#HELLO. i just. .okay. yeah. yeahhhhhh

[cardboardsean]

i think this is the most fucked thing any of them ever say

[sokkastyles]

Hello, sokkastyles, my fellow Zutarian. 🤗 That one recent post of yours on (iirc) The Ember Island Players got me thinking and I remembered that, oh yeahhhhhh (there isn't one, so just imagine a snapping emoji here), there is a point in the series that Katara in fact Does frame her relationship with Aang in exact/definitive terms, in episode 3: Katara says to Aang, our little monk having gone into the Avatar State in an episode of grief/anger, “Gyatso and the other airbenders may be gone, but you still have a family! Sokka and I; we're your family!”

That I'm giving them the benefit of the doubt here, this isn't another case of Zutara Antis playing at their #Stop Ignoring Katara's (and, indeed, the series canon) own perception of her relationships to Zuko Challenge: Difficulty Mode - Impossible crap (I'll go into detail on another ask if not a post of my own) insomuch as it is one doesn't call to mind every last detail of the series ⬇️

But, uh, yeah, this should work to snuff it out, that shtick antis aim to back with as a rebuff, the: “oKay, yeAh?,👨😒; aAnG on hiS part didn't perceive of Katara as a mother figure, like- 🙄✋?!”

The other place where Katara defines her relationship with Aang is when she says he's "just a good friend, a sweet little guy, like Miomo." Then of course when she tells him she doesn't know in EIP.

For Aang's part, we know Aang DOES see her as a motherly figure. When Katara asks Aang if she acts like a mom, he hesitates, and Katara's words and the way he reacts are meant to confirm that yes, Katara does act that way, and yes, Aang sees her that way.

But antis never cared about canon, anyway, so.

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SAY NO MORE FAM

CANON TTYD SONG PLAYLIST

-> ( recommended to read alongside listening! )

ENTRY 1. posin' — peggy suave (electro swing remix)

okay hear me out. this isnt entirely serious but its really really cute. works especially well with chapter 6 . im just a sucker for electro swing

ENTRY 2. ship in a bottle — fin

im gonna be honest at first this one in my head was more of a song in my "vivian and her internalized self loathing that makes her bottle her emotions towards her friends inside" saga, and it still is, but it also works really really well with what bobbery has going on. the ship and ocean sailing theming, obviously, but it does talk about a generalized chunk of emotions. needing to talk about them or else he'll sink. needing to let go. its just. aughhgghhhhhh. fuck .

ENTRY 3. unravel (specifically this english cover which i fucking love)

do i even have to explain myself. do i. 100% vivian coded. and also peach. ill be real this one fits chimera vivian more but i put it on this playlist because it also fits canon vivian too. albeit a bit less. the whole .. feeling hopeless and left behind. and wanting to be left behind. feeling like shes failed her sisters but not wanting to quite keep fighting to return to them. aughjhhj ...

ENTRY 4. eyes half closed — crywolf

okay. this is a polycule or just vivian and mario coded one to me. vivian struggling to say what she wants to ......... the mentions of leaving town ..... hhhgj:(...

ENTRY 5. bitter water — the oh hellos

okay now THIS is mario+vivian coded. duuuude the pure joy they find in eachother makes me crumble to my knees. vivian likes him so so much and mario loves her like a sodden old man loves his cats. dudeee. maybe people find it strange but who give a shit‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️ they love eachother so much dude im gonna keel over

ENTRY 6. the weight of us — sanders bohlke

dude. okay. augh. the groups struggles through the journey to get the crystal stars and feeling doubt. but knowing they have to get through it no matter what. the grief and suffering. the hardships they feel together that crack them open like oysters but they seal together closer when the time nears. their own internal hardship holden secrets that stay sealed like sunken vaults, shucked away to make way for the promise of victory and eventual role to fill of heros. even if they are filled with terrors and fears, they are strong together. the time has come, and they must be brave, no matter what happens. AUJGHHH. (SOUNDS OF WAILING)

ENTRY 7. done with love — zedd

yeah its another ship coded song. honestly? i can feel tec in this. but im mega mega biased and im leaning towards marvian. mario cares alot about vivian okay . i know it in myheart. he loves her and helps her get over her insecurities and fears and i love that for them so much AUHG‼️

ENTRY 8. out of my mind — jamie berry (electro swing remix)

yeahhhhhh its another marvian one (and maybe vivibella if you swing that way too) ...OOOKAY IM CRAZY OVER HERE. LEAVE ME BE. look . to me mario is an old fashioned guy who loves his wife so much that he worries her and owns a gramophone. is that so wrong of me to assume.

ENTRY 9. willow tree march — the paper kites

haha. yeah. when i first was exposed to ttyd i did NOT expect as much grief and death as it gave. so here we are. DEFINITELY leeching off of the fact that most of them all have mortality based traumas . 100%. koops thought his dad was dead for so long. bobbery's wife literally died. the sufferers. the grievers. guys who fear the worst if they die and fail, and just fearing death in general even if it happens to everyone. there is no shot that none of them fear death in some capacity . mortality based fears are real and im projecting at this rate

ENTRY 10. king — lauren aquilina

mmmmm something something when the gang has doubts. when mario has doubts and worries. oh boy. vivian comforting mario just like he comforted her ;;;;;;; i just love giving mc's like mario anxiety its really great . i can make anything marvian if i squint its a talent

ENTRY 11. april in paris — billie holiday

the old fashioned mood is back again sorry . haha .... marvian ..... or vivibella .. coded .... (gets booed off the stage)

ENTRY 12. everything you ever — neil patrick harris

dude. dude. grodus song if i ever fucking heard it i swear to god. his feeling of superiority at the end of the tunnel. his stupid little "im better than you" monologue. except he plays it cool and actually sends shivers down your spine. a good villain in a 'has no idea what they are doing and struggled to get where they are but literally no one knows except members of the audience that think outside of the box'. and then he gets fucking crushed by both mario and bowser. fuck hes such a loser i love him.

ENTRY 13. my way — chase holfelder

ANOTHER X FUCKS SONG. this time its crump. soggy wet pathetic little freak of a guy. honestly i feel like if he really tried he would do well at trying to garner sympathy. in a theater kid dramatic way. thats what this reminds me of. but one that eventually gets into the shitty nitty gritty and sorta makes u feel something. its great

ENTRY 14. never forget you — zara larsson

hey . hey guess what. YUP ITS ANOTHER MARVIAN SONG(GETS SHOT)

ENTRY 15. calling your name — telehope

ok. uhm. so. its. its another marvian so(is killed

ENTRY 16. heart — flor

do i even have to say anything . horurhghhh. vivian (and also vivimera. they both work) and her constant identity crisis ... wanting to move forward but feeling guilty for leaving her sisters behind. yeah. yeah. real ones know how i feel about this one .

ENTRY 17. lay me down — the oh hellos

honestly i dont really have anyone for this one its just the vibes i think. the vibes of the crisp morning of everyone in the land. everyone waking up to a golden sunrise. the sandy pitter patter of feet through the land as the group goes through. the distant smell of death, but its bittersweet. its lovely

ENTRY 18. youth — daughter

oh man. this one . the promise of success, not knowing what lies ahead. those twisted and shapely, those we had known long gone. but time marches on. the goalpost needing to be touched at any cost, even at the cost of death. the heavyness of every choice, every burden left unturned. the mistakes that were made, the choices already chosen before you that choose your own branching paths. those you meet on the way and those you forget, being nothing but memories when time comes. it happens to everyone. but there is hope and love within the hurt, even if bitter. the taste of sour apples lingers, but even within those bites, there is sweetness.

ENTRY 19. unholy — the wrecks

ohhhh yeah a shadow queen song. and also the x-nauts or crump, if you think about it. but mostly shadow queen coded. the cockiness of it all. she would absolutely act soooo so cocky if anyone let her. to be honest, she deserves it. i love cunty asshole sly girlbosses. fuck. yes.

ENTRY 20. FFF — zara larsson

yeahhhhhh its a polycule song. i am nothing if not my biases. i can easily see this from either bellas or vivians pov. lovestruck idiots aughhh i love them

ENTRY 21. rubik's cube — athlete band

hhhfhfjdhf another mario (and co, if you believe it) self doubts song. man i just love making em so so so scared . scared and worried for the future, but full of wonder and hope because of the friends they all have ... auhghh ... weeps ..

ENTRY 22. cant sleep love — pentatonix

WHAT DO YA KNOW ITS ANOTHER POLYCULE CODED SONG HAAAAAHAHA ...........HAHA ......SWEATS (if i went into any more details of what i think of when this song comes on id be covered in thrown tomatoes)

ENTRY 23. lose it — oh wonder

mmmmhahahha yeahyou guessed it another marvian song.. i think mario would be a good dancer but he doesnt ever dance really.. so he and vivian dance together and ... auajjhhghhh ..........guysthey love eachother so much what if i exploded

ENTRY 24. lament for a toy factory — dr.steel

honestly? crump coded as fuck. absolute freak who loves his touys. he WOULD freak out over von grapple dude. lmao

ENTRY 25. little dark age x washing machine heart mashup remix

makes me think of whatever fucked up mental situation mario and the shadow queen would have going on while shes possessing peach would fuck him up baaaad. if the shadow queen was smart enough to capitalize on this. oh man.

ENTRY 26. too sensitive — sean kennedy

vivian coded 100%. without a doubt. shes sensitive in her own ways ... and especially sensitive against her sisters. aouhggh.

ENTRY 27. candyman — zedd & aloe blacc

DUUUUUDEEE DUDE. THIS SONG MAKES ME WEEP AND WAIL EVERY SINGLE TIME I HEAR IT. AUGH... JUST ...... THE SHEER AMOUNT OF HAPPINESS AND NOSTALGIA FLOWING OFF OF IT .... DUDDE .............. everyone being so so so happy together and having the time of their lives :(((((( having picnics and game nights and trips to scenic places and and and . oh my goddddd the gang is a FAMILYYYY they are a family i swear to godddd. they love and care about eachother so muchhhh dudeee. what if i exploded‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️

ENTRY 28. my ordinary life — the living tombstone

crump song. super fucking cocky AND dramatic. lmfao

ENTRY 29. crossfire — stephen

honestlyyyyy i have so little words for this one. but man the vibes are there for me. it works. something about it just does it for me

ENTRY 30. afraid of the dark — the band camino

yeah. you guessed it. another polycule song. either mario or bella about vivian .... eeeeeuhhhhehehhee im so sick for them its unreal. the dynamic they have of being scared of eachother is sooooooo. crazy to me im crazy.sorry

ENTRY 31. labyrinth — miracle musical

YEAHHH MORE MARIO ANXIETY MUSIC!!!!!!!!! BEAMS MY LAZER THAT GIVES HIM ANXIETY AND FEAR AND TERROR AND WORRY AND—

ENTRY 32. awoken — glaze

YUPPPPP ITS TEC MUSIC. I LOVE TEC SOOOOMUCH SO IM ALSO BEAMING HIM WITH THE GUILT BEAM BWOOOOOOO i love sentient machines that learn how to love humanity ayghgrhrhhhhhh i need him to feel guilt i love him so bad . living after all of that ....... learning to love and learning to live a life of peace and carefree worries. god . he deserves so much

ENTRY 33. nowhere feels like home — the wldlfe

ohhh man yeah. vivian song. feeling so secluded and outcast even with her sisters. her memory of them being happy and carefree being lost from her sight. feeling so scared of what others think of her after joining the party even though mario has her back. fucjjjkkkk dudeeee.:(((

ENTRY 34. more than friends — aidan bissett

aaaaand another polycule song ..... this could literally go for any of them its craaaazy. silly worried dummiesssss in love i swear

ENTRY 35. love you better — the haunt

ohhh yeah vivian / marvian song. her guilt of who she is ... her anxiety surrounding her feelings ..... oh man. yeah. yeah.

ENTRY 36. real peach — henry jamison

heheeee another one for the 'mario loving his wife' collection

ENTRY 37. again — noah cyrus & xxxtentacion

even more marvian .ahaha. sweats. .. . could also be tec/peach if u dig that kinda thing

ENTRY 38. kids again — artist vs poet

itssss another marvian song.im just obsessed okay sorry.im normal i promise. .. mbfbfhdjjfjg they just love eachotherrrr :(((((( they find so much comfort in one another and it makes my heart so so happyyyy dudeeee.. this literally fits tbem so muchhhh even the lyrics brooo. it makes me want to cry so badly . mario being wreckless ... vivian being a shy beam of light ... god i love them so much

ENTRY 39. stupid — tate mcrae

ANOTHER MARVIAN SONG but this time its feels of when the one sided stuff was happening... vivian rummaging through her very very harsh self loathing during that period of unrequited feelings.. this poor lady .. aughhhh shes everything . she means everything .

ENTRY 40. two time — jack stauber

oh my goddd haha okay more marvian is the last song. oops .. anyway my emotions on this are crazy ..... vivian in her own head about what she thinks mario thinks of her .... aughhggh .... misreading the things he says and assuming the worst. making up fake scenarios in her head and then lamenting over them for hours and hours . god this poor girl someone save her.

AAAND THATS IT‼️‼️‼️‼️

ill probably update in this fashion whenever i find a new song to add to the list because im a crazy FREAK who cares wayyyyy too much about music and how well i can attach musical themes to my interests.plspls pls tell me if im right or wrong on any of these I LOVE HEARING SECOND OPINIONS IT GIVES ME LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YIPPIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!literally livepost to me u listening to these songs idc ill love you forevr music is everything to me . forreals .. ok ty for reading . bye

[obligitory-fma-blog]

I watched the final Netflix adaptation of FMAB. Here’s some of my notes

- “Y’know, I don’t think he has any need for his dad.” Hoenhiem. Uhm you left him he kinda did for a while so idk why you’re being bitter now

- YOOOOO SIG AND IZUMIIIIII

- RAHHHH I LOVE THEM

- Okay the fighting is better this time, less choppy

- Izumi’s actress is ON POINT I LOVE HER

- “I was never much of a proper parent to either of those boys” Ya don’t say. (I’m not a Hoenhiem hater, but I am a Hoenhiem critic.)

- “Maybe you should’ve told them goodbye and talked to them before leaving. Maybe then their grief wouldn’t have taken over.” SAY IT IZUMI

- “I reorganized your insides lol” Hoenhiem you could tell Izumi before you did that?? Creepy man.

- Still didn’t use the music from the original :(

- Okay Ed should be covered in blood after falling into it but he isn’t, just his head bandage. Wtf is up with that??

- GIRLIE I CANT WITH ENVY RN WTF

- WTF IS THE CGI OF THE HUMANS ON HIS MANE (?)

- EW IT GOT WORSE

- Okay how tf did envy knock them onto a stone platform that was LITERALLY NOWHERE TO BE SEEN UNTIL NOW

- Mustang and Riza my beloveddddd

- The actor for General Hakuro is pretty good tho, very weird, but good

- Girlie you walked into some weird shit

- Mustang girlie I luv you so much tho hope you slay this movie

- Oh hi Father

- “Daddy…?” -al “DO I LOOK LIKE YOUR-“ -father

- Also highkey the actor for Envy is really good too

- “How do you know Hoenhiem?” “Technically he’s our father” TECHNICALLY HAHA

- Ed is like “touchy no no, no touchy”

- Girlie you are a creep HANDS OFF THE LITTLE GUY

- Ed’s just like >:/ wtf get off

- WHY ARE YOU PETTING HIM???????

- I feel violated just watching this

- YEAH LING SAVE HIM

- YOOOO WERE GONNA SEE GREEDLING :D

- Ew that’s fuckin goopy (philosophers stone)

- It looks like melted jello ewwww

- Okay idk if seeing greedling is worth it for this shit

- Why is his mind blue???

- Wait did we see greed lose his body in the first one or….

- I don’t think we did???

- Uhhhh idk and I don’t wanna go check because the first one is bad

- Lowkey he’s fine as hell tho

- Mustang looks so damn done lmao

- HE’S SITTINF LIKE THE SHINJI MEME WAIT

- LMAOOO THATS SO GOOD

- okay okay it’s time for me to get my Mustang being a dad moment don’t fail me now movie

- Stfu Bradley no one cares

- WTF WHERES MY MOMENT HELLO

- ARE WE NOT GONNA GET THE 520 CENZ PROMISE??

- I HATE THIS

- Okay Ed, Sig, and Izumi get to interact now :D

- Okay so now we’re getting the scar brother research moment? Outside of Briggs? Cool? I guess?

- Oh hi greedling

- Okay so apparently father killed greed cause he disobeyed him but that’s all we get for that.

- Also this story set up just doesn’t and will never work as well as the first one, so much stuff is intertwined in different events and mixing it all up like this just makes it so confusing and that’s part of the reason why this just doesn’t work

- But I’ll ignore it for the sake of things

- OLIVIER :D

- Mustang and Riza checking in on their kids :D

- I’m so normal about found family

- 5 minutes in Briggs and Ed is already in trouble. In character stuff

- Also we gonna talk about his automail or we just gonna skip over that for plot reasons

- OLIVIER I LOVE YOUUUUUU

- WOMEN ARE HOT

- am I bi

- YESSS ICE QUEEN ICE QUEEN

- “How’s Alex?” “He’s good!” “…shame.”

- Okay sloth looks less weird than I imagine

- OLIVIER WITH THE BOMB :D

- Love her what a Queen

- Still wish they used the original soundtrack I will forever be mad about that

- SLAYYY OLIVIER YASSSSSS

- please marry me

- YEAHHHHHH

- Okay Ed just kicked sloth off of briggs? Girlie even with automail I doubt he could kick him that easy

- So Olivier doesn’t suspect Ed of anything? Out of character, #notmyicequeen

- Also turns out Hakuro and Raven are both the same person in this version??

- Oh Hi Winry

- “If I step out of line, they’ll do something to you.” Awww baby protect your gf

- YEAHHHH OLIVIER AGAIN :D

- “I won’t let anyone do whatever they want in here!” SAY IT GIRLIE YEAHHH

- please I’m begging you marry me

- on my KNEES

- They could not have casted her better

- Bb girl it’s so hard to understand you when you’re so fine I can’t focus

- Okay now Drachama is attacking Briggs

- When Sloth goes back in the hole Raven/Hakuro looks like a grandpa when he’s told he can leave the nursing home for the day to play golf and if that isn’t a summary of the entire us government idk what is

- AWWW WINRY HAS A CHARM ON HER BAG THAT LOOKS LIKE DEN :D

- Sorry Olivier, but it’s so hard to focus on this serious scene with your luscious lips and beautiful face

- She would murder me for saying this all but IDC IF TJAYS HOW I GO THATS HOW I GO

- Alphonse!! :D

- Hoenhiem is like “hUH???”

- He didn’t know about Al’s body????

- Okay bestie :/

- Father of the year fr

- Can’t even keep up with the fact that his son doesn’t have a body smh

- Okay Xerxes time

- ED IS THE SAME ACTOR FOR YOUNG HOENHIEM???

- Okay I get why

- BUT OKAY THEN IG

- Okay cool Xerxes sequence

- “Everybody is dead” lol cringe get good

- Sorry I have the humor of a middle schooler

- Oh hi Greedling

- Am I bi cause THIS MAN

- Okay now it’s Al!Pride time just out of nowhere for no reason?

- “So you’re gonna try and beat me then?” -Pride

- “… nah you’re freaky lol” -Hoenhiem

- Hi again Al

- “Don’t insult my son bitch” okay we love that

- “Okay, let’s all go beat the dwarf in the flask :D” -Hoenhiem

- “NO ONE FUCKING ASKED UGH” -Ed

- MUSTANGGG LOOKIN SPIFFY

- Still mad we don’t get the 520 cenz promise

- AHHHH BLACK HYATE

- LUV HIM

- Also seeing Mustangs team all together is so slay :D

- “Don’t die while we overthrow the government y’all.” -Mustang

- Oh great bad cgi soldier things

- YEAHHH MUSTANG SAVE YOUR SON!!

- Okay good Envy and Mustang will fight :)

- Now it’s time for CRAZY MUSTANG :D

- BURN THE BITCH BURN HIM

- ED LOOKS SO SAD AND CONCERNED :(

- YEAH RIZA STOP HIM STOP HIM

- YEAH ED STOP HIM

- “GIVE IT TO ME FULLMETAL NOW! OR ILL BURN OFF YOUR LEFT ARM!” ANGST ANGST ANGST

- “JUST TRY IT! GO AHEAD! ILL THROW DOWN WITH YOU NOW!” YEAHHHH SAVE YOUR DAD!!

- “YOU PLAN ON STANDING AT THE TOP OF THIS COUNTRY LIKE THAT?!” CRYINF SCREAMINF RAHHHHH

- “YOU KNOW THIS ISNT WHAT YOU WERE STRIVING FOR” PARENTAL!ROY AND ED PEOPLE WE ARE GETTING FED TONIGHT

- YEAH RIZA AND SCAR STOP HIM :D

- The way Ed got ready to fight when Mustang looked like he was going to snap at him I :,)

- “I am a giant fool forcing you all to act this way.” HUG YOUR WIFE AND SON

- “Lieutenant, please lower your gun. I’m so sorry” GONNA CRY NOW

- I still wish we got the 520 cenz promise and I will never not be bitter about that

- I don’t care that it’s not the point of this IM STILL MAD

- OOP BYE ED

- AWWW MUSTANG CALLING FOR ED BEFORE HE GOES :,) WERE GETTING FED GUYSSSS

- Okay I don’t like the fight between Bradley and Fu as much this looks more like stage fighting :/

- That’s the only one so far I didn’t like tho so….

- How tf is Riza gonna survive tho the weird doctor guy isn’t here

- DONT LOOK DIRECTLY AT AN ECLIPSE GUYS WHAT???

- Also those do not go that fast either

- I got to see one and it was really slow but fun ig

- Idk I was like 13 so

- Anyways

- YEAHHH ED HELP YOUR DAD!!!!

- Okay I wish they added colored contacts for this or smth so it’d be similar to the series and make more sense but eh… who knows

- ED YOU GOTTA KEEP HELPING HIM HE CANT SEEEEE

- or get revenge that works too

- Okay cgi for the absorbing god scene is cool

- Alright who’s ready to fight god?

- Am I hallucinating or is the actor for Al also the actor for god!father/Dwarf???

- IM NOT THATS HIM

- OKAY IG

- All the actors for this are really good actually. I can tell they have passion for this. I appreciate that.

- Okay it’s time for Ed to almost die for the 5000th time

- YEAH MUSTANG FUCK HUM UP

- YEAH EVERYONE!!!

- POWER OF FRIENDSHIP YIPPIE

- Also someone get Ed. Or don’t

- Nah cause the creepy guys gonna get him now

- AL

- THIS SCENE WILL NEVER NOT BE SAD TO ME

- DONT TOUCH THE CHILD WEIRDO

- It’s funny cause when I got into this I was younger than Ed and now I’m older than him. Fixation really be lasting a while. It’s the neurodivergence isn’t it.

- YEAHHH NOW WE GET HIM BACK TO HIS BODY :D

- I can’t even tell if it’s good because the series is good or if this is actually a good movie

- Oh hi greed I forgot about you lowkey

- But you’re hot so hiiiiiii <3

- “YOU DARE DISOBEY YOUR FATHER?!”

- “ITS A LATE-STAGE REBELLIOUS PHASE IM GOING THROUGH!”

- Iconic.

- And get punched idiot

- OKAY TIME TO BRING BACK AL

- YEAHHH HOENHIEM TAKING RESPONSIBILITY

- “Let me at least do something fatherly in the end” AHHHHH

- “STOP BEING A DUMBASS DAD” AWWW ED

- “You finally called me dad 🥹” I CANT VISIBLY REACT I DONT WANNA DISTURB MY ROOMMATES BUT AHWHWIWJEVRI

- “I was always a human to begin with. All is one, one is all. Even if I can’t use alchemy, I have great people in my life. My precious friends and family.” STILL THE BEST QUOTE FOREVER

- YEAHHHH RIZA AND MUSTANG WILL FIND A WAY TO GET HIS EYESIGHT BACK

- AWWW WE GET A TRISHA AND HOENHIEM SCENE

- YEAHHH THE BROS COME BAVKKKDHIHZHW

- AND WE SEE HUMAN AL WITH SHORT HAIR

- AWWWWWIEHJEIEHWHWH

- IM NOT NORMAL ABOUT THIS EVER

Conclusion: yep. This got me in the heart, even if it isn’t the show itself. Still stuff that bothered me. But overall, this series of movies is not so bad. Not so great, at times, but not so bad. Honestly, I think they did the best they could and that’s really all I could ask for. And it was nice seeing them all in live action. For this movie, an 8/10. For the series of movies? 6.5/10. Not remotely comparable to the original series, but still a worthwhile watch and something I’d recommend if you want a recap of the series but don’t have time to watch it all again.

Let me know if you all want notes on the first one! I watched it a long time ago but I’ll do it again for y’all. Much love guys <3

[seasinkarnadine]

hello I finally caught up on "to break, or growl, or scream" (my friend and I are absolutely foaming at the mouth for an update) and I just wanted to mention that you might want to tag for the assault flashbacks? I wasn't personally triggered but I was very surprised to read those bits since there wasn't a warning or mention about that specific element in the tags/summary/notes.

Yeahhhhhh yeah. Was realizing as I'm writing chap 5 that I need to do that. Thanks for the heads up/reminder! Take this snack.

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“Laudna,” she says suddenly, feeling awake, heart heavy and straining in her chest with the way Laudna unknowingly pours herself into it. “Laudna I wanna tell you something.”

Concern etches itself into the crease of Laudna’s thick brows as she meets Imogen’s gaze.

“About–about Gelvaan. About the boys.” Imogen swallows.

Laudna stands up and turns her back, movements unsteady.

“I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to–I’ll think about something else, I promise.”

“No, no, it’s alright. I’m sorry for how I snapped about it the other day. And I mean thank you for not pushin’ me on it. But I wanna tell you now.” She exhales slowly, trying to calm her hammering heart. This shouldn’t be so hard. It’s just Laudna.

"Yeah. Okay. Yeah. Sorry it's takin me a sec. I don't want you thinkin I'm tryna hide anything from you,"

"You deserve to have your privacy," Laudna interjects. She kneels back down by the tub.

"No, I know. I'm not tellin you cause I have to." Imogen turns to look at Laudna over her shoulder. "I'm tellin you cause I want to." She nearly spoils the effect by tacking on an 'is that okay?' but just manages to stop herself.

Laudna holds her gaze for a long moment. Water drips off of her claws. 

"Alright."

[heeliopheelia]

Hi!!! THE CIRCUS IS BACK!!!!!!!!!!🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡

i missed yn being an absolute fucking idiot <3 !!!!!!!!!

NAH BUT FOR A SEC THERE I HAD HOPE OKAY AND THEN I READ YN AND HEE’S CONVO and i'm brain dead again

heeseung so good at acting like he finds the thought of them making out ewww ,or whatever, he is insane LIKE OKAY BRO URE SELLING IT to her but we know(me and jay) THAT URE FULL OF SHITTTT

OKAY BUT THAT monologue made sense to me does it mean im delusional?? yeah i am. why am i surprised LMAO anyhow THE PIC I SCREAMED AND SO DID HEE !! im sure (but his was super high pitched ) 🥴 🥴 🥴 🥴

also hee after she said wrong pic →  https://youtu.be/Z5Kk1ZUryhg

and ofc he then went full INSANE while talking to jay, btw this so real why make any new friends when u can just stick with some weirdo ur mom made u become friends with I RESPECT THAT 

WAIT SHE SAID WHAT NOW THE L WORD??????????/ HELLO 🤯🤯🤯🤯🤯🤯EUHEDBSJDEWIDJSNCX VFSJDNCMX KSRFJDNMZ XNERS  I WONNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN MOTHER I WON 

HELLLLLLLLL YEAHHHHHH BOIIIIIIIIII HE AGREED  AND then fucking   called her 🤢bestie🤢 BRUh 

oh bejbi this chapter brought me back to life after my exam !! ( only 5 to go 🙂🙂🙂🙂🙂)

BUT THANK U MA’AM (waiting for the day im gonna misspell it as mama lol) this was super fantastic !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I LUV U xoxoxo

LOVE PLS THE SO NO HEAD VINE HAS ME ON MY KNEES 😭 and fyi i don't mind being called mama LMAO 😉🥴 HELP MY INNER YN IS COMING OUT 👀

but most importantly HOW DID YOUR EXAM GO?? i bet you slayed it 🥱💅

SENDING KISSES AND ALL THE LUCK IN THE WORLD FOR YOUR UPCOMING EXAMS MWAH MWAH 💜🩷

[adelior]

Name: Unconditionally

Author: R. Adelio

Genre: Romance, Minecraft, Comedy, Fluff

Main Lead: Technoblade, Dreamwastaken, DreamXD

Female Lead: Reader

Chapter: 3

Special Addition: Tchnomaid, Blob Dream, Accidental Marriage To Technoblade

Letters: 8,087

Tag: Territorial Behavior, Delusional Behavior From Wilbur, Wilbur Slowly Tipping Away Into Madness, Fluff, Possessiveness, Deep Kisses, Blob Dream

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Wilbur stood up, his fists clenching. You noticed the odd behavior coming from the brunette, it was unusual for him to look so stressed, and on top of that bothered. "Wil, what's wrong? You can't just lie to me if something is happening" You caught the way his fists tightened. "Don't worry, it's nothing."

He gave you a reassuring smile, turning to the door and leaving you behind with a questionable expression on his face. Wilbur looked pissed, but what could it possibly be that made him this distressed.

° ° °

"M-Mm.." You whimpered, eyes closed as the being kept exploring your mouth with its tongue. His eyes narrowed, enjoying the way your body reacted so naturally to his. "So obedient even in your slumber." The blonde complimented but stopped in his tracks when he sees a man in the corner of his eye.

XD quickly became defensive, hiding your unconscious body under his cloak. "What the.." Wilbur's eyes widened, teeth pulled back into a snarl. "LET HER GO-" The God chuckled, softly patting your head from above his cloak. "A mere human, ordering me to submit what is mine? How ridiculous." He said as he looked down, admiring your kissable lips.

"I'll fucking kill you if you don't let her go."

° ° °

Even thinking back to what he saw gave him the shivers. A God, specifically DreamXD being infatuated with a human? And not just any human, but it just had to be you, someone who he sees as more than just a friend. "Fuck." He cursed under his breath as soon as he exited your room. Once he was far away he punched the nearest wall. "DAMNIT."

"Wilbur..-?" Tommy's voice softened, he was about to call out to him but decided that maybe it wasn't a good idea. "What do you want Tommy?!" Wilbur screamed, stepping back once he realized that he had raised his voice. "Sorry, I'm just.. Stressed from all of this" He chuckled, stroking his bangs back with a sigh.

"That's.. fine? But enough from that man, what are we gonna do about the problem? We can't fucking contact Techno or Phil without actually going to where they are"

"Tommy, I'm well aware that it'll take days for us to get there but it's alright. As long as we resolve this problem we shouldn't complain about it."

"What about [Name]? Will we bring her along?" The kid asked, a hopeful look in his eyes. Soot knew how much Tommy wanted you to experience the world, more than anybody else. "We aren't bringing her, neither are we bringing anybody else. It'll just be us two."

"WHAT? Bro, I'm gonna fucking starve out there. Not to mention it's gonna be cold as fuck in that damn tundra." He complained, childishly stomping his feet on the ground. "Tommy, it's for the sake of everyone, for us. Now, will you join me or not?"

Tommy pondered but eventually gave in with a grumble. "Fine, we better stop by at Tubbo's place when we're heading out"

"Deal."

° ° °

"If you need anything just let me know," Niki said in a soft voice, pressing her hand against your neck, checking if you have a fever. "Niki- I'm not sick so it's okay!" Despite your words, she still looked somewhat puzzled. As if she couldn't connect something but was restricted to tell you. "Well, alright! I'll be at my cottage so just ping me whenever"

"Alright" You responded. "I'll make sure to keep that in mind" She smiled, turning to exit your room. "Is she doing okay?" Tubbo asked in a worried tone, earning a nod from the passing female. "Thank god.." Sighing, he walked in once Niki left the room. The goat hybrid came closer to where you sat on your bed, his hands behind his back.

"Tubbo?"

"Yeahhhhhh?" He dragged his words along, smiling happily as if he's waiting for you to ask what he was hiding, it made you laugh. "Haha, what's in your hand?"

"Oh, this?!" Tubbo happily revealed the flower crown, one that he crafted himself. It took a few hours, but he was able to pick out your favorite flowers on his way back during their exposition. "Wait... Is that for me-" He nodded, gently placing the flower crown on your head. "It suits you! I hope you like it"

"Like it? I LOVE IT TUBBO! Thank you! When did you even have time to make this?" You asked, earning a confident 'hah' from the boy. "I was able to pick out a few of your favorite flowers on our way back. I saw them so I asked Wilbur if I was allowed to bring them home"

Too sweet, you thought. Tubbo was a child who always looked at you with stars in his eyes. It was as if you were one of the many thousands of pulsars that adorned the limitless sky, something that he always admired. "Look I even made one for me, so now we match," He said as he showed his own, one that was decorated in yellow, black, and white flowers.

"How does it look?" Tubbo asked with a sheepish smile. "It looks amazing" You returned the same expression, causing the boy to laugh in satisfaction. "Fuck yeah!"

"Tubboooooooo" Fundy said as he peeked from the door, waving at both you and the male. "We gotta go out now, didn't you say you wanted bees for your bee farm?"

"OH YEAH!"

"Bee farm-" You stared at the brunette with a baffled look on your face. "Oh sorry I didn't tell you, but I'm planning to make a bee farm! I love bees"

Smiling, you waved both of them off. It was always nice to hear Tubbo express his liking for bees. You couldn't blame him for liking them, after all, they were cute when they didn't viciously attack you. "Man now I feel fucking old" You muttered, falling back onto your pillows. "Not to mention, everyone has something to do apart from me"

'Damn that just makes me seem like a freeloader' You thought in your head, smirking at how stupid it was. "Wait I could help farm the Nether Warts-" With that, you quickly changed your clothes and head towards the Nether Portal room. 'I could at least do this. And if I get caught I could just say that I'm preparing ingredients for future potions that I'll be brewing.'

You praised yourself, patting your hand against your right shoulder with a smug smile. 'I'm so smart'

Minutes passed, and you've been working away with growing the Nether Wart farm that's been installed beside the Portal. You managed to harvest at least a stack or two before you became tired. It was more tiring than you expected, but you didn't care. Being able to move around was better than sitting in a singular spot.

"Farming Nether Wart sure is tiring huh?" A male voice asked. "It sure is, takes a lot more strength to pull them out compared to normal crops." You replied, groaning. "That may be true but did you know you could easily harvest them if you heated the roots with lava?"

"Oh, rea- WHAT THE FUCK" You realized how familiar the voice was once your brain started to regain energy after all the moving. "You scared the shit out of me Clay-"

"My bad~" He smirked, pushing himself off of the Nether Portal that was.. lit again..? But how, how did the portal appear again? "Since when did that portal reopen?" You questioned, walking past the male who was outstretching his arms, expecting a hug. "How the hell is this..-"

"Rude, I didn't even get a hello how are you hug?" You glared back at him, nodding to the portal that you were curious about, silently telling him to explain himself. "I wanted to see you again, so I thought I should light it."

"Light it? Are you saying you were the one to destroy that portal in the first pla-"

[SLAM]

You stiffened in your spot, back pressing against the wall as you feel Clay's staggered breaths fan over your face. "You know... You should be grateful I came all the way here just to see you, on top of that with an.." He stumbled forward, body leaning over yours as he continued to breathe heavily.

"Hey, are you oka- CLAY YOU'RE BLEEDING-"

"It's fine." The man breathed out, lips dangerously close to your neck. "What do you mean it's fine?! Let me heal you with potions are you insane?!"

"Just.." His voice softened, body slowly getting smaller and smaller. "Let me rest.."

[POOF]

'Huh' You stood there confused, a gust of wind blowing in your direction. He was gone, and what was left was a white blob that happily pressed its cheeks against your neck. "What the- FU-"

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ec: @quacobs (instagram)

[justrandomlywriting]

THE MOST BEAUTIFUL BRIDE EVER!

10*12

Phoboe's wedding - F.R.I.E.N.D.S

Phoboe Buffy - I don't know why, I always loved Phoboe. Phoboe is my favourite character from Friends. Many argue, Rach and Monica are beautiful but Phoboe had her own charm and a beautiful character. People say, you cannot fall in love with a fictional character. I say, you can. Yep, Phoboe Buffy probably is the most beautiful, childish and an amazing character. I never say I love you to anyone but how can you hide saying I LOVE YOU to Phoboe Buffy 🥺❤️

Phoboe's wedding day. We all know what happened yet it is THE MOST BEAUTIFUL WEDDING ONE CAN EVER IMAGINE. I don't want to fast forward to the wedding part, I'm watching that episode like n^n times and it's still beautiful and gets better each time I watch it. (I'm watching it again and this time I am writing this).

At the beginning of the episode, Joey is sitting at Central Park, Phoboe comes and asks him to walk down the aisle. Joey's expression after Phoboe asking him was so precious, probably the best thing anyone can ask. She justifies saying, you have always been there for me and Joey says 'Ya I'm pretty wisdoms' and agrees 'I would be honoured', they hug and Phoboe goes on saying 'I hope you know how much you mean to me', (Small beautiful things are the best) my expression - Please don't kill me with another Phoboe - Joey (😭❤️) moment, we had enough. It's arguably the best friendship anyone can see! Rest all, The Joey dad - Phoboe daughter moments were so damm cute (My mind goes back to the time, when Phoboe started crying after David leaves her, Joey comes and give her that warm, sweet hug and calms her down - arguably the most beautiful++++ scene ever).

We all know that their bond was special.

Here comes the wedding planner (okay I must confess - I hate Monica in this episode)

The rehearsal dinner (like seriously), who on earth does that. God.

Mike was a guest on the show, but the way he fits into the show in the last 3 seasons is very very very interesting - How can we forget how they met for the first time (Joey again) picking a random name and shouting out loud, Mike - here I am. Wow just wow.

Okay Chandler and Ross not in Phoboe's wedding - that's impossible. Mike needs a groomsman. Chandler - Ross fight (God kill me) Monica stop - who doesn't allow a bride to give a proper toast on her wedding. Phoboe looks cuter when she's angry🥺

Ross is here (again) to ask Rach to chose him as groomsman (Hope he won't say we were on a break, so pick me - I know this doesn't make sense)

Hello Micheal, Joseph 😂😂😂😂

Okay honestly, it may sound funny but this whole scene and Joey's dialogues shows how much Phoebe means to him. I mean wow just wow. I wish, all of us have a beautiful friend as Joey, and a bond that Phoboe and Joey shared - it's surreal - it's the best. Just wow. "Because she's family, now you are gonna be family, and there's nothing more important in the whole world than family" hits at a different level.

Everything is messed up, Phoboe says 'Help me, I want you to be crazy bitch again' to Monica 🤣. Worst snowstorm ever. "It's so beautiful out there, you always wanna get married outside, why don't you guys do it on the street" - Thanks Rach. "Couldn't ask for a more romantic wedding" - hell yeahhhhhh!

‌Phoebe - What do you think?

‌Mike - I wanna get married to you today -

The whole audience goes - awwwwww! Special just special.

Outside centrel park, it's snowing everywhere. Monica asks Gunther to switch on the Christmas lights and everyone looks at the most beautiful night - it was not a wedding which was planned but could it BE any special - it was like a destination wedding! Just wow. Minister can't make it, Joey steps up. I agree Chandler also has been a very good friend to everyone so yeah but I really wanted Joey to walk Phoboe down the aisle.

Phoebe just like so beautiful❤️

Chandler asks Phoboe 'are you ready' she says 'Yes' and then says 'wait', and removes the robes, Chandler goes 'Wow, you look beautiful' - Phoboe just standing there, she's not aware of how many hearts she stole in that beautiful wedding dress! Just wow, She is the most beautiful bride I've ever seen. Phoebe 🙂, okay whatever, we love you!

'You are gonna be your something blue'

Romantic music in the background, Chandler walks Phoboe down the aisle, wow just wow. What a scene! Just wow, it's less but wow.

Okay I'm gonna skip the vows part - I don't wanna cry!

"When I was growing up, I did not have a mom and dad, or a regular family. I grew up on the street, I know something was missing, you are my family" - she just said this, pain and pleasure together. Happiness - she's happily crying at inside, just can't imagine how strong she was growing up and becoming such an important person in so many people's life. It's hard, very hard - yet she's such a inspiration! The best thing about her is she never lost herself in the process! - Mike sums up everything, "You are so beautiful, so kind, so generous, WONDERFULLY WEIRD" - these lines are enough to make anyone fall for Phoboe.

Okay, so yeah! It's simple - hope Phoboe stays the same, hope you all get such a wonderfully weird friend like her. Hope there's atleast one bond like Phoboe-Joey!

I love you Phoboe ❤️

- Forever Phoboe fan!

[shorkbrian]

ASKS

Hello again, asks are compiled under the cut. Please block the tag #shorkbrian answers a lot of asks# If you’d prefer not to see these types of posts from me. If I haven’t answered your ask, it’s because I’m saving it for a thirst, drabble, or fic.

I don’t ignore asks, but sometimes getting around to them overwhelms me lol. pls accept my apologies lol k here we go

I am very glad, I legit was so scared that it was too long and that it’d be disappointing bc the smut wasn’t super IN YOUR FACE yknow? But man am I glad to hear that.

I’m looking directly @ you

Someone noticed omg!!!  A lot of times I just put whatever song I played on repeat while writing that fit, but I have a *yandere* playlist that I listen to and it gets me going. Ty for noticing!!!

I’ve considered opening them permanently but I just... idek. I’d have to start deleting or ignoring the requests I don’t vibe with and Idk how to handle that lol. But thanks for the well wishes, hope your next few months treat you well friend!

Watermelon sugar why

Srsly you’re sweet but just wait until I start to really get going with all my nasty kinks okay, then you’ll be rethinking this strategy hunty lol!

I literally stalk @.vermiliren and @.kazooli and @.seita lol. Maybe when I get my blog more cleaned up, I’ll create a list of creators that I enjoy, along with fic recs. For now, here’s a link to my AO3 bookmarks which I read one like almost every single night bc I’m a horny gremlin.

I am the shark king. Sharks are my thing bro u don’t even know. I love them so much, they're dumb and big and beautiful and yeah I wish I was a mermaid who got to swim with them. Also I changed it bc I’m trying to make my blog more *professional* and all that so I can start being taken seriously askjakjdf

Compliments suck, if I'm being down and out honest. This does not bother me at all, I’m just unsure how to respond. I think I would prefer no comments, but I’m trying really really hard to just say “thank you!” and move on before I get uncomfortable. Having to fight with someone about how I perceive my self worth is exhausting, and especially so for the poor person that was just trying to say something nice and be nice to me. 

They do make me quite uncomfortable my dear lad/lassie/lasso. Say what you wish in the tags tho ! I don’t really reply to those, so there’s no pressure on me to have to say something back. I do however, see all the tags ppl use and some of them make me laugh so hard cause they’re so spot on, and it makes my day. like “Mark me down as scared AND horny” and “Bakugou better be able to bench 165 cause imma throw my fatass in his mf lap” and it kills me.

I SCEREAMED AKDHGSYDGASJSD this is the only format I'll be taking asks in now, no compliments just a yes/no answer to if my works help u cum god bless

you used the /gen!!!!! IDK what these are called but the /S and /gen and /J save my life!!!!

Frick you’ve figured me out, I do try to put like a nail-in-the-coffin sentence at the end. A lot of times it never works right, but I cannot for the life of my figure out how to end a single post ever. If anyone knows hmu pls ty

(Also ps I checked out ur blog cause yans are my jam and it is very much Not garbage!!)

That’s very kind of you, but pls don’t stay up past midnight it’s bad for ur Brian you’ll make bad decisions bro trust me all of my stuff is written after midnight

You will lafff..... but I will tell anyways..... I was prescribed a “life coach” after I got out of the hospital, which was really just a poorly disguised softcore “make sure u don’t yeet urself” type of thing. He had me write down things I liked about myself, and when I returned the sheet of paper still blank, he wrote stuff down for me. Like five sentences of “My hair and skin are unique and special” “I like animals and enjoy being kind to them” “I am worthy of respect” etc etc. and I had to look in a mirror twice a day and say those sentences to help “boost my self worth”. It sucked so bad dude, and I like got upset about it every time it came up, until finally my therapist was like “... this aint doin this sad bitch no good” and my parents got designated for yeet watch instead.

I know, logically, that (the majority of) people are not purposefully taking time out of their day to make me feel bad. They're trying to be encouraging and loving, and I appreciate it so much. But like... what do I say? If I say thanks, it’s almost like acknowledging what they're saying as true, and I can’t live with myself thinking I’m more than I am. I’m sorry you’ve had experiences that make compliments difficult for you also, I understand bro and I hope that your future holds healing and peace for you. 

Hopefully I won’t vent as much anymore lol, I’ll try to do that on my sideblog where I reblog really trigger-y memes akjdafhkjf. But thank you for your kind words bro, they’re appreciated and put in a nice lil jar.

Ah dw! This doesn’t sound like a jab. I think all of us r so sad n depressed and feel unworthy of love, so the fantasy of a Yan coming and forcing it on us and not leaving even when we lash out is just..... so attractive my heads gonna explode

me, thinking about kiri at any given moment like:

I have the next Hybrid! Kiri fic like lined up, but I’m so demotivated be I was SO CLOSE to finishing, and then wiped my computer like an IDITO

Waso, I’m taking horseback riding lessons bc my mom went:

and my grandpa told me that one of his horses was named Awaso and I immediately thot of u fun fact. But you’re so very kind, and I enjoy seeing you in my inbox. I’m never tired of u homie. You are loved and important, and it’s not an illusion. Even random strangers on the internet can feel soft towards you bro, and dats me, I’m the random stranger that likes u.

So I took Russian for a year, my dear friend, because I wanted to see if the language myth of “Russian is the hardest, Korean is the easiest” was true. I would say yes. So instead of like translating this and typing out a coherent response, I’ve resorted to google translate I’m so sorry but Виктор мог плюнуть мне в глаз, и я бы поблагодарил его. Also, the way Vitya is written in cryllic makes my heart swell it looks so cozy idek what I mean by that but it does? I treasure you man, hope to see you around in the new year and maybe??? we be good friends

Can any year be good when Kirishima Eijirou doesn’t exist?

cryface;;sad.jpg

I just imagine anyone who comes across my stuff, sitting at their computer shocked and slightly horrified, maybe turned on like

Daddy Aizawa makes me

Wait!! I have something to aid your troubles!!

ur welcome now u can be horny whenever you’d like 

pls every time we talk about Kirishima I have to act surprised like 

LISTEN BBYGORL I have had therapist Suga in the works since *checks notes* November. I am excited for it yeahhhhhh but sadly, I don’t think I will be continuing piano teacher Suga. The story is petered out in my mind, idk where it would go. Therapist sugarbird tho? We have some thots about this. Coming soon to theaters near you

[shijiujun]

Hello! Sorry for bother!! I have a small question... I don't know, but I want to read 2ha.. have you read it? people are talking about it being SO GOOD and I'm curious.. is it fully translated? can you spoil me if there is a happy ending to this story (if you've read it ofc)? Also... Is it more tragic/angsty than mxtx novels? I absolutely love tgcf but I'm wondering if I will be able to survive 2ha if it's more angsty :'(

ahahahaha okay so yep i’ve read it, and here’s my rec - where you can find all the necessary links to everything XD

yeah it has a happy ending, but it’s trial by fire, much pain and suffering to get there, all worth it i believe, but ermm i got out of 4 days of reading with my eyes and cheeks swollen so YEAHHHHHH. it’s definitely more tragic and angsty than mxtx, way more tragic than tgcf - meatbun knows how to make you invested in EVERY SINGLE CHARACTER and then poof someone you like thought wouldn’t die DIES JUST LIKE THAT and everything is in details and explained and you’ll prolly leave finishing 2ha going like wtf why am i alive 

it’s not fully translated yet, but @/yummysuika on twitter is doing a new chapter every week-ish and she translated the whole of tgcf so yep

[benhardyisdaddy]

Dinner Date - Part 2 - BxRxR

MASTERLIST 

(um hi this is where the smutty mcsmut happens and um yeahhhhhh its dirty. yw. so uh enjoy?? hopefully?? as much as i love sex, i dont think im the greatest at writing it LOL even tho i feel dirty after writing this but OH WELL this is the final part, but if u want more BxRxR (even like cute blurbs :example: how they met, how they do certain stuff together, IM SO FOR THAT my requests are open 10000% okay ilysm BYEEE)

Word Count: 2,931 (OOF)

“Roger!”

You’re propped in the backseat of the car, sat in the middle. You lean forward as your hands fly to your sides and grip the leather seat roughly. Roger is sat in the passenger’s seat and his body turns to face you, a huge smirk on his face. Ben looks at you in the rear-view mirror and smiles, his eyes turning dark. This was the fourth time since the car ride to dinner that Roger has clicked on the remote and made your panties vibrate. He does it on purpose and at random moments just to elicit an ungodly gasp from you, followed by his name being moaned. He loved it more than anything. You on the other hand, were frustrated and grumpy by the continuous vibrations that gave you no relief. You look up to him and frown.

“Ben, take the remote from him!”

Ben looks to you and half laughs.

“He’ll be even worse than me!” says Roger, his voice high.

Ben nods his head and raises a brow.

“It’s true. I would be.”

You exhale and lean back against the seat.

“This isn’t fair.” you say looking out the window.

“You know you love it! It feels good.” says Rog, almost purring the last words.

You look to him and smirk, raising a brow. You slightly open your legs making your dress slip up, revealing your dark panties.

“How about you come back here and make me feel really good.” you say, biting your lip.

Roger’s smirk falls from his face as his eyes look you up and down. He’s stunned by the lust in your voice and how exposed you are to him at the moment. Ben looks over to him quickly and hits his arm.

“No! Don’t fall for that! She’s just trying to take them off!”

Roger looks to him then back to you and smiles. He knew he was right. You were going to try to get Roger back there and somehow get this torture device off of you.

“Oh, you’re good.” he says.

You huff and snap your legs close. Your plan didn’t work. You cross your arms while pouting and once again look out the window.

“Alright,” says Ben, pulling into a empty parking space. “We’re here.”

You quickly unbuckle your seat-belt and slip out of the car. Roger stands next to you and places his hand on your lower back. Ben walks around and takes in an anxious breath. You can tell he’s nervous. You walk up to him and help straighten his tie.

“Don’t be nervous.” you say. “We’re right here.”

You lean up to sweetly kiss him and when your lips touch his, your panties vibrate and you grip Ben’s shirt and moan in his mouth. Roger stands back and bites his lip as he watches your legs squeeze together. Ben freezes and feels his pants slightly tighten at the ungodly noise that just came from you. You lean away and take in a breath and turn to look at Roger. You squint your eyes and walk away from him. They both laugh and jog to catch up with you. Roger rushes up the restaurants entrance and opens the door for you. You all walk in and a delicious Italian aroma fills the air. It wasn’t busy tonight and you silently thanked the gods for that.

Ben looks around and spots everyone at a table in the far back corner. A hostess walks up as Ben tells her he knows where to go. He guides you to the back and everyone stands up as they watch him approach. He shakes hands and hugs a few as they all greet him with wide smiles. You can tell they love him already.

Your arm is wrapped around Roger’s as you hold it tight. He knows it’s a comfort thing and he slowly rubs your hand with his thumb, glancing down at you. Ben turns to look at the two of you and introduces you to everyone.

“Roger, y/n,” he says. “This is Rami, Joe, Lucy and Gwil.”

The both of you smile and say your hellos. Ben scoots your chair back as you sit down. A waiter walks up and Roger orders for the three of you, knowing exactly what you love.

“So, how did the three of you meet?” asks Joe, leaning his elbows against the table.

“Well y/n and I met at my concert one night actually. And we met Ben at an after party for a film he was in actually. What movie was it again, y/n?” asks Roger.

But before you could speak, your panties begin vibrating. It wasn’t too strong, but it still made you jump.

“Oh!” you say loudly. You look up and awkwardly smile, watching as Roger and Ben hide a smirk. “It was for, um, X Men.”

Roger smiles and shares a look with Ben. The night continues and you all share stories about your lives. They ask Roger a million questions about Queen and ask you about your life as well.

“Well I went to college for business and was hoping to-”

Roger turns up the vibration to be even stronger. You grip the table and cough loudly, trying to drown out a moan. You clear your throat and look to Rami, who asked the question.

“Was hoping to start my own business.” you finish your sentence fast and smile.

Ben sneaks his hand under the table and places on your thigh as it slides up. The vibration doesn't stop. You bite your cheek and try to concentrate on anything else but the throbbing ache between your legs.

“Your earrings are beautiful!” says Lucy admiring them. “Where did you get them?”

“Thank you!” you say smiling. “I got them from MOLLY’S!”

You accidentally half shout the last word and everyone’s eyes open wide at your sudden reaction. Ben places his napkin over his mouth as he hides him laughing. Roger looks to you and then back to everyone else.

“She just really loves that store.” he says, smiling.

You look over to him and scowl. How badly you wanted to slap that smug look off of his face. He looks to you and notices your expression and quickly turns up the vibration even higher. You jump and grab your wine and drink it. You squeeze your eyes close and reach over to grip Roger’s thigh. He hisses at the contact and turns it down quickly. You suddenly feel how wet you are and you squeeze your legs together. Ben reaches his hand across your lap and Roger passes him the remote. He leans forward and kisses your head. Your heart is racing as you watch their trade off.

“So, we’re filming this certain scene,” says Gwil, half laughing. “And Ben turns to me and says-”

At that moment, Ben turns up the vibration to full power and your hands slam on the table out of reflex. It’s loud and everyone jumps as they look to you. Your face flushes as something dark in your stomach rises up. You open your mouth to talk and all that comes out is a hurried, awkward laugh. You’re so embarrassed right now. They must think you’re insane.

“You okay?” asks Rami.

You look to him and shake your head fast, a gasp slipping out. You stand up quickly and lean against Roger. Ben turns up the vibration and you feel like your legs are going to go out under you. You close your eyes and tense your jaw.

“Um, I have to-” A slight moan falls out. “I have to actually go!” you accidentally shout. “I have soooo much work to do for tomorrow!”

The ‘so’ came out as a low groan as the vibrations hit your clit perfectly, sending a shiver down your spine. Joe raises a brow and smiles at your actions, confused as to what’s happening.

“Yeah, we actually should be heading out.” says Ben, standing with you. Roger stands next and you all say your goodbyes. You turn to walk and the vibration makes it difficult for your legs to work properly. You wanted to go in every direction. Your head was spinning at the pleasure. You exit the restaurant and rush to the car, sliding into the backseat.

“This was your idea, you can do it.” says Roger, as he slides into the driver's seat.

You look between the boys and finally understand when Ben slides in next to you and slams the door shut. He leans forward and cups your face as he kisses you hard. Roger starts the car and begins driving. You silently thank the gods once more for overly tinted windows, knowing that no one can look inside the car at all. Your panties begin vibrating even faster and you moan loudly in Ben’s mouth, finally able to make noise. He bites your lip and pushes you to lie back.

“You did so good tonight, baby.” he says as he spreads your legs. He pushes the panties against you and the vibrations are even stronger. Your eyes squeeze shut as you call out his name.

He finally slides the panties off and your core is still buzzing. He brings his hands down and rubs them between your slick folds. You hiss at the contact and look at him with pleading eyes.

“You’re so wet.” he says almost shocked. “Got enough foreplay, did we?” he asks, scooting back from you and leaning his head down to swipe his tongue over your throbbing heat. You buck your hips and run your hand through his hair.

“Oh God, no. I need you inside me.” you whispered harshly.

Roger feels his pants tighten as he watches the two of you through the mirror. He drives fast and looks over to spot a long abandoned dirt road. He turns sharply to go on it. He drives for a moment and stops the car when no one’s in sight. He puts it in park and quickly unzips his pants. He scoots to the backseat and kneels on his knees as he watches Ben kiss your neck and finger you hard and deep. Your eyes are rolled back in your head and the noise your juices make against his fingers is enough to make Roger cum right then and there. Ben looks over to him and smirks at the expression on his face. He changes his hand and slips his fingers in you once again as he reaches over and grabs Roger’s hard length.

Rog moans loudly and his head falls back slightly. Ben pumps him fast as you look over to him, watching his mouth fall open slightly. You reach forward and grab his shirt, pulling him down to you. You gently swipe your finger over his bottom lip.

“Kiss me.” you whisper.

He quickly leans forward and attaches his mouth to yours. Ben moans as his speed picks up with the both of you. Touching the two of you at the same time was almost like ecstasy to him.

“He’s right,” moans Roger. “You were such a good girl tonight.”

Ben hits your sweet spot and you cry out, gripping Roger’s shoulder hard. Ben’s fingers slip out of you and you whimper. He unzips his pants and strokes himself a few times. He aligns himself to your entrance and harshly grabs your face to make you look at him. His hand falls to your neck and he lightly squeezes as he enters you hard. Your breath gets stuck in your throat as he stretches your walls. He gives you a moment to adjust before he’s slamming into you repeatedly. He then tosses your leg over his shoulder and slides even deeper inside of you. You close your eyes and whimper after whimper spill out as he continues.

“Fuck!” you scream, feeling yourself clench around him. Your stomach tightens as your climax is close. Ben squeezes your neck a little more and you smile as you bite your lip. This drives Ben crazy, you smiling at him choking you. He growls loudly and pounds into you even harder. Just then, Roger reaches forward and begins rubbing your clit fast. Your legs begin shaking as your eyes roll in the back of your head. You begin seeing stars as Ben leans down to press a kiss below your ear.

“Cum, baby.” he whispers.

You bring your hand up to his neck and finally release your orgasm and feel as Ben does as well. His hot liquid fills you as he moans into your ear. He thrusts a few more times and pauses, still inside of you. You try to calm down your breathing, but it’s no use. Ben faces you and gently kisses you. He pulls himself out and you groan at the emptiness. He looks to Roger and leans forward to kiss him hard. You watch the two of them as their tongues dance together. You gasp at the sight in front of you and bring your fingers to rub yourself. Roger breaks away and watches you, a smirk on his face.

“Someone still a little too excited?”

You look to him and nod your head fast.

“On your knees.” he says, his voice deep.

You hurriedly sit up and get on your knees, facing him. He spins you around and your stomach is leaning against the back seat. He kneads your ass before harshly slapping it. You let out a hiss as you feel Ben’s cum slide down your leg. Roger notices and uses his finger to swipe some up. He brings his finger to your mouth and pauses.

“Open up.” he whispers.

You open your mouth and slightly hold out your tongue. He slips it in you harshly suck on it, tasting Ben. You swirl your tongue around as you hear Ben let out a groan at the sight.

“Good girl.” says Roger, as he places his hand on your back and makes you lean forward. 

He rubs his length up and down your slick folds, a mixture of you and Ben. You close your eyes in anticipation. He suddenly slides into you fast and you let out a loud moan. He grabs your hair and forces your head back. Your hands reach back and grip his hips for support. Ben cups Roger's face and begins kissing him with a needy desire. Roger pumps in and out of you slowly, but gradually his thrusts get more forceful. Before you know it, he’s slamming into you and your stomach is repeatedly hitting the seat. He brings his hand down to your core and begins rubbing you fast.

“I’m not gonna last.” he whimpers against Ben’s lips.

You let out a groan, letting him know that you won’t last either. Roger spreads your legs even further and slams into you, hitting your sweet spot over and over. You grip the seat in front of you as he releases your hair. You lean over it and let out a yell. Ben pushes you back a bit as he attaches his lips to your breasts, kneading at them. He sucks and pulls as you gasp. Feeling both of them touching you was pure bliss.

“Roger!” you cry out.

He slaps your ass as Ben sucks once more and backs away. Rog grips your hips tightly and sets an even faster pace. You gasp loudly as he slams even deeper inside of you. He slaps your butt again and he hisses.

“Good girl.” he says, slapping you again.

Ben leans forward and attaches his lips to your neck and sucks. You yell out and feel your legs begin to shake. Roger nuzzles his head into the other side of your neck and you can hear his heavy breathing in your ear.

“Slap me.” you say loudly.

Roger and Ben look up shocked. They look at each other and shake their heads, unsure if they had just heard you correctly. You bite your lip and repeat yourself again, louder.

“Slap me!”

Ben scoots over and grabs your face with his hand. He leans in and gently kisses your cheek. Your eyes are still closed when he slightly slaps you. Not enough to hurt, barely a sting. You smirk at the contact and open your eyes to watch Ben’s face, eyes wide, as he and Roger just learned something new about you. Roger speeds up and you feel the familiar shaking of your legs as your stomach muscles tighten.

“Cum.” whispers Ben, as he rubs the area where he had slapped you.

You bite your lip and feel your buildup about to explode for the second time. You’re practically screaming out when you cum for them once more. Roger brings his hand around to grip your breasts as you feel him fill you up. His breathing is harsh as he comes down from his high. You lean against the seat, legs too sore to move. Roger kisses your shoulder and leans his forehead against your neck. You lean back against him, moving your head to face him. He kisses you softly and you smile. He slowly slips out of you as you both moan at the sensitivity. Ben slides down your dress and you wobbly turn yourself around and fall against the seat. Ben and Roger slump down next to you as they zip themselves up. The car windows are all foggy as you all catch your breath.

“Maybe I’ll wear those panties more often.” you say, smirking.

Roger kisses your shoulder as Ben grabs your hand and smiles.

“I told you she’d like them.”

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[scullydubois]

thoughts on Field Trip (6x21)

Written by Vince Gilligan, John Shiban Directed by Kim Manners

I’m excited….the episode description is vague and the Prime Video picture is intriguing 

Hallucinations much

Oof, looks like the skeletons in the picture

Yeahhhhhh

Three cheers for romance!

Mulder’s STILL doing slides??

Double murder, boiling, ritualistic….romance!

Brown mountain lights? 

Scully said ‘Mulder for the love of god think like a normal person for once’ and Mulder said, ‘shut up, I’m always right!’

He fucking pulled out statistics...98.9% of the time...alrighty then

Gotta investigate this yellow stuff

Letting Mulder go alone..bad idea

The music just got really sharp

Mulder knows whoever it is

Ew, digestive enzymes

He’s in a whole ass cave

Scully’s going after him, of course

WAIT that’s the guy of the couple

They were abducted!! Eeeeeeee

They (the aliens) still have Angela….

Mushrooms...huh

Thinkin about how this guy is freaking out because his wife is getting tested on...and season 2 Mulder knows a thing or two about that

In the cave Scully, go in!

Angela’s back

He’s checking her neck..fuck

“It’s in none of the literature” Fox Mulder, what exactly is the literature regarding alien abductions

Mulder IS that dumb ass who would run after a bright light

Weird...they’re just back in DC

Y’all….please

Is it that life-changing Mulder...you already knew this shit

He is really happy though...I’ll let him be happy

Oh fuck, there’s more

WHOMST

BITCH

I know this might all be retconned at the end, but for now….HE DID IT, MY BOY FOX MULDER DID IT

She’s verging on tears, jesus christ 

This is so gonna be retconned

What the fuck is happening right now 

Whee

Ew dafuq

Yeah...tragic that a good thing such as that can’t be real

Oh shit ladies

I swear to fucking god,,,

Fake news! Fake news! Fake news!

PLEASE I am going to lose it if she keeps crying

I literally can’t feel my feet...that’s how I’m coping apparently

FAKEEEEEE

“Have I?” 

Fuck she’s doubting herself

I literally can’t

Why am I still living in this universe...please say psych

I was not prepared to deal with this...why the fuck did nobody warn me...I thought I had at least two more seasons to prepare for such a thing

She’s having a bad trip

Bitch dafuq you been

Truly what’s going on

Hallucinations bitch!

Scully’s literally figuring it all out

Pfftttttttttttt shut up

Sorry but this is the funniest shit

Hello?? Like, they straight up came out of the ground

Mulder’s questioning everything!

They never escaped bitches...they are still there, and they’ll be there forever

They are really going through it

Skinner found them I guess

Did anyone ask? I mean, alright...okay...do whatever you want

Consensus: A kaleidoscope of emotions were felt.

4.5 out of 5 stars

[mayartsia]

DAY6 22.01.19 Berlin World Tour

My little Experience

Europe Tour Announcement: “yeshhhh imma go even if I have to go to France or England” 

Berlin Announcement: “F*ck yeahhhhhh”

Ticket sale: *my friend bought them for both of us since I was in school* I went on the website on time and I saw the vvip and vip are sold out, but I didn't realise it really, till my friend wrote me she somehow made it. I was under electricity for the rest of the day lol

Merch announcement: “I wanna die why aren't they selling the lightbands?? Well f*** I don't have time to buy any replacement Imma be there empty handed”

The day before: I flew to Berlin and I only got excited when I thought about on how I´m in the same freaking city as day6″

In the queue: I never was so cold that I couldn't feel my feet anymore. But now I was. I was messy so I ended up staying in the false queue since nobody could tell anyone that they had finally organised a line for the vip and vvip. I ended up with 354...

Line up:  just waiting but little less painful

Before the concert: Buying merch and putting our things away took some time so didn't get a place that great :/ *Note: I still couldn't process that it's freaking happening* 

The Beginning:     :0  yes just that I was speechless okay

During: “hfwhfgjwsflja” XD it was freaking amazing. The girls in front of me were kinda the party pooper since all they did was stand still no matter the song.

My throat hurt from the singing and occasional *cough cough* screaming, Water was passed down and it helped really!

When every member gave us a little speech I screamed “Beautiful” when it was Sungjins turn, idk why I did it was a reflex mdbfaskbsv it was quiet so maybe, just maybe you heard me on a fancam hjdfklashkdfh (I did similar to jae with “I love you more” but I don't think that it was heard lol)

I got really exhausted so I couldn't give my all till the end. I sat on the floor as soon as it ended. *I still couldnt process it that I´m actually there and saw them!!* I kinda could have cried but I don't do that so yeah

My friend cried a ton in contrast. 

HiTouch: I didn't plan anything so here you go XD:

Jae: Hi- (He looked and really exhausted) Me: I-I can´t wai-wait for jae- jaesix season two (I´m so sorry jae I´m just unable to speak)

Wonpil: Hi Me: Hello :) (yes that it TT my awkward bean)

Dowoon: * very enthusiastic* Guten Abend (He said something in German but I can't remember it so that's just my guess TT) Me: Hello *Fangirling internally why do we deserve this precious human being*

Sungjin: *very energetic even his high touch* (that's all there is to know he was that great)

Youngk: Hii (he is so soft (not his hands lol) I literally just can't)  Me: *Since he is my ult I didn't know anything to do* so all I could do is look him in the eyes and give him a soft “hi” and a soft high touch

My friend told me, that youngk also has cold hands but I didnt take notice in it and thought his hands was warm because my hans were cold as always lol

For the rest of the trip in Berlin, me and my friend didn't speak much. For me it was mainly bc of the exhaustion I yes I still didn't process anything at all.

So there I am the next Day just in time to school: wtf wtf wtf wtf WTF. Like my heart couldn't stop racing til I had to take a time out and go to the toilet to shed a tear. And fro the rest of the school day I couldnt concentrate bc I saw youngks face from the hitouch infront of me again and again.

I mean it when I say that I just learned for the first time what it means when someone takes your breath away. Because of Youngk I lose my breath every time I think of it. literally

k bye this way longer then I had planned