#Helluva Boss Asmodean Crystal
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oatmealdoodles ¡ 9 months ago
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“I want you to stay with me, because you want to. Only if you want to”
also a version with strings:
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OG:
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Everybody raving about the “I didn’t realize you think sow low of me” while I’m still obsessing abt this
edit: forgot to add the second ver. so adding it in now
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geekgirles ¡ 5 months ago
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Awwwww, he's learned his lesson 🥰🥰
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drama-glob ¡ 5 months ago
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Nice to see that Blitz has gotten much better at working the Asmodean crystal. ;) The little goat getting his gauntlet for him is honestly really cute too. ^_^<3<3<3
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blitzwhore ¡ 7 months ago
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Hmm, this just occurred to me, but what if the reason we don't see Blitzø wearing the asmodean crystal in the Ghost Fuckers sneak peek on the trailer is because Moxxie has taken it? The Antarctica short confirmed that Moxxie (and potentially the others) can also activate it, so maybe Blitzø temporarily gave it to him, perhaps so he (and Loona?) can go on a B-plot mission?
Whatever the case, I'm curious whether they somehow removed the crystal from Blitzø's glove with magic (unlikely) or whether—and this is a much funnier option to me—Blitzø just has several pairs of the exact same gloves, which would be a very typical gag for a cartoon protagonist and I would love to see.
Also worth noting that while he's not wearing the crystal here:
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He is wearing it in this other frame we also haven't seen:
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We don't know which scene will come first, but this looks like it could be from either the beginning/end of Ghost Fuckers, or an entirely different episode! So I'm curious how the crystal is going to play into all this!
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raywhitfield92 ¡ 3 months ago
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Why didn't Blitzø use the Asmodean Crystal?
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It's very simple, it is legal. It can be tracked. It doesn't matter where they go the authorities will be right behind them.
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terravoidd ¡ 1 year ago
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Oh... Oh, this is going to hurt, ain't it?
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bleucaesura ¡ 9 months ago
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Non-Spoiler background observations! Cuz I wanna get these out before others pick them off lol
(Well. One spoiler - but it’s at the end - so you have plenty of time to jump ship).
First Up: Milk Carton
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Loo Loo Land employee ain’t missing guys. He dead. D-E-D. Dead ☠️
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Squished by Blitzø and (presumably) burnt to a crisp in the fire.🔥 So he gone!
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NEXT: Movie Poster
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COMING THIS SUMMER
We Said Eat The Rich
THEY AGREED
BILLIONAIRES BEWARE
An Orca Documentary
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I Googled “whales flipping boats” (to provide context in case anyone doesn’t get it) and was NOT disappointed 🤣 🐋 Humpback bro looking like Western Energy shark attacking Moxxie during the Pain Games 😂
The movie poster is a fantastic little detail. I applaud the set designers.
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NEXT: Cloaca plug
Blitzø doesn’t know what it is. But I doooooo!
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It’s the creeper Santuh! When Blitzø tosses the plug away you can hear it make the same surprised “OOO!” noise the Santuh does in the CHERUBS episode when he’s ‘unmasked’ 🤣
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LAST: Glove/Crystal
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When Stolas joins the crystal to Blitzø’s glove (left hand btw - LIKE A FUCKING ENGAGEMENT RING 🥺🥹😭☠️) Asmodeus’s sigil flashes. That is all.
Side note: I FUCKING KNEW THATS WHERE THE CRYSTAL WOULD GO!! I should have said something lol But in my head (before I even SAW the damn crystal in Just Look My Way) my little AuDHD brain was like “where would be the most logical place for Blitzø to have it on his person 🤔” either his brooch or his glove. But the brooch means too much to him to mess with soooo GLOVE. And I was riiiiight! So I’m praising myself. *pats self on back* Good job me! 😊
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One last thing:
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Anyone else getting a Darkwing Duck vibe? 🤣
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Alright! That’s all I’ve got (for now) Enjoy!
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helluvahusker ¡ 5 months ago
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Is. Is anyone else gonna talk about how Blitzø spat on the crystal before rubbing it. Please.
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beatrix33 ¡ 9 months ago
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ok so i’m definitely not the first person to notice this but i haven’t seen anyone talking about it so here’s my little helluva boss season 2.5 rant. So we know stoles has the crystal and plans to give it to blitzø right…and that this is going to be a big source of conflict for the two, But we don’t know exactly how shits going to go down. BUT in my latest rewatch of the trailer i noticed something…look at this scene:
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Blitzø is clearly in hell and looking through a portal right, but look at the portal he’s using it’s not one of the books portals that we’ve seen in previous episodes.
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see how the books portals are round and blue/purple to reflect stolas power. BUT we have seen a portal like this before in an earlier episode, that episode being unhappy campers. in the episode we are introduced to barbie wire who is using an ASMODEAN CRYSTAL to move between worlds.
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her portal has the same diamond shape and pink tone as the one blitzø is using. this means that stolas will give blitzø the Asmodean Crystal and break off their arrangement.
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newleaf92 ¡ 8 months ago
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The Full Moon
This post does contain spoilers so read at your own discretion if you haven’t seen the episode.
I do want to start off by saying that I can understand why some people found this episode a let down. Especially after the hype it was given, and the expectations people had for it.
However, I personally didn’t see it that way. One of the symbolisms/meanings behind a full moon is completion.
From the beginning of season 1, we slowly saw the emergence of Stolas’ true feelings for Blitzø. Yes, it started off as a transactional relationship, but it slowly turns into him realizing that he harbors true feelings for Blitzø. In S2E6, Stolas goes to Asmodeus in hopes of obtaining an Asmodean Crystal for him in order to give him the opportunity to choose to be with Stolas. In The Full Moon, Stolas finally commits to giving Blitzø the crystal. While this may have seemed to be revealed too fast without giving Blitzø adequate time to actually process what he was saying, it was back in season 1 episode 7 that Stolas actually started telling him that he was open to possibility of doing more than just having a “passionate night of fornication.” So, he finally completed his personal goal of not only providing a Blitzø a way to do his job without having a transactional relationship but also laying everything out on the line for him in regards to how Stolas truly feels about Blitzø.
Blitzø also has a part to play in this. This imp has walls around his walls in regard to how he truly feels. His very first interaction with Stolas was by his dad selling him to Paimon to be a friend for Stolas for the day—granted, it was also a means to steal from royalty, but still. This, I have no doubt, soured his perception of all upper class demons because he was sold to one. What else was he supposed to think with that? So, when Stolas actually begins to show genuine care towards him, Blitzø has trouble believing that as that first encounter most certainly left an impression. In S2E6, he even fights with himself on accepting that he harbors feelings for Stolas, and he struggles with the idea that not all royals are the same. In The Full Moon, Blitzø’s rant to Stolas is fueled by the stress of meeting up at the full moon after a break of not meeting for a little bit (this worried him because the transactional relationship was “safe” to a degree, it was routine), having Stolas give him the crystal (he was forced to give up what was giving him a reason to come back to Stolas, again the transaction was safe), and being hit with the reveal of Stolas’ true feelings towards him (Blitzø didn’t know what to do with that so he resorted to making a joke and then exploded on Stolas because he couldn’t process it). Blitzø let out his frustration, fear, perception of royalty, and denial that someone like Stolas could truly love someone like him. Yes, he fucked up and realized that, but by that time, Stolas had already teleported him out of the palace.
Both Stolas and Blitzø had a moment of completion in The Full Moon. Stolas with giving the crystal and revealing his feelings. Blitzø finally releasing the built up resentment towards royalty and having a moment of clarity where he sees that he was wrong about Stolas. This completion on both sides can now most certainly allow room to grow some more, and hopefully both will be able to obtain the relationship they both want.
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mintaikk ¡ 1 year ago
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Okay, I can't stop thinking about Stolitz angst when Stolas gives Blitzø the Asmodean crystals. What are some dialogue prompts or just any prompts or ideas on how it might go?
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stanley578 ¡ 2 months ago
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I noticed just now that the sound effect when Blitzø activated the Asmodean crystal in the 4th short is the same sound effect from The Owl House when witches drew circles to activate spells.
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stolasbuckzo ¡ 2 months ago
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Theory Time: Sin Origins
There are plenty of theories about Blitz’s origins, with much of the focus on whether he hails from the Pride or Envy Ring. This speculation largely stems from the Sinmas episode, where Blitz only referenced two sins he could be associated with. Interestingly, Pride and Envy are often viewed as two sides of the same coin—but why can’t he embody both?
It’s possible that Blitz originally came from the Envy Ring (or perhaps another), but as he grew older, he likely relocated to Pride. Pride is home to the majority of sinners, making it the ideal place for business ventures like I.M.P. This move would align with Blitz’s entrepreneurial spirit and his drive to carve out a place for himself in Hell’s most competitive and chaotic environment.
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That said, I think Blitz could embody traits from three different Rings, not just two. His personality and actions reflect a blend of attributes that might tie him to multiple sins, suggesting his origins could be more layered than they initially appear.
This complexity sets him apart from someone who might simply hail from Wrath, Gluttony, or other singular Rings. Given how eccentric and adaptable Blitz is, it wouldn’t be surprising if he moved around between Rings, trying to find the best environment to establish I.M.P. Pride ultimately makes sense as his base, not just because of its bustling population, but because its residents—many of whom are sinners—are more likely to seek out hits on those responsible for their deaths.
Blitz’s decision to settle in Pride feels less like a coincidence and more like a calculated move, shaped by experience and a desire to thrive in Hell’s most opportunistic Ring.
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Pride:
Pride can take on different meanings depending on the context, but looking at how Blitz behaved during Sinmas, it’s hard to tell if it stems from character development or simply being around the people he loves and cares about—M&M, Loona, Stolas, and hopefully Octavia down the line. What’s interesting is that Pride can represent “self-worth” (which aligns with his Season 2 arc) just as much as it can represent “arrogance” (which reflects Blitz’s attitude in Season 1). Pride can even tie into “pleasure,” overlapping with Lust in some ways.
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If you really think about it, Blitz’s expression of Pride in Sinmas seems to revolve around self-worth. He wasn’t arrogant—at least not in the same way he was in Season 1. His arrogance now feels more playful and lighthearted, rather than condescending or destructive.
Envy:
Envy doesn’t have to simply mean “jealousy” or its lighter form—it can also represent desire, a yearning for something just out of reach. This was clearly reflected at the end of the Sinmas episode. The one thing Blitz truly desired was for him, Stolas, and their two daughters to be a family.
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That longing was powerful enough to stop him from carrying out the client’s hit. The situation struck too close to home, especially with the “I want my husband dead for cheating on me” motive. Blitz’s hesitation wasn’t just professional; it was deeply personal, rooted in the very desires that Envy embodies.
Sure, there’s a small element of character development compared to Season 1—but at the end of the day, Blitz still needs to do his job and make money. The real reason he hesitated wasn’t just about morals; it was because the situation felt personal, not purely business.
That doesn’t mean he’ll hold back every time a job hits close to home. This moment was more about showing how much Blitz has evolved since the first season, rather than suggesting a permanent shift in his approach to work.
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Lust:
As I mentioned before, Lust often overlaps with Pride, which is why it makes sense for Blitz to express aspects of this sin during Sinmas. While Lust is commonly associated with “promiscuity” or “sleeping around,” it can also represent yearning—much like Envy.
A lot of people argue that Blitz can’t be tied to Lust because he didn’t openly make sexual comments. But that’s where they’re mistaken. It’s subtle, but Blitz slipped in a brief sexual innuendo during the episode when he said, “I can pay you for it.” His response carried clear undertones of lust—especially if you caught the expression he made in that moment.
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It’s tricky to determine whether this was purely driven by the sin or simply because Blitz is deeply in love with Stolas. Either way, that fleeting moment reflects Lust in a more understated, personal way, rather than the overt or exaggerated displays people might expect.
Not to mention, Blitz is officially tied to the Lust Ring—under Asmodeus’s jurisdiction, as Stolas mentioned in The Full Moon episode—because he’s using the Asmodean Crystal.
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drama-glob ¡ 10 months ago
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If Blitz winds up having the Asmodean crystal before the "Ghostf**kers" episode, him still dressing up in these disguises is just hilarious because it either means he doesn't know how to fully work the thing and/or he just likes dressing up in drag...not that I blame him. ;)
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laeviz ¡ 2 years ago
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it’s really looking like the theory that stolas is trying to get an asmodean crystal for blitzø so them wouldn’t need to have any liaisons is true. I wonder if it really comes to that and what will be blitzø’s reaction. In the messages it gets clear that Stolas is trying hard to not make blitzø uncomfortable and doesn’t try to initiate anything unless it’s on blitzø’s part, giving up his book for them to not have to meet up. Stolas must be feeling truly guilty and we can see from all the trauma he has gone through that he feels responsible for this fall apart with blitzø, not seeing how an ass blitzø is being with him.
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asterjennifer ¡ 1 year ago
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Gifted Crystal
Stolas meets Blitz at the office to give him the Asmodean Crystal.
Pt. 2 (Pt.1)
Once he took a deep breath of the rather stagnant air inside the building, he placed his hand against the entrance.
The Prince watched the contrast of his black hand against the grey door of the IMP company. Somehow he never noticed just how big it was in comparison to the surroundings of IMP City. And although he's so much taller, he felt oh-so small today....
Red eyes roaming over the logo Blitzo must've drawn himself, he couldn't help but give a tiny smile. The thought of him sitting at the desk with pen in his hand, trying to find the perfect logo for his business, was a warming imagination. He knew that Blitzo liked to draw sometimes, he'd seen some of his works as pictures on his phone when gazing over. He wasn't particularly talented, but the drawings had almost as much beauty as the Imp himself.
After he shook his head free from the dreams circling — which, honestly, just wanted to delay the moment, he instead took the rest courage and pushed the door open.
Inside, the both Imps working for him seemed to train their aiming skills. There's also his adopted daughter, Stolas needed a brief second to remember her name. Loona was it. She held up a printed picture of a couple disguised men. It looked like they just robbed a bank of some sort by the masks on their faces. Everything was red in these walls today.
Soon eyes darted over at him — immediately making his entire body uncomfortable in the formal clothes. Especially the cape turned unbearable within seconds. Unsure steps brought him into the room, meeting the eyes of the female Imp.
“Is Blitz in his office?” He asked, silently clearing his throat.
The woman exchanged a quick look with her partner before nodding, pointing her finger towards the end of the room at the door. “Yeah, he's in his office.”
He thanked her and passed them with even quieter steps. Now the whole place felt as if the air was thicker than fire. But Stolas forced himself to ignore everything other than his mission, the one thing he's been repeating over and over inside his head since last night.
Due to Blitz being naturally unpredictable, Stolas had a difficult time figuring out which scenario or reaction he should prepare for. Would he grab the Crystal and shove him right out of the door? Would he first try denying the gift in fears it's somehow a scheme on his part? What if he thought it's just to get rid of him forever? Then again, that seemed like something only the Prince worried about.
He knocked politely, then he heard the voice that managed to make his heart beat out of his chest. “What you want??”
“I swear, Moxxie, if you fucked up and ruined my new chairs I will f—” Blitz sat on his desk.
Yet the strong voice died inside his throat when looking up into the face he's been avoiding like the plague. Stolas scanned nothing much in his face other than brief shock, surprise and then slight discomfort in the way the corner of his mouth pulled up. That's a common expression of him, or maybe it's just the common face he wore when he's around him. The thought caused Stolas to squeeze the box tighter between his hands.
These yellow eyes he adored searched the room instinctively, perhaps to find an escape of some sort? An excuse to tell the Prince he's busy once again? He preferred that argument of having no time available. It had increased over the months as well, that he's so busy he couldn't text much, leave alone meet up for one reason or another. Stolas did his best swallowing the lump that blocked his throat. Doing his best keeping his own face straight.
“Hello Blitz,” He said formally. “I hope I don't disturb you as much, but there's something...”
“Ahh, Stolas, you— uh, you have a real bad timing coming in this early. I need the book around evening a last time before holiday, also why you show up in person-”
Blitz basically jumped off his chair, already rambling with that uncertainty underneath the usual confident tone. Stolas' eyes narrowed because of it — it only happened when he's talking to him, he hasn't heard him talk that way to his employees or daughter before. Another indicator of discomfort that he had been ignoring for his own selfish reasons? Surely that's the case. Just how much did he push Blitz into a corner without ever coming to realize? So embarrassing. So shameful.
Stolas lifted his hand, waving it fast and awkwardly. “No, no it's none of that... Well, it's also about the book. But primarily it's...”
Say it, he thought in a hectic manner. Feeling the pulse start to pump through his veins. It's worse inside his chest. He's been having stings for a good while now, but this one was uncommon. The fact he's seeing Blitz's concerned face, showing a bit of the enormous amount of worry over what he'd might planned doing to him, he felt like some kind of monster. Was it justified?
Either way, he reached up to pull his hat closer to his face. Holding out the box. “Here, this will be of advantage for your business.”
Blitz's eyebrows frowned together. Not trusting this in the slightest, he slowly but surely moved backwards. Suddenly a horrible premonition filled his bones with a cold shudder.
“I swear if this is is a sex toy I'll beat your feathered ass.”
“It's none of that, I promise! It's— This is an Asmodean Crystal.” He quickly declined the bad idea Blitz had.
A thick silence filled the air, none of the two moved for a good moment. But Blitz fell back against the desk, pressing a hand over his eyes when laughing out loud.
“Hah! You got me,” He casually pointed his finger at the Prince. “I almost believed your bullshit just now. Just tell me what you want already instead of fussing around my workplace.”
Unsure how to convince him otherwise, Stolas opened the box himself and pulled out the Crystal to hold it up. Blitz's face dropped out of the blue into something that he couldn't quite identify, he had such a rigid face. Again, he said it's for him to use. That it's for his business.
On the other side, Blitz couldn't tell if his mind exploded with everything at once or nothing at all, leaving it completely empty seeing that Crystal being held inside the hand of the Prince. Who, now a little more nervous, made the box fly with magic in order to pull out the ID card holding Blitz's name.
“You can use it from hell,” He spoke surprisingly calm. “Like the book, it allows you access in both directions when being in a different world. However, it also can assist you with a human disguise. But only you since it's your Crystal. I've had no room asking for two more. But I'm certain your employees will be fine dressing up.”
While he explained, he let the item and card fly over to Blitz. Simultaneously placing the box onto the office table. Stolas couldn't ignore the deep heartburn after finally letting go the control he owned over the person he truly came to love. That pain felt undescribable, no feeling came close to the one scratching from his head to toe. His shoulders tensed up as he looked into the corner. Somehow he knew if he kept seeing Blitz's eyes, he might start tearing up.
“Therefore you will not be in need of my book anymore.” He pressed the tips of his fingers against his chest. “Our arrangement is officially over now. I'd like the book back, of course.”
His hands formed into fists unconsciously. Blitz's brows frowned so deep it must've been painful. On the other side of the room, he couldn't start to even comprehend what just happened. But there's a familiar tightness raising into his throat, burning like he's about to throw up acid on the floor. Was this…?
A flash of his sister appeared in front of his eyes. “I never wanna see you! Ever!” She screamed at him. “Next time you wanna find me Blitzo, don't!”
“A selfish Imp in the sheets and just as bad in the streets,” Veronica echoed with enough venom to poison his brain. “A selfish heartbreaking freak..!”
“You're going to die alone, Blitzo.”
Hadn't he just repaired a fraction of his damage with Fizz? He's been communicating with him and although the timing could've been a better one, it helped so much letting go of past misunderstandings and undeserved hatred. Hadn't he just made up and felt a hint of relief, dear saying it, happiness within his soul? What backlash hit his chest just now that he worried for a moment he'd black out.
The Crystal inside his hand shook and even if he would've liked to make it stop, he wasn't sure where that tremor even came from. However, there's a push in the back of his head that made him roll his eyes depsite the lack of control over his body.
“You could've given that the whole time, could you??” He said, going louder with each word.
Stolas' eyes widened. “I- I needed to ask permission from Asmodeus for it.”
A flame caught fire in the every inch of the Imp, clawing at the Crystal while the anger piled up until it bubbles up the surface. His sharp teeth gritted against each other before lashing out.
“You could've just given me this stupid fucking Crystal and none of the bullshit that happened would've happened!” His hands shot forward.
His shoulders now rose up high. “Is that how you fuck with people!? And now what — You're just gonna go get a new toy?”
Confused by the reaction, Stolas shook his head. Blitz slammed the Crystal to the wooden surface before storming to his safe where the book was being stored. The Prince couldn't find words at all since Blitz kept complaining loudly. Reminding him of Stella — just for a short, brief millisecond. It scared him. Blitz threw the thick metal door open against the wall behind.
“Well good luck finding another fucking Idiot, because I don't even know who would be so damn stupid agreeing to your bullshit.” So close to trip over his own feet, he pressed the book to Stolas' chest.
Baring his teeth with a shadow over his face, he gave him the same look he'd given to Verosika the day she'd caught him at the horse riding lessons. The day they fought in public and officially broke up afterwards. Not that the situation was the same, however, it felt suspiciously similar to that past event that still occasionally came visiting him in his dreams.
The fear roaming through the Prince got replaced by disappointment when watching how Blitz did the one thing he'd been terrified of receiving. That resentment forced out all over the place by the hand of himself, yet he couldn't turn back time to try it differently. As much as he wanted. This was reality and he might be a Goetia, but he was no time travelling God.
That accusation hurt the most when thinking about it, the fact Blitz really believed he's just simply going to move along getting an new Imp, or plaything, showed the nonexistent trust Blitz actually held for him this whole time. Texts of apology, attempts of making up by doing normal things like watching a series, skipping Full Moons, there's no thing in all of Hell that would have helped overpowering his status. That one problem blocking the pathway for something serious between them.
Stolas placed the book underneath his coat, failing at the eye contact and instead fumbling with his hands, keeping his focus there. “I do not plan that. We can... still meet if you like.”
“Just get out of my fucking office already, I have no nerves for this right now. I'm at work still, damn it!”
Figuring that this was the maximum he's able to offer or do, Stolas nodded. “Very well. Until we meet again, Blitz.” With that, he left the building.
Never once turning around or gifting the other people a look, he couldn't bear the thought of being seen this broken down. He knew exactly what his face said to the outside world and he wanted to ensure that it would seek as little attention as possible.
The door to his office room closed softly, so very calm and slowly that it was an eternity to Blitz. He waited, continuing to lean against the desk as his legs shook too hard. Eavesdropping his employees go dead silent, going back to their doings a few seconds afterwards. He heard Loona sigh and Moxxie reload the weapon again. He heard cars outside the building drive by, he could perceive every single sound around him.
His face turned to the side. Finding that Crystal lay there obediently, waiting for him to use it instead of the book that's now gone. Gone. Where did the sounds go? He wasn't able to hear a single thing right after. As if deaf from birth, as if someone tore his eardrums. The burning taste on his tongue now reached his consciousness to announce the panic attack he's having.
Blitz caught his body just before falling down to the ground, breathing heavily albeit without a sound coming out. His eyes ran over the floor, back forth, back forth and again. What just happened? What did he just do? What did that damned Owl just do to him?
His fingers twitched when reaching up his cheeks, they're completely wet and he didn't realize until that moment. Of course he knew what just happened and the exact implication of that gift.
Stolas could've given him that Crystal from the very beginning. But he didn't because he liked having Blitz as his little Imp. Fucking royal asshole had been playing pretend the whole time, he must have been. Why else would he give him the Crystal now? But then a conclusion hit Blitz and his uneven breathing stopped altogether. The last time he'd been in contact with Stolas was... the day he got hospitalized.
Both his hands landed on the desk, weak like never before. And while he tried to not throw up — he noticed that this was their last interaction before needing rest to recover. He almost died and Blitz knew he was invited for a visit, Stolas outright asked him to come. But like normally, he declined and assumed he can just brush it over. Stolas wasn't invincible as he first assumed and settled down with though. Did he finally cross that line? Breaking that patience fassade which he couldn't escape from?
His body slacked down at the table with his hand coming up to cover his eyes. Why was he crying again? It's been an arrangement since day one and that never changed throughout their history together, Blitz had confirmed it firmly after the incident at Ozzie's. It's business, that's all. So why was he that shook up over something he clearly shouldn't care about? It's not like wanted to, it's not like he was too dumb to understand. It's more about refusing acknowledgement than living in delusions.
But that's what broken people do, right? He asked himself bitterly. His wet face lifted up slightly, only enough to look at the office door. “Fuck…”
Fuck that good feeling. This feeling of recovery was beaten into the ground with a single gesture. Fizz was his childhood friend, he could repair this as it's been a big misunderstanding. But this? Stolas? The noble Goetia Prince? Yeah, sure, like he's going to remember Blitz's name in a few weeks. He's done and therefore they were done without discussion. That's how this worked, after all. Royals aren't approachable. Blitz knew that from the start and should've stick with it. Goddamn it.
Exhausted due to these heavy tears, Blitz used the remaining strength in his system to go behind the desk. He opened the drawer in rapid motion, the gift that's already wrapped bouncing against it. The wrapping paper wasn't good, the edges stood up and the cuts weren't clean. It looked ugly and worthless. Blitz hissed through his teeth then.
He picked it up and immediately threw it into the trashcan beside his desk before leaving through the backdoor for a break.
The card saying “Merry Christmas. From Blitz to Stolas.” hung down in the dark of the empty office now. Remaining there considering he wouldn't need it tonight. After all, he was not going anywhere.
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