#Forgot my roots now watch me bloom (Yuan Miyahara)

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@diverse-hearts​ said:

“He’s got to go, Yuan. I know you don’t like it, I don’t either...but what choice have we got?” - Shirase

She had a bad feeling before she even saw him. She had a bad feeling just because Chuuya had disappeared on them and didn’t come back to the hideout. She had a bad feeling when some of their friends had gotten captured by the enemy. Now she had a bad feeling when Shirase had wished to talk to her alone. They were friends and she did have a sense of caring towards him that existed towards only one other. Chuuya. Though without Chuuya here, she ended up clinging to Shirase more. Was she becoming too dependent? Though they had seen him, with that Port Mafia bastard. 

Head shook madly when she heard Shirase’s words. “Shirase, n....no we can’t. We can’t just force him out after everything. Surely there is another way. Maybe we can just l...listen to what he has to say.” She was standing slightly in front of Shirase but now she went to boldly grab his hands. Blue-violet eyes looking into silvery gray. “Please... I’m sure Chu would never betray us like that.” Some might say her feelings of love towards Chuuya was blinding her in that moment, but she couldn’t help it. The first moment she got to talk to Chuuya when they first met, she clung to him.

“If you don’t like it... then let’s not do anything. Please Shirase... I’m sure he is just being hurt... I don’t want to leave Chu out like that. Yes, I know what we saw,,, b...but please let’s not do anything rash.” She was begging and slight tears were beginning to brim in her eyes threatening to fall. “I do have a bad feeling. I do. Though I don’t want our family to fight.... Chu is part of our family.” It truly did show that she was the younger of the two, even if just by a year. She had been alone until she found Sheep. They were her family and Chuuya was one of them, they couldn’t just forsake him. 

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Somehow Yuan has taken over this blog. She is quite happy that she is loved and accepted ^^ 

Dazai however isn’t too thrilled that he isn’t in the limelight as much as the little Sheep. He thought this was supposed to be his blog. 

Sorry Dazai, guess it is time for Yuan.

“No one cares if ya ‘appy or ain’t. Touch her n ya deal with me.”

Yes these are the three muses who are fighting in my mind right now for the right to control this blog. The big three. Never thought Yuan would step up to that level so soon. 

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dcfygraviity said 

"A small bouquet. With lilies and chrysanthemums." Chuuya asks the clerk at the flower shop. He's focused on his cellphone, a frown on his face, so he may not have noticed that the clerk is quite familiar... (Yuan)

She loved it here, she had never thought that she would find a place to belong... not after that. She had always been alone, always unwanted... so why had she craved to belong? Was it because she was alone? No. It didn’t matter now. They have given her a new name, Miyahara, and a new place... a new family. She didn’t mind working at their flower shop. After all, they have given her so much, it was the least she could do. She never realized it, but she loved flowers. The rose upon her customer bomber jacket... thinking back she had just thought that it had fit the sheep skull. 

Today was a normal day, the customers came and went. She smiled and helped them to fill their orders. Nothing abnormal... not until she heard the newest customer’s voice. Blue-violet eyes looked at the ginger before her, he was focused on his cellphone and thus not looking at her. Yet she could make out the frown upon his face well. “I take it you have had a bad day” her voice was soft. She softly bit at her lip. She had never thought that she would see him again. There had been two people who she had cared the world for, one of them happened to be standing right in front of her. Her heart deciding to slightly speed up its pounding upon her chest. Chuuya and Shirase had always gotten her like this, well Chuuya more than Shirase. 

Should she say anything? She shook her head,,,,, she had probably made such a mistake. Come on. She needed to focus on doing her job, she couldn’t get carried away with the past. Though Chuuya was right there. “Might I ask what type of occasion it is for. Lilies and  chrysanthemums are a good combination, but there are things such as colour. We wouldn’t want it to clash or to be too formal or informal for the occasion. So... I u...um need to ask.”.  She was shifting from foot to foot behind the counter. Just look up... though maybe that would be bad too. She didn’t want him to have a bad taste in his mouth because of her. She wanted to ask him question after question... such as how he was. Though she couldn’t bring herself to ask those questions... not yet. 

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diverse-hearts-ocs said

"So what? You're expecting your little prince charming to rush in here and save you? No one knows you're here. No one knows you're missing" - Daichi to Yuan

One moment she had been attending the flowers in her family’s shop and the next all she saw was darkness. She could fight back nor scream. What had become of her family? This man seemed to say that no one knew. So what happened to those nice people who had taken her in years ago? T?hey were the parents she never truly had. It had taken a few minutes for her eyesight to return, but even that didn’t help her to pinpoint where she was exactly. It was dark and she was pretty sure it was some dark cellar if anything. Yuan might have freshen up her appearance now, but she knew what it was like to be in darkness and live on the streets. 

Blue-violet eyes glared up at this man. Her prince charming... Chuuya. R...right, though the most that happened was she checked up on him. She used an friend and her own ability to check up on him, to see he was doing fine. Though, what would happen to her. “Chu, will come” she spoke up, her voice slightly shaking. Would this man hurt her? He smelt of blood. Was this Port Mafia? She had never seen him before... but it wasn’t like she went to see who was who in the organization. The only thing she did was check on Chuuya... that was the only thing. Though she never thought she would be kidnapped... she hadn’t even been anywhere near the port--- she didn’t go there. She knew better... she remembered what happened back when she had been fourteen.  She shifted trying to get out of these restraints. She might look like some girl who couldn’t defend herself , but... she could hold her own. No... Chuuya had always been the one protecting Sheep. Shirase protected her too sometimes. Though she was alone. She didn’t want to be alone. No... no she wasn’t some scared little girl who couldn’t protect herself. She wasn’t a non gifted anymore , but she didn’t want be trapped there in the dark either. Those eyes showed her fear despite how she tried to shield herself. “They will come find me and you will be the one regretting it” her voice was stubborn sounding, but there was a little shake of unsteadiness.