#Gonna make my bf watch it now so I don't have to be sad alone

[orikiys]

✿ ✿ 〞zb1 as love languages

✰ pairings : ot9! zb1 × fem!reader

✰ genre : romance + fluff

✰ warnings : none! yujin's love language is shown a bit more platonically.

✰ word count : 1.9k words 😵‍💫 guess who got carried away so fast?

💐᭄⠀ׅ⃑ jiwoong ⸺ physical touch

jiwoong's love language is touch. i literally cannot have it any other way.

my man won't hesitate before wrapping his arms around you everytime he returns home. he'll probably keep you in his embrace for a few minutes before pulling away.

he's the saddest when he has to leave for work 🥺 poor baby won't get to see you for hoursss!

during your movie nights he will definitely pull you close to him, lean his head on yours and will half-heartedly watch the movie with a shy smile when he feels you press a kiss to his jaw.

whenever you two go out he's gonna hold your hand and never let it go. He'll even absentmindedly trace patterns against your thumb or index finger.

if you're feeling down, worry not jiwoong the cuddly bear is present. he'll cuddle you and pepper your face with kisses just to see you giggle. he's so precious i can't

in the morning this pouty baby wont let go of you! gets super cute if you don't give him his daily dose of morning kisses.

💐᭄⠀ׅ⃑ ㅤzhanghao ⸺ acts of service

hao isn't very keen on showing pda. he prefers to keep it private and intimate only when you both are alone.

he would probably feel disheartened when he feels like he isn't being sincere (even though he tries his best)

hao is a quite and a pretty observant person, so when he sees you struggling to tie your shoe laces with the various things in your hand he'll jump in to help! will have the biggest smile for the rest of the day!

he proves his sincerity through minor or major gestures

he will swap places with you when you walk on the road just so it assures him that you're safe

when you're tired he'll make your favorite and silently leave the room to let you have some personal space

though hao doesn't like watching horror he'll definitely watch it for you! he just wants to see you smile and would hate to be the reason you're sad!

since you two live together, you have divided chores. but hao often ends up doing some of your chores as well so you get more time to relax

whenever you both get into an arguement he's always the first one to say sorry regardless of who's fault it was

it's things like these when you can't help but fall for him deeper. zhanghao is a man who'll do his best to keep his loved ones safe and happy <3

💐᭄⠀ׅ⃑ ㅤhanbin ⸺ short notes

hanbin is the type of partner who will leave you little notes pretty much where ever you go!

you have a test? not to worry! bf hanbin will send you some chocolates along with a little note that wishes you the best of luck and a reminder to not overwork yourself!

whenever he misses you he'll sneak in a note and magnet it on your fridge just so you could see it

hanbin feels like he expresses himselves better in letters than spoken words, so during any misunderstandings he'll be sure to write down his pov, say sorry, and tell you that he loves you no matter what! where can I get him?

he just has to find an excuse to send you notes! your memory box with him would probably be filled endless notes and you couldn't have it any other way!

hanbin hates seeing you sad! so everytime he sees a frown followed by tears he'll stay beside you and try to distract you by writing funny stuff! he's become an expert at it by now.

he constantly reminds you that you're so pretty and that he is so thankful to have you

his friends always tease him especially gyuvin and jiwoong whenever they see him pulling out his sharpie from his pocket! by this they know he's gonna write a note to you for the nth time, but you don't mind it ofc! you love him and his habit so much that you always hope it never changes ❤️‍🩹

💐᭄⠀ׅ⃑ ㅤMatthew ⸺ massages and words of affirmations

matthew has been your comfort place for as long as you can remember. he's seen you at your most vulnerable and has never once left your side in that state.

he kisses your forehead and tells you that he's proud of you.

he gives you belly rubs when you experience severe cramps and will not hesitate to reassure you that you're not a burden to him

matthew always has a way with words. he knows the right words during the right time which never fails to surprise you. without him and his lovely words your heart would have been broken too many times

mathew always gives you a foot massages saying it helps stimulate blood flow and whispers soft praises to you while doing so i claim this

before you go to sleep he'll most probably hum the lyrics to your favorite song and end it with saying lots of i love you's and words you never knew you might need so bad

that one weekend when he went out with his friends you could feel how much his words have affected. you no longer think of negative things and find yourself smiling more often

matthew is the best boy. he won't hesitate to massage your shoulders while telling you cheesy pickup lines which you act like you hate, but deep inside it makes your brain go fuzzy.

he'll flirt a lot to help you feel happier and to let you know that you're the only one he does this all to.

💐᭄⠀ׅ⃑ ㅤtaerae ⸺ quality time

for him, spending time with each other matters the most.

it doesn't matter if you're sick! He'll stay by your side till he sees you get better with his OWN eyes because he knows you worry too much. in the end, he too will end up getting sick from trying to "keep you warm" as he says.

that one time when you had to cancel a date because of an up-coming test broke his heart ): baby was so excited to tell you everything about his day and what he planned for the day. after that day, you made a mental note to never cancel any of the dates! as you should

apart from this he'll always send you pictures of what reminded him of you. mind you they are the most random things like a scrunchie, a cat hissing at someone, or even the sky. 'cause it's pretty just like you.

he'll also send you memes and tons of videos which let you know that he thinks about you 24/7!!

taerae prefers to watch romance movies with you because he just loves the way you tell your point of view. The way your eyes shine or the way you hold his hand tighter during a tense moment makes him feel at ease. he loves to view things from your point of view!

he's grown so accustomed of you that he can recognize you just by your footsteps 😍😍

he even signed the two of you for yoga and painting classes just so you both could spend some extra time!

💐᭄⠀ׅ⃑ ㅤricky ⸺ giving gifts

being in a relationship for the first time had the guy panic to death. he acted awkward or abnormally quiet with you at the start

his search history is filled up with "what should I gift my partner for the first time?"

boy took internet too seriously and gave you gifts almost everyday!

some of the gifts were handmade as well like a small photo album of the two of you or just handing you random roses throughout the day

what first started as a research to keep you happy and ensure you would like him (no matter what you do) turned into a habit. if he misses giving you a gift even for a day he's gonna go all sad and apologize multiple times even though you don't mind.

he is seriously whipped. there are no other words to describe him.

when he falls in love he gives his best. in fact, he gives his best at everything. he lets you know your importance in his life through these small gifts

ricky is no doubt a creative genius from all the ideas he brainstorms just to come up with a great gift that you would

he has your food orders mentally noted and will often send it to you if he sees you too tired or if you crave for it

he creates a spotify playlist every year for your birthday with songs that remind him of you!

during your arcade dates he gives you ALL the gifts he wins! he loves seeing how you smile at him before hugging him tightly. he feels like he won in life after every hug.

💐᭄⠀ׅ⃑ ㅤgyuvin ⸺ physical touch + harmless teasing

another touchy boy right here. won't hesitate to hug you death or squish your cheeks

loves to bully (tease) you! will act smug about his height everytime you ask him to get something that is out of your reach

he'll even tease you if you don't know a meme that he shows you

but the moment he sees you get sad he'll hug you tightly and pat your back mumbling sorry for like a million times!

he loves holding your hand and presses kisses on it just to hear your giggle

he'll end up teasing you again if he finds out you like cheesy things. BUT, mark my words he's gonna make a mental note of it and try something cheesy just for you

if he sees you eat messily he'll make disappointed noises. not even a minute later he'll use a tissue and wipe your mouth for you

he loves braiding your hair for no reason! although the braids might seem uneven and messy you love it!

hair dries your hair for you saying it's fun and later teasing you how you're such a softie.

look at the irony.

💐᭄⠀ׅ⃑ ㅤgunwook ⸺ writing poems + having deep convos

while gunwook might seem like the type to goof around a lot I feel like he might often get into deep convos with you. he feels good to know that you enjoy these convos rather than finding them boring.

he shares all his true feelings with you and even takes few advices from you

every little gesture of his holds a deep meaning

even his poems are so meaningful

he writes on different topics but somehow ends up correlating all of them to you!

your deep convos are either when you go on night walks and sit in front of river under the moon or on voice calls.

his voice is very calm and soft when he speaks. his thoughts– they flow endlessly and you often wonder how many things does he have bottled up

💐᭄⠀ׅ⃑ ㅤyujin ⸺ playing games together

yujin loves playing games whether it be online or in the parks

he loves being competitive and winning ALL the games

but the moment he sees you frown or get sad he'll purposely lose the game just to let you win and see that smug grin on your face

you both have a weird and a very platonic way of expressing feelings

you're sad? don't worry! yujin got the latest games on xbox just for you both to play all night long!

other than games you both help each other in homework which often ends up in a debate on who's answers are right

yujin might not physically show how much he cares for you but he will keep in mind your favorites, your problems, and he'll listen to you calmly

there's a problem at school? worry not! yujin has been taught by his members to be confident in himself and stand up for others!

yujin is a shy shy boi ><

you both go to the same school so he has a habit of picking you up from your place and then the two of you cycle race to the school grounds

poor cycle gets abandoned anywhere

he has a habit of buying you two bottles of strawberry milk since he knows you love it so much! must protect him, so precious

thank you so much for reading up till here! I hope you liked it : )

[bella-rose29]

episode 5 commentary - Death Is Coming

the usual warnings of swearing and lack of context, as well as a lot of comments on hands and arms and obviously spoilers for both the series and the books

girl has stare down with a skull in a jar

omg it's been so long since I watched and I forgot how pretty lockwood is

OMG HE ASKS IF SHE WANTS JUICE

WHAT IF THE JUICE IS ORANGE AND HAS BITS IN

lolllll George is shipping already and the episode only just started

Georgie needs more sleep

lockwood takes the Mum Stance

I always think that the DEPRAC van is a lego van bc it's yellow

ohhh you can really see how big the coat is on lockwood :(((

ooo nice detail with the lavender pin that he has

'wILL yOu cAN iT pAm'

hands

ugh Lockwood's so pretty

Georgie noo

'bobby Vernon will have been at it since dawn'

'alarming how quickly you got into character' (code for: I am completely in love with you')

careful Georgie that's a lot of blood

ew dead body

'I know him' YOU CAN SEE HOW UPSET HE IS BUT HE'S GONNA HIDE IT BC HE FEELS THE NEED TO BE STRONG ALL THE TIME

I JUST WANNA GIVE HIM A HUG

CAMERON CHAPMAN THE MAN YOU ARE HOW DO YOU DO THE MICRO EXPRESSIONS SO WELL

ohhh lockwood is trying so hard to not be upset and it breaks my heart :((( poor boy

✨swagger✨

I want an epic breakfast

'I hardly knew him' BOY DON'T-

wow she's a bitch let my boy do research

get away from Georgie you bitch

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'when am I not nice' Luce I hate to break it to you

Lucy that is very clearly a ghost and not a real baby

silly goose behaviour

'I did' QUEEN

'who's the latest slapper?' ICONIC

'oh wow, a female serial killer? aspirational, why don't you stick it on a t-shirt'

I love lockwood bc he makes sure the remains go to a good home AND Flo gets her money

ohhhh I just had a Thought! what if one of the reasons they made Joplin a woman was to draw parallels between her and Mary dulac??? one of the headlines on the papers is 'mystery madwoman: Bickerstaff connection?' so maybe they wanted to repeat the past but this time make the crazy one go too far and die? idk if that even makes sense but oh well

Georgie noooo

no leave him alone

let him go clean the oven and I'll be there to make him a tea

WIFE BEHAVIOUR

he can't even slice toast without being Extra

JONATHAN BESTIEEEEE

'a suicide note' Lucy honey have you noticed that your bf has a tendency for suicidal things

I really wish the bisto was in the background bc that would be hilarious

'I thought you'd be dead by now' NO LETS TAKE A MOMENT TO TALK ABOUT THIS

BECAUSE HE GOES FROM QUIRKING A LIL SMILE, TO LOOKING DOWN AND THE SMILE DISAPPEARING, TO INHALING AND SMILING EVEN WIDER BECAUSE HE KNOWS LUCY IS WATCHING HIM

give that boy some therapy for free

aw two nerds talking about mythology (I wish I was the other one)

also can we talk about the STAGING OF THIS SCENE??? BECAUSE JOPLIN HAS A MIRROR OVER HER LEFT SHOULDER AND GEORGE HAS ONE OVER HIS RIGHT

also George has the city lights behind him and Joplin just has the beige walls and I love that for some reason, maybe to show that George's life is bright and he's got life left in him whereas Joplin can only gain brightness from George bc she needs him for the mirror? idk if I'm explaining that right but oh well! also Joplin's mirror reflects the light behind George which is funky

just you wait for my next analysis of the show which is almost certainly gonna be on the use of mirrors lol

THE STAGING AGAIN

FILMING THEM IN THE MIRRORS

I LOVE THIS GHOST SHOW

'how did you meet Flo?' 'can't remember. ages ago' LOL HE'S HIDING THE FACT HE GOT HIS ASS BEATEN

ohhh the green lighting

'I'm not worried. are you?' well not when you say it like that

while I do love this show I am very sad we didn't see more of lockwood using disguises

of course he knows how to pick locks

I don't like it either Lucy dw

I love how jarringly innocent the stuffed bear is compared to the fact that they're in the warehouse of a family with a significantly traumatised boy

lockwood and kids <3

sack of potatoes

I cannot stop thinking about the fact that she must be dragging the Actual Cameron Chapman out by his feet

Georgie noooooo

idk why he's looking around bc he doesn't have his glasses on so he can't see shit

I shouldn't feel the way I do about lockwood regaining consciousness but the expressions- I just- hmm

'I'm a burglar, you should call the police' honey not one of your better lies

no bc why when I first watched this did I think that winkman was the same actor as Pekka Rollins

winkman: 'shall I draw some pretty pictures on your pretty little face'

lockwood: 'omg you think I'm pretty?? 🤭🥰'

ohhh I'm getting inspiration for a fic I started planning 👀

I can't imagine having to pretend you're being electrocuted like how do you know how to act that

I feel like something can be said about Leopold wearing red and mrs winkman (I forgot her first name WAIT ADELAIDE) also wearing red but idk what

omg hedgehogwood

winkman is actually so funny *points at lockwood* *puts hand over heart* 'ohhh' he's literally us

aw lockwood pls don't say that she's got more to live for than you :(((

omg Lucy tells Leopold to get out the way <333 she'll regret that :D

this couple loves setting fires

Georgie seriously how are you without your glasses rn

green light green light green light

funny looking bird you got there george

'total psychos' dude-

'I prefer to call it a noble sacrifice' NO I COULD WRITE AN ESSAY ABOUT IT

greeeeeeen lightssssss

'what is going on with you' Cameron Chapman Acts his Fucking Face Off

omg lockwood saw the knife and then looked out the door to see what was there

that's such an awful angle to be lying down

omg poor lockwood

the way he's sat in that final frame breaks my heart bc he's literally just had someone else die in his home :(((

wow what a depressing note to end on

[kokokerome]

more vents

this blog is and has always been a vent blog so if you don't wanna hear me cry and rant just don't look? I had such a good day today with my bf as he took me out on a little date day. He paid for my hair and nails and got me food and just cuddled. He apologized since he knows he's a fault. I forgive him, some internet drama isn't gonna break my relationship. He was really just pissed off over people making fun of our characters and my art. It's funny watching the people against me post that he's me of he's not real as if I haven't been posting about him for years on numerous of accounts.

Still though I'm sad. Like really fucking sad. I was bullied and made fun of behind my back by a artist I still really respected and then had my characters ripped apart. Characters I really adore. I even lost some of the art I was given and I had some artists I commissioned that I've been trying to contact again. It's like every month something shitty happens to me. I get a blink of happiness and just get teared down. I've always been depressed and even suicidal. The only coping mechanism I had was my art and is and I'm not even allowed to enjoy those anymore. Life feels so bleek. All this started because of some dumb cat oc. I just want to go back to my life a couple months ago. When I didn't have to be constantly dmed by people asking me to expose miorjah, or people showing me what miorjah said, or what they're up to. I can't even focus on my studies, I'm already broke, I can barely pay bills. Only thanks to the influx of commisions have I been making it by. So thank you to those people. But I feel so unmotivated. Even drawing now I just cry. I cry over characters I originally had a connection to but can't even look at without thinking of people who hate me.

What sucks is even through this I can't just disappear. I still need to make money, I still need to finish commissions and ychs. I'm being forced to keep staying in an environment where I'm contestantly being beat down. I'm not even allowed to move on apparently as every post I make gets discussed like I'm some terrible problematic person. Even the most innocent of things like me advertising my commissions, only to learn miorjahs fans are telling my clients to not commision me. Or me posting the writings of my ocs. Only for people to say I'm a bad writer and that my stories copy miorjahs. I can't even ignore everything, I've blocked and deleted so many crude messages and comments. But it's too overwhelming, I literally go into a panic attack every Dm I get because I don't know what will be there when I open it. I've havent really spoken on my mental state during this situation but it's broken. I've been broken down, congrats to miorjah, you won. You got what you wanted, my archive is banned. My art is hated, and nobody wants me around anymore. Can't wait for someone to dm me their celebration of my takedown on their discord even though I don't want to see it.

I would beg to be left alone but that's harrassment according to toyhouse. I'm gonna go quiet and just post art and keep writing when I can. I can't interact with the art community anymore.

[fictionallyinparadise]

Hnngbnd...

Darryn: Why aren’t you sleeping?

Arthur: I’m to busy plotting your murder to sleep, Darryn.

Darryn:

Arthur: ...The nightmares.

Darryn, wrapping his arms around Arthur: Awwww, sweetie-

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Arthur: I never tell people off the bat that I'm gay. I wait. I wait until they say some homophobic shit and then I laugh and am like "you know I'm gay right?" and watch the look of terror on their face.

Darryn:

Darryn: I like you.

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Darryn: I’ve only had Arthur for a day and a half but if anything happened to him I would kill everyone in this room and then myself.

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Darryn: Look Arthur, I'm not slut shamming you but...

Darryn: Actually yeah, I'm TOTALLY slut shamming you.

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Arthur: We both look very handsome tonight.

Darryn: You know, if you'd just said that I looked handsome, I would have said, "So do you."

Arthur: I couldn't take that chance.

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Darryn: That was so hot, Arthur.

Arthur: I literally called the person who just flirted with you a degenterate dog and told them I hope they get dragged through the streets.

Darryn: I'm so in love with you.

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Arthur: I’ve been dropping him the most insanely obvious hints for like a year now. No response.

Darryn: Wow. He sound stupid.

Arthur: But he's not. He's really smart actually. Just dense.

Darryn: Maybe you need to be more obvious? Like, I don’t know… “Hey! I love you!”

Arthur: I guess you’re right. Hey Darryn, I love you.

Darryn: See! Just say that!

Arthur: Holy fucking shit.

Darryn: If that flies over his head then, sorry Arthur, but he's too dumb for you.

Arthur: Darryn.

***

Darryn: Are we fighting or flirting?

Arthur: I'm pinning you against a wall with my hand around your neck-

Darryn: Your point?

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Darryn: What happened?!

Arthur: Do you want the long version or the short version?

Darryn: Sh-short??

Arthur: Shit's fucked.

Darryn: Okay, long.

Arthur: Shit's very fucked.

***

Arthur: I made tea.

Darryn: I don't want tea.

Arthur: I didn't make you tea. This is my tea.

Darryn: Then why did you tell me?

Arthur: It's a conversation starter.

Darryn: It's a horrible conversation starter.

Arthur: Oh, is it? We're conversing. Checkmate.

***

Arthur: I’m sad.

Darryn: Don’t be sad, because sad backwards is das.

Darryn: And das not good.

***

Arthur: Darryn, can you help me? All of my clothes keep disappearing for some reason.

Darryn, wearing a hoodie that's 5 times bigger than their size: Spooky.

***

Darryn: honk.

Arthur: WHAT.

Darryn: HONK.

Arthur: WHAT DOES HONK MEAN THIS TIME YOU WHIMSICAL PIECE OF SHIT?????

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Arthur: I want to kiss you.

Darryn, not paying attention: What?

Arthur: I said if you die, I wont miss you.

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Arthur: And what do I get out of this?

Darryn: I will give you a dollar.

Arthur: What do you think I am? A chump? I would never do it for a dollar!

Darryn: How bout two dollars?

Arthur: You got yourself a deal.

***

Arthur: Who the fuck-

Darryn: Language!

Arthur: Whom the fuck-

Darryn: No.

***

Darryn: When I was your age-

Arthur, mocking Darryn: When I was your height.

Darryn:

Darryn: Listen here you little shit-

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Darryn: Are you busy?

Arthur: Yes.

Darryn: Cool, listen to this.

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Darryn: You remind me of the ocean.

Arthur: Because I'm deep and mysterious?

Darryn: No, because you're full of salt and you scare people.

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Arthur: I want a bf.

Darryn: Do you mean best friend, boyfriend or bread feast? Because you’re being really vague here.

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Arthur: "Ignorance more frequently begets confidence than does knowledge" - Charles Darwin

Darryn: What the fuck? Begets isn't a word. Quit trying to make up words, fuckface.

***

Darryn: Do you need help getting up?

Arthur: Nah, I'm cool down here on the floor.

***

Darryn: I'm going to take a shower, I'll be right back.

Arthur: Why are you telling me this, I don't care.

Arthur, right after Darryn leaves the room: I miss it already.

***

Arthur: What happened to your nose?

Darryn: I used it to break some guy's fist.

***

Darryn: Shut up, you’re messing with my train of thought!

Arthur: I thought you didn’t have a brain and now you say you have thoughts?

***

Darryn: Ayo, what the FUCK is this?!?

Arthur, sitting down, surrounded by corpses: I won Mafia, that’s what.

***

Arthur: *walking around disappointed after visiting an aquarium*

Darryn: Arthur, what did you think a tiger shark was?

***

Arthur: Do you have a bobby pin?

Darryn: Yeah. *searches in their hair*

Darryn: Oh, no, wait. I’m not a nine-year-old girl.

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Arthur: I owe you one.

Darryn: That’s ok. You can just date me and we’ll call it even.

***

Arthur: Darryn, I need some advice.

Darryn: You need advice from ME?

Arthur: Yeah, frightening, isn't it?

***

Darryn: Fight me!

Arthur, standing behind it and holding a pipe: *mouths* Do not.

***

Darryn: Arthur, you’re such a genius!

Arthur: Yes, I know.

***

Darryn: I am going to need you to swear-

Arthur: Fuck.

Darryn:

Darryn: ...swear as in promise.

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Darryn: Arthur! Have you no dignity?

Arthur: Of course not! How long have we known eachother?

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Darryn: I need you to come meet me, and I need you to come alone.

Arthur: And I need you to be less vague and weird.

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Arthur: FIGHT ME, YOU NERD ASS SLUT!

Darryn: At least try to sound slightly more sophisticated when you threaten someone.

Arthur: Oh, I'm sorry. I should ask; dost thou want to engage in a duel, my good bitch?

Darryn: Somehow that's worse.

***

Darryn: I made this friendship bracelet for you.

Arthur: You know, I’m not really a jewelry person.

Darryn: You don’t have to wear…

Arthur: No, I’m gonna wear it forever. Back off.

***

Darryn: Everything will be ok. You can not stop it.

Darryn: Everything will be fine. You have no choice.

Arthur: What the fuck kind of pep talk is that?

Darryn: Ominous positivity.

[at-the-exd-of-everythixg]

Memes! Part t h r e e

@awkward-snake-girl / @blind-mutant

Red: Does violence have to be the last resort. Can't it be like third

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Samuel: You call it a "heinous violation of legal and ethical rules" I call it "creative problem-solving"

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Rhys: You call yourself evil but you can't even stand up without getting dizzy

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Rhys, talking about Sal: Stop messaging my bf bud

Mahogany: our boyfriend

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Mattie: Do you have a self care routine?

Pascal: "Keep going bitch!" Said to myself in different accents

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Morde, with Abby balls deep in him: Demons are usually depicated as red to indicate that they are heavily seasoned with paprika and chili pepper, like a chorizo

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Finn: If I am sensitive. Why I gotta stop being sensitive? Why can't you just be a little nicer?

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Pascal: Feeling cute today. Might commit acts of hubris.

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Mattie: Why don't you plant some lavender and when it blooms you can squeeze a leaf or two between your fingers and the smell will calm you down. How about you do that. Bitch.

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Rick: Well I don't want to be silly anymore. I want to engage in hoaxes and schemes now

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Pascal: Any other unsettling promotions you'd like to share with the class?

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Red: Could you be any more annoying

Rhys: Easily

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Sal: Sorry for saying that you're "such an idiot" I'm actually "in love with you"

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Iris: It's not the most ethical move in the world, but in a pinch you can hand off a cursed object to basically any baby

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Ava: Witches in old fairy tales had the idea. Living alone, unmarried, in the middle of the woods, and if a hero stumbled across their cottage theyre like "maybe I'll give you a magical token to help you out. Maybe I'll fuck up your entire life. Depends."

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Dae: I am not going to unleash my bitterness on you because I am trying to become a better person. Have a nice day

Rhys: what were you originally going to say bitch omg

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Lace: Why did my last two braincells have to be a sad one and a stupid one

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Finn: You should have never doxxed the rabbit community

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Sal: I'm glad we only live once cuz I cannot do this shit again

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Pascal: HAVE YOU EVER TOUCHED A dog

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Rhys: As your goth husband I will adorn you with cursed artifacts and then die mysteriously leaving you to be the most feared widow/er in the village

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Edith: Some of you are simply not cut out to be the resident mean gay person. And that's okay, because I am. And I will be mean. And gay

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Samuel: God complex this, victim complex that...I have an underground complex, it's where I perform my evil and fucked up experiments

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Skaar, living by the sword: Haha! Fuck yeah! Yes!

Skaar, dying by the sword: well this fucking sucks. What the fuck.

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Mahogany: I don't think my boyfriend, the 12 foot Halloween skeleton from Home Depot, would be too pleased to hear about this

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Mattie: check in on your nemesis! Make sure they're doing poorly in these times!

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Hulk: The hardest I've ever laughed was when I saw my dad cry. It was my moment of realization that I'm better than him.

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Ava: Knifehack

Ava: Just stab the problem

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Sal: What is wrong with you

Rhys: I will try to be brief (1/456)

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Mimi: One of the only downsides of actions is consequences. But it's a big downside.

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Samuel: I've done nothing wrong. Except for all the atrocities. Besides that I'm innocent.

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Jen: After a thorough medical assessment, the doctors have described me as "a lot. Just like a lot to deal with."

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Lace: Necomancer that doesn't know they're a necromancer and thinks they're just a really good emt

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Pascal: Y'all ever want a pretty girl to just...boss you around a little bit

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Rhys: sorry I'm bisexual and easily distracted

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Mordecai: Whenever I say "we" I am referring to both myself and the mental illness

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Mattie: Date a girl who is a home and an adventure all at once

Rick: Date a girl who doubles as a haunted house

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Pascal: wlw what is your wisdom

Mimi: World hard and cold...tiddy warm and soft

Edith: girl hot

Mattie: Watch Naurto

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Sal: No I'm not flirting I was only bothering my gay friends in a homoerotic way

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Mattie: You can be positive and break a bottle over someone's head though. Multiplicity of identity

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Edith: I wish men would stop having opinions about women. Honest to gog shut the hell up

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Wulf: tell your girl she's hot or I will

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Mattie @ Samson: I'm gonna be honest I hate you and so do my friends

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Rhys: I am dying to see you topless

Dae: Then die

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Sal: Money isn't real so don't worry about paying for stuff. Just take things for free. Nobody can stop you

[dookiepourshisoulout]

It's been a while. It's 10:43pm fri 7 jan, i think i got mad at my sis this morning, i kinda woke up to a flood of msgs and I think it pissed me off. I had a big headache and jaw/neck pain, and i kinda reacted angrily towards my sisters msgs. I probably do regret it but, why couldn't she ask me something nice in the morning, so bloody sick of it man. For me, it was kinda inconsiderate from her part. And for me, i was being inconsiderate too, but when i'm angry, it was hard to be compassionate in that moment man.

Waking up alone, i guess does somewhat bother me. Feeling so isolated and no traction. But i'm not gonna fucken give up man. Fuck that. I've come too far kid.

I always want to speak my mind, even the bad things, but I find it so difficult at times. I tend to put up a wall i guess. And most of all i tend to lie, especially when things aren't going well. When I go back to work, I want to be more social and considerate of other people. Ask them how their weekend are and all that. Argh.

I'm glad that i'm quitting prohealth tho. I think that job really messed with my head. It was nice of Oanh to call me this morning, that gave me a sense of reality of the world. She seemed compassionate, and wow, that was actually a really nice gesture. Liala was in the room, I had no idea and she told me to 'follow my heart', as cliche as that was, i don't get to hear those things too often man. So on that note. What would it mean to follow my ❤. As of this moment.

Study ethics, be a philosophy teacher. Hm. That could be interesting I guess. I find those things so important. I liked sport in school. And english. Maths too. But english, i liked understanding complex philosophical and existential questions. Morality.

It would be a dream to write a book man. That gets discussed by people. Arthur Miller. His plays, i want to watch and read them all. I guess, today's writing did come to something, oddly enough. Unexpectedly.

Continuing from the previous topic. My social work job. It really hurt me I think. It made me feel so pessimistic. Nihilistic, see these people live such sad lives man, to me it was really unmotivating and challenging, frustrating I guess. Feeling like I couldn't say certain things, felt forceful. I was constantly paranoid. Uncomfortable, on edge, so this year I really really need to focus on healing man. I really want to. My clients, i started with a schitzofrenic, he canceled on my multiple times because he had so much social anxiety which I can relate to. And i guess empathise with. God, grocery shopping was such a drainer bro, to be quite honest. They eat such messed up food, well suz in particular. M was alright. S was my next client I think, it was nice seeing werribee, such a different place, she was a nice lady, found her abit weird at times, the smell as well. Aghh. I guess i'm not as tolerant as I thought I was man. I think R was my next one, was nice being in n.melbourne but dam it was so hard talking to the guy man, every now and then we'd have a nice convo but mostly it was tough, and I was shouting him food which I wasn't supposed to, dam wth was wrong with me, grow some balls. And then L, that was the most intense experience for me to be honest. The first time going there. I was kinda paranoid. And then I finally met her and it was no joke man. Esp when she showed me her wound, and seeing her house, her strange stories and then I read her psychward inpatient notes, it kinda shook the hell out of me. Things got really real man. I mean damn, i never thought life could get so hard for someone and being so close to that. Agh. It was no joke kid. Her life was in such bad shape man. No one deserves to have a life like that man, but it's real. And it's true.

I saw another lady, but I mightve triggered some bad memories for her, after i asked if she had bfs in the past, no idea why i asked that, i was just trying yo make convo i guess, and jt hit the wrong way. Anyway

Then it was t, god things kinda got bad too. And then j, she was easy but she smelt so bad man. Arg.

Is that it? Maybe yea.

Jesus what a wild ride it's been man. It's been a turbulent god damn year. I must admit. It was a lockdown as well. Jaman's wedding. And then they went tassie, which i was so sad about not going. Dammit. Life's so sad man.

But i gotta keep it rolling. This year, i really want to move towards my life purpose more. Which is. Hm.

Fuck i dont even know. I gotta put a name on something though. Expression. Human indivualisation, Spirituality, living well. Try to cure my mental sickness i guess. Why is k so hard to please man. Why's he so god damn mean. Why can't he see that a brother is fkn hurting here.

I guess i'm ending on that. Arg. Keep studying comics.

Dook out.

[tacosandtomcos]

With Marco coming to Star after his break up with Jacky, while pretending everything is fine and keeping everything inside (come one this guy had a crush on this girl since forever one would think he would be crushed after their break up) I find myself wondering with the recent episodes: Does Marco really like Star or does he like the idea of star? I mean he runs to her kingdom, and then as soon as they are alone he asked if she is dating Tom, after that we don't see much of the matter.1/2

1/2 and then we can see him being uncomfortable with Tom and Star display of affecting, and to be honest if my two friends where being so lovely dovely in front of me I would be uncomfortable too, so I don't take that as proof of Marco's crush. Is not after he talks to kelly's bf where he 'realized' that he has a crush. Just when someone once again told him he like star. But he had have ppl tell him this before, so what's the difference this time? Could he just be liking the idea and that's it?

When Marco’s crush was done as poorly as it was, it’s really kinda hard to tell. part of me thinks it was done to be genuine but got botched up because of the pacing issues this season is showing. But on another hand if it applied to what you’re suggesting the crush could maybe be forgive since it had the intention to not be so real.

If it was intending to feel natural, it doesn’t, but if it was something else entirely...whether a suggestion marco believed because he couldn't find another reason...or an affect of something else.....it might work? Although there would undeniably be issues with that since they finally had him return feelings for Star.....but then again her feelings for him were also kinda dropped early in the season so i guess Marco’s feelings not being genuine and them being dropped is not as impossible as i might have thought back in the day.

It’s interesting, because although yeah Star does mean much to Marco, since season 1 you know one of the things he enjoys benefiting from their friendship....is going on these adventures. S3 somewhat addressed that, because between marco’s non-stop talk about BFM and being a knight, it’s clear he prefers her lifestyle to his own.

He prefers the excitement, the fighting, the heroism. Which kinda sparks a debate on the subject of why marco really came to mewni in the first place.

Did he come back really for Star the person? Or for just everything she comes with? Because the direction he took was to live on mewni and partake in being a knight. Marco has scissors, he could visit Star anytime without needing to live there if he wanted to see her again and work things out.

So....are we supposed to assume either marco gave up his entire life for a girl, or are we supposed to assume he gave up his life because of the lifestyle she’d give him?

Does he like Her? Or what she comes with?

Yeah that’s one of the problems with the crush, how it’s triggered doesn’t even work. I mean even if you went with the idea somehow marco always liked Star, that still doesn’t really excuse Tad simply assuming something about Marco’s behavior....and then Marco suddenly acting like he’d never been accused of liking Star before.

Like Tad? Really? All the times you’ve been called Star’s BF and accused of dating her and TAD is the character that gets to you?

Ruberiot made a damn song about you two dating and that didn’t do squat to trigger you but TAD did?! I don’t even care if you were dating jackie at the time if we’re going by the logic that you secretly liked Star for a long time now that should have at least done something.

Well, actually it made you cringe at the idea of dating Star which only makes your transition worse but oh well i dunno..

You know it’s also weird how Marco in season 2 wanted to get to know Jackie, but in the end of it all spent little time with her. it’s just.....kinda really sad and i dunno how they messed up Marco this much, especially as Jackie’s bf.

Unless someone calls Marco out for that i have no idea how you make up for Marco acting that way.

I dunno, if you’re a hardcore shipper maybe you can dig deep to find ways saying this all makes sense. But if you’re just a watcher who doesn’t partake in the fandom you’re left wondering a lot of things.

and i know, because i know people who just watch the show and when they talked about it with me they were just as confused about when this happened as much as i was.

 the show is gonna have to address this crush at some point so we’ll see what they’re trying to go for, because i personally can’t tell with how the season is going so far. Mostly because a lot of the choices this season are peculiar.

I can only guess and make my own observations based on my own experience watching most shows and from my own experience with storytelling.

The crush will kinda have to be brought up at some point, so we’ll see. Maybe the crew can pick themselves up from this if they find a decent explanation for marco’s sudden change. 

Because if it’s trying to be genuine, it just doesn’t work as well as the crew wants it too, you can’t do what you did with Star for a season in one episode. There’s less investment and therefore the audience really doesn’t care much about it.

If the fandom didn’t make a big deal about it, i might have almost forgotten marco even had a crush since it’s not brought up much and marco’s behavior in general this season has just not been great so his jealously towards star and tom really doesn’t stand out amoung his other behavior pre-crush.

((One of the tragic things about LLB is if it was an episode done later in the season, it might of actually worked. If you put it after SD, and had some more episodes of marco’s behavior around Star shifting, then i’d be much more forgiving of it. It being so early in the season and so soon after Jackie really doesn’t do better for it))

[punkscowardschampions]

Janis & Grace

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