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WAAA MERA I LOVE MONOPS'S REFLECTION SO MUCHHHH
im obsessed with the way you portrayed jade in the story. like its not everyday that i get to see him written in a way that totally doesnt hide his insanity at all. reading monops's reflection was just so <33 aaa tysm for writing smth so amazing!!!
you mentioned before that monops!jade is very "rotten girl grotesque romance", and i totally agree, but i was actually reminded of another old yandere vocaloid song when i read the fic! idk if you know it, but its called "pure love restraint". its a really good song hehe, you should totally check it out if you dont already know it!
oh also speaking of songs, i recently started listening to loveit? by biz since you mentioned it a while ago, and i love the song so much >< do you happen to have any other song recommendations because clearly you have great taste in music~
also as a final note, i cant wait for tmdg hehe ���👈
-kanata <3
AAAAA THANK YOU!!!!! >w< I'm so happy you enjoyed Monops's Reflection!!!! Jade is so wildly deranged in that fic. He truly is the embodiment of the harsh, brutal depths he hails from. ;;;; seeing Reader in the storage closet with Floyd pushed him over the edge he'd been teetering on for so long now. T^T he's far surpassed the point of no return. I had so much fun finishing this fic and portraying Jade in such a terrifying manner. And poor Reader had no idea what hid behind that seemingly pleasant smile of his until it was too late...
There are so many layers to Monops!Jade. How he gets so disgusted at the sight and thought of you with anyone else. How it's not really sexual gratification he's after; he's just chasing some thrill he's yet to figure out in its entirety, which is why he doesn't touch you at all during the non-con scene. Because it's not your pleasure he cares about; he could care less whether you feel good or not. How his sanity is so thin and threadbare that it's hardly there at all. How he fails to recognize that, despite the similarities he shares with Floyd, he's still his own person, still different, but not different enough for you to look his way, apparently. And then there's the meaning of Monops, which is a "one-eyed creature." >:D aaaaa he's truly the worst.
OOOOO "true love restraint"!!!!!!! I love that song!!! That song definitely has the vibes that Monops!Jade exudes!! And I'm happy you enjoyed listening to "loveit." :D it's a very good song, but then all of biz's songs are amazing!!!
>:) I always have song recommendations to share!! I'll list a few of my favorite (lesser known) Vocaloid songs with dark undertones/stories below, but if there's any specific genre you'd like recs for please let me know!!!
✧ insanity blue (all of kashii moimi's songs are fantastic!!! i recommend them, but this one is my all-time favorite hehe)
✧ wolfism (there's also a jade utau cover of this song. <3 both are very good.)
✧ go to daitokai (the lyrics for this one are very nsfw, but this song is very catchy.)
✧ biohazard (the original is very good, but i love the sonika cover so much!!)
✧ distortion love (this piko cover is everything. <3)
✧ ◇◇ (i love this song and the songs that are similar to [redacted]'s style. i'm not sure if you know of these style of utau songs (the "no title" songs), but in 2020 they became especially popular and a lot of people online began to call it a secret cult of sorts, where you couldn't search these videos normally because they didn't have a title to search for, so instead the videos would find you.)
✧ lamprey hole (i love this song forever!!!!!)
✧ meiro (it's so so good!!!)
✧ no title (this song is a banger!!!!!!!!! it got me through quarantine as did all the other no title songs and tributes. :D)
I will stop here or else the list will go on endlessly, but if you ever wish to hear new music I will be happy to share some recommendations!!! Also, thank you for looking forward to tmdg!!!!! <3 it grows closer to completion with every passing day!!!!
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[☎👽💭👩❤️💋👩] Nikku x Fem Reader
Oh request open again, yay! Be ready for Nikku request cause again, I like Nikku very very much to the point even my best friend knows it cause I talk/mention about her nonstop ☝
Might as well put me as 🏳🌈 Anon cause I'm going to be requesting some Nikku or other characters but mostly Nikku, you're the only person who writes for hotline 024/sunset hills
Can I request smth where Nikku knows that the reader has a crush on her even though the reader thinks she straight when it's very clear that she has a crush on the polygurian.
That one roblox meme where a guy says "I'M NOT A KISSBOY" instead it's- "I'M NOT A KISSGIRL"
Aaa hello 🏳️🌈 anon! You're so like me in that way
But, yeah, I can definitely do that! Honestly, I wish hotline got slightly more attention just so people would write it about lmao
But thank you for asking!
Now onto the thingy
‧₊˚✧[ Nikku w/ a
Crushing!Reader ]✧˚₊‧
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(☎️👽💭👩❤️💋👩) - sunset hills headcanons + small scenario
(reader type) - feminine / AFAB
(‼️ warnings) - none
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‧₊˚ ⋅ 𓐐𓎩 ‧₊˚ ⋅
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♨ when I say you had it BAD for her please believe it cause holy SHIET
♨ when you two became friends it was an absolute turning point for your emotions just as it was hers
♨ soon after your love was PAINFULLY obvious. like. everyone knew.
♨ Clips knew. Nikku knew. Boyfriend knew. Girlfriend knew. Rude#1 knew. Gogo knew. Momo knew. Hell, LIMUS THE CAT KNEW.
♨ nikku honestly thought it was cute how you thought it was some sort of best friend love or something
♨ everytime someone asks you if you two were dating you bust out into a flustered mess explaining that you were straight and just friends
♨ sometimes, nikku will teasingly flirt and make innuendos with you just to get a reaction
❝ sooo, do you wanna continue the fun in your room? ❞
❝ ndjzKCJDJDJH—WHAT?? ❞
♨ but yeah you're so goofy. and closeted. goofy and closeted.
♨ nikku's kinda 𝓯𝓻𝓮𝓪𝓴𝔂 when she's around you
♨ "I'M NOT A KISSGIRL" you clarify and scream at the top of your lungs
♨ nikku just probably ends up talking to you about it later when she thinks it's appropriate
♨ let's say you two were watching videos on her phone. she suddenly puts it down and starts to ask about how you feel toward her
♨ you let it RIP (but didn't forget to say, "but I'm straight!" at the end)
❝ so.. random question, but how would you describe me in one word? ❞
❝ oh, I can't just use one! there are so many words to describe you, like funny, smart, cool, pretty, awesome, hot, sweet, pretty.. did I say that already? ❞
❝ and you say you're straight? ❞
♨ After that, nikku had a come-to-asmodeux moment with you about your feelings and all the sappy stuff
♨ you were DYING inside when you finally put two and two together
♨ thankfully, you helped her realize that she liked you back too! .. and a lot of other things I won't get into
♨ and even after all that, you're still a flustered mess
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‧₊˚ ⋅ 𓐐𓎩 ‧₊˚ ⋅
#🏳️🌈 anon!#headcanons#x reader#headcanons + scenario#scenario#hotline 024 x reader#hotline024#hotline 024#nikku sunset hills#nikku fnf#fnf nikku#nikku#crushing!reader#fem!reader#feminine reader#the reader is queer hehoo#story stew#eat up
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I was feeling a bit down today so I decided to finally reread the clinic prequel (I've been meaning to for the past few weeks) and omg :(( it's so cute man it's soo adorable shfkdkjfkfdj it's honestly one of my favs and I think clinic!Phil is my fav Phil... He is so nice man I wanna cry shfjdkskffk
I adore how real your fics are. I've said this before but I'll point out a new example shfkfk like when they are at the duck pond, you take care to describe the ducks inbetween their convo. Like you don't rush and just say their dialogue, you take the time to describe the world around them. It makes it a lot more immersive
And you choosing to have that interaction with Hannah and though it clearly shows the juxtaposition between their powers and is a good tool to show how Wilbur's power affects him, it also doesn't feel out of place? It feels honestly like smth that could happen in a universe where superpowers are normal also LOVE the transition it gives to Phil finding a common thing to talk about to approach Wilbur with. Idk I just. Everything about that is so good
I also really like how you write young Wilbur?? Like. It's obvious he's a kid, but also it doesn't feel like ur babying him or anything. He feels like a genuine 12 year old, who's mature enough to understand a lot of things, though still immature in others. It also feels like Wilbur, you've still captured a lot of his personality and I think it's really cool to see. You've got such a good grip on characterization man, I can always hear the cc's voices when I read your writing.
Your characters always feel so real and their train of thought and actions always feel logical, even if they're, from an outsiders point of view, not.
Hehehe that's all for now am not even finished the first chapter I just wanted to rant a bit bc God I love this fic so so much man
Like a Dusty Tomb is ICONIC but this was one of the first pieces of writing to make me Obsessed with sandduo and it holds a very special place in my heart... It's also just fucking adorable like no words can describe how precious this fic is shfkfkdl
awww thank you icy!! I loved writing the clinic prequel so much. it was my first major foray into sandduo centric stuff and I had such a good time with it.
I love including small environmental details to make the atmosphere feel more real. like ducks in a pond or the temperature outside or what the kids on the nearby playground are doing. just small tidbits reminding the readers the world around the characters is alive in these pages.
I loved that little hannah interaction for so many reasons. it was exactly like you said, a way to juxtapose wilbur's own feelings about his powers with hannah's. and I wanted to show the type of interactions you'd see in a society where powers are normalized. I just think little kids with fun powers would love practicing and showing them off to strangers in the park :) and I just liked getting to throw another cameo in there as well. the cameos in the prequel fic were so fun for me to include
i'm so glad that you liked how i wrote kid!wilbur in this. I always get so nervous writing child characters because I hate when fics write all child characters like helpless babies even if they're, like, 12. but at the same time obviously I don't want to make the child i'm writing sound like a mini adult. so I try very hard to strike that balance while also till making sure that above all, he sounds like wilbur. also any and all compliments on my characterization make me so happy aaa ty
so glad you enjoyed <33
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hiii (≧▽≦)/, sorry for bothering you i just aaa, im normally a silent reader type (bc talking to ppl makes me anxious) but smth bout that last chapter got me like akjsdhfakjsflh (im def gonna like regret this later when im overthinking b4 bed lmao)
Σ(°ロ°)I was NOT expecting that to happen at all like the plot twist ajsdfhasljkfa, i was so ready to cry my heart out for that angst T^T </3 (i'm srry but i love angst sm, like. it just hits different ya know?) and omg bentley's call for help,,, when jason's life was in the hands of the joker ajsdfhkjasdhfka
ඞ amongus askjdfhasjf im so srry, the game's ruined the word imposter for me lol u got me imagining scenarios n shii bro (⁄ ⁄>⁄ ▽ ⁄<⁄ ⁄) bro, jason being the first one to find bentley and trying to save bentley bc no one saved him</3 and he's trying and trying to put pressure on bentley's wounds but blood is still like pouring out, bentley slowly losing conciousness. jason telling bentley to focus on him bc he's not going to die today and he's trying to keep bentley awake (╥﹏╥) telling bentley that help is coming soon, that he's going to be okay, and maybe having a conversation to try and keep bentley awake
brooo i could see like that one meme when batman finds them bentley: was i a good son? bruce: no. bruce: you were the best :,)
and like bentley dying in his arms w a smile on his face because's he's finally found his found family and has people that love him for once in his life bruce losing another son and him feeling like a failure of a father for not protecting bentley :< but i could also see him having like a dilemma w like bentley breaking his one rule: no killing even though that's what saved everyone in the end and like the loss of another son and he doesn't know what to feel (b isn't v good w dealing w his emotions)
aaa and after bentley's death, dick hides his emotions behind a mask, trying to cheer up everyone one (っ ᵔ◡ᵔ)っ and like making the atmosphere less sadge :( bc he feels like that's what bentley would have wanted(?) bc he's always looking out for the fam and trying to make things better? srry i suck at explaing aaa
then damien, oh damien, just right after they fixed things between them :( i feel like his griefing process = anger. he's just a little bottle of anger that's filled to the very top and any little thing sets him off. he's angry at himself, he's angry at black and white hair mans, he's angry at like,,, everything ヽ( `д´*)ノ
:( timmy going through like shock, denial(?maybe), anger, depression and goes into a state where he's neglecting his health because he's so focused on avenging bentley's death by trying to find everyone responsible and putting them behind bars
srry for bothering u. gosh, i just. i love ur writing sm, the way u write,,, like it's so, i can practically see the scenes happening in my mind. i reread both books twice while waiting for chap 43 to drop lol
(ノ>ω<)ノ :。・::・゚’★,。・::・゚’☆I hope u have a great day/night! and that both sides of ur pillow r cold, ur charger to work at every single angle, and never ever stub your toe again<3 ( ´ ∀ `)ノ~ ♡ [hope this didn't sound/look too cringe. i luv emoticons lol >:3]
omg this made me so happy🥹🥹🥹🥹 I can’t even. I love how you talked about the family after Bentley’s death💔
thank you so much for your love and support it means the absolute world, also don’t be afraid to talk to me haha! I’m about as scary as a marshmallow lmao
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I have an angst request if that’s okay. Jonah actually surviving after volume two (but Adam has no idea because he hasn’t found his body. Like Jonah ran away from the van or smth) and after like two days Jonah manages to find Sarah or Adam. But he obviously isn’t doing good lol
☀️My best friend🌙
👁️ Mandela Catalogue fanfic 🌺
aaa yes, I love this!
Thank u 4 the request <3
💔Angst💔 to 💝comfort💝
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Jonah was speeding down the highway, his mind flooded with regrets of leaving Adam, that voice blaring in his ears, ringing in his head, reminding him that he's left Adam to die as if he weren't already doing so. Eventually he can't take it anymore driving off the side of the road into the grass, grabbing his knife and planning to end himself right then and there.
He quickly gets out of the BPS van and holds the knife to his throat. He hesitates, dispite everything telling him to do it, Jonah hesitates, he hesitates just long enough to collect some semblance of his sanity.
Jonah throws the knife into the side of the van, hitting the window, the knife flying through it. Jonah realizes if he stays any longer someone or something will kill him if he doesn't so he runs. Jonah runs deep into the forest, far from any technology or any people.
He continues running until he can't anymore, leaning against a tree, then falling to the forest floor with a thud, closing his eyes and giving into his exhaustion, praying that thing won't fine him.
Adam leaves that house, a pained feeling in his heart, not knowing what to think of himself. Adam is both distressed by this new knowledge of himself and hurt by Jonah leaving him when he needed him.
Adam begins his trek down the side of the highway, not caring too much when vehicles get close to him, silently hoping one hits him and kills him. A little ways down the highway he sees a van with BPS in yellow on the side, it's his and Jonah's van.
Adam quickly rushes to the van, just wanting to go home and talk with Jonah about what happened. Adam sees the broken in window, finding a knife on the seat inside, there's no Jonah in sight. Adam sighs, knowing Jonah most likely killed himself.
Adam opened the door with the broken window to grab the knife, there's no blood on it. Adam finds this odd but just tosses the knife on the floor as closes the door. He walks around the vehicle to the driver side and gets in, no longer caring what happened to Jonah, it's too late to do anything anyway.
Adam starts to drive off, just wanting to go home, just wanting this to be over. He can deal with Jonah's death some other time, right now he just needs to get home.
When Adam gets home he goes on his computer, messaging Sarah, telling her he thinks Jonah's dead. Sarah freaks out about this, it pisses Adam off as he just wanted to get this conversation over with. Sarah insists he makes a memorial video from Jonah and Adam reluctantly agrees to do so, wanting her to stop telling him off for something that isn't even his fault. He'd told Jonah to leave but he always does that, they're always arguing, he didn't think Jonah would take it seriously.
Adam made the memorial video, it was a disaster but he didn't care, it was done so Sarah couldn't yell at him anymore for "being a bad friend". Sarah didn't like the video but Adam just didn't care at this point, telling her that's all he's got. Sarah just accepts it, though she's pissed at Adam at least he did something.
A few days later Adam is trying to kill himself, realizing he's turning into one of those things. He's trying everything, even drinking bleach but all it did was burn. Adam was in pain, he just wanted it to end, he needed it to end. He doesn't want to become one of those things that killed Jonah. After a few days of being left with his thoughts he'd finally started to feel bad about what happened to Jonah, he hated him, but he didn't think anyone deserves to die like that.
Jonah has been wondering in the woods for a few days when he finally sees a house, it's Adam's house. Jonah rushes to it, though he's sure Adam's dead he still wants to believe there's a chance he's alive. Jonah heard screaming from inside the house, it sounds like Adam but not quite human. Jonah doesn't care though, if there's a chance it's Adam he wants to see him.
Jonah starts trying to open all the door to the house, none budging so he breaks a window. The glass shatters, getting all over the kitchen floor and counter, digging into Jonah's hands and arms. The rush of adrenaline Jonah is feeling is preventing him from experiencing the pain of all the glass shards stuck in his skin as he gets blood on anything he touches.
Jonah rushes to Adam's room, where the screaming was coming from, pushing the door open worriedly. When he gets inside he sees something that almost looks like Adam, screaming in pain, begging to die. Jonah rushes to him, getting on his knees beside Adam.
"Adam..?" Jonah says, his voice hoarse and fearful. Jonah gently holds Adam's face to look at him better, "is that you..?" He starts to tear up.
Adam is still crying in pain but seems stunned to see Jonah, having assumed he'd died, "Jonah..?" His voice is unnatural but it's still Adam. Jonah was relieved to hear Adam speak, knowing in his heart it's still his beast friend.
Jonah quickly responds to Adam, " it's me, it's Jonah, im here, I'm here...im not sure what's going on but I'm here...you're safe... you're not alone anymore..." Jonah starts to comfort Adam, holding him gently in his arms as if he were a fragile vase, gently petting his hair. "I though you were dead.." Jonah whispered quietly enough that Adam could only just barely hear him.
"I thought you were dead too..." Adam barely gets out through his mess of a voice, holding onto Jonah weakly. "I missed you..." Adam said, feeling bad that initially he'd just brushed off his feelings of Jonah being dead. Jonah responds, "I'm just happy to see you again..." Jonah rests his head on top of Adam's in a comforting manner.
Adam looks up at Jonah, a worried look in his eyes, "are you sure..? I'm terrible to you..and im..a...a...you know what I am..." Adam isn't quiet ready to accept himself yet, but Jonah already has, Adam's his best friend, even if Adam doesn't reciprocate those feelings.
"Adam...you're my best friend, always have been and always will be...you may not be the original Adam...but... you're still you and you're your life experiences...and those experiences make you human...even if biologically you aren't one." Jonah says, comforting his best friend, wanting Adam to know that he'll always be there for him, even if he hates him.
Adam just nods in response, tired and in pain, but happy to know Jonah doesn't hate him. Adam snuggles into Jonah's hold a bit more, allowing himself to drift off into a nap. Jonah smiles at this and allows himself to rest too. It's been a tough few days for the both of them, but now they're back together, the duo, Jonah and Adam.
#the mandela catalogue#mandela catalogue#mandela catalogue fanfiction#mandela catalogue angst#Mandela catalogue comfort#adam murray#jonah marshall#Adam Murray angst#jonah marshall angst#Adam x Jonah#Adam x Jonah TMC#angst to comfort#angst#comfort
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🧡☀️🌾
aaa thanks for sending me an ask <3 u guys r in for smth very detailed and personal lol. SO SORRY ABOUT HOW LONG THIS IS 😭
🧡 - How has the way you presented yourself (ex. Clothing, hairstyle, etc.) changed since you realized you were queer?
This is a slightly complicated question for me bcus realizing I was queer and coming out was a pretty drawn out process, I suppose bcus being transgender entails a lot of complications that other queer identities don’t really. I realized I was queer when I was 10, realized I was FTM transgender specifically when I was eleven, came out when I was 12, started socially transitioning when I had just turned 13, and started medically transitioning a few months before I turned 14. And all of these phases entailed their own lil changes in self expression + presentation. I’m going to try my best to keep it short, lol. During the phase in my life where I knew I was trans, had come out, but wasn’t allowed to transition bcus of my circumstances, I dressed like shit. My mom didn’t think it’d be safe for me to transition bcus I lived in a pretty conservative environment and she wasn’t sure how she’d go about that. I was very depressed, I felt horribly trapped. I did the hard part (came out) and got none of the benefits I thought I would. The people in my life behaved as if me coming out had never happened. So I payed no mind to my appearance, I dressed in huge oversized hoodies and sweatpants everyday to school, and right when I got home I’d change into pajama pants and an oversized t-shirt. I did pass relatively well, I had a short haircut and a natural bit of facial hair above my lip because of my Hispanic genes, but the fact that I was oftentimes gendered correctly by strangers didn’t help much. It felt like a smack in the face, almost. That time in my life was probably the time I was the most visibly queer. It wasn’t a good year or so. But! Eventually, my family was forced to move, which my mom looks back on as a miracle in disguise. I was allowed to transition then, I started attending a more progressive school where no one knew me. Bullying became less of a concern with a clean slate where I could be whoever I wanted to be. I was then thrust into an environment where I’d be assumed by peers to be a cisgender boy, which was, um, a journey. I was stealth, at least I tried very hard to be, and despite the progressiveness of staff the kids were..less so. I had no idea how to present myself at first, I came off as very weird and got bullied pretty bad. But after a bit, especially since I started medically transitioning, I really got my act together. I had cut out a very defined style for myself. I was really into wearing what the kids call “dark academy” clothing. I wore sweaters, turtlenecks, my grandpa got me a trench coat for my 14th birthday which I was very excited about. I’m very thankful for being able to transition so early, so that now that I’m much older I’m pretty much past my awkward queer experimentation stage. I now dress similarly to how I did growing up, but now I’m much less worried about “passing” and I try to wear clothes that make me happy rather then conceal my body. I’m finally at a stage in my life where I’m happy and comfortable in my body and don’t mind showing it off. I think I have a ways to go still when it comes to self expression, I still have some trauma left over from the hell that was getting queer witch hunted as the weird kid who was rumored to be trans, but I’m moving in the right direction. I’m trying not to hide so much now! Also, I’ve gotten over some anxiety I’ve had throughout my life about not “acting masculine enough”, which has also greatly improved my self confidence and happiness.
☀️ - Is there anyone who helped you accept that you were queer? If so, who? Exploring the internet as a youngin was what introduced me to what the lgbtq community actually was. (Don’t let the transphobes who think trans kids are getting indoctrinated online get their hands on this 😭). But yes I was indoctrinated online by fanfiction.net and tumblr. Hilariously enough, the thing I used the internet for exclusively as a child was indulging in Harry Potter fan content, and the Harry Potter fandom was what introduced me to queerness and transness, leading to my realization that this was what I’d been feeling all my life. Suck it jkr! When it comes to people in my real life, I had a stereotypical weird girl best friend during the period where I knew I was trans but didn’t tell anyone, who was into warrior cats and openly lesbian. She opened my eyes to the fact that I wasn’t the only queer kid my age, let alone queer person in the world. I never ended up coming out to her, though I considered it often, but we did have some very stunted and awkward conversations about queer identity. I like to think she knew. Also, thankfully and unusually, I did have an ftm trans relative who fit into my queer journey in a very interesting way. I’d always had a favorite uncle growing up, who I was told had changed his name, but that was the extent of what I knew. I idolized him very strongly lol, he was everything my child self wanted to be. It wasn’t until I started to realize I was trans that puzzle pieces acquired throughout my life started to fit into place, and I started to suspect my uncle was trans too. It was weird, I felt like a detective. I felt super alone during this time, and I also felt like being queer and trans were forbidden things that only applied to me. So the possibility that there was this trans man in my family who was loved and embraced by all my loved ones and I had never even knew was shocking and unbelievable. I eventually decided that my suspicions were delusions made up to try and make myself feel better. That was until I came out to my extended family, which only occurred when I had started to socially transition. My uncle took me aside and explained that he was also trans, very gently, and before he could even finish I blurted out “I KNOW!!! I FIGURED IT OUT!!” It was such a joyful and unexpected moment. Even though my uncle wasn’t technically there during the meat and potatoes of my self discovery and acceptance journey, since neither of us knew the other was trans, he always served as an encouragement. A reminder that trans ppl were everywhere living happy adult lives. And when I was transitioning he was a great friend and mentor for me. I’m so lucky to have had someone like him growing up. He continues to be my favorite uncle to this day, and I may or may not still idolize him like a child, lol.
🌾 - How queer do you think you look? Would it be obvious to someone that you were queer if they looked at you?
I alluded to this earlier but I am not visibly queer in the slightest 😭. I haven’t mentioned it yet but in addition to being transgender I’m also bisexual! Which hasn’t been really relevant to this post bcus my journey with that is so minute and uninteresting in comparison, lol. But anyway I’m bisexual! I’m a bisexual man! And I want to be perceived as a queer person, a bisexual man, but Im so used to basing my presentation around passing and blending in and not getting harassed that I don’t really know how to do that without getting some crazy anxiety. It’s so frustrating! I see queer ppl in public and try to telepathically communicate that I’m one of them but they never even glance at me 😭. So no, definitely not, I look straight as a rod, if not slightly nerdy. If you were to interact me, however, you’d likely peg me as a homo if you have keen radar. I have pretty feminine mannerisms, and since I pass really well I usually come off as a gay guy to other queer ppl. Straight ppl, not usually. And you wouldn’t be able to tell by just looking at me, haha.
Once again thank you sm for sending me the ask! Great questions btw, obviously they made me self reflect a ton (I’m so sorry this is so long!). I really appreciate it tho and I hope my answers are interesting to read about
#Lgbtq#transgender#personal#ftm#lgbt#lgbt ask#ask game#pride month 2023#queer#queer pride#trans kids
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AAAAAAA SO EXCITED FOR YOU TO WATCH PAPRIKA AAAAAAAAA ITS SOOO GOOODDD!!!! PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE LET ME KNOW WHEN YOU DO
isle of dogs omg.. waterfalls from my eyes that movie made me cry especially the ‘idk why i bite’ scene ohh good heavens what did u think of it?
OMGGG I ALSO LOVE REWATCHING STUFF INSTEAD OF WATCHING NEW ONES two film bros but on the other ends of the spectrum… (we’re both little nerds)
david flincher ahh he’s so good omg i never watched fight club because i was sooo full of my self and swore i wasn’t “like other film fans” (ummm i was lying i love all the classics) but i secretly wanted to watch it right? but since i never watched it on time the plot twist of the movie was spoiled to me by a video from a comedy youtuber LOLLL i was so annoyed at myself
SOCIAL NETWORKK YESS i loved that movie idk i like jesse eisenberg he’s a silly awkward lil guy he did a good job!!
OH GUY RITCHIE!! dont kill me but i havent seen many of his films aaaa will make sure to check out his stuff aaaaa
TARANTINO LOL no i get it he’s good he has great films i have a pulp fiction poster in my rolm (never beating the film bro allegations) his films are very well done
INDIANA JONES YIPPEEE my first introduction to the franchise was through a lego game my mom got me for christmas… changed the trajectory of my life im afraid…. which indiana jones film is your favorite? mine has to be the last crusade its such a fun movie to me!!!!
i saw u also like video games :333 im a huge video game nerd ehehehe do you have any favorites?
HI HELLO MY FELLOW FILM BRO HIII:333333333333 I HOPE YOU'VE BEEN DOING WELL!!!!!! OKE BUT THE "I DON'T KNOW WHY I BITE" SCENE WAS SOOOO WAHHHH THAT HIS TO HARD:(((((((((((((((((((((((((( i loved that film so fucking much
NOOOO NOT THE SPOILED FIGHT CLUB PLOTT THAT'S SO UNFORTUNATE!!!!!!!!!!!! i actually only saw it like two years back and i truly don't even know how i managed to avoid the spoilers.. or maybe i just like blurred them out in my head bc the plot twist was soo so delicious when i did finally watch it i liked it a lot!!!!!!!!!! but yeah it's one of my feel good films lmao i think it's so so funny and i love the soundtrack too!!! OH AND JESSE EISENBERGG!!!!! HE'S FUCKING AMAZING IN THE SOCIAL NETWORK he scratches my brain so good
AAA DON'T YOU EVEN WORRY ABT GUY RITCHIE!!!!!!!!!!! i really don't judge others for what they have seen and for what they haven't bc like.. ppl have lives and stuff to do and also i feel like people's experiences with films can be so different purely based on their childhoods and their parents. liiike i've always been a big movie Watcher bc of my dad!!!! he took me to the cinema a lot a lot when i was younger so obviously it's like second nature to me in a way. sorry i'm like rambling abt it now but i just remember how at my last workplace i tended to talk abt films a lot too and then my coworkers were constantly apologizing for not having seen most of them and i was just always trying to reassure them that i really don't judge them for it. i was just trying to recommend them stuff in a sense of . i hope you'll remember that i once said it was good and not in like a Oh i hope you go home and watch it right away and report back to me . LIKE NOOO😭😭😭 everybody should watch what they want and when they want. there are like a million billion different films out there it's not really a competition of who gets to watch all of them first lmao
oh this also reminded me of smth that irked me off so bad,, i was talking to this other coworker and i was telling her that i'm gonna go and see babylon. they said that the name doesn't ring a bell and i was just like ohh!! it's by damien chazelle but that didn't ring any bells either WHICH I THINK IS VERY OKAY ppl aren't good with names and i get that, so i brought up whiplash bc yk that's his most known film right and then she was like OHHHH and told me that she's heard abt it but she hasn't seen it. which is again. very normal😭😭😭 i definitely know some ppl who would make a bit of a scene like OH WHAT DO YOU MEAN YOU HAVEN'T SEEN WHIPLASH IT'S SUCH A BIG FILM WDYM WDYM but i genuinely do not care i just said that ok and that i recommend it to her bc it is good.
and then i remembered that oH la la land also exists lmao and then she just beamed at me like OOOMG I LOVE LA LA LAND IT'S SO GOOD I LOVE IT SO MUCH aaaand then it was my turn to be like. oh i actually haven't seen that one yet lmao
and.
THEN SHE MADE A SCENE ABT IT. ALL HUFFING AND PUFFING WITH HER JAW ON THE FLOOR LIKE😱😱😱😱😱MICKEY THE MOVIE WATCHER HASN'T SEEN LA LA LAND WHAT IS THIS MADNESS HOW CAN THIS BE like can you be fucking serious lmao this made me so mad i would argue that whiplash is bigger than la la land but i didn't say anything abt you not having seen it but now here you are jumping in my face abt la la land............ HHHHHHHHHhh anyway yeah. i think everybody should be a little more calm abt what some ppl have seen and what they haven't thank you for coming to my ted talk hgasghdaghdghashdha
HAHAHHAAH PLSS I WANT THAT PULP FICTION POSTER TOOO that's so cool i would be the proudest film bro ever lmao
ALSO. HELLO. I ALSO PLAYED THE LEGO INDIANA JONES GAME😭😭😭 IT WAS MY FIRST FIRST GAME EVER!!!!!!!!!!!! I LOVED IT SO MUCH i think i still have it somewhere too lmao but yeah indiana jones is my childhood i love the films so much,, mmmmmm if i had to pick my favourite one though........................... HARDEST QUESTION EVER BTWWWWWW god the third one is so fucking good i love the dynamic between indy and his dad sm i adore them buuuut hmmm i think it's either that or the first one for me!!!!! i really can't pick one i'm sorry lmao the second one is amazing too but I LOVEEE MARION SOOOSO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SHE MEANS SM TO MEEE SHE'S SOO FUCKING COOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
now now noww... video games.... ohhhhh broooother lmao i could talk abt my faves for hours on end i think but since this reply has gotten so long already i'm just gonna say what they are in an attempt to keep it normal😭😭😭 MY ALLLL TIME FAVOURITE GAME IS THE LAST OF US PART TWOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! genuinely could make like a 12h presentation abt it without any prep lmao i am very obsessed with it. but i also love rdr2, the last two god of war games, tlou1 ofc!!!! UNTIL DAWN!!!!!!!! uncharted!!!!!!! ghost of tsushima!!!!!!!!!!! resident evil but esp the second one and mmmm i recently played the newest dead space remake and i really fucking liked that too that shit was scary as hell wtf...........
I'M SURE THERE ARE MORE GAMES ACTUALLY BUT ENOUGH IS ENOUGH OK NOW IT'S YOUR TIME TO SPEAK😭😭😭😭😭😭 so please please pretty please tell me abt the video games you like!!!!!!! aand any other movies that come into your head okay i wanna hear all abt them!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
#SMOOOCHING YOU SOOO SO EXTRA HARD RN!!!!!!!!!!!#ILYYY!!!!!!!!!!!#IHOPE YOU'RE TAKING CARE OF YOURSELF ANGEL#EAT WELL SLEEP WELL#YOU DESERVE THE WORLD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#MWAH MWAH MWAH#film bro <3#friends!!
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the wide smile that stretched across my face as i gazed my eyes upon this beauty of a piece, feeling a tear form at the corner of my eye to then be sO UPSET BC GODDAMMIT U BEAT ME TO IT I LEGIT WAS PLANNING ON DRAWING THE TWO GOOBERS TOGETHER SO BAD I LOVE SMGL:E SO MUCH THE TWO SILLIES WOULD GET ALONG SO WELL GUHHHHH SMACKING MY HANDS ON DESK SO HARD AND PRANCING AROUND MY ROOM IN GLEE OIHUGKHEFJWDSREFDCSXHLJKBHVJBN DCSX
I LOVE HOW U DRAW TSB SO MUCH U HAVE NO IDEA U SRSLY CAPTURE HIS CARTOONY ESSENCE AND GOD I CANT GET OVER THAT INNOCENT SMUG SMILE ON HIS FACE I WANNA SQUICH HIM SO BAD AND THAT POSE???!?!??!?!?!? OH;UGIHLVJESXZIUJK I WAS NOT EXPECTING THIS WHATSOEVER I AM SRSLY OVERJOYED IT HAS NOT LEFT MY MIND SINCE I FIRST SAW IT YESTERDAY BUT GUHHH I REALLY WANTED TO DRAW BACK SMTH SO BAD IN CASE IF I FORGET OR LOSE FREE TIME BUT AAAA THIS WILL NOT THE END I WANNA DRAW SMGL:E WITH KAREN SO BAD I LOVE THAT SHIP YESS MORE KAREN APPRECIATION FINALLY AAAAAAA AND JUST OVERALL PEACH AS WELL IOHJEDKSXHJ I CAN NOT GET OVER THE CONCEPT I AM OVER THE MOON ABOUT IT SRSLY
also ong i love that smg4 has a dislike on them both like fr bro THE AMOUNT OF MEMES ERUPTING IN MY BRAIN HAHAHAHAHAHAH here's one i couldn't get out of my head based on the spongebob window meme i love it so mcuh OIUUHIGHJEVWDS AND I FIND IT EVEN MORE HILARIOUS THAT SMG3 DISLIKES SMGL:E EVEN THO IN MY AU SMG3 IS BESTIES WITH TSB HAHAHAHAHA LIKE BRO WHAT GIVES OGUIHEVJDWSXIUKJBDCS
also bro u boutta make me cry in the end tHANK YOU???? AND UM UR WELCOME UM UM UM IM OVERJOYED SO MANY FOLKS LIKE MY WORK BUT SRSLY MAN I GENUINELY LOVE UR WORK A LOT- UR STYLE IS INCREDIBLE I LEGIT HAVE NO WORDS I JUST GET SO EXCITED SEEING UR STUFF UR SO AWESOME /GEN
and one more thing to add bc it wont leave my brain and i need to spill it out before it corrupts my braincells- fun fact ye i straight-up almost gave tsb a tail but i legit got too shy and feared of idk being made fun of it so i scrapped it... ish... and seeing smgl:e with a tanuki tail made me so joyous and envious oUIHGHJV i just felt like i needed to state it aaaa QWQ <3333
overall, tHANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THIS, i can not stop staring and thinking about it and i really wanted to do more but i didnt know how or why and gotta reserve the art energy aaa but i genuinely wanted to input just something and gift back smth hopefully nice but for sure silly andddd tail lore that totally isnt tsb lore cOUGHS okay imma stop rambling i'm going on for too long oYIUIGHJDSXUZIHJKDCXA💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛
i like to think they might get along hehe
(evil and fucked up but secretly silly, and silly but secretly evil fucked up)
@tiredsmashbros
bro the lore behind tsb is actually bonkers and its so well thought out holy shit
anyway GIFT *throws it at you at max velocity*
I should draw smgl:e interacting with other smg4 ocs hehehe
bonus doodle cuz i noticed a funny similarity between them LMAO
and a lil note for tomm under cut dont mind me
I LOVE YOUR STUFF MAN. your art is so so good and very inspiring jnhgfdghjkjhgf
i love every piece of art and the comics and the sillies you draw. tsb is such a creature
dude i am never good at saying it but every single time you reblog a thing i make with lil comments and stuff i kick my feet in the air and i smile so freakin wide you have no idea
ur such an inspo to me and i dont know how to express it but GRAGGH
ur awesome man im not good at expressing appreciation for people but im trying bnm,nbvhcg thanjk you for being epic
#tsb#tsb giftart#smg4#smg4 oc#smg4 ocs#smgl:e#oh btw tsb is canonically short like bro just a few inches taller than smg4/3 but a tad shorter than tari gIYULHJVKBNDCS
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‧₊˚✧ ₊˚dec 21 diary🥛੭
today wuz a p borin day :o got a bunch of studying done 4 Mi last final tmrw !!! Woohoo !! i also had a supr yum dinnr of a homemade burger wif fries, which wuz Delicious ๑ ♡.̫♡ aaa m a bit stwessed ab money rn coz i dnt hav a job & nee 2 afford medz & gas, hopefully i cn figure smth out ab tht.. for now ima twy 2 craft a routine 2 Bettr miself b4 th next semestr 4 skool (which will B mi last :O ) !!
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umm ummmmm so thoughts on tying brett's hands up with his tie and him being all needy and stuff and just overall him whimpering for you to touch him (ride him, fuck him, etc. doesn't matter, he's just a man with needs that you need to feed into) sorry i just get rly blushy over a needy brett
YYYEEEEAAAAA <33 WE'RE ON THE SAME WAVELENGTH ANON
NSFT BELOW, MINORS DNI
OKAY SO,,
YOUD THINK HE WOULDN'T LIKE BONDAGE,, BC OF THE WHOLE,, 38 HELL WEEKS THING?? But actually w/ you he really likes it!!
It feels,, vv safe for him!! He's in a controlled environment where he can just let his brain shut off and know you're gonna take care of him <333
<3 he has super sensitive skin so his tie is actually perfect?? Rope and Cuffs usually just ends with his wrists being super roughed up, which can be nice in the moment for,, Sensory Stuff, but is a lot less sexy when he's gotta do Work And Stuff (tm) with achey wrists lmao smndsm
SO YEA THE <33 TEXTURE OF HIS SUPER SOFT KINDA EXPENSIVE TIES ARE <33333 SO GOOD FOR HIM
AAAAA <333
Ideally he really likes having his hands tied in a way that,, his arms are facing up?? Like his hands tied above his head <333 he feels completely bare even if he's still got his clothes on <333
HE'S GONNA ARCH N DIP INTO EVERY TOUCH. Like if you lean or walk his entire body is gonna sway to follow your movements? he looks hypnotized!!
AAA tug on it?? he's gonna go limp. Just the slightest Yank to the tie, forcing his arms up further? and he's like butter in a hot pan
He's still very self conscious about making noise <3 he's gonna bite his lips red if you don't remind him you wanna hear him!!
SORRY HE'S GONNA CRY <33 they're good tears though!! These beautiful relieved sobs when you finally sink down?? <3 yea
the sound he makes when you clench is akin to The Air Being Knocked Outta His Lungs <3 this long, dragging moan? <3333333 its
LOTS OF FRANTIC NODDING TOO <33 he struggles to find his words so body language is his next best thing <3
you WILL get some words tho!! Lotsa 'y- uh-huh- mm-hmnm?' of him,, trying to remember how Syllables Work sdmnsd
IF YOU WANNA BREAK HIM?? add in some cockwarming.
waiting all that time, being so obedient and sweet, only for you to just,,, seat yourself down on him and wait?
yea if you want begging thats the strategy <33 it's not super intelligible but BY GOLLY FUCK IT SURE IS GENUINE SMNSD
'please? please?' just <33 over and over until it's this lovely, drawn-out humming
'I Love You' is also gonna get put on repeat. head empty only Adoration For You <3 esp if you start bouncing?? Or cooing about how well he's doing?? <3333
HES ALSO SUCH AN AFFECTIONATE GUY </3 not being able to touch you is also gonna make him get vocal <3 asking you to come closer, etc.
He'll start rambling about how close he is,,, probably a solid 5 mins before he actually starts cumming?? msndsmd his brain isn't active he just <333 wants to make sure you aren't taken by surprise
HE LURCHES SO MUCH WHEN HE CUMS <33 he probably twists his shoulder to fuck but <333 he just instinctively curls into himself when it hits!!
AAA THE AFTERCARE <333
he'll always murmur smth, asking if you need anything - a very silly question to ask considering his legs aren't gonna be working for at least a 30 minutes smdnsd
MMMM it's snuggle time <33 lots of adoring giggles if you let him cuddle up in your arms!!! Esp if you start murmuring?? Just little, 'I know <3 shh, come here - It's alright, have a rest <3' HE BECOMES SUCH A LOVEY MESS <33
LIKE YEA BEIN THE BIG SPOON IS NICE BUT <33 SOMETIMES A FELLA JUST WANTS TO FEEL SAFE AND HELD. AND YOU PROVIDE THAT SO EAGERLY LIKE <333 AAA
he really does try to stay awake <33 you can SEE him losing the battle with consciousness. You're just so warm </3 if you play with his hair he's a goner. Out like a light <3
NOT SURE IF THIS WAS WHAT YOU HAD IN MIND!! LMK IF YOU WANTED SMTH ELSE, TYSM!!
#NSFT#MINORS DNI#brett hand#brett hand x reader#AWOOGA#inside job#AAA <333 soft do/mming brett is <333#EEEE <33 this was fun n cute#i gotta post everything at 4 am so i can't feel self conscious about my writing its a fantastic strategy#kill the part of you that cringes <3 embrace the cringe#I LOVED THIS SM EEEEEE#BRETT <333 BRETT HAND MY DARLING <333#'tired babe#?' 'no </3' 'no?' "*muffled snoring against your neck*' MSNDMSNDMSND#we love putting out 3 asks back to back to really keep yall on your toes MNSDMSNDMSNDAMDNSADA
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Prompt idea: V finally meeting Kerry's kids even though him and V haven't had the conversation what they are to each other. I feel like V would be a little insecure about it.
This is a dumb question, but I think I missed it somewhere or smth but is it confirmed that he has kids? If so... 👀
The kids are based of @/chaaistheanswer 's hc of his children! I love their VKerry art so much aaa;;;
PSA: I have no idea how to write kids and I'm still practicing on writing dialouge. Please excuse the wonky bits of writing here and there.
. . .
When the topic was first brought up, it was so quick that V had almost missed it.
"Yknow, having kids can be tough, and it can really mess up a sleep schedule; well, if I had one to begin with and-"
V almost spat out the water he was drinking, putting down the glass cup quickly before he dropped it. He needed a moment to choke on the water that went down the wrong tube, and when he finished coughing, he rasps out, "you have...kids?"
Kerry's eyes widen for a split second and he stops his strumming on the guitar. "You..." he starts, looking at V with caution, "you didn't know?"
V snorts, rolling his eyes with humor in his tone, "No, I actually just forgot that the man who's seen me naked on multiple occasions has biological kids of his own. Cause, yknow, its just something that slips the mind."
V only meant to lighten the mood, but it seems his response was the wrong thing to say since Kerry starts putting down his guitar. He leans over, elbows on his knees and he looks...solemn in his thoughts.
"Got two, actually. One of them, Theodore who's 16, hates my guts. The other, Kimberly who's only 9, she's my little girl." His eyes flicker over to V, waiting for any kind of response.
He's sitting in the same insecure postion he goes into when he's nervous. Its as if he's gearing up for a rejection and setting up his defenses.
"Didn't think you had no clue; figured you must've seen some articles 'bout me 'n the ex-wife."
The silence and tension in the room is only lightened slightly by the muffled TV in the background. Yet, both men still don't know what to say to one another even as the minute slowly passes by.
"I...have a friend who has a niece and a nephew," V says, finally breaking the silence, "I might not look it, but I like to think I'm good with kids. Grew up with lots of them playing basketball behind the shabby abandoned lots of old apartments. Our favorite game was running from the fuzz when they chased us for trespassing on private property."
Kerry looks at V, curious, as the tension in his body relaxes and laughs aloud. Its a sound V could listen to endlessly on loop.
"That so? Well, would you like to meet them? Ex-Wife's letting me see them this weekend as per our agreement." He has a beaming grin on his face, and he's looking at V with so much affection he could die happy right then and there.
"I'd love to."
. . .
"Daddy!" a little girl yells when Kerry walks through the door. He's immediately ambushed by the small child, lifting her up in his arms.
"How's my little girl?" Kerry coos, attacking her with kisses all over her chubby face.
She shrieks in happiness, telling him to stop in between giggles; that it tickles. When he does stop, she squishes his face between her hands while looking directly at V.
"Who's that?" she asks, and V suddenly feels put on the spot.
Kerry brushes against V's side, "This is V! He's my..."
They both look at one another for a brief moment and the lingering question pulls at their minds: What were they, exactly? Sure, they'd slept together and kissed and had heart to hearts and-
"He's daddy's right hand man," he says a bit too loudly, refusing to make eye contact with V.
V's heart sinks and there's a light sting that aches in his chest. He didn't know what to expect. Its not like they were explicitly dating and calling each other their boyfriend, after all. But still...
They walk to the living room together and he bumps into a lean body walking in their opposite direction.
"Oh! That's my bad I didn't see-"
"Don't care," they snap and before they could fully escape Kerry grabs his hood, pulling the skinny teenager back.
"Theo, meet V. V, this is my son, Theodore," Kerry introduces, letting the hood ago as he's again distracted by Kim directing him to the kitchen to show off her latest drawing hanging on the fridge.
Theodore glares at Kerry's backside, and then gives V a look, scanning him up and down.
V's suddenly regretting agreeing to come with Kerry, and doesn't exactly know what to do so he just stands there dumbly.
"Can I...help you?" he asks, trying to stop the judgemental eyes from analyzing him so much.
"Name's Ted, not Theo. Fuckin' hate it when he calls me that....so you're Kerry's new plaything. I wonder how long you'll last with that pathetic excuse of a musician? He paying you to sleep with him or something?"
V's taken aback by the sudden bombardment of bizarre questions, and all he can reply with is a startled laugh. "I'm...sorry? You're talking about your dad, right?"
The young man tsks, crossing his arms and glaring daggers at V. "Don't got a dad, just got a deadbeat excuse for one that calls himself my dad."
He hrumps onto the sofa, sulking in the furthest corner while looking at the random show thats on the TV, obviously too pissed off to actually pay attention to it.
V takes that as his cue to join Kerry and Kim, needing a refresher from whatever the fuck that conversation was, when he's stopped by another question.
"He talk about us, ever? Tell you that he left us after my mom gave birth and that he's only back in our lives jus' cause he wants to feel better about himself?"
That last part wasn't true at all. Kerry opened up to V the day after their first convo about his kids, and how he regrets missing out on so much. He's always good on his monthly payments, but he mourns the time he let pass by doing nothing else.
But V senses that the moody teen wasn't interested in hearing the truth at the moment.
Instead he opts for, "He does talk about you. Seems to care about the both of you, from what I've heard."
The boy scoffs, sneering. "Well ain't that just fuckin' preem."
And with that V rejoins Kerry's side.
. . .
They're both lying on opposite sides of Kim's bed, which is thankfully large enough to fit two grown men and a small child sleeping soundly in the middle.
Kerry's brushing the hair from her eyes, watching his daughter with love. V takes in the scene before him and shit he's falling harder and harder for Kerry.
His heart flutters when Kerry looks up at him, whispering as to not wake Kim up, "thank you, V."
V cocks an eyebrow, whispering back, "for what?"
"Dunno...just for being here, coming with me to see my kids. Something mushy and all that mixed in between..." He sighs, "...and sorry about Theodore, he and I don't exactly see eye to eye. He didn't interrogate you too brashly, did he?"
V snorts, shaking his head. "Nah, nothing that I couldn't handle. And you're welcome, Ker. I wouldn't mind doing this again, yknow, as a heads up for...uh," he blushes, scratching his cheek nervously, "next time."
A hand snakes its way to the back of his neck and he's pulled into the softest and quickest kiss of his entire life. He's left stunned and his entire body is on fire when Kerry winks at him.
"No take backs," he purrs, and closes his eyes with an arm reached over Kim holding his hand.
V has an absolute hell of a time trying to fall asleep for the rest of the night, with his heart hammering loudly against his chest and the sweat making his palms clammy.
He was so fucked.
#im going to regret not proofreading the last two parts before posting this but ITS 4AM and i took not one but TWO melatonin pills#i physically cannot read#only type and squeeze my brain for synonyms to use to sound fancy#i love yall like this i figured the long lil drabbles would make yall happier since the last one did numbers#ty for all the support and please keep sending me prompts cause my askbox is running dry!!!#and im sorry about the late ass reply ive been slacking;;;#ok goodnight!#games#cyberpunk 2077#fave#kerry eurodyne#kerry x v#v x kerry#prompts#text#asks
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i've been trying to write this post for like 20 mins but then i feel disgusted w/ myself and i delete everything ;-; aaa here's goes nothing ig
I used to be in poppytwt. and just typing that i already feel like shit. not only bc of how wrong it is, but also bc i've been lurking here for months whilst being there which makes me feel awful bc ik ebblr is against poppytwt.
I found out about poppytwt from a blocklist (istg those things are just follow lists for problematic communities) and at the time that was the only community i knew shipped t x r and that was why i got into it,, over time i made a quite a few moots (which took quite a bit bc it's very hard to get people to follow you when ur a lurker and have no "proof") and i actually got pretty close with some of them.
The people in that community are doing disgusting things. that's just an objective fact. but also some of them are really really sweet people and they were pretty much the only people i talk(ed) to,, plus when u get to know the people you sort of humanise their actions, they tell you about the trauma they went through and how they use this to cope and you sort of see their reasoning and therefore forgive it,, which you shouldn't, but it's easy to fall into.
I've wanted to leave poppytwt since i started lurking in ebblr (so for like 2 months now,, for context i was in poppytwt for like 5ish months),, but i was rlly attached to those moots so i simply deactivated my acc, which i would eventually reactivate. the logical solution would be to just unfollow+block the accs I was following,, but i didn't want to bc "what if i regret it,, getting these people to let me follow them took actual months" and "but i wanna talk to my moots,, i understand they're doing smth wrong but i still rlly like them as people".
idk why but today i was rereading posts from the // poppytwt tag and i decided "alright,, enough of this shit." and i finally left the community. property this time.
and now,,, i don't know how to feel?? i kind of regret it bc some people i knew from there i was pretty close with and i left with no warning,, but also rlly glad bc i've been meaning to leave for so long,, but also?? idk dude. i'm conflicted rn,, i know it was for the best but i can't help but feel bad about it :((
i'm still a minor and i know you guys accept ex poppytwt people if they're still minors, but also i lurked here for like 2 months whilst still being there so i feel rlly rlly bad for being here?? i wanted to apologise and thank you.
Sorry i was here while still lurking there, and sorry it took me so long to leave and sorry if me being here rn if that makes you uncomfortable,, and thank you. thank you for getting me out of there, i feel bad about leaving now but ik it was the right thing to do so thank you.
tldr: ex poppytwt member here,, an apology for being disgusting and a thank you to jason [+ this community in general] for getting me out of there
Anon I am so proud of you for getting out of that situation. Don’t feel bad for how long it took you, be happy that you got out in the first place. This is a massive step for you and your mental health and while you may not notice it rn, in a month or so you’ll look back and you’ll realize how much... cleaner, you feel. You’re always welcome here anon and I’m so happy you got out of there <3
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vnc ep 4 reactions
time for another sexy vampire mood cleanse
oh we opening up with some lore very sexy
THAT WE’VE BEEN REPLACED WITH MATH?!!?!? absolute nightmare scenario. if that is the world we live in i have to gtfo here rn
.....well. i mean if that was true maybe i’d be fine with living there actually. i’d never have allergies again. i could vibe with this
silent princess??? in MY sexy vampire anime??? it’s apparently more likely than i would’ve ever guessed
luminous stone... also... in my sexy vampire anime. incredible. crossover of a lifetime.
the vampires. everyone say thank u whatever this guy’s name is i already forgot but thank u for the vampires mr.... very long p name
omg it’s his teacher talking i thought i knew the voice lol though like. it’s interesting bc u know. his teacher is break’s va, and u can tell if u squint with ur ears, but he has a Range. so. it also sounds like a different not break voice u know. im very coherent right now as u can tell
BABY NOOOEEEEE WHO HURT U BABY ILL FUCK THEM UP. STRAIGHT TO THE ABYSS WITH THE BASTARD WHO DARE HURT U BABY
shut up that’s so pretty mentally im frolocking amongst the pretty blue lights
what a pretty shot wtf. love being decked in the nose w remembering this is a mochijun adaptation and her beautiful art is finally being done such justice
........well that was a weird interaction im uncomfortable
oh sick the gay jams to cleanse me
i want to dramatically dance to this bitch so bad. someday when im home alone again. and have more than a quarter stamina wheel at my disposal.
rly just makes me want to swing around a street light and tap dance u know
i know these are all very generic anime op things but i like that both the vnc & ph openings mention the sky. and dreams. bc the ph op was one of the few good things that we got u know i expect it to be used again for the reboot. i do trust yuki kaijura to make whatever she does sexy, but fiction junction still performs the ph op sometimes, so like. idk. i would rly love to see it get used again, maybe updated a bit or smth somehow.
swarm of batbies: exist. squeaking.
me: my soul has been cleansed
u ever gay for an anime wall light bc im gay for this anime wall light it has no right being that pretty
why isn’t that my closet :/
.....................im so sorry but holy shit her ass
actually im not sorry ur not surprised i dont hide my horniness at all for vampires im an adult if i think a vampire has a nice ass imma say it tkjtr
help the scary music box is making me so scared even though things seem so... well they are in a dark closet with no lights on nvm
:/ mr pretty eyes. always gotta throat punch me with how pretty his gorgeous blue eyes are smfh
HHJTHJRTHRJTHHH?!?!!H HHHHJHTJHR HHH
GOD I WISH I WAS DOMIIIIIIII
u know at least they make it sexy. so much vampire shit is like “aa noo a vampire sucking my blood?! aaa so scary!!” mochijun said “no. actually. im here for all the bitches with a vampire biting u kink. that shit’s sexy we gonna make it sexy.” ty mochijun for my horny for vampire rights
vanitas sitting there listening to them like “wish i was in the middle” me too vanitas. me too.
OH NO IT IS A BALL EPISODE OH NO OH NOOOOO AAAAA
all the good horny was a false sense of security i see. dammit... it fooled me
THERES SKULLS ON THE CHANDELIER.... that’s p cool actually i like that but it also makes me so scared. foreshadowing? pls no
oh no break’s crew is here we gotta go
well i was right abt it being a masquerade. im both proud of myself and terrified shitless abt what im in for. esp bc damn this bitch is happening EARLY. we didn’t get to the ball in ph until what.... like. the 40s-50s chapters?? im assuming an episode is like. 1-2 chapters each so we’re not even 10 chapters in & im already gonna get my ass handed to me by the ball chapter. oh god.
he is at a ball in a mochijun series, domi, i too would feel unwell.
PIRATE
:/........ sexy vampire pirate holding a rose i hate him get out stop meeting all my standards u absolute bastard of a man
oh no there’s children oh no i’m so scared for the children they’re at a mochijun ball i hope they live holy shit
d,,, dalliance? what does that mean?
.....................................oh
THE FUCKING EXAMPLE SENTENCE SAYS “jack was not averse to an occasional dalliance with a pretty girl.” u keep that bastard’s name AWAY from me, google. especially in such a context how dare u fucking curse me like this
i mean i heard u guys too that shit was. um. i mean. u know.
i once again am wishing that i was domi
his already obnoxiously over the top pirate outfit even has glitter wow. fashion icon. absolute gnc bicon
u
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OH OK SO WE’RE JUST GONNA FADE TO BLACK OK... DUNNO WHY I EXPECTED ANYTHING ELSE
um. child. why do u have... plague doctors with you.... as like... ur guards....
nooo jeanne
well ok what a fucking transition
U CANT BOTH SMRIK AT EACH OTHER RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME FUCK U TKJRTKJTTR
vanitas u are literally on a torture wheel why would u say something like that
th the music
OH GOD OH NO WTF TKJTKERJ IS HAPPENING VANITAS NO
it looks. like. the contractor seal. i am concerned.
he is so terrifying when he wants to be
he rly is having a villain monologue abt saving ppl. this edgy bitch
WHERE IS THAT WIND COMING FROM HELLO
ktjktjrtk god he’s so fucking feral god i hate and love him so much
u are a child, dear, please cut urself a break
awwwee
ah shit
i hate u. u freak.
she’s so pwetty
uh oh
see i said what i said never go to a ball in a mochijun story it never goes well
YEEEEEESSS FUCK IT UP NOE MY LOVE GOD UR SO BEAUTIFUL
dont trust him jeanne oh my god
this episode is so fucking horny oh my god
YEET
vanitas pls stay in ur bubble out of her personal space
H...... TJHTREK HRJHREJEHJRBE HHHJTHJRHEW HHHHH GJHRJEHHHH OK SO THE ONE EARLIER WASN’T HORNY ENOUGH OK... ALRIGHT... SHIT
oh no she gone and made him realize he has a vampire biting him kink oh no
WELL THEN........... THAT SURE WAS. SOMETHING
“friends” ok. well. dont know what to take from that but. alright
#vnc#vnc spoilers#luna watches vnc#this episode was rly h*rny & im quite unapologetic abt pointing that out so uh lol proceed w caution ig only adults for this post#also this whole anime god#i mean we been knew cause some of gil's official art?? woooooooo.... but she is rly going all out for this series lol#i do appreciate it. being the vampire series that goes off u know. like. this yr has given me sm good stuff w vampires#rly am so grateful to finally receive in so many ways w good vampire content this yr moon bless
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Aaa okay so I saw this on tiktok, where each time you get your heart broken a heart appears on your face/body, and if one appears on your lips you’re silenced until true love’s kiss. Would you mind writing smth about reader pining after 1A’s big three/Kirishima (you pick idc) and getting heartbroken since the boy goes on dates w other people and not them and eventually has the heart appear in their lips? Tysm I’m sorry 🥺👉🏼👈🏼
[Cont]: Would Amajiki be okay? Or Fathum. I’m sure I’ll love it either way! Your writing style is just really nice. 🥰
A/N: And now my Boomer ways will be shown. Thank you for the compliment though anon! I hope this lives up to your expectations? Also it was hard to choose here to I went for Tamaki, but rest assured I will write Fatgum soon because I absolutely adore Fatgum.
Pairing: Amajiki Tamaki/Suneater x Reader
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Cupid’s Bow Lips
There was a common folklore all around the globe, one about heartbreak, and how the heart would appear on an individual’s skin, looking like odd freckles, small and perfectly formed until their soulmate broke their heart and sealed their lips with a blood red heart. Never had you believed in it, not until you met UA’s Big Three. The three top students in their final year of highschool. To see little Tamaki Amajiki as part of that trio was amazing in your eyes. His quirk was wonderful though. It was no wonder he was so highly ranked within the school. Yet the stark realism showed you that power and numbers would always be apart of your hero lives. Suneater. The hero to consume even the brightest of stars. You could not wait to see how great of a hero Tamaki would become once you all graduated. You’d known him since the first year, Mirio happily bounding over to introduce his recluse of a friend to everyone in the class, bubbly and extremely people fond. In contrast, Tamaki had stood and shivered, offering only a wave before he jumped and was dragged to the next desk with a friend group clustered around. You’d only spoken to him fully once when he needed to borrow a pencil and was too quiet to ask you without vaguely gesturing to your pencil in your own hand during mathematics.
Mirio had poked his hand through the back of your chair to get you to even notice the floundering dark haired boy.
“C-Can I…borrow a pencil?” Mirio had given him a bright smile and a thumbs-up, ever supportive as you blinked for a moment.
“Oh..Uh…Sure.” You fumbled in your pencil case before offering him a cherry stamped pencil, “You can keep it.” You offered as you went back to following what Ectoplasm was chattering about on the chalk board.
Tamaki blushed at the girly red cherry pencil but nodded his head, “Thank you.” Before looking back at the board, feeling Mirio’s bright smile on his back before a foot poked him in the back. He shuddered in embarrassment, teeth clenched as he tried and failed to follow whatever the hell the equation was Ectoplasm was yammering about.
“FIRST TO THE ANSWER GETS TO LEAVE EARLY.” The pro-hero announced, flicking the chalk rubber in his hand as he settled behind the desk, satisfied with the complexity of the problem for his third years.
It was easier talking after that. Amajiki wasn’t the most easy to get involved in a conversation, but it was very easy to get him to listen. His grades were good as well, so often you found yourself leaning over to ask him about Ectoplasm’s impossible equations. That was the start of you feeling something different for your classmate. Often Mirio would lean over and poke you in the back, fingers permeating your chair, scaring you half to death during class so Tamaki could ask you something. It got even scarier when Mirio popped his head through your door and invited you down to eat with them. Tamaki was a lot chattier in the company of Mirio and Nejire, two people he trusted completely, and you found yourself enamoured with their little group, although many did not like you tagging along with their famous trio. That became apparent the day you watched Tamaki get approached by a group of girls. Mirio was luckily there to disrupt the flow a little, talking loudly and brashly to let Amajiki hide a little behind his form, yet some were persistent, crowding the boy with requests of things.
“Amajiki-senpai, how about you go out with Hiroko? She really wants to speak to you about your manifest quirk! She has a similar thing but with mushrooms and I think you would be adorable together.” The girl cheered next to him. You could see the boy shutting down, shivering behind Mirio like a cowering kitten.
The blond gasped and shook his friend, “Come on Tamaki! I think it would be great!” He cheered before nodding, “Of course he’ll go chat to her! His quirk control is amazing.” Dense as ever Mirio encouraged him until the boy nodded and rushed away, seeking anyone to find refuge with away from the screeching crowd of girls. You felt your heart ache as you saw his blushed face and panicked expression.
Amajiki looked to your locker and panicked when you weren’t there, the door left open as though you had rushed away in a panic. Maybe the girls had gotten to you too? He looked down the corridor shyly, hiding behind the door of your locker before he peered inside. Your textbooks were there and practice uniform, even your school bag. He chewed his cheek as he looked at the pinned-up picture. It was his last birthday party. You were both passed out on top of Mirio’s stomach as he laughed. Nejire had taken the photo for you all before one of herself, peace signing with Mirio’s cheeky smile. Somehow, as he closed your locker door, your bag in hand, he felt like he had done something terribly wrong. Still, he needed to find you, to try and weasel his way out of whatever scary date Mirio had just accidentally set him up on.
He scoured the school before returning to the dorms. You room was locked.
Cautiously, he knocked, “(Y/N)? You…You left your bag.” There was no reply, “I’ll leave it outside.” He uttered, barely audible behind the door. He considered wiggling a tentacle under the door and letting himself in before shaking and chickening out too quickly. Gently, he placed your backpack against your door and left, sighing and grumbling to himself nervously as he tried to think of a way to avoid going out on a very unwanted date. With a sniffle, you dared to look at the mirror again and the burning, blood red heart that covered your lips. It sealed your mouth shut, the skin hot to the touch and sore. The curves moved over your cupids bow and the tip sat underneath your bottom lip, the skin held tight whenever you tried to speak. You could open to breathe and to eat, but to speak, the skin burned as though stuck together with super glue. The folk tale was true, and you were stuck, cursed to never speak to someone again if Tamaki found his love in this girl. Your heart ached as you looked at the littering of heart shaped freckles over your skin. Your chest was laced with them. You felt tears burn in your eyes as you started to cry again, bawling silently into your pillow, the mirror tossed on the floor.
You didn’t come to class the next day. Mirio frowned at your seat and at the gloomy looking Amajiki sat in front of him, hair flat and unbrushed as though he hadn’t slept.
“Are they unwell?” Mirio leaned over to ask him at lunch as they stood from their desks.
Tamaki shrugged but didn’t say a word, teeth gritted behind his quivering lips.
“Are you sure you want to go out with Hiroko, Tamaki?” Mirio asked, a large hand resting on his best friend’s shoulder.
In a sudden deep intake of breath, Amajiki span around to face him, “There’s nothing that would upset me more than having to go on a date with that girl.” He covered his mouth soon after and watched Mirio howl with laughter, the blond leaning back against his desk to try and steady himself as tears escaped his eyes.
“Oh…Oh my.” He wheezed, “That’s…Gosh. Here.” He pushed himself upright, “You go and check in on (Y/N), okay? I’ll go and make an excuse for you not to go out, deal?” Mirio smiled mischievously, but Tamaki nodded and fled the classroom faster than he ever had done before.
The dorms were silent. Everyone was out at lunch. He knew you had to be in your dorm room on the third floor. Only your next-door neighbour has seen you last night. You’d snuck out for a shower very late. Tamaki stood outside your door with a grimace, his fist held close to the wood as he listened to your silent room.
“(Y/N)?” He asked softly, knocking quietly, looking at his feet, “Everyone thinks you’re ill…Are y-you okay?” There wasn’t a reply. He sucked in a breath and summoned the digesting Takoyaki, the octopus tentacle squirming to life on his finger before he reached to the bottom of the door and squirmed it underneath, groping upwards until he could find the lock and handle, flicking the lock open with a clunk before he recalled his finger and opened the door, peering inside nervously in case he saw something untoward, “(Y/N)?” He asked again, looking at the lump laid under the covers of your bed. He dared to come a little closer, hand clutching the covers, giving it a little tug, “Everyone i-is worried…”
Silence. You clutched the covers tight before a tentacle squirmed under the covers, suckers locking tight before Tamaki wrenched the covers away from your face.
The sight scared him, so much so that he let out a squeak at the sight of your face, tear streaked and lips burning with a red love heart.
“Did…Did someone do this to you?” He asked with a shadow on his face as he dared to look at the sore skin again, fingers twitching as he reached for you before falling short.
You shook your head, a tear dripping down your cheek as Tamaki finally dared to cup your cheek and assess the damage.
His voice shook, “Is…This that… t-that myth about.” He gasped quietly before reaching his other hand to your other cheek, “Do you truly like me that way? I-I didn’t.” Too many thoughts swirled in his head, “I didn’t go out with Hiroko. I don’t like her…not like I like you.” He confessed, thumbs nervously stroking the apples of your cheeks before he took a breath, stealing his nerves before he leaned forwards quickly and kissed your lips, eyes closed tightly in case you should reject him.
A shocked noise escaped you before you felt the soreness of your lips ease, the heart fading and your lips parting to let you push back against Tamaki. The man gasped when your fingers gripped his shoulders, tugging him closer. The kiss healed your lips. The soreness escaped and your lips were healed. You pulled away from the kiss with a smile and pushed your fingers against your lips.
“I love you.” You wrangled Tamaki close, nuzzling his hair as you clutched the pointed tips of his ears.
The blue haired male gasped before blushing, “Are you…b-better now?” He asked gently, hands clasping your face with concern, teeth gritted awkwardly.
“Better than ever…Thanks to you.” You confessed.
“Then…Would you like to come and get lunch?” Tamaki asked, fingers playing with your shirt.
“I would like nothing more.”
Tamaki stood before reaching for your hand, “I…I-I…” He took a breath, “I love you t-too.” He stuttered out before tugging you along behind him, face blushing red and hands quaking as you clutched him tighter and followed him for lunch.
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Ok so here's a Supernatural finale rewrite because hearing about what happened has my blood is boiling:
I don't care how the episode starts because it's 2 hours long and I’ll never watch it.
Somehow they end up driving in the car or whatever the fuck. Sam and Dean start talking about Jack bc he's gone :(
"I really miss Jack" "but he’s god so he's got that going for him :) better than the last one haha" talking about how proud they are of him and how they hope he'll visit one day. they start talking about Cas because it's what he deserves!!!!!
"Dean you don't have to deal with this yourself" Sam says :( he knows Dean is hurting bc hes hurting too!! Dean is all like
"Cas is gone, man :( and he said he loved me, Sam and maybe i loved him too" and big sad but they end up at the pie scene because that was good at least. Sam smashes the pie in Dean's face!! Very funny, puts a smile on my face :') They end up wherever they're staying. The bunker or a motel I don't know or care!!! Dean is washing off the pie still because "Sam you got it in my freaking hair!"
Knock knock what's that? Someone's at the door! You're following Dean's POV as hes picking pie out of his hair and suddenly "Dean you need to see this" we hear Sam call worriedly. Dean leans out of the bathroom and Oh my gODDD!!!
it's Castiel at the door and he's got a funny little sticky note on his chest 'a parting gift :) -Jack' Dean rushes to Cas and hugs him tight because he never thought he'd see Cas again. Sam joins in the hug. They're crying. We're all crying. They drive off into the sunset. Cut to black.
Wait a minute, you check the time there's still 60 minutes left???! HUH???
CUT BACK. 10 YEARS LATER. They driving like where they left off but into the screen this time instead of away. They're on a hunt. Something happened over the years and it's mentioned Cas is human now in a comment (woohoo) maybe smth like “You can’t go rushing in there you don’t got you’re halo to fall back on” “This isn’t my first time being Human, Dean”. this is those fucking clowns we saw leaked. they fight. the synergy. the power they hold. stunning. but the hunt eventually ends.
they’re covered in blood and dying but! they’re all still alive. The sun is rising and it cuts to the impala, Sam is asleep in the back seat. long boy. Cas and Dean are sitting on hood drinking beer, Cas is visibly confused.
“I don’t know how you can drink this,” Cas says.
“You get used to it,” Dean says confidently. Cas is unsure :/ thats a very Dean thing to say. They clink beers and It starts to rain (Jack!). Cas smiles when it hits his face.
Sam wakes up, “We’ve got another one” he says to Dean while waving his phone. Dean smiles in his ‘go crazy aaa go stupid’ face and Cas sighs knowing this man is going to be the death of him but he loves him regardless. Dean punches Cas in the shoulder playfully and fade to black, I don’t fucking know. better than the canon.
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HEY do you maybe have like an oc page or could you tell me something about all your ocs because i'm Interested and you have my full attention :eyes:
AHSJDKGLHL that's so sweet i'm nfjghl???? i don't have an oc page bc i'm the embodiment of an old man being given an iphone after 50 years of using a rotary phone but !!! i can yell abt them a bit aaa thank you for asking abt them 🥺🥺💚
i put everything under the cut bc dear god i have a lot to say abt my kids and i'm not gonna make everyone scroll through that HHHHHH haw 🤠🤠
elliot fletcher
- he's my deputy in fc5!! he's from waverly in iowa and he's just...very tired nfjfkhl give my poor man a break
- everytime his radio crackles he ages 10 years and if it's john talking add another 10 years
- he keeps the three heralds alive but he doesn't care abt joseph <3
- gets in trouble bc he's impulsive af nfjghl when jacob is close to the cage?? ram his face in the bars. when john leans like rlly close in the confession scene?? headbutt 😌🙏🏼
- the only people who know abt his past are earl, grace, faith and john, the rest just kinda speculate and elliot lets them believe what they want bc not only does he rlly not want ppl to know the actual truth, it's also very funny to listen to the stuff they can come up with
- speaking of faith he often seeks her for advice and sometimes they get high together and he gets teary eyed bc she's just... very nice to him and when all you see everyday is violence it's overwhelming to be shown a little bit of kindness 🥲🙏🏼
- he's in love with john but also he'd kick him across the county if he could but also he'd give his life for him
- after the bombs and all he unlocks his final form and becomes A Husband™, complete with a beard, a scarf and bad jokes that make john want to officially marry him so he can divorce his ass
- fun fact i came up with the name elliot fletcher bc i thought it sounded neat but recently i found out there's a trans actor called elliot fletcher too??? like what were the odds ngl that's so cool
carter quill
- this is my character in the marvel dnd game my brother is dming!!
- his parents are peter quill and kitty pryde and he inherited his mom's powers (so he can become immaterial and stuff uwu) and his dad's tiny pebble brain~
- he grew up on a ship with the guardians so his family is just... a bunch of uncles, one of which is a tree
- he's part of an initiative called the peacekeepers with isaaq cage (luke cage's and jessica jones' son), finneas "zorn" reeves (brock rumlow's and sinthea shmidt's son), lu "highway star" khan (the mandarin's son), alexis "hex" pythagoras (doctor strange's protégé) and ev-lin (ronan the destroyer's daughter who also happens to be carter's bully when they were 11 HHHHHH)
- everyone agrees that carter is just... a puppy. a little labrador. so overexcited. head empty. he doesn't know what's going on but he's having fun with his friends and that's what matters <3
- he died once and went to hell for like 66 years bc he held a bomb while it was exploding but he got better and he doesn't remember most of his time in hell but also he's a lil traumatised
- he wears cute skirts sometimes and also froggie themed clothes 🥰🥰 he's terrible at applying nail polish and it ends up smudged most of the time bc he can't sit still for more than two minutes without going insane but he still likes it
- he has a pet bird called ink!! he thought it was a nice name bc his last name is quill so u know,,, ink,,, quill,,,, he inherited his dad's terrible humor also
- he's fruity and has a big fat crush on one of his teammates 😳😳👉🏼👈🏼
- he strictly refuses to kill, so he uses stunt energy guns and a three section staff to fight!! he accidentally killed someone once and threw up
- he knows asl and is fluent in it!! he's also very bad at reading measurements when cooking (and reading in general) so he relies on their proto-ai, dadji, to help him cook and he listens to audiobooks a lot!!
- idk what else to say abt him except like two games ago he was in the hospital bc lu got hurt and he wanted to get him muffins from a coffee shop across the streets but he panicked when faced with the selection so he bought one of each and came back to the hospital room with like,,,, twenty muffins
- i found this pic of his face claim and it honestly just radiates his vibe so here have it
thorgran galvish
- he's my dwarf enchanter from another homebrew dnd game!! in this universe (and maybe others idk shit abt actual dnd HHHH forgive me) enchanter dwarves are lowkey enslaved bc of their rare link with magic
- thorgran blew up a wall and ran away to the surface so now he's a fugitive and he's constantly on the run uwu trust issues ensue
- he loves the sky so much?? especially at night?? he knows abt constellations, but he thinks they're just whatever you see in the stars and doesn't know there are like,,, actual constellations so he sits on the roof of a tall building sometimes and finds his own constellations
- he also tries to draw them but he rlly sucks at it aslkdsgl that doesn't stop him from filling his journal with little stars and drawings!!
- during my very first game with him he found his rival, who turned out to be a 16 years old teenager?? millennial/gen z rivalry
- agh i don't have much abt him yet bc i've only just started to play him but he's my beefiest boy and also a dilf 🥰🥰
theadric "elder" montajay
- yet another character from the same universe as thorgran, but this time it's a funky little halfling bard
- his instrument is the violin!! he tried every other instrument and his mom was very supportive despite how bad he was at all of them. his community was raided and his father died, so he inherited his violin and that turned out to be the only instrument he could play
- took his love of the economy to the next level when he decided to fuck every gang leader he could find to control their operations and ruin their organizations so the money they hoarded could be put back in circulation
- accidentally fell in love with a half-orc gang leader and was abt to tell him the truth abt what he was doing but was exposed by the first person he'd cheated so he had to run without explaining himself to his lover smh ://
- "i don't wanna fall in the slutty bard cliché," i say before immediately giving elder the tightest leather pants and opening his shirt to show his majestic chest hair.
- surprisingly good with kids?? anyone younger than him who looks sad becomes His Child and he turns into a lil mama, tasting the food of an inn first to assure it's not poisoned, giving hugs, soft shit like that ngl he's just a mom 😔😔
- we abandoned the game he was in but we left off when he'd just escaped a dwarven prison with his new child and others owo anyway slutty bard with chest hair?? that's just the witcher's jaskier
scylla
- my gay pirate lady!! i don't have much abt her either bc AAA BRAINROT but !!! i still love her very much
- she's a hybrid between a human and a psaarinch (fish folks in our homebrew universe uwu) and she looks very human except she has like shark abilities?? she can smell blood, taste with her skin, breathe underwater for like two hours or smth, sharper teeth,,
- she started off as a privateer but like what was the kingdom gonna do?? track her down to make sure everything she did was legal?? nah man she got that sweet fleet and became a pirate
- she beats men up in inns and gives their wives a good time <3
- she's very close to her crew and they're kinda just a big family
- she fights with those s-shaped staffs?? but they're actually blades ngfhl she's very agile and looks like she's dancing when she's actually fighting
- fun fact she's my second shark oc the first one was called maito and she was a yellow lantern in a dc game we did (the main difference between them is that maito loved men while scylla is very much a lesbian 😌🙏🏼)
i have like so many more of them but that's already such a long post and i don't wanna do too much NGL if u wanna know more hmu i'll yell some more 😎😎🙏🏼🙏🏼
#thanks so much for asking abt my ocs man wha t#i'm still like terrified of posting abt my ocs bc :)) but i love talking abt them!! esp elliot and carter they're rlly my bestest boys the#my ocs: elliot fletcher#my ocs: carter quill#my ocs: thorgran galvish#my ocs: elder#my ocs: scylla#god i wanna rant abt my inquisitor too i ???? okay#better luck next time!! my brain is on fire#might fuck around and post abt him soon anyway hehe#nuclearvessel#answered;#i'm gonna queue this bc i'm genuinely scared of posting it HHHH#i tried the new tumblr editor thing it better work or i'll shove an entire wii remote up my ass#i literally have so much to say abt carter it's actually insane
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