#Going from being connected to Zeus The Heavens and attached to that energy and expending it and being like a computer hooked up to a
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The one main thing to power through is how weird it feels to exert energy after so long. Oh... [I] can sit here telling you how to streamline your existence. I can tell you how to produce the most amount of bodies with the least amount of energy. I can tell you how to teleport not by flinging yourself through space and time but by convincing reality on the other end that it already has you. I can tell you how to store energy from food better than a bear in winter, how to manifest in a convincing body form without it being an actual body, how to exert pressure by controlling the flow of the place you're in and the minds of the witnesses without exerting it yourself, how to store most of your existence out of manifestation, how to communicate through automatically translated morse code type things where you speak tiny dots of information that unravel like those shrunken towels that expand in water... I can tell you so much about being a fish in water - so efficient at moving through reality you won't notice I'm dead because my existence still keeps up with the flow. But. uh. hm. Well I guess now exerting anything looks and feels like a monumental waste of time and energy
#I wonderrr which self balks at having a form or. what I'm trying to do now. which is make these tendrils that feel reality a proper thing#God. Look. I'm so sick of people not shutting the fuck up about the Splitting but at the same time yeah no uh#Going from that existence to this one even if it was innumerable years ago............#Going from being connected to Zeus The Heavens and attached to that energy and expending it and being like a computer hooked up to a#houses wiring to. having to produce our own electricity by biking while also expending the energy required to process one's#own software and hardware for ones computer existence......... bruh. I don't have the energy. literally.#There's (a lot) more to it than that but also like.#~abyssal murmurs#S: black //#astral diary //#Sort of. Idk in what reality these are in but I mean Black lives over there so
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