#Holly Irene Diary

[bolontiku]

“Dear Diary”

Clint x Reader

Word Count: 333

Summary: The entries of Y/N who has moved to a new place and met the boy next door.

Part 1

Italics = diary entries

*****

7:51am June 18th

New place. New house. New school. This is the fifth time this year. I know that Greg is doing this for mom, the hospitals can only do so much. It’s just hard starting over. Greg says that I need to think about mom, I do. I do, he says that high school isn’t that important.

You watched the scenery of your new home as you sat in the back of the SUV your stepfather drove. You’d become accustomed to driving into a new town with him, your mom being transported via medical van. Sometimes you’d be allowed to ride with her, during her more lucid moments, sometimes Greg needed you to help with moving. You let out a small sigh, it was becoming easier, your possessions becoming less and less with more move per year.

The house was big and it took almost all day to unpack. Greg brought pizza and the both of you ate in silence, the pizza box sat between you two on an unopened box of kitchen supplies.

“Where you going?” he asked when you stood.

You shrugged, “I usually scope out the neighborhood...you know that.”

He nodded, “We’ll go see your mom in the morning,” he grabbed his keys. “Gonna stop by and pick something up to drink, don’t stay out too late?”

“Sure,” you answered, already out the door.

There was nothing to this town, it seemed. You had found a small park, a skating rink, and the mall. Pretty deserted place, not that you would be here that long to make any friends. You sighed and made your way back to the house.

4:50pm June 18th

Met a guy here, he seems nice. So do his friends. Just gotta remember it won’t last, he’s cute though. Really really cute. I think it’s his smile. Okay, maybe its his dog. His name is Lucky, oh the guy is Clint Barton, his brother is pretty funny too. I think I might like it here.

******

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[misslacito]

D23 EXPO 2017

Disney celebra anualmente una convención en la que presenta TODAS sus novedades para los siguientes años. Sabemos que habrá un nuevo área en los parques americanos dedicada a Star Wars y todo su universo. Además se reveló que Will Smith será el Genio en la nueva versión “real” de Aladdin. También se sabe la fecha de Toy Story 4, que habrá una nueva película en 2020, la existencia de Rompe Ralph 2…

[celebritylive]

We promise that you’ll never find an icon like Taylor Swift!

The “ME!” singer was awarded the inaugural Icon Award at the 2019 Teen Choice Awards.

“Okay, we have a lot to talk about,” began Swift after accepting her surfboard from World Cup champion Alex Morgan, whom Swift praised for taking a stand against the gender pay gap along with Morgan’s teammates on the U.S. Soccer Women’s National Team.

The 29-year-old singer was handed a personalized and bedazzled surfboard, emblazoned with the star’s three cats, Olivia Benson, Meredith Grey and Benjamin Button.

“These are my furry children, and this is a really proud moment for me that they are on a Teen Choice surfboard,” she said. “Aesthetically speaking, this might be my favorite award.”

Swift went on to thank her fans, calling them the “most amazing, generous people,” before sharing words of wisdom to guide teenagers.

“One thing I wish I would have known when I was a teen is mistakes are inevitable,” she said.

“You think you can possibly ace life, but it’s normal to make mistakes… it’s normal,” she added. “That’s what’s going to happen in life.”

Swift saved a big surprise for the end of her speech, telling viewers that there’s “so much to be excited about in the next 12 days” — and that includes her new single, “Lover,” which she said debuts on Friday, Aug. 16.

RELATED: Teen Choice Awards 2019: See the Complete List of Nominees and Winners

  For her big moment in the spotlight, Swift wore a bright Versace bodysuit with matching shorts and a blazer, Kat Maconie shoes, Misahara earrings and rings by Irene Neuwirth, VRAM and Emily P. Wheeler.

Fox announced that the singer would be receiving the award last month, calling the artist “a pop culture icon whose accolades and achievements go beyond topping music charts and selling out stadiums worldwide.”

“Swift is also one of today’s biggest social influencers, using her voice and platform to inspire and create positive change,” the statement added.

Fans got a look of the star’s new accolade last week, thanks to a report by Hermosa Beach — where the awards show is being held — local newspaper The Beach Reporter.

| Taylor Swift’s Icon Award surfboard that she will receive at the 2019 @TeenChoiceFOX Awards

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“She is going to be obsessed!” one fan tweeted about the surfboard.

“She Is going to love this sooo much!” another fan chimed in.

Swift is set to release her seventh studio album, Lover, later this month and has already given fans the album’s first three singles.

Leading up to the Teen Choice Awards, Swift gave lucky fans in London, Nashville and Los Angeles a sneak peek of Lover during her secret sessions.

“When you think Taylor Swift, I hope you think of me,” one fan tweeted a photo alongside Swift. “Your genuine excitement, support, & love is everything to me.”

When you think Taylor Swift, I hope you think of me

#swiftiesince2003 #LoverSecretSessions

Your genuine excitement, support, & love is everything to me. I’ve been resting & sharing my experience with my family today, but I’m going to do my best to respond to everyone soon! pic.twitter.com/AQ0O1Gf0b2

— Holly Armstrong (@HollyArmstr0ng) August 6, 2019

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my one and only, my lifeline

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— brooke

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I wanna stay right here, in this moment now, capture it, remember it.

Thank you for everything, Taylor. #LoverSecretSessions @taylorswift13 @taylornation13 pic.twitter.com/Fb1TCnIZ9N

— yuki MET TAYLOR SWIFT (@yukitheswiftie) August 7, 2019

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Last month, Swift shared “The Archer,” off her upcoming album, a track she called “emotional and vulnerable and personal” on an Instagram Live.

Swift said that the four special editions of her upcoming album will include 120 pages of diary pages she has written throughout her life.

“I found some crazy stuff in there. I found the original lyrics of ‘All Too Well,’ which I didn’t even know that I had in my diaries,” she said. “It’s everything from being 13 and coming home from a bad day at school to Grammy night to processing my life as a teenager.”

Swift will continue gracing awards show red carpets this month with the MTV Video Music Awards. She’s nominated for 10 awards and is also set to share a “world premiere performance” onstage, according to MTV.

RELATED ARTICLE: Taylor Swift to Perform at the 2019 MTV Video Music Awards

The singer is also starring in the upcoming movie-musical Cats, slated for release this December.

Lover is set for release on Aug. 23. The 2019 Teen Choice Awards are airing now on Fox.

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[storm-in-a-glass]

List of TV series OTPs

Agents of S.H.I.E.L.D: Skye/Ward, Fitz/Simmons, May/Coulson

Big Bang Theory: Penny/Leonard, Amy/Sheldon, Bernadette/Howard

Eye Candy: Lindy/Tommy

Flash: Caitlin/Barry

Friends: Monica/Chandler, Phoebe/Mike, Rachel/Ross

Gilmore Girls: Rory/Logan, Lorelai/Luke

Glee: Rachel/Jesse, Kurt/Blain, Quinn/Sam, Tina/Mike, Holly/Will, Santana/Sebastian

Good Wife: Alicia/Will

Gossip Girl: Blair/Dan, Serena/Nate or Serena/Carter

Grey’s Anatomy: Meredith/Derek, Lexie/Mark, Izzy/Alex, Cristina/Preston

Hart of Dixie: Zoe/Wade, Annabeth/George, Lemon/Lavon

How I met your mother: Robin/Ted, Lily/Marshall

iZombie: Liv/Lowell

New Girl: Cece/Schmidt, Jess/Nick

One Tree Hill: Haley/Nathan, Brooke/Lucas, Peyton/Jake

Pretty Little Liars: Spencer/Wren, Aria/Ezra

Red Band Society: Emma/Leo, Kara/Hunter

Reign: Kenna/Bash, Mary/Francis

Revenge: Emily/Aiden

Riverdale: Betty/Jughead, Veronica/Archie, Fred/Hermione

Selfie: Eliza/Henry

Sherlock: Irene/Sherlock, Mary/John

Skins: Michelle/Tony, Cassie/Sid, Jal/Chris, Effy/Freddie, 

Skam: Noora/William, Sana/Yousef, Eva/Jonas

Suits: Scottie/Harvey, Rachel/Mike

Supernatural: Jo/Dean

Stranger Things: Eleven/Mike, Nancy/Steve

Teen Wolf: Lydia/Stiles, Allison/Isaac, Melissa/Chris

The 100: Clarke/Bellamy

The Mentalist: Lisbon/Jane

The O.C: Summer/Seth, Taylor/Ryan, Kirsten/Sandy

The Royals: Eleanor/Jasper, Willow/Liam 

The Vampire Diaries: Elena/Damon, Bonnie/Damon, Caroline/Klaus, Anna/Jeremy, Jenna/Alaric, 

Timeless: Lucy/Wyatt

Quantico: Shelby/Caleb, Alex/Drew

Veronica Mars: Veronica/Logan

Victoria: Victoria/Lord M

Young & Hungry: Gabi/Josh

You're the Worst: Gretchen/Jimmy

[matronirene]

Character Aesthetics - Irene Faye

BOLD what applies to your muse.

[ COLOR ]  red. brown. orange. yellow. green. blue. purple. pink. black. white. teal. silver. gold. grey. lilac. metallic. matte. royal blue. royal purple. strawberry red. charcoal grey. forest green. apple red. navy blue. crimson. cream. mint green. magenta. pastels. bubblegum pink. blood red. ivory. sky blue.

[ ELEMENTAL ] fire. ice. water. air.  earth. rain. snow. wind. moon. stars. sun. heat. cold. steam. frost. lightning. sunlight. moonlight. dawn. dusk. day. twilight. midnight. sunrise. sunset. dewdrops. clouds. light. smoke. umbra. penumbra. char. darkness. ash.

[ BODY ]  claws. long fingers. fangs. teeth. wings. tails. lips. bare feet. freckles. bruises. canine. scars. scratches. ears. wounds. burns. spikes. sweat. tears. feline. permanent wounds. chubby. curvy. short. tall. height. feathers. webs. eyes. hands. muscular. slender. trained. piercings. tattoos. strong. weak. birdlike. shapeshifting. junoesque. svelte. long hair. short hair. dark circles. big. voluptuous. small. prosthetic. experimented. cyborg. halos. horns. wolfish. effeminate. frightening. ethereal. angelic. demonic. metallic. angular. scales. barbs. vertebrae. tendrils. tentacles. sharp. soft. unusual. shapely. unnatural. disproportionate. spindly. monstrous.  

[ WEAPONRY ]  fists. swords. daggers. spear. scythe. bow and arrow. hammer. shield. poison. guns. axes. throwing axes. whips. knives. throwing knives. pepper sprays. tasers. machine guns. slingshots. katanas. maces. staffs. wands. powers. magical items. magic. rocks. power loader. flamethrower. metal rods. shotguns. needles. prowess. ability. instinct. bloodthirst. supernatural. inhuman. talons. speed. agility. cunning. reflexes. talons. biomech tendrils.

[ MATERIALS ]  gold. silver. platinum. titanium. diamonds. pearls. rubies. sapphires. emeralds. amethyst. metal. iron. rust. steel. glass. wood. porcelain. paper. wool. fur. lace. leather. copper. silk. velvet. denim. linen. cotton. charcoal. clay. stone. asphalt. brick. marble. dust. glitter. blood. dirt. mud. smoke. ash. shadow. carbonate. rubber. synthetics. yarn. slime. ivory. aether. crystal. dark matter. lapis lazuli. adamantite. wootz. brass. lamé. guipé. bone. moonstone. metalloids. alloys. ceramic. alabaster. aluminum. bismuth. bronze. polonium. chrome. osmium. sand.

[ NATURE/ENVIRONMENT ]  grass. leaves. trees. bark. roses.  daisies. tulips. holly. lavender. lilies. petals. thorns. sunflowers. seeds. hay. sand. rocks. snow. ice. roots. flowers. ocean. river. lake. meadow. forest. desert. tundra. savanna. steppe. rain forest. swamp. caves. underwater. coral reef. beach. waves. space. stars. clouds. mountains. fungi. cliffs. sunlight. moonlight. darkness. wasteland. void.

[ ANIMALS/CREATURES ] lions. wolves. black panther. eagles. owls. falcons. hawks. swans. snakes. turtles. ducks. bugs. roaches. tarantulas. scarabs. spiders. birds. whales. dolphins. fish. sharks. horses. cats. dogs. bunnies. praying mantis. crows. ravens. mice. lizards. frogs. bears. werewolves. unicorns. pegasus. dinosaurs. dragons. felines. foxes. centaurs. antelope. chimeras. demons. angels. parakeets. harpy. eagles. seagulls. warblers. birds of paradise. parrots. toucans. crows. ravens. orioles. cobras. black mambas.

[ FOOD/DRINK ] sugar. salt. water. candy. bubblegum. wine. milk. champagne.hard liquor. beer. coffee. tea. spices. herbs. apple. orange. lemon. cherry. strawberry. watermelon. vegetables. fruits. meat. fish. pies. desserts. chocolate. cream. caramel. berries. nuts. cinnamon. steak. burgers. burritos. pizza. vanilla. cookies. chocolate. tiramisu. cheesecake. sushi. tempura. pasta. garlic. bread. muffins. noodles.

[ HOBBIES ] music. art. piercing. watercolors. gardening. knitting. smithing. sculpting. painting. sketching. murder. fighting. fencing. riding. flying. writing.composing. cooking. sewing. training. dancing. acting. singing. martial arts. self-defense. electronics. technology. cameras. video cameras. tinkering. video games. computer. phone. movies. theater. libraries. books. magazines. poetry. philosophy. cds. records. vinyls. cassettes. piano. organ. violin. cello. guitar. electronic guitar.  bass guitar. harmonica. synthesizers. harp. woodwinds. brass. trumpet. flute. drums. bells. playing cards. poker chips. chess. dice. motorcycle riding. eating. climbing. tree climbing. running. vivisection. reading. learning. lecturing. teaching. torment. tracking.

[ STYLE ] lingerie. armor. cape. dress. robes. suit. tunic. vest. shirt. boots. heels.leggings. trousers. jeans. skirt. shorts. jewelry. earrings. necklace. bracelet. ring. pendant. hat. crown. circlet. helmet. scarf. neck tie. brocade. cloaks. corsets.doublet. chest plate. belt. sash. coat. jacket. hood. gloves. socks. masks. cowls. braces. watches. glasses. sunglasses. visor. eye contacts. makeup. pantyhose. stockings. thigh highs. eyepatch. collar. bangle. torque. gorget. bracers. cuffs. body jewelry. crop tops.

[ MISC ] balloons. bubbles. cityscape. landscape. diligence. light. dark. candles. war. peace. money. power. percussion. clocks. photos. mirrors. pets. diary. fairy lights. madness. sanity. sadness. happiness. optimism. pessimism. realism.misanthropy. loneliness. anger. family. synthetic. friends. assistants. co-workers. plushies. enemies. lovers. loyalty. smoking. alcohol. drugs. kindness. love. embracing. magitek. futuristic. ancient. science. voidsent. cruelty. trust. mistrust. strength. doubt. reverence. ferocity. danger. automatons. metallic. allure.value. intelligent. revolutionary. defiant. advanced. engines. naïve. temporary. changing. split personality. paradigm shift. freedom. belief.

[irinasepposelfie-blog]

[irinaseppodoll-blog]

[bolontiku]

“Dear Diary”

Clint x Reader

Word Count: 503

Summary: The entries of Y/N who has moved to a new place and met the boy next door.

Part 3

Italics = diary entries

*****

11:52 pm June 20th

Greg was home, but he was busy with some work friends. I was able to sneak upstairs, I am pretty sure he didn’t realize I wasn’t at the house. The party was great. There were a lot of people there. Where they all came from I’m not really sure? Clint sure is popular. He walked me home and call me crazy but I think he wanted to kiss me?

You sat back against your pillows, a small smile on your lips. The night replayed in your mind, you had met his friends. The quarterback, Steve Rogers, his defense teammates Bucky Barnes and Sam Wilson. Clint’s best friend Natasha Romanoff, she was so pretty and handed you plenty of drinks. The host of the party, rich boy Tony Stark.  

There were a lot of others, he said they were all in the same grade and for once you felt excited for school to start. 

Natasha kept handing you red cups, laughing when Clint told her to slow down. “She’s Russian,” he apologized, “the only one that can really keep up with her is Tony and I swear he’s got a fake liver.”

“Hey now!” Tony interjected, brushing past Steve and Bucky, “just because you can’t keep up doesn’t mean that we’re not human!” his brown eyes zeroed on you, “you new here?” he asked.

“Ah, yes, just moved in,” you answered surprised that someone could get into your personal space so quickly.

Tony caught your hand in his and kissed your knuckles, “well, well, its so refreshing to have...someone...new around?”

Natasha laughed, “I think I win tonight, again!”

Tony whirled around narrowing his eyes on her, “now Nat!” he hiccuped.

Clint wrapped an arm around your waist pulling you away and led you into a slow dance. It felt nice. Nice to be a little drunk, to forget everything, to sway to random music and laugh with people your age.

You jumped at the rapping on your window. Looking at your door you could hear Greg and his friends laughing downstairs. Again the rapping sound at your window moving cautiously you pushed your curtains aside to reveal Clint outside. You unlocked the window and pushed it up reaching out for him as he stumbled in. “What are you crazy?!”

Clint chuckled, “well, kinda...look I forgot something-”

You frowned, “you forgot something? Look, you gotta be quiet, my stepdad has some work friends over-”

Clint reached up and caught your jaw in his hand, leaning down he pressed his lips to yours. 

4:48 am June 21st

Clint just left, his lips are as soft as I thought they were. I can’t wait to tell mom, she’s been going on about how I should have a boyfriend. We talked for hours, it’s easy to talk with him. Everything just comes out. Says it’s gotta be hard for me, moving all the time. I feel different around him...

***** 

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[bolontiku]

“Dear Diary”

Clint x Reader

Word Count: 239

Summary: The entries of Y/N who has moved to a new place and met the boy next door.

Part 5

Italics = diary entries

WARNINGS: mentions of attempted abuse?? 

A/N: This is the end. I will be doing a follow up mini series.

*****

June 30th

Happy Birthday mom. I miss you so much, Greg is different. So different without you here. Clint says he’ll keep me safe. When he saw the bruises he was so angry, but I swear Greg didn’t mean to. It was an accident, he grabbed me too hard. It’ll be okay, right?

You could hear them downstairs. Greg’s new friends were loud, the house was always a mess now when they left. Your hands shook when some of them came and banged on your door. You weren’t sure of which one’s you weren’t sure if Greg was with them.

Nothing was the same. 

You swallowed down terror as the door seemed to bend inwards.

Grabbing your bag you shoved a few pieces of clothes in, you always had your papers with you, after the eighth move in a year you learned to keep them close. 

Greg had taught you that. 

“Sweetheart, just open the door... nothin bad is gonna happen...”

You had seen him do it plenty of times. He had been coming every night almost. Scrambling out the window you leaned back in to grab your diary. Unsnapping your sunflower bracelet you slid it in place and wrote one last entry.

June 30th

Clint, I’m sorry. I’m leaving this here for you. I know you’ll find it. Thank you. You don’t know how much you have meant to me. I almost got normal cause of you. 

*****

A/N: Last part! Thank you for reading!!! *Tiku runs away*

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[bolontiku]

"Dear Diary"

Clint x Reader

Word Count: 371

Summary: The entries of Y/N who has moved to a new place and met the boy next door.

Part 2

Italics = diary entries

*****

11:10 am June 20th

Mom is settled into the new hospital, she says the nurses are nice and even pointed out the one male nurse they have on staff. He’s super old, but I guess he is kinda cute. Still, kinda weird for mom to point it out, she keeps saying she’s alright. She gave me her bracelet, her sunflower bracelet. I don’t know what to do...

You set your diary down biting down on your bottom lip and closing your eyes. You didn’t want to look at the truth, real life was horrifying. You wanted to hold on to...to...

“Hey!” You jumped, or rather flopped over onto the ground as something jumped on you. “Hey! Lucky!! Lucky, get offa her!!” his chuckle made your heart skip a beat, even as you tried to fend off the big Labrador which was currently determined to lick your cheek off. 

You gasped as Clint finally managed to drag his dog off of you and sat up. You shook your head when he mumbled an apology, “it’s fine, I was just daydreaming, shoulda heard you guys coming.”

Looking up you met his blue eyes and licked your lips, his eyes moved to the small action and you felt your face heat. “So,” he cleared his throat as he sat down on the ground across from you, “you make it a habit to sit and daydream in the middle of the park?”

Running a hand through you hair you laughed, “well, I don’t have much to do, just sit around and wait.”

Clint looked at you, a smile playing at his lips, “well, if that’s true then you can come to the party later, unless your dad says no?”

“Stepdad,” you corrected fiddling with your bracelet. “He can’t say no if he’s not home.”

Clint laughed and reached up, brushing your hair from your face, “atta girl.”

7:48 pm June 20th

I can’t remember the last time I went to a party. Greg is still at work, but I’m sure he won’t be home till after the bars close. It’s where he spends most of his time now, if he’s not at the hospital. 

*****

A/N: Leave me comments? So posting this before work, there are three more to go before this series ends, y’all know I like my mini series and actually really like this one. Anywhoooo, I wanna post all of it in one go, is that sad? ahahaha enjoy my peeps.

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[bolontiku]

“Dear Diary”

Clint x Reader

Word Count: 430

Summary: The entries of Y/N who has moved to a new place and met the boy next door.

Part 4

Italics = Diary entries

WARNING: mention of death

*****

3:15 pm June 23rd

The service was quiet and quick, especially since it was just the two of us here. We don’t have any friends or family here. Greg has arranged to have mom cremated. Can’t say that grandpa will have any arguments as he doesn’t even remember us.

Your lip quivered, you scrubbed at your face, exhausted from crying, exhausted from sleeping, exhausted from everything.

When you had arrived at the hospital with Greg the next day you had only had an hours sleep. Greg had come knocking on your door, the hospital had called, she wasn’t doing well. By the time you had arrived she was sleeping. Coma they called it. It was weird cause that only happened in daytime TV soaps right?

Everything went downhill pretty quick from there. It was only a day, you weren’t even allowed in her room again. Greg sat across the room from you with his head in his hands, you only had your music and diary, though there wasn’t anything you wanted to write.

By the end of the night they told you. 

Everything was a blur. You weren’t sure it was a headache or not. When was the last time you had eaten? Was it pizza? You remembered having pizza with Greg.

Greg, you heard him come in and went downstairs. “Greg!”

Several eyes turned on you and you stepped back and up a few steps, “who is that?” one asked.

Greg shoved the guy in the shoulder, “That’s my wife’s daughter, go back to bed,” he growled at you and without a second of hesitation you did.

You locked your door and hurried over to your bed, scream on your lips as a rap sounded on your window. Clint crawled through, barely making it inside before you threw yourself at him.

“Hey!” he chuckled, “haven’t seen you arou- hey,” he frowned looking down at you, “Y/N? Please? Tell me, hey, hey...I’m here, I’m here shh,” he soothed you, his large hands running up and down your back.

You told him everything and fell asleep in his arms. 

June 24th 

I don’t even know what time it is. Clint was here when I woke up, he stayed with me all night. I don’t even know if he slept? What am I going to do? Is Greg really responsible for me now? His friends are loud and I don’t like the way they look at me. Clint is so great, I feel better now that we talked. 

What am I going to do?

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Selfie on the road. Селфи на асфальте.

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Swimsuit photosession