#Hoenstly the old man got me too

[theredcuyo]

Hmm, so today i worked with a bit of horror and this came to me

What if we make the Batman into a cryptid but the cooler kind, the leyend to scare young kids type

Before you write or send a comment, i'm mexican, born and raised, still live there. Thank You.

This came from me thinking about La llorona, a leyend (scary one) here in México and some other parts of latam it seems(?) and it's in short, about a woman whose kids die and she dies from sadness over it, with her eyes drying up from so much crying, becoming a spirit that haunts the world while calling for her children in desperate screams

The reason behind the kids' death changes depending on who you ask, either she killed them or it was an accident, but they die by drowing in all versions, and, as a result of the above, any kid she comes across gets taken away because she mistakes them for her own, they end up dying by her hands too tho (because she thinks they're hers and drowns them, or because she realizes they aren't)

She's also a single mother (the story goes back to the 1500 btw)

And I think Bruce fits this. So. Fucking. Well.

Like, Jason and Dick die, and he becomes this, and then Tim was trying to help him pass from the world but he couldn't and instead became his child too, and the rest followed along, by accident, by choice or not

Can he be a hero here? I don't think so, but, maybe he does care for the children somehow, the ones that he realizes aren't his, that they have parents to go to are the ones he protects

He cares for the people, who are not at fault for his loss, so he protects the city he also haunts

He cares for the nice old man who's never been afraid of him, who gives him a sad smile and who he feels like he knows but all the memories of his life are buried down and forgotten behind his children dying

He might not even want the children he takes to die, it's like the pit rage in canon, it takes over him and they world gets too blurry to think right

And he cares for those kids, he really does, it's not their fault, but there's one he can never remember the name of (Dick) no matter how many times he repeats it

Dick forgave his dad (whatever the reason for their deaths might be) and wanders around him in a nice way, doing his best so all of them can finally pass away

Jason hasn't. He haunts Bruce, most of the episodes where he snatches more kids away are Jason's fault, as he appears and dissapears in front of him, making him believe any kid is his boy, Jason doesn't notice and actually tries to protect other kids.

Steph's 'your not my dad!' call hits harder in this au-

Cass was wandering around town alone, she didn't stand a chance because she couldn't even scream for help. She's like a second shadow to Bruce, always near, always watching, and some who have scaped them swear her eyes never stop looking at you. She might be the only kid who's not mad at him for taking her away

Duke is similar enough, he didn't like the dark, but when there's no other choice is the worst thing that happens.

Damian's tale as a child of his that Bruce originally thought to have died gets worse when he gets taken, reunited but only by death, one that is his dad's fault.

One where Bruce got another one of his kids killed.

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Hoenstly, i'd like to work on this au? If that's like fine?

I'll try to make some designs and maybe like some draws, if i get to, a series of one-shots

Oh, and if you non-latam people want to know more about la llorona, well, there's a kids animated movie :D is called "La leyenda de la llorona" pretty sure you can find it with subtitles (always better than dub tbh) it's part of a saga on mexican leyends too, can watch the others if it calls your attention, they're fun

[brothalynchhung]

2023 overview

im such a loyal person man LMAOOO i still specfically come back here to do this lool anyways this year was fucking insane like FUCKING insane and long as hell... grniguehrsi

i think i started the year a lil depressed cuz i was working that fuckass job

lets seee

i think jan 2023 was nothing but me suffering through that fuck ass job, gyming, etc.,

that old apt ahahah i mean tbh it was nice but too big and TOO SECLUDED omg

actually the way i spent a whole year so isolated from society was crazy what the fawk

i dont even think i got much out of it like self improvement wise

maybe japanese? guitar? but that came only at the end

i guess playing ps5... lol -_-

i gained so much weight cuz of depression and that stressful ass job

the way i think majority of that weight was just the AMOUNT OF CORTISOL BUILD UP I HAD

anyways jan was whatever

then i went to umrah in feb which was stressful cuz the amount of ppl and the BUGS man god

this whole time i thought my prayers werent answers but they were tbh i had a good year even if there was struggles

i didnt get gl yet but APPARENTLY thats too much to ask for

whatever

then barcelona lMAOOO which was okay!! i think i would have obv enjoyed it more if i wasnt there for work but i mean still it was just another european city

my spanish was ass

i was too paranoid about someone jacking my phone lol

survived tho

ate some GOOD ASS FOOD. omg best food ever

and the sangriaasss omg

it was worth it being the canon event of me getting fired LMAO

hoenstly was a lil ugly ass bitch that co founder was fuck him fr

loser highkey

anywho

so spain barcelona and saudi 2 countries down within the first 3months of the year

tbh basically up until june majority of my year was this stupid ass job travelling here and there complaining about that ugly ass bitch

omg what a shaytan that man was holyshit and not like a powerful shaytan more like a whiny weak insecure life sucking pitiful pathetic piece of shit shaytan the one that lowers the energies of everything around it

pitiful ass human fr im so happy that shit got out of my life

that was the best thing to happen to me this year like not exclusively him but the whole job too LOL

like thanks for the pay and travel finessed the fuck out all tbh BYE

chaper closed thank god

and whats crazy is that the SECOND after that meeting i forgot about it all lMFAOOOO LIKE I WAS READYY

march was cool i finally got to go back to america

actually march lowkey changed my life

texas was so much fun omg i miss america man americans are nice just h8 their govt

sxsw!!! DUDE ive always wanted to go and GOT TO ALL under someone elses coin LMFAOOOOOO

met cool ppl ig, saw cool things, film and tv industry - coool cool cool

and i didnt rlly have to do shit there LMAO

anyways then went to houston where nadas friend HELD IT DOWNNNNN

like finally omg i got to get hiiii FINALLY

RODEO HIGH VEGAN SOUL FOOD HIGH

THE FOOD WAS SO GOOD THE RECORD SHOPPING WAS SEXY

so good

then i came back and i was mad depressed cuz i should be out there working and learning from ppl who like the shit as me not stuck out the middle of FUCK ASS NOWHERE DOING NOTHING

which yeah i think that like lit the fire out of my ass about how much i hated the job and place and cuz ad was like quarantine istg

thennn hmm april..OH YEAH JAPAN

BASICALLY ONCE I GOT BACK IT WAS HELL DEALING WITH THAT FUCK ASS JOB CUZ OF THE STUPID ASS.

i dont even remember waht the bullshit ass term is

uhhh i forget lMAOOO that stupid bullshit where i was PERFORMANCE PLANNN

stupid as fuck what kind of corporate fake working society term is that omfg

AND FOR NOTHING BUT THAT THING IN BARCELONA WHERE I DIDNT GO TO SOME BULLSHIT

i dont care was worth it like fuck yeah bitch!! i really am using yall to fuck around and travel cuz THIS STUPID ASS JOB IS NOT MY FUTURE

and it isint omg its like it never exsited LMFAO

anyways that stressed me out but thank god i had edibles lmao

DUHA HELD IT DOWNN

mmm then i survived to japan

I WENT TO JAPAN THIS YEAR OMFG AFTER YEARS!!! YEARSSSS!!! OF DREAMING ABOUT JAPAN!!! I GOT TO GO

honestly me going to japan was what made this year like this def had to be one of the best years of my life just for that on its own

actually like yeah this def was oddly enough one of the best years of my life?

emotionally hell yes but everything else was good

jsut stupid self-inflicted stress (minus that fuck ass job)

anyways japan was amazing left it wanting to learn the language and AM

i cant wait to go back

and the fact i hit tokyo kyoto and osaka all at once omg amazing

nintendo world 😭 shibuya 😭 just kyoto in general 😭

i bought so much omg

THE FOOD OMG THEIUEHGSEIUH

i had so much good food this year lmao barcelona, japan, texas 🤪

anywhoo after that i basically dont remember much of may like it was just tryna get through the shit and deal with that stupid ass plan and talking to that dumb bitch

which i punked off and he didnt like like fuck u u ugly untalented waste of life ? im not talking nice to u or respecting your bitch ass

and he think getting rid of me was a slap in the face as if that wasnt exactly what i wanted LMFAOOO

3 months leave with pay ??? and i scammed yall w the ticket price?? LOOOOOL oKAYYY THANKS!!!

CHAPTER CLOSED

so basically june they let me gooo true freedom then had the best month of my life in thailand which was FUCKKINGGG MAAZINGGG

omg thailand was so much fun i felt so free

the most free and most happy i ever felt in my life

krabi .. rayleh beach omg the weed and shrooms on the beach 😭

seriously i had no one in my face, no bitches, no work, money, freedom, time, no problems NOTHING

i seriously think those few days in krabi were the happiest moments of my life ever

like pure freedom and security and happiness in ever sense of each word

soooo grateful

and i deserved it after all the stupid ass stress that stupid ass job put me through

and the whole time i was there i was just so grateful i never felt that much gratitude in my life ever

thailand in general was fun omg i bought so much stuff i loved bangkok

i just love travelling man seriously im just built to travel around discover and learn about the world i love connected with the world and exploring and adventuring i hate being stuck in a place

all i ever want to do is travel and live like really LIVE

hate work

anywho right after i came back to my freedom then basically just chilled until i had to go to canada

which was 🙄

listen - ottawa was surprisingly okay actually i enjoyed it, i smoked, i walked around listening to y2k music, stayed at home all cozy, appreciated the nature and the nostalgia lmaoo even chilling w lina and her cousins was fun

but toronto -_- listen im never going to forgive that bitch for throwing me out and those other hoes for not being there for me

shout out to p tho lol

all i wanted to do was leave istg

toronto was a lil boring but i was also just mad cuz all my friends were all

CUT OFFFFF ill never see yall again except maybe nadine and p

for once ottawa was better than toronto

anyways i think im 1000% done w toronto

CHAPTER CLOSED

thank god finally

oh yeah i started a youtube account that im trying to take seriously i guess LOL

i still need to keep going and working on it but its fun

OH YEAH CHICAGOO

LOLLAAPALOOZAAA

yeah thank god that crazy bitch didnt come but omg what a waste of a ticket but anyways her L not mine

just thankful that i had the money for all of this -_- shout out that fuck ass job i guess lmao

part 2... ?

[chanchanchanko]

im so fucking mad at the great pretender ending there are so many problems???? anyways gp spoilers ahead

those assholes fucking BROKE him as a human being and at the end theyre just like aha we got u ;) confidence mans ;))))

hoenstly there is just too much to say but like ill start with the overarching problem of both seasons which is that they keep repeating the same tropes and same twists, which is like... fine i guess if they did something with it? if the cyclical patterns had a point or some kind of build up for character development? but no it has no bearing on Makoto or even Laurent as people which is GARBAGE give me a crumb of character development or tangible stakes PLEASE

on that note, would have loved to see a story where damage begets damage and trauma is taken a little more seriously. what really gets my goat is that there was so much potential for like the motif of cycles/generations of damage begetting damage and i kept hoping for it because they recycled the same tropes and scenarios so much that it felt pointed

i know its supposed to be a fun/goofy series but i wish they had the balls to go dark like. i would have loved to see an ending where laurent is treated like the asshole/complicated human he is? or idk a story that reckons with the fact that makoto is so broken that he runs a human trafficking ring ??? 

also kinda wish abby stood up for makoto more because their friendship fuels me and it sucks that she stood by and watched team confidence absolutely fuck him over

if i had to distill my grievances into a single point i think itd be that they totally sacrificed the characters for the sake of ~conning~ the audience which felt kinda belittling. like in some way it felt very, aesthetics over content in that it quite literally looked beautiful and had a really interesting vibe but idk you cant rely on the ~vibes~ to carry the story?? case in point bringing back the old villains in the finale. the weird thing about that was, in season 1, they had to be unsympathetic and evil enough for the con against them to feel morally acceptable, but then they just bring them back like nothing? like the vibes of the show suggest that theyre scooby doo villains and theyre pretty harmless but for season 1 to make sense they had to be Evil so idk. 

the high point of season 2 is the relationship between makoto and akemi tbh, its the only thing that felt tangible and also lol akemi (and maybe abby) feel like the only 2 who actually give a shit about makoto

also dorothy is a gem of a character shes so cute

anyways makoto deserves better abby deserves better dorothy deserves better season 1 deserves a better sequel fuck laurent thierry all my homies hate laurent thierry 

[romantic-kumquats]

1-85 binch

Joey, I know this is you and I hate you. I did it all bc I know you didn't think I would.1. Are looks important in a relationship?I mean yeah, to an extent. There has to be attraction.2. Are relationships ever worth it?There are definitely ones that are. 3. Are you a virgin?Depends on your definition ¯\_(ツ)_/¯4. Are you in a relationship?No siree bob5. Are you in love?Hell yeah dude, with my bed6. Are you single this year?So far in 2017, yeah7. Can you commit to one person?Monogamy is sexy8. Describe your crushafraid of the laundromat, laughs at vomiting, dresses up as a large rat for fun, owns a fleshlight 9. Describe your perfect mateI seriously just want a guy that I can laugh with and jam with. Just a nice guy that’s faithful, funny, and semi-musical.10. Do you believe in love at first sight?Not really11. Do you ever want to get married?Yes12. Do you forgive betrayal?Like cheating? No.13. Do you get jealous easily?Not so much in relationships, but jealous of other people’s talents or positions in life14. Do you have a crush on anyone?“Celebrity” crushes only right now15. Do you have any piercings? Answered. 16. Do you have any tattoos? Answered. 17. Do you like kissing in public?Just pecks. Nothing too heavy.20. Do you shower every day?No I have depression.21. Do you think someone has feelings you?No way22. Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?My family might be 23. Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months and not cheat?I'm not scum, so I don't cheat. 24. Do you think you’ll be married in 5 years?No, I'm still pretty young25. Do you want to be in a relationship this year?I'm open to it.26. Has anyone told you they don’t want to ever lose you?Yes actually 27. Has someone ever written a song or poem for you?No.28. Have you ever been cheated on?Yes, I have. 29. Have you ever cheated on someone?No. I'm not a garbage human. 30. Have you ever considered plastic surgery?If I had the money, I'd get lipo.31. Have you ever cried over a guy/girl?Yes, out of anger/betrayal though, not sadness32. Have you ever experienced unrequited love?Not truly33. Have you ever had sex with a man?Depends on your definition of sex34. Have you ever had sex with a woman?No.35. Have you ever kissed someone older than you?Like 1 year old36. Have you ever liked one of your best friends?Best friend, no. Good friend, yes.37. Have you ever liked someone who your friends hated?No. 38. Have you ever liked someone you didn’t expect to?Yes. 39. Have you ever wanted someone you couldn’t have?That's a celebrity crush, so yeah.40. Have you ever written a song or poem for someone?For? No. About? Yes.41. Have you had sex so far this year?Not in 2017 42. How long can you just kiss until your hands start to wander?It depends on the person and my mood. Might be 5 minutes, might be an hour.43. How long was your longest relationship?11 months44. How many boyfriends/girlfriends have you had? 6 45. How many people did you kiss in 2012/2013?I was 15/16 that year, so one. 46. How many times did you have sex last year?If you count any form of sex, like 25-30 times?47. How old are you?19.48. If the person you like says they like someone else, what would you say?Bummer.49. If you have a boyfriend/girlfriend, what is your favorite thing about him/her?I don't. 50. If your first true love knocked on your door with apology and presents, would you accept?No way in hell. 51. Is there a boy/girl who you would do absolutely everything for?Not romantically, but I'd do like anything for my siblings 52. Is there anyone you’ve given up on? Why?Yeah, he was just too distant 53. Is there someone mad because you’re dating/talking to the person you are?No.54. Is there someone you will never forget?You can't truly forget anyone you've dated hoenstly.55. Share a relationship story.I used to watch my first boyfriend play football after lunch from a hill by the field and smile and cheer when he did well.56. State 8 facts about your bodyI'm 5'2". I have brown hair. I have hazel eyes. I have a mole on my right cheek. I'm a size 7 shoe. My lips are thin. My eyebrows grow in pretty thick, and my left middle finger is slightly discolored. 57. Things you want to say to an ex.You're a terrible human being and the way you betrayed me and hurt someone I consider a friend was appaling. I hope life bites you in the ass and you end up paying in some way for all the damage you caused. If we were the last two people alive on Earth, I'd moved across the globe to escape you. I hope you never find another girlfriend because I doubt you'll treat her right either and no one else deserves to go through what you put my friends and I through.58. What are five ways to win your heart?Be funny, play an instrument, be taller than me, be loyal, just be friendly. 59. What do you look like?I'm on mobile but there's selfies on my blog 60. What is the biggest age difference between you and any of your partners?1.5 years61. What is the first thing you notice in someone?Their hair probably62. What is the sexiest thing someone could ever do for/to you?Stay loyal tbh63. What is your definition of “having sex”?It depends on the sex organs present. For me and the type of partners I prefer, sex is PIV, but oral sex is like kind of sex? 64. What is your definition of cheating?Physical contact with, or intent to have physical contact with someone else65. What is your favourite foreplay routine?I like to make out and have my collarbone bitten tbh66. What is your favourite roleplay?I don't really roleplay67. What is your idea of the perfect date?Jam session and chill 👀68. What is your sexual orientation?Heterosexual69. What turns you off?Cheaters, not bathing, weird kinks...don't ask me to call you daddy. Just don't.70. What turns you on?Teasing, biting, light choking71. What was your kinkiest wet dream?I don't really have wet dreams, it's more day dreams that I control.72. What words do you like to hear during sex?I like to laugh during sex. So jokes I guess. 73. What’s something sweet you’d like someone to do for you?Be loyal to me.74. What’s the most superficial characteristic you look for?I guess I like guys that look healthy? 75. What’s the sweetest thing anyone’s ever done for you?My mom has done some hella sweet things for me. Sending cards, taking me out for lunch etc 76. What’s the sweetest thing you’ve ever done for someone?I have no idea. 77. What’s your opinion on age differences in relationships?Idk man, if it's between adults 18+ I'd say like 10 years is probably the furthest gap I'd consider to be, ya know, fair?78. What’s your dirtiest secret?I almost got caught blowing my ex in a car once 79. When was the last time you felt jealous? Why? I feel jealous constantly of people that are better looking than me bc insecurity.80. When was the last time you told someone you loved them? My sibling, a few hours ago81. Who are five people you find attractive?Joji, Ian & Max (duh), Dave Franco, and Brendon Urie82. Who is the last person you hugged?I don't remember...83. Who was your first kiss with?His name was Nate 84. Why did your last relationship fail?Because he was human garbage and a cheater.85. Would you ever date someone off of the Internet? If we met irl and lived nearby maybe?

[survivorcordillerablanca]

Episode 5 Confessionals

aw man i was looking forward to playing with adam

im starting an alliance to get out jordan pines

Wow so a lot has happened. First and most importantly, I HAVE AN IMMUNITY IDOL???? LIKE WHOEVER AT ULTA IS MY GUARDIAN ANGEL AND DECIDED TO GIVE THAT TO ME I LITERALLY OWE MY ENTIRE LIFE TO THEM. Maybe they thought I was in danger since I wasn't at the immunity challenge? I don't know what it was but damn and I glad they're looking out for me. Jordan Pines told me that Jay is a little weary of trusting me which is like ????? i've never given him any reason not to trust me but w/ever. I lowkey think Jordan may have said the same thing to Jay about me so that he has both of us not trusting the other and only trusting him: i see you Jordan Pines!!! Also my tribe is dunb because I need to sleep soon but mone of them are talking to me in the tribe chat so it's their fault I only have 4 songs for this challenge katiecan’t believe we won when ya’ll were all struggling to figure out what songs were in that sdhljshdsd

Get shook because Jay is in a good position early for the first time in 3 seasons! Everyone on this tribe thinks I'm their best friend and I love it. The plan going forward is to work with Jordan if we lose, or if we win and swap; get Katie, Charlotte, Carson, or Zach to work with me. If we lose, I'm gonna target Ryan. I think I have a better bond with Lexi than both Jordan and Luke. So maybe I'll be able to be Lexi's lifeline after that. If for some reason we don't swap and we lose again, I'll take my shot at Pines. But that seems unlikely. Winning twice seems mostly out of the question, but I think I'm in this game for the long haul. At least I hope I am.

we keep losing. Why? I don't usually lose challenges so its very weird for me to..... lose. It's getting harder each round too, like i had no intentions of voting adam off anywhere near this early but we had to. and if we lose again.... oh boy, not gonna be fun.

Wish a host would tell me: Congratulations! You did not earn a task but you did earn an Idol Clue! The Ulta Idol is located along the river on the bottom of the map. With this clue you have earned an additional guess this round!. Instead of: Congratulations! You found a Hidden Immunity Idol! However....you found the Copa idol. You have 1 hour to decide which member of the Copa Tribe gets this idol! DSFDSFHDSJFH! But anyways now that I know that its along the river on the bottom of the map I can have a better show I guess. I think we might lose this immunity due to us not being able to be on at the same time. So... YIKES

Okay so I just was informed that I received the wishing well task! My task wasn't super bad, and I told Carson/Charlotte about it. Was that a mistake? Yes. Charlotte and I are not on best terms right now, which i'll explain in a bit. I completed the task and got the Golden Rope. I think it may be really good, and i'm excited to use it in merge phase if I make it that far. If I get eliminated, i'll likely give it to Carson. I'm hoping we win immunity again though AJSDGK The reason why Char and I aren't on good terms is because I totally flipped on our alliance and voted her out in Kuang Si (a main season) and I feel shitty but ASJDGK anyway wee woo im stressed

i kinda shock myself with how fake i can be wow. like i stayed on call for 2 hours and 3 mins for that fucking guess who challenge talking to bryce charlotte and occasionally rtp i was just like..

like i just didnt wanna be yelled at for hanging up! but we did that, and i feel like i have a PRETTY decent game rn and going to tribal would fuck it up, so ill try working my connections

im pretty sure charlotte wants zach out?? like how petty do you need to be to get so mad that u want someone out in other games bc they voted u out to further their games. like?? whatevs, her problem. zachs definitiely my closest ally and i trust him. im rlly happy he got the golden rope even though im still bitter i didnt get my reward :) also at the wishing well i got an idol clue where apparently the idol is on the bottom river which whew!! im excited. hopefully i can get the idol at least.. really hope ulta can ride this momentum to the end. OH AND ALSO BRYCE GAVE THE COPA IDOL TOL UKE BC EVERYONE WAS FIGHTING FOR LUKE TO GET IT IN OUR ALLIANCE CHAT like i dont hate luke and i wouldve preferred for jay to get it but idc.

i feel good about this immunity challenge!

okay so we lost. we didn't even take 5 minutes out of our day to think about the challenge. we're kind of a lazy tribe just tryna have a good time. lexi didn't show up and luke had to go to bed waiting for her. but... it's not her fault we never set a time. but tbh she didn't even show up until after deadline. jay and jordan said luke's name on call with me when we finished the challenge. we seemed to have a fun time on the call so maybe their telling the truth. we do have our 4 person alliance with lexi so maybe that will save us.... also where this idol @ sis

this vote is gonna be between lexi and luke and honestly some how i hope i go home. pull the trigger

Thank god, we had won. Otherwise I think I would have been going home. Bad luck comes in threes, right

Wow so we won again.. Iconic!! So hoping we don't swap any time soon basicallly. Not doing much strategic gameplay other than staying social with my 4 and still talking to those outside of it. Us not going to tribal kind of makes my strategic options stagnant or at least they do to me lol

Okay so I'm pretty obsessed with ulta. I like that everyone for the most part is around and participating in chats and challenges. We all seem to gel really well. So far I think I'm the closest with Katie. We've bonded over how challenging these games are for old people like us with full time jobs. We're thinking of recruiting charlotte for an official 3 old people alliance. Then she can pick a 4th. If I had my way, our 4th would be Carson because I'm also pretty close with him and chat with him a lot. Okay I'll post another one of these later tonight

WE WON IMMUNITY! I'm so happy just because i've been stressing not only about this game, or any other game, but life itself. It's a BLEH. But to be immune for tonight, and knowing that an upcoming swap is likely, is kind of great. I'm hoping if so, the swap ends up in my favour. Nonetheless, I am going to try to use that time (or, if no swap, the time still) to enhance my social connections with various people. I feel great with Carson (as everyone likely does...) and okay with a few others, like Willow and Bryce and... personally, even Charlotte. I spoke to Charlotte tbh about what happened, and although we couldn't go in full depth about it, I wanted to justify and apologize for what happened, and I tried to make it clear that I wasn't going to relate the two games, and she said she wouldn't either. Is that likely? Maybe not. I will respect her decision though. ARGH GO ULTA TEAM WOO

So I'm telling Jordan and Jay about my idol because I really think it's going to help us in the upcoming vote. Right now as it stands, Ryan and Lexi are going to be voting for me and Jay/Jordan and myself would be voting for Ryan. However, that would leave one very pissed off and lonely Lexi without an ally. If we swapped or merged then Lexi would without a doubt flip on us and we would be screwed. If I tell Jordan and Jay to vote me out along with Ryan and Lexi, I idol myself and vote out Ryan, Lexi will believe that Jordan and Jay never flipped on her and will still trust them. If we end up swapping/merging then Lexi will still trust Jordan and Jay and we have a number moving forward where we wouldn't if they straight up flipped on Lexi. I hope...I don't get screwed :) 

What a suprise we lost.... again. This round is going to be interesting for sure. I think im safe but hoenstly who knows. Ryan is getting blindsided tonight in an unconventional way. We are all voting luke, luke is playing his idol... bye bye ryan. Should be fun

I've been tired and haven't put much into challenges and talked to much people bc I suck 

And I need a 2nd confessional

This is the first org I've ever played where I'm like "everything seems to be going too well" so I'm probably gonna get killed as soon as merge happens. Until then, I'm enjoying the high of my tribe winning everything except one challenge

haha I outlasted adam.. yes this is old news but it still feels good!

I wasnt around for the challenge but it feel great to win again

Our tribe doesn't really talk much unless we have a challenge due. Life at Ulta is boring today. I went hunting for treasure and all I found was a seashell. It was a sad day.