My heart is broken from losing my best friend yesterday. I watched him take his last breath through a screen since I couldn’t be by his side. I’ll love and miss him always 💔💔💔
I hope you and your little brother are rolling in the grass and eating treats together and being loved cuddled and kissed by god since I can no longer do it myself 💔💔💔😭😭😭
got sooo sad all over again hearing them talking about the plan to end dan and phil in 2018. like it was obvious and we knew but god. i didn't want to believe it then
i just can't cope with knowing we almost didn't have this
I fondly remember all my emotions I felt after I had watched the first episode of Iwtv. In the lead up to it, watching the teasers and reading the articles, I was thinking 'are they really doing all this...they can't be doing all this, it's too good' and then after the premiere I was completely floored, like holy shit not only are they doing all this, they're doing it well and it's incredible. I replayed Louis' confession over and over and over and was dumbfounded by the raw talent they had managed to pull when they hired Jacob Anderson. I was so, so excited about the groundwork they had laid. Minus a few off beats towards the end, these two seasons are perfect to me. I can't imagine any piece of media, or any character, ever surpassing the show/Louis' effect on me.
Some weeks ago, I finally watched the first two seasons of Doctor Who (2005). And it was. Beautiful.
So, I just wanna say, one thing I love about The Doctor with Rose is that it's not a "will they, won't they" story. Throughout these two seasons, it's pretty clear that these two are in a committed relationship. Only that this relationship transcends human categories as much as everything else they do together on their adventures. It's not fully romantic, yet not entirely platonic, either. It's something in between, something you cannot pin down, except for one thing: This relationship is vital for them. They are better together than on their own, a one-in-a-lifetime-kind of thing that happened completely by chance, yet changed both of them forever. Soulmates.
I love it.
This past week my dad suffered a seizure and spent several days in the hospital, and the cause was a sudden drop in blood pressure. Incidentally my mom also suffered with low BP which it was later revealed were the side effects of aggressive chemo she had undertaken many years before for lymphoma. She had passed away back in summer of last year and now Dad ( who himself had gone through chemo for gastric cancer in the past and currently battling prostate cancer which unfortunately has spread to his bone) is starting the decline. And its really sinking in that, in due time, that me and my three siblings will be left alone on this Earth without our parents ( it’s still hard to believe that it will soon be one year that Mom has gone to heaven ). We take so many aspects of our lives for granted; we often forget about our mortality, or the fact that nothing lasts forever. I know that every parent/child relationships are different, but whatever the circumstances, we should remember that we would not at first exist without our parents. And life is short and unpredictable, so we should take every opportunity to show our love and respect to our parents and/or settle whatever loose ends that had been left between us; I've read many accounts of people who live with regrets at having not settled things with their parents before their passing and sometimes it can be debilitating. Even something as simple as "I love you" can make a big difference.
alexia/jenni, angst with a happy ending, suggestive, slow burn (?)
It was a mistake. Alexia tried to sneak out of the bed without waking Jenni but Jenni’s arm was holding onto her hip tightly in her sleep. She should’ve never fallen back into this again. She had tried to keep Jenni at arm’s length, she had tried so hard. They’d broken up when Jenni had chosen not to renew her Barcelona contract, breaking their promise to each other not to do long distance again. This time she went further all the way to Mexico. For six years Alexia thought Jenni was going to be the person she spent her life with but she ruined it with one decision.
Her ACL injury had given her a whole year away from Jenni and after half a season when they weren’t in a relationship being a mess of hookups and love confessions, she thought it was the one positive of the injury. She got to actually focus on her new relationship and maybe start to fall in love again without Jenni getting in the way and all the old feelings resurfacing.
She was naive to think they could make it through the whole World Cup.
lads it is mostly my fault (was sick, didn't tell healthcare until it was Dire, was sentenced to bed rest for the rest of my time at camp) that I literally can't say goodbye to these 100+ people I've come to love properly before I leave. I'm not permitted to participate in any singing, dancing, communal joy, any event that's remotely fun (that's nearly word for word what they said) here at camp. and I'm leaving EARLY, am still miserably sick, and have a four hour commute back home on top of that, because there's no one available to drive. literally cried my eyes out over everything just now and am This Close to crying my eyes out againnnnn