#FNaF vets how we feeling?

[eldritch-ace]

So that teaser huh?

[mythicaldemigoddess-of-deltarune]

Is It SUPER Weird To Want To Ship Scratch x Glamrock-Chica...?

[Note: Mature Reader Audience Only....also reading this is optional, also this will talk about Hazbin Hotel and Helluva Boss ships and Crossover ships besides Scratch x Glamrock-Chica. and yeah it does get a bit off topic as well.]

not sure if many thought about this Crossover ship idea, that involves Scratch, the Robot Rooster who in a Sonic Cartoon and who is like the Older Brother of Grounder, and was made by Doctor Robotnik...

and Glamrock Chica from FNAF Security Breach, being ship together.

does it count as a crack-ship...?

I kind of want to Crossover OTP ship them, well maybe sometime I will draw a fan art with those two being ship together.

even if it might be the weirdest ship yet, but I'm weird and I'm way better when I'm weird and not when I get really mad or sad...

and a Crossover ship between Scratch The Robot Rooster and Glamrock Chica The Chicken, is just some idea that pop into my head and the chances of others ending up doing fan art of that crossover ship is possibly very small and not likely to happen very much.

but yeah, is it super weird that I want to ship Scratch from Sonic The Hedgehog with Glamrock-Chica from FNAF Security Breach...? XD

well I have seen other unsuspected and surprising ships,

like Charlie's Dad and Angel's Dad from Hazbin Hotel, being ship together....and as weird as it might be, I can't help but like their ship.

and I'm still gonna view that Mamtella name that I started to call Stella x Mammon's ship name (who are from Helluva Boss) as something that reminds me of food and yeah as weird as it sounds when I was talking about the ship name before, it ended up making me hungry. I wouldn't be surprise if others think that ship name kind of sounds like something you put on toast...

even if that ship never becomes canon, I can't help but love the idea of those two being together in the fanon.

I am the embodiment of weirdness who at times on certain days falls under the influence of the 8th sin, which I may have had before during those two depressions I had before if that counts.

[feel free to skip to the part where it goes back to talking about ships, Scratch x Glamrock-Chica will be in bold.]

also it might not be really all that easy for some to get back to being super happy like they were before and they have to make due with the happiness they can feel even after going through a depression in 2015 and then a year or so later ending up in another one...which I can't remember if that second depression ended up first starting in 2016 or 2017, but I know it lasted way longer than the first one and at some point after getting better from it, I got sick and started throwing up and my first cat was you know, leaving us...

and if my second cat wasn't taken to the vet on time, I would of ended up losing them too, and I refuse to lose them...

and if it were possible, I would go Feral Earth Angel on Archangel Samael. also maybe there can be no real proof that he is Cain's Dad...

and yes, Cain and Seth are both my and other humans own ancestors (and apparently I'm in the bloodline that has both Seth and Cain as Ancestors...which makes them both Grandpas and Grunkles), and even if it does turn out to be true that Samael is technically Cain's Dad...he still ain't the boss of me.

anyway the other thing that stinks, was that Covid-19 that happen...

hopefully things will become better, and certain Masculine ones will stop scapegoating all humankind, even if only half of them were involved in that mess...

and well I can talk about that kind of messed up thing another time, which I don't think it is even good at all, I mean where is the freaking justice in that...?

anyway maybe sometime I will talk about how I believe that human evolution and creation are correct and well even if those who are religious and some who are more into the explaining of how we got here through science would end up disagreeing with each other but they will have come to the idea that both of them are right.

as well as the whole possibility that Eve and Lilith share descendants that would be like the Evalith Bloodline, so jokes on Lilith if she tries to harm Eve and Adams descendants, because some of them are hers as well.

and back to talking about shipping Scratch x Glamrock-Chica...

if I'm able to, I will try to draw a fan art of those two...might not end up doing that many ship drawings of them but I will try to get around to working on the first one when I'm able to.

I also wouldn't mind shipping TFA-Blitzwing with Sundrop/Moondrop/Eclipsedrop which I think their ship name would be Blitzdrop.

I think it be funny if Moondrop scares Bumblebee, like Moony could tell Bumblebee to "take your nap." in a scary way.

and just picture Moondrop and Random-Blitzwing working together to try to make Bumblebee go and take a nap...

I think Blitzwing would enjoy that too much, well the Random side of him at least would really enjoy that.

and in a Crossover ship that is a mix of TFA, Hazbin Hotel and FNAF....if you add Husk, which by the way I still love Blitzhusk and it has become one of my favorite fanon crossover ships.

but hypothetically if Husk was ship with Blitzwing and Sunny/Moony/Eclipsey, would that count as a poly relationship or Husk having a Harem, since Sunny/Moony/Eclipsey while being different personalities that share the same body but also are their own person and could end up talking with each other even when they switch places when they have to take care of the kids in the daycare.

it could be possible that Moondrop and Alastor might get along a bit too well...even if it is in a fanon timeline.

and I guess Husk having Blitzwing and Sundrop/Moondrop/Eclipsedrop ship with him could count as both a poly relationship and Harem....maybe.

and it is possible that only some poly relationships can work, but not everyone has to do a poly and might feel more into a relationship when it's just two people.

and if I had to ship Grounder with anyone, I would probably ship him with Map-Bot from FNAF Security Breach....then again maybe I will have that as a maybe ship.

I'm still gonna OTP ship Scratch x Glamrock-Chica, even if it is a weird ship that maybe not everyone will ship, and it being possibly a crack-ship, it still seems interesting and seems like the good kind of weird type of ship. I'm weird and if I have weird ship ideas, than my wanting to ship Scratch with Glamrock-Chica is gonna be one of them.

and if I want to ship Husk with Sundrop/Moondrop/Eclipsedrop, then I might actually do that to.

picture Lockdown looking at Blitzwing and Sunny/Moony/Eclipsey and how they switch between their different personalities and Lockdown could be all like "oh no....there's two of them now!" XD

and even if I ask if wanting to ship Scratch and Glamrock-Chica together is super weird, I guess even without others telling me that it's super weird, I know it is but I like the idea of them being ship together even if it isn't canon. some of the best crossover ships are fanon only. :)

[blazenfire223]

[ID in undercut]

Happy 2024 everyone! I'm just gonna talk about the past of 2023 and how I'm feeling about this new year so apologies if this gets long.

Okay so first off, personally, my 2023 wasn't that bad. It was actually rather enjoyable. I started out 2023 doing art while talking with my friend Kate while drinking apple cider and I think also playing Hamtaro. It was fun. Also during that time, I had been in a school program called RISE which was basically hands-on learning and I got to create some very memorable projects that I am so fucking proud of and submitted a whole 3-page original comic for my school's zine and then later got to see the comic IN the zine. I messed around with traditional art so much more and had so much fun with it. Like, I swear that school year I was a monster of creativity and I was just having nothing but fun during those days. I was a neurodivergent POWERHOUSE. I also got to see a high school adaptation of the Percy Jackson Musical that my partner got to play a minor role in and that was very fun. I got to make a friend and hang out with said friend over the summer, I went out on an official date with my partner (outside of school dances) to see Spiderman: Across the Spiderverse, and also saw my partner during a homecoming dance where we left and went to Walmart instead. I got to watch Good Omens season 2, WWDITS season 5/6 (I forget what the newest season was), OFMD season 2, and go to see the FNAF movie!! And although all of them broke my heart (except FNAF) in different ways I was still so happy I got to see them! My cat also went to the vet to get neutered which helped with his spraying problem.

It wasn't all good though. I always had the usual problems but there was also me having to go to the doctor's a few times this year which sucked, but I also got a family doctor for the first time in YEARS and now I get to get treated for whatever it is my body is doing. There was also a big personal mess regarding my partner's family shortly after I got to see him a few times and some family issues of my own.

But overall? It's been a pretty good fucking year but, if I'm honest, I'm not very hopeful for the new year. These past few weeks have made me feel so much in so little time. Mainly, anger, sadness, and guilt. All not very "good" emotions but they've all been there. I'm also kinda tired. I've felt all these things not because of anything personal. As I've pointed out my 2023 has been fucking amazing for the most part. My anger is righteous. Livid fucking righteous anger. Anger over the fact that there are so many injustices and genocides happening in this world and the fact that the United States has a hand in pretty much all of them in some way or another. I have seen so many dead humans and my brain can barely comprehend them. I feel so much for these people literally dying at the hands of awful people with weapons and money funded by this disgusting country I live in and I can't help feeling guilt because I'm in my house, comfortable and relatively safe watching Good Omens Season 2 on repeat and I just wish I could do more or give them comfort in a meaningful way. But I know I can only do so much. I still am just a kid and only one person.

And what pisses me off more is that these politicians that are supposed to represent the people don't. listen. There have been thousands of citizens shouting for the liberation of these countries and for the end of these genocides and yet politicians do the exact opposite of what the majority of people are in obvious support for. All for what? Money? A sense of superiority? It has made me feel so much that I end up shaking from anger at the thought. But I shouldn't be surprised. This is the same country that was founded on the genocide of natives and black people. Founded on slavery, racism, and white supremacy. The same country that wishes to control the rights of AFAB bodies and wants to ban any and all books that they don't agree with and that, deep down, wants to eradicate trans people and other LGBTQ+ people from social life and existence. I shouldn't be surprised that they are helping with genocide and continue to help in the killing of human beings again and again. I shouldn't be surprised. Land of the Free, my ass.

This, with the fact that the whole world is basically on fire and literally was at MULTIPLE times this year, I can't say I'm feeling very good about this new year. But I know what I WANT this new year to be. I want it to be a year that is filled with good memories, good art, and good experiences, but also a year where I can say that there is a Free Palestine, Congo, Sudan, and any other country experiencing oppression and harm and there are choices made to help to stabilize these countries and people. Where they have autonomy over their own land. I want a year where the oppressed get just one step closer to the equality they deserve. A year where this country isn't trying to make leaps back in time where no one but cis-het neurotypical abled-bodied white men could exist happily. I want a year where the individualistic Western mindset is burned to ash and we all actually treat each other as human fucking beings that deserve respect and not just as stepping stones for "success" (THE BARE FUCKING MINIMUM BTW.) I just wish for a year where I can say that, in every aspect, it was a good year. But we'll just have to see what the future holds now, don't we?

[ID: A digital illustration of Storm (irl) and Storm (OC) sitting together on the ground. Storm has their knees up to their chest and is holding a bottle of sparkling cider while OC Storm holds them close, cradling their head with both hands. Above them both are floating heads of all of irl Storm's hyperfixations of the year. Going from right to left there is Aziraphale and Crowley (Good Omens), Dante (Ineffable Family AU by chibiq122), Azra and David (Bun and Dove AU by chibiq122), Raphael and Zi (Star Weaver AU |Gone Wrong| by chibiq122 and Storm), Ana and Raph (Star Weaver AU by chibiq122), Nandor and Guillermo (What We Do in the Shadows), Anna and Crawley (Happy Demon AU by chibiq122 and Storm), Raziel and Westley (Lawyer Bois AU by chibiq122), Ario and Unas and Zaraphim (Reverse AU by Storm), Sariel and Damien + their kids Eden, Calysta, and Dakota (Blind Bear AU by Storm), and finally Izzy, Stede and Ed (Our Flag Means Death). Above all the little heads are the words 'Happy New Year 2024' and they are glowing. /End ID]

[vampiric-plays-games]

Headcanon: Vanessa A. (killing the DPD/DID ‘theory’)

TL;DR - Vanessa doesn’t have DPD/DID. Reluctant Follower Vanessa is the real Vanessa, while the Security Guard Vanessa is a front program implanted by Glitchtrap during VR: Help Wanted and Vanny is actually a part of Afton that couldn’t wait to get out and go killing.

Content warning for mentions of inaccurate depiction of DPD/DID; game canon typical violence and back story (including child murder and murders/disappearances of adults), abuse and trauma mention, suicide mention (Jeremy), etc. Lemme know if there’s other things i need to tag.

So this is going to sound a little preachy at first, I guess, but I want to say this is coming from what I think currently is the best course after reading this post.

I am working on a fic that takes place in FNAF: Security Breach, and in that fic Vanessa/Reluctant Follower/Vanny makes an appearance though she isn’t a main focus. Still, because she’s an element, I have to think about how to write her properly without being offensive to the DID/DPD (Disassociative Identity/Personality Disorder) communities.

In the game, of course, Vanessa is confirmed to be the murderous Vanny and it’s heavily implied that Vanessa doesn’t necessarily control Vanny; like she’s some sort of ‘alter’.

This, of course, is damaging and problematic as it is in no way an accurate representation of DID/DPD.

I don’t have either DPD or DID so of course I’ll never be able to write the concept accurately, nor do I feel comfortable at this point in trying to.

So I’m coming up with a new headcanon to explain how Vanessa’s mind works that isn’t ‘DPD/DID’ related.

Vanessa is the protagonist in Help Wanted - the one that Glitchtrap corrupted after Jeremy (who sadly passed away due to the stress of the same sort of corruptions). And Glitchtrap is William Afton, who of course wanted out so he could go killing again. This is stuff we know.

My theory starts there. William corrupted Vanessa to get out. In my mind, there are three ‘versions’ of Vanessa - The Security Guard, the Reluctant Follower, and Vanny. The Reluctant Follower, I’m going to say, is the ‘true’ Vanessa. The one who’s been traumatized into doing the bidding of a man who’s been dead for 30 years or so.

The Security Guard, who is the one that does the work and is looking for Gregory in the game because it’s her job, is a ‘program��� that William put together and implanted in Vanessa as a front to help her blend in at the Pizzaplex. Someone with a good work ethic so she won’t get fired, and so he can have access to the programming on the Animatronics to turn them on children (because that’s one of Afton’s MO’s) and for other uses. Which would explain why (in the trailer of SB, at least) she wanted to help Gregory, and in the actual game she just locks him in lost and found so she can go get the authorities (before Vanny took over).

Also, there’s a possibility that the Security Guard could be gaining her own ‘sentience’, since Freddy developed his own while in Safe Mode and the others could have if they weren’t corrupted by the virus that is Afton.

And then Vanny - the killer part - I want to say isn’t so much an implanted program but actually a part of William that couldn’t really wait for this ‘trap body to be completed (or he just wanted a way to harvest Remnant himself to speed up his full return).

This would tie into the fact that William Afton is mentally and physically falling apart, and has been for decades. The idea that he could split himself up to cover more ground (because I feel like he’s the kind of guy who wants to be close to the destruction he causes) sounds very appealing to him and he wants to make sure things get done ‘right’. So I don’t think ‘Vanny’ is really Vanessa, but actually a part of William that is powerful enough to take over a whole other human’s body.

As for her therapy sessions (worst therapists ever, btw - Fazbear Entertainment needs to vet these people ;p), Vanessa mentioned that she had an abusive father named Bill. Bill is obviously a nickname for William. But one of the therapists calls her out on the story and says that she made it up. It could be the Reluctant Follower part of Vanessa either coming up with an explanation for why she’s been messed up (as an escape of some kind?), or it’s an attempt at a call for help to say she is being controlled by a Bill - AKA William. An attempt that may have cost the lives of at least three of Vanessa’s company-provided therapists, if Afton knew what was going on and decided to cut off loose ends.

That’s what I’ve got, though obviously it can change if I can think of something better or game canon changes/is revealed (though that depends on what it is). 

[confessions-but-fnaf]

hi so i have extremely random confession to make, idk why but i feel like I need to get it off my chest. basically i was like twelve when fnaf came out, and it was a HUGE part of my life growing up. I would read ungodly amounts of purple guy x reader fanfictions on wattpad and listen to fnaf songs on my way to school everyday. looking back, it kinda makes me so embarassed to think about, but mostly, it makes me nostalgic. recently i was so bored during pandemic that i revisited my old favourite purple guy fanfiction (remember when we used to call him vincent?) and made me extremely sad and nostalgic thinking about just how much fun i had reading it back in the days. don't mind me just reminiscing about the first years of fnaf fandom.

Sometimes you just gotta get things off your chest every now and again. That’s part of the reason why this account exists!

Oh my god Vincent 🥺🥺 my little meow meow 🥺💜💜💜😭✋/j

Gosh I remember those days- remember the toast badge drama? I don’t think I’ll ever let myself down for eating plain toast just because I wanted to be like him and then doing a complete 180 a week later and eating nothing but cereal so I’d never be like him HAHAHHA

Honestly the pandemic is how I got back into fnaf! We have a lot to thank Covid for fandom wise if you get what I mean. Imagine how different we’d all be without this Tumblr and all the fnaf vets (like myself 😩) coming back to fnaf after 4-5 years!

Soak in it bro, reminiscing is so much fun…. I recommend listening to the TLT fnaf songs! They’re real good nostalgia if you’re looking for it! Especially die in a fire while reading Vincent angst. Good times…. Good times…

Thanks for your submission anon! I hope we’ve successfully reverted everyone back to the (good) dark ages for a bit. Might share some of my old fnaf art from 2014-16 if anyone brings up nostalgia again just for the fun of it!

- mod Bon 💜

[noridoorman]

So, I visited my old Wattpad stories amd found this little Q&A thing in one of my chapters. I probably wrote it years ago but I wanna answer it now once again just for fun and to see how much I've changed.

Here's the old one

Crush?

No I better stay alone than getting cheated on.

Middle name?

I don't have one

Shoe size?

I don't know

Last time you cried?

At monday when my stomach ached so much.

Biggest fear?

Getting bullied again.

Last song you listened to?

FnaF world musical.

Last person you texted?

Lina I guess.

Relationship status?

Potato

Fav sports team?

no.

Fav color?

I like all colors.

Best friend?

Lina and Angelina.

Fav celebrity?

NightCove_TheFox

Any scars?

no...yet...

Kissed anyone?

My mother.

Someone you hate?

Oof

Ever done drugs?

never

Height?

I don't know

Are you currently happy?

I'm hungry.

Do you drink?

no

Last think you bought?

Life is strange.

Last thing you ate?

Pizza

Day or night?

Night

Fav lyric?

This is my

Last story

The one that ends with you and me

I'm done pretending like I'm sane.

Do you give second chances?

Not anymore.

Pet peeve?

what?

Random fact?

I have crippling depression.

Current mode?

bored.

Last book I read?

Roommate

Jeloues type?

i'm letting my feelings out.

Birthday?

8/31/2004

Obsession?

Reading.

Fav song?

Twisted, Broken dancer, Wither away.

Worst mistake?

Confessing to my crush 1 year ago.

Someone I trust?

I trust lina but I don't tell many stuff.

Do you believe in love?

No, it's only time waste.

Are you ok?

No.

Here the new one:

Crush?

Mostly fictional characters like Jake Park, Ji-Woon Hak and Glamrock Freddy (Yes, I'm obsessed with an Animatronic.)

Middle name?

I don't have one but my mother insists that it's Rose.

Shoe size?

1 feet

Last time you cried?

Maybe a month ago when I told my mom I feel ashamed for dropping out of school.

Biggest fear?

My future and having to become independent.

Last song you listened to?

Day6 - I wait.

Last person you texted?

An old friend of mine.

Relationship status?

Single but in my head married to Jake Park.

Fav color?

Purple.

Best friend?

I have friends but I don't know if I have best friends.

Fav celebrity?

Billie Eilish. Cliche answer but I love her.

Any scars?

One above my breasts. My bunny Shadow scratched me there when I tried to take her to the vet.

Kissed anyone?

Nope :( only my Teddy Bear.

Someone you hate?

Not hate but I do dislike certain people.

Ever done drugs?

Nope but I heard that Germany will try to get lighter drug laws.

Height?

169 cm, I think.

Are you currently happy?

Nope but I'm not sad either.

Do you drink?

I did but I do it extremely rarely.

Last think you bought?

Beat Saber and Job Simulator.

Last thing you ate?

Sepcies.

Day or night?

It's ABEND.

Fav lyric?

Under the surface

I'm pretty sure I'm worthless if I can't be of service

Do you give second chances?

Yeah lol.

Pet peeve?

People constantly expecting answers from me even though I'm not good at answering. Just lemme listen!

Random fact?

My period pains got so bad that I had to be picked up by an ambulance while in school.

Current mode?

Annoyed cause my sibling is asleep and we're forced to share a room.

Last book I read?

Five nights at Freddy's: Fetch.

Jeloues type?

I'm clingy but usually try to keep my jealousy for myself.

Birthday?

8/31/2004

Obsession?

Daydreaming and Jake Park.

Fav song?

We don't talk about Bruno, Waiting on a miracle, You're not here.

Worst mistake?

Not telling my mother how much she and my father fighting was hurting us truly.

Someone I trust?

A few people but not many.

Do you believe in love?

Jake is love, Jake is life.

Are you ok?

Yep.

Bye bye.

[gtliveforlife]

omg THANK YOU AGAIN!

You GUYS! I have over 200 followers now! That’s so nice!!! I figure that for this milestone I’ll tell you guys about myself/open up an AMA of sorts. If you want to know anything about me feel free to ask, but yea I’m gonna provide some basic info so we can get to know each other better :3

Name: Genevieve (you can call me Gen)

Favorite Color (Because why not?): Purple

Zodiac: Taurus

MBTI: INTJ

What I’m up to RN: Currently studying Biology as a Pre-Vet student in Uni :)

How I got into GTLive: I really enjoyed Game Theory and was curious about the FNAF Sister Location streams. Little did I know I would get sucked in by Mat and Steph’s adorableness and stay in the fandom haha.

So...yeah, thank you again for being such a wonderful and supportive community! I hope I can get to know you guys more as I go along here :3

[confessions-but-fnaf]

The lore at this point is so complicated that I don't even try anymore. There are so many people arguing about the lore and I'm in the corner at the kiddies table not really knowing what's going on. I am now just rolling with the punches. Besides, the games themselves are really great and don't need the lore to be interesting and fun to play! (Don't even get me started on the books)

Oh I totally get it. As a vet fan watching hundreds and thousands of theories come and go is like watching an explosion- there’s just so much of it everywhere!! The books just add even more to that and I can’t keep up personally, and it sounds like you’re in the same boat too!!

To you and to everyone else out there who feels like they’re just sitting at the kiddies table, just remember that all of us are at the kiddies table. Cawthon and all his besties at the table such as Illumix and Steelwool and the devs of the fan verse initiative are the only ones at the grownups table. It’s ok to just be rolling with the punches! Or well, in a fnaf sense, stuffings! No one is right and no one is wrong until the day where we get every little answer greenlit right infront of us like whats in the FNAF4 box, where the books tie in, what really is the name on that final tombstone, if Cassidy and Crying Child share golden Freddy, etc etc. Some things I listed will be blatantly obvious to some, mystery to others. We all have our theories and our AUs, all our headcanons and fancanons which we’ve adopted from others and such. We’re not going to know everything until we either figure it out, have it given to us or both. It’s a big big world out here in the FNAF timeline. We just gotta find our way around it however we see fit to do so.

Thank you for your submission anon, and to all my theorists and timeline makers and au creators and headcanon hoarders, I wish you luck and I hope you have fun no matter how ‘canon’ or not your ideas are because yknow what? This is a game that talks about child murder and singing robots with a guy who was trapped in one for years and is somehow still alive. Believe whatever you want to with the story!! Make your own!! The world is your oyster- or, for a more fnaf themed saying, the timeline is your bitch. Whip it into shape!

- mod Bon 💜