#He is just a lil secretive snow leopard

[cittythekitten]

Info dump again. I kind of lost some of my motivation to turn the CAREFREE story into a comic or animatic. If I did then that would be cool. But if not then I might just leave you guys hanging. It's no one's fault. I just can't focus on one thing at a time that's all. But I might write the story either here or on my Wattpad. Its a pretty short story now that I think about it. I have the rough story of it. I just need to write in a more... creative way I suppose. But yes. I have a problem with focusing. Its just a me thing. Anyway, here's some info dump without anyone asking. Cross was Saber's former trainer. (I like calling him Sabi and so are Killer)

[asocier]

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( five random connections; not accepting! )

Grace & Thatcher 

          this was random i swear alksjdALDJALS these two tho ,,,, truly, there’s so much potential. we’ve been hinting and plotting a bit about what direction their dynamic could go in, and honestly, i think it’s really funny how the whole faking thing would even brought up. like, yeah grace asked thatcher to be her fake bf but did she pay him? was it a bet? like was she teasing him by saying he wouldn’t be able to last a month with her as his girlfriend because she’s so high strung or vice versa and so they were like “alright bet.” and did the thing? teenagers being lil shits to each other is so funny and honestly, i feel like as soft spoken and soft thatcher can be, grace gives him the safe space to be a little firmer and she won’t mind bc she can take a lot. her having to navigate being a girlfriend when she literally doesn’t know what that means is also really funny actually alkjsdlkas

          but also the amount of genuine care she’d eventually develop for thatcher, especially when he gets hospitalized often and she just ,,,, cares him so much, both as a friend and a boyfriend even if she doesn’t know it ,,,, it makes me heart soft 

Cedric & Apple

       first of all, reading apple’s bio made me sad, how dare you. second, i feel like apple’s the type of person cedric needs in his life to make him not be such an asshole, maybe he could learn a thing or two from apple about being nice and loving other unconditionally because cedric certainly do that shit enough !!!! i love pairing cedric with like, lighthearted muses because cedric definitely has the potential to click really well with him; he just pretends like he isn’t a big softie at heart for that wealthy, princely, stern persona that gets him attention. but let’s be real — cedric actually is a big fucking dork at heart and i think apple and him having tea time together is actually really cute and would be good for him. 

Emile & Sachiko

          an interesting matchup!! i think sachi would be the type of woman emile would admire. her work ethic would be something he wishes he had, and seeing as how there’s a loose connection between her job as a a detective and his as a legal assistant ( very loose — they work in the same realm in the sense that their jobs involve the law but it’s likely they don’t really overlap otherwise ), it might be something they could relate to . i’m kind of curious as to how sachiko would fair in the spy verse i have on this blog? emile isn’t super fleshed out in this verse, but i’ve always headcanoned that he would be part of the agency’s legal team ( though i could see him working a detective role too, something that connects the agency to the law or rather, helps them find loopholes within the law ). i kind of feel like there’s some potential for a plot where sachiko and emile work together, especially if it was a legal case that the agency is trying to push to cover their asses or something. a very, very, broad idea, but if you wanna give the verse a read through, feel free! and you can always ask me if you have any questions. 

Leah & Ame

          i think this would be an interesting matchup, particularly if it was in a high school setting because i always associate leah with a level of two-facedness due to how she carries herself in private/to those she can trust outside of family and how se carries herself in public/to her family and those not close to her. ame seems to also embody the ability to act a different role to get what he wants, and while leah isn’t acting to gain an edge or anything ( unless she’s in her angel verse ), i think there’s interesting potential for this pairing if it was like, ame started suspecting that leah isn’t who she says she is or vice versa. leah’s “secret” tends to lean towards a more lewd direction, and honestly, it’s a lot more frivolous compared to what ame is capable of, but mixing angel leah into his world could always makes things interesting too. just some thoughts! 

Aito & Adalinda

          oh boi, is adalinda/alan ready to deal with aito’s nonsense lmaooo i don’t really know how these two would fair, but if it was a matter of realm hopping, maybe aito could be a tour guide of sorts or at least the type of person adalinda would voluntarily hang out with when she’s “in town” to have a bit of carefree fun because hanging out with aito is very much “leave your braincells at the door, you don’t need them where we’re going” but also snow leopard shifter ???? aito loves himself some cool supernatural shit so if that were to ever come up he’d be all for it tbh. let him have a snow leopard in his house, that’s fine. he’ll deal with it. she can stay on the bed, it’s fine asjdlksajdlksa

[messagesfromtheforest]

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TW: vomit and abuse

My worst magickal experience: 

Oh there are so many awful ones to choose from! I guess i’ll type my top three. 

My first: Let me tell you some demons are obnoxious to their very core! I was saying one of the “dark names” in that green witchcraft book and woo zee mama who knew that saying “lol what if I summoned this dude by accident” DOES IN FACT SUMMON HIM! He really wanted to make a deal with me. Honestly, he is probably a demonic fae. In short: he’s not my dude and I shut that shit down so fast. (Thank god I have a strong will) 

My second: Okay kids, don’t be stupid like your Ren (enby version of mom or dad)  Rain. If you fall for a guy and he says we should bind ourselves together for 24 hours run very very far away. This dude and I were feeling each others emotions and physical sensations and shit wow a draconic dream witch and a chaotic storm witch make some powerful ass magick. Maybe too powerful. I was connected to him and this lil bitch is HELLA lactose intolerant right, and HE FUCKING DRINKS MILK. SLORP SLORP. I forgot to mention, but vomiting is my biggest trigger.  I have stayed up for days, just because I didn’t want to vomit. So dude and I are going to vomit at the same time (#relationship goals amirite) but i’m like: oh shit I have to un-bind. So, there I am in my t-shirt and shorts with a ribbon and feeling the puke burning in my throat, and i’m just doing magick as fast as my baby witch ass can. Thankfully, I made it and my symptoms subsided almost immediately. 

My third: Dream witch guy and I decided to do some m e n t a l  m a g i ck. So, I LET THE FUCKER ENTER MY BRAIN. He stays around a bit looking at my stuff on display. Then, as i’m distracted I FEEL HIM TRYING TO GET IN THE PADLOCKED DOOR. Okay background: so my inner realm back then was set up kind of like a surreal palace with snow leopards and constant thunder, but of course the top secret shit was a floating door. But, then I felt him like physically in my head. Like, he felt just under my skin. It took him forever to stop but my familiar ate his “white knight” ‘s energy and that was that. He finally left after that and just barely. Yeah the whole thing was bad. 

[sugarpunkeyes]

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ITCHY I HA T E YOU (but im still gonna do it cause. this feels like a challenge)

1: 6 of the songs you listen to most?alternate version of behind the sea by panic! at the discofuckmylife666 by against me!like a child hiding behind your tombstone by slothrust brain stew/jaded by green daybaba o'reilly by the whoacross the universe by the beatles

2: If you could meet anyone on this earth, who would it be?unlikely person ,, laura !! jane !! grace !! slightly more likely person(s) ,, @thesmashingpumpkins or @billiejoeshappytrail @xkidiot cause you’re wonderful

3: Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 23, give me line 17.“…and, of course, Crass, who remain my favorite band to this day.” (from Tranny by Laura!! wild)

4: What do you think about most?music as a general statement probably. whether it’s my own writing/band stuff/practicing instruments

5: What does your latest text message from someone else say?“And ya but nvm” from @gathering-up-the-avenues

6: Do you sleep with or without clothes on?with pajamas !

7: What’s your strangest talent?i can figure out how to set or fix/take apart & rebuild any watch or clock i’ve ever come across

8: Girls… (finish the sentence); Boys… (finish the sentence)??? girls are girls. boys are boys. i’m unwilling to gender stereotype esp in the binary lmao

9: Ever had a poem or song written about you?i am not aware of that happening, no

10: When is the last time you played the air guitar?i was texting my favo(u)rite british bo(u)y itchy ( @billiejoeshappytrail ) like two hours ago and playing loads of music

11: Do you have any strange phobias?not that i’m.. aware of ?? i get really freaked out by looking straight-on at a pin, like right at the pointy off when it’s facing me but that’s not really a phobia

12: Ever stuck a foreign object up your nose?i’m sure i have. i mean fingers are foreign technically so

13: What’s your religion?jewish ;)

14: If you are outside, what are you most likely doing?listening to music in headphones ,, walking ,, zoning out

15: Do you prefer to be behind the camera or in front of it?behind ,, but i like having photos of myself and i find it really fun to help out my photographer friends ,, they’re so good i’m lov my artsy humans

16: Simple but extremely complex. Favorite band?The Beatles !

17: What was the last lie you told?i told my mom i checked the weather this morning when she asked how cold it was but i actullt just stuck my head out my window and guessed

18: Do you believe in karma?nah, bad stuff and good stuff happens to everyone

19: What does your URL mean?it was from Years Ago ™ when i was equally obsessed with doctor who and star trek. sonic (screwdriver) ; (star) trek

20: What is your greatest weakness; your greatest strength?uHm i’m really bad about emotions as a whole?? if i’m confronted about how i’m feeling and i am Not In The Mood to talk about how i am then i will 100% say i’m fine no matter whati’m good at music i think ,, i’ve been writing music since i was little and i know 10-ish instruments?

21: Who is your celebrity crush?Laura. Jane. Grace. i’m lov

22: Have you ever gone skinny dipping?yyep

23: How do you vent your anger?i kick/punch walls (i have a wall in my room w lots of studs, i know where to hit it so nothing will break), write music (nerd), throw tennis balls at my garage door

24: Do you have a collection of anything?i have journals i’ve filled out, presidential/gold dollars, state quarters (every state, every year), an old keychain collection, loads of books, and unofficially lots of band/tour shirts ;)

25: Do you prefer talking on the phone or video chatting online?video chatting !

26: Are you happy with the person you’ve become?i am, but only because i know my two options are to like myself or dislike myself and there’s no way of saying i won’t totally reinvent myself tomorrow. so yes, but just because i believe in constant change and i’m proud of the changes i’ve made

27: What’s a sound you hate; sound you love?i haTe the scratch when you have a metal utensil on a china/porcelain plate ugGgHhh and i love the noise when you lean on someone and they’re happy about it and they go “mhm”

28: What’s your biggest “what if”?what if i can’t do all of the things i love in my life?

29: Do you believe in ghosts? How about aliens?not ghosts, absolutely aliens

30: Stick your right arm out; what do you touch first? Do the same with your left arm.right arm touched my house/car keys, left arm touched my glasses on my bed

31: Smell the air. What do you smell?hotdogs i think (my family’s having a barbecue)

32: What’s the worst place you have ever been to?worst place .. like worst city? i don’t like detroit at all

33: Choose: East Coast or West Coast?EAST COAST succ it @xkidiot @sloanthewench

34: Most attractive singer of your opposite gender?i am. all the genders i literally ,, what ????? uhh i don’t know any agender singers off the top of my head ?? but i’m lov billie joe armstrong and laura jane grace and gerard way has said he doesn’t really identify with male or female so. him too

35: To you, what is the meaning of life?just growing as a human and then helping others grow

36: Define Art.creation that invokes feeling ( @danlitty would know better than me ,, she is The Art ™ )

37: Do you believe in luck?not really but i wear mismatched socks because i think matching socks are bad luck so. uhHh idk

38: What’s the weather like right now?it was raining and like 65 degrees and now it’s just gray and a lil warmer

39: What time is it?3:38 PM

40: Do you drive? If so, have you ever crashed?yes, i didn’t crash but i hit someone’s car while i was pulling out of a parking spot

41: What was the last book you read?not really a book, but i read a compilation of loads of doom patrol comics

42: Do you like the smell of gasoline?to an extent .. like the first min or so is nice

43: Do you have any nicknames?yeah, my real name’s grace but everyone calls me gracie or gee or graice or goot or geebee (thanks shaney) or graciebell or groot or greasy

44: What was the last film you saw?the butterfly effect with the green goons!!

45: What’s the worst injury you’ve ever had?i broke my nose twice .. i’m pretty safe overall

46: Have you ever caught a butterfly?yep! but v carefully and let it go immediately

47: Do you have any obsessions right now?always ,,,, just band stuff

48: What’s your sexual orientation?i call myself bi but i’m just gay for everyone

49: Ever had a rumour spread about you?nope

50: Do you believe in magic?n o

51: Do you tend to hold grudges against people who have done you wrong?depends how bad it was

52: What is your astrological sign?pisces

53: Do you save money or spend it?save

54: What’s the last thing you purchased?i only owned the cassette tape version of 1,039/Smoothed Out Slappy Hours so i bought the iTunes version

55: Love or lust?love

56: In a relationship?yes!!!! @thesmashingpumpkins is my amazing boyfriend i like him a lot :)

57: How many relationships have you had?¯\_(ツ)_/¯

58: Can you touch your nose with your tongue?yeah !!

59: Where were you yesterday?i just literally worked at home all day.. in the wee hours of the morning i was at midnight run in new york city (delivering clothes/food to the homeless)

60: Is there anything pink within 10 feet of you?my sweatshirt !

61: Are you wearing socks right now?yyyyes and one has a banana on it and one has sharks eating people

62: What’s your favourite animal?snow leopards

63: What is your secret weapon to get someone to like you?this is a thing ????? i’m just. sarcastic

64: Where is your best friend?my best friend in NY is named abby and she lives 3 blocks away from me, my best irl friend outside NY is from Rhode Island, and shaney who’s my best internet friend ( @xkidiot ) is in CA !! i’m lov all

65: Give me your top 5 favourite blogs on Tumblr.@thesmashingpumpkins@xkidiot@danlitty@billiejoeshappytrail@poisin-youth

66: What is your heritage?i’m ,, white ,, european ,,,, lithuania, russia, hungary, turkey etc

67: What were you doing last night at 12AM?texting/watching the movie w the green goons

68: What do you think is Satan’s last name?armstrong. definitely armstrong.

69: Biggest turn ons?this is NOT THE SIN CHAT

70: Are you the kind of friend you would want to have as a friend?I think so cause most of my friends are sarcastic and i’m sarcastic

71: You are walking down the street on your way to work. There is a dog drowning in the canal on the side of the street. Your boss has told you if you are late one more time you get fired. What do you do?gET THE DOG AND CARRY IT TO MY WORKPLACE AND SHOW MY BOSS I WAS BEING A MODEL CITIZEN ™

72: You are at the doctor’s office and she has just informed you that you have approximately one month to live. a) Do you tell anyone/everyone you are going to die? b) What do you do with your remaining days? c) Would you be afraid?a) lmao yeah, everyone deserves to know ?? people affect other people, that’s the point of life, so if i’ve affected anyone, they deserve to knowb) try to get to see all my favorite people even if i haven’t met them beforec) i mean probably ??

73: You can only have one of these things; trust or love.love

74: What’s a song that always makes you happy when you hear it?so many ,, yellow submarine and JOS and so many others

75: What are the last four digits in your cell phone number?8903

76: In your opinion, what makes a great relationship?knowing that the other person cares about you and about the world in general or just having it be with @thesmashingpumpkins , the most amazing man. ,

77: How can I win your heart?you can’t, jimmy already has it

78: Can insanity bring on more creativity?hell yeah

79: What is the single best decision you have made in your life so far?learning guitar

80: What size shoes do you wear?8.5 women’s

81: What would you want to be written on your tombstone?idk some quote from the giver probably

82: What is your favourite word?mmm calcify

83: Give me the first thing that comes to mind when you hear the word; heart.that song “heart and soul” that everyone knows on piano

84: What is a saying you say a lot?i’ve noticed i say “you know” a lot ,,

85: What’s the last song you listened to?eight full hours of sleep by against me!

86: Basic question; what’s your favourite colour/colours?blue ! all shades of blue esp bluey-greens

87: What is your current desktop picture?it’s that picture of young green day ™ in a taxi and they’re flipping off the camera

88: If you could press a button and make anyone in the world instantaneously explode, who would it be?this guy that picks on jimmy his name is christian and he’s first on the kill list

89: What would be a question you’d be afraid to tell the truth on?variations on “how do you feel”

90: Turn offs?ddont choke me ,, don’t pee on me ,,

91: You accidentally eat some radioactive vegetables. They were good, and what’s even cooler is that they endow you with the super-power of your choice! What is that power?ccontrolling time ,,

92: where are your parents from? OH and NY

93: You can erase any horrible experience from your past. What will it be?lol i went to the hospital once cause i couldn’t sleep for 4-5 days straight and everything about that was wild

94: You have the opportunity to sleep with the music-celebrity of your choice. Who would it be?i’ve said it multiple times before, ill say it again. laura. jane. grace.

95: You just got a free plane ticket to anywhere. You have to depart right now. Where are you gonna go?GO VISIT ITCHY OR SHANEY cause i can’t drive to them but i can drive to jimmy :)

96: Do you have any relatives in jail?nope

97: Have you ever thrown up in the car?omg so many times

98: Ever been on a plane?yeah!! also so many times

99: If the whole world were listening to you right now, what would you say?there’s no reason not to try your best

thank u itchy ;)