#Entrance Exam for Study in Canada

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No Strings, No Heart

Kinkvember Day 23: Friends with Benefits

ITZY Lia (Choi Jisu) x Male reader

You and Lia had been friends since high school, back when neither of you had any idea what life would have in store. She had been the new girl, fresh from Canada, with a soft-spoken voice and an air of quiet confidence that intrigued everyone, including you. You’d been assigned seats next to each other in English class, and what started as casual small talk soon grew into a friendship you hadn’t expected.

Lia, or Jisu as she’d been known then, had dreams even back then that set her apart. While most of your classmates were focused on cramming for college entrance exams or deciding what clubs to join, Lia was already chasing something bigger: a career in music. She was always humming under her breath, jotting lyrics in the margins of her notebook, and rushing off to auditions after school.

When she finally became a trainee, it wasn’t a surprise, but it did mark the start of a more distant phase in your friendship. She spent most of her time at the company, training long hours, while you finished school and moved on to university.

Despite the distance, you kept in touch—texts here and there, occasional coffee meetups when she had a rare free day. When she debuted with ITZY, you were one of the first to congratulate her, your heart swelling with pride as you watched her music videos and performances from your tiny apartment.

Even as her life grew more hectic, Lia never let go of your connection. Whenever her schedule allowed, she’d call you up, sometimes late at night, her voice exhausted but warm as she asked about your day, complaining about the pressures of idol life in the same breath. She was still Jisu to you, your old high school friend, even as the world knew her as Lia.

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It was one of those late-night meetups—a rainy evening in her cozy Seoul apartment—that changed the dynamic between you. Her space smelled of vanilla candles and faintly of jasmine tea, her usual go-to after a long day. You sat awkwardly on her beige couch, holding a mug that was almost too hot, watching her as she lounged on the floor, cross-legged in an oversized sweater and shorts.

“You’re always so tense,” Lia said suddenly, her voice cutting through the soft patter of rain against the windows. Her damp hair fell in natural waves around her face, framing her features in a way that was almost disarming. This was not the poised, camera-ready idol the world saw. This was the Lia you knew—barefoot, casual, real.

You chuckled nervously, unsure where she was going with this. “Work’s been crazy, I guess.”

“That’s always your excuse,” she teased, setting down her mug with a soft clink. “But honestly, you’ve been like this since high school. Always wound up. Always overthinking.”

“Well, sorry for being consistent,” you shot back, a smile tugging at your lips.

She smiled too, but there was something different in her expression—something calculated yet sincere. “You know, we could help each other out.”

Your brow furrowed. “Help each other out… how?”

Lia tilted her head, studying you with an intensity that made your pulse quicken. “I don’t want anything complicated,” she began, her tone careful but confident. “No drama, no commitments. Just… something easy. For both of us.”

The words felt surreal, hanging in the air between you. “Wait, are you saying…?”

“I’m saying,” she interrupted, her voice softer now, “that we’re both stressed. Both stuck in our own routines. And you’re… safe.”

“Safe?” you echoed, unsure whether to feel flattered or insulted.

Lia rolled her eyes, laughing. “You know what I mean. I trust you. You’re not going to do anything stupid like fall in love with me. And let’s be honest—you’ve never been great with relationships.”

“Wow, thanks,” you muttered, though you couldn’t deny the accuracy of her words. Dating had never come easily to you, and Lia knew it better than anyone.

“I’m just saying it makes sense,” she said, her smile softening into something almost reassuring. “We’ve known each other forever. We trust each other. And I need… an escape, you know? A way to blow off steam without it becoming a mess.”

You hesitated, turning the idea over in your head. “I don’t know, Lia. Stuff like this—doesn’t it get messy?”

“Not if we’re honest with each other,” she said simply. “We set boundaries. We stick to them. And if it doesn’t work, we stop. No harm, no foul.”

Her words were logical, almost too logical, and the idea of being close to someone you trusted—someone who understood you without the usual complications—was more tempting than you wanted to admit.

“I… guess,” you said finally, your voice tinged with hesitation. “If you’re sure about this.”

Lia’s smile widened, a spark of relief and something else—satisfaction?—in her eyes. “I’m sure.”

And just like that, the boundaries of your friendship shifted. You told yourself it was perfect—a way to connect without risking anything deeper.

The first few times were… great. Better than great. There was an ease to it that neither of you had anticipated, a natural rhythm that made it feel less like a new arrangement and more like something that had always been there, waiting to be discovered. The way your bodies fit together was effortless, as though they’d been designed for this connection, every touch and movement aligning perfectly. It wasn’t just about the physical pleasure—though that was undeniable—it was the comfort of being close to someone who understood you in a way no one else did.

Lia had a way of melting into your arms, her laughter and sighs carrying a vulnerability that made the moments feel intimate even in their simplicity. You liked similar things, and exploring that together felt easy, seamless. The way her breath hitched against your skin, the way she responded to every touch with a soft moan or a shiver, made it feel less like an arrangement and more like a quiet escape for both of you.

When she reached for you in the stillness of her room, there was no hesitation, no awkwardness—just a mutual understanding that you could let go with each other.

It was everything she had promised: no drama, no complications. It was a release, a way to step outside the stress of your individual lives and find solace in each other. You told yourself that this was enough, that it didn’t need to mean anything more. And for a while, it didn’t.

But then, one night, everything shifted.

The atmosphere in Lia’s room felt thick with the unspoken, a cocoon of warmth and intimacy as the world outside faded away. The soft scent of jasmine and the lingering notes of her perfume were a quiet contrast to the faint tension in her voice as she spoke.

“It’s been… such a day,” she said with a sigh, leaning back against the headboard, her oversized sweater slipping from one shoulder. Her fingers idly played with the hem, a distraction as she tried to put her thoughts into words. “I feel like everyone wanted a piece of me today. The schedules, the cameras, the smiles—they don’t stop.”

You nodded, sitting close enough to her that the faintest brush of her knee against yours sent sparks up your spine. “You don’t have to explain. I can see it,” you said softly, meeting her eyes. “You’re always carrying so much.”

Her lips twitched into a small, tired smile. “Sometimes, I wish I could just turn it all off. Just… for a little while.”

“You can, here,” you offered, your voice steady despite the way your heart was racing. “You don’t have to be anything but you.”

Her eyes softened, and she reached out to touch your arm, her fingers grazing your skin. “That’s why I asked you to come tonight,” she admitted, her voice quieter now, almost fragile. “I need this. I need you.”

The weight of her words hit you with a force you weren’t entirely prepared for, but you nodded, leaning in slightly. “I’m here,” you said simply, your hand finding hers and squeezing gently.

The next moments unfolded slowly, deliberately, as if neither of you wanted to rush. Her sweater slipped further, pooling around her elbows as she lifted it over her head and let it fall to the floor. Her body, bathed in the soft glow of the bedside lamp, was breathtaking. She looked up at you, her eyes steady but vulnerable, as if daring you to say something, to break the spell.

“You’re beautiful,” you murmured, the words escaping before you could stop them.

A soft laugh escaped her, and she reached up to brush your cheek. “You’re such a sap,” she teased, though her voice was warm, her expression soft. “But I like it.”

You leaned in to kiss her, your lips meeting in a slow, deliberate connection. It started tenderly, a gentle brush of warmth, but quickly deepened, your hands finding her waist, her hips, exploring the curve of her body. She gasped softly against your lips, her hands sliding under your shirt to tug it off, the cool air of the room making your skin prickle as she traced patterns along your chest.

Guiding her back against the bed, you hovered over her, her hair spilling across the pillow in soft waves like a dark halo. The soft glow of the bedside lamp illuminated her features, her flushed cheeks and slightly parted lips evidence of the moment’s growing intensity. Her hands found your shoulders, her touch steady but eager as her breath quickened. The feel of her bare skin against yours, the warmth of her body beneath you, sent a rush of heat through you.

Before moving further, you paused, reaching for the small foil packet on the bedside table. Lia watched you, her chest rising and falling in shallow breaths, her gaze steady yet filled with trust. You slipped the condom on quickly, her hand brushing lightly against your arm in a silent gesture of reassurance.

As you align yourself with her, you paused again, your gaze locking onto hers. “Are you ready?” you asked softly, the weight of your question hanging in the quiet space between you.

Her lips curled into a faint smile, and her legs wrapped around your waist, pulling you closer. “Absolutely, I need this,” she whispered, her voice barely audible but filled with unmistakable longing. “I need you.”

The moment of joining was slow, deliberate, her body tensing slightly as you pressed into her. A quiet gasp escaped her lips, her fingers tightening on your shoulders, her nails faintly digging in as she adjusted to the closeness. You paused, giving her time, your heart pounding in sync with hers. Her breaths quickened, each rise and fall of her chest matching the rhythm you were beginning to create. The heat of her skin against yours was all-consuming, grounding and electrifying all at once.

You began to move, slow and measured, each motion deliberate. Her soft moans and quiet gasps filled the air, small sounds that spurred you on, each one sending shivers down your spine. Her hands roamed your back, nails occasionally dragging across your skin, her hips lifting instinctively to meet yours. The connection between you was unspoken but undeniable, a rhythm building that felt less like something physical and more like a quiet surrender.

Her lips parted as she whispered your name, her voice soft and trembling, a plea that made your chest ache. The way she looked up at you took your breath away. Her cheeks were flushed, her eyes fluttering open and shut, and the vulnerability in her gaze made you falter for a moment. You’d always thought Lia was beautiful, but here, now, she was something more—raw, open, and completely unguarded. Every quiet sound she made, every brush of her hands against you, seemed to weave a thread between you that went far beyond the act itself.

Your pace deepened, becoming more deliberate as you leaned down to capture her lips. Her response was immediate, her mouth opening to you as her hands slid into your hair, pulling you closer. The heat between you grew, a symphony of gasps, moans, and murmured words filling the space. Her legs tightened around your waist, her body pressing into yours as if to pull you even closer.

You pulled back slightly, your lips trailing down her jawline to her neck, brushing over the delicate curve of her throat. Her skin was warm and flushed beneath your touch, and you felt her shiver as your mouth moved lower, pressing kisses behind her ear. The spot you’d discovered during your time together—the one that always drove her wild. Her reaction was immediate, a soft gasp escaping her lips as her body arched into you.

Her hands clung to your shoulders as your lips continued their path, down her collarbone and toward the swell of her chest. You paused for a moment, letting your tongue flick gently over the sensitive skin there, before capturing one of her nipples between your lips. Lia let out a low, trembling moan, her nails digging into your back as you lavished attention on her. You alternated between gentle kisses and firmer, more deliberate nips, her body responding to each one with a sharp intake of breath or a soft cry.

Your free hand roamed over her body, sliding along the curve of her waist and the dip of her hips. You teased her other breast with your fingertips, rolling and brushing against her skin in time with the rhythm of your lips. Her body writhed beneath you, her hips lifting instinctively as if to draw you closer, the heat between you growing with every touch.

From her chest, your lips traveled downward, leaving a trail of warmth across her stomach. Lia’s breathing grew heavier, her hands tangling in your hair as you moved lower, savoring the way her body reacted to every press of your lips, every flick of your tongue. Her quiet whimpers and soft moans filled the room, a soundtrack to the intimacy building between you.

You moved back up, your mouth returning to the curve of her neck, brushing kisses along her jawline before finding her lips again. The kiss was deep and consuming, her hands pulling you closer as though she couldn’t get enough of you. Her legs tightened around your waist once more, her body pressing into yours as the rhythm between you grew more urgent, more deliberate.

Her reactions—each shiver, each soft cry, each whispered plea—fueled you, blurring the line between physical connection and something deeper. You knew every spot that made her tremble, every touch that left her gasping, and you used them all, the intimacy between you growing with each passing moment. It wasn’t just her body you craved—it was her trust, her surrender, the way she opened herself to you completely, leaving you breathless and wanting more.

Her voice broke through your focus, her breathless words trembling as she gasped, “You feel so good… Don’t stop.”

“I won’t,” you murmured, your voice hoarse and strained, barely able to contain the emotions coursing through you. Her flushed cheeks, the vulnerability in her gaze, the way her body clung to yours—it all struck you in a way you hadn’t prepared for.

The tension between you built steadily, every motion pulling you both closer to a precipice. Her moans grew louder, breaking into desperate cries as her body moved in sync with yours. Her hips met you with an urgency that matched your own, and her hands tightened their grip on your shoulders, her nails dragging against your skin.

“I’m so close,” she whimpered, her voice trembling and raw in a way that sent shivers through you. Her head tilted back, her body arching beautifully beneath you as she clung to you like you were her lifeline. “I—oh my god, I’m cumming… I love it, don’t stop, please.”

The words hit you harder than you expected, the raw need in her voice breaking through every wall you’d built around your feelings. Her climax overtook her in a wave, her body trembling violently as she cried out, her voice unguarded and desperate. The sight of her face, twisted in pure ecstasy, sent a jolt through you. Her name fell from her lips like a prayer, her body shuddering as she reached the peak, clutching at you with a force that left no doubt of the depth of her release.

And then, it hit you—seeing her like this, so open, so completely undone, you realized something you couldn’t ignore. You wanted to be the only one to give her this feeling. The thought struck like lightning, leaving you trembling even as your own release loomed. It wasn’t just about the act—it was about her, about how much you wanted to hold onto this moment, this connection, this vulnerability that was uniquely hers.

Your climax followed, surging through you in powerful, unrelenting waves as you buried your face in her neck. A guttural groan escaped you, your body trembling with the intensity of it. The warmth of your release pooled into the condom, each pulse carrying with it the weight of everything you’d been holding back. The sensations were overwhelming, magnified by the realization that this wasn’t casual for you anymore. Maybe it never had been.

Even as the waves subsided, you stayed close, holding her tightly against you. Her fingers traced lazy, soothing patterns along your back, her touch grounding you as your heart pounded against hers. Her breaths were soft, mingling with your own in the quiet aftermath. The intimacy of the moment was almost too much, yet you didn’t want it to end.

Finally, you pulled back slightly, your heart still racing as you pressed a kiss to her damp forehead. Her cheeks were flushed, her lips curved into a faint, tired smile, her eyes fluttering open to meet yours. For a moment, neither of you spoke, the silence between you filled with unspoken emotions that neither of you seemed ready to name.

You leaned back carefully, slipping out of her with a quiet groan as her body shuddered at the loss of closeness. Reaching down, you removed the condom, tying it off as you moved to the side of the bed. Lia’s gaze followed you, her cheeks still rosy from the exertion, and when her eyes landed on what you held, her lips quirked into a teasing smile.

“Wow,” she said, her voice still breathy but laced with playful amusement. “You’ve been… pent up, huh?”

You couldn’t help but chuckle softly, the tension between you easing slightly at her tone. “Yeah, maybe a little,” you admitted, your voice still low and rough from the intensity of the moment.

She laughed, a soft, light sound that made your chest tighten again, her fingers brushing over your arm as if to reassure you. “I’ll take it as a compliment,” she said, her smile widening slightly as she leaned back against the pillow, her gaze softening.

In that moment, as you looked at her—flushed, vulnerable, yet teasing—you couldn’t ignore the shift that had happened. Whatever boundaries had existed between you before were gone, and the weight of that realization lingered, pressing gently against your heart.

You stood, disposing of the condom in the bathroom, your mind still reeling from everything that had just unfolded. The intensity of the moment lingered, but it wasn’t just the physical closeness that consumed you—it was the emotions swelling in your chest, threatening to spill over. You tried to push the thoughts aside as you cleaned up, focusing on the simple motions as a way to steady yourself.

When you returned to the bed, Lia was already nestled under the blankets, her cheeks still faintly flushed, her hair spilling over the pillow in soft waves. She looked up at you, her eyes warm and inviting, and without a word, she lifted the blanket in a silent invitation. It was a gesture you’d grown accustomed to—a familiar rhythm that had followed these nights together. But this time, something about it felt heavier, weighted with an unspoken shift between you.

You climbed into bed beside her, the mattress dipping slightly under your weight. She moved closer almost instinctively, her body curling into yours, her head resting against your chest as her arm draped across your stomach. The warmth of her, the way she fit so perfectly against you, was both comforting and terrifying.

Her breathing began to slow, her body relaxing as if this was the most natural thing in the world. And it was—for her. For you, though, the usual ease wasn’t there. You lay stiffly, staring up at the ceiling as a moment of dread washed over you.

You’ve broken the rules.

It hit you with the weight of a confession you’d been avoiding for weeks, maybe months. You’d convinced yourself this was fine, that you could keep things casual, that it was just a way to connect without getting too close. But tonight had shattered that illusion. You weren’t just drawn to Lia—you’d fallen for her.

Your chest tightened as the realization settled in. The way she laughed, the way she trusted you enough to let her guard down, the way she made you feel seen in a way no one else ever had—it wasn’t just something you could brush aside anymore. It was real, and it was terrifying.

You glanced down at her, your heart aching as you took in the soft curve of her lips, the peaceful expression on her face. She looked so at ease, so content, and you couldn’t bring yourself to disturb that. But the weight of your feelings pressed heavily against your chest, threatening to suffocate you.

Lia shifted slightly, her arm tightening around you as if sensing your tension. “You’re quiet,” she murmured, her voice drowsy but laced with curiosity. “You okay?”

“Yeah,” you lied, your voice barely above a whisper as you forced yourself to relax beneath her touch. “I’m fine.”

But you weren’t fine. Because as much as you wanted to stay in this moment—her warmth, her closeness—you knew that everything had changed. You’d crossed a line you couldn’t uncross, and now you weren’t sure what to do.

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The weeks that followed were an emotional minefield. Every stolen glance, every shared laugh, every moment Lia curled up beside you after an intense night—all of it dug deeper into the growing pit in your chest. It wasn’t just about intimacy anymore; it was everything. The way she smiled at you, her guard let down for just a moment. The way she playfully mocked your quirks, grounding you with the ease of someone who knew you better than anyone. You craved her in ways that went beyond physical. You wanted all of her—her bad days, her hopes, her fears, and everything in between.

But you couldn’t say it.

The rules had always been clear: no emotions, no strings, no complications. Lia had built walls around herself, walls you understood were necessary given her chaotic life. Your arrangement was her sanctuary, an escape from the pressures of her career, her fame, and the unrelenting expectations placed on her shoulders. You told yourself that being her safe space was enough. It had to be.

That night had started like many others, but it carried a weight you couldn’t ignore. As the moment reached its peak, Lia shifted downward, her lips trailing across your skin with a deliberate slowness that sent shivers coursing through you. When her mouth finally enveloped you, a deep groan escaped your lips, your hand instinctively tangling in her hair.

Her movements were teasing but purposeful, each flick of her tongue measured to drive you closer to the edge. Her eyes flicked up to meet yours, glinting with mischief yet laced with something softer, something deeper. “You’ve been so stiff lately,” she murmured, her breath warm against you before continuing, her voice low and sultry as her tongue worked with maddening precision.

The intimacy overwhelmed you, her familiarity with your body leaving you utterly undone. She knew exactly how to unravel you, to find the places that made you tremble, the rhythm that pushed you to your breaking point. When your release finally overtook you, it was overwhelming, waves of pleasure crashing through you with an intensity that left you trembling. Your fingers tightened briefly in her hair as a hoarse gasp escaped you, the heat of the moment leaving you breathless.

Lia pulled back gently, her lips curling into a satisfied smile as she wiped the corner of her mouth with the back of her hand. She moved back up to lie beside you, her body fitting against yours with an ease that should have felt comforting. But this time, it didn’t. This time, it felt different.

She settled against you, her head resting on your chest, her breathing steady and calm. Her hair tickled your skin, her warmth both soothing and torturous as a quiet dread began to build in your chest. It wasn’t just physical anymore—this was heavier, filled with emotions you couldn’t keep bottled up.

Before you could stop yourself, the words rose in your throat. “Jisu,” you began softly, her name catching in your throat.

She hummed in response, her eyes still closed, a faint smile playing on her lips. “Hmm?”

“Do you ever think…” You hesitated, the words feeling too heavy, too dangerous. But they pushed forward anyway, your voice barely above a whisper. “Do you ever think this could be something more?”

Her eyes opened slowly, the smile fading as her expression shifted into something unreadable. She propped herself up on one elbow, her hair falling in soft waves around her face, the sheets slipping slightly off her shoulder. Her gaze met yours, searching and cautious, and the seconds stretched into an eternity.

“Why are you asking?” she asked softly, her tone carrying a mix of curiosity and caution.

Your heart raced, panic rising in your chest as you scrambled for a response. “I was just thinking,” you lied, the words tumbling out too quickly. “It’s nothing. I don’t know, just… a thought.”

Her expression didn’t change, her gaze lingering on yours for a moment longer before she sat up fully. Wrapping the blanket around herself like a shield, her voice was calm but resolute as she said, “Hmm, no, I don’t think so. The reason this works is because it’s casual. If we start complicating things, it’ll ruin everything.”

Her words hit like a punch to the gut, sharp and cutting in their finality. You nodded slowly, forcing a smile you didn’t feel. “Oh… yeah… You’re right. Forget I said anything.”

She smiled faintly, but it didn’t reach her eyes. She lay back down, resting her head on your chest again as if nothing had happened. Her breathing evened out, her warmth against you a cruel comfort. But for you, everything had changed.

The words you’d been holding back, the feelings you’d buried, wouldn’t stay quiet anymore. They clawed at you, louder with every passing day, until the very thought of continuing like this felt unbearable. You had broken the rules, and the weight of that truth suffocated you in ways you hadn’t thought possible.

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Over time you tried convinced yourself to accept her boundaries, telling yourself that being with Lia on her terms was better than not having her at all. But that fragile resolve cracked wide open the day you saw the article.

It was a lazy Sunday afternoon, the kind of day meant for doing nothing. Sunlight spilled through your apartment windows, painting the floor in golden streaks as you scrolled absently through your phone. Outside, the faint hum of the city mixed with the rhythmic ticking of the clock, a peaceful backdrop to your aimless thoughts.

Then your phone buzzed, pulling you from the haze of routine. Without thinking, you tapped the notification.

The headline hit like a physical blow: "ITZY’s Lia Spotted on a Romantic Date with beloved Idol."

Your stomach tightened instantly, a sharp ache blooming in your chest as you scrolled through the accompanying photos. Each swipe felt like tearing open a wound. There she was, walking arm-in-arm with another idol. The soft rustling of the park’s trees in the background, the dappled sunlight falling on their faces—it all looked so serene, so effortless. Their casual clothes hinted at an attempt to keep things discreet, but the atmosphere around them screamed intimacy.

And then one photo stopped you cold.

Her head tilted slightly, her hair catching the sunlight like a halo. Her eyes—soft and filled with a warmth that felt painfully familiar—were fixed on him. She was smiling, bright and genuine, the corners of her lips curving in a way that was devastatingly effortless. That smile was reserved for someone special. Someone who wasn’t you.

Your chest ached, a dull yet unrelenting pain spreading through you as you stared at the screen. The world around you seemed to fade, the sunlight that had once felt comforting now harsh and uninviting. The faint hum of the city became muffled, replaced by the deafening rush of your own thoughts.

Has she ever looked at you like that? Has she ever smiled at you in that way, with that kind of quiet adoration? A part of you knew the answer, even if you didn’t want to admit it. The answer cut deeper than anything she’d ever said or done.

The seconds stretched into minutes as you stared at the image, the knot in your stomach tightening with each passing moment. You could almost hear her laugh in your head, see the way she looked at you during your private moments together. But it wasn’t the same. It had never been the same.

The sharp buzz of another notification snapped you out of your spiraling thoughts. Lia’s name flashed across the screen, her message simple: “Are you free?”

The words sat at the top of your screen, directly above the article. The juxtaposition was cruel, a perfect encapsulation of everything that had been tearing you apart. Your thumb hovered over the notification, your mind swirling with a chaotic mix of emotions—anger, hurt, jealousy, longing. Every rational part of you screamed not to reply. To protect yourself. To draw a line before it was too late.

But as always, your heart betrayed you.

The faint sound of your breathing filled the room, shallow and uneven as you tapped her message. You opened the chat, your fingers trembling slightly as you typed the only thing you knew how to say to her.

"Yeah, I’ll be there."

The moment you hit send, the weight in your chest seemed to shift, but it didn’t lift. Instead, it settled deeper, anchoring itself to the realization you were too afraid to face: no matter how much it hurt, you couldn’t walk away. Not from her. Not yet.

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Lia greeted you at her apartment door with the same casual ease as always, dressed in a loose sweatshirt that hung just off one shoulder and shorts that left little to the imagination. Her hair was tied back loosely, and the faint scent of her lavender body lotion hung in the air as she stepped aside to let you in. She smiled, warm and familiar, but to you, it felt like a knife twisting in your chest.

“Hey,” she said softly, leaning casually against the doorframe. Her tone carried a cheerfulness that felt almost jarring compared to the turmoil swirling inside you. “Rough day?”

You swallowed hard, your thoughts tangled with the image of the article’s photos. The memory of her walking arm-in-arm with someone else clung to you like a shadow, an ache that wouldn’t loosen its grip. “Yeah,” you said finally, your voice flat. “Something like that.”

Her brows knitted slightly, a flicker of concern crossing her face before she masked it with another smile, softer this time. “Come in,” she said gently, stepping aside. “Let me fix you some tea or something.”

You followed her inside, the familiar warmth of her cozy apartment stirring something deep and painful within you. The dim lighting, the scent of jasmine mingling with lavender, the soft hum of a playlist you knew by heart—it should have felt comforting, but tonight it only made the ache worse. To her, everything seemed normal, unchanged. But to you, every gesture, every laugh, felt magnified, a sharp contrast to the images still burned into your mind.

She led you to the couch, her steps light and unbothered, her usual ease a stark reminder of how differently you were experiencing this moment. She sat close to you, her knee brushing against yours as she turned to face you fully. “You seem tense,” she said softly, her voice lowering into something soothing. Her hand rested lightly on yours, her touch simple yet disarming, as if she could sense the weight pressing down on you. “Let me help.”

You hesitated, the memory of her smile in those photos flashing through your mind. The warmth she had shown to someone else, the intimacy of it, felt like a stark contrast to the Lia sitting here with you now. Part of you wanted to pull back, to say something, to ask her what that meant, but the words wouldn’t come. Her touch, her presence—it was too much to resist, and before you could think better of it, her lips were on yours.

The kiss was familiar, practiced, but this time, it felt different. Your movements were slower, less certain. A part of you wanted to push her away, to demand answers, but the other part—the part of you that craved her touch, her presence—won. You kissed her back, the frustration and longing coiling tightly in your chest, fueling your every move.

Her hands slid beneath your shirt, tugging at it with the ease of someone who knew you too well. Your resolve crumbled under her touch, the confrontation slipping further from your mind. It could wait, you told yourself. For now, you let the emotions swirling within you—frustration, jealousy, and something darker—take over.

By the time you reached the bedroom, something inside you had shifted. The weight of your suppressed emotions guided your actions, a storm of unspoken feelings driving every touch, every motion. You turned her toward the bed, your hand firm on her shoulder as you eased her down to her knees.

Without a word, you unbuttoned your pants, the sound of the zipper cutting through the quiet room like a spark igniting the air. Lia’s eyes followed the motion, her gaze flicking downward before snapping back up to meet yours. Her lips parted slightly, a flicker of surprise crossing her features before melting into something softer, almost eager. When you pressed yourself to her lips, her hesitation was brief. Her hands found their place on your thighs, steadying herself as she took you in.

The shift in her was immediate. This wasn’t like before—this wasn’t the usual playful or restrained dynamic between you. You gripped her hair firmly, the silky strands slipping through your fingers as you guided her movements. Lia’s soft, muffled moan against you sent a shiver down your spine, the vibration electrifying. The control you felt, the way she surrendered so willingly, was intoxicating, and you couldn’t help but give in to the moment fully.

Your hips began to move, your thrusts deliberate but rough, each one pushing deeper as you set the rhythm. Lia’s hands tightened their grip on your thighs, her fingers curling slightly as her body swayed to match your motions. Her cheeks flushed a deep pink, and her breathing grew heavier between moments when you gave her just enough time to adjust. She looked up at you, her wide, watery eyes filled with surprise and a growing hunger. This wasn’t what she’d expected, but the way her body responded told you everything—this was what she wanted, what she craved.

Her moans grew louder, though muffled, as her lips and tongue worked in perfect sync with your movements. Her usual confidence had melted away, leaving behind a raw vulnerability that only fueled you further. This side of you—assertive, unrelenting—was something she hadn’t expected, and the way she gave herself over to it was driving you wild.

You tightened your grip on her hair, guiding her more firmly as her hands clutched at your thighs for balance. Her breathing was heavy, her moans blending with the wet, rhythmic sounds that filled the room. Tears began to streak her cheeks as her throat constricted around you, her body tensing slightly as she fought to keep up. Still, her eyes never left yours, wide and watery but filled with trust and unmistakable arousal.

Her muffled cries grew needier as your rhythm intensified, her nails digging into your thighs as her body trembled. The tension coiled tighter and tighter in your core, every sound she made pushing you closer to the edge. When her moan vibrated against you again, it sent you spiraling, your hips moving faster, rougher, with a desperation you couldn’t suppress.

You felt yourself reaching the breaking point, your control slipping entirely. Lia’s breathing hitched, her hands shifting to grip you tighter as you thrust one last time. Your release hit like a flood, overwhelming and unstoppable. A guttural groan tore from your throat as you came, the heat surging through you in waves. Lia’s body instinctively tensed beneath you. Her throat worked desperately, swallowing each hot pulse as it filled her mouth. Her gag reflex kicked in more than once, her soft, choked sounds blending with the wet, rhythmic movements that echoed in the room. Despite her efforts, some of it spilled from the corners of her lips, trickling down her chin in thin, glistening streams. Her hands gripped your thighs tighter, her nails pressing into your skin as she did her best to keep up, her flushed cheeks stained with tears and exertion.

Her breathing was uneven, her body trembling with the effort to take everything you gave her. When you finally pulled back, a string of fluid connected you briefly before breaking, her tongue darting out to clean her lips as she gasped for air. Lia’s eyes lifted to meet yours, glassy and dazed, her expression a mix of exhaustion, surprise, and something playful.

She wiped at her chin with the back of her hand, her lips curving into a faint, teasing smile. “Fuck that was hot,” she murmured hoarsely, her voice laced with mischief despite her breathlessness. “What's gotten into you?”

You didn’t respond, the fire in your chest still burning too hot for words. Instead, you leaned down slightly and tapped your member against her cheek a couple of times, the wet sound punctuating the charged silence. Lia blinked up at you, her flushed face lighting up with surprise, a soft gasp escaping her lips.

Without a word, you reached down, your hands finding hers as you pulled her to her feet in one smooth motion. She let out a soft, surprised laugh, stumbling slightly against your chest. Her body was still trembling, her knees unsteady from the intensity of what had just happened. She clung to you for balance, her breath brushing against your neck as she steadied herself. 

Before she could add anything else, your hands moved to her sweatshirt, gripping the fabric at the hem. Her laughter faded into a small, knowing smile as she raised her arms without hesitation, letting you strip it off her in one smooth motion. The air between you felt charged, electric, as the garment fell to the floor.

Her shorts followed quickly, her own fingers fumbling with the waistband as though eager to match your urgency. The two of you moved in tandem, discarding every barrier until she stood before you, bare and breathtaking in the dim light. The soft glow illuminated every curve, every flushed detail of her skin, making her look impossibly beautiful.

You climbed onto the bed, hovering over Lia as she lay beneath you, her chest rising and falling rapidly, her body still trembling from the intensity of earlier. Without a word, you captured her lips in a bruising kiss, pouring all the frustration, anger, and sadness you’d been bottling up into the connection. Her soft moan was muffled against your mouth as she melted into you, her hands reaching up to grip your shoulders.

You didn’t stop there. Your lips trailed away from hers, moving down the curve of her jaw to her neck, where you nipped at her skin with sharp, deliberate bites. Lia gasped and squirmed beneath you, her body reacting instinctively to each sting of your teeth, her fingers clutching at you for balance. The sound of her soft whimpers drove you on, each one fueling the storm raging inside you.

Your hands gripped her thighs, holding her steady as you moved lower, leaving a trail of heated kisses down to her collarbone. You didn’t hesitate to bite there too, hard enough to make her arch her back, her body pressing closer to you as though craving the sting. Her breaths grew quicker, her chest heaving as she writhed beneath your relentless attention.

Her squirming only pushed you further, your need to control, to channel the storm within you, manifesting in the way you held her down. One hand moved to her neck, wrapping around her throat in a firm, deliberate grip. Lia’s reaction was immediate—her body froze for a second, her breath catching, before her eyes fluttered open, locking onto yours. There was no fear in her gaze, only surprise and raw, unfiltered desire.

You didn’t pause, letting your other hand slide down her body, brushing over her stomach before reaching her folds. The heat and slickness there were undeniable, and it made you tighten your grip on her neck as your fingers teased her entrance. Lia gasped, her body jerking at the touch, her hands clutching at the sheets for balance as her hips instinctively pressed toward you.

You didn’t slow down, slipping two fingers inside her in one swift, deliberate motion. Her reaction was instant—a choked moan escaping her lips as her body arched against your hand, her thighs trembling uncontrollably. You tightened your grip on her neck, holding her firmly in place as you set a rough, relentless rhythm, each thrust of your fingers matching the intensity of your emotions.

Her breaths came in short, desperate gasps, her body completely at your mercy. You didn’t let up, your fingers curling inside her, hitting all the right spots as her moans grew louder. The way she reacted—the way her body writhed and her voice broke with every movement—pushed you further into the haze of emotion driving your every move.

Lia’s hands gripped the sheets tightly, her knuckles white as she clawed at the fabric, her head tilting back as her lips parted in a silent plea. Her hips began to shift, trying instinctively to pull away from the overwhelming sensations, but you didn’t give her the chance. Each time her body tried to escape, you followed her movement with ruthless precision, maintaining the relentless pace that left her gasping and trembling beneath you.

“Please,” she choked out, her voice cracking as her hips jerked sharply against your hand, torn between chasing the pleasure and trying to find relief from the intensity. Her thighs quivered as the wet, obscene sounds from her folds filled the room, mixing with her soft, desperate whimpers.

Your fingers thrust with relentless precision, plunging deeply while curling just enough to make Lia cry out with every motion. Her gasps turned into desperate, broken cries, the sound spilling from her lips in sharp, uneven bursts. The way her body tightened and arched against your hand drove you further, your thumb brushing over her clit—first in slow, deliberate circles, then pressing firmly and flicking sharply as her hips jolted against you.

The hand around her neck tightened slightly, your fingers pressing just enough to make her breath catch. The mix of pressure and roughness sent her spiraling, her voice breaking into a low, guttural moan as her eyes fluttered open briefly, wide and glassy, before rolling shut again. Her legs trembled uncontrollably, her entire body trembling as your thumb quickened its pace, alternating between firm, relentless circles and sharp, deliberate flicks that made her hips buck wildly.

Her thighs tried to clamp shut around your hand, her body instinctively attempting to shield itself from the overwhelming sensations, but you didn’t stop. Your pace only grew faster, harder, as though chasing something deeper. Her moans turned into broken cries, her hips jerking helplessly against your hand as you pushed her closer and closer to the edge.

The slick heat from her folds coated your fingers as her walls tightened around you, her body reacting to every motion. Her breath hitched, her cries becoming louder, more desperate. Her hips jerked erratically, trying to escape your relentless pace, but you didn’t let up. The grip on her neck tightened again, her breath coming in shallow gasps as her eyes snapped open for a moment, unfocused and dazed.

“God—” she managed to choke out, her voice breaking as her body convulsed. “I—can’t—”

Her body tensed beneath your touch, her breathing erratic as she teetered on the edge of release. Just as the moment was about to break, you pulled your fingers out abruptly and delivered a sharp smack to her folds. The sudden sting and shock sent a jolt through her entire body, her back arching violently off the bed as a strangled moan tore from her throat.

That was it. Lia shattered beneath you, her climax crashing over her like a tidal wave. Her thighs clamped around your hand, trapping you there as her cries turned raw and broken, each sound carrying the intensity of her release. Her body convulsed, trembling violently as wave after wave of pleasure overtook her. Her hands clutched at the sheets, her nails digging into the fabric as her hips jerked uncontrollably, seeking and shying away from the overwhelming sensations.

You held her firmly, your grip on her neck steady, grounding her as your hand returned to her folds. Your fingers worked with deliberate precision, prolonging her climax as her cries grew louder, more desperate. Her hips bucked wildly against your hand, her body writhing beneath you as she gave in completely to the pleasure overtaking her.

Her release seemed endless, the intensity of it leaving her gasping for breath as her body quaked under your control. The room was filled with the sound of her broken moans and the rhythmic slap of your palm against her oversensitive lips. Each touch seemed to reignite the flames, drawing out her pleasure until her body collapsed back against the bed, trembling and spent.

As the aftershocks coursed through her, her breaths came in ragged, uneven gasps, her chest rising and falling rapidly. Her skin glistened in the dim light, her face flushed and damp as she tried to catch her breath.

You loosened your grip on her neck, your fingers brushing lightly against her skin as you leaned over her. Lia’s eyes fluttered open slowly, glassy and unfocused, her lips parting in a faint, breathless smile. Her body continued to tremble slightly, the lingering sensations leaving her utterly undone beneath you.

You guided Lia’s trembling, sensitive body onto the bed with deliberate intent, her flushed skin glistening as she struggled to catch her breath. Her wide, dazed eyes met yours, still hazy from the intensity of her previous climax, but you weren’t done—not yet. Slowly, you lay down and pulled her back against you, arranging her pliant body with steady hands.

Her back pressed firmly to your chest, her legs spread wide and bent at the knees, her thighs trembling as you slipped your hands beneath them. Your grip steadied her, your fingers curling securely around the back of her thighs, holding her legs in place and spreading her open. The position left her entirely vulnerable, every inch of her body on display. Her arms rested near her sides, loosely pinned between your bodies, emphasizing her complete surrender to you.

Her head tilted back against your shoulder, her neck fully exposed, giving you an unobstructed view of her flushed cheeks, parted lips, and the faint sheen of sweat that glistened on her skin. Lia let out a soft, breathless gasp as the new position registered, her body tensing briefly before relaxing into your hold.

The vulnerability of it, the way your grip anchored her while she was spread open, only seemed to heighten her arousal. “Where did you learn this?…” she murmured, her voice trailing off into a whimper as she felt you press against her entrance. The sensation made her hips shift instinctively, her body eager and trembling as she surrendered completely to the moment.

Without hesitation, you entered her in one deep, deliberate motion. The pace was fast and unrelenting from the start, your thrusts deep and purposeful as you held her firmly in place. Lia cried out, her voice breaking into a desperate moan as her body responded immediately. The position allowed you to reach depths you hadn’t before, and her body clenched tightly around you, the new sensation overwhelming her.

Her head tilted back against your shoulder, her eyes fluttering shut as she gave herself over to you completely. The sheer submissiveness of her posture, her willingness to let you take control, drove you on. You leaned down, your lips brushing the curve of her neck as you pressed open-mouthed kisses along her flushed skin, your teeth grazing lightly before biting down just enough to make her gasp.

Lia let out a trembling gasp as your hand found her clit again, circling it with a firm intensity that made her entire body jolt against you. Her thighs quivered uncontrollably, her hips writhing in an attempt to escape the relentless stimulation. “Wait—” she whimpered, her voice breaking as she tried to shift away from your touch. “I’m sensitive—too much…”

Her words barely registered, muffled by the storm in your mind. The frustration and anger churned like a relentless tide, the image of her smiling, her hand entwined with someone else’s, replaying in your head like a haunting refrain. It consumed you, fueling the roughness in every movement.

You tightened your hold, your hands locking her helplessly in place. Her legs trembled, trying to close against the overstimulation, but the position left her completely vulnerable. With her legs spread wide and pinned by her own weight, she had no leverage, no way to resist as you drove her higher. Her body squirmed, her hips shifting desperately, but your arm around her wrists and your thighs holding hers apart ensured she couldn’t escape.

You leaned in, pressing your lips to the back of her neck where you could reach, the soft curve of her skin damp with sweat. The kiss was possessive, claiming, and when you bit down, she let out a sharp cry, her body arching against yours. The sting of your teeth sent a fresh wave of shivers through her, her voice breaking into a soft whimper as you soothed the bite with another heated kiss.

Lia’s body trembled, her reactions raw and desperate. Each time you bit down, harder now, her cries grew louder, her head tilting back to expose more of her neck as though surrendering completely. Her thighs tried to press together again, but the position made it impossible, leaving her entirely at your mercy.

Her pleas melted into choked moans when your hand left her clit briefly, only to return with a sharp slap. The sound echoed in the room, followed by her broken cry as her body jolted against you. The sting sent her closer to the edge, her breath hitching in ragged gasps as her hips jerked involuntarily.

The relentless combination—the deep, fast thrusts, the circling of your fingers on her clit, and the sharp bites you pressed to her shoulder and neck—pushed her further into a haze of overwhelming sensation. Her cries grew louder, her body trembling violently as she fought against the intensity. Even as her hips shifted and tried to twist away, her body betrayed her with every shiver of arousal, her movements weak and yielding to your pace.

Just as her body tensed in anticipation of release, you pressed harder against her clit, your fingers moving in swift, relentless circles. Lia gasped, her walls clenching tightly around you as her entire body strained, her climax teetering on the brink.

When you sensed she was at her limit, you delivered a sharp, deliberate slap to her clit. Lia screamed, her voice raw and broken as her body convulsed violently. The sharp sting mingled with the overwhelming pleasure, the combination tearing through her with a force that left her trembling uncontrollably. Her thighs twitched against your hands, her chest heaving as she sobbed softly, her cries a mix of pleasure and surrender.

You didn’t stop, your fingers continuing to flick and slap her nub while your thrusts maintained their relentless pace. Her body collapsed further against yours, her legs trembling as the overstimulation sent her spiraling beyond her limits. Another broken scream tore from her throat before her body finally gave out, her muscles going slack as she slumped back onto you, her head falling onto your shoulder.

Her breath came in ragged, uneven gasps, her body trembling as aftershocks coursed through her. You released her wrists, your hands smoothing over her legs as you pressed soft kisses to her temple and along the marks your teeth had left on her shoulder. Her breathing gradually steadied, her skin still flushed and damp as she tried to catch her breath.

Your pace didn’t falter, even as Lia slumped further against you, her body trembling and utterly spent. The overstimulation of her climax had left her broken in the best way, her cries now soft whimpers, her breath hot and uneven against your neck. Her legs remained pinned, trembling as your relentless thrusts sent aftershocks rippling through her. Each deep motion made her body react instinctively, her hips twitching as though trying to pull away, but the position left her helpless, completely at your mercy.

As the intensity built, her breaths grew sharper, her head tilting back against your shoulder. The haze of her earlier release lingered in her glassy eyes, her thoughts slow and unfocused. Yet, as your thrusts grew faster and more erratic, realization flickered faintly in her expression. She gasped softly, her thighs twitching against your hold.

“Wait…” she murmured, her voice trembling and breathless, her mind catching up to what her body already knew. “Don’t… don’t cum inside me,” she pleaded, her tone cracking under the weight of her exhaustion and arousal.

Her words were faint, almost drowned out by the rhythmic sound of your hips meeting hers. Her protest lacked strength, her body betraying her as her warmth clenched tightly around you, pulling you deeper with every motion. Even as she tried to speak again, her words dissolved into soft, broken whimpers, her thighs trembling violently as her overstimulated body refused to resist what was coming.

You could feel the tension coiling tighter, the edge drawing closer with every thrust. Her whispered plea echoed faintly in your mind, but the overwhelming heat, the way she writhed beneath you, the way her body pulled you in, made it impossible to stop. The last thread of your restraint snapped as her walls tightened around you one final time.

“Fuck…” you murmured hoarsely, your voice trembling with the urgency of your release. Her body stiffened briefly, her lips parting in a faint gasp of realization, but she couldn’t move, her legs pinned wide and her body limp in your hold.

With a guttural groan, you pressed as deep as you could, your release surging into her in powerful, shuddering waves. Lia’s breath hitched sharply, her fingers weakly clutching at your arms as she felt the warmth spreading inside her. “Oh my God…” she whispered, her voice barely audible as her head fell forward, her body twitching in response to the unfamiliar sensation. The flush on her cheeks deepened, a mix of disbelief and something unspoken as she lay trembling against you.

When the last tremors subsided, you loosened your grip slightly, your hands smoothing over her legs as they remained draped across your hips. Her breathing was ragged, her chest rising and falling rapidly as she tried to catch her breath. The room was quiet except for the faint sound of your mingled breathing, heavy with the weight of what had just happened.

Lia’s voice came out as a whisper, trembling with exhaustion but edged with frustration. “Too much… it was too much…” Her body twitched beneath you, her trembling legs sprawled limply against your hips. Her chest rose and fell in uneven gasps, her gaze hazy but laced with something sharper as she tried to steady herself.

Then her eyes locked onto yours, and the flush on her cheeks deepened, no longer just from exertion. “I can’t believe you came inside me,” she muttered, her voice low but biting. “You know we can’t do that.”

Her words cut through the heavy air, and for a moment, her expression hardened as she tried to assert control over the whirlwind of emotions swirling between you. But the tension in her brows faltered as her body gave a faint, involuntary shudder, the lingering sensation of everything pooling inside her impossible to ignore.

She shifted slightly in your hold, her thighs twitching, her skin hypersensitive and her mind torn between anger and something much more confusing. Her lips parted as if she wanted to say more, to reprimand you further, but no words came. Instead, she turned her head to the side, her expression tight, though not entirely resolute.

Inside, you could tell she was battling herself. The heat spreading across her neck and cheeks, the way her legs trembled against yours, betrayed a truth she didn’t want to face. Even though she was angry—she had every reason to be—the intensity of what had happened, the rawness of being completely at your mercy, lingered in ways she couldn’t deny.

Lia let out a sharp exhale, her body relaxing slightly against you as her anger seemed to ebb, replaced by a reluctant acceptance. Her head fell back onto the pillow, her breathing still uneven, her lips pressing together in a faint line. The silence between you was heavy, her internal conflict palpable, as the reality of the moment settled over both of you.

Her eyes met yours, and for a moment, the air between you was filled with something unspoken, a tenderness that lingered even as exhaustion pulled at you both.

“Jisu,” you said suddenly, the word breaking the silence like a crack of thunder.

She turned onto her side, propping herself up on one elbow to look at you. “Hmm?”

“Can this ever be more?” The question came out unsteady, raw with emotion, as though it had torn its way out of you.

Her smile faded, replaced by something gentler but distant. She sighed softly, the blanket slipping slightly as she shifted to sit up. “We’ve talked about this,” she said, her tone careful but firm. “The reason this works is because it’s casual. It’s… uncomplicated. That’s why it’s good.”

You turned your head to look at her, searching her expression for something—anything—that might suggest she felt the same way you did. But all you saw was a calm resolve. “You’re great,” she continued, her voice quieter now. “You really are. But if we start complicating things, it’ll ruin what we have, could you imagine even trying to do this while one of us has feelings.”

Her words struck you like a punch, each one cutting deeper than the last. You forced a small, hollow smile, nodding as if you understood. “Yeah,” you said quietly. “You’re right…”

Lia’s hand brushed over your arm lightly, reassuringly, before she lay back down beside you, curling into your side as though nothing had happened. But something had. For you, the illusion that this could be enough had shattered, and no matter how hard you tried to tell yourself otherwise, you couldn’t shake the feeling that this was the beginning of the end.

As Lia slept peacefully beside you, you stared at the ceiling, your mind racing. You couldn’t keep doing this—not when your feelings for her only grew stronger with each passing day, and not when she had made it clear she would never see you the way you saw her.

You slipped out of her bed quietly, careful not to wake her. The city lights outside her window cast long shadows across the room as you let out a soft apology,dressed and left. You told yourself that it would be the last time, that you couldn’t go back—not for her, not for anyone. You needed to find someone who would value you, who would want you the way you wanted them.

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The next morning, Lia woke up alone, sunlight filtering softly through her curtains as the warmth of the day began to creep into the room. She stirred slowly, her body aching in unfamiliar ways—her neck, her thighs, her core—all reminders of the intensity of the night before. She shifted slightly, wincing at the tenderness, and as the memories flooded back, her cheeks flushed with heat. The rawness of how you had been with her, the way you had consumed her so completely, lingered in her mind, each thought sending a fresh wave of warmth coursing through her.

Reaching for her phone, she hesitated for a moment, her fingers hovering over the screen. After a deep breath, she typed a quick message: “Last night was amazing. Thank you.”

She hit send, expecting the usual quick reply. You were always good at responding, rarely making her wait more than a few minutes. It was one of the constants she had come to rely on—your availability, your attentiveness. But as the minutes stretched into hours, her screen remaining frustratingly blank, she shrugged it off. You’re probably just busy, she told herself, though a faint unease began to creep into her thoughts, like a whisper she couldn’t ignore.

Life moved forward, as it always did, her schedule swallowing her days whole. But the unease grew, a quiet nagging in the back of her mind that wouldn’t go away. Still no reply. No follow-up. No late-night texts asking about her day or teasing her about something silly. It was unlike you, and with every passing day, it became harder to shake the feeling that something was wrong.

Desperate for distraction, she agreed to another date with the idol, convincing herself it was the right thing to do. But from the moment they sat down at the trendy café, everything about the evening felt wrong. The vibrant chatter of the other patrons blurred into background noise, his words barely registering as she stared down at her phone, her thumb hovering over the unanswered message. It sat there, unopened, like a stark reminder of your absence.

He tried to make conversation, asking about her work and cracking lighthearted jokes, but her responses were flat, distracted. Her mind kept drifting—back to you. She could almost hear your laugh, picture the way you would have teased her about spending too much time scrolling on her phone. She thought about the little things you did, the gestures that had woven themselves into her daily life: bringing her food after late practices, the way you always seemed to know when she needed comforting, and the talks that stretched into the early hours of the morning when her world felt too heavy.

Her chest tightened as she realized it wasn’t just about the sex anymore—though that had been incredible. It was everything else, the way you had quietly become her anchor without her noticing. She missed you, in ways that went beyond physical, in ways she couldn’t ignore.

As the date dragged on, her unease grew heavier. She looked at him across the table, saw the effort he was putting into keeping her attention, and felt the guilt creep in. He wasn’t the problem. He was polite, charming even, but he wasn’t you. He didn’t make her feel grounded the way you did. He didn’t know her tells, didn’t know how to navigate her quiet moods or the way her smiles didn’t always reach her eyes.

She excused herself earlier than planned, her heart heavy as she walked out into the cool night air. Her fingers hovered over her phone again, the thought of calling you overwhelming her. But as she stared at your name in her contacts, she couldn’t bring herself to press it. Not yet.

Days turned into a week, and Lia’s desperation grew. Every thought of you tightened the ache in her chest, the longing building until it was impossible to ignore. It wasn’t just about the intimacy anymore—it was everything else. The little moments, the times you made her feel understood, cared for, seen. The absence of those moments was suffocating.

She couldn’t shake the feeling that something inside her was shifting. Something she hadn’t wanted to see before but now couldn’t deny. You weren’t just her escape, her comfort—you had become something so much more. Finally, she turned to someone she trusted: Yeji.

The three of you had always been close, bonded not just by your ages but by a shared sense of humor and camaraderie. After practice one evening, Lia found Yeji in the lounge, scrolling through her phone. Her heart pounded as she sat down across from her, working up the courage to speak.

“Yeji,” Lia began, her voice quieter than usual as she fidgeted with the edge of her hoodie.

Yeji glanced up, raising an eyebrow. “What’s up?”

Lia hesitated, her usual confidence replaced by uncertainty. “You know about… my arrangement, right?”

Yeji set her phone down, her gaze sharpening slightly. “Oh, yeah,” she said, a hint of amusement in her tone. “I know about it.”

Lia’s fingers twisted the fabric of her hoodie, her nerves fraying. “Have you… talked to him lately? Do you know where he is?”

Yeji’s expression softened, the teasing fading as she leaned back against the couch. “Yeah, we’ve talked,” she admitted, her voice even. “But I don’t think I should tell you more than that.”

The words hit Lia harder than she expected. Her stomach twisted, and her voice dropped. “Why not?” she asked, almost pleading. “I just… I miss him. I didn’t think I would, but I do. I didn’t realize how much he meant to me until he wasn’t there anymore.”

Yeji sighed, studying her closely. “Lia, you have to ask yourself why he’s not here right now,” she said, her voice steady but not unkind. “You had to know how he felt—maybe you didn’t want to admit it, but it was obvious.”

Lia looked down, her throat tightening as Yeji’s words sank in. “I didn’t mean to hurt him,” she murmured. “I just… I didn’t know.”

Yeji leaned forward slightly, her voice softer now. “I think he needed space, Lia. He couldn’t keep pretending to be okay with what you two had. And now? I think you’re realizing how much he really means to you.”

Lia’s fingers curled tightly around her hoodie, her heart sinking further. “I miss him,” she said quietly. “Not just… what we had. I miss everything. I don’t know what to do.”

Yeji shook her head gently. “I’m not going to tell you where he is—it wouldn’t be fair. But if you feel this way, you need to figure it out before it’s too late.”

Lia nodded slowly, Yeji’s words settling heavily in her chest. For the next few days, she replayed every moment in her mind—every late-night talk, every thoughtful gesture, every quiet look that made her feel safe. The realization of how much she missed you, how deeply she cared, grew sharper with each passing day.

Finally, she couldn’t take it anymore. Lia grabbed her phone with trembling hands and called. The first call went to voicemail, then the next, and the one after that. Still, she didn’t stop. Each unanswered ring only heightened her desperation. She began texting, her messages growing shorter and more frantic with each passing hour.

“I need to talk to you.”“Please, can you call me back?”“Just… say something.”

When the texts went unanswered, she left voicemails, her voice cracking under the weight of her emotions. “I… I really want to talk. Please, can we meet? Just let me know.” Every message sounded more raw than the last, the silence on the other end of the line gnawing at her chest like an open wound.

She lost count of how many times she called—her phone logs a mess of missed attempts, her inbox filled with drafts of unsent messages she couldn’t bring herself to delete. Each night, she lay awake, staring at her phone, willing it to light up with your name. The waiting was unbearable, each moment stretching endlessly as hope began to waver.

Just when she was on the verge of giving up, her phone buzzed. Her heart skipped a beat, and she scrambled to pick it up. It was you. A simple message: “Okay. Let’s meet.”

Relief and apprehension washed over her in equal measure. She stared at the screen, her fingers hovering over the keyboard, unsure how to respond. After a long pause, she simply typed, “Thank you.”

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When you finally met, the air was heavy with tension, every unspoken word between you settling like a weight in the small café. Lia sat across from you, her usual poise stripped away. Her hands fidgeted in her lap, twisting the edge of her sleeve, her eyes fixed on the untouched coffee in front of her. The faintest hint of color rose in her cheeks, betraying the vulnerability she was trying to hide.

You watched her carefully, your own nerves coiling tighter with every second of silence. Her lips parted slightly, as though she wanted to speak, but the words didn’t come right away. Finally, she took a deep breath and looked up at you.

“I’m sorry,” she said, her voice trembling but steady enough to hold your gaze. “For everything. For not seeing how you felt, for taking you for granted.”

Her words caught you off guard, the raw honesty cutting through the tension. You blinked, unsure how to respond at first. “I should be the one apologizing,” you said after a moment, your voice quieter than you intended. “For ghosting you, for catching feelings in the first place. I—”

“Don’t,” Lia interrupted gently, her voice firm but laced with regret. Her eyes finally met yours, and the warmth there made your chest ache. “Don’t apologize for liking me. Please. I need to say something first.”

You froze, her words silencing the flood of guilt that had been building inside you. She fidgeted with her sleeve, her gaze flickering downward for a moment before she looked back at you, her expression unguarded.

“I like you,” she said softly, the words landing with a weight that made your breath catch. “So much. I think I have for a while, but I didn’t know… or maybe I just didn’t let myself realize it. I got so comfortable with you always being there, and when you were gone, it felt like a piece of me was missing.”

Her cheeks flushed deeper, and her hands stilled as she continued, her voice trembling but resolute. “I thought keeping things casual was easier—safer—because I didn’t want to risk losing you. But I was selfish. I didn’t think about what you needed or how much it might be hurting you.

Her voice cracked slightly, but she didn’t stop. “I’m so sorry for everything. For not being considerate of your feelings, for pushing you away when you tried to tell me how you felt. You deserved more than that—more than I gave you—and it kills me that I hurt you because I was too scared to be honest.”

Her words tumbled out in a rush, raw and vulnerable. She took another breath, her eyes glistening as she looked at you, waiting. “Do you still…” she began, her voice quieter now, hesitant. “Do you still like me? Because if you do… I promise I’ll be better. I’ll try harder. I won’t take you for granted again.”

The question hung in the air, heavy and trembling with sincerity. You stared at her, the tight ache in your chest threatening to spill over. The vulnerability in her eyes, the way her fingers nervously twisted at her sleeve, the unsteady rise and fall of her breath—it was Lia, stripped of all pretense, offering herself to you in a way she never had before.

“I miss you,” you said, your voice thick with emotion, the words spilling out before you could stop them. “More than I can even say. And yes, Lia, I still like you. I don’t think I ever stopped.”

Her lips parted slightly, her eyes widening as relief and hope washed over her face. A small, trembling smile broke through her uncertainty, and she reached across the table, her hand brushing yours. You didn’t hesitate, your fingers curling around hers as the tension between you seemed to dissolve, replaced by a quiet, tentative warmth.

For a moment, neither of you moved, the air between you heavy but no longer with tension—this time, it was full of possibility. Lia’s fingers tightened slightly around yours, her gaze searching your face as though she was committing this moment to memory. Then, softly, she asked, “Can I… kiss you?”

Her voice was quiet, almost shy, a stark contrast to the confident Lia you had always known. You felt your breath hitch, the question catching you off guard even though you knew the answer. You nodded, unable to form words, and her lips twitched into a faint, nervous smile.

When she leaned forward, the world around you seemed to still. The noise of the café, the clinking of dishes, the hum of conversations—it all faded as her face came closer, her hand still firmly in yours. The first brush of her lips against yours was tentative, testing, but the moment they met, something shifted.

This kiss wasn’t like the others. You’d kissed Lia before—passionate, heated, messy kisses in the haze of your arrangement. But this? This was entirely different. This kiss wasn’t rushed, wasn’t fueled by lust or need. It was soft, deliberate, full of emotion you hadn’t allowed yourself to name before. It felt like kissing her for the first time, like discovering something new, something sacred.

Her lips were warm and inviting, moving against yours with a tenderness that sent shivers through you. There was no urgency, no pretense, just the quiet connection between you as the kiss deepened, your free hand instinctively reaching up to cradle her cheek. She leaned into your touch, her fingers threading lightly through your hair as she let out a soft sigh, her body relaxing into the moment.

For Lia, the kiss was no less transformative. She’d kissed you countless times before, but this—this felt like peeling away every wall she’d built, every mask she’d worn. This was the kiss she hadn’t let herself imagine, the kiss she hadn’t realized she needed until now. It wasn’t just the physical connection—it was the way your hand trembled slightly as you cupped her cheek, the way you held her like she was the most important thing in the world.

When you finally pulled back, both of you were breathless, your foreheads resting against each other as your eyes met. Her lips were parted, her cheeks flushed, her gaze full of something you couldn’t quite describe but felt deep in your chest. You could see it reflected back at you: this wasn’t just a kiss. This was everything.

“That…” Lia murmured softly, her voice trailing off as she searched for the right words, her fingers brushing against your jaw. “That felt… different.”

“Yeah,” you whispered, your voice low and raw with emotion. “It did.”

Neither of you moved to pull away, the space between you too fragile, too precious to break. For the first time, it felt like you were both on the same page, and the weight of everything that had come before fell away, leaving only the warmth of this moment.

The silence stretched again, but this time it felt less heavy, more open—like the air between you had shifted, lighter somehow. You cleared your throat, your fingers drumming lightly against the edge of the table as you searched for the right words, your heartbeat quickening with each passing second. “So, um…” you began, awkwardness thick in your voice as your eyes darted away from hers. “If you’re free later… I mean, after this—if you want, we could, I don’t know, grab dinner or something?”

Lia tilted her head slightly, her lips curving into a small, knowing smile that widened just enough to let you know she understood exactly what you were trying to say. Her cheeks flushed faintly, the color rising against her soft complexion. “Are you asking me out?” she teased lightly, her tone warm, her eyes sparkling with a mixture of amusement and curiosity.

You let out a nervous laugh, rubbing the back of your neck as you tried to play it cool. “Maybe. I mean… yeah, I guess I am.”

Her smile softened into something more genuine, more tender. “I’d like that,” she said quietly, her voice carrying just the right hint of sincerity to make your chest feel lighter. “I haven’t eaten yet.”

The relief that washed over you was palpable, and without a second thought, you stood, holding out your hand. Lia’s gaze flicked down to your outstretched fingers, hesitation flickering for only a moment before she reached out and took your hand, her fingers curling around yours in a gesture that felt at once familiar and entirely new. Her touch sent a warmth through you, steadying your nerves as the tension between you eased further.

As you walked out of the café together, her hand warm in yours, the world around you seemed to blur into insignificance. The usual noise of the city streets—honking cars, chatter from passersby—faded into the background as the two of you fell into an easy rhythm. Lia’s steps matched yours, her shoulder occasionally brushing against your arm, and every now and then, you glanced at her. Her soft smile, illuminated by the golden glow of the streetlights, carried a quiet promise that made your heart ache in the best way.

You gave her hand a gentle squeeze, testing the waters, and she looked up at you, her eyes bright with a mixture of shyness and excitement. The small action spoke louder than words, her slight squeeze in return confirming what you both already knew: this wasn’t just two friends reconnecting. This was something new, something fragile yet full of possibility.

By the time you reached the restaurant, the hesitation you’d felt earlier had all but melted away. The hum of the city was a distant backdrop as you opened the door for her, gesturing for her to enter first. She smiled, murmuring a quiet “thank you” as she stepped inside, her gaze lingering on yours for just a beat longer than necessary.

Inside, the warm, inviting glow of the restaurant felt like an extension of the moment you were sharing. As you sat down, the conversation flowed more easily, the earlier tension giving way to lighthearted laughter and comfortable silences that spoke of a connection neither of you could deny. And as you watched her, her smile radiant and her eyes sparkling across the table, you knew without a doubt: this wasn’t just a return to what you had before. This was the beginning of something real.

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Otherside Picnic Manga Yuri Club Special Story 8 English Translation

SPOILER WARNING: Takes place at the end of File 9 - Yamanoke Presence in Vol 3 of the novels.

Written by: Miyazawa Iori

Translated by: @hurpdurpburps

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Chapter 8: Otherworldly Elevator, On The Way Back

Mum and Mama…

What did she mean by Mum and Mama?

As we rode the elevator in the skeletal building to return to the surface world, the question slowly returned to my mind.

Toriko said that she had a Mum and Mama.

Her dad didn’t remarry.

It was just her Mum and Mama.

Hah.

So, she was raised by two mothers.

I was a bit surprised since I’d never given it any thought, but I suppose that’s how things were.

Mama was a soldier in the Canadian military, and Mum wasn't.

What's “not in the military” supposed to mean? A full-time housewife? Do full-time housewives exist in Canada? Well, I guess they do...

I knew as a fact that marriage between women was possible. The topic came up regularly in the gender studies lectures that I took as part of my general education, and the existence of many different forms of family and kinship was one of the major themes in cultural anthropology. It was probably also mentioned in my high school civics classes, but I didn't have the luxury of paying attention to subjects that weren’t necessary for my university entrance exams. Due to what was going on at home, I’d fallen behind in my studies, so the best I could do was catch up on the scope covered in the tests.

I see…

Toriko had a Mum and a Mama.

While I knew of such things, it never crossed my mind that I would find a real-life example in such close proximity.

When I learnt that Toriko had lost both her parents during my conversation with Kozakura from before, I had assumed that we were in similar situations, but Toriko had her own unique set of circumstances.

I guess you never know about the story behind someone's family unless they tell you…

Based on what I knew, I’d assumed that Toriko was brought up lovingly by her mum and dad.

And judging from the way Toriko spoke, it seemed I was right about her being loved.

But why did she tell me about that, today, at this particular moment? Was that where things were headed? We’d been talking about survival techniques just before, when Toriko said that she’d learnt it from her parent who was in the military- who was erhhhh, Mama… That was about it. While what we were talking about was indeed relevant to Mama, the turn in conversation seemed abrupt.

Oh, right. I remember now.

I’d shared my life story with Toriko on the revolving observational platform. About my escape from the cult and all that jazz [1]. I was confused since Toriko seemed to be in shock despite my casual tone. I suppose that's why Toriko started talking about her family as well.

In the elevator next to me, Toriko stared at the floor indicator above the doors as she restlessly shifted from foot to foot.

Toriko’s instinctive reaction to my story had troubled me, but that was also surely her trying to be considerate in her own way. Thinking along these lines, I could understand the sudden change in topic, and why she seemed to be waiting for my reaction. While her cheerful appearance could be misleading, Toriko was rather clumsy when it came to communicating with others.

Though, she probably wouldn't want to hear that coming from me.

Sorry for worrying you, thank you…

Just as I was thinking that, Toriko seemed to sense my gaze and turned towards me, and our eyes met.

All of a sudden, Toriko smiled at me again. The way she laughed as her eyes roamed, as if she was slightly troubled. Toriko had a habit of doing so when she was feeling shy.

Was there anything for her to be shy about?

A new question arose in my mind as I looked back at her curiously,

A life story was reciprocated with another one. That seemed like a coherent way of connecting the dots. However.

Is this really a correct interpretation of what’s going on?

Could there be a reason that I haven't thought of?

Something important that I’m not seeing-

My mind turned fuzzy just as I reached the thought. Like the way it did whenever I thought of the terrifying depths of the Otherside, as if my brain was politely declining to think about the matter.

Ever since I met Toriko, I'd been constantly reminded of the fact that I was terrible at reading others. Although there'd been no need for me to do so before then.

The bell chimed as the elevator reached the first floor. The sound brought me back to my senses and I returned my gaze to the front.

The doors opened slowly, and there was no one on the other side.

I let out a sigh of relief, having half-expected Satsuki Uruma to appear. Thank God she didn't follow us to the surface world.

"I'm exhausted- what should we eat?" Toriko said as she stepped out of the elevator, completely oblivious.

As I trailed behind, my worries from earlier were already fading from my mind and disappearing into who-knows-where.

At least, for now.

TL Notes

General note: I adopted a more 'literary' prose style to match the tone of the novels. Hence, the translation in this series will be significantly more liberal than my usual analytical posts. Feel free to ask me anything. Feedback regarding translation accuracy is also welcome.

[1] Sorawo says うんたらかんたら here, which is the equivalent of 'blah blah blah' in English, but that didn't really flow well with the other sentences so I spiced it up a bit.

This is probably the most difficult chapter to translate so far, holy shit. I wanted to pass away. My brain cells died at all the inferencing. High context languages are terrible [insert Kozakura ough face here].

List of Yuri Club's Otherside Picnic Short Stories [my translations]:

1. Shinjuku, The First Meet-Up (新宿、初めての待ち合わせ)

2. Hasshaku-sama Epilogue (八尺様エピローグ)

3. Ochanomizu, The First Afterparty (お茶の水、初めての打ち上げ)

4. Ikebukuro, Cafe Meal For One (池袋、ひとりカフェ飯)

5. Naha, After The Big Job (那覇、大仕事の後)

6. Ishigaki Island, A Dazed Vacation (石垣島、呆然のリゾート)

7. Mercedes AMG, The Backseat (メルセデスAMG、後部座席)

8. Otherworldly Elevator, On The Way Back (異世界エレベーター、帰路)

9. Kozakura Mansion, Pizza Party (小桜屋敷、ピザパーティー)

10. Ikebukuro Bookstore, Meet Up (池袋の書店、待ち合わせ)

11. Hannou, In The Car From The Station (飯能、駅からの車中)

12. TBD

[meraki-yao]

An exchange student from Canada saw me crying and gave me a tissue. We talked. He's really nice. I'm sane now.

This is going to be a full vent. This is my full story on this situation. Only read if you want to and if you're okay with it. Also warning, this is long as fuck, I really trauma dumped here.

tw: suicidal thoughts, self-harm

Backstory: High School

I was labelled as a jack of all trades, master of none. I'm naturally a more art/social science/emotion/humanities person, but I took STEM subjects in high school (Physics, Chemistry, Information & Technology/ Computer, and Calculus & Algebra), partly because these subjects had objective, standard answers, which supposedly makes getting marks in exams easier, partly because I felt like I had to as my parents are both PhD in engineering, and at that point I still thought I had to be "my parents' daughter".

So throughout high school, all my external achievements were humanities/arts related while my studies were STEM orientated. But I struggled a lot with my STEM subjects (except for Computer because a lot of that is just stuff you would know if you use one a lot), and I mean, a lot. As in failing quizzes, fucking up assignments. Thank God I had really kind teachers who cared more about my mental health than my grades and were willing to help and accommodate my needs. But there were many times when I straight up broke down during a lesson and ran off to the social worker's. I skipped several lessons because I just couldn't go to class and try to listen when voices in my head were all yelling at how much of a useless piece of shit I was. I would spend three hours on a single question, and still get it wrong. It always felt like no matter what I did, I would go nowhere. And it didn't help that when I asked for help from my parents, their response would always first be "How can you not know something so simple". By senior year I gave up and started asking my friends and the internet.

On the contrary, I thrived in my language classes and liberal studies class. Even if I initially sucked due to the change in the system, I asked, I studied, I worked and I improved. I got somewhere. Effort paid off in a fair ratio. I never needed to ask my parents anything about that. I never needed to ask anyone other than my teacher. I loved doing my homework in those subjects. My writings were printed out as examples for the whole class. It was great.

Backstory: College Selection

By the time college choices rolled around I had no idea what to choose. At the same time, my mother was also suggesting I go to mainland Chinese universities for my undergrad, and I didn't want that. Going to the States or the UK wasn't affordable for my family, so I opted to stay local, to the dismay of my whole extended family.

So in the mess of all of this and no parental support because they are Chinese stereotypes who think the only courses worth studying are doctor and lawyer, my school's career counsellor suggested Bachelor of Arts and Studies to me (here's their website) a new personalized interdisciplinary degree in HKU. And I was so happy. It felt right. It felt like putting a on tailored dress. And despite my parents' protest, I put that as my first choice.

College entrance exams came and went. Overall I did pretty well. Got top scores in Chinese, English, Liberal Studies, and Computer. Got average for Chemistry, Math and Physic despite spending most of my study leave on these subjects. Just passed Calculus.

So the way the local system works (it's called JUPAS if you wanna look it up) is that by the end of November, you need to submit your 20 university programme choices, but after the public exam result is released, you're assigned 24 hours to change your choices.

And this is where everything started going to hell for me.

My parents, who in the first round of selection, compromised and let me put what I wanted, looked at my marks, and my choices, and vetoed everything. They said I'm not gonna get a job with an interdisciplinary degree, there's no career path for psychology, that the arts and science degree was created because the art, social science and science faculty didn't have that many people.

A different advisor, one who didn't know me personally suggested my current programme: biomedical engineering, which basically combines medicine with engineering. They said it's a lucrative career since health service is in demand, and with my basis in STEM subject I would do well, and that it's easier to go from a science subject to humanities if I want to do something different in post-grad than vice versa. By this time I had 2 hours left before confirmation.

If we were to completely ignore me as an individual, they're right. This would be the logical choice.

But at that point, I already knew it felt wrong. But unfortunately for me, all I could say is it felt wrong, which isn't a strong rebuttal.

With no "logical" rebuttal, two yelling parents and a fucked up head, sobbing, I changed my first choice to this programme. I cut my arm with a cutter over the myriad of scars I gave myself over the years. I told my best friend who was asking if I was ok, that I'll give it a go, and if it doesn't work I'll find a way out. I told the rest of my close friends that my undergrad will be me paying a debt to my parents, and I'd figure out my own dream in the future.

I shouldn't have caved in.

Back Story: University

University started. Immediately it felt wrong. Save for my elective (HKU has this really cool thing called Common Core, look it up if you're interested but essentially it's compulsory electives) I felt so detached from my engineering courses. I couldn't explain, just an inherent feeling that I don't belong here.

It didn't help that it was at this time that I realized I straight-up don't like biology.

Managed through year 1 first semester with average grades. Semester 2 I didn't have any courses directly related to the programme save for a probability & stats course that I fucked my way through. The rest of my grades were pretty good, even got two A- s. The feeling that I didn't belong persisted but popped up a little less.

Now: Breaking

Year 2 came, and from the moment in August when I had to sign up for courses, the feeling of wrongness came back in full force, amplified, even. It felt all-consuming.

This is from my diary:

"I don't wanna be here. I don't want this degree. I don't want this career God I don't want it. It's doesn't fit. I don't fit in this space. This isn't mind. It feels like dysmorphia. It feels like tar, black and toxic and vicious, sticking to my skin, trying to mould my body into something I'm not, to seep into my skin and dye my blood a dull shade of grey. I wanna fucking run away. I wanna fucking die. I don't fucking know what to do."

You guys kind of know the rest, because that's when I met you guys and started feeling safer here than anywhere else, and vented here. But for reference

September

October

November

December

January, January, Fuck you January

I skipped class. I got antidepressants. I binge ate and became overweight. Failed three classes. Parents didn't find out anything until the grades came out. Then they lost their mind.

Now: Not Enough

They blamed me for not trying hard enough.

They said oh failures happen, you have to learn from your mistakes and try again.

I have to set up a proper routine. Dedicate all my time and energy to staying physically healthy and studying. Spent my "free time" thinking. I even got berated for listening to music with headphones on.

Dad asked me why did I fail biochemistry. I said it was hard, the pace was fast, and I don't like the subject. He said there's no point in not liking it.

Mom said I needed to get rid of the idea that this degree is against me and accept it, that I shouldn't dwell on what-ifs from the past, and all the reasons they convinced me to choose this still stands, that learning is a fun and interesting thing that I should take joy in, that I won't be able to handle being a psychiatrist, that I used to be such a star student what the fuck happened to me, that each path has their own difficulties and I'm already on this road so why won't I just keeping going for the next two years, that if I quit and start over I'll be older than my cohort and my friends will all graduate before me and why won't I just follow the normal path dammit

SO EVERYTHING IS MY FUCKING FAULT HUH??

I don't fucking know anymore.

Now: The present

The reason I was crying earlier, was that I went to have a meeting with an academic advisor to ask about the possibility of transferring to a different programme.

There are two ways.

One, apply for an internal transfer by June. But that requires exceptional grades, and I don't have that.

Two, quit university and re-apply with my college entrance exam results. But then none of the credits I earned in the past two years will be transferred. All will expire. I went through shit for nothing except to confirm my mistake is a mistake.

I might figure something out when I'm not crying my brains out but right now neither option sounds like an option to me.

I could barely ask anything intelligent afterwards because I was trying so hard to stop myself from breaking down immediately.

Now: How I feel

I'm not supposed to feel like this. This is not normal. This is not how my university life is supposed to go. It cannot be normal to want to die every day.

The moment I realised this was fundamentally wrong was when I looked at my high school friends' social media, and saw them living their best lives: dating, joining the committee of societies, getting awards and scholarships, jobs and internships, travelling, going to parties, everything a young person should be doing. My best friend is chasing her dreams to became an actress at NYU TISHC, already getting paids acting jobs at year 1, going to prominent events, maintaining a 3.9 GPA, goes out partying all while maintaining a long distance relationship with her athletes boyfriend who is the best of the best in Asian youth, handsome, and just a great guy in general.

I'm supposed to be on the same level as them.

I'm from an elite class of an elite school in an elite city. I've been on city radio four times and city-wide broadcast television once. I was on four department/society committees, two of which I was chairlady. I wrote and directed my own play. My name was followed by seven internal awards when it was my turn to get my diploma during the graduation ceremony. I aced my classes. My drawing and writing had been in my school's anthology and yearbook. I genuinely enjoyed learning.

I'm not supposed to be this.

I'm not supposed to be this depressed, overweight person who can't get out of bed and skips classes and fails courses. I'm not supposed to be this stagnant, I was always moving. I was always giving it my 100%. I'm not supposed to not make any friends and want to stay in my bed all the time. I'm not supposed to be insomniac, or sick, or depressed, or overweight.

I was always fighting.

I don't have any energy in me anymore to fight.

I'm not supposed to turn out like this. This isn't who I want to be/ I hate whoever I am now. This isn't right.

But I'm fucking stuck, I don't know what's the truth, I don't know how valid "I don't like this" is.

A lot of people tell me to just ignore what my parents say but it's really not that simple. I only realized they can hurt me despite loving me and it's not my fault last year. And even then it's hard to stay firm on this belief. Because truthfully, I don't know what's right, I only know what feels wrong.

Fuck this. I want to fast forward until the day I figure shit out. I want to live here on Tumblr.

Fuck everything.

[venomous-ragno]

Hi how's it going? Please ignore this if it's not a good time. I'm not sure if questions are allowed at the moment!

I was wondering if someone wanted to become a medic or doctor, how hard is it and what are the barriers of entry to become a medic and get into medical school in the Bundeswehr? Do you have to have certain A levels grades in math courses, biology, physics, chemistry to qualify? You mentioned that one of your A levels was in history; did the screening tests for your military career path have difficult science/math questions?

In Canada to even get into an Bachelor's science before med school you have to have top grades in the prerequisite courses for all of the subjects above. There are no A level exams to take if you self-study, so if you don't pick the right subjects in high school then the medical field is pretty much locked out for you. I'm not sure about how it works in the military here though.

Hello dear! Questions are welcome anytime, though I'm sorry it took me so long to get to yours T^T

Both a medic and a doctor come with an officers rank in the military: The rank of a staff sargeant as a medic and the rank of a major (in the medical corps) as a doctor.

In other words: After you're done with basics, studies and medical training etc etc, you'll have a rank that grants you a certain position of power.

For career paths like these, psychological exams as well as "personality based" exams are extremely important. The former explains itself I believe, but the latter is where it gets tough. It's like you're sitting in front of a board of directors, all of high ranks, who ask you a variety of questions. These questions vary in difficulty, some are more casual, whereas others are meant to examine your morality and principles. They evaluate you from a standpoint of professionalism, teamspirit and leadership capabilities by putting you into difficult to handle, no-right-answer-situations. I swear my heart beat in a rythm that would've put someone into a coma, felt like I was sweating puddles on the floor--

The initial entrance exams do cover a variety of topics: Maths, Physics, English, German (aka the official language of your respective country), a brief part about German history and then some personality based questions to weed out potential nazis. (I did see someone get kicked purely based on how he answered those last few questions.)

My A level subjects didn't matter much when I applied for the military tbh. All they want you to have is the A levels with some decent grades. Trying to study medicine outside of the military however? Good luck trying to get a spot. They're extremely picky even if you do end up having the best grades one could possibly have.

[anti-katsuki-lounge]

In my AU, I'm inspired by the idea that Izuku started training for One for All very early, mainly around 11 and 12 years old. I also have the concept of All Might (Toshinori) training not only Izuku, but other young people, like Tenya and Ochako, to create a friendship between Izuku and them. I also suggest making All Might send them to study in the United States of America and then they come back to take the UA entrance exam. I really liked the idea that Cathleen (Star and Stripes) was involved in the training of Izuku and their friends, I'm inspired by two good fanfics which are My Hero Academia: Ultra Achievement and Revolution in Green. I want to give MHA a new look, I also think about expanding the universe to other countries, like Canada and South Korea, also a good idea?

That sounds like a great idea 😊.

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Engineering is a career path that combines innovation, technology, and problem-solving. For Indian students, studying engineering abroad offers not only a globally recognized degree but also exposure to cutting-edge facilities, international networks, and unique cultural experiences. This blog explores everything you need to know about studying engineering abroad, including popular destinations, top courses, costs, and the benefits of this transformative journey.

Why Study Engineering Abroad?

1. World-Class Education and Facilities

Studying engineering abroad provides access to advanced laboratories, research opportunities, and globally renowned faculty. Countries like the USA, Germany, and Australia are home to some of the best engineering universities offering industry-aligned curriculums.

2. Global Career Opportunities

A degree from an internationally acclaimed university enhances employability. Graduates often have better chances of securing high-paying jobs globally, especially in fields like AI, robotics, and civil engineering.

3. Cultural Exposure

Living abroad helps students develop global perspectives, cultural adaptability, and communication skills. These soft skills are crucial for a successful engineering career.

Popular Destinations for Indian Students

1. United States

Top Universities: MIT, Stanford, UC Berkeley

Courses to Consider: Computer Science, Aerospace Engineering, Biomedical Engineering

Why Choose the USA?: The USA offers a strong emphasis on research and innovation, providing access to top-tier industries for internships and employment.

2. Germany

Top Universities: Technical University of Munich, RWTH Aachen University

Courses to Consider: Mechanical Engineering, Automotive Engineering, Electrical Engineering

Why Choose Germany?: Germany is famous for its tuition-free education policies at public universities and a robust focus on technical programs.

3. Canada

Top Universities: University of Toronto, University of British Columbia

Courses to Consider: Civil Engineering, Software Engineering, Environmental Engineering

Why Choose Canada?: Canada provides a welcoming environment for international students with work opportunities post-graduation.

4. Australia

Top Universities: University of Melbourne, Australian National University

Courses to Consider: Mining Engineering, Chemical Engineering, Mechanical Engineering

Why Choose Australia?: High-quality education and easier student visa policies make Australia a favorite among Indian students.

5. United Kingdom

Top Universities: Imperial College London, University of Cambridge

Courses to Consider: Structural Engineering, Electrical Engineering

Why Choose the UK?: The UK offers one-year master’s programs and excellent research opportunities in engineering disciplines.

Best Engineering Courses in Abroad

Studying engineering abroad provides a variety of specialized courses tailored to modern industry needs. Here are some of the most sought-after options:

Computer Science and Engineering Perfect for students passionate about AI, machine learning, and software development.

Mechanical Engineering A versatile branch that covers design, manufacturing, and maintenance of mechanical systems.

Civil Engineering Ideal for those interested in infrastructure development and sustainable construction.

Electrical and Electronics Engineering Focuses on electrical systems, semiconductors, and circuit design.

Aerospace Engineering Offers opportunities in space exploration, aviation, and aeronautics.

Admission Process for Indian Students

1. Eligibility Criteria

Academic Requirements: A strong academic background in mathematics, physics, and chemistry is essential.

Language Proficiency: English proficiency tests like IELTS or TOEFL are mandatory for most countries.

2. Entrance Exams

SAT/ACT: Required for undergraduate programs in the USA.

GRE: Needed for master’s programs in engineering fields.

GMAT: For management-related engineering courses.

3. Documentation

Academic transcripts

Statement of Purpose (SOP)

Letters of Recommendation (LORs)

Resume/CV

Valid Passport

4. Visa Process

Each country has specific student visa requirements. For example:

USA: F-1 Visa

Canada: Study Permit

Australia: Subclass 500

Cost of Studying Engineering Abroad

1. Tuition Fees

USA: $20,000–$50,000 per year

Germany: Free or €1,500 per semester (public universities)

Canada: CAD 15,000–$30,000 per year

UK: £10,000–£26,000 per year

Australia: AUD 20,000–$45,000 per year

2. Living Expenses

Living expenses vary based on location and lifestyle. A rough estimate:

USA: $10,000–$15,000 per year

Germany: €8,000–€10,000 per year

Canada: CAD 10,000–$12,000 per year

Scholarships for Indian Students

Several scholarships and grants are available for Indian students pursuing engineering abroad:

Fulbright-Nehru Master’s Fellowship (USA)

DAAD Scholarships (Germany)

Vanier Canada Graduate Scholarships (Canada)

Australia Awards Scholarships

Chevening Scholarships (UK)

Challenges and How to Overcome Them

1. Financial Constraints

Apply for multiple scholarships and student loans.

Consider part-time jobs to manage living expenses.

2. Cultural Adjustment

Engage with international student communities.

Learn the local language if studying in non-English speaking countries.

3. Academic Pressure

Utilize university counseling services.

Maintain a balanced schedule for studies and extracurricular activities.

Tips for Aspiring Students

Start the application process early.

Research universities and their course offerings thoroughly.

Prepare for entrance exams well in advance.

Consult study abroad consultants for guidance.

Conclusion

Studying engineering abroad for Indian students opens doors to unparalleled educational opportunities, global exposure, and career growth. With the right planning, research, and determination, aspiring engineers can turn this dream into reality. By choosing the right course and destination, Indian students can embark on a fulfilling academic journey that equips them for a thriving engineering career.

If you're ready to take the next step, explore the engineering courses in abroad that match your goals, and start your application process today!

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Admission Expert: The Best Educational Consultancy in Patna

Education plays a crucial role in shaping a bright future, and choosing the right academic path is one of the most important decisions in a student's life. In Patna, Admission Expert stands as the beacon of guidance and excellence, offering unparalleled support to students and parents. Renowned as the best educational consultancy in Patna, Admission Expert has earned its reputation by providing tailored admission solutions, expert advice, and comprehensive support for students aspiring to pursue higher education in top colleges and universities.

Why Choose Admission Expert?

Admission Expert has been instrumental in bridging the gap between students’ aspirations and academic opportunities. Here are some reasons why Admission Expert is the preferred choice for educational consultancy in Patna:

Expert Guidance for Every Step Navigating through the complexities of college admissions can be overwhelming. Admission Expert provides step-by-step guidance, ensuring that every aspect of the admission process is handled professionally. From choosing the right course and college to completing applications and securing admissions, their team ensures a smooth journey for students.

Specialized Focus on Professional Courses Admission Expert excels in securing admissions for professional courses such as MBBS, BDS, BTech, MBA, and more. Their in-depth knowledge of admission criteria and eligibility for top colleges ensures that students can fulfill their dreams of entering prestigious institutions.

Personalized Counseling Understanding that every student has unique needs, Admission Expert offers personalized counseling sessions. Their experts evaluate a student’s academic background, career goals, and preferences to recommend the best-fit courses and colleges. This personalized approach has helped thousands of students achieve their educational goals.

Strong Network of Colleges and Universities Admission Expert has an extensive network of reputed colleges and universities across India. This network allows them to offer a wide range of options for students, whether they are looking for top-ranked engineering colleges, medical schools, or management institutes.

Transparent and Ethical Practices Trust is the foundation of Admission Expert’s services. The consultancy prides itself on maintaining transparency throughout the process. From providing clear information about fees and eligibility criteria to offering honest advice, Admission Expert operates with integrity and ethics.

Support for Competitive Exams Many courses require students to clear entrance exams such as NEET, JEE, or CAT. Admission Expert provides guidance on preparing for these exams, ensuring students are equipped to excel and secure admissions in competitive programs.

Services Offered by Admission Expert

Admission Expert offers a wide range of services to cater to the diverse needs of students:

Career Counseling: Helping students identify their interests and aptitudes to choose the right career path.

Course and College Selection: Recommending the best courses and institutions based on a student’s goals and preferences.

Admission Assistance: End-to-end support for filling out applications, preparing documents, and meeting deadlines.

Scholarship Guidance: Assisting students in availing scholarships and financial aid programs to reduce the burden of education costs.

MBBS and BDS Admissions: With specialized expertise in medical admissions, Admission Expert has helped numerous students secure seats in top medical colleges.

International Admissions: Guiding students who aspire to study abroad, including application assistance for universities in countries like the USA, UK, Canada, and Australia.

Trusted by Students and Parents

Over the years, Admission Expert has built a legacy of trust and excellence. Their success stories include students who have gone on to excel in their chosen fields, thanks to the meticulous guidance and support they received. Parents also appreciate the consultancy’s dedication and commitment to ensuring their children’s success.

The Best Educational Consultancy for MBBS in Patna

Admission Expert has carved a niche as the best admission consultancy for MBBS in Patna. Their expertise in navigating the complexities of medical admissions, coupled with their strong connections to top medical colleges, makes them the go-to consultancy for aspiring doctors.

Conclusion

Choosing the right educational consultancy can make all the difference in a student’s academic journey. With its expert guidance, personalized services, and commitment to student success, Admission Expert is undoubtedly the best educational consultancy in Patna. Whether you’re looking to secure admission in MBBS, BDS, or any other course, Admission Expert is your trusted partner in achieving your academic dreams.

Visit Admission Expert today and take the first step toward a brighter future!

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A Complete Guide to Study Abroad with Expert Guidance

Studying abroad is an exciting yet challenging experience that offers countless personal and academic growth opportunities. With proper guidance, students can navigate through the complex process of selecting the right university, preparing for entrance exams, applying for visas, securing scholarships, and managing finances. This article explores how expert platforms, such as The ProEducator, offer comprehensive support for students to make their study abroad journey smoother and more successful.

The Importance of Expert Guidance in Studying Abroad

The journey of studying abroad can be overwhelming for many students. From researching universities to managing visa applications, there are many steps to complete. One of the first challenges is choosing the right university that aligns with your academic goals, interests, and career aspirations. This process requires in-depth knowledge about various universities, their admission requirements, and the courses offered. Without the right guidance, students often end up making decisions based on incomplete information, leading to unnecessary stress and confusion.

Here’s where The ProEducator comes in. As an expert platform, it assists students in making informed decisions by providing personalized counseling. Their team of experienced professionals helps students evaluate and select universities that best suit their academic and professional goals. They connect students with over 1700 universities across different countries, giving them a wide range of options to choose from.

University Selection Made Easy

Choosing the right university is one of the most crucial decisions in the study abroad process. Many students are unsure about how to begin the search for universities that fit their needs. With so many options available, it’s easy to get lost in the sea of choices. The ProEducator helps students make this decision by offering personalized university selection services.

Whether you want to study in the United States, the United Kingdom, Canada, Australia, or any other popular study destination, The ProEducator has partnerships with over 1700 universities worldwide. Their consultants help students shortlist universities based on academic programs, ranking, location, budget, and career opportunities. This targeted approach reduces the stress of decision-making and ensures that students are applying to universities that best align with their aspirations.

Test Preparation and Entrance Exams

Once a university is selected, the next step is preparing for the entrance exams. Depending on the country and course, students may need to take tests such as the GRE, GMAT, TOEFL, IELTS, or SAT. Preparing for these exams can be challenging, especially if you are not familiar with the format or the level of difficulty. The ProEducator offers expert test preparation services, helping students ace their exams and improve their chances of securing admission.

Through their resources, coaching sessions, and mock tests, students can practice and refine their skills before the actual exam. Additionally, their counselors guide students on how to improve their test scores, manage time during exams, and enhance their overall performance.

Visa Assistance: Navigating the Paperwork

Visa applications can be a complex and time-consuming process. Each country has its specific requirements, and the paperwork can sometimes be overwhelming. Failing to meet the requirements can result in visa rejection, which can delay or even prevent a student’s dream of studying abroad.

The ProEducator provides step-by-step visa assistance, ensuring that students complete all the necessary formalities. Their team helps students prepare for visa interviews, guides them on the required documents, and makes sure the application is error-free. With their expert advice, students can submit their visa applications confidently and increase their chances of approval.

Scholarship Guidance: Financial Planning for Study Abroad

One of the biggest concerns for students planning to study abroad is managing the cost of education. Tuition fees, living expenses, travel costs, and other expenditures can quickly add up. Many students rely on scholarships to reduce the financial burden of studying abroad. However, finding scholarships that align with their field of study and eligibility criteria can be a challenging task.

The ProEducator offers valuable scholarship guidance, helping students identify scholarships and financial aid options that suit their needs. They assist with scholarship applications, ensuring that students meet all requirements and deadlines. Whether you are looking for government-funded scholarships, university-specific scholarships, or external funding opportunities, The ProEducator provides comprehensive support to secure financial aid.

Financial Planning and Budgeting

In addition to scholarships, financial planning plays a significant role in managing expenses while studying abroad. The ProEducator offers financial planning services that help students budget for their education. They provide advice on managing living expenses, securing part-time jobs, and finding affordable accommodation. By preparing students for the financial realities of studying abroad, they ensure that students can focus on their studies without financial stress.

Why Choose The ProEducator?

Choosing The ProEducator as your study abroad partner offers several benefits:

Expert Guidance: From university selection to visa assistance, The ProEducator provides end-to-end services.

Access to Over 1700 Universities: With a vast network of universities across multiple countries, students have more options to choose from.

Personalized Services: Each student’s requirements are unique, and The ProEducator offers tailored solutions to match individual needs.

Comprehensive Test Preparation: Students can access expert coaching and resources to perform well in their entrance exams.

Scholarship and Financial Aid Support: Guidance on securing scholarships and managing finances ensures a smooth study abroad experience.

Conclusion

Studying abroad is a life-changing experience that requires careful planning, research, and expert support. With platforms like The ProEducator, students can navigate the complexities of university selection, entrance exams, visa processes, and financial planning with ease. If you’re ready to take the next step in your study abroad journey, consider partnering with experts who can guide you every step of the way.

Call to Action: If you’re interested in studying abroad and want to get personalized assistance, reach out to The ProEducator today to kickstart your journey!

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IB Classes in the UAE: Unlocking Global Opportunities with Acamind

The International Baccalaureate (IB) program is globally recognized for its rigorous academic framework and focus on developing well-rounded individuals. Students in the UAE are increasingly seeking IB classes to equip themselves with the skills and qualifications necessary to succeed in top universities around the world. Whether you're considering the Diploma Programme, the Middle Years Programme, or the Primary Years Programme, finding the right institution offering IB classes is key to ensuring a successful academic journey.

At Acamind, we specialize in providing high-quality IB classes to students in the UAE, offering them the best tools to excel in their studies and reach their full potential. Our expert instructors guide students through the various IB subjects, preparing them not only for exams but for future success in higher education and beyond.

Why Choose IB Classes for Your Child in the UAE?

When considering educational options in the UAE, many parents and students are drawn to the IB classes due to their unique curriculum structure. The IB program focuses on academic excellence, critical thinking, and intercultural understanding, making it one of the most comprehensive and internationally recognized educational programs available today.

Holistic Approach to Education

One of the standout features of IB classes is the holistic approach to learning. The IB program is designed to encourage students to become independent thinkers, compassionate individuals, and global citizens. Acamind's IB classes emphasize not only academic achievement but also personal development through extracurricular activities, creativity, and service learning. This approach helps students grow into well-rounded individuals who are prepared to thrive in a rapidly changing world.

High-Quality Education with Expert Tutors

Acamind offers personalized IB classes with experienced and qualified tutors who have a deep understanding of the IB curriculum. Our instructors are dedicated to delivering a comprehensive and engaging learning experience, helping students develop the critical thinking skills and academic knowledge necessary to succeed in the highly competitive world of IB exams.

Whether your child needs support in specific subjects or requires full-course tutoring, Acamind's IB classes can be tailored to meet individual learning needs. Our tutors understand the challenges of the IB curriculum and work closely with students to ensure they not only master the content but also develop the analytical and research skills essential for success in the IB program.

Preparation for Top Universities

One of the most significant advantages of the IB program is its ability to prepare students for higher education opportunities worldwide. IB classes focus on preparing students for entrance into competitive universities across the globe, especially those in the UK, the US, Canada, and Europe. The academic rigor of the IB program is highly valued by top universities, and Acamind’s expert tutoring can help students score well on the exams and secure their places in prestigious institutions.

Moreover, the IB’s emphasis on research projects, presentations, and interdisciplinary learning ensures that students are well-equipped to handle the demands of university studies. Acamind’s IB classes provide students with the necessary academic skills and strategies to perform at their best in this highly demanding environment.

How Acamind’s IB Classes Make a Difference in the UAE

Acamind is committed to offering high-quality IB classes in the UAE that support students’ growth and academic development. With a team of passionate and qualified tutors, we deliver personalized, one-on-one tutoring sessions that focus on student needs and academic goals. Our tutors are experts in the IB curriculum, and they work closely with students to address any difficulties and guide them toward academic success.

Flexible Learning Options

Acamind offers a range of learning options for IB classes that cater to different schedules and preferences. Whether students prefer face-to-face tutoring, online lessons, or a combination of both, Acamind’s flexible approach allows students to learn in a way that suits their unique needs. This ensures that every student gets the support they require to succeed in their IB classes and perform well on their exams.

Focus on Exam Success

The IB program is known for its challenging exams, and achieving a high score requires more than just basic knowledge—it demands a deep understanding of the subjects and the ability to apply that knowledge in a practical, analytical way. Acamind’s IB classes focus on helping students build the skills necessary to excel in their exams, from mastering complex concepts to developing strong exam strategies. Our tutors use a range of teaching techniques, including past paper practice, mock exams, and personalized feedback, to ensure that students are well-prepared.

Conclusion: Your Path to Academic Success with Acamind’s IB Classes

If you're looking for IB classes in the UAE, Acamind offers the perfect solution for students who want to succeed in the International Baccalaureate program. Our expert tutors, flexible learning options, and commitment to student success make us one of the leading educational centers in the UAE. Whether you're just beginning the IB journey or need extra support for your final exams, Acamind is here to guide you every step of the way.

By choosing Acamind for your IB classes, you're giving your child the tools and resources they need to unlock their academic potential and pursue their dreams of attending top universities around the world. Contact us today to learn more about our IB classes and how we can help your child achieve success in the IB program.

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Study Visa Agent in Dehradun

Now that you want to study abroad and are looking for a visa agent in Dehradun, we understand how frustrating it can be to find someone you can truly trust. As for us, we don’t consider ourselves just a visa agent but mentors who can guide you through the complex visa process. We are a team of professionals who listen and understand how important your dream is. We are people who prioritize your career first. We are people you can sit with and discuss your challenges. We are people who keep the entire process transparent. We are people who will offer you hand-holding support from the English proficiency exam to finally securing your visa and beyond. And we are people who won’t charge you a single penny.

Why Do You Need a Mentor? One of the biggest challenges students face in India is the lack of proper career counselling. As a result, many end up in courses they never intended to pursue, making their academic journey not only boring but also difficult. A mentor can change this trajectory. Having a mentor ensures you land in the career path that aligns with your strengths, interests, and long-term goals. You need a mentor because we bring years of expertise to guide you through every crucial decision—from selecting the right course and university to preparing for entrance exams. We help you avoid common pitfalls and make informed choices. You need a mentor because we offer personalized advice, tailored to your unique profile, ensuring that you make the most of your potential. Additionally, the visa process can be daunting, but with a mentor by your side, you don’t have to face it alone. We handle the complexities of the entire visa process, ensuring everything is done correctly and on time. We also provide support beyond just visa paperwork, offering insights into accommodation, financial management, cultural adjustment, and preparing you for life abroad. With a mentor, you get more than guidance—you get a partner in your journey to success.

How We Can Help You At our institute, we provide complete support throughout your study abroad journey. From the initial exam preparation to finding the right accommodation in your destination country, we ensure that each step is managed smoothly and professionally. As a trusted study visa consultant in Dehradun and Uttarakhand, we are here to guide you at every stage. We represent over 800 universities and colleges in over thirty countries.

IELTS/PTE Exam Preparation Before applying to universities or colleges, demonstrating English proficiency is often a crucial requirement. We offer best IELTS and PTE classes in Dehradun, focusing on improving your language skills to meet the criteria of the institutions and countries you’re aiming for. Our experienced trainers help you prepare for the exam with personalized strategies, ensuring you achieve the required scores for your visa and admission.

Selecting the Right Country and Course Choosing the right country and course is a decision that impacts your entire career. As study visa consultants in Dehradun, we guide you in selecting the best options that align with your interests, academic background, and future goals. We assess your profile and suggest countries that offer the best opportunities, whether it's Canada, the UK, Australia, the USA, New Zealand, or Germany. We also help you choose the course that fits your career aspirations, ensuring a fulfilling academic experience.

Application Assistance The application process can be confusing and time-consuming, but with our support, it becomes much simpler. We assist you in preparing and submitting applications to your chosen institutions. From documentation to ensuring deadlines are met, we handle everything, so you don’t have to worry about missing out on opportunities.

Study Loan Assistance Financing your education abroad is often a concern, but we provide complete assistance in securing study loans. We have tie-ups with over forty banks. We help you understand the options available and guide you through the process of applying for an education loan that covers tuition, living expenses, and other associated costs. Our team ensures that your loan application is structured to maximize your chances of approval.

Fee Payment Once your admission is confirmed, paying tuition fees can be a technical and overwhelming task. We help you navigate the process, ensuring that international payments are made securely and in compliance with your university's requirements. Whether it’s transferring funds or understanding fee schedules, we provide all the necessary support.

Opening GIC/Blocked Accounts and Funds Planning For countries like Canada and Germany, opening a GIC (Guaranteed Investment Certificate) or blocked account is mandatory to prove financial capability. As an experienced study visa agent in Dehradun (or mentors you can rightly call us), we assist you in opening these accounts and guide you on how to plan your funds according to immigration requirements.

Getting Your LOA, CAS, I-20, AIP, COA We make sure that all necessary documents, such as your Letter of Acceptance (LOA) for Canada, Confirmation of Acceptance for Studies (CAS) for the UK, I-20 for the USA, and AIP/COA for other countries, are in place. Our team handles the correspondence with institutions and ensures that these crucial documents reach you without delay.

Medical Test Assistance Countries often require medical tests as part of the visa process. We guide you through arranging these tests at authorized medical centers, ensuring that you comply with the health requirements of the country where you are applying.

Visa Filing and Biometric Appointment Filing for a visa is one of the most critical steps in your study abroad journey. As a well-established study visa consultant in Uttarakhand, we assist you in preparing and submitting your visa application. Our team ensures that all the necessary documents are in order, reducing the chances of delays or rejections. We also assist you in scheduling biometric appointments, another essential part of the visa application process.

Issuance of International SIM Card and Forex Card When moving abroad, staying connected and managing finances are essential. We help you get an international SIM card, so you’re ready to communicate as soon as you land. We also assist in getting a forex card, which makes managing foreign currency easier and more secure during your stay.

Finding Accommodation One of the final steps before departure is securing accommodation. Whether you’re looking for university housing or private options, we help you find a place that suits your budget and preferences. With our extensive network, we can recommend reliable housing options that ensure a smooth transition into your new life abroad. Documents Required: When applying for a bachelor's or master's course, the following documents are typically required, depending on your academic background:

10th Marksheet

12th Marksheet

Bachelor's Transcript (if completed)

Bachelor's Degree (if completed)

Master's Transcript (if completed)

Master's Degree (if completed)

Experience Letter (if applicable)

Two Letters of Recommendation from your most recent educational institution

Statement of Purpose (SOP)

IELTS/PTE Result (if available) How to Contact Hello Institute for Study Visa Services in Dehradun To book your FREE visa counselling session, you can reach us at 7830222288 or 81266662658. If you're outside Dehradun, don’t worry—we offer seamless online processing for your visa application, ensuring you receive the same dedicated support no matter where you are.

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Study Medicine in USA for International Students

Studying Medicine in the USA is a significant commitment and involves several steps. Here’s a comprehensive overview:

1. Universities

Some of the top medical schools in the USA include:

◘ Harvard Medical School

◘ Johns Hopkins University

◘ Stanford University

◘ University of California — San Francisco

◘ University of Pennsylvania (Perelman)

2. Eligibility Criteria

◘ Educational Background: A bachelor’s degree (typically with a focus on sciences).

◘ Prerequisite Courses: Courses in biology, chemistry, physics, and mathematics.

◘ MCAT: A competitive score on the Medical College Admission Test (MCAT).

3. Application Dates

◘ Opening Dates: Generally in May for the following academic year.

◘ Closing Dates: Varies by school, typically between October and December.

4. Cost

◘ Tuition Fees: Ranges from $30,000 to over $60,000 per year, depending on the institution.

◘ Living Expenses: Estimated at $15,000 to $30,000 annually.

5. Requirements

◘ Transcripts: From all post-secondary institutions attended.

◘ Letters of Recommendation: Usually from professors or professionals in the medical field.

◘ Personal Statement: Explaining your motivation to pursue medicine.

◘ Interviews: Most schools require an interview as part of the selection process.

6. Scholarships

◘ Types of Scholarships: Merit-based, need-based, and specific scholarships for international students.

◘ Sources: Individual universities, private organizations, and government programs.

7. Courses and Duration

◘ Duration: Typically 4 years for an MD (Doctor of Medicine) or DO (Doctor of Osteopathic Medicine).

◘ Curriculum: Includes basic sciences, clinical skills, and rotations in various medical specialties.

8. Benefits

◘ Quality Education: Access to cutting-edge research and facilities.

◘ Global Recognition: Degrees from US institutions are highly regarded worldwide.

◘ Residency Opportunities: A wide range of residency programs available.

9. How to Apply

◘ AMCAS: Most US medical schools use the American Medical College Application Service (AMCAS) for applications.

◘ Secondary Applications: After the primary application, you may need to fill out additional applications for specific schools.

10. Visa Process

◘ Student Visa (F-1): Required for international students.

◘ Application: After acceptance, you need to apply for the visa with the Form I-20 provided by the university.

◘ Documentation: Proof of financial support, acceptance letter, and a valid passport.

11. Comparing Medical Education: India vs. USA

Duration:

◘ India: 5.5 years (MBBS).

◘ USA: 4 years (MD/DO) + 3–7 years residency.

Entrance Exams:

◘ India: NEET (National Eligibility cum Entrance Test).

◘ USA: MCAT.

Cost:

◘ India: Approximately $10,000 to $30,000 for the entire course.

◘ USA: $200,000+ for the entire medical education.

Recognition:

◘ US degrees are globally recognized; Indian degrees may have varying recognition.

12. Other Important Countries

UK:

◘ Duration: 5–6 years.

◘ Entrance Exam: UCAT or BMAT.

Canada:

◘ Duration: 4 years + residency.

◘ Entrance Exam: MCAT.

Australia:

◘ Duration: 4 years (Graduate Entry).

◘ Entrance Exam: GAMSAT or UMAT.

Conclusion

Studying medicine in the USA is a multi-step process that requires careful planning and preparation. It’s essential to research individual universities for specific requirements and deadlines. Consider the financial implications and explore scholarship opportunities to support your education.

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Unlocking Opportunities for Indian Students: Medicine Abroad

For many Indian students, the dream of becoming a doctor is both inspiring and challenging. With fierce competition for medical seats within India, where over 1.5 million students vie for fewer than 100,000 seats through the NEET (National Eligibility cum Entrance Test), a growing number of students are exploring options for studying medicine abroad. Today, study abroad consultants like Knglifegyaan and experienced career counsellors are playing an essential role in guiding students to universities worldwide, helping them find quality medical programs, affordable education, and valuable global exposure. This guide explores the opportunities, benefits, and important considerations for Indian students aspiring to study medicine abroad.

1. The Demand-Supply Imbalance in India

The demand for medical education in India continues to grow exponentially. However, limited seats in government colleges and the high tuition fees of private institutions make it difficult for many students to secure admission. As a result, even capable students face challenges in fulfilling their medical aspirations within India. Career counsellors and platforms like Knglifegyaan are helping bridge this gap by offering guidance on affordable and recognized medical programs in countries with greater educational opportunities.

2. Benefits of Studying Medicine Abroad

Studying medicine abroad has become an appealing option for Indian students due to several advantages:

Lower Tuition Costs: Many countries provide quality medical education at a fraction of the cost of Indian private medical colleges. Countries like Russia, Ukraine, and the Philippines offer programs that range from ₹15 lakh to ₹30 lakh, which includes living expenses — a considerable saving for Indian families.

No Entrance Exams Beyond NEET: In several countries, admission to medical programs is based primarily on Class 12 marks and NEET qualification, without the need for additional exams.

State-of-the-Art Facilities and Infrastructure: Many foreign medical universities invest in advanced facilities, high-tech equipment, and modern laboratories, ensuring students receive hands-on experience in their field.

Global Exposure: Studying abroad exposes students to diverse medical practices, patient demographics, and cultural experiences, preparing them for careers in global healthcare environments.

Recognized Degrees: Many medical degrees from countries such as Germany, the UK, and Australia are globally recognized and highly regarded, paving the way for career opportunities across the world.

3. Popular Destinations for Indian Medical Students

Students seeking to study medicine abroad have a range of countries to consider, each offering unique advantages:

Russia and Ukraine: Known for their affordable tuition fees and education systems, these countries offer programs with curricula aligned with Indian standards, often recognized by the Medical Council of India (MCI). Many Indian students choose Russia and Ukraine for their quality education and welcoming environment.

Philippines: With an English-speaking environment and affordable medical programs, the Philippines has gained popularity among Indian students. The education system in the Philippines is modeled after the US medical curriculum, making it a strategic choice for students interested in further studies or work in the United States.

Germany: Germany provides world-class medical education at nominal tuition fees in public universities, though competition is intense, and knowledge of the German language is often required. German medical education is highly regarded globally, offering excellent career opportunities for graduates.

China: Known for its low education costs, China offers medical programs in English, with degrees recognized by organizations like WHO and MCI. Its close proximity to India and advanced infrastructure make it an attractive option.

United States and Canada: Though relatively more expensive, medical degrees from the US and Canada are highly valued worldwide. These countries provide a robust training system, and Indian students graduating from universities in North America often enjoy greater career opportunities.

4. Challenges and Considerations

While there are significant benefits to studying medicine abroad, it’s crucial for students to be aware of the potential challenges:

Language Barriers: In non-English-speaking countries like Russia and Germany, language can be a barrier, especially in patient interactions during clinical rotations. While most universities offer English-language programs, knowing the local language is beneficial for practical experiences.

Licensing Requirements: Indian students studying abroad must clear licensing exams, such as the Foreign Medical Graduates Examination (FMGE), to practice in India. For those aiming to work in North America, exams like the USMLE (United States Medical Licensing Examination) or MCCQE (Medical Council of Canada Qualifying Examination) are necessary.

Cultural Adaptation: Adjusting to new environments, lifestyles, and food can be challenging for students living far from home.

Institutional Quality: Not all medical universities maintain the same quality of education. Students should thoroughly research and ensure their chosen institutions are accredited by reputable organizations, such as WHO, FAIMER, and MCI. Here, study abroad consultants like Knglifegyaan can offer valuable guidance to help students select trusted institutions.

5. The Role of Study Abroad Consultants and Career Counsellors

Navigating the complexities of studying medicine abroad can be challenging. Study abroad consultants like Knglifegyaan and specialized career counsellors provide valuable support in:

Choosing the Right Country and University: Experts help students assess their academic background, budget, and career goals to identify the most suitable options among accredited universities.

Visa and Admission Assistance: Applying for visas and admissions can be a time-consuming process. Consultants help streamline this, offering guidance on application deadlines, required documents, and interviews.

Financial Planning and Scholarships: Studying abroad is an investment, and education consultants can provide information on scholarships, student loans, and financial planning to make it more accessible.

Pre-Departure and Post-Arrival Support: Study abroad consultants often offer orientation programs to help students prepare for life abroad, covering topics like accommodation, health insurance, and local regulations.

Through expert guidance, consultants like Knglifegyaan and experienced career counsellors can make the entire process smoother and more manageable for students and their families.

6. Career Opportunities for Medical Graduates

Studying medicine abroad can open doors to diverse career opportunities. Indian students who graduate from globally recognized institutions may practice in various countries or pursue advanced studies in prestigious institutions worldwide. Those returning to India are well-prepared to join the healthcare workforce, where skilled doctors are in demand. The practical knowledge, global exposure, and unique training received abroad make them valuable assets to India’s healthcare sector.

Conclusion

The limited seats and high costs of medical education in India are compelling more students to explore studying medicine abroad. With advantages like affordable tuition, advanced facilities, and international exposure, foreign medical universities provide Indian students a pathway to fulfilling their dreams of becoming doctors. Although challenges like licensing requirements and cultural adjustments exist, the support of study abroad consultants like Knglifegyaan and career counsellors makes these challenges surmountable. For Indian students with the ambition to make a difference in healthcare, studying medicine abroad offers a world of opportunities, equipping them with the skills, knowledge, and experience needed to excel in a global healthcare environment.

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Best Educational Consultancy in Patna- Admission Provider

For students and parents seeking expert guidance in navigating today’s competitive educational landscape, finding a trustworthy consultancy is essential. Admission Provider, an esteemed educational consultancy in Patna, has been a beacon of hope for students striving to secure placements in top colleges across various disciplines. Renowned for its insightful counseling and professional approach, Admission Provider stands out as the best admission consultancy in Patna.

Expertise and Experience You Can Rely On

The team at Admission Provider comprises seasoned educational consultants who bring years of experience in counseling, academic planning, and admissions. This expertise enables the consultancy to support students across disciplines—whether aspiring to medical, engineering, business, or liberal arts programs. Admission Provider’s consultants are adept at understanding the specific needs of each student, offering a tailored roadmap to match their ambitions. This personalized approach makes Admission Provider the best top educational consultancy in Patna.

The consultancy’s extensive knowledge of college requirements and selection criteria allows them to provide insightful guidance on applications, helping students enhance their profiles to match their target institutions. Admission Provider assists students through each step, from filling out application forms to essay reviews, ensuring that students meet every requirement with confidence.

A Wide Array of Services to Cater to All Needs

What makes Admission Provider a standout choice among admission consultancies in Patna is the comprehensive range of services they offer. This includes counseling sessions, college selection guidance, document preparation, and mock interviews. Moreover, they assist with scholarship applications, helping students ease their financial burden. The consultancy understands the complex requirements of colleges and provides expert advice on securing recommendation letters and crafting impactful personal statements.

Admission Provider also provides essential insights into new-age programs, university rankings, and college comparisons, assisting students and parents in making informed decisions. With a proven track record of successful placements in top colleges, Admission Provider has become the go-to admission consultancy in Patna.

A Focus on International Admissions

In addition to Indian colleges, Admission Provider also guides students interested in studying abroad. The consultancy has a well-rounded understanding of international college admission requirements, covering popular destinations like the U.S., U.K., Canada, Australia, and more. They provide assistance with entrance exams such as SAT, GRE, and IELTS, helping students prepare for competitive tests required by foreign universities. Admission Provider’s expertise in this area ensures a seamless and confident application process for international aspirants.

Building Pathways to Prestigious Careers

Admission Provider is dedicated to helping students make well-informed decisions regarding their education, aiming to build pathways toward successful careers. By leveraging their extensive network, the consultants provide valuable career advice and suggestions on internships, volunteer work, and additional certifications that strengthen students' profiles.

For students interested in competitive fields like MBBS, BDS, or engineering, Admission Provider offers specialized guidance that increases their chances of gaining admission into reputed institutions. Their focus on academic excellence and career orientation has earned them recognition as the best top educational consultancy in Patna.

Transparency and Ethical Practices

Admission Provider believes in transparent and ethical practices, which have helped it gain the trust of numerous families. They maintain a clear fee structure without hidden costs, providing students and parents with full transparency. By prioritizing the interests of the students, Admission Provider ensures that its advice and actions are always aimed at securing the best possible educational outcomes.

The consultancy’s honest approach distinguishes it from others in the field. Parents and students find reassurance in knowing that Admission Provider is committed to ethical counseling, giving them peace of mind during an often-stressful application process.

Why Admission Provider Stands Out

Choosing an educational consultancy is a critical decision, and Admission Provider’s reputation as the best admission consultancy in Patna is well-earned. The consultancy’s dedication to personalized, professional guidance and its commitment to each student's success have helped hundreds of students achieve their academic dreams. Here are some reasons why Admission Provider is the top choice in Patna:

Experienced Counselors – Knowledgeable experts who understand the intricacies of college admissions.

Comprehensive Services – From applications to interview prep, covering every aspect of admissions.

Focus on International and National Admissions – Expertise in both Indian and international admission processes.

Ethical Practices – Transparent processes and honest counseling that instill trust.

In conclusion, Admission Provider is a trusted partner for any student aiming to excel in their educational journey. Known as the best admission consultancy in Patna, Admission Provider’s knowledgeable team and extensive support system ensure that every student is prepared to face the challenges of college admissions with clarity and confidence. With Admission Provider by their side, students in Patna have the guidance they need to turn their academic dreams into reality.

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MBBS in India: An Overview for Aspiring Medical Students

Pursuing MBBS in India is a dream for many students who aspire to become successful doctors. With top-notch medical colleges, well-equipped hospitals, and expert faculty, India offers a robust education system for medical students. The country is known for producing skilled and qualified doctors who serve not just in India but across the world.

Why Choose MBBS in India?

MBBS in India is a popular choice because of the quality of education, affordable tuition fees, and excellent clinical exposure. The degree is recognized by international medical bodies like WHO, making it easier for students to pursue further studies or practice abroad.

High-Quality Education: Medical colleges in India follow a curriculum that meets global standards. They offer a blend of theoretical knowledge and practical skills, which is essential for a medical career.

Affordable Fees: Compared to other countries, the cost of studying MBBS in India is relatively affordable. This makes it easier for students to pursue their dreams without putting too much financial burden on their families.

Global Recognition: Degrees earned from Indian medical colleges are recognized worldwide, allowing students to practice medicine in countries like the USA, UK, Canada, and more.

Studying MBBS in Rajasthan

For students looking to study MBBS in Rajasthan, there are many prestigious colleges to choose from. Rajasthan is known for its excellent medical institutions, which offer quality education at affordable costs. The state is home to several government and private colleges that have state-of-the-art facilities, experienced faculty, and well-equipped labs.

MBBS in Rajasthan provides students with a great opportunity to learn and grow. The colleges here focus on practical learning, which helps students gain hands-on experience in dealing with patients. Students get to learn from experienced doctors who guide them through every step of their medical journey.

Some of the top colleges for MBBS in Rajasthan include:

SMS Medical College, Jaipur

AIIMS, Jodhpur

RNT Medical College, Udaipur

These colleges are known for their excellent infrastructure, highly qualified staff, and great placement opportunities.

Exploring MBBS in Haryana

Another great option for students is to pursue MBBS in Haryana. Haryana has a mix of government and private medical colleges that offer quality education. The colleges here provide a holistic learning environment, where students can engage in practical training sessions, workshops, and internships.

MBBS in Haryana is ideal for students who wish to study close to Delhi-NCR, as it offers easy access to the latest medical advancements and training programs. The state has seen rapid growth in the healthcare sector, which has improved the overall quality of medical education.

Popular colleges for MBBS in Haryana include:

PGIMS, Rohtak

SGT Medical College, Gurgaon

Maharishi Markandeshwar Institute of Medical Sciences, Ambala

These institutions focus on providing students with modern amenities, such as well-equipped laboratories, libraries, and simulation centers that enhance the learning experience.

Admission Process for MBBS in India

The admission process for MBBS in India is straightforward but competitive. Students need to clear the National Eligibility cum Entrance Test (NEET) to secure a seat in any medical college across India. NEET is a mandatory exam that tests students' knowledge of Physics, Chemistry, and Biology. Based on the NEET score, students can apply to different colleges in India, including those in Rajasthan and Haryana.

For MBBS in Rajasthan and MBBS in Haryana, students need to meet the eligibility criteria set by the respective colleges. Generally, students must have passed their 12th standard with Physics, Chemistry, Biology, and English, with at least 50% marks.

Conclusion

Pursuing MBBS in India offers students a chance to receive high-quality education at an affordable price. Whether you choose MBBS in Rajasthan or MBBS in Haryana, you can be assured of a solid foundation in medical education. These states have some of the best medical colleges, which prepare students to excel in their careers.

With the right preparation and dedication, students can achieve their dreams of becoming skilled doctors by studying MBBS in India.