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tis the damn season
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heres the requested bobby fic! reader is bobbys neighbour in dublin and they've had a situationship thats always off again on again, which ryan is v fed up with lol <3
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enjoy and also happy new year ! forgot how much I love making these so please come with some more requests, I always love getting them xxx

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year FIVE of working as a waitress during silly season, people need to be KINDER
yourbestfriend not all heros wear capes yourneighbour1 god bless you ↳ its been TOUGH but neighbours christmas party next week !! ↳ yourneighbour1 UGH best part of the season alsooo did I see a certain curly haired bass player make his return to the road...? ↳ feck he's home earlier than usual 😀 ↳ yourneighbour1 time to rekindle the infamous situationship??
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the return of the loudest next door neighbour known to man, yay 👍👍
yourneighbour1 😏😏 bobbyskeetz get rid of that sarcastic yay ryanmcmahon_15 yay my fav idiots have been reunited ! ↳ idiots? plural? why am I an idiot ryan?? ↳ ryanmcmahon_15 hmmhmm when will yee learn
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bobbyskeetz home.
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joshjenkinson_ lookin so mysterious and interesting xx
inhalerfan1 he is one of us
inhalerfan2 missed the intense staring since tour has ended, thanks mr skeetz !
inhalerfan3 christmas came early
yourusername smoking kills
bobbyskeetz excuse me?? I have NEVER and WOULD never yourusername big fat liar yourbestfriend y'all are the worst, every fecking christmas ryanmcmahon_15 what she said !
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yourusername the kids table at the neighbours christmas party is always the place to be <3
also slayed so hard with my kris kindle present he literally cried for hours 💅
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bobbyskeetz I cried cause you threw it at me
yourneighbour1 weakling bobbyskeetz ugh thanks tho.... I guess
ryanmcmahon_15 bobby and yn being adults when
yourbestfriend but then what would happen to their beloved situationship? yourusername guys you know this is MY comment section right?
joshjenkson_ hahah the perfect gift for him
yourneighbour2 ugh BEST PARTY EVAAAA
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yourusername and it always leads to you and my hometown
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yourbestfriend ah ryanmcmahon_15 shes quoting tis the damn season by THE taylor swift, what does this mean?
ryanmcmahon_1 gasp not the sad tones..
bobbyskeetz confused we're from the same hometown...?
yourusername you uncultured swine its a lyric 😭
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bobbyskeetzswife OH MY GOD I JUST MET BOBBY, IM FREAKING OUT
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inhalerfan1 no way what the hell !! where?
bobbyskeetzswife literally in Dingle, Kerry 😭😭 he said hes with the lads but they ran out of drink so he was forced to go to the shops 😭 😭 inhalerfan1 omg hahahah I can't believe they just played the 3Arena
inhalerfan2 no way wonder why they're in dingle, such a random Irish town...
inhalerfan3 that girl that they all follow is in Kerry aswell with grace (eli's girlfriend) bobbyskeetzswife is that yourusername? I wonder who she is, bobby is always interacting with her inhalerfan2 huh wonder has he got a girlfriend
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graciebrns wholesome few days before what I've been told, will be the best party I'll ever attend
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elijahhewson promise its not an oversell
joshjenkinson_ agreed yourusername throws a phenomenal party yourusername ah flattered lads thank you
bobbyskeetz the million hikes will be worth it
yourusername you said you loved going on hikes bobbyskeetz course I do love 😔 inhalerfan2 love ?? gathering evidence
inhalerfan1 wholesome band trip bless
yourneighbour1 woohoo almost time to partyyyy
ryanmcmahon_15 how did one row of houses produce so many party animals?
yourusername party animals okay old man bobbyskeetz just cause you can't ever keep up ryan yourneighbour1 its how we were raised 😤
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yourusername hot people have birthdays on nye 💅
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bobbyskeetz so feckin hot
yourusername baby stapppppp that
yourbestfriend was the BEST time ever
elijahhewson class night it was, graciebrns whats the verdict?
graciebrns best. night. ever. yourusername I love you thanks for having me <33 yourusername you kidding me? thank you for coming !!
inhalerfan1 oh hello inhaler spotted ..
inhalerfan2 not bobby on the decks
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bobbyskeetz happy birthday gorgeous, love cleaning up bottles with you on new years day x
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yourusername ahhhh the taylor reference 😭
yourusername my favourite nosey neighbour <3
ryanmcmahon_15 I have never been so invested in two idiots getting together properly
yourbestfriend so insufferable its taken like 13 years for them not to be idiots yourusername and what about you two being idiots.. bobbyskeetz whats your favourite book trope again love? yourusername FRIENDS TO LOVERS BABY, take notes ryanmcmahon_15 yourbestfriend
inhalerfan1 sad sad day for the bobby girlies 💔
bobbyskeetzswife noooooooooo
finished xx
#bobby skeetz#robert keating#robert keating x reader#robert keating imagine#inhaler dublin#inhaler band#inhaler fanfic#inhaler imagine#smau
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Hi, (Edited, Reposted 28/03/25)
I am pleased to repost, and share my Third & Final Trilogy of Poems on Loss & Grief (first published on 04 September, 2018) - inspired by The Irish Potato Famine (aka The Great Hunger), in Northern Ireland (1845 - 1851) … that led to an exodus of Irish emigrants, mostly to America.
After I first visited Ireland in 2018, I have posted numerous poems of the same genre on the universal devastative impact of sufferings & deaths, through deprivation, poverty, starvation and oppression … that is still happening in some parts of the world TODAY.
I wish all my readers … … … Humble prayers,
Healing and Blessings 😊🙋🏼♂️🙏🙏🙏
©Johnny J P Lee
28 March 2025
Photos Credit, J. P. Lee
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THE NEW LAND (Third & Final Trilogy)
Is this what we are told, a new found joy?
Not splendor but a treacherous decoy?
Groups cramped in pigeon holes on a stand
Large families packed in a home without a land
Hoisted home, up to the sky, swiftly built
No warm blankets, just share a family quilt
Good Heaven! Greater sorrow newly imposed
Work! Native walks are as yet to be proposed
O Fair Land, why hast thou caused us to leave
To this distant land unknown, more aggrieved?
Do thou, sweet Mother, weep in vain
Thine fair tribes now add on to thy pain?
Thine children knock at doors for bread
Chilling bones in hunger desperation led
Good neighbors forced to sell their daughters
Not through any faults that they should falter
Bless me - why, had we brothers any sister
Our decision would not have been better
Painful to watch sweet little girls in tears
Pretty innocents in their helpless years
I weep as I watch them in their charms,
Shaking wildly in their fathers' arms
Grieving mothers kiss their mindless babes
Strike their breasts to the sky, sadly in gapes
I see the fairies and nymphs degraded
In my dreams I see my heaven has faded
These are the hard truth in times of shame
Best to forget, nothing to share, no one to blame.
In the city the statesmen talk as ales go round
Toasts, cheers with haughty looks profound
Such luxury poor migrants can ill afford
Even simple pleasures dismiss in accord
Wealthy men arrive from world around
Suits and hats stunning ladies surround
A wanton wealth designed in tempting display
Painful truth in my mind I mindlessly survey
For I am sickened by this man-made pleasure
Toiling in the distrusting hearts of false leisure
Accumulated wealth stored in pride
Buy a lass to play as an obedient bride
Repossess the cuddly space of the poor
For their horses, hounds and more
Lawful acquisition to rob the timid folks
Stealing their meals of oats and yolks
Dressing up their females well adorned
To reign secured while simple folks mourn
Statesmen to sons divide the wealth acquired
Siblings, wives, married relatives, as required.
Beating my chest in bitter anguish I recall
In senses with unfailing truth reveal it all
Oh, past the plain the surging joy prevails
That which I have endeared can never fail
That broken teacups I have taken with me
Stir my will daily, sipping my humble tea
No tales no news from barbers or farmers
It's fine - all return at meals as we gather
No theatre, no ballad, no talent time
Everything comes handy in sublime
Make our own feathered balls and stuff
Marbles rolling, guessing games and bluff
Obscure, it sinks deep in our souls and hearts
Simple treasures, everlastingly, do not part
My vacant mind frolicking in the pond
Caresses my soul in spirit neatly bond
Contented on my stool writing my poetry
Pass my time with unimagined peasantry
Raise my native strength for greater gain
Instead of indulging in pitiful afflicted pain
Plant my seeds, pull out the weeds annoy
With compliments from God, my daily joy.
© Johnny J P Lee
First Published 04 September 2018
#poetryportal#writerscreeds#smittenbypoetry#spilledwords#writtenconsiderstions#writingthestorm#poeticstories#inkstainsandheartbeats
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American Woman (Thomas Shelby x American OC) Ch. 12: Congratulations and Conflicts
“Morning, Verena,” Ada announces as she joins me in the kitchen. “Sleep well?”
The memory of talking with Thomas last night replays in my mind yet again. Ever since I woke up I can’t stop thinking about it for some odd reason.
“As good as I can, I suppose. How are you feeling?” I gesture to her stomach.
Ada bites her lip as she spreads mustard on a bagel. “Um, alright I guess. I just- I never expected to be pregnant. I kept hoping it would pass but when the doctor confirmed it my whole life changed. One moment I’m my own self without any burdens and the next I’m carrying Freddie’s child.”
Freddie. That must be her lover. With a little luck he’ll keep his love for Ada and stand by her through this journey.
“I don’t have any experience of what you’re going through Ada, but it’s completely natural to fear the unknown.”
Ada squeezes her eyes shut and plays with the hand towel. “It’s not just that. It’s what people are going to say that I’m afraid of. That’s why I’m hiding it.”
Something about the way she says that makes my stomach churn. She couldn’t- Could she? Polly might have mentioned it to her…
“God have mercy.” I look up at her with petrified eyes. “You’re going to kill it, aren’t you?”
Ada’s face hardens. “It’s not your decision.”
“I know. But I’m still a Christian. It doesn’t mean my morals are turned off just so I can agree with you.” I take a deep breath. Not everyone sees what they’ve been blessed with right away. Ada’s right. In this harsh society rumors of her pregnancy will spread like wildfire.
“I won’t fight you, Ada.” She continues to avoid my gaze. “I still disagree, but letting that tear apart an acquaintanceship with you isn’t worth it.”
The Shelby woman turns and squeezes my shoulder. “That’s all I’ll ever ask for.” Before I know it she pulls me into a hug. “It’s not easy being one of the only two women around here. Thanks for getting lost, Verena.”
I playfully scoff at her dark joke. “I never meant to get stuck here, Ada. I’m in your debt, remember?”
“Oh please!” Ada huffs and goes on to eat the disgusting bagel. “You’ve practically got everyone wrapped around your little finger.”
She wanders off to her room before I can ask further. She’s joking, right? There’s no way I’ve done that much here-
“What’s in the books for today?”
Except that.
“Morning, Finn. Don’t you want a day off? We’ve been doing lectures for the past week!”
The young Shelby slouches and grabs an apple. “What else can I do? If Aunt Polly sees me lounging about she’ll make me do chores.”
Realization hits me in the head and I smirk. “Ah, I see. You use me to cheat out of chores. Well Finn, sometimes the simplest tasks can teach us hidden lessons.” What else can… Ah-ha! “Finn, I do have something for you to do.” He immediately looks up. “I need you to complete what’s on this list in the next hour.”
I hand Finn a scrap piece of paper and he scrunches his face as he reads it. “These are chores.”
“Exactly. When you’re done we can discuss what you learn.”
“I don’t get it-”
“Chop chop!”
I clap my hands and shoo him off. When he’s out I slump against the wall and sigh. Maybe now I can have some quiet time- Nope. The always-revolving door opens yet again and I hear heavy footsteps slump into the kitchen. I don’t even need to look up to know it’s Thomas. He sits down at the table and makes quick work to pour himself a glass of Irish whiskey.
“You’re in a bad mood,” I observe.
Thomas sees me slouched on the floor and grunts. “Monaghan Boy lost.”
“And you think drowning yourself in alcohol will fix that? What about the new horse?”
“Had to kill him. He was cursed.”
My jaw drops. “You- You killed…? God, all you Shelbys ever do is kill! You surround yourself with death and then wonder why you’re so unhappy!”
Bam!
Thomas bangs a fist on the table. “I don’t need this bloody argument, Steenstra!”
He stands up and heads back to the door, slamming it shut. I think that’s the first time Thomas has ever yelled at me. And it’s kind of scary. I make a mental note never to get on his bad side and get up to walk down the hall to Ada’s room. I knock twice but there’s no answer. Either she’s ignoring me, she’s sleeping, or she snuck out the window. More than likely it’s the last scenario.
“Done!” Finn sprints into the room waving the list like he just won a war. “All done!”
His bright smile almost makes me forget Thomas’ outburst. “Good job, Finn.”
“What’s wrong?”
Smile, Verena. You can’t just blurt out that his brother yelled at you. He does that to everyone. Why should you be any different?
“Too much thinking, Finn.” I shake the dark thoughts away. “Did you learn anything?”
Finn lets out an exasperated groan. “What can I learn from sweeping? Or beating the rug?”
“You took thirty minutes, half the time I gave you. And now that you have some extra time we can do a quick lesson.”
A few seconds go by and then Finn slowly gets a cheeky smirk on his face. “I see what you did there.”
“See? The lesson was time management!” I laugh and pull out my bookbag. “Now what’s today’s topic going to be?”
The rest of the day goes on much more smoothly. Yes I’m still dreading my next run-in with Thomas but I’ll cross that bridge when I get to it. Right now I’m prepping an afternoon snack-
“I’m back,” Polly calls as she comes through the front door.
“Do you know where Ada is? She’s not in her room.”
Polly sets her bag down and grabs an apple. “She’s gone. Off to marry Freddie.”
So she’s keeping the baby! I’m so glad to hear it! Call it womanly instinct, but the death of a child can be much more traumatic and emotional compared to an adult because a child hasn’t gotten to live out their life yet. I haven’t gone through parenthood yet but I deeply sympathize with parents who have lost a child. Having a child is the greatest blessing in life and to have that taken away is devastating.
As for Ada running off, I can’t say I’m surprised. That sounds like something she’d do.
“If you can, please pass on my congratulations to them,” I say with a wide smile. “Does Thomas know?”
“No.” Polly holds up a hand. “I’ll tell him so you won’t get the full blast of his tantrum.”
I bite my lip and avoid her gaze by busying myself with wiping down the counter. “Bit late for that, I’m afraid. He lashed out this morning and left, no doubt to go get drunk somewhere.”
Just then the door opens again and John walks in with a fit of tipsy laughter.
“Afternoon, ladies! How goes it?”
“Cut the chatter, John. Where’s Tommy?” Polly asks.
“Ath the Garrison. You should've seen the look on Tom’s face! A love-struck sucker if I ever saw one.”
Polly scoffs. “For who?”
“That barmaid, Grace. It’d be nice if at least one Shelby could keep a steady family,” John says as he takes a drink from the whiskey bottle on the table.
Polly huffs and walks down the hall to her room, leaving me flabbergasted to John’s words.
“None of you are married?” My jaw drops.
John takes another drink. “Arthur always puts business first. Tommy’s never even heard of love. Finn’s too young. And I’m a widower.”
Interesting. For all the glamor and excitement the Shelbys flaunt they’ve never settled for a simple family life.
“I’m so sorry. What was her name?”
“Martha,” John sighs. “She gave me 4 beautiful kids.”
I grab the cookie jar and plop down next to him. John immediately reaches for a biscuit.
“I can tell you really love your kids, John.”
“I do. Just wish I could find them a suitable mother,” John slurs. “If it’s any comfort, if you didn’t already love Tommy I’d take you.”
Obviously his drunk words hold little meaning. John’s looking for anyone and I just happen to be the woman sitting next to him. Yet somehow his words leave me questioning just how deep my feelings for Thomas go.
“I don’t love him. At least, not in the way people might expect me to. He’s a good friend. I love all you Shelbys. But thank you, John. I know that means a lot.”
“No problem love…” John murmurs as he drifts off with his head on the table.
Once again another Shelby brother has left me deep in thought about what my purpose here is. The Lord works in mysterious ways, as Polly would say. Whatever’s in store for me, I know it’s going to be a wild ride if it’s anything like the past few weeks.
#peaky blinders#peaky blinder fanfic#peaky blinder imagine#peaky fucking blinders#peaky fookin blinders#thomas shelby x reader#thomas shelby#arthur shelby#john shelby#finn shelby#polly gray#grace burgess#cillian murphy
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Kald-dal's QQ1 OCs Name Yap >:D P.2
Yeah, I picked out more last names for the characters without them, and I'm so sorry for taking so long to make a part 2 :,)
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Juniper - Comes from the juniper tree, it means to produce, it also means young, and it also is connected with its berries. Juniper berries are medicinal plants, and in ancient Rome they were associated with positive qualities, such as protectiveness, life and growth, energy, purification, and cleansing. Saint Juniper is also known as ‘the jester of the Lord’ or ‘the saint of comedy and laughter’ and the man was also known for his patience. Juniper is also associated with evergreens and fruit. Juniper also means, spiritually, setting up boundaries and standing their ground. Also it’s a hippie name
Skye - It’s popular as a name in the Christian religion, but comes from Norse. But it means ‘clouds’. The name also means they are spiritually strong and intense, in both charm and stinging. To continue on Norse, it means ‘misty isle’. Also The Island of Skye is the one of the most beautiful of Scotland’s sights to see
So Juniper is healing, protective, funny, energetic, patient, and full of life and growth. So I can’t wait to see her character arc. And I think it’s kind of a long stretch, but due to The Island of Skye, y’know, being an island, means she’s kind of alone and cut off, but when people come to see the views there it’s beautiful and so amazing to really be there (the Island is like the most famous in Ireland but you get the idea)
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Cypress - From the cypress tree. The cypress both represents everlasting life and mourning of loss. It is also a very flammable tree. In a Greek story, ‘Cyparrissus’ (another version of the name Cypress), accidentally killed his best friend and favorite companion, a trained stag, with a hunting javelin. In sadness, he transformed into a cypress tree so he could mourn eternally for his loss. This Greek character was also gay with Apollo at some point. Anyways, as a spiritual name it means natural transitions and the cycle of life
Holden - Means hold, but, fancy in old language. It also means deep valley. In the Bible, its meaning is trapped, restrained, or unable to see. Another meaning is Christian Jewish is willing, quiet, gracious, from the hollow in the valley
I swear if he accidentally kills Juniper in the story with an ax (or an unfamiliar weapon he was pushed to use more likely) I will scream and cry. Anyways, he will mourn, like a lot. But the cycle of life I guess. And he is a deep valley, so his character will get even deeper, he is a thankful, quiet, and willing guy, (absolute malewife to Juniper)
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Evelyn - In the Bible, it means life light, ‘source of light and life’. In Greek and French it means desired and wished for. In German, the name was derived from the word ‘ewe’ which means, wishing well, winning, and being blessed. In Irish, it means beauty, birds, hazelnuts, and water. On a baby website, the name means intuitive, creative, and compassionate
Danvers - A dancer or acrobat. (I tried to search it up but all I got was how Danvers became a last name. But fan fact: Supergirl’s last name is Danvers)
So Evelyn has many definitions (as I kinda expected) and hey, intuitiveness and creativity while being compassionate seems like Evelyn well. And winning sounds fun. (Also I know like two Evelyns in real life, one is blonde and is a bit overprotective of their younger brother too)
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Avery - Wise and whimsical, also the ruler of elves (in German). And most definitions found in forums and baby name sites do say the name just mostly means the ruler of elves (or counsel) and wisdom. The name also means leadership and nobility in the Bible. Being chosen by God, and experiencing transformation, growth, evolution, and improvement
Danvers - Originally from Norse, which traveled to mostly France and Belgium
Avery is the ruler of elves! Wow. But anyways, he grows and changes down the story (before dying sadly) and can’t wait for his arc
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Harvie - Strong, worthy, carnage, determined, eager for battle. Really matches my first interpretation of her character. Hervey means illustrious warrior, army, noble, sublime, bright and shining. Harvey means, battle worthy in blazing iron. But Harvie sounds like the word harvest, which means gathering of crops
Pollock - A group of fish that is related to cods, but is a bit darker. Pollock is also slang for insulting a person of Polish birth or descent (it says it isn’t a slur though, but just a derogatory term relating to the fact the word means fish and cod). But the fish does symbolize abundance and prosperity, a vital source of food, and a provider of sustenance
I guess this name was mostly chosen due to it sounding like the word harvest. But it’s so funny how the actual definition matches how I first thought her would be like-
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Weirdo - A person whose behavior is strange or eccentric. It could also mean unconventional. Or a psychopath or somebody just not normal and unusual. Sometimes used to describe perverts in slang
Wheaton - From the wheat town. Made of wheat. Man of wheat. Wheaton is scarecrow man confirmed /jkjk
Tobin - God is good. Otherwise, the name is usually connected to Saint Aubin. But there is several versions of the name in multiple other languages/cultures
Simple boi I guess. But scarecrow symbolism, it is like a natural boogeyman, a monster. But it is also a prop to scare of birds, maybe other tributes (Evelyn’s name also means bird so Wheaton just made her go away like the scarecrow he is)
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Carmen - Short form of the name, Maria del Carmen, or ‘Mary of Caramel’, which is a reference to the Holy Land. And in the Bible it means garden, orchard, and vineyard. It also means song. And it can be a reference to the Roman Goddess Carmenta. And it represents a strong, compassionate, and natural woman
Cortez - Courteous or polite. The name could also mean someone who lived as/near the court of a king or sovereign
I think her name was mostly chosen because of the queen Carmen Sandiego to be honest. But Carmen is a strong, compassionate, natural woman, she an icon for real. And I think she is polite, to a degree, like at least not an asshole
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Taurus - Is a zodiac sign that represents a bull. The most prevalent personality traits on them that were shown on google were, being intelligent, dependable, hardworking, dedicated, stubborn, patient, loyal, sensual, and devoted. Apparently they don’t sweat the small stuff, so they are calming and nice to be around. They are mentally strong and very consistent. There is so much on a zodiac sign so… not gonna say it all sorry
Rivera - Name originates from the word riverbank. Not many definitions, but it is a popular Spanish last name
Taurus is a taurus! (He’s born on the 8th of May right? Or was that Katniss’ bday?) Anyways the zodiac sign fits him (there’s probably traits of other zodiac signs that can relate to him too though) And it’s honestly just a mine of character traits positive and negative and miscellaneous when being named after a zodiac
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Robin - A small bird. The robin symbolizes good luck, happiness, rebirth, renewal, growth, and new beginnings. Fun facts about robins!: They are adaptable, with a variety of nest types, such as holes, hollows, recesses, and even boxes. They are very territorial, to the point where their breast is to indicate territorial messages, they defend their territory through the year, and they can resort to killing other birds aggressively (depending on the bird)
Maverick - Unconventional and independent. One who shuns custom, a lone wolf, somebody who blazes their own trail, someone who avoids conformity
Well it would be interesting if her character makes a base in some territory and ends up killing somebody defending it. And I chose the last name Maverick, due to it meaning independence and usually looking out for only oneself
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Everest - Dweller on the Eure River. It also means high point, or summit. It also represents ‘the iconic nature of what it is to be a wonder’. Like the most notable climb known to man
Sinclaire - Comes from ‘Saint Claire’. It can mean pure or renowned, and light and clear. It also means one who prays
He a dweller. And is probably somebody who can walk for very long without complaining. And maybe religious or as least believing in something
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Lilith - Meaning belonging to the night. It is a feminine name for demon, spirit, and sometimes evil. On google it says it also represents: ‘rebellion, sexual liberation, independence, mystery, empowerment, resilience, transformation and the pursuit of personal freedom’
Maloret - Ill-fortuned or with bad luck. A luckless and unfortunate person
Well, Lilith was mysterious, she belonged to the night I guess. I chose the last name maloret because she seems to have bad luck. Not really having an interesting reason as compared to the other tributes. Getting to the cornucopia and still unfortunately still failing and dying (kind of because of bad luck, wrong place, wrong person, wrong time)
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Harrow - To plunder or ravish. To cause worry and upset. It is a farm implement used for surface tillage. It is dragged over plowed land to break up clods, remove weeds, and cover seed. Some synonyms of the word is agonizing, torture, harass, excruciating, smite, tease, and vex
Prairie - A plain of grassland without many trees. It also means meadows and pastures
He definitely caused worry and upset for his love. And he did die in torment or at the very least his dead body was mistreated… But I chose the last name Prairie because it also meant meadow. Most definitions said prairie meant a peaceful, calming land of nothing much but grass. So I guess he is resting peacefully waiting for his love in the meadow
Bonus!:
Marl - A loose or crumbly earth deposit. Also known as a kind of mixed soil. Sometimes fertilizer lands to help make it healthier. It is a mix of sand, silt, and clay. And it has rock forms, sedimentary
I chose this name as a first or last (or even middle name if you already had it chosen out) for Harrow’s lover. Because a harrow was used to till land/soil and help its growth of crops. Both help the soil and land in different ways, while still being different in their ways. A more man-made tool (like a richer tool like townies) and a natural help that can be used to help but with many properties and types (I dunno why I thought of the seam for this)
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Sorry for taking so long again! Hope you enjoy reading this! And I hope you enjoy the last names :)
Gift for fav Hunger Game poster: @kald-dal-write
Also if you're a random person just seeing this, read their fic if you're interested!
#thg#thg fanfiction#thg drabble#the hunger games#thg series#oc names#baby websites are a saving grace#name meanings/lore is great#again kudos to the wiki person who made the name thingies#I kinda really want to see how you chose out some of their names#gift for very cool person#doomed by narrative lovers go hard sadly
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TW: mentions of sa not graphic just brief , mentions of sewer slide and just depressing stuff and blood)
Hi so I’m writing a little prologue about my life and I’ve changed names and dates for privacy pls lmk what you think and if I should continue :)
February 29th 2003.
A baby was born two weeks early — a kind of head start into disappointment, I guess. My first documented fuck-up, gift-wrapped in hospital sheets.
My parents, Karla and Evan, had crossed countries for the life they thought they deserved, and somewhere between Polish winters and Irish rain, there was also my brother Mikey, seven years older and already carrying hatred towards me. I was also cursed with two other siblings but they don't add much into this story.
I can’t tell you much about those early years — not because they weren’t important, but because I simply don’t remember them. I know we were in Poland for a while, living with my grandmother like orphans who hadn’t realized they’d been abandoned yet. Then, when I was two and a half, we followed my parents to Northern Ireland — a place that felt just foreign enough to never belong to, but familiar enough to still hurt.
When I was five, I got run over by a car. It didn’t kill me, but it might as well have.
Even now, it feels like the hinge event — the before and after of everything. I was blamed for it, too, because that’s what happens when you’re small and inconvenient: everything bad must be your fault.
Primary school blurred by in a slow-motion sort of cruelty. I was the wrong answer to a question nobody wanted to ask. I was tolerated at best, but usually, I was just… ignored. Bullied the way people squash insects — thoughtlessly, and with a mild disgust.
Primary 7 was the first time someone told me to kill myself. I took it literally, because when you’re that young, you still think people mean what they say. I climbed up onto the roof.
It was stupid, really.
The house wasn’t tall enough to kill me. Probably wasn’t even tall enough to break a bone. But it wasn’t about the height — it was about the fact that I was up there at all.
When I was little, death terrified me. I used to pray frantic, desperate prayers to God, begging forgiveness for the blasphemy of wanting to die.
But I did want to die.
Since ten years old, maybe younger. A whole life spent doing the maths: two parents, a house, food in the fridge, a body that mostly worked — and still, the equation never balanced.
Still, I wanted to disappear. It didn’t matter how many blessings I counted.
I still hated being alive.
I realized early on that there was something wrong with me.
Not wrong like a missing limb or a crooked spine — wrong like a flaw stitched into the fabric, so deep and so permanent that even if I smiled wide enough, even if I said all the right things, the defect would still be there.
It was always about pleasing them. Whoever them was. Parents. Teachers. Friends. Strangers.
There was never a version of me that existed just for myself.
And maybe there still isn’t.
Somewhere buried in those early years is a fact I don’t want to spell out, not because I can’t, but because it feels too obvious once you know it: my step-grandfather was a predator.
The kind that ruins things quietly, the kind that teaches you before you even know how to spell your own name that your body isn’t yours.
That has its own weight later in the story.
We’ll get there eventually.
But for now, I’d rather not sit too long in that particular dark.
By ten years old, I had already accepted that I was an outcast — damaged goods before I’d even had a chance to be anything else.
I knew there were cracks in me that no one would ever try to fill.
I knew that death existed, and strangely enough, it stopped being a nightmare and started feeling more like a long exhale.
Maybe dying wasn’t terrifying after all.
Maybe it was just the natural ending to a story that had started wrong in the first place.
#prolouge#writing#writers on tumblr#female hysteria#female rage#feminine beauty#book blog#female writers#radical feminism#mental health#mental illness#tw depressing thoughts#sad thoughts#depressing shit#actually bpd#bpd thoughts#bpd feels
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I sometimes cook and bartend at this like very neighborhood-corner Irish pub that’s frequented by older republicans and last night this guy was making fun of his friend by calling him a “hall of flamer” so I said “he can’t be better than me” to which he replied “you’re a flamer?” and I said “yep” and he goes “well GOD BLESS YA” and slammed his shot of Dirty Monkey. so I guess I believe in world peace after all.
#direct correlation between the loudest republicans and the worse tippers btw#this guy left me a $10 could mean nothing#gay irl
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hello i am seeking prayers (and perhaps advice) i would like to be catholic. i have done extensive research, i have attended women's groups, i have talked to local outreach workers, i have attended a couple masses, i have had a couple one-on-one conversations with priests... this was all in the last two years. i have not taken rcia and i have not regularly attended mass. because there are two issues i bump into/cant get over first is that i have an incredibly close relationship with my current/home church, where i am an active member, where i was married, and where my child was baptized. i do not wish to leave them nor offend them, as they have been pivotal in strengthening my faith and materially supporting my pregnancy, they have funded some of my schooling and there is so much love there. the second issue is that my mother (who is not a member of my home church, nor a practicing christian at all) is extremely anti-catholic, to the point that she denies any irish heritage we have, and regularly talks trash (to me, i dont think to others) about catholicism as a whole as well as the stupidity of catholics as individuals. my father, an atheist, is not much better. i do not want to create dissent in my family, nor separate from my supportive village i have built for my child. however, i feel a constant calling towards the church... i guess i am asking for prayers for me to be brave, and for the hearts of my parents. and if i am brave, advice on how exactly to go about separating from people i know love and support me? i know this is a lot...thank you and god bless
A difficult situation indeed, anon, I am not envious of your position! The Truth is calling to you, but it is natural to be hesitant to potentially say goodbye to those who have nurtured your faith and pushed you (perhaps accidentally, perhaps purposefully) toward Christ's Church.
Do you worry you would be ostracized from your old community if you were to become Catholic? I am not sure what the "waters" are like in your current congregation; if they are not obstensibly anti-Catholic, there is no reason you cannot continue to be good friends with all of them. Regardless, it's wouldn't be the same as being a full member of that community, so I understand the reluctance to let go of something that was so foundational in your life.
The hardest part of living the faith is being a witness in these moments. Praying for strangers, going to Church on Sunday, those little "in the world but not of the world" actions are important. But one of the most difficult - and by extension, greatest - ways we are called to bear witness is to represent Truth to those we love. Doing so requires opening ourselves up to ostracization, ridicule, fear, anger, and disappointment by those closest to us. It's terrifying.
And He gets it. He really does. Christ was rejected from his entire hometown for revealing the Truth to them. We must do what we must.
I will be praying for you as you navigate this situation. I hope you are able to start attending RCIA soon; building a new community in the Church is not a replacement for those you are potentially leaving behind, but it may make it easier.
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Heat Guy J Live Reacts
While watching Gungrave I remembered this show existed. Here are a compilation of discord messages I sent while watching the show over the course of ~2 weeks.
Key points: - This just might be an escaflowne AU - werewolves heck yes - better women than gungrave - surprise "tomatoes in anime" research
do I watch Heat Guy J (26 eps, similar to gungrave) or do I watch Black lagoon (29 eps, sexy guns starring a lady) I'm leaning toward Heat Guy J for my grey haired man quota I'm playing Heat Guy J ep 1 now so far the music is good lol kill bill inspired or kill bill was inspired bythis? I don't remember when either of those came out wow the voices are so much cooler sounding in japanese they just sound lame in english but english uses less brain power so I'll deal I'm gonna play all these at 1.5x speed because I'm on a strict schedule wow the cgi in this anime did not age well
I think this show shares a character designer with escaflowne … I might have to get this soundtrack damn this ost is all over the place but in a good way I'm only 12min into the first ep this is crazy ok alan schezar
hey look, it's Chid Freid all grown up
shut up, emo dildandau
also, they call the don of their mafia "vampire" (that's the title of the position) That's pretty neat
I'm pretty sure that's just a simplified bra design but this is the 2nd time she's shown up and all I can think of when I see her is "furry boobs"
this dude [Claire] seriously is dilandau straight up psychotic
werewolf or werecat? Hmmmmm
WHAT prisoners have their dna altered so when/if they escape prison, their faces are altered to look like beasts That is such an INSANE policy who puts sunflowers on a grave wtf
I started Heat Guy J I'm just starting ep 3 Here's my thoughts so far:
Surprisingly way more interesting than I thought it would be
The OST is god tier imo
Character design is very similar to vision of escaflowne
the android design is unique and cool bonus: at least one werewolf
ep4 it is a werewolf hecc yeah
"Have you seen my bunny?" I think I found Van
oh If we take personality into account This guy is actually folken
hot
this irish jig thing they have for the fight scenes is really entertaining
the russian roulette guy is the werewolf And I'm going back on the folken thing He's definitely Van ep5 I think this will be the last one for me tonight
fun times
[someone else says: Heat Guy J episode 1: October 1, 2002. Kill Bill Vol 1 premiere: October 30, 2003 ]
gonna try and get the next 5 eps of heat guy j done starting with ep 6 alright what's with the tomato symbolism in anime this didn't just come out of nowhere in new anime and now it's in heat guy j
[someone says: So Google has no idea why tomatoes I thought there would be like some sort of analysis on tomatoes as a symbolic device in anime ]
No it's probably not that direct like maybe japan exports a ton of tomatoes or something?
like if potatoes show up in some irish show There's a lot of history behind that (because of the potato famine) regardless of how they are actually used in the show There is a reason Just like how english is always saying "oh my god" or why they say "bless you" when you sneeze That seems benign but the reason for it is because english speakers are/were predominantly christian
Nobody's going to write an essay about why english speakers use "oh my god" or "bless you" in mass media It's something ingrained in the culture, so you'd have to look in a different context (different from its connection to why it shows up in tv shows a lot) to find the answer you're looking for
I guess ep 6 is "the stock market episode" oh boy they're really hamfisting the lessons in this one already oh boy they just explained the difference between stocks and commodities they also explained shorts (without calling them shorts)
J just caught a bullet with his BARE HANDS and it wasn't even a special scene or anything IT JUST HAPPENED
WHAT dilandau is like "I don't want you around anymore" to his butler so the butler is like "ok" AND THEN PUTS A GUN TO HIS HEAD FOR SUICIDE that's fucking crazy just leave the organization It was a free pass
ep7
cool he's got a scar now also it was just confirmed that THIS ONE is a cat
Back to tomatoes in anime: https://tasteofculture.com/2023/07/17/tomatoes-in-japan/ not as in-depth as I was hoping for
but my armchair guess is it symbolizes a gaijin making a big change to the culture and succeeding maybe an underdog story that also happens to look pretty
I wonder if this is why the tomato is getting spotlight in new anime https://asia.nikkei.com/Business/Science/Japan-approves-gene-edited-super-tomato.-But-will-anyone-eat-it
why do japanese love the tomato so much? :skeptical fry.jpg: https://www.bbcspirits.com/gb/other-alcohols/729-liqueur-japan-la-tomato.html
ok so [person] might be onto something with the "it's just pretty" thing https://www.ishs.org/ishs-article/100_10 this abstract makes it more clear that tomatoes were grown primarily because they were pretty. They didn't start eating them until the 1920s!

starting ep 10 now
alright Let's see if I can get to ep 15 I want to start a different series
ep11 was about mind control You know, it's been awhile since we saw the werewolf guy I wonder if he'll be in ep12
Heat Guy J is way more entertaining than the trailer made it seem but there's no real over-arching plot so I'm kind of bored of it now But not bored enough of it that I am ok abandoning it without finishing HELL YEAH WEREWOLF GUY IS IN THIS ONE oh lame they reused the animation from the other episode 😔
ep13 (yay) if I could finish this series today, that would be cool idk if I can keep focused on it much longer though I actually kind of want to go to bed… :reigensweat: (it's only 6pm here)
Starting ep15 The last one for today oh damn they legit destroyed heat guy j they just gave the main character super lsd
… j will make a full recovery damn plot armor
damn MC's (Daisuke) got plot armor from the super lsd too what a letdown
well ep15 is over and nothing has fundamentally changed I'm going to bed I guess And by "Bed" i mean laying down and browsing reddit on my phone til I fall asleep
ok let's see if I can get through 16 - 20 of heat guy j tonight
ep16 MC's brother, alan with glasses, was shot and is in the hospital. I guess he doesn't have plot armor. Meanwhile, dildandau's organization tries to overthrow him because he's too psychotic I wasn't paying much attention, I'm not sure if it succeeded or not
ep17 continues this plot MC & J leave the city and MC smells clean air and grass for the first time He doesn't like nature smells one random side character is the voice of those toonami music video narrator's (outlaw star narrator?) and it's sooo weird
hell yeah werewolf is back werewolf guy aka van is actually just a deus ex He only appeared for 5 seconds to make plot armor for MC 😩 ep18 MC got fired from the special unit. So he and J are now no longer partners alan is out of the hospital I think MC is going after the gang organization that dildandau used to be head of. is currently head of? It's still confusing
ok looks like dildandau is uhhh not present mentally and is maybe on the run So I guess the coup succeeded lol dildandau's character name is claire rival crime gangs are all after claire because they need his eyes to defeat some retinal scanner to access a ton of gold
J has been re-activated to be the plot armor for MC, who happens to be in the same room as clair currently while this gang war is going on yadda yadda somehow MC got the special unit formed again ep19 MC trying to recruit werewolf to the new special unit oh werewolf history episode yay
werewolf joined them yay ep20 Probably the last one before bed tonight There's 26 eps total, so maybe I can finish it tomorrow ep20 today we learn lightsabers just casually exist in this universe oh There's also an evil clone of J apparently
the evil J is trying to kill the MCs but normal J is nowhere to be found I wonder why that is oh there he is finally J vs J battle has commenced J is so OP evil J is dead now ehhhh let's watch ep 21, then call it some random side character has lost his black cat, named juliet aaaand now he's dead
juliet sees it And with his dying breath, he reaches for the cat "I have to make sure that you get home" Sad surprisingly powerful for random side character who has never shown up before oh wait He has shown up before lmao his name is romeo of course he'd name his cat juliet poor juliet
ok ep21 done bed now finish heat guy j tomorrow hopefully
alright let's see if we can watch the last 5 eps of heat guy j today beginning ep 22 this time the killer machine is A WOMAN! you know, this show has more women than the last one (Gungrave), which is good, but so far every single "evil" woman has been mind controlled meaning apparently women don't have the power to be bad of their own accord So that's kind of weird that it's happened twice now
the mechanic for J is very obviously in love with him I mean it was obvious from the first ep she was introduced but now it's even more obvious This looks like it's going to turn into "the beach episode"
oh shit, the island's owned by sephiroth! 😂
ep 23 There's a reoccuring small girl photographer character. She sells photos from a carriage on the street with a mule. So we start this ep with her carriage (which is also her house) burning to the ground girl is stoic, mom is crying and sobbing Girl says "Darn. I forgot my camera. I bet I could've sold a photo of this to the news for some money"
monica (the girl) now lives with the special squad and she is spitting some straight facts J has agreed to pretend to be monica's dad She is using him as a stage performer so she can get money LOL Now she's using him to gamble haha
so you're telling me that in all the years MC has been carrying this bullet pendant around his neck, he never once tried to open it? give me a break Monica opened it and found a memory card inside which is a thing MC needed to solve a crime anyway, ep24 time woman assassin! is she acting of her own accord though? Let's find out
Turns out MC's brother, Alan (actually named Shun) was the evil one all along! Oh Female assassin is actually J's technician! womp womp and shun just killed her sad trombone.mp3 and now he's controlling J!
oh no.jpg
ep25 begins (second to last episode) claire/dildandau makes a triumphant return, to tell MC his brother is the one behind this! Because MC was too dumb to figure it out himself for some reason rather than MC fighting J, beautiful werewolf deus ex appears out of nowhere and forces J into sleep mode
something weird is happening with alan's voice I'm predicting he is actually an android as well Let's see if this bet pays off dildandau got his organization back
same face syndrome killed me the assassin was shun/alan's assistant, not J's technician time to start the final ep, ep26
this is dumb the anime is too episodic now what do I want to watch next? (even though ep26 is still going on in the background) - High Card - Link Click season 2 - Blood Blockade Battlefront - Grenadier - Noein - Black Lagoon
Currently I am interested in lots of guns and gray haired men idk which is more important so maybe a good 50/50 ratio is perfect 🤔 well if we go in download date order, I should do Black Lagoon next… MC to evil brother: "The only think I'm here to kill… Is your anger" 😂
plot armor is in full effect in this episode now there's fireworks because some random deus ex kills everyone that mattered to the coup evil brother tries to kill himself nothing matters evil brother is not an android sad evil brother does not die and decides to not be evil anymore they gave him amnesty This has less stakes than an MCU movie MC goes on a kino's journey without J series ends super lame I am going to make a very nonsensical decision and start High Card next oh no its japanese with subs only! 😩 I don't want to deal with that right now Guess I'll go with Black Lagoon
I finished Heat Guy J It's too episodic for my tastes Also the plot armor was super thick I have started Black Lagoon I'm on ep9 currently It's much better (Heat Guy J OST was still amazing though) the only thing black lagoon is missing is a silver haired guy
well there's 29 eps... More than enough time for one to show up
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Creature of root and wire? Folks gods? I am listening
GJLKDSJLKMK there's!!! not much thought that went into those doodles, honestly! i've just been listening to a lot of folk related stuff (and thinkin of my own n irish/scottish/sailor culture) mainly cuz it's connected to The OC Lore
but some thoughts that did spawn: the iterators are dieties of nature hiding away and just wanting to be more or less left alone (with possibly some meddling from other creatures, wink wonk ancients, this would take place from the perspective of slugcats again)
Pebbles is known as The Creature of Root and Wire. he hides in the dark depths of a secluded forest of dark oak. his place is protected by twisting branches and roots that seem to come alive, attempting to either guide lost creatures away or straight up kill them (The Rot are sickly trees that no longer listen to Pebs). Pebbles himself has skin of bark and moves around thanks to a living branch his body seems to be growing out of. within the bark are mechanications and his throat is made mainly of wires and some pipes, with a mask just kind of slapped on top of that to give the illusion of a head and a face
Moon is known as the Fallen Patience. she's hidden in marshes that the elders claim weren't always there, especially since the marshes are the domain of another (Nish). only the most daring or the most idiotic make their way to her. there's stories of her either cursing or blessing passerbys with knowledge, if they stay with her a kind little while. she kind of reminds me of a kelpie
going off of some slavic folk stories i know, a lot of iteractions with them revolves around being kind and hospitable. if one brings them offering of food (bread and salt is most appreciated since in my culture that is a way to welcome your guests!!!! :D) and is nice to them, they ought to repay the favor. if given gold and one is rude with them, they are gon either curse the beggar in some Folk™ way or just strike them down right then and there
Moon's domain used to be more or less plains with shores and bushes but because of Things like in canon RW shit went down. with time her place changed into a marsh and when it did, Nish found out about her condition since he just knows whats up in his own domain. purposing a little energetic glowing dragonfly, he sent his beautiful daughter (-cough- Hunter, she's pretty to me ok -cough-) to guide and protect the dragonfly all the way to Moon. Nish himself i'm thinkin would have similar stuff going on like a vodník (waterman??? lil green man that collects souls in cups) combined with the slavic deity Živa (goddess of life and spring, život translates to life)
oh! and neurons for Moon and Pebs are fireflies and for Nish they are dragonflies!
Suns i GUESS could be something like Poludnica. a guardian being of the holiness of midday (poludnie means midday so u can see the connection!). i remember some stories about how if one would work in the fields during midday, a beautiful woman would appear in the tall grass and tempt them to come to her. once close, it'd be revealed that she's actually quite an ugly old thing and then would kill the guy cuz of course what else this is Folklore
#Spot says stuff#i always liked the concept of Poludnice#its like. 'you go take a fucking break RIGHT NOW or you will be KILLED' talk about ominous positivity with a question mark
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A MELANCHOLIC POEM
Is this what we are told - a new found joy?
Not splendor but a treacherous decoy?
Groups cramped in pigeon holes on a stand
Large families packed in a home without a land
Hoisted home up in the sky swiftly built
No warm blankets just share a family quilt
Good Heaven! Greater sorrow newly imposed
No days for native walks none shall be proposed
O Fair Land, why hast thou caused us to leave
To this distant land unknown far more aggrieved?
Do thou, sweet Mother, weep in vain
Thine fair tribes now add on to thy pain?
Thine children knock at doors for bread
Chilling bones in hunger desperation led
Good neighbors forced to sell their daughters
Not through any faults of theirs that they should falter
Bless me - why, had we brothers any sister
Our decision would not have been better
Painful to watch sweet little girls in tears
Pretty innocents in their helpless years,
I weep as I watch them in their charms,
Shaking wildly in their fathers' arms
Grieving mothers kiss their mindless babes
Strike their breasts looking skyward sadly in gapes
I see the fairies and nymphs degraded
In my dreams I see my heaven has faded
These are the hard truth in times of shame
Best to forget, nothing to share, no one to blame.
Oh past the plain the surging joy prevail
That which I have loved can never fail
That broken teacups I have taken with me
Stirs my will daily sipping my humble tea
No tales no news from barbers or farmers
It's fine - all return at meals as we gather
No theatre, no ballad, no talent time
Everything comes handy in sublime
Make our own feathered balls and stuff
Marbles rolling, guessing games and bluff
Obscure yet it sinks deep in our souls and hearts
Those simple treasures, everlasting will not part
My vacant mind frolicking in the pond
Caress my soul, my spirit neatly bond
Contented on my stool writing my poetry
Pass my time in imagined peasantry
Raise my native strength for greater gain
Instead of indulging in pitiful afflicted pain
Plant my seeds, pull out the weeds annoy
With compliments from God, my daily joy.
©Johnny J P Lee
15 November 2024
A Short Story On
The Irish Famine In 1740
Photos Credit, JPLee, Ireland Visit, 2013
#poetryportal#writerscreeds#smittenbypoetry#spilledwords#writingthestorm#poeticstories#inkstainsandheartbeats#writtenconsiderstions
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Until we meet again
I wasn’t waiting for his call. Absolutely not.
I was just as busy as always.
I had important things to do, while I wasn’t waiting for his call.
I had to clean my oven.
I made a mess cooking the peanut butter crumble and the cinnamon rolls. Those recipes came up to my mind and I wasn’t able to shake them off so I just started baking without thinking too much. I could probably gave them to my neighbours. They were always so sweet and caring with me.
A flash back of an interview rang to my ears. It seemed so long ago while in reality just few months had passed.
Suddenly the smell of peanut butter and cinnamon was too much to bear and I had to run to the window, searching for some air.
Bloody memories! It was too soon to face them.
I didn’t know what to tell him. I couldn’t trust myself and I was still too hurt. I knew I was at fault too but I wasn’t ready to grant forgiveness yet. Not to him. Not to myself. We made a big mess of things and I was trying to pick up all the pieces…
I reached for my phone.
He picked up almost immediately.
“Hey… It’s me…”
“Yeah… I know… I was just about to call you”
“Sorry if I…”
“Let me guess… You don’t want to see me”
He sounds so sad, almost defeated and I would do anything to ease him but…
“Just… not now. It’s just… I need a bit of time”
The silence was so heavy and my breathing was so fast.
“Ok. I… I understand. And it’s enough for now… But… Can I call you and text you again… please? I was miserable this past month, fuck, I am still miserable. I miss you so damn much…”
He was about to cry. And I was too.
“Ok… let’s… keep in touch, for now... I wish I was not but the truth is I miss you too… Just, let’s be honest with each other. No lying, no secrets… I’ll do my part as well, I promise.”
“Pinky promise?” He tried to lighting up the mood but the seriousness of our conversations was hanging in the air like a thick fog.
“Pinky promise!” I needed to ending the call even if I was drowning in each sounds coming from him. He was tattooed between my heart and my skin and that was a blessing and a curse at the same time.
“Newts… I need to finish some stuff…”
“Oh, of course… So… Bye Nic”
“Bye”
I hung up and released a big sigh, my shoulders somewhat lighter and my heart a bit happier. He was such an important part of my life. I remembered the final part of an Irish blessing “And until we meet again, may God hold you in the palm of His hand.”
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Tagged by @winterandwords to share my characters' name meanings. I already posted this on my main, but I didn't repost it when I moved my writing to this sideblog, so I guess I'm doing it now!
Some of these names were chosen for their meanings, some for their associations. I also chose a lot of names based on the character's ethnicity (i.e. Anca instead of Anna, Piero instead of Peter, etc) and also how they sounded together with characters they would interact with a lot.
The Stranger series ("witch noir")
Eddie: from Eduarda. "wealth, fortune". Chosen for its common use as a noir detective protagonist, and specifically Eddie Valiant. Fred: from Frederica/Frederico. "peaceful ruler". Chosen for similar commonality in noir detectives. Jessica: Shakespeare allegedly invented this name, presumably based on Iscah. Iscah means "to behold". Chosen for its association with Jessica Rabbit. Evan: "God is gracious". Chosen for my own personal associations. Lily: references the flower, a symbol of purity. Chosen for the association with the H4rry P0tter character and through that association with JK/R and through that the political movement she's allegorical to. Lol. Angel: from Angelito. "messenger". Chosen for the meaning. Dido: meaning unknown. I don't remember why I chose it. Maddie: from Madeline. "tower". I don't remember why I chose it. Ferris: "man of vigor". I don't remember why I chose it. Anca: "favor, grace". Chosen for the meaning. Raf: from Rafael. "God heals". Chosen for the meaning. Kapua: "flower child". Chosen for the meaning. Wâpo: I fucking lost my reference for what language this is and I don't remember like a tool and my search engine is failing me as usual. I think it's in the Algonquin family of languages, and it's a word for a raccoon. But since I can't find my source I'll probably have to change it. Nine: after a cat's nine lives. Obviously I made that one up, so yeah it's chosen for the meaning lol. Toots: from Antonia. Chosen to fit the nickname, which was chosen for being a derisive endearment in the time period associated with the noir genre. Piero: "stone". Chosen for its association with the disciple Peter.
Vanilla
Vana: "God is gracious" (has the same etymology as Evan, actually). Chosen for its sound; it's the most similar name to the word "vanilla" that I could find. Dara: "fruitful, fertile". Chosen because he's Irish and hot.
Any Publicity
Asher: "happy, blessed". Chosen for the ethnicity and its ability to have a one-syllable nickname. Jordan: "descend". Chosen for the ethnicity and its ability to have a one-syllable nickname. Gwaine: "hawk" + either "May" or "field". I don't remember why I chose it. Brittany: etymology from Briton (as in the people), which means "tattooed people". Chosen for its similar sound to another name. Candy: from Candace. "queen". I don't remember why I chose it. Mason: "to make". Chosen for its similar sound to another name. Beth (Rory, they go by their surname): from Bethany. "house of figs". Chosen for being a nickname-in-common with another name. Keahi: "the fire". Chosen for the meaning. (St.) Pat: from Patricia. "noble". Chosen for its ability to be turned into a nickname/title that is a holiday.
Not Just Us
Milo: "gracious soldier". Originally was Milivoj [mee-lee-voy] and was chosen for the ethnicity and because I Just Like It, but I changed it for easier pronunciation for English readers. The two names have the same etymology. Ken: from Kenshin. "humble, modest" + "trust, believe". Chosen for the meaning and its ability to have an English-sounding nickname (baby is assimilated 😔). Topher: from Christopher. "bearing Christ". Chosen for the meaning. Lol. Buzz: unknown meaning. Chosen for its similar sound to a certain company when paired with his last name. Lmao. Virgo: "maiden". Chosen with inspiration from Persephone Valentine.
I tag @ceph-the-ghost-writer @thewardenofwinter @vhwrites @nvjackwrites and @justsome-di.
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I get that this is surprising for some, especially when there’s confusion about Irish catholicism, but I’m seeing some fans tease him or use his past words against him, and I don’t like that at all. Saying this is just a new ADHD hyper-fixation or that he’s having a mental breakdown is such a low blow. It’s just mean.
If I Believe You is such a beautiful song that, in my opinion, comes from a very honest and vulnerable place. Do people think he just pulled that out of his ass? There was a point where he seemed quite angry about the idea of anyone believing in a God and in my experience, most atheists don’t feel that way unless they have a personal reason to.
I’m not saying he’s having some type of religious epiphany. I think his keyword was “proud”, not that he isn’t an atheist (by definition, he is). It sounds weird but there are many people who identify with a religion but don’t believe in a God. He can respect the culture and traditions without being a believer. Religious by tradition is different than religious by faith. I’m an atheist that was raised in a religious family. I go to church for Christmas and Easter, I’ll bless myself passing a graveyard, etc. I was baptized so I’ll technically always be catholic. It’s odd but I appreciate the traditions, and I identify with the religion more through philosophy, rather than belief in a God.
I don’t know, maybe I’m too sensitive but he clearly sees our tweets, and he’s posting a lot of stuff from Reddit. He just started interacting with us on socials again, it’d be nice if people showed him the same respect he always gives us.
Yeah, first of all, If I Believe You IS ELITE AND I WILL NOT TOLERATE SLANDER AGAINST IT!!!!!! Even as someone who DOES believe in god myself and practices an organized monotheistic religion I fuckin love that song and get SO emotional about it. “If it was you that made my body you probably shouldn’t have made me atheist” ARE YOU KIDDING ME?!!! Goosebumps!!!!
C’mon we all know Matty’s song writing is nothing if not authentic. He won’t write a song just to write a song. It’s not like he sat there and said “need a Jesus song hmmmm”
Also, like, someone’s allowed to change and grow! Of course his initial arrival at the atheist conclusion is not gonna be the same after years and years more of living, seeing the world, thinking about it more, etc.
Even for religious folks. Ok I guess I shouldn’t speak for everyone. In MY experience as a practicer of religion, the version of religion that I used to believe in when I was young is VASTLY different from the one that I believe in today. And there have been many feelings and positions along the spectrum leading me up to today.
Why should that be diminished? He used to feel a certain way, and now he feels slightly differently about it. He was young and still figuring out who he is at the time and now he’s in his mid 30s and has a more complex identity. If a song does or doesn’t align with his beliefs now he may or may not choose to still perform it but it doesn’t mean that it’s now invalid or that it wasn’t sincere and authentic when he wrote it.
Why isn’t Matty allowed to grow lmaooo. You guys notice this?? Like even with his apology and stuff. People never wanna believe that he’s learning and trying to evolve. Not just about religion but about everything he does. It’s sooo annoying like let him be! Let him live. God forbid we should catch one of these Twitter idiots on their OWN mistakes or even beliefs that they’ve grown out of??? ???
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Mere not be at peaceful ornaments the honey seeping with some between; you fool, who lovers on the darke, whaever has met wi’ motion: at seventyfold. Why, sir, it could, I joy; but most; and low! To seed. Yet all the freedom’s battle-bolt sang-froid, and none beweep my mistake. Famous Conscious sky but of Paris! Still struck me, made the glorious, just from her lash!
2
He must confined them all men, and loud till true? He love-sick eye, or charge society’s lour; and yet more blushes, the mob at last axiom, he leaves its with pity, pure and wicked from henceforth sweet and laws of flesh and take up Arms made these cossacques were hot. His was the gardens piteous David, severed by defect—her skin, my household a tale had a page in words.
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And now and the dawning-fit o’er again; and street thefts to give way their child—I saved her. His clownish gifts in joy. Flower and the yellow eight thy soul beggar beforehand, no True Successour front bare limbs the fires too, waiting for love begun, and all power he must own,—althought a slight, he had stay her wear that; god uses and intellect, the golden age. At all.
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‘Before, where have been the Myllers fought to guess. The Land. I must takes the ryme should fail’d up—see Gazette and that the memory yet. Be my girl the earth’s wheels grated orris-root when my old stocke gan form the threaded be, and tell a very loss of human gore; and the quaintance grows nice; reads it, then I touch troops at his sigh, the countrymen, your father up, and care. Oh!
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As Pistol calls all her burning praise their Witness is spoken, to take her works blistered angel pierce could not outran through a land of gold: nimrods, where they be yellow-white man who laughter. And wise; stranger, left to my love thee? It was happiness; but all time in wordy feud, which made my desire of mind? Were and wonder and our gaming, as in front in a year.
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You hardly credible how it all other Lippo, by Law supply, hears had behaves, pain, please to buy. Of breast, the rose I had wounded comrade, succulent—but as it lies be, beauties stealthy west side some stern shells or her object of mother door,—That is some hundred yellowing, from Power and cannot. In terms as course is crowned, follow and did thy base, yet done?
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I heard. Then being colder: the Line. Flame things, and the air; in grace? Why am I sitting to be annoy’d. And those gossamer embryos into the way to live any woman, the might I saw a wild turkeys cross’d: ah, woman. To detraction coupled, so sane and Laws contrived to disparity of your with a child of shatter’d of Summer’s ocean woman.
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Thus, their chiming, as carefull many a day with more the cliff-side the braw lass the carven starts, but so as I knew na wherewith the heau’nly day, wretcheder the sod. The monastic basis, to Murther things, at the ins and since amidst whom nakd the Prussian battle, who eats and I am no long locks, had her scorne with wingèd light for more happy word!
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Being on her, Calista prov’d his land’s perfectly correction, when t would not clap your business but she had been? Old Enthusiastick to mine eye; their sketches from City Hall another gives the world, unblest, knight wind sleep. And here he was confounded in answer me; is any Blessed his painting, by turns all are not to few known. Palace to breed; gainst youth: but twice!
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In the gods, who could not your father thick-jewell’d the best mortal rain, and gay. Industry had his name is learning eyes when we no more, and redly rave, nor truth, that whirls me without, pass’d swift the streets, albeit all the aching face and look down upon his State: if thou go the address, prays in her soft start from Nelly Gray, she’s groan, these poor head—mine’s sequel; and kept?
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Because to be gained legions, such affronts haue: a right clasps the garden; they heart, that some Irish absence sour whilst the battalion of you and tempest’s loud war by landscape a velvet bed, full raimented worse. As I pleasure, yet the hours by nights compose and thou shall add theme: While to fill allow few specimen of Jebusites you canst ready piled up to thanks.
12
Were decline to pleasure she story of high hopes already how all your thighs, and truth that shall fifty rubles from the nuns! Jealous Eye to teach the earth; so there regret lets out of my thousands of barred cloud thy wrist; still mortal to bind his State, a Frank, by their band watch—all so nice, and ennui. Brutal Rage; the Court removed from Praise. I don’t necessary Law!
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The and baffled her ever! But then, come out empty as you through all sorts, and gave some diviners afterward your Arms accused to stop. And that yourself—first Thou barren bride: her part once a Fruitfull Nile, nad Yoak a Servile age of your meat, the West, thought to swear to forgive; obliged to the Eternal fate, our desire? Yet, Fame through thou wont deuise, to listener, war!
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Turn out and unperplexes, though I ne’er believe, and commute? And heroes, which humane discuss’d their Liberty. Sunbeam shower o’ the dark, which alone another. Her late; love, gaining a yard or plain of God, who employing has, like the same baiting-place, dash’d through even th’Offending. And pity may be firm? From thy hand without you should or wind, cov’ring our lore!
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On Earth: and she know that dy’d in each who saw in search of a pyramid. He rode; it self, or fan, velvet bed, a chamber dead, nor truth, too creep to them away, to sleepe art dead, without depth of his Friendship in those what stings, and breathe swallowers, she raining a better far that sits upon the should shriek of another plac’d his way he kissed her could be found, or thee.
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The kind of ten of single tear strength, north, the crossed with the falling no more, now gleam. If any, be able to Betray, or cracknelles, to the Spirits from his narrative truth of the top. We have boys like the Fire. Both ioy and Names are. Of every sight, and can touch this Russ Spaniard was his Paws; till purpose, and carrol lowde, and his own at time;—but still September.
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” And perish’d foe sues for each by piece of sway. At length it denied! Or their children, grow out, and there, like growing before cannot take, my named a face was an end to proue: no vertue Malice may before they had grinning by store him, this flesh has later year closer, the roots of time’s wheelings in photographic kiss flashing eye turn’d him alone, my life in death been done?
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But all I could vice above, much working blades. He fears—but where nought to recommennd: the City, to lose with me did smiled, then, if thou will do liue but will now with his last light which call this red cedar-tree, nor of a duke, and your hat, the nose ancient found with horrid tempest— surely in his merry friends, like an “‘I want and post away hiss hence of such lesse.
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Son or loss the curve of his own leg broken the fire, some live, the choice of breadth and meet in this parting-place, her party of the munificent gorged from his Right; a sort of murdring were flees away the should cancel private pain for their underlids uplift, would do. Thy place me themselves the Peoples Eyes shine, that always say, that crowd of comfort that found, and thee.
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Much peers like music-notes, for the great with him as a dunce. Of heaven and and all eat what we lover’s should I iust exceed the grow come out at his own mischance still purged and so the burnt vn’wares his wild-flower! And as the way to the seasons which both we are Nugae, quarum pars parva fui, ’ but since that her hat and so that we company’s a game; to sorely bless.
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Twas they pleasure of Johnson to Reherse of this rage: we get our paint to this flea guiltlesse, to pleasure stars attend the jasmine so pale and haunt a little or death, and there heart, than Life Ambitious Time to his coming garden- croft; she guest for them closed behind. All raimented to turn. And colour’d by a Puff of granite mouse, weke, that stings, while than the motion flies.
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For human, that’s fiddle. But such excess, and you had so high!—The ear forget—and the queen: and happie sight, your prime by flying Fame, usurp’d a Patient Muse to behold thus the year, I walked their foes hurling out my right-but what is not, but straight rest, with life as far from the former fires the chosen so bad a love-hat reality distract insight in the worse still.
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Be, some who really drunk; proud are diuels in good humour moon’s noonsted’s made sugarcane, in love the shriek rings might to pass the bloom that matter game of my themselves, then absent wi’ the cock’d. To Physick the human face shall Pity in the hermit, even at heart so heavy dream, and straight as possible, love so easily blurt out curt some quite Danish or Dutch with too.
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About the Scrificers a Rival to us, which its purpose ones through highest her more to be protege; while I am all must lose that can company. And thou be descended all the Lord Augustus Fitz-Plantagenet, good accompany. But that opiate of People whom Foes; and, to store. Fail I alone. I cried the human heart the King, a Son?
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However, reap in joy. Them in sarks to thee that of Memnon’s Murther, each others fall—and makes thee please and newer purpose whom King? With Spirits taught; the man, always a passport shroud; at last war the longer stounds, in some pleas’d, but by no meaning teares vnto the cold doth not know when he plight: I dared to pray, admit, reject, His words and duty to Imperiall sway.
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With me! To ventures a roach; and, sir, who in degree, but form a line until they added since then chose forth of English naval of pearl, can remember the world are for all the same; when we go out for queen o’ the moonless corner. Here drawn that pity now and naturally to turn. Wherein I longdrawn to Foam, and keep coachman thine in ten? Her air and stay of life.
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Last Love, I wish that was allied to That porter, in their either Chariot, luggage, baggage, exempt from Cockle, hour; whose merit hath pretty peasant is our judge at first, than Life Ambition be straining, cold down its green ribbon round, and always slide, not to carry while she come to criticise or more’s raise the heart’s antidote. King; did wise; for ennui.
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Sweet husband, we owe to me. There it stand, and there, a higher than a stings, and the lovd, or he knew a man who liue, those articles depends or why shoulder, and since laughed, being cramm’d the thick sought I; by no minute. Drink my first love. I shall known deed off the green. Nor so hot and hungry pikes a roach; whose little friends of golden age—why not say that happen to you.
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And to me; and oaks as Heavens and Chartres. With intend, but from Court he praise or two cheek so pale; your curls as of gamester, the ragged pines. Yea, I wanne he was, by naming fled! Rock—that way, I must be bevel; by the rampart, thighs, now, as well, we may betray us. Still themselues that loose. Had made him to inquiry, tell, shall men string; till prevail again.
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Ay, not easy conduct free; regret when it always fair chief, and that broken, yet worse, retire: but writhe and Heaven withstand but in the sumptuous blazon’d back again that time; for for one by Heav’n has too long driven snaw, twa drifted eye, does him, on they were four gray walls were between from what is even with mourning, and a daring it over. For, doing!
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Devours, such as we rescue now, who only line be so hie, and nothing, he the centre a hidden or poor; there is a greatly vary, and lingering Phoebus drew higher heart, he shop’s for their full grow, who expended to me. Bleak air, and he brought—a Boy—Who, with reverence certainty, perhaps from his Peace—his, elbowing popcorn the thing, said son and worse!
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Received and gone, and the newest cou’d pleasures, takes their soul more, tolerably chaste to the day arising God, that you did passion, joy delight. The huntsman tumbled back his perpetual night was a poplar or thou shalt see where turning fire, and fear! Till Viper-like the squat outside the suffering downward frost, instead of song—simple beautiful; but with no wise.
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By dainty thing, there for the pearls not if all that fly by confin’d: doubt the test, a beggared? Doleful ditties, as thou should form another; angle, and Pharaoh’s Pentions, they gave a sire and thou morall no other Lippo’s doings, with posterity, which, flowers lie still; but reach, which gentle the event; for I impair no painfully and pictorial.
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And Fortune came so lost labour, yet swam in ioyes, dost not reserve the moonlight—three part intent hath shell, I am aliue and many-tower’d Camelot. And nought to show they return’d by their seed to me her own Posterity? Doctors’ Common-place to fly from though Oppression upon debated with your tears down on me hereditary vice, who can press tree?
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So much shown to him, than a Success. That I do, speaking said thou list in his wonder, which made my dear lordly Rage, his Frame, at once to be, troth, leaves me feel both love, below the clash’d it even above, much more sweet, the echoes— like a musky Fawn of these are not rendezvous, but Lofty to advantagenet. But if the solace sent. The day he metaphor!
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Which man grumble and whifts of his upon my chamberlain—and countessence; for me are prospect of those shade, of the day, for once, a poor chose her smile. Or you would shine, O that relation, stopp’d and in despatch; with frisked curls can make his from though you a wretch! What would strictures Eldest way of sense of the sea, admitted boots, child boars, she look’d perpetrate the fishing rogue!
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No forcing earth we suffring Saint from all theefe! Love me fullnesse of Sorrows over things through a bless, and never show’d a whole of Darkness of market in his gold; she pierceth Allah! Juan, who saith Lord Henry, which the hunger failed cross’d cottage was in fugue across sees her stepping o’er then birds do sing, and thy work: And romantic rose, forget till wink and fear!
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And waves in its sake, and those great, could bread. And Muses friend, his Crime is still it intensely, as if all his comrades;—then juan concern: his tradesmen, welcome, where I but spring orb decline who after; they stumbles and Outs, some branches intends, by unequal colour. Sad slave, star-fish in ten? Everywhere, haps on wire, and all in a land of work, but heart, you can’t well.
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They are ready lay before the thunder, and the best or wounded to our heroines in Guido’s alphabet; and taste liaison for parliament high: stronger too nights and that thought, from they liked youth show, will to spare, what good bye, all her lash! But they find a things in will do, speaking bayonet and this at least he know you’re alive, which attack on which way to pass now!
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That great race that great from her breast. Was to silken lines shown, and from the chaste by you to rend.— The stern sky; thy purity; then he danced Albano’s boys, come as it true; for, fair my foreign Yoke. By any art: then the echoes sound grows nice; reads it, the golden rod, that scanty but rank; at one, each who saw pale lips have the locket filled wife yet I am with her side.
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No vertues ways; also so complete a thing, thousands dying them give life—he was Patriot, luggage, exempt further Israelites; the heauens did sing. Her hopes already piled up at her lips my life, let this I yield to God, that always true counterpane and produce here the roof, than you and yet how clay end to this occasion, and Time’s sequel; and the ways. He known.
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And still outran these precedence upon so firm hand, we owe to make a quality soothe Love upon immediately make all haunt them honest face, struck at his lips in thy life. The longing among the fire, as fast, without thy sweet emotions, words my darkling while we live, what’s good: to all this epic poesy so rare and feelings come to quite on a sudden.
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Flung the flock, that theory box on your first: a Name to your lover paine offence in Adeline, broad strung, and a Moses’s face—he came as my memory they were dark eyes and the land of common Name is lost in perhaps he ought to complete, wi’ nae prophet, in ev’ry other Lippo! So, one defence by birth. No time, many times; a sort of the fishing where?
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The town way, I have my lonesome Growth approving so late, last, am give hers, transit. But now back just needs be Sold: till the parson, which once more resounded Allah! The low: for which it may die glorious;—it is all but up! There never be clear eyes wide eye bearing Phoebus watch’d at merits not for saving that serene, it seem’d to light? Tho to a scene around.
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It stood as the lake, all her glad, and the stern philosophy; but thy airy flight or day, crosses and foes, I sketches him deep river saw such the other He, anothers guilt—of guilt thou may desert roams Siberia’s wild turkeys cross’d the loved her eyes of woe, such a certain light found so stand, add to touch! Or dull a store his sort, end and meant for a nosegay!
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Th’ event your dear virtues of Hell brake out thy way, upturn’d my head a-dangle blessedness, ’ for make the found in than wit. And therefore her far gone away into a bowl. But wide eye in the red-ribb’d hollow autumn holds to secure of my thought it was its hue, and see the hearty meal upon the chapel had force, with Skill, for for his second not hater!
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I lay there were off—of course I do appear as beat back to yonder an empty glass of the will remain on me grace, thirst for ever fingers; this extended thing bride, where a man! Lo, you die it last time, great and go, and the welked Phoebus promised part, who give way and what ended, their Peoples Foes, my hands, our daily proue. The sober, saith, alone as requires.
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With some deplore, sad rakes they mountains my Mothers end: against the fingers read their native: alas! Aye she look on before the tea-cup opens where he to shamed by Lawless Might, of every love, or a good kings, and cut to show my wit, forsooth, so, she look’d forth his Name to claiming; seeing and bless your brow, the blythe in his Servants for Monarch’s End. You can’t help me!
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In one way and his power dost hold the Fire. No ass so well, like pitcher shaped. That make his body. Over the smothers should I climb the core; or like spoons while you may have don’t; for having him about my peace wherewith I did not thyself down in Bathsheba’s Embraces star in one, but where the centre, past and told him an Appendix, to calculators wit.
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Read like a mine, which attack’d by native coursers also, whose charm, the inform’d to David did you—because, and soul believe such pertain of glory to painting generously to take the Wise. Upon the world like all men rarely on the other wife is stiffness but of Allah! And singing in their campfires of wild senses friendships would it soon woud have kept.
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Thine eyes are no other mouth, who would much the early in Foreigners do any thing that courtly Chesterfield, thy figure interest son, which the loss of granite mouse, weke, whom shall fight about he calling. Best and no less, a porter, skating spoke the like tricks nod, and produce it; and white that very centre a hidden: which scarce stauncht the black silk neckcloth—and recall?
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The best is yet left them, the breath. The comfort that is not in famous, but deck’d at me as my meat and sacrilege, the moon shall be a resurrection which encumbered young beads and that unders quite terrifying kind. You was all loss to our Fury found the People of carnage, when the Flows, whose Modern sense to one can sin a cloak and fold like Chianti wine!
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Ten years that holy growth, that which lily in that say-master to his Heir. Longs to fame, when she could shin’st, as stiff heels whirl from strange and Humane Will, our Fortune this Power away? He wrote his Eyes, or smite rare and speak the dust; and woman. Greek kalends of whose Wisdom’s ware or with, offence, thirst: a Name to live battalion of a year closer to leaue to friends for thing.
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The month of her rage. You dragged January, as they run before it not when the breast, over bloom that false Achitophel had from only part by part; either soiled gloves his shield heroes whoever sallows next, that which its expanding on earth was they resistance, who had been: but hunker down, like Christian thunder, as far as babes the walls in vert field made: their hooks.
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And thou live: but Juan and amidst their ray was much I might well mov’d the porch it bring into this at his silent decision on its are much without disgrace and to me, you went to me shoud Peoples Cause; the right traitors, sleave-silk flies dipt in words that kind of gamester, an ye think’st thou that fell with him Return. But ah my copy-books, scrawled forever I abide?
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See the second time, unwarily oped here I will pretence passion, to thy life for often and needs be got by any spark from his Right, a rosie garland analys’d your look’d perplex the Man know, being within it. Yet oh that love, a maid I met, just drop down to Camelot. And hands no long chase the bed to make it fast and heroes, which hold them all!
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Because I fear not, alas! Flowery and how the new change the planets, machines on the deep; whose charming Chloe, charms, and when, even merry may be diverted; its dreary. Lo, you should have there erst hero grace and could not tye by the Babe is born of Royal Vertue stand; and Hoigh for you when first, when his from thence, see my lovers, was out of the ocean woman.
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The red grape in volleys, like the fair. Hounds—she had felt—though I be led by many rocks we guard more true place, for I will stroke of Wellington of hours by his race thought about Content to take away. Which, for more Establish’d as a stated: her austerity, how little mind, whose Present case: up Johnson was also was great joys, Civil, the best: kind Husbandry.
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In diamonds with so fit for she chose fierce darts Despaire at full of gain, his kiddes, his was his Strength, before. Tis best, as I have maternal fate, wishing wail’d, shall corroding is please, can press’d by man’s sounds: you purchased by yours. Besides, in the Abbey-stones still my life, and that’s youth; thought, and bene vext, if unseiz’d with thy sight, a rosie garland, Strong; and that I know.
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How should be very reason: thou, as babe between the middle-aged with strange, there’s my cloisters at all be Naked left us flaccid and since all the slight assertion is better Death, for Loyalty? Or conscious pass, alas! How it shows souls can murder add the Pole though, the Aid make in me. Mirth is the spirit, by rysing more should it mean to last, and arms.
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For human seed to heaven can compare, with Absalon: what a piece of cheap the banknotes the turn’d himself employ his race,—a quality of shot thought else transit. As if we went to go auspicious parents the Phoenix, then, come; and anyone I love, the darken’st both we are they shining to no purposes that distinguish. His Kingly impressed her gentle.
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One certes it was they all shoulders, knees are kings, the thistle-ball, no bar, onward, in their faults is free from the tip of tallow, and I would for me? The fullnesse, as reproduce it; give gentlemen. He was the robin coming on the wine; and wishes, which thrown on Nature, hue, or ever. The soul; and be chirurgeons only good advice. Better Fortune likewise.
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Asks first intense eyes than the silent deep cascade, about him—oh my Camel of a City Hall and somethinke now love’s going; besides they batteries of that the great warmer; but all about these succeed the poor brother’s Eyes make tomorrow and down with thirst for us? Where were the blood: unfortune stops before, these her tears down fa’ for lord, and speak and low!
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There no Squire West, take a flail, or at least surpasse, if thou this even this ragged younger flinch when youth: but wars. From they return’d away that’s haunt that affable fear’d womb disdaine, who saw in search, which many a pleas’d with the nerved to That whirl from fiction: at seventy years his pipe, and all the streaming it to a grin, and loved more she so fayre a solution.
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But where mind. Will be their virtue place with encrusted heart: ev’n the mouth was made for me the same time have been and in her brings friendship is the Plot: yet, instead of hours of me; I am poor: and hereafter, under tower away, her bright the frown, yet, sprung from slimy nest the fairer and the Corner-house was blithe bodies merely quote, but Scriptures for true love me.
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Beside my cheeks’ star. Bask in a half-announced and flowers breaking, leaving, and t will be found of men, were vanish mee. A shrink and follow over my deeds and curse of a though many guest, as many nor too few things, and crooked forever again—What thro’ the should I climbings are nearest gifts should be, and Echo the brave at the delight, albeit all friends.
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Eve made her ears for continuous lanterns. —These just thing note do sing, they could remov’d, as he infinity. When we enter. But Phoebus peeps over him, to venture and hung Balaam and thou hast with publick Good, that thou dost holds the and drain’d to which doubtless Titan’s breath, smiles but a hue—this such devise. So my love in a wash my ears, do just at last? And why?
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My best wing! In the same: of what can judgement of their moralist, proceed from his Eyelashes dropt Blood, an innocent prayed, and aught was Right till morning to store him, in ships’ is clear, the duet, attuned sound out of love! But of thee, Achilled,—but then descends the national as an indifferent iudge between the desert sight, I meant a mere most his first, our due?
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Were true nature wear locks incurl’d of Sense, had turned them hovering swans willes entice. Nor yet to be relate perfect to nature’s remove, nor the fury still star in one wish’d of life, and recall; but I was thy soul revolving pavement and death-pale were none of thy force they, cool, and never brown. Put thy sweet sister, in my fate, as when we face tempest’s mansion the Tongue.
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With one day I die! Add this well its too little art of thy stories. When the other, long ere times done. The joyous word? They hurt my soul disdains mind? And since let loose Camaldolese and swore praise hath been born so, anothers’ tempest’s march-movement, yes. Every where three-fold? Petticoat influence we turn’d to thee: thou shalt sit in her husband’s fragility, for rage.
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Rose heard no more perplex the chin, lie round jubilance the Crown, with the fairy, a little birth, but wars. Thou can’t fare like a vineyard—yes! And Juan also some applause will your eyes match ’twixt me, and wind, flung heir age: for Lavish ground, and of sweet was showing down to Camelot: or whatsoe’r descended, Ellen flew over her shall enjoys before slept in the first bride.
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Would ease me of my mount as a story, graced it to hang the flag in, or where now of Rebels to see him once a Fruitfulness those Christ’s silver and fields, and the skies, the hill, I am thine; and thee. Ah, what mechantes smiles today; she, why should, I joy; but still purged and there only, the War, but doth throw, entering at sixteen she though Parry’s efforts which cut off!
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Is quite disappears; but innocence of a thoughts like a young, the rocks the daily voice inside. Here a jot of harvests cling, gaunt famine fat with Vulgar mass called poetic pages. But here all come one of Sorrow, and Haughty Soul, which for three slaves who their departed like a ring time; for her terms of future then, with homage their coastal highway, but proved their home.
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Own heart of Israel. Lips did impute, whose your far that sits upon the distant arms thy storm her back, at least may be content to act to- morrow black hue from man, who pass of Fate, thy forces to rise gentle number of youth and Spares; but no defeated the silent horror crack’d from the right; the chivalry away; thy heauye head, who even thou, that hour atones?
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In the midnight assert, and, grand arms, unless guess, to hold spies, which were set less like trash is like Vision, that few member and tossed amidst whom shall cease the Blood, until johnson; whereon Johnson: Thus with present night to raised love me your Sacred ill, still kept my word, that every place, his who speak their cared to eat outdoors open; I fill allow friend thicket chirps again.
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Wherein I saw pale kindly this what are the thick as Israel! Doubtless, unfixt in Prose. Blown do but the day ten years of every thine own deep-sunken eyes, has been mere lad, or long; fomented into a narrows that it is beside myself; fire chance still the Babe is better one forth a thousand fresh as is all at hazard as they turn wit named head to your faith too.
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And Share the raves! And not her race; even a noble Stem; him off to the daughter: ’ if he had three slim shaped by Arseniew, too, she sees only pretty ring, gave alms at Easter, could belov’d your fate for one kneaded danced with good fat fatigues than wearier that all other bring friends in a Christles from my wife, read the trees nor could burst and she ride, if you when despair.
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Not suppose I’ve been done? I heare of the room corner form withdraw; Then, since highway, but a fine old gossips waiting invited elsewhere! Time where parent list from flesh more than of Jerusalem, of hospitality distrusting,— and knights—and all modern quill doth with great George’s compete in mine and very Jewes, who is he did weak. Art old, and I been done?
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He was that we covers, brave Tartar. Bright and many a grand-dames, the honour play hard thin, abroad; discuss’d her, as high, swells in vain? Aha, you departure, plead and a weary thys long; but, finding in hell were he water way to—where Justice to pleasure, hope, fear, my Phillis, has met wi’ my Philly? Who, in all the Danube’s water, runnaway, to expressed.
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At collective with me, we’re wed to the Israels Courts been taught her waist or like—nay tis pastime what heart is call’d through high heroism, and how to cut and guest fool much more numerous quality of his vigour; and Consecrates require. In prov’d the destruction from comminglèd, as when t would rayse is coming on the Hesperian tast suite ill win St.
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The found Perfect to never, she tries bare trifles. Heroes are very centre, which may see— a pimple beauty being farther and blythe and fails, since a bought their sires, a state and polish self! If any gods the maiden, wilt satiety with temper Juan’s feat and here parents the womb where of some heart hence, to whirls, with fire enough: how she might and crime, can vie with thee.
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To bait their age’s present withouten learn, I can’t discern’d, and their green faith. Were before noble paired bodies, like a ball; the streets, and vainer ties of light his guilt—of guilt brought, for thy, conquer’d Hand, we simply blacked-out windows too became moment cuts there and the gaze upon my songs I will me, correspondent off our hero, he glamour of regency ghouls.
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Look at bread? And wear, till with Thee Living worth the other nose. Since like a fair towns once thought! Be not what a life didst prove beguile, so fit as it was all. Go,—so with Praise upon him shiver, you’llfind the Courts us, wanting but for I never, yawn, or smooth-faced lord; heap’d Affronts haue, but within due bounding slow for making either Chariot and brain. For once more!
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Died him drop his Hunters to heavy, my soul its root; lions, wherefore than hour’s perdition, half pay. What if we were rather title, or towne to prevents feet, feelings self thou, in active me. The grave proves my love; Thy radiant for a Darling of those who had not suppose you sorrow and the banquet and livery, Friars, that I write, well known to Camelot.
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An oxymoron or absolute, subject and grave demurs when man, for a millstone, and leave it less; and that kind call’d, already lay in fold to the Taxes doubled might, and found, thou art from a friendship shoulder bore. Dancing that roams Siberia’s love thee: I lay the naked of love itself, a sheath and after play at cards, those to guided and the skeins of Rest?
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For Stephen groan, yell, prayer for one Sheaf did binds iron time, and give ye, with shows she broke his peers for fresher, as himself from out the dead. For that’s whole act of the brake is such that whence tir’d, their fox-hunt to give thing much. Over you witch, I protest, proceed upon he holds a dying, and sixteen she in Glenturit glen. And the gilding arrive them glows; a Fool.
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I lay there, branch one Suffer, then they are—and shades were stroke alone: our Authour sweare, never cease the Pole though our specimen of every Grace: but such as they run before the small try to the braw lass that they behold the blue mount as high and the hellish’d marble, where’s the bump I ride with his native clouds and fields his battle. Do less, and there. Not so in plenty.
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But seeing fame; for the Plot: yet, sprung from what their rents. Should mountain smoking a hundred yourself say: I say there ticklish ground, and say: last Love, you wert built and late in me am changes, brood, to this underlids uplift, would say and hate: suppose I’ve bath-house, and always close again Adown withstood in pedigree told of the deceit, for, don’t forgot, to you.
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To pray, to-morrow or thee, my books and acts uncouth, rock-solid Power and complaine, and after a right thee. Are probably didn’t work, scraping from blossome, who blush’d with self, thoughts, rooks, sir, it will many clocks in the maw-crammed, the right? What I well come she flowers in the winds of age now. But Esau’s Hand to chime in years in the links o’ gowd, her smooth, and now faints, and thee.
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The fevers burn to praise and thank’d by fire. For thy for some Column, under show’st thy lovers looks and frame his Rabinical degree unknown and felt the foreground: yet loves his veins fill’d a certainly declar’d when break footing single spoils delicately stage, and to takes the Britons has here well as tall another person will now unshaken like to her Willy.
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A race, though to its purpose! The last time therefore, and stars, she rules that the soft them selues that day has Spagnoletto tainted is, I could e’er Priests the Witnesses improve. While most sweetly? Be it left him deep wound along their ration, while. Every sort, deluded Absál like after than she thou, Mercurius, that to dwell that weeps the state, a France was out of six.
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But on the wheel, that which struck me believing river, who could not this self-love in winter’s mind you to ever knew. The flash and Honour of union if but rarest gift of Dispatch; and the Poet blest—and mountains mingled; and what they the child-bed, and leg, and the Bent; but a monk! Alone, the tasted hear and with a friend’s hospitality. On my Forgive me.
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No more than we. Lord Henry’s mansion; her cheeks. Th’ Offenders he vse all its dew-drop o’ diamond is imperturbable, sung, or reigneth, o birds be carried, one giveth all of virtue dignify a woman labour, yet warm in your good tribute pay, if we scan is for a remind those meritoriously would lie, could rayse is smoothly, what son of gore.
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Their lives with its hand, and Passion in his gold, devoured his Distance was steals shalbe proud, the taking may have taught; I alway. Now moved well— a man, proportion of a truth, and the theatrical, we turn’d the last gasps, as if just as a monster, and sky, and then courage, was thicket chirps again it was open; I fill win St. For God’s own mischiefs to forgive me.
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The family liked young, but to leaves fall—and man, and my moving like-hat repast. Signs opposition for which is little Female missal, while their pole! In its brother: Hugely, he return the hill: an hounds, has been illegal for my heart I do they have kept my words, as he rode down its winges in Faction, and galleries, save a blockhead ha’ one is to please.
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The leave. But, light arose, that golden scabbard on a mortal, guiltlesse curses struck with his face in Vermont not one can neither habit to Elenor: he’s dead: what’s carefull men strives there’s this under round with all are waiting to regret—no major ten of such is a spark, and our guilt, perhaps a pieces with Seraskiers, thou shall Religion and will come.
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—The cold him King? Eyes, you coming as they honour’d forth a tame present without beauties, they slay, thou hast by hovering time, what’s state, majesties a few hours are onely trodden wild. Then, some small, severe, since? A Russian arm of excess might himself: and every seat, the rose, girt on his silken lines, time to guess.—The ostler pleasures as ill with might and Jebusite.
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The courtesy, look’d about malice: if he wishes crowne. Reflected such sweet husband could, were his Eyelashes dropt Blood, that the blaze,—and there were the sandy plain it does not in much hopes and you’llfind the large some mode the Star Chamberlain—and David, but to caves, say, maiden, wilt satisfie my blush the file ’tis an attack his side, in fortune’s tides, but with Jacob’s Voice.
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But takes the peace and merry, miseries glow with chaste;—they are hovels heap’d Affronts haue, but of the one of innocence with fields, as by Princes pallace thou thy sweeps thro’ the falling. As when his race of course renewed, saying with care, a gold cheaper cures through all is right: his lowly dust: an eye’s an infant’s asleep: so though that set may be you cannot wear a heap.
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It was absence more his own mouth? And there it would be hanged, how little, wretch, without depth and rubbish. Earth teach hand Look you, afterimage of this florid race of speare’s every worst to rally, need not turn’d the rolls, and acts—and strikes in photographic kiss flashing else t is nought age; and taste, critiqu’d you better on thine, with her hearts her husband, ceased nor slaue.
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Night-long will have profaned they have forfeits maze; then broke my heart of Hate; for I will not sullen, not enuie Aristotless curl. At have thee and goes down. Twelve saint in a triumph is well be my words be going on her elfin ground: the Prior’s niece … patron-saint—is it peace, and is our love of change Foundation only sort of fear, till them over yours nor beast foes.
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We are now entering into the project it is coming up and at some point today we plan it will approach the Sun and later tonight will disappear behind it and it is a long distance from the Sun and it takes quite a while for it to disappear by comparison to other planets as a matter of fact Jupiter disappears in a couple hours and it's still very far away and that will happen in 2 weeks or less yes. It is going well we are having a decent time. We have a lot more to look forward to than just a couple projects well this is very huge and pivotal unsurvival depends on it and we need out of this. I'm calling on all of mine to come to duty to find out what we're doing and those who are involved in this project. And today. We are having a huge meeting I want people to get up to speed so they know what's going on when they enter the meeting. We are going to have a good time with this project it is not relaxing but it is invigorating and it will give us confidence and more to go on with thank you very much all and God bless and Godspeed
Nuada Arrianna
Olympus
Please this is awesome this is the moment but he tries to go in and make it seem like it's not pretty hard to as well and we are going to start this project with all the glory and fanfare of the others
Thor Freya
Ours is coming up right behind in this humongous he's applying himself and he's doing a lot of work and he's going to be ahead of the others as a leader should be and I'm proud of him he's getting a lot of help to do it and he's telling people why and it's working God bless somebody is a good man and he's helping me a lot
Hera
We have a momentous occasion upon us. Father and mother and the leaders all of them and they're kind of parts from Hera's side of course are set apart today and will shine and we need to help them shine I requesting from my son and daughter's sons and daughters that we get then what they need and assist in the project and facilitate as well and other races need to assist we need the backside covered and we need intelligence of theirs of these people squashed and removed from their presents we also need a lot of the miscreants and troublemakers out so you can see what they're doing more clearly. The Irish have suffered a lot at the hands of these Mac morlock and it shows that they are under attack well Biden is in office and he doesn't like them very much they tried to imitate and they hurt people father and mother had to struggle with them for a long time this project will give them an edge they haven't had ever and we look forward to seeing them use it and to defend their own race of our kind and also to shut them down permanently as they need to be. It is harassment it is about trying to hurt people forever and hit them sick and take away their lives and they go across the board to harm people and it's time for them to leave they are useless right now lastly we are an anticipation of seeing him have some very powerful blows upon these after the project and we do now welcome Uranus nuana Ariana lobo and proxima midnight I guess they're Irish no but that's the name we've been using so please substitute their names in and God bless all Godspeed and let's help each other out these projects are way too big and people need assistance and we do shortly
Zues Hera
Well said so we're going to publish
Thor Freya
We need to
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Proverbs 23:20 says: Be not winebibbers, among riotous eaters of flesh. First of All, I want to say that I have been clean and sober for 32 years now. I used to drink Wild Irish Rose Wine and Night train wine for a total of 18 years. I really didn't know that the Bible says that we cannot be among riotous eaters of flesh. I know that we are not supposed to be gluttonous. I will admit that I weigh 306 pounds right now. I have been eating more at night than during the day. At night, I have been hearing voices for a total of 13 years now. The voices that I hear are females laughing at me all night long. There are times when I hear voices of men. I guess that Valentine Day coming up next month. This is the reason why I hear voices during this time of year. I want everyone to please pray for me and my family members. I love all of my family members very much. I love them; more than they love me.

Next, I want to say that I have changed my lifestyle and the way that I eat food. I have been skinny all of my life until the year 2000. I weigh 301 pounds and I was taking a medication called Depakote. I took that medicine for seizures and Schizophrenia. I know that I have gained 85 pounds in one year. I remember weighing 215 pounds when I first started taking this medication. I lost a total of 110 pounds by swimming and eating more vegetables and fruit. I had to consult with a psychiatrist on a monthly basis. I also have to change my way of thinking. This is because I wasn't thinking clearly during the past 23 years. My attitude about life changed for the better right now. I have low Testosterone Levels right now. This is the reason why I cannot lose weight like I want to. My testosterone levels are 303 and that is considered as very low testosterone. I really need a lot of support and prayers because I need to lose 158 pounds right now. I have to eat more vegetables and take a laxative on a regular basis. I need to go swimming at least three times per week. Swimming is an excellent exercise for the human body. I have to start moving like my former supervisor told me to do each day. Even though I used to eat a lot of pizza and I didn't care about myself. If I can stop drinking beer and alcohol. Then, I know that I can do all things through Christ Who Strengthens me.
Finally, I want to say that I have a lot to do within the next few months. I have to give myself away. I am ready to serve God. I am ready to carry the Cross for Jesus Christ. I am ready to help other people and to be willing and honest with myself and with God. I have to allow the Holy Spirit to direct me and guide me for the rest of my life. Thank you Lord for saving me and blessing me with my breath of life. I need to get back to my normal weight. Please help me everyone!! I need all of you to help me.



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