#HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY CHUUYA

[luffys]

arahabaki is ME

happy (belated) birthday nakahara chūya | 04.29

[sherxplained]

Okay, I know we're all saying that Verlaine betraying his partner for Chuuya. True enough. But let's be honest here, it's not for "Chuuya" exactly. It's more like an idea. Verlaine betraying Rimlaine and commit treason because of an idea of someone–something like him– a person, no, a being he could empathize with, whose life he knew will only filled by suffering–just like him– and he want to prevent that.

It just so happened that, that idea is Chuuya. So, no, Verlaine didn't betrayed his partner for Chuuya but rather, the idea of something like him.

But do believe, the one he's coming back for, nine years later, now, it was the child himself. It was no longer for a mere idea. It was Chuuya.

It was the child he was once held in his arms while fighting for (what could be) their better life. The child he's betraying his soulmate for. It was the child, ever so tiny in his arms, to go against the world. The child he called his brother.

It was Chuuya himself Verlaine wants to protect from the cruelty of the world. Someone he need to save from what he believed as his inevitably doomed fate if he stayed with people who means harm to him. Someone he could destroyed the world for.

bonus pic of Chuuya, the one I think looks too much Verlaine-code

[spibz]

AHH KMS I MISSED HIS BIRTHDAY

[moomuzan]

ྀི ◟ ͜ Help Me . . .   ₊˚⊹ Hold Onto You

Akutagawa Ryuunosuke :: “I was always reaching, always clawing toward something I could never have… and you. You were the only thing I held onto that didn’t feel tainted by blood.” His voice is quiet, raw, as his fingers hover over your shoulder, trembling but never daring to touch. “You made me believe I could be more than a monster, and now I’ll carry that shame with me forever. Forgive me… if you can.” His coat billows behind him as he turns away, but his shoulders shake with the sobs he refuses to let you hear.

Fyodor Dostoevsky :: “Your love was a distraction I could no longer afford. Weakness has no place in my plans, and you… you were my greatest weakness. How pitiful, to think someone like you could have changed me.” His voice is venomous, but his cold stare falters as he walks away, his gloved hand trembling slightly.

Chuuya Nakahara :: “Damn it, why couldn’t I protect you? You—Fuck, you were supposed to be the one thing that didn’t slip through my fingers. I don’t care if it kills me, I’ll keep fighting for you, even if you’re not here to see it.” His voice cracks as he sinks to his knees, cradling your lifeless body in his arms. He presses his forehead against yours, trembling as he whispers, “I’ll never forget you… but God, I wish I could’ve gone with you.”

Atsushi Nakajima :: “You said I was strong, but how strong could I be if I couldn’t save you?!” His voice breaks as he clutches your body, tears streaming down his face. “You believed in me, even when I didn’t believe in myself. And now—now I’m the one who has to live with this.” He buries his face in your shoulder, his sobs muffled as he whispers, “I’ll spend the rest of my life trying to be the man you thought I was… but it’ll never be enough without you.”

Sigma :: “You were my first glimpse of something… something real, something worth holding onto. But now, even you’re slipping away, just like everything else in my life.” His voice shakes, and he kneels beside you, clutching your hand as if he can anchor you—and himself—somehow. “I was supposed to protect you, wasn’t I? But all I’ve ever done is lose the things I care about.” Tears stream down his face, his quiet sobs filling the air as he whispers, “I’ll remember you, even when the world forgets me… I’ll remember you forever.”

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happy belated birthday raika! xoxo

[titaniumions]

happy belated birthday chuuya ... i think you're awesome

[gingerph0bix]

Happy belated birthday, Chuuya 🎂

[windshieldwiper]

happy belated birthday chuuya!!

[photocollection]

Happy belated Birthday Chuuya's Mackerel!

Osamu Dazai Bungo Stray Dogs

[lotus-pear]

im 18 since sunday does this mean i cant be in love with 16 year old chuuya anymore?!?!?!?!?!? *oh my god why does time exist i'll sufffer adolescence longer if it means i keep him*

oh my god wait when is YOUR birthday, i wanna know how long imma be noticeably older

also i just wanna say i hope u have a wonderful day girlie

and that if anyone has any recs of just regular queer books, id be very greatful (just read felix ever after last night and it was so good)

OH MY GOD HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY YIPPPEEEE HOW DOES IT FEEL BEING A FOSSIL??? and yeah you can only simp for him when he's 22 now, leave the child alone 😐

my bday is in october so there's gonna be a gap for quite some time unfortunately lmao have a great day as well bestie <333

[seikkoh]

THIS TOOK ME SO LONG BUT HAPPY (BELATED) BIRTHDAY CHUUYA

[birbyx]

Happy Very belated birthday, Chuuya

[tubbo]

happy belated birthday chuuya nakahara i wish gingers were real

[kitsquared]

happy belated birthday chuuya a flashback of ur hand grasping fyodor was in the chapter 🙏

[luffys]

wherever you hide, there’s no escaping gravity

4.29

[krshima]

Oh, grantors of Dark Disgrace. Do not wake me again.

—happy belated birthday to the lovely jess @dominantecode ♡

[soukokucchi]

"Well then, goodbye!"

Belated happy birthday, Chuuya? Kidding aside, that is such a fake smile on your face, Dazai-san. He is going through so much pain in this chapter and he even admitted that they have an emotional bond.