#GTAU

[laughingmango]

happy birthday dear, dear @azurefishnets! Let me daaance...

Context outside the groupchat is for the weak but as it turns out, if AU Jowd has Sketch he also eventually has Control, and they both have their share of possession-based trauma to work through. For now, like this...

[luk-413]

Suprise!!! A little silly GTAU video featuring Droid, Blarg nd Smitty! Was a nice challange to draw all of htis up after not drawing the boys for a while o|-<

[siverwrites]

Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: Ghost Trick: Phantom Detective Rating: General Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Characters: Cabanela (Ghost Trick), Jowd (Ghost Trick) Additional Tags: FFVI GT AU, Final Fantasy VI AU, Jowd trauma is trauma-ing Series: Part 56 of Final Fantasy VI/Ghost Trick Summary: It should have been a simple dinner

[doingthewritethings]

Hey tag it’s ur fav from instagram i made a tumblr. 🫶🫶 i still cry over living on a fault line once a month and i’m considering rereading it again rn! also xoxo ty for the new gtau chapter im gonna eat it up tmrw instead of doing my schoolwork! its amadeus from the gram btw i just like being anonymous but i’ll give u my tumblr if u text me there ^_^

the amount of emotional impact that that fic has had on my audience and you personally is well worth the emotinal turmoil of creating it.. it's an honor to hear from you mx amadeus sir. also if i get my shit together this weekend itll be TWO new gtau chapters

[not-exactly-laborious]

Hey, I just wanted to say I’ve loved your art for such a long time now. You have so many fricking awesome art styles—from chibi to Disney, you do it all. Your drawings are so charming and they capture the characters perfectly. And you always pick the best style to go with the mood of what you made.

But I mainly wanted to say how much I LOVED Guilty Tears. I can tell you have a gift and a passion for horror, knowing exactly what to show the viewer and what to leave to the imagination. I can honestly say that Roman’s video was the scariest video I’ve ever seen in my life, and goddamnit, I would watch it again. I watched it three times that first day I saw it, even though it was ten o’clock at night and I had to sleep soon and I knew I’d be terrified all over again. That last frame, put into context, was the perfect terror to pile on top of the horror you’d already served. As the events get worse, you show less and less and god, was that effective. Such cute art contrasted with such a horrifying tale. You know you found a good horror when even through the fear you’re dissecting the events and quality of the work.

And that little jumpscare in Patton’s video where chibi-Patton briefly turns into the scariest thing known to mankind was so terrifying I was glad I could only see it for a millisecond, so my brain didn’t even have time to process what it saw. Which in a way, made it even scarier. So many things I saw that were mildly creepy at first and then came back to haunt me after I saw the other horrors that awaited me. So many rewatches through my fingers. And I could tell how dedicated you were to the stories and the interweaving and the little bits of Janus woven throughout. How you could take a lighthearted comedy and turn it into the most frightening thing I’ve ever seen astounds me in the best way. It’s 11:45 at night right now and I’m fighting the urge to watch it again now that I remember it. It was absolutely worth the hype I saw. Your art is an absolute gift to this fandom. I’m very glad to have found it!

that's such a sweet message my dude! a lot of people recently have been rewatching GT for some reason and I think that's awesome.. i had plans to do more horror stuff but sanders sides is dead and sadly for y'all I have a sonic hyperfixation now... :( though I feel like we should all rewatch GT, bc it's fun and quick and still a project that I love very much. Also, the series' 1 year anniversary was Halloween and I forgot to say anything about it, so let's celebrate!! here's a video I made for my portfolio! SPOILERS FOR GUILTY TEARS! (TW GORE)

here's the playlist if you feel like watching it again!

[pemetikapikriket]

Throw back pic lama. Kenangan bulan puasa 2019. Ptg tu blk kerja, wife jemput pakai kereta. Smpi kat kereta, aku terkesima tgk wife aku. Sbb tudung yg dia pakai, dia lilit kat leher. Nmpk bentuk full buah dada yg bulat tu.

Dulu² sblm kenal wife, dia ada cerita yg dia pernah pakai tudung camtu time keluar dgn kwn² dia. Bila dah kawin, ini 1st time dia pakai n showoff kat aku.

Wife aku tanye ok ke dia pakai camtu? Ish, xkan nak kata x boleh. Tolak rezeki namanya tu. Alang² dia dah dress up, aku nk jugak showoff wife kat public. Tptnya, kat bazar. Tp sblm pergi bazar, kitorang smpt ringan² dulu. Lepaskan dulu horny masing². X baik tahan². Haha..

Smpi kat bazar, aku pimpin tgn wife, sambil tgk makanan apa nk dibeli. Sekali sekala aku perhatikan gelagat wife aku, sambil dia showoff body, sambil dia tgk² makanan. Sekali² dia berbual mesra dgn setiap penjual dia berurusan, mesti wife aku senyum. (Fyi, wife aku ni friendly. Huhu)

Setel beli makanan, kitorang balik ke kereta. Dlm kereta, wife gtau hal yg menarik perhatian aku. Kata wife, dia perasan ade sorang pakcik ushar² dia dr jarak dkt. Lama. Wife aku x lyn sgt. Smpilah sorang makcik marah² kat pakcik yg ushar wife aku. Isteri dia agaknya.

Ni pic kat kedai mkn. Sambil tunggu makanan smpi, wife belanja pemandangan 2 bukit yang bulat.

Pic ni pulak, wife aku snap sndr showoff body chubby dia dr atas. Mood notti on. Haha

Aku ckp kat wife, kalaulah pakcik tu tak kena marah, mungkin dia join kita makan sambil layan u. Haha

[alto-tenure]

I've been thinking about gtau Eve again

[adoctobepullet]

Refleksi ngajar; orang tua, pendidikan, dan karakter anak

Ngerasa ga si dunia pendidikan ((TK-SMA)) udah mengalami pergesaran? Banyak orang tua yang preferensi sekolahnya cenderung ke sekolah swasta daripada sekolah negeri, tapi kalo kuliah PTN masih menjdi favorit, baik prodi saintek atau soshum ((tapi seleksi dan saingane)) ketat wkwk.

Banyak faktor yang mempengaruhi sih, kek kurikulum, sarpras, kinerja guru, sampai biaya, yang tentu akan berdampak pada iklim belajar. Nah dari pendek kacamataku, sekolah swasta (setara SD) -aku berkecimpung- di Jogja kurikulumnya terintegrasi dengan nilai islam, ada kelas iqro, tahfidz, PAI, bahkan bahasa arab, yang notabene tidak diajarkan di sekolah negri. Selain itu, sarpras di sekolah swasta juga cukup memadai, SD sudah ada LCD, AC, ruang computer, dan ruang music (literally beneran ada gitar, piano, angkung, dll) yang bisa menunjang minat bakat mereka, po ga keren! Makin yahut lagi kalo gurunya, ngajar nggak sekedar ngajar tapi juga transfer of attitude yang akan membentuk karakter anak, pinter akademiknya dapet, nilai agamanya nggak lupa, dan budi pekerti luhirnya nggak ketinggalan. Truly Menyala.

Nah tapi masalahnya adalah, hal hal tersebut nggak bisa terprovide dengan baik, tanpa biaya pendidikan yang mumpuni. Like my curcol before, SPP SD Swasta non boarding di Jogja minimal 1/4 UMR lebih, haha. Itu juga biar fasilitas good, gurunya makmur, ngajarnya optimal, dan kualitas KBM berjalan baik. Mugkin bukan suatu masalah jika anaknya terlahir dari keluarga menengah ke atas tapi kalo middle to low ya sangat effort (kadang ada orang tua yang berpikiran gapapa buat anak, salut sih).

Mindset pendidikan sebagai investasi jangka panjang is a must. Ga gampang juga buat membangun hal seperti itu. Buktinya aja kemarin pas pemilu, banyak yang milih makan gratis dibading pendidikan gratis :” Gimana Indo mo maju kalo kek gini, rakyatnya gampang disetir karena literasi rendah. Back to main topic, sekolah swasta lebih digandrungi daripada sekolah negri, dalam jangka yang panjang akan ngaruh ke disiplin, akhlak, dan moralitas anak. Di SD islam swasta, masuk teeet jam 06.45 WIB, lanjut dhuha baru KBM. Wali kelasnya mandatory memastikan tiap siswa ikut dhuha. Jam 09.00 WIB ada snacking dan jam 12.00 sholat lanjut having lunch. Sesetruktur itu. Pas zamanku, sekolah negri nggal ada tuh kewajiban dhuha, hafalan, snacking, atau sesederhana buku pengubung kegiatan buat ngerecord kamu sholatnya rutin belum, belajar apa, tilawah atau hafalan nggak.

Mungkin bisa dikatakan, harapan orang tua menyekolahkan anaknya di elit swasta itu sebagai wadah pembentukan karakter dan kedisiplinan sejak dini kali ya, walaupun nggak mutlak tapi mayoritas begitu. Eh tp ada juga temen w yang sekolah negri tapi ketika dewasa karakternya kuat dan balance antara akademik, agama, dan sosial. Truly mesti penanamannya sejak kecil, sampe akhirnya jadi karakter, kebiasaan saat ini (tirakat orang tuanya apa ya?). Selain faktor eksternal (sekolah) ada yang lebih urgent dan mendominasi, yap faktor internal (hadinya orang tua), karena bagaimanapun orang tua adalah garda terdepan dalam mendidik dan membentuk karakter anak. Sebagus apapun pendidikan sekolah yang dienyam, ketika internalisasi dalam rumahnya kurang, maka nilai nilai yang masuk juga nggak efektif. Misal, di sekolah diajari hafalan ini itu, eh di rumah orang tuanya ignore, nggak dimurojaah. Wis bablas. Di sekolah dibiasakan sholat berjamaah, eh di rumah orang tuanya sholat malah entar entar, bablas juga. Jadi sebenernya sekolah itu cuma wasilah, garis terdepan adalah orang tua. That’s way, ibu sebagai al madrasatul ula.

Jadi refleksi kalo umur segini (gtau tar lagi) belum fokus buat cari parter urip ya salah satunya mikir, pendidikan anak yg bonafit di masa depan semakin mahal, tantangan zaman semakin gila (ghazwul fikr dan salah pergaulan nggak pandang bulu), kalo kita nya nggak bener, dalam artian ilmu dan amal (kerja) ya gimana mereka kedepannya bisa dapet pendidikan yang proper, kecuali mereka high selflearner tapi satu banding berapa sih yg kek gitu atau lu harus jadi ibu yg care parah (multitasking). Makanya ayo sekarang usahakan keluarga impian yang berbasis ilmu dan amal itu se-mastato’tum- nya. Belajar yang bener dan kerja yang berkah. Ga perlu neko neko dulu.

Allahuma baarik🙏✨

[saclarclay]

Sama gw kepikiran jg pen bikin cem ras baru buat gw2 tpi kera gitu, n they practice pencak silat, soalnya klo w liat, gtau y si hanifan ini pas w tonton kea petakilan bgt 😂 lompat sana sini n kita tw kera tuh lincah bat--cuma balik lgi tr digoreng lgi kok lu bikin mreka jdi kera lo itu ngerendahin bla bla o(-(

[swit-purple]

Aku tak tau la that woman tu dengki atau its normal, hanya aku sahaja yang negative thinking.

Antara benda yg aku tak selesa dia buat:

Hari2, asal nampak muka aku je citer pasal perancangan kawin, pasal partner dia, pasal keluarga partner dia. Kalau ada konflik, citer pasal conflict endlessly. Bila tengah berbaik, sentiasa cerita apa yang partner dia buat / kata kat dia walaupun terlalu remeh temeh. Overexcited dengan benda yang setiap hari dah cerita. Bila ada staf lain cakap pasal kawin dia, balik umah dia cerita lagi apa yg staf tu kata kat dia siang tadi padahal kita dengar dah. Ulang lagi cerita yang dia da kerap cerita sebelum ni berkaitan dengan perancangan kawin n partner dia. Aku bosan sangat. Sebab aku malas nak dengar.

Masa aku nak tunang haritu, its normal la kan kalau aku tanya dia yg sudah ade pengalaman tunang tu untuk preparation kita bertunang.

Tanya juga nak beli kat mana baju tunang area rumah sewa aku ni sbb aku bukan asal orang situ. Pastu, rancang la dalam minggu tu jugak nak beli baju tunang. Sekali tuptup, hari yg sama aku bertanya tentang baju, hari tu jugak dia tanya2 kawan aku design apa yang cantik utk baju nikah dia yang entah bila taktahu. Beli kat tiktok. Bila aku da beli baju tunang. Aku tak tunjuk pun. Dia yang sibuk tanya harga n nak tengok baju aku. Pastu dia banding dia dapat lagi murah. Pastu cakap pulak dia tak suka baju design yang ada batu2 macam aku punya baju nanti tercabut. Dia suka yang sulam2. Aku rasa mcm,, aku tak tanya pun. Sibuk sangat nak bagi pendapat. Bagi la pendapat sebelum orang beli. Lepas da beli baru nak cakap. Macam sengaja melekehkan pembelian barang orang.

Pasal cincin pun sama. Cakap, tunang bawak pegi beli cincin kat … JE? Hahaha. Orang beli la cincin kat kedai blablabla.

Lepas aku da bertunang tu dia xde apa aktiviti sngt la kan. Sebab aku xde beli apa2 lagi. Majlis nikah lagi 6 bulan selepas tarikh tunang.

Pastu aku da edarkan kad kawin. Hari yg sama jugak la dia kata bapak dia da tetapkan tarikh kawin dia. Mcm tiberr sngt kan.

Pastu hari yang sama tu jugak lah dia , mlm tu dia gtau aku, dia da beli dah handbag which is brg hantaran.

Pastu tanya aku pasal doorgift. Dia tnya berapa ringgit. Pastu dia banding dgn dia. Dia kata dia beli rm… JEEE. Sambil tinggikan suara kat harga. Pe masalah pmpuan ni?

Serabut.

Dia nak ambil tahu sbb nak compare. Pastu dia akan cari point untuk menang comparison tu.

Contoh klau dia beli brg lagi mahal dr aku, dia akan mcm bangga la dpt beli brg mahal, quality, unique blabla.

Tp klau dia beli brg lg murah dr aku, dia kata dia dpt lagi murah tp bagus, taknak membazir blablabla.

Konon aku ni membazir la sangat. Ko je plg bagus.

Aku sikit pun taknak tahu hal kau.

Tapi sibuk nak cerita. Pastu compare2. Pastu menangkan diri.

Mcmna la kita tak ter turn off utk berkawan dgn org cmtu.

[sekilasrasa]

Hei, aku tau bgt km ga bakal baca smua tulisanku buat km yg tersebar di berbagai sosial media. Mungkin km bingung knp aku harus sgt" berdedikasi bikin itu smua. km kira aku tau? i was clueless too. temen"ku juga bingung knp aku ga udah" knp ga capek"

di mata temen"ku km cenderung org biasa pdhl. apa spesialnya? bahkan sebagian org bilang km makhluk menybalkan. i did admit that. tp aku gtau. gtau letaknya spesialnya dmn. but i did admit that saat itu aku kesandung omonganku sendiri. Jatuh terjerembab dan masih ragu mau jalan lagi atau ga. Harusnya aku tinggal berdiri aja kan ya? its easy as people said.

butuh berapa phase denial lagi? empat kah? lima kah? 7 bulan terakhir ga cukup kah? tambah lagi sama 3 bulan awal. 7 bulan, setelah itu aku kaya org tenggelem. latian gambarkm sampe mabok, bahkan di turki sekalipun. nulis cerita what if kaya suatu hari kita bakal ketemu lagi. saying to myself at X, harusnya km ke singapura aja. harusnya km ga kuliah di jogja. terus nyangkal lagi. bilang jangan ding. di jogja aja. please stay. whoever you'll end up with. karna aku yakin, aku bakal lupa dengan sendirinya. karena sibuk atau untuk cari pengalaman baru yang pernah aku impikan.

FK sama FEB rada jauh kok. kita ga akan ketemu. mungkin suatu saat juga km udah punya cwe. aku? ya gapapa. bagusnya kalo udahan ya udahan kan? I mean, people tend to stop when there's nothing to do anymore.

aku bkn cegil kok. aku cuma bingung aja. bingung harus digimanain biar berhenti. apakah harus cari yang lain lagi? atau i have to replace you with something i really want?

masa...UGM? beda. kalo yg itu harga mati. klo km 50 persen menduduki. berharap apa aku sm masa putih abu? ga. ga ada.

i did pray to God, don't let me have slight interaction with you. but sometimes He gave your scenery after i have thoughs of you. ini ujian kan? ini ujian kalo aku kuat nahan diri kan? Aku org labil. I'm indecisive, I'm confuse by my own feelings. because it goes up and down. it goes around and around. are you really friendly? or are you some sort of introvert yg berusaha ekstro demi kepentingan sosial? will you let me ask all the things in your head? because i have no idea.

"gaboleh", i said to myself every single day when i get hyped. kaya gini itu jalannya rahasia. gabisa kaya gini. ga mungkin segampang ini. maybe you're not the one. i cant spill the big feelings di sini kan? it's not even the right time. aku masih harus nunggu enam, tujuh tahun lagi.

ustadzah bilang tangki cinta itu bakal berkurang kalo diungkapin sekarang. nanti ga sisa buat org yang bakal datang di masa depan. it was just an analogi. but sometimes i hold on to those words just in case.

[luk-413]

I miss my gtau so to compensate I drew up puffer from the au!!! Well, him and puffer drone (plus a little bonus doodle)

[siverwrites]

Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: Ghost Trick: Phantom Detective Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: Graphic Depictions Of Violence Characters: Cabanela (Ghost Trick), Lynne (Ghost Trick), Sissel (Ghost Trick) Additional Tags: Blood and Injury, Torture, Crossovers & Fandom Fusions, Final Fantasy VI AU, FFVI GT AU Series: Part 25 of Final Fantasy VI/Ghost Trick Summary: Set in the Ghost Trick FFVI AU A capture, a rescue and an escape. World of Balance. Part way paralleling Locke's South Figaro branch, but from a rather different perspective.

Rewritten from the original that was written back in 2019(!),

[doingthewritethings]

writing pattern tag game!

post the first line of your last ten posted fics and see if there’s a pattern! thanks for the tag @ephhemeralite :)

i fucking love opening lines. easiest part by far ong. lets see how this goes

most recent chapter of gtau:

Tubbo has - a lot of shit he wants to do the second he’s well enough to stand on his own.

my superhero au where they’re all broke and transgender:

“Those are your pickles,” Mary tells Phil the moment they open the door that connects the stairwell to their floor.

the gtau interlude with the villain reveal:

While a realtor shows Phil around a dubiously haunted house, somewhere else, miles away, a man is about to die — but the man does not yet know this.

from last year’s exchange fic where las nevadas gains sentience:

The first emotion Las Nevadas feels is happiness.

one of my favorite short pieces i’ve ever written. eret and wilbur duke out their gender feelings at a piggly wiggly:

Eret drops a Monster energy drink, a lighter, a pack of bubblegum, and $8.50 in cash on the gas station counter.

tntduo horror one shot that DOES take up precious space in my brain constantly:

Here is a list of three important facts about the situation Wilbur Soot currently finds himself in, against his will and all his better judgement:

the funniest thing i’ve ever written, as voted unanimously by the people:

‘SMP High School Student Government Association Minutes’

gtau but the one where i finally give them a goddamn break:

Phil jolts awake, and the glowing numbers on the clock tell him it’s 2:35 in the morning.

and now we’re far enough back that it’s stuff from 2021, so i’m dangling lines from my wips tantalizingly over your head. fuck you, you can’t stop me, this is my blog and my rules.

i am not immune to the enemy to caretaker trope:

“Please,” he tries again. “I won’t fight back. Just - I’m ready, Jason, we can - we can switch places, one dead Robin for another, okay?” He can feel himself rambling, terrified and adrenaline-filled and tired. He’s so fucking tired.

different fic, same shtick:

He can’t breathe. The kid’s in a room with men who’ve, who’ve tortured him, and the thing he’s the most afraid of is - Hood. Is Jason.

thank you for ur attendance everyone i also nominate @b10000p bc fuck you tell me about your wips. update i actually just got an email so it’s probably you. good. omw to read that shit

[pemetikapikriket]

Haritu pegi dating kat mall, wife pakai t-shirt nipis fit ngan skirt labuh. Mmg nmpk alur bra, nmpk curve body beb. Sepanjang jln2, aku x thn betul tgk curve punggung tonggek wife aku. Still aku bole sabo lg. Tp yg buat adik aku berlendir ialah line bra ngan bentuk tetek dia. Dah la x pakai tudung. Wife aku memang blanje cukup2 beb time tu. Last2 smpi je kat mall, dpt paking, kitorang ringan2 kejap dlm kete. Jadik la buat lepas air masing-masing. Setel hal dlm kete, kitorang keluar dr kete n masuk dlm mall. Masing-masing muka hepi dpt jajan. Haha

Kat mall lak, lps beli brg2 keperluan dapur, kitorang pegi mkn lak. Bab wife aku showoff body tu xyah cite la. Mmg ade yang toleh 2 3 kali. Wife aku pun tau.

Smpi kat restoran, dah duduk n pilih menu, tiba2 ade sorang mamat duduk kat sblh aku. Rupa2nya member aku. Wife aku pun kenal member aku tu. Bujang. Bdn fit stail atlet. Sementara tunggu makanan smpi, kitorang berbual-bual kejap. X lame lps tu member aku pun chow. Aku ajak gak dia mkn same. Tp dia tolak sbb ade hal. Okla.

Bile member aku dah jauh dr pndgn, wife aku gtau yg member aku pndg2 n senyum2 kat dia. Patutla wife aku asek tertunduk x byk ckp. Malu la tu. Horny lak aku dgr cerita wife.

Lps setel mkn kitorang pun balik. Sblm blk, aku tarik wife aku ke toilet. Aku kerjakan wife aku kat situ. Mane bole thn takat dgr cerita je. Dahla member aku nmpk kecantikan wife aku. Kan dah kene projek lg skali. Huhu

Smpi rumah, aku dpt whatsapp dr member aku td. "Sorry bro aku ushar wife ko. Cantik sgt." Aku tunjuk whatsapp tu kat wife aku. Makin malu2 wife aku. Trus dia berjalan ke bilik. Aihh..mlm tu 4 round aku kerjakan wife aku.

Hasil showoff mase tu. Puas hati sgt2....

[ducatijongin]

mau nnton ini tpi gtau mau siapa klo di jkt:(