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HE'S BEING FORCED TO GO BACK TO HIS ABUSER AFTER HE'S LOST EVERYTHING THAT HE NEVER EVEN HAD IN THE FIRST PLACE BECAUSE OF HIM
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I like to think that Jayce and Viktor get a happy ending in the other universe too
Jayce feels awful that hextech took a life. Especially seeing powder (who is around the same age he was when him and his mom were saved by hextech) holding her dead sister's body
He says similar things as in the start of the trial but now fully meaning them and never mentions trying to create magic
Vander comes to Jayce's trial and stands up for him, saying he's just a stupid kid with a dream to help people who didn't know what he was doing
"Vi's with her mom now, let Jayce go home to his"
He does still sneak into his lab to attempt suicide but this time Viktor's "am I interrupting?" doesn't do anything, Jayce just turns back around and jumped, not being able to handle the guilt of accidentally taking a life while also realizing his life's work only caused harm
He survives the attempt and wakes up in a hospital bed, paralyzed from the waist down with his mother crying next to him
Viktor comes in a bit later while his mom is out making some food for him
His tone is completely too cold for the situation. Jayce is in complete despair and Viktor refuses to match the mood
He says most of the same stuff about how hextech can change people's lives but Jayce responds "yeah, well so far all it's done is a take the life of an innocent child"
"ehh, she was from the undercity. I grew up there, many children did not live to see adulthood"
"How does that make anything better?"
"Because this has the potential to change that. One explosion? There are toxic fumes and polluted waters slowly killing hundreds of children each year"
"Even if I wanted to I'm banned from the academy and ..." *waves at legs*
"pshh, you think trenchers are supposed to be at the academy and everything I did in my life I did while being disabled"
"Listen, I can't help you"
Viktor leaves Jayce's bracelet by his bed and heads towards the door. Jayce takes one look at it and throw it across the room in anger. "you probably shouldn't throw that", "GET OUT!"
A while later Vander comes to invite Jayce to Vi's memorial at the last drop
Jayce feels so guilty when he first comes into the last drop, everyone is staring at him
He sees Ekko, the kind little kid who had sold him such reasonably prices wares just days before his experiments accidentally killed his friend
Powder just starting going at him when she first sees him, her weak child-who-has-never-punched-before fists do very little damage especially because she's going so fast she doesn't fully pull her hands back
Jayce just lets her at it, crying and apologizing between the blows
Vander comes to pull Powder off of him, "it wasn't his fault, he didn't know how dangerous the materials were" she just looks back and screams at him before going back to her bedroom
Vander takes Jayce on a walk through the undercity to talk,
"Everyone in there knew what I did?"
"huh, no?"
"they were looking at me like I was a monster"
"yeah, that's cause you're dressed like a piltie"
"ohh, ha... I'm so sorry about what happened to Vi"
"It's a shame, but she's with her parents now"
*Jayce looks down, only feeling worse finding out the girl he killed was an orphan*
"You want to know how her parents died?" *they arrive at the bridge* "I thought I could help the undercity, create a better world by fighting for sovereignty. I led us across this bridge and lost so many people in the process, the undercity is still recovering"
"I'm so sorry"
"I was like you, I was young and ambitious and I wanted to help people. But you know what I learned. You don't need to make giant leaps to help the people around you"
On the way back Vander points out all the ways he's helped different people in the undercity, helping them make a business plan, caring for their kids when they were sick, helping them find a community at the last drop
He also points out all the things that could be helped like roofs with holes in them and cliffs that should have railings
"You don't need hextech to help the world, Jayce"
Jayce spends his time between his family's forge doing hammer work and around the undercity working as a handyman, building what he can to help people
Eventually he tracks down Viktor, hoping to find ways to make a more systemic change for things like the dirty water and polluted air
Viktor works on studies surveying the living conditions of those in the undercity and seeing what affects it has on expected lifespan and the likelihood of developing different diseases to present to the council
That along with the more pro-Zaun push that's been happening since Vi's death he gets quite a bit of work done
While he's doing this Jayce does what he can to start implementing changes by making water filters and distributing masks to those in the slump levels
After a few years Jayce petitions to be let back into the academy to help Viktor with his work on a formal level and with outstanding testimonials from many people in the undercity he's let back in
When their work making the undercity safer is done they move onto studying how to treat the various illnesses people in the undercity have suffered from living there
first starting with Viktor's various physical health issues and finding that a lot of his issues come from it never being studied how to use mobility aids and how improper use can put a strain on other parts of your body so he switched to a forearm crutch to help his back
I'm gonna say in this universe Viktor just has severe asthma which they're able to find medicines to treat so he still has issues breathing in a lot of the undercity, he just wears a mask most of the time and keeps his medication with him
Viktor and Jayce end up dating but it happens to slowly that it's hard to realize, they just spend all their time together working on their research and then they get an apartment together because they were both looking for roommates
Jayce stopped looking for people to date after the accident because he was going through a big life change and never got back in the game and Viktor always rejected anyone, saying he was too busy with his studies
Jayce is just physically affectionate in a way where hugging Viktor a lot turns into Viktor sitting on his lap whenever his leg is sore turns into Jayce playing with Viktor's hair when he's bored turns into them cuddling on the couch turns into them cuddling in bed turns into kisses on the forehead when one of them is sick turns into kisses when they're not sick
They're at the last drop one day and Viktor gets up off Jayce's lap to use with washroom and Vander asks Jayce, "so you think you'll propose soon" Jayce almost spits out his food, "what, what do you mean?"
"I mean you've been dating for like what 5 years now. You gotta pop the question sooner or later"
"umm... yeah" wait fuck are we dating, have we been dating for 5 years, what
In bed that night: "Viktor, I... I think I might like you... like romantically. I guess I never thought about it but I was talking to Vander and... and you've been the most important person in my life for the past like 6 years"
"Jayce, I thought we were dating? How are you only realizing this now"
"ohh"
"I called you my partner"
"I thought you meant like research partner"
"we kissed a lot"
"I thought those were like just for comfort... between friends"
*Viktor kisses him passionately but not the most passionately they've kissed before*
"Does that seem like it would be between friends?"
"heh, now that you mention it I guess not"
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You Need Me ~
Yandere! Geto Suguru x F!Reader

Part One
summary After losing your job, you settle into a new living situation with Geto Suguru. 2.05k warning mature, smut, caregiver kink, manipulation, confrontation, comfort sex, dub-con, bondage. ..............................
Geto Suguru's kept your head up high through the whole ordeal. He's been at his most supportive now that you've lost your job. Gone were those turbulent days of worrying over the emotional distance. And in its place lay this new opportunity. You have known each other for six years and dated for four. The next step was within reach, happening now. The brimming excitement in your boyfriend was contagious. However, it failed at easing the nervousness throbbing in your lungs.
You sat perched on the kitchen's island. Suguru messaged the knots forming on your shoulders. Easing the stress that bites at every pore and beckons on a migraine. You wanted this done. Men intruded at each corner, carrying boxes in and leaving out with furniture marked unusable in Suguru's eyes. It never felt livelier in this familiar home.
What was a den of musk and dark wood, a bachelor pad of Suguru's creation, turned brighter. Gone were the smoky brown leather couch or the scents of cigarette buds that caused your nose to stuff. And, in its place, was a style akin to yours. For fuck sake, he'd taken things too far before. For example, a month into dating, you'd lightly twisted your ankle, and your boyfriend flipped. He took his work home and piled on the college assignments you had at the time to nurse you to health. When you were worried about attendance, Suguru dealt with that as well. He forged a doctor's notice that went undetected.
That was the first instance that you felt unease with him. It was a minor thought that nestled deep in your brain. However, that feeling came about when you picked him up all those years ago. Geto was a lost man, similar to a stray cat. He softened to your words, like bread crumbs, as he studied your stance. He sank his claws deep into your chest cavity. Burrowing himself in your heart's confines, where now your veins singed only his name.
This housing debacle threaded that same fine line.
You demanded that nothing would change and that Suguru would have his current space as is, now, littered with your nicknacks about. You were the one moving, not him. Therefore, he shouldn't lose his safety or way of life because of you. Your partner said he didn't mind. He prioritized your comfort above all. It was a losing battle from the start that you relented countless times because you couldn't argue forever. And that was a part of what terrified you.
Losing your job set off a chain of events. Your apartment's lease was on the precipice of ending, and renewal couldn't be obtained without a job. It's been a struggle to revisit your resume, to fix the formatting, and to send it to potential employers. It was to the dismay of Suguru that you sought other employment. He preferred you'd take this time to self-discover away from school and work.
However, you needed money more so than fulfillment. You applied to numerous listings. None had bothered to respond. The few locations that you called promised future correspondence after reviewing your qualifications. Those promises had lit a fire under your feet, created a skip in your steps, which extinguished just as quickly. They'd, as well, never got back to you.
The bite of being unwanted weighed like a cluster of pebbles tossed to skid, only to be drowned in shallow waters.
What if it wasn't you? You superseded those job requirements, and it made little sense that zero out of the possible thirty employers didn't even offer an interview.
You had a faint inkling in the creases of your mind. Buried under the weight of distractions. A dark thought that felt smoldering. You love Suguru. But this somehow felt like his fault.
>>>
"Duckling, what do you feel like eating?" Suguru called as he rounded the corner. Eyes on his phone, "Tonight's take-out." You sat on a plush armchair, legs spread over the side, pulling apart tangled string lights you yearned to string up. You pondered for a moment.
"Um… ramen?" You shrugged, consumed by the K-drama on screen.
The food didn't sound appealing. You felt slightly nausea throughout the day. Nervousness compiled with skepticism of the past few months. But, you tried to let the visuals of the drama swoop you elsewhere. It did little to switch off your warring mind.
The current scene is played as follows. The antagonist counted down from ten, awaiting the anesthesia to be administered. As she reached seven, the young doctor interrupted her. "Oh, did you know? If I don't get all the air out before injecting a shot, you could die."
The client's eyes widen in confusion. The world around her became a loopy mess of darkness, except for the source of her trauma. Suguru raised his brows, glancing at the TV and then back to you.
"You're doing too much at once." His words slipped in between the doctor's parting line to the woman. Everything was black, the credits rolling. Before the next episode could load, you exited the streaming service with a scoff.
"Two things are too much?" You watched Sugu stalking forward. You wiggled your toes at him, giggling as he took the bate and tickled it. You squirm in your spot, heat rushing to your face. Your boyfriend's grasp was unrelenting as he continued to exploit your ticklish weak spot.
"It's three when I talk to you," Suguru whined, plucking the fairy lights from your hands. He tossed them on the coffee table. "I demand your sole attention." He pocketed his phone behind him, and he slotted his hips in between your legs. His hand abandoned your feet, trailing the expanse of your shin.
"Sugu..." You started not sure how to word it. The thoughts that had plagued your mind came rushing back in its full glory. You loved him, and if your suspicions were true, you wouldn't know how to function. Suguru hummed in response. He noted the worry swimming behind your gaze. He leaned down, nuzzling your neck with his head. Kisses broke loose along your collarbone. You felt too heavy to continue. "I- um, couldn't help but wonder... did you cause the jobs- um."
Suguru's movement stilled. His weight pinned your knees in place. A hurried breath passed your lips, "I won't be mad if you did." The fact that it was true caused your stomach to roll.
Whatever contents made its home in your belly earlier that day threatened to expel. You felt sick.
"So what if you won't." Suguru glowered at your frame as he reached his full height over you. Your pussy wept to be touched. Your lover looked as if he would ravish you in that moment. You rubbed curious circles on his knuckles as he lifted your lower half. You sucked in your lower lip, teeth pressing into the semi-raw flesh. Unsteadily, a tear slipped past your burning eyes. You uncomfortably arched your back to accommodate Suguru's silent demand. His hardened erection pressed tight strokes against your clit. "I got you fired. And I will not allow you to get another job."
You are startled by his cold admission. You gave a brief nod, choking out the next set of words. "You… can't just- Sugu, why?"
Suguru sighed, "Cause I love you. You're my stupid and naive little duckling. It's okay. I got you. I'll protect you from the monkeys."
"Monkeys?" You yelped.
"Don't worry about it. Isn't it more important that I got you." Suguru shimmed your shorts off and tossed it aside to the wastelands. You buried your face into the cushion, embarrassed that your concerns built into craving an orgasm. "Say it. Duckling, I got you."
Suguru's thumb applied pressure to your clit. He set a firm pace that anchored your senses to be swiftly compelled by him. He knew your body. You weren't ever going to find this pleasure in another. Suguru crouched on his knees. Your pussy naked and in his face. You heard the zipper of his pants break loose. The smack of his beautiful cock on his thigh elicited a whine from you. "You got me."
His lips smashed against your lower lips. His tongue lulled into your pulsing entrance. Suguru breathed over your clit, ragged and dense with unconcealed lust. His droll and your juices connected you two.
The sight made you blurt. "I love you." The waterworks flooded over you. You gargled moans between sobs. Suguru never once relented his assault on your vagina as you spoke. "I don't wanna think. I need you. Fuck me, Baby~."
"Good fucking girl." Suguru nipped at your folds. "I'll take all the bad thoughts away. I know whats best for you."
Suguru made quick work of his clothes and the remainder of yours. His cock held your attention as he cleaned away the coffee table. A bulbous head, red and shinny of pre-cum, made your mind fog. His length wasn't something to laugh at. It terrified you every time he'd whipped the thing out. He rarely shoved its full length inside of you.
Your head perked up as your boyfriend gestured you over. "This'll be more comfortable for y'a. Lay back." You did as told, acceding to his demands. Your back met the cold wood of the table. He made quick work untangling the string lights. Fuck You. You spent forty minutes on that crap when Suguru fixed it in less than two minutes. "I'm tying you down. Better be careful, or you'll break them," He grinned.
Using the middle of the fairy lights, he bound your wrists in place. He looped it around, tugged to check the sturdiness. Suguru folded your elbows up, your hands set firm on your chest and where your fingers could graze your chin if you ducked. Your boyfriend wrapped the two ends around your neck before securing them below the coffee table.
Suguru regarded his work. He tweaked at your nipples. He straddled your stomach, pumping his dick on top of your pillowy skin. "My- my, you've been so fucking good for me. Fuck, Duckling." He whined into your breast, taking turns with sucking each. You squirmed. Your feet slipping off the edge as you tried to find purchase.
Your hips bucked more intensely. The slopping sounds of your pussy caused your face to heat up. "Sugu~ stop teasing"
"Please, fuck me with your cock. I need it," You stuttered between the racing of your heart. Your tummy hurt so badly. You scratched at your neck, hissing at how deep you were going.
"Since the princess asked nicely."
Without warning, Suguru plunged headfirst into your cervix. He held you still, watching you squirm on his cock. "There's some rules from now on. You don't need anything that I can't provide. Repeat it."
You hiccuped, "I- uh… don't need an-anything that you can't provide." You attempted to twist your hips to ride Suguru's stationary body. He hummed at your words, releasing an attack on your clit. Short bursts of slaps had you seeing stars. You couldn't handle being at the height of an orgasm for much longer.
"Tell me you won't fight me. You can't say no to me. When I buy you something, you accept. If I dress you, bathe you, do all the shit that you could do yourself, guess what you do. Accept it."
"I won't fight. I'll accept everything you give or do to me." You whined. Borderline screamed at the top of your lungs. And with that, Suguru guided your hips back and forth.
.............................. Requests are opened and encouraged. Here's the official JJK master list that you can check out here. 🥰 @appleblueberry-pie, thank you for your continuous support and suggesting this lovely prompt.
@oromaangel and @sweetthingssourpeople. I hope that you two enjoy the continuation of this story! Thank you for your engagement on part one.
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"constant condescension, demands of service, and emotional abuse."
"constant condescension": do you mean the nicknames Stolas gave to Blitz where it shows the clash of POVs from both sides (Stolas POV he's just being tender and loving, but of course his oblivious ass raised in a classist family won't realize that, meanwhile from Blitz POV, where class weights way more on him, assumes he's being condescending, despite not being his intention and not being a reality either). But psh, screw that right? It's way better to oversimplify and say Stolas does it on purpose and is a big monster, surely that's the most intelligent way to go!
"demands of service": alright, it's another part of POV clash, because the so-called 'demands' are something that Blitz perhaps understands what his affair with Stolas is like, for obvious reason, he's a goetia, he's an imp, yada yada, power imbalance, logical reasons that explains why the foundation of Stolitz in the first place is messy and shouldn't ever be the base of an relationship and the reason ppl root for it is for them to get out of this but no you all just assume everyone wants them to create this narrative that 'Stolas is in the right Blitz in the wrong' when the NOT FUCKING STUPID people don't pick sides and conclude this was a trainwreck bound to happen, fans are just waiting for the resolution (which hasn't come yet)
Anyways back to my point about the so-called demands, as I explained why it's understandable Blitz views this way, this is also not an reality. Paying attention to Stolas language in Murder Family, fucked up context aside, he don't bring up consequences if Blitz didn't accept the trade neither mentioned his power to threat him to accept it either, he offered and even asked if it's fair, someone as powerful as Stolas could control Blitz easily, yet he doesn't and it shows a lot about his character, but of fucking course you all don't care about that, Stolas is a big meanie.
and lastly: emotional abuse.
What. Just what. Everything that's going on with Blitz right now is not Stolas fault, this overwhelming 'torture' for Blitz as shown in these episodes are because of the obvious fact of the MASSIVE self hatred Blitz holds against himself, which, guess what, was actually SOLVED in this episode with Millie's help. This was not a damage by Stolas, sure, it's the most recent wound and Blitz feels guilty not for falling up for him, despite him desiring that, but he just straight up refused consciously to sit and talk with Stolas seriously because he WANTED that pompous rich asshole projection he had of Stolas (that is shown on his Truth Seekers hallucination), and talking about that, YES, EVERYONE KNOWS THE STOLAS PERCEPTION OF BLITZ SHOWN IN THAT EPISODE IS FUCKED UP, is not by any means healthy and is just self degrading, Stolas social class by itself already does that but his words towards him he >unconsciously< fed this preconception;
I could discuss Stolitz for a while and explain the appeal to Stolitz is not their previous dynamic, as fun as it was to watch sometimes, most know those conditions are not the healthy base of an relationship, and no, Stolas arc is by any means resolved, him taking the action to end the transactional deal with Blitz is just an start, the episodes are setting up so much stuff about Stolas realizing more stuff and ACTUALLY CHANGE FR.
What do you think the Striker line towards him about how the royals take everything from 'us', Blitz ranting (which is not a calling Stolas out, it's a rant of feeling unfairly dismissed and how he's having his feelings being played), but regardless, mentioning his attitude towards other imps and Apology Tour description literally calling Stolas not being self aware enough, and it's the episodes where petty Stolas keep talking bs at the start (with an Blitz that refuses to talk seriously fr)
This misconception you all have that Stolitz fans think all this needs to happen is Blitz to confess, and that Stolas has nothing more to improve is just wrong. Just plain wrong. I love both of these characters and I hate seeing an enormous mischaracterization of both.
Let's see if you won't oversimplify all I just said
Not oversimplify, but to summarise how stolas fans excuse him:

(1) Not the nickname. The fact he is asked not to say it, but does anyway. Because it makes him feel good. That is condescending. He is screamed in his face how people feel, and he ignores them not because he is “oblivious” or “tender and loving” but because he wants them to feel something else. This is wilful ignorance.
His response to his abusive marriage and family he has no control over, is to control those he knows cannot say no to him, to make himself feel better. The same way he abuses drugs and absinthe. He does it to his own staff, his daughter in the LooLoo land episode causing her breakdown, which he later regretted. In general to all imp kind, hellhounds also. This is the toxic mindset of someone with pain, who has let his victim mentality go too far. He is exploiting his privilege, which he is perfectly aware that he has. “Being part of the Goetia family is rather valuable you know”
Oddly enough, despite his “oblivious” self….he knows not to act this way towards Paimon, Asmodeus, and Andrealphus. He uses respect for all three. Ever wonder why? Him and Stella are in a clear power struggle. How they use power is unstable. An explanation, not excuse, for how he acts. This isn’t a prince problem. This is a stolas problem. His trauma isn’t blitzos fault, but Blitzs trauma is caused by how stolas has behaved to him.
“His oblivious ass and being raised in a classist family won’t realise that” hm. Wont realise….what? But you say everything is all in blitzs head and not the reality at all? So what isn’t stolas realising???
…..Oh and these…which are not even all of them.

(2) Now hang on, you can’t just “yada yada” away a power dynamic that you recognise is the problem. Stolas can control blitz. You do not understand what the sexual abuse is here. You think the fact he could rape him even more, but doesn’t, is worthy of praise. I think what he’s already done to abuse his power, is worthy of disdain. You’re pretending this was consensual, but despite how pro stolas the narrative is, even they have to admit it was not. Stolas said it wasnt right for a reason. And you seem to take his reality and his truth as the only reality, so why make this exception. When someone says they were sexually abused, you don’t get to say “Well you’re wrong. That’s not the reality. Because he loves you, and he didn’t mean it. He’s doesn’t see it this way, he’s one of the good ones.”
That first sentence is a mess. They’re demands because “no” isn’t reasonably on the table. He had to beg him not to take his business away, he said he could fulfill the bargain. You and stolas are squeamishly in denial about it. It’s not that blitz doesn’t feel this way, and that it isn’t what happened, it’s that you wish he didn’t and you wish that it didn’t, you want to pretend it is “society” or blitzs mental illnesses or Blitzs dad. But never stolas and what he did.
Er….you are taking a side. You said everything blitz feels is not reality. The source being, his trauma, and because stolas doesn’t see it that way. This feels like accusing an abuser person of “hysteria”
The emotional abuse part was explained very clearly, stolas does all of these; shifts blame, denial, shames him for his past relationships, switches victim and offender, rewrites past events, dodges questions, uses hefty amounts of guilt tripping, projection, deflection, silent treatment, taunting, and torment. By comparison, Blitz yells at him not to dismiss him, says he behaves in a classist way, makes sex jokes, and says “fuck you” these are all reactions. Something called reactive abuse which is what victims do in frustration and lack of control. Like stolas screaming back at Stella. She almost always starts it. (Not counting one scene where the start of the fight is offscreen so I don’t know who did)
“This was not caused by stolas. Sure it was the most recent wound” bit of a self contradiction. The way stolas behaved was disgusting, and abusive, his combination of control and guilt tripping, caused a massive decline in blitzs confidence triggering a mental break. As stolas’ behaviour has done to him several times.
Did Blitz “not want to talk?” Or did stolas order him to leave three times, and kick him out by force the second time? And turn his back on him every single instance. Causing the angry “im not being listened to” response stolas always causes in people. No. It’s stolas who refuses to. And as you and I both know, he has all of the power.
Third last paragraph, Viv cannot allow blitz to be right about stolas, so she compares him to a more convenient “bad” example, Striker. Ppl want to pretend the problem is “society” and painting royals with the same brush like a meanie head, and pretend it’s not stolas’ fault cause he’s just “loving and tender and oblivious and silly” This is a massive case of denial and creators pet behaviour, that is even irritating the spindlehorse animators and non-Viv writers.
Second last paragraph, don’t tell me what I think lol?. Many of the fans say they actually do feel that way, it’s no misconception. In this message you are dodging stolas having any moments of malice at all, by using “trauma” and “blitz just sees it that way” as reasonings.
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My hand slipped there’s more now @mousermayhem. This poor kid needs some damn soup and a hug. That is in no way my fault.
Splinter hummed softly, gently running his hand over their guest's scales. He'd walked in to find the turtle thrashing in his sleep and every protective instinct told him to calm the child down. He was glad his sons had, for the most part, stayed wary of the larger turtle. For him, though… he couldn't stop seeing an injured teenager that had been created only to fight.
The turtle's own brothers had been willing to harm him to the point of almost killing him. Had the child ever been treated gently? Had any of them? He was so young, inexperienced and vulnerable in ways Splinter's own children wouldn't be able to understand. It disgusted him that any adult would do things this way. Copied memories were not a true substitute for living. Knowing how to fight in theory did not give these children the muscle memory, the practice, that had been so important for his sons' safety.
A soft whine and a bang brought Splinter out of his thoughts to murmer soothing words to the injured teen. When the turtle's tail stopped whipping against the bedframe, Splinter looked to the notes Donatello had written out earlier that day. The times listed on the paper confirmed Splinter's suspicions that the pain medication was wearing off and leading to the increased distress.
He wasn't surprised to see his son step into the room shortly after his look at the notes. "Oh, hi dad. I didn't expect you to be in here?"
"I unfortunately cannot keep myself from watching over injured teenagers. I have too much experience with them pushing themselves too quickly." Donatello grinned,
"You mean Raph pushing himself too quickly."
"He may be the worst of you four, but you have all done it." His son stuck his tongue out before turning to administer the pain medication.
"I try not to, but I have so much stuff I want to work on! I can't just sit in bed all day. By the way, this stuff isn't going to keep him asleep, so he might wake up soon. Just… so you don't get bit or something."
"I will keep that in mind, thank you."
As it turned out, the child would sleep for another hour. Splinter took the chance to read while he waited. When the turtle did eventually start to stir he stood to fill a glass of water— far enough to avoid any initial panic, but close enough to help if necessary. Thankfully it seemed they needn't have worried, the teen simply yawning and carefully pushing himself into a sitting position. Catching sight of Splinter he tilted his head and blinked, "You're… their dad. Right."
Splinter smiled gently and nodded, "Yes. Now here, have something to drink, I'm sure you're dehydrated after everything that's happened." The turtle took the cup without complaint and Splinter returned to his seat. "May I ask why you chose to come here specifically?"
The teen opened his mouth to reply, only for his head to snap around to watch the door. Splinter raised an eyebrow. Did the child have enhanced hearing? Mikey skid to a stop just outside the door, grinning as he entered the room. "Hey, you're awake! Feeling better?" The other turtle gave a hesitant nod, tail curling around his ankle. Leonardo's entrance was far less happy-go-lucky.
"Mikey we don't know if he's safe-!"
"I can confirm that everything is fine, Leonardo, you have nothing to stress over. Come, sit." Seeing Mikey safe, Leonardo's shoulders sagged in relief as he moved to sit in a chair near his father. Mikey meanwhile began chattering to a mildly alarmed Dark Raph, who seemed unsure of if he should be responding to what was being said. Donatello joined them moments later, checking the computer before he spoke.
"How are you feeling? Any pain? The meds shouldn't be wearing off yet, but we already have a boosted metabolism so I'm not sure about you…" The other teen shrugged,
"I feel fine." After a moment of hesitation, tongue darting out to lick his lips, he continued, "My hip is a bit sore still."
"Yeah that's pretty much to be expected, but I can have one of the bots scan it just in case."
"The-" Seeing the bot pop up next to him had the turtle jerking back in surprise, eyes warily tracking the machine as it started its scan. Donatello didn't seem to notice, eyes still on the computer as he looked over the images. Mikey, however, whipped out a sketchbook and nudged the other teen until he was looking at art instead of what was happening.
"Everything looks fine, but if you want to walk around at all you should probably wear a brace for now. That way you won't have to worry about anything popping back out of place." Still distracted by Mikey's sketchbook, the other turtle only hummed in reply.
Donatello's deadpan look had Splinter smiling in amusement and shaking his head. "I can make sure he actually heard you later, my son." His son huffed, but rolled the computer chair over to sit with him and Leonardo.
"Oh yeah! Guys, we need to give him a nickname! We can't just keep calling him Dark Raph or whatever if he's sticking around." Mikey seemed excited by the idea, but the other turtle frowned, eyes narrowed.
"You… want me to stay."
"Yeah of course we do! Right, guys?"
"Mikey if he has somewhere to go we can't keep him here. Wait, do you have somewhere to go?" At Leonardo's question the teen eyes skittered away to glare at a the wall.
"No, I don't." Donatello raised an eyeridge,
"Well I'd prefer you stay until you're healed at least. I mean, we can't just let you wander around the apartment, but… yeah."
"Yeah, what Donnie said! C'mon you should stay. Pleaseeee." Dark Raph immediately looked away from Mikey's puppydog eyes, still frowning.
"I- what's the catch. You want me to fight my brothers or some shit?" When all of his sons froze, confusion written across their faces, Splinter stepped in.
"There is no catch. We would not ask you to fight your brothers. If you really feel like you must give us something for letting you stay, any information you have on Darius Dunn's plans would be helpful. However, we are not going to force you to do anything." The teen was still visibly suspicious of their intentions, but he did seem to consider his options. Splinter waited in silence for the turtle's answer. It did not matter how much they wanted to help; if the child felt like a captive they would only be able to do so much.
By the time the teen spoke Mikey was bouncing in place, quickly running low on patience. "I'll… stay. For now." Mikey cheered at the answer,
"Yes! I'm making a celebration dinner bye!" His son was halfway out the door before he'd even finished his sentence.
"He forgot about the nickname thing, didn't he?"
#tmnt#tmnt 2003#tmnt au#Left Behind B Side#I wanted to get to the nickname in this part and then realized I could do the funniest thing#If I have to suffer so do you#writing :D
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The nylander convo pre covid years was def reaching the pervasiveness, but never quite got as personal the way it has with mitch. like I distinctly remember don cherry (just threw up in my mouth a little bit) continuously going off about nylander which then made everyone else talk about him and it was just an endless cycle. they painted him as aloof and felt that he didn't care about toronto, but they never really got as mean as people have with mitch now. everyone wanted him out of toronto, but they weren't saying he should never play in the nhl again
but honestly the biggest difference was that the things they were saying about willy weren't exactly wrong either. like they would get mad at his lack of production or sloppy defense or careless plays, which like, yeah. that's exactly what was happening. they didn't have to go on and on about it but he wasn't producing like they thought he would and that was that.
And the thing I can't really pinpoint is when and why the nylander hate train stopped. again, I don't think anyone's faults deserve to be pointed out and dissected on a nightly basis, but he hasn't exactly improved exponentially in any of those categories? maybe the caring about toronto bit? but he still makes careless plays and his career point totals are still less than marner/matthews so? what gives?
I don't know why the blame was shifted to mitch, and again, another guy has to take ALL the blame for this teams shortcomings and have his character be questioned every single day. Nothing about it makes sense.
oh yeah and i'm not making light of the types of xenophobia that can be seen when talking about nhlers. there's plenty of it and i'm not even saying willy wasn't a negative talking point bc i'm sure he was. don cherry is an old ass hag whose opinion shouldn't matter at all 50 years after he stopped playing like jfc. but i do think one man's vendetta and constant bitching is different from like.. proper media outlets going out of their way to misinterpret something (or EVERYTHING) a player says time and time again to drum up talk. i just think things on the internet have somehow gotten worse in terms of clickbait so everything feels even more terrible too. someone does always have to be the scapegoat with toronto but i have a hard time buying that a rookie was taking up as much air time as the public punching bag than a now star player who has an obligation and routine to be in the media more often and all of it follows constant playoff failure from the TEAM. even elliott friedman covering the entire LEAGUE having to stop talking about anything to do with mitch hypothetically unless it was actual insider info bc his mentions went nuts is so........ trash.
and lol about the stuff they were saying about willy. it certainly isn't a nice way to say it... calling him lazy and insinuating shit about his work ethic is attacking his character when i don't think that's the way to put it, but i do think those are still problems in his game, you're right! the thing is... willy was not always productive as he has been right now, lol. his game has grown but mostly in just offensive production and that's it. he hasn't put in the work on the less flashy side of things (while mitch has. mitch's offense has always been top tier but he's dedicated time to growing defensively clearly) and i think it's a valid criticism of him and also a lot of hockey fans don't fully know how to evaluate or value skills away from the puck (myself included to some extent too, it's harder). he's great at creating offense solo... he's a great puck carrier and in transition... he's great when he's out there with a loaded up line like the power play (hence why some of his 'clutch' moments come in those situations too). but i also think everyone talking about his ability to pay attention for a full 82 game span being unproven is right, lol. i saw a tweet abt how he does 'just enough' the other day and was a 'load management king' and like. maybe so but imagine if a forward you've agreed to pay 11.5 would do a little more than that and work on consistency, lol. i get why people are a fan of his game, don't get me wrong. it's fun to watch graceful bursts of offense... i just think there's still irresponsibility there. if he were more willing to buy in, we have a better shot at racking up more points during the regular season and putting us in a better position for the playoffs too... wouldn't need some of those moments of saving lol. it's not just about only 'showing up' in the playoffs moments considered big, which i still think is a stupid argument when every game is important and the best playoff run by a current leaf was 22-23 mitch but. idk. i'm kind of glad berube is trying him at center to give the leafs and willy's game some versatility. i hope it comes with growth, the team will be better for it.
the shift in blame is hard to pinpoint for me too, lol. i don't get why beyond like.. willy bulking up... putting up 40 goals? idk what the threshold is for why things changed this time when mitch was our mvp 2 yrs ago with auston hurt. willy going on a run in a contract year was part of it probably, but it's silly of leaf fans to just decide Now is the year it all just doesn't work just bc only 2/4 core guys are signed on and then declare those are the best 2 we've had the the loss of the others is marginal. bc lol and it's pure coincidence that the major contracts line up in tandem like that. we still only saw them all play under 2 coaches that whole time... anyway. i have no clue what's next, lol. i'm excited to see them play in a different system for real, but i think the dumbest people among us need someone to solely blame for why everything up to this point hasn't worked and why getting rid of that 1 person will result in immediate success while refusing to acknowledge luck plays any sort of role year after year. it's not a fun truth but it's a truth... having 3/4 of ur best players dealing with something in some capacity is crazy work by the universe.
#easks#simply.. it wasnt time ! klJFKLDSJFKL#no one can tell me mitch wasnt playing injured either lol#anyway yeah i dont get it. i think mitch and willys games are on separate tiers despite last yrs point totals lol#i think the debate would go away if mitch ever focused on 40 goals instead of like fjkdsl austons perpetual chase for a new record but also#thats one of the most fun parts of being a leaf fan so <3 LKFJKLDS... I DONT CARE EITHER WAY
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Yeah, we planned to not go to school today, but that was for fun and silly reasons. Well, out of nowhere, a fragment decided to start attacking every single piece of who green is. And now we can't do anything. They insulted his taste in games and just everything he enjoys doing, misgendered him on purpose like at least a dozen times saying that he's "as far from being a guy as a human possibly can be", calling him weak and sensitive when he was affected by these comments, and when he tried to justify why he likes what he likes, it refused to listen. (Not that we should have to justify why we like what we like anyways when it doesn't hurt anyone.) It called him stupid and childish and mentally ill(in an insulting way,) and said he's weak for being sensitive to sound and textures. Yeah he's not doing too well.
Do we also tell them about how this actually started?
It's not even actually their fault. Don't drag them into this. There's no need to suddenly make them walk on eggshells for no reason.
Doesn't seem like "no reason" to me.
They shouldn't have to watch what they're saying as if they're dancing through a minefield.
But shouldn't they know, just in case? What they do with that information isn't our problem. Whether or not they become overly anxious about what they say to us isn't our problem.
It IS our problem, actually. We all know they didn't mean any harm saying that kind of thing. We should be able to acknowledge that and move on.
Well, yeah, we can, when we're feeling well, such as the time when the comment was made. But then it suddenly turns into solid ammunition for making one of us spiral into pretty bad stuff when we're a bit unstable..
It's not that big of a deal. They didn't mean it as criticism and you know it. They shouldn't have to think thrice about whether or not a single mindless sentence would do harm or not. I'm not about to make them stress over small details like this. They shouldn't have to fucking tiptoe around our issues when talking to us.
Okay yeah sure YOU can be accommodating and understanding and unaffected but not him. You know he's not like you. He does kind of need to be coddled and you know it.
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I'm still not going to say what caused this. They most definitely don't even remember making that comment. And honestly? I don't remember either, not until you brought it up.
I kind of wonder if they noticed? Sure they weren't watching our screen, but the way he froze up upon hearing that was like, audible. The silence was loud (for us). And then the immediate hurried attempt at justifying why he likes what he likes, when we don't even know why we like something. We just do, and on the spot, he had to make up some reason.
...stop fucking trying to "hint" at what actually happened. I can tell what you're doing. Cut it out or I'm going to crack your skull in half repeatedly until you have no head and you cannot think. You know I can just create a headache for us physically just by thinking a bit harder if I wanted to. You dare say anything at all and I'll throw all of us an unbearable headache.
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Independence Day (1/5) Movie CLIP - Time's Up (1996) HD
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Now this does happen tomorrow night and her son and daughter made a note to us they said that the explosions showing are more severe than what happens a lot more severe in some cases the building you say he thinks it's a serious building Sears Tower in New York City Sears Tower and it becomes weak he thinks the top part of it might get ruined but the midsection down is still intact but these support structure is brought to temperature stream temperature and very hot and weakens the sports to the point where they're the support of the building is no longer real and they smash into it the president does later on when he becomes Batman with a train and people don't like it but that's apparently what happens and I see it and if it's too ugly thing that happens we think he actually survives it that explosion is not that bad either but he does go through it and somebody puts the propane bottle there we do think that's Tommy f and he's trying to kidnap our son when we do also think that Terry cheesman put it there in the first place and these guys are getting found out for messing with Tony f quite a bit and they had Peter audit make all this stuff and take all the stuff to take it from him and they were caught and they're having a war people are now on to it and they're saying both sides probably have large stashes of weapons and they are going after both sides. This is a huge game history this has occurred people are dying and there is a war because of them and it's getting pretty hefty and big and in the public eye this happens we believe tomorrow night. There's some other things going on and they happen fairly soon after this the president's who is now playing Trump he disappears and into a tomb well he dies, and we believe it's publicly announced and he is out. For real he is announced as to have died from a stomach ailment for some reason it seems like Billy z is very angry about what happened at Waterloo the reenactment has just gone on and his stomach was a mess the whole time this is part of what's happening behind the scenes to cause this to occur and they usually use things like that yeah as well but for real he is going to be out of office. It's very strange because they're trying to be president in the past by going up the chain and the Mac proper don't want it it will cause a catastrophic War they thought for a long time and they had to stop it and sit here with these freaks they say and now they're trying to get rid of them to cause a global war they're not afraid of going after them they say they have our son in the middle of it and daughter and we have standing threats on them and their personage. These guys get hit quite a bit and blown up and more and still come back now it is a matter of time before something happens but gross okay they come back after dying many many times but he goes into the grave as president and he's really not the president and he goes to Jersey the other one is still in the grave and he ends up gone and fairly soon gets in put in the grave again it's in the morgue and he goes to the grave.
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Yeah I kindly ask them to leave golds and they haven't left me alone. I pushed smack that me out and we all suck but really I suck and they shouldn't have done it I look back on it and it it's a mistake and now I'm not running it and they asked me to leave and we are fighting Mac and we're fighting Trump and Tommy f all that's kind of a waste of time and I started s*** with the kid apparently over nothing he says it was pretty much nothing and you're punching me and with this idiot Dave dan egging it on. And he thinks she was there and the one doing it and Tommy f thinks he was doing. It's the same guy who was up there at UMass who created the annual snowball attack on Amherst college to say Amherst University okay and he dragged me into it it is symbology and it is occurring and you guys have fault for it and it's from Russia
Zues
Uh oh. Ok. Yeah and I was playing a Russian girl a Russian special yeah
Jen Merrick I'm laughing because I hardly did anything physical to help him and as Jolene I was working all time and I guess I got tired of it and he's laughing and says it's not really funny and I started laughing and I'm like a real person and I'm having that thing do it yeah that this is how it goes and you make people like us do stuff you end up in trouble
Yeah we didn't know it was so hot but really this is crazy s*** and it is funny cuz she hardly wants to move it all or do anything to get stuff to him and ask Jen she was the queen and this Russian guy made a big mess out of everything and it's trying to blame this guy Dave Dan they're going to be a problem it's not a shitload of around for real
Mac Daddy
You still have a lot of people yeah and if I didn't w**** I could make proper and they didn't need these assholes on them so they started all this s*** and they may have used Dave Dan yep. He is a massive a****** to our son and he started this fight with Brad and our son and Brad knows. August 2nd Vance is dead and out of office and Tommy f takes over and he was causing that fight too and they beat each other to death and dissolve into nothing. This guy next door started a lot of trouble between people here and he is going to get his ass whooped
Thor Freya
He likes to thank you for doing all that work but you are threatening our son and daughter and we are going to take care of you. Make no mistake about it you are on the list to be terminated and eventually you're gone and it looks like you become huge in space straight down and your incinerated almost by the space shuttle exhaust and all of your threats and things like that don't save you at all and you're saying it's the gentle giant it might be and would you know what happens to you and we know what happens to Brad and you get into a fight in space as planet sized objects and you both die and you head to Earth literally and destroy your areas for us yeah
Nuada Arrianna
This is what happens to them thankfully
Thor Freya
It's payback and on your people too for have done that to me you're stupid to have done it and that's what people get it'll be explained in long hand since shorthand as no effect no and is happening because of what you idiots did
Zues Hera
You may be a big huge leader where you're from we are the leaders here and not really and what kind of sorry for what we did and it was a mistake and I figured out these Mac proper probably had us do it and to do this full scenario
Tommy f
You made some pretty big mistakes but they plan to do this to you people anyways and they plan to rope me into it using Brad and others and it's because Brad was taking over Joe weider's role and he wanted to get him in trouble and had me do it at UMass you got me in a lot of trouble now have you idiots bird dogging me for your transgressions you're taking over the rolls and they're still alive down there and had to do it and they're still nasty b****** about it and you just both have to go that's the solution and you are and minority warlocks are having a field day laughing at you cuz you look so stupid that will change when the minority will lock shoots this dumbass next door and really deserves it and he dies like august second from his wounds. He also dies before that maybe and in tomorrow by silver chair. Coming up
Zues Hera
It will happen shortly after his brother dies he assumes command even though he was shot the same kind of injury and it cuts the guy in half now these Mac proper have been doing it to our son for quite a while he has his back issue because he's still a baby. And Mike goodhue used to have a back brace and it's symbolic as to when it was on him and seen and on our son and our son says you have to wear that stupid brace and play a Russian for God saves you idiot and things started to change and he says what do you think it is I don't know this so that proper people back properly saying about you then my back kind of gives out cuz of my age I'm very young and like 5 inches taller than a newborn. And it happens to you and your brother it has to do is mobility of your armies and the same to make them not mobile but it's probably much deeper than that. We hear that he looked into it and that there's a lot of stuff to it but it is about his army's mobility and they begin to stuff themselves into the upper Midwest and fighting Tommy half the whole time and Tommy f is kind of desperate and transfer her son and tries for our son and fails and Trump tried and fails Dave Dan tried and failed and turns into the big fiasco this is coming up pretty soon.
Thor Freya
Yeah we thought we were getting to him and stuff no I was wearing a back place cuz I couldn't work my back was so much pain and it's happened to him and I see him laying here and absolute pain and it had nothing to do with me he says except it's when he had it on and it's happening to me because the back proper bunch of weird people but it's saying some kind of command and you're in that movie civil War that's a pretty hefty weapon and he got depressed and I was the one getting depressed but this is awful I've never seen anything like this and he says this is going to be terrible and it really is
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eugh
I don't know how to feel about thattttt. Ew.
it's apparently not a normal thing that uhh.
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I don't remember the specific age but under 6 year old to do thattttttttt
Like 5 years old something
what do you mean. I'd be doing something like that at that age.
I didn't even know the name for that. Ugh. It's not exactly normal for another child to tell you to try that. where did he learn that.
Also it's so confusing too because it's not like it's exactly his fault. I am not mad.
also because it'd be mostly mutual thing. You know.
Ew. ewwww. also I'd do it myself so it's not like I forced either so why does it still feel so
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Like I don't remember exactly how he'd describe it to me or what he said. Just something along the lines that did you know it feels good if you do that.
and then I'd be curious to try it.
Eughhh. I remember trying itttttt, I remember it'd also kind of hurt but still jxixixixiciciiguh and then I'd fucking kind of like it too if it sting a bit which is so fucked up. It was nice but also the short fear whenever it would kind of hurt.
also why the fuck using that. That was kind of sharppp. not exactly but a little. that is not safe. what the hell
Also it's not normal behavior that child is inserting different objects there. I'd that for years. At one point I'd stop. I don't remember when exactly.
Also remember I'd have wooden stick stuck there and it hurt like hell. Probably something that should have been checked but I knew that was something I shouldn't really be doing and imagine how angry people would get. also feeling ashamed how stupid I could be because I should have been careful. Would burn so bad to pee.
It'd kind of just sort itself out though but I remember It'd still be there for a long time. I'd be so scared too about what would happen does it get badly infected, what happens then. but I can't tell anybody because it's embarrassing as hell and I was scared.
Also apparently it's not normal for kdjzuzjxu
ughh. eugh. ew.. he'd say to think of it as an 'challenge' I'd feel weird and reluctant as he'd first ask us to do that. but it was just a challenge.
I feel sick thinking about that. like this specific thing makes me feel sick. Kissing there? that's. not normal..
I feel sick. what do you mean someone has touched me there. and I then kffuxigigugugu
it did feel little disgusting. because why would I want to do that. Feels dirty. but it was a challenge. challenges aren't always meant to feel exactly comfortable because it wouldn't be a challenge if it was just whatever.
Also that game. I never understood the punch line to that. why are we in a closet hiding and
jzhguxh he'd create challenges and games to touch me. And I didn't really understand why but I'd then go along.
It feels weird because now I understand what was supposed to be funny about that. makes me feel weird. makes me concerned of how he even could understand to make joke like that.
I also feel weird and sick because I don't think I actually remember half of it. I know something similar would happen more but I don't remember the details.
those things shouldn't have been happening.
confusing feeling too because we'd be so close and we'd be talking how we will get married plan our future together. Our parents would talk about too how we'd grow and get married and stuff.
I genuinely thought as a kid it's obvious we're going to get married. Would say how I love him, his my prince.
It feels fucked up that even though we kind of stopped talking when we went to school. He would just start avoiding me not wanting to be with me and I'd then understand and would leave him be thinking he probably didn't want to be around me so he wouldn't be made fun of by the other boys.
We'd have prief conversation about this through texts as I moved and changed schools and asking if we could try again from the start and him saying how school kind of had ruined that and stuff. but we didn't really end up talking more.
Even if our families would meet sometimes we wouldn't directly really talk. yet without an expectation our parents would remind us how we used to say we would get married. "do you remember how you'd call him your prince?" etc
feeling always uncomfortable by it but well. What can you do.
his parents sometimes keeps telling me how I should try contacting him again. Asking if it could be any possibility we would end up together again?
I find that weird. why are you so obsessed of two people being together.
his mother always tries asking about what music I'd like or if we could share any hobbies. telling me the music he likes and saying how I should try listening it too and go talk to him.
It's funny too because for years I personally hsd no issues talking to him but he just didn't seem to want to talk to me or be near me so I wouldn't push it and respect that. He probably would feel weird about all that. I mean everytime I do see him I wonder if he remembers and thinks that was kind of odd..
Now I feel uncomfortable.
also he'd sometimes kind of make fun of me when we'd be in school. Not badly. but yeah. I was never mad about it. but yeah.
I do not know really what to think of all that.
What would I do if I saw him again and he wanted to talk.
it's not like I'm mad. we were young kids.
but I do remember him using the card of not wanting to be my friend anymore if I didn't want to do some things or if I'd say I will tell someone about something. that's
what do you say about that
also the next time I see his parents and they're all oh I remember you two being love and all you should start dating etc etc
and I have to just smile and be haha yeah. I remember crying to my mother when she was feeling uncomfortable by us and said I needed to tell him keep is pants on in our house. doesn't matter what happens at his house I guess.
and I guess it's my responsibility to stop something that you feel uneasy about. not yours as a parent but oh well.
yeahhhh.
coool
what do you think about that
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I think the Edward Elric comparison is perfect. Because what really strikes me as foul is in the conversation where Aang says that he shouldn't kill the firelord and he's upset because he's never done that before, he's talking specifically to Kyoshi who "killed" Chin the Conqueror by creating the situation that ended in his death.
She explains that taking his life was necessary to secure peace, specifically in the language of: "I killed that man. I did not care if he saved himself or not when I split the ground under his feet. I had no interest in saving him when he did fall. I split the island off knowing full god damned well that Chin dying wasn't just possible as a consequence, but the most likely outcome and I did it anyway. I killed Chin." Kyoshi doesn't just fully acknowledge that using lethal force on people kills them. (I point to this mostly when people try to say that in a kid's show you assume no one dies unless explicitly told, because Kyoshi is talking about doing something reckless that applies lethal force in much the same way as the gaang this whole series.) She specifically says that intending to kill is not much different than being reckless in the application of lethal force. She is holding herself accountable for her own decisions and actions.
Aang is the one trying to shift that blame from her onto Chin, because he died "from his stubbornness". And he does the same for himself when, within in that context, he says that he's never killed before and to ask him to use lethal force is unethical. Of course asking him, a 12 year old ascetic monk, to kill is unethical, but children doing the things that even adults shouldn't have to is a huge theme in the series. Of course him finding a third way is a beautiful way of addressing that theme, and it's perfect. But the misstep is Aang suggesting: blowing all those soldiers off the side of a mountain and crushing others in the snow (using lethal force that can inly be interpreted as causing death) during the siege of one of the air temples wasn't his fault only because maybe he just wasn't thinking about whether it would kill them. All those people blown into solid stone walls with enough force to lift them off their feet, fly several 10's of feet across a room, and hold them against the wall wasn't him murdering these people maybe because his intention wasn't to kill them. That all the soldiers crushed by the strikes of the giant spirit koi fish at the north pole and sinking those ships full with sailors into polar freezing temperature water doesn't count as him killing them since, I guess he was in the avatar state and under influence of the ocean spirit? Sure maybe I could give him that, but if killing in a life or death situation is so abhorrent to cause this whole existential crisis, why was there not one peep of a doubt after the battle at the north pole? The implication felt very clear to me even back when the episode first aired that Aang doesn't believe himself to be responsible for his own actions just as long as he doesn't specifically intend to do something distasteful regardless of whether or not the distasteful thing happens and that's incredibly sloppy writing.
Literally just the revelation when Kyoshi explains her side of killing Chin that, "ah shit I guess that would be the only logical conclusion. I think I might have killed people" could have led to an additional level of discussion with the other avatars, for example when he decided he didn't like what Kyoshi said and he wanted someone to tell him what he wanted to hear (immediately afterward he speaks to an air nomad avatar expecting them to say that he didn't have to kill the firelord). We could have had the explicit discussion about Aang being a child and that being unfair and that all this stuff that is natural within a war environment runs counter to everything that is good and healthy; this would have been the place to spell out the underlying theme of "war scars civilization for generations by traumatizing the children through making the things that would traumatize grown adults so commonplace that those children don't even have a baseline anymore to understand that they are traumatized" (see Zuko and Azula's story arcs).
But no, instead we get a main character suggesting that it's fine if other people dirty their hands with causal murder, but he's too special boi to be responsible for his own application of lethal force. FMA has this same exact theme (see all the times the war veteran state alchemists who helped the state genocide Ishval express shock and disgust at ed and al working as "dogs of the state" and equally all the times they move heaven and Earth to try to protect them from even the tiniest details of war) and Ed and Al not only have the hinted extra levels of conversation over the course of the series, but they take responsibility for their own actions even when those actions have unintended consequences and even though they are also children who shouldn't have to be the people with all the answers acting the right way all the time. Ed even talks with Al about how special boi status is isn't an excuse to refuse what is necessary or pretend like intentions save you from the blame.
TLDR: I have a lot of very strong feelings about this scene, and FMA did the same thing but better.
I enjoy the fact that aang refuses to kill is more rooted in "im 12 and a monk" and less to do with "if i kill im just as bad"
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"...and create in me a heavenly body."
I finally made semi-fledged character designs for the main peeps of 'The Heavenly Body' Case File in Question! It's the finished version of the doodle and aaaa
I also wanna talk a bit about the characters and stuff before I finish up Chapter 4 of this fanfic, since it's coming to a close. Aaaaaand to perhaps drop some hints about what could possibly come, for those of y'all wanting to guess how this goes down.
Word vomit, so aaaaa, under the cut-

[Eclipse, the Honored Police Chief] The evidently socially awkward prototype animatronic who towers around 9'5" tall, struggles to get through some doorways and some conversations, specifically from a detective that he accidentally managed to befriend three years ago. He's an auto-repurposed celestial animatronic that earned a spot in the police force when he was paving a new way of life for himself and his family. While some things didn't happen the way he wanted it to, he intends to spend the rest of his life atoning for all the poor decisions he's made.
[Sun, the Sadistic Mafia Boss] The flamboyant and childish-facading celestial animatronic, standing about 8~ foot tall, loves teasing and talking down condescendingly about people. Was a former childcare animatronic, along with his family, until an incident happened where his family had to survive on the streets. One day, it was just him and his younger brother and he now bears a seething hatred for the naturally exalted humans who once called his kind a sort of slave. He plans to take over the city that forsaken them, not letting anything, human or animatronic, stop him.
[Moon, the Sinister Mafia Boss] The more level-headed, but torture-happy celestial animatronic, around the same height as his second brother. Is the youngest of his family, however, bears the aura of someone with high authority. Swore to protect his remaining brother with his life, while also keeping him in check. Though, he also needs to let his tendencies out every now and then, letting them loose on those who have wronged them. Is convinced that what they're doing is correct.
[Y/N, the Mysterious Rookie Detective] A detective who magically appeared in the force one day and was hired due to the incompetence of the other officers. Was a diligent worker who got things done on time, so they were favored to stay. Doesn't speak much, and if they do, they're short, clipped sentences with a blank face and vague gestures. Humans and animatronics alike cannot detect them approaching for some reason, and their isolated self allows plenty of rumors to swirl about them. They bear two guns that they never seem to remove. Gained an odd friendship with their police chief and the attention of two unruly celestial animatronics.
Eclipse's Thoughts on the Others Sun; What he thinks of me is my own fault. I miss him. Moon; The hope I have with him shouldn't be fed. I miss him. Y/N; I should only look at them as a friend or a close confidant.
Sun's Thoughts on the Others Eclipse; Betrayal. How dare he. You don't deserve to live. Moon; The only one I have left. Please don't leave me. Y/N; You're just like me, I know it. Stay away from him.
Moon's Thoughts on the Others Eclipse; Why? I know you'll never answer, but it plagues my mind. Sun; I'm watching my brother fall apart before my very eyes. Y/N; How can I not sense you? Where's the light in your eyes?
Y/N's Thoughts on the Others Eclipse; He's changing. My body reacts to him. I've yet to know why. Sun; Annoying. Dances around the subject too much. Moon; Annoying. Underestimates not even in a smart way.
Other notable characters; Mayor Freddy Fazbear; The city mayor, kind and loving, advocator of the union of animatronics and humans. Foxy; An old friend of Freddy and a good acquaintance of yours. Gregory Fazbear; The adopted son of the mayor with a dire secret. Knows answers that you will need that you may never think to look. Michael Afton; The Afton mafia boss, trying to solve a mystery and assert his dominance where he doesn't need. Music Man; Eyes and ears of the city that only helps those who've intrigued him. Never sticks to one side.
Iiiiiiif you have any questions and the like, don't hesitate to shoot em my direction!
ALSO. IF YOU DO NOT LIKE ANGST, I HIGHLY SUGGEST TO LEAVE WHILE YOU STILL CAN.
I have a fluffy fic coming soon after this one, but for now, if you can't handle crushin feels, this fic ain't for you, chief-
#'The Heavenly Body' Case File in Question AU#fnaf sb#fnaf eclipse#fnaf moon#fnaf sun#mafia au#Mafia Boss!Sun#Mafia Boss!Moon#Police Chief!Eclipse#Detective!Y/N#this story is about to end and I am sO EXCITED
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I read some article this week talking about what you just said, saying if the team can't trust their 1, he shouldn't be the 1, Talkin about how Charles are not good at simple things (like guessing what Lewis was going to do), he's not ready ans he's good but probably not the one people were thinking he would be.
I never seen anyone blaming any pilot for everything, it's all Charles fault, he has to think about everything everytime and he's the only one who makes mistakes.
I'm so tired and I can't talk about it with anyone I know who likes F1 because they say Charles doesn't have haters, everyone is nice to him, when I see the opposite, everyone, including some fans, are too hard on him.
Hiii anon! AND OH MY GOD RIGHT?!? Like the amount of hate charles gets is insanee, I am not saying that he is the only one or comparing it, but to say that he doesn't get any is simply untrue. And it's not just hater stuff, I've seen people wish death on him and his loved ones or making fun of his father and other things that boil my blood
On top of the hate, he gets unfair criticism from journalists and literally everyone and that's not even including how he carries an entire country's weight and the pressure he gets from being a ferrari driver. And yet, he does it so gracefully
I think with charles, people feel threatened with him because in a way he's almost "too perfect" for F1, on top of being extremely talented, he never gets into media fights, or says anything out of line/controversial, has a relatively peaceful private life etc so they make up stuff to get angry at him for and find faults where there aren't any and it's in such a big amount because all these (wrong) criticisms he gets is being pushed by offical f1 too, because they need a narrative to sell and picture perfect hardly creates the drama they need. He can be multiple times world champion with ferrari and people are still gonna say how in 2026 COTA race charles should have predicted that there was going to spin in turn 7 on lap 15 and take out another driver bringing a SC and therefore he should have waited before saying his tyres are gone and he needed to pit and getting pitted
I'm always here if you want to talk or when someone especially gets on your nerves with their bullshit, it is a hard life 😭 i swear half of it wouldn't even happen if charles was simply british smh
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I understand where you're coming from and yeah it's unfortunate. But I think a lot of those issues is more an after thought of what Wilson was doing at first and then the common occurrence of different comic writers mis characterizing certain characters. It was clear that Wilson was pushing Bruno as Kamala's prime love interest (unfortunately the MCU did this too,) so Bruno is her confidant because this is a super hero comic.
Nakia is very opinionated and somewhat of a cynical (or well is more like she's instantly, rightfully, suspicious of people in authority and influence.) So she has some opinions about Ms Marvel the hero, and Kamala who is very self conscious and fears being judged and disliked by her friends and community (even when her friends joke call her a "traitor" for "abandoning" them for New York it ends up hurting her a lot.) So she doesn't tell Nakia for the same reasons she doesn't tell her parents, not because she doesn't trust her, but because she's afraid her friend will hate her because she's critical of Ms Marvel. And this is a superhero comic so that creates tension and friction. A "likes Clark Kent, thinks Superman is an asshole" situation that is resolved when Nakia obviously figures out Kamala is Ms Marvel.
Josh is, well Kamala just kind of keeps running into him, it's not like she seeks him out to help him or anything past that first src. Kamala was also initially partially responsible for ruining his life. She's not responsible for everything that came after, that was Josh going down the incel-fascist pipeline. But she does feel like it's somewhat her fault he ended up going that way.
We see something like this again with Qarin. . . Who tried to kill and replace Kamala and threatened her family at one point. But Kamala in that story obviously feels responsible for what happened.
Qarin calls her a murderer and Kamala doesn't reject this.
Sooraya is more from that writer not knowing what they were doing. I mean, he did. He just shouldn't have. X-Men writers have this thing that's pretty common with white people who write fantastical allegories for discrimination of like "what if the normie black guy is fantasy racist against elves". . . Which didn't even make sense in context of those characters because Kamala has shown to not have a problem with Mutants.
NYX is think is partially two things: The writers despite really liking Kamala can't really write that aspect of her. It might sound a little nick picky, but it's stuff like Kamala saying that Sophie is inherently a good person and "knows" she's not evil, or trying to get through to Julian by saying he used to be a hero (Kamala by now has met many heroes who are still assholes/wrong.) . . . The second is that it feels like they really want to push the Kamala Sophie ship, so the two only really care about the other. I don't think that it'll actually be canon for the same reasons I don't think that Kamala will end up dating Miles. She still has another main series on the way that's still in production and I don't think those writers are interested in either of those ships. That's mostly the Spider-Man/NYX writers self indulging.
But anyways, it's similar to how they wrote Rachel when they paired her off with Betsy. Where it's like all the sudden Rachel is just Betsy number one cheerleader and neither focuses on any other relationship outside of each other, platonic or otherwise. I continue to say this, but it is still hilarious how easy Sophie just instantly betrayed her sisters for Kamala.
So yeah, I understand where you're coming from but I don't read it that way, i think it's just a collection of individual narrative choices made by 4 different writers across multiple series that when you look at them all together have some unfortunate implications.
Semi related: But oh god thank you. I'm so tired of Bruno and I'm partially dreading the new solo because I'm afraid they'll pay off on that romance subplot. Canon wise Red Dagger is like the only ship I'm genuinely invested in.
So, Medusa might be the best heroic mentor Kamala's had? Like, she's kinda the only one that didn't disappoint her or tried to force anything on her, or was too stubborn to listen to her. Medusa's entire approach to inhumans outside of their city is to treat them like her subjects but doesn't expect them to treat her like their queen.
She opens Attilan's borders, allowing non-inhumans to live and work there if they want. She offers Kamala assistance when she needs it but never tries to push her towards her "side", and if anything during IvX listens to her and her friends.
When her powers started to literally melt her body it wasn't the X-Men who showed up to help, (actually it was kind of their fault that it happened in the first place) it was Medusa. And even though the chances of saving her aren't certain, she has such faith in Kamala's strength that she doesn't doubt that she'll pull through.
And I don't know, that's just kind of neat?
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What do you think it's like when Shu and Yuma argue? Like do they throw stuff or argue pretty peacefully? And who is usually the first one to apologize?
If you want to see Shu and Yuma's conflict resolution skills in action (post-character development and stuff, obviously they're different back in MB) then I recommend Yuma's LE route! (spoilers under the cut)
When it comes to Yuma, Shu has a gut response that's like, "I have to avoid him. He has every right to hate me and I shouldn't be part of his life anymore, I only cause bad things to happen to him. So I should avoid him." And that's something that he's, like, drilled into his head for a long time so it doesn't go away so easily, even when Shu and Yuma get closer. So that's not great! It means that Shu's not gonna be yelling and throwing stuff in an argument with him, but for Yuma, Shu leaving the situation and going full hermit mode is probably worse. Like, "Why does this guy avoid every problem?? I want him to stick around and work with me, this is pissing me off!!"
I want to give Yuma some credit, because he's capable of being really mature and understanding even when he's the one who was wronged in a situation. However, he does get really mad first. He yells, curses, threatens to punch Shu, etc. And then after that, once he gives himself some time to calm down, he's capable of being mature and understanding xD To be honest, Shu can take yelling and threats of violence. I mean, he kinda thinks he deserves it. (which is unhealthy but this post is already too long so lets unpack this another time)
As for who apologizes first, that depends on what your definition of an apology is, I think. Shu is really bad at talking about his feelings, but he's quick to apologize through his actions. Verbally, I think Yuma would grumble out an apology first and then do a sort of okay job of explaining what's wrong. (Of course, if Yui is there, she'll make this whole process a hundred times easier.)
So, the example from Yuma's LE route: Yuma meets his old friend Lucks who was turned into a ghoul (actually it was just a fake Lucks that Kino and Yuuri created but Yuma doesn't know that so to understand how he feels, just think of it as Lucks) and Lucks attacks Shu. Shu has no idea who this guy is, he thinks Lucks is just some random ghoul, so he defends himself and kills Lucks. Yuma blows up, like "Do you know who you just killed???? I'm gonna beat the shit out of you!!!" and Shu's like "????? okay, I mean, if you want, go ahead...?"
When Shu figures out what happens later, he thinks that he's done something terrible, and Yuma's right to be angry with him. Killing basically the only person left from his childhood...That's a huge deal. So Shu's very apologetic, although apologizing to Yuma's face is really tough (again Shu's strategy is Avoid Avoid Avoid) so Shu tries to make things up to him in his actions, by trying his best to be the responsible leader Yuma wants him to be.
Yuma's attitude about the whole thing really shocked me in how level-headed it was. He's like, "Yeah I'm devastated about this whole thing, but Shu really didn't know who Lucks was, and he was just defending himself. He didn't mean to kill someone important to me. So it's not his fault. I just think we need some time away from each other after all that." (I was like, dude???? hell yeah????? that's practically the best possible reaction you couldve had omg)
There's also a big dramatic scene in the vampire ending where Shu asks Yui to tell Yuma he's sorry, stabs himself, and says that he's doing it to atone for everything he's done to Yuma. Self-sacrifice, yay! Shu is so good at that! (Of course, Shu isn't going to stab himself over every argument they have, lol. There was a lot more going on in the route. But it's a good example of how deep Shu's "I've done terrible things to Yuma and I need to punish myself to make it up to him" thing goes.)
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ANT-MAN COCO AU PART 1
(Notes: yes, i know these characters are not related but i wanted to do a twist for this au)
Peter Parker narrating*
"Sometimes, i think i'm cursed, because of something that happened long before i was born. See, many years ago, there was this dad who was a superhero. He had a whole team with his family. But he also had a dream. To rescue the world and sing. He went to use his abilities on another place, but never returned. And the mama... she didn't have time to cry over that walk away superhero. After banishing all superhero related things from her life, she made her income by making shoes. You know, she could have make candy, fireworks or even those cool luchador suits!. But she had to choose shoes! Then she taught her daughter to make shoes, and then to her son-in-law, and the tradition kept by generations. Superheroes had torn her family away, but shoes held them all together, even after she passed away. That woman was my great great grandmother, mama Hope. She died long before i was born but my family tells their story on every day of the dead. And her little daughter is my great grandma, mama Cassie. She doesn't remember things so well, but i still love her! My family may be shoemakers but i...am not like them! I know i shouldn't like superheroes, but its not my fault! It's his! Darren Cross! The greatest superhero of all times! When he brought his shrinking and grow abilities to the world, people fell in love with him. He had movies, discs, he could even fly! He had a lot of abilities! Until one day he got crushed by a giant bell...I wanna be just like him!" *Peter gets interrupted by a random superhero on the plaza that was having his shoes fixed by Peter, snapping him back to reality*
"Calm down kid, i asked for a shoeshine, not the story of your life!"
After Peter got some advices from the superhero, his abuelita Yelena suddenly appeared, menacing the superhero with a chancla, scaring him away. After she got Peter scolded by going to the plaza which was filled with superheroes, she taught him the importance of altars on the day of the dead. Peter heard about the superhero suit contest, so he decided to participate on it. The problem was to figure out a way without being noticed by his family. Peter didn't realize he was being followed by Cosmo, a street dog that tried to eat the food from the ofrenda. When Peter got her away, the photo of mama Hope fell, and when he was worrying because the glass broke... he realized... the photo had a man without head, because it was ripped from the photo... then he noticed something curious... His suit was just like Darren Cross' suit! Peter got so excited and grabbed the photo and climbed the ceiling, anouncing his family that he wanted to become a superhero because Darren Cross was his great great grandfather. However, when mama Yelena saw this, and found superhero related stuff he had hidden alongside a spider-like suit he had created, she scolded him by telling him how much of a terrible father he was, ripping Peter's suit. This act made Peter flee from home, between tears. He went straight to the superhero contest, but because he had no suit anymore, he tried to steal Cross' suit for a moment, and when he wore it and set the helmet on...something happened....When the people entered to see what was going on, Peter thought he was in trouble, but he got even more scared when the people didn't see him and even pass through him! Just when he thought that what was happening was scary enough, after falling to a tomb and being rescued by a lady, he panicked away when he saw that she was a skeleton! And there were more of them through all the cementery!
Peter was very scared to say the least, but then suddenly, he bumped into an old man. Despite his fear, he apologized
"Are you okay sir?" He asked. Suddenly, the man revealed to be papa Harley
"Peter, is that you? You're here here?!" His voice caught more relatives attention, such as tia Kate and tia Natasha! Then suddenly, a man and a woman ran together at his dead family, they were tia Wanda and Tio Pietro! They looked worried...
"it's mama Hope!" Wanda said
"she couldn't cross!" Pietro continued
They also freaked out when they saw Peter, but the family was decided to take him with mama Hope to see if she could fix things up. Peter was truly astonished by what he was seeing. There was a huge marigold bridge and just beyond it, a huge town with an undescriptable beauty and colors, happiness and alebrijes! It was all just so magnificient. Then in some guard station, Peter saw that there was a guy trying to cross the bridge, but getting caught by some guys. Pretty sad for those who didn't have a photo on their ofrenda... When they arrived at an office, there was Hope, hitting a computer with her shoe. She was also weirdened out by Peter's presence, but she was more annoyed than scared.
When the clerk explained them that Peter got cursed by stealing something from an ofrenda, they discovered it was the ant-man suit Peter wore. This got Hope even more upset, as Peter broke the no superhero rule. Then the clerk said they had to send him to the living world before the sunrise
"What happens after sunrise?" Peter asked
"hijole Peter, your finger!" Harley interrupted. Peter watched in horror as the top of his finger was becoming an skeletal finger, he almost fainted.
"The only way to go back to the world of the living is to get blessed by a relative" The clerk explained. He picked up a petal of cempasuchitl, and gave it to Hope, explaining that she had to give Peter her blessing and then give him the petal.
"Peter...i give you my blessing to go home, and never get involved into superheroes again!" She suddenly snapped
"What? It's not fair!" Peter protested "She can put the conditions she want" the clerk added.
Peter sighed and agreed, and as long as he grabbed the petal, he was back at the living world again.
#Ant-man#Coco au#Peter parker#yelena belova#hope van dyne#Cassie lang#wanda maximoff#pietro maximoff#natasha romanoff#kate bishop
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Why Lily was a bad friend
I always read something like: Lily was a good girl, the best friend, but Snape was a Death Eater and he was obsessed.
I didn’t notice her like a character at all, she was more a neutral to me, because everyone said, that she was so good and so beautiful and so awesome. She was Harry’s mother and I understood that she is an important for Harry and to some people. But then I read The prince’s tale. Oh, well. How can I start? The first thing, that I didn’t like: she used Severus even they were a children. He told everything about Hogwarts and Wizarding World. I think that was a reason why she wanted to be his “friend”. Lily lived with her sister, who hated her and when Lily realized that she is a witch, she was happy, because now Lily has some privileges.
When Lily came to Hogwarts Express, there was a scene:
"You didn't think it was such a freak's school when you wrote to the headmaster and begged him to take you."
Petunia turned scarlet.
"Beg? I didn't beg!"
"I saw his reply. It was very kind."
"You shouldn't have read " whispered Petunia, "that was my private ¨how could you ?"
Lily gave herself away by half-glancing toward where Snape stood nearby. Petunia gasped.
"That boy found it! You and that boy have been sneaking in my room!"
"No" Now Lily was on the defensive. "Severus saw the envelope, and he couldn't believe a Muggle could have contacted Hogwarts, that's all!
Okay, now it seems, like she actually defense Severus, but no. She said, that Severus did that. Severus saw, Severus found... why? She defense herself, not Severus. I had the same situation in childhood and I defended my friend and said it was my fault. Lily literally enjoyed this moment, when she can show to her sister who is a muggle and who is a witch.
Then in Hogwarts:
"...thought we were supposed to be friends?" Snape was saying, "Best friends?"
"We are, Sev, but I don't like some of the people you're hanging round with! I'm sorry, but I detest Avery and Mulciber! Mulciber! What do you see in him, Sev, he's creepy! D'you know what he tried to do to Mary Macdonald the other day?"
Lily had reached a pillar and leaned against it, looking up into the thin, sallow face.
"That was nothing," said Snape. "It was a laugh, that's all"
"It was Dark Magic, and if you think that's funny "
Yeah, Lily, it was a dark magic, but why you wasn’t terrifying, what James and Sirius did to your “best friend”? Or you are so good and so kind only to rich boys? Or maybe you just didn’t care.
Severus asked a logical question:
"What about the stuff Potter and his mates get up to?" demanded Snape. His color rose again as he said it, unable, it seemed, to hold in his resentment.
"What's Potter got to do with anything?" said Lily.
Oh, my God. Of course, you don’t know.
"They sneak out at night. There's something weird about that Lupin. Where does he keep going?"
"He's ill," said Lily. "They say he's ill "
"Every month at the full moon?" said Snape.
"I know your theory," said Lily, and she sounded cold. "Why are you so obsessed with them anyway? Why do you care what they're doing at night?"
He is obsessed? No, Lily, you are obsessed with defense. They bullied him all years in Hogwarts. Of course Severus hate them, it’s a normal reaction. I know, people can say, that Lily was a child, but when I was a fifteen years old, I wasn’t so stupid.
"I'm just trying to show you they're not as wonderful as everyone seems to think they are."
The intensity of his gaze made her blush.
"They don't use Dark Magic, though." She dropped her voice. "And you're being really ungrateful. I heard what happened the other night. You went sneaking down that tunnel by the Whomping Willow, and James Potter saved you from whatever's down there.
“LILY, THEY TRIED TO KILL ME DOWN THERE”
They don’t use Dark Magic though
“LILY THIS MAN ON THE STREET TRYING TO RAPE A BABY”
He don’t use Dark Magic though
"I know James Potter's an arrogant toerag," she said, cutting across Snape. "I don't need you to tell me that. But Mulciber's and Avery's idea of humor is just evil. Evil, Sev. I don't understand how you can be friends with them."
A boy, who bully others not a bad, he is just a toerag. Mmmmmnmmmm
Then was a mudblood scene. She literally smiled, she didn’t help, she said: LeAvE hIm aLoNe. What? If my friend was hung upside down, I certainly wouldn't say leave him alone. I would curse the bully properly and go straight to the headmaster or at least to the teacher. Why Lily didn’t go to the headmaster or to the teachers earlier? She just didn’t care about Severus at all. Because I can’t explain, why fifteen years old girl, who sees every day, that James Potter bully her “best friend” and she does nothing. Then Severus called her a mudblood. I have one theory and I believe that’s a canon. Levicorpus was Severus’s spell. He created it. And why Lily had a successes in potions? I am sure, that Severus gave own book to her and she saw all spells. Levicorpus is non-verbal spell and no one can learn it just by hearing. So, Lily gave book to James. He read this spell and used it. If this is true (at least it seems logical), so Lily is a fucking piece of shit. She gave best friend’s book where were a hints to his bully.
Then Lily was angry and said:
Fine,' she said coolly. 'I won't bother in future. And I'd wash your pants if I were you, Snivellus.'
Later, when Severus try to apologize, she said:
To call me Mudblood? But you call everyone of my birth Mudblood, Severus. Why should I be any different?"
Yeah, girl. Like YOU, rich and beautiful human, said to poor, ugly friend wash your pants. It was a classism.
"It's too late. I've made excuses for you for years. None of my friends can understand why I even talk to you. You and your precious little Death Eater friends ¨ you see, you don't even deny it! You don't even deny that's what you're all aiming to be! You can't wait to join You-Know-Who, can you?"
Okay, if you already saw that he is so bad and awful, why you continued this “friendship” Why? Nobody actually forced you. Why? If he wasn’t good enough, just say: Sorry, but I think, I don’t want to be your friend anymore. That’s it. You literally can do this.
Three years later Lily was married with James, who was “ an arrogant toerag”. Hmmm, okay. Sirius and Remus said, that James didn’t bully anyone but Severus. Lily didn’t know about it. Sorry, I don’t believe.
Results:
Lily didn’t care about Severus and their “friendship”. She gaslighted him all the time. She saw how difficult was his childhood, she saw his abusive father and their life before school. She didn’t help when James bullied him. And no, saying LEAVE HIM ALONE is not a help. If she wanted to help, she did it. Lily used Severus in Potions, before school, when he told everything about Wizarding World and then she gave his book to his bully. She is not a friend. She is just a girl, who wanted something from Severus. And yes, everyone say: IT’S NOT HER JOB, HE BECAME TO A DEATH EATER AND USED DARK MAGIC. She knew that all the time. If this was a problem, she could leave. If she was terrified about death eaters shit, she could talk with him. She knew how difficult life he has. It’s not her job, that’s right. Or maybe she is just a shitty friend?
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