#First headphones are not miracle worker especially with how loud everything was
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louve-garoue · 11 months ago
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Sometimes I feel like my mom and sis really don't know just how much I take upon myself for them and they are definitely not good at returning the favor
#I know it probably happen the other way around too#But SIIIIIIIIIIIGGGGGHHHHHHHHH#Yes yes I ruined you're fun but I was trying to not have a meltdown back then do you mind ?#vent in the tags btw#Also it's not like I asked that big of a favor seriously#“Oh it's your fault for not bringing your headphones”#First headphones are not miracle worker especially with how loud everything was#And I'm sure you would have the same reaction if I asked you to quiet the music instead of changing it#Second I never needed them before ?? They help but it never got to the point of them being a need ???#Like I have no idea where the idea that it had came from#You may be deluding yourself here tbh#Stop trying to say that my sis and I are both responsible Mom#There was no way I could have predicted this would get this bad#Also even if headphones would have made the situation bearable enough for me#To just go 'oh yeah no need to make a fuss let's just endure this'#I WOULD HAVE STILL BEEN FUCKING MISERABLE#I get that you wanted to enjoy yourself#But I would have liked to enjoy myself too you know instead of swallowing in my frustrations#Actually fuck this shit I'm realizing that I've letting other have their way#without voicing my dislike of them so much#That people are starting to not only step over boundaries#But also get upset when I finally tell them that they need to stop#And of course this lead to a whole bunch of misunderstanding#Because I made them think there was no problem in the first place#FUCK#I need to speak up more#But I know it's going to be hard#Because well there is a reason I rather shut myself up before#Uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuurg I hate it here#*Heavy Sigh*
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