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my favourite birthday girl | j.fisher x reader
request: i would like to request can it be where jere and i are best friends and its my bday belly and conrad throw a surprise bday party for me at the becks beach house and jeremiah & i go upstairs and we go in his bedroom he confesses that he liked me since last summer and i have my first time with jere trying different sex positions like hes on top of me and im on top of him riding him & doing cowgirl style position lots of kissing can it be smut/angst and is it okay if i include my name and if not you can do y/n thanks babeâ€ïžâ€ïžâ€ïžâ€ïžđ«¶đ»đ„°
a/n: i fricking LOVE this!! i had so much fun writing it and i hope you all enjoy!
warnings: SMUT (minors DNI), oral (fem! receiving), swearing, alcohol consumption, and jeremiah being a total sweetheart
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the sun was shining brightly through the windows of my bedroom, the morning breeze coming through smelling of sea salt. i flutter my eyes open, taking in the warmth of the summer. i reach for my phone that was charging by my bed side. the moment the lockscreen wakes, itâs full of birthday messages.
i feel myself smile as i go through the individual texts from all my friends back home in maine. i respond to them all, thanking each of them for the kind and loving messages.
after doing so, i finally decide that itâs time for me to get out of bed. i stretch out the slumber from my body before crawling out of the warm bed. i grab my phone and my bluetooth speaker and head over to my bathroom to start my birthday right.
cruel summer by taylor swift starts playing loudly as i pull off my pajamas, which was in reality one of jeremiahâs old t-shirts. i decide to text my friends to see what the plans were for the day, assuming they had something in mind.
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SUMMER GANGâïžđđ«¶
y/n!
goodmorning guys!! what are the plans for today?
stevie:
con and i are going fishing at the pier today
belly <3:
i told my mom that iâll go to the store with her today!! sorry girl!
y/n!:
thatâs fine haha have fun! tell laur i said hi:)
j:
i should be available today i think
connie:
i thought ur coming fishing?
stevie:
yeah!! boys trip!!
belly <3:
wow iâve nvr seen us all so busy lol
j:
wdym itâs a regular day
connie:
nvm mom says u need to clean ur room jere
stevie:
LOL
belly <3:
so true, itâs gross jeremiah
j:
shut upp
urs isnât any better bells
belly <3:
:(
y/n!:
stop being mean j
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i close my phone, a bit disappointed that it appeared that all my friends forgot about my birthday. i try to shake it off and assume that theyâre all busy, so remembering a birthday isnât that big of a deal.
i step into my shower, washing my hair with my coconut shampoo and conditioner, lathering my body with body wash, and shaving every inch of my body. i sing to taylor swift as i shower, feeling my muscles relax in the warm water. i dry myself off with a towel and pull on a cute purple summer dress that i had gotten earlier last week.
after putting on some makeup and doing my hair, i figured that i was ready to go downstairs to see my family. at least they would remember my birthday.
you only turn seventeen once, plus laurel, susannah, and my mom always told me that seventeen is an amazing year.
my mom was preparing my favourite smoothie bowl when i got to the kitchen. her face lit up after seeing me turn the corner and a smile drawn up her face, âhappy birthday, my babygirl!â she exclaimed, pulling me into a tight embrace.
i hug her back, âthank you, momma!â
she hands me the beautiful smoothie bowl, âhere you go, sugar! let me go get you your presents!â
my mom scurries away to her office before returning with multiple gifts all wrapped up in colourful gift wrap. she places them on the kitchen island before sitting down beside me.
i was already half way done my breakfast when my dad and baby sister came into the kitchen.
âhappy seventeenth, babydollâ my dad grins, planting a kiss on my forehead, âi canât believe how grown up you are already.â
âhappy birthday sissy!â my four year old sister yells, hugging my leg. i ruffle her hair, thanking the both of them.
my mom urges me to open up the presents, she had always been a huge gift giver â seeing peopleâs reactions were her favourite thing. i open the sealed boxes, revealing lululemon clothing, a new ipad, gorgeous jewelry, and some makeup products that iâve been wanting to get.
âmom!â i exclaim, in shock of the overwhelming amount of gifts, âyou didnât have to!â
âoh, honey,â she coos, brushing my hair, âitâs your seventeenth birthday! of course i had to, do you like them?â
i look at her with my mouth opened agape, âyes, yes! of course i love them all! you know me so well, thank you!â
my arms wrap around my mom, squeezing her tight.
âmy first baby,â she whispers into my ear so my sister, lindsay, doesnât hear her, âi love you with my whole heart.â
i finish up the rest of my breakfast, while also admiring my new items. my dad also takes a few photos of us, most likely to post on his facebook page later. luckily, i look decent right now.
âeat up,â my dad says to me, âyour friends are probably waiting for you.â
i shrug, âtheyâre all busy today.â
my mom turns to me with a raised eyebrow, âseriously? do you want me to call susannah?â
i shake my head quickly, âno! itâs alright, really.â
âiâm sorry, babyâ my dad squeezes my shoulder, âyou can hang out with us today.â
i give him a small smile, âthat sounds good.â
the rest of the day was uneventful, well not exactly. it was moreso just a typical day for us. my sister and i went swimming in our pool, i watched tv with my parents, and scrolled through my phone a ton. i really didnât want to confront my friends about them forgetting my birthday, it wouldâve been immature was what i told myself. itâs not like iâm six anymore.
i was laying on my bed when i received a text message.
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j:
heyy pretty
wanna come over? we just came back from fishing đŁ
y/n!:
sure :)
j:
awesome! see you soon!!
also wear something nice ;)
y/n!:
why?
j:
not that you donât always look nice!!!
my mom wants to take photos or smt lol
y/n!:
oooook
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my brows furrow in slight confusion of the request but i shrug it off. i get up from my laying position and go to my closet to find something âniceâ. i find a black satin slip dress that i brought from back home, i figured this would be nice enough. i put it on and look at myself in front of my mirror.
i smooth down the material of the dress, checking how it looks from the side and from behind. i silently pray that jeremiah would like it, iâve overheard him, conrad, and steven talk about how jeremiah is an ass man multiple times â considering how the satin material of the dress perfectly fits my bum, iâm convinced heâll appreciate it.
i grab my phone, sunglasses, and my favourite lip gloss before heading downstairs. i see my parents cuddled up on the couch, watching a movie together with my sister fast asleep in the space next to them.
i slide on my white converse and head over to them, âiâm going over to the fishers.â i tell them. they smile and remind me to have fun and to be home by two am.
the walk over to the fisher summer home is brief, a quick five minute walk. them living only two houses over from mine always came in handy. i open up the front door before my vision became black.
âdo you trust me?â he says, jeremiahâs hands clamped over my eyes.
âif you ruin my mascara, j, i might cry.â i joke, âyes, i do trust you.â
âokay, good.â i can hear his infamous smile in his voice, âcome with me.â
he guides me slowly through the house, his hands still over my eyes. jeremiah lifts them off and it takes me a moment before noticing all the decorations put up around the kitchen. there are streamers hanging from the walls and across the ceilings, so many pretty balloons in every corner of the room, a huge âhappy birthdayâ sign hanging on the cupboards.
my hand flyes to clamp over my open mouth, âoh my god!â
steven, belly, laurel, susannah, and conrad all jump up from their hiding spot behind the kitchen island.
âsurprise!â they all scream out. i smile widely, taking in everything,
âyou guys!â i gush, as im being pulled into a hug from jeremiah, âthank you!â
his muscular arms hold me and he plants two kisses on my hair, âdid you really think we forgot your birthday, pretty girl?â
i laugh, âwell maybe! you guys are forgetful sometimes⊠like the time you forgot belly and i at the walmart!â
he rolls his eyes playfully, âoh shush, that was one time!â
âwe never forget birthdays here.â susannah giggles before also hugging me, âhappy birthday my gorgeous and beaming girl.â
everyone takes their turn in hugging me and wishing me a happy birthday. i thank each of them individually, the smile never leaving my face once.
âwho planned this?â i ask laurel, who was carefully pulling out the birthday cake from the fridge.
âit was all belly and connieâs ideaâ she smiles, ânow go sit!â
i take my seat next to jeremiah and steven before laurel brings the cake with seventeen candles on it in front of me. they all sing happy birthday to me and i close my eyes to make a wish.
every year since i was five years old, my birthday wish has been the same. not even just for my birthday, anytime i saw a shooting star, or tossed a penny in a fountain, or honestly any other occasion that required making a wish â it has always been the same.
it was wishing for jeremiah to notice me in the same way that i see him. itâs all iâve ever wanted, as stupid as it can get.
i blow out all the candles and susannah cuts up the cake into slices before serving it to everyone. belly reminds me of all the birthday presents that they had gotten me, and to open it later.
after cake, susannah and laurel agree to leave the home to go to a cocktail bar so that the kids can have the house to themselves for a few hours. more teenagers from cousins start showing up, all of them wishing me a happy birthday as they come in.
drinks are being served, music is playing loudly off the multiple speakers scatter around the home, beer pong matches are being played by the pool, people dancing.
jeremiah stays next to me for the whole night, we chat with a few of our friends while sipping our seltzers.
âdo you wanna go upstairs for a bit?â jeremiah says to me in a hushed tone, âyâknow, to get away from this?â
i nod, âyeah, for sure.â
he smiles, taking my hand into his own and guiding me through the crowd and up the stairs. we walk to his bedroom, he closes the door behind me and locks it. jeremiah places his drink on his dresser and offers to put mine next to it, i agree and soon weâre both seated on his bed.
we make small talk, him asking about my birthday so far as he rummages around in his desk drawer. he sits back down beside me, facing me. he places a small velvet box into my hands,
âopen it, my favourite birthday girl.â he smirks, looking into my eyes. his hand was on my thigh and i can feel myself blushing.
i think i can get lost in his ocean eyes, theyâre so beautiful and full of life. i smile and carefully open it, inside was a gorgeous golden ring with a large (what im assuming was a fake) diamond on it.
âjâŠâ i gasp, lifting the ring out of its box and admiring it, âthis must have costed a fortune.â
he shrugs, âanything for you, look on the band.â
i bring the ring closer to my eyes and see that thereâs an engraving on the inside of the band.
in love with my best friend <3
my jaw drops, âjeremiah?â
i look up at him, our eyes interlocking. he slowly nods, âi love you, y/n â iâve always have, i thought it was a childhood crush and i donât think i really realized until last summer that i truly do love you.â
âcan i?â he asks, taking the ring from my hand. i nod and he carefully slips it onto my finger before being it to his lips and kissing it.
i pull him into a kiss, my hands rested on his cheeks and his on my waist. he kissed back almost immediately. my hands move down to his built chest and gently push him down onto his back, our lips never leaving each others. i adjust my legs so im straddled on him,
âiâve always loved you too.â i whisper against his lips, he smiles into the kiss and kisses me harder.
his fingers fiddle with the edge of my dress, hands sliding up and down the back of my thighs before squeezing my ass slowly, âgod, i couldnât take my eyes off of you in this dress. it makes your body look so fucking good.â jeremiah groans.
i lower my crotch onto the evident tent in his pants, he gasps at the contact while slowly grind my hips on his.
âfuck, youâre gonna make me come in my pants.â he moans into my ear as i flip my hair onto one side. i bring my face to his jawline, kissing it and licking the soft skin. his hands tighten around my ass and i moan at the contact.
his hand slips under my dress and to the lace material of my thong, his finger slide underneath the band of it. he lifts it before letting it go, the snap of my underwear against my skin making me moan louder.
âsit on my face,â he tells me in a low voice, i feel myself getting even more wet and excited at the tone of it, âlet me give you another birthday gift.â
he lifts me by the waist and moves me so my core is hovering above his mouth. i grab onto his head board while jeremiah slowly moves the lace material to the side and lowers me onto his face.
i gasp loudly when his tongue licks a long stride between my folds. he moans into me, âfuck, youâre so wet for me, baby.â he mumbles against me, the vibrations causing me to throw my head back in pleasure.
jeremiah dips his tongue into me, licking up all the juices and tracing figure eights against me. i squeeze the headboard tighter, becoming a moaning mess quickly. his tongue is magic. he fucks me with his mouth, my thighs shaking around his head,
âshit, jere.â i cry out, feeling my high coming closer. his hands squeeze my ass yet again before landing a smack on my left ass cheek. i moan loudly in response, my body flowing with immense pleasure, âfuck, iâm gonna come!â
he never slows his tongue as i feel my orgasm come crashing down on me. waves of pure pleasure crashing down. jeremiah licks up every last drop as i slowly come down from the high. i move myself down from his face and back down towards his groin. i lean down to kiss his passionately, tasting myself on his lips,
âholy shit, i can eat you out all day long.â he says to me as his hands fumble with his pants. he kicks off his pants and boxers. his erection slaps his lower abdomen and i drool at the sight of it. itâs huge, red tip begging for attention and veins pulsating on the sides of it.
i move to give him a blowjob but his grip on my waist prevents me from moving, âitâs your birthday.â jeremiah tells me, âyou can give me head another time.â he winks
my hips position themselves above his thick and veiny cock and i lower myself onto it. he fills me up perfectly and we both moan loudly at the same time. every inch of him inside on me as i bottom out.
i slowly start rocking my hips against him, both of us becoming a panting mess. his hands never leave my hips, lifting me and slamming me back down onto his dick.
âyou feel so good, babyâ he praises, âyou tight pussy feels amazing around me, fuckâ
i continue riding him, my hands tangled up in his hair, pulling it which makes him moan.
âi- i think your cock was made for me.â i whisper in his ear before kissing him harshly.
he smirks, âoh yeah?â
and i nodded feverishly before he flips us around so im on my back and his on top of me, âsorry baby, i want to be in control nowâ
he pulls out almost entirely before slamming himself back in, the new position making him hit me even deeper than he was before. he thrusts harder and deeper, my back arches and i grab onto the sheets beside me, âfuck iâm closeâ i cry
âme too, hold on.â he continues fucking me, littering kissing on my face and neck. i can feel my inner muscles squeezing around him which makes jeremiah groan, âiâm fucking gonna come.â
âlet it go.â he encourages me, his thumb going down to start abusing the bundle of nerves. almost immediately, i feel myself orgasm. my legs tightening around his waist and i feel him finish inside of me. he releases a series of curse words as he fucks us both through our orgasms.
a few moments after he pulls out and rolls next to me. weâre both breathing heavily, trying to catch our breaths, âholy shitâ i pant out, looking over at him.
he grins, âthat was amazing.â
âbeyond amazing.â i repeat and he laughs,
âfuck, i shouldâve asked you this before.â he says, reaching over to cup my face, âwill you be my girlfriend, y/n?â
i blush, âyes, a hundred times yes!â
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Hi i read ur storys everytime but i finally wanted to do a request im sorry if u have done it before. Can it be about Mattheo finding Y/n toys. thx.
this literally made my cry idk but still the thought of someone reading my storys everytime makes me kinda emotional so thank you đ«¶đ» youâre also welcome to request as many times you want babe hahah, hope you like thisss đ
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VIBRATIONS | Mattheo Riddle
their breathing was heavy, all clothes gone but their underwear. "need a condom." mattheo groaned as you bit his soft spot on his throat. he stood up looking for one in your top drawer when suddenly his eyes go wide.
you who had completly forgotten what was in there, a box full of your toys, looked at him confused. "you found one?"
"uh - " he looked at the vibrator inside the box, then looking down at himself. Was is bigger than him? Nah no way. He took it into his hands and turned around. Your eyes almost popped out your head when you saw him standing there with it.
"Mattheo.. what- oh god.." you groaned and pressed a pillow onto your face, hiding from embarrassment.
"Baby i donât know If I should feel offended or find it fucking hot that you use that kind of stuff. Am I not enough? Or is there something Iâm not doing right?"
You throw the pillow away and shake your head. "No youâre perfect Mattheo itâs just for when .. well, when youâre not around." He raises his eyebrows and looks at the vibrator in his hand and then back at you, stepping closer to the bed again.
"You wanna use it?" "What? No I -" "It would be so fucking hot, baby." he smirks and comes closer.
He scans it first and then pushes the on-button so it starts to vibrate. "What is â ohhh.." he says after finding out for what the second button is as it vibrates more powerful.
"Come on spread your legs for me princess.." he says as he slowly pushes your legs apart. ".. fuck youâre soaked. Does this turn you on?â he smirks and pushes your underwear to the side, pressing the tip of the vibrator against your clit.
Your lips part as you feel the vibrating sensation against you, letting your head fall back slowly. A moan leaves your lips and you buck your hips upwards, trying for more friction.
"ah shit.." mattheo moans as he closley watches you react to it. "fuck baby weâre gonna have so much fun with this."
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thanks for reading and thank you also for requesting. Requests are open đ€
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BOY NEXT DOOR 2 - ( c.s )
part one
summary- you and your roommates live beside a bunch of senior hockey players, one of them being the infamous team captain chris sturniolo. heâs effortlessly flirty and undeniably attractive, but heâs also a pain in your ass. you find that you have to fight between lust and hatred as you finally get to know the boy next door, whether you want to or not.
warnings- swearing, kissing, thatâs it i think
neighbor/hockey!chris x fem!reader
a/n: PART TWOOOOO!!!! i hope u guys like this series iâm having a lot of fun with it (and s/o to my girl @cutenote for letting me use her name). self-indulged this chapter and made the reader a flyers fan so SRY but anyways, enjoy! next thing im putting out is a matt request and then iâll be working on this series and the tattooartist!reader x matt series. if you have other reqs, questions, confessions, etc, my inbox is open đ«¶đ»
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your stomach flips as you stare in the mirror, twisting and turning every which way to make sure you look alright. youâre in one of chrisâs jerseys, repping the scarlet and white colors of boston university, complete with the little âCâ emblem for captain.
he left it in your mailbox earlier on his way to the arena, demanding that you wear it instead of the BU sweatshirt you had planned on going in. so you listened to him, even though youâre not really sure why.
your hair and makeup are all done, contrary to the last time chris saw you, when you were in his house threatening to call the cops. it feels performative, getting all dressed up for something you donât even want to go to.
but what the hell, you hadnât seen the team play at all this year, and if you look your best youâll feel your best. at least, thatâs what you convinced yourself would happen.
âare you done up there? we need to leave, games gonna start soon!â one of your roommates calls from the living room.
you sigh and turn away from your own reflection so you can head for the stairs. cassidy and ramona are both waiting for you on the couch as you round the corner, also decked out in BU merch.
youâre just lucky you had been able to convince them both to come with you, so you donât have to stand by yourself.
âtook you long enough.â cassidy mumbles under her breath as she stretches her legs and stands up.
mona mimicks her movements, but not without shooting her a glare. âbe nice, sheâs obviously nervous.â
âno iâm not!â you protest, and now they both give you an eye roll as they pass you to get their coats from the closet.
âyour voice just went up ten octaves.â cass snarks.
you are anxious, but itâs just because of the unknown. you still havenât figured out what chris is angling at, besides maybe sleeping with you, which isnât gonna happen. well, probably not at least.
no, not ever. oh my god.
âiâm not nervous. i just wish i could back out.â you double down, turning to see them both pulling on their big winter jackets.
âyou used to love hockey, you just donât like chris. one game wonât kill you.â ramona replies.
âand you also didnât have to agree.â
this accusation makes your face flush, in embarrassment and in denial. âhe wouldnât have stopped that party if i didnât. and you know i could never actually call the cops.â
ramona stays silent as cass laces up her shoes. âwhatever you say babe. you look cute in his jersey either way.â
âcassidy!â you whine in exasperation.
âiâm honestly not sorry.â
the entire walk to the get to the game is spent harassing you, which is a solid twenty minutes because you live off campus. ramona does try to keep it to a minimum, though you canât really blame them for the questions. you have them too.
itâs always been weird with you and chris. you hate his attitude, how people fall to his feet like heâs some sort of god. you canât stand the way he talks to you like he can read your mind, or how you always catch him staring at your lips just so he can pretend like he wasnât.
he does it to every girl, and you donât know why heâs taking all of these extra steps to try and get you into bed.
maybe because you see through it, and you donât want any part of him. he said it himself, he doesnât want a relationship, and youâre not looking to get an STD, so you donât know why heâs bothering.
you finally arrive at the facility, and your stomach flips. tons of people are out tonight, of course. the sun is long gone with it being winter and all, so the lights are extra overwhelming as you step inside.
you head through security and scan your passes, ones that are specifically right beside the student section in the very front. chris gifted them to you for free since you didnât get season tickets, right by the glass so he knows where you are.
even when you were a pain in the ass and insisted you needed two more for your roommates, he made it work. it was a little impressive.
you find your seats, and the boys are already on the ice warming up. you spot chris from the jersey number, 3, and you can see his long hair poking out from underneath his helmet.
heâs focused on taking a practice shot, but as he skates by the glass afterwards you see him looking, like he isnât sure if you showed up. but then he finds you, and you can actually see his stupid smile.
he waves, just a tiny one, before he goes right back to drills. youâre thankful he didnât make it dramatic, because you know thereâs plenty of girls in the stands who want him, and have probably already been with him.
you each take your coats off and hang them on your chairs. you know the fact that you having his last name plastered across your back doesnât help the attention, but people can think what they want.
you donât give a fuck. cassidy was right, itâs cuter on you anyways.
they head into the locker room quickly after your arrival, and even more people fill in to watch the show. the student section is loud as the facility finally goes dark, and the team skates back onto the ice moments later.
spotlights flood the stadium, highlighting different players as both teams line up along the neutral zone. you cheer extra loud when they announce the starting lineup and call chrisâs name, even despite your vendetta against him.
no use being a shitty fan if youâre already here.
they get ready for the face off after the national anthem, and BU gets the puck. itâs back and forth for a while, and you find yourself groaning and cheering with the rest of the crowd during every play.
the first goal of the game is scored within fifteen minutes, by one of his other roommates ben, of all people. you and your friends are jumping around like maniacs, and you can see him laughing at you guys after theyâre all done celebrating on the ice.
it makes you wonder if chris told them youâd be here, but you force yourself to eat the popcorn cass bought and stop thinking about it.
the second period begins and BU keeps possession for most of it, pretty much dominating their opponent. in the final thirty seconds, chris drives down the rink to score another goal.
you throw your hands up without thinking, and you let the excitement take over. âfuck yeah!â
cassidy and ramona are screaming too, shaking you by the shoulders wildly.
he comes skating over, pointing right at you as he does a lap near the student section. heads turn, and you can literally feel people staring at you now, even despite the noise and the chaos.
but youâre alive, and you canât get enough of this environment, so you keep cheering for him regardless of the burning feeling of eyes on you.
âthat was cute.â ramona nudges you with a genuine smile, and youâre fighting your own grin as you shake your head.
âwhatever.â
the rest of the game is swift. your goalie makes a couple great saves, and a guy named dylan, who youâve met before at parties, scores the final point of the night.
it just twists the knife further, because itâs a total shutout. the fans go wild as the final buzzer sounds, and youâre right there with them. you relish in the lights, the feeling.
you really did miss watching hockey in person. and you canât even say you necessarily hate watching chris anymore. thereâs just something about the way he skates, so locked in on the game.
heâs a threat, to be completely honest, and you kind of love it.
âthat was fucking crazy.â cassidy is beaming happily as you guys gather your things ten minutes post-game, and ramona nods along.
âweâre gonna have to do this more often.â she glances at you with hope.
âhey, donât look at me. iâm in it for the free tickets, and iâm not sure how long thatâll last.â youâre lying through your teeth, because you enjoyed it just as much.
but again. who knows what heâs really trying to do here.
âyou could give him the benefit of the doubt.â mona suggests dryly.
âdoes he really deserve it? heâs going to think heâs the shit either way.â you point out, and she goes quiet.
âmaybe thatâs true, but iâve never heard of him doing whatever that celebration was with other girls.â cassidy takes over, and sheâs honestly check-mated you.
it is strange, because when you watched games last season, before you had chris as your neighbor, before you even really knew of him, you hadnât ever seen that. and from current knowledge, youâre pretty sure he had a short term girlfriend during one of those months.
âtouchĂ©, i guess.â you grumble, and as if right on que your phone vibrates in your pocket.
chris
wait for me, 15 mins max
ramona and cassidy take the bus home, leaving you on your lonesome as the crowd clears out slowly but surely.
you can hear girls whispering about you as they walk by, but itâs not even worth it. youâre not scared of what they have to say. maybe when you were younger, you would have reacted, but itâs just displaced jealousy anyways.
they donât even know the truth.
finally, after what feels like a painful amount of time, you get a text from chris with directions toward the locker rooms.
itâs far more quiet now as you make your way to the ground level of the arena, headed to the section of the rink you know is closed off to pretty much everyone else. thereâs a guy standing there, dressed in his black shirt with the facility logo on it.
he goes to stop you, but chris comes strutting through the hall, out of uniform now. his brown hair is all messy, and heâs dressed down in a matching black sweat set.
âsheâs cool, i have a pass for her.â
he walks right up to you, looping a red lanyard over your head. his fingertips brush the skin of your neck as he collects your hair with his hands, flipping it out from underneath the string for you.
itâs a small thing. his touch is barely there, and yet it still burns.
the security guy smiles at you as you follow chris down the hall. youâve never been back here before, and you have to admit itâs kind of cool.
you can see where the arena workers go on and off the ice, and the large garage type doors that let the zambonis in and out.
âso.â he breaks the silence, and you almost jump at the sound of his voice.
you were in your own world, and you kind of forgot what was actually going on here.
âso.â you parrot, waiting for him to continue as he leads you around a corner.
âlooked like you actually had fun for once.â chris jokes, and you shove his shoulder half-heartedly.
âshut up, iâve always liked hockey. you though? iâm not so sure.â you give him a look and he opens his mouth like heâs shocked.
âcome on, i pointed you out after my goal and everything. youâre telling me you didnât like it even a little?â
you liked it more than you care to admit, so you donât. âitâs gonna take more than that to impress me, christopher, but i will say it was a good game.â
âyou might just be our lucky charm.â chris glances at you out of the corner of the corner of his eye as he slows to a stop in front of the locker room.
you cross your arms over your chest. ânow you're just patronizing me.â
âalways assuming the worst.â
âwell, you make it easy.â you tease.
he pauses to look down at your defensive stance, at his jersey all scrunched up around your body, and you can tell by his smirk that heâs loving it a little too much.
you clear your throat to try and alleviate some of the tension and chris snaps out of it, turning to head through the little entryway.
âiâm gonna grab my bag, donât go anywhere.â
âyouâre my ride, dumbass.â you remind him, and you hear his chuckle reverberate against the walls as he disappears.
a few players head out as you wait, ones you donât recognize, and they nod at you politely as they chat amongst themselves. it actually takes you by surprise, but you try not to show it.
chris comes back into the hall a minute later, bag slung around his shoulder. heâs got a black bruins beanie on now, and you raise an eyebrow instinctively.
âwhy are you looking at me like that?â he asks, waving his hand so you follow him further down the wide corridor.
âyour hat.â you point, and he looks offended.
âwhatâs your problem with it?â
ânot everyone who goes to school here is actually from boston, genius. iâm a flyers fan.â you smile at him sweetly, and he literally groans.
âhow did i not know this?â he asks as you guys reach the door that leads to the team parking lot.
âbecause you donât know me.â you reply swiftly.
chris pushes the door open and holds it for you, another move you donât expect. âi know more than you think.â
you shiver slightly as you step past him into the cold, wrapping your coat around yourself a bit tighter.
âif it helps you sleep at night.â you chirp over your shoulder.
you know his car, a black jeep grand cherokee that youâve always been a little jealous of, and itâs sitting in the middle of the lot. not many others are still here, and you can hear both of your feet kicking up gravel as you walk.
chris picks up his pace so he can beat you there, swinging the passenger door open before you can do it yourself.
âwow, chivalryâs not dead.â you say blankly, sliding into the seat so he can close you in.
âwhat can i say, iâm a real gentleman.â
the interior smells like a pine air freshener, which actually isnât a bad touch. chris walks around so he can toss his bag in the back and get behind the wheel, starting the engine and peeling out of the spot.
itâs quiet for a moment, aside from the music, and you canât help but peek over at him sitting across from you. the shadows accentuate his striking features as he mumbles lyrics under his breath, nodding his head along ever so slightly.
he looks pretty, and you donât like it one bit.
âi can feel you staring at me, you know.â chris turns to glance at you for a brief moment before he puts his eyes back on the road.
it makes your palms sweat, because he caught you in the act and now thereâs no shying away.
deny, deny, deny.
âjust wondering why your face looks like that.â
âwhat, devilishly handsome?â he smirks.
âi was thinking gremlin-esque, but sure.â you deadpan, and he just shakes his head and laughs lowly.
âso scared of your own feelings. itâs cute.â
itâs a major call-out, and it normally doesnât phase you. but tonight itâs different. heâs being so fucking strange, and itâs clearly been messing with your head.
âiâm not scared of shit, because the only thing i feel is sorry for all the girls who have actually fallen for this.â you retort, and the frustration is clear in your voice.
âother girls donât get the princess treatment like you do.â his self-satisfied demeanor doesnât falter for a second, even despite your low blow.
âyeah, right. iâm sure iâm really special.â
chris grips the wheel tighter as he turns onto your street, and you have to rip your eyes away from his long fingers.
âwell youâre the only one whoâs ever worn my jersey, so thatâs something.â he admits, scratching his neck absentmindedly.
youâre not sure whether you believe it, but this time he actually does sound genuinely nervous. well, nervous for chris.
âand i wear it best too.â you brush some imaginary dust off of your shoulder as he pulls up into his driveway and puts the car in park.
âwonât argue on that one.â he shrugs, shooting you an easy grin.
âthatâs surprising.â
you step back out into the crisp night air, slamming the door shut behind you. you meet chris at the front of the car and try to move around him, headed for your own place.
he takes a step to block you, eyebrows furrowed in confusion. âwhere are you going?â
you put some distance between your bodies, because heâs once again too close for comfort, and itâs hard to focus on your words when heâs inches from your face.
âhome, obviously.â
âwhy? i thought we were going to hang out.â he frowns.
ânothing good ever happens in your house past nine p.m.â
this makes him smirk. âvery good things happen in that house past nine p.m.â
âyour charm is irresistible, truly.â you bite back sarcastically, maneuvering around him as you try to ignore the fire burning in your stomach.
youâve only taken two steps before chris grabs your arm, pulling you back into his chest quickly. his other hand goes to hold the side of your face, tangling in your hair as he leans in close.
his lips ghost over yours, just barely. you can smell the cologne he must have put on after the game, can feel his slight stubble scratching your face, and itâs all too much.
you havenât been kissed in so long, and right now it doesnât matter that itâs chris, and that it goes against everything you stand for. your eyes flutter closed and you fill the gap, pressing your mouth against his hard.
it shocks him, so much so that he almost forgets how to do this properly. chris can taste your berry chapstick, and your lips are so much fucking softer than he even imagined.
his tongue slides against yours skillfully, deepening the kiss as he presses his body flush against yours. you can feel his thumb brushing your cheek as your mouths clash together continuously. its passionate and angry and intense, and you canât believe itâs happening.
why is this happening?
the thought snaps you out of it, and you put your hand on his chest to force him away roughly. chris is surprised, and youâre both slack-jawed and breathing heavily as your body tries to catch up with your brain.
âiâŠiâm gonna go.â you mumble quietly, because you have no idea what else to say.
âor you could stay.â
âi donât want to.â
âyouâre a terrible liar.â he counters, and you can see how raw and red his lips are even in the moonlight.
you shake your head and turn toward your own front porch. itâs too hard to continue meeting his fiery gaze, because heâs looking at you like he actually needs you.
âgoodnight, chris.â
âthis isnât over, you know. one day youâll finally admit it.â he calls after you, and you donât gratify him with a response.
thereâs nothing thatâll change his mind, especially after you had actually caved in during that moment of weakness. it was so unwarranted, and youâre angry that kissing him didnât feel as wrong as it should have.
you take the steps two at a time and hurry through the door, closing it behind you and pressing your back to the wood.
your fingers dance across your lips, and you swear you can still feel his mouth on yours.
#chris sturniolo#christopher sturniolo#sturniolo triplets#hockey au#neighbor au#chris sturniolo smut#fanfic#new series#enemies to lovers
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NEW YEARS KISS
âyour best friend decides to volunteer when you complain about not having anyone to kiss on new yearâs eve!â
pairing: bff!gyuvin x gn!reader
genre: fluff!!, friends to lovers!!
warnings: reader is somewhat of a romantic (?), reader is also said to be a little inexperienced in terms of dating!!, a little (implied?) jealousy from gyuvin, seunghan cameo (1. FREE HIM!! HE DID NOTHING!! 2. he was the first non-jebi guy i thought of <3), theyâre cute <3, this is nawt my best work i literally wrote this on new yearâs eve while with my family đ
notes: HAPPY NEW YEAR MY POOKIES!! i hope all of you have an amazing, healthy and happy 2024 đ„čđ«¶đ» may all your goals come to fruition!! also, iâm very excited for a new year with my jebis, may they continue to thrive and be as happy as they can be <3 also, hope wakeone burns down xoxo MWAH LOVE U ALL <33 ALSO!! i picked gyuvin for this bc some knetz are pissing me off currently with their stupid hate for gyuvin, so i decided to write this bc i LOVE KIM GYUVIN!! IF YOU DONT MAY GOD STRIKE YOU DOWN
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you donât mind being single, really. itâs not really the âbeing singleâ part that makes you feel weird, but rather justâŠnot getting to have the same experiences as your friends. always having to sit and nod along when they talk about a date they went on, or how they celebrated a holiday with their partner. itâs exhausting being surrounded by couples all the time. theyâre all your friends and youâre happy for them, but when it comes to events like this, you really wish youâd have more single friends.
new yearâs eve is supposed to be fun, filled with laughter and loud excitement for the coming year â it is all that, but itâs also you watching your friends huddle together once the countdown to midnight starts, sharing sweet nothings before celebrating the new year with a sickeningly sweet new years kiss.
all while you kind of just stand there, celebrating the arrival of yet another year on your own. for those few lips-locking seconds, at least. is it a little silly to feel left out? of course, but is it really that absurd to want to experience a new years kiss just like everyone else? well, you donât think so. gyuvin, your best friend, sees things a little differently, though.
âitâs so stupid, i donât get why youâre so hung up on it,â gyuvin huffs past his snacking on some chips, throwing you a sideways glance. âjust think about it, most of them have a different new yearâs kiss every year. does that seem like something you want?â you roll your eyes, snatching the bag of chips from his hands. âyou donât get it,â you stuff a handful of chips into your mouth, âitâs romantic. itâs like saying âi have no idea what the new year will bring, but at least i will always have you.â youâre not romantic enough for this.â
gyuvin just gives you a skeptic look, turning his attention back to the drama playing on your tv. itâs silent for a while, both of you a little lost in your respective thoughts until gyuvin quietly speaks up, âdoes it really bother you? that you donât have someone toâŠ.â he trails off, voice a little unsure. his voice is sincere and doesnât have the teasing tone it had earlier so youâre a little caught off guard.
you clear your throat, answering in an equally small voice, âwellâŠyeah, kinda? i donât know. i just think it would beâŠnice, for a change, you know? i want to experience stuff like that too, instead of just always watching from the sidelines.â gyuvin nods, seemingly understanding where youâre coming from, and that was that. for now, at least.
you didnât think much of that little one off conversation, neither of you bringing it up again in the weeks that followed. though, unbeknownst to you, that seemingly unimportant conversation kept knocking at the back of gyuvinâs mind every single day. he thought about it an embarrassing amount, really. he kept telling himself that it was because he thought you were being silly, and all those times he thought about being the one giving you your new yearâs kiss were definitely nothing more than fleeting, stupid thoughts. nothing more.
which is why gyuvin is so conflicted when he walks through the door of your little friend group get together on new yearâs eve, bags of snacks in hand, only to see you laughing with a guy he hasnât seen before. thereâs an unfamiliar feeling bubbling in his chest and he almost involuntarily thinks back to your conversation, to the fact that you really want to kiss someone once the clock strikes midnight â and it starts to mess with his head.
heâs quickly roped into a conversation with ricky and some of his other friends, though his eye seem to be glued to you instead of the people talking to him right in front of him; his eyes drifting back to you giggling along to whatever that strange guy was talking about every few minutes, the unsettled feeling in his chest spreading all over his body. âare you even listening?â gyuvinâs attention is ripped away from staring holes in that guys head when ricky addresses him directly, rickyâs hand on his shoulder bringing him back to reality.
âyeah, sorry.â the smile on gyuvinâs face is tight, ricky glancing to where youâre still speaking to the guy and it all makes sense to him. he sends gyuvin a sympathetic look and tries to keep up the conversation, though itâs clear gyuvinâs mind is entirely preoccupied.
when the calls for new snacks start, gyuvin immediately volunteers to filling the bowls back up in the kitchen, if only to avoid his eyes from drifting back to you and the guy â whose name is seunghan, he learned â and in turn dampening his mood even further. today is supposed to be fun, why is he moping around like this?
âwhat did the chips do to you? youâre practically glaring ar them,â gyuvinâs head whips around at your voice, the playful smile on your face lifting some of the heaviness in his chest when he sees you standing in the doorway.
âoh, hey.â gyuvin gives you a small smile and goes back to his snack duties while trying to sound as nonchalant as possible, âwhoâs the guy youâve been talking to? you bring him along?â
shaking your head you reach over to steal a handful of cheese puffs gyuvin had just emptied into a bowl, ânot me, but ahrin. his name is seunghan and she has her eye on him,â you mumble, âheâs funny and they both seem to like each other.â gyuvin nods, hand absentmindedly playing with his sleeves, âyou think sheâll go for the new years kiss with him?â gyuvin asks, and you can tell he regrets the question as soon as he asked it.
you just shrug silently, the sudden mention of the kiss rendering you a little speechless. â and you? you got anyone to kiss this year?â gyuvin says in an overly sarcastic tone, seemingly in an effort to loosen the tension a little. you snort at that, âha ha, very funny. leave me and my romantic aspirations alone,â the lightheartedness in your voice makes gyuvin relax a little, and just when heâs about to speak, someone bangs against the kitchen door, demanding your attention.
âcâmon you two, weâre playing some games,â matthew calls before rushing back to the living room. you and gyuvin share a short glance before loading up on all the snacks and following suit, excited for the mess that is most definitely about to ensue.
two screaming matches, one round of (rigged, according to hao) just dance, three bowls of snacks and dozens of tears spilt through laughter later and the almost dreaded countdown to midnight is inching closer. the couples are slowly starting to separate from the group again, looking for an area that is less crowded and a little more romantic. your high mood is slowly starting to go down, the feeling of once again being the third wheel, in a way, accompanied by this off-putting feeling of loneliness in a room full of your friends bringing the self-doubt at the back of your mind to the forefront again.
gyuvin plops down next to you, stretching his long limbs with a groan, âgod i hate sitting on the floor,â he looks around, the amount of couples in your friend group only now really hitting him, âdamn, is that kiss really that important?â it was a rhetorical question, really, and he was speaking to himself more than anything, yet you turn to scowl at him.
you open your mouth to go on a rant about the lack of romance in gyuvinâs mindset when he suddenly turns to you, cheeks a little flushed but eyes filled with determination, âiâll do it.â
you blink at him, âhuh? do what?â gyuvin swallows, âkiss you. give you the new years kiss you want.â it takes a second for his words to register, before you splutter at him incredulously, âwhatâ gyuvin why would weââ
âokay, time for the countdown! ten!â you hear from the other side of the room, and panic starts to fill gyuvinâs expression. âbecause i want to. iâve been thinking about it ever since you mentioned it, andââ
âseven!â
âyou said it was like saying that i have no idea what the new year will bring, but at least i will always have you, right?â his eyes search for yours, his pupils shaking and you nod, still a little stunned.
âfour!â
âthatâs exactly i want to tell you. so pleaseââ
âthree!â
âi want to be the one to give you your new years kiss. if you wantââ
âtwo!â
and then, it happens. you grab his face and pull him close, hesitation for just a millisecond before your lips meet right as it reaches midnight. the fireworks outside colouring the sky feel almost pathetic in comparison to the burst of emotions exploding in your chest, itâs warm and fuzzy and just feels so right.
both of your faces are flushed bright red as your lips separate, but neither of you can keep from biting back the goofy smiles spreading on your faces. before you can even begin to think of something to say gyuvin leans back in, pressing another kiss to your lips.
and another. and anotherâŠand another.
you only separate for good when your giggles break through the kiss, gyuvinâs hands cupping your face, âiâd say that was a pretty good start into the new year, no?â
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hiii if ur still looking for emily prentiss requests⊠could u possibly do like i dunno something about a playlist? sorta where you & emily make a playlist for your relationship and each sonh correlates with a different memory⊠perhapsâŠ.
p.s. thank u so much for writing my first request, it couldnt have been better â€ïžâ€ïž
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hi again, bug!! (hope its ok i call u that đ) iâm so glad you liked the other one đ«¶đ»
this was so fun to write, ur ideas are just superior đ
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đ đđđđđđ, emily prentiss
emily prentiss x sunshine!wife!reader
you and emily remember your relationship by making a playlist <3
warnings: mentions of pregnancy (no pregnancy tho), emily's fake death, bit of angst, r likes the smiths and stevie nicks?
note!: i used laufey and taylor for this cause they're what i've been listening to, i'm not implying em would listen to them!
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Emily pads towards the balcony as soon as she finishes the laundry, eager to get her late night cuddles with you.
You lay on the hammock, city lights illuminating the balcony and making your face glow nicely. She takes a moment to take in your appearance. Fuzzy pink socks, an old yale hoodie of hers and pyjama pants that don't match even the slightest bit. Yet you look better than ever.
Your gaze is focused on your phone, thumb scrolling slowly and brows furrowed in concentration.
"You'll get wrinkles if you keep frowning." She chuckles and your face immediately softens when you look at her.
"I'd stop frowning if my wife was laying with me and not doing boring chores." You joke back, hand reaching out and signalling for her to join you.
Emily complies without a question, clumsily laying behind you so that you're now between her legs. Her hands rest on your stomach as she peeks over your shoulder to get a look at your phone screen.
"What are you so focused on?" She asks in confusion as she looks at the list of songs on the screen.
"Well, since we are planning on having a plus one on the family soon, at some point i'll be way to pregnant to get on the jet. And i know i'll miss you too much so i thought that maybe i could make a playlist of songs that remind me of us. Just so i can have a bit of you while you're away." She finds herself at a loss of words. It's not that she doesn't know you're quite loud about your love for her, but it never ceases to make her speechless. It always has and always will be that way.
"Can i have that after you're finished?" She asks. The idea of finally starting a family with you might be thrilling, but you are right on one part. It will definitely suck to be away on a case for days while you're here all by yourself.
"Mhm, but only if you help me make it." You fingers toy with her ring, head turning to kiss her jaw before returning to look at your phone.
"Deal." She smiles in return.
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from the start, laufey
"me and you and awkward silence, don't you dare look at me that way"
"when i talk to you a cupid walks right through and shoots an arrow through my heart"
Emily takes one last glance around the living room, searching frantically for anything out of place. It's probably the fifth time she's doing it in the spawn of minutes. But to be fair, it's your first time coming over and she feels the need to have everything perfect for you.
Her apartment is usually very tidy, she tends to do things more easily if the space around her is organized. But it has to be specifically perfect today. The floors are shining, no dust can be found on the shelves and she has a vanilla scented candle on just to make a nice ambiance.
It's probably weird that she's doing all of this just for a sleepover with a friend, but you're not really just that. Unless friends kiss on parties and just whenever they feel like it. She tries to think of it as something 'casual', it just feels quite impossible to do so when she's pretty sure she's had feelings for you from the start.
A knock on the door has her taking a deep breath, rubbing her already sweaty hands on her jeans. Opening the door, she's met with your excited smile.
"Hi, Em!" You're practically bouncing off your feet with happiness.
"Hey, come in." She returns the smile just as excitedly, taking the bag slung over around your shoulder and setting it on the nearby sofa.
"Your place is so nice. Is that vanilla?" Her smile brightens up so much her cheeks hurt, she's so glad you noticed.
"Yeah, i found this candle somewhere in a drawer and remembered it's your favorite smell." She actually went to the store earlier to buy it just for you, but that would be too weird to admit.
"That's nice." You note, a slightly awkward silence following.
It's almost inevitable, you've never been here and the fear of saying something wrong is definitely present. You look around the living room, desperate to find something to say so you can hear her voice again. Your eyes land on the record player on the corner of the room, a collection of vinyl's on it's side.
"You collect?" You ask pointing to them.
"Oh, they're mostly from when i was a younger. But yeah, i buy one or two occasionally." She chuckles nervously before adding, "Do you wanna take a look?"
"Yeah, yeah of course!" You answer a bit too enthusiastically, cursing yourself internally from embarrassment.
"I should warn you, they might not really be your taste." She comments as you start looking through the generous collection of vinyls.
"S'okay, i wanna know what you like." You smile warmly, looking at her with those damn eyes that make her melt into a puddle.
You chuckle as you come across one of them, "Siouxsie and the Banshees? The cool punk kids at my school used to listen to them."
"I guess you can call it that." She grimaces slightly at the image of it. "You know, i actually went to their concert. Pretty sure i have a shirt somewhere."
"Cute." You mumble before going back to your search, not noticing the way her cheeks grow red at the simple compliment.
"Oh my god- Fleetwood Mac?!" You gasp, delighted to finally find one that you both might like.
"Yeah- do you like them?" She smiles surprised. Her fingers hitch to tuck the strand that falls on your face but you beat her to it.
"Are you kidding? Die hard Stevie Nicks fan." You pull out the vinyl and she encourages you to play it.
"Hm, guess you did find something your taste after all." She says, making note to remember that you like them.
A few months later when your birthday arrives, she gifts you a vinyl signed by Stevie Nicks herself. She knew you'd tell her not to spend that much for a gift, but it was worth for your smile.
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paper rings, taylor swift
"now i've read all of the books beside your bed"
You enter the bullpen with a small smile on your face, bag of italian food in your hands. You're sure that if Hotch sees you here on your day off, he'll probably drag you outside himself so you quickly look around for your raven haired girlfriend. Because your day off doesn't always mean Emily's day off - unfortunately.
"Hey Spencer, have you seen Ems?" You ask the boy who seems awfully concentrated in the magic cube in his hands, occasionally taking bites off a sandwich.
"Pretty sure i saw her entering the break room a few minutes ago." He answers, not really looking up from whatever he was doing.
You frown at that, you know she didn't bring her lunch today. It was in the counter this morning, so you assumed she just forgot it,
"Thanks." You ruffle his hair as walk by, heading to the break room before you can hear him grumbling.
As silently as possible, you open the door. Emily sits by a desk in the corner and doesn't seem to notice your presence at all. She has a book in her hands and you assume she's listening to music by the mp3 laying on the table.
Once you're close enough to see better, you recognize the book cover immediately. It's one of your favorite romances, it's so dear to you that it has it's special place on your nightstand - along with a few others. And now that you think about it, you don't remember it being on it's place this morning. A surprised smile makes way to your face, amusement all over your expression.
You tiptoe to stand right beside her before settling the bag on the table. She jumps, visibly frightened, before she sees you and her cheeks flush in embarrassment. Her hands reach to take off the earphones.
"Are you reading my romance book? I didn't quite take you for a romance girl." You tease.
"Well- i'm full of surprises." She answers, trying to hide her flustered expression but failing at lying - as always. You don't show any signs of being convinced at all, arms crossing and eyebrows raising.
"Fine, you win." She grumbles, closing the book and turning slightly to get a good look at you. "I thought it would be nice to read the books you always talk about." You think your heart might just explode at that.
"Em, that's so sweet-" Your eyes flicker to her mp3, a small gasp leaving your lips. "Emily Prentiss, are you listening to the smiths?" You laugh. This definitely comes as an even bigger surprise to you, she's never been a big fan of them.
"Yeah? You like them, right?" She looks confused and you can't help but think she looks more adorable than ever. She's probably doing the romantic thing someone has ever done to you and doesn't even realize it.
"You're perfect." You confirm with nothing but sincerity.
Emily groans in annoyance when her cheeks grow flushed again, dropping her head against your stomach and smiling against it. You chuckle quietly, fingers running through her hair while the food starts getting cold in the table.
"I brought you some food. Your favorite." You sit in the chair next to hers, bringing it closer to her.
"You're perfect." She remarks while reaching out for the bag.
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fresh out the slammer, taylor swift
"fresh out the slammer i know who my first call with be to"
"now that i know better i will never lose my baby again"
You feel overwhelmed with emotions, just as many as when you were sitting on a hospital chair while a doctor was telling you your girlfriend didn't make it. You don't exactly remember how long ago that was, too long. Months of denial and grief that feel like a blur now.
It doesn't really matter now. Not after finding out Emily was actually very alive.
You don't know how you're supposed to react. What does someone do when they find out their girlfriend had to fake her death because of a serial killer?
You feel betrayed, how could she not tell you? You feel anguished, because you might have been mourning her for all this time but now it feels like you're mourning for what you had before. It's never going to be the same again.
And you want to feel angry at her, you really do. But it always drifts off to thinking about all of the things she's probably went through since the last time you saw her. You think about what he could have done to her, how bad it must have been for her to have to run away to Paris.
You want to hate her for ruining it, but you love her because she's her.
She's dead. Emily's dead. The untouched clothes on your shared closet and dusty record player are proof. You don't dare to touch her things, you can't.
The knock on your door isn't unexpected at all. You knew she'd come, you just couldn't pretend you knew how it was possible.
The sight of her face makes your breath get stuck in your throat, knot returning and making it impossible for words to come out. Tears bream in your eyes and all you can get yourself to do is let her in and rest against the door once it's closed. After all it's her house too, her home. Or at least you thought so.
Emily only looks at you for a moment, not getting any luck at locking eyes with you as you look at anything but her.
"I-" Her voice cracks before she gets a chance to speak, taking a deep breath before trying again, "I'm sorry- god, i'm more than sorry. I had to, i promise you. There was no other option. I couldn't- he would've-" She cuts herself off when you finally look at her. She expected anger, she wants you to be angry her. It's what she feels like she deserves. But if anything, you look sorrowful.
"I need you to know why i did it. I needed to protect you. I know i hurt you, you have no idea how much it cost. But it would've ended way worse if i hadn't done it. I did what i did because i love you, as much as it doesn't seem like it." She forces herself to keep a steady voice, it won't help her at all to breakdown right here.
"You could've told me." Your voice is small and strained. But she's never felt more glad to hear your voice before.
"You would've come after me." She whispers with a shake of her head.
"I would've." There's no room to lie, not right now. You know why she did it, you understand. But that doesn't make it hurt any less. What now? Are you supposed to pretend that nothing happened?
"Please- i know i'm asking so much of you already. But don't give up on me, i know i won't give up on you. Let me try to fix it, i want to try." She sounds almost desperate, tears freely running down her face. "Please."
"I want to. But i can't just pretend nothing happened all of the sudden. Not yet." You answer. It pains you to almost reject her, never in your wildest dreams you would have thought this would happen. But it's not a 'no', just a 'not yet'.
"You don't have to, i'll wait for you. I'll wait for my whole life if i have to. It's worth it, i know it is. There's no one i could ever love as much as i love you." She's sure of what she's saying and you don't have to try hard to know it.
You nod, your own tears leaving your eyes. It would never be the same, not after all you've been through. But there's always the option of starting over and forming something even better.
Ë àŒâ·ê°âł: ÌÌâ
bewitched, laufey
"wrapped me in your arms, leaned in and whispered 'keep me in your heart'"
"you bewitched me, from the first time that you kissed me"
You rub your tired eyes, quickly adjusting to the dim light illuminating your room. You feel groggy and messy, but that nap was definitely a good idea. This case had been particularly draining and right after you landed all you needed was a nap. Going to sleep at daylight to wake at night feels weird, but that means Emily is probably already home. She insisted on staying at the bau to get her report done.
Getting up and quickly fixing your clothes, you walk down the hall. The delicious smell of lasagne (Emily's speciality) reaches your nose and you smile contently.
When you approach the living room you come across your lovely girlfriend settling a fresh out the oven tray of lasagne in the table. The table is set in a weirdly fancy way, two scented candles adding up to the romantic mood and there's jazz humming softly from the vinyl player.
"Hi, love. Well rested?" She asks softly, walking up to you and kissing your forehead lightly.
"Mhm...what's the special occasion?" You wrap her in a hug and nuzzle against her neck. Still feeling slightly drowsy from the nap as you place lazy kisses there.
"Can't i just want to do something nice for my amazing girlfriend?" She teases. You believe that she would do something nice for you, she does that even way too much. You don't believe that's the case though, it feels strangely planed. You know her enough to realize that quickly.
"You can, m'love." You decide to play along, not wanting to ruin whatever it is that she's planning. Besides, it does look really nice. Mainly the lasagne that's starting right at you, your stomach growling in anticipation.
"C'mon let's eat, don't want you to get grumpy." She laughs as you scoff, it is true that you tend to get grumpy when hungry.
Emily pulls the chair for you and you're even more sure now that she's got something up her sleeve. Either that or the glimmer in her eyes that she has specifically when she's excited about something.
Dinner goes by peacefully, you mostly just eat silently as she talks about what you should both do tomorrow since it's your day off. You settle on visiting the new bookstore that's just around the corner and have a nice walk at the park after. Even after almost a decade of being her girlfriend it still amazes you that even when she should be resting at home, she prefers to spend the precious time she has in her days off with you.
Emily is your company for life, your coworker, your bestfriend, your family, your girlfriend. It almost feels silly to simply call her your girlfriend, she's the one you want to spend the rest of your life with, that's one of the only things you're absolutely sure in your life.
You're doing the dishes when you hear the volume of the music playing in the living room turn up. Seconds later, two familiar arms are wrapping themselves around you from behind. You feel her kiss the spot right behind ear before nuzzling against your neck.
"Dance with me." It's more of an affirmation rather than a question. You raise your eyebrows but comply anyway, drying your hands quickly on a towel before she's dragging you to the living room.
The music is more clear now, the soft melody promoting a small smile to your lips. Emily's hands find your waist once more, this time in front of your. You immediately wrap your arms around her, face almost involuntarily resting against her shoulder as you both start gently swaying with the music.
Your heart beats almost wildly in your chest, and yet you feel more at peace that ever. It's not often you get to just enjoy her company like this. You feel incredible lucky to get to work with her everyday but it feels good to have Emily all to yourself even if just for a few moments.
She hums softly with the song, head resting against yours and occasionally leaving a kiss or two on your hair. Her hands are against the small of your back, warm enough for you to feel it through your sweater.
"Marry me." She says it so casually, as if it's a sentence just like any other. Your feet come to a halt, moving your head so you can look her in the eye. You search for any kind of hesitation or regret, yet you only find tenderness and the same glimmer from before.
"I know this is not a lot," Emily reaches into her pocket, pulling out a velvet box. Inside there's a beautiful golden ring, a small gem adorning the middle. "but i don't think i can wait anymore. I know you're the one i want to spend my life with, i know you're the only one who would ever go through all of that for me and you have no idea how much i love you. Everyday i wake up next to you i feel incredibly lucky and i find myself dreaming about having a family with you. And most of all i dream about being your wife. Will you marry me?" She asks and you can feel the happy tears threatening the spill from your eyes.
"Yes!" You answer excitedly, grabbing her face to place multiple clumsy pecks on her lips. She pulls apart momentarily to encourage you to slip on the ring, beaming once it contrasts perfectly with your skin - even more than she had imagined.
"Ugh, i love you." You smile brightly, lips find hers once more, but this time with a shiny ring adorning your finger.
Ë àŒâ·ê°âł: ÌÌâ
a/n: had so much fun with this <33
love you,
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#criminal minds#emily prentiss#criminal minds x reader#emily prentiss x reader#emily prentiss x female reader#emily prentiss x you#fluff#emily prentiss x y/n#wlw
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hi bae, ik youve been going thru a rough patch i hope(in fact ik) youâll bounce back harder.đ«¶đ»
i really wanted to make a request for a long long time now, no pressure write it whenever u feel like it i am just going to drop it here.
for me J has always been a Lana del rey song specially the ultra violence album, heâs shades of blue, heâs ultraviolenec, smts hes even brooklyn baby. Can you write something dark, like real dark where hes possessive, violent, exatcly like he was in TDK. Pulling stunts and dropping hints. maybe he kidnappes the reader or smt like that, heâs acting all crazy and violent but something inside him just makes him slip to a lil caring or loving side every now and then, which eventually leads to some serious SMUT đđ
the reader could be his enemyâs daughter(maybe even batmanâs daughter lol i am going wild) he tortures her,loves her, takes care of her then tortures her a lil more but make no mistake the reader is a fireball she gives him that lil fight they have in her which makes J even more attached to her.
ik i am just blabbing and making no sense, but i hope ukwim. i am also attaching a link to my fav J edit ever which might give u an outline of what i am trying to say. maybe even add Jâs POV.
https://www.instagram.com/reel/CqyP1PdveA9/?igshid=MzRlODBiNWFlZA==
okay ill shut up now. feel better love you đ«¶đ»
His Lighthouse: Broken Dolls (LedgerJoker x f!reader)
Broken Dolls - Oneshot
KEEP IN MIND THIS IS NOT A STORY UPDATE!
I feel ashamed that you had to wait so long for this request. Forgive me times a thousand @heathisbae !! I still love you and I got carried away with the word count. (10,500 words!!) I promise you that my blood, sweat, and tears went into this request. You should've let me stay in my enclosure. I LOVE DARK requests and I was in a dark and lonely place when I wrote this. The perfect mood for Broken Dolls.
Gather round children itâs time to go over some legal stuff. I usually do not care about trigger warnings. You are responsible for your own reading pleasure, BUT Iâll add a TW: List because yall gone need it. Chaos had a lil bit too much fun writing this one.. đđŹ
TW! Dark!Joker. rape, knife, blood, impact, choking, power play, dacryphilia, spitting, biting kinks, unprotected sex, overstimulation if you squint, degradation, no prep (foreplay is important kids) uhhhh⊠Iâm missing something. đ€ Itâs canon Joker people. Heâs a walking trigger warning.
Just be careful if you decide to read this one. I know I went overboard but your mental health is always my top priority. Enjoy or not. Itâs entirely up to you. Since its a dark request, I decided not to tag anyone except @heathisbae Read at your own risk đ€âš
Your father made it virtually impossible for anyone to find out. By fateâs design, you looked nothing like the iconic figure you called âfatherâ, and you were forever grateful for that.Â
Your skin complexion, eye, and hair color masked you from the surname that was your birthright. You were the rumored Wayne heiress that Gotham City whispered about. Many far and wide longed to meet you to strengthen their businesses by marriage, whereas others flat out questioned your conception. Â
Bruce Wayne had neither confirmed nor denied the mother of any of his children to the world. Not like he ever would. There were only a few secrets Bruce had left in this world: you being the most important one. Â
Your life would be in danger if anyone were to find out you were a Wayne or worse, the precious daughter of Batman. Â
Many were adopted into the bat family, but you were blood to Bruce. A last-ditch effort he made to secure his familyâs legacy; He hired a surrogate. Â
Should Batman ever fall in combat, you could pick up the torch and continue the Wayne legacy. Â
At an early age you wanted to make your father proud and wisely decided not to follow in his footsteps moonlighting as a vigilante. The eldest boys, Dick and Jason, celebrated for days. They loved their half-sister and supported every decision you make, but they wouldâve put their foot down should you have wished to don a bat suit. Â
Instead of violence, you dedicated your life to education. Only the best schools with full ride scholarshipsâyour cv was lengthy as it was profound. You spoke multiple foreign languages, held many accreditations issued from all over the globe, and excelled at virtually every extra-curricular skill you could think of. Â
You were a hardworking, driven woman with a no-nonsense attitude. That much, you got from your mother.Â
You dominated any boardroom you entered, and your famous e/c eyes could make or break contracts with a single look. Now that was all your fatherâs genes. You gave the phrase, beauty and brains, a living breathing, mascot and Bruce couldnât be prouder. Â
That unfortunately made you a target. Â
You shied away from public humanitarian appearances to avoid being recognized as a Wayne. Too many similarities with Bruce would make people curious. Instead, you worked behind a smokescreen and attended the many charities and sponsorship parties as a third-party spectator to oversee your work. Â
That way, you got to see your hard work being implemented into the communityâfar better results than your fatherâs monetary donations provided. Â
You took pride knowing your hard work was creating a change in Gotham City. With the safeguards Bruce and the boys had in place; it would take an actual genius to put the numerous clues together to uncover your identity. You could live in relative peace while still making a difference. Â
Sadly, your long forgotten surrogate mother would soon threaten life as you knew it. Â
Joker prided himself in being a vigilant man. Nothing, not even the smallest of details, went unnoticed by him and when it came to his best friend Batman, J took extra care to notice every little thing. Â
The level of surveillance Joker did on the dark knight bordered on obsession but in a way, he was. Joker strived to be twelve steps ahead of his arch-nemesis in order to maintain his freedom. Being shipped back to Arkham was not an option, so he took information gathering very seriously. Â
Joker knew that Batman was Bruce Wayne for years. He was surprised other Gotham villains or just the local law enforcement didnât put the clues together. It was so obvious.Â
There was no point in telling the world Batmanâs not so little secret, but when Joker studied the daily life of Bruce Wayne a bit further, now that was a blackmail gold mine. Having a one up on Bats just felt good and especially when Joker discovered the perfect weapon that would break the man once and for all. Â
You.Â
Tucked away and hidden in plain sight; Y/n Wayne, the perfect tool for Jokerâs plans. Â
A fatherâs worst nightmare, seeing their child in distress, Joker looked forward to scaring Bruce with this latest prank. All he had to do was get close enough to steal you away, but Bruce kept you protected twenty-four seven. Smart man and Joker didnât blame his bestie for being a protective father. Â
There were dangerous people out there who would dream of your demise if they knew the truth!Â
No, it was much easier to track down your mother and it was mere childâs play to make her talk. Joker thoroughly enjoyed extracting as much information from the woman before her untimely demise. Â
He found it was unfair that she was virtually defenseless while you had security tighter than most world leaders. It wasnât fair in Jokerâs book, so he set out to put your safeguards to the test. Â
And what achievement it was to outsmart Batman at his own game. Â
You shouldâve known better. Dad drilled it into your brain time and time again to always be aware of your surroundings. Â
There was no such thing as a coincidence. Things happened for a reason, and it was up to you to detect any signs of danger at any given time. Â
The same could be said for that fateful night. You were feeling a bit overwhelmed by a journalist at a charity event. She kept asking probing questionsâa few hitting too close for comfort about your identity. Â
How ironic that you attended every event the rumored Wayne heiress organized and knew so much about her personal affairs. What a coincidence how reporters asked you questions like you were the boss.. Â
The curious woman would not leave you alone! Her mindless chitchat felt more like an interrogation by the minute. You feared your identity was compromised after one of her questions rang true, but she simply laughed it off and said that if you were indeed a Wayne, âYouâd be way prettier.â Â
Whatever that meant. Â
Perhaps the comment hit hard since your longtime friend/rival, Lana, stole attention from the fund raiser with her scandalous outfit. The brunette reeked of new money and had an ego the size of Metropolis, demanding attention wherever she went. Â
Her appearance ruined your event for helping orphaned kids and turned it into a mini Met Gala. You had every right for storming out to scream into the back alley. She never failed at ruining things! Â
You were really letting your frustration be heard when a whistle nearby startled you.Â
âListen to the pipes on that one.â Â
You quickly stopped screaming once you realized that you werenât alone. A lone male was smoking in the same alley, and he locked eyes with you once he caught your attention. Â
They were an unnatural green that felt familiar however, you couldnât place where you mightâve seen them before. Â
âBy all means... donât let me keep ya from your.. uhh temper tantrum.â He blew a long puff of smoke into the night air. Â
At first you were in shock, but that reaction soon turned into irritation. Just who did he think he was talking to you like that? âI am not having a tantrum thank you very much a-and... you canât smoke here!â Â
He simply chuckled while taking another drag. You crossed your arms and tapped your heels on the concrete as you waited for a response. This guy was something else. Â
âHello? Did you hear me?â You added. Â
âYup.â He popped the letter p, âLoud nâ clear. Pretty sure this area is ah... employees only. Ya wouldnât catch me smokinâ if ya werenât out here being a brat, hm?â Â
He had a point, but you still scoffed at his choice of words. You had the idea of using your title as the boss of this event to get him fired; yet he would surely talk and by morning, Gotham City would know that youâre a Wayne. That was the last thing you wanted; however, it was worth the hassle if it got rid of him. Â
For now, all you could do was shake your head at this strange man breaking your employeeâs no smoking rule. You personally selected all the staff for the event and your security team performed background checks on everyone to ensure your safety. Â
The gentlemen sitting before you did not jog your memory. Â
His presence made you uneasy and you took a step back, âDo I know you?â Â
He snorted, smoke emerging from his nostrils in comical puffs. âUh no, but I knoooo~ooow you.âÂ
The blood in your veins ran cold when the stranger stood up and stepped into the light. âDidnât your dad tell ya not to talk to strangers Miss Wayne?â He said mockingly. Â
You took one look at The Jokerâs grotesque scars and turned to run. Â
Joker grinned and let you have a running start although you didnât get far. Your feet got caught in your dress fabric and made his job relatively easy. The two of you tumbled to the ground, Joker landing on your back, but that quickly changed with a sharp elbow to his nose. Â
You didnât stick around to see if your hit landed, you just scrambled to your feet and tried to reach for the back door when a hand grabbing your ankle disrupted your sense of balance. One second you were upright, the next, you were on the ground seeing double vision. Â
Joker didnât think youâd put up much of a fight. His research into you was limited, but he doubted that you had any of the fighting skills your father was notorious for. Â
Technically he was right. You had taken up self defense training from Jason and he reported that you sucked at it. Â
Despite your lack of skills and concussion, you werenât going down without a fight. One of your nails scratched Jokerâs elongated smile causing it to bleed and suddenly, he had enough of your little games. Â
You were making too much noise, and his window of opportunity to kidnap you was running out. If he didnât move you soon, his plan would be ruined. You just had to make things difficult for him. Â
âAlrighty Y/n, time for a little nap. Shhhhh... shh easy now.â Joker dodged your wild punch to his face as he dug a syringe out of his pocket. Â
The sight of it made you panic and fight back harder but your scream of help was drowned out by a roar of applause from inside. The auction mustâve ended with a success. Joker pierced your skin and watched the milky white substance disappear into your system. Â
It was cold seeping into your veins as you still tried to fight back. Â
âAht ahttttt donât fight it. Let it happen.â Joker crooned into your ear; not like you could hear him. Your body felt so heavy, you lost function of your limbs so suddenly it was terrifying. Â
The Jokerâs obnoxious laugh sounded miles away from you. When your eyelashes fluttered closed, Joker knew victory was his. Â
The environment that you woke up in was dark and cold. Â
Your limbs were still groggy with whatever The Joker had injected you with and after a few test stretches, you still had motion in them. Although it would do you no good. The distinctive sound of metal on metal gave away your current predicament.Â
You were chained to something. Â
You tried not to panic but you were unable to see anything a few inches in front of you much less see how far the chain allowed you to move. You felt something solid underneath you and concluded that it was some sort of mattress or padding. It was a small comfort while being confined in total darkness. Â
Wherever you were, The Joker was to blame, and you werenât going to let him have this much power over you. You had to find a way out before he started his sick form of entertainment. Â
Every citizen of Gotham knew Jokerâs M.O. You didnât want to be tortured to death all for a laugh. Â
You waited until your eyes adjusted to the dim surroundings before exploring how much freedom you truly had. Â
You felt around in the darkness until your hands bumped into something solid. It was a surface with nothing that could help you escape on it, so you moved on. Minutes felt like hours as you stumbled through the dark, searching for anything useful. Just when you thought you were painting a clear picture of the room in your head, a door opened beside you. Â
The blinding light was nothing compared to the searing pain of the door hitting you square in the face or that of the trauma caused by falling to the ground. Â
The room was still spinning when your loudmouth got the better of you.Â
âWhatâs your f__king problem?!â You cried out. You feared that your nose was broken, it sure felt like it with the amount of blood you felt gushing out. The Joker didnât seem phased by the display. Â
Instead, he stepped right over you and flicked on a light, blinding you in the process. âErrr letâs see... problems. MY problem.. Social injustice? Global warmingâŠuhhh rush hour traffic?â Joker paused for dramatic effect and slowly turned to face you. You froze, feeling his emerald eyes rake over your form hungrily. Â
The unnatural hue seemed to suck you in the longer you stared. âYou.â Joker purred.Â
âM-Me?â How were you a problem? He abducted you not the other way round!Â
You had never crossed paths with the Clown Prince of Crime until tonight. The two of you couldnât be more worlds apart. You stayed nose deep in your humanitarian work and out of any trouble whereas The Joker was trouble personified. Â
The only thing that linked you to Joker was your father, yet you doubted the clown was smart enough to put all the puzzle pieces together to uncover that. Â
You prayed that this was all some sort of misunderstanding but judging how The Joker was staring, your hopes began to shatter one by one. Â
You instinctively shielded your body from the known threat and in doing so, your skin brushed against unknown material. The formal dress you originally wore for the evening was gone and replaced by a thin t-shirt and baggy menâs pants. The implications were not lost on you.Â
You turned to glare at the madman before you. âWho changed my clothes!?â If you were able to blush, you knew youâd be redder than a tomato. Â
This man obviously had no respect for women. He simply threw his head back and laughed, âThe pleasure is allllllllllll mine.â Â
You failed at hiding your full body shudder and even worse, you were unable to silence yourself from talking trash. âScrew you.â You regretted saying it the moment you opened your mouth. Â
The room suddenly got quiet. Joker sauntered his way over to your mattress and crouched down so he could be eye level with you. He admired the fire burning within your e/c eyes for a time. Such a strong wielded fire, it was beautiful to behold. If Joker had his way, there would only be smoking embers after he had his fun. He would make sure of it. Â
The Joker always had an air of drama about him, and it took center stage as he spoke to you. âYa wanna.. know something? You should be lucK-yyyy my boys didnât change ya. They wouldâve loved to uh.. what did ya say? Screw you.âÂ
His choice of words held more meaning as he tried to brush a few strands of hair out of your face. You shut down that idea by chomping at his fingers the second they were within your reach. Â
You refused to sit around like some damsel in destress until dad or one of the boys came to rescue you. You would fight back even if it killed you.Â
To Joker, your little stunt was comical. You could rebel all you wanted; your antics would never compare to what he had in store for you. Â
He simply wagged his paint-stained fingers at you like a scolding parent and insulted you further. âMm, feisty! I like thaT. But thatâs no way to behave while youâre here. No noooo. No. You are a verry special guest, Y/n!âÂ
Joker walked over to the table that you found earlier. You watched as he pulled out a tripod and took the time to set up a camera in your general direction. Once it was positioned to his liking, he mashed a buttonâand to your horror, a red light began to blink.Â
âTada! May I present.... Y/n, my lead-ing lady in this uh.. short film of mine! The title you ask? Why itâs, How to Break Batmanâs Little Girl 101!â Â
Jokerâs words were like a sucker punch to your gut. They bounced off the thick walls of the room and echoed back in your eardrum's times a hundred. Your worst nightmare was happening right before your eyes. Not only did someone know who you were, but dadâs long kept secret was outâand his arch-nemesis of all people, knew about it. Â
You were blinking a mile a minute and Joker thought your lips flailing like a fish was oh so adorable. Kissable really but he shook that odd thought away. Â
He hyped up his performance so much, you werenât sure if he was addressing you or the camera at this point. Â
âOh come now, Y/n. Donât act so sur-prised! I knew Batsâ secret for years now. We are friends ya know.... Mmm on second thought. Ya might wanna work on the security Batsy.. I just so happened to waltz in and steal your precious.... and might I add.... beau-ti-ful daughter away easy peasy. Did I mention sheâs verrrry beautiful?â Â
You snapped out of your panic by Jokerâs fingers grazing your cheek. Your response was instinctive by slapping his hand away. âDonât touch me!â Â
Joker wasted no time reacting to your outburst. His gentle touch turned cruel and struck your face hard enough to turn it sideways right into the wall. Â
He quickly grabbed ahold of your jaw and yanked you back upright. You were forced to bear witness to his self-inflicted scars, all jagged and swollen up close. It was a permanent reminder just how insane this man truly was. Jokerâs nails dug into your cheek and for a split second, you genuinely feared this man. Â
His green eyes were almost electric staring into your soul. âYouâre mine now and Iâll touch ya however I want. Got thaT?â Â
Joker saw the insult queuing up in your brain and squeezed your face tighter in his grasp. You whined but still managed to part your lips to respond. âIâm not yours.â You growled. Â
A brief staring contest ensued. Green verses your e/c. Â
Joker admired your bravery; you questioned his sanity. He dressed the part of a gentleman with his three-piece suit and coattails (despite the outlandish colors) yet he was so far removed from the title. He was unpredictable in every sense of the word that you werenât sure if you would survive a moment longer in his presence.Â
You were confident that someone would come save you, Joker thought you were too naĂŻve to understand the gravity of your situation. In any case, he would have ample time to extinguish the fire blazing in your eyes before someone started searching for you. Â
He was so caught up crafting his mental plans, he didnât notice the glint in your eye right before you bit his hand. Â
It hardly phased him and for your efforts you received a rough shove towards the ground. Thankfully the mattress softened the blow however you still had the strength to glare at The Joker in disdain.Â
âLetâs see how long that feisty streak of yours last hmm?â Joker chuckled under his breath and walked over to the door. Â
The sudden change in brightness blinded you again but this time you caught a glimpse of a bulky man guarding the door before he and Joker disappeared from sight.Â
Finally you were alone with your thoughts. The first thing you did was let out a shaky sigh and glance at the camera still recording you. The Joker didnât turn it off and you concluded its sole purpose was to monitor you and collect material for the ransom cd your dad would receive.Â
You choked back a sob just thinking about dad. He would be beside himself knowing you were abducted. Finding out that his greatest enemy took you would be a low blowâone you hoped he would overcome in order to rescue you. Dick and Jason would steer the detective in the right direction but with every hour that passed, you knew dad would slowly lose his mind. He knew firsthand what Joker was capable of. Your nose throbbed bitterly as a harsh reminder. Â
There was nothing stopping the clown from killing you if he simply became bored. Â
If only you took dadâs words to heart and abided by his strict security measures. You had snuck away from your detail for a bit of privacy. Now you regretted that dumb decision. You were in Jokerâs clutches with no chance of escape, and it was all your fault. Â
He chained you to a bedpost like some animal and now that there was light in the room, you could see it in its entirety. Â
It was a mini prison right down to the bare necessities. The Joker had every intention of keeping you here, cut off from Gotham City, most likely below ground to disrupt the bat tracker embedded in you since childhood. Â
You scratched at your wrist, praying that it miraculously still worked despite the odds. Surely your father, the worldâs greatest detective, could locate his daughter with much less.Â
It was the only reassurance you had. Â
You were getting tired overthinking your predicament. There was nothing you could do at present, so with one last hesitant glance at the video recorder, you tried your best to get comfortable on the mattress and fall asleep.Â
That became your routine. Time held no value anymore. Â
Was it a few days? Weeks? Longer? How were you to know? You were confined to four concrete walls with no form of contact, save for the ever present blinking red light watching your every move. Â
You were forced to use the horrendous facilities they called a bathroom, and meals (which were surprisingly great) were brought to your room like clockwork while you were asleep. Â
You began to look forward to the tray that would magically appear on your table. It was the only connection to the outside world you had, and you didnât take it for granted. Â
There was always a special treat on your dinner plate and it never failed at putting a smile on your face regardless of being a prisoner. You tried to keep a grip on your sanity with these small bouts of happiness, but it was obvious what angle Joker was playing at. Â
He was using isolation to mentally break you and it was working.Â
You thought being locked away all alone would be easy, but the constant silence was unbearable and before long you began to fear when Joker would return. Â
Not fearing him specifically, but of what you might do for a sliver of human interaction. Â
That visit came unexpectedly. You woke up from a nap sensing a presence inside your room. Sadly, you had embraced having hallucinations during your lengthy stay here, but this one felt a little too real. Â
Something didnât feel right. âH-Hello?â Â
The door was still closed with the lights dimmed and there wasnât a tray of food dropped by, so you glanced near the bathroom area on pure instincts. Nothing was inside the room except that camera that you loathed so much. Its constant flashing light both annoyed and comforted you. At least you werenât completely alone. Â
You sighed to yourself and was about to fall back asleep when you felt something move behind you. Jokerâs laugh blended in with your scream as you tried to scramble away. Â
You didnât get far given that Joker dragged you back towards him. Â
The last thing you expected after waking up was a man lying in the same bed as you. It was a natural response to freak out, especially since it was The Joker pinning you to the mattress. âYOU SICK F__K! HAVE YOU LOST YOUR MIND?â Â
You didnât see the way Joker's eyes glazed over or the way his hands tightened around you before he grinned like a Cheshire cat. âHave I lost my⊠have I.. losT my mind?â  Â
You tried to pry his hands off you, but Joker was just too strong as he continued to repeat your question over and over. His manic laughter was deafening in your ear. âHave I lost my mind, Y/n? Or have you?â Â
You looked up into pools of jade that glinted mockingly down at you. âWhat are you...?âÂ
Joker cut you off by directing your gaze to the camera in the room. âDid ya forget Iâve been watching you this entire time doll? Talking to yourself, your uh... hopeless words of affirmation? Oh Dad will come, heâll come save me! Hang in there, Y/n! Youâre so braaaaaave and strong!ââÂ
Jokerâs imitation of your voice was cringeworthy as he repeated your own words out loud. He mocked your defiant spirit and hopes of escape as if it was a joke. Strangely enough, Jokerâs tone softened, and he sounded sincere with his next angle of attack. Â
âYou just donât get iT. Daddyâs not coming Y/n. No one knows youâre missing, and nooo one cares either. Itâs been a month now doll. If Daddy Bats really cared about his precious daughter, he wouldâve rescued you by now donâtcha think?âÂ
Joker was just messing with you. This was another tactic of his to break you down. He was a master of manipulation and his way with words was just as dangerous as his work with knives. His sole existence was to harm others and yet with your fragile state of mind, a part of you believed him. Â
You couldnât believe that a month had passed with no one trying to find you. Was Joker telling the truth? Â
It was too absurd to believe. âN-No.... no dad cares about me. He wouldn't.... he wouldnât give up..â You whispered. You didnât know who you were trying to convince here, you or The Joker. Â
He mustâve seen the doubt starting to creep in for he pushed you a little further. âAre you sure, Y/n? Heâs a uh, busy bat! Fighting crime always comes first, you know that better than anyyyyy one. Heâs never had time for you...â Joker smiled, watching you blink back tears. Â
He enjoyed every minute of tearing down your defenses one lie at a time. Â
He leaned away and bit back a smile when you followed, seeking his contact. You were making this childâs play for him. Â
âBats always sent ya away when you were younger. Never letting you err.. blossom to your fullest. He hid you away because you were a failure to him. A mistake. He never cared about you! But guess whaT?â Â
Joker waited until you looked up into his grassy green eyes. Were they always so expressive or was it your imagination that made them sparkle? It was the first source of human contact you had in who knows how long. You felt special to have The Joker staring at you the way he was. Â
The air in the room was filled with static energy as you waited for Jokerâs next words. You craved validation, acceptance, and attention at a time like this. The Joker had starved you for far too long in isolation. Â
His hand raised up and softly caressed the side of your face and you missed how his eyes lingered on your lips longer than intended. Â
âI care Y/n.â He chuckled seeing you pout, âI mean iT! Iâve been so ah.. cruel to ya. I shouldâve treated you better. You want me to treat ya better doll?âÂ
Joker leaned forward and kissed both of your cheeks. The contact made you jump and blink up at him in shock. If he couldnât hear your heart beating wildly, then he was deaf. Â
You soaked up his form of human contact like a sponge. How long had you been wasting away in this room? Â
Was it really a month like Joker had said? Right as Joker was leaning down to kiss you properly, you had a moment of clarity. Â
Who was to blame for you being trapped in here? Why were you here in the first place? The answer was right in front of you, buttering you up with sweet lies and fake affection. Joker was playing you like a fiddle, and you were weak enough to fall for it. Â
Not anymore. Â
The Joker was the enemy. He was full of lies. Dad would never abandon you so why were so inclined to believe this green haired clown? No amount of isolation, no form of torture, could break you to believe such. You couldnât give up so easily. You were a Wayne. You were born a fighter. Â
Jokerâs scarred lips ghosted against yours as you shoved him away. âYou are nothing but a liar.â Â
You enjoyed his brief moment of shock before his eyes cooled into the hard emeralds that they were.Â
And just like that the act was over. One second you were in the comfort of Jokerâs arms, the next you were tossed aside like trash and his true colors were revealed. Â
He towered over you like a titan as you tried to back away but there was simply nowhere to go. You were at Jokerâs mercy, and he spared you none. Each kick to your body made you cry out for Joker to stop but he didnât listen, rather he laughed and kicked harder. Â
You grabbed his ankle and begged him to stop but he jerked free and stomped on your wrist in retaliation. The audible crack was background noise to your earsplitting screamâ yet it was all music to Jokerâs ears. Â
He enjoyed the pain of others and yours was icing on the cake. Â
You sounded so pretty, so helpless and filled with anguish. He wanted to hear more. He was obsessed. How far could he push you until you gave under pressure?Â
Two knocks on the door stole Jokerâs attention and his eyes watched as another person entered the room. Joker knew who it was. Anyone else wouldnât dare enter while he had his fun. Â
Frost took one look at you sobbing on the floor before he focused his attention back on his boss. âWe got trouble.â Â
Joker rolled his eyes at Frost for interrupting his fun although it was probably for the best. He didnât want to break you just yet. Slow and steady won the race and he had all he time in the world to do so. Â
He mightâve went overboard today judging by how you visibly flinched when he moved in your direction, but he knew youâd bounce back defiant as ever. You had to.  Â
âYouâll have to uhh, excuse me Y/n. It seems.. Iâm needed elsewhere. Donât. You. Move.â He patted your head and laughed all the way out the door. Â
The heavy sound of it closing did little to silence your tears. Â
The pain was nothing. You were more upset with yourself for not being stronger. Joker was destroying your fighting spirit in record time and you were powerless to stop him. Â
The bruises never faded, and it made sleeping even more difficult on your worn mattress. Â
Sure, Joker was considerate enough to cast your broken wrist, but it was a small gesture compared to the verbal and added physical abuse he bestowed upon you daily. Â
You became Jokerâs personal punching bag and there was no end in sight to your suffering. Â
Each time the door opened, you were forced to endure Jokerâs twisted mind games or his heavy hand. It didnât matter that you were a woman, in his eyes you deserved every ounce of pain that he inflicted. And when he finally left you bleeding and holding back tears, your own thoughts tortured you some more.Â
Did father really abandon you? How was the worldâs greatest detective, renowned for his state-of-the-art technology and gadgets, unable to locate his only daughter? Â
The days blended together and all the hope you originally had of being rescued, diminished. Â
The Joker enjoyed his daily visits with you but he could tell that it wasnât enough. Your body was obviously battered yet your mind remained intact. Â
You still possessed a thread of hope that made you defiant to the end. You spat in Joker's face whenever he was in range, and you rolled your eyes at his half-hearted jokes about killing you. Â
âThen do it.â Your snide remarks often led to more beatings that did little to fulfill Jokerâs goal. Â
Nothing seemed to be working to ultimately break you, so he decided to try a different angle.Â
You woke up to the smell of food in the air. Your stomach growled in want, but the reset of your body hurt too much to move. You debated skipping eating all together in favor of rest however that choice was made for you. Â
âSit up.âÂ
His voice. The root of all of your problems. You didnât have the strength to be bothered with him today. Â
Joker waited for you to move yet when you remained lying down, he became agitated. âI wonâT re-peat myself doll.âÂ
Your voice cracked with your response. âI canât. It hurts.â You just wanted to be left alone, to hurt in peace but Joker controlled everything here. As if you had a choice to begin with.Â
âLemme help you.âÂ
Just hearing the offer gave you the strength to flip over to face him. Surely he was joking. He wanted to help you?! After all he did? Screw the consequences, you had to speak your mind.Â
âHelp me? You want to help me? Okay then. Go away! Far⊠far away and leave me alone! Or even better! Let me go! Whatâs the point of keeping me here? What do you want from me?!â Â
During your speech you began to cry and Joker (for the first time in his life) felt guilty. Your timeless beauty was marred by cuts and bruises that he caused, and he couldnât justify his actions for creating them. Â
Somewhere along the way Joker lost focus of the mission. Â
It was all a gameâ to get at Batman but along the way Joker saw how strong you truly were. Anything he tossed your way, you deflected it with ease. You never faltered, never lost hope. Even now as you lay weak and hungry, your eyes set him ablaze. Â
You had won, he just didnât know at what. Â
Joker didnât know what else to do with this failed experiment of his. One thing was certain, he wasnât letting you go. There was something about you that he couldnât put his finger on. Â
Your rant fizzled off as you stared at Joker. Â
There was an odd gleam in his eyes that you were wary of. He looked lost in thought and when he snapped to, you were shocked to see a genuine smile appear on his lips. Â
You feared what his thoughts could lead to. Â
To mask your fear, you rolled your eyes at his lack of an answer and reached for your dinner tray. Your groan of pain made Joker wince. Were you really in that much pain? Â
Without thinking, he smacked your hand away and stabbed a portion of food with the provided fork. The two of you stared at each other in silence waiting for the other to make a move. Â
âI can feed myself.â You grumbled. Â
Joker gave you an, âare you sure about thatâ look and tapped the fork to your lips. Â
Just thinking about moving used up too much energy and your muscles begged for you to take him up on the offer. The Joker, Gotham Cityâs notorious criminal, wanted to feed you dinner; who were you to deny him? Â
You begrudgingly opened your mouth while looking away from his smug green eyes. Â
The act was so demoralizing, but you kept your cool while chewing in silence and opening your mouth for the next morsel. Â
Just to be cheeky, you closed your lips around the fork and refused to let go. Joker didnât think it was funny but he entertained your bratty behavior nonetheless. He considered stabbing your tongueâbut thought against it. There was no need to be violent. Â
He was trying a different angle to this whole hostage situation he created. Your defenses were down tonight and he would be a fool not to take advantage of them. Â
A quick glance to his right confirmed that the video camera was still recording. Perhaps it was time to send a message to daddy dearest and make some progress. Â
You were under the impression that Joker was taking pity on you with his nice guy act. He was patient, feeding you bites of food and not shoving it down your throat like heâd done in the past when you tried starving yourself. Â
He was being.. (dare you say it) nice. You shouldâve known it was too good to be true. Â
He finished feeding you and you thought he was moving onto the slice of cake that was on the tray. You had been eyeing it since Joker uncovered it and you licked your lips thinking about the delectable treat. Â
It would have to wait. There was an ominous shift in the air that completely blindsided you. Â
Joker didnât know what came over him. He didnât have any plans when he entered your room tonight. It was supposed to be a simple food dropânothing more, but the moment his eyes landed on you curled up on the mattress resting so beautifully, what left of his demented mind, checked out early. Â
This past month and a half was filled with harsh lessons and far too many close calls. Batman and his ban of birds did everything in their power to find you and they almost succeeded once or twice.Â
Thankfully Joker was smart enough to place you inside a shipping container so you could always be mobile and out of reach. You hardly noticed the frequent moves since he coordinated them during your sleeping hours. It also ensured your meals were always hot and fresh since they could just travel to wherever Joker deemed fit to your standards. Â
Everything was planned down to the smallest detail, everything except developing feelings for you. Â
Now that was out of Jokerâs control. Â
Underneath the clown façade, Joker was still a man and you were absolutely stunning with your aristocratic beauty and educated mind. Â
Your fierce personality drew him in despite you being a means to an end. You were supposed to be a form of entertainment, a toy until Joker got bored and let Batman have his daughter back but over time, Joker became attached to you in an unhealthy way.Â
You were Jokerâs property, his special secret hidden from the world to do with as he so pleased. Â
He stopped hitting you and allowed you time to heal due to some unknown form of guilt. More and more tasty desserts were included with your meals to make up for his abusive behavior, and unbeknownst to you, Joker watched you sleep every night. Â
There was something soothing watching you blissfully unaware of the monster in your bed. He could slit your throat in your sleep but he didnât. No, that would be a waste. Â
Joker found it better to sleep beside you and hold you close. He knew you would freak out if you knew all the liberties that he took while you were asleep. Â
From tracing your major arteries with a knife to leaving lipstick marks all over your skinâhis feelings for you were disturbing and perfectly justified in his opinion. Â
Joker didnât want the traditional lovey dovey crap most couples shared because he wasnât normal. He wanted to own, to control, to destroy you completely and then protect the broken pieces that remained.Â
There was no concept of love in Jokerâs mind and there never would be. Seeing you so docile as he fed you was the breaking point. He got a taste of your submissive side and craved more. Â
Why couldnât you just give in and break already? You brought this upon yourself. You forced Joker to do this.Â
He blocked out the sound of your cries and wrestled your arms down to onto the mattress. His only goal was to get you naked and when you began to struggle more, he took matters into his own hands.Â
Joker grabbed the army knife from his pocket and sliced your clothes off. One motion caught your skin and you howled as the sharp metal tore it open. Joker saw red bubble to the surface and dove down to lick you clean. Â
He didnât like hearing your voice filled with pain. It distracted him from getting hard and after staring you in the eye, you quickly got the message. Keep quiet or else. Â
You tried not to make a sound louder than your whimpers. You didnât want to provoke Jokerâs wrath. Â
âMuch better. So pretty.â Joker hummed to himself when you were laid bare beneath him although he frowned seeing tears staining your cheeks. âShhhhhh, hey hey. Look at me... Behave and it wonât hurT.â Â
He watched your lip wobble as you remained quiet. Your wrists were being held down by Jokerâs hand, leaving you powerless to squirm away and he loved the power scale tipping in his favor. Good. You would always be beneath him. Â
He struggled a bit to unzip his fly but managed to get his cock out without letting you go. A shame you were being bratty and didnât prepare yourself for this. He really had to do everything around here. Â
Joker spat on his hand and worked it up and down his cock, groaning to himself at the feeling. His eyes roamed over his doll and admired your beauty mid stoke. You had curves in all the right places that begged to be fondled. He wanted to touch them, but if he let go of your hands, you would act out. Â
He could see the fire burning in your eyes. If he gave you an inch, youâd take a mile. Â
Yet it was criminal not to mark you up the way he wanted. Â
Joker sighed as he lined himself up with your pussy. You panicked and tried moving away from his tip tapping your opening with heavy slaps to no avail. Â
âAre ya gonna behave doll?âÂ
He shifted his weight and applied more pressure on your healing broken wrist when you continued to rebel. The searing pain made you bite your lip and cease struggling altogether. Â
âNow. Are you gonna be a errr.. good doll for me nâ stay realllllllly still?â Joker sang. Â
Your lip curled back, ready to cuss him out, instead a loud scream took escaped your lips as Joker began to force his way inside your dry entrance. Â
It burned. It ached. He was tearing you apart and you shook your head in agony as it continued without end. You didnât think about the consequences, you bucked your hips away from the unwanted invasion. Â
You knew you were in trouble the moment Joker said your name in warning.Â
âWhat. Did. I just say doll? Dumb b___h.âÂ
Joker let go of your wrists to hold your hips instead. Once he found purchase, he began thrusting in and out of your pussy. His pleasure was your torment. Your silent tears spurred him on and he swatted your hands away that tried to push him off. Â
Nothing would stop him after he got a taste of you. He was an idiot for not taking you sooner.Â
âHaha, youâre grippinâ me soooooo tight doll. Ease up for me!â Joker groaned louder to drown out your pathetic pleas. He would not slow down; you were too perfect to stop now. Â
He noticed the camera in the corner and got an idea. âAre ya enjoying yourself, doll? Why donâtcha give the ah.. a-audience a good show? Go on. Tell him how you feel.â  Â
You forgot all about the recorder in the room! Your sharp gasp was music to his ears. You tried to turn away, but Joker would have none of that. He grabbed your jaw and forcibly turned your face towards the lens. Your tears were a paid actor for his production. Â
âYa see that Bats? ThaT, oh f__k... t-that is the face of your failure. Sheâs all mine and Iâm gonna take ahaha.. verrry good care of her. All mine.. d__n it..â Joker choked back a moan and licked the tears from your face as he sped up his thrusts. If he kept this up, he would cum before the fun really started. Although he shouldnât have to be the only one getting off. Â
With a smug grin, he snaked a hand down to rub messy circles on your clit. Â
The response was instantaneous. You threw your head back with a mewl on your tongue. He felt the result of his adventurous touch the same time you let out an unexpected moan. âOh? Ya like that doll?â He mocked. Â
He laughed at you trying to deny deny deny but your body was speaking on your behalf. Â
You tightened around him and he felt the slick begin to coat his cock. He arched an eyebrow at the sudden turn of events. You really were enjoying this. He wondered...Â
He stroked your clit faster and was rewarded by another sweet moan gracing his ears. His doll made the prettiest sounds under distress. He could see the confusion dancing across your features. Â
âOhhhhhh Bats! You have a naughty.. naughty girl! Enjoying my touch after begging me to stop just minutes ago? Ah.. mmm, it's okay doll! M-Moan louder. Enjoy ittt, I know I am. Mm, you feel better the uh wetter you become.âÂ
Joker stopped mid thrust when you clenched down unexpectedly on him. Were you trying to crush him to death? Â
He wondered if you could feel him throbbing in your pussy. Your tiny fists were beating on his clothed chest but there was no point in pretending. Â
You were enjoying yourself and if he was correct to assume, you were getting close. You just needed a little push and Joker had just the thing. Â
âI knew you were secretly a whore. Only dirty sluts get off on being used like a toy. Hehe. It's a-always the quiet ones f__k!â Joker chuckled to himself followed by a shuddering groan. You were very close. He had to act fast. Â
Without warning he bit down hard on your shoulder. You moaned out before covering your mouth with your hand. It was too late; Joker already knew what kind of woman you were. He bit harder and rejoiced as blood bubbled up to the surface to coat his lips. Finally, he was marking you up the way you deserved. Â
He sped up his thrusts, laughing at the sloppy sound of wet skin on skin in the room. His cock happily slid in and out of your pussy now that you were horny. Â
You were shaking your head in denial even as your legs shivered on Jokerâs shoulders. He licked the fresh bite mark clean before whispering in your ear. Â
âLet go Y/n. Shatter into a thousand tiny lit-tle piecesâ and when you snap them back together, I'll be righT here to ruin you all over again. And again. And again. I will always break you just the way you need. The way you deserve. So go on. Do itttt. B-Break for me.... For us.â Â
Joker thought you were beautiful before, seeing you admit defeat and cum was a vision from heaven. Â
Your cheeks darkened in color as your lips parted like the sea to allow carnal bliss to fall from its depths. You twitched uncontrollably in Jokerâs hold, and he was more than happy to pull you in close as you fell apart on his cock. Â
You rode the wave of pleasure and swept Joker along with the force. He was caught off guard by your tightening cunt and came with your name a whisper on his lips. Â
No drug could ever compare to the high you gave him. Â
He saw new sounds and heard colors that he couldnât name. His breath came in short pants as he came down. Words failed him, his head was still too foggy to process the world around him. Â
What could one say after an orgasm that intense? He just came inside your quivering hole, and he already wanted to do it again.  Â
He couldnât find the energy to even think coherently! All he could do was flop down next to you and sort out his senses in the right categories. Â
His paint-stained hands wandered aimlessly and began playing with the ends of your hair, much to your horror. While Joker floated in post-coital bliss, you fell back to your harsh reality. Â
You let this monster have sex with you and even worse, you enjoyed it. Â
You felt dirty, cheap, a literal failure. You allowed The Joker to touch you, to make you feel good. You came from his ministrations. God, you could feel him softening inside your used pussy. Your inner thighs felt sticky, and you shuddered realizing that The Joker came inside you. The room began to spin as you spiraled into a panic attack. Â
What would dad think when he found out? What if you became pregnant with this monsterâs child. You felt sick to your stomach and feeling Joker playing with your hair, as if nothing was wrong, tipped you over the edge. Â
âDonât touch me!â You wailed. Your shout made Joker come to and instinctively hold you closer to his chest. He wasnât quite sure what was going on inside your head, but you didnât have to be so loud.Â
âDoll... I ahh uh, already touched ya.â He rubbed up and down your back despite you flinching from his touch. Â
You made eye contact with the video recorder in the corner and Joker curiously followed your gaze. Oh. That would explain your sour mood. You were smart and deduced what he would do with the footage. âListen Y/n..âÂ
A knock at the door interrupted Jokerâs sentence. He didnât move an inch as he granted whomever on the other side entry. Â
You tried maintaining your modesty but it was a useless effort. You were bare as the day you were born in Jokerâs arms and he wasnât letting you go.Â
Jokerâs henchman walked in and struck a conversation with the clown, pretended as if you didnât exist. You wanted to crawl into a hole and die you were so embarrassed. Â
You didnât notice what was going on until Joker snapped his fingers in your face. âHuh?âÂ
Joker rolled his eyes at your lack of awareness. He sat up straight and ran a hand through his disheveled hair. âI said..... take a bath while Iâm gone. I uh.. took your chain off for ya.â Â
He pointed at your bare ankle that was in fact free of the heavy metal. You twisted your leg, feeling the freedom granted to you. Â
You wanted to thank Joker but he was already walking out the door with his henchman. And just like that, you were alone. The silence was unbearable as the full reality hit you full force. Â
You didnât fight back. Why did you give in so easily? Why did you miss the warmth of Joker body against yours? Just what was wrong with you for craving his touch? Â
Screw taking a bath, you ran straight towards the toilet to empty your stomach. Â
Sleep did not come to you when your mind was abuzz with doubt.Â
You paced the room while biting your nails and reliving your time spent with Joker over and over. You were beyond restless thinking about your uncertain future. What would Joker do now that he got what he wanted?Â
Would you be killed off and discarded like trash? Would your family be given the chance to mourn your passing? Would they even know what became of you? There were too many questions and not enough answers. One thing was for certain, you refused to sit around and wait for your fate. Â
For some unknown reason Joker removed your chain. It was a sliver of hope that you planned on exploiting. Â
The heavy metal door loomed in the distance. Before it served as a reminder of how trapped you were; now it was a shining beacon of hope. Either coincidental or simply a miracle, Joker also took the elusive camera with him. Nothing was stopping you from running, and nothing was holding you back. Â
Joker had slashed your clothes to ribbons but the woolen blanket on the mattress was still intact for you to wrap around your body. Â
It left you feeling far too exposed, but you had no other option available. Once covered, you padded over to the door and turned the handle to freedom.Â
The hallway was dark and ominous before you. Â
You werenât sure if you wanted to venture into the unknown. You looked at the barren cell you were forced to inhabit and back into the dark void, weighing the odds. Â
You took the first step, then another, and another until you were walking with hasteâdesperately searching for an exit. Â
Your heart was beating loudly in your ears as you stumbled across a door with light poking out underneath the frame. It was the only lead you had so far towards an exit. You slowly pushed it open and regretted it instantly. Â
The room full of men all stopped their various conversations to stare you caught like a deer in headlights in the doorway. You quite literally walked into a den of wolves. Â
âWell well. Look what we have here!â One guy catcalled. Â
They all leered at your body poorly wrapped up in a blanket. It was obvious your purpose here at their hideout. Free entertainment. Â
The door slammed shut behind you, trapping you again, only this time in far more hostile conditions. You berated yourself for leaving the safety of your cell if this was the cost. You could barely defend yourself against Joker. There were too many men here to even consider escaping. Â
You backtracked right into a broad chest and the male laughed at you already cowering in fear. Â
He roughly pulled your hair while another pair of hands ripped your blanket away to knead your breasts. Whistles and laughter broke out in the room at the sight. âThe Boss been keepinâ this from us!? Look! Sheâs freshly used too!â Â
You screamed as fingers stabbed their way into your cunt and explored inside. Their hands weren't like Jokers. There was no pleasure to be gained here and unlike before, your body did not warm up to the stimuli. Â
You were in pain as they groped and fondled your body and despite Joker being the origin to all your problems, you cried out his name to save you.Â
Someone yanked your hair again before shattering all your hopes with a handful of words. âYa think the boss is gonna help you? You are nuthinâ to him! Just a warm hole for him to use. And now it's our turn.âÂ
You closed your eyes to block out the pain. The last of your fighting spirit faded away as a lone tear rolled down your cheek.Â
Frost and Joker were waking back towards your room when they heard the loud commotion coming from the common room. Â
It was well in the night and nothing of note shouldâve excited the men to be so rowdy. Most of them shouldâve been on patrols in the first place. Â
Frost merely shrugged his shoulders and followed his Boss. Â
Curiosity killed the cat, but Joker was not so simple minded. He knew something was wrong. He wasn't religious by any means, but he prayed that this didnât involve you. Â
He barged into the common room ready to scold his men when his worst fears came to light. Â
Joker didnât think, he simply acted until nothing else stood in his way to get to you. Frost could handle the aftermath of his rageâyou were the only constant in Jokerâs mind the second he opened the door and saw you in distress. Â
He left you just a few hours prior, safe and accounted for in your room. He left to prepare better accommodations to reflect your newfound status in his life. Joker took great care of his possessions, and you deserved better than being tucked away in some dingy shipping container. You didnât belong on the floor like a cheap whore. No, you were worthy to be displayed, dressed up like the doll Joker wanted you to be.Â
 Never did he imagine he would return to this.Â
He fought his way to your side and fell to his knees by your side. His green eyes were wide with an unknown emotion as they took in your battered form. Â
He didnât want to touch and accidentally hurt you any further yet something about the thousand-yard stare in your eyes told him you were no longer here to feel anything at all. Joker knew how ruthless his men were, but this was barbaric. Â
He didnât regret killing them after what they done. His only remorse was not making them suffer more before death. Â
Joker gathered you up in his arms and tried shaking you back into focus. âY/n? Y/n, c'mon doll! Look at me.. s-say something!?â He pleaded. Â
You mumbled something inaudible and curled up into a ball. Â
Rage. Guilt and surprisingly shame. Jokerâs mind was wild with this flood of new emotions. Â
He didnât know what to do. He didnât have a single cell of compassion in his body, yet the sight of his newest toy utterly broken (and not of his own doing) had him feeling remorseful. Â
âI... I donâT.. I...â Joker gathered his thoughts with a deep inhale. Â
Frost watched the intimate scene while kicking over a body. It was a bloody mess in here; however, that had to wait. Â
Frost could tell his Boss needed some assistance. âIâll run a bath.â Frost said offhandedly. Â
It would point Joker in the right direction at least rather than rocking you back and forth on the floor to no avail. The comment snapped Joker out of his musing. Â
Emerald eyes roamed over your sleeping form. âBath. Y-Yeah uh she needs a uh.. bath.âÂ
He nodded to himself and slowly rose to his feet to carry you out of the common room. He passed up your old room in favor of his own that had more privacy. Not like it would matter. You had yet to speak. Â
This was not the outcome Joker had planned. Even after he washed you clean and tucked you into bedâ he sat by your side contemplating his next move. Â
You were no longer the shiny doll he wanted on his shelf. His own men had ruined you. They took away your feisty demeanor and all conscience thought from you that made this game fun. Â
Joker tried to get you to speak, to react to anything, but you remained stagnant, blinking owlishly at the wall until sleep finally took you. Nothing of the defiant Y/n that Joker had grown to like remained. Â
You left him with no other alternative. He got what he wanted, and it was time to move on. Â
In three more days, it would mark your two-month long disappearance. Bruce would be a liar if he said he didnât count the days if not the minutes that you were gone. Â
He blamed himself for your capture and the boys tried their hardest to steer him in the right direction and not spiral into depression. Bruce loved all his children, but you were his by blood. You held a special place in Bruceâs heart and as such, he spent every waking second trying to find you.Â
No expenses were spared, and any lead (no matter how small) were investigated. Joker was smart, but Bruce was smarter. He would find you. Â
Dick and Tim investigated a possible lead and discovered where you were originally being held. You still had a sweet tooth and your favorite bakery recognized your custom order being placed and tipped off Wayne Enterprises about the person who picked it up.Â
Unfortunately, The Joker moved you before Batman could arrive at the location but now they knew you were still alive. It strengthened their hopes in finding you safe and sound. Â
Numerous rescue attempts were thwarted in the following weeks, but they never gave up. There would be another lead, they would have another chance to save you. Â
All hope was not lost.Â
Their patience was rewarded the day the Batcomputer picked up a signal on your tracker. It was finally online for the first time in months. Everyone scrambled to assemble at the pinned location. Bruce was ready for a fight and mentally prepared himself to do anything necessary to get you back. Â
None of the boys were prepared to arrive at the back of your office building. It seemed to be a mistake, it had to be. Was Joker sending them on a wild goose chase? Bruce scanned the area but there was only one faint heat signature detected. His nerves were on edge, already assuming the worst. Â
Bruceâs heart stopped beating when he saw a body lying in the delivery drop-off/ loading area. He didnât wait for the others to secure the area. His father instincts were in overdrive as he rushed to your side, calling out your name. Â
You were unresponsive with only a tattered blanket covering your shivering form. Thatâs when Bruce saw the bruises painting your body and the cast still present on your wrist. He didnât want to believe that this battered woman was his spit-fire daughter. Â
You were a shell of your former self when Bruce finally roused you awake. The fire that once blazed intently within your e/c eyes was gone and it was evident what The Joker did to you. Â
âBruce, look.â Dick said as he picked up something near your feet. Â
Scattered around your body was a deck of playing cards. On the joker card a note was written in red. Â
You can have her back Bats; I donât like broken dolls.Â
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hi i cant tell u how excited i am everytime i get your notifications đđ also i know if i send a rec you'll do an amazing job so i'm requesting one rn i hope u like it!
barista y/n and ethan landry who are coworkers after class, they're always teasing eachother and there is some (light) flirting
y/n hasn't realized yet how attractive he is, until he passes behind her grabbing her waist to get on the other side of the counter to get an order.
it's not rlly a plot but GOD i'm imagining ethan in his tight little polo shirt and the apron around his waist, his front curls w a little bit of sweat onto them while he makes coffee..... i'm so weak đ
thank you so muchđđ„ș i was so excited to write this! love the concept so so much. hope you like it đ«¶đ»
glitch â ethan landry
word count: 1,747
pairing: barista!ethan landry x barista!fem!reader
summary: ethan has a crush on his co-worker, and she doesnât reciprocate that crush until one touch changes everything.
warnings: a bit suggestive, but no smut
TRUTH WAS, ETHAN HAD BEEN SIMPING HARD FOR Y/N SINCE HIS VERY FIRST DAY OF WORK. How could he not when she had that graceful smile on her face that made every customer weak in the knees? Ethan clearly wasnât not the exception, he could work-ship the ground she walked on. But the attraction was very much one-sided.
It wasnât that he was invisible to her, but she just didnât see him the way he wanted to. They did flirt a bit, but while he did it with the intention of making her notice him in a romantic way, she only did it for fun, there werenât any second intentions involved. Besides, Ethan had to watch every day the way boys would hit on her and asked for her number and how she wrote it in the palm of their hands. It broke his heart knowing she would never see him in another light.
âHow many times did you have to write your number in someoneâs hands today?â Ethan asked faking a laugh as they closed the cafe.
Y/N rolled her eyes playfully âToday was a chill one, so not much.â
âHave you ever gone on a date with any those guys?â he asked curiously. She never talked about going on dates, or never mentioned she was seeing or texting someone.
Y/N looked at him with surprise eyes. âEth, please tell me you donât believe I actually hand in my number that easily.â
âWait what?â
The girl laughed, and punch him in the arm lightly. âYou do think that! God, Ethan. I give them fake numbers. I donât want random people texting me.â
âCanât you just say no?â Ethan asked confused.
âI donât want them to feel bad.â she shrugged.
âSo you give them fake numbers and make some strangers let them know the pretty barista gave them a fake number?â Ethan asked incredulously.
Y/N grimaced âOkay, that sounds bad too, but I least I donât have to see their rejected faces and they donât get turned down in public.â
Ethan laughed, and the pressure on his chest evaporated. Was it crazy that he felt relieved by this new information? A bit. âSo that means that I shouldnât bother to ask for your number?â he acted disappointed.
Y/N chuckled. âEcon geniuses are my weakness, so I would never give you a fake number.â
Ethan blushed and shoved her âShut up! Iâm not an Econ genius.â
âAnyone who passes that dreadful class is a genius in my eyesâ she said, shoving him back. âLet me give you my number, but donât ghost me, okay?â
âI would never.â
âGood, cause youâd break my heart.â she joked, writing down her real number on his palm. Her hand felt so good on his, Ethan wished she would never let go. âThere you go. Text me, we should hang out outside of work.â
âReally?â Ethanâs eyes shone and his heart started doing cartwheels.
âOf course, Eth. I actually like being around youâ she smiled softly. Ethan would definitely mark that day as the best day of his life. âI can set you up with someone and we can go on a double date!â his face fell. So much for hoping. âOr, we can do something just the two of us. Now that I think about it, we donât actually know much about the other. What a fake friendship we have.â
Friendship. Thatâs all he was ever going to have with her, and he needed to come in terms with it. Y/N was amazing, and he should be lucky to have her around, even if it was just as a friend.
Although, on a wednesday morning, the turning point happened. The universityâs cafe was completely packed, and so they had to work ten times faster than usual. Stress filled the air of the small shop.
âUgh, stupid machine! You had to choose this day to work like shit?â Y/N groaned, hitting the coffee machine. The coffee poured down slowly, and knowing it was going to take ages for the cup to be filled, she took one step backwards in frustration.
Ethan, who was trying to get to the other side to deliver a drink, bumped into her. Being in a rush, he almost made her lose her balance when they collided, but he grabbed her by the waist just in time to steady her. âSorry! Are you okay?â
Y/N wanted to say yes, but she was not okay. Not because he had hurt her, but because the feeling of his big hand on her waist left her speechless. It produced a glitch on her body, a malfunction that caused her brain to not be able to utter a single syllable. She only managed to nod before setting her eyes on the coffee machine as if it were the most interesting thing on the planet.
For the rest of the stressful shift, Y/N found herself sneaking glances towards the tall boy every time she could. She couldnât help it, her eyes diverted on their own and every time Ethan would pass by her, her whole body tensed and yearned for one more touch.
Ethanâs electric touch had been like a bug that altered her whole system. How in the world did she not notice him like that before? The way his cute polo shirt hung to him like a second skinâgiving him the look of a hot nerd that Y/N was now a complete sucker forâ, the way he adorably frowned in concentration as he prepared a drink, or the way his beautiful curls sticked to his forehead because of the sweatâhonestly, she had no idea sweaty men could be that attractive. Thatâs what Ethan Landry was. He was so fucking attractive, and now that Y/N saw it, it took her lots of self-control not to push him against the counter and kiss the hell out of him.
âTough shift, right?â Ethan said as they cleaned the now empty cafe.
Her gaze dropped down to his arms, his biceps flexed as he cleaned the counter. He was so hot. âYeah.â
âWhatâs wrong with you today? You seemed off the entire day.â he asked confused.
âNothing, Iâm just really tired.â she said casually, forcing herself to look away from him.
âGod, yes. My body is about to collapse.â he groaned as he stretched his arms. The action cause his shirt to ride up, showing a bit of his lower stomach.
Y/Nâs grip on the cloth tightened as she felt the heat growing between her legs. I get it, Iâm an idiot for not noticing how hot he is! Stop torturing me, she said to her hormones. âSame.â
Ethan laughed. âSeriously, whatâs going on? Do you feel sick? Youâre flushed, your face is really red. Do you have a fever? I can finish cleaning, you can go home, or wait for me and Iâll drive you.â
And he was so fucking sweet too. She wanted to rip her heart out and give it to him. âNo, Iâm okay.â
But Ethan didnât believe her, so he walked towards her and cup her cheeks, making her breath hitch. âYouâre not. What are you not telling me?â
Y/N sighed, he was not going to let go. âTrust me, you donât wanna know.â
âI wanted to know, now I need to know. Tell me.â
âIâm horny, okay?â she blurted out in an exasperated tone. âAnd itâs your fault!â
âW-what?â he took one step back, eyes widened.
âYes, you put your hand on me today and I canât just stop thinking about your long fingers on the curve of my waist. And you wonât believe half the things Iâve seen inside my head since. You have been driving me crazy the whole dayâ
Ethanâs mouth was dry. At first, he thought she was messing with him, but her shiny glossy doe eyes were telling him a different story. She wanted him. âTry me. No, actually, show me.â
And it was then when the cafeâs temperature raised, when lust filled the air and their bodies turned warm with need. Five seconds later, Y/N fastened herself to him with a stitchâshe grabbed Ethan by the collar of his polo, and tugged him down to met her lips in one ferocious kiss. She walked him backwards until his lower back hit the edge of the counter. He moaned both in pain and excitement.
The girl sneaked her hand down his shirt and felt his toned abs, groaning in delight against his lips. âSo fucking hot. I need you.â
Ethan grabbed her by the forearms to change positions and then turned Y/N around so that her back was against his front and her stomach pressed against the marble counter.
He bit her earlobe and then started dragging his wet lips down the skin of her neck, sucking on her sweet spot. His veiny rough hands slipped inside her shirt, exploring the skin of her stomach and then they settled on her waist, giving them a squeeze. âYou liked this, didnât you?â
âYes.â she replied breathlessly, resting the back of her head on his chest.
âIsnât this better though?â he asked huskily on her ear as he trailed his fingers upwards, cupping her breasts. âNo bra? Lucky me.â
âEthâŠâ she moaned, clenching her thighs, desperate have him inside her.
Noticing that, Ethan used his right leg to spread her thighs apart. âBend over the counter, love.â he commanded, raising her skirt up to her hips and unbuckling his belt. âBe a good girl and moan my name.â
When they left the cafe, they were both still flushed by the dirty and hot encounter they had. Ethan still couldnât comprehend how the day endedâhe had walked inside the cafe that morning, the idea of fucking Y/N didnât even cross his mind because he knew he had no chance. And now he was leaving with his hand intertwined in hers.
Y/N, on the other hand, didnât even want to think about her life before that shift, when she wasnât at Ethanâs mercy, when she didnât know he kissed slowly and with passion, that he was a very dirty talker, that his touch felt like heaven, that he loved being praised as much as he loved praising, that he made the hottest sounds and that even though he had been attractively rough during sex, he was a fucking sweetheart after it, making sure she wasnât in pain and had a good time. Now, Y/N was all about Ethan Landry.
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dudeeee ik ur reqs are open so why not give this a shot and see what u think abt it! since the new agatha trailer came out I CANNOT STOP THINKING ABT HERRRJDID!! so this is abt her! (plus love ur agatha content!! ive read all of em ALL OF EM)
so.. what abt a AU where agatha is the reader's manager and the reader is a famous actor? this could lead to a dark fic or just a wholesome light one! whichever u prefer ill leave it up to u!
~p.s i hope ur feeling better!! have a nice day and feel free to ignore this if u want to^^
a/n: first off, i love ur energy so much omg, and also SAME! the trailer goes through my mind 24/7 and iâm not mad about it! ooooo i love this idea!! definitely have to take creative liberties bc iâve sadly never been famousđ word count: 2.6k warning(s): fun fact: i am making all of these things up, if you're secretly an actor keep everything i did wrong in this fic to yourself - slight jealous!Agatha - friends to coworkers to lovers - agatha definitely knows how to communicate - all movies and characters mentioned in this are worlds/stories i have written- kinda rushed ending but then again i feel like everything is rushed - i really hope you like this! thank you so much for the ask and i am feeling a bit better đ«¶đ» - i really can't write kissing my apologies
i was the saint, you used to adore me
You remember when you first hired Agatha.
You were just beginning to dip your toes into the pool of acting, cautiously testing the waters by sending out your less than perfect resume to anyone who would accept. Agatha was the first, and only, acting manager to respond. She too was new to her field, so far only representing people who specialized in car commercials and medicine ads. She wanted a change of pace and your lack luster resume spoke to her. Some part of you still wanders why she picked to represent you, even though in the end everything worked out incredibly well, you wanted to know why she wanted to work with you.
Because now it seemed like she wanted nothing to do with you.
At the beginning, it was like the two of you couldn't be seperated. Outside of work hours, many movie nights happened, sometimes an excuse for Agatha to show you her favorite directing and acting techniques, sometimes an excuse for you to binge watch Sandra Bullock's entire cinematography. You would fill her inbox with emails of dream roles, she would fill yours with links to acting classes if the number of emails in her inbox from you exceeded 1,000.
She was your best friend.
You missed her.
If you had to pinpoint the time when she started drifting away, it was right after you landed your breakout role of Aerin Fey in the movie Pillars, which became a boxoffice hit, making nearly three times the production cost in theaters. Soon, your portrayal of the multiversal anti hero was on billboards, had sequels and contracts signed, had custom dolls on toy store shelves. It was everything you wanted, seeing little girls inspired by you as you either walked down a red carpet or passed them in the grocery store. You loved signing autographs in the signature Agatha and you spent nights perfecting. You loved taking pictures with fans, almost equally as excited as they were, after all your dream was coming true.
All you wanted was to share these moments with your closest friend but soon Agatha started only filling the manager role in your life. No longer did she appear at your door bearing tubs of ice cream to celebrate a role you had been offered, no longer did she let you cry when you lost a role you had been desperate for. Your texts and emails became dry, only notifying you of roles she had sent your portfolio in for or sending you calender invites for interviews and late night show appearances.
All this was swirling in your head as you scrolled through your old texts with Agatha, your eyes becoming watery as you went further into the messages. You sat in your living room on your large couch, a purchase Agatha practically had to force you to confirm. You still didn't understand why you needed such a large couch or house for that matter, as you were the only one living in the space. It was damn comfortable though. You let yourself sink into the cushions, your mind running wild with theories as to why Agatha suddenly cut your friendship off. Sure, you two would keep a professional appearance when seen together on the carpet but you were absolutely certain people noticed the tense atmosphere between you.
"Bitch if you don't answer this door right now I'm going to assume you're dead and call every TMZ reporter here!"
The voice of your co-star turned friend Wanda Maximoff interupted your self pity episode, making you realize that the pounding you had subconsciously been hearing wasn't a sad theme song your mind created for you. No, it was the furious knocking of the red head. You reluctantly got out of your comfy spot, slightly taking Wanda's threat seriously. You opened your door, revealing your friend holding a folder with Pillar's studio name printed on the side and a bottle of champagne. You nodded to the bottle.
"Where's the rest?"
Wanda laughed, nudging her way into your home, bumping your shoulder with hers.
"Oh so it's that kind of day."
Wanda took her place on your couch, setting the bottle on the coffee table and crossing her legs with the folder in her lap. She patted the spot next to her on your couch, a smile wide on her face.
"Now come on, we have to make sure we know the answers to questions and what not to answer!"
You groaned at the reminder of your TV appearance tomorrow. Which also meant enduring the new cold demeanor of your be-manager. Wanda seemed to read your face as you made your way to sit back on the couch. She patted your knee once you were sat, her face a mix of pity and a bit of anger for your sadness.
"Is Agatha still acting weird?"
You nodded while staying silent, not wanting to cry in front of one of your only real friends. Not yet at least.
"God that's so stupid honestly. The least she could do is tell you what's going on instead of acting like a fourth grader who's favorite swing is being used during recess. I know you love her Y/N, I'm sorry."
You both laughed and choked at Wanda's words.
She was right, you loved Agatha. You've loved her since the first time you met her and your feelings only grew and intensified as your partnership continued throughout the years.
But you'd never say it outloud. That would make it real. And if it was real, that meant the woman you loved hated you and you had no idea why.
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Agatha was leaning against the wall of your dressing room, her eyes glued to her phone as she typed furiously. You watched her in the mirror as your hair stylist put the finishing touches on the style that was supposed to look effortless. Almost as if she could feel your stare, Agatha looked up from her phone to meet your eyes in the mirror. You felt heat rise up to your cheeks as your own eyes widened, standing up a little to quickly. Realizing once you were up that you didn't have a reason for such a reaction.
Wanda burst into the dressing room, her red dress sparkling in the light.
"They want us to walk on stage together, shall we?"
Wanda held out her elbow for you to hold on to, winking in an exaggerated way. Out of the corner of your eye, you noticed Agatha's intense glare at Wanda but decided that you weren't going to let your manager's weird behavior affect this interview. You hooked your arm through Wanda's, playing along.
"We shall!"
Agatha followed behind the two of you, her stare burning into the back of your neck as the two of you walked onto the stage, cuing the raging applause and cheers from the audience. Agatha stayed off-stage, watching with crossed arms and an expression that could take down the toughest of tough.
The lights were burning and bright as you and Wanda took a seat next to each other across from the interviewer. You immediately regretting your choice in seat as Agatha stood across from you in the wings, her stare like ice as it stuck to your skin. Taking a deep breath, you plastered on a wide smile as you were introduced. Purposefully ignoring Agatha, you focused on how the interviewer angeled her body towards Wanda, indictating who she would be asking a question to first.
"Ok, I got to say," Darcy Lewis, the host of this show, threw her hands in the air as if she was giving a confession, "I can't ask any questions about the movie until I get confirmation about something that's happened in your life recently, Wanda."
Wanda smirked, obviously understanding where Darcy was going, You, however, were confused, your eyes flickering between Darcy, Wanda, Agatha, and the audience, hating the feeling. Your smile stayed plastered on, not wanting to reveal your confusion. Wanda met your eyes and reached over to cover your hand with hers, her left hand on top almost purposefully. You looked down to see a beautiful ring with a braided band of gold set with a sparkling diamond of reasonable size.
"Oh my god!" You gasped out, grasping Wanda's hand and bringing it embarassingly close to your face. Wanda and Darcy laughed, the latter clapping as her vague question was answered in a hilarious way.
"I can't believe it's taken you this long to notice!" Wanda laughed out, tugging her hand back to marvel at her ring herself, "I've only been parading it around for a week!"
You flushed with embarassment, a real smile painting your lips as you covered your face with your hands. After the crowd calmed down, Wanda confirmed outloud what the ring symbolized.
"A little over a week ago, my long time partner, who I met on this set by the way, proposed to me in the park we had our first date. Oh, he was so nervous but I couldn't let him finish his speach I was so excited! Obviously I said yes."
You wanted to give your friend a giant hug but decided against climbing over the arms of the chairs, choosing to keep your dignity as you didn't want your dress to ride up too much.
Darcy continued with the interview, the air of the stage light and friendly as you and Wanda evaded questions and made jokes about being trapped in these roles until you're 90. You realized once the interview was almost over that you couldn't feel Agatha's stare on you anymore. Since you had been actively avoiding the spot she was standing in the whole time, you hadn't notice her slip away. A spark of anger lit in your chest as memories floated around your mind. What had you done that she deemed worthy enough to sever your relationship?
You were surprisingly thankful when the interview was over, everything becoming a blur as you made it back home. Wanda had a date with her fiance, Vision but told you that she wanted to get coffee the next morning. You already knew you would be needing that coffee, as you had a few pages of script to begin memorizing for a cameo scene you were doing for a spin-off show of Pillars.
You wanted to just curl up on your couch and binge watch old Disney movies but you forced yourself to walk in circles around your living room, script in hand as you acted out your scenes. A few hours in, you were getting frustrated. Your mind just wouldn't grasp the script, each line entering your mind quickly but leaving even quicker. You were about to learn how to use your fireplace just to burn the papers when your door shook with someone knocking. It was rapid, almost desperate and it sent a sense of urgency pooling in your gut. You practically ran to your door, afraid of what you would see on the other side. Did someone die? Oh god, hopefully Wanda and Vision didn't break up that would be awful-
The door swung open.
It was Agatha.
Her eyes were ablaze with an emotion you couldn't pin point, her hair was a mess but it only added to her beauty, and she was gripping her phone so hard in her hand that her knuckles were white.
You were frozen in the doorway, your eyes wide and your jaw slack. Agatha just stared back at you, her chest heaving as if she had ran all the way to your home. Blinking, you broke yourself from your trance, and against the voices in your head that sounded suspiciously like a specific redhead, stepped to the side to let Agatha in. She barged in, going to stand in front of the couch, arms crossed as she continued to stare at you. Wringing your hands, you decided you wanted to mend what was broken.
"I'm just practicing for the shoot in a week, would you help me? I can't seem to get-"
"Were you ever with Wanda?"
Her sudden question made you choke on your words and you were back to being frozen, the script falling dramatically from your hands. Agatha came to stand in front of you, her face inches from yours. Your tongue was heavy with shock and all you could do was shake your head in denial.
Why was Agatha asking this? Did she like Wanda? That would explain why she wouldn't be happy with you, as you had grown closer to the redhead throughout the years and Agatha didn't.
Something clicked in your mind, reversing your sinking stomach into nervous butterflies.
But if she liked Wanda, why would she be glaring at her? Unless, the person Agatha liked wasn't the now engaged redhead and was-
"Y/N, please, I need you to answer me."
Agatha voice contradicted her body language, her words broken and shaky, as if she was afraid of a potential answer. Her hands flexed in the postition of her crossed arms, as if she wanted to reach towards you. You took a deep breath, preparing your answer.
"Is this why you started avoiding me? Because you thought I was with Wanda? I've only ever been her friend, Agatha and we only grew as close as we are because you stopped talking to me! God, I thought you hated me!"
Agatha's eyes lost their iciness and filled with panic instead. Her hands shot out and grasped your arms.
"Hate? No, I love you! I though the giant annoucment at the interview would be that you were in a relationship with Wanda! I didn't want to ruin your relationship with her because of my feelings!."
You shrugged Agatha's hands off your arms and took a step back.
"So you ruined ours? All because you thought your feelings were unreciprocated?" Agatha's eyes lit up with hope at your words, "Wanda's been with Vision for years, all you had to do was open Google!" You had started to raise your voice towards the end, all your frustration being let out at once. Agatha shrugged sheepishly as she slowly stepped to once again be close to you.
"I didn't want to be right."
Agatha smiled nervously as she brushed a hair from your face.
"I didn't know what to do and I'm terribly sorry for how I acted. God, Y/N, it hurt seeing you with someone who wasn't me. I thought you just wanted to be friends. "
Her whispered apology melted away the ice that had been hardening your heart for protection and you reached up to cup her face in your hands. Agatha leaned into your touch, her eyes closing for a second before opening and almost blinding you with how much hope was shining towards you.
"I loved being your friend and it really hurt me when you took that away but," you smiled at Agatha, shifting to be even closer to your manager, "I would love to be even more."
Agatha smiled softly, her eyes saying everything her words couldn't. Her smile melted into a smirk as she leaned in, your hands falling from her face so your arms could wrap around her neck.
"I would really love to make up for lost time."
You barely had finished nodding before Agatha's lips crashed into yours, consuming you. Her hands now cradled your face as you kissed, her tongue battling with yours. She started walking, directing you towards the stairs, where the door to your bedroom taunted you with it being far. As the two of you stumbled up the stairs, laughter breaking the kiss, you felt Agatha tugging on your dress, the one you still hadn't changed out of. Soon, there was a trail of clothes leading to your bedroom and once you hit your bed, from the look in Agatha's eyes, you wouldn't be leaving it anytime soon.
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a/n: please tell me u liked this bc i loved writing it :) i love this AU idea and would love to expand on it in the future! i wanted this to be a one shot but the potential in this pairing could lead to a series đ thank you so much for reading!! hopefully my writing slump hasn't affected my writing too much but i'm going to keep practicing to get better!!
#agatha harkness#agatha harkness x reader#agatha harkness x fem!reader#agatha harkness fanfic#agatha harkness x you#manager!agatha#actor!reader#famous!actor
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I would love if you could write a fluffy negan x fem!reader one shot, there is genuinely not enough!!! I canât think of any prompts tho Iâm sorry đ but if youâre not able to write it then itâs all goodđ«¶đ»
déjà vu
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PAIRING: Negan Smith x Fem!Grimes!Reader WORDS: 3.6k SUMMARY: Being in charge of guarding Neganâs cell has given you plenty of opportunities to spend time with him against your will, but you unexpectedly end up bonding with him. Which is why nothing could have prepared you for finding out that youâve met before and how. (Reader is Rickâs sister) WARNINGS: fluff, blood ⊠idk what to say just read it!!! SETTING: post-negan alexandria A/N: oh my god nonnie u r absolutely correct i just checked thereâs a concerning shortage in negan fluff so ask and you shall receive!!! ps im nawt sure what u had in mind so i hope this worksÂ
You hated Negan. End of story.
âWhy do I have to be the one to do all this?â youâd complain to yourself every time you were handed the food youâd have to deliver to his cell. But you knew why. Your grief and your injury made you a liability than an asset out in the field, thus you found yourself assigned to something worse than desk dutyâNegan duty.
The day your brother presumably died, you were so close to reaching him. Just a couple more steps ahead of you and you could have saved himâŠ
But upon the explosion of the bridge had you skidding away, having you hit your head down on the harsh surface of the ground, blood spilling from under the back of your head as well as your broken leg⊠It had gotten blurry, but it happened nonetheless.
You were bedridden for a week, and you hated itâbeing left all alone to bear the weight of your grief. The communities were in shambles, and you couldnât even bring yourself to lead just like your brother did.
When you got better, the âcouncilâ refused to let you out, assigning you instead to managing the damned prisoner you had never once bothered to visit for any reason ever since he got locked up.
Now, there you were everyday, feeding the sick bastard canned tuna for breakfast.Â
âWhereâs the other guy?â he had asked you on the first day you stopped by. Without a word, you gave him his plate, only to sit down across from him, your arms crossed.Â
âDoesnât matter, Iâm just doing my job.â
âGoddamn,â he said, that grin of his spirited as ever. Fuck this guy. You started to think of ways you could poison his meals without anyone knowing. âThey gave you the fun work from home job? Not cool!â
The first time you met Negan was when he came by Alexandria. You werenât there when the line-up happened, but it changed Rick. Youâd never seen your brother so lost, disconnected from himself and everyone.
He didnât eat the first meal you brought him, or the second, not even the third.
For a while, it was just like thatâyou glaring at him while he talked all about⊠Well, Negan talked about everything. He never seemed to shut up. At least when you were around. When you got better, you began going out again to go on supply runs and when you returned to fulfill your tasks of distributing his food, you also began to notice the change in him.
âTook you long enough,â he said. This time, he really took the time to dig in. âHow was the outside? Fun?â
âIt was alright,â you said. Youâd been against holding a conversation with him, having carried the anger you thought your brother deserved to harness against him. But youâd been feeling so alone the entire time, you decided talking wouldnât be the worst thing in the world. âFound a box of canned goods, so thatâs that. Good thing I donât have any assholes taking half of whatever I got.â
âHa ha,â Negan deadpanned as he continued eating. âI was worried youâd never show up. Been meaning to finally talk to someone.â
âWhat, you donât blabber your ass off to any of the guys whoâve visited you?â
âHell no,â he responded, looking at you as if what you just suggested was the worst thing in the world.Â
Racking your mind on why on Earth would this dipshit find you entertaining to talk to despite you not holding any form of conversation throughout your entire time together last time, you decided there was only one possible reason. âYou think Iâm easy to crack.â
âNo, are you crazy?â He looked up at you with a grin on his face as he ate his meal from his seat. âYou just seem like the listener type. A lot of you Grimes do.â
You wanted to ask what he meant by that, but you kept your mouth shut. You let him talk his ass off until he finished his food before you wordlessly took his plate.Â
As you were about to leave the room, he called out to you. âThis gonna be a regular thing?â
âI hope not,â you said as you stepped out and closed the door behind you, with no intention of making this your daily routine.Â
Except it eventually did. You donât know how it happened, but it just did, and you let it. At one point, you started bringing him the food you cooked for yourself, asking him if it was good.
âAre you kidding me?â Negan said in between chews of the spaghetti you made. âIâd go as damn far as saying you mightâve beaten me in my own game.â
âHa ha,â you deadpanned, parallel to what heâd replied to you on the first day of your routine. âYouâre just trying to get me to open your gate for you.â
âYeah, âcause thatâs the thing that just tickles ma balls.â
âFucker,â you laughed.
You brought him all sorts of dishes you tried to cook. You wouldâve asked Carol for help, but years after Rickâs death, everyone maintained a sort of distance from each other. It didnât help that the Kingdom was hours away, and if you brought any of the food you made, it wouldâve been rotten by the time you got there thanks to the heat.
It surprised you how easy it was to talk to him. Some days, youâd forget he was even a prisoner, but more of your friend. Then youâd remember everything heâs done and youâd become distant at times. Negan never commented on it, but he noticed it.
Michonne wanted to ask about why you were making food suitable for two people, but even she felt the gap between the two of you. You loved Michonne, but there was definitely a rift there somewhere.
The only time youâd hang out was when you were at the dinner table with her and the kids, and even then the two of you would only talk about whatever it was the kids wanted to talk about.
You were more close to Judith. For one, she was also fun to talk to.Â
You and Negan had that preference in commonâtalking to Judith Grimes.
It was thanks to Judith you found out about something. After reading to her in bed, you noticed she seemed to still be wide awake. âWhat, youâre not sleepy yet?â
âIâm not allowed to tell you,â she said, seemingly scared of something. You wondered if Negan had threatened her, that maybe his kindness towards you was in preparation for something sinister.
âTell me what?â
Judith beckoned you to come closer. You oblige. To your surprise, your niece leaned into your ear to whisper, âSomeone has a crush on you!â
You had a feeling who she was referring to. âWho?â
Judith backed away, sinking into her blanket. âI canât say!â
âWell, what did this someone say?â
âI canât tell you! Goodnight, Auntie!â And then Judith covered her blanket over her head, guilty about what sheâd said. Could it be?
âYouâre really not gonna tell me?â you teased your niece. But you knew that once Judithâs made up her mind, that was it. You watched as the blanket shifted left and right out of Judith shaking her head. âAlright, then. Good night, baby.â
Alas, you werenât able to have your questions answered when you found out about Negan escaping.Â
You couldnât find the words to describe how you were feeling, because it felt wrong to admit you even did feel anything. Maybe he was just using me so I wouldnât notice his plans to escape⊠Did he always have plans to escape? Did he get out because of me?
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When he returned, he looked forward to seeing you again. While waiting, he fidgeted with his fingers. Negan Smith was a man of boastful performances; he always knew how to exude confidence in any situation. Coming back into his cell, he was so sure heâd have a fun time slipping back to your old routine together.
His heart almost leapt out of his throat when the door opened for the second time. The first time, he thought it was you, but he just got a whole lecture about everything.Â
It bored him to death. Heâd returned. There was nothing for him out there, and even if there was⊠It didnât matter anymore.
You had to ignore the familiarity in what he called youâŠ
âHey, gorgeous. Missed me?â He excitedly watched as you came in, his friendly grin faltering when he realized you came in with the food he was originally given during his first few years of imprisonment.
Canned tuna.
âWhat, no new meal you want me to test today?â he asked, albeit nervously. To Neganâs dismay, his confidence was wavering. âHellooo?â
Instead of sitting or standing right next to his cell, you sat at the spot youâd taken on the first day. You crossed your arms.Â
âOh, youâre pissed.â
You stared at him coldly. It bothered him, really. Heâd gotten so used to seeing you with a warm, friendly smile on your face. He thought heâd have the luxury of seeing it again as soon as he returned.
Instead, he was met by your cold script, âFinish your meal.â
Negan began to strategize, thinking of how he wanted his play to be. In an attempt to reclaim his confidence, he decided to play the stubborn card, saying, âNope.â
But you werenât in the mood to play. âAlright, then donât eat.â
âFine,â he challenged.
But you werenât the kind to back down either. âFine.â
You were curious to know the story behind that subtle flash of recognition in his face that disappeared as soon as it came. It piqued your interest, as you recall having this conversation a long time agoâŠÂ
Deja vu, you thought to yourself.
To your surprise, Negan shook his head. âJeez, just got goosebumps. Got deja vu there for a minute, itâs insane.â
Though you were intent on maintaining distance from the prisoner, you couldnât help but ask. It surely was easy to talk to the guy, you had to give him that. âYou felt that, too?â
âFelt what?â
âDeja vu,â you clarified. Negan watched as you stood up to approach his cell. âLike it happened before.â
âIs it just me, or are we literally doing some batshit telepathy right now?â Negan jokes. âMakes me think itâs a soulmate thing.â
âItâs not a soulmate thing.â You wrap your fingers around a bar of his cell, contemplating where you might have had that conversation. The first time you met Negan, you felt as if his voice was familiar.Â
You searched the deepest crevices of your mind, trying to recall a time in your life when you might have possibly met the prisoner. One look at him and you knew he was doing the same.
Nothing came to mind.Â
âFine.â
âFine.â
Except for one. Holy shit. He wasnât sure, but a part of him felt like it was yanking something out from a library in his mind.
He set it aside for now. He wanted to talk to you first, properly. â[Y/N], this is gonna be a strange request but⊠Could you come in?â
âWhat?â you ask, snapping out from your focus. âWhy would I do that?â
âJust get in the damn cell.â
âHow do I know you wonât trick me just so you could slip out?â
His face screwed up into a frown. âBecause Iâm not even gonna try. I came back; I chose to. Because of you.â
âWhat?â you ask again, lost more than ever. It felt wrong that you were expecting something. This was Negan.
The same Negan whoâŠ
You shook your head. And you donât know what force of nature propelled you to be stupid, but you oblige with his request. You sat down next to him on his cot in his cell.
Your backs were to the wall. It felt comfortable somehow. You eyed the stack of books heâd sped through reading whenever he was alone.
Negan set the plate of canned tuna aside, putting his hands on his lap. âYou know why I came back?â
âBecause youâre an idiot?â
The prisoner laughed, and an unsaid guilt clawed at you from the back of your mind, saying whatever this was⊠It was wrong. But with Negan, you never felt like you were alone. Which is why it sucked when he left.
âNo, stupid. Because there was nothing for me out there.â
âWhat makes you think thereâs something for you here?â
He looked at you this time, his eyes free of the malice you were used to seeing constantly present. âYou.â
You had to scoff. âMe?â
âYeah, you.â He thought back to all the times youâd sat right next to him with bars separating the two of you. How heâd never felt so welcomed except for in your presence.Â
How he waited for you to visit him. How he was constantly excited for the next time youâd come. How heâd get frustrated whenever it was someone else whoâd open the door.
âThought I was done for,â he confessed. âUntil you came and I⊠I told myself Iâd make amends with you out of respect for your brother and your nephew, bless their souls. Then you started visiting me by routine. I knew it was your job, but I never felt like I was behind bars whenever I was with you.â
You didnât know what to say.Â
âIt means I like you, if you didnât get that.â He nudged your elbow, looking at you as if he were already expecting you to turn him down. âI just wanted to tell you so youâd understand.â
âI like you, too,â you blurted out.
This time, Negan was the one who couldnât seem to find the right words to say, much less at least even any words at all.Â
âRick dying like that⊠It changed me. Changed everyone, really. Nothing was ever the same and I couldnât do anything about it. I felt alone, and Iâm grateful you were there when I grieved. It just⊠Feels wrong to feel this way about you.â
Negan nodded. âI get it.â
You felt his hand on top of yours, rubbing it. He didnât even realize heâd done it, but he left your hand alone when he noticed he did. You wish he didnât.Â
But you had to be brave. Shamelessly, you grabbed his hand in yours, lacing your fingers with his. Negan let you. âYou suck at this game, asshole.â
And the two of you froze. He knew where he knew you from, and so did you.
âHo-ly shit,â Negan started. âAre you GorgeousArsenal777?â
It all made sense now. Holy shit, indeed. âYouâre SaviorNutsack69?â
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Way before the apocalypse, Negan had made it his personal mission to destroy every single child XBOX Games. First was Gears of War.Â
But he decided he wanted more than just a game with a co-op campaign mode. He needed to obliterate opponents in a ranked multiplayer combat game. It wasnât that he hated them, he just needed a winâŠ
He found a guaranteed win when he matched with MrPuddingCyborg. It was an easy win, really. It was very clear that whoever was behind that avatar was a newbie, thus it was easy for Negan to rank up.
âFuckinâ loser,â he said, turning on his mic. âI bet you picked that username âcause you thought it was cool, didnât you! It isnât!âÂ
âYour technique sucks!â a little boy on the other end said, furious.
âPants pisser,â Negan said one last time before beginning the game. âAre you shittinâ your pants now? Whatâre you gonna do, tell your mom?â
The growling on the other end stopped, meaning the kid turned off his mic. Negan scoffed, sensing victory from miles away. âWhat a fucking crybaby.â
Looking for the same benefits of winning, he requested a rematch. MrPuddingCyborg accepted. Negan leaned back, knowing it was gonna be a cake walk whenâ
You were killed by MrPuddingCyborg.
What?
Neganâs avatar respawned, but his tactic was used against him.
You were killed by MrPuddingCyborg.
You were killed by MrPuddingCyborg.
You were killed by MrPuddingCyborg.
It went on like that for a while until the two words he most dreaded to find on the screen flashed before him: GAME OVER.
Game over? No way.Â
Negan ended their match, frustrated to find that his failure jeopardized his progress in getting up to a higher rank.Â
Affected by his loss, Negan kept playing with two different players before finally getting to the third player.
Negan grinned to himself, gripping his controller with the drive to defeat everyone, but for now, GorgeousArsenal777 would be the one to get the heat.
To his delight, he got the first win. He exclaimed with a mischievous laugh. âHaha! One for Virginia!â
But that was just it.
Negan watched in horror as the player obliterated him in every round. He could already imagine his rank getting lower and lowerâŠ
He turned on his microphone. âThe fuckâs that about? Are you trolling me right now?â
âTroll you for what? Coins you donât have?,â taunted a girl on the other end as they waited for the intermission time to finish so they could leave the lobby and play another round. âChecked your account, saw youâve been here for half a year and youâre still in a mid-tier rank. News flash, you suck at this game, asshole.â
âGame on, Gorgeous.â
âSuck my nutsack,â said the voice on the other end. Somewhere almost ten hours away south of Virginia, you clutched your nephewâs controller with a burning desire to destroy the gaming career of this fucker who pissed off your nephew.Â
Negan watched in poorly disguised horror as the words notified him of his losses on the screen.
You were killed by GorgeousArsenal777.
You were killed by GorgeousArsenal777.
You were killed by GorgeousArsenal777.
âListen here, Gorgeous,â he started. Whatever relaxation Negan had was gone. He leaned forward, resting his elbows on his thighs, concentrating more than ever. âI am gonna make you regret that you ever got a console.â
You snorted. âIâd like to see you try.â
Negan was dead serious. âFine.â
âFine,â you fired back. And just in time, you sent a bomb his way, killing him for another time.
You killed SaviorNutsack69.
While you waited for the next round in the lobby, you and your nephew watched as SaviorNutsack69 approached your avatar. The two of you couldnât help but snicker as he did.
His mic turned on again. âYouâre a cheat.â
You resisted calling him a virgin seeing that he came from Virginia, acknowledging the presence of your eleven year old nephew sitting right behind you with his legs crossed, giggling.
âI couldâve beaten this guy,â Carl said with a laugh.
âI know, pumpkin.â You gave the kid a warm smile before turning back to the screen, eager to destroy this man further. âBut guys like SaviorNutsack69 deserve to be obliterated.â
You turned your mic back on. âNot my fault you suck. Look at your avatar, dipshit.â
You and Carl snickered on your end, giggling.
The guy on the other end laughed mirthlessly. âI do not appreciate you talking ass about my Limited Edition skin.â
âSorry youâre not more appreciative,â you quipped, resisting the urge to laugh out loud. âAnd sorry you canât rock a leather jacket like I can.â
Negan hated leather jackets, thought it was too hot. He preferred those loose zip-up hoodies. But was not gonna tell GorgeousArsenal777 on the off chance that she uses it as substance to say he just couldnât pull it off.
âI can so rock a leather jacket, shitface.âÂ
âOh, yeah?â
âOh, yeah.â And then he left the lobby before the game could start. You and your nephew burst out laughing at the thought of the dude getting a leather jacket.
He was nothing to the two of you three minutes later, because you let Carl play with his account after that. But SaviorNutsack69? He was not the type to back down from a fight even long after it had ended.
700 miles from Georgia, SaviorNutsack69 got up from his chair and drove to the mall. He ran into the edgiest store he could find with purpose and unapologetically purchased the coolest leather jacket he could find.
And the rest is history.
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The two of you sat there in silence, the thought of having met before all of thisâŠ
It was refreshingâthe prospect of destiny. Or maybe it was just a coincidence. Either way, it made you an ounce closer to him.Â
He grinned. Negan thought back to the leather jacket he abandoned before returning. âHey, youâre the genius behind my look.â
âGuess I am,â you mused.
Your shoulder brushed against his, and you could have sworn there was electricity there somewhere.
âFeels like a rocky start to a love story, huh?â he asked, looking at you expectantly.
âYou think this is a love story?â you asked him nervously.
Negan thought about it for a second, grinning. âI donât know, do you?â
âWell,â you started. You paused before standing up and leaving his cell. Before leaving, you looked back at him with a smile. âWeâll see.â
âSee what?â Negan stood up, holding the bars of his cell only to realize that it wasnât locked.
âIf youâre as bad on garden duty as you are on Call of Duty,â you taunted him with the same spirit you had from all those years ago. âMaybe then Iâll consider if itâs a love story.â
And that was it. You liked Negan, but that was just the beginning of a whole new story. You just knew you were lucky enough to have gotten the chance to meet again.
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heyy an, i miss u sm so i got a request!! what if u start a sturniolo little sister thing (c.ai doesn't feed me enough) basically the plot i wrote on c.ai is reader (she has a name on c.ai but just go with y/n ig) is about to leave to go to a party in a sort of "revealing" outfit (it's not actually that revealing the triplets are just overprotective as shit in my plot) and they notice a few she's been wearing more revealing outfits these days and they lowkey wonder why. (that's not actually what happens in my plot but i'm gatekeeping it bc it's my comfort c.ai bot) and then you can go from here i guess!! in my plot, reader is a very whiny, easily annoying and whimpery girl, ykwim? like she's so easily hurt / upset. that's one of her main traits so hope it helps the development of the fic! ilysmđ«¶đ»
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warnings: cursing, mention of shitty ex
a/n: kind of got carried away, hopefully you like it tho
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âyouâre not leaving in thatâ chris stated for about the fifth time that night. i was starting to get annoyed.
iâll admit that my shorts were on the shorter side, but everything was covered.
âwhy chris? why do you care about what i put on my body?â
his jaw clenched as he let out a heavy sigh.
catching onto the annoyance that was written all over chrisâs face, matt stepped in.
âlook, what you decide to wear is completely up to you, we arenât going to tell you what you can and canât wear.â he placed his hand on my shoulder gently.
âweâve just noticed that your outfits have been a little more on the revealing side lately-â i cut him off, already knowing where this conversation was heading.
â we? so you guys talk about how i dress when iâm not here?â his mouth opened and closed like a fish as my question caught him off guard.
nick then pitched in, âlook, weâre genuinely just worried about you. we want to make sure youâre safeâ
âiâm fine guys, seriously. i mean, everybody wants to stand out, right?â i watched as all of their faces dropped as they began to catch on.
matt tilted his head at me, âis this about your ex?â i let out a sigh at this.
he knows me too well.
when i broke up with my ex, matt was the person i leaned on. chris and nick were there for me, of course, but matt was the person who took me for late night drives to cheer me up. so, naturally, i spoke to him the most about my feelings.
when i was dumped, my ex told me i was just like every other girl and i tried too hard to fit in. while i tried to act like his words held no affect on me, they hurt me deeply.
they rang through my head constantly, no mater what i did. but, i didnât want to completely change just because a man decided to use my biggest insecurity against me. so, instead, i decided to switch up my style.
what i failed to realize, however, was that my brothers were able to read me like a book.
and while the change in clothing choice was cute, it wasnât me. it was uncomfortable.
âi hate that he still has so much power over me. itâs like no matter what i do, i can always hear his comments about me in my head.â i finally spoke.
âwhat did he say to you?â chris asked, growing concerned.
i looked down at this, feeling tears start to prick at the corner of my eyes.
âpretty much that there was nothing special about me and that iâm boringâ i shrugged my shoulders, swallowing the lump that began to form in my throat.
âwell heâs just flat-out wrongâ chris stated, as though it was the most obvious thing heâs ever said.
i furrowed my eyebrows as i stared at him in confusion.
âum, hello? youâre literally the most insane person iâve ever metâ
i looked at him crazily, âis that supposed to make me feel better?â
âyouâre the only person iâve ever met that goes running for fun. that is borderline psychoticâ i narrowed my eyes at him. âtrust me, youâre not like any other girlâ he finished.
i playfully rolled my eyes at him.
âplusâ matt began, âisnât this the same dude that thought that googled why he had a headache and was fully convinced he was dying?â i couldnât help but chuckle at that.
nick then joined in, âbesides, that motherfucker talks like heâs reading from a script written by the ginny and georgia writers, i promise youâre not missing outâ
this sent the three of us into laughing messes. chris reached out for something to hold onto as he started to fall and, seeing as i was standing right next to him, that happened to be me.
chris clutched onto my shoulders as he began to bring me down with him, and the four of us doubled over in laughter.
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hi! i know ur not from the us so pls feel free to ignore this but i think a kbd fic where steve and the girls are doing sparklers for the fourth of july would be so cute! absolutely adore everything u post đ«¶đ»
thank u!! sorry i know it isn't the fourth anymore bit I hope u enjoy regardless!! kbd âdad!steve and mom!reader show their daughters how to use sparklers for the first time, 2k
Steve isn't a huge fan of fireworks because of how dangerous they can be, but sparklers are just fine in his book. He buys a box of thirty. The girls can do ten each if they feel like it, though he knows Dove won't be interested, and he guesses Bethie will be too scared to hold them.Â
Still, he hopes. You're hosting a banquet of food when he arrives, a mixture of things you made and stuff he prepared yesterday. It's a feast of hotdogs and burgers, cupcakes and donuts, macaroni and cheese and chilli with white rice. The table is crammed with plates and the radio is on, playing fun pop music a little too loudly for Dove's taste, her hands over her ears.
You turn down the radio, and ask her where she sits on your hip, "Is that better, sweetheart?"Â
"Hey," he says, putting the box of sparklers on the counter.Â
"Hey, Stevie," you say, in a rare tone. You always talk to him with love but he adores how you say his name now, like you've never been happier to see him in your entire life. "They had some?"
"Lucky, right? Guess I'm not the only schmuck who forgot to buy some."Â
Avery rushes for his legs, a chocolate donut in one hand and a cup of juice in the other. Despite her luggage, she expects to be picked up. Steve grabs her.Â
"You're cold, dad," she says.Â
"Really? It's not cold out," he says.Â
"You need something to warm you up."Â
Steve raises his eyebrows. "Sure I do. Give me a hug, but don't get icing in my hair, please."Â
Avery hugs him, sticky cheek pressing into his as her arms strain around him. He pats her back, meeting your eyes and returning your happy smile. Steve turns on the spot to see Bethie practically elbow deep in a bowl of chilli. She loves anything that comes with rice, and she eats it like someone's going to take it away from her, chilli staining her lips and cheeks, a grain of rice stuck to her chin.
"Did you get a photo of that?" he asks.Â
"Of course I did," you laugh, putting Dove down to brace yourself against the counter. You stretch your neck in a tight circle.Â
"Thank you. Beth, that looks so nice! Are you saving any for me?"Â
"No!" she says happily, smiling wide as an ocean.Â
"Good girl. Alright, you tell me when you're finished, I have something fun for after dinner."Â
Dinner gets put on pause. You wipe Bethie's face clean, giggling the whole time and telling her how cute she is in your saccharine mommy voice that melts her, "We should have that more often, huh?" It's always a good day when Bethie eats well.
Steve helps Avery put her shoes on and together they step out into the backyard. It's small considering the house is a four bedroom, but maybe that's why you'd been able to afford it in the first place. You work with what space you have. There's a light wood fence, the perimeter half lined by pansies and the other side with a slim shed full of their bikes and scooters and a small bed where the girls attempted to grow strawberries last year. They didn't take, but Steve has hope for this summer.Â
The yard is clean though slightly neglected, and Steve has to work spider duty before Avery will agree to step off of the doorjam. You follow soon, Dove at your shins, Bethie cautious as she steps out in her socks behind you.
"Where's your shoes?" Steve asks her.Â
"I told her she didn't have to wear them," you say. "She says they're pinching her toes."Â
Steve had Beth's feet measured specifically to avoid that. He assumes it isn't pinching so much as not wanting to wear them. He shrugs. "Okay. Stay on the stones then, Beth, I don't know what's in the grass. You might step on a snail."Â
"Ew," she says, sitting down in the doorway.
Steve lights a sparkler for no one first of all, wondering how each girl will react. He hands it to you as the sparks jump to life, white and bright in the shade of the garden, the shadow of their house. You wave it around gently, but when each of your daughters gasps in unhappy shock, you hold your hand under the sparkler and let a spark kiss your palm.Â
"They aren't dangerous," you promise. You wave it into a heart, a star, the letter A. "Does anyone wanna try?"Â
"Me!" Avery shouts, holding out her hand. The sparkler burns remarkably quickly down to the stem.
"Dad will give you a new one. Hey, baby?" you put the sparkler down on the glass patio table as it sputters out. "Don't you have those gardening gloves?"Â
Soon, Steve's outfitted each girl in a glove too big for their hand. He passes Avery a sparkler, and her bravery and subsequent joy prompts some jealousy in Bethie, fighting her fear to take one too. You crouch down to stand with her as she waves it around, her eyes like saucers as white sparks fly.Â
"It's so pretty!" you say.Â
Dove is interested, but not in holding one. Steve picks her up and lights a sparkler, raising it away from her curious hands to draw her name. Avery squeaks with happiness and proclaims it as magic. "Dad, I'm a fairy!"Â
"I can see! Try not to put it by your hair, okay?"Â
She squeals some more until it dies in her hand. "Can I have another one?"Â
"Ooh," you coo, watching with pride as Bethie draws a circle with hers, "my girl's brave today, I'm super proud of you. Isn't this fun?"
Steve lights another one for Avery and gives Dove a loving kiss, thrilled to see them all this happy. He's really surprised Bethie's enjoying herself, but he supposes it would be hard for her to have a bad time with your hands on her shoulders, your encouragement soft and shining as angora silk.Â
They must use up four or five each like that.Â
"Daddy," Dove says, imploring as she touches his face.Â
"What?" he asks, thinking of tacking 'my little princess' on the end but withholding. Lately every sentence he says has a pet name squeezed in the middle. He has a lot of love to give.Â
She looks at him. He pats her small back, wondering if she's going to bless him with a sentence or two. She's old enough now to be talking, but she's quiet like Bethie most of the time. Or, she's not talkative âDove is far from quiet.Â
"Hotdog, please."
Steve laughs loudly. "You want me to make you a hotdog?"Â
"And ketchup."Â
"Yeah, I can make you a hotdog. You don't want to stay for another sparkler?" he asks.Â
"No."Â
He laughs again, pressing another kiss overtop the first one he'd laid on her chubby cheek. "Thank you for saying please, sweetheart. You're such a good girl."Â
"Can I have a hotdog, too?" Avery asks.
"Sure you can, whatever you want. Beth? Mom?"Â
You've sat down on the floor. You're probably cold, but your smile would never show it. "I think me and Bethie are going to have another helping of chilli and rice, aren't we?" you ask hopefully.Â
Bethie's sparkler fizzles out. "Can we do more sparklers again?"Â
"Yeah. Tell you what, let's go back inside for food and when everyone's full, we'll come outside and do some more before bed. Sound good?"Â
The girls head inside, and Steve makes some hotdogs on the stove. Dove falls asleep with a bun in her hand, Bethie with her cheeks painted in sauce. Avery doesn't tire so easily, and while the others sleep, you and Steve take her out to the back door to light another sparkler. You write your names, you draw clumsy constellations. Steve writes 'I love
Avery,' grinning as she sounds out each letter.Â
Avery relishes in the delight of having your unfettered attention. She stays up for hours after her sisters with you and Steve, long enough to watch stray fireworks shoot up into the sky over your backyard, her head on your shoulder, her hand in Steve's hand.Â
"This is the best day ever," she says.Â
Steve wants to cry. Genuinely. He meets your eyes over Avery's head, and you shuffle closer to her without speaking, enveloping her in a hug from either side.Â
"Every day is the best day ever with you around, Ave," Steve says.Â
"The best. Me and dad tried some fireworks, when you weren't born." Steve and Avery look at you with mirrored interest. He doesn't remember what story you're going to tell. "You would've been very small in me at the time," you say, looking up as a pink and white firework blossoms across the night sky like a peony. "Like a strawberry seed. We⊠didn't know you were coming. I knew. I knew, but I didn't know. I could feel you right here," âyou point at your stomachâ "but I had no idea what you were going to be."Â
"Hey, you're right," Steve says. He forgets you were pregnant before you knew it.Â
"But me and dad lived together already," you say. "We were always going to get married and have babies and stuff, but you came really quickly. You were excited."Â
Steve grins. Avery hangs on your every word.Â
"But anyway, me and dad lived together. Not here, but somewhere, and we didn't have a yard but there was a little patch of grass and we figured we'd buy some, but he burned a stripe of my arm hair off by accident with a long lighter, and the we didn't have a fence to nail the Catherine wheel down, and he accidentally dropped the firecracker box on the way home so it didn't work anymore, and the rockets wouldn't light."Â
"Oh, no," Avery says. "You didn't have any fireworks?"Â
"None. But we had a pack of sparklers. We did it just like we did with you. I wrote 'I love Stevie' in big letters, and your dad tried to hug me and jabbed me in the stomach with his burned up one."Â
"Your hoodie," Steve remembers finally. "Your white hoodie, I bought it for you the week before at the mall after you threw up in Dairy Queen. I remember."Â
"I had it for a week, and he got this huge ash smudge on it."Â
"But you wouldn't let me wash it with bleach."Â
You give Avery a kiss on the top of her head. "I wanted to remember how happy we were. I thought the smudge was a nice reminder. Turns out I got much more than a smudge."Â
"You got me," Avery decodes.
"We got you," you say. "You're a thousand different things, Avery. You're smart, and kind, and pretty, and you're also a really good reminder that your dad loves me."Â
"Do you need a reminder?" Steve asks, genuinely worried, and kind of in awe. How you can sit there and say something that romantic off the cuff is beyond him. He really might cry soon.Â
"No," you say smugly. "You tell me all the time."Â
Not enough, he decides. After this, he'll be sure to tell you more.Â
Steve falls in love with you for the thousandth time.
"What I'm trying to tell you, Ave, is that dad is right. Every day with you in it is a really good day. I love you so much," you start to fizzle, which is to say your voice gets tight. You won't cry, but Steve teeters. "I'm really, really happy you had the best day ever, 'cos you make every day the best for dad and your sisters and me."Â
"Really?" Avery asks softly.Â
"Really," Steve says, rubbing the space between her shoulders.Â
A rocket squeals into the air and fractures into a ring of spectral colours.Â
Avery climbs onto her feet, and, torn between who to hug, wraps an arm around both of your necks.Â
Steve wraps his arms around you both, squeezing your hip. He's gotten used to being loved, to feeling it, but tonight might be an all time high. Sparklers become a Harrington tradition that year.Â
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GOOD LUCK, BABE! #3 â ì ê”
what happens when you leave everything behind, only to be faced with it again years later? eunbi is convinced she was given another shot at keeping all she ever wanted, but itâs difficult when that all is her childhood best friend who doesnât want to do anything with her anymore. how to earn his trust back?
⟠pairing: non idol!jk x fem!oc
⟠genre: childhood friends to strangers, friends to lovers, angst, fluff, smut
⟠word count: 9k +
⟠warnings: explicit language. say hi to eunbi!!! and to the friend group!!! its a bit funny until it becomes angsty ⊠ouch. jeongguk is a bitch lowkey. pun unintended (youâll see). theyre dramatic as hell. like bro it cant be that serious đ. im sawrry for this. and its not all!!! see you in fourth chapter đ«Ą
⟠authorâs note: hi hi hi!!! this took a bit to fully convince me but in the end it did. i was frustrated because i felt like i couldnt really use my words properly to tell the whole thing but⊠here we are now!!! thank u!!! enjoy đ«¶đ»
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three â this is me trying
Up to that point, Eunbiâs life has been a constant adjusting to new surroundings, leaving bits and pieces behind, getting attached to new ones, and hoping they wouldnât be taken away from her. It would always end up as she feared it would, though. From as early as she can remember, Eunbi would live off her blue backpack, where she gathered a toothbrush, a change of clothes and her favourite plushie to help her sleep and adapt faster to the smaller bed at her dadâs house. When her parents had divorced, it had been a rough patch before the both of them could come to a legal agreement; that being, she would spend the weekend with her father, and then stay with her mother again until Friday rolled around.
She rarely looks back at those days now, but when she does â mostly at night, her mind seemingly incapable of putting a stop to her furious flow of thoughts and just sleep â she thinks if it hadnât happened to her when she was still pliable and mouldable, when she was yet to be met with what ordinariness was supposed to look like for others, she wouldnât have been ready to wholly face all that followed. Eunbi was young when she learned that love between two people could end so easily, and her innocent self accepted that as the norm.
As a result, what she found harder to accept, more than her own mother and father not even being able to stand next to one another without ending up quarrelling, was having to leave her small black poodle in Gwangju, with her grandma, after moving away to Busan. Curly (little Eunbi had given him that name for obvious reasons, and to this very day she finds it dumb, but it makes her giggle nonetheless) had been a great companion through the inevitable loneliness she had to face as an only child. She was convinced he could understand her better than no other, even when she would force the tiny creature to sit and listen to her ramble on.
Busan was the next big change that was pushed onto Eunbi, only a few years after her mother got engaged to a man that would soon replace her biological father: with time, sleeping over at his house for the weekend was no longer even a contemplated thought on his side, coming up with excuses after excuses as not to, and that slowly led to showing less and less interest in keeping up with her and meeting up. The little girl had always been numb in relation to such negligence, and because of this she could consider herself lucky in some distorted sense; it didnât affect her as much as it should have.
Part of that was also due to her step-dad being a great father figure during the initial times of his and her momâs relationship, making sure to adapt to Eunbiâs pace and boundaries, never overstepping while also being able to bring fun into her life by taking the family out to visit places and eat delicious meals. What he couldnât do for her, however, was live with a dog. When he and her mother decided to finally move together following their wedding, they both agreed on wanting to restart from a brand new place. Busan was their perfect pick for a variety of reasons: her mom got offered a job at a recently established company that seemed promising, and her step-dad could fulfil his deep-rooted dream of expanding his by starting a new branch.
Every single thing about him seemed perfect to her momâs eyes, even if he was apparently deathly allergic to dogâs fur. And, of course, she picked her husband over Curly. Eunbi couldnât believe it, nor accept it. The girl cried over the small dog for the two weeks prior to moving, during the trip to Busan, and for the following days there. Her grandmother would keep her updated by sending pictures of Curly through email, and even after the scar had healed, those would never fail to make her tear up.
As shameful as it might be to admit it, after having dried herself from half the water that made up her body because of the constant crying, it didnât take long for the scar to close. When she first stepped foot in the big city by the seaside, Curly showed up right in front of her. Just in human form. Big eyes, long black hair and puppy manners, her neighbour was definitely sent to her by something greater. Eunbi was obsessed. It didnât show at first, her pride prevailing. But it was harder and harder to fight against it. Jeongguk was simply too easy to love.
They became inseparable. Wherever he was, better believe she was there too, attached at his hip. And if they showed up alone, people would naturally ask about the other. Because the moon is never seen without its stars, and sunflowers only ever turn to face the sun. Their bond could be perceived by anyone as unbreakable, a friendship to envy and wish for, and every brick that built it had resulted in the creation of their own safe haven that only had space to contain the two of them. Not anybody else could be let in, the bubble exclusively recognised their password. It wasnât composed of words, or numbers. It was the look of understanding they would share; the white lies used to cover the mischief of the other; their own handshake, accompanied by an original friendship jingle that Eunbi came up with randomly; the assurance that they could reveal their biggest secrets to one another, and theyâd be kept like an oath.
Thereâs many of those that Eunbi shamelessly revealed to Jeongguk, some with intent and others unleashed spontaneously during their many endless talks. But when she thinks of it, she never admitted the single one that really mattered, the one that her best friend in the whole world needed to know, and remember. At all times. In any circumstance. It wasnât a secret, it was more a result of her pondering; it came to a full reasonable thought only years later, and by then it was too late to tell him.
Eunbi thinks, and sheâs sure, Jeongguk was the reason why all that came before the two of them had to happen. If it didnât, she would have spent her whole life looking for that missing puzzle piece: under the cushions of the couch, in between her bed sheets, accidentally thrown away in the bin. It was as if all the hardships she experienced were justified, because at the end of the tunnel Jeongguk was waiting for her. And everything finally made sense. The puzzle was complete. Jeongguk was the reason himself. He was sent to teach her an important lesson: everything happens for a reason. Thereâs a cause and an effect, and even if the cause was suffering, at least the effect was her favourite boy.
Then, a gust of wind had wiped the puzzle to the ground, every single piece losing its place. When her best friend was taken away from her, she stopped being so convinced with the thought she herself had harboured, because she suddenly couldnât find the meaning behind such a cruel fate. If everything really happened for a reason, then what was it? Jeongguk helped her see colours, only to return to black and white. Leaving him behind had marked the death of a version of herself that she would never get back.
Seoul was big, and harder to adjust to, even more with the baggage she was now dragging behind. Unpacking it, she found out all she had brought with her was a shattered trust and a soon to be broken promise to never get attached again. It was hard to be faithful to such an imposition, when Eunbi was born to give out love. It was hidden in that luggage, in between fears and regrets, but surely present.
And it prevailed in the end. Even at a slower pace, love found its way up and helped a lost Eunbi navigate the big capital city, promising new beginnings and healing. She found that in the faces of people that she would then start to recognise as friends, inside warm cafes during the coldest days of winter, and in the certainty that no matter where she is, she is always looking up at the same moon.
What she has built in Seoul so far feels the closest to stability that she has experienced in years. Starting university and meeting Dahye was the last bit of convincing it took to make her consider once again that a reason could exist, and that in the end it would make sense. Maybe not totally. Maybe just partly is enough after all.
Until, seeing a pair of familiar starry eyes in the midst of dull ones was all she needed to firmly believe in what she had been finding hard to accept. It took one shared look for past and present to get blurred together, and the mixture of old with new feelings created a mess. It was nice, nonetheless. Better than the seemingly impossible to get rid of emptiness at the pit of her heart.
Behind her eyes, Eunbi could see the puzzle slowly reaching its final form again, this time with more missing pieces, but the image was at least recognisable. When Jeongguk showed up in front of her again like magic, she contemplated becoming religious. Getting to her knees and starting praying to whatever greater force was shining on her path to please keep doing that. None of that showed on the outside, her smile breaking and mirroring the expression on the boyâs face. Pure sorrow. She knew she was probably the last person on earth Jeongguk wanted to see, and the fact that he wasnât even trying to mask it didnât help.
The most rational response she could come up with at that moment was to act as if nothing ever happened. And then, the bricks that a long time ago held together their safe bubble were being used by the boy to raise a high wall between them, making sure accessing his space would be impossible for Eunbi. Who could blame him? Still, the happiness she shamelessly felt when Jeongguk showed up at her 20th birthday party was too consuming, she selfishly wished for the rest of her birthdays to always look like that as she blew the candles. Nonetheless, when he suddenly left sprinting on his bike she knew the gods would need time to grant her desire. Although, this time around she had faith.
She doesnât know how long it would take for it to break, though. September getting closer and closer only means that Jeonggukâs birthday is just around the corner. As part of his friend group, she had been involved in the process that led to organising the surprise camping trip, even if she didnât exactly participate. After all, she doesnât get to say she knows the boy better than anyone, anymore. Jeongguk has evidently changed, and as a consequence she knows way less about him than the others.
For that exact reason, Eunbi had made various attempts to back down from the trip, fearing her presence could significantly ruin it for the celebrated boy. At first, she tried to be casual about it with Dahye, since sheâs the only one sheâs opened up to about the whole dilemma, âI think itâs better if I donât come. After all, itâs a friend trip. Iâm not really his friend.â To which her roommate only replied with bullshit, proceeding to type away on her keyboard. That did not help whatsoever.
Then, the night she was too tipsy to take a taxi back home and Jeongguk had offered her a ride on his bike, she came home with a smile on her face only to burst out crying in front of a just as drunk Dahye. In between sobs, she begged to be left out of the trip, âPle- Please, Dahye. He hates me. I canât stand it.â Her friend tried to shush her whines, pushing Eunbiâs head on her chest and consoling her, âHe doesnât, baby. Iâm sure he doesnât.â
As a result of that night, Dahye had then sat her friend down with the intent of fully convincing her to be present for Jeonggukâs birthday trip for a number of reasons, âIt would be rude to not show up after he was there for your birthday. And also, what if you two end up talking about⊠things! And everything gets solved! That would be nice, wouldnât it, Bibi?â
Eunbi had just nodded all the way through the motivating speech, not really understanding nor believing her words, but apparently they were enough to lead her to the present moment: awkwardly squished between Dahye and Jimin on the couch of her flat, while they animatedly converse with the others to approve on the trip schedule. She has never felt so out of place before, not only because she doesnât feel like she has a say in the whole discussion, but also because as time went by the two friends by her side kept shifting to subtly get closer to one another, not realising they were compressing her body in the process. To the point she is forced to get up, the position she was in being too uncomfortable, and sit on the ground under the couch next to Namjoon.
She can feel her movements being followed by a pair of curious eyes, and when she looks up to meet them, she finds out they belong to the origin of all her worries. Before Jeongguk can divert his attention elsewhere, aware he was caught observing, she gives him a quick tight lipped smile. It goes dismissed, as if it hadnât happened. Ouch. Itâs okay, Eunbi can take it. She used the few days prior to this to mentally prepare. She knows sheâs not exactly welcomed anywhere near him, thatâs why she made a silent secret pact within herself: whatever happens during the trip, donât be a bother to Jeongguk. Stay away from him as much as possible, and if not possible, then do anything to avoid putting that frown on his face, exactly the one heâs sporting right now. On a second thought, if just looking at her gets him to react like that, maybe itâs best to mentally wipe that off her list of things to keep in mind for Jeonggukâs birthday camping trip.
With there still being a day left before their minibreak takes off, the girl can already tell itâs going to be hard to follow the flow of that list, Jeongguk making it obvious her presence could have been avoided before the vacation has even started. Still, she remains composed and brushes off what had just happened, instead focusing on the main topic of conversation.
The group (Hoseok) has decided to meet to go over the schedule one last time because, âEverything needs to be perfect, guys. We canât afford to slip!â Itâs still Hoseok talking. Eunbi learned that he had always been the one in charge of organising events and little getaways when it came to the friend group, his obsession with keeping everything under control coming in handy in such scenarios.
Not only that, but the reddish haired guy is also amazingly quick on his feet, and in a relatively short amount of time he has managed to find the perfect excursions and experiences to go over during the trip, making sure every day spent together would be filled with fun activities that he knows the birthday boy is going to look forward to. In between what he has arranged there is cycling, canoeing, trekking, and more stuff that Eunbi canât keep up with. Surviving this is going to be made ten times harder by the amount of energy that is going to be expected out of her. She sighs at the thought, looking down at her manicured nails. She just got them done, and now they would surely break.
It takes a few seconds for her to realise the sudden silence that fell above the room, and when she looks back up sheâs met with eleven pairs of eyes staring at her. She straightens her posture, suddenly too aware of being perceived, and she deduces her previous exhale had been released with more energy than intended. Hoseok sweetly smiles at her, âAnything you donât agree on, Eunbi?â
The panicked girl opens her mouth to justify herself, her eyes getting wider and shinier with embarrassment, but Dahye beats her to it, âBibi, didnât you say you, like, hate cycling? Iâm sure we had a whole conversation about it.â
Eunbi is mortified. Her eyes jump from Dahye to Jeongguk, trying to get her best friend to shut up while also registering the boyâs scoff and muted roll of his eyes. Oh god. Her whole be-lowkey-and-make-yourself-unnoticed plan just shattered in a matter of seconds. She can feel Jeonggukâs eyes bore flaming holes into her skull, his arms crossed and his legs furtherly stretching out on the armchair. If she still had a small, tiny hope left that he didnât fully hate her, she just witnessed that shattering in pieces too.
She quickly shifts to sit on her heels, her hands frantically shaking to try and save her face for what she could, âNo, what? I love cycling. Seriously, Iâd do it everyday if I could.â She chuckles shakily while subtly shoving Dahyeâs knee next to her to signal going with the lie. At first, Dahye looks clearly confused: she was so sure of that information about her roommate. She furrows her brows, looking down at a panicky Eunbi widening her eyes. It takes only a few more seconds for her to suddenly get it, shaking herself from her doubts and catching the ball, âOh, right! You do! I got it confused with, huh⊠something else.â The girl mutters that last part only to join her friend in a nervous laugh, and an apologetic smile. Best believe Dahye is going to hear about this later.
Hoseok looks just as puzzled as the others, but nonetheless he nods, announcing the schedule has been officially confirmed. A collective acclaim fills the room, only for the boy to stop it with a raise of his pointer finger, âNow, I will assign you guys in your respective cars.â Which is comically followed by a joint groan, and some protests. Hoseok ignores them, and goes on reading off his perfectly planned out Word document.
âNamjoon is the first driver, and heâs travelling with Iseul, Seokjin and Sora,â he looks up to briefly check with the mentioned members to see if there are any complaints, then proceeds. âWeâve got Yoongi with me, Aera and Taehyung. ThenâŠâ Hoseok squints his eyes while scrolling down the document, and those few seconds of silence are enough for Eunbiâs thoughts to anticipate what is about to follow. She lowers her head, unwilling to meet Jeonggukâs glare when Hoseok says, âJeongguk is driving with Jimin, Dahye and Eunbi. All set?â
The positive response is quick, even too rushed and disregardful of what was said, as Namjoon and Taehyung have been impatiently begging for the never-ending organising to be over so they could order food and finally fill their starved stomachs. No one pays any mind to it, but Eunbi and Jeongguk stay quiet, while Jimin and Dahye share a knowing look. Tomorrow is going to be a long day.
The evening is spent in the cramped living room of Eunbi and Dahyeâs shared flat, eating pizza and letting a random movie play, which soon only functioned as a background noise the moment Taehyung started a game of Would You Rather. Even if Yoongi initially shushed him, everyone eventually became more delighted with Seokjinâs unthinkable suggestions than with the film, âWould you rather be trapped in a small room with 10,000 tarantulas for 10 minutes, or eat 10 tarantulas in 10 minutes?â
Eunbi tries to let herself be distracted by the content smiles on her friendsâ faces, even feels less distressed when she notices Jeongguk relaxing as well, but that doesnât stop her mind from overflowing with all the things that could potentially go wrong. It inevitably shows on her face, and in her unusual quietness. She has been pondering on the last information Hoseok had shared about the confirmed schedule for hours now, worrying it was going to start the trip on the wrong foot. There were all the best intentions to not poke the sleeping bear, but she fears being in the same car as him is going to stir him awake.
After the group leaves the apartment at past 1 a.m., Hoseok checking with everyone that theyâll show up at 8 sharp tomorrow morning in front of the same building theyâre now parting ways from, Eunbi releases a long sigh as she closes the door behind her shoulders. Dahye catches the look on her features immediately, taking her pretty face in between her palms, âIâm sorry for earlier. I was trying to help.â She pouts, and it makes the shorter girl chuckle.
Eunbi shakes her head, dismissing her apology with a small itâs okay, and freeing herself from her friendâs hold so as to avoid meeting her eyes, instead busying herself with tidying up the mess in the living room. Her flatmate looks at the strangely silent girl narrowly, âWhat are you thinking? Please, donât let it be something stupid like I donât wanna drive in Jeonggukâs car.â
When all Dahye is met with is silence, she knows that specific something stupid is flowing in the other girlâs head. Eunbi spends the next hour packing and letting Dahye think sheâs wholly convincing her distressed roommate nothing could go wrong from just being close to each other, and if anything, it could be a starting point.
For the sake of getting at least three hours of sleep before the long drive ahead, Eunbi fake promises her friend that she wonât let such thoughts haunt her mind and stop her from enjoying the holiday (she was forced to repeat those exact words) knowing sheâs going to let them do precisely that. She also ends up staying awake all night either way, trying to come up with a reasonable excuse that she can use to ask Hoseok if a small change would be possible, hoping it wouldnât be too much of a hassle to him and his perfect plan.
When the following morning rolls around, the group gathers in the courtyard of the flat complex as instructed hours earlier by Hoseok, who looks like heâs on the verge of a serious crisis when itâs one minute past 8 a.m. and Taehyung still hasnât shown up. Eunbi fears for her life when she taps his shoulder as delicately as she can, still unable to avoid a jumpy reaction from the boy, who then relaxes when he sees the girlâs sweet smile. That lasts for about one second, because when Eunbi softly asks him if they can talk heâs back to puffing out panicky breaths.
She hesitates a moment before uttering in one single exhale, âIâd rather not go in Jeonggukâs car.â Faced with Hoseokâs perplexed stare, she goes on explaining in a rushed, messy speech, âItâs nothing personal, really. Itâs just- Iseul! Yeah, Iseul begged me to be in the car with Dahye⊠She doesnât know Sora that well so she said it would be way too awkward. I can go with Namjoon!â She ends it by trying to sport a convincing grin on her lips, but with the way it looks like sheâs being held at gunpoint to smile itâs doing the exact opposite, not helping in hiding her own panic at all.
Hoseok takes a few seconds to process her request and read her expression, but in the end he just shrugs and nods enthusiastically, âThatâs okay!â He then claps his hands twice, recalling the othersâ attention who comically snap their heads in unison, hanging on the bossâ lips, âTiny change. Eunbi doesnât wanna be in Jeonggukâs car, so sheâs going with Namjoon.â
For the second time in under 24 hours, Eunbi is so embarrassed she prays the ground to swallow her whole. Hoseok doesnât seem to be making a big deal out of the way he worded his announcement, busy typing away on his phone, probably updating his Word document with the recent change. The others donât look too fazed either, accustomed with the two infamously not being too fond of each other for no apparent reason, except for Dahye and Jimin: the former is looking at the girl incredulously; the latter has shifted his attention to his best friend.
Eunbi can feel cold sweat dripping down her forehead, the weight of the world crushing on her shoulders. Sheâs afraid to follow Jiminâs line of vision, but as she slowly does, it leads her to meet Jeonggukâs intense gaze, a slight pissed scowl hardening his features along with his brows almost meeting at the bridge of his nose. His all black attire composed of an oversized t-shirt, cargo bermuda shorts and chunky sandals matches perfectly with the look on his face. He seems confused, and unnerved. And sad? This is not how things were supposed to unfold.
Under such pressure, the girl impulsively releases a nervous laugh, her whole face red with awkwardness, âItâs not like I didnât- Okay! Iâll just go wait in the car.â Her head hangs as she distances herself from the group, finding an escape from Jeonggukâs disappointment in Namjoonâs car. She bangs her head on the dashboard a few times, making the most of the last minutes alone sheâs getting before departure.
Starring in that shitshow was not on her list of things to keep in mind for Jeonggukâs birthday camping trip in any way. On the contrary, what she has been trying to do is going by the rules of the list itself: stay away from Jeongguk and donât be a bother. Instead, the opposite seems to be happening every time she attempts to be nice to him so as to not be a hassle during the trip. Releasing a shaky breath, she hopes her intentions wouldnât be misinterpreted by the boy, as she tries foolishly convincing herself the telepathy between them still exists, at least to a small extent. She was only doing this for him. To make it easier for him. Please, please send this telepathic message to Jeongguk.
Connection probably isnât working too well, because when they all get to the destination after a fairly long ride, Jeongguk still looks pissed, shutting the car door with more energy than required and unloading the luggages, taking his and Iseulâs to the entrance of the camping site. Eunbi narrows her eyes as she observes the scene, the short haired girl thanking the previously annoyed boy and effortlessly putting a smile on his lips, and she almost doesnât notice Namjoon urging her to move. She abruptly shakes herself out of that trance, relaxing her hands that had subconsciously closed into fists, and takes her bags out of the car. As she clumsily drags them on both of her shoulders, her Converses do little to protect her soles from the rocky ground, and she groans. Itâs not like she was expecting Namjoon to carry her baggage, she can do it herself. But as she keeps watching Jeongguk easily handling all that weight, she huffs.
The campsite looks amazing. The space that the group has at their disposal is huge and wholly surrounded by nature, making it the perfect getaway from the chaos of the city. Not too far, in between trees, a glimpse of the sun reflecting its rays in a large lake can be caught. Eunbi witnesses an excellently carried out jam session, with the lively enthusiasm of her friends on microphone, birds on percussion and cicadas on bass. She smiles, and sighs contentedly. Dahyeâs words from last night echo in her head, donât let this stop you from enjoying the holiday, and today she wants to believe them. Sheâs glad she chose to wear jeans shorts instead of cargos, the heat slowly but surely rising, and a flowy white top that keeps her fresh, for now.
Hoseok instructs them to get to work, and they do. All their bags are gathered under a big ancient tree as each couple and trio starts (tries) setting their tents. While theyâre busy figuring out how to ensure the tent wonât fly away, which Taehyung fears particularly, Jimin and Jeongguk offer themselves to go and fill everyoneâs water flask at a nearby drinking fountain they had found. Eunbi kneels down to fish hers out of a blue backpack and goes to hand it out to Jeongguk, whoâs collecting Dahyeâs bottle. The boy smiles at her friend, but it gets wiped off when he shifts his gaze on Eunbiâs shorter figure. The moment is brief, and awkward: her big unsure eyes stare into his hardened ones, arm extended out to him, wondering if there might be something funny on her face for him to turn so serious; she hesitantly lifts her brows, waiting for something; Jeongguk looks her up and down, only to not acknowledge her water flask, and just walks past her.
Eunbi is dumbfounded, the tip of her ears reddening as she remains paralysed with her hand out, even after Jimin collects her flask, muttering something close to Donât mind him, please accompanied by an apologetic smile. She regains consciousness of her surroundings only when, beside her, Dahye canât help the snort coming out of her mouth, trying but failing to save it with her hand. The still shocked girl slowly turns to face her amused friend, mouth slightly agape and left eye clearly twitching, âDid he just⊠act as if I donât exist.â
The situation shouldnât be funny, but to Dahye itâs the peak of comedy as she keeps giggling the more the slow realisation of what has just happened shows on Eunbiâs features. Obviously, the latter canât find one single reason to laugh about it, whining while the taller girl pats her shoulder, still smiling, âYou really need to talk to him.â
The targeted girl ignores that, biting her nails nervously, âWas he saying anything about⊠me, in the car?â
Dahye lifts her brows, shaking her head, âNothing. Heâs probably talking shit about you with Jimin, though.â Eunbi follows her pointed finger and catches Jeongguk animatedly discussing with his flatmate, balancing the bottles in his arms, before they turn a corner. Eunbi fusses, lightly tugging on her braided pigtails, and she feels helpless as even the friend whoâs supposed to be supporting her through all of this is chuckling at her. Despite being shorter, when Eunbi shoves Dahyeâs shoulder she manages to make her stumble, but that doesnât stop her laughs, though.
âYouâre building the tent on your own.â Arms crossed and pout on, Eunbi isnât joking as she goes to sit under the tree surrounded by bags and ignores her name being called out. Rather than reacting to it, she spots tiny bugs between the grass and inspects them for a while, pretending it keeps her distracted from whatâs plaguing her mind. Soon after, with her knees to her chest, watching those ants working to transfer food from one side to the other inevitably gets her lost in her thoughts. What is she doing wrong? Thereâs clearly unresolved problems between her and the boy who brutally ignored her existence minutes ago, but she thought maybe if she started seeking for truce, then he would too. His response, instead, makes her realise no matter how much she tries, itâs apparently not enough to mend what happened all those years ago. She messed up worse than imagined.
The constant pondering makes her lose track of time, and she comes back to reality with undesired outcomes that she convinces herself to be true. When she recovers from the (as she has deduced, deserved) humiliation, Dahye has already set up half of the tent and Eunbi walks over to her bashfully, âSorry for being childish. Iâll finish this, Hye.â The girl just smiles softly and nods, sending her a flying kiss that makes Eunbi chuckle before taking her previous spot under the tree. At least Dahye doesnât hate her.
It takes her a while to figure out what to do but she soon grasps how hard a seemingly simple task can be, feeling bad for letting Dahye do a great part of it on her own. Still, she needs to work fast as lunch time is approaching, and everybody around her is almost finished. She has been crouching on a particular spot on the ground for a while now, trying to properly secure an angle of the tent unsuccessfully. Until she groans exasperated, puffing her hair out of her vision and lifting her body up to find a solution. She tries stomping on it a few times, but it doesnât work, and if anything it worsens the situation. Huffing out, with her hands on her hips she looks around for help, and the first person her eyes fall on is Jeongguk.
He was already staring at her, comfortably sitting on a deckchair with his legs spread and sunglasses on. His tent looks perfectly set already, with Jimin seemingly fixing the inside of it. His hand is covering his mouth before he uses it to lift his glasses over his head, and is that a smirk? They both stare at each other in silence, Eunbi still struggling to breathe, and she hesitates slightly until her eagerness to be over with the tent becomes stronger. She speaks up to make herself heard over the small distance, âCan you- help me?â
Jeongguk narrows her eyes at her, initially not answering but not even moving from his relaxed position. The girl is ready to be met with silence again, but itâs something worse when he opens his mouth, âI think Namjoon would be happy to do that.â Heâs as stern as ever as he returns the sunglasses on the bridge of his nose, furtherly spreading his whole body on the chair and facing the sun. Only then, he releases a content sigh, smiling slightly.
All of this cannot be real. What does that even mean? Eunbi can feel her eye start to twitch again and she needs to clench her jaw to stop it. Itâs okay. Breathe. She unexpectedly but successfully manages to hold herself from exploding on him, both overwhelmed with tent building and frustrated with his behaviour. She canât really decipher what led him to not only act cold, as he usually is with her, which is fine, but also mean! But no problem, sheâll try once again. It costs nothing to be nice. And she tells herself sheâll stay that way, even if sheâs met with the opposite, until he breaks.
The storm of negative emotions tormenting her thoughts can be distortedly seen as a good thing on one side, if she considers that the sudden adrenaline flowing in her body gets her through most of the task without any help, even mindlessly, while she keeps reflecting on the interaction and the previous ones. Why the fuck would Namjoon be happy to help her? Well, he would, heâs naturally a helper, but why did Jeongguk say that? Is he really that pissed about her going in his car? She tries to understand, she really does. Keep being nice is what she tells herself instead.
When the tent is finally up, only with Dahyeâs finishing touches, and food is finally in her stomach, refilling her energy tank, itâs like thereâs a switch going off in her head, making it seem as if nothing bad has ever happened. Eunbi is back to her talkative self with a full tummy and a bashful grin while her best friend teases her for the earlier tantrum she went on about, but at least itâs all smiles again.
The first day at the campsite is spent basking in the slowness that follows after ticking off the only two activities planned for today on Hoseokâs schedule: setting their tents and preparing meals for lunch and dinner. The boss then instructs the group on just getting acquainted with their surroundings, and they donât need to be told twice, making the most out of those short remaining moments of ease.
The rest of those hours are used to laze by the huge lake, in between swims and sunbathes. Luckily, Eunbi had packed a few bikinis and she chose to wear a black set, its laces meeting at the back with a bow. Sitting back and taking it easy, before all that she will be faced with the next few days, gives her a chance to get closer to the others. During the earlier drive, she had the opportunity to chat with Sora and discover the sweetheart she truly is, and the car was then easily filled with laughter, mostly provided by Namjoon and Seokjinâs terrible jokes. She now sits by Sora on a beach towel, all the other girls in a circle catching up and laying by the sun. In the back of their gossip session, the boys could be heard laughing and squealing, and the sound reminded Eunbi of sweet childhood. She briefly shifts her attention to them and smiles when she observes how theyâre doing the most to tire their energy out, from using a rope hanging by the branch of a tree to leap into the water, to initiating a volleyball match using one of their rolled up towels.
Eunbi grows even fonder than before of the people sheâs surrounded with, the earlier stress leaving her body and being replaced by serenity, a small sigh released from her lips before she returns to listen to the girlsâ chat. She laughs at something Dahye says and jumps on it excitedly, making the others chuckle at the two friends eagerly recounting one of their craziest uni experiences so far.
All of it is short lived when Taehyung and Jimin suddenly drop a water balloon over their heads, a collective gasp filling the space followed by the two boysâ childish giggles and Dahyeâs screams, getting up to run after them. They all spend the rest of the afternoon trying to get back at each other with more pranks, bathing in the lakeâs cold water and taking silly group pictures to seal the day. As the sun begins to set, they all sit on their towels and silently observe nature, definitely too tired to speak, and preferring to savour the sweet moment.
When the sun finally leaves its place for the moon to rise and the group of friends gets back to their tents, their stomachs growling signal itâs time for dinner. They take turns to shower using the nearby public structure and then help setting a campfire to cook. It also works as a very needed source of heat, given the temperature has significantly dropped and their bodies are still humid from washing up. Eunbi wears the grey cargos she had discarded earlier this morning when deciding on what to put on, and a white tee, her damp hair falling on her shoulders and making her feel slightly chilly. She comes up beside Yoongi to help him with the meat, benefiting from the warmth of the fire.
Thereâs not much talk between the two, only the older boy advising her to be careful of the flames every two minutes, but itâs comfortable. Eunbi still has a hard time reading through Yoongi, and maybe itâs what she enjoys the most about him: his aura is soothing and it exudes security. He doesnât exactly show it, but heâs deeply attentive and caring of his friends, and the girl feels safe next to him. She can sense him looking over at her while the meat is cooking, and as she turns to him she meets his eyes with a smile. He ponders, scanning her face âYou got sunburnt. You need to wear sunscreen tomorrow, or itâll get worse.â
Eunbi chuckles, dragging her pointer finger up and down her red nose, âYeah, I know. It kinda hurts but it looks like I have natural blush now!â
Yoongi shakes his head with a small amused scoff, âThatâs stupid, Eunbi. Wait for me here, Iâll go get you an after-sun cream.â And even as he walks off, he reminds her to not stay too close to the fire. She thinks thatâs an exact demonstration of what the boy is truly like in her head.
The girl keeps grilling the meat, humming unknown melodies under her breath, and she almost misses a broad figure sitting on one of the chairs surrounding the fire. When she looks up, itâs Jeongguk avoiding her eyes and instead staring at the flames, their light reflecting in his big orbs and making them shinier. He wears his bermudas from earlier, but he now has a grey Stussy hoodie on top of it. His locks are still wet after freshly coming out of a shower, and they curl on his forehead, making him look like a poodle. She smiles. Itâs like 15 years old Jeongguk is there with her again, his bare, exhausted face and droopy eyes taking her back to Busan. Without even realising what sheâs doing, she extends a cooked piece of meat his way, âYou want some?â
Startled, the boy breaks from his spacing-out and registers the request. He looks between Eunbi and the meat, gulping. He licks his lips, and she swears she can also hear his stomach rumbling. When he keeps ogling the food without replying, she wiggles the fork and his eyes follow its every movement, as if hypnotised. Then, he suddenly screws his eyelids shut and breaks from the trance, simply shaking his head no and fishing his phone out of his pocket, mindlessly scrolling on it. Just like that, sheâs back to the present, and Jeongguk hates her. Eunbi narrowly glares at him while he canât see her.
Yoongi comes back soon after with two different creams in his hands, and he gives them to Eunbi with a chuckle. She thanks him and lets him take over the cooking, while she curiously inspects the products, still standing next to the fire. When Yoongi spots his younger friend on the chair, he asks the same exact question as her, forking a piece of meat, âYou want some?â
Jeonggukâs attention is back up, this time on Yoongi, and when he sees what his hyung is referring to he eagerly nods. Eunbi interrupts her examination just in time to see the boy hungrily shoving the food in his mouth, brows furrowed and praising noises accompanying his munching, making the older friend by her side chuckle. Instead, the girl is once again in disbelief, even more as he watches Jeongguk patting his knee with force, satisfied with the bite, âHyung, this shit is so good. I want more.â
Eunbi scoffs imperceptibly, leaving the scene with an annoyed scowl wrecking her pretty features. As she enters her tent, sheâs glad Dahye is still showering as she makes the most of that isolating moment. She sighs wearily and whips out her phone. Using its camera, she tries to ignore her tumbling emotions and instead puts on the creams Yoongi had given her, but not even those are enough to distract her. Sheâs still incredulous at what sheâs being put through, her patience wearing thin, and the pact she made with herself before coming here is dangerously close to being broken.
Dinner is spent with good food and even better people, and only then Eunbi visibly untenses again. In between bites and full mouths, they go from discussing random facts to casually engaging in games of Truth or Dare or Never Have I Ever, the beer bottles slowly being emptied while their tummies get filled. When theyâre done eating, the relaxed smiles on their faces implicitly communicate how the meal has been the perfect ending to the lovely day spent together. Still, they stay by the fire and keep up an effortless chat. When one of them comments on the limpidity of the sky, its stars being perfectly visible in this zone of Seoul, they all look up and stare in silence at the fullness of the lights.
Even if itâs not too late, the weariness from being out in the sun for multiple consecutive hours is weightening down on most of them, Seokjin and Sora retiring to their tents, soon after being followed by Yoongi and Hoseok.
Itâs a little past midnight, and Eunbi starts to feel more and more affected by the cool breeze, its effects showing on her prickled skin. She tries to warm herself up by rubbing her exposed arms with her hands, but itâs to no avail, âGod, Iâm so cold.â
A collective agreement follows her claim, with Iseul speaking up and curling herself into a ball on the deckchair sheâs sitting on by taking her legs up to her chest and hugging them close, âMe too, itâs freezing.â
âOh, I have a spare hoodie.â Both girls snap their heads at the voice, which belongs to Jeongguk. However, as he quickly gets up to retrieve the sweater from his tent, itâs not clear who between the two heâs referring to, their curious expectant eyes following his every movement. Eunbi has her reasons to feel so eager, given the fact that she has been begging for one nice interaction with the boy, a spark of hope lighting up in her chest at his offer. On the other hand, she doesnât know why the other girl seems equally excited, twirling her short hair around her fingers as she waits for Jeongguk to come out of the tent again. She huffs, a pout ending on her features.
When the sought-after boy gets back with a blueish crewneck in his arms, both girls hold their breaths, the sudden tension going unnoticed by the others (except for Dahye, sheâs like a psychic when it comes to her best friendâs emotions), until Jeongguk lays the piece of clothing on Iseulâs shoulders, coming behind her and then sitting on his chair again.
Iseul bashfully thanks him, the tips of her ears seemingly reddening while a sweet, alluring smile makes its way on her lips. Eunbi scoffs at that, and if looks could kill Iseul would be dead right now. The dirty look she sends her way luckily goes unnoticed, and she keeps hugging her own body trying to provide herself with warmth. When she shifts her attention to Jeongguk, heâs already looking at her, smirking. She canât be convinced he isnât doing all this on purpose.
Even with her teeth almost chattering, the neglected girl forces herself to stay with the others until the end, and with Namjoon and Taehyung retiring to sleep only six of them remain. Under a white full moon, the conversation doesnât really follow a clear direction, steering from existential questions that none really have the answers to, to Jiminâs drunken adventures. Jeongguk giddily joins the recounting and adds many details to it, specifically highlighting the embarrassing parts that his roommate is trying to omit to save face, and making all of his friends laugh with their whole chest, Eunbi included. She simply canât ignore the fact that heâs naturally charming, and hilarious as well. In the middle of his storytelling, his whole body gets involved and it makes the events seem even more impressive. Eunbi smiles when she compares the Jeongguk in front of her to the beloved one in her past, the one that would sit her down and force her to keep up with his running imagination, constantly up with new ideas for silly scripts.
Then itâs Dahyeâs turn to share one of her experiences, and Eunbi inevitably gets thrown into the tale, which had seen the two friends drunkenly sneaking themselves into a concert. Itâs like theyâre perfectly mirroring Jimin and Jeonggukâs dynamic, because while Dahye is trying to leave out critical parts of the story, Eunbi strongly insists on specifying them with an unseen emphasis for 1 a.m., causing everybody to laugh along. In between chuckles, her eyes fall on Jeongguk, who is mindlessly scrolling on his phone and seemingly not paying attention. Throughout the recounting, she notices Jeongguk distractly listening but never laughing, and if he does itâs only after something said by Dahye. Slowly, the enthusiasm gets wiped off her face as she curls up on the chair, sulkily letting her friend finish telling the story.
Another hour of effortless conversation goes by, and Jeongguk is back to lively chatting again, his animated gestures and witty jokes getting laughter out of his friends, but this time Eunbi doesnât join. She silently sets on observing the boy, despite being caught a few times. She really wants to understand the reason behind his behaviour, but thereâs no factual explanation she can come up with other than the obvious reasons that put them in this situation in the first place. If thatâs the case, thereâs nothing much she can do other than going up to him and finally talking it out like the mature adults they should be, but with their petty, silent bickering she doesnât think thatâs happening any soon.
While sheâs busy squinting her eyes at the boy, in a borderline creepy manner, she doesnât notice Iseul crouching in half in laughter at something Jeongguk said, until sheâs directly referring to her, âOh god, Eunbi! Why did you never tell me Jeongguk was this funny?â Said girl is startled by the question and by the abrupt interruption that shakes her out of her trance, confusion written on her face and it must be evident with the way Iseul goes on explaining, âDahye told me youâve known him for a long time.â
All at once, the atmosphere is tense and maybe Iseul and Aera canât feel it, but Dahye definitely can as she snaps her head to her friend, whoâs staring directly into Jeonggukâs eyes. The two seem to be battling an unnamed war through eye contact, and the intensity of the boyâs gaze ignites something implacable in the girlâs chest, dangerously close to rage, and it has to do with all the feelings sheâs had to bottle up in less than 24 hours. She scoffs, referring to Iseul but never breaking the staring contest with the boy, âOh, is he? Donât think Iâm well acquainted with that side of him yet.â
If the tension wasnât palpable to everyone before the comment, it surely is now, the only ones that have something left to say being the crickets and owls in the background. Jeongguk only snickers before washing a hand over his face, an unsettling smirk on his lips. He seems to finally acknowledge the other girlâs presence, but itâs not in the way Eunbi initially imagined it would go. Instead, itâs venom spitting out of his mouth, âYou would've been if you werenât so self centred, always wrapped in your own bubble all the fucking time.â
Eunbi's confidence falls as quick as her heart, a sudden force weighing on it and almost crushing it. Sheâs fast at hiding it, ignoring the slight sting she can sense in the back of her eyelids, her only goal is to shoot harder. She forces the fakest smile she can muster, âSelf centred? Are you sure you're talking about me?â The affronted girl scoffs, loud and sarcastic, âFuck, and I thought you'd know better than that, Jeongguk. You should try getting your head out of your ass and look around. Maybe you'd see how shitty you've been treating all of us-â me â-for these past weeks.â
Jeongguk is visibly taken aback, and itâs his heart falling this time, his face following suit. His broken features do little to hide the doubts plaguing his spiralling mind. Had he pushed it too far? Had he been actually so bad to his own friends? Seeing his contenderâs face relaxing with victory makes him snap out of the sudden trance, as he regains consciousness fast. No, he hasnât. Fuck this. Blinded by anger, he utters the unimaginable, âSpeak for yourself when you say shit like that. As far as I'm concerned, I've been treating you fairly seeing the bitch you are.â
His eyes are as pitch as black, the stars in them that Eunbi would love to get lost into are unreachable now, almost as if a dark cloud had obscured them. It must be the pollution that's taking over his heart too.
Sheâs frozen in place as the cruel words echo in her mind, the force that was keeping her heart underwater had managed to crush it, and it was now coming up her throat, squeezing the air out of her lungs. Her ears ring with the sudden lack of oxygen, and she can only faintly hear Dahyeâs raging comments coming in her defence against Jeongguk. She can only seem to focus on the cracking of the fire, though, its thumping noise suddenly unbearable, as she feels more and more engulfed in its flames. She forces all sounds to come back to her, strongly pulling herself out of her own plagued head, the boy in front of her now unrecognisable to her empty eyes.
Looking around, she notices all of her friends â his, after all â had gone extremely quiet, the pressure weighing on them too. She can't stand it, needs to get out. She wishes she had never agreed to this. So much for keeping her peace. Yet, she'll never give him the satisfaction of knowing how much that hurt her. She'll die before crying in front of him.
âWell, if you don't mind, the bitch has had enough now, so with all due respect, she's going to sleep.â With a forced tight lipped smile, she gets up in one fast movement and walks to her tent, leaving the others disoriented, and a still furious Dahye scoffing at Jeongguk. He follows her with his eyes until she disappears in her shelter, clenching his jaw and announcing his departure soon after.
Inside the tent, Eunbi takes several deep breaths trying to calm down, and she feels frail when she can sense her eyes prickle with tears. She tells herself itâs angry ones. Apparently, being nice isnât enough, and she watches as the seal to her pact shatters with force, signalling no come back. Following suit, the puzzle breaks once again, and sheâs left scrambling for the pieces falling, looking for the one that will start it over again. And this time, itâs going to be even harder.
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are r up for writing about gavi if so could you do gavi reacting to u pranking him telling his a guy did ur brazilian wax? if not thatâs ok but can u then do it with kylian?
iâm not really a gavi fan so i hope you donât mind i made this with kylian đ«¶đ»đ„č
kylian mbappĂš x reader
Prank goes wrong
you saw this video on tiktok right before you had your wax appointment and you had this mischievous idea to recreate the same with kylian, even though you wouldnât be filming it you couldnât wait to see his reaction.
âhey baby!â you said almost screaming once you got back home from your appointment.
âhey mon amourâ he said from over the couch âcome here next to meâ he aimed at you for joining him on the very large and comfortable sofa he had in his living room.
âhow was your day?â you asked him.
âboring. no practice, nothing to doâŠyou were gone all morning and the house was pretty silent without having you hereâ he confessed.
âiâm sorry babyâŠyou knew i couldnât cancel my appointment todayâ you smiled to him and kissed him.
âi know i knowâŠby the way, how did it go?â he asked, focusing all of his attention on you.
âoh pretty good! you know, the usual girl who wax me was sick today so i had someone else to do itâ you said trying to act natural.
âoh, was she good?â he asked.
âyeah, he was really really goodâ you said, not looking into his eyes yet.
âoh greatâŠwait, he?â kylian asked you turning off the tv.
âyupâŠno one else was able to do it this morning, but they have this new guy and heâs actually really goodâ you said once again.
âbut-but where did you? you knowâŠwhere, which part of your body?â he asked you trying to keep it cool.
âoh, i shaved my legs, my armpits and my vaginaâ you said completely normal.
âhold onâŠyouâre telling me you had a man touching you down there?â he almost screamed.
âwhat? he wasnât touchingâŠhe was just doing his job kylian, why are you so pressed? youâve never acted like this when it was one of the girls doing itâŠâ you said.
âexactly! those were girls! today you had a man! a man! a man who basically saw you naked! isnât this illegal?â
âwhy should it be illegal kylian? he was simply doing his jobâŠi donât get why are you so madâŠâ you tried to look hurt but inside you couldnât stop laughing, this was evil but you were having so much fun.
âbut-butâŠa man? seriously? he touched you down there y/nâŠa man!â
âyou probably said man a thousand times alreadyâŠkylian, i donât get why you are so mad, he was just doing his jobâŠâ you tried to resonate with him but he was actually pissed about it.
âiâm not mad!â he screamed and you looked at him âokayâŠiâm madâŠnot mad mad, just mad, i donât know okay? i donât know how to feel! a guy saw you naked down there and touched you and i donât care if it was his job that shit should be illegal! a man? no way thatâs crazy! you know what? give me the name of that placeâŠi want to get waxed tooâŠâ he said and that was the moment you completely lost in and bursted out laughing.
âwhy are you laughing? itâs because i wanna get waxed too?â he asked you.
ânoâŠno thatâs not the reasonâ you said between laughs âyouâre so jealous i love you kylianâ
âi donât get itâŠâ he looked like a lost puppy.
âno man touched me down thereâŠâ you kept laughing.
âthen how did he wax you?â
âkylianâŠâ you had tears in your eyes because you kept laughing âno man waxed me, it was all a prankâ you said.
you couldnât decipher the look on his face. he went from mad to confused, from confused to sad, from sad to relieved and from relieved to speechless.
âso you thought this was funny?â he asked you and you nodded âwhy would you think it would be funny? i was about to get fired a man that doesnât even exist!â he said.
âyou are so jealous you would even get a man fired for me?â
âwell if a man saw my woman naked i would have his head on my tableâŠâ he said smirking at you.
âoh my - youâre something elseâ you kept laughing.
you both spent the rest of the day laughing about the prank you did but what you didnât know was that kylian was already working on how to get revenge on you.
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hey pooks I have a requestđđ» can you pretty please write 2008 tom kaulitz smut đ
so basically the reader is part of the band and they're currently at a party, Tom was talking to a girl but couldn't keep his eyes off of the reader
(Tom and her are really close friends like they grew up together but they secretly had a thing for eachother for a while now and they've already had history in the past (iykyk) but now that she's had a bf they stopped but the tension was still there)
tom secretly gets jealous and brings reader to one of the bathroom stalls and they both kinda have like an argument and the reader yells at him n stuff but he's too horny to even care so he just pushes her on the wall and they secretly fuck
tom starts kissing her neck and touching her all over and plays w her dress, at first the reader tries to stop him because she has a bf but she eventually gives in and he whispers dirty things to her while kissing her neck n shi like how her bf can't fuck her as good as he can and how he's just better
hopefully that made senseđ it's up to u if wanna write this but either way I love ur writing sm it got me giggling n kicking my feet n shi frđ€đ€ thankyouuđ«¶đ»
a/n: thank u so much đ«¶đ»đ«¶đ»đ«¶đ» hope you like this!
Iâm better than him | Tom Kaulitz
tom sipped on his beer as he sat down on the club couch, staring ahead of him, where the figure he so longed for stood.
the girl next to him, he didnât even remember her name, was talking not even noticing how he wasnât paying attention, too focused on observing your every movement.
you were at the counter with your boyfriend, michael, giggling as he hugged you from behind, kissing your neck. âstop it mike, not here.â you yelled over the music.
this was the after party after you guys had won an award, everyone of course was lit, ready to stay up all night.
âwhy not princess?â michael said in your ear, his hand slowly reaching under your skirt. you took it away, turning towards him with a smirk.
âletâs save the fun for later.â
tom found himself clenching the bottle in his hand, his knuckles turning white at the sight of someone else touching you.
in his mind, no one could treat you better than him. no one could be at his level and of course no one could touch you.
he breathed out heavily and turned to the girl next to him, smirking to her. he proceeded to go closer to her face and kissed her lips slowly, his hand going under her shirt.
you noticed him and rolled your eyes, not that you cared, but you were disgusted by how many girls he fucked and kept like trophies. he did the same with you.
you guys always had a thing for each other, always flirting and being touchy. one night, it even happened that you slept together, but you never told that to anyone. after that, tom changed, he started becoming distant, like he had obtained his goal and dipped.
then you got a boyfriend meanwhile he continued to bring girls over every night, but even if he tried to hide it, he seemed to dislike michael. he never talked to him or tried to be nice, always answering in a rude way and many times with a sense of superiority.
you never understood why but you decided to ignore him from that moment on, same thing that he did. the others in the band noticed and bill many times tried to get you and tom to talk but without gaining anything.
but letâs say, that tom wasnât the only one who didnât like your boyfriend. honestly, everyone in the band were kinda against him because of the way he treated you sometimes, like you the times where he decided to go out with his friends instead of seeing you after the tour.
âiâm gonna go to the bathroom.â you told michael and didnât even wait for him to answer, you just felt his hand collide with your butt and his dumb friends laughing.
you rolled your eyes in disgust, walking away quickly.
arriving to the bathroom, the music finally wasnât as loud and you sighed, closing your eyes before washing your hands and putting some cold water on your wrists and neck, feeling dizzy.
suddenly, the door opened and you eyes immediately connected to it, revealing the figure of tom entering the bathroom.
he closed the door behind him and as soon as you began to talk, he just pushed you against the wall, colliding your lips together in a hungry and aggressive kiss, his hands against the wall at the sides of your head.
you didnât think about it twice, immediately kissing him back wrapping your arms around his neck, his body pressing against yours. it didnât even occur to you that you were cheating.
when you broke away, he analysed your face needing to know what you were thinking about, but you were lost, your mind completely numb.
âi hate seeing you with him.â tom was the one who broke the silence.
you raised your eyebrow, âand whyâs that?â
he scoffed playing with his piercing as he looked into your eyes deeply, lust and jealousy mixed in his brown ones. âbecause i can make you feel so much better.â
before you knew, you found yourself placed on the sink, with your skirt riled up and your panties aside as tom pounded in you like a beast.
he kept his long oversized shirt between his teeth before your hands grabbed it to keep it out of the way as you both watched his dick sliding in and out of you.
âi missed you so much. did you miss me, baby? missed how i fuck you?â he whispered in your ears, before sucking on your neck, wanting to leave marks for him to see.
you nodded with your eyes shut, mouth slightly agape as pleasure was the only thing you could feel, ây-yes! oh my god tom, right there!â
tom smirked as his hands traveled down your ass, gripping it tightly before spanking your thigh.
âsay it. say how much i fuck you better than him.â he wanted to hear it all, how he was the only one who could make you feel like this, how he was the only who could make you cum more than once. he wanted to be the only one for you.
ây-you fuck me better! iâm a-all yours tom.â it was true. no matter what, your heart had always belonged to him.
after a few more pushes and thrusts inside you, you guys guys came together, your screams echoing in the small bathroom.
âshit.â tom groaned, his head in the crook of your neck, sweat on his forehead.
he backed away a bit, adjusting his belt as he tried to keep a steady breath.
suddenly, all the feelings you had came to the surface, your eyes filled with tears that soon streamed down your cheeks silently.
âwhat the fuck? whatâs wrong?â tom asked you as soon as he noticed your crying. you shook your head, squeezing your eyes as he wiped your tears away.
âsh baby, tell me whatâs wrong?â
finally you snapped.
âwhatâs wrong?! really tom? you ask me whatâs wrong after you basically ignored me all this time and now you come back like this? using me again as you do with every other fucking girl?!â you pushed him but he didnât move, not even an inch, âfuck you tom.â
you were about to push him again but he grabbed your wrists, keeping you still as he looked down at you. âiâm not using you.â
âyeah right youâre-â
âshut the fuck up!â tom raised his voice, his hand clenched in a fist connecting to the sink below you. it didnât seem to hurt him though.
âiâve spent months not talking to you and that asshole boyfriend of yours! i hate him so fucking much. wanna know why? because i fucking live you, y/n! i only love you and i fucking tried, believe me, i tried to make these feelings go away but i couldnât. shit, i began to hate you because of how much i want you but you were too busy fucking him to care!â his rambling went on as you listened to his rough voice screaming at you everything he was keeping inside.
you shook your head, looking away from him as he breathed out heavily. it took some seconds before you spoke again. âhow could i know tom? you were out with different girls every night, thatâs not how you show love to someone!â
tom threw his hands in the air in exasperation, âbecause iâm not fucking used to this shit! i didnât want to admit it to myself how could i admit it to you?! i thought i could forget you but i didnât!â
you stayed quiet as your lower lip quivered, ready to cry again, not knowing what to say or think anymore.
âfuck, just give me a chance to make it better. please.â his hands went up to your hips and he pecked your lips sweetly repeatedly, holding onto you like you could run away.
you giggled a bit when he started kissing all over your face, making his heart beat faster when he saw your small smile. âis this a yes?â
you looked at him fluttering your eyelashes before nodding slowly, âyeahâŠdonât make me regret this.â
tom grinned before kissing you passionately, his hand grabbing your jaw and keeping you still as his tongue rolled with yours.
ây/nâŠwhat the fuck?â was all you heard before the kiss stopped, seeing your now ex-boyfriend infront of the door, looking at you with nothing but shock.
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Hiiii, i hope you having good day! Can you please write story with tokio hotel (seperate) and them doing aftercare to reader? Luv yaaađ«¶đ»đ«¶đ»
Sweetness
Tokio Hotel x GN! Reader
Synopsis: how the boys act after sex with their S/O (idk what to call this guys)
Notes: Implied sex ofc, aftercare, the boys just being sweet and mushy for Name, I made them in an established relationship I hope you donât mind
A/N: HI Anon!! I hope your day is going good as well! I thought this request was so different than what I usually write and i had a lot of fun doing itđ«¶TYSM for the request! Luv yađ«¶đ«¶
B. Kaulitz
- Iâve written some headcanons abt how he is in bed but letâs talk about the afterđ€
- super sweet
- does anything you ask him to do
- we all know heâs a straight DOG for you so you can imagine how he is
- he doesnât like to leave you because he thinks your super vulnerable in the moment
- brings you food after
- a little full of himself (but honestly if I was him, Iâd act the same)
- heâs like âyou probably canât walk so I got you some thingsâ
- but he just says it so nicely that you canât even get mad
- like he doesnât know how vulgar he soundsđ
- cuddles for at least an hour after even if you have stuff to do
- doesnât let you leave
- you probably couldnât even if you triedđ
âââââ
Gustav SchÀfer
- Iâm gonna say that heâs the most heartthrob one here (argue w the wallđ€š)
- super-duper sweet
- like makes me wanna say âawwww â sweet
- enjoys playing with your hair while you calm down
- you both just lay in bed and talk about upcoming events
-talks about his nerves about tours and likes to comfort you
-it's almost like a little therapy session
-just letting everything out with him from what he thinks about fans to things in your relationship
- massaging your shoulders because God damn, we know he goes rough asl
- likes to have a little make out sesh w u after (If you're up for it) đ€
- just thinks you're so beautiful especially when the moonlight hits your face just right
- likes to see that after sex glow you have
-can't stop complimenting you
-every time he thinks he's noticed everything he finds something new to praise you on
-he is so sappy and it makes you swoon even more
-says you should take pain killers because wikihow said sođ
-cooks you a meal because he's a total chef as we know
- ugh Iâm in love with him guys
âââââ
Georg Listing
- I was thinking for a long time about him contemplating yk?
- heâs a little different from the others
- lets you do what you want
-like if you say you just want to lay with him and don't need anything he's not going to push it but if you say you need something he turns into Speedđ
- needs to be with you though...
- just hanging around you
- helping with random tasks because they are âtoo hard on your aching bodyâ (mf...)
- likes to embarrass you and joke about himself in bed
- knows how good he is and it makes you so mad because he brags
-does treat you like a princess though don't doubt him
-likes to take a long shower with you just washing off all the stress and emotions from the day
-says you should just rest for a while and stays with you
-makes a pillow fort and wraps you in blanket while you just sit there like đ"not this again bro"
âââââ
Tom Kaulitz
-he's still getting used to the whole aftercare thing so bear with him for a little please
-but when he does get used to it, he's either just so awkward or really romantic
-on the awkward side he'll be like "...that was good. Do you feel good?"
-but that's usually only when he's like really dazed and fucked out
-normally he's just a talker
-makes sure your content before getting out of your shared bed to grab a cloth for you to clean up with
-prefers to just be calm and relaxed with you after. no distractions he's only focused on you
-it's kind of random but he really likes to choose clothes of his for you to wear so your comfy
-once you're both changed, he wants to just sleep
-I hope you're sleepy to because once he's cuddled up to you, he's GONE
-out like a light switch đ
-there is no waking him up for at least a few hours
-so, get comfortable because he has an iron grip and won't let you go
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