#Fem19days

[snezhishka]

Fem!19days AU

Basically everything is the same but the main 4, she li, buzzcut and Xiao Hui are girls

Also a lot less physical fights. If 19 days is action, then fem!19days is a psychological thriller🤡 The chain accident still happens though, don't you worry, there is still a lot of suffering

He Tian - He Tai.

The girl prince of the school. A mix between Utena and Jury from revolutiinary girl Utena, if you will. Despite being known for being good at sports, prefers to hide her physique to not cause suspicions. She is just a spoiled rich girl that totally doesn't come from a mafia family, afterall. Fights with She Li happen less publicly. Tai has a fanclub consisted both out of boys and girls. He Cheng is more present in her life than in canon. He personally teaches Tai how to fight and trains her regulary. She also knows how to use a gun and has one with her all the time, just in case (like threatening loansharks that attacked your girlfriend). Cheng became very protective over Tai after their mother's death. Tai doesn't like it and thinks he is paranoid.

Mo Guan Shan - Mo Gong Shuang.

Shuang is an unwilling punk. Her bright appearance, dubious acquaintances and a father in prison gave her no chance at staying in the shadows. Especially after having to shave her temples because of an injury. Mo and She Li met the same way as in canon. However, their relationship is less outwardly hostile than in canon. Shuang thinks of She Li as her close friend. Empathy is a bitch sometimes. They have that iconic toxic teen girl friendship a la Jennifer's body or smth like GingerSnaps. Not as much codependent, but Mo still feels indebted to She Li. Shuang is still easily aggravated and distrustful but kind and caring at the same time. She works part time and fights at school. I'm not sure how Mo's and Jian's conflict would start in this version. Maybe Jian says something that Shuang doesn't like, they start arguing, it escalates and Zhan ends up with her head bashed into a wall. Jian is a chatterbox, so her words might've been careless or just misunderstood. Later comes He Tai with her "disciplinary" measures. Physical violence is not as brutal as in the original, but still present. The forcefull kiss also still happens. The school scandal will probably change from rape allegations to murder allegations. A redhaired girl was caught on camera. Maybe she is from She Li's gang and also rich.

She li - still She Li, since it's a nickname. She is studying at an all girls school, because it would be hard to built a gang in a mixed school when you are a girl. You know, because no one really takes you seriously. More reasons to take your frustruation out on your underlings! How does she know about everything that happens to Mo? Buzzcut, who is in the same school as Shuang. Later She Li starts to attend Mo's school.

Bonus adult Tai and Shuang designs

[snezhishka]

Messy girl yaoi WIP

Really wanted it to look like the cover of a fucked up 2010's yaoi mangas that I read when I was 14 but was too scared to look up specific manga covers to avoid psychic damage. I mean like pre - killingstalking and post junjo romantica. That specific era with all the abuse, blood, violence and diabolical horniness. Was that a thing or was it just me reading things like this for no reason?? I didn't even really liked it. You can say it's the same today but there is much more focus on redemption even if it's not very convincing. Anyway it's very nostalgic to me.

TianShan kinda started out like a lowkey version of it and I really hated He Tian but THEN omfg the way it all turned out??? Obsessed. He Tian is the only bad boy with daddy issues character that I geniunely love. He MAKES SENSE. He actually shows remorse with ACTION instead of just complaining how broken he is. And even his bad behaviour has a solid reason instead of just "my family is fucked up and I take it out on everyone else". He treated Mo like this because Mo hurt his friends. Him and Mo have the same flaws of teenage maximalism and toxic masculinity. They are acting based on the rules that the world around them taught them. Their kindness was punished. Their emotions were labeled as weakness. But they learned from each other. They overcame their flaws together. They strived to be better people. Their story is not about giving a chance to someone who hurt you and love overcoming all and I'm eternally grateful for that.

Still want a girl version of this though. No matter where I go it's either just fluff or a boring version of fucked up yaoi. Or If I like it there is someone dating a man or they're sisters or something. Or the social aspects of being a girl have that girl power girlboss filter. Or they're too perfectly unproblematic. Or they're shown as irredeemable. Or one of them dies.