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For the Love of Cherish

Chapter 1.18 - Abundance

Ambient music softly filled the room encouraging peace and an inner silence. The lingering scent of frankincense coated my nose as I inhale and exhale deeply. Surprisingly, I maneuvered the requested yoga positions quite easily. The struggle came when asked to clear our minds during meditation. For months now, I have been a walking thunderstorm of emotions. Many highs often followed by a temporary low. Up until now Dr. Lawrence has guided me in this journey of renewal and healing. As I sit with my mind open, a sense of accomplishment begins to wash over me unexpectedly. All of the physical and emotional hurdles that I have tackled within the past months allow me to take pride in where I am today. My mind shifts to thoughts of Grayson and the direction of our relationship. Desires appear to be strong for one another despite the unavoidable separation. Reflections of my family and friends suddenly took precedence, followed by a deep introspection of my career and future goals. Eventually I see nothing, my mind was finally clear. I actually reached a place of serenity and sat alone with absolutely no thoughts. A bright light soon replaced the darkness as a smile softly emerged on my face.

The eventual silence of the rhythmic vibration from the large gongs indicated the end of our meditative session. “That was crap,” Erinn whispered in my ear as we exited the room. “Seriously, Erinn? I really enjoyed it,” I replied curiously. “All I did was think of shit the whole time I sat there,” Erinn proclaimed. “That’s the point heffa,” Clara quickly added. “I started thinking about everything and everyone but then it all went black and tranquil,” I explained. Clara stopped me, “Wow, so you truly cleared your mind and found your inner peace.” The approving look on her face covered me in warmth, as Clara was an avid meditator. “Yeah, I guess I did, because I feel un-bothered and dare I say light as a feather?” Erinn waved us both off, as she appeared unsettled with her progress. The day continued with massages, manicures, pedicures, and finally a steamy stop in the sauna.  

We made it back to Clara’s house later that evening. Thanking Grayson for this exceptional gift was the only thing on my mind. The hefty wood door slowly closed behind me as I made my way to my room. Laying across the bed, I quickly hit speed dial to call Grayson. “Well hello there my love, are you all Zen, and rejuvenated now?” Grayson said with a smile in his voice. “We had the most amazing time. How can I ever thank you?” I asked flirtatiously. With a seductive chuckle, “I can think of a few things, but seriously though it was my pleasure mon chérie,” he cheerfully replied.

We talked for what seemed like forever. He filled me in on everything that was happening with his family and work. Come to find out his older brother was the culprit of the missing money. Apparently, he had a love child hidden away and the women was blackmailing him in exchange for staying quiet. “I just don’t understand it, I could never deny or hide my child no matter how embarrassing the circumstances were,” Grayson proclaimed. “Well honey not everyone is as noble as you,” I retorted. He laughed at the remark but maintained his stance about his brothers decisions, “I know he was trying to avoid bringing shame on the family but now it’s a full blown scandal so in my opinion he’s made it worse.”

Jokingly I ask, “So if I wind up pregnant you promise not to hide me away?” He chuckles and fastidiously replies, “For starters I would never do that, and besides it would be Immaculate Conception if you became pregnant by me considering I’ve only had you in my dreams.” The mood shifts as he proceeds to add, “Cherish, I just want you to know that I haven’t been with anyone since we started talking and I promise there is no love child hidden away.” I wasn’t sure how to respond at first while my mind wondered what type of things we did in his fantasies. Nevertheless, it was reassuring to know that he felt the need to tell me this. It was as if he was now saving himself for me as I was for him. “Neither have I,” I respond conveniently ignoring the kiss with Noah. But, it’s not as if we had sex or anything. “I can’t wait to be back home and spend some quality time with you. I should be out here a few more weeks then I’m coming back to San Myshuno for good,” Grayson announced. “For good, huh? I won’t hold my breath on it but you most definitely owe me some “quality time” mister,” I reply assuredly.

Days passed and our Windenburg trip had ended. As we were saying our farewells, there was a knock on the door. Emil returned with Noah and Ian not far behind. “Did you really think you could slip away without at least saying good-bye?” Noah asked as he pulled me in for a hug. Following our time in the Bluffs Noah and I continued to speak regularly. He was curious to know more about the guy that had my affection and our circumstances at first. He respected my decision and eventually stopped hitting on me so I can truly say a friendship was formed.

The weeks following our return had flew by like a whirlwind. Work had me swamped and I still had to make time for hitting the gym with Brant as the challenge was soon ending. He kicked my ass in the gym practically every day but man was it worth it. As the challenge was nearing the finale, Dr. Lawrence invited me to make a television appearance with him in Newcrest. “Morning! with Mariah” was one of my favorite shows and now I would be an actual guest on it. Meeting a very pregnant and beautiful Mariah Huddleston and two of her daughters was an amazing experience. I surprisingly connected with them all but a special bond had formed with her teen daughter Genesis. Checking up on her has become part of my regular routine now. Never did I imagine leaving the show with three new friends.

The competition coordinators also informed me of being chosen to do a photoshoot for S.H.E. Magazine. I spent a few days with the Glam Squad and came up with a look that best represented me. Then it was time to model, once my nerves subsided the photographer was able to capture some fantastic shots for the magazine. This entire process was truly amazing. Dr. Lawrence agreed to keep seeing me in his private practice because despite the strides that I have made having a safe place to vent and share is crucial in sustaining my progress and for continued growth.

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A/N: Big hugs and thank you to @thatsimmariah for having Cherish and Dr. Lawrence appear as guests in her latest story “Mama’s Girl.” Here is the link for Cherish’s chapter on Wordpress - Working it Out

I also need to give a huge shout out to @lolasimblr for creating and maintaining S.H.E. Magazine. She produces amazing content and wonderful opportunities to showcase our sims. Check out her magazine here!

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For the Love of Cherish

Chapter 1.15 – Windenburg (The Bluffs)

Assorted wildflowers framed the winding roads and I could smell the scent of lavender and salty seawater in the air. Before long the car stopped and Noah said, “We have to walk the rest of the way, but you might want to grab that cute little red swimsuit you bought,” as he winked his eye at me with a coy grin on his face. “Hmm, looks like you have an admirer,” Erinn whispered as we gathered a few items from our bags in preparation of being near or in the water. “Girl please, he’s just being nice that’s all,” I refuted, dismissing the fact that he has been flirting with me all day. The view was breathtaking as we emerged from the brush that provided seclusion to this secret cliff side paradise. “Welcome to The Bluffs ladies,” Noah shouted excitedly while looking over the cliff with outstretched arms.

We heard rustling in the bushes as we began to set up the impromptu picnic, followed by “Damn man, I forgot how hard it was to get here.” Apparently Noah invited a friend to join us, “Hey there, I’m Ian,” he introduced himself as he shook our hands. In unison we replied, “Hi Ian,” while glancing over to an amused Noah. “Ladies, three just seemed like an odd number, unless you’re into that kind of thing,” Noah said as he glared my way licking his lips, “So I invited my pal Ian to balance out the party.” I shook my head and laughed, “The more the merrier I always say. Can we eat now?”

The four of us occupied each corner of the blanket while an assortment of food and wine from Noah’s private shopping spree filled in the gaps. We talked, ate, and drank until we appeased the rumble in our bellies. “Who’s up for a dip?” Noah cried out as he pulled his t-shirt above his head and proceeded to unbuckle his belt. Erinn and I quickly found a few bushes to hide behind so we could change into our swimsuits. A slurry of whistling and catcalls hit us as we walked closer to the steamy natural pool. “Seriously guys, how old are you again?” Erinn asked as we sat at the edge of the pool submerging our feet into the water.

Noah and Ian were doing laps along the length of the pool until he swam up to me confidently resting his arms on my thighs. Erin slowly slid into the water and made her way over to Ian. “You have been ignoring me all day,” Noah whispered. The presence of his body so close to mine made me increasingly nervous. It’s true that he’s a very attractive man and fighting the urges to reciprocate his advances were becoming profoundly difficult with every sip of wine. “Really? I have done nothing but talk to you today,” I say while trying not to make eye contact. “Besides, what makes you think I would be the least bit interested in you? I didn’t come all the way here just for a one night stand with some random guy,” I proclaim with a slowly diminishing stance. His mouth developed a devilish grin as he gently pushed away from me. With a playful splash aimed towards my lap Noah spoke, “You’re such a beautiful little liar. Your eyes tell a different story every time you try to hide them from me.” A wave of heat ran up my spine as he spoke. He lightly grazed my legs as he climbed out of the water to take a seat next to me.

“You can think what you want but I’m dating someone and he’s the most perfect man alive,” I adamantly declare. Noah releases a hardy chuckle, “So you think dating this guy changes the fact that you are obviously attracted to me right here, right now?” his voice became low and breathy as he leaned close to my neck. My eyes begin to close as I feel his hand lightly trace the curve of my back. A rustling in the nearby bushes accompanied by the sound of multiple voices instantly replaces our attention. Noah quickly stands and hands me a towel, “Here you go, we will finish this later,” he mutters with a poised certainty in his voice.

Noah yells back as he and Ian head towards the people emerging from the bushes, “I figured we could make the most of it with a party in the Bluffs so I called a few more friends to join us.” Honestly, I welcomed the presence of more people at this point. I longed to be with Grayson but Noah’s advances were causing my body to lower its defenses. I stood there studying his slim yet well-defined physique as he walked away. I attained clarity as a flurry of people began to occupy the only concrete clearing amidst the overgrown cliff side.

“Let’s get this party started,” are the words I hear in the distance as the music begins to play while Erinn and I finish putting our clothes back on. “So you seem to be having fun,” I say to Erinn as we start walking over to join the others. “By the looks of things I’m not the only one,” she retorts with a mischievous smirk on her face. “Cherish look, it’s ok to live a little. It’s not as if you and Grayson are exclusive yet. Besides who knows what Grayson is doing while he’s away from you,” she adds playing the devil’s advocate. My heart wants to believe that he is not with any other women but my mind makes me doubt that. I am sure he has urges just like me and if we are not fulfilling each other, then he has to be getting it from someone.

I try to shake the nagging thoughts from my mind as I grab another drink and move closer to the makeshift dance floor. The pulsating beats and mesmerizing lights quickly influenced my now drunken state. My body functions independently from my brain as I feel my hips start to sway and bounce to the rhythm. Noah never seemed to be far away, as I felt him take my hand and pull me close. He had a tight grip on my hips and guided our bodies causing them to move in harmony. A throbbing sensation traveled from the pit of my stomach down to my nether region.

I turned my back to him to avoid looking into his cashmere colored eyes but he seized the opportunity to press his now growing manhood firmly against my ass. I quickly turn back around in hopes of breaking the spell he had over me. “Why are you fighting this,” he leaned in close questioning. The sound of his voice only intensified the throbbing down below. I had no response as I stopped dancing and stood there trying to ignore the feelings that had overtook my body. Noah slowly placed one arm around my waist while the other gently grasped my chin. My mouth instinctively opened as I let out a sigh in defeat. He moved in slowly, my eyes closed as his lips pressed firmly against mine.

I relinquished all restraint and tried to enjoy the moment however, all I could do was imagine Grayson in the place of Noah. It soon became apparent that this was not Grayson’s kiss or his touch. I quickly pulled away from him and ran towards the blazing bonfire. Noah chased after me, “Cherish wait,” he cried out. I stared blankly at the immensity of the flames watching tiny embers float effortlessly in the night sky. “I’m sorry, I shouldn’t have done that,” he muttered. For the first time since meeting Noah, I was able to look him directly in the eyes without hesitation. “It’s ok,” I proclaim. “Can you take us home now?” I ask as Noah nods and wraps his arm around me understandingly, “Of course.”

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My girls getting their yoga on towards the end of their trip to Windenburg. The look on Erinn’s face had me dying. She legit does not like yoga. 

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For the Love of Cherish

Chapter 1.11: You Think To Much

I walked in from the bathroom and slowly layed across the bed. Taking deep breaths as I pondered why a day could not go by without me thinking about him. I can’t believe this, after all of these years I still feel like I’m betraying him. My eyes begin to water at the thoughts racing in my mind. Shit! I whispered, thinking why do I do this to myself. I yearned to not start crying. I began to quickly fan my face with my hands to make it stop. I spent to long putting this make-up on, was my only thought as I released a deep calming breath. I know you would- no, that’s a lie I was about to tell myself yet again. I knew he wouldn’t be ok with another man holding me, touching me…satisfying me the way he use to do. I can only imagine what he must be thinking of me because of the thoughts that take over when I’m near Grayson. It was supposed to be us. We, not me. But, your not here Levi I yelled out. I carefully wiped a stray tear from my cheek. I’ve worked so hard on trying to become happy and whole again. Levi…I really like Grayson and I need you to be ok with this. I haven’t felt this way in a very long time. I need your blessing…I need you to let me go.

 ** 1 hour later **

 I hastily put my cup in the sink once I heard the door bell ring. I gave myself one last glance in the mirror and nearly tripped over a bucket of tools left by the contractor. I gained my composure and calmly looked out of the window to see Grayson waiting patiently. Without hesitation I opened the door and eagerly greeted him with a nonchalant, “Hi there.” He responded with a sultry, “Bonsoir belle, you look lovely” as he handed me a single white rose.

I bowed my head bashfully, trying to avoid eye contact and replied with a sincere, “Thank you, you look very handsome yourself.” I excidtedly accepted and smelled the rose that he had given me. “Are you ready to go?” he asked. I turned to grab my purse and secured the front door. “All set, let’s go” I responded. Grayson opened the passenger side door for me to take a seat. He firmly closed my door and made his way to the drivers side. He quickly started the engine and we appeared to be headed in the direction of the city.

“I made reservations at Matisse in San Myshuno. Have you ever been there?” he questioned. I replied with an impressed, “No, but I’ve heard the food is esquisite and worth the outrageous prices.” Grayson let out a deep chuckle as he asked, “Do you always worry about money? You seem to be doing pretty good for yourself.” In a more serious tone I responded, “No, I don’t always worry about money. I like nice things just as much as anyone but I like it better when its on sale.” I playfully nudged him and we began to laugh in unison.

We arrived at the restaurant nearly thirty minutes later. The ride was filled with miscellaneous chit-chat as I was still trying to suppress my feelings and nervousness. I also sang along softly to a few songs on the radio as I looked out of the window. Grayson didn’t seem to protest, although I did catch him glance my way several times with the impression that he wanted to talk but chose otherwise. Grayson approached the maitre’d to announce our arrival and we were quickly escorted to our table. “Wow! How much did you tip the maitre d’ for this table?” I said jokingly. The entire restaurant was posh, but this area was secluded and dripping in exclusivity. “Nothing but the best for my little cheapskate,” he replied as he playfully winked his eye at me. We looked over the menu and gave the waiter our choices. Grayson ordered a fine wine that would compliment both of our entrees.

Each dish was presented like a masterpiece on a plate and tasted even better than it looked. We savored every morsel of our meal and engaged in a much deeper conversation between bites. As we both finished up our meal Grayson had our wine refilled. “I’m glad your feeling better” he stated before taking a slow sip of his wine. “What do you mean? I feel fine” I replied puzzled and acting unaware of his apparent observations. He continued with a more concerned tone, “Really? You seemed a bit off earlier. I didn’t want to say anything but, I don’t know… you just seemed more nervous than usual. Were you? Nervous?” Before I could respond he added, “I mean I do realize that this is our first official date and all” making air quotes as he smiled gently.

I immediately understood and tried to shake the remaining trace of anxiety as I tenderly placed my hand on top of his. “I apologize. My mind was somewhat preoccupied earlier, but I assure you I’m fine now.” I tilted my head slightly to gain access to his smokey gray eyes and delivered a reassuring gaze. I thought to myself while taking a deep breath and caressing his supple yet muscular hand, “I cannot tell him what was really wrong yet. Oh good lord, he is so perfect…scratch that he is beyond perfection. I can do this, I want to do this. Those eyes….lips….his hands…his hands are huge….” I was brought back to reality as I finally heard him calling my name.

I hurriedly pulled my hand back and became flushed with embarrassment. I looked up to see Grayson grinning at me as he stated, “I think I lost you there for a minute.” He quickly declared, “So, listen the night is still young and I have somewhere special for us to go.” I reciprocated his excitement and confirmed, “I’m down for whatever you want” as I grasped the handles of my purse. Grayson looked at me with a lustful glare on his face, “Whatever I want?” he whispered seductively. “Ok maybe not whatever, but yeah lets go” I coyly retorted. 

Grayson paid the bill, personally thanked the staff for their service, and we headed over to the Fashion District. He took my hand and lead me into the middle of The Romance Festival. We explored some of the exotic flowers which can only be found at the festival, we viewed and admired some of the artwork that was on exhibit, and we even tried the infamous Sakura Tea. It’s rumored that the tea heightens the senses and lowers inhibitions.

Grayson ventured towards a nearby bench and gestured for me to sit next to him. I quickly obliged and sat down. “Is the tea working? Am I sexy yet?” were the words he spoke while rapidly raising his eyebrows up and down at me. I laughed hysterically and honestly replied “I don’t think you need this tea to be sexy!” He gingerly held my hand between the two of his before speaking candidly, “Cherish, I want to be totally open and honest with you.” He stared deep into my eyes, as to gain access to my soul before continuing, “I really like you. I mean like really, really like you. My gut tells me that you feel the same but I need to hear it. I need to know that were on the same page and want the same things.”

My mind began to race as I asked, “What is it that you want, Grayson?” Without hesitation he responded, “I want it all! But mostly I want someone to share it with. I’m ready to focus on my personal life now. My business is doing well, but I still feel a void. I’m done looking for the one. Cherish, I was done looking the first day we met.” 

“You definitely don’t beat around the bush do you?” I said. “This is a lot Grayson. You don’t even know me. You don’t know what I’ve been through.” He responded in a low husky tone, “I do know you Cherish and I’m not trying to replace your past or anyone from it. I’m trying to live in the now and possibly build a future.” I lowered my guard, “Grayson, I really do like you. I just need to take things slow, that’s all. I appreciate your honesty and its not my intent to discourage you. But, I am still a work in progress.”

He smiled and wrapped his arm around my shoulder. “Maybe it’s you that doesn’t seem to know me. I am not easily discouraged and I am a very patient man when it’s something or in this case someone worth waiting for.” I allowed his words to penetrate my psyche as I got lost in his intense gaze.

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For the Love of Cherish

Chapter 1.9: Pinky Swear

 ~~ Therapy Session in Progress ~~

Dr. Lawrence: So, how are things going at work?

Cherish: Hectic but great. We’re getting near the end of the project and despite a few hiccups I think everything should launch on schedule. Scout has been great and on top of whatever I need.

Dr. Lawrence: Scout? That’s Grayson’s business partner, correct?

Cherish: Yes. He has been filling in for Grayson until he gets back.

Dr. Lawrence: I see. So have you heard from him?

Cherish: Yeah, he called during a meeting one time to help Scout and I troubleshoot some stuff.

Dr. Lawrence: So, I guess you never asked him out then.

Cherish: Nope, never got the chance. When he returns I will ask him, pinky swear (laughs).

~~ Ding Ding Ding ~~

Dr. Lawrence: Ok well, I will see you next time Cherish and keep up the great work.

Cherish: Thanks Andrew, see ya.

~~ End of Session ~~

I headed straight to the gym after leaving Dr. Lawrence’s office. Brant has been pushing me extra hard these past few weeks because the challenge is almost over. I am still amazed by the results I have achieved. My clothes are way to big now so I had to buy a few new outfits in a much smaller size - best feeling ever! It felt so wonderful to be able to go into almost any store and find something that looked nice on me.

I am sleeping so much better, I am actually craving healthier foods, and my thighs don’t jiggle like they used to. I am following Brant’s instructions and mixing things up, so I tried something new the other day…cycling!

Can I officially say that I hated it! When Brant was not looking, I quickly ran back over to my trusty old punching bag before jumping onto the treadmill.

I was putting in work on the bag when I caught a whiff of an intoxicatingly familiar scent. It was a combination of citrus and cedar with a touch of musk. There’s only one person I know who smells like that….so I start looking around and who do I see? None other than that gorgeous Grayson Laurent across the gym running on the treadmill.

I had just promised Dr. Lawrence that I would ask him out the next time I saw him. I sure in the hell did not think it would be today. I had no idea that he was back in town or even on his way for that matter. Don’t get me wrong, I am glad he’s back but damn he disappeared for weeks and now he just pops up at my gym of all places. I figured I would see him at the office first and that setting would give me room to hide if I needed to chicken out. I took a deep breath and pulled up my big girl panties as I made my way over to the empty treadmill next to him. You can do this Cherish, was the mantra playing repeatedly in my head.

He noticed me right away and with a huge smile said, “Hey there beautiful, I thought that was you.” I tried not to get flustered but I still get so nervous whenever I am near him. Fortunately, I kept calm and started a casual conversation about the weather. He mentioned that he had gone to Marseille, France for a wedding. He also decided to spend some time with his family while he was there. I teased him by asking if it was his wedding and he immediately jumped off of the treadmill. He walked around to my machine and turned it off as well.

Once I was on the ground facing him he looked me dead in the eyes and said, “Cherish, I want to be as transparent and honest with you as possible, so let me make this very clear. Despite what you may have heard or think I am not married nor engaged. I don’t have a girlfriend, boyfriend or anything for that matter. I have been after you from the first moment I met you, but you play hard to get better than any women I’ve ever known. I have a strong intuition that you are feeling me just as I am feeling you. So, let us both be fair to each other and simple go grab a cup of coffee right now. No rainchecks, or any of the other excuses that you’ve given me in the past. If I’m wrong about this then I will pick my face up from the ground and never bother you again other than work related stuff.” I stood there for a moment in shock and oddly turned on by his honesty and assertiveness. I quickly gathered my thoughts and modestly said, “I guess I should go shower then and meet you downstairs.” Grayson smiled victoriously at me as if he had just won a weekend long tournament of Monopoly and quickly replied, “Ok then, I’ll meet you in the lobby.”

As soon as I entered the locker room my first thought was to call Erinn or J and tell them what was happening. Before I could dial either number, I noticed a few missed calls and then a text from Jameson.

       [Jameson: Guess who’s back!]

I shot a speedy response back to him and wondered how he knew or better yet when did he know.

      [Cherish: Yes I know, I am about to go have coffee with him now. Thanks cupid]

I did not wait for his reply as I hurriedly jumped into the shower. Besides, it was more than obvious that Jameson was yet again behind this coincidental meeting. I could not shake the nervous feeling that engulfed my body as I showered. The idea of being alone with Grayson made me excited yet terrified at the same time. I really like him and was more than physically attracted to him. I have worked hard at getting my life in order so it only seemed natural to open myself up to dating again. It still baffles me how someone like him could be interested in me. Dr. Lawrence always tells me to stop doubting my Like-ability, Love-ability, and Lust-ability. He calls them the 3 L’s. This is my chance to get out of my own head and just go with the flow. I refuse to run from my feelings today.

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Random ss of my lovelies doing some more yoga. Cherish and Erinn straight fell asleep. LoL! 

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For the Love of Cherish – Character Biography

Full Name: Grayson Marcel Laurent

Age: 28

City or Town of Birth: Marseille, France

Currently lives: San Myshuno

Relationship Status: Single

Personality: Romantic, Genius, Bookworm

Favorite Color: Silver

Hobbies: Reading, Basketball, Listening to music

Talents / Skills: Guitar

Favorite Food / Drink: Monte Cristo Sandwich (American version of a Croque- Monsieur) / Riverblossom Cranerlet Nuala

Career: Independent Consultant under Tech Guru / Start Up Entrepreneur

Aspiration: He toggles between Nerd Brain and Soulmate

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For the Love of Cherish

Chapter 1.8 – Grayson’s POV – Part 2

I begrudgingly made my way to the private hanger of San Myshuno International Airport where there was a jet awaiting my arrival. I have always had a hard time saying no to Hudson ever since we were kids. He was often successful at getting me to fall in line with his shenanigans. If Marine was involved, that made it even harder because I could never say no to her. They are my closest friends, and more like family than anyone else is. I guess you can say I have always been the most cautious one out of the group. Hudson likes to say, “Don’t be a punk choir boy.” His teasing worked better while we were young, but he soon realized that as we got older I didn’t care much about it. I was not going to take any chances that would jeopardize my future. I think not having me take part in his crazy schemes calmed him down a bit.

It was going to be a 12-hour non-stop flight to Marseille, France, our hometown. Hudson and Marine never ventured far from home for very long. I on the other hand decided that a change was in order for me to grow, so I applied and accepted a full scholarship to the University of San Myshuno. They have one of the highest rated Computer Software Engineering and Design programs. I also thought it would be cool to live in the big city all alone. My mother and father were not pleased at the idea at first. Mother eventually waivered when I threw her teenaged modeling travels on the table. Once I had her aboard father was a piece of cake. Therefore, straight out of High School I packed up and was ready to move to the states. My mother was secretly apprehensive of her 18-year-old son living alone so far from home but luckily, one of her dearest friends had a son who was also going to be attending USM. That is how I became roommates with Scout.

Donovan “Scout” Lundgren was a fierce competitor in the program. Having him on my side was all-good. It didn’t take long for us to realize each other’s strengths and use them to our advantage. I am the analytical one, the programming guru rather speak. Scout is more creative and artsy so nearing graduation we decided to follow through on our plans to start a business together. Laurent Lundgren Technology better known as The LLT Group was born. The two of us did not necessarily make a group but we figured it was a good choice for future growth.

As the plane drew closer to landing, I decided to freshen up. Along with being cautious I am usually, the most prepared and have extra clothes in my car just in case something comes up. I proceeded to the lavatory to change into warmer clothing. The weather in Marseille was much cooler at this time of year than San Myshuno or the surrounding cities. I returned to my seat shortly before landing. I grabbed the few bags that I had and made my way to the parking lot where I knew Hudson would be. It didn’t take long for me to catch sight of him leaning against his car taking the final puff of his cigarette.

He spotted me as I was approaching and with outstretched arms, he bellowed the most welcoming “What’s up my brotha” that I had heard in a while. Hudson was always so animated and lively. “How was your flight?” he asked. “It was good. Abrupt, but good nonetheless” I sarcastically responded. He smiled thoughtfully as he placed my bags into the car trunk. As the two of us got into the car I grew even more anxious to know why they moved up the wedding. Before I could utter another word, Hudson revved up the engine and attacked my eardrums with his deafening rap music. Despite being born into one of Marseille’s most wealthiest families, Hudson lived for the streets. He was more in touch with the world than anyone from his was. This definitely did not sit well with his family, as they were much more into appearances. 

As he maneuvered us away from the airport and onto the streets, I eventually lowered the music volume. I could see Hud glare at me from the side of his eye and begin to laugh. “What? What’s on your mind Gray?” he questioned. I did not hesitate with my response, “Why are you guys rushing the wedding? I thought Marine was ok?” Hudson took his eyes off the road for a split second to reassure me that Marine was fine. “She’s pregnant,” he said joyously. I was taken aback by this disclosure because they were told that she would never be able to have children. Marine has always been in and out of the hospital ever since we were young. I recall the first day she moved here and started school with us. We were in the 3rd grade and she had just been cleared to go back to school. Some bullies thought it would be a great way to welcome her by pulling her wig off and throwing it in the trash. Hudson and I saw this and immediately stepped in. I retrieved her wig and cleaned it up while trying to comfort her and Hud kicked Henri Le Duff’s ass. From that moment on, she was a part of our crew. Hudson and Marine took their friendship to another level once we got into High School. “Oh wow, are you serious?” was my initial response. I asked a million questions about her health and the risks for the baby but ultimately I let him know that I was super happy for them. “I’ll be glad when you have kids of your own so you can stop acting like my daddy,” Hudson said jokingly. 

“What ever happened to old girl that you were telling me about?” I tried to hide my disappointment of not being able to meet with Cherish the other night. “I’m still working on that,” I explained. Hudson found this quite amusing because he knew how easy I usually had it. I guess you can say I never had to work hard to get anyone’s attention. Hudson apprehensively said, “Damn Gray, what’s the matter? You slipping G.” I tried to redeem myself by talking about my busy schedule and how chaotic things are at work right now, but he was deaf to it all. That’s when I told him that I was supposed to meet with her when he called for me to come here. “Oh, so you passed up the sweetness to come here?” Hudson mockingly exclaimed. “Yeah, it’s your fault I don’t have her” I said. Hudson bellied over with laughter. I showed him the picture on my phone that Jameson had sent as a consolation prize. “Ahh damn Gray got him a little thicky thick. She’s beautiful though, but I see the problem.” Hudson said confidently. “She doesn’t trust you and she doesn’t trust herself with you.” I looked at him confused because I have given Cherish no reason not to trust me. Hudson continued, “You can see it in her eyes Gray, she’s been hurt. I mean that deep down, mind-fucked kind of hurt. I’m sure she likes you but you got some serious work to do for this one.”

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Chapter 1: Fish Fry

It was Friday night and I had missed several of my families traditional “Friday Family Night”. My mother was simply the best in the kitchen and tonight she is making her famous fried fish, spaghetti, green salad, and fruit cobbler for dessert. However, ever since I moved to Oasis Springs for a new job it has been difficult to make it back to Willow Creek each Friday. Besides, my work schedule has been unpredictable lately.

As soon as I crossed the threshold, I could smell the glorious scents flowing from the kitchen. I missed having my mother’s cooking and I can honestly say I should have paid more attention to her recipes while I was growing up. I have been literally living off pizza, burgers, and ramen for the past few months.

Charlie: (Catching sight of Cherish) Heeeyyyy Now! There’s my baby girl. (Giving Cherish a strong bear hug).

Cherish: Hey daddy (laughing at her father’s lively greeting).

Charlie: How was traffic? How was work?

Cherish: Not that bad today. Busy like usual, some of my colleagues went out to the bar in celebration of finishing the pitch campaign we have been working on.

Charlie: (Looking concerned) Oh baby girl you should have gone out with your team. As long as there are, fish flowing in these waters there will always be another fish fry.

Cherish: It’s fine dad really. I’d rather be here with you guys. (Walking into the kitchen with her father).

Anita: Well hello there stranger (eyeing Cherish with a smile).

Cherish: (kisses her cheek) Hi mama. Do you need help with anything?

Anita: No baby, I am all done and your brother already set the table for us. Go find your brother. (Adding in a higher tone of voice) And wash y’all hands so we can eat.

Cherish: Yes ma’am.

Shaun enters the room and begins playing “Twinkle, Twinkle, Little Star” on the piano before I can even search for him.

Shaun: What’s up lil’ sis. (Yelling across the room, over his piano playing).

Cherish: Oh my god, Shaun stop with that song already (she laughs at the memory of them playing it together as children) Where is Mia?

Shaun: (He chuckles deeply while removing his fingers from the shiny ivory keys) She had to work late but she told me to tell you hi and don’t forget about Sip ‘n Paint next week. You’re not cancelling on her again.

Cherish: (Pulling out her phone to add a reminder) Oh yeah, that’s right I forgot. 

We all sit around the table and share stories of our day. My mother boasts gleefully about the new pastry chef she hired for the restaurant. My father goes on about some possible alien algorithms and blah de blah blah sciencey stuff that he and his team down at the lab have discovered. Shaun shows us pictures of the trip he and his wife Mia just went on to Monte Vista.

Anita: What about you baby girl? What have you been up to?

Cherish: (Looking up from her plate and swallows her bite) Oh uh, not much. We just finished getting our video game pitch together for presentation next week. I have a good feeling about it being approved and I will finally have a game of my own design in the works.

Charlie: Wow that’s amazing baby girl, I am so proud of you.

Shaun: Yeah sis that’s great! I can’t wait to beat you at your own game (he laughs).

Anita: Yes sweetie that is what you have been wanting.

Cherish: Thanks and in your wildest dreams Shaun!

We finish eating dinner. Dad and Shaun quickly slide into the family room to watch the basketball game.

Anita: Cherish dear, help me clear the table please.

Cherish: Sure thing (she stands up and begins to gather dishes). How did they manage to get out of helping this time? (Chuckles)

Anita: (Smiles softly) Aww, let them go. I wanted to talk to you anyway.

Cherish: (Wondering what this was about) What’s on your mind mother dear?

Anita: Sit down sweetie. Listen, I was talking to one of my regular customers the other day and she mentioned how she would not be coming to the restaurant as often. She was joining some weight loss challenge hosted by Sim Health magazine.

Cherish: (Takes a deep breath and refrained from rolling her eyes) Mom, please stop.

Anita: (Stern voice) Let me finish. Your father and I love you more than this world and we have tried to be as supportive and as sensitive to your needs as we can over the past few years. However, honey YOUR health is a major factor now. After Levi died, it was as if you died too. We thought we had lost our baby along with the Hashimoto family. Luckily, you slowly came back to us but you continue to hold things in and eat your feelings rather than talk to us. I can’t…we can’t sit by watching you do this to yourself any longer.

Cherish: Mom, I know I have gained weight, do you think I like being like this? But you do not understand how hard it is to get my life back. I managed to finish college, I managed to get a great job, and there is no time in the day for me to work out like Shaun. I wake up every day hoping that it is a good day. It still hurts mom. There, are you happy now? Is that what you want to hear?

Anita: No honey, I do not know how hard it is. I can only imagine. Nevertheless, I do know that this self-destructive behavior needs to end. You have to get healthy physically and mentally. You have to start somewhere and this challenge might be the door opening to getting both the physical and psychological support that you need. (Slides a large envelope in front of Cherish and takes a seat next to her).

Cherish: (Wiping tears from her face) What is this?

Anita: The information for the challenge. I took the liberty to gather up all of the forms and information for you. All I ask is that you look it over. That’s not too hard to do for your mother is it?

Cherish: (Sighs deeply) Fine mom I will look at it but I am not making any promises.

Anita: (Raises hands in acceptance) That’s my girl! (kisses Cherish on the forehead).

Wow that was intense. I didn’t expect that tonight. I guess my parents really are worried about me. Hell, I worry about me sometimes.

Charlie: You know we love you and only want the best for you.

Cherish: Yeah dad, I get it. So how long has this intervention been in the works? (Joking but not joking)

Charlie: (Hugs Cherish) We love you that’s all you need to know!

Cherish: I love y’all too Dad. I better be heading home. Thanks for dinner and I will call when I make it home.

Shaun: (Stops to hug Cherish as she heads to the door and whispers in her ear) Hey sis, if you need a gym buddy my offer still stands, I love you.

Cherish: Thanks brother, I love you too.

Thank you @un-reborntrip for the poses. Thank you @lycsims for the support and push to finally get this out there!

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For the Love of Cherish

Chapter 1.4: The Meeting

Cherish: "Yeah, girl they got me coming in on my day off to meet up with some new hot shot designer for the game I've been working on. He's already 15 minutes late. Oh wait this must be him now, I’ll talk to you later sis.

It had been a few months since I initially started talking to Dr. Lawrence about what happened with Levi. I was starting to feel lighter, emotionally that is and well physically too I suppose. My weight loss was going well and was consistent. I am in love with the dance workout video and have started to venture out into others forms of exercise as well. Talking to Dr. Lawrence…I mean Andrew has been so helpful for my mental state. He has helped me navigate through some serious emotional roadblocks that I was not even aware I was suppressing. Nonetheless, things are going well and work has been mad crazy but exciting. The video game was coming along and the suits upstairs have really been going all out by hiring some of the top vendors in our field to assist. That makes me know that they have a great feeling about this game.

Grayson: Ms. Lawson? Cherish Lawson? I truly apologize, but I got lost getting here. I'm Grayson Laurent from the LLT Group.

Oh good lord, this man is fine as hell. I’ve never had a problem acknowledging a handsome man or beautiful woman for that matter but there hasn’t been anyone who has taken my breath away at first sight since Levi’s passing…until now. I mean I have gone on a few dates and I actually was starting to think things with my co-worker Akira were going somewhere but he turned out to be so possessive and jealous for my taste. Although I’m starting to think that maybe I was the one overthinking things and subconsciously pushing him away romantically. It made things in the workplace a bit awkward for a while but luckily he met someone and we were back to being good friends as we always had been.

Cherish: (Nervously replying) Umm yeah, that’s me. Nice to meet you, we have a lot of work to do so let’s head inside ok. We went inside to the conference room and immediately started brainstorming ideas for the game. It took every ounce of self-control I had to not stare or start drooling over this perfect specimen of a man. Not only is he fine but there is a hint of an foreign accent slipping in from time to time. I need to focus, concentrate, and get it together bih! This man is here on business and he would never be interested in a woman like me. He probably has a super model girlfriend or wife waiting for him to get home anyway.

We had been working for hours and had come up with some amazing ideas and designs for the game. We ended up talking about so many things in between concepts for the game. He turned out to be so easy to talk to despite my attraction to him. I was soon able to look him in the face and not forget what I was saying. Surprisingly, we have a lot of the same interest and he was actually single (I call bullshit on that one but that’s what he claims).

We had moved over to my office so we could do some quick research on the computer when I noticed Grayson kept looking up and staring at me. He always had this adorable smirk on his face.

Cherish: Why are you looking at me like that? Grayson: Like what? In amazement? Well I will admit that your ideas and visions are extraordinary and you are so easy to work with and quite easy on the eyes also. I'm sorry if that was out of line but you probably don't hear stuff like that in this male dominated field very often. I pride myself on telling it like it is.

I was taken aback to say the least by his comments. I honestly did not know what to say other than a meek thank you. Was this man actually attracted to me or just being nice? I’m not sure but I know that I wasn’t in any place to play games if he was about that playboy life (someone as fine as him has to have women all over, right?)

Cherish: (Shyly) Well thank you for that. I love what I do and I need to make this the best project that this company has ever produced. It’s a chance to prove myself I guess. How about we take a break and go test out the demo?

Grayson: Let me warn you I am a pretty good gamer myself so I hope you don’t think I’m going down without a fight.

Cherish: (laughs) Yeah ok, I’ll be gentle (rolls eyes).

We went to the testing room and Grayson was definitely a fierce competitor but this was MY game and I ultimately wiped the floor with him.

Cherish: Nice try but you know you never had a chance (laughs victoriously). I think we accomplished a lot today, thank you so much for all of your help. Grayson: Ouch, are you always like this when you win? (Shakes head at defeat). No problem I could not think of a better way to spend a Sunday. I will get started on the stuff we decided on today and stop by the office when I am done. Maybe we can grab lunch or something.

Cherish: (Hesitantly) Yeah ok maybe. Well I will walk you out.

I could feel his stare as I walked away. I cannot help but to wonder if he is really flirting with me or is he genuinely this nice to everyone. Only time will tell will suppose.

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Happy Mother’s Day to all of the amazing mom’s out there, especially our beautiful and awesome mother Anita Fontenot-Lawson. We love you mama!

Cherish and Shaun

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Grayson started getting hungry so we took a lunch break. He ran across the street and grabbed a Turkey burger with a hot Peach Black Tea (questionable combo but who am I to judge LOL). I quickly ate a protein bar and continued to drink my water while he was gone. I felt like classic Eddie Murphy from RAW, because he seemed to laugh at every joke I had. 

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He gets so much pleasure out of my pain. He must really like me because I slipped and told him to shut up while I was lifting weights and he just laughed at me. He shut up though! He is the best trainer though and definitely easy on the eyes.

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Met up with Erinn and Jameson at the Spice Festival last night. They convinced me to try the Bubble Blower before sampling the food. “It will be fun, Cherish” is what Erinn said. “Don’t be a wuss” said, Jameson. Let’s just say I almost died after damn near coughing up a lung on the first try. I’ll pass next time but at least I tried.

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Erinn: So you know J stopped by my place the other night.

Cherish: Is that so. What did he want?

Erinn: Girl, you know what he wanted and I gave it to him good. I had him calling for the lord in different languages.

Cherish: LMAO!! You are certifiably crazy. Y’all need to stop playing and just get back together already.

Erinn: You need to stop holding out and get some of that fine ass French D

Jameson: What are you two talking about?

Erinn and Cherish: Nothing! Nothing at all J

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One of my guilty pleasures is waking up on a Sunday morning and heading out to the flea market downtown. You can find some pretty good stuff and I get a kick out of haggling with the vendors. By the way I ended up getting those earbuds for $75 instead of $100.