the previous chapters here
chapter seven -> the show
your university roommate han solo finds a rival (and love interest) in student council president leia skywalker, but both of them are too stubborn to admit that they have feelings for each other. luckily, you and her twin brother, luke, devise a plan to get the two of them to spend more time together. challenges arise, however, when you start to develop a crush on him.
chapter warnings: making out in public, drinking, sexual humor, slightly stereotypical college tropes, luke is a freak
a/n: sorry this one took so long! not super happy with it but i hope you guys enjoy anyway :p
You had returned to class a few days ago, readjusting a bit difficult after your brief absence. The ache in your ribs and inability to use your hand served as painful reminders of what had transpired that night. Han’s first day back was today, and although you thought it was far too soon, he at least would be seeing Leia in class later. Since she knew what happened, you hoped that she might be a source of comfort for him. As you left your lecture, you were pulled from your thoughts by your phone buzzing in your pocket.
Luke: heyyy! i just passed han! is he back?
You hadn’t talked to Luke since you’d essentially fondled him in your bedroom several days ago, so the text surprised you. You stared at it for a second before deciding to reply.
You: yeah it’s his first day back. hope he and leia can get along today lol
Luke: ohhhh same but i’m sure she’ll be happy to have him in class again! i think she’s missed him >:)
Luke: sooooo does that mean ur back too?
You: yes i got back a few days ago actually
There was a beat of silence, and you could see him switching between typing and not typing a few times, the three dots disappearing and reappearing in a brief cycle of apparent deliberation.
Luke: u were supposed to lmk </3 heart is broken. don’t think i’ll recover tbh
Luke either just consistently texted like a teenage girl, or he was flirting with you. Deciding to test the waters, you sent him a message back.
You: my bad my bad i’ll make it up to u babe
His response was immediate.
Luke: YOOOO
Luke: what if we get lunch like. right now. i’m on campus
You laughed, but you had to admit that having someone be so excited to see you was a good feeling. Even if your relationship was largely fabricated, Luke did seem to genuinely enjoy your company.
You: ok i’m leaving class rn. food court or dining hall?
Luke: food court ok with u? i want sushi
With that, you told him you’d meet him there, and then made your way to the agreed upon destination. You were pretty nervous about being seen with him in the food court, as it was usually pretty crowded. Still, that wasn’t a good enough reason to avoid him, so you anxiously let your feet carry you there.
Despite the density of the room, Luke was easy to spot. He stood out in any crowd, something about his demeanor incredibly radiant and eye-catching, his mere presence enough to make people turn their heads. To your surprise, he spotted you pretty quickly too, and excitedly waved you over. When he did, a few people around him glanced in your direction, their curiosity getting the better of them as they wondered whom Luke Skywalker could be so excited to see. Your face flushed.
“Hey!” he greeted you enthusiastically, standing as close to you as he possibly could without actually touching you.
“Hi,” you replied somewhat shyly, hoping the rosiness of your cheeks went unnoticed by him.
“How’s your day going?” he asked, not bothering to be subtle as he looked you over, seemingly studying every detail of your appearance.
“It’s okay. Been really tired recently, but I guess that’s to be expected,” you replied, looking down at your shoes.
You almost jumped out of your skin when he gently wedged a finger underneath your chin, nudging your face upwards so you were forced to meet his eyes. You could feel countless stares on you, and you were wondering how far Luke was willing to commit to this if he was likely driving away other potential suitors by being intimate with you in public.
“You have dark circles under your eyes,” he observed, cocking his head at you. You were puzzled.
“Uh, sorry,” you said, not really sure how you were supposed to respond, “I guess I usually wear concealer.”
“I wasn’t suggesting that you should wear concealer,” he replied, giggling, “Just that you should get some rest tonight.”
“Right,” you mumbled awkwardly, the eyes of your peers burning holes into your skull, your skin searing from the red hot embarrassment of it all. You had never received so much attention in your life, and all you were doing was standing in front of the sushi counter at your school’s food court.
He ushered you towards the counter, making you order first so he could pay for it without having to put up with your protests. He also insisted on carrying it to the table for you, saying that you shouldn’t have to since your wrist was broken. You all found a seat against the wall, tucked out of the way but not fully shielded from the prying eyes of your classmates. When you were about to take a seat, Luke stopped you, putting a hand on your shoulder to get your attention.
“You face the wall,” he told you knowingly, “It’ll keep your back turned towards them. I can pretend not to notice, so I’ll face this way.”
You were speechless for a moment, but you supposed you shouldn’t have been surprised that he picked up on your apprehension. Luke was observant. Sitting down, you sighed, putting your head in your hands for a moment before looking back up at him.
“I’m sorry,” you said sincerely, taking a deep breath to steady yourself, “I fly under the radar most of the time. It’s just new to me.”
“You shouldn’t be the one apologizing. It’s my fault for not asking if you would be okay with people ogling you while you’re trying to eat,” he replied, seemingly embarrassed.
“It’s not your fault,” you assured him, offering him a smile, “I mean, I guess I’m friends with Han, and he attracts all sorts of attention. I’ll adapt.”
Luke laughed, accepting your affirmations as some relief set into his shoulders. He relaxed a little, opening the lid on his sushi container and cracking his chopsticks apart. He sighed happily when he took the first bite, a blush creeping up on your cheeks when you recalled how him eating chocolate in your room escalated to your hands grasping his chest. That look of mischief you had become so familiar with shone in his eyes, and you immediately knew that his mind had drifted there too.
“Behave,” you warned, narrowing your eyes at him.
“You know that doesn’t deter me, right? I could listen to you say that over and over again. It’s hot.”
“Luke, we’re at school!” you exclaimed, his confession turning your already red face a deeper shade of crimson. You weren’t sure how much of what he was saying was true, but you couldn’t deny that you were flustered by his words.
He laughed then, bright and cheery as always, looking at you like you were the most fun he’d ever experienced. His gaze sank deeper into your skin and reached your bones, making them ache with the yearning you were starting to feel towards him.
“I’m sorry,” he said, still giggling a bit, “You make it too easy.”
“Why can’t you just eat normally? Why do you have to make everyone around you wonder if you’re trying to be erotic?” you asked, rubbing your temple with your good hand before taking a bite of your own roll.
“I love food,” he replied, shrugging, “Always ate the same shit growing up, so I like having so many options now. And it’s also possible that I’m exaggerating a little bit to mess with you.”
“I figured,” you huffed, though your brain had grabbed onto something else he said, “You didn’t grow up rich?”
He paused, his chopsticks unmoving and even his chewing coming to a halt, his eyes scanning the room for a moment before falling back on you.
“No,” he muttered, voice quiet, “Damn. Didn’t even realize that I gave myself away. You’re good. Don’t tell anyone that, please.”
You had a million questions for him, your curiosity about his life increasing by the minute, but he clearly hadn’t meant to reveal that to you.
“I don’t really care,” you reassured him, pushing your questions to the back of your mind for the sake of his comfort, “You won’t believe this, but I didn’t grow up rich either.”
He laughed, relaxing again as he looked at you fondly, a bit more somber now but definitely calmer than he had been just a moment ago. He gave you a smile that told you he appreciated your willingness to move on, and you decided then that if he smiled at you like that, you were content with being patient.
“So,” he said, mischief returning to his expression, “I’ve been scheming, as you might say.”
“Oh boy,” you replied, grinning, “About our favorite couple, I’m assuming.”
“Of course,” he confirmed, leaning so that his face was closer to yours, “So, two weeks from now, there’s a concert. Local bar. Two bands are playing. That’s the type of thing you and your friends enjoy, yeah?”
“Right,” you told him, nodding, “But we couldn’t mosh or anything since my wrist is broken and Han is all sorts of fucked up, so we might not be very fun company.”
“No, that’s alright. That’s not what’s important,” he continued, “There’s a band making their debut there on that night. You can stand by the bar if you want, no pressure to go out into the crowd at all. I think you guys will enjoy it regardless.”
“I feel like you’re omitting some information,” you pointed out, narrowing your eyes at him.
“Well, yeah, but it’s nothing bad. And Leia will be there.”
You briefly recalled the conversation you’d had with Luke when you’d first met his friends, the mention that Leia was really into punk and alternative music surprising enough for you to note.
“I’ll do my best to get us there,” you told him.
He beamed at you, resting his chin on his hand as he mused over his plan, the details of which you weren’t privy to.
“I think it’ll put things into motion,” he said ominously, seemingly to himself.
He changed the topic after that, asking you about which movies you’d watched recently and if there was anything you thought he might like. In return, you asked him about how his recovery was going, and he told you that he would be cleared to participate in practice again soon, as his concussion had waned. You talked for the next hour, pausing every now and then to actually eat like you had intended to.
Overall, it had been a pretty good time. You were never able to shake the stares of your peers fully, but once they realized that nothing much would come of gawking at the two of you, they largely minded their own business. You bid him farewell and thanked him for the food, promising to see him again soon.
When you got back to your apartment, Chewie had started making dinner. Meatloaf, it looked like. You helped out where you could, though your injury made it more challenging than you would’ve liked. You were anticipating Han’s arrival any second now, but you were left in waiting. As the minutes ticked by and eventually reached an hour, you grew anxious. Finally, you decided to call.
“What?” he answered after the third ring, voice a whisper.
“Where are you?” you replied, ignoring his abrasive tone. That was just Han.
“Library with Leia. I got really pissed off in class today because I didn’t know what was goin’ on, so now we’re here.”
“Oh,” you said, a bit dumbfounded by this information, “Well, Chewie made meatloaf. You should ask her if she wants to stop by for dinner.”
You heard him mumbling, likely inviting Leia over, and then you could vaguely hear her voice too.
“She has to go to practice after this,” he told you, sounding bored.
“Practice? For what?”
“Geez, I don’t know, kid. I’m not gonna sit here and interrogate her. I’ll be home later, alright? We can watch somethin’ on TV.”
“Okay,” you murmured, not really sure what else to say to that.
He muttered a quick goodbye to you and hung up. Without thinking twice about it, you immediately texted Luke.
You: they’re at the library together right now…
You explained the situation to Chewie as fixed some asparagus to go with your meal, telling him about the show in two weeks and asking if he’d be interested. He nodded, an amused expression on his face as he continued to cook. A few minutes later, you got a text back from Luke.
Luke: no wayyyyy they’re evolving
Luke: ask him about the show when he gets back!
You weren’t sure what was up with Luke’s insistence, especially considering how the last show went for you all, but you shrugged it off.
You supposed you’d find out soon enough.
─── ・ 。゚☆: .☽ . :☆゚. ───
You hadn’t seen Luke any since lunch that day, but you’d texted him a few times over the past two weeks. You all didn’t say anything of much importance to each other, nor did you talk very frequently, but it was nice to know that he hadn’t completely forgotten about you as his practice schedule picked up again and he resumed his normal life.
Han hadn’t needed much convincing to go to the show, as he hadn’t been out on the town since the incident. You had told him Leia would be there, so when he came out of his room dressed in his nice brown coat instead of the Carhartt again, you mentally cheered. Maybe he cared about looking nice for her after all.
“You look good,” you told him. The bruises on his face had healed some in the past several days, and he was starting to look a little more like himself again. It was refreshing.
“I know,” he replied smugly, seemingly excited to feel a bit more normal—well, as excited as Han could seem to be.
Chewie stood by the doorway, scrolling on his phone. He was wearing a beanie this time with his long hair down, glasses perched on his nose and a blue flannel tucked into his black jeans.
“And so do you!” you cheered, walking over to Chewie and smoothing out his eyebrows with your thumb. Unlike Han, he didn’t make much of a fuss when you tried to detail his appearance, allowing you to exercise your cosmetic expertise to your heart’s content. He rolled his eyes and smiled at you, gesturing to your outfit and giving you a thumbs up.
“Thanks,” you said, understanding his meaning immediately. He thought you looked nice too.
“Yeah, not horrible,” Han added, glancing over your outfit. It was one of your favorites, teetering the line between your casual attire and something a bit nicer. You wore Han’s black coat, as it was slightly baggier than your own, concealing your cast pretty well. You didn’t want people walking on eggshells around you all night because you were hurt.
With that, the three of you departed, your walk downtown leisurely as Han and Chewie split a cigarette. You were in a good mood, glad that the three of you were going out again. It’s also possible that you were a little bit excited to see Luke too.
When you all walked into the bar, you felt at ease. These types of venues were what you were used to, classic college bars with live music. Before bothering to find Luke and Leia, sure that they were likely in the company of others and wouldn’t be bothered by your absence, you went on a quest for drinks. You would probably have to hang out near the back anyway due to your injuries, so being leaned up against the bar didn’t seem like that bad of a call. You ordered something strong and sipped your drink peacefully, taking in the atmosphere and anticipating the band’s performance.
“We oughta take a shot,” Han mumbled to you, “Whiskey.”
You laughed and agreed, knowing that being a little tipsier would help you relax. After the shot and downing your first drink, you moved onto a second, you and Han talking and in your own little world. It was then that you looked across the room and saw a tighter crowd of people, and you instantly knew that Luke had to be the center. Han noticed too, and the two of you watched as you caught glimpses of him every now and then. Unusually, he wore all dark colors today, his sweater a dark gray and his pants black, beat up converse on his feet. He was drunk of course, hand clutched around a drink you couldn’t quite identify. You watched as a girl placed her hand on his chin, appearing to look at the fresh scar under his lip. He was relatively nonreactive, politely smiling at her and probably answering questions about his injuries. To your surprise, though, he never put his hands on her, nor did he lean into her touch.
“Gonna handle that?” Han asked you, taking another sip of his drink and watching the scene before him unfold.
“He’s not my boyfriend,” you said simply, though you did take some joy in the fact that Luke didn’t seem to be reciprocating her advances.
“You’re staring daggers into that girl’s head.”
“I am not,” you insisted, downing the rest of your drink and ordering another.
“Sure, kid,” he said dismissively, “Didn’t take you for the jealous type.”
Before you could defend yourself, Luke met your eyes. His smile widened, he appeared to apologize to the girl he was talking to, and he immediately departed from the group that had crowded around him. They watched him go curiously, slowly trailing as to not give themselves away as being dependent on his presence, but you tried to pay them little attention.
“Hey!” he greeted you excitedly, putting his drink down next to you and pulling you into a hug. You squawked in surprise, but eventually wrapped your arms around him as well, returning his affection.
He didn’t let go of you for what felt like an awkwardly long time, and you made eye contact with Han in a silent plea for advice. He rolled his eyes at you and shook his head, the smallest of grins playing at his lips.
“Missed you,” Luke drunkenly confessed as he pulled away, though his hands had dropped to your waist, “I’ve been waiting for you to get here all night.”
You were stunned into silence for a moment before finally swallowing hard, mustering the courage to speak.
“It’s good to see you,” you told him awkwardly, his hands on you making your heart rate accelerate more than you liked to admit, “You look really good in black.”
He beamed at you, his cheeks flushing a little under the vibrant lighting of the venue, and brushed a piece of your hair behind your ear.
“You think so?” he asked teasingly, leaning into you as he spoke.
“Don’t go fishing for compliments,” you told him lightheartedly, “How much have you had to drink?”
“Not enough. Wanna take a shot with me? Or a shooter? I’ll pay, of course.”
“You really have to stop buying me things.”
“Nah. I like buying you things,” he countered, grinning as he ordered you a drink.
He had ordered you green tea shooters, which you’d never had before but sounded so much like something he would enjoy that you were eager to partake. Before you knew what was happening, he gripped your chin and tilted your head back a bit, the glass of the shooter pressing against your lips.
“Open,” he told you, his confidence that you’d do whatever he asked almost making your knees buckle. You did, the alcohol slipping past your lips and going straight to your head—or maybe the way Luke was looking at you was the cause for your drunkenness, you weren’t sure. Both were likely explanations.
Luke didn’t give you the chance to pull the same maneuver on him, quickly downing his shooter and smiling innocently at you. In the meantime, Chewie had appeared at the bar, presumably to distract Han from Luke’s hands on you. When he gave you a brief look, you knew your assumption had been correct, and he smiled and rolled his eyes at you when you mouthed a quick thank you to him.
“Wanna stand in the back? Close to the bar but still in the crowd. No one should shove us there,” he proposed, seemingly also at least somewhat aware of Han’s guard being up around him.
You nodded, following him into the back of the crowd and finding a good window between some of the taller individuals to get a pretty solid view of the stage, especially considering where you were standing. You had taken your regular drinks along with you, and you sipped yours as casually as you could, knowing that a lot of eyes were on you despite your position at the back of the crowd.
“Will Han kill me if I make out with you in front of everyone tonight?” he asked you, cheeks flushed and pupils blown wide from the alcohol. You nearly choked on your drink, and you had to take a deep breath to stabilize yourself before you could manage a reply.
“That’s—Are you sure you want to do that?”
“What?” he said, laughing at your question, “Why wouldn’t I? Are you sick or something?”
Thoughts swirled around your mind, bouncing off every corner of your skull and almost making your head hurt in the process. Everyone in this venue wants to make out with you. You could have any one of them. If it’s me, you’ll sabotage your chances of finding someone you really like to take home tonight. You didn’t say any of it, because you didn’t want to make him feel even less like a person than he probably already did.
“Just wanted to make sure,” you murmured quietly, looking down. He gently hooked his finger under your chin and pushed upwards, forcing you to meet his eyes. No matter how many times he did this, you always blushed.
“Hey, if you’re more private about that sort of stuff, it’s totally fine. I’m not here to push you into situations that make you uncomfortable. We don’t have to kiss at all.”
Reassessing your comfort was the bare minimum, but it made you feel warm nonetheless. You weren’t sure what came over you, but you leaned forward and let your head drop to rest on his shoulder, sighing. You heard him chuckle lightly at that, and he immediately wrapped his arms around you, your face still buried into the crook of his neck.
“Or you can just do that, I guess,” he remarked, sounding amused.
“Sorry, I’m just not used to so many people looking at me. But you’re so nice, and I wanna be close to you still. Just hiding for a second. You smell really good, by the way.”
He laughed again, hugging you a little tighter, cautious to not spill his drink or injure your wrist.
“You’re drunk,” he told you, and you felt him sigh when you smiled into the side of his neck.
“So are you.”
“Well, yeah,” he replied, giggling again, "But I’ve just never seen you be like, expressive when you’re drinking. I like it. Tell me more about what you like about me.”
It was your turn to laugh, Luke’s lack of subtly entertaining to you.
“Do you have any shame?” you teased.
“About some stuff, sure. But not about this.”
“Well, you know I like your abs.”
“And my chest, apparently.”
“Hey. You enjoyed that.”
“Never said I didn’t. Wanna do it again right now?”
“Luke!” you exclaimed in a fit of drunken giggles, pulling away to lightly smack his arm. He smiled at you and took another sip of his drink.
“So, what else do you like about me?” he pried, and you rolled your eyes at him before stepping closer once more.
“You’ll find out. Be patient,” you told him, your own touch of mischief seeping into your voice. He smiled at you, right hand dropping to your waist and pulling you closer, left hand tossing his drink back and finishing the rest of it in a single go. You mimicked his actions, finishing your own beverage and meeting his eyes. Just then, the first band emerged, and you turned towards the stage while Luke placed his hand on your lower back.
“We can get another drink in the middle of the set, if you want,” he said, pulling you flush against his side as the band started to play, “But I’m kind of drunk right now, so I need a second.”
You laughed and nodded at him, and pretty soon your attention shifted towards the talented musicians on stage. Since you couldn’t be in the front, you had to settle on gently swaying and nodding your head rather than something more exciting. This band had more of an indie rock vibe, so there wasn’t a ton of moshing to be done anyway. You hoped Han wasn’t feeling left out, but you were confident that Chewie would stay by his side while you were gone.
You were so inebriated that you barely noticed Luke’s friends circling around you, with the addition of a few strangers as well. You only realized how many eyes were on you when Biggs clasped a hand around Luke’s shoulder, making him jump a little. Without thinking, you gently smoothed his sweater down over his bicep, hoping the gesture provided him with a small bit of comfort. He looked over at you and smiled before quickly turning his attention back to Biggs.
“Why’re you all the way back here?” Biggs asked him, seemingly pretty drunk himself.
“He’s injured, Biggs,” a girl you didn’t recognize interjected, stepping closer.
“Can’t believe you even came out tonight, Luke. I mean, I’m glad you’re here and all, but what if you get hurt again?” her friend added, joining her in crowding close to Luke.
“I’ve got a personal investment in the next band,” he said simply, offering the group standing in front of him a perfect smile.
“What, you fuckin’ the drummer or something?” Elias replied, and you had to restrain yourself from rolling your eyes.
“I think their drummer is a dude,” one of his other friends pointed out.
“So? You think that’s gonna stop Luke? He’ll fuck anything that moves—“
“Cut it out, Eli,” the girl from before said, placing a hand on Luke’s shoulder, “That’s not true. Don’t be mean to him.”
Luke laughed, but you watched him tense as the stranger’s hand stayed put on his body.
“Oh, fuck off. You guys were literally calling him—“
“Shut up!”
“Calling me what?” Luke interrupted curiously, tilting his head and looking at the girls in front of him with an expression that you couldn’t quite decipher.
“Luke,” she said, hand still on his on his shoulder, “You know our friend Marie. We were just talking about when you guys got together, and—“
“Marie’s been telling all of her friends that you’re easy, dude,” his friend interjected, cutting her off.
“It’s not like that,” she protested, bringing her hand up to the side of his neck and moving to cup his cheek, “We don’t think you’re easy, Luke.”
“I don’t really get what you’re trying to say,” he murmured, brows furrowed, “Sorry. I’m a little drunk.”
She cooed at him and you wanted to throw up in your mouth. Or on her. Either would do.
“It’s okay. We can just drop it and get another drink,” she told him, tucking a piece of his hair behind his ear and giving him a sickeningly sweet smile. She was a beautiful woman, so it was really a shame that she was acting so creepy.
“They were calling you a slut earlier, man,” Biggs finally said, frowning, “Sorry. Just thought you should know. Marie and a bunch of her friends were over there talking about you.”
“That is not what happened,” she said, placing her other hand on Luke’s face, effectively forcing him to look only at her, “Luke, I promise that I would never—“
When you saw Luke tense further and his eyes widen, you’d had enough. You could put up with other people flirting with him—he wasn’t your boyfriend, after all—but making him uncomfortable was a separate ordeal entirely. You rolled your eyes, reached over, and grabbed her wrists, making use of the weight of your cast to push her arms down and away from his face. You stepped in between them then, giving Luke some space away from her.
“I’m tired of listening to this,” you announced, speaking for the first time since the whole situation had started transpiring, “This entire conversation is stupid.”
You didn’t feel the need to further elaborate, nor did you have any interest in personally shaming the girls, instead taking Luke’s hand in your own and tangling your fingers together, walking off towards the bar. He went happily, giving the group a small wave and a smile as you pulled him away. You didn’t bother looking back at any of them, your focus just on getting Luke out of that situation. When you reached the bar, Han gave you a quizzical look, but you just shook your head and mouthed not now.
“My knight in shining armor,” Luke said, leaning against the bar with you and keeping your hands entwined.
“They sound like they’re in high school. I don’t know how you manage to be nice to people like that.”
“What I do reflects on my parents,” he replied with a shrug, “Seriously though, thank you. That wasn’t a very fun interaction for me.”
“Sorry for just pulling you out of there without even asking,” you murmured sheepishly, cheeks a bit red, “I was just annoyed, and you looked uncomfortable.”
“What? Don’t apologize. You can take me wherever you want, but that’s especially true in cases where someone is grabbing my face and trying to convince me that they weren’t calling me slutty thirty minutes ago.”
Thinking about it made you irritated all over again, and it must’ve shown on your face, because Luke spoke again.
“Just so you know, I really don’t sleep around as much as people say, and since we’ve started this whole thing between us I haven’t been seeing anyone, and I never even slept with Marie—most I’ve done is kiss her at a club, and when I do sleep with people I’m super safe, I get tested regularly, and—“
“Woah, hey,” you interrupted him, gently grabbing his shoulders, “What are you saying?”
“Well, you looked upset when they were talking about that stuff, and I just didn’t want you to think that I was like, I don’t know, a womanizer, or someone who only cares about sex, or some kind of pervert—“
“Luke, that’s not—I was upset because they were objectifying you and making you uncomfortable. You know I’m not judging you, right? You seriously don’t have to explain yourself to me. I trust you and what you choose to tell me is your business. I don’t care about rumors or whatever, alright?”
He stared at you with wide eyes, mouth slightly agape. You couldn’t read his face, and you were about to ask him if he was okay before he started talking again.
“Thank you,” he told you, voice soft as his hands came to rest on your waist once again, “That means a lot to me. I want to say more, but I don’t think I can articulate it very well right now. Just—thank you.”
“It’s just basic respect, dude,” you replied dismissively, blushing a little, “No big deal.”
“Well, I’m not used to that, I guess. And don’t call me dude when I’m touching your hips.”
You laughed, your arms having wrapped around the back of his neck as he pulled you closer.
“I thought this was just you being friendly,” you teased, grinning at him.
“Seems like I’ve given you the wrong idea, ‘cause I’m really not trying to be friendly with you. Like, at all.”
You weren’t sure if it was the alcohol in your system, how protective you felt over him at the moment, or how he was looking at you, but you were curious to see if things would escalate between the two of you tonight. So, without second guessing yourself, you leaned forward and whispered in his ear.
“Maybe you should give me the right idea, then.”
Something changed in his expression, and before you knew what was happening, he was leading you through the crowd, and you were embraced by the loud music once more.
“Hey, my wrist is still broken, so I really shouldn’t be dancing—“
His course deviated then, and you suddenly realized that he had taken you towards the wall. You were out of direct contact with the crowd, but they still danced around you, shielding you from prying eyes. This was still very much public, but certainly more private than before. His hands returned to your waist as he leaned forward, lips now next to your ear.
“Can I show you?” he asked, voice lower and breathier than you’d ever heard it, “Just tell me what you’re comfortable with, and I’ll show you that I’m not trying to be friends. Fuck, please let me show you.”
Your breath caught in your throat, but you brought your good hand to rest on the back of his head, trying to ground yourself.
“Yeah,” you told him, running your fingers through his hair, “I’ll stop you if you go too far.”
He had backed you all the way against the wall now, his hand coming up to caress your face as he leaned closer. His face was so close to yours that you could feel his breath fanning against your lips, his thumb gently tracing your jaw as he inched forward. You almost passed out when you met his stare, his eyes filled with what you could only describe as desire. He looked at you for confirmation one more time, and when you offered him a small nod, his lips were on yours in an instant.
You had suspected all along that he would be a good kisser, but thinking that and experiencing it were very different. He started out relatively slowly, but you wanted to prove to him that you could match his pace, so you lightly tugged his hair to deepen the kiss. You were surprised when he faltered a bit, having to brace himself against the wall and pull away for a second.
“God, fuck,” he groaned, voice strained, “If you do that again, I might embarrass myself.”
You were too curious to find out what that could mean to stop yourself from pulling him forward and capturing his lips in your own once more, savoring the taste of him on your tongue for a second before tugging his hair again, this time a bit harder.
His reaction was immediate. He moaned into your mouth, left hand still holding your jaw and right hand now falling to firmly grab your ass, pulling you even closer. The kiss deepened further, and your grip on his hair tightened the second you felt his tongue.
You hadn’t made out with someone so passionately in a long time, and you certainly hadn’t ever imagined yourself doing it so publicly. And yet, here you were, letting Luke Skywalker shove you against the wall and fuck his tongue into your mouth.
“I’m sorry, fuck—“ he gasped against your lips. You weren’t sure what he meant until you felt him rock forward, something solid pressing into you. You suddenly realized that this part at least had to be real, and the knowledge that you had made Luke hard had you floating. With him against you like this, you decided to experimentally pull his hair again. He moaned, this time loudly enough for you to catch the wandering eyes of a few people standing nearby, but he paid them no mind, instead squeezing your ass harder and trying to bring you even closer.
“Luke,” you warned, breath hot against his ear as he moved to bury his face into the side of your neck, “Luke, we’re in public. People are staring.”
“People always stare. Doesn’t matter,” he protested, starting to kiss your jaw, “I’d go down on you right here, I don’t care—“
“Luke!” you gasped, placing a hand on his chest and pushing him back a bit, putting some space between you, “You’re drunk. I don’t want you to be embarrassed tomorrow or something, okay?”
“Embarrassed,” he repeated, like it was his first time ever hearing that word, “No way. I’d let you do anything to me. Anywhere.”
“You can’t be serious,” you replied, laughing at how ridiculous he was, heart hammering in your chest, “You’ve had a lot to drink—“
“You think I only want you like this because I’m drunk?” he asked, tucking your hair behind your ear as his eyes bore into yours, reading you so intensely that you felt dizzy.
“I mean…maybe? I don’t know. I’m just confused, I guess. Like, we aren’t—you and I aren’t really together, you know?”
You didn’t understand why, but you were certain that hurt flashed across his face for a second before he recovered, biting his lip and looking down at his feet, nodding.
“Yeah, I know that,” he murmured, his tone unreadable to you as he looked back up, “Doesn’t mean I’m only making out with you because I’m drunk, though. I wanted to do this in your bedroom, remember? Just because we aren’t together doesn’t mean I don’t want you. I do. A lot. Like, all the time. I thought that was obvious.”
“Are you being serious?” you asked, emphasizing your bewilderment with a drunken hiccup.
“Are you? You can feel my dick right now, can’t you? If you can’t, that’s a bit of a blow to my ego—“
“Don’t be a smart ass,” you scoffed, giving him a lighthearted shove, earning a chuckle from him, “I meant that you’re beautiful. Like, ethereally beautiful. I’m just a little surprised to learn that you’re attracted to me. I wasn’t trying to insult the size of your dick.”
You had meant the last part as a joke, but when his eyes widened as a deep crimson bloomed across his cheeks, you started to panic.
“Hey, I’m not actually trying to imply anything about your dick. It seems big, from what I can tell, and—“
He was giggling now, still blushing as he shook his head at you in disbelief.
“I was just joking about that,” he insisted.
“Well, you looked offended,” you mumbled, crossing your arms.
“I’m not offended. I’m just—you can’t just call someone ethereal and expect them to instantly recover. It caught me off guard.”
“Oh, fuck off. You know you’re breathtaking in every sense of the word. I’m not the first person to tell you that.”
He awkwardly looked to the side, nervously chewing his lip, and shrugged a little. You were shocked by the realization that he was embarrassed—not by grinding on you and moaning like a porn star in public, no, but because you had called him beautiful.
“Oh my god,” you whispered, eyes wide, “You’re embarrassed. No way. I thought Luke Skywalker didn’t get embarrassed?”
“Shut up,” he murmured, leaning forward and hiding his face in your neck, “You’re such an asshole.”
“You’re ridiculous. I can’t believe that this is where you draw the line. People are practically throwing themselves at you all the time. How could you not be used to hearing you’re attractive?”
“That’s not what you said,” he argued, and you were so thoroughly entertained by the slight pout in his voice, “You called me other stuff. Like, poetic shit. People don’t just say that to each other.”
“Yeah?” you asked teasingly, relishing in the fact that you had him stumbling over his words for a change, “Can’t handle me telling you how beautiful you are?”
“If you’re trying to get me to stop begging to fuck you in public, you’re going about it the wrong way,” he murmured against your neck.
“If it weren’t for the fact that your sister would kill you, then I’d consider it.”
He suddenly stood up then, as if he had just had some stellar epiphany. Alert with wide eyes, he glanced back at the band, their set seemingly coming to a close, and his lips curled up into a wide grin.
“I’m gonna buy us a round before the next band,” he announced, abruptly pulling away from you and offering you his hand.
You were confused, but tangled your fingers together anyway, allowing him to lead you back to the bar. Ignoring the prying eyes of others was much easier when you were inebriated, but conversely, people were a lot less subtle with their staring when they were drunk. You continued to try to pay them no mind, but now you had to wonder how many people had seen Luke shove you up against the wall and make out with you like it was his sworn duty.
When you reached the bar this time, Luke immediately made conversation with Han and greeted Chewie, asking all sorts of small talk questions that you didn’t really see the point of. Han indulged him, though it could’ve been for your sake, you weren’t sure, and gave a few answers that were at least mildly interesting. That suggested to you that Han didn’t see your public display of affection just a moment ago, and you relaxed a little. Luke then ordered drinks for the four of you, and it seemed that everyone was a bit far gone. You briefly wondered where Leia was, but figured she probably did have her own friends to hang out with.
“Where’s your royal pain in the ass sister?” Han asked right on cue, trying to sound disinterested.
“She’ll be around in a few minutes,” Luke replied, and you knew the look in his eye well by now.
You were dying to know what his plan was, but you stayed silent, not wanting to give your scheming up to Han.
Luckily, you wouldn’t have to wait long, catching sight of her at a distance, a long, flowing skirt coming down to her boots and a leather jacket resting on her shoulders. Her shirt was cropped, which seemed slightly unusual for her given what you knew about her style, and her hair was in two long Dutch braids. She looked beautiful, which was no surprise, of course.
What was shocking, however, was that she was on stage.
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sadnymi · 1 year ago
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「 ✦ how would Slytherin boys react to you having a crush on them ✦ 」 [part2]
Regulus Black
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Regulus might be rendered speechless. His eyes would widen momentarily, reflecting a mixture of surprise and something deeper, perhaps a flicker of hope. He might stammer slightly, struggling to form a coherent response.
A part of him yearns to reciprocate your feelings, to revel in the unexpected joy of your affection. But another part, burdened by family expectations and a sense of duty, might hold him back. This internal conflict could manifest in his behavior – becoming withdrawn, avoiding eye contact, or appearing lost in thought.
Regulus might shower you with subtle yet meaningful gestures. He might anonymously send you a bouquet of your favorite flowers, the kind you once mentioned admiring in Herbology class. He might "accidentally" bump into you in the library, leaving behind a rare book on a subject you expressed interest in. These unspoken acts of affection would be his way of expressing his feelings without defying the expectations placed upon him.
might yearn for a life where he could openly express his love, a life free from the constraints of his family legacy. This longing might manifest in fleeting glances exchanged across the Great Hall, filled with a bittersweet tenderness.
He'll initiate more physical contact, such as touching your hand, hugging you, or leaning in closer when talking to you.
Draco Malfoy.
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Draco's usual composure might crack for a moment. Expect a stammer, a flushed face, or a poorly disguised attempt to act nonchalant.
To mask his fluster, Draco might resort to his usual arrogant demeanor. He could make snide remarks or try to downplay your feelings.
He wouldn't openly declare his feelings. Instead, he might subtly show his care: offering you his notes in class, anonymously sending you a rare magical ingredient, or "accidentally" bumping into you in the halls.
He might subtly brag about your crush to his friends, trying to appear nonchalant while secretly basking in the attention.
Despite his initial awkwardness, Draco would be a surprisingly protective friend (if not yet a boyfriend). He wouldn't tolerate anyone bullying you and might step in to "defend your honor" (even if you didn't need defending).
Tom Riddle
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Tom wouldn't reveal his emotions readily. He'd observe you with a calculating gaze, trying to understand your motives and the potential benefits of your affection.
Tom might see your crush as a tool. He could use your feelings to gain your trust or influence your actions for his own agenda. A sudden "kindness" or excessive charm.
If he deems you valuable, Tom might become possessive and controlling. He might use threats or fear to keep you in line.
In a rare moment of vulnerability, Tom might confide a secret or hidden desire, testing the waters of your loyalty and trust. A deep sadness might cloud Regulus' eyes at times.
become obsessed with you, it turned dangerous. He might resort to dark magic or manipulation to keep you close, regardless of your feelings.
Blaise Zabini Blaise
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would likely seize the opportunity to tease you mercilessly. Expect witty remarks, playful nudges, and a barrage of "friendly" jabs about your crush.
The teasing might morph into playful flirting. He'd test the waters with compliments, winks, and suggestive innuendos to see how you respond.
Blaise would exude an air of confidence, perhaps boasting about his irresistible charm (though secretly hoping you find him genuine).
If he truly likes you back, the teasing might lessen, replaced by genuine conversations and attempts to get to know you better.
Blaise might turn surprisingly protective if he senses someone else vying for your attention. He'd use his wit and charm (and maybe a subtle threat or two) to scare off any competition.
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words-etched-in-her-skin · 2 years ago
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HI! welcome back from your break! we really missed you!!
how have you been? i have not been doing well- i got in a car crash on monday (im not hurt, only bruised up) so ive just been recovering from that. i'd like to request our beloved alcina caring for her fem partner who got in a car accident. ty!!
Hello, there! And thank you, dear 😊 It's always nice to be missed ♥️ As for your injuries, I do hope you've healed up some and that you're feeling better! 🫂
As for your request, here you go! 😁
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"Draga.. just what is it that you think you're doing?"
You stopped dead in your tracks, only having made it half way across your lover's bedroom before she caught you.
"It's.. it's been three days, Alcina! I feel disgusting and I need to bathe!" You exclaimed with a pout.
The Lady's face softened ever so slightly, giving you a chuckle as she made her way into the room.
"You do realize that I left that bell next to you so that you could call me if you need anything, hm? And that 'anything' includes bathing."
You averted your eyes, doing your best to keep your balance. While you understood that the Countess was only looking out for your best interest, you couldn't help but feel a little guilty for how much time she'd spent looking over you the past couple of days.
"I.. I didn't want to bother you, my lady. And I'm not even that badly hurt! That accident-!"
"That accident could have been much worse, draga! The whole carriage flipped! And the fact that I wasn't there.. that I couldn't stop it!"
Alcina took a deep breath, her fingers coming to pinch the bridge of her nose as she exhaled.
"I can not lose you." She said quietly.
"But.. you didn't lose me!"
Her eyes opened abruptly, glowing in a mix of fear and rage.
"AND I WON'T! I CAN'T. MIRANDA KNOWS I'VE ALREADY MADE SURE THAT INCOMPETENT DRIVER WILL NEVER SEE THE LIGHT OF DAY. IF HE HAD-"
You hobbled over to her, wincing slightly as you took her hand.
"Hey, hey.. darling.. breathe for me."
And she did, squeezing your hand softly in the process.
"I am sorry, pet. I lost myself for a moment there."
"Hey, it's okay. I understand. Would it make you feel better to help me bathe?"
Alcina smiled, the subtle lines at the corners of her eyes creasing and lifted you into a full bridal carry.
You chuckled. "I'll take that as a yes."
"Mh.. as if I would ever turn down the opportunity to bathe you, my pet."
"Uh huh."
The Countess placed you down with the utmost of care before helping you to undress - with a sad, far away look in her eyes as her gaze scanned over the many bruises and scrapes that still decorated your body.
"Would you mind if I used some of your eucalyptus oil?" You asked her and she smiled.
"You, draga, may use any of my oils that you see fit."
She hummed quietly as she began to draw your bath, adding the oil you requested along with another she said would be good for the pain. And another that was supposed to help promote healing. It was such a simple act, yet so endearing. And only showcased the Lady's inherent need to take care of those she loved.
"Thank you, Alcina."
She blushed softly. "Whatever for, pet?"
"For loving me?"
At this the Lady chuckled, testing the bath with a single finger before lifting you carefully and lowering you into it.
"Draga.. loving you is the easiest thing in the world."
This time it was your turn to blush, with the indulgent heat from the water already willing a deep flush across your body.
"Charmer." You said, biting your bottom lip.
"Mh.. perhaps."
You could hear the smile that coated her words, felt the tenderness in her touch and the love that encompassed it. Her hands ever so careful as she used the washcloth to cascade warmth over your sore muscles and bruised skin.
"Now.. lay back, my pet. I want you to soak in here for at least twenty minutes. Is that clear?"
"Yes, my lady."
"Mh.. good."
She started to stand and you grabbed her hand, forcing her to look back at you.
"Can you.. can you stay with me awhile?"
She looked down at you with the most tender look you had ever seen, a look that made your heart lurch and your cheeks burn.
"Oh, draga.. I'll stay with you for as long as you need."
"So, forever?"
She paused before nodding, blinking away a single unspent tear.
"Yes, my pet. Forever."
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I do hope you enjoyed this, dear! And be sure to take care of yourself ♥️
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casino-au-eggman · 2 years ago
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With every loan we take out does he try to convince you to "hang out" with him as an alternative repayment? Like I take $5000 out but if I spend 2 nights with him my debt is clear
He'll definitely like to raise it as an option when he takes an interest in someone who's taking a loan. When he's got them on his mind, it'll start mattering more to him than getting his money back and he'll start thinking of a plan to coax them into it. He knows the promise of them getting to keep money combined with his charm will work, it always does! I mean who could resist the handsome man with so many benefits?
He'll suggest it after they've already shaken hands with him and made the deal, either in his office or at the bar area of his casino and he will be like "Ain't I so nice and generous for letting you have all this? Well guess what, it could be all free with no returns, if you and I spend some special quality time together~" Or he'll enjoy bringing it up when they can't pay him back with money so they're even more likely to say yes to it ;)
A hand will brush their thigh and inch closer to between their legs or run down their back to the point of grabbing and squeezing their butt. It's a subtle way to make the suggestion and communicate if he wants to top or bottom, or both. He'll come real close for them to be surrounded by his warmth and sweet strawberry scent and whisper if they want it while caressing them and asking if they'll spend a couple nights with him.
If you say yes, he'll invite you to his glorious mansion and choose what you wear and will provide the outfit. Of course it will involve pink one way or another! You'll enter the bedroom to see he's set the mood with a soft pink low light, is sprawled across his big luxurious bed waiting for you, winking at you, greeting you warmly, and saying he's been looking forward to this as he pats the mattress beside him for you to join.
He will put his arm around you as you sit and talk for a bit and give you everything you need to get you settled in and comfortable. As he talks and laughs with you, he will gradually pull you in closer for cuddles and charm you by telling you how cute/handsome/pretty/attractive you look tonight and how great you look in the clothes he picked out. Then he will test the waters by kissing you on the cheek softly and seeing how you react
Whether you take it confidently or get shy and blush, he will love to see it. He'll ask if you're ready for more and if so then he'll start to kiss you on the lips and touch and feel you up more, also taking your hand and placing it in the area of his body that he'd like for you to caress while kissing him. As the kiss deepens he becomes excited and he'll be delighted if you are too, asking you if you're ready to go further.
He will ease you into it with sweet words, cuddles, kisses. Then he will ask if you want to remove each other's clothes, maybe down to underwear or lingerie or maybe nothing at all. He'll begin to feel cheeky and playful the more excited he gets and will become naughty as he teases you by playing with you, showing himself off to you, and asking for you to do the same so you two can have some fun!
You'll be in for big nights of love, passion, and naughty fun when he wants to be serviced and service you in various ways, switch top and bottom and/or sub and dom if you want, try out different positions and toys if you'd like, try out different clothes for him, indulge in any kinks/fetishes you or him might have and are willing to try, and just love up and explore each other. It ends with cuddles and kisses until you fall asleep.
He will treat you well, make you feel good, keep it exciting and fun, and will leave you wanting more because he's just so addictive and hypnotizing, you'll forget that this was supposed to be for paying back the loan! He just loves giving it his all, having a great time and winning hearts 🥰💜💘
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sidecharactersdomatter · 2 years ago
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Thoughts I had during TGCF S1 Ep 6
-Previously on TGCF…
-Woah, a waking up camera effect
-San Lang’s eating lunch
-Woah, that old man is traumatized
-Aww San Lang got all protective, and that body Language with Xie Lian, they are able to communicate verbally AND nonverbally
-This references the area region of China in the northwest where it connects with the Silk Road
-That was a huge caravan
-More secret body language
-Oh yeah, when he woke up he didn’t even drink water before explaining
-Woah that offer had the old man spooked senseless
-He’s got a knife!
-Of course being a martial god, he has experience in combat.  Have you seen him in a sword dual at Yinian bridge? (Subtle Phineas and Ferb quote)
-Gross his arm deflated!
-Stopped by a chopstick!
-Yep he dead
-How does one make another chopstick?
-I wonder who sent the puppet anyway?
-Oh yes he does dabble
-Telepathic chat room
-So many falling golden leaves
-Yep, it’s a free for all!
-Woah that shocked everyone and they went back to grabbing credits
-Well that just made him more interested in the Crescent pass situation
-They haven’t cleaned up the puppet’s husk?!?!
-San Lang has answers!  It’s so sweet!
-Oooh more worldbuilding on the desert area
-Is that who I think it is?
-And he hands San Lang his broom, they really are husbands
-Yep called it, and the gong noise when the door opened!
-Looking for answers is honestly a valid reason 
-Isn’t it obvious Xie Lian?
-They said it in sync again
-Oh they noticed San Lang now
-Oooh they’re suspicious 
-Oh he knows how to trigger Fu Yao
-No not the broom!
-I love pissed off Fu Yao so much, just look at how sharp his eyes are XD!
-San Lang is fluent in sarcasm
-And now Nan Feng’s pissed off too! XD
-Yes he has fixed up his home
-And Fu Yao’s still pissed off and skeptical 
-Man Fu Yao’s so condescending, I wonder where he gets it from…?
-Yes, they did sleep together better believe it
-He said it again!  “ With Heavenly blessings May all taboos be shattered”
-Woah, instant Silk Road shortcut
-Does he mean the North Star Polaris?
-Man that desert village looked really cool
-They have entered the desert
-*As they all start walking down the sand dune* I’m like: “How did we get out here in the middle of the ocean???” (Another iconic and amazing Last Airbender quote, and a really good crossover fanart idea). *casually gets started on drawing that crossover*  
-I really love the desert music
-Awww look at San Lang’s emo hoodie
-Aw the face he makes when he has to wear Xie Lian’s hat, there goes his emo hoodie!
-And then he gives the hat back to Xie Lian because he doesn’t want him to burn…
-You know what’s better than one evil Daoist?  Two evil Daoists!
-Also Fang Xin tends to get confused with Feng Xin(Nan Yang)  I’m experiencing that in this fandom
-Woah that’s a cool purple cloak
-That explains the misfortunes of the Crescent Pass
-OOOHHH!  Fu Yao got triggered again
-San Lang dodged that attack like a G
-An abandoned hut
-Yep here come the trust issues
-I might’ve noticed one thing off about San Lang…
-Foreshadowing with that “Runaway kid” bit
-Magic sleeves of holding! Count: 4
-It’s a polite battle!   Fu Yao vs San Lang!  Who will accept the true sight serum?  Place your bets in the comments!  (Kidding. I’ve already seen this episode and I know what happens)
-And then Nan Feng steps in
-And he drank the whole thing like a boss
-Now Nan Feng’s acting like an NPC from a fantasy video game
-Sharp sound when the blade’s being drawn
-Nah San Lang, they’re just testing you to see if you’re a ghost
-The sword broke XDXDXDXD
-And he’s tossing a piece of broken metal up and down XD
-Oooooh Who are they?
-The woman in the teal cloak saw him
-No dude, what did you just say about staying in the shelter to wait out the sandstorm!  SMH!
-Now he’s lost
-Oh good they all found him
-There’s San Lang!
-He’s so relieved when he found him!
-OH!  San Lang’s robe slipped off one of his shoulders and Xie Lian put it back up AAHH!!!
-He’s touched starved again!
-And then San Lang grabs Xie Lian’s hat from blowing away and helps put it on and tighten the strings!!!! *fangirls like no tomorrow!*.  These episodes just keep getting better and better!
-Best chemistry ever!
-“It’s not a strong wind.”  *Xie Lian gets caught in the sandstorm*  Yeah, you were saying Fu Yao?  SMH again
-Oh and San Lang got really worried!
-And after Rouye grabs San Lang and Xie Lian says, “I didn’t mean San Lang”. Rouye goes: “Really? Ok!”  And then lets him go, that’s just the hypothetical dialogue I’ve got for the silk band
-And we’re on another cliffhanger people
I know episode 6 comes out tomorrow so enjoy my Season 1 reactions for now.
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bathroomvanityalpharetta · 1 month ago
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Bathroom Vanity With Sink: Easy Backsplash Pairing Tips
You use your bathroom every day as part of your routine. It’s where your day begins and ends, so it deserves a look that feels fresh and stylish. One of the simplest ways to enhance the look of your space is by pairing a beautiful bathroom vanity with sink with the right backsplash.
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While backsplashes are just one part of the design, they can highlight and complement your main feature, your vanity. A well-matched backsplash brings attention to your bathroom vanity and ties in your bathroom cabinets for a complete, polished finish.
Let’s dive into some easy backsplash tips that help you get the most out of your vanity setup. Whether you prefer bold colors or soft neutrals, a well-paired combination can instantly upgrade your bathroom.
Start With Your Vanity and Cabinets
Before you explore backsplash options, take a closer look at what you already have. Your bathroom vanity with sink is the main highlight of your bathroom. Its color, style, and finish will help guide your backsplash selection.
If your vanity is sleek and white then a bold backsplash can add contrast. Is it a dark wood? Then a soft-toned tile might create a calming balance. Also, consider your bathroom cabinets their layout and finish matter too. Matching or complementing your backsplash with your cabinets keeps the space neat and cohesive.
Easy Backsplash Pairing Tips for Bathroom Vanity With Sink
Once you’ve considered your vanity and cabinets, it’s time to find a backsplash that enhances them. Here are some pointers to help you:
Choose Materials That Complement Your Space
Tiles made of ceramic or porcelain are reasonably priced, fashionable, and simple to maintain. They work well with nearly any bathroom vanity with sink. Whereas glass tiles add brightness and reflect light, which helps smaller bathrooms feel more open, especially great behind floating cabinets.
If you love a natural look, stone options like marble or granite offer timeless appeal. And for quick updates, peel-and-stick tiles or waterproof wallpaper are low-effort, renter-friendly choices that still complement your vanity.
Play With Color and Texture
Color makes a big difference. A dark vanity pops against light tiles, while a white bathroom vanity with sink can pair beautifully with rich, dramatic colors. If your cabinets have a glossy finish, mirrored or shiny tiles can match that look.
If your style leans more rustic or traditional, try matte or textured tiles to enhance that warmth. Always test samples in your bathroom light before you commit. It helps you visualise the real result.
Think Practical Keep It Easy to Maintain
Your backsplash sits right behind your bathroom vanity with sink, so it's exposed to water and daily mess. Pick materials that stay clean easily and won’t get ruined by water. The best options for low-maintenance homes are glass and ceramic tiles.
Stone tiles look great, but they may need extra care. Don't forget about the grout: darker grout hides stains and gives a modern feel, while light grout needs more frequent cleaning.
Let Cabinets Lead Your Design Flow
If your bathroom cabinets are bold or oversized, tone down the backsplash to avoid visual clutter. If they’re smaller or have a minimal look, you can go for statement tiles to add interest.
The goal is to let your bathroom vanity and sink stand out as the stars, with the backsplash working as a subtle but stylish background.
To Sum Up
Now that you know the tips, it’s easy to see how the right bathroom vanity with sink can truly transform your space. It brings both style and efficiency to one of the most-used rooms in your home. 
When paired with a smart backsplash, your bathroom instantly feels more polished and put together. Remember, your vanity is the star of the show. And a well-chosen backsplash can support it by adding texture, balance, and just the right touch of personality.
Ready to upgrade your space? Get in touch with Bathroom Vanity Alpharetta and explore their stunning range of bathroom vanities to elevate your bathroom.
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nkyangiehomes · 8 months ago
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Revamp Your Sanctuary: Unleash the Power of Wall Textures for a Dreamy Bedroom Makeover
Introduction Your bedroom isn’t just a place to sleep—it’s your personal sanctuary, a space where you unwind and recharge. If your walls are dull and uninspiring, they could be holding your room back from its full potential. Adding wall textures is like giving your bedroom an instant makeover—one that’s dreamy, stylish, and uniquely yours. Let’s dive into the fascinating world of wall textures and discover how they can transform your space.
Understanding Wall Textures Wall textures go beyond plain paint or wallpaper. They add depth, personality, and character to your walls. Whether subtle or bold, textured walls can elevate your bedroom’s design while creating an inviting atmosphere.
Benefits of Wall Textures:
Adds visual interest and charm Hides imperfections on walls Creates a focal point Enhances the overall ambiance of your space Popular Wall Texture Types Smooth Finishes For those who love simplicity, smooth finishes like flat or eggshell are ideal. These options provide a clean look while subtly reflecting light.
Textured Paint Textured paint techniques, like stucco or suede finishes, offer a rich and tactile experience. They add depth and sophistication to your walls.
Patterned Techniques Techniques like sponging, rag rolling, and stenciling bring intricate designs to life. These patterns add a whimsical or elegant touch, depending on your choice.
3D Wall Panels For a modern twist, 3D wall panels in materials like wood or gypsum create a striking effect. They add dimension and are perfect for accent walls.
Choosing the Right Texture for Your Bedroom When selecting a wall texture, think about your personal style, the size of your room, and its lighting conditions. For smaller spaces, opt for subtle textures that don’t overwhelm. For larger rooms, bold textures or darker shades can add warmth and drama.
Pro Tip: Pair cool colors like blue or gray with smooth textures for a calming vibe, or use warm hues with stucco for a cozy feel.
DIY vs. Professional Installation While DIY wall textures can save money, they require time, effort, and skill. If you’re envisioning complex patterns or premium finishes, hiring a professional ensures a polished result.
Inspiration for a Dreamy Makeover Minimalist Look: White textured walls with simple furniture for a serene aesthetic. Rustic Charm: Earthy textures like faux brick paired with wooden accents. Glamorous Vibes: Metallic finishes with velvet furnishings for a luxurious feel. Maintenance and Longevity Textured walls are beautiful but require care. Dust them regularly and use a damp cloth for stains. For painted textures, touch up any chips to maintain a flawless look.
Budget-Friendly Wall Texture Ideas From DIY plaster to peel-and-stick textured wallpapers, there are numerous options that don’t break the bank. Experiment with paint additives or faux finishes to achieve the desired effect affordably.
Eco-Friendly Wall Textures Go green by using non-toxic, water-based paints or recycled materials for your wall textures. Sustainable options are not only good for the planet but also promote healthier indoor air quality.
Frequently Made Mistakes Avoid overtexturing, as it can make a space feel chaotic. Stick to a balanced approach, and always test your colors and textures before committing.
Creating a Mood Board Visualizing your ideas is crucial. Use apps like Canva or Pinterest to create a mood board, combining textures, colors, and furniture for your dream bedroom.
The Psychological Impact of Wall Textures Did you know textures can influence your mood? Soft textures promote relaxation, while bold patterns energize the space. Choose textures that align with your desired vibe.
Conclusion Wall textures are the secret ingredient for a dreamy bedroom makeover. Whether you choose subtle elegance or bold statements, textured walls can bring your sanctuary to life. Ready to revamp your space? The possibilities are endless—let your imagination run wild!
To Known More . . . https://angiehomes.co/blogs/press/wall-texture-designs-for-bedroom
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does-he-like-me · 11 months ago
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Does He Like Me
Understanding Attraction: A Comprehensive Guide to Decoding Romantic Signals
In the complex world of dating and relationships, one question often stands out: "Does he like me?" This seemingly simple inquiry can spark a whirlwind of emotions, leaving many individuals searching for answers. Today, we explore the nuances of attraction, offering insights into the signs that may indicate someone's romantic interest.
The Psychology of Attraction
Attraction is a multifaceted phenomenon, influenced by various factors including physical appearance, personality traits, and shared interests. Research in social psychology has long sought to understand the mechanisms behind romantic attraction, revealing a complex interplay of biological, psychological, and social elements.
Dr. Helen Fisher, a renowned anthropologist, has identified three core systems in the brain associated with love: lust, attraction, and attachment. Each system plays a crucial role in how we perceive and interact with potential romantic partners. Understanding these systems can provide valuable insights into decoding the behavior of someone who might be interested in you.
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Common Signs of Romantic Interest
While every individual expresses interest differently, certain behaviors are often associated with romantic attraction:
Increased Eye Contact: Prolonged eye contact can be a strong indicator of interest, as it demonstrates a desire to connect and engage.
Body Language: Leaning in during conversations, mirroring your movements, or finding excuses for physical proximity can all suggest attraction.
Frequent Communication: Consistent efforts to stay in touch, whether through text messages, social media interactions, or in-person conversations, often indicate a desire to maintain a connection.
Active Listening: Showing genuine interest in your thoughts, opinions, and experiences by asking follow-up questions and remembering details from previous conversations.
Nervousness or Awkwardness: Sometimes, attraction can manifest as slight nervousness or awkwardness, particularly in early interactions.
Seeking Opportunities to Spend Time Together: Regularly suggesting plans or finding reasons to be around you can be a clear sign of interest.
Subtle Touches: Light, seemingly casual touches on the arm or shoulder during conversation can indicate attraction.
Compliments and Positive Reinforcement: Frequent compliments, especially those that go beyond surface-level observations, can suggest romantic interest.
The Importance of Context
It's crucial to remember that these signs should be interpreted within the context of your specific relationship and situation. Cultural differences, personal communication styles, and individual comfort levels with expressing emotions can all influence how someone demonstrates interest.
Moreover, it's essential to consider the possibility of misinterpretation. What one person perceives as a sign of romantic interest might simply be friendly behavior to another. This ambiguity often leads to the creation of quizzes and tests designed to help individuals navigate these uncertain waters.
The Rise of Attraction Tests and Quizzes
In recent years, there has been a proliferation of online quizzes and tests aimed at helping people determine if someone likes them. These tools often ask a series of questions about the person's behavior, communication patterns, and interactions, promising to provide insight into their feelings.
While these quizzes can be entertaining and may offer some general guidance, it's important to approach them with a critical mindset. No quiz can definitively determine another person's feelings or intentions. Human emotions and relationships are far too complex to be accurately assessed by a standardized set of questions.
The Value of Direct Communication
Despite the allure of quizzes and subtle signal interpretation, the most reliable way to determine someone's interest is through open and honest communication. While it may feel daunting, having a straightforward conversation about feelings and intentions can provide clarity and prevent misunderstandings.
Dr. John Gottman, a leading researcher in relationship psychology, emphasizes the importance of emotional intelligence and effective communication in building strong relationships. Developing these skills can not only help in decoding romantic signals but also in fostering healthier, more fulfilling connections.
Navigating Modern Dating Challenges
The landscape of dating and relationships has evolved significantly in recent years, particularly with the rise of digital communication and online dating platforms. These changes have introduced new challenges in interpreting romantic signals:
Digital Communication: Text messages and social media interactions can be difficult to interpret, lacking the nuance of in-person communication.
Dating App Culture: The availability of multiple potential partners can lead to uncertainty about someone's level of interest or commitment.
Shifting Social Norms: Changing expectations around gender roles and dating etiquette can create confusion about traditional signs of interest.
Fear of Vulnerability: In an age of curated online personas, many individuals struggle with showing genuine interest or interpreting others' authentic feelings.
Self-Reflection and Personal Growth
While focusing on decoding another person's behavior is natural, it's equally important to engage in self-reflection. Understanding your own feelings, expectations, and patterns in relationships can provide valuable insights and lead to more fulfilling connections.
Consider the following questions:
What attracts you to this person?
Are you projecting your own feelings onto their behavior?
How do your past experiences influence your interpretation of their actions?
Are you ready for a potential relationship?
Engaging in this self-exploration can help you approach romantic situations with greater clarity and emotional intelligence.
The Role of Friendship in Romantic Relationships
Many successful romantic relationships begin as friendships. This foundation can provide a solid basis for understanding each other's communication styles, values, and interests. However, it can also complicate the process of determining if there's potential for romantic involvement.
Key considerations when assessing a friend's potential romantic interest include:
Changes in behavior or communication patterns
Increased efforts to spend one-on-one time together
Subtle changes in physical proximity or touch
Expressions of jealousy when you interact with other potential romantic interests
Remember that transitioning from friendship to a romantic relationship requires clear communication and mutual interest to avoid misunderstandings or potential damage to the existing friendship.
Cultural and Individual Differences in Expressing Interest
It's crucial to consider cultural and individual differences when interpreting signs of romantic interest. Different cultures have varying norms for expressing attraction, and individual personality traits can significantly influence how someone demonstrates interest.
For example:
In some cultures, direct eye contact might be considered too forward or disrespectful.
Introverted individuals may show interest through more subtle means, such as remembering small details about you or making thoughtful gestures.
Some people may mask their interest due to fear of rejection or past experiences.
Being aware of these potential differences can help prevent misinterpretations and foster greater understanding in cross-cultural or diverse social contexts.
The Impact of Technology on Modern Romance
Technology has revolutionized the way we connect and communicate, introducing new dimensions to the process of decoding romantic interest. Social media platforms, dating apps, and instant messaging have created additional avenues for expressing and interpreting attraction.
Consider the following technology-related signs of potential interest:
Consistent engagement with your social media content (likes, comments, shares)
Quick responses to messages or calls
Sending links or content they think you'll enjoy
Including you in their social media posts or stories
While these digital interactions can provide additional insights, they should be considered alongside in-person behavior for a more comprehensive understanding of someone's feelings.
Building Confidence and Self-Worth
Regardless of whether someone reciprocates your romantic interest, it's essential to maintain a strong sense of self-worth and confidence. Your value as a person is not determined by someone else's feelings towards you.
Strategies for building and maintaining self-confidence include:
Practicing self-care and personal development
Cultivating a strong support network of friends and family
Pursuing personal interests and hobbies
Setting and achieving personal goals
Practicing positive self-talk and affirmations
By focusing on your own growth and well-being, you'll be better equipped to navigate the complexities of romantic relationships and attract partners who appreciate your authentic self.
Conclusion
Decoding romantic signals and determining if someone likes you is rarely a straightforward process. While certain behaviors and patterns can indicate interest, it's important to consider the broader context of your relationship and individual differences in expressing attraction.
Rather than relying solely on quizzes or subtle cues, fostering open communication, developing emotional intelligence, and maintaining a strong sense of self-worth are key to navigating the complex world of modern dating and relationships.
Remember, the journey of understanding attraction and building meaningful connections is as much about self-discovery as it is about decoding others' feelings. By approaching these situations with patience, empathy, and self-reflection, you'll be better equipped to forge genuine and fulfilling romantic relationships.
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dokifluffs · 4 years ago
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Upsetting His Pregnant Wife | Ushijima, Sakusa
Pairings: Ushijima X Reader (female), Sakusa X Reader (female) 
Genre: soft comfy angst to fluff tehe, mafia!ushi too! 
Author’s Note: @ushijimabae suggested this idea to me as a comment on a post tehe and I really liked it so here I am! I hope you guys enjoy!! also LONGG also Boom more sakusa and now, Mafia! Ushijima tehe ! 
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Sakusa: 
This sinking feeling in your chest
The touch of his skin against yours was so short, so fleeting whenever you sat beside him, reached for his hand, or you just wanted to be with him
You couldn’t tell if maybe this had been normal or if you were just overreacting because of your hormones but whatever it was
You didn’t like this feeling
Especially when you just wanted to be with him
It felt like recently, now that Omi would be home with you for the next few months to take care of you, whenever you wanted to spend some proper time with him, after a few moments of making contact with each other, he would be out of his seat, off to somewhere else to take care of a chore
It had been more or less than two weeks since Omi started staying home instead of going to practices or games from here on out, though he did get in a regular workout from home instead though
It felt like little fireworks were going off inside you the first two nights and days when you got to sleep later at night with him, staying up, and then waking up and finding him still beside you
But as the days went on, this little paradise was short lived as he woke up as his normal time for his morning practices to go out on long runs instead
Leaving you alone at breakfast
Whenever he came home and took a thorough shower, even giving him a hug, a burning and sinking feeling filled your chest when you wrapped your arms around him the best you could with your bump and all
But his hands
You loved him and his hands but not this moment as he subtly and lightly pushed your arms kind of away from him, breaking the hug early
You didn’t mind it since it was only the first thing but you noticed it a few more times after dinner
When you tried to drape your legs across his lap, he would lightly pat your legs, telling you he needed to use the bathroom and come back and sit somewhere else like on a different couch or sit beside you, practically at arms distance
But enough was enough
You didn’t want to directly ask but you also couldn’t just ignore this
But this moment was perfect
The last ounces of light glowed in the summer sky as the temperature slowly dropped as night approached
Fireflies slowly began to shine and float about throughout the neighborhood as their time of the year was here
You could feel the heat through the rubber gloves as you scrubbed the dishes clean, not a plate or utensil left in the drying rack as you dried them off too, returning them to their rightful place back in the cupboards
All the leftover dishes were put away
Floors swept
Table wiped down
Chairs returned to their rightful place
There was nothing he could possibly do in the kitchen that needed to be put away or cleaned or anything
This really would prove whether or not he really was avoiding you and just the thought
The mere idea that he possible could be
It broke your heart
“Omiomi, do you want some tea?” You called from the kitchen as you swirled a spoonful of honey into yours, the metal utensil creating light tinging sounds as the edges tapped the sides of the porcelain cup
“No, thanks,” he responded, his voice monotone as he didn’t even look up, continuing to scroll through his phone
You switched off the kitchen light, emerging from the darkness toward the light in the living room, towards your husband
And now this was the true test
You drank your tea, sitting on the recliner, one of the other available seats, sipping your tea while you watched some tv
But you weren’t really paying attention
You were just mindlessly watching the images and scenes come and go as you peripherally observed Omi
And here it was
After about what you thought were a few minutes, you set down your tea onto the coffee table and put on a warm, loving smile, Omi’s eyes meeting yours, off his phone as your approached
The couch sighed beneath your weight as you sat close to Omi, draping your legs across his lap, cuddling close, resting your head on his shoulder
He was so warm, it seeped into your skim, making your heart flutter just feeling his touch
You nuzzled even closer, making yourself at homes in his arms which felt so natural
He continued to scroll, minding his own as his hand lightly stroked down your leg
Though you were so caught up in just being near him for the first time in awhile that you didn’t even notice his hand was practically hovering over your leg
Kiyoomi sat comfortably in his seat with you at his side, your presence so nice
It was so comforting for the two of you
But there was an itch
Or something
There was just a feeling inside of him and he didn’t know what he needed to do to get rid of it
He could smell your tea from where he sat as the scent wafted toward him  
It felt so nice, this feeling that you had been longing for so long
And now you had it and him
The warm aroma of the tea warmed him inside and out, alongside your touch at his side - it was so calming
As you settled in, you felt silly now that you realized that you thought Kiyoomi wouldn’t want to be at your side anymore
He paused in his movements, thinking about the tea as he watched yours on the coffee table
After a few silent moments that you settled in, you felt a light, subtle push from him, your mind telling you that he was telling you to get off of him
“Actually, I will make some tea, I’ll be back..” He walked off stoically, not even sparing you a glance as he made up his mind unbeknownst to you that he wanted tea to drink with you
You couldn’t even begin to describe what the sudden temperature change that happened inside your body, your heart dropping and breaking inside
His body disappeared into the kitchen, grabbing a cup, making his tea, stirring in honey and warm milk, the warm aroma smelled so good, he could almost taste it
The blanket pooled on the floor as it slid off your legs as you made your way up the stairs, your vision blurring, a deep low rumbling in your ears as you held your breath
A heat burning in your throat as it felt like it was being closed off
“Y/N? Where are you going?”
The voice of your husband sounded while you were already halfway up the stairs, his cup of tea in hand and a plate of crackers to go with it but he didn’t miss the sound of your sniffles
“A bath...” you pushed out, trying to sound as normal as possible but he heard the slightest quiver
Also it didn’t make sense to him. You had already showered earlier today and there was no reason for you to clean yourself again
Did you spill your tea on yourself?  
No, that wasn’t it since your tea was just as he saw it last before he went to make his own
He set down the platter of crackers, sipping his own tea in silence, waiting to hear the water start to run
But after a few minutes, there was nothing
He went up the dimly lit carpeted stairs to the upper level, still not hearing any water running, no music that you usually played while you showered or bathed
Nothing
But only as he stepped into your guys’ shared bedroom, turning on the light could he hear the faintest thing
Sniffles and sad weeps sounded through the crack beneath the bathroom door
Your cheeks were burning from how your tears made your skin dry, your eyes sore, your throat dry
Now you really wish you had your tea
But you also wished you had your husband with you
It was a dull but deepening ache in your chest as you thought about it more and more and it was all you could think of
Was he losing interest? Now? With the baby on the way?
Did he not love you as much anymore?
It broke your heart, you couldn’t hold in your cries as it seeped out
Omi’s hand hovered over the doorknob before he heard you
He never felt it before in his life but his heart sunk deep inside hearing your cries
Your hands trembled as you buried your mouth into your elbow, muffling the cries as if you were afraid he could hear you all the way downstairs but you didn’t want to get carried away
You would have to return downstairs or see him at some point
Even if it felt like to you that he didn’t want to
Your arms and legs felt cold as you sat on the tiled floor of the bathroom, only the moonlight pooling in from the skylight was your only source of light in the bathroom
You hugged yourself the best you could, your hands rubbing over and around your pregnant belly
At least you weren’t truly alone
“I have you,” you whimpered to yourself in your head, feeling more tears slide down your face, dripping off your chin
This dreadful feeling - it was so unsatisfying
It didn’t feel right at all but there was nothing you could do, at least not that you could think of
It hurt
As you sniffled and cried in the moonlight by yourself in the cold bathroom, you almost didn’t hear the light knock until it was more prominent
The sound itself made you instinctively freeze as if you were hiding
“Y/N?”
Kiyoomi was knelt down on the carpet right outside the bathroom door, no longer standing
For the first time, he was heartbroken just hearing your anguish
He had never really loved someone outside his family or volleyball in his life before until you came in and now here you two were
He never understood how hearing others being sad could make himself sad but he knew now that he was experiencing it
“Please open the door.” He held the doorknob, the metal cool in the palm of his hand as he gripped it, not hesitating to open it as soon as he felt the click of you unlocking it
Before he could even think, his body moved as natural as breathing
“What’re you doing crying in the dark by yourself, honey?” He asked with such a hurt in his voice as the lights came on and your body was enveloped into his
His voluntary touch, his voice
He did his best to hold you even with your large pregnant belly in between the two of you
Your heart beat faster as your legs gave out a bit more despite you already being on the ground
Sad cries were buried into his chest
He practically lifted you off the floor and into his lap even though you were much heavier now that you were pregnant but he could care less about your pregnant weight, even if this was your normal weight
You cried and he comforted you, rubbing his hand down your back slowly, wiping away your tears, letting you let it all out
Nothing more mattered to him than you
“It feels like recently,” you started, your voice weak, your eyes down, watching your hands fiddle with each other with his hand that wiped your tears, pads of his fingers grazing your skin
“It feels like you’re avoiding me or like you don’t want me anymore - like you don’t want to be near me,” you whimpered, feeling a pang in your chest as it dissipated into a warm heat that melted through your body
Your own words made you feel crazy now that you were saying it out loud
“What do you mean?” He asked genuinely curious
“Have I been saying things in a brushing off manner? Did I ignore you?” He asked, assessing the terrain as usual
“Well, whenever we’re downstairs, I wanna cuddle with you but after a few minutes of me being beside you, you get up and go somewhere else,” your voice cracked as all these moments you’ve been observing for the past few weeks ran through your head
“And sometimes you come back and sit somewhere else, so it just feels like you don’t want me or you don’t want to be near me…” It hurt as it felt like your fear was coming through the more you thought about it, the more you said it
You sobbed into his chest, bringing your hands to your mouth to silence your cries but they were just too painful and obvious to hide
Kiyoomi listened to every word you said before he wrapped his arms more securely around you, resting his cheek upon the crown of your head as he rocked ever so slightly with you in his lap
“Have I really been doing that?” He spoke his thoughts, not remembering exactly when he did this but of course he didn’t mean to
You nodded, whimpering as the tears couldn’t be stopped, the sinking feeling now changing and morphing into almost what felt like a cold twist and pull inside, coiling more and more as the mere thought of your husband not wanting you grew
“I’m so sorry, Y/N, I really didn’t mean to do this. And of course I want to be with you.” He rubbed his hands against your arms, squeezing them without bringing you any pain
“I don’t want to make any excuses but it could’ve just been an old part of me that still exists.. With all these germs and diseases in the world, I never thought I would be with anyone at all..” He looked down to you, your face in such a close proximity with his, he just knew that if his high school self could see him now, he probably would have been in such utter disbelief
Words couldn’t even begin to describe the cool yet also warm wave of guilt slowly was over him as disappointment pooled deep within
“But you came into my life.” He reassured, putting his words together carefully. “You’re the one I married and I made a vow to be with til death years ago.” He squeezed with every word, hoping they would help mend your broken pieces back together
“I’m so sorry,” his voice cracked into a whisper, his hand cupping your face, wiping away as many tears as he could in hopes he could see your god sent smile soon
your eyes straining from all the tears you’ve been weeping
And at this point, you couldn’t even tell if they were open or closed anymore
But either way, you were just feeling so much all at once, it was overwhelming
you wanted this moment to freeze so everything could be sorted out
“I’m so sorry,” he repeated, wrapping his arms around you, squeezing you as tightly as he could without hurting you in any way
His tough alone, hearing him, feeling him, his warmth
It was just much for your wounded heart
“I’ll hold you like this whenever you want until it’s time for me to go back and however long you want.” He leaned back into the door, holding you close
His hands and arms never really ceased their movements as he always rubbed or stroked his skin lightly with yours
“I love you,” he spoke into your head, holding you as physically close as he could.
And never in his life did he ever think he would want this with anyone but he never wanted to let you go
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Ushijima: ft. Tendo
Pregnancy was very much the biggest, newest experience you would be going through for sure
Newest because you never thought you would live in such a lavish home, alongside many others, able to travel to any of them with any of the modes of transportation Wakatoshi provided
You never thought you would be connected to the mafia in any way, let alone be the wife of Wakatoshi, the boss, but the story of how you two met would be a different one to tell another day
Guards stood their post at the entrances, on the terraces, walked the dogs around the perimeter of the property
It felt like the safest place in the world but you knew there were always risks, always factors that weren’t obvious to consider whenever you went somewhere
And now that you were pregnant with your and Wakatoshi’s first child, there were extra precautions - more guards, tighter security around the perimeter and everywhere
He always wanted you safe but he never wanted you to feel trapped or like a dog on a leash
No, that was the last thing you wanted. If he could go back in time and never be involved in this dark life, he would
He would give it all up with no strings attached or any dangers if he could if it meant he could give you a normal life and family that you could call your own with your own husband and kids
Thunder rumbled as rain poured down from the skies
You paused in your steps at a particular loud boom of thunder, clinging onto the arm of the man beside you as you walked around the house since you couldn’t really walk your normal outside route
“You’re scared of thunder?” The somewhat playful voice of Tendou Satori chimed lightly as he peered outside before glancing back to you
“Just a bit..” You understated, doing your best to hide behind the tall, lean man just a bit as you the two of you walked through one part of the estate that you loved whenever the weather was anything but stormy
The windows in this hallway bridge-like area of the house was just so big, it was mesmerizing but whenever the dark storm clouds rolled by, you wanted to be as far away as possible
It was just the daunting fear you had that, somehow, thunder or wind or even lightning would strike the window, blowing the shattered pieces inward and toward you and you would just die like that
“Can we go a little faster? I don’t like being here when it storms..” You reached with your other hand over your belly, grasping his uniform jacket even more
“Hmm hmm, sure thing,” he hummed. “But you’re the one setting the pace, I’ve just been following you, Y/N,” he teased but you knew it was the truth
You wanted to go on your daily walk outside and usually it was either Wakatoshi with you or Tendou but more recently, it had been Tendou and your walk had to be inside because of the weather
“I’m waddling as fast as I can!” You bantered, getting him to laugh
You only started these little strolls since your belly had been growing since it helped relieve and most of the time prevent cramps - though they still came out of nowhere at times
Tendou had been by Wakatoshi’s side since as long as you could remember
He was the top head of the security and both your and Wakatoshi’s first hand man when it came to anything - he knew everyone
You waddled along the carpet, eyes staring off into the distance of the house
There was just a feeling
You couldn’t quite put your finger on it
How long had it been since you got to hold onto your husband’s arm?
How long before you could again?
Turning the corner from the hall, you could hear rain beginning to tap and shower onto the glass of the windows
But of course, you also didn’t miss the flash of thunder, making you squeeze onto Tendou’s arm
“Hm, there there. The storm can’t get in,” he comforted you with his soothing voice, nice to listen to as it wasn’t too harsh or low but quite playful despite his combat abilities that would make others think he was quite intimidating
He led you away, down another hall, turning into a more concealed room that had less windows but there were a lot of things he could distract you with
It was sort of like a library but it wasn’t at the same time - it was weird but it was one of those rooms in the whole estate that could be anything wakatoshi or you wanted
But this was your comfort-play room
It was a tall yet also “small” room where he wakatoshi was able to get you anything you wanted
To the left of the entrance, there were bookshelves of your favorite mangas, graphic novels, book series, photo albums that took up half of a whole wall with a nice wooden table where you could sit and eat or study or anything
Then on the other side of the room, to the right of the entrance, there was a big tv and big plush couch that you could sleep on like a bed or just to lounge back and watch movies
There were gaming consoles and movies that you could always be able to watch or play, with nice led lights that changed based on the ambiance you chose or based off the sound
And quite a unique feature was a fridge disguised as a bookshelf, filled with cool snacks and drinks and water and just a lot more that you also shared with security and others that worked in the house, though toshi would remind you that you didn’t have to
But you insisted, they were humans too with lives and souls
“Are you going tonight?” You sat yourself onto the couch, the plush fabric rubbing against your skin, leaning into the plush back as he stood at the door, holding his hands behind his back
“The gala? No.. I’m staying here with you tonight,” he smiled, popping his hands out to make jazz hands. “To keep you safe~” he chimed. “And company.”
You patted the couch, inviting him over since he never really needed to stand at the door and be super formal with you - plus you knew that he was always on guard no matter how relaxed he truly looked
He had two lives to protect in this room, even if it meant giving up his own for your ensured survival
He was a friend of yours too, someone in the house you could talk to about anything beside toshi if he wasn’t there, who unfortunately wasn’t the most accessible recently
“Is tosh bringing a guest this year?” You pondered
“No, not this year I don’t think.. he seemed a lot busier this morning when I saw him and he talked about how a few others were unhappy but he didn’t seem too bothered. It was just other business stuff I didn’t ask about..”
You nodded before you mindlessly turned on the tv. “Do you want to watch anything?” You turned toward him
“Mm, maybe some horror?” He suggested. “But will you be brave enough?”
“I actually don’t know, I’ve never really watched any horrors, but you’re staying with me tonight anyways.” And with that said, you put on his suggestion of the conjuring
The ambiance of the room shifted, turning dark as it matched the movie, the surround system making you tense even though nothing had really happened yet
But all you could sort of think about was the gala
It was a prestigious event where leaders of the city and mostly those in the higher socioeconomic class gathered, having a luxurious dinner with a ball
Toshi had taken you a few times, though as his power grew, so did the threats - there was a shooting one year where there were fortunately no casualties, though a lot of heavily injured and it was revealed by the police that you were the main target
From then on, security increased and he didn’t let you go as his guest
Instead, a fake guest that was dressed to look like you was invited
Initially, the thought made you feel envious of whoever got to go.. got to spend time with your husband when you didn’t get to but he kept your worries at bay, riding at separate cars, not even offering to dance as he would mainly eat dinner and leave
But even his guests were shot and killed
The movie kept you tense the entire times
The white noise during the silent parts, the sudden base drops and loud booms of doors slamming or jump scares - it was all so much
You curled your legs up, holding one of the large pillows in your lap so you could easily hide away behind it because if you couldn’t see the ghost, the ghost couldn’t see you
“Can I hold your arm?” You looked over to tendo as he enjoyed the movie as you scorched yourself closer to him, already reaching for his limb before he could actually respond
“Sure,” he laughed. “But if you want to stop watching, we can always watch something else.”
“No, cause now I want to know what happens.” You clutched onto his arm, his hand loosely in yours, just resting there
If anything, you were the one squeezing him, making him actually laugh through the movie than scared at the loud noises and jump scares - plus the face he had already seen this series quite a few times but still loved it
As much as you appreciated tendo and loved him as a friend, you wished that you were hugging your husband’s arm instead
To get your mind off of it, you pushed through the conjuring series movie, even the prequels like the nun, only to cling tighter and tighter to tendo through all of them
Before you knew it, it was practically the usual time Wakatoshi would be leaving
“I wanna go see him off!” You paused the movie, instantly turning on the lights and reaching out your hand so tendo could help pull you to your feet. “If he’s not bringing a guest then maybe he can just stay home tonight then?” You wondered to yourself, a fall hope casting a glaze over the truth you didn’t want to admit over yourself
Tendo escorted you down the brightly lit hallway, leading you down the stairs, through the living room, past the kitchen, down a small elevator which led right into the basement, and finally turning the corner into the main garage, right where you caught up to him
He looked stunning in his suit, his olive green hair slicked back
“Toshi!” You waddled the fastest you could over to him beside the open car door, his men watching stoically like statues all around at their posts
Now that you were down here, it was you had a single chance - like you had to trust the other person not to drop the rope or to let go of their hand
“Y/N,” his voice was so clear and strong, sounding over the car, though you could just tell from how he said it, his tone was off - he wasn’t in his bestest mood
Before you could speak, he took a few strides, walking past you, approaching Tendo who stood at the door
Before you could fully turn around, you heard it and it was too late
Tendo’s face looked down and to the side, his cheek turning red as he kept his composure while your husband spoke, clearly upset about something.. angry even
“I told you to keep her inside while I left. Which part of those orders were unclear?” Ushijima spoke, staring into the eyes of tendo who only kept his head down, not daring to say another word. “I specifically instructed you that I didn’t want to see her when I left..”
“What?” Your heart dropped, the heart from your chest suddenly turning cold
It burned your eyes, the prickles of your tears, which felt sharper than ever in your dry eyes as all you could do was stare
Did you hear correctly? Your own husband didn’t want you to see him off? Or to.. see you tonight?
When he turned back around, he made long, clear strides to the car, barely even looking at you
“Bring her back upstairs.” His final orders as he shut the door, the vehicle driving off
Tendo silently approached you, an apologetic look pooling in his eyes as your vision of him blurred before the hot tear trickled down your cheek
He led you in, staying with you
The ride up the elevator felt slower than before when you went down Stepping out, you took his hand, leading him to the counter while others were stationed
“Please leave us,” you could barely speak but with a silent nod from tendo and the others, they left
You grabbed a small ice pack from the freezer, waddling it over to tendo, his cheek rosier than before, and brought the pack up to his face
He kept his eyes down, even raising his hands up so you wouldn’t have to hold it but your hand would only push his away
It was only when he saw the tear drops fall onto the floor did his eyes shoot up
His heart ached for you as he couldn’t even begin to imagine how you must’ve felt
“Y/N-“
“Why didn’t he want to see me?” It only hurt more as you rubbed salt into your own wound, repeating his words. “What did I do wrong?” Your lip quivered as all you could manage to do was stand still, staring off toward the wall as the tears fell as fast as they came, drenching your cheeks and your shirt around your belly with tears and wet stains
It only took a moment before you took deep gasps for air, your face scrunching up as you cried, your legs no longer having the energy to hold you up as you sunk to the cold tiled floor
“Y/N!” Tendo took hold of your arms, trying to help you stand but you just couldn’t
“I just wanted to see him.. I feel like I haven’t seen him in so long cause of his work and- and then..” You couldn’t push yourself anymore as you caught yourself, keeping the dam at bay. “I just wanted to see him, Satori, was that so wrong?” You sobbed, face contorted, lip weak as you broke
There was no point in keeping it in when it hurt so much yet felt so good to let it all out
“I miss him!” You clung onto his arms as he did his best to help you to your feet
The pain you felt - it ached, it burned, it seared itself onto your soul so that every thought, no matter how recent or fresh a thought of your husband was it made sure to make it’s presence known
The pain made sure to hurt and hurt it did with your own husband’s words repeating in your head
Tendo knelt beside you, offering his handkerchief to wipe away your tears although they never showed any signs of stopping
With all his might, he carried you upstairs, walking you to your bedroom where you went in, closing the door immediately on him
Even just looking at the bed, as much as you loved it and wished to sleep away the pain, you knew, you could feel how much your heart ached just seeing his pillow
You mustered up the energy to crawl in, pulling the blanket over you, pillows into your arms and between your legs and you just sobbed
Nothing felt like it mattered and it felt like nothing could be done about this pain
Tendo could hear it all through the door as he stood guarding his post, glancing up at the camera in the corner as he saw the red light blinking and through it, he knew who was watching
On the other side, Ushijima looked Ito the camera’s surveillance, cooled off a bit more
A strange feeling began to pool inside of him as he switched back, hearing your audible distress through the cameras and that he was the cause - guilt
“Turn around.” He commanded to his driver
The longer he stared outside the window and at his phone of the cameras, all he could think about was you and just the shame he felt for having to hurt you
He was completely oblivious to your feelings of wanting him at your side but felt so ignorant for not being at your side in the first place
“I will make things right..” He told himself as the car sped back home
Your nose grew stuffier and your eyes puffier the longer you laid there, just… you didn’t even know what you wanted at this point
The front castes of the state opened and close, allowing his car to slip back into the garage as he sped his way upstairs, right towards you, passed the numerous guards and servants
“Tendo.. I’m sorry.” He apologized as the other bowed his head before he opened the door and slipping himself in, shutting it silently behind him
Hearing your sobs through the cameras were already bringing him enough guilt but to hear it before him, he could hear and practically feel the pain he had caused you
He silently stepped over to you, kneeling beside your bed
“Y/N,” he said, bringing you a strange feeling aside from pain.. How was it that the voice that hurt you not long ago was saying your name with such a softness, that you couldn’t even believe it was the same one that hurt you?
“There’s no physical amount of love I can give you or speak with enough love in my words to make up for my hurtful words. There is no good excuse for what I said. I am sorry.”
You were speechless - you didn’t know what you wanted to do or say? Not respond to him? But that would only open a rift.. respond? Hugging would be nice since that’s just what you’ve been wanting to do for so long but you were so upset about his words, how he treated tendo
He knelt on his knees beside you, silently, patiently waiting for what you had to do or say
You remained still, laid on your side with the damp pillows in your arms as you kept your eyes closed - you wanted this to be a nightmare and maybe you would wake up while watching the movie with tendo back in your other room
But this was the aching reality
“Why.. did you say you didn’t want to see me?” You thought you had the courage as you pushed the words through your closed throat but you were wrong
Your voice lost its strength throughout the sentence as you swallowed, feeling the hard aching lump
“There is no excuse for my temper. I sincerely apologize for taking it out on you. I was angry to begin with because of the business I had to take care of before the gala and not everything went smoothly. I wanted to further ensure your safety in case others attempt an intrusion while I was leaving. I am terribly sorry, Y/N..” He lowered his head upset, feeling like a fool at himself
He should’ve never taken his emotions out on you. Instead, he should have felt the opposite effect
Seeing you before the party should’ve been the best thing, where all his negativity could be changed to something better because you were the best person who had come into his life
Shame and dread mixed and stirred within Wakatoshi beside you
He didn’t feel worthy
Guilt ate at him but to him, he opened his arms to these feelings knowing that this would not be enough punishment for speaking and treating like he did tonight
“If you wish, I will leave you..” He stood, turning to make his leave when he felt a grasp, a force
You pulled onto his hand, the two of you locking eyes as he fell onto the bed, his hands falling on both sides of your legs
And now he could see you so clearly, it hit him all at once
He missed you too
God seeing your eyes, how red they were, how tired - how could he have done this to you
“Stay.. Stay,” was all you could push out, your voice squeaking
This was the last thing he had expected you to say
He didn’t know what to say
He nodded, silently pushing himself off as he slipped out of your fingers to disappear into the closet, changing out of his suit into much comfier, simpler clothes
You wiped your face with your sleeves, feeling the sting at the sudden dryness of your skin
“Please don’t cry…” he wished to say, but obviously if you wanted to, you would’ve - and deep down, it was subconsciously something he wanted to say to make himself feel a bit better about himself but he didn’t
He knew better
Getting into bed beside you, he brought a tissue box, plucking a few as he moved himself to your side, feeling more and more ashamed of himself as he got closer, seeing your anguish
“I’m so sorry..” He wiped your face gently
It felt like there was nothing he could say since he hurt you originally with the words but now it felt like all he could truly to to help was to be with you
It was what you had wanted
You gave him another shock as you reached your arms around him, holding him and for once tonight, the comforting feeling of feeling your husband in your arms actually felt better than the words that broke your heart
This
You were so starved of it and now you could heal
He wrapped his arms around you, rubbing your back as you nuzzled yourself into his chest
“Did you apologize to tendo?” You asked, sniffling as you looked up to him, stern with a small pout on your lips and brows furrowed, ready to be angry
“I did.. I will apologize more sincerely tomorrow, but tonight, you should rest..” He paused, cupping your face, grazing his thumb along your dry cheek
“I will be here and be by your side whenever you wish from now on. This is my promise to you,” he vowed, cherishing the feeling of your body laying in his, pondering what he did that made him able to deserve you in his life, to be by his side in this lifetime
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A Study in Blushing
In which Jaskier makes a surprising discovery and decides to test it out.
(tooth rotting fluff, blushing geralt, soft jaskier, love confessions, kissing, winter at kaer morhen, rated teen, 3000 words)
Also, I know witchers can't blush in canon but seriously we should all know better.
read on AO3
“Gods damn it, bard! I know Geralt tolerates all your shit because he’s in love with you, but you gotta put things back where they belong!”
Lambert grumbles something more all the while putting the training swords back on the shelf, and Jaskier’s mind stops.
The world zeroes in on the words he’s in love with you and suddenly Jaskier can’t form words.
“W...What did you—”
“I said—” Lambert throws down the last one with a clunk. “—the swords go back on the shelf!”
“Geralt...is in love with me?” Jaskier breathes, unbelieving.
Lambert pauses, “Don’t you know?”
“No...?”
“Fuck. Pretty boy can’t get his head out of his ass and now I have to suffer.”
With that, Lambert tries to shoulder past Jaskier but the bard is having none of it. “No!” he puts a hand on Lambert’s chest. “Don’t even think about it. How? Since when? And how do you know?”
Lambert mumbles something unintelligible, before sighing long-sufferingly. “It’s too obvious, Buttercup.”
“How is it obvious? Does Geralt walk around with the words ‘I’m smitten with my bard and all the grumpy face is faked’ written on his forehead? How, pray tell, is it obvious?”
“Yeah, pretty much.” Lambert, the bastard, raises an eyebrow in amusement. “Did you truly not know?”
“No!”
Jaskier is so close to grabbing Lambert by the collar just to shake some answers out of him, and finally, the youngest wolf takes pity on him.
“He looks at you differently when he thinks you are doing something cute. He trips over his words after you call him sweet names. The worst of it all—he blushes any time you are close. Blushes, like a fucking maiden. Urgh, I’m gonna throw up.”
“Oh,” Jaskier deflates, “Witchers blush?”
“See for yourself.” Lambert rolls his eyes, walking past Jaskier with a few long strides. “And put the swords back!”
 ~~
Jaskier decides to test it out, because there’s no way Geralt is in love with him.
Loving him as a friend, sure, why not? Despite what ignorant folks claim about witchers, Jaskier knows by experience that Geralt has a heart bigger and more capable of love than most. But Geralt being in love with Jaskier? Like, he-wants-to-kiss-him in love with him? No way.
Blushing because of him? Ha! More like in Jaskier’s wildest dreams.
Although that would be really cute.
“Pass me the salt, honey?” Jaskier reaches out a hand to the other end of the table, and Geralt passes the salt without thinking.
Hmm.
No tripping over words.
“Thank you, dear heart.”
He’s putting as much sweetness in his voice as possible and Geralt is…normal. His eyebrows are raised to the roof, and there’s a faint smile by the corners of his eyes. But that’s just how Geralt is…right? He’s home and he’s relaxed, he smiles with his eyes rather than his lips, and it’s got nothing to do with Jaskier.
Jaskier chews, staring at Geralt subtly.
Not subtle enough.
“Something on my face?”
“No—” Jaskier chokes, hacking like a fool and tipping sideways. “Just—too much salt.”
Geralt scoffs, the faint smile turning into a brief grin, and hands over a cup of water.
Jaskier wants the ground to swallow him whole.
 ~~
The snow is terrible.
The whole keep is freezing like an ice cube, and Jaskier has to blow on his hands from time to time just to function in the library. He’s the lucky one, in the grand scheme of things. The witchers still need to go outside to fix up the walls and tend to the animals.
Geralt hasn’t been back in a while.
Jaskier puts down the quill he’s been chewing anxiously and rushes out the door—
And bumps right into Geralt’s chest.
“Sweet Melitele, that’s a lot of snow!” Jaskier spits out the snow knocked into his mouth, before looking at Geralt properly. “Oh, you’re hurt.”
The cut on Geralt’s eyebrow is a small one, but Jaskier worries nonetheless. Geralt doesn’t look impressed, only walks straight towards the small medkit sitting on a shelf.
“Repairment has to wait. The wind is bad.” Geralt grunts, trying to touch the wound and missing by a mile.
“Here, let me.”
Jaskier takes the salve from Geralt’s slightly shaking hands and pulls out a handkerchief from his pocket. Geralt is frowning so hard he can crack a walnut with those eyebrows.
“Relax,” Jaskier murmurs, blowing gently at the cut while dabbing at the blood. Upon deeming it clean enough, he applies a scoop of the salve that smells of celandine and mint. “Don’t move. It’ll only hurt a bit.”
Geralt keeps shying away from Jaskier’s ministration so he has no choice but to wrap his other hand around Geralt’s jaw, which manages to still him instantly.
“There,” Jaskier smiles. “Shouldn’t need anything more. Your witcher healing will kick in soon.”
Geralt tilts his head with that soft look in his eyes. “My thanks. Wouldn’t have survived without you.”
“No shit! Who goes out in a storm like this one? If you ask me, Vesemir is too tough on you. Look at you…” Jaskier coos, taking Geralt’s hands. “You are like a popsicle, dear heart.”
He tries to rub some heat back into Geralt’s freezing hands, his skin dry and rough. There’s still some hand cream left in Jaskier’s room. Maybe he can fetch it later. Geralt needs to take care of his hands better when his living depends on them.
Geralt groans, looking away. The frames of his ears are beet red too; he must have been outside without a hat for all this time. Jaskier wants to cover them with his warm palms, only to have his hands batted away.
“No, there’s—I’m fine,” Geralt mumbles. If Jaskier didn’t know better, he’d think the way Geralt avoids his eyes is a result of shyness. The bard can snort at the ridiculous idea and stubbornly presses his hands over Geralt’s ears.
Oh.
His ears are red because they are so warm, not cold
Now that they are standing so close, only a hand’s breadth away, Geralt looks stunned, his eyes dilating, only leaving a ring of gold around those dark pupils. There’s even a layer of pink dusting over his pale cheeks.
A blushing witcher.
Oh, this is interesting.
“Geralt, sweetie?” Jaskier husks, lowering his voice especially on the pet name. “Are you warm enough?”
“Um, sure…not cold.”
And he watches as Geralt’s mind ceases to work in front of his eyes, the blush deepening. It’s still a subtle thing. No wonder Jaskier has missed it all this time. Calloused hands wrap around Jaskier’s wrists, and the bard finally relents, letting go.
If he spends the rest of the day sitting at the desk with a quill in hand, thinking about the way Geralt’s skin feels against his and the warmth of his cheeks, nobody needs to know.
 ~~
Jaskier doesn’t know what to do with this piece of new information.
Geralt does blush.
Because of him.
He tries to repeat the experiment. Just to be sure, he tells himself. And every time it yields the same results. As soon as he gets into Geralt’s space, the witcher either stumbles through his words or gets all flustered all over. The fondness is there too, just in a very Geralt and very unnoticeable manner, soft and almost smiling.
Jaskier is so drunk on power.
The only thing left is to tell Geralt that he loves him too. That he’s also in love in love with him, as in an I-also-want-to-kiss-you kind of way, and then… they can finally kiss!
Oh, just inwardly rehearsing the scene makes Jaskier dizzy, and somehow he ends up smiling to himself when he’s so deep in thoughts planning the conversation, once even in front of company.
Lambert throws him a side-eye and a disgusted grunt, but Jaskier can’t care less.
He finds the perfect night, and even takes a sip of White Gull from Eskel’s cup just to calm his nerves.
And he realizes too late that, perhaps, the strongest witcher brew might be a mistake.
The effect is stronger than he anticipated, and Jaskier is giggling through the fog in his mind within mimutes, somehow ending up on Geralt’s lap, draped over his shoulder in a heap of soft, pliant mess.
He rests his temple against Geralt’s and nearly tips backward if not for the strong arm that catches him by the waist.
“Oops, thank the gods I have my big witcher here!” Jaskier runs the tips of his fingers across Geralt’s stubbles. It tickles, and the blush is back, unmistakably, since Geralt is as sober as the day. “I’d fall over on my butt without you! And falling over doesn’t look good before saying important things, does it?”
Huh, he’s said it out loud.
“Saying what things?”
Well, if it’s out there…
“Where do I start again? Right of course, with how beautiful you look when you’re like this!”
His fingers move to tuck the curtain of white hair behind Geralt’s ears. No matter how much Jaskier loves it when Geralt wears his hair down, he needs to look into those amber eyes without obstruction. The molten gold gleams with surprise and Jaskier wants to drown in it.
“I’m not…” Geralt splutters, before closing his mouth with a pop. The flush is stretching down his neck now, and Jaskier chases it with a hand.
“You are!” he insists petulantly. “You are blushing and it’s beautiful. Adorable too! I wouldn’t know if Lambert hadn’t told me—” he burps. “—um, everything.”
“Told you what?”
The alarm in Geralt’s voice should wake Jaskier up immediately, but alas, the White Gull is no joke.
“Shh!” he stage-whispers, “It’s a secret! Don’t tell Geralt! I need to do it right!”
Jaskier lets out a happy sound and leans into the comforting embrace that he loves so much. Under his fingers, he can feel heat still gather under Geralt’s skin, making him look equally annoyed and fond.
“You are not making sense, Jask.”
“Nothing about you makes sense either, but I’m here. And ready.” Jaskier smiles and presses a chaste kiss on Geralt’s cheekbone, humming another happy sound.
Kissing Geralt is nice, gives Jaskier all the fuzzy feelings.
But somehow, that was also the wrong thing to do, because Geralt has gone stiff under Jaskier’s body. The next thing he knows, the witcher is struggling to untangle their limbs and leaving him empty and cold.
“Don’t…do this,” he murmurs, upset. “Just…don’t.”
The anguish the seeps through Geralt’s voice somehow manages to get through the muddy cloud in Jaskier’s mind.
“Wait, what?” Jaskier rights himself on unsteady feet, but his witcher is long gone. Eskel and Lambert are still nursing their tankards by the fire, and Jaskier wobbles past them without a care. He needs to find Geralt, who apparently charged right out of the great hall and into the cold night.
The heavy wooden doors open and Jaskier is hit with the unrelenting wind. The snow has stopped and partially melted, and frozen all over again. It’s the worst kind. Jaskier takes his steps with caution but still, it’s too slippery.
Okay. Mind. Clear. He needs it to be.
“Geralt?” he calls out, churning with anxiety. “Geralt, where are you?”
Damn his witcher speed. Now Jaskier is walking in the dark and freezing his balls off without an ounce of idea where Geralt might be. Oh, the stalls. Roach must be the first thought Geralt has when he needs to talk. Jaskier shudders, hugging his doublet tighter to fend off the wind and searches for the stalls blindly.
“Geralt, are you—ow!”
He walks right into a pillar and falls on his butt. Before Jaskier can register the pain, a pair of hands are picking him up by the armpits and he stumbles into Geralt’s embrace.
There’s a familiar sizzle of Igni, and the torch by the stalls is roaring with life.
“What are you doing out here?” A coat is tossed over Jaskier’s shoulders and he’s ushered back towards the building.
“Looking for you, you idiot!” Jaskier squawks, albeit grateful for the thick fur coat. A few more minutes he would lose all feelings in his toes. “Running into the night like this, who knows what can happen to you!”
“So you followed me out drunk and with no coat and I’m the idiot? Gods, I don’t know why I even…”
The doors creak open and there’s light and warmth and the smell of mead, but Jaskier’s heart sinks.
“I don’t know why you even bother too,” Jaskier muses, suddenly feeling like a scolded child.
Geralt steers Jaskier past the other wolf witchers and straight into his room, where the heat feels like a furnace on Jaskier’s frozen fingers—Geralt has been secretly tending to Jaskier’s fire for weeks after the human came down with a cold upon arrival at the keep. He’s too good to Jaskier.
“You are too good to me.”
“And you are a pain in the ass.”
Geralt sits Jaskier down in front of the fire rather grumpily, before joining him and pulling the coat even tighter. He’s still mad, just a smidge, but the droop of his eyes speaks more of sadness.
“Hey, talk to me,” Jaskier coaxes, squeezing Geralt’s knee in reassurance. Whatever argument coming their way, he can’t stand Geralt being sad.
“How drunk are you?”
“Not very.” If Geralt walking out hadn’t put Jaskier out of his daze, the wind sure finished the job. “White gull passes quickly. Hmm, who would have thought…”
“I need to tell you something.”
“But I need to tell you something too! It’s important.”
“Let me go first?”
The plead comes out in a whisper, and who is Jaskier to reject Geralt like this, wide-eyed and earnest?
“I never meant for you to know, and certainly not on a night like this, but Jaskier…” Geralt heaves out a breath, determined and so so brave. Jaskier is drawn closer to Geralt’s body like a magnet, ready to soothe, to meet him halfway. “I am in love with you.”
“Geralt.”
“I know you don’t feel the same, and it’s okay. You make a living singing about loving. Hell, you make a living simply by loving. Music, adventures, people, so many people. It’s okay that your heart is too big for me. But, Jask, I can’t take it anymore.”
“I don’t…not…”
“You flirt with people. You…touch them and kiss them and praise them. It’s okay. It’s the way you are. I understand that when you do the same with me it doesn’t mean anything more, but, Jaskier, I need you to stop.”
“Oh,” Jaskier breathes. “Do you hate it? I thought…differently.”
The smile that tugs at Geralt’s lips can only be described as crestfallen.
“The opposite. I love it too much. I’ll always want more. Always. I’m greedy like this.”
The guilt weighing down on Geralt’s shoulders is not a good sight, a personal offense to Jaskier. His hand reaches out on its own volition, tilting Geralt’s chin up so their gazes meet. The blush is back.
What did Jaskier do in his past life to deserve this man?
“That’s what I was going to say.”
“That you are greedy?”
The frown remains on Geralt’s face, and Jaskier smooths it with the pad of his thumb.
“No. That I am in love with you. Gods, for someone who’s not a bard, you sure know how to steal someone’s line from the beginning,” Jaskier chuckles. “I’ve been trying to tell you that I return your feelings. But alas, you know the coward that I am.”
“You are…not,” he protests, blinking.
The way Geralt defends him on instinct only makes Jaskier’s insides melt into a pool of fuzziness.
“In this, yes. How I fucked up so bad is a mystery. That’s just me I guess, trying to love you but ending up hurting you, making you feel like I’m stringing you along like anyone else.”
“I’m not?”
“No, you oaf.” Jaskier bops his nose. “You are the most important person in the world for me. This is the most important thing in the world to me! I love you and I love it when you blush. Also, I’d very much like to kiss you, if you want it too.”
Jaskier bites into his lips and watches as Geralt’s gaze drops to them, the pink of his cheeks spreading into the most gorgeous crimson. “I want to. Kiss you, that is.”
“Good.”
Jaskier wets his lips with a peak of the tongue and watches the same gesture returned. Even if the alcohol has left his system, the intoxication remains, only this time because of Geralt’s slightly dilated pupils and quickened breathing. He leans in, not being able to resist—
“Did you say ‘return my feelings’?” Geralt dodges away, looking incredulous. “Jaskier, did you know? And what was that about blushing?”
“Um…” Now Jaskier is the one to splutter. Luckily, he has a trick up his sleeves or two that can make sure Geralt forgets about every last thought there is.
Jaskier lunges forward and tackles his witcher onto the soft rug and kisses him within an inch of his life, deepening it like there’s no tomorrow. Judging by the dazed look on Geralt’s face as he comes up for air, the method is working.
Cupping Geralt’s rosy cheeks, Jaskier croaks proudly, “Tell you later?”
“We have all the later we need.” Geralt’s smile is blinding, and equally mischievous. Without a moment of pause, Jaskier ends up the one flipped onto his back and being kissed until he shudders with pleasure.
Jaskier has to thank Lambert properly one day, considering Geralt will certainly go after him with a vengeance.
For now, having Geralt on top of him and slowly melting into a contented mess should be enough. If he’s allowed, Jaskier vows silently, he would really like to make Geralt blush for him for the rest of his life.
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Jaskier will totally make it his life's mission to tease Geralt endlessly and see his beautiful blush. 🥰🥰
On another note, I challenged myself to write 2000 words exactly, and this ended up, um, 3000 words exactly. I’ll count it as a win anyway ;)
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uwuwriting · 5 years ago
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How the boys SIMP! w/ Bakugou, Kaminari and Todoroki
Request: I got like five requests about several of our favorite boys simping over their girlfriend so yeah, here we are. 
Hi I’m not dead, yet at least. I;m starting to believe that my brain will turn to goo after all the chemistry and biology I’ve been studying. Sorry for not posting, my tumblr decided to be a dick and deleted my queued posts so haha yeah. Anyways my posts won’t be as regural as they used to because school....kill me. Love ya. 💖💖💖
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Bakugou Katsuki
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-Okay he is rather subtle with his simping. 
-He won’t straight up kiss the ground you walk on. 
-BUT he will be kinder and a little softer. 
-Maybe sometimes to the point others notice and it’s not a good look on him. 
-Or at least that’s what he believes. 
- “I have a reputation to keep, baby.”
-That was said behind closed doors at 3 am on the rare occassion he stayed past his bed time. 
-And yes he will ignore his bedtime for you. 
-One of his simping tactics. 
-He will cook for you, he will pretend that he’s annoyed that you aren’t eating well enough or healthy.
-So he becomes mama Bakugou and starts cooking for you.
-Bento boxes for school, snacks while you are studying, dinner and breakfast.
-He will teach you how to cook some dishes for when he is not here and you get hungry. 
- “We’re doing your favorite.”
- “Aww Katsuki, you know my favorite.”
- “Shut up dumbass and pay attention.”
-Speaks rather softly after a while, showing you how to correctly cut the ingredients and how to stir the mix without making a mess. 
-He will just leen on the counter and watch you add all the ingredients with that little concentrated pout on your lips. 
-His heart goes oops. 
-He will be so engrossed with your beauty that you’ll have to give him a small shake when you need him. 
-Pretends to enjoy what you’ve made if you messed it up somehow but will give you honest feed back and advice so you make something edible next time.
-You tend to spend the night at his dorm and he loves it. 
-It’s usually on accident.
-You cuddle him while he goes to sleep and your plan is to get up and leave once you have taken your fill. 
-But he is warm and oh so cuddly that you fall asleep as well. 
-He wakes up around ten o’clock everytime to make sure you left and when he still feels you next to him he just lets out the most genuine smile. 
-He will pull you flush to his chest *if you are not already* and take in your scent saying a little I love you before going back to sleep. 
-The next morning he will wake you up before anyone else gets up and walks you to your room. 
-Thankfully you are on the same floor so you don’t have to go far. 
-He always walks with you to and from class no matter his mood.
-He monitors his tone when he can help it and will warn you when his mood is really awful. 
-In general it’s the little things with him not grand gestures and all out simping. 
Kaminari Denki
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-Worships the ground you walk on. 
-All out simping no shame. 
-He will straight up give his soul for you. 
-And he is rather proud of that fact. 
-The polar opposite of Bakugou. 
-And he can get on everyone’s nerves with his simping. 
-Picks you up form your dorm room every morning, carries your bag to class and opens every single door you come across.
-Gives you his food if you show the slightest of interest in his meal. 
- “Denki I just want a bite.”
- “I CAN GET ANOTHER ONE BABY!”
-Calm down sir....calm down. 
-Has canceled game night because you had period cramps. 
-The thing with that is you never actually asked him to come cuddle or something you just mentioned that you were heading to Recovery Girl for some pain killers. 
-Man was waiting you at her office in -0.5 seconds. 
- “I thought you were playing COD.”
- “I canceled.”
- “YOu wHAt?”
-Bakugou legit thinks you are the reason Kaminari keeps blowing them off. 
-That you are some type of overly clingy girlfriend. 
-DENKI IS AN OVERLY CLINGY GIRLFRIEND. 
-Has gone off on a russian dude because while you were playing COD together he said something about girls being really bad at video games. 
-Your man almost got banned.
-He skips class if you’re sick which is rather sweet but simultaneously really really dumb. 
-Aizawa is coming fro his ass in 3....2....1.
-Boy didn’t even reach your door. 
-You just heard your boyfriend’s girlish screams coming from down the hall followed by pleads of mercy. 
-You were -><- this close to going out there to see what was going on but then you heard Aizawa’s monotonous voice and just went back to sleep.
-He later came over and narrated his traumatic experience. 
-Poor baby just wanted to take care of you.
Todoroki Shouto
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-He’s a mix of Bakugou and Denki.
-He likes being subtle and showering with affection behind closed doors but also will be at your beck and call. 
-In your or his room he likes to hold you close like really really close.
-Oh you are studying?
-Will just hug you from behind.
-You are watching something on Netflix?
-Will rest his head on your shoulder. 
-You do the same really because he is a very very touch starved baby and he needs more love. 
-He Likes to bring you food that Fuyumi makes. 
-He visits his sister on the regural so he always or almost always comes back with a small bento box with your name on it in Fuyumis delicate writing.
-Fuyumi loves you and she knows what a simp her baby brother is for you.
-In public he isn’t on Denki’s level.
-Yeah sure he will open the door for you.
-Sure he might ignore everyone else and only answer to you. 
-But that doesn’t make him an immediate simp.
-No no.
-What makes him a simp is the way he treats you during free period. 
-Clingy boy to the fullest.
-And a bonus, will do anything you ask. 
-You are doing a project and you need to test something in extreme heats? He has laready rolled up his sleeve.
-You are thirsty from studying? He is already on his way to buy you a water bottle. 
-He’s more of a protective simp.
-Considering who his father is he really gets protective over you whenever he is around. 
-Also doesn’t like training with you because he doesn’t want to accidently hurt you. 
-The last simp characteristic of his is drum roll......
-Your sleeping schedule. 
-It’s fucked up basically.
-You tend to study until you pass out in his room and he will always carry your to your dorm unless you tell him otherwise. 
-Will risk detention for being out past curfew just to get you to your room. 
-I LOVE HIM!
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calif0rnia-lovers · 4 years ago
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dating johnny cruz would include
a/n: it's official, this is just turning into a soft Mayans page. left out the kisses because there's a type of kisses post comin
request: can we get dating coco? mayans masterlist
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Check out the others I’ve done so far?: Dating Angel Reyes + Dating Ezekiel Reyes + Dating Obispo Losa
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✦ to Coco, love is foreign territory--he's still learning to navigate the waters
✧ for the longest time, he was never on the receiving end of it
✦ that's why his love for the club is so strong. his brothers have loved him wholeheartedly, regardless of his past mistakes--so he's given them the same love in return
✧ in the past, sex was the extent of Coco's connection with women.
✦ quick and messy, gone the moment it's done--he never promised something more, never searched for it either.
✧ but there are moments when he's with Leticia that he finds himself thinking about wanting more
✦ he knows what she's grown up with--and although she's good at putting on a tough exterior she shouldn't have to.
✧ there are moments when he wants her to know the unconditional love of a mother
✦ although he believes Leticia deserves unconditional love, Coco doesn't believe he deserves the same
✧ so he doesn't go searching for it--it's brought to him courtesy of Leticia
✦ like Coco, she's perceptive--she notices the way he looks at you and goes out her way to make sure the two of you just "happen" to run into each other
✧ Leticia Cruz a.k.a. Miss "oh shit, I just remember I gotta go meet Gabi" and bolting before either of you can object
✦ in the beginning, he'll test you--so get ready--he's used to people leaving--why not help them do it?
✧ it'll come out of the blue, the moment he starts to feel himself getting comfortable with you
✦ he'll pick a fight, say how you're wasting your time, how you deserve someone's who's not as fucked up in the head
✧ he'll leave, expecting you to be gone when he comes back--nip that shit in the bud real quick
✦ wait for him to come home--pop up at the clubhouse if you really want to get your point across
✧ let him know that you're here to stay--and not to pull a stunt like that again--he'll silently nod, eyes dropping as you place a kiss against his cheek.
✦ but he won't ever try it again.
✧ remembers the smallest of things about you, and makes a point to show interest in things you're passionate about
✦ he learns more about his daughter when you're around, and the dates the two of you plan together--he still remembers the first time she came home gushing to him about the art gallery the two of you went to while he was away
✧ Coco isn't the biggest fan of PDA--he'll dial back a lot when he's around the club--so don't take offense
✦ his PDA comes through subtle touches and kisses
✧ soft kisses against your forehead, his hand squeezing yours before he leaves
✦ kisses against your temple as you stop to wrap your arms around his waist for a quick hug
✧ behind closed doors, that's when his true affection comes out--the invasion of personal space is the first sign.
✦ his arms around your waist, lips pressing against your neck and shoulders as you shuffle through the kitchen--head in your lap as you read, or watch tv
✧ a sucker for cuddles--little spoon? meet Mr. Don't Knock It Til You Try It
✦ that shit works wonders on him when he's stressed--you can find him that way on nights when he's feeling off
✧ loves to hold you against his chest
✦ most nights when you're lying on the sofa, head against his chest he has to carry you to bed
✧ run your fingers through his hair, please--if you don't then you don't deserve johnny coco cuz
✦ always mumbles in protest, but never pulls away--lets you braid it, run your fingers through it, massage his scalp--won't come out and say it, but he's a total sucker for it
✧ midnight conversations--laying face to face
✦ his hand tracing the curve of your hip, his eyes ghosting the features of your face
✧ most of the time they're about meaningless things, sometimes they're about the past or the future you want together, the things weighing heavy on his mind
✦ these are his favorite moments--he misses them the most when he's away, so they pick up over facetime--he'll stay on till you fall asleep
✧ Coco has trouble sleeping at times--one thing he loves about the club is sometimes it runs him ragged. before you, nights, where he would come home and pass out from exhaustion, were his favorite. less time to think
✦ he has nightmares--his inner demons resurfacing--he'll fall back to sleep, head resting against your chest, arm tight around you as you place soft kisses against his forehead
✧ on nights when he's restless, you two take late-night drives--lost beneath the wind and night sky
✦ he's a little too cautious the first time he gives you a ride on his bike--grins when you tell him to go faster
✧ he's an early riser--you'll wake up to your favorite cup of coffee/tea, breakfast made.
✦ it's nothing grand, he's not a great cook, but it's a gesture to say thank you for all you do for him and Leticia
✧ "hey, got you something." -- he's famous for pulling a gift for you out of his kutte pocket. they're never big or planned. they're often things that make him think of you when he's on a club run.
✦ date nights are nothing fancy--it's time for you two to unwind--alone time is what he's shooting for
✧ 80 percent of the time he'll bring Leticia along
✦ hickeys left against his skin as you two lay in the sunlight creeping through the living room window
✧ comfortable silence--that's how he knew you were the one, he knows hard it is to find someone you can simply be alone with
✦ pictures snapped--Coco has learned the importance of seeing the beauty in the world, he believes it can often be captured by a lens
✧ he often takes pictures of you--you beneath the sunlight, smiling while you whisper over ice cream with Leticia, you lying beneath the sheets on a lazy Saturday morning
✦ unplanned surprise but strategically planned on his part weekend getaways
✧ teaches you how to play pool, just so he can watch you kick everyone's asses
✦ you and Leticia convincing him it's not a safety hazard to take you both to target practice
✧ bike lessons--has a way of making you feel as though no matter many times you mess up, you're still doing a great job
✦ him respecting--and being thankful--for your girl time with Leticia. he knows there are just something's she'll never come to him for
✧ he makes a point to be there when you ask him to be home for dinner--he's trying to build family traditions
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sankyeom · 5 years ago
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tattle-tale | l.sy
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pairings: lee sangyeon x reader genre: teacher au, tooth-rotting fluff summary: in which teacher!sangyeon has a crush on teacher!you and anonymously leaves little gifts for you on your desk, only to one day be caught by your entire class word count: 5.9k series: sankyeom’s 2k followers celebration
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You loved your job, you really did.
Teaching little kids all day long was an absolute joy for you. But if you said recess wasn’t your favourite time of the day, you’d definitely be lying. “Finally,” you groaned as you took a seat on a sofa in the teacher’s lounge, a large cup of coffee in your hand as you closed your eyes.
Sangyeon, Jacob and Hyunjae – three teachers at your school that you considered close friends – shared knowing smiles. “Rough morning?” Jacob asked.
“I love my students,” you said, eyes still closed. “But they can be little devils sometimes.”
Hyunjae burst into laughter as Jacob and Sangyeon grinned. “They can’t be that bad?”
You opened your eyes to observe your colleagues. “It’s Emma’s birthday today. She brought cake for the entire class, and they ate the entire thing within the first ten minutes of first period,” you recalled in a monotone voice.
Jacob winced. “Sugar rush?” he guessed.
“You have no idea,” you complained, having flashbacks to your students running around the classroom and causing absolute chaos. “I would literally kill for some coffee. Or at least maim.”
Hyunjae pointed at your mug. “What do you call that?” he teased.
“Terrible teacher lounge coffee that hasn’t been warm for, like, an hour,” you observed as you took a sip of your coffee. Then, you winced and pushed the mug away from you. “I may be desperate for a good caffeine fix, but I’m not that desperate,” you mumbled as you got up to toss the contents of your mug down the sink.
Sangyeon’s eyes trailed after your retreating figure, a mindless smile on his face as he observed the way you glared at your, now empty, mug in disgust as if it had betrayed you. His gaze drew towards Jacob when his colleague cleared his throat, a knowing look in his and Hyunjae’s eyes as Sangyeon gave them an innocent smile. “Are you ever going to ask her out?” Jacob asked with a lowered voice.
Although he knew he had been caught, Sangyeon still made his attempt at playing innocent. “Ask who out?”
Hyunjae rolled his eyes. “Don’t pretend. You’re a really bad liar and you’re just way too obviously in love with Teacher Y/n,” he said, imitating your students when they call out to you.
Despite his best efforts, Sangyeon couldn’t hide the blush that appeared on his cheeks. As he opened his mouth to protest, you took your seat on the sofa opposite the trio, muttering to yourself about terrible coffee. Noticing the shift in atmosphere, you raised an eyebrow at your colleagues. “Did something happen while I was gone?” you wondered.
“No,” the three men chorused, which only made you more suspicious of them. With a shrug, you dismissed their odd behaviour, deciding that it was best not to pursue your curiosity. “So Y/n, did you ever find out who your secret admirer is?” Hyunjae wondered.
A small pout appeared on your lips. “No,” you sighed, clasping your hands together to rest on your knees.
For a few months now, you had been receiving little gifts on your desk when you stepped out of your classroom for your breaks or free periods. At first, they were just little things that lifted your mood in the middle of the day; sticky notes with funny faces and encouraging quotes, or small gummy and snack packets to give you energy at the end of your long day.
Then, the gifts started becoming a little more personal.
A gift certificate to your favourite coffee chain, packs of stickers or staples that you just so happened to be running out of, muffins from your favourite bakery, and even a beautiful leather-bound journal that you had mentioned you wanted to a few friends and coworkers.
You didn’t know who the gifts were from, but you desperately wanted to meet them.
Not only did they brighten your day every single time you got a new gift, but they seemed to be presents that were specifically purchased for you.
“Has anybody else been getting gifts?” you inquired.
“Not as far as I know,” Jacob denied, Hyunjae and Sangyeon humming in agreement. “Besides, aren’t the gifts all perfect for you?”
You nodded. “Most of them are things that I vaguely mentioned, or silently pined after. Sometimes they’re just little pick-me-ups like snacks, but they still seem to know my taste perfectly.”
Jacob smiled. “That’s kind of romantic,” he mused, causing Sangyeon to choke on the water he had been sipping. He coughed, leaning forward to place his mug down, and covered his mouth as he tried to catch his breath. You, Hyunjae and Jacob gave him looks of concern, which he immediately waved off.
“I’m good,” Sangyeon assured the three of you. “You-“ he coughed. “You think it’s romantic?”
“Of course!” Jacob said cheerily. “Gifts that fit her taste without ever revealing who sent them… A secret admirer. Super romantic,” he assured his friend, sending him a subtle wink when you weren’t looking.
“I just wish I could repay them somehow,” you sighed. “I feel like they make my days easier and I don’t even have a way to thank them.”
“I’m sure they’ll reveal themselves with time,” Hyunjae told you, probably in an attempt to cheer you up. “Maybe they’re just a little shy.”
“Maybe,” you echoed half-heartedly. The bell rung, indicating that recess was over and class would start again in five minutes.
“Coming?” Sangyeon asked, standing up to walk you to your classroom. Your classrooms were in the same corridor, even though Sangyeon taught fourth grade and you taught second.
You shook your head. “My kids have Gym right now, so I have a free,” you said. “I have some grading to do, so I’m just going to hang out here.”
“Not going to hunt for a better cup of coffee?” Sangyeon teased, copying the horrified face you made when you took a sip of the cold teacher’s lounge coffee.
With a laugh, you merely shook your head. “I’m too lazy to leave campus. Plus, I should probably cut down on my caffeine consumption anyway.”
“Right,” Hyunjae nodded. “I’ll remind you of that in three hours when it’s lunchtime and you’re completely worn-out from your seven-year-old students,” he said, saluting you in lieu of a goodbye. You waved to him, Jacob and Sangyeon as they left the lounge, taking out your bag to get to grading your students’ tests.
Since they were only second graders, the grading wasn’t exactly difficult, just time-consuming. By the time the bell rang to indicate Gym class had ended, you had just finished all of their maths tests. After stretching, you made your way over to your classroom so that you could be there before your students changed after Gym class.
Entering your classroom, you could already feel a bit of fatigue kicking in, and you cursed yourself for not getting a cup of coffee after all. Before you could wallow in your regret any further, you noticed the paper take-away cup on your desk. The bright blue sticky note on the cup instantly brought a smile to your face.
Don’t let the little devils wear you down too much. x
You picked the cup up, delighted that the coffee was still warm to the touch and relishing in the taste as you took a sip. “Secret admirer, you must be from heaven,” you muttered, grateful that your secret admirer had gone out of their way to make sure you were properly caffeinated.
“Teacher Y/n!” someone shouted, barreling into your classroom. Several students trailed behind, giving you similar greetings coupled with large beams.
“How was Gym?” you asked, putting your coffee down and listening to your students’ excited stories about who won the dodgeball game that day. “Well while you guys were having fun, I was working very hard to grade your math tests! Do you want to see how you did?”
Their cheers were enough for you to burst into laughter as you took their papers out of your test. “Teacher Y/n,” one of your students, Minho, raised his hand with big eyes.
The sight was absolutely adorable. “Yes, Minho?” you smiled.
“What did your secret Santa give you today?” he asked.
“Secret Santa is for Christmas time,” you corrected. “The person leaving me presents is just a nice friend,” you explained.
“Okay,” Minho nodded, eagerly absorbing your words. “What did your nice friend give you?”
“Something warm to drink,” you explained, pointing in the direction of your take-away cup before handing the seven-year-old his test back. “The teacher’s lounge has coffee but the coffee from my friend is from my favourite store.”
“Do we know your friend?” Sana, a little girl who always wore pigtails and a huge smile, asked.
“I think so,” you mused. “They work here at school.”
“Who is it?” she wondered. “Is it your boyfriend?”
You laughed. “It’s not my boyfriend,” you assured Sana. “I actually don’t know who it is yet. It’s a mystery.”
“Like Sherlock Holmes,” Minho piped up.
“Yes, like Sherlock Holmes,” you agreed.
“We can try and solve the mystery together, then!” the boy decided. “We just need to look at the clues.”
“Alright,” you allowed, having finished handing out the tests. “We can do that after we go over this test. Does anybody have any questions on the test that they didn’t understand?”
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“That’s adorable,” Hyunjae laughed as you told him, Sangyeon, and Jacob about your students’ interest in your secret admirer. The four of you were sat outside at one of the picnic tables to enjoy the last few days of sunshine that autumn had to offer you. “Did they come up with anything?”
“They actually did,” you admitted. Sangyeon’s back straightened abruptly, curious about what your students figured out. “They decided that it’s definitely a teacher.”
“Really?” Sangyeon exclaimed, earning a weird look from Jacob and Hyunjae. “What makes them think that?”
“Well, I always get a little post-it note with all of my gifts,” you explained with a laugh. “And who uses post-it notes?”
“Teachers,” your three colleagues chorused.
“That’s pretty decent detective work,” Jacob complimented.
“My class certainly liked to think so,” you allowed, amused. “Anyway, my theory is that the admirer really is a teacher,” you added. “I doubt anyone other than other teachers have heard me talk about my favourite cafe, or which of my stationary is running low. I only ever talk about those kind of things in the teacher’s lounge or when I’m on lunch duty.”
“Sherlock Holmes indeed,” Hyunjae grinned, eyes crinkling at the outer corners. “Any theories on who it is?”
You sighed, shoulder drooping. “None at all,” you confessed. “Makes me feel kind of pathetic.”
“Hey, you’re not pathetic,” Jacob denied, putting his hand on your shoulder. “A little slow? Maybe. But certainly not pathetic,” you laughed, pleased at Jacob’s attempt to make you feel better.
“Teacher Y/n!” you heard Sana’s familiar voice as she ran up to you from the playground, her best friend Emma trailing after her.
“Hi girls,” you greeted. “Are you enjoying your lunch?” the two girls nodded.
“Emma, it’s your birthday today, isn’t it?” Sangyeon recalled from your rant at recess. The girl’s eyes lit up at his question, prompting her to nod her head excitedly.
“I’m turning eight,” she told him proudly.
Sangyeon beamed at her excitement, a fond look in his eyes. “Well I hope you have a wonderful birthday, Emma. You’ll have to tell me what presents you get when you come to school tomorrow,” he asked, which she immediately agreed to.
“I will, Teacher Sangyeon!” she promised.
Suddenly impatient, Sana crossed her arms. “Teacher Y/n, is Teacher Jacob your nice friend?” she wondered, pointing to where Jacob sat across from you.
“He’s a nice teacher friend, but he’s not the one who’s leaving me gifts,” you explained to the two girls. “Why do you ask?”
“We saw him touch your shoulder,” Sana explained. “We thought that meant he was your nice friend.”
“Sadly, you have the wrong guy,” Jacob said with a shrug. “But I’m going to try to help Teacher Y/n to find out who her nice teacher friend is. You guys already did a great job at helping her,” he added. Sana and Emma looked proud at the thought before they said their goodbyes, rushing off to grab the vacant swings before anybody else did.
“They’re so cute,” Hyunjae almost whined. “Why did I decide to teach sixth grade? Those kids aren’t cute anymore, they’re just savage.”
You grinned at the idea of Hyunjae being lightheartedly bullied by his twelve-year-old students. “You adore those kids, don’t lie to me,” you retorted. “And they’re still plenty cute.”
“They’re not that cute in sixth grade,” he denied, pointing in the direction Emma and Sana went. “And they don’t look at me with big, adorable eyes, or cling on to every word I say.”
“That’s just Y/n,” Sangyeon told them, smiling to himself as he dug into lunch. “My students are just two years older, and they don’t do any of those things to me.”
“You’re being modest,” you argued. “Emma looked at you like you told her she was the most special girl in the world when you remembered her birthday.”
“Maybe because it’s her birthday,” Sangyeon allowed, looking up from his food to smile at you. “But they look at you like that every single day. And it’s not just your students, either.”
His compliment made you blush.
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The gifts started coming on a daily basis after the day you got a cup of coffee.
Almost every time you had a free period, a fresh cup of coffee would wait for you when you returned to your classroom, and sometimes baked treats from your favourite bakery would accompany it.
You tried staying in your classroom to see who your gift fairy was, but on days you stayed your admirer never came. It was almost as if they knew every move you were making; like they had heard it before or could somehow read your mind.
“Is one of you giving out my plans?” you questioned your colleagues one day.
Hyunjae simply raised an eyebrow at you. “Explain.”
So you did: “I feel like my secret admirer is always a step ahead of me,” you mumbled. “If I ever wait for them, they don’t show up, and if I send students ahead to wait in the classroom, they still don’t show up. I don’t know how they do it.”
“Maybe it’s one of us,” Jacob said, causing Sangyeon to send a small kick to his ankle as a warning. Hyunjae snorted, covering it up by pretending to cough. “Have you ever considered that?”
“I hadn’t, actually,” you realised absent-mindedly. “But if it was one of you guys then you’d just tell me.”
“Sure,” Hyunjae nodded. “Eventually.”
“Right,” you said, as if this was enough evidence to suggest it couldn’t be Hyunjae, Jacob, or Sangyeon. “So I’m back to square one.”
The bell rang, indicating the end of recess, and you stood up to go back to your classroom. “I love art class,” you sighed as you waved your goodbyes to Hyunjae and Jacob, and made your way to your classroom with Sangyeon. “It’s the only time they get to be rowdy and excited and I don’t have to make them calm down.”
Sangyeon laughed. “Sounds nice,” he agreed.
“What do you have next?” you asked.
“I’m free, actually,” Sangyeon said. “I always have a free after recess.”
“How come you’re always rushing off, then?” you wondered, since he had never sat with you in the teacher’s lounge during recess.
“I use it as my lesson-planning time, which I prefer to do in my classroom because I’m always forgetting little things that I need,” he admitted.
“Well you should hang out with me in the lounge some time,” you offered. “It has terrible coffee but I hear I’m pretty good company,” you joke, stopping at your classroom.
“I might take you up on that,” Sangyeon grinned, winking at you before he made his way to his classroom a few doors down.
You cursed yourself for feeling shy at his wink. Sure, Sangyeon was incredibly handsome. But you had enough to worry about with your secret admirer; you didn’t need a schoolgirl crush on one of your closest colleagues to top it all off.
You sighed. “Control yourself, Y/n,” you muttered to yourself, entering your classroom and starting to hand out the worksheets for the period.
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You regretted ever saying that you loved art class.
After a sugar-filled recess, your class was more hyper than you had ever seen them and there was nothing that could be done to stop them. You had attempted multiple times to get them to listen to music or talk quietly, even going as far as to threaten them with staying on after lunch time to make up for the time lost during art class. You were about to lose your patience out of pure irritation and frustration when a knock sounded on the door of your classroom.
Sangyeon’s head popped in, a look of mild concern on his face. “Y/n, is everything okay?” he asked.
“Not really,” you admitted, running a hand through your hair in an attempt to curb your oncoming headache. “They won’t calm down. I’ve tried literally everything I can think of.”
“Mind if I give it a try?” he asked, earning an enthusiastic nod and a grateful smile from you. Sangyeon let himself in and stood at the front of the room. “Hi everyone!” he greeted loudly, causing your students to start to quiet down at the sight of a new face. “Thanks for waiting to start art class until I came,” he smiled, as if he was supposed to be there all along. “I’m Teacher Sangyeon from the fourth grade class down the hall.”
“He teaches big kids,” you heard Emma whisper to her desk mate. Cute.
“Teacher Y/n was just telling me how advanced and mature her second graders are. She even thought that I could come and teach them a little bit of fourth grade art since you’re all so far ahead,” Sangyeon complimented.
Gasps rang around the room, and you couldn’t be more grateful to him in that moment. “But you guys were pretty noisy when I came in. I’m not sure if you guys are really mature enough,” he trailed off, a look of concern on his face.
“We are!” Sana exclaimed, shushing her classmates with a stern expression. “We promise we are!”
“Well...” Sangyeon pretended to think for a moment. “If you guys can promise to be calm and good listeners, maybe I can still teach you like I teach fourth grade art. But only if you’re well behaved.”
In that moment, you were almost as entranced by Sangyeon as your students were.
Sangyeon took their silence as a promise and made his way over to your whiteboard, writing down his name and a few bullet points down. Then, he began to talk about being in the fourth grade and how different things would be from the second grade. He spoke with an air of confidence and kindness that made you realise why he became a teacher, and why all of his students loved him so much.
He was patient and informative without being condescending, and he took any questions and comments happily at any given moment. Sangyeon was definitely in his element, and it made him glow with relaxed joy.
You had always thought Sangyeon was attractive, but this was on a different level. He commanded the attention of all of your students and the way he just swooped in, giving up his entire free period to help you, made your heart swell with something akin to admiration. Sangyeon had your students giggling at his cheesy comments, and you found yourself smiling along with them, just as enchanted by him as your students were.
When he was done teaching, your students looked at him in awe and their eyes were dripping with respect and admiration. He dismissed them to lunch with your approval, and you practically leapt onto him when all your students left.
“Woah, what did I do to deserve that?” he wondered, wrapping his arms around you to return your hug nonetheless.
“Saved my class, and myself from a migraine,” you replied, sighing in relief. “Thank you, Sangyeon. Really. I can’t even begin to tell you how much I appreciate this,” you acknowledged, squeezing your eyes shut to relish in the hug. Sangyeon tightened his grip on you and sighed back, butterflies fluttering around his stomach.
Maybe he should just tell you that he’s your secret admirer, he considered.
“Of course, Y/n. You know that I’m always here if you need anything,” he said instead, pulling away from your hug to offer you a genuine smile. He wasn’t ready yet.
“I do,” you agreed with a nod. “And I can help you out anytime as well. Thank you. Let me buy you coffee or something as a proper thank you,” you offered, grabbing your bag without letting him reply.
“Not everyone is as obsessed with caffeine as you are,” Sangyeon retorted, gently nudging you with his hip to tease you.
“Hey, until they start selling it in an IV bag, I’m going to have to get my caffeine the old fashion way. C’mon, coffee shop three blocks away. My treat,” you smiled hopefully, holding up your wallet to jokingly entice him.
Sangyeon broke out into a large smile, eyes shaped like crescent moons. “I would love that,” he agreed, starting to erase his notes on the whiteboard as you clapped.
You watched him. “Your handwriting is beautiful,” you complimented, seeing the letters disappear. “I feel like I’ve seen it before,” you thought aloud, wondering why it looked so familiar.
“Really?” Sangyeon said, eyes wide as he sped up his process of erasing his lettering. “Probably in the yearbook or something.”
“Probably,” you dismissed the thought with a smile. “Now let’s go get our coffee on.”
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After Sangyeon saved your art class, and your head from a brutal migraine, he started spending more time with you during your mutual free periods. Usually, you sat in silence in the teacher’s lounge as you did any grading or class prep that needed to be done, but with Sangyeon’s presence, your free periods were much more colourful and laidback.
Sangyeon had a lighthearted way about him; everything he said was assuring kind, and didn’t fail to make your heart flutter. Usually, you only ever spent time with Sangyeon when Jacob and Hyunjae were around, but being alone with Sangyeon was a different situation entirely. You had always known he was handsome and considerate, but he exuded a different kind of energy when he wasn’t surrounded by your friends.
As he sat next to you at one of the tables in the teacher’s lounge before the school day started, you couldn’t help but admire his profile; he was practically flawless. He had a long, slender nose and high cheekbones that made Sangyeon look more angular than soft. His deep brown eyes and pillow-soft lips-
“Y/n?” you snapped out of your trail of thoughts, realising that you had been blatantly staring at your coworker. Sangyeon gave you a concerned look. “You okay?”
“Oh, I’m fine!” you promised, clearing your throat and adjusting your shirt to give your hands something to do. “Sorry. What were you saying?”
The bell chimed, indicating that the school day would begin soon. You and Sangyeon stood up from your chairs and started collecting your papers. “I was just saying that I can’t stay with you during my free, I have some errands to run,” he explained, giving you a wave before he ran off to grab something from his car before class started.
You rose an eyebrow. “I don’t have a free today,” you mumbled to yourself, making your way to your classroom to start your first period class.
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Sangyeon grinned, lifting the flower bouquet in his hand to smell the fragrant flowers once more, relishing in their sweet scent. You had told him about a little flower shop nearby that you noticed the other day, but you couldn’t bring yourself to buy yourself flowers because it felt a little embarrassing. Since you had a free today, Sangyeon figured it would be the perfect time to buy you some flowers and give them to you.
Anonymously, of course.
As Sangyeon snuck past the teacher’s lounge, he saw your bag on one of the chairs and quickened his steps so that you wouldn’t spot him as he made his way to your classroom. Checking the hallway, Sangyeon entered your classroom as quietly as he could as to not alert any other classes of his presence.
As carefully as he could, Sangyeon closed the door behind him and let out a relieved sigh when it silently shut. Smiling, he turned around to put the flowers on your desk.
Only to be met with the little faces of your entire class.
Sangyeon’s mouth fell open in shock, his eyes widening simultaneously as he realised the situation.
“Teacher Sangyeon,” Emma exclaimed, waving excitedly at him. “What are you doing here?”
“Um, hi class,” Sangyeon greeted awkwardly, making his way towards your desk. “I’m just leaving Teacher Y/n a little surprise, that’s all.”
Minho gasped. “You’re her nice friend that’s leaving her presents!” he realised, pointing his little finger at Sangyeon.
Knowing he was caught, Sangyeon nodded, hurriedly pulling a blue post-it note from his shirt pocket and writing you a little message to go with your flowers. “Yes, I am. But I would really like it if you guys could keep it a secret between us?” he pleaded. “Since I know you guys are so mature and clever.”
He knew that appealing to seven-year-olds’ will to be grown up was a low blow, but he didn’t have much time before you would return to your class.
“Of course,” Sana nodded her head. “We’ll keep your secret. Teacher Y/n is looking for her bag, she’ll be back any minute now!”
Sangyeon thanked her for her warning, giving your students a little wave before he darted out of the classroom and rushed to his own.
That was close. And he was probably screwed.
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“Okay class, thank you so much for being patient,” you exclaimed, entering your classroom with your bag. “I’m sorry I left you guys to grab my bag but I’m so proud of you all being so mature and understanding,” you buttered up your students, feeling guilty for running around school like a mad person trying to find your bag.
“Teacher Y/n!” Minho raised his hand as far in the air as he could. “We know who your nice friend is!”
You froze in place from where you were writing on the whiteboard, knowing exactly who he was talking about. “You do?” you echoed.
“Hey,” Sana cried out. “We’re not supposed to tell!”
That’s interesting. You knew that if whoever your secret admirer was had convinced your class to keep their identity a secret, it meant that your class trusted and respected them.
“I don’t care,” Minho retorted, crossing his arms. “We’re supposed to be Sherlock Holmes and help Teacher Y/n, remember?”
You smiled; those kids were truly too cute.
“Oh,” Sana seemed to be struggling with making up her mind. “Well, I suppose you’re right. We did promise Teacher Y/n first.”
“Was my nice friend here?” you asked, spotting the bouquet of flowers on your desk, accompanied by the usual blue post-it note you received with all your gifts.
“He was,” Minho nodded. “Teacher Sangyeon came while we were waiting for you and he brought your flowers.”
Something fluttered in your stomach, excitement at the revelation of your secret admirer making your heart pound just slightly faster. “He did?” you said, so quietly it was almost a whisper.
“And he wrote you a note with a blue post-it!” Emma added. “We were right! Your nice friend is a teacher.”
You smiled, picturing Sangyeon trying to convince your students to keep his secret. He must have snuck in because he thought I had a free period, you realised. “Well, you guys are very good detectives,” you complimented. “Just like Sherlock Holmes.”
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When you dismissed your students for lunch, you couldn’t help but sit at your desk as they all filed out to admire the flowers. It was a beautiful mixture of white roses, pink peonies, and beautiful green and purple wildflowers. The post-it note must have been more rushed than usual, because it had a simple message that said he hoped you liked the flowers instead of their usual buttery, warm message of encouragement.
No wonder Sangyeon’s handwriting looked so familiar, you thought as you traced the letters on the post-it note with your pointer finger. The loops of his lettering perfectly replicated those that were written on the whiteboard when he helped you with your art class a few weeks ago.
After assigning your students their work for the last class, you couldn’t help your mind from wandering to Sangyeon, and how you should confront him about being your secret admirer. Making up your mind, you got up from your chair and plucked the flowers and post-it note from your desk before exiting your classroom and walking down the hall.
Knocking on the door of Sangyeon’s classroom, you waited patiently for him to greet you at the door. “Y/n,” his eyes lit up when he recognised that it was you. “Come in, you don’t need to knock,” Sangyeon ushered you in, opening to door for you.
“Thanks,” you smiled, stepping inside. “So, I got another gift from my admirer,” you told him, holding up the flowers. “If I can even call them an admirer.”
“Why shouldn’t they admire you,” Sangyeon said with a small shrug, moving to wipe his whiteboard.
“Say,” you began, holding up the post-it note. “This looks a lot like your handwriting.”
Sangyeon dropped the whiteboard eraser with a loud clatter, cursing quietly before apologising for the noise and going to pick it up. “Oh, um, really?” he wondered, panic rising in his chest.
“Really,” you confirmed, making your way next to him and holding up the post-it for you both to compare to the white board. “See? Your lettering is super similar,” you said, as if you didn’t already know that Sangyeon was your secret admirer.
“Huh,” Sangyeon hummed. “Weird.”
“Isn’t it?” you agreed, smiling. “These flowers are beautiful though, aren’t they?”
Feeling nervous, Sangyeon only gave you a weak smile. “As long as you think so…”
“They’re from that little flower shop I was telling you about the other day,” you told him, recognising the name of the shop on the ribbon that held the bouquet together. “Isn’t that ironic? That they got the flowers from there.”
“Well it’s only a few blocks away so I’m sure other people know about it,” Sangyeon retorted, pretending to go through the papers on his desk to act as if his heart wasn’t beating at the sound of a tuba.
“I also got coffee from my favourite cafe, pastries from my favourite bakery, and any piece of stationary that I complained to you about being low on,” you listed off the different gifts you had received.
Sangyeon opened his mouth to retort, but when he lifted his head to meet your eyes, he knew immediately that he had been caught. “You know, don’t you?” Sangyeon mumbled, red flushing the tips of his cheeks and ears.
“Minho ratted you out,” you confessed, not wanting to take credit for figuring it out.
Sangyeon laughed. “Tattle-tale,” he muttered, eyes gleaming with mischief. “So you were just having fun, teasing me as if you were figuring it all out right in front of me?”
“Hey,” you exclaimed. “I figured the handwriting thing out on my own.”
“Really?”
“No. I just connected the dots after Minho told on you,” you admit, shrugging your shoulders. Sangyeon chuckled, picturing your class telling on him as you lean back against his desk. “I’m glad it’s you,” you revealed, making Sangyeon smile shyly at you.
“How come?” he wondered.
“Well, you’re pretty cute,” you teased, earning an eye-roll from Sangyeon. “And you’re just… I don’t know. You’re really special. The way you interact with your students and how you never fail to give up your free time to help me, or keep me company…” you trailed off, noticing how a more serious expression fell across Sangyeon’s face. “Why didn’t you tell me that it’s you?”
“I didn’t know if you wanted it to be me,” Sangyeon said, tucking his hands into his pant pockets. “You’re one of the most loved teachers at this school, by the students and the faculty. You’re funny, and kind, and beautiful, and I thought you were out of reach.”
“I’m not out of reach,” you shook your head, moving closer to the brunet man. “Not at all.”
“And you’re really happy that it’s me?” he wondered.
“Hm,” you pretended to think. “Let me get back to you on that one,” you teased. “Yes Sangyeon, I’m really happy that it’s you.” Sangyeon beamed, pleased with your response. “That’s your cue.”
“My cue?” he asked.
“Yes, your cue,” you emphasised, trailing your hands up his chest to play with his tie. An understanding look filled his eyes and Sangyeon leant down to kiss you, closing his eyes as you felt each other’s breath against your faces.
The door to Sangyeon’s classroom opened noisily.
“Yo, we were just-“ Hyunjae’s shriek cut off Jacob’s words as the pair realised the position that you and Sangyeon were in.
“Guys, you can’t do that during school hours!” Hyunjae exclaimed, looking scandalised. “Jacob, I’ll cover your eyes and you cover mine,” he said dramatically, causing the two of them to flail about in an attempt to cover each other’s eyes with their hands.
You rolled your eyes, releasing Sangyeon’s tie and leaning back with a sigh. Sangyeon gave you a sheepish smile but cast your friends an exasperated look. “You guys are lame,” you accused.
Jacob laughed, releasing Hyunjae. “So you finally figured it out?”
“I wish. Some little tattle-tales told me all about it after catching him,” you motion to Sangyeon.
Hyunjae cackled. “Genius. C’mon, let’s get lunch. I’m starving,” he moved on quickly, uninterested in your new relationship with Sangyeon. “No kissing on school grounds, either. Let’s go,” he cheered, marching out with Jacob in tow.
You laughed, always amused by your coworkers and friends. “Let’s get lunch,” you agreed with Hyunjae, sending Sangyeon a smile.
As you moved away, Sangyeon caught your arm and gently pulled you back. “School hours are over in two periods,” he reminded you with a cheeky smile.
“Dinner?” you offered, earning a nod.
“I’d be crazy not to go,” Sangyeon exaggerated. “You’re paying, though. I’ve bought you enough food and drinks to last at least a few dinner dates,” he winked.
Laughing, you nodded, pulling him out of his classroom by his hand. “It’s a deal.”
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Fallin in Love (Akaashi Keiji x Reader)
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Anonymous said:
hello 😬 if ur taking requests rn, can i request akaashi who is in love with a nekoma manager since first yr and every training camp he tries flirts with her being the calm and confident king he is, but girl is too shy and she kinda clumsy
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I love Akaashi with all my fucking heart😭😭😭 He will forever be one of my best boys. I hope I was able to write this how you wanted anon! Sorry for my shit writing lmao.
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A soft smile twitched at Akaashi’s lips as he stared at you frantically apologizing to Yamamoto who was waving you off in a panic as well.
 You had bumped into him, causing all the volleyballs in his arms to fall to the floor, bouncing away. 
 It was all accidental, an easy mistake that could be fixed, but the absolute horror and panic on your face made it seem like you had shot someone.
 But it was just how you were. Similar to a squeaky, frantic mouse; incredibly cute and small; it was endearing.
 You were endearing.
 So despite how annoying training camps were; between Bokuto and Kuroo, and the endless practice matches, there was one thing - well one person - that he was looking forward to. 
 And that was you. He met you last year, at the annual training camp with all the powerhouse schools in Tokyo. 
 Looking back at it now, you were still just as shy and clumsy as you were now, maybe even more so back then. But you were still incredibly cute, incredibly beautiful, and sweet, that never changed.
 His infatuation with you never changed either. You were quiet, something he had immediately gravitated to when you were introduced to the rest of the teams as the new Nekoma manager.
 But when he started to get to know you, well, he couldn’t help the feelings that began to bubble up in his chest.
 He had started his quiet pursuit as soon as he realized his feelings; quiet because he didn’t want Kuroo or Bokuto making any unnecessary ruckus about it, and he didn’t want to startle you.
 Although, his gentle flirting never seemed to register in your brain. 
 He had some hope though, considering that you were clumsier when you were around him, extremely nervous and red-faced when he talked to you.
 Like now.
 “How were your exams Y/n-san?” Akaashi asked politely, sharp eyes holding nothing but interest as he gazed at you.
 “They went f-f-fine. I th-think… I c-could’ve done better a-at th-the mathematics.” You stuttered out, eyes glancing away from him as you fumbled about with the ball in your hands. “What about y-you, Akaashi-san?”
 Akaashi took in the way your brows furrowed, your lips unconsciously quirking into a small pout at whatever it was you were thinking about with the exams. A soft smile began to coat his face, you were just far too perfect.
 “They went fine. I’m not worried. You shouldn’t be either Y/n-san, you’re very smart and pretty, I’m sure you did fine.” he said easily, watching in amusement as your face slowly began turning bright red.
 Did he… did he call you pretty?
 He did. He definitely did, and so smoothly too…
 “I’ll see you around, don’t work too hard.” he said, long fingers reaching out to touch your elbow gently before running off to his teammates.
 You watched his retreating back, blinking slowly before your hands came up to rest against your burning cheeks.
 “Oi, Y/n-chan! What are you spacing out for? We need to finish cleaning up.” Kuroo called out, grabbing the ball that dropped from your hands.
 “S-Sorry senpai!” you squeaked out, rushing off to help the team, stumbling about, causing Yaku to yell at you to be more careful.
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 “Hey, Y/n-chan, we have a question for you.” Suzumeda said, sitting down next to you in the managers room, Shirofuku trailing behind her with a bag of chips in hand.
 You looked at her in curiosity, setting down the book in your hands. “Y-Yes?”
You were entirely familiar with the two managers of Fukurodani, considering the endless practice matches your two teams participated in together. They were incredibly kind, but from the look in Suzumeda eyes, well you knew that they were plotting something.
 “Do you like Akaashi?” 
 Your expression must’ve been something entirely amusing because the two girls began giggling.
 “W-Why would you ask me that!?” You asked in embarrassment. 
 “You guys are always staring at each other or talking with each other.” Shirofuku mused, tossing more chips into her mouth.
 “You’re mistaken, Akaashi-san is just a friend.” you said quietly.
 The two girls shared a pointed look before directing their gaze back to you.
 “Well how do you feel about our setter?” Shirofuku pressed on.
 That’s right, how did you feel?
 You had always thought that Akaashi was incredibly kind and talented, his intelligence was almost intimidating to you, those calculating eyes were just as beautiful as they were dangerous. That was another thing, Akaashi was quite possibly the most beautiful person you had ever met.
 His dark hair was perfectly tousled and looked incredibly soft, there were moments where you wondered if it was soft. There were moments where you noticed him fidgeting with his fingers and you couldn’t help but wonder what it would be like to hold his hand…
 Oh.
 Maybe… maybe you did like him.
 “E-Even if I d-did like him, he w-wouldn’t l-like me back.” you mumbled, picking up your book once again, signaling that you no longer wanted to talk about this any longer.
 You hadn’t noticed the sly grins that coated their faces as they called goodnight towards you before leaving the room.
 That’s right, even if you had feelings for Akaashi that didn’t mean that he would return them.
 Right?
 ****
 “Good morning Y/n-san.” Akaashi greeted softly, one of his hands running through his damp hair.
 You were passing by the bathrooms, on your way to the cafeteria to help prepare breakfast with the other managers when you had almost run into the said male.
 “G-Good morning Akaashi-san.” you said quietly.
 A half-smile twitched onto his lips, before he titled his head to the side in curiosity. His hand reached out, gently grabbing at the hair that was draped over your shoulders. You could feel the gentle brush of his fingertips against the side of your neck as he brushed the hair off your shoulders.
 “I’ve never seen you with your hair down before… it looks good.” he said quietly, those sharp blue eyes seemed to stare straight into your heart, analyzing you completely. 
 Which was why his hand rested softly on your shoulder, carefully trailing down your arm and gently grasping at your elbow, squeezing softly before releasing you completely. A teasing smile grazing his lips as he took in your flushed, nervous form.
 Akaashi knew he was toeing the line of boundaries, but he wanted to test the waters, and seeing how you reacted to his touch and his compliment… maybe he needed to be a bit bolder.
 You could feel his lingering touch, goosebumps erupting over your body, and you had to resist the strong urge to shiver, heat lingering over where he had touched you.
 “T-Thank you Akaashi-san! I’ll see you at breakfast!” You squeaked, running off, stumbling over your own feet as you ran towards the cafeteria.
 A soft laugh escaped his lips as he watched your retreating figure, his head shaking. He would definitely have to step up his game if he wanted to get his feelings across.
 ****
 Akaashi’s gentle touches seemed to escalate the longer the training camp went on, they were subtle touches, no one even noticing the newfound attention you were receiving. Akaashi planned it that way, he already knew that his managers suspected something from the way they would smirk at him, but the rest of his teammates were oblivious. 
 That was the last thing he needed in his pursuit of you.
 They would surely scare you off if they knew.
 There were times where he felt a bit guilty at his lingering touches, he had never seen someone turn so red before, but he couldn’t help it.
 Of course, he enjoyed the gentle interactions, the soft touches, he was a man after all, but there was so much that he could take.
 His obvious flirting seemed to go over your head, and maybe his touches were beginning to as well.
 All you knew was that you were going to die if he kept this up. Your poor heart couldn’t handle it any longer either.
 “- the cafeteria will be closing soon.” Shirofuku mused as you guys stopped in front of gymnasium 3.
 The boys immediately stopped what they were doing running off towards the cafeteria, hollering at one another.
 This seemed to be routine in the last couple of days, only this time, you were with the Fukurodani managers.
 “Are you coming to the baths Y/n-chan?” Suzumeda asked, pausing when she realized you weren’t walking with them anymore.
 “Umm… in a bit. I’m going to h-help Akaashi-san clean up.” you said nervously, bowing to the two girls before entering the gym.
 “D-Do you need help?” you stuttered out, making your presence known to the dark-haired male.
 He stood up from where he was picking up the balls, a surprised look crossing his features before something soft and gentle melted across.
 “If you want to.” he said quietly, watching your form as you began gathering the rest of the balls up, bumping them into the bin easily.
 “It’ll get down f-faster with t-two people.” You said, tone soft. 
 The rest of the cleanup was filled with a comfortable silence, lingering touches being shared every now and then. 
 You were in the storage room now, your hands resting on the edge of the ball cart, your teeth sinking into your bottom lip as you started to become lost in thought.
 Your heart was definitely racing, this was possibly the longest time you’ve ever spent alone with Akaashi.
 Did he… did he like you?
 He was just being kind, there was no way that he would be interested in clumsy little you.
 “Y/n-san?” his soft voice caused you to flail about in surprise; not only did you fall to the floor but the mop and broom were knocked over, causing Akaashi to rush to grab them before they toppled over your form that was now sitting on the floor.
 You blinked up at him.
 Akaashi stared at you in worry, squatting down in front of you. “Did you get hurt? I didn’t mean to startle you, I’m sorry.” he said frowning, elegant fingers reaching out to brush the hair out of your face.
 “I’m f-fine. Y-You don’t need to a-apologize.” You said sweetly, although your face was incredibly red.
 Silence fell over you once again, but somehow the room seemed thick with something…. Tension? You weren’t entirely sure. But the room buzzed and felt heavy around the two of you.
 You were hyper aware of his close proximity, you could feel his body heat radiating into yours, the scent of his laundry detergent wafting into your nose along with the smell of sweat, and something incredibly delicious.
 Was that… was that cologne?
 Your stomach twisted pleasantly, he was so close, way too close.
 “Y/n-san.” He murmured your name softly, his hand coming up to rest against the side of your face, gently sliding down to cup you along your jaw.
 Akaashi was suddenly shifting closer to you.
 “I like you.” he whispered, his lips brushing softly against your own before carefully pressing down against yours.
 A surprised noise escaped your mouth, your eyes fluttering shut. Immediately your hands reached out for him, gently resting against the base of his neck, feeling the soft tickle of sweat against the palms of your hands, before sliding up into his sweat dampened hair and… oh. His hair was incredibly soft. Your fingers easily tangle into the hairs behind his head.
 The kiss deepened from this movement. 
 Akaashi was everywhere. His touch, his taste, his smell, it was overwhelming. His lips moved carefully against your own, soft and warm, his tongue poking through your lips every now and then, his teeth gently biting into your lower lip.
 Your heart was going to explode, could you die from a kiss? Maybe you would be the first person to experience that.
 You were sure of it, especially when he pulled you closer, his other hand resting on your shoulder, tugging you closer between his legs.
 Would he give you more?
 You definitely wanted more.
 You definitely wanted -
 “Akaashi! What are you doing!?”
 “Oi! Get off my manager!”
 Forget dying from a kiss, you would surely die from embarrassment. 
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