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SWEET LITTLE MONEY MAKER. â S.JY
When your best friend quite literally gifts you an entire man, you realize that youâre in no place to pretend that you donât love it. or the one where youâre very much an âi donât need a manâ type of person, and Jake shows you that you do, in fact, need a manâŠ.him, you specifically need him. Only because he needs you.Â
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CONTENTâ Â heâs a switch and desperately wants to be ur sugar baby, youâre a boring rich bitch who has no interest at first, masturbation, reader is kind of power-hungry, jake chokes her NOTE â if youâve read this before, specifically for jeno, hi. that was written by me back in 2022 except now itâs way better and not an absolute trash-fire. enjoy! not proof read kind of.
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NSFW TAGSâ jake is a stripper so obv dancing and stripping, HEâS VERY SWITCH BUT MOSTLY SUBBY HERE, hand job, masturbation, choking without permission, finger fucking, making out, protected sex omg GASP, slight nipple play, riding, lil bit of stomach bulge, sensitive cock continues to get fucked lmfao
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It was a gift, or rather, he was the gift.
A downpayment of six hundred dollars told you enough about the man. Itâs obvious he offers his services to lonely, sad, rich women who have no one else to spend their money on. A parasite, a leech, is what he is. Yet, still, your best friend has been taunting you with the idea for months in an attempt to have you give the guy a try.
She had apparently heard of the infamous Jake through various means. All rich women, all lonely and unsatisfied women. Which, to you only seems like a fucking insult to be taunted with the very idea of hiring this man. What is she implying? That youâre lonely and unsatisfied? Please.
Some best friend. Then again, she has since experienced Jake herself, and now her taunting feels more likeâŠpromises.Â
âHeâs so clean, toned, and oh godââ She had paused with a flush across her cheeks as she thought back to the heated night. âThe way he moves, shit, he teases so much. I could have died right then and there if he were toââÂ
The expression of disinterest on your face did not halt her doting, nor did the blatant grimace you eventually shot at her. Genuinely, you cannot take her seriously. Already you know too much about her, which is nice and all, but you could do without the details of her little stripper friend and how âwetâ he left her.Â
âI even heard that sometimes he even gives special treatments with his servicesâŠâ She had rolled her eyes after she said that, almost looking offended. âNot that I'd know or anything, he took my cash and left when our session was up.âÂ
You recall knowing exactly what that âtreatmentâ probably entailed, and the reason your best friend didnât get it was likely due to the fact that sheâs, well, not that rich. Youâd assume such an expensive man wouldnât give special treatments to women who wouldnât end up being repeat customers anyway. Or, maybe, he just wasnât trying to drain her dry.Â
And even with all of the information being dangled in front of your face, practically force fed to you, the image should be more delicious than the century-old wine you have every night at dinnerâ for the entire duration of her doting compliments of Jake, you are simply not fucking interested. Thereâs other things to do in life, more to worry about than getting your body excited for someone who will never finish the job.Â
Last week was when your bestie told you all about her single night with him. In fact, her entire visit was just her speaking of him, of how great he is, of how alluring he is. Arguably, you see that sheâs a bit obsessed. Does it make you curious? Maybe a little bit, but not enough to actually give him a go yourself. And so, after that visit, you watched her leave with a menacing, evil little glint in her eye. You ignored it, as per usual considering sheâs always up to something, unaware that the visit she lends to you today is not a complimentary marketing campaign of a male stripper, no, itâs a fucking ambush.Â
When she appeared at your doorstep, she said nothing. She didnât even look you in the eye, actually. Weird. She did, however, have an envelope in her hand and you were almost offended at how she threw it at you and trotted away without a single greeting or goodbye. No afternoon lunch over champagne, no gossip, no advertising. Just an envelope.Â
Suspicious.
Upon opening said envelope, you find that your bitch of a best friend dropped that six hundred dollar down payment, likely in an attempt to force you out of being the stick in the mud that you always are. Thereâs a note. Your name in bold letters, a date, a time, and a signature of none other than âJake Simâ with a fucking website on the back.Â
Shortly after huffing and rolling your eyes, about two seconds from tossing her six hundred dollars in the trash, you feel your phone ping to show your best friend texting you.Â
Best Friend: I paid for it, you just have to tip him. a lot. tip him a lot. You: why the fuck would you buy a stripper for me?
Best Friend: you need it, trust me.Â
So, now here you are waiting for that knock on your door and wondering why you even tried to look nice for some dude thatâs about to swing his meat in your face. Appearance, reputation, whatever. Fucking unbelievable, you think, that thereâs a stripper out there that only does private parties and your own best friend thinks you need it? You could have any dick you want, why the fuck should you have to pay just to look?Â
Heâs going to be expecting more than just you here, alone in your house. Surely, he wonât be expecting to waltz into someoneâs home all oiled up only to find one very disinterested woman.Â
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To your dismay, Jake has apparently already been warned of you. Your best friend probably told him that youâre a nightmare, too difficult to fluster or gain an interest from. The first words out of his mouth when you opened your door was âShe said youâd give me that look.â
Still, even so, your best friend wasnât lying to him. You played the part of yourself all too well as you watched him saunter into your home as if he owned the place. Youâre impressed actually, with the way he doesnât seem to feel out of place in such a lavish room. He looksâŠcomfortable here as he scopes out his stage for the night, like he belongs.Â
âBig place, looked smaller on the outside.â He says casually, filling the silence in the room since you make no attempt yourself to greet him.Â
You watch as he tosses his bag beside your living room couch and eyes the spacious area just in front of the large fireplace. His eyes flick to the windows, to the walls, counting the outlets and looking for shelves with space.Â
âThe smaller the better, sometimes it feels too big in here for just me.â You finally speak, admitting a small weakness of yours almost immediately. You are lonely, despite never wanting to admit it. And you watch as he shrugs, now crouching to grab wires from his bag.Â
âOh yeah?â He glances at you. âMust get lonely. What a good friend to purchase me to help you with that.â
You bite the inside of your cheek at that, noting his calm and cool tone as he talks his business. The little smirk at the corner of his lips is charming, but itâs all for show. Heâs just a pretty man, thatâs all heâs got going for him and you guess you can respect the hustle.Â
âThis was not my doing.â You cross your arms, pretending to be unimpressed.Â
âYeah, yeahââ He waves you off as he begins to set up, making space for small lights to set the mood, looking to see if you have a sound system he can use. âI already know that youâre new to this.â Heâs still calm, still collected.
âLucky for you, first-timers are my favorite to entertain.â He smirks again, now looking directly at you as he, now, fluffs some of your couch pillows.Â
Your curiosity spikes again only for a moment. You really did think that the initial meeting would be different, less casual. You half expected him to waltz in cock swinging. Wasnât he, like, supposed to pretend to be a cop or something? You know, show up and press play on a magical stereo that didnât exist beforehand and start vibrating on you?Â
Instead, heâs just setting upâŠfully clothed in a ratty sweater with jeans that hug his thighs. He doesnât appear at all to be a man that gets paid to take his clothes off. It makes you wonder. Makes you want to ask questions. Then again, you still have no interest in learning about him considering you already know exactly what he will be doing soon enough.Â
âYouâre good with the mood lighting, yeah? Or do you prefer the morgue lighting?â His eyes shoot up to the bright white lights on your ceiling as he goes for his laptop now, presumably to connect it to your very obvious sound system.
You only take slight offense to his comment on your living room lighting, considering you have a control panel that can make them way less blinding, butâ heâs right. And now youâre a little insecure that you prefer such a drab color in your home. You make your way to the wall, clicking the buttons on the panel just to prove you have warm lighting too, and that you can adjust the brightness.Â
âAh, perfect.â Jake hums from across the room, eyes focused on his laptop screen before glancing to you and your extravagant light switch. âA little lower.â He guides you, knowing exactly which lighting accentuates his toned body the best when paired with his own little LED colored lights.Â
You turn the knob slightly, wondering just how good he must be at dancing in houses like this one.Â
âLittle more.â He smiles
You dim the lighting more, looking at him and his relaxed posture.Â
âRight there.â He finishes in a more gentle tone, eyes focusing back on his laptop as he prepares not only the playlist but the mood lighting from his end too. Red. Lots of red.
And you just watch, his voice ringing in your ears as you try to pretend that your best friend wasnât right. Even with just this casual set upâŠheâsâŠgoddamn, heâs alluring. In that ratty old sweater, with his messy hair and pretty smile.Â
Stunning.Â
This motherfucker is stunning.Â
âGo and sitââ Jake says now, nodding to your couch as he places his laptop down, presumably done with the set up. âJust tell me where I can get myself ready and Iâll be back out shortly.âÂ
You point towards the guest bathroom as you take your seat on the couch, unsure as to why your hands feel so clammy. And by the time he rounds the corner and you can hear the bathroom door shut, you attempt to make yourself comfortable.Â
And goddammit, no matter how many times youâve napped here on this plush and soft surface, you canât find the comfort here right now. The curiosity of why youâre okay with this burns in your gut despite knowing exactly why. Despite the fact that your best friend can always see straight through you and know exactly what you are.Â
At the end of the day though, why the curiosity exists isnât what matters. Itâs the curiosity itself. You want to know how much money Jake makes doing this, if he likes doing it, how he got started, what he does to advertise himself in a way to only find women like you, and many other things. Countless things. Heâs hot as hell, actually, and how heâs come to do this kind of work is either one of two things. One being that heâs using what the Gods gave him to the fullest. Two, being that he had no other choice.Â
If heâs going to be paid to give you attention, the least you can hope is that he does it because he enjoys it, not because he has to do it. And if it does end up being because he has to do it, then perhaps his tip would be even larger than what youâd give for the ladder.Â
Youâre uncomfortable.Â
The fact looming that you genuinely could go out and find a man at any given moment, yet here you are with a man forced upon you because you simply wonât do it. The implications of this man being here, why heâs here, how he ended up in this situation.Â
Youâve never been one to care, so why start now?Â
âYou overthink too much.â Your best friend had said to you once, twice, hundreds of times during your friendship. Maybe sheâs right, maybe you should just enjoy the show without feeling entitled to a slutty manâs life story.
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Jake remains in the bathroom for a good thirty or so minutes, each of them passing like a nightmare in your head. Back and forth your brain goes, from not wanting to be in this situation to fighting yourself for being such a fucking bore. A very, very attractive man is primping himself for you to look at, heâs going to come out and do his best to turn you on, the least you can do is let yourself enjoy something for once. Enjoy him. Gawk and fawn over him. After all, at least you know thereâs no promise to be had after he leaves.Â
No missed calls, no blocked numbers. This is business.Â
Fucking thankfully, the moment he comes out of your bathroom your mind has adjusted itself into the correct state of mind for this. A torturous adventure of thoughts, but you made it nonetheless. You actually canât even look away from him now that heâs revealed himself, even when you tried. He isnât dressed in anything that looks tacky or cheap. Hell, he doesnât even look sexual. He just looksâŠ
Expensive.Â
Jake genuinely looks like this is a place where he belongs. He smells like he belongs here, walks and murmurs like it too.Â
You feel yourself physically react to him in his blazer and dress pants. Business is what got you to where you are today, but never have you found the attire sexy in any way until now. The suit looks much like what your team would wear day to day in the office. Always all those shy men coming into your office, stuttering through their questions and need for approvals. Jake isnât stuttering in his suit though, heâs standing confidently at his laptop as if he hasnât even noticed you staring yet.Â
One look from him though is all he needed. Choosing this attire for someone like you is sure to mix both business and pleasure. It was a gamble of course, to bring your work home for you, but he does have the slight hope that youâll never look at a man in a suit the same way again after this.Â
And goddamn the way his abs were glistening in the dim lighting before he had turned away from you. His blazer was partially open revealing nothing but skin when he walked into the room, and you honestly wonder if he even needed to do that. He could be fully clothed at this point and you think the room would still feel hotter than usual given your mind-state.Â
The way his belt held his pants on his hips was enough to have you thinking, looking as if itâs begging to be unbuckled just so the sound of it could fill your ears. The way the blazer widens his shoulders much more than the sweater from before. He looks bigger right now, both physically and in aura.Â
The scent of him wafted off of him in an even prettier way when paired with his image. He smells like a sweet type of musk, something youâd be interested in drinking alongside your dinner on special occasions. And under the assumption that the scent is why his abs are fucking glisteningâ fucking body oil. He uses body oil for this.
His hair rustles about when he turns to face you again, this time with the bass of whatever song heâs playing accentuating each step towards you. SoâŠthe talking is done then? Your cheeks heat up at how quickly he starts his session with you, even without a single roll of his body. Already, you could eat him alive, the smirk on his face leading your eyes straight to him.Â
Trailing down, down down. To his neck, that small glimpse of exposed chest, to the even more exposed lower abdomen section. His belt.
âGood?â He asks, leaning over you and placing his hands on either side of your head as he grips the couch.
You canât look up at him, eyes training on his chest that you can now fully see through his single buttoned blazer. That same sweet musk assaulting your lungs.Â
Watching you from up here, Jake can tell youâre going to be fun to play with. A woman with such a harsh exterior now melting at the mere image of him when heâs got the right lights on him. To be fair, he really was warned and prepared by your friend, which didnât seem the type to afford him on more than one occasion.
He thought it was nice that she paid for another session, shocking him to learn that it wasnât for herself at all. What a wonderful friend, and what a bitch youâd be to have turned him away.Â
Finally, you nod to him, still eyeing his body in a shameful show of how much you genuinely did need this. Whatâs so bad about paying to look? Especially when the man is Jake, and heâs presenting himself like this.
âRule number one.â Jake smiles, swaying in front of you as his grip tightens against the couch, wanting you to feel trapped and hopefully mesmerized by him, âI only accept bills of twenty, fifty, and one hundred. If you toss a fucking dollar, Iâm leaving.âÂ
Thatâs clearly not an issue you could fathom having, despite your internal protests. You only carry bigger bills anyway so you nod to him, quickly forgetting he even shared that ridiculous rule that would never apply to you by means of watching his hips swirl rather than sway. You see the heaviness in his pants, and you wonder if he gets himself hard for these little shows.Â
You fear looking up at his face now too, because you know heâs staring down at you, watching your every breath, every move.Â
âRule number two,â He lends down now, lowering his voice and blowing against your ear in a short breath. âDonât touch me without being invited, or without asking.â
Now, thatâs a rule that applies to you only because you immediately want to defy it. Thereâs a knee jerk reaction almost that makes you want to reach out, to grip his flexing body and pull it closer. You wanted to feel how slick his skin is with that wonderfully scented oil. You wanted the scent on your fingers for later, you wanted to feel how warm he must be.Â
He doesnât wait for your nod this time though, already noticing a familiar look on your face that he gets from most, if not all, of his clients. This is why heâs so in demand, after all. If he plays hard to get, sometimes he gets more out of his sessions. Sometimes he even gets a repeat client.Â
âAnd rule number threeââ He continues, this time pulling back and positioning his face in front of yours. This rule appears to be an important one, the rule where you need to look at his face rather than his body. As if it needs to be heard. âI wonât touch you unless you askâ or beg.âÂ
What youâre not realizing at this moment is that rule number three isnât something he often speaks of. Sometimes, very rarely, Jake is in a mood when he goes out on a job. Condoms are always with him, just in case, but he never intends to use them or utter rule number three until meeting said client. They pay to look at him, not to touch him, howeverâŠif they pique his interest he surely offers the third rule.Â
And if a client never hears of it, they know that even if they ask to touch, he would never. Even if they want him to touch, he wouldnât touch anywhere too pleasurable.Â
Meaning, you were right to assume what he was doing in your bathroom for so long. His hand felt better than usual against his length for the split second he had of tucking it into the most attractive position. He knew instantly that tonight was one of those nights, and you were to be a point of his own desire too. He played with himself for a bit, allowing himself to get half hard before coming out of the bathroom.
The way you looked at him finished the job, allowing his cock to grow to full attention at the mere sight of you fawning over him in silent discomfort. Soâ yeah, the third rule being for you was a given.Â
And when you swallow around a lump in your throat and look dead into his eyes, he thinks you know exactly what he means too. Youâre lucky his cock is acting up, hell, heâs lucky itâs acting up. Look at you, fuck. Those tired eyes look ignited, and what luck the two of you have to have ever known your best friend.Â
âDeal?â He finally says, tilting his head cutely and waiting for you to nod. And you do nod, just as he suspected you would. Slowly, before glancing down at his body again.Â
He knows now that itâs time to start moving. Really moving.
âIs the song okay?â He asks, now pulling back and bracing himself against the back of your couch with all of his strength. âIt was picked specifically for you.â
Youâre not entirely what he means by that, but you assume your friend must have told him what she thinks youâd like.Â
âItâs fine.â You say, glancing away from his direct eye contact and suddenly feeling like a love-struck puppy in the way you feel so incredibly fucking shy because of him.
Jake notes that you didnât ask what he meant by the song, but he doesnât push. Heâs better at talking with his body anyway. So, he begins to focus. Opting to start slowly and work his way up, specifically to work you up.Â
He steps back and away from the couch, centering himself in your living room as he closes his eyes and stretches his arms up to loosen his body a little more. Most of his clients love to see the way his muscles move as he stretches, and he suspects youâre of the same mind.Â
This entire playlist is chosen for clients like you. The ones he intends to let see all of him if they so wish to. The music is slow, the bass is strong, and each beat runs through the body in a way that makes him shiver. He can move as if heâs fucking you even from across the room without so much as a touch, and he knows youâll realize it.
Heâs at his best too, when this sort of thing happens to him. The eye contact is more intense, his hips are more pointed for a reason other than payment, and arguably he feels heâs most attractive like this too. Considering the countless times heâs been paid to dance and expose himself to women heâd never even look at twice, it always hits differently when a client is just his type.Â
And when he looks at you through the start of his dance, you appear to be painfully stiff against that soft couch. He smirks, a small chuckle rumbling from his chest. If only you knew how lucky you are, knowing his clients would be on their knees for a chance to experience him like this.Â
The fact that itâs your first time doing thisâŠheâd be smart to not pull this shit on you. Heâs never tried this with a new client, after all butâfuck, just look at you.
Jakeâs hips move on their own for the most part, he doesnât have to think much when heâs getting into it. He easily dances along to the music for you, as if itâs second nature to him despite not yet removing any clothing. Itâs the build-up for him now, and he thinks it may be that for you too. Of course, if he leaves your house tonight with a large tip in his pocket and a hard, untouched cock, thatâs fine too, though not preferable.Â
You watch him the same way he watches you, after all, the electricity for this to play out is there. Itâs rare that he can feel goosebumps raise on his skin by a mere look from a woman that looks far too powerful despite sitting there helpless. Heâs making you helpless, the dim lighting of this room accentuating his body is making you helpless.Â
And truly, you find yourself understanding with each shadow on his stomach as to why heâs so favored in the groups of lonely women. Arguably, youâre shocked your best friend decided to share him.
As the song begins to fade, Jake readjusts himself. He watches you during the brief silence, a sort of fondness in his eyes making you wonder if heâs looking at you or if he does this for everyone. It feels intimate with the way his eyes slowly scan your body in the quiet room. As if the silence doesnât need to be filled with anything other than eye contact.
For him though, a woman has never met his eye between songs. Typically, their eyes are glued to his chest, cock, hands, and neckâ never his eyes. Theyâre muttering, moaning, or shouting for him to hurry up, that the clock is ticking and they want to see more. But not you. Even as the next song plays, your eyes stay focused on his until he looks away and starts closing the distance. He skews his body now, allowing you to see him in profile.Â
In some ways, you have him feeling a bit flustered in the way you keep meeting his eye despite his body making a show for you. Heâs never had to act with his face more than he has with you, even as he drops to his knees during a particular part in the song, thrusting his hips forward in an attempt to make you imagine yourself bent over on the floor in front of him.Â
He glances to his side, and still youâre searching his face.
He, now, looks back down for a moment, finding himself trying to guide yours somewhere else. He knows his job is to be looked at, to be seen, but this is far too seen for his liking. Thankfully, your eyes do follow his, and you gasp at the way he moves.Â
Your mouth falls open, gripping the hem of your dress as you imagine exactly what he intended.
The fact that this is your first time, Jake realizes this is new ground for him too. Typically, he speaks with his body and it appears now, he needs to portray some form of sexuality to you with his eyes. Like the roles are switched, he has to do to you what youâre supposed to be doing to him.
This is new, but warranted. Easy, even, for him to do it because he does want you.
You watch him intently, not fully realizing that youâre barely watching him fuck the air in front of him. Yeah, you see that too, but your eyes always go back to his and now, his own gaze is meeting yours. His gaze is searching your body, watching you move in reaction. From the way your fingers grip at the clothes heâd like to see on the floor later, to the way you slightly rub your legs together in a way that is almost too easy to miss. This alone is enough for him as his eyes burn their gaze into you. Much like youâre supposed to be doing to him.
Heâs supposed to be able to look at you and know exactly what youâre thinking. So be it, the least he can do is let you know what heâs thinking.Â
Jakeâs dance is more intentional now when he leans back on his arms, throwing his head back but keeping his head turned towards you. He tries to show you specifically what he would do to you. That bulge in his pants is large and blatant as he thrusts forward and back to the music. You glance to it, offering the same jittery reactions of arousal.Â
And this is when he allows his blazer to slide off of his shoulders, reaching to unbutton that single clasp for it to go sliding to the floor. He continues his movements through it, watching your eyes move to his arms and the strength used to hold himself up, his skin more and more visible to you. You do try to keep eye contact butâŠwell, the way his abs flex when he presses forward, going concave with each inhale of those sensual lips that constantly smirk at you.Â
Itâs a shame, really, to know that the bulge in his pants will remain there, unseen.Â
With his blazer now pooled at his wrists, he regains his focus. He wants you so badly by this point that itâs driving him crazy how hard heâs having to work for it. Youâre supposed to be feeling this way, not him. Even if he can see that his routine is causing a reaction from you, heâs practically masturbating himself against the inseam of his pants just to get you to say something to him.Â
Meaning, he needs to work harder. The current song is soon to be replaced with another, his favorite to dance to, his favorite to fuck to. And to be fair, by the time this playlist gets to this song on this specific playlist, usually his clients are already shaking under him. Not you though, youâre holding yourself back and he can fucking see it.
He ignores the fact that itâs technically not time for him to move on to his next set of dancing, mostly because he almost never has to get to this part, he leaves his blazer on your floor as he positions himself back on his knees, turning towards you this time and looking you straight in the eyes. The fact that heâs hard and horny is enough to amplify the way heâs looking at you, confidence so high that heâs fine with being seen in any way you want.
Heâs slow when he does it, crawling a few steps closer to you. You watch the way his shoulders move in the light, his eyes rounded and cheeky, his hair falling in front of them with a charming movement. Itâs not intentional when you rub your legs together at the image yet again, very much wanting to spread them the closer he gets to you.Â
You canât help but think he looks smaller on his hands and knees, eyes looking up at you as if he could eat you whole. You do wonder if your face reads the same for him, with the nervousness hitting you off and on.Â
âYouâre hot when you look down at me like that.â Jake mutters out of nowhere under the veil of his music, stopping in place in front of you, planting himself right at your feet. âIâd like to touch you, is that okay?â
Nevermind the fact that Jake has never actually had to ask to touch a client before, he really canât help it at this point. His cock is aching in his pants and he isnât quite ready to wait an entire playlist worth of songs just to put his clothes back on and leave the door with pain between his legs. He very much wants to fuck something right now, preferably someone.
You.
On the other hand, heâs pleased to see how fucking fast you accept his request. Yes, he can touch you. Fuck, you want him to touch you.
And the whole idea that this is just him doing his job is so far in the back of your mind right now that you almost forget that he probably does this to most of the women heâs paid to entertain. Quite frankly, you donât give a fuck. You can pretend that he only does this for you, you can live in a fantasy just for a night.Â
Jake lends you a smile as the current song finally fades out, the silence back except this time, youâre not looking into his eyes when you nod.Â
Heâs slow when he places his hand on your knees, rubbing up, up, up until heâs able to lift himself and hover over you. He intentionally pushes your dress up your thighs, solely because he wanted to see you rub them together in full, shameless view for him. He wants to know what his body does for you. What it does to you.Â
And he stands, hovering over you for a moment with his hands glued to your thighs before he stares down at them. You just do as he expected, you rub your legs together, you look anywhere but at his eyes now, your hands grip the couch beneath you.
âIâm going to get on top of you,â Jake says now, dipping his head into your line of sight and forcing eye contact again, now gripping the back of the couch rather than your thighs, Just as he did when all of this started. âWould you like that?â
âDo you do this for all of your clients?â You suddenly ask with a smaller voice than you gave him upon opening your door. You breathe in sharply when he moves instead of answering your question immediately.Â
He spreads his legs, propping himself right on your lap, facing towards you, letting you feel the warmth of his chest radiating near your face.Â
âWhat kind of answer are you looking for?â He laughs fondly, grabbing your hands and placing them on his chest. âYou should touch me, by the way.â He foregoes his own rule with that one, not wanting to wait any longer for you to maybe ask him yourself. âJust pull away if you donât want to.â He adds, guiding your hands over his chest and down his abdomen.
âYou didnât answer my questionââ You interrupt him, feeling the warmth pool and drip into your panties. âItâs a yes or no question.â
He chuckles sweetly, stopping your hands at his abs and holding them there.Â
âNo,â he admits, moving his focus to the music now that heâs got your hands on him. âI donât do this for all of my clients.âÂ
Jake isnât sure why he does it, but now he canât bring himself to look at you. The eye contact feels more intimate than it should with you asking him such a question and demanding an answer. Even as he swirls his hips, feeling his clothed cock rub up and against you every few seconds, it feels almost too intimate.Â
âOh, yeah?â You nervously chuckle back, feeling his muscles move beneath your hand as he thrusts his hips forward.Â
âYou know,â He mutters, guiding your hands a bit lower despite his own confusion at how much heâs enjoying this moment with you. You feel the cold metal of his belt buckle against your palm and you think heâs going to stop there, like maybe this is just something he does to amp up the show or something, but no. He drags your hand down further until you feel the warmth of his cock under his pants.. Â
Your pulse quickens as your ears start to ring. Your eyes avoid where your hand is right now, taking in a deep breath and looking up at him with question. Heâs not looking back though, instead, his head is dropped and heâs staring at his pathetic bulge against your hand. Heâs dancing into it, against it.
âIâve never gotten this hard over a client that doesnât want me.â He admits shamefully in a pathetic little laugh, bucking against your palm again to the beat of the song. âI canât tell if Iâm doing my job well enough.â
You feel shocked at that. A client that doesnât want him? Is he fucking insane?! Then again, you need to be honest with yourself sometimes. Youâve tried to appear as uninterested as possible until he started crawling to you. There is clear attraction, obvious needs swirling in the air right now. You force yourself now to look at your hand with the hefty bulge rubbing desperately against it. The sheer size of him is something entirely different from what you were expecting out of him. This feels forbidden.
Wrong, even, But goddamn. The man is masquerading his dance solely so he can fuck against your right now. Maybe you should show some interest.Â
âYouâre doing well, Jake,â You finally mutter to him, the first compliment youâve given since he got here.Â
âYeah?â He sighs out, relieved as his hips press harder into your palm. Arguably, heâs not even dancing at this point, just trying to get off. âHow well?â
Yeah, heâs a little desperate at this point for you to do something on your own. Itâs so out of character for him to do all of this just toâŠwell, get off.
âShow me,â He raises his brows, now removing his hands from yours and running them up his chest. His hips continue to move on you, and he watches you as you hold your hand in place. âCome on, the buckle is right thereââ he nearly pleads. âYou donât have to be shy.â
Like a book, the two of you read the other at this moment. Youâre not a woman of many words and he seems to understand that now, taking your single compliment and running with it. You do as he says, unbuckling his belt and now, sliding your hands up his body to meet his.Â
âThere you go,â He stresses through another relieved sigh. Leaving your hands where they are against his chest and sliding the belt from his loops on his own. He tosses the belt behind him, relishing in that lost look in your eye.
You clearly have no fucking idea what youâre doing, but you seem to like it. And god, does he fucking love it. Especially when he motions his head back down, forcing your hands back to where they belong and helping you unbutton his pants.Â
âTake it out, go on.â He says in a rush, âIâm asking you to do it.â
To be fair, youâre going to do it despite the nervousness in your gut. Itâs been so long since youâve touched a man, and even longer since you wanted to. You could half argue that you feel like youâre about to lose your virginity right now despite all those hook-ups in college. Still, you donât even nod at him when you do it. Carefully tugging his pants down and watching the weight of his cock do the rest of the work for you.Â
His legs spread wider as he points it up at you, a lewd scene, one that feels both disgustingly sexy and very, very, straight forward. Youâve never been like this with any other person. Or rather, no one has ever blatantly shown themselves like this to you.Â
And still, Jake just looks at you. So much eye contact becoming more and more comfortable as he learns what you seem to like. He can feel the air in your apartment against the head of his cock, the cool air rushing past his shaft and causing him to shiver with a very quiet moan. He still only looks at you during this moment, wondering why youâve let your hands fall to his thighs. Then he sees a new look in your eyes.
Are youâŠwaiting to be told what to do?Â
For some reason, he keeps forgetting that youâve never had a stripper in your home before, let alone been seduced by one. Honestly though, he assumed youâd catch on by the point his cock was out. This isnât for show anymore, he wants you.Â
âTouch me?â He asks gently, reaching back down to your hands and urging you to grab his cock. âYou donât even have to move, I can do the restââ He chokes out a groan mid-sentence as he feels you grasp him in your fist.
Such a silent woman beneath him. He can only read you in specific moments, this one not at all being one of them. Youâre hesitant but willing, perhaps? You leave him questioning himself and his own motives, still wondering if that compliment you gave him was genuine or just part of your own little show.Â
Yet still, youâre gripping him tightly and allow him to focus his hopes. Dancing beautifully into that little circle your hand creates for him. The best part is that when or if he ever actually dances to this song, itâs when heâs blatantly fucking someone. So the movements come naturally, just as they would if your legs were buckling and your pussy was spread open on him. So, basically, this dance is nothing short of fucking your fist, pretending to keep up an act that he so wishes youâd see through.Â
He keeps his face intense, moving his shoulders and arms as if itâs easy for him to turn the tables and position you to where your legs are on his shoulders and heâs rubbing his cock against your, hopefully, soaked panties. Â
Itâs a struggle though, to not moan out in desperation when you tighten your grip on him. He watches your pupils blow out, and can see the way youâd now probably ask him to do just that. To put it on you, to shove it in you. And so, he slows his hips a bit and catches his breath, staring down at you in wait.Â
âYouâre really expecting me to get off all on my own?â He finally says in an exasperated breath to your stillness and silence. He really is, trying to act as though he canât see the look in your eyes and how itâs changed since he started dancing. âBaby, donât you want it?â He adds, now waiting to see if youâll move your hand away from him.
You donât though, to his surprise, you actually start moving your hand on him. Youâre jerking him off, staring up at him like you want it, squeezing the head of his cock before dragging those pretty fingers back down.Â
Instantly his eyes roll back. âFuck, thatâs good,â He compliments your hand, shaking a bit and shivering at the fact that you really just did that. âCan I stop pretending that Iâm still dancing for you now?â Â
You find it in yourself to chuckle now, nodding with a confident sort of smile. It hit you fairly quickly, actually, as you watched him chase his pleasure all by himself. Heâs so hard, and so incredibly thick in your hand, youâd be stupid to say it didnât turn you on. Itâs that fact that youâve barely said anything to him and heâs begging you to look at him, to watch him, to touch him. All of your nervousness slowly disappeared because it was being replaced with power.Â
Now, that, youâre used to. You know what power feels like in all aspects of the working world, but never at home. Never when sex is involved. Youâre always expected to play the part of a desperate woman in need of love, and thatâs just not you. No, youâre a powerful woman with nerves that could kill you. And the way Jake parallels your working world, itâs almost too perfect. Youâre used to men being beneath you, begging for your money, giving you all of their attention, apologizing for normal human errors.Â
Jake isnât exactly begging you for money, but heâs still begging for your hands.Â
âNo.â You finally say, relishing in the shock on Jakeâs face. âKeep dancing, itâs what youâre being paid to do.â
His eyes fall a bit now as he nods his head. You almost feel his cock falter at the same time at your response, but you move your hand a bit faster. You grip a bit tighter, urging him to do whatever it is thatâs on his mind. You want to see if he will actually do as heâs told now, considering youâre the one with the money to bring him back here.Â
Itâs endearing how he does his best, and honestly, his best probably far surpasses some of the most notable dancers on the market if you had any idea of how they were. Itâs just a bit hard to continue this act for him when youâre gripping his cock in such a beautiful way.Â
âYouâreââ He pauses to hold in a moan, feeling the way you drag your hand in time with his dance. âYouâre not going to ask me to touch you?â He finally adds, meeker than before, far less confidence.Â
In fact, heâs hiding his face.
You smile in response, looking up at him with dark and wide pupils as you swallow each movement his body makes for you. Your ears are still ringing, unable to comprehend the music blasting in your sound system. Your focus is solely on him, your hands are on him, your confidence is because of him.Â
The answer to that question should be a given, after all, shouldnât he be well aware considering this little stunt he pulled that actions truly speak louder than words?
âNo wonder she liked you so much.â You start, now loosening your grip on him just to see the way his hips frantically chase the warmth of your palm.
âWaitââ He asks slightly out of breath, cheeks flushed and bashful. âYou really thought, I let her get me off like this?âÂ
It almost pisses him off that youâd say that to him, then again, itâs not like you knew that this specific instance is rare and reserved for very few clients.Â
âYou couldnât even look at me properly thirty minutes ago, now you think you can make assumptions?â He argues, pushing away from you.
Your response is skewing an eyebrow at him, watching him fight for control as he pulls his hips back and shuffles off of you and onto his feet. You glance down at his cock and the way it stands painfully erect, twitching at the sudden lack of friction.Â
âIs it wrong to assume when you very clearly want me to make you cum?âÂ
He stills himself, a blank expression turning to that of a devilish smile, eyes narrowing at you as he leans over you.Â
âAre you suggesting that youâll get me off?â
You smile, spreading your legs a bit and feeling the stickiness drip through your panties now.Â
âShe did tell me that some clients have gotten special treatment from you,â You mock him slightly, watching his eyes glue themselves to your thighs. You make a show to spread your legs a bit for him. âI also know that she was no such client.â
A small moment of silence as he devours you with his eyes, seemingly interested in the attitude you have towards him now.
âI also didnât imagine your clients would be the ones getting you off.âÂ
Honestly, itâs like he hit the fucking jackpot with you. Challenging him, mocking him with his cock out in front of you. If you so much as wiggled your cunt in front of him, he would instantly be back on his knees, letting you soak his face in whatever way you please.Â
âNormally theyâd be jumping at the chance, you thoughââ Jake very nearly growls at you with a deepened voice. âYou look like youâre the one who needs to get off, if anything to get that snarky grin off your face.â
âGo on then, dance.â
Itâs almost like a game now, he feels. You know heâs trying to seduce you and it seems youâre enjoying the fact that you havenât let him yet. He knows that you intend to let him, so yeah, fuck yeah, heâs going to play along.Â
He raises a brow at you as he steps back once more, trying to ignore the fact that his cock is aching to be touched again. You still want your show? Good. Heâll fucking give you a show.
Jake does as heâs told, finally kicking his pants off in full and keeping his eyes on you the entire time. He watches the way your legs spread when he rubs his hands down his naked chest, straight down to his cock where he only briefly tugs at himself. He can almost see under your dress as you continue to spread your legs more and more, but the lighting is far too dim to see what his act is doing to you just yet.
When he saunters behind you, dipping his head by your neck and whispering the dirtiest part of the song into your ear, he can see your sharp intake of air, and he watches the way your breasts move with each breath he forces out of you, and the way your nipples perk through the fabric.
So, he stays here behind you with his hips pressed to the back of your couch, ghosting his hands over your neck, moving down your arms, and then to your chest. He doesnât touch, because you still haven't asked yet, but he knows hovering alone is enough. Itâs like he can feel the electricity beneath his fingers somehow reaching your skin.Â
 And he continues to sing against your ear, leaning further forward to plant his hands on your thighs again, mostly because heâs already been given permission to touch you there.Â
âMore,â He gently demands between lyrics. âSpread them all the way.â
Jake watches for a moment from behind you, pressing his cock against the back of the couch the moment he sees your legs stretch open, your dress hiking up past your waist, enough now that he can at least see a glimpse of the skin closest to your pussy.Â
âAsk me to touch you.â He pleads against your ear, trailing his fingers up your thighs enough to where he would need you to tell him to stop otherwise. âJust tell me you want it.âÂ
Itâs silent save for the music playing, and his cock is aching so badly by this point that each time he rubs against the couch heâs almost breaking down to fucking beg you to let him touch you. That alone could make him cum, but god, youâre so good at playing hard to get even if itâs blatantly obvious that heâs already got you.Â
Youâre fucking playing with him, and he canât decide if he loves it or hates it.Â
Your silence is so damning to his dripping cock, and his skin feels so hot right now that heâs almost forgotten that he was paid to be doing anything thatâs not this.Â
âNo.â You playfully respond, dangling yourself just out of reach. You breathe in deep though, knowing you canât keep denying him for much longer with the way his hands are rubbing at you. âI like it better when youâre the one asking for it.â You lean your head back and rest it against the cushions of the couch, and he instantly moves from your neck to look down at you.Â
Oh.Â
âCute.â He says, having no issue at all to be the one to ask, beg, plead, or cry. Whatever it takes to get a feel of you at this point. Itâs justâŠnew to him.
Another long moment of eye contact has him trailing his hands higher than before, almost to the point that thereâs no skin on your thighs to touch that doesnât involve your panty line.Â
âMay I?â He asks, leaning down a bit closer so that his face is mere inches from yours. âWill you take my fingers?âÂ
You could mistake this distance as something that should not be crossed between the two of you. Barely hearing his question at this moment, the only thing you want to do is to kiss him, and it hit you so fucking fast that you almost forgot heâs doing anything you ask of him.Â
âCome again?â You smile, blinking up at him.Â
He breathes in, seemingly frustrated.
âMy fingers. Take them.â He says rather than asking this time, already moving his hands to trace up your panties and feeling the wetness seep through onto his fingertips. âYouâre already drippingâbaby,â He stops to moan at it, amazed by how fucking soaked you are. âI can imagine theyâd slide right in.âÂ
Typically, you wouldnât allow anyone to call you that. âBaby.â but coming from his mouth, it sounds fitting. It sounds seductive, sexy. It has your stomach in knots, actually, your hips bouncing up just slightly at his words with the pet name attached. Finally, you let him. Finally, you grind yourself against his fingers.Â
âIâll make you feel so goodââ He groans at your movements, loving how desperate you suddenly appear despite pretending you werenât going to work for your own pleasure. He continues to trace his fingers up and down just to feel the mess of you, the one that he created, and the one that he intends to make messier.Â
âMoving your hips isnât the answer though, baby.â
You swear he can read your mind, thereâs no fucking way he would say it like that without knowing how you just internally admitted to liking it.Â
âYes,â You let out shortly, darting your eyes away from him. âIâll take them.â
That breathy laugh he releases sounds sweet, almost dripping like syrup when he lays his head beside your neck. His soft singing picks back up as he listens to you now more than the music, his fingers continuously ghosting where he promised to put them, not yet moving your panties.Â
Paired with it, his abdomen stays tense as he humps against your couch, his muscles locking up at the pleasure running through him in this position. Your hips lightly chase his fingers, up when his fingers move down, and he canât help the shy smile that spreads across his lips. Itâs one you donât see, but the constant shift in your personality is something that keeps him on edge. Keeps him wanting more, to know more, to see and feel more of you.Â
And when he finally reaches around you with his other hand, pulling your panties to the side and exposing your pussy, he watches you take over for him and push them down instead, offering far more than he anticipated. He watches as you kick them off your ankles almost elegantly, as if you could do this job of dancing better than he can.
âEager?â He teases, knowing you wonât respond to that. And you donât. It pleases him to know that at least by now, he can kind of read you. Yet, still, thereâs nothing more at this moment that would please him more than getting to see you in full. To wander back around this couch and get a real good, close up look at what heâs doing to you.Â
âYouâre so wet right now.â He groans, knowing that you were soaked before and only hoping youâre dripping more and more for him now. His cock is weeping as much as heâd like for you to be, chasing any amount of friction he could have. And he can see his fingers slip and slide through your slick into places he wasnât even attempting to touch just yet solely because of how wet you are.Â
âYou held out for so long,â He coos now with a soft breath against your neck, feeling your cheek nuzzle against his flexing arm. âLook at that,â Two of his fingers tease at your hole beforeâ âthey slipped right in.â
Your breathing is labored by this point, feeling him play with you as if he has all the time in the world to fuck with your head. Which isâŠnice. No rushing despite the time limit on his session, proving time and time again that youâre getting more than others get from him. Lucky you, that you can moan out without shame for him.Â
And you do, grabbing his hand and practically fucking yourself with his fingers. That takes him by surprise as the warmth and sheer tightness envelopes his digits. You are excruciatingly sexy to him, he doesnât even attempt to stop you.
In fact, he doesnât even hold back now, meeting each chase of your hips with the force of his fingers plunging into you deeply, with full intention. He scissors them open, feeling your hole stretch around them beautifully enough to fit in a third. And god, youâre so fucking wet. He can hear the slapping of his soaked fingers inside of you pushing more and more of that arousal out.Â
He moans blatantly against your ear now, easing you into talking back to you.Â
âBet you could take cock so wellââ He murmurs, feeling you shiver against his grasp. âHow long has it been? Hm?â
Heâs talking to you, yes, but hyping himself up at the same time. The scent of your hair forcing a slight obsession with you in his mind. The way you feel, look, smell, move when youâre just inches from him like this. He knows you wonât respond to a goddamn thing he says too, but it doesnât matter too much to him at this point. Because now, youâre whimpering.
Such a confident, well respected womanâŠfucking whimpering.
âWhat was that?â He asks playfully, running his other hand up your body until he gets to your neck. âHas it been that long?â
And for the first time, you were going to answer. For the first time, he doesnât leave room for you to answer. Instead, you feel his palm resting flush against your neck, now pressing in and practically holding you down by the neck as he fucks his fingers into you faster.Â
Painfully faster.
âCry for me again,â He encourages you, wincing as his own hips frantically chase the back of your couch. âYouâre allowed, come on, do it again.â
And because heâs working for it, because heâs doing so fucking well, you let out another choked moan. His hand straining your neck so tightly that any sound coming out sounds strained and desperate, even the sound of yourself right now ignites a fire inside of you. You can feel that grasp tighten each time his fingers fuck into you with a painful jab, his palm placed so perfectly that you can feel your clit being rubbed each time he pulls his hand back.
ItâsâŠoverwhelming.
âYes, fuck- again.â He groans, bucking his hips forward and frantically lifting his head from your shoulder, all so he can look down at you. Heâs heard you, now he wants to fucking see how desperate you are when you cry out.Â
When you open your eyes again, wincing every few seconds at both the pleasure and pain of his desperate hands, all you can see is his face. All you can feel are those same long fingers threatening more and more cries from your chest. Heâs hitting spots inside of you that haven't been touched in a long time. Feeling it now almost burns, even with the cold metal of that single ring on his finger against your neck.Â
And when he tightens that hand on your neck once more, not only do you cry out, but he matches you with his own stuttered gasp. You strain to keep your eyes on him through this moment, watching the way his teeth appear to scrape at his bottom lip when the sound of you envelopes his ears. So, you do it again, and again, and again.Â
His fingers only continue their aggressive assault inside of you, his palms still hitting your clit, and that other hand around your throatâŠhonestly? You could fucking sing songs to him at this moment if he so wished it.Â
âYouâre shaking.â He comments, eyes flicking to your body. âCan you even breathe right now?â
His smile looks so fucking mean, knowing full well that you canât breathe and only tightening his hand harder against your throat. Nevermind the fact that you never discussed this type of thing with him, fucking wasnât even in the agenda. But now? Fuck it. You do like it. Maybe you even love it. The way youâre moaning for him is all either of you need to know.Â
This time though, when you moan out and itâs sounding particularly raspy, he releases his hand from your throat and instantly leans down to your lips. Heâs a bit shocked that you immediately strain your neck to kiss him. What he was going to do was degrade you. Now though, heâs just tasting the way youâre so desperate to kiss him. As if youâre wanting this to be real, to be intimate.Â
Arguably, your idea was better than his own because now he canât bring himself to degrade you. In fact, he was stupid to even consider such a fucking thing. Despite never kissing his clients, things with you have already lasted far longer than heâd normally allow. Things have already surpassed the intimacy level he allows too, even with the very few lucky women who get to touch him. Heâs never asked for it, and heâs never gotten this much of his own pleasure out of finger fucking them. Not once has he ever fucked himself against a couch to hold himself back for a woman either.Â
Maybe just this once, he can want it to be real too. Even if he leaves with a pocket full of cash, the fantasy right now is enough for him to accept it as is. If you want him to kiss you, he will fucking kiss you.
His pupils grow as his eyes close, slowing his fingers unintentionally as he focuses on your lips and tongue. Even his body against your couch relaxes and his hips slow to that of a sensual thrust forward, one that offers a long and painful drag against his already raw and reddened cock. You kiss him back better than heâs even been kissed before, and falling into it was terrifyingly easy.Â
His brain nearly short circuits at the softness of it, allowing his hands to move on their own accord, cupping your jaw with one hand and emptying your pussy to rub your clit with the other. Heâs intentionally deepening the kiss far past his own comfort level.
But he is comfortable, and thatâs precisely whatâs uncomfortable about it.Â
âYou can take itââ Jake mutters between kisses, more focused on your lips than the words he spilling to you. âYou want more, right?â He continues, only now pulling back in a breath and waiting for you to adjust your eyes on his.Â
Immediately, when you open your eyes they widen at him. Goddamn, was he this sexy before? Did he even look this into you when he was on your lap fucking your fist? Out of all of his begging, thisâŠthis right here. Are you really about to fuck a stripper? The man you were so against meeting just this morning? The man who has $600 in his bank account from your lovely, fucking adored and beautiful best friend?Â
The man that youâre probably going to give the entirety of the contents in your purse to the moment he packs up and moves on as if this never happened?
Yes.
âI want moreââ You say to him, blinking at his pretty eyes and intentionally rubbing your clit against his fingers, mostly because it appears as if heâs stopped functioning all together.
And before you can even blink, his fingers are pulled away and his presence is gone. You lift your head to watch him, cock still erect and heavy against his thigh as he goes directly to his bag. As if he knew it was going to happen, as if this was his plan before he even met you, he pulls out a condom and slips it on without so much as a sigh of relief.
After all, he does have to take precautions to be fucking an absolute stranger like this.
âOh.â You huff in disappointment, not entirely meaning for him to hear it.Â
He raises his eyes to you as he pulls at the end of the condom, offering plenty of space for whatever release he intends to have soon, but his eyes donât seem concerned nor bothered.Â
âWhat? You want it raw?â He asks playfully, wiggling his eyebrows briefly before making his way back to you. âThatâll require a bit more discussion, you know.â
Discussion that neither of you are willing to have solely because your pussy is throbbing and his cock appears to be more pathetic than it already was being strangled in that thin layer of latex. And without another word, allowing both of you to put that to rest for now, heâs right back over you, lifting your dress up and off of you.Â
âFuck.â He breathes out as your tits falls from their perfect place within the dress. The sopping wet couch beneath you only soaking up more of your slick as his words force more out of you. God, you feel so wanted.Â
You keep your arms lifted to help him ease the dress entirely off of you, leaving you bare beneath him as he instantly goes to grab both tits, pressing them together before flicking both nipples with the tips of his fingers.Â
Your body jolts at the sensation, feeling it run through you and swell your clit more than it already was. The ache is worse, your hole is pulsing, yearning, wanting to be filled. Still though, he takes his precious expensive time, leaning down and sucking one erect nub into his mouth and flicking it all the same with his tongue.Â
âRight here?â He mouths from around your tit, eyes closed and tongue still focused elsewhere. âYou want to be fucked here?â He mumbles again, realizing that his question will likely go unanswered. Itâs very likely that he is going to fuck you right here, on your living room couch. Asking you such a thing was stupid, borderline cringe-worthy.Â
To his surprise though, you lend him a small âno.â as you lace your fingers in his hair, pushing his lips to your other nipple just to feel the warmth of his tongue.
âNo?â He questions, blinking up at you from your chest before biting gently around the sensitive bud against his mouth. âWhere then?âÂ
To his dismay, your smile is still beautiful but the way you close your legs and sit yourself up from the slouched, relaxed position you were in disappoints him. Mostly because heâs now forced to stand up too, and even more so because he has to keep his head dipped in order to keep his mouth on that perfect nipple of yours.Â
His disappointment fades as you hold his head there, feeling your legs almost buckle against him when he moans around it, sending vibrations through your chest. You remain gentle though, wobbling on your legs and shuffling forward, allowing him to continue his antics. Slowly but surely, you turn him around and back him up against the couch.
Only now, when you push him back and his teeth graze your sensitive nub do you realize that heâs so, so much needier than you expected. Even with his begging, his little disappointed sound didnât go unnoticed. His brows are still furrowed now, not even paying attention to the fact that youâve just shoved him down so that you can be the one straddling him. Itâs cute, actually. Noticing how he was so intimidating when he came into your house, walking with confidence, dancing with intention, finger fucking you and choking you as if he had a right to do itâŠonly to now look at him and the way heâs melting.
The way heâs needy, borderline puppy-like to be near you.
His eyebrows shoot up from that little face of disappointment though, when you pull yourself from his mouth and instead plant yourself right on his lap, letting your pussy lips envelope the underside of his cock as you grind up immediately.
Itâs the first slippery touch his cock has felt all night and honestly? Heâs been on edge this entire time. You grind so fucking beautifully, and itâs a first for him to realize that heâs entirely speechless.
Youâve rendered him incapable of speaking.Â
âYouâre cute, I donât think you realize that.â You comment, gliding against his cock and watching his hands reach out to grip your waist, âReally cute.â
He doesnât falter at your compliments, instead he just melts into it even more. His cheeks are permanently blushed as he leans forward to try and get your tits in his face again, and all you can do is grip his hair and let him. Itâs been a long time since youâve felt the head of a cock bumping your clit, and youâd never forgive yourself for not letting yourself have this kind of fun more often.Â
And Jake just gets whinier. His cock pulses and twitches to be inside of you all the while despite the discomfort of that latex layer likely needing to be replaced already. Still, his hands keep moving your waist, pushing and pulling you faster against him untilâ ah.
You angle yourself perfectly when he slides your upwards again. All you had to do was perk your ass out and wait for him to push you back down. Finally, he slides in without fully realizing thatâs what was going to happen, and goddamn the sound he makes, fuck.
âMmfuck,â He winces, digging his nails into your hips at the speed of which he bottomed out. The breath is knocked out of him and all you can do is stare down. Look at him now, so docile and sweet like he wasnât fucking your livingroom floor prior to this.Â
And the grip of you on him, so strong. The slide was so easy, so fast, that he genuinely is seeing stars at how good you feel wrapped around him. The velvet walls inside of you pulsing, pushing and squeezing his cock all over. He canât help the sounds he makes, grunting and feeling that grip you have in his hair intensify his pleasure.Â
Both of you now let out a long winded breathy groan at the sensation of your body adjusting to his, in all fairness, you had to grip onto something and his hair just so happened to be the best thing at the moment. He seems to love it though, so when you finally regain your senses of being absolutely fucking full, you pull at it again, tilting his head back so that you can see the expanse of his neck and the way it moves when he swallows.Â
âBounce.â He croaks out at you, eyes glistening with pure fucking hope that you will.Â
And, wellâŠwhen you feel his length pulse in place inside of you, you do exactly as he asked. You bounce, taking his full, thick cock each and every time. Not allowing a single inch of it to be neglected. All he can do in response is squint, trying to keep his eyes open through each breathy groan of praise and encouragement. He does lose himself entirely to the feeling of euphoria and the pain of how harshly you keep his head tilted back.Â
He really didnât think you could get any sexier, honestly, and as far as heâs concernedâŠif he moves right now heâs going to cum. So, he doesnât. Instead, he just lazily smiles at you and lets his eyes finally close so that he can fall right back into the state of seeing nothing but stars.
Frustrated, yet incredibly turned on by the way youâve just completely lost him, you bounce harder, then you sit flush against him, twisting and swirling your hips. Grinding forward back, counting how he moans each time you do something that feels particularly sensitive for him. And you hang onto that, repeating those actions, lifting your ass and sliding back down. Again and again, until your legs shake and your fingers threaten to pull his hair too hard.
âLook at you now,â You half-chuckle out of breath, hearing the wet slaps of skin on skin paired with his blatant and sensual moans drowning out the playlist that has been long forgotten. âYou canât even move.â
All he does is nod his head, that same lazy and cocky smile appears as if to insinuate that youâre damn fucking right he canât. Like heâs proud of it. And youâre not going to ignore the fact that his hands are still on your waist either, gripping onto you so tightly that you fear he could draw blood if you move the wrong way.
âKeep going, babyââ He somehow manages to say to you. âDonât stop.â
There it is. This entire time heâs been begging to fuck you, and now heâs finally begging you to fuck him. His voice still sounds like honey, with that impressively hard cock inside of you pulsing so constantly that you could probably feel him in your stomach if you were to press against it.Â
âMhm,â You answer him, promising that you wonât stop through just a half-moan and a long winded intake of air. Honestly? At this very moment, you feel like youâre sitting on a throne. Jake, obviously, being said throne but whatever. The fucking power heâs making you feel is nothing short of alluring.Â
And now, as that power goes to your head, you opt to grind rather than bounce for him now. Your hips arenât as erratic, yet still he tenses up for you, forcing his cock to somehow feel even harder as you fuck it into yourself through lazy drags of your clit against his pelvis.Â
If you keep going like this, you could cum in an instant. But before you can even finish that thought, you look down at him on instinct due to his sudden silence.Â
His eyes are squeezed shut tightly, and his mouth is open in a silent moan. You can see that heâs not breathing, seemingly holding his breath even after you release his hair. His head lolls back with that same expression, and thatâs when you feel his fingernails dig.
âOh,â You moan, now resuming your grinding much harder now, making a point to bump your clit repeatedly against him. âFuck, are you cumming right now?â
Still he doesnât respond, you can only feel his hips stutter under you despite trying to remain entirely still and stiff for you. You know that now is when you need to be chasing, because youâll be damned if youâre not going to cum with him inside of you.Â
You want to be full like this, you want to squeeze him, to play with his sensitive cock even if it starts to soften. Heâs too pretty, too fucking pretty when he whimpers. And so, you continue grinding, up until youâre on the brink of your orgasm but not quite there yet. To the point his cock is only half in you with the way youâre angling your clit against him, chasing your own high so aggressively that you barely feel his fingers tightening on you again.Â
Jake shoots his head back up, eyes opening as the sensitivity hits him quicker than he would have liked, but you donât relent. The pain is intense from how hard youâre riding him, but he can see how close you are, the image alone compliments that sensitivity heâs feeling right now.Â
He seethes out painful praises to you as your desperate cunt finally reaches orgasm, squeezing against his softening length so tightly that he canât help but whimper with you. Still, he studies your face through his own winces, shuddering at the way you close your legs around him despite them being forced to stay open in this position. You try to curl into the pleasure, as if you wish you could disappear completely alongside it.Â
And god, the way you grip at his arms for leverage as you shake through it. Dare he sayâŠheâs fond of you. It still hurts, but it kind of hurts more when he knows itâs over. Mostly because it feels like heâs been in this room with you for days, knowing thatâs not true. Surely heâs stayed longer than your allotted time with him, but you seemed to have given him something worth staying for at least.
When you slump over him, he almost wants to cry from how fucking sensitive he is right now. Thankfully, you seem sensitive too as you wince before he does, remaining as gentle as you can when you reach down to the base of his cock and hold the condom, allowing him to slide out of you at his own pace.Â
And then, the playlist comes to an abrupt end at just the wrong moment, because it forces Jake to realize that he hadnât stayed at all over his paid time frame. Now, all he can hear is the way his breath is entirely too uneven compared to any of his sessions with prior clients like this. Heâs breathing much too fondly for you, or rather, not breathing well because of you. He canât justâŠgo home can he?
âYou okay?â You ask to the slight panicked look on his face, seeing how he stares straight up at the ceiling, not blinking, no readable expression. âJake?â
He shakes himself out of it, eyes slowly moving and blinking to look at you.
âThatââ He tries to talk, genuinely, he does. âUmâŠâ
The change in atmosphere almost freaks you out. Isnât this what he wanted? You saw the way he lost himself there briefly though, you can admit. None of this was even that rough or kinky, so youâre a bit confused as to why heâs acting like this.
Maybe you even feel a bit guilty. Like youâre the problem. So, you silence yourself and lift onto weak legs to stumble and find your dress. You throw it on quickly, hiding your shame that he so wanted to see just fifteen minutes ago. Then, you head for your purse and grab every single bill you have folded neatly inside.Â
Just like that, you place the money in his shaking hand and canât bare to look at him.
âWha-â He starts, licking his dried lips and sitting up a bit too quickly. âWhy are you giving me so much?â
âItâs your tip.â You try to say casually as you clear your throat. âYou can shower too, if youâd like.âÂ
Jake holds his breath, hoping you donât genuinely think he did all of that for the money. He was already paid to be here, the wholeâŠyou know, fucking thing, was his doing. What happened was because he wanted it, andâŠhe still does. Are you truly just strictly back to business like this? You literally just handed him his rent for the month and then some, it kind of amazes him. The audacity. As if heâs never been handed handsome sums of cash from drunken lonely women. You arenât a woman who needs him, and yet you pay like you did.Â
âShower with me?â He forces himself to ask, because he knows heâll regret it if he doesnât. After all, this tip feels like a rejection of what just happened. Hush money, even.Â
He doesnât know what just crept into this room through the fucking silence, but he doesnât like it. And it seems you donât either, because you instantly comfort him with a smile and a step forward.Â
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He didnât intend to spend the night, free of charge no less, but he did. All of that including some embarrassing talk involving the seriousness of how this is not normal for him.Â
Surprisingly, you believe him.Â
After the shower, the mood had shifted into something that felt natural and less rehearsed. He wasnât just some stripper you could call over with a downpayment of $600, he was Jake, a man trying to make ends meet in a city far too expensive even for you if youâre being honest.Â
Jake, a man wanted by several women. You, on the other hand, feel the need to mend your lonely and stone-cold heart with him, however much that may cost. Not to fall in love, or to fill any type of voice. If anything, you want to be taken care of in specific ways, and youâd like to take care of him in turn.Â
So, when he grimaced at your joke, saying that he would practically be your sugar baby and that youâd run off all of his other business out of need to continuously be fucked by him and him alone, you almost stopped pressing the matter.
Because you would run off all his clients solely for keeping him too busy with you to go to them. You would be paying him every time, making damn sure heâs well taken care of and financially stable.Â
Jake did notice how you looked disappointed, quickly backtracking his grimace.
âWait, youâre serious?âÂ
You nod shyly, blinking at him.
âItâs not like we have to sleep together every time, you wonât even have to dance for me anymore.â You argue, knowing thatâs at least a half-lie. âAll I ask is that you donât fuck your other clients if youâre still seeing me, and intending to..you knowââ
Jake nods happily, without question even.
âSo, what happens if Iâm horny and youâre not available then?â
You narrow your eyes at him.Â
âJerk off like a normal person?â
Fair enough.
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man, i forgot how lame this fic is but yknow what? good for me. jake is so fuckinâ fine fr I DONâT EVEN CAREEEEEEEEEEE. pls reblog and leave feedback on my work :D
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I KNOW IM YOUR FAVORITE, gojo satoru àœàœČâĄàœàŸ
áàœČàŒá«àŸ in which: he may be your ex, but that doesnât mean you can just move on.
áàœČàŒá«àŸ wc: 2.9k words.
áàœČàŒá«àŸ warnings: lots of angst, dark content (not really), sexual content, pussy!drunk gojo, stalker!gojo, heavy possessiveness, mentions of violence, pet names, daddy kink, heavy breeding kink, baby trapping (but y/n wants it), gojo sucks ur feet for literally 1 second, yandere gojo (ehh), cunnilingus, overstimulation, toxic!gojo (barely), ex!gojo, and etc.
áàœČàŒá«àŸ notes: okay look this shit is very freaky, and itâs loosely based on the song hold me down by daniel caesar! and gojo is a stalker yâall, this is your only warning babes.. please leave now if youâre uncomfy! he is kinda crazy in this but in a lovingly way.. yâknow? not proofread either so not too much on me!
when you walked into your apartment you couldnât help the exaggerated giggles you let out. it was embarrassing actually, acting like a school girl in junior high all over again. the reason for your happiness was pretty simpleâ you just had your first date.
your first date since you broke up with your ex, gojo.
that was about a year ago now.. a year since you and the love of your life parted ways. up until recently youâve never had the guts to put yourself out there again, always scared that one day youâll just end up hurt again.
but your whole view on dating changed when you met this guy at a grocery store. he offered to pay for your entire cart, and it was well over $300 worth. you found the gesture sweet, and from there you two exchanged numbers.
he was no gojo of course, but you had to move on at some point. itâs already been a year, if gojo didnât reach out yet, then maybe that meant heâd moved on too.
well.. so you thought.
you were so caught up in the excitement from how well your date went, you barely even realized you were still in pitch black.
âfuck i got so distracted i forgot to turn the lights on.â you chuckled to yourself, flipping the light switch on and hanging your purse on the door.
you didnât know why but you had a feeling you werenât alone, like someone was watching youâ or better yet breathing right down your neck.
the house was eerily quiet, so quiet you could hear the drop of a pen. but something felt off about your apartment, and you were never one to ignore your instincts.
just as you were about to retreat and run out the door, a familiar voice had you stopping in your tracks.
no. fucking. way.
âwhere were you?â the achingly familiar man smiled, trying his best to hide the dangerous aura oozing from his body. he knew exactly where you were, and always have. you didnât know it yetâ but heâd been watching you for a while now. ever since you dumped him which was more than a year ago now.
technically it was stalking.. but he didnât like to call it that. in his mind, he was more of a guardian angelâ just making sure youâre okay and still breathing.
how else would he check on you since you blocked him on everything else?
the white haired man was sitting on your couch with his head tiltedâ clearly waiting for an answer although he already knew where you were to begin with. it was pretty easy to keep tabs on you.
you stared at him, a small frown forming across your face. you were feeling weak in the knees. the first thing you wanted to do was jump on him and tell him how much you missed him.
but you knew you couldnât do that, not anymore. the two of you just didnât go together, or at least thatâs how you felt a year ago. you couldnât get back with him, you wouldnât. no matter how much it hurt.. it was better than dealing with his unstability.
âwhat are you doing in my house, gojo?â you folded your armsâ staring back at him with the same expression he was giving you. thatâs what he loved about you, you werenât easy.
with the blink of an eye, he was up from the couch and coming closer towards you. the man easily towered over you so to say he was intimidating was an understatement.
instead of answering your question he just stared at you with a blank expressionâ and you did the same exact thing. this was common with you two, just staring at each other in silence until one of you dared to speak up.
about five minutes later, gojo finally cracked. you silently praised yourself for being able to last longer than him.
with a low chuckle, he shook his headâ slightly licking over his lips. âi think im the one asking the questions here, hm? so answer me.â
you scoffed at his arrogance, seems like some things just never change. âi was on a date if you must know, now get the hell out of my house.â
as soon as you got your words out he couldnât help but to laugh. honestly, gojo didnât even know what was so funny, maybe it was the way you said it.. you really thought you held some type of authority?
âand now youâre laughing at me? whatâs so funny?â
that only made him laugh more, truth be told gojo wasnât even trying to laugh, but you trying to be somewhat âmeanâ was taking him out because you were nothing like that.
you were one of the kindest people heâd ever met, so this little act you had on was amusing to him.
âshit, im sorry!â he clutched his stomach, letting one last chuckle out before continuing. âitâs just.. you really think im falling for this little act of yours?â
your face was quick to scrunch upâ finding every bit of his words disrespectful. but it was gojo, so what could you really expect? his bluntness would probably be the death of him.
âexcuse me? need i remind you, we are not together anymore gojo!â your voice came out a lot shakier than youâd hoped for it to. what the hell was going on with you?
âwell clearly i know that, or else iâd go and kill that fucker you were out with tonight.â
throwing your hands in the air you muttered a strand of curse words, itâs impossible to get through to someone as hard-headed as him. âplease just see yourself out.â
before he could respond, you walked off toward your room. you didnât have the energy to deal with him or his childish antics, heâd already managed to ruin your entire mood. all this did was remind you why you keep your heart locked awayâ because of arrogant assholes like him.
âthereâs no need to be rude, yâknow? i just wanna talk to my favorite girl.â gojo followed you to your roomâ just like you knew he would. god, heâs so annoying.
it looked the exact same as the last time he was here except for the empty wall where the pictures of him used to hang. heâd be lying if he said it didnât make his chest heavy, and heart pang in sorrow. could you really have been done with him for good this time?
âwhatever, just donât get on my bed.. i donât know where youâve been.â
âstalking youâ he chuckled to himself before completely disregarding your request, and plopping down on your bed anyways.
you decided not to scold him for doing exactly what you said not to do. thatâs just who gojo was, no one could boss a man like him around.
you werenât even being serious either. in hindsight, you really did enjoy having him around. as much as you hated to admit it.. it reminded you of the old times, when it was just you and him against the whole world.
âi missed you, yâknow? you just up and left without a word.. and next thing i know im blocked.â even though he tried to hide it you could hear the pain in his voice. losing you was like losing a piece of him too, he couldnât stand it. he couldnât stand the way you made him feel.
the only reason the man was able to keep it together was because he was watching you, ensuring you werenât completely out of his life.
it sounded crazy. hellâ it was crazy, but when it came to you heâd do anything.
âi know.. & im sorry for the way i handled that. i just felt like we needed to move on, try new thingsâŠâ
âi donât want to try new things!â he scowled, quickly sitting up from the bed to face you. âi want you.. just you. thatâs all iâve ever wanted.â
the air was thick, and the room felt like it was caving in. your body was practically on fire listening to him say the words youâd been craving to hear.
âand about that date of yours..â he cooed, running his hands up your thighs and slowly spreading them. âwe wonât be worrying about him anymore, will we?â
that little date was never a threat to gojo to begin with. both you and him knew that, but he took manners into his own hands just to mark his territory.
gojo made sure to corner the poor guy as soon as your date was over, and needless to say.. a few threats were all it took. you should be happy he didnât do worse, it ran across his mind to kill the poor guy at first.
âi..if we do this then no more bullshit okay?â your soft hands gripped his chin as you forced his beautiful blue eyes to meet yours. ânone of that childish stuff this time. weâre both grown so we need to act like it, weâve had a whole year to fix ourselves.â
every time the two of you got back together it turned into complete chaos. gojo wasnât the best man out there, and you werenât the best woman. both of you had your own flaws regardless, but you two needed each other.
that was well established the first 10 times you guys broke up, and unsurprisingly you always ended up back in each otherâs skin.
gojoâs gaze on you was heavy, almost as if he was trying to study your every breath and blink. all of the dumb, childish expressions on his face from before were far gone.
âyes princess, whatever you want.â he softly spoke as he sunk his head into the skin of your stomach, littering you with soft kisses. âiâll do whatever you want..â
gojo spoke so gentlyâ his voice softer than ever as he pushed you on your back, wrapping your legs around his shoulders.
you stared at him intently, waiting to see what he would do next. one thing about gojo was he always had something up his sleeve, and part of you knew where this was headed.
when his rough hands gripped the waistband of your flimsy skirt, you didnât complain. actually you found yourself wanting more, longing for more.
âyâgonna let me get a taste baby? missed her sâmuch,â soft lips trailed up your thighâ leaving small bite imprints on the flesh. this was his way of staking his claim on you, marking you as his and only his.
you couldnât stop the shaky sigh that fell from your lips, or the silent nod you gave to your ex-boyfriend for him to continue.
the grin that spread across his face was taunting almost, and intimidating. when that skirt of yours was out of the way, gojo moved on to the black-lace panties. his personal favorite.
âso what, you wearinâ these for other people now?â the fucking nerve of you, he couldnât believe this. to stoop that low.. well that just wonât do. it seems like he had a few things to correct now that he was back. âfuckinâ answer me. be a good girl for me, yeah?â
your eyes locked with his and all you saw was silent fury, you could tell he was pissed. ânot wearing them for anybody toru. just didnât have any clean ones,â
a lazy grin covered his face at the remembrance of his old nickname, the way it fell from your lips so softly always managed to send heat straight to his dick.
he finally got his girl back.
faint kisses to your cunt had your legs shaking in anticipationâ and the soft gasp that left your lips did nothing but egg gojo on as his tongue met your aching clit.
âpussyâs still fuckinâ pretty as ever,â with a low voice his eyes were closed shut, in hopes to savor every last bit of you. when his hands came up to your thighs he couldnât resist the urge to spread them even further.
the man wanted to explore every inch of you since itâs been so long. so so long since heâs spent some personal time with that pretty pussy of yours.
âw..wait- fuck toru!â you whined when his lips found their way to your pulsing clit, folding his tongue up and down the gooey slit.
his assault to your pussy didnât stop there. next his thumb was sliding down your sticky folds, not stopping until it was past your tight walls.
your mouth fell open at the intrusion. his thumb wasnât long but it was thick, causing a bigger stretch than youâd expected.
âso good. tasteâs sâgood princess,â gojo mindlessly babbled, every word sending vibrations straight to your pussy.
gojo felt like he was out of his body. out of his mind, and he hadnât even been inside you yet. just what the fuck were you doing to him?
finally fed up with the throbbing ache in his pants he latched onto your clit for a third time, giving it one last kiss before pulling away.
the man couldnât wait any longerâ he needed to be inside you, and he needed it now. before you knew it he was sliding off his sweats and everything underneath it, leaving him completely exposed.
your pussy throbbed just from the sight of him.. you didnât know how much longer you could wait either.
âdonât worry mama, im ready for yaâ.â a low chuckle left his throat when he saw you were just as desperate as him. âyou ready for me?â
his blue eyes met your low ones when he slapped his tip against your folds. next he was sliding inside of your pulsing hole with ease, forcing your mouth open.
âo..oh my gosh!â you winced at the familiar stretch, your walls involuntarily clenched around his dickâ trying to push him out.
ân..no- fuck. none of that, yâhear me?â gojo whimpered at the feel of being squeezed, he couldnât even move you were squeezing him so tight.
the man hovered over you, lips grazing your ear as he coaxed you. âlet me in baby, you can do it. i know you can,â he whispered, wrapping his hand around your neck and resting it there.
his words of encouragement had you opening up quicker than he expected, and with every second he was inching deeper into your pussy. gojo felt like he was in a dreamâ or better yet, on cloud 9. after all that time you still feel the exact same, heavenly.
his strokes were gentle at first, but they sped up when he realized how long he was away from you. a whole year.. never again.
ân..never ever gonna let you keep this shit from me again.â gojo groaned with an edge in his voice that you couldnât recognize.
your shaky hands wasted no time sliding under his shirt, feeling on the happy trail that covered his v-line. ânot gonna take it away toru, âs all yours!â
gojo grinned at your words as he pressed onto your lower stomach. with his free hand he gripped onto the back of your thighs and brung your freshly done feet up to his mouth.
his lips wrapped around your toeâ eyes locking with yours as he sucked on it. his strokes only got deeper, and you whimpered at all the different sensations at once.
ââm not gonna pull out,â he admitted as he switched from sucking to leaving small kisses on your foot. âgonna cum so deep in this pretty pussy. never gonna leave me again.â
you were so out of it. drool everywhere, hair messy, tear stained cheeks.. anything gojo said went in one ear and out the other. the man could do whatever, you didnât care.
âmm yes, donât pull out. want it sâbad, fill me up please!â small whines filled your throat when you felt a familiar pressure in your abdomen, your pussy wrapping around him even tighter than before. how was this even possible?
gojoâs pace got faster, strokes sloppier.. he was slowly but surely losing all the sense of control he once had before. âf..fuckk âm gonna cum toru, so close!â
you gasped when his thumb flicked your clit, looking up at the blue eyes that never left your frame. your legs shook in overstimulation and you didnât know how much longer you could hold it in.
âlet it out mama, youâre okay. gimme all of it- shit.â he hissed as his dick twitched at how tight you were squeezing. âfuck fuck fuck, youâre gonna be such a pretty mama. s..such a pretty wifey, all fâme.â
you threw your head back as chills covered your entire body. the both of you were completely out of touch with reality, not caring about anything but the feeling of one another.
ââm cumming toru! mhmm âm cumming,â you exclaimed, bringing your hand to his stomach. it wasnât long before the built-up pit in your stomach finally snapped, coating his dick in a ring of your juices.
gojo was close behind you, a whimpering mess as his stomach tightened. before he knew it he was filling you upâ spilling his load inside of you, not a drop to be wasted.
âf..fuck yeah. take it mama, itâs all yours. all for you.. gotta give you everything.â he chanted praises as he gave you one last stroke, pushing his cum even deeper into you where it belonged.
your voice was shaky when he called you, so shaky that at first you thought you wouldnât be able to respond. but even so, you did.
âyouâre never leaving me again, understand?â the edge in his voice was back, and youâd be lying if you said it didnât make your stomach do flips.
âyes toru, i understand.â
if thereâs anything you learned from this at all.. itâs that you could never leave a man like gojo satoru.
©rissouu 2025 (this oneâs for dulce yâall so thank her, it took me forever *sigh*)
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i love love LOVE reading the hcs where pro hero, husband! katsuki is just so in love with his dear wife.
you sat on the couch, a warm blanket wrapped around you, as you watched katsuki's live interview on tv. the interviewer, a well-known journalist, smiled at him, clearly eager to delve into his life as a top pro hero.
âso, mr. dynamight, what would you say is your greatest achievement?â the interviewer asked, leaning in with interest.
without missing a beat, katsuki didn't even hesitate. âmarrying my wife.â
your eyes widened, your heart skipping a beat. a big, silly smile spreads across your face as you listened, touched by his words.
the interviewer chuckled, clearly caught off guard. âthatâs very sweet, but i meant in your pro hero career.â
katsuki frowns at him, as if offended by the idea of something else being greater than marrying you. ânothing else matters.â
the room fell silent for a moment, the sincerity of his words hanging in the air. yhe interviewer, taken aback by his straightforwardness, smiled warmly. âthatâs quite the statement. itâs clear how much she means to you.â
katsuki simply nodded, his expression unwavering. âsheâs my everything.â
you felt your heart swelled with love and pride, tears prickling at the corners of your eyes. you knew he loved her, but hearing him say it so openly and proudly made you feel like the luckiest girl in the world.
his girl. his one and only. the love of his life.
long after his interview, the front door creaked open, and your husband stepped inside, loosening his tie as he kicked off his shoes. before he could even set his bag down, you appeared, practically bouncing with excitement.
before he could even say a word, you launched yourself at him, throwing your arms around his neck and pulling him down into a huge, sloppy kiss. katsuki barely had time to react before you were kissing him with such enthusiasm that it left him momentarily stunned.
when you finally pulled back, a big grin plastered on your face, he blinked, wiping at his lips with a bemused expression.
âwhat the hell was that for, sweets?â he asked, though his tone held no real annoyance.
you giggled, wrapping your arms tighter around him. âfor being the sweetest husband ever,â you smiled, eyes shining with affection. âi saw the interview.â
katsukiâs face softened, a small smirk tugging at the corners of his mouth. âtch, youâre acting like i donât mean it.â
âi know you do,â you replied, leaning up to peck his lips again, this time softer. âbut hearing you say it like that... it means the world to me.â
he sighed, pulling you into a tighter embrace. âyouâre such a sap,â he muttered, though his tone was fond.
âsays the guy who just declared iâm his greatest achievement on national television,â you teased, nuzzling into his chest.
katsuki scoffs, pressing a kiss to the top of your head.
âyeah, yeah. just donât get used to it.â
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âËàż kia's note Ëâ based on david bowie interview about his wife :)) also, happy birthday to me!! tysm for the 1k follows yet again, please enjoy this while older bro's bsf is a wip <333
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Gong Yoo nsfw headcanons âĄ
· contains: purely nsfw, gun-play, he has a thing for your period UMM · note: its like 5 am but i HAD to post this
·â The Salesman/Gong Yoo's not the type to call you âbaby, princess, honeyâ during sex. no; his dignity is higher than that. he'd be more of a name user or would call you his âslut, whore, bitchâ.
·â barely has personal preference for positions, as long as heâs in full control. just as eager to have you ride him as he is to flip you over. just as long as he's inside you. big fan of face fucking though! holds your hair as you're doing it :3
·â has a libido bigger than his dick. practically using you almost every night as his sex doll; his stress relieve toy. makes sure to use you till the last drop when he finally gets his hands on you, due to the disappointingly lack of free time to sate his urges w/ you. has a shocking amount of stamina too :3. he definitely initiates things more than you do. he's suuuchhh a horny little boy for you OMDSSSS.
·â not a surprise but he's totally into gun playâ fucks u w/ his glock, adoring the expression you make as he thrusts every single length of the gun into your pussy. holds his gun against your temple as he makes you bounce on his dick, getting off â to your increasing fear. may even shoot a single bullet across the room to show you that the one against your skull is still functional and still a threat to your well-being.
·â i feel like he'd have a fetish for periods. doesn't like eating you out but as soon as he finds out you're menstruating, he'd BEG you to let him give you head and always find a way into your pants strategically. keeps a tight grip on your waist to hold you against his mouth ⥠& the mere smell of your blood is enough to get his dick sprung up.
·â this MIGHT be controversial but he'd be the type to beg you to send him nudes of your bare body. especially when he's out at work. his gallery is all pictures of your body and he's always shamelessly scrolling through themâ palming away vigorously at his dick, wishing it was your mouth wrapped around his tip instead.
·â he's 100% a moaner. not high and squeaky moans, low ones; groans low enough only for you to hear. very vocal and mouthy, he's not scared to let you know how much of a good job you're doing, how pretty and fuckable you look doing it.
·â he's sooo harsh with you, spanking you on your plump ass until there's a visible red handprint, manhandling your hips off the bed to get a good angle to fuck, slapping your face every chance he gets. he's so mean.
·â he's big on degrading, is talking shit any chance he gets. âyou can't even take me properly, useless little thing.â and he's soo mean and criticizes every move you make. by the end of it all youâll be nodding with tears streaming down your face (he gets off to it), lost to the pleasure heâs giving you and only able to apologise for being such a pathetic and stupid little baby!
·â owns multiple toysâ gags (dog bone gags to be specific), ropes, blindfolds, vibrators, beads, dildos, you name it. he's a spender. ties you up with his ropes to feel the control that he craves so much.
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I used to get called cynical and asked "can't you be positive" when I talked about historical events like wars and disasters.
Then whenever thing shifted to politics everyone around me went "Oh humanity is genuinely evil and deserved to die :) :)" sometimes with that expression.
As a historian, who studies things like the Aberfan Disaster, who studies the US Civil War and how those echoes still continue to this day, how racism and class are inextricably linked in the US, I say...
DO NOT. EVER. GIVE UP.
JRR Tolkien lost nearly all his friends in WWI. He saw WWII. He saw the Cold War. And after all that he said, "For myself, I find I become less cynical rather than more--remembering my own sins and follies; and realize that men's hearts are not often as bad as their acts, and very seldom as bad as their words".
If a man who has seen so much death and horror can have hope like that, we should take a lesson.
Btw I think it's worth mentioning that I'm like. In some ways an extremely cynical person:
Literally, one of my major opinions on humanity is "Humans really seem to like committing genocide???" (Looks, obviously genocide is a fucking atrocity, and I'm in no fucking way diminishing that. It's just also something that people keep fucking committing.)
I work professionally with survivors of abuse, rape, and incest.
I think that most people are (by design, aka evolution!) fundamentally self-interested (and also that that's usually okay)
I am more caught up on the news than like/at least 90% of people.
So when I say that I think that:
Hope is real
There is real, substantial evidence for hope
I think we're going to beat climate change
There is a ton of evidence that supports us beating climate change,
We're going (continue) making the world a better place
The good of humanity and the world ultimately outweighs the bad
It's not because I'm sticking my head in the sand. It's really, really not!
I'm saying that in very real knowledge of how fucking shitty things are and can be.
And despite all that, I'm still hopeful. I'm still optimistic.
I still think hope is going to win.
You don't need to be some huge optimist to have hope.
Anyway here's a link to my masterpost on why we're going to beat climate change,
And here's a link to a great article on all the reasons that this century is, on average, the best time to be alive in human history.
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đ â you look just like a dream.
âą summary: headcanons of zayne as your boyfriend!
ê° pairing ê± : zayne (love and deepspace) x fem!reader
ê° word count ê± : 417 (short again..)
author's note đ€ : zayne my baby đ i love him so much and had to do some hcs for him too :3 lmk if you'd like to see more of these for the others! i'm gonna try and get some more stuff out trust <3
zayne loves shopping with you (despite how long you guys shop for and the amount of bags you leave with). he loves buying you things, whether it be cute clothes, jewelry, food. he just enjoys seeing your pretty smile.
zayne always has his guard down around you. he finds himself vulnerable when heâs with you, itâs like all walls and barriers disappear and he can just be himself and enjoy your company without having to worry about anything.
zayne reluctantly goes to cat cafes with you whenever you pass by one. heâs not very good with cats and they often run away from him, but itâs the opposite with you. they seem to love you, and they donât mind him when your around so he supposes it's not that bad.Â
zayne helps blowdry your hair after you shower, making you stand still in front of the bathroom mirror while still in your bathrobe. he enjoys doing these little things for you, itâs the least he can do since youâre so good to him.
zayne is always keeping an eye on you. mostly for health related reasons since sometimes you forget to take your medicine or donât keep up with your weekly checkups. and when that happens, heâs often scolding you and making sure you take your medication on time and setting alarms on your phone so you donât miss your appointments.Â
zayne also knows when youâre on your period. once learning about your menstrual cramps and whatnot due to research and prior knowledge of it, as well as your mood swings, heâll already have stuff prepared for you. pads, chocolate, red date tea, a heating pad: you name it. heâll also massage your stomach whenever certain remedies donât work or when he just wants to, just being next to you to comfort you and help you feel better is enough for him.Â
zayne loves taking late night strolls with you. when itâs cold outside and youâve forgotten your gloves at home, heâll slip your hand into his pocket while holding your hand in his own. enjoying the scenery of the city, the bright lights, the way they reflect off your eyes, that happy expression on your face when you see a food stand with a delicious menu. it reminds him of how lucky of a man he is to have you, a man with a heart that constantly suffers from a great frost that you manage to melt with your warm touch. you're his dream come true.
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viktor (arcane) nsfw alphabet <3
-> hello viktor nation. haven't been able to get this guy out of my mind for the past four weeks, so! here you go! also consider this your formal invitation to scream about him in my inbox i would LOVEEEE to write more about him............
alphabet template is from the.coldest.goodbye!
-> content warnings: sex, edging, blowjobs, pussy eating, dom/sub dynamics, discussion of kink, reader has a vagina, viktor loves you like a lot, 18+ MDNI MDNI MDNI I MEAN IT
A = Aftercare (what theyâre like after sex)
Viktor gets very soft after sex. He'll curl up into your side and bury his face in the side of your neck, pressing his lips into your skin.
You'll help each other to the bath (and you do have a bath- it's one of the few luxuries Viktor indulges in) and soak together, sometimes for hours, you leaning against his chest or him leaning against yours depending on the night. He'll tell you how good you were, how good you are, how much he cares about you, and you'll call him a sap and wash his hair for him. Before long, though, he'll drag you back to bed, ready to fall asleep with your limbs tangled together.
B = Body part (their favorite body part of theirs and also their partnerâs)
If you have tits he's obsessed with them to the point that it's kind of a joke between you. After some of your rougher encounters you'll look at yourself and realize there are bite marks and bruises all over them and that it's very visible unless you wear a shirt with a super high cut.
C = Cum (anything to do with cum, basically)
One of his biggest turn-ons is coming inside of you. He'll lean down with his face between your thighs and watch as his come leaks out of your hole. And then he'll push it back inside of you with two slender fingers.
D = Dirty secret (pretty self explanatory, a dirty secret of theirs)
If he had fewer morals he would definitely steal your underwear. As it is he just fantasizes about it constantly. Inhaling the scent of them while he gets himself off, maybe even wrapping them around his dick and coming into them. If you ever get this fantasy out of him definitely hide a pair in his jacket pocket or something, he'll basically explode.
Also he has a recurring fantasy about watching Jayce fuck you...
E = Experience (how experienced are they? do they know what theyâre doing?)
He's sort of in the middle. He's had enough sex to be good in bed without you having to guide him much, but he's never been promiscuous: for him, sex is a means to an end more than anything else. He goes out and gets his needs met when he has the urge every once in a while and doesn't do anything more involved than that. It's more of a maintenance thing and less of a habit. He's never been in a serious relationship before (or really had strong feelings for anyone) either, so sex is casual to him. Then, of course, he meets you, and sex starts to mean much more than just getting off when he needs.
Side note but I've got a personal hc that the culture in Zaun is super cavalier about sex and doesn't treat it as particularly taboo. Which means that Viktor doesn't try to hide his sex life, even before you're sleeping together, and it probably drives you insane thinking about what he must be doing.
F = Favorite position (this goes without saying)
Anything that puts him physically above you he's going to be a fan of. He loves seeing you underneath him, getting to watch every single expression on your face and every involuntary shudder. That said, there are going to be times where he's in too much pain to hold himself up for very long. Then he loves for you to either ride him or just lay between his legs and suck him off, running your hands up the sides of his body and toying with his nipples.
If you held a gun to his head and made him pick just one position, though, it wouldn't be any of those- he would want you to sit on his face. He absolutely fucking LOVES everything about it. He loves the weight of you on his shoulders and chest, he loves when you grind against his chin and mouth and nose, helplessly chasing your release. He loves feeling your come cover his face. He loves your hands in his hair, gripping tight and holding his head still so you can use him. He's obsessed.
G = Goofy (are they more serious in the moment? are they humorous? etc.)
Viktor can get giggly during sex, which surprises him as much as it does you. There are plenty of times where the vibe is less serious, where you're grinning at each other like idiots and high-fiving in the afterglow. If you're at the point where you're having sex regularly he's already thrown caution to the wind with you. You make him feel comfortable and his willingness to laugh and be vulnerable together is a direct result.
H = Hair (how well groomed are they? does the carpet match the drapes? etc.)
He trims every now and then but doesn't do anything more than that- no shaving or waxing or anything.
I = Intimacy (how are they during the moment? the romantic aspect)
In serious moments Viktor worships you. He wants to take his time. He fucks you slow and deep and kisses you during, gasping into your mouth at the peak of every thrust. What he feels for you is so large and devotional that it scares him. He wants to bury himself in you, would crawl inside your chest and live there if he could. He's desperate for you.
J = Jack off (masturbation headcanon)
He gets off to the thought of you and doesn't feel bad about it at all lol. Some people have a bit of a hangup about masturbating to people they know, but not him! He's got entire scripts in his mind and he follows them religiously: playing with the tip of himself when he's imagining you lapping at the head of his cock like a kitten, holding the base of his cock with two fingers when the version of you in his head decides to make him wait to come. This is happening before you ever get together and before you even know he's interested, and he'll look you in the eyes like he didn't lick his come off his own palm that morning, picturing your tongue instead.
K = Kink (one or more of their kinks)
Oh he's a freak LMAO. Kink isn't necessary to him at all and he'd be okay with a vanilla sex life, but if you're down he has a whole laundry list of things he knows he likes and an even longer one of things he wants to explore. He's into bondage, edging, overstimulation, and minor painplay (stuff like spanking, gentle choking, and giving, not receiving). He will sub, especially if that's your inclination, although he slightly prefers domming. Edging is his absolute favorite and he can spend entire nights on it, watching you slowly unravel until you're begging for him with tears in your eyes.
He doesn't quite know it yet, but if you ever bring up the idea of fucking him he would be VERY into it.
L = Location (favorite places to do the do)
He vastly prefers the bed over anywhere else. It's by far the most comfortable for him. That doesn't stop him from wanting to fuck you elsewhere, though. It goes without saying that he'd daydream about bending you over the lab desk.
M = Motivation (what turns them on, gets them going)
He's just as into the basics as the next person- of course he gets turned on when you lean past him and he can see down your shirt, or when you're at a party together and you run your hand down his arm so slowly he can't mistake the look you're giving him for anything but want. What surprises him is how turned on he gets by you simply existing in his space. Something about having you in his apartment, the domesticity of it all, really gets to him. Once, in the early days of your relationship, he comes home late from the lab and finds you in his bed, dressed in soft pajamas and already asleep, and the rush of affection and desire that hits him is so strong he has to go to the bathroom and jack off in the shower.
N = No (something they wouldnât do, turn offs)
As much as he likes the dom/sub dynamic he never wants to seriously hurt you or be seriously hurt. He's also not a fan of degradation beyond teasing condescension- he's never going to pretend he doesn't want you or call you stupid or threaten to find someone else, even as a kink thing. Also, spit and come are the only two bodily fluids he's really interested in.
O = Oral (preference in giving or receiving, skill, etc.)
He's obsessed with eating you out, but as much as he loves pleasuring you with his mouth, he loves seeing you with his cock down your throat more. He'll restrain himself as much as he can, but he won't be able to stop his hips from making shallow little aborted thrusts once you've bottomed out on him. Your mouth takes him completely out of his head.
P = Pace (are they fast and rough? slow and sensual? etc.)
Generally on the slower, deeper side. He's a scientist first: he's going to be methodical with you, carefully measuring his actions and watching how you react, especially in the first few months of having you. He maps you out like you're a country he's just discovered, learns you with the same attention and devotion he gives his most serious work, and never forgets a single one of the things that make you moan.
Q = Quickie (their opinions on quickies, how often, etc.)
He's down, but it's not his favorite thing. If one or both of you gets desperate in the middle of the day (if you go out of your way to tease him), he's certainly not above bending you over the nearest flat surface. In ideal circumstances, though, he wants to get you in bed and spend a little longer with you.
R = Risk (are they game to experiment? do they take risks? etc.)
Viktor is one of the most risk-tolerant people in the world. He'll try almost anything once. You never have to worry about suggesting something too outlandish for him because basically nothing is lol. No promises that he'll be super into it after, but he figures he won't know until he tries.
S = Stamina (how many rounds can they go for? how long do they last?)
It depends on what sort of lasting you mean. Viktor appears immune to attempts to turn him on throughout the day and can stay completely composed while taking you apart over and over again- he has immense self-control and won't snap easily. However. If you're playing a more dominant role, he melts under your hands once you've got him in subspace (it takes some time to put him there, but once he's in it he's in it). Suddenly everything you do- every touch, every word of praise you give him- has him straining against whatever rules you've set for him. He will beg if you make him.
In terms of how long it takes him to come, he's not especially slow or especially fast. He does find it harder to last when you're having sweet, slow sex, though. At the end of the day what really undoes him is the fact that you love him.
T = Toys (do they own toys? do they use them? on a partner or themselves?)
Yeah, he's definitely engineered a few of his own sex toys. He also definitely engineers them with you in mind. He would love to watch you squirm with a vibrator buried deep in your cunt, or come clenched around a fucking machine.
U = Unfair (how much they like to tease)
He is the world's biggest tease, before and during sex. He'll flirt with you throughout the day- a hand on the small of your back, fingers trailing down your spine, a foot dragging up the side of your calf when you're seated across from each other- only to divert his eyes and pretend you're losing your mind when you react.
As mentioned above, edging is one of his favorite kinks. He'll wait until you need to come so badly you're almost incoherent and then make it even harder for you: Speak up, my love. Use your words. I'm finding it difficult to understand what you want.
V = Volume (how loud they are, what sounds they make, etc.)
More of a groaner than a moaner and not super loud in general. If you want to hear him really break, tie his hands to the headboard and bring him to the edge with your hands and mouth until he starts to beg. Then keep going. (Alternatively, tell him you love him- he'll say it back and won't be able to stop.)
Also he's incapable of shutting the fuck up during sex lol. He's going to keep up an entire conversation with you (and smirk when you start stuttering over your responses). He's going to tell you how long he's wanted you. He's going to tell you how good you look. He's going to tease you incessantly. Annoying as hell!!!
W = Wild card (a random headcanon for the character)
Viktor almost never curses in general. It's just not the way he talks. Usually. During sex he gets absolutely filthy- the first time you ever hear him say the word fuck is the first time you ever wrap your hand around his cock, and he doesn't stop after that.
X = X-ray (letâs see whatâs going on under those clothes)
His cock is canonically huge LMFAO I agree with the show here. Hard he's somewhere between seven and eight inches. It'll be a bit of a stretch the first time he slides inside you.
Y = Yearning (how high is their sex drive?)
Viktor's sex drive is fairly high but before he meets you he tries his best to pretend it's not. He thinks of sex a lot like he does food: they're both necessary to his continuing function as a human, but they're also deeply annoying distractions from the work he really wants to be doing. He'll ignore his desire until it's actively interfering with whatever he's trying to do, and only then will he spend a few precious hours going out and picking someone up (or hitting up one of the people he occasionally has one-night-stands with).
Once he meets you his desire becomes impossible to ignore. He wants you so badly it keeps him from focusing, from sleeping, and no number of nights out or meaningless hookups banish you from his mind. When he has you, you'll be on the receiving end of all that built-up need.
Z = Zzz (how quickly they fall asleep afterwards)
Sex between you usually happens at night, and Viktor will fall asleep right after unless he has a very good reason not to. He'll accompany you to the bathroom, you'll wash off together, and then he'll be dragging you back to bed with both hands. He won't want either of you to get dressed, and once you're under the covers he tangles himself up in you like he's trying to get as much of his body to touch yours as possible, which is exactly what he's doing. You might talk for a while about nothing much in particular, faces close, before drifting off together.
#arcane x reader#viktor arcane x reader#viktor x reader#viktor x you#arcane viktor x reader#UGHHHHHHHHHH I'M OBSESSED WITH HIMMMMMMM#mdni and i mean it. if you're under 18 i will block you#everyone else please go ham on this i need to know your thoughts#arcane x you#.viktor
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Squid game Season 2 men saving you when you almost die in the game
Characters: player 001, 230, 124
Warnings: canon violence, near death experience, toxic relationships, drug use, mention of suicide, romantic tension, f! Reader
A/N: this is no diss to anyone bc I respect the grind, I truly do, but everything I see of squid game is nsfw. I have to HUNT for sfw shit. I just gave up and just read everything anyways. So Iâm trying to balance the scales a bit for rn. Again no diss bc yall nsfw writers COOK.
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áąááŻáœáŹá 001
(Weird ppl attacking you in game)
- ok so for this one Iâll say that you are just a average player in the games he happened upon. You two met because you were on the âXâ team, and more specifically in gi- Huns group.
- he normally is pretty resistant to the âworthless sob stories of the poorâ as he puts it. But for some odd reason, yours got to him
- thrown out of home, forced to survive and fend for yourself out in the streets, hopping from job to job because you canât pay rent on time 8/10 and you get evicted. Pulling loan after loan to keep yourself afloat, and even that is starting to fail you. You are at the very end of the road and if you canât manage to leave here without some money you are 100% fucked. You genuinely think the only way out of the hole youâve dug is either a miracle in here or checking out of life manually.
- in-ho LOVES sad wet cat type people, he canât help it. And even though heâs heard basically the same stories from hundreds of people yet somehow you stuck with him
- life was unfair to you, you were cast out. If that didnât happen, you wouldnât have to be living âlike garbageâ. Almost everyone else put themselves in their financial hole, you started in one. Not fair, see? Heâs doing so much mental gymnastics and logistical jumping to validate himself. Youâre different, you donât count.
- you really werenât a extremely strong individual , you didnât draw attention to yourself like many of the others, you didnât argue much or ask many questions. You came with a goal. And he respected that.
- after game two though, the marathon, you and many others decided it was time to call it quits. So you voted âXâ with gi-hun and everyone else. And surprisingly in-ho, or young-il as he named himself, also picked âXâ
- you both didnât really talk much besides maybe a few sentences to each other about how your group was meant to survive. But after the second vote, having a X on your shirt also meant having a target on your back. And being the âminding my own businessâ type it doubled that factor.
- a group of three people, two guys and one girl approached you. Sorrounding you and pestering you on your vote. It turned to raised voices and getting in your face, to shoving from all three people as you just stood there and took it, unwilling to change votes. Though you might not fight like some others that doesnât mean you arenât brave.
- though as soon as young-il (for simplicity) saw those men put hands on you he was already trudging his way cross room, leaving gi-hun mid conversation to aid you.
- you were backed against the bed frame of the stacked sleeping quarters, these three lunatics yelling and shoving you, telling you that you have to vote âOâ âor elseâ. You assumed it implied you leaving this place in a box.
- thatâs when young-il made it to you. âThatâs quite enoughâ he says, eyes cold as ice and facial expression locked in stone. His posture was straight and his head was held high. Very intimidating, itâs almost like he had a military commander type vide (hahaha- odd right??)
- the girl was quick to scamper off, giving you a glare as she informs the boys sheâll be waiting by their group. The men however puff their chests out and square up a bit, and you get second hand embarrassment because young-il doesnât even flinch or break the deadly eye contact. âAre you sure.â Is all he said. It didnât sound like an actual question, more of a âare you sure you wanna get your ass beat in front of all these peopleâ threat.
- they got the memo from his venomous words and slowly creeped off back to wherever they came from, looking like puppies with their tails tucked as they walked away.
- âthank you so muchâ you say, bowing slightly in gratitude for his kindness. He gives you a nice chuckle before lifting your shoulders back up.
- âoh no no, itâs nothing. Those boys should know better, I bet their mothers would chew their ears off if they saw their lack of mannersâ he jokes, earning a giggle from you.
- it makes him feel kinda fuzzy, but he compartmentalizes that feeling for when heâs alone and can process it. In the mean time he just places his hand on your lower back, guiding you back to the group where you will be safe (and in arms reach)
- this just opened a Pandoraâs box of possessiveness and lies, and he doesnât even know how it will end
áąááŻáœáŹá 230
(Mingle)
- for this letâs just say that you met up with thanos for the second game, the marathon one, and yall clicked a bit, leading him to tell you that âyou should stay with me and my crew, for safetyâ
- and so you do. What could be the harm? Heâs clearly deranged and a loose cannon, wouldnât it be better to just go along before he kills you?
- is what you originally thought. Turns out after that conversation and you joined, he really isnât that bad to be around. When heâs high he always makes you laugh, constantly cracking jokes and making fun of people at their expense to make you smack his shoulder a bit, saying âbe nice!â
- you noticed he thrives on attention, and you give it to him freely. Itâs hard not to when heâs got bright purple hair, hand tattoos WITH rainbow painted nails, and heâs rapping and dancing like he was in the comfort of his own home. Plus nam gyu, the guy who lowkey bullied the shit out of you the first few days was now told to âchill out manâ
- now, you were all standing on a spinning circular floor, a cute little cheery jingle being played from over the speakers. Thanos and nam gyu danced together to the music, high in ways you didnât even know you could get. It was pretty silly though, acting like kids.
- then the music dropped, and a number was said. You had to run with that number of people into a room to live. Those left behind will die
- the first few rounds were easy, the numbers were quite high and you held onto thanosâ jacket to stay with the group. The sounds of people begging to be let in followed by being punctured with bullets rang in your mind and the number for people in groups got lower and lower, until the number was two.
- you, thanos, nam gyu and min-su all stared at each other for a moment, frozen on who to pick before thanos started throwing his head from side to side before turning and gripping your arm and nam gyus, running full speed and pulling you along, forcing you to leave min-su. Though you felt horrible once you saw his shocked little face, you just kept going. Choosing to save your life instead of feeling bad and dying there.
- thanos shoved nam gyu towards the door next to the one you were about to be tossed in, luckily he saw someone was waiting by themselves in the room, so he was safe with two. Nam gyu gave him a small nod to let him know he was safe and set to survive.
- thanos rushed you in, slamming the door behind him and peering out. This was the last round, you made it. The door beeped behind you and locked, ensuring your victory of the game.
- adrenaline was still pumping through your veins as you gazed up at him from your spot cowering against the wall as gun shots rang. You didnât even hear the people screaming or the poor souls who were locked from the room right behind you and thanos, damming you to hell for getting to the room first as they die. âHoly shitâ you say as you look at him as he smiled back. âWe did it.â
- âyupâ he says confidently ânow letâs see how much money we earnedâ thanos says as he pulled open the door for the final time. Before he can step out you grab his sleeve âhey- uh thank youâ you mumbled
- he could have just left you like min-su and went with nam gyu, but he chose to save you.
- âwhat? Nah itâs nothing. Donât worryâ he says, patting you on the head and steering you out of the room
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(Lights out fight)
- there was a obvious tension in the air, one that nearly suffocated you as you sat with nam gyu on a bed⊠thanosâ bed.
- the vote ended in a tie, meaning the vote was to be redone the following day. After that was announced, your friends thanos and nam gyu went to the bathroom to âhelp even out the votesâ. Specifically to talk to that poor min-su theyâve been harassing non stop. Only just nam gyu came back out. Eyes blown wide and covered head to toe in thick splashes of blood. Your heart nearly died when you saw him stumbling dazed out of the bathroom. You knew SOMETHING had happened when no thanos returned safely to you.
- after that, he tried convincing you they didnât start the fight, which you saw right through. Eventually he dropped that act and told you straight up what went down. How your friend was murdered. Nam gyu tried covering his pain up by insulting thanos and taking two of his pills from the cross he stole from him. Calling him an asshole and an idiot. Again, you saw right through.
- you brought your hand up to his face to wife some blood off with your sleeve. And he leaned right into it, sighing very very deeply as he crushed the drugs between his teeth. He held your hand to his face, which you thought was just him being cute until he started talking about how there needed to be a total blood bath that night. To ensure team âOâ wins and you both could keep going. You tried to pull away but his grip kept you like in your spot next to him.
- âno nam gyu, we canât just kill these people. They are just like us they just need money-â
- âyes! Thatâs the fucking point. We need that danm money, canât you see? We wonât fucking win with all those stupid fucking cockroaches leeching our moneyâ he hisses, harsh words contrasting with his hands tracing patterns gently on yours. âWe wonât win this vote with them alive, we wonât get more money with them all alive. This is the only wayâ
- he just kept going and going until you agreed, saying youâd at least let him go out and kill and youâd be his little look out. Only nothing can go smoothly for anyone ever here.
- while thereâs lights flashing and people screaming, blood and gore being sprayed from the alive and leaking from the dead, you are trying to make out what is going on around you. You can (faintly) see nam gyu out in the room, grabbing people and ripping them to shreds with his fork, the very fork that killed thanos to be exact.
- while you were looking around for nam gyu, someone had come up behind you, grabbing you by the neck and trying to choke you out. You screamed out nam gyus name as loud as you could as the attackers grip tightened and tightened to the point where you thought your neck was bound to snap. Your vision going out slowly as all you can recognize becomes the sound of the chaos. Until suddenly you were freed, and your assaulter was ripped off you and pinned to the ground by nam gyu.
- he started repeatingly stabbing the person, blood flying onto you and him as he slit the person open. When he stopped you basically flung yourself at him, crying âthank you! Thank you!â. He just saved your life, though You could barely recognize him, he was lost completely in drug fueled blood lust and rage.
- maybe not completely you figured, as he rushed to you and scooped you up. He returned you to a bunk, telling you to hide there and wait for him. Promising you heâll come back, that he will keep you safe. And he did, as the lights came on and the gun shots rung out, he was alive and on his way back to you
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Bet yall canât guess who my favorite is >:3
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Legit. The cycle of abuse junk sucks after and is definitely very clearly present from Megatron and Starscream's dynamic and Mes' impact on Star who mirrors those toxic behaviors. It's unfortunate that all of this combined really just adds to the lingering fissure amongst the brothers that just continues to widen with moments like this. Certainly doesn't help with Skywarp looking up to Megatron either I'm sure. It just becomes that much easier for Star to become alienated from them as he lashes out in very direct ways like this.
And it's jus like, auto response too because of stress. I love Stars expression when Warp stepped in, where he has the air of "how dare you" yet with a hint of "wtf". Which I think goes to show that he doesn't rlly connect it in his processor what he did to elicit that reaction.
Our lad just wants to be on the side of power instead of feeling helpless but his bros be like "glitch don't turn that slag on us tf is wrong with u-" which is absolutely fair
cycle of abuse
skywarp says NO >:(
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MILAN , chris s.
đ«. you take chris around milan, enjoying a cute night in the sweet italian atmosphere.
warns. bf!chris x italian!reader | established relationship, fluff, cursing, kissing, pet names [babe, pretty], some italian sentences, flirty comments, no use of y/n
The Prada fashion show had been nothing short of breathtaking.
When Chris asked you to go with them at the show, you were beyond excited. Not just because the show would have taken place in your hometown, but also because youâd always loved fashion. You couldnât believe you were really going to attend a Prada event, so it all felt like a dream when you actually stood in the first line, examining every outfit with heart-shaped eyes.
Chris stood beside you, his hand wrapped securely around your waist. He looked so cool in that black suit, but you could tell that he wasnât used to this world. His brothers, Nick and Matt, were nearby, doing some comments about the designs now and then and trying to sneak pictures of the show that they would have posted later.
âYou okay?â Chris leaned in close, his voice soft in your ear. The faint scent of his cologne mixed with the air of sophistication around you.
âIâm better than okay,â you replied with a smile, your Italian accent giving your english words a unique charm that he adored. âThis doesnât even feel real.â
âYeah,â he said, his lips curving into a grin. âItâs wild, right? I didnât think weâd actually get invited to something like this.â
You nod, your gaze not leaving the runway, too focused on the way models walked or held the precious bags.
After the show wrapped up and the crowd began to disperse, Nick and Matt said their goodbyes, leaving you and Chris alone. The night was still young, and the streets of Milan were alive with lights, laughter, and the allure of adventure
Chris took your hand, pulling you away from the crowd of paparazzi and fans surrounding the fashion show area, leading you to a quieter spot.
As soon as you were alone, you wrapped your arms around his neck, caressing the back of his head while his hands moved to your hips. âDid you enjoy it?â he asked, already knowing the answer.
You smiled, biting your lip as you looked into his eyes. You nodded. âYou have no idea how much,â you said, before connecting your lips with his in a sweet kiss that expressed all your happiness and gratitude.
âThank you,â you added after pulling away. He gave a confused little smile. âFor what?â he asked, his fingers running up and down your sides in a reassuring but very sensual way.
âFor giving me the chance to come,â you answered, looking up at him. It was true; you were extremely grateful to have been invited, but above all, you were proud of him. In such a short time, he had managed to get so far, doing it all on his own, with his brothers. You were thankful to be with someone like him.
He smiled sincerely, then his smile turned into a knowing smirk, and he added mischievously, âYou have no idea how many more times Iâll give you that chance.â You gave him a playful tap to reprimand him.
âCanât you be serious for five seconds?â you scolded, trying to hold back a grin. âNot when Iâm around you, pretty,â he replied, making you blush.
You decided to pull away, taking his hand. âI want to show you something,â you said, stopping the first available taxi. Chris didnât say anything, getting into the car after you and wrapping an arm around your shoulders. You leaned forward, murmuring the destination to the driver in Italian, so Chris couldnât understand.
Once back in your seat, the dark-haired guy wasted no time asking where you were taking him. âWait and see,â you replied simply, leaving him in suspense. He playfully huffed, but didnât say anything else, partly because he wanted to play along, and partly because he wanted to enjoy the view outside the window: Milan by night was enchanting, whether seen through the eyes of a local or a tourist. The lights, the life, the sounds, never failed to amaze you
Finally, the taxi stopped, and after paying, you both got out. In front of you was the square, illuminated by the lights of the street lamps and the reflections from the lively bars filled with people. Some stopped for a drink, others greeted each other with laughter and chatter.
Chris looked up, his eyes widening when he saw the cathedral. Its gothic facade seemed even more impressive under the dark sky. âHoly shit,â the guy exclaimed, looking at the building in all its beauty.
âPretty, right?â you asked, standing beside him in front of the majestic cathedral. He nodded, but after a moment, his expression shifted slightly as he turned to look you in the eyes. âItâs almost as beautiful as you,â he whispered, getting closer to you. His low voice carried a teasing tone.
You turned to look at him too, rolling your eyes playfully. âStop being cheesy.â He laughed and shrugged. âWhat? Itâs true,â he replied, though his tone made it clear he was just messing around. Before you could respond, he turned suddenly and looked around.
âHey, excuse me, could you take a picture for us?â he asked a passerby, who happily agreed. You looked at Chris, confused, not understanding what he had in mind. You watched as he handed his phone to the man with the camera app open. Then he came back to you and grabbed your waist, pulling you close to him for the umpteenth time that night.
Once again, he didnât give you time to react, pressing his lips to yours and kissing you slowly and sensually, as if in that square full of people, you were the only ones who mattered. It was just the two of you, and time seemed to slow down.
When you pulled away, you let out a chuckle. âThat was definitely corny,â you whispered, our faces still close. He winked at you and took the phone back from the stranger after thanking him.
âOkay, maybe a little,â he said.
Chris gave you a soft tap before wrapping his arm around your waist and dragging you to a nearby bench. The two of you sat down, and you rested your head on his shoulder while he opened the photo app to check out the shots.
âBabe, we need to post these, you look so sexy,â he said, placing a hand on your thigh while adding the photo to his favorites. âMhmh, sureâ you replied, making him smirk, clearly proud of his choice.
âSo,â he began, âteach me something in italian. You know, to make me sound cooler.â
You couldnât hold back a smile at his silly idea, but you didnât refuse. âAre you trying to impress the locals?â you teased him.
âOf course, I want to show off my italian skills,â he replied with an obvious, cocky tone. âAlright then,â you said, giving him an amused glance. âSei un coglione di prima categoria, ma sfortunatamente ti amo lo stesso.â
The brunette blinked a few times, as if trying to register the sentence, which sounded so odd to him. âWait, I caught a âti amo,â right?â he said, his expression amused but also a little curious. You looked at him, returning his usual smirk. âYou only got that part,â you replied, pretending to mock him.
âI got it! Woah, Iâm basically fluent now,â he exclaimed, leaning back on the bench and taking a long, satisfied breath.
âYouâre ridiculous,â you laughed.
He shot you a teasing glance. âYeah, and yet you publicly said, I quote, ti amo.â
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like a python đ§ jihoon x reader.
jihoon doesnât know how many years of pining he has left in him.
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rockstar!jihoon x reader. â
word count: 2.5k â
genre/warnings: alternate universe: non-idol. jihoon-centric, childhood friends, yearning... so much yearning, young k makes a cameo, jihoon is a bit lame (affectionately), cussing/swearing. mentions of alcohol, food. â
footnotes: got7 dropped winter heptagon and it's all i can think about. wrote this in one sitting as a show of gratitude to @chugging-antiseptic-dye for introducing me to these boys. haven't done a song fic in a hot minute, but for lee jihoon and got7? anything. shoutout to igot7_MarKP on twitter for the english translation of the lyrics.
đ§ now playing: python by got7 â i know i'm an icon, watch me with the lights on; but she got a hold on me like a python.
âž MUSIC IS HOW I'VE BEEN VENTING NOW... OVERSEAS, I'M SELLING OUT.
Itâs pretty surreal to Jihoon, being in a room with some of the biggest names in rock.
In the past hour alone, heâs met Alex Turner, Dave Grohl, andâ holy shit, is that Hayley Williams? Jihoon is getting dizzy, and itâs not only because of all the secondhand smoke heâs inhaled since he got to the Rolling Stones afterparty.Â
The best of the best. Thatâs what the invitation had boasted. It was the sceneâs most coveted event, and Jihoon somehow made it to the guest list.Â
Unbidden, your voice nags from somewhere in the back of his mind. Youâre the best, Jihoon-ah.Â
He shakes his head, like heâs physically trying to get away from the thought of you. This had been happening a lot more as of late. Fleeting moments wherein heâd imagine how you would react, what youâd say.Â
But Jihoon always catches himself. He snaps himself out of it and goes back to recording, goes back to performing.Â
God, he needs to get it together. Heâs starting to regret saying ânoâ to the cigarette Ely Buendia was offering him earlier.Â
(In Jihoonâs defense, he didnât smoke often. He didnât want to fuck up his vocal chords. He had a one-cigarette-a-year rule, and he wasnât about to use it now. It was only January; who knew what else the year would throw him?)Â
Jihoon is contemplating some other viceâ maybe he can go grab another beerâ when he feels a tap on his shoulder. At the sight of who came up to him, Jihoon immediately folds into a bow.Â
âThereâs no need for that,â Younghyun says, equal parts amused and embarrassed. âWeâre all the same here, yeah?âÂ
Jihoon pulls himself to his full height. âNot⊠really,â he says lamely, and then he immediately launches into mumbled apologies when he realizes how he might have sounded.Â
It wasnât that Jihoon thought he was better than his peers. Hell, he knew that he was the least important person in the room. Thatâs what he meant; they were not all the same, because Jihoon still had a long ways to go.Â
Especially when compared to rock icon Young K, who isâ gracefullyâ taking Jihoonâs awkwardness in stride.Â
âYouâre holding up a lot better than me,â Younghyun muses. âAt my first afterparty, I threw up on Rupam Islam.âÂ
âNo.âÂ
âYes, unfortunately. He was very nice about it, though.âÂ
Jihoon lets out a stutter of a laugh. Heâs never been a fan of small talk, but he clings to it now like a lifeline. âDoes it get easier?â he asks.Â
Younghyunâs eyebrows raise. âThrowing up on rockstars?âÂ
âNo, noââ
âI was kidding,â Younghyun says in between chuckles. His expression is a little more pensive when he goes on, âI canât say for sure that it gets easier, but you learn to deal with it.âÂ
You learn to deal with it. Jihoon can almost laugh at just how accurate that is. It seems applicable to every aspect of his lifeâ including missing you.Â
Jihoon winces. Younghyun notices.Â
The older man doesnât comment on it, probably thinks itâs something else entirely. Younghyun doesnât flinch away, either, when Jihoon nervously says, âCan I ask you another question?âÂ
âAsk away,â says Younghyun. âIâve got nothing better to do.âÂ
What is Jihoon doing? He doesnât know either, but itâs either this or fight off the urge to run through a pack of Marlboros. âHow do you cope,â he starts slowly, âwith⊠feelings?âÂ
A beat. Crap. Jihoon realizes he definitely could have phrased that better, because Younghyun is now looking at him with an expression of mild confusion.Â
Jihoon backtracks. âYouâ weâ go through a lot in this field of work. Like, a lot. And youâ fuck, fine, Iâmâ grateful for it, really, I swear. But thereâs just⊠so much other things, too, aside from the gratitude. How do you cope with those?â
Jihoon knows he probably looks and sounds like a trainwreck in his bid to be deliberately vague. By some miracle, Younghyun at least seems to understand what Jihoon is trying to say.
Younghyunâs lip quirks to one side as he thinks of his response. The silence stretches uncomfortably long, but then he gives an answer thatâs the last thing Jihoon could have expected.Â
âI write,â Younghyun says.Â
Jihoon blinks once. Then twice.Â
âYou write,â he repeats, and the former nods.Â
âItâs all in my discography. The anger, the heartbreak, the love.â Younghyun raises his shoulders in a shrug. âIâve written nearly 200 songs, and all of them are justâ that. Questions. Answers to questions. Feelings and stories.âÂ
Itâs so simple, so obvious. Itâs like a glaring traffic sign, like something that every musician should know and do.
Put it in a song. Perform it for thousands and leave the muse none the wiser. Profit. Lather, rinse, repeat.Â
Jihoon had done it a fair amount of times, but never had he considered putting you to pen and paper. The prospect of it makes something in his chest thrum.Â
âIââ He clears his throat. âI think I have to go, sunbaenim. It was nice seeing you.âÂ
A hint of humor glints in Younghyunâs eye, like heâs somewhat aware of the fact heâs witnessing something unravel. ââYounghyunâ is fine,â he chirps. âAnd it was nice seeing you, too, Jihoon. Take care of yourself.âÂ
The wordsâ take care of yourselfâ are supposed to be a platitude. To Jihoon, it feels like a tall ask.Â
âž I'M TOURING THE WORLD BUT I'M MISSING THE ONE WHO HELD IT DOWN.
Jihoon is exhausted.Â
As much as he wants to say that heâs never been this tired in his life, itâd probably be a lie. Heâd make the claim, hit the road, then end up crashing out saying the same damn thing. Heâs seen this film before; he knows how it ends.Â
He falls back on his hotel bed after his shower. A low groan escapes him, and he sends up a silent prayer to all the higher powers there are. Thank you for sheets with a 300-500 thread count. Thank you for air-conditioning. Thank you for warm showers and Listerine.Â
Despite his fatigue, Jihoon canât just go to sleep. Post-show adrenaline always took a couple of hours to wear off.
He briefly contemplates his options. Write a lyric or two? Watch a shitty Netflix movie? Stare out the hotel window until his eyes canât stay open anymore?Â
None of the above, it seems, as he reaches for his phone.Â
Jihoon has never been active on SNS; he just couldnât bring himself to care about things like TikTok trends or Twitter âbeefâ. Itâs a constant thorn in his PR teamâs side. There is one thing that he bothers to check, though, and God forbid he deny himself the simple pleasure of some good olâ fashioned pining.Â
Heâs been on your Instagram page enough times that itâs the first thing that shows when he goes to the search bar. Itâs the only thing that shows, really, which gives some pretty good sense of where his head is at.Â
Your profile loads. Thereâs no new post, no recent story. Jihoon is both disappointed and relieved.
No news is good news, he thinks to himself as he leisurely scrolls through the photos heâs already seen a dozen times before. You, feeding sidewalk cats. You, sipping tea at a cafe. You, in all the places that were once Jihoonâs, too. The beaches, the hiking trails, the restaurant in your shared neighborhood.Â
Jihoon opens that particular post. Even though heâs watched your life in squares for the better half of the past three years, this is the one photo that always has him feeling a pang of⊠something.Â
Because Jihoon can imagine itâ being at that restaurant with you. The two of you had discovered it together, had pooled your measly school allowances to afford the bokguk and ganjang gejang.Â
He imagines being there with this older version of you, being the one snapping the picture thatâd find a spot on your feed. He can see it so clearly in his mindâs eye that if he really, really tries, it begins to look more like a memory than a daydream.
But heâs not in Busan, not even in Korea. Heâs in the United States instead, where he has ten stops before heading to Canada and Europe.Â
Sold-out stadiums. Thousands upon thousands of adoring fans.Â
All the food that he could possibly want, and yet itâs pufferfish soup and soy sauce crabs that heâs looking for.Â
Every person that he could possibly have, and yet. And yet.Â
Jihoon huffs out a frustrated exhale. Heâs tired, which he swears makes him delusional.Â
He casts his phone aside, blissfully ignorant to the way his finger double taps his screen as he does.Â
Halfway across the world, your phone pings
woozi_universefactory â liked your post.Â
âž I'VE BEEN RUNNING BACKWARDS, RUNNING BACKWARDS LIKE A MARATHON.
The push notification glaring up at Jihoon looks a lot like a bomb thatâs about to explode.
Jihoon feels like itâs a bomb, because he refuses to believe that after over a year of absolutely nothing, youâve messaged first. Youâve messaged first.Â
He double, triple checks his calendar. Itâs neither of your birthdays. Itâs not a holiday, either. Is it Chuseok? Noâ that doesnât make sense.Â
âFor fuckâs sake,â he chides himself under his breath. Itâs a text. Nothing more, nothing less.
Jihoon opens the notification.Â
And then his heart just.Â
Stops.Â
Youâd sent two messagesâ the first, being the post that had him spiraling last night. Itâs the proceeding message that has Jihoon hoping the ground will swallow him whole.Â
Stalking me, Jihoon-ah?Â
Holy shit.
Jihoon types out at least three different messages, from Are you a fly on my wall to Is there a new Instagram feature I donât know about to What happened to âhello, how are youâ?Â
In the end, he only sends back a single question mark. When he opens the offending post, he immediately sees his transgression.Â
Jihoon hadnât liked the photo before last night. He didnât like much posts to begin with. Howâ WhenâÂ
His phone pings. Heâs never been so thankful that he mostly opts to get room service for breakfast, because the squeak that he lets out is definitely not very rockstar-like. Jihoon fumbles, and he ends up opening your DM before he can psych himself up for it.Â
LOL. Playing dumb doesnât suit you, you say.Â
Damn you and your ability to render him speechless. Jihoon wonders if he can get away with not responding, with getting back to you a couple of days later and blaming his work.Â
Except.Â
Jihoonâs fingers slowly move across his screen.Â
It was a good post, he says.Â
It was a post from a year ago, you answer.Â
So? He throws in an emoji of a man shrugging for good measure. Jihoon never uses emojis, but he can make some exceptions.Â
Your respond, So, stalking. You were stalking me.Â
Jihoon knows heâs digging a hole for himself, knows heâs going to stay up several nights thinking of just how stupid he is. If he were a stronger man, heâd pull the plug on this conversation and thatâd be it. You wouldnât bug him. He would maybe write a song about this moment. The world would go on.Â
But he can hear you.Â
In the messages, in the words on his screen. He can hear your voice, the way youâd smile or laugh or tease. How youâd say his name in that sing-song tone he once pretended to hate.Â
He hears you in your messages, and heâll live with the secondhand shame if it means that he gets to keep on listening.Â
Not stalking, he shoots back. Just checking in.Â
Ah, you say. Because you missed me?~
Despite himself, he scoffs. Youâve always been so shameless. It didnât matter to you that he was WOOZI the rockstar; to you, he would always be Jihoon who lived three houses down.Â
As if, he says to your teasing.
You donât respond anymore. You donât even read the message, because Jihoon doesnât see the little âSeenâ under his last message.
He waits for it for a minute. Then five minutes. Then seven minutes. He stops checking at the thirteen-minute mark, because he likes to believe heâs no longer a high schooler with a raging crush on the girl next door.Â
Heâs a grown man. Heâs WOOZI, for Christâs sake.Â
He canât keep coming back to you.
âž I GAVE YOU MY TIME WHEN I DIDN'T HAVE MUCH; ALL OF MY FEELINGS, SWEPT UNDER THE RUG.
Except he does.Â
WOOZI may not want to. WOOZI may be the bassist writing songs about the past in hopes of leaving things in the past, but Jihoon is a different story.Â
Jihoon texts you the moment he lands in Gimhae International Airport. Jihoon stands outside your front doorâ definitely jetlagged, probably in need of a showerâ with his luggage in one hand and his phone in the other.Â
Jihoon acts like itâs the worldâs biggest inconvenience when he tells you, âCome on, then.âÂ
The two of you get the crabs and soup. He refuses to talk about his time away; he contents himself with listening, like he always does, and you fill the silence with babble. Your desk job, your parentsâ nagging, your hobbies and side hustles.Â
âProbably not as interesting as your life,â you joke after a particularly long-winded anecdote about a delivery rider who got your address wrong.Â
Jihoon neither confirms nor denies the statement. He only raises one eyebrow and gives you a wordless gesture with his hand. Go on anyway, heâs saying, and you take the cue.Â
The meal ends. Jihoon invites you for coffee. Then ice cream. Then a walk.Â
âThis is very suspicious.âÂ
Jihoon canât help it; a snort of laughter escapes him at your words. âCanât a guy take a friend out to lunch?â he asks humorlessly.Â
âAnd dinner,â you note.Â
âAnd dinner, yes.âÂ
âAnd dessert.âÂ
âAnd dessert.âÂ
The two of you are taking the long way home. Thereâs something to be said about how Jihoon drags his feet, about how you walk like youâre not on borrowed time. Even your conversation moves like youâre beating around the bush.
There is an elephant in the room and Jihoon is done pretending that itâs not there. That it hasnât been there since the day you two met in primary school, since the first time he held your hand as a teenager, since he became a musician and every song he performed became about you.
Jihoon doesnât know how many years of pining he has left in him.Â
âAre you dying?âÂ
Your blasĂ© question draws a bark of laughter from him. âJesus, no,â he says. âDo I have to be dying to want to see you?âÂ
You donât answer right away. Jihoon once again has that feeling that heâs said something wrong, something loaded, but you save him from overthinking when you respond with, âYou wanted to see me?âÂ
There it is. That teasing tone, that hint of a smile.Â
You bump your shoulder against his. âYou missed me, Jihoon-ah. Admit it.âÂ
And Jihoon is done, Jihoon is tired, Jihoon is still yours after all this time.
âYeah,â he finally, finally says. âI missed you.âÂ
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Danny in Metropolis Ch2/P2
masterpost this is a first draft, please no editing or concrit <3
(much love to @fadinggalaxysalad for the idea of Kon considering his own logo)
Picking out a lunch box was surprisingly hard. It said so much about a person.
Jon's was a Robin lunch box, because of course it was. Though Kon very much doubted that Damian's was a Superboy one (especially since it wouldn't be a Superboy the Second one). Konâs own was a simple black one that he has been doodling on all year with a silver sharpie.
Maybe predictively, school was full of lunch boxes of superheroes, pop stars, geometric colors, and semi-abstract artsy patterns. Anything deemed not too âkiddyâ. Eliminating the kiddy things on the shelf didn't get Kon very far. His own logo caught his eye, sitting innocently on the shelf among the Justice League heroes.
It was a little tempting. The thought of Danny carrying around his symbol through school every day brought a flush to Konâs cheeks.
But there was no was he was going deal with the teasing from his family for that choice.
He moved away from that area of the shelves, because he wasn't going to get Danny any other superhero's symbol either, and continued on down to the abstract section. It was small and Kon was ready to rule it out until he saw it: a mostly black bag with a stylized set of stars on it. It was a little like Kon's own bag without actually matching in a way he could be teased about. It also felt very Danny somehow.
Kon grabbed the bag before he could over think it and went to finish up the rest of the list he'd been given since he was going out anyways.
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Danny was already at the table, head buried into his crossed arms. The rest of their table was still empty. It made it easier to walk over and set the new lunch box down in front of Danny, close enough to bump his arms.
After a beat, Danny turned enough to peer at the bag with one shadowed eye. âWhat's that?"
âYour lunch,â Kon said with every bit of calmness he could muster. He sat down across from Danny and put his own bag on the table.
He'd drawn a new monster in the bottom right corner during math.
âMy⊠lunchâŠ,â Danny repeated slowly. âI⊠don't have a lunch?â
âYes you do, it's right there.â
âWhat.â
âLunch, you, there, eat.â
âYou Kronk,â Danny replied instantly, as if on instinct. He blinked like he was rebooting. âI'm sorry, how do I have a lunch?â
âBecause my dad packed you one.â
Danny slowly reached out to poke at the bag. ââŠright. Why did your dad pack me a lunch?â
Kon opened his own lunch and pulled out the PB&J sandwich and took a large bite. Unabashedly, he answered with his mouth full, âBecause I asked him to.â
âConâŠâ
âDanny, it's fine. Just eat it, okay? Not, like, don't eat anything you don't like, but there won't be anything on your no list in it.â
âOh.â Danny reached and pulled the lunch box closer. âI⊠thank you? And tell your dad thank you?â
âSure, will do,â Kon said as if it was nothing and he wasn't hiding a smile by taking another bite.
Both of them were saved from having to say anything more by the rest of their friends (a loose word, sometimes) arriving at the table. There was some shock expressed at Danny actually having lunch, but mostly good natured teasing and some expressions of how glad they were to see it.
Kon shot Danny a little look during it, and got a blush and little eye roll back for it. It was reward enough for Kon. He was just glad to see Danny eating.
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Hi, I really like your narinder design :)
Thank you SO MUCH!!!
I'm still figuring out his face structure but other than that - I'm very proud of it! Gotta practice drawing him more.
[Image ID: A colored headshot sketch of Narinder from Cult of the Lamb. He looks straight at the camera with a neutral expression. End ID.]
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captured in quiet glances
spencer reid
cw; making out in the bullpen, slightly cocky spencer, flirting, nervous!reader, GLASSES GLASSES GLASSES (cause they need a warning of their own), cockblocking in the workplace
an; based on an ask i received a little while ago but accidentally deleted, my sincere apologies, sweet anon, i hope you enjoy!
wc; around 3k
Spencer Reid.
The very same name had rolled off your tongue in whispered prayer late in the night more times than you could count. When you could finally enjoy solitude, away from prying eyes, away from the people who knew what you were thinking before you even did. Your attraction to Spencer was no secretâhow could it be?
Not when your gaze lingered on him far too long, tracing the sharp curve of his jaw, the delicate arch of his brow, or the way his hands moved when he spoke, gesturing with an awkward yet endearing intensity.
Not when your heart skipped a beat every time he laughed at something you said, even if it was something ridiculous. And certainly not when your stomach fluttered with reckless abandon whenever his eyes locked onto yours, as if you were part of the mystery he was trying to solve.
But today was different.
You hadnât expected to find him in the bullpen this morning looking like that.
The moment you stepped through the doors, your feet faltered, your bag sliding precariously down your shoulder as your brain scrambled to catch up with the vision before you. Spencer Reid. In glasses.
Not the kind of glasses someone wears begrudgingly, as a last resort after losing a contact. No, these were intentional. Framed to perfection, resting effortlessly on the bridge of his nose, accentuating the sharpness of his features in a way that sent your thoughts spiralling.
The lenses framed his cautious brown doe-eyes, once soft and inquisitive, now sharp and calculated, as though seeing the world through a new, refined lens. They gave him an air of confidence, something you might mistake for cockiness in anyone else. But with Spencer, it was different.
You knew his ego when it came to his intelligenceâhow could he not have one? Years of being underestimated, of facing disbelief instead of encouragement, had built him into a man who wielded his knowledge like armour.
He wasnât the same awkward boy genius anymore. Today, standing there in his crisp shirt and fitted vest, pushing those damned glasses up the bridge of his nose with a casual flick of his fingersâhe was something else entirely.
He was devastating.
"Y/N?"
His voice shattered the daze you had fallen into, and you blinked rapidly, realizing you had been staring. Heat flooded your cheeks as your grip tightened on your bag, your mind scrambling for an escape.
"Morning, Spencer," you managed, forcing a smile that you hoped masked the chaos inside you.
His lips quirked into a polite smile, his eyes scanning your face in that way that made your skin prickle. He adjusted his glasses again, and you had to fight the sudden, almost overwhelming urge to reach out and do it for him.
Focus, Y/N.
You dropped your bag onto your desk with a little too much enthusiasm, papers shuffling under your fumbling hands. Anything to keep yourself busy. Anything to stop thinking about how ridiculously attractive he looked today. Because if you let yourself dwell on it too long, you'd be doomed.
"Everything okay?"
His voice was closer now, and when you glanced up, he was standing right beside your desk, those sharp, knowing eyes analyzing you with quiet intensity. You swallowed hard, forcing a casual shrug.
"Yeah," you croaked, clearing your throat. "Just didnât get much sleep last night."
Spencer nodded thoughtfully, his expression softening. "If you need caffeine, I just brewed a fresh pot in the break room."
You nodded, your voice coming out higher than intended. "Thanks, Reid."
As he walked away, you let out a breath you hadnât realized you were holding. Spencer Reid in glasses was going to be the death of you.
The morning passed in a blur of stolen glances and clumsy keystrokes, each one more humiliating than the last. You were convinced you'd managed to play it coolâuntil you heard your name.
"Y/N."
Your head snapped up, eyes widening as Spencer stood beside your desk again, arms crossed over his chest. He had that lookâthe one that said he had already unraveled the entire situation in his head and was just waiting for you to confirm it.
"Youâve been acting... different today," he observed, tilting his head slightly.
Your heart stuttered in your chest. "Different? How?"
You aimed for nonchalance, but the slight tremor in your voice betrayed you.
Spencer's lips twitched in amusement. "For one, your typing speed has decreased by approximately thirty percent. Youâve corrected yourself five times in the last hour, and you havenât made eye contact with me for more than two seconds at a time. Normally, you maintain it for an average of 6.4 seconds."
Damn it. Why did he have to be so perceptive?
You shifted in your seat, waving a dismissive hand. "Maybe Iâm just tired."
Spencer hummed thoughtfully. "Or maybe..." He leaned in, his voice dropping slightly, "it has something to do with the fact that you've been staring at my glasses all day."
Your stomach plummeted, and heat rushed to your face. He knew. Of course he knew.
"Iâ" you began, scrambling for an excuse, but his soft chuckle cut you off.
âItâs okay,â he said, his voice lower now, almost teasing. âI noticed the way your pupils dilated when you first saw me this morning. Itâs a physiological response to attraction.â
You groaned, covering your face with your hands. âOh my God, Spencer.â
His chuckle deepened, and when you peeked through your fingers, he was smilingâgenuine and warm, with a hint of something else beneath it. Something smug.
âSo,â he prompted, watching you carefully, âyou think I look good in glasses?â
You let out a nervous laugh, finally dropping your hands. âOkay, fine. Yes, Reid. You look⊠good in glasses. Happy now?â
His eyes sparkled behind the lenses, and he nodded thoughtfully, fiddling with the leather strap on his messenger bag.
You felt the blush creep back up your neck as you realised where the conversation was headed. âSpencer Reid,â you said, trying to sound chastising. âAre you propositioning me?â
The corner of his mouth twitched. âIs it that obvious?â
âYes,â you said bluntly, trying not to let your tone betray the excitement that was building inside you.
Spencer was quiet for a moment, his eyes searching yours. âIs that⊠okay?â he murmured, leaning in even closer, until his face was only inches from yours.
You bit your lip, your heart pounding in your ears. You shook your head, the words tumbling out before you could second-guess yourself. âYes, yeah- more than okay...â
Spencerâs lips parted, a soft huff of air escaping him. His fingers curled over the edge of your desk, gripping it like he needed the support to stay standing. He looked at you with those sharp, calculating eyes, but something had changed. His gaze had softened. It wasnât as intense as it had been before.
 It felt more like he was watching youâreally watching you. Like he was taking in every little detail. The way your hair curled slightly at the nape of your neck, the soft pink hue of your lips, the shape of your eyes.
He leaned in even closer, his breath ghosting over your skin as he spoke. âDo you have any idea how long Iâve wanted to do this?â
A shiver ran down your spine, and you swallowed hard. âHow long?â
Spencerâs thumb rubbed against the edge of your desk in a soothing motion, his eyes still locked on yours. âAs soon as you joined the team,â he said, and even though his voice was steady, his words were laced with a vulnerability that made your chest ache. âYou walked in, and everything changed for me.â
Your heart raced in your chest, pounding so hard it felt like it might leap out of your ribcage. Spencer Reid had been attracted to you since day one? You felt his fingers brush against your hand, tentative as they intertwined with yours. Your palm tingled at the touch, and you looked down, watching as he threaded his fingers through yours.
Spencerâs eyes followed your gaze, lingering on the sight of your joined hands before flicking back up to your face. His fingers tightened around yours, his mouth opening to speak. âDo you still want this?â he asked, and it was different from the earlier question.
This time, there was no teasing in his voice, no confidence. He looked nervous. Anxious. Vulnerable. He looked like a man who had spent years wondering if he had a chance. A man who couldnât believe he might finally get it.
And thatâthat was all it took. That was all you needed to see in him. You reached up, running your palm over his cheek and threading your fingers through his hair. You looked him straight in the eye. âI do,â you whispered, and his eyes fluttered closed at the words. His body seemed to sag against yours, like heâd been holding his breath, waiting for the response.
When his eyes opened again, they werenât shy anymore. They were sharp, burning with an intensity that stole the air from your lungs.
He leaned in close, his lips brushing against yours, feather light. Your breath hitched, and his tongue slid out, tracing over your bottom lip. He tugged at your lower lip, pulling it between his teeth to nibble. You gasped, his mouth swallowing the sound. Your hands slid up to his shoulders, fingers digging into the fabric of his shirt as he deepened the kiss.
He tasted like mint and chocolate, like your favourite kind of candy. His lips were softer than you imagined, his tongue hot and slick as it tangled with yours. You let out a moan, and Spencerâs grip on your waist tightened.
He pulled you closer, his hips shifting against yours, and that was all it took for your entire body to tense up. The feeling of his erection against you was enough to send your pulse into overdrive.
You wanted him. Needed him. So, so badly.
When he pulled away, your lips were swollen, and you felt like you might come right then and there. Your entire body was burning with need, tingling with arousal. âSpencer,â you gasped, clutching at his shirt. You tugged him closer, your mouth seeking his again. His hands tightened on your waist, and he groaned into your mouth, kissing you harder.
This wasnât a gentle kiss. This wasnât the sweet, tender moment youâd been imagining. This was desperate and needy, like he couldnât get enough of you.
And you felt the same.
But a sound tore through the bullpen, snapping both of you back to reality.
The break room door had swung open. You heard the clatter of mugs on the counter as someone went for coffee. Spencerâs head snapped back, and he cursed under his breath.
âFuck,â he muttered, pulling away. He stared at you, his chest rising and falling quickly, like he was struggling to catch his breath. He ran a hand over his mouth, looking more than a little dazed.
You couldnât blame him. You felt like youâd just been hit by a freight train.
âWeâre still at work,â he whispered, his voice thick. He glanced at the break room, then back to you. âIâm sorry.â
You shook your head, running your fingers through your hair. âItâs okay,â you said, forcing a laugh. âI think itâs been a while since anyoneâs gotten action at the office.â
Spencerâs brows arched, and a laugh escaped him. It sounded more like a cough at first, but then grew louder, until he was grinning. You smiled back at him, and for a moment, it felt like nothing else mattered.
As Spencerâs laugh faded, a comfortable silence lingered between you, but the tension was still palpable, buzzing in the air like static electricity. His hand lingered on the edge of your desk, fingers drumming softly as if he were debating what to say next.
âI didnât mean for that to happen like this,â he admitted, his voice softer now, carrying a note of vulnerability that made your heart ache. âBut... Iâm not sorry it did.â
Your lips parted in surprise, your chest tightening at his words. You swallowed hard, gathering enough courage to answer. âMe neither.â
Spencerâs gaze softened further, the intensity in his eyes replaced by something warmer, more earnest. He hesitated, glancing toward the bullpen as if checking to see if anyone else might appear. When he was satisfied you were still alone, he leaned closer, his voice dropping to a near whisper.
âWhat do we do now?â
The question hung in the air between you, weighty and full of possibilities. You felt your pulse quicken, the reality of the situation crashing over you like a wave.
You smiled nervously, shifting in your seat. âWell, for starters, we donât get caught making out in the middle of the office.â
Spencer chuckled softly, his lips curving into that shy, boyish smile youâd always found so endearing. âGood point.â He straightened up slightly, adjusting his glassesâa gesture that was quickly becoming your undoing. âBut after thatâŠ?â
You hesitated, biting your lip. This wasnât exactly the kind of thing youâd planned for when you woke up this morning. But as you looked up at him, at the way he stood there watching you with an intensity that made your stomach flutter, you realized you didnât want to let this moment slip away.
âDinner,â you said, surprising even yourself. âTonight. My place.â
Spencerâs brows lifted, and for a brief moment, you worried youâd been too forward. But then his expression softened again, and he nodded. âIâd like that,â he said simply.
Relief flooded through you, and you found yourself smiling despite the lingering nerves. âGood. Then itâs a date.â
Before he could respond, the sound of approaching footsteps snapped both of you back to reality. Spencer stepped back quickly, clearing his throat and adjusting his tie as if nothing had happened. You grabbed a random file off your desk, pretending to review it with far more interest than necessary.
âReid! Y/N!â Emilyâs voice rang out as she approached, a cup of coffee in hand. âHotch wants us in the conference room. New case.â
You both nodded, mumbling acknowledgments as Emily disappeared down the hall. When you glanced at Spencer, you found him already looking at you, a small, private smile tugging at the corners of his lips.
âTonight,â he murmured, just loud enough for you to hear before turning and heading toward the conference room.
You watched him go, your heart pounding in your chest. Tonight. The word echoed in your mind, full of promise and anticipation.
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Crawlinâ Back to You - Nanami Kento
Synopsis: Between fighting curses and typing out papers for what felt like hours, Nanami barely had enough time to see his safe haven. You. And after long, tiring, days, he finds himself crawling into your arms. A complete surrender to your embrace.
A/N: THANK YOU GUYS SO MUCH FOR 200 FOLLOWERSSS!!â€ïžâ€ïž This one shot was inspired by the hozierâs cover of Do I wanna know? I fear I love needy men and I was way to giddy for this.
Word Count: 1.1k
Warnings: None
This was hell. Absolute hell. Nanami was used to bad days at work, office jobs were never easy, especially when he was a boss to so many. His eyes looked toward the clock on his wall and the big hand wasnât getting any closer to eight. Today had to be the longest day of his life. Nanami left home around six in the morning since he was called to a mission with Ino. A level one curse that gave neither man a break.
Nanami was dirty and tired after the job, but as his luck would have it, he was sent to another site with Mei Mei. It was a bit easier and he got out sooner than expected. Sadly, he had work today as well. There wasn't any time to stop by his home and get a new set of clothes, so he settled for a quick shower at Jujutsu Tech and wore whatever clothes were put into a guest dorm. Nanami felt bad. Not in a physical way, more like guilty because he hasn't seen his beautiful wife all day. To make matters worse he has been cooped up in his office and the organized paragraphs are going to be the death of him. He could only think about what you were up to.
He knew at the least you were done making dinner, since that was the last thing you texted him. Nanami followed the message with relentless apologies, but you showed no sign of anger. It made him feel worse that you were so used to his absence. You understood he didn't want to stay away from you and you had your own work to deal with.
âMr.Nanami, can I talk to you for a second?â A chirpy voice called from outside of his door.
Nanami thanked the engineer for not making his office out of glass, otherwise his poor employee would see the very noticeable scowl spreading on his face. He pondered if he could stay quiet and the man would walk away, but then Nanami heard a persistent knock on his door. Swallowing an angered groan, Nanami spoke up,âYes, come in.â
Akio, a man who has worked under Nanami for a little over a year now, walked in. He had a bright smile on his face, one that made Nanami internally cringe. How could someone be happy this late at night? Nanami tried to hide his dejected expression,âWhat did you need to speak with me about?â
Akio sat in a cushioned chair ahead of his boss, looking way too excited for whatever this talk was about. Nanami is eye twitched behind his glasses as the man fixed his suit. Truthfully, he couldnât give a shit about professionalism. Nanami just wanted to get home as soon as possible.
âI would like to ask for a raise.â
Could the universe hate Nanami more? He really did not want to have this conversation. The blonde sat stiffly in his chair, his eyes locked onto his employee, but his mind wandering elsewhere. Couldnât this wait till tomorrow? I was planning on raising his salary anyways, is he really this persistent? Itâs already eight. If this runs on for too long Iâll have to cut him off. Let him down easy and say Iâll think about it.
By the time the clock hit 8:30, Nanami was tired of Akioâs rambling. So with a pat of his thighs, Nanami stood, clearing his throat,âThank you Akio, I appreciate your hard work and dedication to the company,â He shook his employeeâs hand,âI will definitely look into that.â Akio nodded happily,âThank you,Sir.â
He walked out proudly and now Nanami was free. The conversation had ran thirty minutes longer than Nanami wanted. As he closed down his office, stacking papers, and flicking off lights, Nanami was more than ready to head home. The drive was smooth and quick. He may or may not have pushed a little past the speed limit, but it was all in the name of good. His finger tapped the steering wheel impatiently, if there was any faster way to get home, he would take it in a heartbeat. When his headlights scan over the front of your shared house, his antsiness is gone.
The second his car was parked and turned off, Nanami was rushing to the door. When he opened it, his nose was filled with mouth watering scents. He was a bit confused, since you probably should have been in bed by now. Shutting the door behind him, he loosened his tie and heard you working in the kitchen. At this point the food wasnât his main focus, it was you. Desperation sank into his body and he practically stumbled to your space. Nanami saw your back turned, fixed on the mixture in a pot, then you turned.
You gave him a light smile,âHi Honey,â Your voice was as sweet as ever,âWelcome home.â Before you could even let go of the spoon in your hand, Nanami was already holding onto you. His grip was tight and at first you expected it to be a usual hug, that was until he didnât let go. You quickly understood the gesture and let go of the ustensil, wrapping both arms around his shoulders.
Against your neck, you could feel your husband breath in, as if trying to absorb every inch of you. You could feel the relief in his body as it melted against you. Nanami was a strong man, one who always held a stern face, but that all washed away once he was with you. One of his arms wrapped all the way around your back and the other rested loosely below it. His fingers lifted your loose t-shirt and gently caressed your skin. There was no lust in his touch. No. He only craved your body for the soul purpose of feeling like no matter what you would always be waiting for him.
âIâve missed you. A lot.â He mumbled. Your hand ran up to his hair, softly playing with his blonde locks,âI know, My love.â You hummed,âAnd Iâve missed you more.â If work had run on a little longer, Nanami was sure he would have shed a tear. All of his frustrations and pain were lifting off of him. Nanami was sure your touch held some sort of divine power, because no one ever made him feel like this. He was weak to your hands, your presence, just you in general.
No words were exchanged and the two of you stood there. Your fingers find new areas so lovingly touch. If you had the power, you would take away all of Nanamiâs stress, but that was impossible. So, he settled for crawling back to you by the end of the day. Unfortunately, this wouldnât be the last time Nanami would have to stay away from you the entire day, but in the end you would be waiting for him. Always.
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GLASSES STAY ON
Warnings: MDNI, NSFW, smut, sexual content, cussing, breeding kink, mentions of pregnancy, he just likes your glasses so much :)
"Since when?" Soldier Boy spoke from the dark of your apartment, making you jump all of sudden. He appearing into your home was routine, but you were so focused on the work that you startled. Your eyes set on his figure, thin glasses shimmering blue to the light of your PC.
"What?" You ask, looking up from the screen as he approached his eyes had a new spark in them. "Since fucking when do you wear glasses?" he asks walking towards you, he had his suit painfully tight around his back muscles, all of them twitching as he threw his shield to the side.
"Well, Ben, since the very start, actually." He chuckles, sitting onto your desk and shutting your PC closed. "Well, sweetcheeks, they sure look good on ya pretty face." He lowly chuckles, leaning towards you. His hungry gaze meeting yours, behind the lenses.
"Bet they'd look even prettier while I fuck you raw into the mattress, doll." You feel a shiver down your spine, that sentence had you soaking wet in a heartbeat. His face inches closer to yours, lips grazing yours as he speaks. "Wanna find out?"
And with that, now you find yourself in the most tight missionary position you ever tried. Legs in the air, knees against your chest having you fold in half under his sturdy and muscular body. His hand groping your bouncing breasts, while breathing heavily.
His hips slamming against you with lewd slapping sounds, every thrust he gives, makes you sink between the pillows of your queen sized bed. "Fuck, yes" his husky voice vibrates directly in your ear. "You fucking slutty pillow princess" he grunts his hips going down on you harshly and deeply.
"Now would you look at that." He murmurs to himself getting a hold of your thighs spreading them but still holding them folded against your chest. You were completely naked with just the glasses on, to adorn your face lost in pleasure. Mouth wide open, eyes rolling in the back of your head and brows knotting in a pleased frown.
Hair all messy and some of them stick to your forehead. You lost count of how many orgasms you had as he kept relentlessly pounding you into the mattress. "Ben... that's perfectïŒ" another helpless moan rips from your throat
He admires your expression, the glasses just making the whole situation hotter, he watches every little twitch in your body as another orgasm washes over you. "Yeah baby, you like being manhandled, huh?" He growls into your ear as his hips keep slamming into you, making your body jolt at each thrust.
You nod desperately as you feel yet another orgasm approaching, your legs trembling into his grip. Filthy moans leaving your mouth "fuckïŒ damn slut, they look so good on you" his hips suddenly slow down snapping into yours, his fingers trace the cold metal of your glasses, his rock hard cock sliding in and out of you deeply.
You gently pull him down in a heated kiss, your fingers through his locks, you take his lower lip between your teeth lightly tugging at it. His massive cock rubbing against your walls deliciously slow, his angry tip bruising your cervix. The loud skin slapping sounds are followed by lewd moans and grunts "BenïŒ" You cry out, lips brushing against his.
"Yes, doll?" His green irises meet your half lidded eyes, punctuating every lolltr moan you make with hard thrusts. '"Please... too much" You murmur, overstimulation hitting you while he slides his thumb to your swollen clit.
"Oh, you can take it, darlin." He lowly chuckles while he starts feeling himself throb inside your velvety walls, his thumb workingon your bud. You feel his thrusts getting slightly sloppy. Your lips closing around his neck, sucking and biting on the flesh, even though you knew you weren't gonna live a mark on his supe' skin.
He grins at your desperate action "Oh fuck" his hips resume their previous merciless rhythm, going deeper into you and hitting harshly on your sweet spot, rolling his hips. His thumb circling over your clit fast and pressing over it making you squeal. You feel yourself snapping again, your juices coat his cock till the base, squirting all over it.
He groans feeling you clench around him "Fucking needy whore, you're gonna cut my dick off if you keep clenching like that." You whine squirming slightly against him, on the other side he buries himself as deep as he could "M'gonna fucking knock you up"
You moan loudly at his sentence, his eyes onto yours "You want it, doll? Want me to knock you up?" You clench around him nodding and whimpering. He grunts biting down on your neck, thrusting a couple more times before slamming himself balls deep inside your quivering pussy, reaching his high.
Thick ropes quickly filling you up to the brim, an obscene low grunt coming out of his lips as he painted your walls white. You groan as he pulls himself out letting go of your legs "Fucking hell... you were so good for me sweetheart" her plants a kiss down your neck, you feel the mixture of juices dripping gown you thigh and ass.
"You're gonna need to wear those slutty glasses more often, doll." He states before handing you a warm towel and getting himself a nice ol' cigarette.
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