#Fieya

[max-wayne12]

GonKhet is his name

[dreamingdragonscion]

The regret burrowed itself deep into Tiki’s heart as the flaming hot tears seared her cheeks, the spice on her tongue burning holes into her teeth and the heat in her chest threatened to set her body alight in flames. Her wings flapped wildly, her tail thrashing about behind her, almost whipping Eirika right across the face when she approached Tiki. Through the hazy tears and her burning senses, Tiki was just barely able to open one eye. 

How she wanted to apologise to this pretty lady that appeared before her, the teal hair falling from her shoulders reminded Tiki of the ocean, the serenity of Eirika against the backdrop of the night sky high above the sky reminded her of the silvery rays of moonlight. Elegant and calming as the moon itself, Tiki would have described Princess before her, but at the moment… That was far back in the depths of her mind compared to the absolute searing pain that overwhelmed her senses in the moment. Quivering jade eyes stared back at Eirika, narrow and glossy with tears that endlessly fell from them like a waterfall. Despite the biting cold of the snowstorm around them, the bright red flush on Tiki’s cheeks were naught a result of the cold, but instead something else as she finally managed to pry her numb mouth open to voice her mistake. “H-Hawwt! Pain! Ma-Mawwth, mouth on fieya!” She barely managed to squeak out, her wings fluttering and tail slapping the bowl of spicy chicken wings which almost spilled the bowl of what could only be described as ‘Food from the Depths of the Abyss’.

Tiki gasped for air, her breath condensing in large puffs of smoke in the freezing air around them, tongue sticking out to show the big red blisters that began to swell. She looked at Eirika with such wide emerald eyes, regret oozing from every inch of her glossy tear covered gaze. Her shaky fingers reached out, weakly grasping at Eirika’s clothes, pleading with every inch of her body, individual fibres of Tiki’s being begging for Eirika’s help through those pained verdant eyes.

That's a Spicy Meatball!

[goat-mama-breezie]

Ahahaha..this is long overdue (it’s been in my docs for over a week, why am I like this?), but I’m rather proud of it, so I guess it’s time to post, haha!

Anyway, here is a Fieya (Fin x Kaeya) stargazing fluff piece I threw together a while ago!

Gonna try to put this under the cut since it’s kinda long...

EDIT: omg I can’t believe I forgot to thank @witchhazelbagel and @zombiep79 for reading this over for me before I posted 💜🙇‍♀️ I’m so sorry 😅

“Where are you taking me, Kaeya?” Fin asked, shifting her weight to where she could see more of his face from her spot on the knight’s back. The man in question tossed a playful glance to his lover before responding.

“Why, only the best stargazing spot in Mondstadt. It’s not much farther,” he replied, turning his gaze back to the path they traversed. He gave her bare thigh a soft squeeze. “Trust me, you’ll love it.” Kaeya couldn’t stop the soft chuckle from escaping him when he felt Fin tighten her hold around his neck.

She felt so blessed to be with Kaeya outside the city walls. The pair had been rather busy with their separate lives and had little time to spend together recently. It was Kaeya’s idea to take her stargazing on their rare night together and Fin had agreed to go easily, even though she knew she wouldn’t get to bed until way past her usual time. She didn’t care to lose a few hours of sleep to spend time with her knight. She could always sleep in tomorrow.

With a happy sigh, Fin pressed a feather-light kiss to Kaeya’s cheek and grinned. He could only see her smile from the corner of his eye, but it made his heart flutter nonetheless. “I don’t doubt that,” she spoke softly against his skin. When she leaned back to look at the surroundings, she hummed. “This is Stormbearer Point, isn’t it? Is this where we’re going?”

“My my, Finnie, aren’t you impatient this evening?” Kaeya teased Fin with a gentle jostle of his arms to bounce her.

“Hey! I can’t help that I’m excited!” The knight chuckled again when he loosened his hold on the traveler’s legs, causing Fin to wiggle a bit in protest. “Wait, what are you doing?”

Kaeya lowered Fin to the ground gently, turning to finally face her once her feet hit the ground. “It’s time for a bit of climbing, Sweetheart. Hope you’re prepared.” Fin glanced around to see the typical scenery of Stormbearer Point to be rather empty. The hilichurl tower that was usually infested with archers was barren, leaving the area in a calming quiet. She could only assume the “climbing” Kaeya spoke of was in reference to the ladders climbing the tower ahead of them. Her gaze shifted to meet the Captain’s blue eye before her tongue poked out of her mouth.

“Jokes on you, I like climbing.”

Once they reached the tower itself, Kaeya held out his hand, offering the ladder to Fin first. “After you, Angel.” He smiled with his eye closed and Fin snorted.

“You just wanna look at my butt while I’m climbing.”

“Perhaps.”

Fin snorted again, ascending the ladder, not actually caring if Kaeya stared at her ass. “Pervert.”

“You love me. Nice butt, by the way.” Fin reached the top of her ladder and stuck her tongue out at Kaeya again.

Kaeya went first on the final ladder to make sure everything was in place before helping Fin up the last rungs. “Thank you,” she breathed as she stood up straight, keeping her hold on Kaeya’s hand to intertwine their fingers. When she noticed the neatly placed blankets and picnic basket on top of the tower, she gasped, looking at Kaeya with wide eyes. “W-what...Kaeya, you did this?” She only squeezed his hand tighter when he nodded.

Her eyes moved over the area again, taking in the perfect setup for stargazing. Kaeya had thought of everything; there was one large blanket spread out on the platform with several folded blankets set nearby. In the middle of the blanket were a basket and a bottle of wine. A Cecelia and a Calla Lily were placed on top of the basket. When Fin looked up, it was the perfect view. The sun hadn’t yet fallen below the horizon, but it was low enough to cast a golden glow over the whole area. It was beautiful.

“Do...you like it?” Kaeya’s question was soft and Fin could almost feel his nerves when he asked. She didn’t hesitate to tightly wind her arms around him in an almost bone-crushing hug.

After a few seconds, Fin released her hold on the Knight to stare at his face with as wide a smile she could muster. “I love it, Kaeya, just like you said I would.” The smile that grew on Kaeya’s lips made Fin’s heart race and it didn’t help when he tugged off his fingerless gloves to cup her cheek gently. “Thank you, Honey. Who knew you were such a romantic?” she teased.

An airy laugh pushed past Kaeya’s lips and he pinched her nose gently with his free hand. “You wound me, Angel. Don’t you know it’s me you’re talking about?” From within his grasp, Kaeya could easily see the soft red flush over Fin’s cheeks as she rolled her eyes. His eyes flashed over her facial features quickly, caught in a spell under her gaze. A calloused thumb caressed the apple of the traveler’s cheek before he met her eyes. “Have I told you how beautiful you are today?”

Fin’s hair swayed gently when she shook her head. “How about you tell me while we look at the stars?'' She offered to take a step back. “I hope you packed snacks. I’m hungry.” Turning to the basket and flowers, Fin sat on the blanket, patting the spot next to her for Kaeya to sit as well. She gently picked up the flowers as the Captain sat, resting his hand behind her. As soon as they were comfortable and somewhat snuggled up, Fin stuck the Cecelia in Kaeya’s hair before weaving the Calla Lily into her own. “There. Now, show me what you packed us?”

Kaeya had come prepared for Fin to be hungry because she often was. He packed lots of different cheeses, some sausage, and some fresh grapes picked straight off the Dawn Winery vines. Fin had to scold him a bit for that one, saying “Diluc makes money off those, you know”. Kaeya didn’t seem too fussed, responding with a “He can spare a bunch or two. He won’t even notice they’re gone”. The Captain had also brought a bottle of wine and a pair of glasses.

“Kaeya, I’m not so sure wine is a good idea for me…” she muttered, only able to vaguely recall how she acted when under the influence, but it was hard to forget the raging headaches she’d get the day after.

“Don’t you worry, Sweetheart. I told you I came prepared, didn’t I?” He asked before pulling a tiny glass, much smaller than a typical wine glass, from the depths of the basket. “This one’s small enough, don’t you think? Enough to have some fun, but not too much to regret it.” Fin grabbed his arm and laid her head on his shoulder.

“You really did think of everything. Thank you, Honey.”

The pair shared their snacks, talking about both everything and nothing as the stars finally made themselves visible. Being so far from the city allowed nearly every star in the night sky. “It’s so beautiful,” Fin said softly. Being curled under a blanket and snuggled into Kaeya’s side made it hard for her to hold her consciousness, but she didn’t want to sleep yet.

“Not as beautiful as you, Finnie.” She turned her head slightly to see him better, unable to hide her flushed face at his sudden compliment. He met her gaze briefly before closing the space between them, lips brushing in a chaste kiss against Fin’s. When he pulled back, hesitant as he was, he smiled. He smiled a genuine smile and Fin swore it was far more beautiful than what Kaeya thought he saw in her. ‘You’re prettier,’ she wanted to say. “Would you like me to point out some constellations?” Fin nodded eagerly before directing her gaze to the sky. Her eyes followed Kaeya’s fingers every time he pointed to a new collection of stars. “That one there is the lion. See how it arches up a bit there? Over there is Ursa Major, and then that one there is my personal favorite, Pav-”

“Pavo Ocellus, right? Isn’t it a peacock?”

“..you know my constellation?” Kaeya’s face showed pure shock. He never would’ve guessed that Fin knew what his constellation was called, nor what it looked like in the sky, so surprised was an understatement.

Fin turned to face him again, her sweetest smile resting on her lips. “Of course I do,” she said in a very matter-of-fact way. “I...may have asked Lisa about it after you mentioned bringing me stargazing, but I love you, so...I want to know as much as I can about you, Kaeya.”

The Captain didn’t know how to respond. His heart was pounding and his face felt hot, and he knew he probably looked just as silly as he felt. He also knew that Fin didn’t care how silly he looked, she still looked at him as if he was everything she’d ever need. He felt...Kaeya didn’t know how to describe it. All he knew is that he wanted Fin to look at him in that way forever. Her eyes held all the stars and in the moment he leaned in for another kiss, he knew he was trapped eternally under her spell. Once their lips met, however, Kaeya learned that he didn’t mind being trapped if Fin was his captor.

[on-fieya]

[Part 1]

[angauteruk]

"Tell me if you stop missing me, cause I can feel it." - Fieya Julia [Perasaanku]

Puteri yang ditukar 2019

"I hope you'll always be by my side, Arman. "

"We have to get married, then."

"Married? I thought you like Amira,"

[ilovemalaymusic]

Fieya Julia - Penantian

[witch-hazels-musings]

INCOMING FIEYA HC

Okay so Finnie likes to rest her head on Kaeya’s bare chest n Kaeya teases her about it but if he were to ask why, she’d say it’s so she can hear his heart beat for her 😌❄️🌅😇

Cue flustered Kaeya because I’m a simp for flustered Kaeya

*sobbing* I stan KaeyaXFinnie T.T 

I’m very excited about this yes yes yes!

[aisamosshi]

BIGSTAGE 2

okay baru harini i nak sembang pasal bigstage. season 1 i tak tengok sebab tak minat budak bbnu ni.

season 2, i tengok sebab cousin i ceter yang ade penyanyi indo, thailand and korea masuk sekali.

i ollss is excited. hahahaha.

sebab takpernah laa malaysia ambik artist luar.

okay setiap episod i tak pernah miss tau, walaupun ending i tak tengok. 

first memang ramai cakap chaleeda patut keluar, tapi dia diberi peluang lagi.

tengok hanbyul setiap minggu improve, kosisten every performers dia. aku suke tengok dia. sebab nampak dia usaha, dia gigih. dia humble.

dinda aku suke cara dia cakap bahasa indo, entah kenapa.

pastu tengok kucaimars makin lama makin hensem tapi separuh akhir dia tersingkir dengan fieya julia.

i suke jugak syerl syazwani, ermm tapi awal2 dah tersinggir sebab xde peminat undi. 

pastu, neeta suara dia unik. i thought mcm sarah suhairi, dia akan menang. tapi still xleh beat kekuatan hanbyul.

aziz harun banyak kat bottom3 so, xnak malu tersinggir. dia pun undur diri dengan alasan sambung belajar. hahaha. btw aku suke suara dia, tapi live asal macam menghampakan eh ?

santesh aku suke laa pada mula nya, lepas nampak dia mcm over aku trus xsupport. plus dia nyanyi lagu fav aku boleh pulak dia lupa lirik.

fieya, ermmm..

syada amzah, aku suke part dia nyanyi dengan haqiem rusli. cewahhh mcam betul2 bercinta. yelah diaorang kan jumpe time zaman idola kecil aku. hahaha

irfan haris, dia memang talented tapi, aku rasa dia lagi sedap nyanyi lagu sendiri daripada lagu orang.

adzrin, omgggg i fall in love dengan dia tauuu. since first dengar lagu bukan yang terbaik, lepas tu aku tau dia masuk bigstage, aku sukeeeee. last lagu dia yang picisan tu memang sedap, even lagu patah hati, i tetap rasa mcm romantic je dia punya suara. macam ala2 afgan sikitt. i akan support u sampai akhir.

[max-wayne12]

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[goat-mama-breezie]

So I’ve had this hiding in my notes for like almost two weeks I think? I wasn’t sure if I should post it here, but why not lol. It’s another Kaeya x Fin(my oc), so...enjoy I guess? It’s long, but I’m on mobile so please scroll 😛 @favoniuscodex hnnn I did it 😬

Fin didn’t know how it happened.

One minute, she’s discussing commissions with Katherine, and the next she’s ducking in and out of the streets and alleys to shake prying eyes.

She felt almost as if she was being hunted. Fin wouldn’t run, no matter how much her mind urged her to, it would only bring more attention to herself.

For the last two days, Fin had been followed by either a love sick teenager or an over eager assistant; she couldn’t tell which. She had let him help her with a commission one time a few days ago just to be nice, but even after being told multiple times that Fin no longer needed help, he still came looking for her.

Normally, Fin wouldn’t mind striking up a conversation, but this guy irked her. He would either smother her in bad pick up lines or insist that she needed his help with even the simplest of chores.

“This is ridiculous...” she muttered as she glanced around to find a hiding place. “Does he not know when to give up?”

Figuring she’d be clear to just hide in an alleyway until he quit, she jogged toward a lesser known tavern. Fin was so focused on getting off the streets, she tripped up the stairs to the Cat’s Tail with a yelp, but thanks to a familiar gloved hand, she didn’t fall.

“Woah there, Speedy. What’s the hurry?”

“Captain!” Fin gasped with a hand on her chest. “Thank you.”

“Miss Fin!” A distant voice called.

Grabbing Kaeya by the sleeve, Fin dashed into the shade of the alley, pressing her back against the wall and holding her breath, she prayed her pursuer hadn’t seen where she went.

“Something wrong?” Kaeya asked with a raised brow, one hand rested on his waist. It was easy to tell she was anxious, he didn’t need two working eyes to see that. The way she bounced on the balls of her feet was a dead giveaway.

Fin turned to the Captain with a worried expression. “Kaeya he won’t leave me alone,” she breathed, dropping the formalities. “No matter how many times I deny him, he won’t leave me alone and now he’s following me.” She didn’t need to explain who; she had ranted once before about him to Kaeya at a bar.

The Knight held his chin between his thumb and forefingers. “Him again, huh? Hmm...I have an idea that just may keep him away for good, but there’s a catch.”

Fin could hear quick footsteps approaching. It seems her previous prayer was not to be answered. “What is it?” She asked as she continued bouncing on her toes nervously.

“You’ve got to play along. And you have to trust me.”

“Fine. Sure, alright, just hurry” Whatever it was, surely it couldn’t be as bad as having to endure another belittling conversation with the weirdo.

She was...half right.

Fin expected the possibility of Kaeya’s idea being wild or far fetched. What she didn’t expect was for Kaeya to grab her by the cheeks and pull her into a kiss.

Her eyes were wide, staring at the face that was now so close to hers. Kaeya, Captain Kaeya, who Fin had been crushing on practically since she’d met him, was kissing her. His lips were so soft against hers and despite the crying vision Kaeya wielded, she could feel herself begin to melt, fingers itching to move, to touch him.

Only when an azure eye peeked open to meet hers did she remember his words. “Play along” he had said.

So she did.

Mint eyes closed and gentle and shaky hands found the Knight’s chest as she leaned into him and kissed back. Her heart was pounding in her ears, yet she paid it no mind. Fin was so into it, into him, she didn’t even notice how footsteps echoed off the walls of the alley.

Kaeya could tell she was enjoying it; he could feel it in the way she pressed against him and sighed against his lips. Content with her reaction, he closed his eye and moved one hand behind her neck, pulling her closer just before her pursuer turned the corner.

“Miss Fin! There you-oh...”

What a sight it must’ve been to see the Calvary Captain of the Knight of Favonius pressing one of the Honorary Knights against him in a heated kiss. Fin’s cheeks and ears were flushed crimson, a harsh contrast to her usually pale complexion. He was putting on a show. Kaeya had one hand laced in her ponytail at the base of her neck, his other firmly grasping her hip, pulling Fin flush against him. He was enjoying this, but he still had to get rid of the intruder.

Kaeya broke the kiss with a sigh. “Apologies,” he spoke to the newcomer, unable to pull his gaze from the white haired girl in front of him. Her half lidded eyes reflected an emotion Kaeya hadn’t seen from her before and her soft lips were already flushed pink. He was hooked. “But Finnie is a tad busy at the moment, if you couldn’t tell. Come back later.” His eyes kept darting back to her slightly swollen mouth. Fin’s cheeks only darkened as Kaeya bit at his lip.

Fin couldn’t help but lean into his touch when Kaeya dragged his thumb across her cheek, awestruck at the situation she found herself in.

“Or...perhaps not. Finnie may be busy then, too.” Her eyes fluttered closed once again just before their lips met for a second time. That time, she didn’t hesitate to kiss him back.

That was nearly a week ago, and luckily for Fin, Kaeya’s plan had worked! She hadn’t seen the weirdo since.

However, as grateful as she was to Kaeya for helping her out, she hated him for the way he had left her feeling. She could not get the memory of how his lips felt out of her head, often catching herself brushing her fingers over her lips and now, every time they met, Fin had to fight back her continuously rising feelings toward the Knight constantly.

She refused to let them get in the way of their friendship. He didn’t see her any differently than a friend anyway. Right?

Wrong.

On the outside, Kaeya was no different than before the incident. Calm, cool, smooth-toned...On the inside, however, Kaeya felt a mess.

After hearing Fin’s drunk blabbering about her feelings, he wanted to look further into the situation. Did she actually feel a special way towards him or was it just the dandelion wine talking? What better way to find out then to initiate something a little more intimate between the two? He had the perfect plan; he would kiss her.

Kaeya didn’t expect for the perfect scenario to fall straight into his hands, however.

The Captain simply wanted to get a reaction out of her, see if she still had the feelings she eluded to not long ago. He never thought he would go in for a second kiss, he just couldn’t help himself...but Archons, was he glad he did.

Fin thought he kissed her just to help her out a sticky situation. Who could blame her, though? Kaeya was known to flirt with anything that breathes; how could she think he was being sincere?

He kept up his flirty act. However, he didn’t flirt with anyone but the ivory haired traveler. Any compliments he showered her with were nothing but heartfelt, straight honey rolling off his tongue. He began leaving Calla Lilies on Fin’s desk, or anywhere he knew she’d find them. Everyone but Fin herself could tell he was courting her.

It bugged Kaeya to no end.

“Diluc, I know you don’t like him much anymore, but could I ask, well, more like rant to you about Kaeya?” Fin asked, hope laced in her words. The scarlet haired vigilante sighed, setting a now cleaned mug down on the counter. Fin had caught him at the tavern during a slow lull, hoping to get some advice. She stared down at her cider while she waited for Diluc to respond, her fingers twisting the stem of one of her gifted Lilies.

“I do not concern myself with the likes of him any longer.”

Fin sighed and set her glass down, forehead falling to rest on the bar. “Yes, I know, sorry. I guess I was just hoping tha-“

“However, I have not seen him look at anyone in the same way he looks at you.”

Fin’s head shot up so fast, she nearly gave herself a headache. “What..?” Her mint eyes searched Diluc’s, but all he gave no reply, just a soft smile before he turned his back to continue cleaning. Fin’s gaze dropped down to the calla lily that had gone limp in her grasp, not sure what to think of this new information.

With his smile still present, Diluc glanced over his shoulder at the traveler, chuckling inwardly at her expression. For the past week, Diluc had been dealing with the pair pining after each other, though Fin more so kept to herself about it. During the day, she would come to the tavern to chat and relax. She only spoke of Kaeya occasionally, knowing Diluc’s feelings toward the captain.

Kaeya, on the other hand, was much worse. He would come at night when the tavern was fullest, drinking to his heart’s content and blabbing on and on about the mint eyed girl he wouldn’t seem to woo.

This was new to Diluc. Typically, Kaeya was the kind to flirt with anyone and everyone. If someone were to reject his advances, Kaeya would just move on to the next innocent soul, playing with their feelings until he got bored.

This time, things were different.

It seemed as if Kaeya only had eyes for Fin, and no matter how oblivious she was to his advances, Kaeya kept on trying. To Diluc, it was...strange.

“I’m sure he’s just being friendly. We’ve become close pretty quickly, after all,” Fin reasoned with herself. Her brain wouldn’t let her believe he felt something toward her. “I’m just his comrade...”

“Fin.” Diluc’s body faced the girl now, her minty gaze meeting his crimson one once again. “Kaeya is...” he sighed and turned away again. “He stays here late at night, running his mouth about insignificant things. But when he speaks of you...I haven’t seen him smile like that since we were kids... But I’m sure you’d rather hear from him over me.”

Fin didn��t budge as she took in Diluc’s words. She didn’t understand how Diluc could say these things so easily and confidently when she herself was sure it wasn’t the case. She wouldn’t - couldn’t - believe it unless she heard it from Kaeya. Though, even then she wasn’t so sure...

And so, after saying her goodbyes to Diluc, the traveler left the tavern, now even more unsure then when she arrived.

Fin made her way up the stairs towards the statue of Barbatos, wanting to relax in the quiet shade nearby. “Aha! There you are, Doll,” a familiar voice called. “I’ve been looking for you.” Quickly, Fin spun on her heels to face the Knight with her usual smile, long ponytail falling over her shoulder. She found him leaned up against a pillar right where she had planned to rest.

“Captain, hello!” Fin greeted, hands laced together behind her back. The smile on her lips widened when she saw the bouquet of lilies within his grasp, the familiar flowers bringing her joy. “What’s this?” A soft chuckle escaped Kaeya as he held out the bouquet for Fin to take. “For me? How kind of you, Captain. You didn’t need to do that.” She almost felt guilty, hoping it wasn’t too much effort for him to collect them.

“Of course I did,” Kaeya countered as Fin took the bundle, his smile never faltering. “How else am I supposed to relay my affections, Sweetheart?” His words brought on an instant flush to Fin’s pale cheeks. She attempted to play it off with a wave of her hand.

“Oh stop,” she huffed. She buried her nose in the bouquet to hide her face. The smell the lilies gave off was lovely. “If you aren’t careful, Captain, someone might think you’re smitten with me. Think of how heartbroken the ladies of Mond would be.” A stale giggle pushed past her lips as she played with some petals.

Fin was half joking, but her smile had faltered.

Kaeya noticed. Of course he did.

He was keen, infuriatingly so to some, and not much went unnoticed by him. So when Fin had automatically deflected into a joke and no longer met his gaze, Kaeya frowned. It took him a moment to gather the proper words. He figured the best way to get his point across the the helplessly oblivious girl was to be outright and honest, a daunting task for the Calvary Captain.

“What if I am?”

Fin’s fiddling stilled. “Sorry?”

Kaeya inhaled before continuing. “What if I am...smitten with you?”

The girls eyes widened, cheeks continuing to flush. Her heart was thumping against her sternum and her fingers tingled, yet something in the back of her mind just couldn’t believe it.

“...Kaeya, you can’t say things like that and get my hopes up. I don’t like this kind of teasing.” She wouldn’t meet his eye.

“You don’t believe me.” It was less a question and more a statement, nothing but silence following after.

Kaeya’s eye studied Fin, taking in every feature he could. He noticed how her fingers were tightly wound around the bundled stems, how she shifted her weight from left to right and back again, how she bit at her lower lip, the silence eating away at her. He had to say something.

“Finnie.” She jumped at her name leaving his lips, feeling flustered yet still not raising her eyes. With a soft sigh, the captain pressed a gentle finger beneath her chin to have her finally meet his eye. “Hey.” Fin looked up shyly, which brought Kaeya’s fallen smile back. “Can I tell you a secret?”

His intense stare reminded Fin of a week ago; the last time she was this close to him, he gave her the same look. “Y-yeah, sure.” His grin grew at that, hand moving from her chin to brush over her temple. It tucked her hair behind her ear before settling gently on her jaw.

“You are the most amazing creature I’ve come across,” he started. “Selfless, kind, brave, strong, not to mention so incredibly beautiful.” She rolled her eyes at that, pulling a sound of mock hurt from Kaeya. “Hey now, I mean it! Have you seen yourself? Save some beauty for the rest of us,” he said with a wink, well, as much of a wink you can manage with one eye.

Fin’s smile finally returned and was accompanied with a soft giggle. Her heart was racing in her chest and hoards of butterflies invaded her gut, leaving her all tingly feeling.

“There it is.” Kaeya’s thumb raked across the skin on her cheekbone. He was smitten, and helplessly so. “Can I tell you another secret, Fin?” She nodded. Kaeya moved closer, his voice barely above a whisper. “Ever since the day of your little sticky situation, I’ve wanted nothing more than the chance to kiss you again.”

The bouquet of calla lilies almost fell from the girl’s grasp at the confession, so she readjusted her grip, refusing to let the gift hit the ground. Her pulse was erratic and her cheeks flushed red. She could feel Kaeya’s left hand ghosting over her hip as if itching to hold her.

She believed him. Of course she did. With words so sincere and her desires so present, it finally made sense.

Fin’s hand found the one hovering at her side, pulling him to hold her hip before her palm found its place upon Kaeya’s forearm.

“Then what are you waiting for?”

Though not as keen as the knight, the way his smile widened and the color pink dusted over Kaeya’s features did not go unnoticed by Fin as he moved ever closer.

Looking back, she found it so silly how she acted earlier, telling herself it wasn’t true, that Kaeya absolutely did not have feelings for her. She would have to thank Diluc later for putting up with them, but for now, she’d much rather enjoy this moment with the captain.

The scene was almost identical to the one from a week ago. However, this time, there was no fear or uncertainty, only excitement and anticipation as the pair stared at each other.

“Kiss me, Kaeya.”

So he did.

[on-fieya]

[ The Four Prince comic ]

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1630hrs: Sebaik kaki aku jejak ke tanah, kenangan mula bermain, penggambaran mula dilakonkan.. Selangkah aku bergerak, airmata aku mula mengalir sedetik demi sedetik.. Selangkah demi selangkah nampak seperti aku berada di tempat waktu aku bersamanya.. Degupan hati mula semakin kuat, seperti aura memori amat kuat memanggil aku.. berjuta memori mengimbas kembali pada pandangan mataku.. Begitu sebak tak terhingga.. Ya Allah.. Semakin rindu hati aku kepadanya Engkau buatkan.. Semakin aku redha, semakin kuat Engkau berikan.. Engkau membuat aku merasa seperti dia berada di sebelahku di setiap langkah aku berada untuk temani aku.. Aku berjalan sambil terpandang ke arah jembatan sebelah kiri.. Terkenang semula waktu Engkau memulakan ujian yang amat sulit.. Keluarganya merancang untuk duduk di JB.. Hanya Engkau sahaja yang tahu bertapa sebaknya hati aku ini Ya Allah.. Dan pada waktu itu, aku dipanggil untuk perkhidmatan negara.. Dugaan yang sangat mencabar bagi diriku.. Engkau bagaikan menjauhkan perhubungan kita.. Tapi aku redha.. aku lalui cabaran itu.. Walaupun seminggu sekali kita dapat berjumpa, sesungguhnya aku sangat gembira.. Sanggup aku menghantar dia ke jb larkin walaupun pada waktu hari tu aku kena masuk ke camp aku balik.. Selepas hantar, menerusi balik ke singapore, aku terpaksa menahan rindu.. Sesungguhnya aku ingin bersamanya berterusan Ya Allah.. Sehingga Engkau menjauhkan lagi.. Menjauh tanpa diduga.. Di situ lah kelemahan aku.. Di sini lah bermula.....

Engkau berikan aku jawapan kepada doaku setelah hampir 8tahun aku bersabar menanti.. Aku mohon amaaf kepadaMu Ya Allah seandainya aku tipu diri aku sendiri.. Tipu perasaan aku sendiri.. Aku tipu bahawa aku benci padanya, aku tipu aku tak ingin lihat wajahnya, aku tipu dirinya bahawa dia punca kita berpisah.. Sesungguhnya tidak.. Aku yang salah.. Aku yang leka.. Aku yang gagal.. Gagal memberi sepenuh tupuan kepadanya, gagal memberi sepenuh masa kepadanya, gagal berada di sampingnya waktu dia perlukan aku.. Dan sesungguhnya waktu aku lafazkan kata untuk dilepaskan, hati aku masih terlalu menyayangi dia Ya Allah.. Hati yang tak sanggup melepaskan seorang wanita yang buat kali pertama memberiku maka erti percintaan.. Aku tipu tidak mahu lihat wajahnya tapi hati aku sendiri ingin bersama nya sepanjang hayat.. Sesungguhnya aku tak kuat untuk meluahkan itu semua kerana aku ingin dia bahagia walaupun aku yang sengsara.. Aku tak ingin memanggilnya gadis.. Tapi dia adalah seorang wanita.. Seorang wanita yang tak putus² doakn aku supaya jangan berjauhan dengannya, seorang wanita yang tak henti cemburu pada aku setiap kali aku tak membalas atau teman dirinya berbual.. seorang wanita yang menyayangi aku dengan diriku seadanya.. Seorang wanita yang tak henti membuat aku senyum.. Dan seorang wanita yang tak henti memberiku sepenuh kasih sayangnya kepadaku.. Jikalau Engkau memberikan kami peluang, aku tak sanggup kehilangan dia lagi.. Di dalam kelemahan ku, dia memberikan aku semangat.. Sejujurnya aku ingin memegang tangan nya dan beritahu bertapa aku masih sayang kepadanya.. Sesungguhnya aku merindui suaranya Ya Allah Ya Rabbi Ya Tuhan.. Tapi aku terpaksa menjauhkan diri aku.. Demi janji aku kepada dia.. Demi kebahagiaan dia.. Dan akhirnya dia memilih seorang suami pilihan dia.. Dan aku tahu pilihan yang dia pilih adalah jodohnya.. Tanpa sembarang dengki, aku tetap mendoakan kebahagiaan dia walaupun aku ditinggalkan di saat aku jatuh.. Seandainya dia berada di sini, aku bersyukur kepadaMu.. Akan aku menziarahi tempat sini setiap pada hari Sabtu petang.. Ya Allah.. Engkau telah kembalikan aku semula ke sini atas gerakkan kamu selama 8tahun aku menanti jawapan dari Mu Ya Allah.. Sesungguhnya HambaMu ini tak selara seperti dulu.. Kerana Engkau telah berikan aku sang cahaya pada hidupku dahulu.. Waktu sekarang genap pukul 8malam.. Hampir 2jam aku meluahkan di sini.. Menanti.. Menanti kepulangannya.............

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Fieya Julia - Seperti Ini

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random doodle of my original character