#GIVE ME A GOD MISS AKIRA WILL YOU DO YOU A BREATH OF THE WILD MANGA SOMETIME IN YOUR CAREER

[petitexmagician]

THIS PANEL IS STILL GIVING ME FEELS NOT JUST ONE SHE WENT DEEP INTO IT

[ldyinblckmsk]

Always the extra, never the lead

Pairing: Bakugou Katsuki x F! Reader

Genre: Angst

Words: 1.8k

A/N: Hey, guys! I'm back hoho serving another angst (if you squint your eyes lol). I hope I broke your heart or makes you feel pain or sad coz that's what i wanna make you feel while you read my piece oftrash. This plot is plaguing mah mind. Also, the title sucks lolololol I can't think of anything argh!

Enjoy :)

It's funny how people cheer themselves up by thinking that they are the main character of their own story. You think that it's  ridiculous to give themselves a fake hope while the fact that the cycle of their story doesn't change anything. They'll never be the protagonist, no matter how hard they try to be one.

That's why you gave up, right. You settle yourself to be just a bystander, watching the main roles act their piece under the big spotlight. Watching the man you love entranced by the stare of the girl he likes. See, it's not you. Because, after all, as much as you wanted to be the Cinderella or Snow White or any other damnsel in distress, he'll never be the prince that will save you. You're just an extra.

Confess your profounding love to him? You already thought of it and considering the consequences of it, you're just a coward who didn't want to jeopardize the only relationship you had with him. You're fine with being his bestfriend. At least, you still have an excuse to be at his house until midnight just hanging out with him. You can still wear his hoodies  and imagine yourself acting like how the other girls did to their significant other.

That until she came.

He spent less time hanging out with you. He rarely even talks to you and ask if you're still breathing. As if all of a sudden, every memories you spent with him vanished like a bubble when the narrator introduced his leading lady. Of course, you were jealous, infuriating to be honest, she stole your man, the ash blond you were crushing since you laid your eyes on him. And the thing that makes you go insane is the fact that you don't have the right to be angry because he's not yours to claim.

The only thing you can do is sit there and let yourself drown in pain. Pretend that you're fine with the set-up and act normal. You didn't want to mess up the play, don't you?

Fine, my ass. You're not a masochist.

They're still not together, that means she's not his either.  They're still at the phase of knowing each other, so you still have a chance to confess. There's no way that they already fall in love with each other that fast.

Here you are in his room, laying comfortably on the silky sheets of his bed, staring at the ceiling. You just invite yourself to his house.

"Hey, dumbass! Are you even listening to me?" His voice snapped you out of trance. "I'm sorry. I got a lil dizzy for a sec. What were you saying?"

"You alright?" The hint of concern on his voice didn't go unnoticed by you and you just cherish this moment that way you always do. Your breath hitched when you felt his cold hands touch your forehead, his other hand on his comparing your temperature. The small act of friendship makes your blood rush to your cheeks.

"Geez. I'm fine, Katsu." You rolled your eyes at him, swatting his hand away. As much as you want to prolong the skinship, you didn't want to make yourself become a flustered mess. "Now, what were you saying?" You propped your head with both hands under your chin, as you roll on his bed now laying flat on your stomach.

"I said are you coming with me this Friday night. We're just going to eat." You looked at him suspiciously. For a second, your heart triumphs.

"Wow, you already want to see me again."

"Tch. Just say yes or no, idiot." You chuckled at his scowling face. "Just admit that you missed me, grumpy-chan."

"You're a pain in the ass."

And just like that, you didn't have any decent to sleep as you were so excited for Friday to roll. Whatever plan he has, you can't help but to think that it's like he's asking you to go out with him. Ignoring the second line he said, you let yourself dive in fantasy.

It's Thursday and you're still conflicted on what to wear, you asked for help of your friends. Surprisingly, they agreed to help you right away without raising their brows and questioning you about the date with the 'mystery man'. 'Cause they already know who it was, just from how eager you look.

Your love for the blond isn't news to them. Being classmates and friends for almost three years, they already knew how your mind works though they didn't really know how frenzy and complicated the wires in it. They just know the surface of it.

"How about this?" Mina showed you the haltered red dress that ends just above your knee. You decided on it right away which makes your friend shakes their head at your eagerness. After that, you're just casually having fun, giving you advices and tips on your so-called date from their experience.

You saw him leaning on his car, permanent scowl on his face while constantly checking his phone. You eyed him from your position, awe struck at the ravishing aura he oozes. The white dress shirt he's wearing highlights the muscle he workrd so hard to built. He looks so clean and sinful at the same time.

"There you are, grumpy-chan!" You walked towards him slowly, smacking his back as your usual greeting, smile plastered on your face with the hint of blush spreading on your cheeks. You watched him stunned for a while, eyes roaming to your body. "About fucking time. Let's go."

You were surprised when he opened the door for you but you just shake it off. He's gentle, seems like his careful with his actions.

He glanced at you for a moment before he went inside the car. His heart went wild when he saw you. He thought you looked prettier when you dressed up. He always saw you wearing baggy shirts that's why when you showed up with that tight dress he malfunctioned for a bit. You looked bold and sexy like a predator hunting its prey, quite opposite from the girl he's pining. He shakes the thoughts of you away as he began to drive.

Akiya is full of sunshine and rainbows. She's sweet and looks vulnerable like an antique dishware that needs to be taken care of. And he has the great urge to protect the quirkless girl. Funny, how he was so bully to Deku being quirkless and  here he was falling for one.

He was so upset to himself when he found out his stupid affection to the girl. Their constant talking amd bubbly personality made it possible to like her. But everytime he's with her, his mind straying away to your well-being. He knew that you have feelings for him but he didn't dig further because you're not vocal about it. With how much his time was spent with you, he cared deeply for you. He loves you, of course, but it isn't like kind of love you felt for him.

After sorting out those endless thoughts, still, his adoration for Akira weighs more than your friendship.

That's why he's inviting you to dinner with him.

The anxiety is bubbling up inside you. The look on his face screams that there's something going on inside his head that you're not ready to unravel. Call it instinct but something feels odd. The ambience around you doesn't suit your guts. You're beyond happy that you're having a good time with him but there's this unsettling feeling that's eating your inside.

Is this what you think it is?

He's the one who initiates the conversation first, sensing the awkwardness in your table. Feeling blue, you just answered him with nods and short words. Clenching your jaw as you forced yourself to smile naturally. It's not really that difficult for you to do it since you are good at hiding.

The dinner was served and you just sat there, eating in silence. You don't dare move your eyes from your plate. You felt him checking on you for the nth time of the night then followed by a sigh.

You fucking knew it. Your grip on the knife was tight while slicing the tender beef. You're silently praying that you'll have the control of your emotions tonight. The night is still young but the 'date' is nearing to end. 

"Y/n, just don't fucking talk and listen to me." His hand combing his spiky hair in frustration. He didn't know how to break it to you without hurting you. "What's with the serious talk, grumpy-chan? It's not like you, ya know." You laughed.

"I said I'll do the talking, idiot." You rolled your eyes at his remark."You know Akiya, right?"

"Uh, yeah, she's the girl you like, right." You said with an obvious tone in your voice, smiling, almost seemed like you're teasing him. Almost. Because the bitterness you felt left a hint on your voice.

Silence. No one dared to speak. Not because of your last statement. It seems like gods are not in the mood to heed your prayer as you desperately trying to stop the tears that you didn't know were already falling. You inhaled deeply, calming yourself down, slowly accepting your defeat.

You were the one that breaks the eerie silence. "So, you two are already together. Is that what were you going to say to me? Or is there anything el–" 

Oh.

Realization strucks your chords. How can you be so fucking simpleton? A small laugh leaves your mouth while nodding your head crazily, new batch of tears forming in your eyes. He only watched you, confused.

"Oh my god! You fucking knew it. Am I right?"

"Y/n–"

"I'm a clown. You knew I love you yet–" You laughed again. People gaze at your direction, feeling pity at your state. You are mess right now.

"What the fuck are you talking about? Yes, I knew it. I knew your feelings but your my bestfriend for fuck's sake!" He raised his voice, bloodshot eyes lingering at your form.

As if like you flipped your switch, you looked at him with blank eyes, no emotions were found as you speak to him. "Is it entertaining? Is it funny to watch me make a fool of myself? Am I stroking your ego when I looked at you with fucking heart eyes huh, Bakugou? Tell me."

"That's why I'm fucking talking to you right now. I want you to stop it. I need you to stop loving me because I can't reciprocate it...I love Akiya."

"I know! Don't fucking rub it on my face. I know it. I already knew it! Okay? And yet here I am still fucking hoping that there's still a chance." You're desperately trying to sound fine, wishing for your voice not to crack. "I-I'm still fucking praying that I wish it's me. Why the hell it can't be me? Why, Katsuki?"

No, you're not going to break down in front of him. That will be last tears you'll shed. You shut your eyes tightly, regaining your control over your emotions. You didn't spare a glance at him, looking yourself at your mirror while retouching your make-up. You grabbed your phone, texting Mina to pick you up while you're talk to him. "Just so you know, I'm not going to cut ties with you. If that's what you're worried about. I'm still your friend, dropping the 'best'."

You looked up at him, eyes meeting his for the last time. You saw his pained expression, clenching his jaw when he looked away.  You get up, ready to leave. "Another thing, next time when you reject someone don't do it over a fancy dinner. That just gives them a false hope and that's fucking painful." You chuckled.

Bitter smile plastered on your face,  you prepare yourself for the conclusion of the story. Walking to his side, you bend to him while placing a kiss on his cheek, whispering your final dialogue as the side character.

"Goodbye, grumpy-chan."

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A mix of 2 and 47 for the kiss prompts?

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47) A kiss paired with a tight hug, knocking the breath out of the person being hugged.

2) A small, fleeting kiss - which is immediately followed by a passionate, hungry kiss.

You stole a glance at Akira, your heart heavy as you two walked slowly towards the station, wondering somberly if he really had to leave. It was the end of his probationary period, and you really couldn’t stand the idea of him not being there, here, in Tokyo, with you, but… he had to go home. You knew that. And you were more than willing to make things work, but you were already missing him even though you knew you shouldn’t. Eventually, the two of you come to a slow and steady stop, his train arriving shortly. You didn’t want this moment to come. Please, you begge any god that would listen, give us more time. 

“I’m not leaving forever,” Akira spoke softly, turning to face you, noticing the downcast expression you had. “You’ve got me here now. Smile, okay? I don’t want the last image I see of you in person for a while to be your tears…” 

“I⁠— I know, I’m sorry.” You offered him a weak smile, though couldn’t keep it up for very long, the ache in your chest was too strong to bear. You looked at Akira, doing your best to memorize every inch and every feature of him, from his smile to the length of his eyelashes, to the wild strands of hair and how they felt under your fingers. Who knew when you would see him again. 

Akira didn’t seem very satisfied with your response and sighed softly. “Come here…” He mumbled, cupping your cheeks and squishing your cheeks. “Do I have to drown you in kisses to make you smile?” He teased with a smile before leaning in and kissing you for only a moment⁠— not nearly long enough.

When he pulled away, you decided you couldn’t stand the idea of not having a proper kiss from Akira before he left, and practically jumped on him, wrapping your arms around his neck and knocking the wind out of him. You kissed him with a sense of hunger he never saw from you before. Akira was barely able to catch himself as you threw your weight onto him, stumbling a few steps back as you kissed him without letting up. Akira’s hands settled on your hips and he kissed you back with the same amount of fervor, his own worries seeping into the kiss as well, as you two held each other close until it was time for Akira to board the train. 

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Akita: [Puts some of her gifts away as she knows that he gets upset when he sees them. She glanced at him as he reads his book, hating the tension that’s between them] You’re quiet today, Danna. [Hollows her cheeks as she stares at him]

Augustine: [Peeks over his book as she fiddles with her gifts, feeling as if she’s purposely rubbing them in his face] Oh, I’m sorry. I must not be as interesting as your other clients. [Snaps his book shut and glares at her]

Akira: [Narrows her eyes as he responds in a sarcastic manner. She tries to be patient with him for once] Danna, you are my only client. [Moves closer as she gets on her knees beside him, missing their connection so much] /Forget about it./ None of them mattered to me. [Gazes deeply] They gave me meaningless gifts and helped pay my debt. I didn’t care for any of them. [Explains to him before sighing as she strokes his cheek] Only one man was nice.. I do feel bad for him. But I don’t see them the way that I do with you, Augustine-san. [Her words are honest as she cups his cheek]

Augustine: [Calms down a bit as she speaks. He doesn’t meet her eyes as she comes close to him. He almost pulls her close until he hears her words] Don’t fucking touch me. [Glares as he takes her hand from his face] Maybe you should make that man your Danna then? Hm? [Stands up] What was be point of me staying faithful to you on my tour if you were going to entertain a different man every night? [Hisses] I should have fucked a girl in each city I went. [Snarls as he speaks the hurtful words]

Akira: [Senses that he’s softening up before the feeling quickly disappears as he growls his hateful words at her] Nani? What is wrong with you?! [Parts her lips, looking at him in disbelief as he suddenly towers over her] August—[Stops as soon as he cuts into her words. Her patience is gone as his nasty words brings her insecurity, jealousy, and anger to the surface] Perhaps you should have since your cock is always itching to find a home. [Spits back at him as she gets up. She glares hard as she puts on a mask to hide her pain] Don’t pretend that you were faithful, /Danna./ [Says his name in an acidic tone before scoffing] Do you think I’m stupid? [Raises a brow as she shifts her jaw] I saw your pictures and all of the reports about you while you were on tour. /You’re a liar./

Augustine: Pretend? [Glares as he steps up to her, towering over her] I wish I was pretending! [Throws his arms up in irritation] Because it would save face from me looking like a fucking idiot. All I did was think of you and you were in the arms of another man every night. [His eyes are dark but the pain is in his chest] I bet you thought you were fucking clever! Getting every last cent out of me— pretending as if you gave a shit about me. [Grips her face] I see you for what you really are now, Akira. [Growls through gritted teeth] Find a new fucking “Danna” to use and manipulate. [Hollows his cheeks] I’m sure you have plenty to choose from how. [Grabs his bag and stuffs his random belongings around her room into it] I shouldn’t have fucking come back.

Akira: [Steps back as he raises his voice and intimidates her with his gestures and body language] You know why I had to do it! I needed to pay my debt, Augustine! [Yells back at him as she tries to ignore the waves of shame and unnecessary guilt that he forces her way] I didn’t do anything with them! I know you were fucking—[His voice overpowers hers and as soon as she hears his words she feels her heart shatter. She closes her mouth, simply staring as she tries to steady her breathing while the pain of his words tear her apart] /You see me now, hm?/ What am I? A little geisha whore? [Scoffs as she mocks him, masking her pain but the tears fill her eyes as she watches him] You are nothing but a possessive, heartless man. [Snarls back at him as he packs his belongings, quickly wiping away the tear on her cheek as she can’t see past the overwhelming pain to try to understand him] You want to believe that I was just using you? That I didn’t care and felt nothing for you? Fine. [Fakes a little smile as she shrugs her shoulder] Believe what you want about me and I’ll do the same to you. [Walks up to him, throwing his items aside as her heartache consumes her] I’ll believe that you just wanted to treat me like your whore this entire time! [Grabs his book, throwing it against the wall as she breathes roughly] All these books and you don’t even know anything. [Purses her lips as she tries to control herself] You think I used you? Well you used me too. And now that you’ve had enough you want to go to other cities to see who else you can make your whore? [Laughs as she shakes her head at him, closing the space between them as the pain is evident in her eyes] /Go then! Leave!/ I don’t want to waste my heart on someone who made me into the whore that you’re so ashamed of!

Augustine: [He looks at her with wild eyes as she throws his things. He never gets physical with her because his sheer size is too much of an intimidation already. His chest rises and falls as she further insults him] I didn’t make you a fucking whore. You chose to do that. [Snarls] You chose to open yourself and god knows what else to other men. [Glares at her] I walk out that door, you don’t see me again, Akira. [He reaches to grab his book]

Akira: And what did I do with other men, hmm? Tell me! You don’t know do you? /Nothing happened! [Breathes roughly, her heart pounding wildly as she can no longer hold back the tears from how cruel he is with his words] Nani? Do you expect me to beg for you to stay? [Grabs his items and forces them into his arms, cheeks hollowing as she looks at him with a pained expression] You don’t want to trust me, then leave. [Closes the distance between them as she gives a sharp look, unable to stop her tongue from speaking despite how desperate she is to not let go] You want to shame me for being a whore that you used over and over again, then walk out that door and forget about me. I don’t want you when you are so clearly disgusted and have your own ideas about me. [Hisses hatefully, her voice breaking until she steps back from him] You think I used you for your money? Take everything that you gave me. I don’t want any memories of you!

Augustine: [Blinks as she continues on after he spoke his words] Very well then. [Inclines his head] I suppose it was never going to work for us. [Purses his lips as he turns and walks out of the door]

Akira: [Bites hard on her lower lip as it trembles, her entire body screams at her to stop him and let go of her pride and the pain] Augustine..! Augustine, don’t...! [Goes to him as quickly as she can, grabbing his arm as she pulls him back inside with as much of her strength as she has] Don’t go.. Don’t go, please. [Desperately wraps her arms around him, kissing his chest and every spot that she can as she tears run down her cheeks] Watashi o yurushite! [Begs for his forgiveness as she holds him tightly] I’m sorry for taking clients. I’m sorry for my jealousy. I don’t want you to leave, please, Danna. [Looks up at him, her eyes passionate with emotions as she suddenly presses her lips to his and kisses him all over his features]

Augustine: [Shakes his head as he clenches his jaw telling himself he needs to forget about her. He suddenly is caught off guard as she grabs him] Akira. [His hardened heart melts as she gives him what he always wants— her love and affection. He doesn’t say anything as he wraps his arms around her and grips at her kimono]

Akira: [Feels herself crumbling from inside until he finally returns her embrace. She doesn’t stop laying kisses on him as she pours out every inch of her love for him] Don’t leave me, Augustine.. /I’m nothing without you./ [Cups his face as she kisses him, not caring if he doesn’t return it] I don’t want anyone else. I only want you. Please believe me. [Closes her eyes, lips against his as she speaks before she looks up at him] Aishiteru, Augustine.. Je t’aime.. I love you. [Kisses him in between her words, allowing herself to be vulnerable]

Augustine: [He doesn’t say anything as he continues to hold her and let her speak. He returns her kiss gingerly] You love this heartless and possessive man? [Asks, the pain of her words evident on his features as he doesn’t quite believe her]

Akira: [Parts her lips as he repeats her words from earlier. Her chest aches as she sees the look on his face, seeing pain on him for the first time] I was wrong. I didn’t mean any of it. [Feels even more ashamed of herself as she pulls him against her, holding him tightly as she kisses the side of his face] Augustine, I’ll do anything to prove it to you. I’m sorry. [Bites her lip as she pulls back and gets on her knees, lowering her head to the floor as she apologizes the Dogeza way]

Augustine: [Lets her kiss him as he softens up before he’s surprised as she gets on her knees and places her head to the floor] Stop.. [Lowers himself and picks her up] Je’taime.. [Cups her face and wipes her tears] Je suis desolee.. amour.. I was prideful.. and possessive. [Frowns as he’s so grateful she didn’t let him walk away again] forgive me?

Akira: [Doesn’t know what will become of her if she doesn’t have him in her life. She cries as silently as she can before her heart feels like it’s finally beating again as he approaches her] Augustine.. [Whimpers his name, letting him wipe her cheeks before taking his hand as she kisses his palms and wrist] I forgive you always. [Kisses him deeply until her lungs beg for air] I am sorry, Augustine. I don’t want anyone else. I’m sorry that I told you to leave. Don’t ever leave me please. [Stares at him passionately, chest rising and falling]

Augustine: [Returns her kiss with passion as he wraps his arms around her] I won’t. [Shakes his head as he doesn’t want to be without her again] No more other clients, though. [Tells her sternly] I mean it.

Akira: [Moans as she tastes the same amount of passion from his kiss before feeling relieved as he says that he won’t leave her] Hai. [Nods her head as she meets his eyes] No more clients. I promise, Augustine-san. [Feels submissive and needy as she doesn’t want to risk losing him] I.. I only did it for the debt.. [Trails off, holding back as she doesn’t want him to know what else she’s been saving for him]

Augustine: I understand.. [Murmurs as he nods] But I have so much money.. I will pay whatever you want me to. [Says softly, feeling at her whim] You don’t have to seek it elsewhere.. [Bites his lip as he carries her to the bed and pulls her to him] Hm.. [Sighs in content as they’re under the covers]

Akira: [Lowers her eyes as she doesn’t want him to think that she only wants him for his money] I have to pay for my sins, Augustine-san. [Caresses his cheek before melting into his arms as he takes her to their bed] I want to give you things too. [Gazes at him before taking off her kimono as she makes him remove his sweater, wanting to feel his flesh against hers—needing to feel connected]

Augustine: What sins? [Frowns as he doesn’t understand her] Your love and affection are worth more than anything to me. [Watches as she takes off her clothes and removes his sweater and pants] I missed you. [Groans as she stares at her]

Akira: [Lowers her eyes as she thinks of her former Danna and how she foolishly trusted him] Not mine.. but my last Danna. [Leans in as she kisses him once more, unable to get enough as she feels deprived and needy] I missed you each day you were gone, Augustine. [Moves on top of him, kissing his chest as she leaves a trail up to his neck] Don’t say that you’ll fuck other women.. You belong to me and I belong to you.

Augustine: [Bites his lip as she climbs atop him, melting at her affection] Oui.. [Pouts up at her] I was faithful.. you didn’t believe me..

Akira: [Guilt runs through her again as she hears his words, leaning in to suck on his pout] Forgive me. I was too jealous. [Frowns] I didn’t open myself up to those clients.. I didn’t even kiss them. I saved myself for you, Augustine. [Tells him truthfully as she gazes at him]

Augustine: [Moans as she sucks on his lip] Mngh.. [Frowns as the thought of her with others gets under his skin] Okay. [He doesn’t meet her eyes as he’s underneath her]

Akira: [Furrows her brows as he doesn’t seem fully pleased by it] Nani..? Why are you hiding from me? [Wonders if he’s uncomfortable because of the men she entertained] Do you not want me now?

Akira: [Listens to him, understanding his feelings as she hates when his fans act comfortable with him] No one will touch me again, Danna. [Takes his hands, placing them over her backside]

Augustine: [Groans as he feels her ass over her panties and grips roughly] This is all mine. [Growls as his dick twitches beneath her]

Akira: [Moans as he grabs her in a possessive way, awakening the desire that she always has for him] It is, Danna. It’s all yours. [Breathes roughly as he growls at her, wanting him so badly] Did you think of me while you were away? Hmm? [Nuzzles his neck as she gently slips her hand over his boxers]

Augustine: Always. [Answers her question with a dark look in his eye as she teases his throbbing cock] And did you think of me? [Tilts his head as he grips her little face]

Akira: [Grips his length, stroking him slowly as she licks his lips] Every night, Augustine. [Murmurs sweetly before slipping her hand under his boxers as she kisses him deeply]

Augustine: [Grunts as she grips his dick, biting his lip as he gazes at her] Mngh.. [Precum already oozes from his tip as she drives him crazy] Did you think about me owning that pussy every night to get through it? [Shoves her head down and pushes down his boxers, slapping his tip against her lips] Show me how much you missed me.

Akira: [Strokes his cock slowly as she sees him biting his lip, aroused from the sight of him and how hard he is around her little hand] Hai.. I thought about you tying me up and owning my little pussy while you cum inside of her. [Sucks on his lower lip before whining as he pushes her head. She doesn’t resist as her mouth is already so eager for a taste] Mmm.. [Sticks out her tongue as she parts her lips while his tip slaps against her] /Look at your cum already../ [Licks her lips as she tastes his precum before eyeing him darkly] Hai, Danna. Anything for you. [Drags her tongue from his balls and traveling along the length of his shaft while maintaining eye contact with him. As she reaches the tip, she spits on his cock before wrapping her lips around the rim as she swirls her tongue all over his head] Mnghhh.. Danna, I’ve missed tasting you. [envelopes his tip with her full lips as she sucks him deeply, knowing he can feel the inside of her cheeks while her hands are wrapped around his shaft as she pumps his length]

Augustine: [Loves how willing she is for him] Merde.. [His eyes roll back and his chest rises and falls] Akira.. [Groans as his fingers thread through her hair and he grips slightly] Mngh.. [Whimpers as he feels her cheeks cave in around his cock] Ah.. that feels so fucking good. [Watches her, committing the sight to memory]

Akira: [Lifts her eyes as she looks up at him, wanting him to see how passionately and hungrily she sucks on his cock] Is this all mine, Danna? [Wraps her finger around the rim as she guides him to her tongue. She takes her time with him as she draws circles over his slit before running the tip of her tongue back and forth over the opening—collecting precum as more of it oozes out of him] Where does this cock belong, Danna? Hmm? [Continues to tease him as she cocks her head to the side, still teasing his tip with the pad of her thumb as her lips wrap along the side of his thickness sucking sloppily up and down his cock]

Augustine: [Is a puddle as she completely teases and dominates him] Don’t tease me.. [Whimpers as her lips move along the side of his cock, the sloppy noises making him shiver] Oh fuck.. [Doesn’t want to cum yet as he pulls away from her] Hm.. my cock belongs inside you, Akira.. [Positions her on all fours, shoving her head down as he rips her lace panties] Hmm.. you’re so wet for me.. [Eyes her glistening cunt before he pushes himself inside her] Fuck.. [Thrusts deep and hard into her] This is mine. [Growls as he spits on her little asshole to mark his territory]

Akira: [Ignores his pleas as he does when he’s in control of her. She does stop her movements while her tongue sweeps along his cock, making a slick mess of him] I’m not done.. [Traces the vein with her tongue before sucking on it, feeling it pulse even quicker until he forces her off of him] Danna, I wasn’t done. [Hisses before she gasps as he uses his strength against her and positions her on the bed. She bites hard on her bottom lip and sucks off his essence before looking back as he reveals her pussy] It’s only wet like this for you, Danna.. Feel how wet it is.. [Grinds her ass against his cock, wet enough to make his flesh glisten even more before gripping the sheets and moaning loudly as he pushes inside of her] Unghh.. God! [Features contort into a carnal look as he senselessly thrusts into her. She hears the way he pounds into her and feels how his thick cock fucks her into submission] Danna..! It hurts.. [Whimpers as she hasn’t feel him in so long that she has to adjust again. She trembles as his warm spit coats her little asshole, loving how he owns her however he can] Did you miss hurting my pussy? [Looks back at him as she feeds him her pussy by meeting his thrusts and wrapping her walls around him despite the pain] I love you, Danna.. I love your cock.. I need you!

Augustine: [Bites his lip as she’s so snug around his cock] Oui.. I missed hurting this little pussy. [Slaps her asscheeks and grips it hard, loving how her flesh turns pink from the assault] Mm.. tell your Danna that you’ll only take his cock from now on; that you were made for my cock. [His hands spread her asscheeks so he can watch his cock tear her up, thumb brushing over her asshole]

Akira: Aghmm..! [Whines as he smacks her flesh, feeling an imprint being left by his hand on her smooth flesh. She shakes her mounds, wanting to show him that she’ll eagerly take it again despite the pain] Mmhm.. Danna.. [Gasps as she closes her walls around his thick cock tightly, trying to get the words out but is too distracted to do so] Danna, I’ll only take this cock from now on.. [Speaks roughly, becoming overwhelmed as she’s too sensitive to handle the added sensation. Her cunt throbs violently as his thumb pushes inside of her. She looks over her shoulder and watches as he pounds into her plump little pussy while he violates her tight asshole] I was made for your cock, Danna.. I was made to take it.. [Arches her back until her breasts are pressed against the mattress while her ass is still up for him. She whimpers into the sheets, backing into his hips as she works his cock while feeling her desperation build] Own me, Danna.. Own every part of me. [Tells him in a tone that expresses him to put his cock somewhere else, knowing that it’ll excite him even more]

Augustine: [Fucks her deeply, rolling his hips against her as he reaches deeper] Filthy little Geisha whore.. [Groans as he realizes what she wants. He pulls out of her and slaps his thickness against her tight little hole. Slowly he pushes inside her, his chest heaving as she grips him so tightly]

Akira: [Her pussy melts all around his cock as his moves inside of her so deeply and sensually. She offers herself to him, bouncing her thick mounds so that his cock reaches her core before she shivers at his filthy comment] Hai, I’m your filthy little geisha whore, Danna. [Repeats after him before biting her lip as his cock teases her tight asshole. Her breathing picks up as she tries to calm herself, but his thick member is too much as he slowly enters her] Unghhh.. /Fuck.../ [Unwillingly cries out as she tries to take him in. Slowly, she backs her ass into his hips—taking him inch by inch as tears fill her eyes]

Augustine: [He knows he’s causing her pain and it makes him even harder as he grips her hips] You’re so fucking tight.. [Grunts as he makes her ass bounce on him, leaning forward to kiss and mark up her back roughly] Fuck.. [The sound of her cries makes him cum suddenly and violently] Mngh.. shit.. [Keeps fucking her til she takes every last drop]

Akira: [Her body squirms as he savagely ruins her back and forces his cock in and out of her little asshole] Da.. Danna..! [Tears stain the sheets as he causes her pain with how he pounds into her little asshole. She rolls her hips as she eagerly takes his cock and ignores the pain] Ughhh! Give me all of it! [Pleads as he warm cum spills inside of her. She hides her face against the mattress, screaming as he doesn’t stop with his movements while feeling his heavy load] Augustine.. [Lifts her head, looking back at him as she works his dick until she cums, making a complete mess and feeling exhausted as their fucking takes everything out of her]

Augustine: [Watches as she cums for him and pulls out, collapsing beside her] Hm.. [Sighs in satisfaction, pulling her back to his chest] Mine. All mine. [Kisses the nape of her neck]

Akira: Ooh, slow.. [Whines as he pulls out, his cum instantly drips out of her as she breathes heavily, trying to steady it] Danna. [Lays on his chest, her hair all over the place as she can’t be bothered to look presentable and like she wasn’t fucked like a whore just now] All yours. /Forever yours./ [Speaks huskily, closing her eyes as she bathes in the aftercare] I’m going to be so sore.. [Pouts as she rests her chin on his chest, loving how he defiles her]

Augustine: Good. The soreness will remind you of who you belong to. [Speaks smugly]

Akira: [Glares at him before breaking into a smile as he seems so pleased with himself] I won’t forget any time soon. [Coos as she kisses him passionately] I wish we could truly be together, Danna. [Sighs as she rests her cheek on his chest] Will you have to leave again?

Augustine: [Blinks as he smiles gleefully] I was going to tell you.. before our fight. [Frowns] I have to attend the movie premieres around France.. [Murmurs] But I spoke to Toussaint directly.. and since it will be all in France, I was granted permission to bring you along. [Bites his lip] Would you want to come..?

Akira: Oh. [Purses her lips and lowers her eyes as she feels disappointed, afraid that they’ll drift apart. As he continues she parts her lips and looks at him] You mean.. I can go with you? You won’t leave me here this time? [Excitement appears on her features as she nods her head] Hai, I would love to go with you, Danna. [Murmurs sweetly as she feels relieved even though she expects him to go be gone most of the time]

Augustine: [Smiles as she seems so happy] Oui.. we will have to get your gowns ordered. [Chews on the inside of his cheek as he deliberates which designers to choose] You’ll have to accompany me to the parties and dinners..

Akira: Gowns? [Raises a brow as he confuses her. She doesn’t understand where it’s leading until he speaks] Nani? You want me to be seen in public with you? [Her heart races while her possessive side finds pleasure that others will know who he belongs to]

Augustine: [Blinks in confusion] Of course. [Pouts] Do you not want to..? [Frowns as he’s worried she’s afraid of the attention she’ll get]

Akira: [Smiles warmly to reassure him as she rubs the crease above his brows] I want people to know that you’re mine and that you have someone taking care of your needs. [Speaks lowly before wondering how it’ll affect her] But.. Danna.. what if they find out about where I’m from? Wouldn’t that be bad for you?

Augustine: It’s just parties and dinners.. I won’t talk about you in interviews and we won’t walk the carpet together.. to protect your privacy. I don’t want people picking into your life. [Shakes his head]

Akira: [Nods her head as she wants to protect his reputation more than she does herself] And if people ask about us.. how we met.. What should I say? [Tilts her head before smiling coyly] We can’t have anyone know that I’m your little geisha whore.

Augustine: [Blinks] We tell them that I saw you perform and fell in love instantly. [Brushes his lips against hers]

Akira: [Eyes him with a sweet smile on her lips as she brushes her lips onto his right back before kissing him] Is that what happened, Danna? [Coos as she still remembers how he ran all over his words when they first met]

Augustine: Oui.. [Returns her kiss as he cups her face] I knew it that night. [Says softly]

Akira: [Gazes at him deeply, her features changing as he makes her feel like he’s her soulmate] /I want you forever, Augustine Clement./ [Whispers against his lips before her tongue gently begs before entrance as she kisses him lovingly and slowly]

Augustine: [Doesn’t understand what she says but melts at her kiss] Je’taime, Akira.. [Rubs the nape of her neck, sucking on her lower lip]

Akira: [Moans as he takes her lower lip, completely owned by him in every way] Aishiteru, Augustine. [Whispers back at him] When I’m finally free.. I’ll be entirely yours.

Augustine: Free or not you already belong to me. [Speaks against her lips]

Akira: [Loves how possessive he is as he claims her] Hai, Danna. [Murmurs sweetly] I belong to you.

[callunavulgari]

TOP 25 FICS OF 2019

1. these roads will take you into your own country by @notbecauseofvictories | American Gods | Laura Moon/Mad Sweeney | WIP | 33k

Here’s a joke for you: a Muslim, a zombie, and a leprechaun walk into a bar in Misery, Indiana. No one stares, because no one in the puckered, shitty asshole of Misery, Indiana gives a fuck. The Colts are playing.

Heather Says: So. It’s funny that another of @notbecauseofvictories‘s stories is at the top of my list again this year. Keep in mind this list is sorted by when the fic was read rather than favorites (because that would get real complicated real quick). Clearly there must be something about January. There’s just something about the writing that is easy to slip into, be it a Star Wars fic or a Labyrinth fic or even a fic about Johnny and the Devil. This was lovely and I can’t wait until it’s finished.

2. eighteen wheels on an uphill climb by @honkforhankcon | Detroit: Become Human | Hank/Connor | 91k

Hank is going to die. He’s going to die right here in Kentucky, 53 years old, halfway to broke, and tragically sober. Survived only by a nine-year-old St. Bernard and the 31-year-old twink who delivered the fatal blow.

Heather Says: I don’t think that this is the first DBH fic that I sought out after beating the game, but it is the first that I loved enough to make it to this list. I didn’t think that I would go for a modern au for this fandom, certainly not a modern au wihere Hank is a truck driver and Connor is a sex worker (albeit briefly?) but here I am.

3. Fuck pride (pride only hurts, it never helps) by ImogenGotDrunk | Detroit: Become Human | RK900/Gavin Reed | 41k

After the android uprising, Connor becomes a permanent fixture in the DPD. That’s fine. Gavin can accept that. The dipshit’s more human than he used to be, and a decent detective to boot. Gavin can deal with him being around. What Gavin cannot deal with is Connor’s replica; two inches taller, blue-eyed, and with a mouth that Gavin doesn’t know whether to punch or take between his teeth. The RK900 model has been assigned as his partner for the foreseeable future.

Heather Says: I also never thought that I’d like a fic with Gavin in it. But I got curious about all the Reed900, and well, this fic really won me over. The writing is fantastic, and it softens Gavin while still keeping him believable. Also, well, I like the enemies to lovers thing.

4. Almost Cool by @blacktofade | Buzzfeed Unsolved | Ryan/Shane | 30k

While filming the Yuma Territorial Prison episode, Shane gets bitten by what he thinks is a bat. Spoiler alert: it's not.

Heather Says: This is actually the first thing that I read for this fandom. In fact, this is the fic that got me into Buzzfeed Unsolved in the first place. I’d seen a lot of art and gifs and fics pass my way, but I was only ever slightly interested in what I saw until this fic came through my inbox and piqued my curiosity. 

5. Pride by @astolat | Game of Thrones | Jaime/Brienne/Cersei | 22k

Jaime didn’t understand why Cersei suddenly insisted on trimming his hair and shaving his beard, but he also didn’t care to fight her on it, even though he’d just as soon have kept the beard: it was bitterly cold in the small tower room with its arrow-slits. 

Heather Says: Wowza. This fic was intense. I’ve always loved Jaime and Brienne. I’ve loved them since the second book, which was read at least a few years before I started loving them in the show. Adding Cersei to their dynamic would have probably been almost impossible to pull off if it was anyone else, but @astolat lives to surpass my expectations.

6. Skin and Scales by Ernmark | The Penumbra Podcast | Lord Arum/Sir Damien/Rilla | 18k

The man glares, and this time, Damien is certain it isn’t a trick of the light: those eyes are violet as amethyst. He wears disdain like a second skin–- or, perhaps, like the scales that he is missing. “Lord Arum?”

Heather Says: I was one of those people who skipped through all of the Second Citadel episodes during my first listen through of Penumbra. The stories were good, but the pull of Juno was too great. A couple months after I finished, I went back and listened to everything I didn’t. And let me tell you. Lizard monster. Honorable knight. Bookish girlfriend. Poly. It hit every single button I had and then some. This fic really hit the spot when I ran out of story.

7. someone you like by caela | She-Ra | Adora/Catra | 5k

catwithabat u think ur so hipster but u just look like a lesbian 27m she_ra @catwithabat bc… i’m a lesbian. lmao 5m

Heather Says: Noooot usually a big fan of high school fics. Namely because I’m not in high school anymore and well, after you read so many in your teenage years they sort of lose their luster. This one was phenomenal enough to change my mind.

8. Sands of Time by @tirsynni | Legend of Zelda | Ganondorf/Link | WIP | 98k

Link awakens in the desert with no idea how he got there, to encounter his worst enemy...except it was the King of the Gerudo, not the King of Evil, he faced.

Heather Says: I have seen a lot of really good Link/Ganondorf art over the years, but never really stumbled across a fic that didn’t have judicious amount of non-con involved. But the Breath of the Wild 2 trailer happened, and everybody started drawing really pretty art, so I went looking. And lo and behold, @tirsynni saved the day with this gorgeous time travel/fix-it fic. 

9. killed with kindness by veterization | Persona 5 | Akechi/Akira | 52k

Goro can't quite figure out why so many people keep acting like they're his friend. (Or: the one where the Phantom Thieves decide to know thy enemy, befriend thy enemy, love thy enemy, crush on thy enemy).

Heather Says: I’ve read a couple of veterization’s fics over the years, and to date they have never disappointed me. They published this in June, and I think I clicked on it mostly because I was bored and hadn’t read any good P5 fic yet. This was basically just what the doctor ordered, and I was really happy to find something where Akechi’s story went ever so slightly different.

10. paper thin by @ebonybow | Buzzfeed Unsolved | Ryan/Shane/Sara | 9k

Shane’s new neighbors are a morning-sex kind of couple.

Heather Says: So I went into this one knowing very little about how Sara fit into things. I didn’t know she was Shane’s girlfriend. I’d never even seen her, but I clicked because I like poly and I trust the author. I was 100% not disappointed. There’s also another fic with a very similar dynamic here, which is also aces.

11. damn.nation, now available on itunes by @kaikamahine | Good Omens | Aziraphale/Crowley | 11k

When lowly tempt-pusher Amphora (formerly of Stairwell 7B North, before she Fell,) gets the notice that end times are nigh, she gleefully quits her job and cancels her Netflix subscription and takes her place among the legions of hell. This, it turns out, was a bad plan.

Heather Says: Elizabeth may have only written one fic this year, but she made it a damn good one. I’ve always loved her OCs especially, so I was pretty tickled that this is 10k+ of outsider pov. Also, demons! Demons are great! This demon is great! I want like 9 seasons and a movie about Amphora, just saying.

12. The Dragon and Her Wolves by hapakitsune | Game of Thrones | Jon/Sansa/Daenarys | 60k

When the truth of Jon's birthright is revealed, control of the North and Daenerys's claim to the Iron Throne are both called into question. To preserve their tenuous alliance and secure her rule, Daenerys puts aside her personal feelings to arrange a marriage of political convenience between Jon and Sansa Stark.

Heather Says: What do you mean season 8 didn’t exist and the show totally ended with a three way relationship between the two most powerful women in Westeros and Jon Snow? Never been a big fan of Jon/Sansa before this, but this is another of those writers that I would literally trust if they wrote a fic about a fork and a spoon.

13. never tell me the odds by @wildehacked | Wolf 359 | Eiffel/Hera | 9k

“I tried Star Wars," he says, adjusting the phone under his neck, "and it was way underwhelming.”

A shaky breath from her end. “Well, where did you start?”

Heather Says: I don’t remember which of @wildehacked‘s fandoms I started reading first. Most recently it’s been The Magnus Archives (more on this later). The point is, they’d written Wolf 359 fic and it had Hera and Eiffel and it was literally everything that I’ve been looking for since the series ended.

14. Find Me Somebody by raiining | Good Omens | Warlock/Adam Young | 11k

“You left me,” he said. “You both left me, for him. And I can’t even blame you, because I’d have left me for him too.”

Heather Says: There was an Art. The art was lovely. So I went looking, because that’s what I do when faced with beautiful art depicting a rare pairing. And I found the holy grail. Like, possibly my favorite Good Omens fic? Ever? 

15. flirting with fire by @brawlite | Stranger Things | Billy/Steve | WIP | 7k

Steve's a cop, Billy's a firefighter. It's not a grudge, it's just a regular old small town rivalry.

Heather Says: Okay so brawlite has written a lot of great stuff this year (more on that later), but I read this in bed at the beach house this August while I was reeling from both a horrible sunburn and like seven hours of mild to moderate day-drinking while everyone else was still throwing back shots right outside my bedroom door. Jaws was playing on the tv and I wasn’t even paying attention to it, because THIS. Long story short, I’ve been thirsty for more ever since.

16. gold, when you find me by mmtion | The Flash | Iris/Barry | 53k

It's not that Iris hates The Flash, per say - more that she hates writing about The Streak in a weekly, pun-heavy comic based on The Flash.

Heather Says: I never would have thought that a canon pairing would make it to my Top 25 list, but here we are. I like Iris/Barry a lot better when they don’t grow up together and spend a lot of time playing the Superman game, apparently. Also, this was really well-written, and sexual tension has never been something I’ve felt from Barry and Iris, but I felt it in this fic. Just. Damn.

17. never gets old by @brawlite & @toast-ranger-to-a-stranger| Stranger Things | Billy/Steve | 78k

Falling in love with a cam boy named KingSteve isn't the smartest thing Billy Hargrove has ever done, nor is it the most healthy -- but the good choice is rarely ever the fun choice, and Billy is all about living life fast and loose.

Heather Says: Told you I’d come back to it. brawlite and toastranger are a fantastic team. last year was cherry pie and under the covers, this year it’s camboys and cop/firefighter dynamics. Also, I have a really strange fascination with fics where a character has an instragram. It’s really, incredibly strange. Also also, every time I see this fic title I get that one Discovery Channel song stuck in my head. And no, it probably isn’t the one you’re thinking.

18. ways to save the world by @wildehacked | The Magnus Archives | Martin Blackwood/Jon Sims | 19k

“I left you,” Martin says softly.

Heather Says: And we’re back at wildehacked too! The Magnus Archives was a thing that happened to me. This is I think the first fic I read for it while listening, and it was so very close to what we got in canon. I think when it comes down to it though, I still prefer this fic, even if the ending of this season was pretty fantastic.

19. The Denial Twist by beethechange | Buzzfeed Unsolved | Ryan/Shane | 35k

“This is kind of surreal,” Shane says, taking a sip of his tea. It’s piping hot and delicious, except it tastes like hot chocolate and not like tea at all. “Sort of—Wonka-esque, right? Or Alice in Wonderland.”

Heather Says: While the vampire one is my favorite both because it is excellent and because it was my first, this one was bizarre and sexy and also I read it like only a month or so ago! The dancing was my favorite part, but having dreams to work with made this story fantastically interesting and I loved every second of it.

20. silver in our lungs by taywen | Spinning Silver | Miryem/The Staryk Lord | 4k

The marks had been with Miryem for as long as she could remember. There were a number of them, all the same shade, following one after the other around her left wrist. They were pale as old scars, though they felt no different from the rest of her skin, and her mother claimed that Miryem had been born with them.

Heather Says: I really like soulmate aus. There’s so many different ways to twist them and the way they can sometimes change the dynamic entirely and other times not change them at all is just fascinating. I’ve been hoping there would be more Spinning Silver content on ao3 and running into this while I was trying to decide what I wanted to do for yuletide was a real treat.

21. you got me begging, begging, i'm on my knees by plalligator | The Queen’s Thief | Attolia/Eugenides/Costis | 5k

Costis has a particularly enlightening evening. (or, that struggle when you're a guard who's in love with your rulers and it turns out you would kind of like it if they bossed you around a little)

Heather Says: I accidentally re-read the King of Attolia and it made me consider ships I had perhaps not previously considered. This was really lovely and just steamy enough.

22. something more alive than silence by pageleaf | The Queen’s Thief | Attolia/Eugenides/Costis | 21k

It was a good thing that six months after the king had promised to halve the guard, he still hadn’t done it, because since then, there had been two attempts on the king’s life.

Heather Says: I want to only type the words AGONIZED NOISES to describe this fic because that’s basically my headspace when I get 21k of a shiny new ot3, but I mean. Really. This is super good and maybe my favorite yet? Why didn’t I start reading this fandom when I first read the books?

23. Timing it Right by DragonBandit | The Bright Sessions | Mark/Damien | 14k

The dragon chooses, Mark knows that as well as any boy born in a weyr. He'd never considered what that would mean if the dragon picked someone you hated. He's starting to think that was a mistake.

Damien's gold rises at Whitney. Mark tries to make things right.

Heather Says: This should actually be somewhere back in March, but I apparently closed out of the tab at some point. I never really got into Pern much. I have the first three books, but got most of the way through the first one a long time ago and then never picked it back up. I didn’t think I would like this, mostly because of the fact that I hadn’t gotten into the books, but was surprised to find that I absolutely loved it.

24. Keep It In Your Sights Now by LuckyDiceKirby | Shades of Magic | Lila/Kell/Holland | 9k

Holland travels with Lila and Kell. Somewhere along the way, they reach an equilibrium.

Heather Says: I love the new things I’ve discovered during my yuletide trompings. I don’t think I ever actually considered this pairing when I first read the books, but I am just so enamored with the idea of the three of them together. Like, why did I not realize that potential back then? This was lovely, and I loved it, and I want so much more out of this pairing than what ao3 has to offer me.

25. Charioteer by petrichoral | The Queen’s Thief | Gen & Costis | 13k

Captured in battle and stuck in the Mede capital, Costis has given up all hope of seeing his country again. But Eugenides has a habit of turning up where he's least expected.

Heather Says: Technically this shouldn’t be on here because I only read it today, but it was really wonderful and so canon typical. Gen and Costis were perfect in it, Irene was perfect in it. Everyone was perfect and nothing hurts.

[books-and-dragons]

hey, can you do 'you still don't feel like eating' from the whump one? persona 5, with the coffee dad!

you got it anon!! Thank you so much for dropping a request by.

i went a little over my original ‘word count’ with this but oh well

Fandom: Persona 5Summary: Akira’s been sick for days now, unable to so much as get out of bed and Sojiro’s starting to worry about his health, especially when it comes time for Akira to take his medication- but he hasn’t been able to hold down anything solid since he fell ill.

Prompt request came from this post, if anyone’s curious or wants to make their own request

The sun had barely risen when Sojiro entered the café,locking the door behind him, before he swept past the counter, past the apronshanging on the side, and began to climb the stairs by the far end of the coffeeshop.

The attic of Leblanc was warmer than usual, and the openwindow did little more than allow a small breeze into the room- which seemed tobe of little comfort to the figure shaking on the bed in the far corner.

Sojiro’s face fell as he carefully walked towards thefigure, slowly sitting on the mattress beside him.

“Akira? Hey come on, look at me.”

Blearily, long lashes fluttered open to reveal hazed greyeyes, which blinked slowly at their caretaker.

“S-Soj-“ A series of coughs wracked the teen’s already-weakframe, “Sojiro?”

The man resisted the urge to sigh at his charge’s voice, itwas no less rough than yesterday.

Infact, none of his charge seemed any better than yesterday.

Wild charcoal-black hair that normally splayed out in everydirection was plastered to his face, which held small drips of sweat on itsforehead, uncertain eyes blinked up at the older man, cracked lips opening andclosing to try and ask god knows how many questions that the kid shouldn’t befocusing on right now. Despite the thick blanket thrown over him, the teen wasstill shivering, curled up under the quilt.

Firmly, a fuzzy head nudged against Sojiro’s arm. As helooked down, bright blue eyes peered up at him.

Morgana had yet to leave the kid’s side, incessantlymeowing, refusing to leave even for food- Sojiro had taken to bringing itupstairs for the cat, when it had become apparent the feline wouldn’t beleaving for anything. At least one of them was eating.

“Hey kid,” Sojiro offered a careful smile, but inwardlyfrowned at the heavy bags under his charge’s eyes. They’d gotten darker. “Stillnot sleeping? Just nod or shake your head, you know what the doctor said aboutstraining yourself.”

Slowly, Akira shook his head, looking almost guilty.

“Well, I suppose the best we can do is make sure you stayrested, I’ve got the medication Takemi brought over,” Sojiro glanced to thewindowsill, where a bottle of water sat, untouched, “I’ll go get you a freshwater- but you need to drink this one, okay?”

Akira opened his mouth, about to retort,

“I know it’ll hurt, but you need to stay hydrated to feelbetter.” Sojiro sighed, getting up, “I’ll be two minutes.”

Slowly, the raven haired teen nodded, watching as Sojirowalked across the room and descended the stairs.

“He’s right you know.” Morgana curled up by his side, hishead resting on Akira’s arm as he gazed up at the teen, “You need to starttaking better care of yourself, that’s why you ended up like this to startwith.”

Akira sighed, slowing raising his other hand to rake it overMorgana’s fur. The gentle purrs that resulted filled the silence, distinctlyAkira could hear the rattling of pills, the opening of the fridge, and othersounds coming from downstairs.

Eventually, the stairs began to creak as Sojiro returned,carrying an assortment of pills, a bottle of water, and some okayu, all ofwhich he gently settled on the shelf beside the bed, moving aside the swanboat.

“Takemi said you should take these with food-“

Feverently, Akira shook his head, but soon regretted it as asharp pain emanated across his skull.

Sojiro frowned, “You stilldon’t feel like eating? It’s been days now kid, you need to eat.” At the kid’sdesperate expression, eyes wide with helplessness, pleading- Sojiro resistedthe urge to give in, “I know it hurts, okay? But you won’t feel better unlessyou start eating again. At least try, please kid.”

Maybe Sojiro was starting to sound desperate, but they kidhadn’t eaten in three days, at this point he was past caring.

Akira paused, eyes flickering to Morgana, who gazed up athim pleadingly, and Sojiro, who was holding the bowl carefully and staring athim so openly he had to repress a flinch away. Sojiro hadn’t looked like thatsince he told the thieves about Futaba’s self-imposed isolation months ago.

Slowly, Akira nodded and had to fight the small smile asMorgana’s purrs seemed to increase in volume. The cat got up as Akira began toshift, raising himself on his forearms, waiting to take the bowl.

At Akira’s expectant gaze, Sojiro frowned.

“No kid, you can barely hold yourself upright,” With onehand, Sojiro manoeuvred the pillows to rest against the wall, gently easingAkira back so they propped him up, “Stay there okay?”

A weight settled on his lap, Morgana’s purrs relaxed his asSojiro picks up the bowl, one hand raising a spoon that only had a small amountof rice pudding on the tip. As the warden looked to his charge, Akira realisedwhat was going on, and he felt his face burn.

Sojiro sighed, raising one eyebrow, “Don’t tell me you’reabout to get all embarrassed over this, come on, you heard what Takemi saidyesterday. It’s food or an IV drip. Your choice.”

Akira blanched.

The room was cold, andhe could feel a sharp prick in his neck…as he struggled, tight grips held himdown, mocking laughter invaded his ears and something was injected into him. Itwas cold, invasive. He didn’t know what it was. Everything was so hazy…..

Akira’s shoulder slumped, he accepted his fate.

Sojiro tilted his head, raising the spoon, “See not thathard, was it?”

As the utensil neared, Akira tentatively opened his mouth,leaning forward slightly to accept the food.

The substance was thick and heavy, rather tasteless, andAkira’s first instinct was to spit it out. But Morgana and Sojiro were watchinghim so expectantly, so hopefully.

Slowly, he swallowed, and subsequently failed to hide theflinch that happened as a result- the feeling of sharp needles stabbing histhroat making itself known.

The pain was intense, burning down his throat in a way hehadn’t experienced in days. Akira felt his stomach clench, and he doubled over,harsh shuddering breaths wracked his body. Dimly, he could taste salt- was hecrying? He couldn’t tell, and as warm arms pulled him into an embrace, Akiraallowed himself this cry.

Gently, one hand began to weave its way through his damplocks, soft utterances of condolences and reassurances whispered in his ear asAkira began to try regulate his breathing.

“You’re okay, come on, just take some deep breaths okay? I’mhere, shh.”

Akira hadn’t known comfort like this in years, since he wasa child. He didn’t realise how much he had missed the affection and care, the love of a parent….would it be so wrongto rest against Sojiro a few moments longer?

But he was already being a burden.

Akira pulled away, hastily bringing up a shaking arm to wipeat the stray tears on his face, as he leaned back against the pillows. Vaguely,he was aware of Morgana settling back on his lap, as he slowly met the eyes ofhis warden.

Sojiro didn’t offer any judgement, and instead smiled at himsoftly.

“I know, it hurts, I’ll not make you finish it all. A fewmore spoons, take your meds, then you can rest it off, okay?”

Akira nodded, just wanting to get it over with.

As Sojiro carefully spooned another portion, and took itAkira’s way, he made light conversation. Akira appreciated it, it served as agood distraction from the intensifying pain burning his throat.

“Futaba keeps trying to come over you know? She got real pissy when I told her you weren’ttaking visitors, so did those friends of yours too. I’m sure you’re gonna havea lot of messages to respond to once you’re feeling better.” Another spoon, “You’llnever guess who walked into Leblanc the other day, this old politician who usedto be in the Diet when I worked for the Government. They call him ‘No GoodTora’ from a nasty scandal he was in 20 years ago- left the Diet after that-but he seemed so much more at ease and confident than when we were younger.Although, I suppose you know all about that- he asked after you.” Akira watchedyet another nearing spoon carefully, but didn’t reject it, “Geez kid just howmany people do you know? You got more connections than people who’ve lived inthis city all their lives, no wonder you’re so worked to the ground.” Morganapurred lightly, a constant support dutifully watching over him.

“You’re doing great, last one, okay?”

Akira nodded, eager to get it over with as he accepted thelast portion, recoiling slightly as his throat burned.

He allowed himself a moment of reprieve, closing his eyes ashe listened to the gentle thud of the bowl being placed down (and goodriddance), instead the shaking of pills sounded through the room.

“Do you really need three different types of medication?”Sojiro sighed, and as Akira opened his eyes he saw one vibrant pint tablet anda small white one already in hand, as the older man tipped out one final yellowpill from the final bottle. “I’ll keep an eye on the timings for these, sodon’t worry about that.”

Sojiro placed the medication in Akira’s open palm beforereaching over to get the water, straw added to the bottle.

Akira took one deep breath, steeling his resolve, beforethrowing the tablets back- Sojiro bringing the straw up to his lips straightaway.

Swallowing the medication burnt more than he hadanticipated, and as he bundled the quilt under his vice grip, waiting for theworst of it to pass, one hand came to rest over his own.

Sojiro’s hands were bigger than his, warm and rough- thecallouses probably from all the café work. But as they rubbed a circle into theback of his hand, Akira focuses on nothing but that constant presence. Even asthe pain began to subside, and his own tight grip of the quilt lessened, Sojirodidn’t let go.

“It’s over, you did it Akira.” Akira didn’t have much energyto muster more than a noncommittal ‘hm’ as his warden continued, “Man you looknearly out of it, well Takemi did say the pills should help knock ya out- godknows you need it.” Sojiro began to pull away, hands leaving his, “Try andsleep kid, I’ll be downstairs if you need me.”

Half delirious, on the verge of passing out where he lay,Akira couldn’t help the whine that escaped him as Sojiro made to leave.

It stunned the man into stopping, rushing back to where hesat.

“S-stay….please?”

Those slate grey eyes were blearily with fatigue, but theway they regarded Sojiro, so wide and hopeful, caused a bittersweet smile towork its way onto Sojiro’s face. He’d never seen the kid be so open about hisfeelings, he was always so guarded- something left over from his parents,Sojiro had no doubt.

But that was a problem he would raise another day, whenAkira was fit and healthy again. When they’re both working in Leblanc on a slowevening. It’s not a conversation for today.

Sojiro nodded at Akira, “I’m not leaving, okay? I’ll beright here.”

He began to weave one hand through raven-haired locks,repetitive and constant. Akira hummed contentedly as he leaned into the touch,eyes fluttering shut.

“S-sorry. Be-be-being a pa-in.” Akira pressed out, face screwedup in something aside from pain, and Sojiro shook his head- even if you kidcouldn’t see that.

“You are never apain, Akira.”

The boy didn’t have a response for that. Maybe he didn’tknow what to say, or maybe he was just too tired to muster a response.

Either way, they stayed like that.

Sojiro, running a hand through Akira’s hair, as the catcurled up on his lap purred soothingly. By the worktop, if you looked you wouldsee the kid’s phone lighting up none stop, well wishes continued on from the pastcouple of days.

Eventually, Akira’s breath evened out, as he fell into adeep sleep.

The sun was starting to rise higher in the sky, people wouldbe going about their day soon- Leblanc should probably open for business, themenu for the day should be being prepared. Some customers like to come early ona morning, and Leblanc was always open to those customers. He needed to go andopen the café.

Even then, Sojiro indulged in staying with Akira. Just amoment longer.

[ariyadaivaris]

catsi replied to your post “i miss lucha chiropractic, and i miss mustafa’s teaming with gran and...”

oh i absolutely 100% know what you mean and agree

205 live has been putting a lot more emphasis on putting on incredible matches (with great success) but in the process i think it's lost a lot of the quirky upbeat fun attitude that made us all fall in love with it to begin with? i ALSO miss titus worldwide and seeing akira have friends, i miss seeing goofy interactions backstage like that box of flour that exploded in ariya's face that one time

and i LOVE drake, i do, but i miss the sort of open-ended free-roaming the boys had before? feuds felt a lot more personal before one person called all the shots. like the Drew vs Mustafa feud that was born out of Drew doing some dumbass shit and Mustafa being like "ahah no this will not do". like they drove their own feud and it had so much STORY. it was much more than just "grrr you were mean" "grrr yes i am fight me about it"

or the fucking Brian and Akira feud, jesus, that feud was one of my favourites in all of pro wrestling, i think? Brian teaching Akira these "lessons" via fucking with his matches and Akira finally snapping and parrotting every lesson back at Brian and then ending his whole shit with that senton thru a table. like i feel like the current 205 live would never allow that story-heavy of a feud to last as long as it did (it was like 2 months?)

this is a stupid analogy but bear with me - old 205 live felt like an open-world RPG where you can just go wherever and do whatever and in the process have wild interactions like Everything Alicia Fox Was A Part Of, or the trick or street fight, etc.. maybe the combat wasn't allowed to be as detailed as it could be to give the story room to breath but the story gave the combat DEPTH

and new 205 is like... an on-rails fps. the combat is good, it's so good, oh my god is it ever good, but there's so much focus on it that story feels lost and stuff just happens to make combat look cooler or last longer? and i still love 205 with all my heart but what made me fall in love with it to begin with and get obsessed with it was its thoughtful, deep, consistent storylines

SORRY THAT'S A LOT... i've just had the same thoughts as u of like... i love these boys SO MUCH i want their interactions to have more depth than "i have the title" "well I WANT THE TITLE..." "fight me for it!" like akira and neville's title feud wasn't akira going "i want that title!" it was titus going "YOU want that title. YOU CAN GET THAT TITLE. let me help you. let me be your friend" and neville being like "the power of friendship cannot defeat me!!"

CAT!!!!!!!!!! never ever apologize im gonna SING i love listening to you talk about 205 oh my god

you worded it PERFECTLY that analogy makes perfect sense? i absolutely feel that, it’s gotten so much more focused on technical work and, like you said, combat, but in the process it feels like...the heart of 205 has kind of gotten lost? it’s there but everything’s shut off from everything else that isn’t on the designated path and it’s so FRUSTRATING to have everything so CLOSE but so strictly separated

like....like you said, i LOVE drake, but i feel like he’s very very much Lawful Good and i love that character and i love how he interacts with the roster as a result, but he’s lawful good running 205 and 205 is very very VERY Chaotic Neutral/Good and fitting it into this alignment, things have gotten shaved off around the edges and it stings!!! there’s a thriving ecosystem of dynamics between everyone on this roster, take any two people and they’ll probably have an established dynamic (besides lince who has taken basically until now to be actually given a spotlight, and new dudes like buddy or lio) and knowing that, you can SEE them use that and weave it into their interactions and it feels so alive on such a foundational level!!!

like...talking abt mustafa v drew, you could see the story advance and you could see HOW that story changed their in-ring performances. like, the story wasn’t JUST in words, but as time went on, mustafa DID get grounded but it was exactly in the way he needed to be grounded to achieve his fullest potential! and you could SEE him learning that, you could see him incorporating technical pins into his matches, and waiting longer for risks that were more certain, instead of charging in blindly! you could see the story and characters evolve through JUST THE WAY THEY FOUGHT and its a level of storytelling that is so so so understated but its like. HOOOOLY SHIT like, it still blows me away thinking about it

like. LIKE!!! like you said, storylines lasting 2 months or more, that doesn’t feel...like something that could happen for just feuds between people who arent champions right now. the feuds that happen now are still good, but there’s a big fucking jumble of people involved in every one and that decreases the chance for individual feuds and also just...in lhp’s case it feels very much like a reason to not give lince or gran or kalisto individual character arcs which Yeah Okay Fucken Great You’re Not Sneaky, its

tony and drew having matches with gran and cedric? like, that rivalry, that was a team thing for a bit but it was enhanced because we’d seen the dynamics between these individual dudes already, and we saw that on display during matches. drew and cedric NOW, FUCK, its frustrating seeing it because on top of the FUCKING fandom shit happening lately, like, drew and cedric have a pretty significant title history already! like, its certainly been swept under the rug with the rat where he fucking belongs but cedric actually reached OUT to drew and told him that he COULD make a better 205 if he did the right thing. he was actively sympathetic towards drew and that was an interaction we never really got to see more of and that could add SUCH A DIMENSION TO THIS FEUD IF WE COULD ACKNOWLEDGE THE HISTORY 205 HAS INSTEAD OF ACTING LIKE THE LAST YEAR AND A HALF NEVER HAPPENED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

god my train of thought is all over the place im sorry fhdkjsd i agree with you wholeheartedly cat u worded it perfectly. christ i miss akira and titus worldwide. that arc was so good, akira trying to be alone and gradually learning to accept titus’s friendship and apollo’s concern for him, akira learning to tap when he couldn’t fight anymore instead of carrying on and breaking himself, that character arc is still the best in all of wrestling to be QUITE honest and now it feels like...akira’s alone again. akira is alone again after hideo, even, which is an arc im still a lil cross about! akira feels so...alone. and he wasn’t before. and it’s like...

akira’s support system he actively EARNED and WORKED FOR last summer, it’s all gone now. he doesn’t get to tag with mustafa or cedric or jack anymore, he doesn’t really have anyone looking out for him, he’s fighting his own battles again and it feels like everything’s just...been unravelled. and it HURTS! that story arc was EVERYTHING to me and its still my favorite an entire ass year later. and now it just...isnt there. 

i dont know. i love 205 with all my heart and it is my heart but i feel like...without matches on ppvs or on raw, their time is even more limited to prove what they can do, and its been streamlined and we dont see everyone’s antics backstage, we don’t see faces reaching out to heels, we don’t see noam and ariya bickering with lince, we don’t see akira and mustafa talking in passing before plot stuff kicks in, it just feels like...the fabric that made 205 feel like a living breathing creation and family is pulled out into just individual threads now? and i miss...when it wasn’t that

[thatoneblackentertainmentblog]

Can’t Help But Wait: 2018 Movie Preview

2018 has been on to a rocky start to say the least, but don’t let what’s going on distract you from the sheer awesomeness that is about to unleash in the forthcoming months. This year features some of the old, but some of the new, such as aliens, super spies, and a little country that goes by the name of Wakanda. Let’s get into it, the 10 movies I’m most hype for the big 18. 

10. Venom

Fact: Movies based around super-villains don’t usually have the best track record, but consider me optimistic because this one has the great Tom Hardy as Eddie Brock The plot is still under wraps, but I’m definitely looking forward to see what Sony has up their sleeves, because anything beats Topher Grace. (Sorry, Topher.) Co-starring Michelle Williams and Riz Ahmed, Venom drops October 15.

9. Aquaman

Justice League was a gorgeous mess, but the one thing that kept me captivated was Jason Momoa’s charismatic and swaggering portrayal of the half man/half Atlantean Arthur Curry. Centered around the prince’s rise from shunned outsider to would-be king of Atlantis, Curry must match wits with Mera (Amber Heard) in order to face off against Black Manta (Yahya Abdul-Mateen II) and Ocean Master (Patrick Wilson) all while realizing his true destiny. Directed by James Wan, Aquaman drops December 21.

8. Mission Impossible 6

This one is a bit of a wild card, considering all of the dope sequels that clearly overshadow this somewhat standard Tom Cruise adventure, but for anyone who hasn’t watched Ghost Protocol and Rouge Nation, please treat yourself to some of the finest action films released this decade, and with new additions like Angela Bassett and Henry Cavill climbing on board for action, consider this a no-brainer. Directed by Christopher McQuarrie. In theatres July 27. 

7. Annihilation

When a biologist’s husband goes missing, she (Natalie Portman) must team up with two eager scientists (Gina Rodriguez, Tessa Thompson) and venture into a strange new land where the rules of nature do not apply, and danger awaits them at every turn.  Considering this is directed by Alex Garland, the genius behind Ex Machina, I have a right to be hype. Also starring Jennifer Jason Leigh. In theatres February 23. 

6. Spider-Man: Into the Spider-Verse 

While America is busy falling in love with Tom Holland’s portrayal of Peter Parker, my attention belongs to another web-slinger: Miles Morales. Created in 2011, the African-American/Puerto Rican preteen swung into the public consciousness and has become an international icon, and now it’s his time to hit the big screen. This animated feature already wowed audiences with it’s amazing trailer, and with a cast featuring Shamiek Moore, Bryan Tyree Henry, and Mahershala Ali, it’s time for nonbelievers to get familiar when Spider-Verse drops December 14. 

5. The Incredibles 2 

In 2004, the best superhero movie ever made took the world by storm with its message about hope, never giving up on your dreams, and staying close to those who matter most to you. No, not Spider-Man 2. It’s been 14 years and Bob, Helen, Dash, Violet, and Jack-Jack are back once again to save the world from evildoers, and try to keep their household in one piece. Incredibles 2 drops June 15. 

4. Ready Player One

Anybody that knows me knows that I love mashups of any kind. Music, movies, you name it, that’s all it takes to get Marco a ticket, so, when news broke that the god Steven Spielberg was adapting the cult novel about a virtual reality that features every cinematic icon you could mention, my nostalgia senses went into overdrive. Where else are you gonna see the DeLorean in a race against  Kaneda's bike from Akira? Ready Player One hits theatres March 30. 

3. Deadpool 2

Ryan Reynolds’ passion project about the foulmouthed assassin with a heart of gold smashed records with its 2016 release, and was a breath of fresh air for longtime X-Men fans like myself. The sequel is jam-packed with old faves (Colossus, Negasonic Teenage Warhead) and new friends/or annoyances, just like Zazie Beetz as Domino, and Josh Brolin as time-traveling fan favorite Cable. Deadpool drops May 18. 

And speaking of Josh Brolin...

2. Avengers: Infinity War 

2018 marks 10 years since the inception of the Marvel Cinematic Universe and the battle lines being drawn like no other movie before it. after years of after-credit teases and namedrops, intergalactic warlord Thanos has finally landed on earth,and it will take all of Earth’s Mightiest Heroes, from all corners of of the cosmos to defeat him, but it won’t be without loss. The final battle begins May 4.

1. Black Panther

Chadwick Boseman’s smooth-as-silk portrayal of the Wakandan politician/vigilante was one of the ubiquitous highlights of Captain America: Civil War. Everyone walked out of that theatre saying the same thing: “Yeah that was cool but...When is HIS movie coming out?” Happy to say that the wait is almost over. Boseman finally takes center stage as he attempts to juggle diplomatic drama with international threats that may try to destroy his only home. With Ryan Coogler (Creed) behind the lens and the best ensemble cast in Marvel history (yeah I said it), prepare for pure unfiltered Black Excellence when Black Panther hits February 16. 

There you have it boys and girls. The flicks that I cannot wait to see this year. If I missed anything or you have your own list you wanna add, do that in the comments. SHARE, comment, follow, tell your friends. Tell your friends’ friends. 

Thanks for reading, and peace! 

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Minato Arisato:

>Your Knowledge increased

With finals coming up and your overwhelming desire to be in at least the top 10, you begged Minato to help you study. He had softened up a bit thanks to his friends and he had no problem accepting your desperate calls for help. You look between the address he had written down and the tall building in front of you. So he lived here, huh?

You go in and are met by quite a few pairs of eyes. You gulp nervously and ask for Minato who immediately comes out thanks to Junpei’s yelling.

“WHAT?! LUCKY BASTARD! I WANNA STUDY WITH HER TOO!” Junpei loudly complains as he looks between you and his blue haired bestie.

“…You don’t even study, Junpei…” Minato responds, walking up to you and taking you by the hand. “Cmon, I’m in dining room.”

The two of you sit down and begin studying quietly. Some time passes and you were having trouble with a complicated math problem. Your hand gripped at your hair, your foot bounced rapidly, and your pencil tapped away at the page with the same impatience.

“What’s wrong?” He asks suddenly, taking you out of your frustrated trance.

“Oh! Uh…This stupid problem has me stumped.”

“Lemme see…” Instead of bringing your notebook closer to him, he leans in closer to you.

He smells nice, was your first thought. Once you realized what just went through your head, you could feel the heat rise on your cheeks and your chest felt tighter than usual. Minato didn’t seem to notice your embarrassment as he narrowed his eyes down at your problem. He adjusts himself, only resulting in getting closer. This time you’re able to vocalize some kind of sound to catch his attention. “M-Minato…?”

“Hm…?” The hard blue stare of his softens when he looks up, his face closer than expected.

“C-c-close…!” You manage to squeak. God, his eyes are so intoxicating…

It takes a few moments until the color on his cheeks deepen as he registers the situation. “Oh, uh, sorry…” He straightens up and looks away bashfully, scratching at his cheek a bit.

There is a slight tension in the air before he clears his throat and gives you a small smile. “I know what you did wrong… I can show you…” He gestures to your notebook.

You respond with a smile and scoot a little closer to him, moving your notebook where it was in the middle. The rest of the time was peaceful but it seemed the two of you never stopped blushing over that one moment when it came back into your mind.

Yu Narukami:

>Your Charm increased

After everything that happened at the Love Meets Bond Festival, you became interested in the art of dance. You hadn’t realized how easy it was to pick it up and how fun it was to express yourself in such an artistic way. One dance that had interested you was Tango. One problem though: It takes two to tango.

So you called up Narukami in a desperate attempt to get someone you were familiar with to be your partner. And thankfully he agreed to take the classes with you. One more problem: Tango involves close contact and passionate gazes between the two parties.

“I hadn’t realized how close we’d have to be…” Narukami confesses, chuckling a little.

Your heart sank a bit. Did you force him into this? Did you make him uncomfortable?

Narukami chuckles again, being able to read your worried expression. “Don’t worry about it, [Name], I’m having fun! Justbeingclosetoyoumakesithardtocontrolmyself.”

“What was that last part?” You tilted your head in confusion.

“Nothing! Don’t worry about it.” He smiles so sweetly that you went ahead and forgot about it.

The weeks fly by and it becomes a blur to you until the final day where you have to perform the dance, not only in front of your class but also in front of a live audience of guests, you had been practicing since day one. You were nervous to say the least. A lot of the time you blanked out during the dance but you knew today wouldn’t be the case. Narukami asked if the two of you could go last so he could watch the other performances. At the time you had no problem with it but now your heart and soul were trying their best to escape your body.

You felt a strong and warm hand grip yours. Reassurance flooded your body and once again you felt calm. As the dance for the team before you was coming to a close, you take a peek at the audience. Full house. And the Investigation Team was there to show their support, even Teddie took it seriously by showing up in his human form.

The next thing you know, you and Narukami are getting into place. The audience claps and cheers once your names are introduced and then it’s quiet. The music plays.

Why you hadn’t noticed Narukami’s strength at this point was a shocker to you. The way you two moved together was breathtaking. Just as breathtaking as being to intimately close to Narukami’s face was. Your face becomes flushed but you somehow manage to keep your composure. His strong hands holding you firmly but gently, the passionate look in his eyes, the strength and skill that is portrayed to the audience at the climax of the dance where you do a complicated move in which you are lifted up and trust your body to move along his until he catches you.

Your performance ends and you feel breathless, more so than when you first started practicing. The audience goes wild and the team is the loudest out of everyone. Narukami takes you backstage and sits you down in a chair.

“You alright? I could tell you were ready to faint.” His face seemed just as flushed as yours.

You nod quietly, refusing to look at him.

He laughs softly and leans in close, “Don’t worry about it…. I know exactly/ how you feel…”

[Mini Bonus, the video that inspired this: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=i3vsiiRK5GU ]

Akira Kurusu:

>Your Guts increased

You weren’t really the courageous type but there were times you were able to pull through for the greater good. Saving a stray dog from being beaten by a bunch of idiot bullies was no different. You recognized their faces from your school, Shujin High. Before they could touch the dog, your voiced boomed an authoritative “Quit it!”

“What are you gonna do about it, bitch?” One of the guys scoffed.

You lifted your phone, “I know how to contact the police and inform them of idiot bullies like you for terrible behavior. I’m also willing to throw in a white lie of harassment, if I have to.”

“Tch. Let’s bale man. She’s killin my fun.”

“We’ll remember this, [Name]! Don’t think I don’t know who you are and what class you go to!” You forgot one of them was in your class. Shit…!

They run off and the dog scratches at your shoe until you look down at it. Its eyes thank you silently before it runs off. Now the anxiety begins to seep in. What’s going to happen to you? What are you gonna do? What are they/ gonna do??

While you were lost in thought thinking of the worst possibilities, you almost missed a gentle voice. “Uh, excuse me?”

“Ah! Please don’t kill me…!!” You jolt and look at who was speaking to you. You relax when you see it was your desk neighbor, Akira Kurusu. “Oh…! Akira! You scared me…”

“Are they bothering you?” He sounded concerned.

“No…but they might try something tomorrow… You don’t have to worry about me. My life will be over by tomorrow anyway…” You groan, conflicting emotions causing a massive headache. “Sorry, but I’m going home…” You push past him and make your way home.

You could have sworn you felt someone’s eyes on you…

The next day you were on edge and barely made it to class on time. You struggled to focus in class and you didn’t dare leave the classroom for lunch like you normally would. You wished so desperately to turn back time. Each second was shaving off five years of your life. Finally it was time to go home. You noticed Akira hurriedly gathered his things and left the room and decided to follow his example.

The boy in your class reacted a little slower to make it seem like he wasn’t still interested in making your life a living hell, which was his first mistake. You make it out of the classroom and try to make a run for it for the school entrance until a hand snapped closed around your wrist. You gasp and turn to see it was Akira, quietly shushing you with his finger. “Come with me…”

He pulls you along and runs down the halls, a lot of eyes staring and wondering just what had gotten into him. Was the delinquent going to hurt you? Eh, it wasn’t any of their business…. Akira eventually makes it to the janitor’s closet and opens the door before rushing you inside. He quickly follows and starts to slow down his breathing as he shuts the door.

You were really out of breath. This guy was more athletic than he looked. “Wh-what are you doing…?”

Without answering you, Akira gives you a serious look and closes the distance between you. Naturally you stepped back, scared and vulnerable. Oh, you thought, I get it. He’s the one that’s going to dish out my punishment for messing with those guys… Your back hits the wall and you flinch, closing your eyes. When you feel no pain, you peek up. Akira has his arms on both sides of your head, trapping you. But you notice his focus was elsewhere.

“Akira…?” Your voice was breathy.

“Quiet…” He shushes you gently, pressing a little closer.

You gasp and wait it out. Then you hear familiar voices. It was those boys from before, calling out to each other and swearing a storm. They stopped in front of the closet and you held your breath. Akira noticed your discomfort and pulled you into a protective hug.

He smelled like all kinds of delicious blends of coffee. Your ear was pressed against his chest. Why was his heart pounding? He looks so calm and collected, so serious. So why…? Once they leave, he lets you go. He chuckles seeing your disappointed face.

“Heh… you’re pretty cute when you pout…” He smirks down at you.

“Wh-what?” Your face flushes with many shades of red.

“Ah, nothing… Who were they?”

You explained the situation to him from yesterday. When you finish by thanking him, he pats your head and gives you a gentle smile.

“You’ve got a good heart… One more thing: Do you know their names…?”

[cielofics]

(Old) ICMSAR IX

WARNING(S): OCC's, Parent!bashing, depressing!thoughts, suicidal!tendencies,

NOTES: "Japanese" "Italian" Thinking 'Tsuna's eye speak' [Written Text] -Ghost speak-

DISCLAIMER: I do not own Katekyo Hitman Reborn. Amano Akira does.

[??? POV]

Finally, I get to go home! It's been a while since I've seen my son and wife. I thought as I skipped towards my house. That trash will be there as well... Oh well, it'll be fine! I'll find a way to teach him his lesson. The only obstacle will be him.....

I smirked as I thought of the various torture methods I could use. After all, that trash doesn't deserves to live at all. (A/N: I know you can tell who this is but... hey it adds to the suspense!)

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[3rd POV]

It was decided today that Tsuna was nervous. He was pacing back and forth in his room, thinking of his past memories with his father. His eyes dulled with the memories pouring into his mind as he tried his best to forget them. He trembled uncontrollably with tears streaming down his face.

Thank god, Reborn is training with Ienari today.. If he saw me like this, he thought as he controlled his sobbings. He was so engrossed in his world, he didn't notice a very familiar figure appearing from the shadows until he felt warmth. Looking up, he saw who it was and it left his eyes widening!

"Hush, it'll be fine... It'll be fine... help will come, you said so yourself..."

After hearing these words, he cried a bit again before telling the figure he was alright. He needed the person to leave before anyone saw them together. It won't do anyone good.

"Be careful," the figure whispered. "Stay at Nebesa if necessary. Just... don't break, okay? Don't leave me alone... Remember we promised."

He smiled and nodded. If it was anyone that could calm him down like this, it would be this person in front of him. He gave a hug to the figure before they disappeared in the shadows.

He closed his eyes and opened them once again. This time, they were shining brightly and were filed with determination. That's right, I have a mission... I can't break... At least not right now...

Ring¬

The door bell rang.

He closed his eyes, returning  back to the same luster they had before having a mental breakdown.

He's here... (A/N: Can you guess the figure?!)

XX..XX

Sawada Nana was cooking lunch for Reborn and her son when she heard the door bell rang. Wiping her dirty hands on the towel, she went to open the door.

What came next was a surprise, "NANA-DEAR! I MISSED YOU!" A voice said as she felt herself squash into a hug. She could recognize this voice anywhere!

It was Iemitsu, her husband! Her eyes filled with tears as she proceeded to hug her husband back, "Anata! Okaeri!"

"How are you and my dear Na-kun doing?" he asked with a goofy grin on his face before it turned into a scowl. "Has he been giving you any problems?"

Nana merely smiled softly before she shook her head, "Iie, why didn't you tell me you were coming?! I would have made a feast for you! Now I don't have enough!" She pouted at the end. Iemitsu merely laughed heartily.

"It was a surprise! Were you surprised?!" Nana merely squealed. "Besides, if it's about food, then don't give the useless trash any. See we'd have enough?"

"Hmm, true. Okay!" she said agreeing.

"Now where is that useless piece of trash? Is he still in his room?" he asked, getting a nod in return. He smiled a beaming smile, "Okay, I'l be back! I need to pay him a visit, after all I'm his father!"

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[??? POV - hidden]

I grit my teeth after I heard that useless a** of a father saying he's going to meet Tsuna...Like hell he'll do that! I know he'll try to break him further!

I chewed the bottom of my lip. When will this stop? When will Tsuna be free from this accursed family? ... Why can't I help...? Tears  started dripping when I could hear the silent screams from Tsuna, asking for help yet not directly.

Stay strong Tsuna.... I know there'll be hope... Please don't break....

XX..XX

[3rd POV]

Tsuna was in his room, making sure that he had hid anything that would arouse suspicions. He could hear his heartbeat beating loud and clear, knowing what will come next. He bit the bottom of his lips as he unconsciously went to hold his bandaged neck hidden in the collar of his shirt. He could still remember the incident that happened a few years ago as though it had happened yesterday.

...XX___...Past...___XX...

"Nana! I'm home!" a blonde male shout could be heard from the downstairs. "Ie-kun! Okaeri!"

"Hahaha, how's Na-kun, Nana?" the loud voice resounded in the house. Giggling, Nana responded, "He's doing well! Na-kun, papa's here!"

A 7 year old child came running inside, "Papa! Okaeri!"

The blonde giggled, "How's my dear Na-kun doing?"

"Did you get me gifts?!" he asked greedily. The said blonde just grinned and laughed while giving him the presents.

While Ienari was opening his gifts, Iemitsu, the blonde, turned towards his wife, "Nana, where's tunafish? I need to say 'hello' to him too."

"He's in his room, dear," she said obliviously. "Ah but..." before she could finish her sentence, Iemitsu scurried ahead. *Mou, he's so excited to see Tsu-kun*

Creak¬

"Tunafish?" he asked, opening the door to his son's room.

"T-Tou-san?" a timid voice came from behind. Hearing this, Iemitsu's smile dropped before he closed the door behind him. A brunet with wild hair and big doe-like eyes came into view, his face mirroring his confusion.

Iemitsu, not responding, just strode forward towards the 7 year old child. Stopping in front of the child, he slapped him across the face. The brunet was shocked and tears could be seen gathering. He looked towards Iemitsu and mumbled, "T-Tou-san?"

Another slap, harder this time.

"T-Tou-san, w-what a-a-" he cut off by another slap to his face. Tears streamed down his face but Iemitsu wasn't affected. Instead, he continued slapping the child before saying, "Don't you DARE call me 'Tou-san! YOU are NOT my child, only Nana felt pity for abandoning you otherwise we wouldn't have even accepted you!"

The brunet's eyes widened at this. He was aware that his father didn't like him but... to this extent he didn't expect it.

Soon, Iemitsu began punching, hitting and kicking him. Tsuna was freely crying now but Iemitsu showed no signs of stopping. Iemitsu then stopped for a while before removing Tsuna's shirt and taking out a knife and brought it close to his chest. Tsuna's breath hitched and Iemitsu gagged him to prevent making a sound.

"Did you know, trash," he started saying as he inflicted a wound on Tsuna, blood dripping out of it. "I never liked you and never will. You are only a useless piece of trash that has no uses. But I guess I just found one," he said continuing to inflict wounds on the child who was whimpering. "You would be a GREAT stress reliever. So be a good boy and listen to your father."

In just a few minutes, Tsuna's back and front had been filled with scars and was bleeding. The child was barely awake and was whimpering in pain. Iemitsu gazed at the bloodied body of his used to be son, feeling no emotions whatsoever. He kicked the child again, "Get up and clean yourself, you useless piece of trash!"

Tsuna who could barely keep himself conscious, got up with great difficulty. As he was proceeding to clean himself, he glanced a look upon his father who was having a predatory grin now. As much as he wanted to back himself up, he couldn't move much. His eyes widening as his father started to come closer to him with the knife in his hands, ready to kill.

Before he could say anything else, his father grabbed his neck and made him look up to his father's eyes. He whimpered when he felt the knife resting on his neck. "You know what, nobody likes your voice... how about I help you solve that problem?"

The brunet's eyes widened once again before trying to get away from the man, though with his blood loss, he couldn't. That's exactly when he felt a sharp slash on his neck before he lost consciousness.

...XX___...End of Past...___XX...

Tsuna held back his tears from erupting. It wasn't the time to think of such things, it'll only break him...

Creak¬

"Oi! You useless piece of trash! Are you here?!" Tsuna jumped at the voice laced with anger and venom.

He turned around to notice his father standing there with a predatory grin. Just like that time. He shook his head before thinking, Don't think of it.

Before he could think of anything else, he was kicked in the gut. "Ignoring me now, eh?" he heard him say while coughing blood from the impact of the kick. Iemitsu grabbed the brunet by his hair and hoisted him upwards to his eye level. "Since when did you learn to fight back, useless child?"

Another punch. "Answer me!" he said while slapping and punching consecutively.

"That's right! You can't! How stupid of me to forget!" Iemitsu said while laughing, watching Tsuna cough blood in amusement. Soon, he got an idea.

"You know I'm really stressed out right now, so how about you put yourself to use?" he said while having a dangerous glint in his eyes. Tsuna shivered and widened his eyes at the implication. His eyes watched Iemitsu's hands carefully as he saw them taking something out. Something that he had used to damage him a lot.

...It was the knife he used to slash his throat...

XX..XX

...[With Reborn & Ienari]...

"Hurry up, Dame-Nari before the dog bite your butt," Reborn said while shooting a bullet at his student.

"HIIEEEE! REBORN I'LL KILL YOU!" Ienari said running away from the Gray Wolf, Reborn brought out of nowhere and was chasing him since Reborn had accidentally dropped the dog's food on him.  

I'll make him suffer after I become the Vongola boss! This I swear! Ienari thought.

Meanwhile, Reborn was jumpy, though it wasn't visible. He had a bad feeling and it was gnawing him. His hitman intuition was telling him to go back home before it's too late...

What's happening? he though looking at the orange sun.

XX..XX

When Reborn entered the house with an almost dead Ienari, he was instantly hit with a sense of dread. Even though, he had returned earlier than usual, he was getting a foreboding feeling.

He entered the living room, albeit a bit hesitantly, and saw Iemitsu sitting there with a satisfied expression plastered on his face. This caused the dreaded feeling grow. He was feeling restless and he didn't know why.

Iemitsu looked at the newcomers and smiled, "NARI!! HOW ARE YOU?!" He said while picking up the near dead child of his. Said child merely groaned and said, "Dad, not now... Sleepy..."

"Sure Nari!" Iemitsu chuckled. While the two were having a bond, Reborn slipped out and went upstairs.. towards Tsuna's room.

Opening the door as quietly as he could, he peered inside and was shocked stiff at the sight.

Tsuna was there, lying in the middle with a pool of blood forming below him. Reborn didn't waste any time gaping, instead he went and started healing him with his powers.

It wasn't enough.

He needed help and fast.

Without thinking much, he called Mukuro from Tsuna's phone that was lying there.

Ring¬ Click¬

"Hel-"

"Mukuro, Tsuna's injured severely! He needs to be transported to Nebesa or the hospital now!"

"...I'll be there."

Reborn wasn't stupid to believe that he could carry Tsuna all the way to the hospital. He needed help and quickly threatened the best doctor he could think of to come immediately to Japan or else. He continuously used his flames to heal him, trying his best to close his wounds.

That's when he felt the presence of Mist flames and out came a pineapple he- I mean an indigo head.

"Arcobaleno whats the mea-"

"There's no time and hurry and transport him already!" Reborn growled. Mukuro took a step out and was surprised at his sky's condition. He was brimming with anger but his safety came first.  

Quickly, holding his sky, he transported using his mist flames with the Sun Arcobaleno. In the mean time, he had Chrome get Knuckles to get ready for some healing. While the arcobaleno informed every possible guardian about his condition

Thanks to them having their parallel self's memories, they were a lot more composed in keeping their anger in check.

But they swore one thing: They were going to kill the one who reduced their sky to this state