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I really appreciate the beauty of Malleus New Year's card. But most importantly, other than its gorgeousness, I also appreciate how it pays so much homage to his status and character, from the flowers, the clothes, and the setting. 🥹
We know that wisterias were prevalent in his Dorm Groovy SSR, this time its another flower which is the red plum blossom here😭❤️
In Chinese philosophy, the Plum tree’s blossom is a symbol of winter ending and a herald of spring. The tree’s pale pink blossoms are cherished because they bloom vibrantly and so bravely amidst the winter chill. They symbolise perseverance and hope, as well as, beauty thriving in adverse circumstances.
The way this flower's meaning is so matched with Malleus' character is so precious. We know he's "the herald of spring" because his birth brought forth a hope that the Draconias(or the faes in general) won't die out just yet (the ending of winter) and the fact that this flower blooms even in winter probably symbolizes the fact that when he was an egg, he was still perservering to live. This also applies to his life as he grows up. With the way even if his life is riddled with loneliness and exclusion, he makes an effort to go out and adjust himself with others, he doesn't give up even if his reality consistently places him in situation where his goals can never be achieved (that is, him being accepted socially and him being ignorant of human culture but still makes an effort to understand it), he just continues to be hopeful that someone/ some place will invite him, therefore his ability to thrive in adverse circumstances.
The way he slowly rises in this card makes me feel like it symbolizes how slow paced Malleus is "in going out/getting used to outside of his comfort zone", actually lol. He described his admission to NRC as him being nervous because its an unknown place but still hopeful for the experiences that he might get(acccording to the vignette of his GloMas SSR), just like him here rising from the snow and the way he lifts the veil which makes me think he wants to see the world outside of his country's point of view with his own eyes.
Japanese tradition holds that the Plum (or ‘ume’) is celebrated as a protective charm against evil, so the ume is traditionally planted in the northeast of the garden, the direction from which evil is believed to come.
I also read this symbolism which makes me tear up lmaooo 😭Because we know in Book 7, Briarland was invaded from northeast where the Silver Owls originated from 💀 The fact that the plum blossom is a protection flower and he's surrounded with it in this card makes me think that it symbolizes how protected he was during Briarland's era 😭and another thing to dissect from his slow rise from the snow with the fact the plum blossom signifies protection is probably the fact that he took so long to hatch despite many people caring for him.
Side note that in Malleus Bloom Birthday Groovy, it implied that he was born in daytime during a snowfall, and he was happy experiencing the winter, just like in this New Years card where he's smiling against the heavy snowfall 🥹
In Japan, plum blossoms symbolize good fortune, an auspicious flower, along with pine and bamboo, and the arrival of early spring. They are often used as the design for New Year’s greeting cards and other celebratory occasions. (And maybe this is just the likely reason why this flower is here in Malleus' card and I'm overthinking it above lol
Next thing I want to mention is his clothes, that attire reminds me of the formal outfit of a Japanese Emperor (From what I searched, its called sokutai, but what Malleus wears is much more simpler I guess, its a outfit derived from it which is called ikan.) This post is a great overview about these two outfits.
Ikan is the work clothes of nobles and government officials in the Imperial Court after the Heian period. Sokutai is a formal costume for those from the Emperor to the court nobles in and after Heian period (Heian costume). Ikan is called 'tonoi (nighttime) costume', whereas sokutai is called 'hino (daytime) costume'. (which probably references the fact that he's a night fae)
The point is, what Malleus wears in this card is a very traditional garment that only high ranking Japanese officials can wear. But what he wears isn't the clothes of an emperor yet, but just for a high ranking official, which is accurate to his status that he's still a crown prince not yet the king, because only Maleficia truly rules Briar Valley right now.
I love the decision that they made him wear such a prestigious outfit because the story of the New Years event is the characters working on customer service lol Its like his clothes is a reminder that he is still highly distinguished even if temporarily he's a worker.
Lastly the VEIL !!!!!! That's the thing that catched my eyes the most in this card lol I KNOW they're not referencing a wedding here because the veil don't look the same, but its so good not to mention that the one of the headress of a Japanese bride is called tsunokakushi and its description can be related with Malleus a lot lol.
The term is a compound of 角 (tsuno, "horn") + 隠し (kakushi, "hiding"). This derivation is listed in some sources as a reference to hiding a bride's "horns" of anger, jealousy, or other negative qualities, in order to present a more virtuous image for the wedding. However, this interpretation might be a folk etymology resulting from a shift in the reading and meaning.
The headdress and the veil aren't the same thing but I kinda feel like this is the idea they're going for considering the veil is 1) hiding his horns, 2) he's a character associated with being jealous, and most importantly, 3) only the person he is looking at can see his face (which is the point of most wedding veils/headdress, to hide the bride's face so that only her partner can see it).
But long veils, like the one Malleus is holding is also just a garment for a noble to hide their nobility. Which is this is probably the likely reason, considering he's using that veil to cover up his horns and his clothes, the most obvious features of his status.
Also, it could be just a fun reference to the fact that Maleficent in live action wore a long veil to hide her horns so that she wouldn't scare the humans lol
#twst#twisted wonderland#disney twisted wonderland#twistedwonderland#malleus draconia#disney twst#twst malleus#lian notes#twst malleus draconia#twst diasomnia#twisted wonderland malleus#malleusdraconia#twisted wonderland headcanons#twst analysis#my ass can never make a simple simping post about him i need to dissect this with all the power my google search image has LKADJFLKS#I AM STILL STANDING WITH MY DELUSIONAL TAKE ABOUT THE WEDDING BIT THOUGH#look the VEIL IS WHITE i knooowww Malleus would pull up in a wedding attire once he catches you referring to him as your wife HEAR ME OUT--#/jk but lowkey not reallya lkfdjlksfd#this is the malleyuu crumb ive extracted from this thank you for reading my ted talk everyone#i really wish i can just put copy pasta down bad captions about this man BUT NO my mind really INSIST i need to make#an analysis essay about him anytime he does something new😭😭😭
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roughing out some concept sketches for more bill fashion designs
#bill cipher#gravity falls#fashion design#??? sort of???#the bottom middle ones are most definitely my favs. in part bc theyll actually be possible to make jfkdlsa#top left is also my fav but needs work#bottom right i hate but felt like doing a sibling for the original eyeball design. i might mess with it more or just scrap it#top right is the loosest obviously and doesnt really have an idea beyond 'can i make a wireframe and glue it to someones shoulders'#the black and white one needs a bunch of work but ive got a set theme in mind for that one so i miiiiight stick with it#and the triangles one is just bc i wanna make a triangle headpiece based off this googly eye mask i found#bottom left is meh. just an excuse to mess with that kind of gauzy layered fabric and see if i could make it pyramidesque#im having fun though!!!#ive got like 4 other concepts in mind that i need to figure out but havent got any sketches down for them yet#but for now: back to my regularly scheduled effigy work. just had to extract these from my brain real quick.#fluffle art
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i know the novels are controversial but i mean? mastermind seiji? i need a secret spy au desperately
#fence comic#seiji katayama#ok like hear me out#harvard leader of a small subset of special agents or something similar#idk guys im not american our secret service is a kind of a joke#anyways u have the brains (harv and seiji) the brawns (eugene and nick) and the beauties (aiden)#bobby is a coordinator?#idk i just want nick and seiji with guns shenanigans#also eugene and jesse banter would be so good if jesse is like undercover..... or if theyre made to work together.....#and jesse gets distracted from his mission and eugene has to catch him or act as failsafe.....#also aiden mastering the art of seducing targets.... harvard is totally chill abt that one#aiden would be good at extracting information from people#seiji is doing the like precision work and nick is doing the cool escapes#eugene in my mind would be the on the ground coordinator ykwim#he gets nichoji to actually work#he’s responsible when they’re fighting like two cats
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You can will one into existence, choose: A Girls' Last Tour movie finished up the last few chapters or a single cour of a Shimeji Simulation anime.
I can act like this is a hard choice and go over it in my head again and again but at the end of the day it was always gonna be the single cour of Shimeji Simulation Anime
#girls last tour#shimeji simulation#tsukumizu#the glt anime ended at a good stopping point that you can basically extract all the themes from#a movie of the last few chapter would just be depressing for a lot of people#especially since a movie would feel disconnect from the rest of the anime which again ended at a good point#i call this the Rebellion effect#and just like Rebellion it wouldn't even be a bad movie it would just leave a bad taste in my mouth#all that is irrelevant to the fact I am just really biased towards Shimeji Sim#and assuming the anime is done well and doesn't get the Otherside Picnic treatment#i.e. they don't have the budget or creativity to animate the more mind-bending and atmospheric moment#and end up filling it in with a bunch of mild stuff that doesn't at all fit the tone and theming of the source material#assuming THAT doesn't happen I would give my life for a ShimSim anime
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I redrew the Utterson/Jekyll sketch that almost broke my scanner. The new one only crashed my photoshop once, which I'm choosing to interpret as a good sign.
Unfortunately though, as often happens with these things, I like the first sketch better despite everything wrong with it. So heck it. I'll just post them both.
Based on that fic I wrote last week.
#anatomy? I don't know her#what's that? would I like you to introduce me to her? uuuhhhh. maybe some other time. thanks though#that warm tint of the cheaper paper is actually very charming to me. I went too high quality with the redraw#besides that? not too proud of any of this tbh but I feel like I've spent too much time on it now not to post it#oh well! I bravely tried to extract my brainworms from my mind and put them on paper and that's what matters#Jekyll and Hyde#otp: nuoruuden hairahdus#my sketches#cw blood
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I wish for this last week of crushing anxiety thinking abt making art to begone. Back ye demons!!
But in all seriousness I've been really thinking about what I've been sketching. I love fun no-think sketches! They make me happy! But I can't help but feel the want to keep pushing for more substance and emotion. I know it's gonna be hit or miss since plot writing isn't my strongest skill but I am coming to terms that that's okay. I will push past it and finish my short mourning ship comic now that I'm in the clear of busy times. I. Will. Finish. It. And feel good about it!!
#my b to vent. but MAN. ive been thinking#embarrassingly yeah its about ship art! what about it!!! i just wanna make good food for myself#I have honed my skills in reading scripts and extracting the good shit from that#but that has left my own writing and planning skills in the dust. wooops#I just wanna make things that make people feel things!!!! i love emotions!!!!#but also let me draw without a goal in mind. im too tired to think#the struggle continues but i will persist!!
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Death wasn’t something that residents of Meteor City could afford to be shy about. They didn’t have the luxury of averting their eyes from the corpse of a loved one, a mentor, or a friend. Canary knew this as well as anyone; the orphanage's dwindling numbers and hasty funerals weren't what scared her.
It was that they had no bodies to bury.
#i'll put this here too.#canary i love you dont ever let them say you dont take up brainspace#this one ended up being much longer than i though (originally planned as a oneshot) but you know im happy with the end result!#its pre-canon so a lotttttt is made-up lore extracted from subtext or my own mind.#so yk . if that kind of thing bothers you : read at your own peril#but i promise this isnt a case of a few underbaked ocs and a self-insert just for fun: im talking like. meteor city lore . GIMME#tbh i doubt i could pull off a selfinsert fic even if i wanted to the idea makes my skin crawl (personally!)#like i dont wanna be there. dont put me there!#but yeah another thing niche enough to crosspost methinks#ao3#fanfic#hxh#hunter x hunter#hxh fanfic#canary hxh#hxh canary#meteory city#meteor city hxh#screeds
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You're more amazing than difficult philosophical questions
I heard somewhere that X-1 is one of the hardest X missions in UtK1, and having just beaten X-2 on my second try with no particular strategy, I think that's probably accurate.
Also, using healing touch in UtK1 is supposed to give you an automatic C-rank, but I got a B-rank in X-2 even tho I used healing touch. Turns out that fandom wikis are indeed full of lies.
#deftera is kinda bullshit#you just have to hope that they crash into each other. and hope that the game's collision notices that they crashed into each other#you can make walls of gel but 1) you can't actually control where they go and 2) they deal 1 damage when they bounce off of the wall#just beat X-3 on my first try while writing this lol#tho triti does just Die against healing touch#WAIT HOLY SHIT I GOT AN A-RANK#maybe the X missions let you use healing touch without penalty?#also i Got Good at triti so that also helped#the trick is to turn it into turn-based combat#let it respawn its thorns so that they don't surprise you by regrowing mid-extraction#challenging x-4 now. let's see if i can keep up the streak#nope they passed through each other and i lost track of the colors. oops lol#never mind i pulled it back and won anyway. pathetic.#x-1 kicked my ass! and you follow that act with THIS!?#shameful.#tho i always did find tetarti easy#A RANK?!?!? WHAT?!?!?#what the fuck is going on with this ranking system#i fucked up! i missed several times and even got the injection wrong once!#and i spent SO MUCH TIME recovering from that mistake#okay i tried x-5 and broke my streak. finally#ka asks
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thinking about how curly got put in that pod with soggy ass bandages
#not going to say he didnt kinda deserve it but like#ew😭#if that ship is ever found and he gets extracted from the pod they will be fused to him#thats actually mingin#anyways this is not my main take away from the game or anything#it was just on my mind🤔#mouthwashing#also erm spoilers i guess but i suppose it's a bit late to say that#arthur waffling
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I’ve been away forever bc life has been a bitch but I swear I’m not dead
#let’s pretend i just hibernate for the winter#a lot of it has just been financial troubles and stuff related to it#focusing on juggling everything that comes with that#I was unemployed for a while but then found work but it hardly paid me enough to live off of and I had to get help to cover rent and bills#it was just really stressful#but I got a new job but now im busy bc its full time and an hour commute#idk ive just been occupied#i still havent posted the sketches from those donations all the way back in october bc it just slipped my mind and then my pc died on me#i managed to extract the files from the hard drive i just gotta find the sketches and post them#but ive moved back onto my old slow ass laptop RIP#i’ll try and find them once i get home#im sorry for my absence it’s been. well#its been
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most of this past week hasn't been the best for my mind-music-studio but today has been really good
#the ''mind-music-studio'' is what i have decided to call it when i make up songs in my head and listen to them#similarly to the mind-radio where i listen to songs in my head except this time i'm also making them up as i go#instead of memorizing pre-existing songs to listen to#the mind-radio i use to entertain myself at school or in other boring situations#and the mind-studio is what i do in the car ride home sometimes or at otherwise random moments#either way a lot of the shit i've done today in the mind-studio has been pretty good#if only i could extract it from my mind onto like a computer or something but alas ...
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I love the fact that I can work as hard as I can manage with a broken tooth and a dying tooth (one on each side, I've been chewing on the cavity for a year) and I still cannot save even $10 towards getting dental treatment (2 impacted wisdom teeth, + tooth broken off under the gum, + bad cavity) because I barely make enough to cover my food and board and the insane energy bill
#I'm just ranting don't mind me it's fine I am continuing to exist as usual I may delete this later bc it's a bit of a bummer to read#I prefer to keep my blogging to fun or otherwise nonserious content because it's supposed to be for decompression no real world drama here#I got into a 3 hour body language study and earned $50 so I spent that as fun money on a couple games during the Steam sale just to#take a break from the constant cycle of getting paid and then immediately saying goodbye to all but about 15 cents#(well it was 1 game Slime Rancher 2 and then 2 expansion packs one for Planet Zoo and another for Cities Skylines long play hours mileage)#I've tried to budget to buy small things like a fan or a toothbrush maybe (mine is 8yrs old and doesn't charge sometimes) but NOPE#let alone stashing away over $2000 for the amount of treatment I need given tooth extractions are $200-$500 each#I use about $50 of groceries a week ($30 USD) sometimes up to $80 if I need to buy some extra toiletries or bonuses like ham/falafel/bread#our last quarterly power bill was $1900 FOR NO REASON even for a winter one#olessan oration#the work I have is HIT/mturk type work which pays amazingly well and I am so grateful because I can't work in a traditional environment due#my inability to sleep/wake on anyone else's schedule and need for engaging work but it also means each worker is basically a contract worke#picking their own hours which is VERY HARD to stick to for me since I may also have ADHD-i but that diagnosis also costs like $2000 in Aus#so I'm doing my best fucking lmao#I have a set minimum hours I want to keep up to and move to full time but I am so exhausted by the constant background noise of#the tooth problems that I burn out very quickly#like the tooth ache isn't that bad#the tooth is actively dying but the pain isn't unbearable it just shits me off at all times#it's bearable most of the time and doesn't affect my sleep unless the temp is cold or something#it's been bad this week tho so I've gone through almost all my ibuprofen managing it#the tooth that broke off broke off earlier in the year and the gum has mostly healed over and the dead root is concealed inside my gums now#that stopped being painful in mid 2021 but when it died it was pretty bad it did stop me sleeping for a couple weeks#Christmas 2021 involved me contemplating ripping the tooth out myself lmao#the nerve eventually died seemingly without an abscess#unless I DID have an abscess but that seems extremely unlikely because abscesses are SEVERE AND HORRIBLE AND LIFE THREATENING#sometimes I can feel the tooth ligament wiggling on its own or I like flex it by accident it's so weird bc the tooth is gone so#the ligament is still holding onto the root but with way less weight#anyway I am eating my mac n cheese n veg with the side that has the missing tooth because the cavity tooth has a big bruise along the gumli#gumline which may be from overzealous brushing (I fill the tooth will temporarily filling putty and it needs to be cleaned well when the#putty falls out)
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i'll see myself out now-
He's so tall he's basically a humanization of Eiffel tower
#I'M SO SORRY BUT THIS IS THE FIRST THING THAT POPPED INTO MY MIND#my brain needs to be extracted from my body but for the exact opposite reason harley's was#wAHH SERIOUSLY THOUGH YOUR COMICS HAVE BEEN CAUSING MY BRAIN TO GO SUPERNOVA. GOOD STUFF INCREDIBLE STUFF.#leith the down-bad-for-an-evil-scientist-and-the-robot-counterparts-you-created-of-him-due-to-your-own-hubris homosexual that you are#flygon used sketch#throwing myself out the door and onto the steet and rolling down the road like a can of dr pepper now#the file name for this is 'leith puts the L in lgbt' because of course it is#harleith
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I started working (in a witchy way) with blue lotus and calling upon Cernunnos and “any and all benevolent spirits who are willing” to show me the world beyond and after meditating in a trancelike state with some incense late at night, I actually saw a string of images with it this time (in my mind’s eye, in the back of my mind with very little in the forefront).
Thank you!
#witchblr#because I chugged a whole bunch of extract before without asking for guidance and it didn’t do anything to me at all#But it definitely did something to me this time… I got some more vivid dreams than usual#Very cool#I’m pretty sure I also got the message of “you need to stop being afraid of the occult before you engage with us” so I’ll do that#It’s less like hearing things and more like my brain just randomly blurting things out from seemingly nowhere#like how intuition hijacks your waking mind like “uh don’t do that you’re gonna die” or “do it; you’ll make it”
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i feel like i'm losing my mind why has the AI debate pivoted away from material/labor concerns back to debates about Real vs Fake Art. cannot express just how little i care about relitigating Art and high art and low art and skilled vs unskilled art. what i care about is the treatment and compensation of workers, the power corporations are exerting over intellectual property and creators, the continued extraction of resources, and the omnipresent glut of spam and disinformation with few or no regulations/resources that filter out the SEO AI generated nonsense
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daniel after being turned by armand: well at least he can't read my mind to extract my worst moments as a punishment anymore
armand, who has spent the past 50 years studying daniel like a bug: i am about to recite your top ten personal failures from memory. i've made a tier list
#iwtv#interview with the vampire#amc iwtv#amc interview with the vampire#daniel molloy#armand#devil's minion#armandaniel
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