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No Strings, No Heart

Kinkvember Day 23: Friends with Benefits

ITZY Lia (Choi Jisu) x Male reader

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You and Lia had been friends since high school, back when neither of you had any idea what life would have in store. She had been the new girl, fresh from Canada, with a soft-spoken voice and an air of quiet confidence that intrigued everyone, including you. You’d been assigned seats next to each other in English class, and what started as casual small talk soon grew into a friendship you hadn’t expected.

Lia, or Jisu as she’d been known then, had dreams even back then that set her apart. While most of your classmates were focused on cramming for college entrance exams or deciding what clubs to join, Lia was already chasing something bigger: a career in music. She was always humming under her breath, jotting lyrics in the margins of her notebook, and rushing off to auditions after school.

When she finally became a trainee, it wasn’t a surprise, but it did mark the start of a more distant phase in your friendship. She spent most of her time at the company, training long hours, while you finished school and moved on to university.

Despite the distance, you kept in touch—texts here and there, occasional coffee meetups when she had a rare free day. When she debuted with ITZY, you were one of the first to congratulate her, your heart swelling with pride as you watched her music videos and performances from your tiny apartment.

Even as her life grew more hectic, Lia never let go of your connection. Whenever her schedule allowed, she’d call you up, sometimes late at night, her voice exhausted but warm as she asked about your day, complaining about the pressures of idol life in the same breath. She was still Jisu to you, your old high school friend, even as the world knew her as Lia.

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It was one of those late-night meetups—a rainy evening in her cozy Seoul apartment—that changed the dynamic between you. Her space smelled of vanilla candles and faintly of jasmine tea, her usual go-to after a long day. You sat awkwardly on her beige couch, holding a mug that was almost too hot, watching her as she lounged on the floor, cross-legged in an oversized sweater and shorts.

“You’re always so tense,” Lia said suddenly, her voice cutting through the soft patter of rain against the windows. Her damp hair fell in natural waves around her face, framing her features in a way that was almost disarming. This was not the poised, camera-ready idol the world saw. This was the Lia you knew—barefoot, casual, real.

You chuckled nervously, unsure where she was going with this. “Work’s been crazy, I guess.”

“That’s always your excuse,” she teased, setting down her mug with a soft clink. “But honestly, you’ve been like this since high school. Always wound up. Always overthinking.”

“Well, sorry for being consistent,” you shot back, a smile tugging at your lips.

She smiled too, but there was something different in her expression—something calculated yet sincere. “You know, we could help each other out.”

Your brow furrowed. “Help each other out… how?”

Lia tilted her head, studying you with an intensity that made your pulse quicken. “I don’t want anything complicated,” she began, her tone careful but confident. “No drama, no commitments. Just… something easy. For both of us.”

The words felt surreal, hanging in the air between you. “Wait, are you saying…?”

“I’m saying,” she interrupted, her voice softer now, “that we’re both stressed. Both stuck in our own routines. And you’re… safe.”

“Safe?” you echoed, unsure whether to feel flattered or insulted.

Lia rolled her eyes, laughing. “You know what I mean. I trust you. You’re not going to do anything stupid like fall in love with me. And let’s be honest—you’ve never been great with relationships.”

“Wow, thanks,” you muttered, though you couldn’t deny the accuracy of her words. Dating had never come easily to you, and Lia knew it better than anyone.

“I’m just saying it makes sense,” she said, her smile softening into something almost reassuring. “We’ve known each other forever. We trust each other. And I need… an escape, you know? A way to blow off steam without it becoming a mess.”

You hesitated, turning the idea over in your head. “I don’t know, Lia. Stuff like this—doesn’t it get messy?”

“Not if we’re honest with each other,” she said simply. “We set boundaries. We stick to them. And if it doesn’t work, we stop. No harm, no foul.”

Her words were logical, almost too logical, and the idea of being close to someone you trusted—someone who understood you without the usual complications—was more tempting than you wanted to admit.

“I… guess,” you said finally, your voice tinged with hesitation. “If you’re sure about this.”

Lia’s smile widened, a spark of relief and something else—satisfaction?—in her eyes. “I’m sure.”

And just like that, the boundaries of your friendship shifted. You told yourself it was perfect—a way to connect without risking anything deeper.

The first few times were… great. Better than great. There was an ease to it that neither of you had anticipated, a natural rhythm that made it feel less like a new arrangement and more like something that had always been there, waiting to be discovered. The way your bodies fit together was effortless, as though they’d been designed for this connection, every touch and movement aligning perfectly. It wasn’t just about the physical pleasure—though that was undeniable—it was the comfort of being close to someone who understood you in a way no one else did.

Lia had a way of melting into your arms, her laughter and sighs carrying a vulnerability that made the moments feel intimate even in their simplicity. You liked similar things, and exploring that together felt easy, seamless. The way her breath hitched against your skin, the way she responded to every touch with a soft moan or a shiver, made it feel less like an arrangement and more like a quiet escape for both of you.

When she reached for you in the stillness of her room, there was no hesitation, no awkwardness—just a mutual understanding that you could let go with each other.

It was everything she had promised: no drama, no complications. It was a release, a way to step outside the stress of your individual lives and find solace in each other. You told yourself that this was enough, that it didn’t need to mean anything more. And for a while, it didn’t.

But then, one night, everything shifted.

The atmosphere in Lia’s room felt thick with the unspoken, a cocoon of warmth and intimacy as the world outside faded away. The soft scent of jasmine and the lingering notes of her perfume were a quiet contrast to the faint tension in her voice as she spoke.

“It’s been… such a day,” she said with a sigh, leaning back against the headboard, her oversized sweater slipping from one shoulder. Her fingers idly played with the hem, a distraction as she tried to put her thoughts into words. “I feel like everyone wanted a piece of me today. The schedules, the cameras, the smiles—they don’t stop.”

You nodded, sitting close enough to her that the faintest brush of her knee against yours sent sparks up your spine. “You don’t have to explain. I can see it,” you said softly, meeting her eyes. “You’re always carrying so much.”

Her lips twitched into a small, tired smile. “Sometimes, I wish I could just turn it all off. Just… for a little while.”

“You can, here,” you offered, your voice steady despite the way your heart was racing. “You don’t have to be anything but you.”

Her eyes softened, and she reached out to touch your arm, her fingers grazing your skin. “That’s why I asked you to come tonight,” she admitted, her voice quieter now, almost fragile. “I need this. I need you.”

The weight of her words hit you with a force you weren’t entirely prepared for, but you nodded, leaning in slightly. “I’m here,” you said simply, your hand finding hers and squeezing gently.

The next moments unfolded slowly, deliberately, as if neither of you wanted to rush. Her sweater slipped further, pooling around her elbows as she lifted it over her head and let it fall to the floor. Her body, bathed in the soft glow of the bedside lamp, was breathtaking. She looked up at you, her eyes steady but vulnerable, as if daring you to say something, to break the spell.

“You’re beautiful,” you murmured, the words escaping before you could stop them.

A soft laugh escaped her, and she reached up to brush your cheek. “You’re such a sap,” she teased, though her voice was warm, her expression soft. “But I like it.”

You leaned in to kiss her, your lips meeting in a slow, deliberate connection. It started tenderly, a gentle brush of warmth, but quickly deepened, your hands finding her waist, her hips, exploring the curve of her body. She gasped softly against your lips, her hands sliding under your shirt to tug it off, the cool air of the room making your skin prickle as she traced patterns along your chest.

Guiding her back against the bed, you hovered over her, her hair spilling across the pillow in soft waves like a dark halo. The soft glow of the bedside lamp illuminated her features, her flushed cheeks and slightly parted lips evidence of the moment’s growing intensity. Her hands found your shoulders, her touch steady but eager as her breath quickened. The feel of her bare skin against yours, the warmth of her body beneath you, sent a rush of heat through you.

Before moving further, you paused, reaching for the small foil packet on the bedside table. Lia watched you, her chest rising and falling in shallow breaths, her gaze steady yet filled with trust. You slipped the condom on quickly, her hand brushing lightly against your arm in a silent gesture of reassurance.

As you align yourself with her, you paused again, your gaze locking onto hers. “Are you ready?” you asked softly, the weight of your question hanging in the quiet space between you.

Her lips curled into a faint smile, and her legs wrapped around your waist, pulling you closer. “Absolutely, I need this,” she whispered, her voice barely audible but filled with unmistakable longing. “I need you.”

The moment of joining was slow, deliberate, her body tensing slightly as you pressed into her. A quiet gasp escaped her lips, her fingers tightening on your shoulders, her nails faintly digging in as she adjusted to the closeness. You paused, giving her time, your heart pounding in sync with hers. Her breaths quickened, each rise and fall of her chest matching the rhythm you were beginning to create. The heat of her skin against yours was all-consuming, grounding and electrifying all at once.

You began to move, slow and measured, each motion deliberate. Her soft moans and quiet gasps filled the air, small sounds that spurred you on, each one sending shivers down your spine. Her hands roamed your back, nails occasionally dragging across your skin, her hips lifting instinctively to meet yours. The connection between you was unspoken but undeniable, a rhythm building that felt less like something physical and more like a quiet surrender.

Her lips parted as she whispered your name, her voice soft and trembling, a plea that made your chest ache. The way she looked up at you took your breath away. Her cheeks were flushed, her eyes fluttering open and shut, and the vulnerability in her gaze made you falter for a moment. You’d always thought Lia was beautiful, but here, now, she was something more—raw, open, and completely unguarded. Every quiet sound she made, every brush of her hands against you, seemed to weave a thread between you that went far beyond the act itself.

Your pace deepened, becoming more deliberate as you leaned down to capture her lips. Her response was immediate, her mouth opening to you as her hands slid into your hair, pulling you closer. The heat between you grew, a symphony of gasps, moans, and murmured words filling the space. Her legs tightened around your waist, her body pressing into yours as if to pull you even closer.

You pulled back slightly, your lips trailing down her jawline to her neck, brushing over the delicate curve of her throat. Her skin was warm and flushed beneath your touch, and you felt her shiver as your mouth moved lower, pressing kisses behind her ear. The spot you’d discovered during your time together—the one that always drove her wild. Her reaction was immediate, a soft gasp escaping her lips as her body arched into you.

Her hands clung to your shoulders as your lips continued their path, down her collarbone and toward the swell of her chest. You paused for a moment, letting your tongue flick gently over the sensitive skin there, before capturing one of her nipples between your lips. Lia let out a low, trembling moan, her nails digging into your back as you lavished attention on her. You alternated between gentle kisses and firmer, more deliberate nips, her body responding to each one with a sharp intake of breath or a soft cry.

Your free hand roamed over her body, sliding along the curve of her waist and the dip of her hips. You teased her other breast with your fingertips, rolling and brushing against her skin in time with the rhythm of your lips. Her body writhed beneath you, her hips lifting instinctively as if to draw you closer, the heat between you growing with every touch.

From her chest, your lips traveled downward, leaving a trail of warmth across her stomach. Lia’s breathing grew heavier, her hands tangling in your hair as you moved lower, savoring the way her body reacted to every press of your lips, every flick of your tongue. Her quiet whimpers and soft moans filled the room, a soundtrack to the intimacy building between you.

You moved back up, your mouth returning to the curve of her neck, brushing kisses along her jawline before finding her lips again. The kiss was deep and consuming, her hands pulling you closer as though she couldn’t get enough of you. Her legs tightened around your waist once more, her body pressing into yours as the rhythm between you grew more urgent, more deliberate.

Her reactions—each shiver, each soft cry, each whispered plea—fueled you, blurring the line between physical connection and something deeper. You knew every spot that made her tremble, every touch that left her gasping, and you used them all, the intimacy between you growing with each passing moment. It wasn’t just her body you craved—it was her trust, her surrender, the way she opened herself to you completely, leaving you breathless and wanting more.

Her voice broke through your focus, her breathless words trembling as she gasped, “You feel so good… Don’t stop.”

“I won’t,” you murmured, your voice hoarse and strained, barely able to contain the emotions coursing through you. Her flushed cheeks, the vulnerability in her gaze, the way her body clung to yours—it all struck you in a way you hadn’t prepared for.

The tension between you built steadily, every motion pulling you both closer to a precipice. Her moans grew louder, breaking into desperate cries as her body moved in sync with yours. Her hips met you with an urgency that matched your own, and her hands tightened their grip on your shoulders, her nails dragging against your skin.

“I’m so close,” she whimpered, her voice trembling and raw in a way that sent shivers through you. Her head tilted back, her body arching beautifully beneath you as she clung to you like you were her lifeline. “I—oh my god, I’m cumming… I love it, don’t stop, please.”

The words hit you harder than you expected, the raw need in her voice breaking through every wall you’d built around your feelings. Her climax overtook her in a wave, her body trembling violently as she cried out, her voice unguarded and desperate. The sight of her face, twisted in pure ecstasy, sent a jolt through you. Her name fell from her lips like a prayer, her body shuddering as she reached the peak, clutching at you with a force that left no doubt of the depth of her release.

And then, it hit you—seeing her like this, so open, so completely undone, you realized something you couldn’t ignore. You wanted to be the only one to give her this feeling. The thought struck like lightning, leaving you trembling even as your own release loomed. It wasn’t just about the act—it was about her, about how much you wanted to hold onto this moment, this connection, this vulnerability that was uniquely hers.

Your climax followed, surging through you in powerful, unrelenting waves as you buried your face in her neck. A guttural groan escaped you, your body trembling with the intensity of it. The warmth of your release pooled into the condom, each pulse carrying with it the weight of everything you’d been holding back. The sensations were overwhelming, magnified by the realization that this wasn’t casual for you anymore. Maybe it never had been.

Even as the waves subsided, you stayed close, holding her tightly against you. Her fingers traced lazy, soothing patterns along your back, her touch grounding you as your heart pounded against hers. Her breaths were soft, mingling with your own in the quiet aftermath. The intimacy of the moment was almost too much, yet you didn’t want it to end.

Finally, you pulled back slightly, your heart still racing as you pressed a kiss to her damp forehead. Her cheeks were flushed, her lips curved into a faint, tired smile, her eyes fluttering open to meet yours. For a moment, neither of you spoke, the silence between you filled with unspoken emotions that neither of you seemed ready to name.

You leaned back carefully, slipping out of her with a quiet groan as her body shuddered at the loss of closeness. Reaching down, you removed the condom, tying it off as you moved to the side of the bed. Lia’s gaze followed you, her cheeks still rosy from the exertion, and when her eyes landed on what you held, her lips quirked into a teasing smile.

“Wow,” she said, her voice still breathy but laced with playful amusement. “You’ve been… pent up, huh?”

You couldn’t help but chuckle softly, the tension between you easing slightly at her tone. “Yeah, maybe a little,” you admitted, your voice still low and rough from the intensity of the moment.

She laughed, a soft, light sound that made your chest tighten again, her fingers brushing over your arm as if to reassure you. “I’ll take it as a compliment,” she said, her smile widening slightly as she leaned back against the pillow, her gaze softening.

In that moment, as you looked at her—flushed, vulnerable, yet teasing—you couldn’t ignore the shift that had happened. Whatever boundaries had existed between you before were gone, and the weight of that realization lingered, pressing gently against your heart.

You stood, disposing of the condom in the bathroom, your mind still reeling from everything that had just unfolded. The intensity of the moment lingered, but it wasn’t just the physical closeness that consumed you—it was the emotions swelling in your chest, threatening to spill over. You tried to push the thoughts aside as you cleaned up, focusing on the simple motions as a way to steady yourself.

When you returned to the bed, Lia was already nestled under the blankets, her cheeks still faintly flushed, her hair spilling over the pillow in soft waves. She looked up at you, her eyes warm and inviting, and without a word, she lifted the blanket in a silent invitation. It was a gesture you’d grown accustomed to—a familiar rhythm that had followed these nights together. But this time, something about it felt heavier, weighted with an unspoken shift between you.

You climbed into bed beside her, the mattress dipping slightly under your weight. She moved closer almost instinctively, her body curling into yours, her head resting against your chest as her arm draped across your stomach. The warmth of her, the way she fit so perfectly against you, was both comforting and terrifying.

Her breathing began to slow, her body relaxing as if this was the most natural thing in the world. And it was—for her. For you, though, the usual ease wasn’t there. You lay stiffly, staring up at the ceiling as a moment of dread washed over you.

You’ve broken the rules.

It hit you with the weight of a confession you’d been avoiding for weeks, maybe months. You’d convinced yourself this was fine, that you could keep things casual, that it was just a way to connect without getting too close. But tonight had shattered that illusion. You weren’t just drawn to Lia—you’d fallen for her.

Your chest tightened as the realization settled in. The way she laughed, the way she trusted you enough to let her guard down, the way she made you feel seen in a way no one else ever had—it wasn’t just something you could brush aside anymore. It was real, and it was terrifying.

You glanced down at her, your heart aching as you took in the soft curve of her lips, the peaceful expression on her face. She looked so at ease, so content, and you couldn’t bring yourself to disturb that. But the weight of your feelings pressed heavily against your chest, threatening to suffocate you.

Lia shifted slightly, her arm tightening around you as if sensing your tension. “You’re quiet,” she murmured, her voice drowsy but laced with curiosity. “You okay?”

“Yeah,” you lied, your voice barely above a whisper as you forced yourself to relax beneath her touch. “I’m fine.”

But you weren’t fine. Because as much as you wanted to stay in this moment—her warmth, her closeness—you knew that everything had changed. You’d crossed a line you couldn’t uncross, and now you weren’t sure what to do.

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The weeks that followed were an emotional minefield. Every stolen glance, every shared laugh, every moment Lia curled up beside you after an intense night—all of it dug deeper into the growing pit in your chest. It wasn’t just about intimacy anymore; it was everything. The way she smiled at you, her guard let down for just a moment. The way she playfully mocked your quirks, grounding you with the ease of someone who knew you better than anyone. You craved her in ways that went beyond physical. You wanted all of her—her bad days, her hopes, her fears, and everything in between.

But you couldn’t say it.

The rules had always been clear: no emotions, no strings, no complications. Lia had built walls around herself, walls you understood were necessary given her chaotic life. Your arrangement was her sanctuary, an escape from the pressures of her career, her fame, and the unrelenting expectations placed on her shoulders. You told yourself that being her safe space was enough. It had to be.

That night had started like many others, but it carried a weight you couldn’t ignore. As the moment reached its peak, Lia shifted downward, her lips trailing across your skin with a deliberate slowness that sent shivers coursing through you. When her mouth finally enveloped you, a deep groan escaped your lips, your hand instinctively tangling in her hair.

Her movements were teasing but purposeful, each flick of her tongue measured to drive you closer to the edge. Her eyes flicked up to meet yours, glinting with mischief yet laced with something softer, something deeper. “You’ve been so stiff lately,” she murmured, her breath warm against you before continuing, her voice low and sultry as her tongue worked with maddening precision.

The intimacy overwhelmed you, her familiarity with your body leaving you utterly undone. She knew exactly how to unravel you, to find the places that made you tremble, the rhythm that pushed you to your breaking point. When your release finally overtook you, it was overwhelming, waves of pleasure crashing through you with an intensity that left you trembling. Your fingers tightened briefly in her hair as a hoarse gasp escaped you, the heat of the moment leaving you breathless.

Lia pulled back gently, her lips curling into a satisfied smile as she wiped the corner of her mouth with the back of her hand. She moved back up to lie beside you, her body fitting against yours with an ease that should have felt comforting. But this time, it didn’t. This time, it felt different.

She settled against you, her head resting on your chest, her breathing steady and calm. Her hair tickled your skin, her warmth both soothing and torturous as a quiet dread began to build in your chest. It wasn’t just physical anymore—this was heavier, filled with emotions you couldn’t keep bottled up.

Before you could stop yourself, the words rose in your throat. “Jisu,” you began softly, her name catching in your throat.

She hummed in response, her eyes still closed, a faint smile playing on her lips. “Hmm?”

“Do you ever think…” You hesitated, the words feeling too heavy, too dangerous. But they pushed forward anyway, your voice barely above a whisper. “Do you ever think this could be something more?”

Her eyes opened slowly, the smile fading as her expression shifted into something unreadable. She propped herself up on one elbow, her hair falling in soft waves around her face, the sheets slipping slightly off her shoulder. Her gaze met yours, searching and cautious, and the seconds stretched into an eternity.

“Why are you asking?” she asked softly, her tone carrying a mix of curiosity and caution.

Your heart raced, panic rising in your chest as you scrambled for a response. “I was just thinking,” you lied, the words tumbling out too quickly. “It’s nothing. I don’t know, just… a thought.”

Her expression didn’t change, her gaze lingering on yours for a moment longer before she sat up fully. Wrapping the blanket around herself like a shield, her voice was calm but resolute as she said, “Hmm, no, I don’t think so. The reason this works is because it’s casual. If we start complicating things, it’ll ruin everything.”

Her words hit like a punch to the gut, sharp and cutting in their finality. You nodded slowly, forcing a smile you didn’t feel. “Oh… yeah… You’re right. Forget I said anything.”

She smiled faintly, but it didn’t reach her eyes. She lay back down, resting her head on your chest again as if nothing had happened. Her breathing evened out, her warmth against you a cruel comfort. But for you, everything had changed.

The words you’d been holding back, the feelings you’d buried, wouldn’t stay quiet anymore. They clawed at you, louder with every passing day, until the very thought of continuing like this felt unbearable. You had broken the rules, and the weight of that truth suffocated you in ways you hadn’t thought possible.

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Over time you tried convinced yourself to accept her boundaries, telling yourself that being with Lia on her terms was better than not having her at all. But that fragile resolve cracked wide open the day you saw the article.

It was a lazy Sunday afternoon, the kind of day meant for doing nothing. Sunlight spilled through your apartment windows, painting the floor in golden streaks as you scrolled absently through your phone. Outside, the faint hum of the city mixed with the rhythmic ticking of the clock, a peaceful backdrop to your aimless thoughts.

Then your phone buzzed, pulling you from the haze of routine. Without thinking, you tapped the notification.

The headline hit like a physical blow: "ITZY’s Lia Spotted on a Romantic Date with beloved Idol."

Your stomach tightened instantly, a sharp ache blooming in your chest as you scrolled through the accompanying photos. Each swipe felt like tearing open a wound. There she was, walking arm-in-arm with another idol. The soft rustling of the park’s trees in the background, the dappled sunlight falling on their faces—it all looked so serene, so effortless. Their casual clothes hinted at an attempt to keep things discreet, but the atmosphere around them screamed intimacy.

And then one photo stopped you cold.

Her head tilted slightly, her hair catching the sunlight like a halo. Her eyes—soft and filled with a warmth that felt painfully familiar—were fixed on him. She was smiling, bright and genuine, the corners of her lips curving in a way that was devastatingly effortless. That smile was reserved for someone special. Someone who wasn’t you.

Your chest ached, a dull yet unrelenting pain spreading through you as you stared at the screen. The world around you seemed to fade, the sunlight that had once felt comforting now harsh and uninviting. The faint hum of the city became muffled, replaced by the deafening rush of your own thoughts.

Has she ever looked at you like that? Has she ever smiled at you in that way, with that kind of quiet adoration? A part of you knew the answer, even if you didn’t want to admit it. The answer cut deeper than anything she’d ever said or done.

The seconds stretched into minutes as you stared at the image, the knot in your stomach tightening with each passing moment. You could almost hear her laugh in your head, see the way she looked at you during your private moments together. But it wasn’t the same. It had never been the same.

The sharp buzz of another notification snapped you out of your spiraling thoughts. Lia’s name flashed across the screen, her message simple: “Are you free?”

The words sat at the top of your screen, directly above the article. The juxtaposition was cruel, a perfect encapsulation of everything that had been tearing you apart. Your thumb hovered over the notification, your mind swirling with a chaotic mix of emotions—anger, hurt, jealousy, longing. Every rational part of you screamed not to reply. To protect yourself. To draw a line before it was too late.

But as always, your heart betrayed you.

The faint sound of your breathing filled the room, shallow and uneven as you tapped her message. You opened the chat, your fingers trembling slightly as you typed the only thing you knew how to say to her.

"Yeah, I’ll be there."

The moment you hit send, the weight in your chest seemed to shift, but it didn’t lift. Instead, it settled deeper, anchoring itself to the realization you were too afraid to face: no matter how much it hurt, you couldn’t walk away. Not from her. Not yet.

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Lia greeted you at her apartment door with the same casual ease as always, dressed in a loose sweatshirt that hung just off one shoulder and shorts that left little to the imagination. Her hair was tied back loosely, and the faint scent of her lavender body lotion hung in the air as she stepped aside to let you in. She smiled, warm and familiar, but to you, it felt like a knife twisting in your chest.

“Hey,” she said softly, leaning casually against the doorframe. Her tone carried a cheerfulness that felt almost jarring compared to the turmoil swirling inside you. “Rough day?”

You swallowed hard, your thoughts tangled with the image of the article’s photos. The memory of her walking arm-in-arm with someone else clung to you like a shadow, an ache that wouldn’t loosen its grip. “Yeah,” you said finally, your voice flat. “Something like that.”

Her brows knitted slightly, a flicker of concern crossing her face before she masked it with another smile, softer this time. “Come in,” she said gently, stepping aside. “Let me fix you some tea or something.”

You followed her inside, the familiar warmth of her cozy apartment stirring something deep and painful within you. The dim lighting, the scent of jasmine mingling with lavender, the soft hum of a playlist you knew by heart—it should have felt comforting, but tonight it only made the ache worse. To her, everything seemed normal, unchanged. But to you, every gesture, every laugh, felt magnified, a sharp contrast to the images still burned into your mind.

She led you to the couch, her steps light and unbothered, her usual ease a stark reminder of how differently you were experiencing this moment. She sat close to you, her knee brushing against yours as she turned to face you fully. “You seem tense,” she said softly, her voice lowering into something soothing. Her hand rested lightly on yours, her touch simple yet disarming, as if she could sense the weight pressing down on you. “Let me help.”

You hesitated, the memory of her smile in those photos flashing through your mind. The warmth she had shown to someone else, the intimacy of it, felt like a stark contrast to the Lia sitting here with you now. Part of you wanted to pull back, to say something, to ask her what that meant, but the words wouldn’t come. Her touch, her presence—it was too much to resist, and before you could think better of it, her lips were on yours.

The kiss was familiar, practiced, but this time, it felt different. Your movements were slower, less certain. A part of you wanted to push her away, to demand answers, but the other part—the part of you that craved her touch, her presence—won. You kissed her back, the frustration and longing coiling tightly in your chest, fueling your every move.

Her hands slid beneath your shirt, tugging at it with the ease of someone who knew you too well. Your resolve crumbled under her touch, the confrontation slipping further from your mind. It could wait, you told yourself. For now, you let the emotions swirling within you—frustration, jealousy, and something darker—take over.

By the time you reached the bedroom, something inside you had shifted. The weight of your suppressed emotions guided your actions, a storm of unspoken feelings driving every touch, every motion. You turned her toward the bed, your hand firm on her shoulder as you eased her down to her knees.

Without a word, you unbuttoned your pants, the sound of the zipper cutting through the quiet room like a spark igniting the air. Lia’s eyes followed the motion, her gaze flicking downward before snapping back up to meet yours. Her lips parted slightly, a flicker of surprise crossing her features before melting into something softer, almost eager. When you pressed yourself to her lips, her hesitation was brief. Her hands found their place on your thighs, steadying herself as she took you in.

The shift in her was immediate. This wasn’t like before—this wasn’t the usual playful or restrained dynamic between you. You gripped her hair firmly, the silky strands slipping through your fingers as you guided her movements. Lia’s soft, muffled moan against you sent a shiver down your spine, the vibration electrifying. The control you felt, the way she surrendered so willingly, was intoxicating, and you couldn’t help but give in to the moment fully.

Your hips began to move, your thrusts deliberate but rough, each one pushing deeper as you set the rhythm. Lia’s hands tightened their grip on your thighs, her fingers curling slightly as her body swayed to match your motions. Her cheeks flushed a deep pink, and her breathing grew heavier between moments when you gave her just enough time to adjust. She looked up at you, her wide, watery eyes filled with surprise and a growing hunger. This wasn’t what she’d expected, but the way her body responded told you everything—this was what she wanted, what she craved.

Her moans grew louder, though muffled, as her lips and tongue worked in perfect sync with your movements. Her usual confidence had melted away, leaving behind a raw vulnerability that only fueled you further. This side of you—assertive, unrelenting—was something she hadn’t expected, and the way she gave herself over to it was driving you wild.

You tightened your grip on her hair, guiding her more firmly as her hands clutched at your thighs for balance. Her breathing was heavy, her moans blending with the wet, rhythmic sounds that filled the room. Tears began to streak her cheeks as her throat constricted around you, her body tensing slightly as she fought to keep up. Still, her eyes never left yours, wide and watery but filled with trust and unmistakable arousal.

Her muffled cries grew needier as your rhythm intensified, her nails digging into your thighs as her body trembled. The tension coiled tighter and tighter in your core, every sound she made pushing you closer to the edge. When her moan vibrated against you again, it sent you spiraling, your hips moving faster, rougher, with a desperation you couldn’t suppress.

You felt yourself reaching the breaking point, your control slipping entirely. Lia’s breathing hitched, her hands shifting to grip you tighter as you thrust one last time. Your release hit like a flood, overwhelming and unstoppable. A guttural groan tore from your throat as you came, the heat surging through you in waves. Lia’s body instinctively tensed beneath you. Her throat worked desperately, swallowing each hot pulse as it filled her mouth. Her gag reflex kicked in more than once, her soft, choked sounds blending with the wet, rhythmic movements that echoed in the room. Despite her efforts, some of it spilled from the corners of her lips, trickling down her chin in thin, glistening streams. Her hands gripped your thighs tighter, her nails pressing into your skin as she did her best to keep up, her flushed cheeks stained with tears and exertion.

Her breathing was uneven, her body trembling with the effort to take everything you gave her. When you finally pulled back, a string of fluid connected you briefly before breaking, her tongue darting out to clean her lips as she gasped for air. Lia’s eyes lifted to meet yours, glassy and dazed, her expression a mix of exhaustion, surprise, and something playful.

She wiped at her chin with the back of her hand, her lips curving into a faint, teasing smile. “Fuck that was hot,” she murmured hoarsely, her voice laced with mischief despite her breathlessness. “What's gotten into you?”

You didn’t respond, the fire in your chest still burning too hot for words. Instead, you leaned down slightly and tapped your member against her cheek a couple of times, the wet sound punctuating the charged silence. Lia blinked up at you, her flushed face lighting up with surprise, a soft gasp escaping her lips.

Without a word, you reached down, your hands finding hers as you pulled her to her feet in one smooth motion. She let out a soft, surprised laugh, stumbling slightly against your chest. Her body was still trembling, her knees unsteady from the intensity of what had just happened. She clung to you for balance, her breath brushing against your neck as she steadied herself. 

Before she could add anything else, your hands moved to her sweatshirt, gripping the fabric at the hem. Her laughter faded into a small, knowing smile as she raised her arms without hesitation, letting you strip it off her in one smooth motion. The air between you felt charged, electric, as the garment fell to the floor.

Her shorts followed quickly, her own fingers fumbling with the waistband as though eager to match your urgency. The two of you moved in tandem, discarding every barrier until she stood before you, bare and breathtaking in the dim light. The soft glow illuminated every curve, every flushed detail of her skin, making her look impossibly beautiful.

You climbed onto the bed, hovering over Lia as she lay beneath you, her chest rising and falling rapidly, her body still trembling from the intensity of earlier. Without a word, you captured her lips in a bruising kiss, pouring all the frustration, anger, and sadness you’d been bottling up into the connection. Her soft moan was muffled against your mouth as she melted into you, her hands reaching up to grip your shoulders.

You didn’t stop there. Your lips trailed away from hers, moving down the curve of her jaw to her neck, where you nipped at her skin with sharp, deliberate bites. Lia gasped and squirmed beneath you, her body reacting instinctively to each sting of your teeth, her fingers clutching at you for balance. The sound of her soft whimpers drove you on, each one fueling the storm raging inside you.

Your hands gripped her thighs, holding her steady as you moved lower, leaving a trail of heated kisses down to her collarbone. You didn’t hesitate to bite there too, hard enough to make her arch her back, her body pressing closer to you as though craving the sting. Her breaths grew quicker, her chest heaving as she writhed beneath your relentless attention.

Her squirming only pushed you further, your need to control, to channel the storm within you, manifesting in the way you held her down. One hand moved to her neck, wrapping around her throat in a firm, deliberate grip. Lia’s reaction was immediate—her body froze for a second, her breath catching, before her eyes fluttered open, locking onto yours. There was no fear in her gaze, only surprise and raw, unfiltered desire.

You didn’t pause, letting your other hand slide down her body, brushing over her stomach before reaching her folds. The heat and slickness there were undeniable, and it made you tighten your grip on her neck as your fingers teased her entrance. Lia gasped, her body jerking at the touch, her hands clutching at the sheets for balance as her hips instinctively pressed toward you.

You didn’t slow down, slipping two fingers inside her in one swift, deliberate motion. Her reaction was instant—a choked moan escaping her lips as her body arched against your hand, her thighs trembling uncontrollably. You tightened your grip on her neck, holding her firmly in place as you set a rough, relentless rhythm, each thrust of your fingers matching the intensity of your emotions.

Her breaths came in short, desperate gasps, her body completely at your mercy. You didn’t let up, your fingers curling inside her, hitting all the right spots as her moans grew louder. The way she reacted—the way her body writhed and her voice broke with every movement—pushed you further into the haze of emotion driving your every move.

Lia’s hands gripped the sheets tightly, her knuckles white as she clawed at the fabric, her head tilting back as her lips parted in a silent plea. Her hips began to shift, trying instinctively to pull away from the overwhelming sensations, but you didn’t give her the chance. Each time her body tried to escape, you followed her movement with ruthless precision, maintaining the relentless pace that left her gasping and trembling beneath you.

“Please,” she choked out, her voice cracking as her hips jerked sharply against your hand, torn between chasing the pleasure and trying to find relief from the intensity. Her thighs quivered as the wet, obscene sounds from her folds filled the room, mixing with her soft, desperate whimpers.

Your fingers thrust with relentless precision, plunging deeply while curling just enough to make Lia cry out with every motion. Her gasps turned into desperate, broken cries, the sound spilling from her lips in sharp, uneven bursts. The way her body tightened and arched against your hand drove you further, your thumb brushing over her clit—first in slow, deliberate circles, then pressing firmly and flicking sharply as her hips jolted against you.

The hand around her neck tightened slightly, your fingers pressing just enough to make her breath catch. The mix of pressure and roughness sent her spiraling, her voice breaking into a low, guttural moan as her eyes fluttered open briefly, wide and glassy, before rolling shut again. Her legs trembled uncontrollably, her entire body trembling as your thumb quickened its pace, alternating between firm, relentless circles and sharp, deliberate flicks that made her hips buck wildly.

Her thighs tried to clamp shut around your hand, her body instinctively attempting to shield itself from the overwhelming sensations, but you didn’t stop. Your pace only grew faster, harder, as though chasing something deeper. Her moans turned into broken cries, her hips jerking helplessly against your hand as you pushed her closer and closer to the edge.

The slick heat from her folds coated your fingers as her walls tightened around you, her body reacting to every motion. Her breath hitched, her cries becoming louder, more desperate. Her hips jerked erratically, trying to escape your relentless pace, but you didn’t let up. The grip on her neck tightened again, her breath coming in shallow gasps as her eyes snapped open for a moment, unfocused and dazed.

“God—” she managed to choke out, her voice breaking as her body convulsed. “I—can’t—”

Her body tensed beneath your touch, her breathing erratic as she teetered on the edge of release. Just as the moment was about to break, you pulled your fingers out abruptly and delivered a sharp smack to her folds. The sudden sting and shock sent a jolt through her entire body, her back arching violently off the bed as a strangled moan tore from her throat.

That was it. Lia shattered beneath you, her climax crashing over her like a tidal wave. Her thighs clamped around your hand, trapping you there as her cries turned raw and broken, each sound carrying the intensity of her release. Her body convulsed, trembling violently as wave after wave of pleasure overtook her. Her hands clutched at the sheets, her nails digging into the fabric as her hips jerked uncontrollably, seeking and shying away from the overwhelming sensations.

You held her firmly, your grip on her neck steady, grounding her as your hand returned to her folds. Your fingers worked with deliberate precision, prolonging her climax as her cries grew louder, more desperate. Her hips bucked wildly against your hand, her body writhing beneath you as she gave in completely to the pleasure overtaking her.

Her release seemed endless, the intensity of it leaving her gasping for breath as her body quaked under your control. The room was filled with the sound of her broken moans and the rhythmic slap of your palm against her oversensitive lips. Each touch seemed to reignite the flames, drawing out her pleasure until her body collapsed back against the bed, trembling and spent.

As the aftershocks coursed through her, her breaths came in ragged, uneven gasps, her chest rising and falling rapidly. Her skin glistened in the dim light, her face flushed and damp as she tried to catch her breath.

You loosened your grip on her neck, your fingers brushing lightly against her skin as you leaned over her. Lia’s eyes fluttered open slowly, glassy and unfocused, her lips parting in a faint, breathless smile. Her body continued to tremble slightly, the lingering sensations leaving her utterly undone beneath you.

You guided Lia’s trembling, sensitive body onto the bed with deliberate intent, her flushed skin glistening as she struggled to catch her breath. Her wide, dazed eyes met yours, still hazy from the intensity of her previous climax, but you weren’t done—not yet. Slowly, you lay down and pulled her back against you, arranging her pliant body with steady hands.

Her back pressed firmly to your chest, her legs spread wide and bent at the knees, her thighs trembling as you slipped your hands beneath them. Your grip steadied her, your fingers curling securely around the back of her thighs, holding her legs in place and spreading her open. The position left her entirely vulnerable, every inch of her body on display. Her arms rested near her sides, loosely pinned between your bodies, emphasizing her complete surrender to you.

Her head tilted back against your shoulder, her neck fully exposed, giving you an unobstructed view of her flushed cheeks, parted lips, and the faint sheen of sweat that glistened on her skin. Lia let out a soft, breathless gasp as the new position registered, her body tensing briefly before relaxing into your hold.

The vulnerability of it, the way your grip anchored her while she was spread open, only seemed to heighten her arousal. “Where did you learn this?…” she murmured, her voice trailing off into a whimper as she felt you press against her entrance. The sensation made her hips shift instinctively, her body eager and trembling as she surrendered completely to the moment.

Without hesitation, you entered her in one deep, deliberate motion. The pace was fast and unrelenting from the start, your thrusts deep and purposeful as you held her firmly in place. Lia cried out, her voice breaking into a desperate moan as her body responded immediately. The position allowed you to reach depths you hadn’t before, and her body clenched tightly around you, the new sensation overwhelming her.

Her head tilted back against your shoulder, her eyes fluttering shut as she gave herself over to you completely. The sheer submissiveness of her posture, her willingness to let you take control, drove you on. You leaned down, your lips brushing the curve of her neck as you pressed open-mouthed kisses along her flushed skin, your teeth grazing lightly before biting down just enough to make her gasp.

Lia let out a trembling gasp as your hand found her clit again, circling it with a firm intensity that made her entire body jolt against you. Her thighs quivered uncontrollably, her hips writhing in an attempt to escape the relentless stimulation. “Wait—” she whimpered, her voice breaking as she tried to shift away from your touch. “I’m sensitive—too much…”

Her words barely registered, muffled by the storm in your mind. The frustration and anger churned like a relentless tide, the image of her smiling, her hand entwined with someone else’s, replaying in your head like a haunting refrain. It consumed you, fueling the roughness in every movement.

You tightened your hold, your hands locking her helplessly in place. Her legs trembled, trying to close against the overstimulation, but the position left her completely vulnerable. With her legs spread wide and pinned by her own weight, she had no leverage, no way to resist as you drove her higher. Her body squirmed, her hips shifting desperately, but your arm around her wrists and your thighs holding hers apart ensured she couldn’t escape.

You leaned in, pressing your lips to the back of her neck where you could reach, the soft curve of her skin damp with sweat. The kiss was possessive, claiming, and when you bit down, she let out a sharp cry, her body arching against yours. The sting of your teeth sent a fresh wave of shivers through her, her voice breaking into a soft whimper as you soothed the bite with another heated kiss.

Lia’s body trembled, her reactions raw and desperate. Each time you bit down, harder now, her cries grew louder, her head tilting back to expose more of her neck as though surrendering completely. Her thighs tried to press together again, but the position made it impossible, leaving her entirely at your mercy.

Her pleas melted into choked moans when your hand left her clit briefly, only to return with a sharp slap. The sound echoed in the room, followed by her broken cry as her body jolted against you. The sting sent her closer to the edge, her breath hitching in ragged gasps as her hips jerked involuntarily.

The relentless combination—the deep, fast thrusts, the circling of your fingers on her clit, and the sharp bites you pressed to her shoulder and neck—pushed her further into a haze of overwhelming sensation. Her cries grew louder, her body trembling violently as she fought against the intensity. Even as her hips shifted and tried to twist away, her body betrayed her with every shiver of arousal, her movements weak and yielding to your pace.

Just as her body tensed in anticipation of release, you pressed harder against her clit, your fingers moving in swift, relentless circles. Lia gasped, her walls clenching tightly around you as her entire body strained, her climax teetering on the brink.

When you sensed she was at her limit, you delivered a sharp, deliberate slap to her clit. Lia screamed, her voice raw and broken as her body convulsed violently. The sharp sting mingled with the overwhelming pleasure, the combination tearing through her with a force that left her trembling uncontrollably. Her thighs twitched against your hands, her chest heaving as she sobbed softly, her cries a mix of pleasure and surrender.

You didn’t stop, your fingers continuing to flick and slap her nub while your thrusts maintained their relentless pace. Her body collapsed further against yours, her legs trembling as the overstimulation sent her spiraling beyond her limits. Another broken scream tore from her throat before her body finally gave out, her muscles going slack as she slumped back onto you, her head falling onto your shoulder.

Her breath came in ragged, uneven gasps, her body trembling as aftershocks coursed through her. You released her wrists, your hands smoothing over her legs as you pressed soft kisses to her temple and along the marks your teeth had left on her shoulder. Her breathing gradually steadied, her skin still flushed and damp as she tried to catch her breath.

Your pace didn’t falter, even as Lia slumped further against you, her body trembling and utterly spent. The overstimulation of her climax had left her broken in the best way, her cries now soft whimpers, her breath hot and uneven against your neck. Her legs remained pinned, trembling as your relentless thrusts sent aftershocks rippling through her. Each deep motion made her body react instinctively, her hips twitching as though trying to pull away, but the position left her helpless, completely at your mercy.

As the intensity built, her breaths grew sharper, her head tilting back against your shoulder. The haze of her earlier release lingered in her glassy eyes, her thoughts slow and unfocused. Yet, as your thrusts grew faster and more erratic, realization flickered faintly in her expression. She gasped softly, her thighs twitching against your hold.

“Wait…” she murmured, her voice trembling and breathless, her mind catching up to what her body already knew. “Don’t… don’t cum inside me,” she pleaded, her tone cracking under the weight of her exhaustion and arousal.

Her words were faint, almost drowned out by the rhythmic sound of your hips meeting hers. Her protest lacked strength, her body betraying her as her warmth clenched tightly around you, pulling you deeper with every motion. Even as she tried to speak again, her words dissolved into soft, broken whimpers, her thighs trembling violently as her overstimulated body refused to resist what was coming.

You could feel the tension coiling tighter, the edge drawing closer with every thrust. Her whispered plea echoed faintly in your mind, but the overwhelming heat, the way she writhed beneath you, the way her body pulled you in, made it impossible to stop. The last thread of your restraint snapped as her walls tightened around you one final time.

“Fuck…” you murmured hoarsely, your voice trembling with the urgency of your release. Her body stiffened briefly, her lips parting in a faint gasp of realization, but she couldn’t move, her legs pinned wide and her body limp in your hold.

With a guttural groan, you pressed as deep as you could, your release surging into her in powerful, shuddering waves. Lia���s breath hitched sharply, her fingers weakly clutching at your arms as she felt the warmth spreading inside her. “Oh my God…” she whispered, her voice barely audible as her head fell forward, her body twitching in response to the unfamiliar sensation. The flush on her cheeks deepened, a mix of disbelief and something unspoken as she lay trembling against you.

When the last tremors subsided, you loosened your grip slightly, your hands smoothing over her legs as they remained draped across your hips. Her breathing was ragged, her chest rising and falling rapidly as she tried to catch her breath. The room was quiet except for the faint sound of your mingled breathing, heavy with the weight of what had just happened.

Lia’s voice came out as a whisper, trembling with exhaustion but edged with frustration. “Too much… it was too much…” Her body twitched beneath you, her trembling legs sprawled limply against your hips. Her chest rose and fell in uneven gasps, her gaze hazy but laced with something sharper as she tried to steady herself.

Then her eyes locked onto yours, and the flush on her cheeks deepened, no longer just from exertion. “I can’t believe you came inside me,” she muttered, her voice low but biting. “You know we can’t do that.”

Her words cut through the heavy air, and for a moment, her expression hardened as she tried to assert control over the whirlwind of emotions swirling between you. But the tension in her brows faltered as her body gave a faint, involuntary shudder, the lingering sensation of everything pooling inside her impossible to ignore.

She shifted slightly in your hold, her thighs twitching, her skin hypersensitive and her mind torn between anger and something much more confusing. Her lips parted as if she wanted to say more, to reprimand you further, but no words came. Instead, she turned her head to the side, her expression tight, though not entirely resolute.

Inside, you could tell she was battling herself. The heat spreading across her neck and cheeks, the way her legs trembled against yours, betrayed a truth she didn’t want to face. Even though she was angry—she had every reason to be—the intensity of what had happened, the rawness of being completely at your mercy, lingered in ways she couldn’t deny.

Lia let out a sharp exhale, her body relaxing slightly against you as her anger seemed to ebb, replaced by a reluctant acceptance. Her head fell back onto the pillow, her breathing still uneven, her lips pressing together in a faint line. The silence between you was heavy, her internal conflict palpable, as the reality of the moment settled over both of you.

Her eyes met yours, and for a moment, the air between you was filled with something unspoken, a tenderness that lingered even as exhaustion pulled at you both.

“Jisu,” you said suddenly, the word breaking the silence like a crack of thunder.

She turned onto her side, propping herself up on one elbow to look at you. “Hmm?”

“Can this ever be more?” The question came out unsteady, raw with emotion, as though it had torn its way out of you.

Her smile faded, replaced by something gentler but distant. She sighed softly, the blanket slipping slightly as she shifted to sit up. “We’ve talked about this,” she said, her tone careful but firm. “The reason this works is because it’s casual. It’s… uncomplicated. That’s why it’s good.”

You turned your head to look at her, searching her expression for something—anything—that might suggest she felt the same way you did. But all you saw was a calm resolve. “You’re great,” she continued, her voice quieter now. “You really are. But if we start complicating things, it’ll ruin what we have, could you imagine even trying to do this while one of us has feelings.”

Her words struck you like a punch, each one cutting deeper than the last. You forced a small, hollow smile, nodding as if you understood. “Yeah,” you said quietly. “You’re right…”

Lia’s hand brushed over your arm lightly, reassuringly, before she lay back down beside you, curling into your side as though nothing had happened. But something had. For you, the illusion that this could be enough had shattered, and no matter how hard you tried to tell yourself otherwise, you couldn’t shake the feeling that this was the beginning of the end.

As Lia slept peacefully beside you, you stared at the ceiling, your mind racing. You couldn’t keep doing this—not when your feelings for her only grew stronger with each passing day, and not when she had made it clear she would never see you the way you saw her.

You slipped out of her bed quietly, careful not to wake her. The city lights outside her window cast long shadows across the room as you let out a soft apology,dressed and left. You told yourself that it would be the last time, that you couldn’t go back—not for her, not for anyone. You needed to find someone who would value you, who would want you the way you wanted them.

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The next morning, Lia woke up alone, sunlight filtering softly through her curtains as the warmth of the day began to creep into the room. She stirred slowly, her body aching in unfamiliar ways—her neck, her thighs, her core—all reminders of the intensity of the night before. She shifted slightly, wincing at the tenderness, and as the memories flooded back, her cheeks flushed with heat. The rawness of how you had been with her, the way you had consumed her so completely, lingered in her mind, each thought sending a fresh wave of warmth coursing through her.

Reaching for her phone, she hesitated for a moment, her fingers hovering over the screen. After a deep breath, she typed a quick message: “Last night was amazing. Thank you.”

She hit send, expecting the usual quick reply. You were always good at responding, rarely making her wait more than a few minutes. It was one of the constants she had come to rely on—your availability, your attentiveness. But as the minutes stretched into hours, her screen remaining frustratingly blank, she shrugged it off. You’re probably just busy, she told herself, though a faint unease began to creep into her thoughts, like a whisper she couldn’t ignore.

Life moved forward, as it always did, her schedule swallowing her days whole. But the unease grew, a quiet nagging in the back of her mind that wouldn’t go away. Still no reply. No follow-up. No late-night texts asking about her day or teasing her about something silly. It was unlike you, and with every passing day, it became harder to shake the feeling that something was wrong.

Desperate for distraction, she agreed to another date with the idol, convincing herself it was the right thing to do. But from the moment they sat down at the trendy café, everything about the evening felt wrong. The vibrant chatter of the other patrons blurred into background noise, his words barely registering as she stared down at her phone, her thumb hovering over the unanswered message. It sat there, unopened, like a stark reminder of your absence.

He tried to make conversation, asking about her work and cracking lighthearted jokes, but her responses were flat, distracted. Her mind kept drifting—back to you. She could almost hear your laugh, picture the way you would have teased her about spending too much time scrolling on her phone. She thought about the little things you did, the gestures that had woven themselves into her daily life: bringing her food after late practices, the way you always seemed to know when she needed comforting, and the talks that stretched into the early hours of the morning when her world felt too heavy.

Her chest tightened as she realized it wasn’t just about the sex anymore—though that had been incredible. It was everything else, the way you had quietly become her anchor without her noticing. She missed you, in ways that went beyond physical, in ways she couldn’t ignore.

As the date dragged on, her unease grew heavier. She looked at him across the table, saw the effort he was putting into keeping her attention, and felt the guilt creep in. He wasn’t the problem. He was polite, charming even, but he wasn’t you. He didn’t make her feel grounded the way you did. He didn’t know her tells, didn’t know how to navigate her quiet moods or the way her smiles didn’t always reach her eyes.

She excused herself earlier than planned, her heart heavy as she walked out into the cool night air. Her fingers hovered over her phone again, the thought of calling you overwhelming her. But as she stared at your name in her contacts, she couldn’t bring herself to press it. Not yet.

Days turned into a week, and Lia’s desperation grew. Every thought of you tightened the ache in her chest, the longing building until it was impossible to ignore. It wasn’t just about the intimacy anymore—it was everything else. The little moments, the times you made her feel understood, cared for, seen. The absence of those moments was suffocating.

She couldn’t shake the feeling that something inside her was shifting. Something she hadn’t wanted to see before but now couldn’t deny. You weren’t just her escape, her comfort—you had become something so much more. Finally, she turned to someone she trusted: Yeji.

The three of you had always been close, bonded not just by your ages but by a shared sense of humor and camaraderie. After practice one evening, Lia found Yeji in the lounge, scrolling through her phone. Her heart pounded as she sat down across from her, working up the courage to speak.

“Yeji,” Lia began, her voice quieter than usual as she fidgeted with the edge of her hoodie.

Yeji glanced up, raising an eyebrow. “What’s up?”

Lia hesitated, her usual confidence replaced by uncertainty. “You know about… my arrangement, right?”

Yeji set her phone down, her gaze sharpening slightly. “Oh, yeah,” she said, a hint of amusement in her tone. “I know about it.”

Lia’s fingers twisted the fabric of her hoodie, her nerves fraying. “Have you… talked to him lately? Do you know where he is?”

Yeji’s expression softened, the teasing fading as she leaned back against the couch. “Yeah, we’ve talked,” she admitted, her voice even. “But I don’t think I should tell you more than that.”

The words hit Lia harder than she expected. Her stomach twisted, and her voice dropped. “Why not?” she asked, almost pleading. “I just… I miss him. I didn’t think I would, but I do. I didn’t realize how much he meant to me until he wasn’t there anymore.”

Yeji sighed, studying her closely. “Lia, you have to ask yourself why he’s not here right now,” she said, her voice steady but not unkind. “You had to know how he felt—maybe you didn’t want to admit it, but it was obvious.”

Lia looked down, her throat tightening as Yeji’s words sank in. “I didn’t mean to hurt him,” she murmured. “I just… I didn’t know.”

Yeji leaned forward slightly, her voice softer now. “I think he needed space, Lia. He couldn’t keep pretending to be okay with what you two had. And now? I think you’re realizing how much he really means to you.”

Lia’s fingers curled tightly around her hoodie, her heart sinking further. “I miss him,” she said quietly. “Not just… what we had. I miss everything. I don’t know what to do.”

Yeji shook her head gently. “I’m not going to tell you where he is—it wouldn’t be fair. But if you feel this way, you need to figure it out before it’s too late.”

Lia nodded slowly, Yeji’s words settling heavily in her chest. For the next few days, she replayed every moment in her mind—every late-night talk, every thoughtful gesture, every quiet look that made her feel safe. The realization of how much she missed you, how deeply she cared, grew sharper with each passing day.

Finally, she couldn’t take it anymore. Lia grabbed her phone with trembling hands and called. The first call went to voicemail, then the next, and the one after that. Still, she didn’t stop. Each unanswered ring only heightened her desperation. She began texting, her messages growing shorter and more frantic with each passing hour.

“I need to talk to you.”“Please, can you call me back?”“Just… say something.”

When the texts went unanswered, she left voicemails, her voice cracking under the weight of her emotions. “I… I really want to talk. Please, can we meet? Just let me know.” Every message sounded more raw than the last, the silence on the other end of the line gnawing at her chest like an open wound.

She lost count of how many times she called—her phone logs a mess of missed attempts, her inbox filled with drafts of unsent messages she couldn’t bring herself to delete. Each night, she lay awake, staring at her phone, willing it to light up with your name. The waiting was unbearable, each moment stretching endlessly as hope began to waver.

Just when she was on the verge of giving up, her phone buzzed. Her heart skipped a beat, and she scrambled to pick it up. It was you. A simple message: “Okay. Let’s meet.”

Relief and apprehension washed over her in equal measure. She stared at the screen, her fingers hovering over the keyboard, unsure how to respond. After a long pause, she simply typed, “Thank you.”

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When you finally met, the air was heavy with tension, every unspoken word between you settling like a weight in the small café. Lia sat across from you, her usual poise stripped away. Her hands fidgeted in her lap, twisting the edge of her sleeve, her eyes fixed on the untouched coffee in front of her. The faintest hint of color rose in her cheeks, betraying the vulnerability she was trying to hide.

You watched her carefully, your own nerves coiling tighter with every second of silence. Her lips parted slightly, as though she wanted to speak, but the words didn’t come right away. Finally, she took a deep breath and looked up at you.

“I’m sorry,” she said, her voice trembling but steady enough to hold your gaze. “For everything. For not seeing how you felt, for taking you for granted.”

Her words caught you off guard, the raw honesty cutting through the tension. You blinked, unsure how to respond at first. “I should be the one apologizing,” you said after a moment, your voice quieter than you intended. “For ghosting you, for catching feelings in the first place. I—”

“Don’t,” Lia interrupted gently, her voice firm but laced with regret. Her eyes finally met yours, and the warmth there made your chest ache. “Don’t apologize for liking me. Please. I need to say something first.”

You froze, her words silencing the flood of guilt that had been building inside you. She fidgeted with her sleeve, her gaze flickering downward for a moment before she looked back at you, her expression unguarded.

“I like you,” she said softly, the words landing with a weight that made your breath catch. “So much. I think I have for a while, but I didn’t know… or maybe I just didn’t let myself realize it. I got so comfortable with you always being there, and when you were gone, it felt like a piece of me was missing.”

Her cheeks flushed deeper, and her hands stilled as she continued, her voice trembling but resolute. “I thought keeping things casual was easier—safer—because I didn’t want to risk losing you. But I was selfish. I didn’t think about what you needed or how much it might be hurting you.

Her voice cracked slightly, but she didn’t stop. “I’m so sorry for everything. For not being considerate of your feelings, for pushing you away when you tried to tell me how you felt. You deserved more than that—more than I gave you—and it kills me that I hurt you because I was too scared to be honest.”

Her words tumbled out in a rush, raw and vulnerable. She took another breath, her eyes glistening as she looked at you, waiting. “Do you still…” she began, her voice quieter now, hesitant. “Do you still like me? Because if you do… I promise I’ll be better. I’ll try harder. I won’t take you for granted again.”

The question hung in the air, heavy and trembling with sincerity. You stared at her, the tight ache in your chest threatening to spill over. The vulnerability in her eyes, the way her fingers nervously twisted at her sleeve, the unsteady rise and fall of her breath—it was Lia, stripped of all pretense, offering herself to you in a way she never had before.

“I miss you,” you said, your voice thick with emotion, the words spilling out before you could stop them. “More than I can even say. And yes, Lia, I still like you. I don’t think I ever stopped.”

Her lips parted slightly, her eyes widening as relief and hope washed over her face. A small, trembling smile broke through her uncertainty, and she reached across the table, her hand brushing yours. You didn’t hesitate, your fingers curling around hers as the tension between you seemed to dissolve, replaced by a quiet, tentative warmth.

For a moment, neither of you moved, the air between you heavy but no longer with tension—this time, it was full of possibility. Lia’s fingers tightened slightly around yours, her gaze searching your face as though she was committing this moment to memory. Then, softly, she asked, “Can I… kiss you?”

Her voice was quiet, almost shy, a stark contrast to the confident Lia you had always known. You felt your breath hitch, the question catching you off guard even though you knew the answer. You nodded, unable to form words, and her lips twitched into a faint, nervous smile.

When she leaned forward, the world around you seemed to still. The noise of the café, the clinking of dishes, the hum of conversations—it all faded as her face came closer, her hand still firmly in yours. The first brush of her lips against yours was tentative, testing, but the moment they met, something shifted.

This kiss wasn’t like the others. You’d kissed Lia before—passionate, heated, messy kisses in the haze of your arrangement. But this? This was entirely different. This kiss wasn’t rushed, wasn’t fueled by lust or need. It was soft, deliberate, full of emotion you hadn’t allowed yourself to name before. It felt like kissing her for the first time, like discovering something new, something sacred.

Her lips were warm and inviting, moving against yours with a tenderness that sent shivers through you. There was no urgency, no pretense, just the quiet connection between you as the kiss deepened, your free hand instinctively reaching up to cradle her cheek. She leaned into your touch, her fingers threading lightly through your hair as she let out a soft sigh, her body relaxing into the moment.

For Lia, the kiss was no less transformative. She’d kissed you countless times before, but this—this felt like peeling away every wall she’d built, every mask she’d worn. This was the kiss she hadn’t let herself imagine, the kiss she hadn’t realized she needed until now. It wasn’t just the physical connection—it was the way your hand trembled slightly as you cupped her cheek, the way you held her like she was the most important thing in the world.

When you finally pulled back, both of you were breathless, your foreheads resting against each other as your eyes met. Her lips were parted, her cheeks flushed, her gaze full of something you couldn’t quite describe but felt deep in your chest. You could see it reflected back at you: this wasn’t just a kiss. This was everything.

“That…” Lia murmured softly, her voice trailing off as she searched for the right words, her fingers brushing against your jaw. “That felt… different.”

“Yeah,” you whispered, your voice low and raw with emotion. “It did.”

Neither of you moved to pull away, the space between you too fragile, too precious to break. For the first time, it felt like you were both on the same page, and the weight of everything that had come before fell away, leaving only the warmth of this moment.

The silence stretched again, but this time it felt less heavy, more open—like the air between you had shifted, lighter somehow. You cleared your throat, your fingers drumming lightly against the edge of the table as you searched for the right words, your heartbeat quickening with each passing second. “So, um…” you began, awkwardness thick in your voice as your eyes darted away from hers. “If you’re free later… I mean, after this—if you want, we could, I don’t know, grab dinner or something?”

Lia tilted her head slightly, her lips curving into a small, knowing smile that widened just enough to let you know she understood exactly what you were trying to say. Her cheeks flushed faintly, the color rising against her soft complexion. “Are you asking me out?” she teased lightly, her tone warm, her eyes sparkling with a mixture of amusement and curiosity.

You let out a nervous laugh, rubbing the back of your neck as you tried to play it cool. “Maybe. I mean… yeah, I guess I am.”

Her smile softened into something more genuine, more tender. “I’d like that,” she said quietly, her voice carrying just the right hint of sincerity to make your chest feel lighter. “I haven’t eaten yet.”

The relief that washed over you was palpable, and without a second thought, you stood, holding out your hand. Lia’s gaze flicked down to your outstretched fingers, hesitation flickering for only a moment before she reached out and took your hand, her fingers curling around yours in a gesture that felt at once familiar and entirely new. Her touch sent a warmth through you, steadying your nerves as the tension between you eased further.

As you walked out of the café together, her hand warm in yours, the world around you seemed to blur into insignificance. The usual noise of the city streets—honking cars, chatter from passersby—faded into the background as the two of you fell into an easy rhythm. Lia’s steps matched yours, her shoulder occasionally brushing against your arm, and every now and then, you glanced at her. Her soft smile, illuminated by the golden glow of the streetlights, carried a quiet promise that made your heart ache in the best way.

You gave her hand a gentle squeeze, testing the waters, and she looked up at you, her eyes bright with a mixture of shyness and excitement. The small action spoke louder than words, her slight squeeze in return confirming what you both already knew: this wasn’t just two friends reconnecting. This was something new, something fragile yet full of possibility.

By the time you reached the restaurant, the hesitation you’d felt earlier had all but melted away. The hum of the city was a distant backdrop as you opened the door for her, gesturing for her to enter first. She smiled, murmuring a quiet “thank you” as she stepped inside, her gaze lingering on yours for just a beat longer than necessary.

Inside, the warm, inviting glow of the restaurant felt like an extension of the moment you were sharing. As you sat down, the conversation flowed more easily, the earlier tension giving way to lighthearted laughter and comfortable silences that spoke of a connection neither of you could deny. And as you watched her, her smile radiant and her eyes sparkling across the table, you knew without a doubt: this wasn’t just a return to what you had before. This was the beginning of something real.

[meraki-yao]

An exchange student from Canada saw me crying and gave me a tissue. We talked. He's really nice. I'm sane now.

This is going to be a full vent. This is my full story on this situation. Only read if you want to and if you're okay with it. Also warning, this is long as fuck, I really trauma dumped here.

tw: suicidal thoughts, self-harm

Backstory: High School

I was labelled as a jack of all trades, master of none. I'm naturally a more art/social science/emotion/humanities person, but I took STEM subjects in high school (Physics, Chemistry, Information & Technology/ Computer, and Calculus & Algebra), partly because these subjects had objective, standard answers, which supposedly makes getting marks in exams easier, partly because I felt like I had to as my parents are both PhD in engineering, and at that point I still thought I had to be "my parents' daughter".

So throughout high school, all my external achievements were humanities/arts related while my studies were STEM orientated. But I struggled a lot with my STEM subjects (except for Computer because a lot of that is just stuff you would know if you use one a lot), and I mean, a lot. As in failing quizzes, fucking up assignments. Thank God I had really kind teachers who cared more about my mental health than my grades and were willing to help and accommodate my needs. But there were many times when I straight up broke down during a lesson and ran off to the social worker's. I skipped several lessons because I just couldn't go to class and try to listen when voices in my head were all yelling at how much of a useless piece of shit I was. I would spend three hours on a single question, and still get it wrong. It always felt like no matter what I did, I would go nowhere. And it didn't help that when I asked for help from my parents, their response would always first be "How can you not know something so simple". By senior year I gave up and started asking my friends and the internet.

On the contrary, I thrived in my language classes and liberal studies class. Even if I initially sucked due to the change in the system, I asked, I studied, I worked and I improved. I got somewhere. Effort paid off in a fair ratio. I never needed to ask my parents anything about that. I never needed to ask anyone other than my teacher. I loved doing my homework in those subjects. My writings were printed out as examples for the whole class. It was great.

Backstory: College Selection

By the time college choices rolled around I had no idea what to choose. At the same time, my mother was also suggesting I go to mainland Chinese universities for my undergrad, and I didn't want that. Going to the States or the UK wasn't affordable for my family, so I opted to stay local, to the dismay of my whole extended family.

So in the mess of all of this and no parental support because they are Chinese stereotypes who think the only courses worth studying are doctor and lawyer, my school's career counsellor suggested Bachelor of Arts and Studies to me (here's their website) a new personalized interdisciplinary degree in HKU. And I was so happy. It felt right. It felt like putting a on tailored dress. And despite my parents' protest, I put that as my first choice.

College entrance exams came and went. Overall I did pretty well. Got top scores in Chinese, English, Liberal Studies, and Computer. Got average for Chemistry, Math and Physic despite spending most of my study leave on these subjects. Just passed Calculus.

So the way the local system works (it's called JUPAS if you wanna look it up) is that by the end of November, you need to submit your 20 university programme choices, but after the public exam result is released, you're assigned 24 hours to change your choices.

And this is where everything started going to hell for me.

My parents, who in the first round of selection, compromised and let me put what I wanted, looked at my marks, and my choices, and vetoed everything. They said I'm not gonna get a job with an interdisciplinary degree, there's no career path for psychology, that the arts and science degree was created because the art, social science and science faculty didn't have that many people.

A different advisor, one who didn't know me personally suggested my current programme: biomedical engineering, which basically combines medicine with engineering. They said it's a lucrative career since health service is in demand, and with my basis in STEM subject I would do well, and that it's easier to go from a science subject to humanities if I want to do something different in post-grad than vice versa. By this time I had 2 hours left before confirmation.

If we were to completely ignore me as an individual, they're right. This would be the logical choice.

But at that point, I already knew it felt wrong. But unfortunately for me, all I could say is it felt wrong, which isn't a strong rebuttal.

With no "logical" rebuttal, two yelling parents and a fucked up head, sobbing, I changed my first choice to this programme. I cut my arm with a cutter over the myriad of scars I gave myself over the years. I told my best friend who was asking if I was ok, that I'll give it a go, and if it doesn't work I'll find a way out. I told the rest of my close friends that my undergrad will be me paying a debt to my parents, and I'd figure out my own dream in the future.

I shouldn't have caved in.

Back Story: University

University started. Immediately it felt wrong. Save for my elective (HKU has this really cool thing called Common Core, look it up if you're interested but essentially it's compulsory electives) I felt so detached from my engineering courses. I couldn't explain, just an inherent feeling that I don't belong here.

It didn't help that it was at this time that I realized I straight-up don't like biology.

Managed through year 1 first semester with average grades. Semester 2 I didn't have any courses directly related to the programme save for a probability & stats course that I fucked my way through. The rest of my grades were pretty good, even got two A- s. The feeling that I didn't belong persisted but popped up a little less.

Now: Breaking

Year 2 came, and from the moment in August when I had to sign up for courses, the feeling of wrongness came back in full force, amplified, even. It felt all-consuming.

This is from my diary:

"I don't wanna be here. I don't want this degree. I don't want this career God I don't want it. It's doesn't fit. I don't fit in this space. This isn't mind. It feels like dysmorphia. It feels like tar, black and toxic and vicious, sticking to my skin, trying to mould my body into something I'm not, to seep into my skin and dye my blood a dull shade of grey. I wanna fucking run away. I wanna fucking die. I don't fucking know what to do."

You guys kind of know the rest, because that's when I met you guys and started feeling safer here than anywhere else, and vented here. But for reference

September

October

November

December

January, January, Fuck you January

I skipped class. I got antidepressants. I binge ate and became overweight. Failed three classes. Parents didn't find out anything until the grades came out. Then they lost their mind.

Now: Not Enough

They blamed me for not trying hard enough.

They said oh failures happen, you have to learn from your mistakes and try again.

I have to set up a proper routine. Dedicate all my time and energy to staying physically healthy and studying. Spent my "free time" thinking. I even got berated for listening to music with headphones on.

Dad asked me why did I fail biochemistry. I said it was hard, the pace was fast, and I don't like the subject. He said there's no point in not liking it.

Mom said I needed to get rid of the idea that this degree is against me and accept it, that I shouldn't dwell on what-ifs from the past, and all the reasons they convinced me to choose this still stands, that learning is a fun and interesting thing that I should take joy in, that I won't be able to handle being a psychiatrist, that I used to be such a star student what the fuck happened to me, that each path has their own difficulties and I'm already on this road so why won't I just keeping going for the next two years, that if I quit and start over I'll be older than my cohort and my friends will all graduate before me and why won't I just follow the normal path dammit

SO EVERYTHING IS MY FUCKING FAULT HUH??

I don't fucking know anymore.

Now: The present

The reason I was crying earlier, was that I went to have a meeting with an academic advisor to ask about the possibility of transferring to a different programme.

There are two ways.

One, apply for an internal transfer by June. But that requires exceptional grades, and I don't have that.

Two, quit university and re-apply with my college entrance exam results. But then none of the credits I earned in the past two years will be transferred. All will expire. I went through shit for nothing except to confirm my mistake is a mistake.

I might figure something out when I'm not crying my brains out but right now neither option sounds like an option to me.

I could barely ask anything intelligent afterwards because I was trying so hard to stop myself from breaking down immediately.

Now: How I feel

I'm not supposed to feel like this. This is not normal. This is not how my university life is supposed to go. It cannot be normal to want to die every day.

The moment I realised this was fundamentally wrong was when I looked at my high school friends' social media, and saw them living their best lives: dating, joining the committee of societies, getting awards and scholarships, jobs and internships, travelling, going to parties, everything a young person should be doing. My best friend is chasing her dreams to became an actress at NYU TISHC, already getting paids acting jobs at year 1, going to prominent events, maintaining a 3.9 GPA, goes out partying all while maintaining a long distance relationship with her athletes boyfriend who is the best of the best in Asian youth, handsome, and just a great guy in general.

I'm supposed to be on the same level as them.

I'm from an elite class of an elite school in an elite city. I've been on city radio four times and city-wide broadcast television once. I was on four department/society committees, two of which I was chairlady. I wrote and directed my own play. My name was followed by seven internal awards when it was my turn to get my diploma during the graduation ceremony. I aced my classes. My drawing and writing had been in my school's anthology and yearbook. I genuinely enjoyed learning.

I'm not supposed to be this.

I'm not supposed to be this depressed, overweight person who can't get out of bed and skips classes and fails courses. I'm not supposed to be this stagnant, I was always moving. I was always giving it my 100%. I'm not supposed to not make any friends and want to stay in my bed all the time. I'm not supposed to be insomniac, or sick, or depressed, or overweight.

I was always fighting.

I don't have any energy in me anymore to fight.

I'm not supposed to turn out like this. This isn't who I want to be/ I hate whoever I am now. This isn't right.

But I'm fucking stuck, I don't know what's the truth, I don't know how valid "I don't like this" is.

A lot of people tell me to just ignore what my parents say but it's really not that simple. I only realized they can hurt me despite loving me and it's not my fault last year. And even then it's hard to stay firm on this belief. Because truthfully, I don't know what's right, I only know what feels wrong.

Fuck this. I want to fast forward until the day I figure shit out. I want to live here on Tumblr.

Fuck everything.

[venomous-ragno]

Hi how's it going? Please ignore this if it's not a good time. I'm not sure if questions are allowed at the moment!

I was wondering if someone wanted to become a medic or doctor, how hard is it and what are the barriers of entry to become a medic and get into medical school in the Bundeswehr? Do you have to have certain A levels grades in math courses, biology, physics, chemistry to qualify? You mentioned that one of your A levels was in history; did the screening tests for your military career path have difficult science/math questions?

In Canada to even get into an Bachelor's science before med school you have to have top grades in the prerequisite courses for all of the subjects above. There are no A level exams to take if you self-study, so if you don't pick the right subjects in high school then the medical field is pretty much locked out for you. I'm not sure about how it works in the military here though.

Hello dear! Questions are welcome anytime, though I'm sorry it took me so long to get to yours T^T

Both a medic and a doctor come with an officers rank in the military: The rank of a staff sargeant as a medic and the rank of a major (in the medical corps) as a doctor.

In other words: After you're done with basics, studies and medical training etc etc, you'll have a rank that grants you a certain position of power.

For career paths like these, psychological exams as well as "personality based" exams are extremely important. The former explains itself I believe, but the latter is where it gets tough. It's like you're sitting in front of a board of directors, all of high ranks, who ask you a variety of questions. These questions vary in difficulty, some are more casual, whereas others are meant to examine your morality and principles. They evaluate you from a standpoint of professionalism, teamspirit and leadership capabilities by putting you into difficult to handle, no-right-answer-situations. I swear my heart beat in a rythm that would've put someone into a coma, felt like I was sweating puddles on the floor--

The initial entrance exams do cover a variety of topics: Maths, Physics, English, German (aka the official language of your respective country), a brief part about German history and then some personality based questions to weed out potential nazis. (I did see someone get kicked purely based on how he answered those last few questions.)

My A level subjects didn't matter much when I applied for the military tbh. All they want you to have is the A levels with some decent grades. Trying to study medicine outside of the military however? Good luck trying to get a spot. They're extremely picky even if you do end up having the best grades one could possibly have.

[anti-katsuki-lounge]

In my AU, I'm inspired by the idea that Izuku started training for One for All very early, mainly around 11 and 12 years old. I also have the concept of All Might (Toshinori) training not only Izuku, but other young people, like Tenya and Ochako, to create a friendship between Izuku and them. I also suggest making All Might send them to study in the United States of America and then they come back to take the UA entrance exam. I really liked the idea that Cathleen (Star and Stripes) was involved in the training of Izuku and their friends, I'm inspired by two good fanfics which are My Hero Academia: Ultra Achievement and Revolution in Green. I want to give MHA a new look, I also think about expanding the universe to other countries, like Canada and South Korea, also a good idea?

That sounds like a great idea 😊.

[argroupofedu5]

Your Path to a Bright Future: MBBS in India

Pursuing MBBS in India is a dream for thousands of students. With its world-class medical colleges, experienced faculty, and affordable tuition fees, India is one of the most popular destinations for medical education. Whether you're looking for colleges in metropolitan cities or smaller towns, the diversity of options ensures there’s something for everyone. 

In this article, we’ll explore why MBBS in India is an excellent choice, with a focus on medical colleges in Haryana and Uttar Pradesh (UP). 

Why Choose MBBS in India?

India is home to some of the best medical colleges in the world. The Medical Council of India (MCI) regulates these institutions to maintain high educational standards. Here’s why students prefer MBBS in India:

Affordable Education: Compared to other countries, the cost of pursuing MBBS in India is much lower, making it accessible for students from all financial backgrounds.

Quality Infrastructure: Indian medical colleges offer state-of-the-art labs, research facilities, and modern classrooms that provide students with hands-on learning experiences.

Global Recognition: Indian medical degrees are recognized worldwide, allowing graduates to practice in countries like the US, UK, Canada, and Australia.

Vast Clinical Exposure: With India's large population, students get significant exposure to diverse medical cases during their training.

Cultural Diversity: Students from different parts of the country come together, creating a rich cultural and learning environment.

Top Locations for MBBS in India

Among all the states in India, Haryana and Uttar Pradesh (UP) have gained recognition for their top-tier medical colleges.

MBBS in Haryana: A Hub for Quality Medical Education

Haryana is rapidly emerging as an educational hub, offering some of the finest medical colleges in North India. Here’s why MBBS in Haryana is an excellent choice:

Advanced Medical Colleges: Haryana has numerous medical institutions equipped with cutting-edge technology and facilities.

Central Location: Being close to Delhi, Haryana provides easy access to internships and training in renowned hospitals in the capital city.

Scholarship Opportunities: Haryana’s government and private institutions offer scholarships for meritorious students, reducing the financial burden.

Top Medical Colleges in Haryana:

Pandit Bhagwat Dayal Sharma Post Graduate Institute of Medical Sciences (PGIMS), Rohtak.

BPS Government Medical College for Women, Sonepat.

SGT Medical College, Gurugram.

The combination of high-quality education and practical exposure makes MBBS in Haryana a perfect choice for aspiring medical students. 

MBBS in UP: A State of Diverse Medical Colleges

When it comes to studying MBBS in UP, students are spoiled for choice. Uttar Pradesh is known for its vast network of government and private medical colleges.

Affordable Tuition Fees: Government medical colleges in Uttar Pradesh offer highly subsidized tuition fees, making them an attractive option for many students.

Experienced Faculty: Medical colleges in Uttar Pradesh boast faculty members who are experts in their respective fields.

Hands-on Training: Students gain extensive clinical experience in government hospitals, which handle a large number of patients daily.

Top Medical Colleges in UP:

King George’s Medical University (KGMU), Lucknow.

Banaras Hindu University (BHU), Varanasi.

Dr. Ram Manohar Lohia Institute of Medical Sciences, Lucknow.

Choosing MBBS in UP ensures students receive not only academic excellence but also practical knowledge that prepares them for real-world challenges.

Admission Process for MBBS in India

The admission process for MBBS in India is straightforward but requires dedication and preparation. Here’s an overview:

NEET Exam: To secure admission, students must clear the National Eligibility cum Entrance Test (NEET), which is the mandatory medical entrance exam in India.

Application: After the NEET results are out, students can apply to their preferred medical colleges in India.

Counseling: States like Haryana and Uttar Pradesh conduct counseling sessions to allot seats in government and private colleges.

Seat Allotment: Based on NEET rank and seat availability, students are offered admission to medical colleges.

Tips for Aspiring Medical Students

If you are preparing to pursue MBBS in India, here are some tips to ensure your success:

Start Early: Begin your NEET preparation as early as Class 11 to build a strong foundation.

Choose the Right Coaching: Enroll in a reputed coaching institute or use online learning platforms for guidance.

Time Management: Allocate equal time to Physics, Chemistry, and Biology, as all subjects hold equal importance in NEET.

Mock Tests: Regularly attempt mock tests to assess your preparation level and improve time management skills.

Stay Updated: Keep track of the latest NEET syllabus and examination pattern to avoid surprises.

Career Opportunities After MBBS in India

An MBBS degree from India opens up numerous career opportunities:

Postgraduate Specialization: Pursue MD/MS in your area of interest to become a specialist.

Practice Medicine: Start your practice as a licensed doctor in India or abroad.

Hospital Administration: Move into healthcare management and take up administrative roles in hospitals.

Medical Research: Contribute to the advancement of medical science through research.

Teaching: Become a professor in medical colleges and inspire the next generation of doctors.

Conclusion

Pursuing MBBS in India is a life-changing decision that promises a fulfilling career in medicine. With options like MBBS in Haryana and MBBS in UP, students have access to world-class education, advanced facilities, and diverse career paths.

If you dream of becoming a doctor, start preparing today. Choose the right medical college, work hard, and take the first step toward a successful career in the field of medicine.

[komal7676]

MBBS in Abroad: Affordable Medical Education in Kazakhstan and Georgia

For students seeking affordable and high-quality medical education, pursuing an MBBS in Abroad is an excellent option. Two standout countries offering medical degrees at competitive prices are Kazakhstan and Georgia. Both nations provide globally recognized medical programs with modern infrastructure, ensuring students receive top-tier education at a fraction of the cost compared to other countries like the U.S. or the U.K. In this guide, we'll delve into why MBBS in Kazakhstan and MBBS in Georgia are smart choices for aspiring doctors.

Why Choose MBBS in Kazakhstan?

Kazakhstan has emerged as a favored destination for medical education due to its blend of affordability, quality, and global recognition. MBBS in Kazakhstan leading medical institutions like Al-Farabi Kazakh National University and South Kazakhstan Medical Academy offer programs that are accredited by organizations such as WHO, UNESCO, and MCI. These institutions provide modern facilities, experienced faculty, and practical training that equips students with the skills needed to excel in the medical field.

Here are key benefits of studying MBBS in Kazakhstan:

Affordable Tuition Fees: Compared to countries like the U.S., Canada, or Australia, Kazakhstan offers significantly lower tuition fees. The total cost of pursuing MBBS in Kazakhstan can be around $3,000 to $5,000 per year, making it an economical choice.

Globally Recognized Degrees: Medical degrees from Kazakhstan are recognized globally, allowing graduates to pursue medical licensure and practice in countries worldwide.

English-Medium Programs: Many universities in Kazakhstan offer MBBS programs in English, making it easier for international students to adapt to the curriculum.

Low Living Costs: The cost of living in Kazakhstan is affordable for students. Expenses such as accommodation, food, and transportation are relatively low, making it a budget-friendly option for students.

Why Choose MBBS in Georgia?

Georgia is another rising star in the realm of international medical education. Universities like Batumi Shota Rustaveli State University and East European University Georgia have become known for their quality medical programs and international student-friendly environments. With advanced medical infrastructure and English-taught courses, MBBS in Georgia offers a perfect combination of quality and affordability.

Key reasons to consider MBBS in Georgia include:

High-Quality Education: Georgian universities are known for their modern teaching methodologies, advanced technology, and high educational standards. Many universities have partnerships with international medical institutions, ensuring students receive a global perspective.

No Entrance Exams: One major advantage of pursuing MBBS in Georgia is the simplified admission process. Most universities do not require entrance exams like IELTS or TOEFL, making it more accessible to international students.

Cost-Effective Tuition: Tuition fees for medical programs in Georgia are affordable, ranging from $4,000 to $6,000 per year. This, coupled with a reasonable cost of living, makes Georgia a great option for students on a budget.

Cultural Diversity and Safety: Georgia is a welcoming country with a diverse student population. It is known for its safety, friendly locals, and a comfortable lifestyle for international students. The country’s rich culture and picturesque landscapes are added bonuses for students studying abroad.

Comparison of MBBS in Kazakhstan and MBBS in Georgia

While both Kazakhstan and Georgia offer excellent medical education, there are a few distinctions that might influence your choice:

Cost of Living: Kazakhstan offers slightly lower living costs compared to Georgia. However, both countries provide affordable options for international students.

Language: Both countries offer MBBS programs in English, but Georgia is more well-known for its English-medium courses, whereas in Kazakhstan, some universities offer bilingual programs (English and local languages).

Climate: Kazakhstan has a more continental climate with harsh winters, while Georgia enjoys a more moderate and diverse climate, which may be a factor for students considering the lifestyle.

Conclusion

Choosing to pursue an MBBS in Abroad can open doors to exciting career opportunities in the medical field. Both MBBS in Kazakhstan and MBBS in Georgia offer unique advantages that cater to different student needs. If you're looking for an affordable, globally recognized, and high-quality medical degree, both of these countries can provide you with the perfect platform to achieve your dreams of becoming a doctor.

In summary, whether you opt for MBBS in Kazakhstan with its budget-friendly education or MBBS in Georgia with its focus on accessibility and quality, both choices ensure a promising medical career with global opportunities.

[gloaldegree10]

Expert Guidance for Study Abroad: Hyderabad's Leading Consultants"

Studying abroad is more than just earning a degree—it's an opportunity to broaden your horizons, gain global exposure, and enhance your career prospects. Here are some compelling reasons to consider studying overseas:

Access to Top Universities: Enroll in world-class institutions offering cutting-edge programs.

Diverse Learning Environment: Gain exposure to multicultural settings that foster innovation and creativity.

Better Career Opportunities: Increase employability with globally recognized qualifications and experience.

Personal Growth: Build independence, confidence, and adaptability in a foreign environment.

The Role of an Expert Consultancy

Navigating the process of studying abroad can be daunting, especially with varying requirements across countries and universities. This is where an experienced consultancy like Global Degrees comes in:

Personalized Guidance: Tailored support based on your academic background, preferences, and goals.

Streamlined Processes: Assistance with documentation, application procedures, and visa requirements.

Comprehensive Support: From choosing the right university to pre-departure orientation, they cover it all.

Why Global Degrees is Hyderabad’s Leading Study Abroad Consultancy

1. Expertise Across Multiple Destinations

Global Degrees specializes in guiding students to prestigious universities in countries like the USA, UK, Canada, Australia, Germany, and more. Their in-depth knowledge of international education systems ensures you choose the destination that aligns with your aspirations.

2. Wide Network of Partner Universities

With partnerships spanning globally renowned institutions, Global Degrees provides exclusive access to programs across various disciplines. Whether it’s engineering, management, arts, or healthcare, they have options tailored to every student.

3. Customized Career Planning

Global Degrees believes in shaping a student’s journey based on their unique goals. Their process includes:

Career Counselling: Identifying strengths and interests to recommend the best courses and universities.

Skill Assessment: Evaluating academic and extracurricular profiles to highlight areas of improvement.

4. Hassle-Free Admission Assistance

Navigating university applications can be time-consuming and stressful. Global Degrees simplifies the process with:

Step-by-step guidance on filling out applications.

Editing and reviewing essays or Statements of Purpose (SOPs).

Preparing for interviews and entrance exams.

5. Visa Support and Financial Guidance

Securing a visa is often a challenging aspect of studying abroad. Global Degrees offers:

Assistance with visa documentation and application submission.

Insights into scholarship opportunities, loans, and financial planning to manage costs.

6. Pre-Departure and Post-Arrival Support

Global Degrees ensures students are fully prepared for their transition to a new country by offering:

Orientation programs covering cultural differences, academic expectations, and housing options.

Post-arrival support to help students settle into their new environment smoothly.

Success Stories with Global Degrees

Many students have achieved their dreams with Global Degrees. From securing scholarships to gaining admission into Ivy League institutions, their success stories speak volumes about the consultancy's dedication and effectiveness.

Here’s what some students have said:

“Global Degrees made my dream of studying in Canada a reality. Their guidance was invaluable!”

“Thanks to their personalized counseling, I got admitted into my dream university in the UK.”

Tips for Aspiring Students

If you’re planning to study abroad, here are some key tips to ensure success:

Start Early: Begin researching universities and courses at least a year in advance.

Be Organized: Maintain a checklist of deadlines and required documents.

Seek Professional Help: Rely on experienced consultancies like Global Degrees for accurate advice.

Stay Informed: Keep up with visa policies and admission requirements for your chosen destination.

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Why Choose MBBS Abroad? Key Benefits and Opportunities

Pursuing a career in medicine is a dream for many aspiring students. However, the journey to becoming a doctor is not easy, especially with the increasing competition and limited seats in medical colleges in many countries. This is where exploring a Study Abroad Solution can offer immense opportunities for those passionate about pursuing an MBBS degree. Opting for an MBBS program abroad has become a popular choice, as it provides a gateway to quality education, global exposure, and professional success.

Here, we explore the key benefits and opportunities of choosing MBBS abroad, highlighting how it serves as the “Roots of becoming a successful Doctor!”

1. World-Class Education and Infrastructure

Medical universities abroad, particularly in countries like Russia, Ukraine, the Philippines, China, and European nations, are renowned for their state-of-the-art infrastructure and advanced medical training facilities. These institutions offer globally recognized programs and cutting-edge laboratories that ensure students receive a high-quality education.

Moreover, the curriculum often follows international standards, preparing students to compete in global medical examinations like the USMLE, PLAB, or FMGE.

2. Affordable Tuition Fees

The cost of medical education in many countries can be a significant barrier for students. However, studying MBBS abroad is often more affordable compared to private medical colleges in many countries. Countries like Kyrgyzstan, Kazakhstan, and Bangladesh offer MBBS programs at economical tuition fees, making it an excellent choice for students seeking cost-effective solutions.

Additionally, several universities offer scholarships and financial aid, further reducing the financial burden on students.

3. Global Exposure and Cultural Diversity

Studying MBBS abroad provides students with the opportunity to interact with peers from different parts of the world. This cultural diversity helps in developing cross-cultural communication skills, broadening perspectives, and preparing future doctors to work in global healthcare environments.

Living and studying in a foreign country also fosters independence, adaptability, and a broader understanding of healthcare systems worldwide.

4. No Entrance Exams in Many Countries

Unlike the intense competition and high cut-offs in many countries, several medical universities abroad admit students based on their high school grades. This makes the process simpler and more accessible for deserving candidates.

5. Opportunities for Global Practice

Earning an MBBS degree from a recognized foreign university opens doors to a global medical career. Many graduates choose to practice medicine in the host country or return home to take licensure exams. With proper preparation, students can even pursue further studies or specializations in countries like the USA, UK, or Canada.

6. Fluency in English and Practical Training

Most international medical universities offer programs in English, ensuring language is not a barrier. Additionally, these institutions emphasize hands-on training in hospitals, allowing students to gain practical experience and build clinical skills essential for their medical careers.

Conclusion

Choosing an MBBS program abroad is a transformative decision that sets the “MBBS-Roots of becoming a successful Doctor!” It offers a Study Abroad Solution that blends quality education, affordability, and unparalleled opportunities for global exposure.

If you aspire to become a skilled and globally competent doctor, exploring the option of studying MBBS abroad could be the first step toward fulfilling your dream. Start your journey today and lay the foundation for a successful and rewarding medical career!

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Study abroad consultants in delhi

If you're looking to study abroad and need expert guidance, Study Abroad Consultants in Delhi are your go-to professionals. With years of experience and a strong network of international universities, they provide personalized assistance to students aspiring to pursue higher education abroad. From selecting the right course and university to handling visa applications and accommodation, these consultants offer end-to-end support for a smooth study abroad experience.

Delhi’s top study abroad consultants are well-versed in the admission processes of countries like the USA, Canada, Australia, the UK, and many more. They assist students in preparing for entrance exams like IELTS, GRE, TOEFL, and GMAT, ensuring that you meet all the prerequisites for your dream university. Additionally, they help you navigate scholarship opportunities and financial aid to make your study abroad journey more affordable.

Choosing the right consultant ensures that you get the best advice tailored to your individual goals and preferences. With their expertise, you can make informed decisions about your education, career prospects, and life abroad. Trust Study Abroad Consultants in Delhi to make your overseas education dreams a reality.

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Cracking the MCAT Exam: Your Gateway to Prestigious Medical Schools Abroad

The Medical College Admission Test, widely known as the MCAT exam, is a standardized test required for admission to most medical schools in the United States, Canada, and several other countries. Aspiring medical students who dream of studying abroad often see this exam as the first major hurdle in their journey. As one of the most recognized assessments globally, it plays a pivotal role in shaping the career paths of future doctors.

What is the MCAT Exam?

The MCAT exam is designed to assess a student’s problem-solving abilities, critical thinking, and understanding of natural, behavioral, and social sciences. This comprehensive exam covers sections such as Biological and Biochemical Foundations of Living Systems, Chemical and Physical Foundations of Biological Systems, and Psychological, Social, and Biological Foundations of Behavior. Additionally, it evaluates analytical and reasoning skills, which are crucial for a successful medical career.

For students aiming to study abroad, excelling in the MCAT exam is a critical step in securing admission to some of the top medical schools worldwide. Countries like the United States and Canada, considered top study destinations, often demand a strong MCAT score to demonstrate readiness for their rigorous academic programs.

Why Consider Taking the MCAT for Studying Abroad?

Access to World-Class Education Taking the MCAT exam opens doors to prestigious medical schools globally. Studying in renowned institutions abroad provides students with access to advanced medical training, state-of-the-art facilities, and cutting-edge research opportunities.

Global Career Prospects Completing your medical education in a top study destination significantly enhances your career prospects. Many international universities offer global networking opportunities and pathways for international students to practice medicine in various countries.

Holistic Assessment Unlike many other entrance exams, the MCAT exam tests more than academic knowledge. Its focus on critical thinking and problem-solving prepares students to thrive in challenging medical environments.

How to Prepare for the MCAT Exam

Preparation for the MCAT exam demands dedication and a well-structured plan. Here are some tips:

Understand the Exam Format: Familiarize yourself with the sections and question types to strategize effectively.

Create a Study Schedule: Allocate time for each section, focusing on both strengths and weaknesses.

Take Practice Tests: Mock exams help identify areas needing improvement and build confidence.

Seek Expert Guidance: Enrolling in courses or consulting with an overseas education consultant can provide valuable insights and resources for exam preparation.

Role of an Overseas Education Consultant

Navigating the process of studying abroad can be daunting. An experienced overseas education consultant can help you choose the right university, guide you through the application process, and provide support for visa requirements. Additionally, consultants often assist students in preparing for exams like the MCAT, ensuring they meet the academic standards required by their chosen institutions.

The Path Ahead

For students aspiring to study abroad, the MCAT exam is more than just an entrance test—it’s a stepping stone toward a rewarding medical career. By excelling in this exam, you not only enhance your chances of securing admission to top medical schools but also position yourself for success in the global medical field.

With the right preparation and guidance, your dream of studying in a top study destination can become a reality. Take the first step today and let the MCAT exam pave the way to your bright future in medicine.

Also read:

Cost of Study in the USA: A Comprehensive Guide

Scholarships in the USA: Opportunities for International Students

Understanding the True Cost of Studying in the USA: Key Factors to Consider

Exploring the Diverse Career Opportunities in the USA for International Graduates

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Online IELTS Coaching in Dubai vs. PTE Academic Coaching

Planning the right English Proficiency exam in Dubai to study abroad in countries like the UK, Australia, New Zealand, or Canada is a crucial step to reach your academic goal. When the juggle is to choose between an online IELTS coaching in Dubai to that of the PTE Academic, you most obviously check the university’s admission criteria.

But you must consider factors like your strengths, weaknesses, test centre availability, time left for preparation, costs, test retakes, and speed of the results. Because it is likely possible that your university accepts both the exams.

In this blog, you will learn how to decide the right type of exam for admission into your dream university. So, continue reading the blog till the end for a focused preparation.

Deciding Factors to Choose Between IELTS vs. PTE Academic Exam

●      Choose Your Preference for Offline vs. Online Mode:

While both the exams test your English speaking, reading, writing, and listening skills, they have different test modes. The IELTS Academic exam is available in both paper-based and computer-based modes, however, the PTE Academic is an online test.

Ensure to choose an online IELTS coaching in Dubai which prepares you to approach paper-based mode if you are suitable with traditional testing mechanisms.

●      Prioritise Your Comfort to Answer English Speaking Section:

It is important to point out that the speaking section in IELTS Academic, regardless of your chosen mode, is a face-to-face interview with the human examiner. You are required to speak on any academic-based topic, keeping in mind your fluency, pronounciation, and organisation of words.

If you are a confident English speaker, capable of handling real-world communication scenarios, and do not feel hesitant speaking to an IELTS trainer, then the IELTS test is a favourable choice. But if not, PTE Academic allows you to speak into a microphone where an AI evaluates your speaking ability.

●      Evaluate Your Strengths and Weaknesses:

Take the time to analyse your writing, listening, and reading skills as well. To begin with, IELTS Academic contains a more structured essay writing test. On the other hand, the AI-based PTE writing section evaluates clarity and grammatical accuracy. 

If you are strong at structured essay writing and can think creatively, IELTS is the best choice. But you must take PTE Academic if you are strong at clear, concise writing, and prefer objective scoring.

Moreover, your decision also depends on the strong note-taking skills in the IELTS listening or ability to handle integrated-tasks in the PTE Academic.

●      Consider Test Centre Availability:

IELTS test centres are more available globally. Comparatively, PTE Academic exam centres are less in certain regions.

You must research for the available test centres in Dubai for this reason. If a test centre accommodates both the tests, confirm the test slots available before proceeding with the preparation.

●      Calculate the Time Left for Preparation:

IELTS requires more practice for its structured format. But if your grammar and essay writing is weak, you will need to dedicate more time. On the other hand, if you have limited time in hand and prefer AI-scoring for grammar and pronounciation, then PTE Academic is your best entrance test.

Nevertheless, it is recommended to enroll into a personalized online IELTS coaching in Dubai offering ample resources for the limited time preparation.

●      Consider the Exam and Coaching Costs:

You must analyse IELTS vs. PTE Academic exam fees, coaching fees, and other necessary out-of-pocket costs. While these costs are generally comparable, there are slight variations.

●      Test Retakes and Results:

If you have a month or more left to apply for abroad admissions, you can take the IELTS test. The results are usually out in a maximum of 7 days. If you wish to retake, you will have to schedule the retake a few days in advance.

But if you are just a few days away from the last admission dates for your course, then the PTE Academic is a good choice. The test offers convenience of results within 48 hours and offers retakes quickly as well.

●      Evaluate Long-term Goals:

If you plan to apply for immigration later, check if your target country prefers the same as well. In general, Australia and New Zealand universities accept PTE Academic for immigration purposes while UK and Canada lean towards the IELTS test for the same reason.

Final Words

We hope you found this blog useful and thought-provoking. As you see, deciding on one exam between IELTS vs. PTE Academic often means considering your comfort level, strengths, scoring systems, and ultimately your level of English proficiency.

We recommend taking mock tests for each of the exams in Dubai to determine which type of the format appears more natural to you. Take the next step – enroll for the free IELTS mock test or AI-scored PTE Academic mock tests.

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MBBS in Kyrgyzstan vs. Other Countries: Which is the Better Option?

Pursuing an MBBS degree is a dream for many students worldwide, especially in India, where the demand for medical education often outstrips supply. With limited seats in government medical colleges and exorbitant fees in private institutions, aspiring doctors are increasingly exploring international options. Among these, MBBS in Kyrgyzstan has emerged as a standout choice. But how does it compare to other countries offering MBBS programs? Let’s dive into a detailed comparison.

Cost of Education

One of the primary factors influencing a student's decision to study abroad is the cost of education. Kyrgyzstan offers MBBS programs at a fraction of the cost compared to countries like the USA, UK, Australia, or even private medical colleges in India. The average annual tuition fee in Kyrgyzstan ranges from $2,000 to $4,000, whereas in the USA, it can exceed $60,000 per year. Even in European countries, fees are significantly higher, often crossing $10,000 annually.

Kyrgyzstan also has a lower cost of living. Students can manage their monthly expenses, including accommodation, food, and transportation, with $200-$300, making it an affordable destination for middle-class families.

Quality of Education

Kyrgyzstan’s medical universities, including Jalalabad State Medical University and others, follow a globally recognized curriculum. These universities are listed with the World Health Organization (WHO) and recognized by the National Medical Commission (NMC) in India. This ensures that the degree earned is valid in many countries, including India.

While countries like the USA or UK are known for their advanced medical training infrastructure, Kyrgyzstan's universities balance quality education with affordability. For example, Kyrgyzstan offers modern classrooms, practical labs, and hospital training, although the cutting-edge technology and research opportunities in Western countries may be limited.

Language of Instruction

A significant advantage of MBBS in Kyrgyzstan is the availability of English-medium courses. This eliminates the language barrier for Indian students and makes it easier to grasp complex medical concepts.

In contrast, many European countries, such as Germany or Ukraine, require proficiency in their native language for clinical practice, which can be a challenge for international students.

Admission Process and Eligibility

The admission process for MBBS in Kyrgyzstan is straightforward. Most universities require a minimum of 50% marks in Physics, Chemistry, and Biology in Class 12 and a qualifying score in the NEET examination for Indian students. There is no need for additional entrance exams like TOEFL or IELTS, which are mandatory for countries like the USA, UK, and Canada.

Countries like China also have a straightforward admission process, but some require students to learn Mandarin as part of their curriculum, adding an additional burden.

Cultural and Climatic Adaptation

Kyrgyzstan is culturally closer to India compared to Western countries. The food habits, festivals, and general lifestyle make it easier for Indian students to adapt. Additionally, many universities have a significant Indian student population, fostering a supportive environment.

However, the cold climate in Kyrgyzstan may require some adjustment, especially for students from warmer regions of India. Countries like the Philippines, with their tropical climate, are more similar to India in this aspect.

Global Recognition and Career Opportunities

The medical degree from Kyrgyzstan is globally recognized and allows graduates to appear for licensing exams like the FMGE (Foreign Medical Graduate Examination) in India or the USMLE (United States Medical Licensing Examination) in the USA.

While countries like the USA, UK, and Australia provide direct pathways to practice medicine in their countries post-graduation, Kyrgyzstan graduates must clear their respective licensing exams to practice internationally. However, this is a standard requirement for most international medical graduates, regardless of where they study.

Student Support and Safety

Kyrgyzstan offers a safe and welcoming environment for international students. Universities provide on-campus accommodations with adequate security measures. Dedicated student support services help international students navigate academic and personal challenges.

Countries like the USA or UK may have better student support systems, but they also come with a higher cost. Safety is a concern in any foreign country, but Kyrgyzstan’s student-friendly environment gives it an edge over certain other destinations.

Internship and Practical Exposure

Medical education is incomplete without hands-on clinical training. Universities in Kyrgyzstan are affiliated with reputed hospitals where students gain real-world experience during their internships. The clinical exposure aligns with global medical standards, preparing students to handle real-life medical cases.

While countries like the USA and UK offer advanced and diverse clinical exposure, the quality of internship opportunities in Kyrgyzstan is comparable to many other popular MBBS destinations like Russia or Ukraine.

Post-Graduation Opportunities

After completing their MBBS in Kyrgyzstan, students can return to India to clear the FMGE (soon to be replaced by the NExT exam) and begin their medical practice. Some also opt for further studies or practice in countries like the USA, UK, or Australia by appearing for their respective licensing exams.

Countries like the USA and UK may offer direct residency opportunities post-MBBS, but the financial and academic challenges are significantly higher.

Why Choose Kyrgyzstan Over Other Countries?

Kyrgyzstan stands out as an ideal destination for MBBS aspirants for several reasons:

Affordable tuition fees and living costs.

Globally recognized degrees.

English-medium instruction.

Simple admission process.

Indian-friendly cultural environment.

While countries like the USA and UK offer unparalleled academic and clinical opportunities, the affordability and quality balance make Kyrgyzstan a practical choice for Indian students.

N T Patil Educational Consultancy: Your Gateway to MBBS in Kyrgyzstan

Embarking on the journey of pursuing MBBS abroad can be overwhelming, but with the right guidance, it becomes a seamless process. N T Patil Educational Consultancy specializes in helping Indian students achieve their dream of studying MBBS in Kyrgyzstan. From securing admission to assisting with visa processing, they offer personalized support at every step. With their expertise, students can focus on their academic goals while leaving the complexities of the application process in trusted hands. Choose N T Patil Educational Consultancy to turn your medical aspirations into reality.

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What Are the Benefits of Studying MBBS in Kazakhstan Compared to Other Countries? A Brief.

Choosing the right destination to study MBBS abroad is a pivotal decision for aspiring medical professionals. Among the many countries offering medical education, Kazakhstan has emerged as a preferred choice, especially for Indian students. With its affordable education, globally recognized universities, and conducive learning environment, Kazakhstan stands out as a promising option. In this article, we will explore the benefits to studying MBBS in Kazakhstan compared to other countries, providing insights that will help you make an informed decision.

1. Affordable Tuition Fees and Cost of Living

One of the most significant advantages of studying MBBS in Kazakhstan is its affordability. Compared to countries like the USA, UK, or even some European nations, the tuition fees for MBBS programs in Kazakhstan are significantly lower.

Tuition Fees: The annual tuition fees in Kazakhstan range from $3,000 to $5,000, making it an economical option for students seeking quality education without financial strain.

Cost of Living: The cost of living is also budget-friendly. Monthly expenses, including accommodation, food, and transportation, range from $150 to $300. This is much lower compared to countries like the USA or Australia.

For Indian students, this affordability is a major factor, as it allows them to pursue their dream of studying MBBS abroad without accumulating overwhelming debt.

2. High-Quality Medical Education

Kazakhstan’s medical universities are recognized for their robust curriculum and modern teaching methodologies. They adhere to international standards, ensuring students receive comprehensive theoretical knowledge and practical training.

Recognized Universities: Many universities in Kazakhstan, such as Kazakh National Medical University and Semey Medical University, are recognized by the National Medical Commission (NMC), World Health Organization (WHO), and other global medical bodies.

English Medium Instruction:Most medical universities offer MBBS programs in English, which removes language hurdles for international students.

This quality of education positions Kazakhstan as a strong contender among destinations like Russia, China, and the Philippines for studying MBBS abroad.

3. Simplified Admission Process

Kazakhstan's admission process is easy and student-friendly. Unlike some countries that require complex entrance exams or interviews, admission to MBBS programs in Kazakhstan typically involves:

Meeting the eligibility criteria (50% in Physics, Chemistry, and Biology in 12th grade).

Submitting NEET qualification scores (mandatory for Indian students).

Providing basic documentation such as academic certificates and a passport.

Moreover, study MBBS abroad consultants, like DoctorBano, can guide students through every step, from application to securing visas, ensuring a hassle-free experience.

4. Global Recognition of Medical Degrees

A significant advantage of studying MBBS in Kazakhstan is the global recognition of its medical degrees. Graduates of Kazakh medical universities are qualified for:

Appear for the FMGE/NExT exam in India to practice as licensed doctors.

Pursue postgraduate studies or practice medicine in countries like the USA, UK, Canada, and Australia after clearing the respective qualifying exams.

This recognition ensures that students investing in MBBS education in Kazakhstan are not restricted in their career options.

5. Advanced Infrastructure and Facilities

Kazakh medical universities are equipped with state-of-the-art infrastructure to support modern medical education.

Well-Equipped Laboratories: Universities offer advanced labs for anatomy, pathology, and microbiology, enabling hands-on learning.

Modern Hospitals: Students benefit from clinical exposure at affiliated hospitals with the latest medical equipment.

Digital Learning: Many universities have incorporated digital tools and simulation-based training to enhance learning outcomes.

In comparison, some countries may lack such advanced facilities or require students to pay significantly higher fees for similar resources.

6. Cultural Diversity and Student Support

Kazakhstan is known for its warm hospitality and cultural inclusivity. With thousands of international students from India, Pakistan, Nepal, and other countries, the cultural diversity creates a welcoming environment.

Indian Community: Indian students will find a strong community, with many universities celebrating Indian festivals and offering Indian food in cafeterias.

Student Support: Universities and study MBBS abroad consultants ensure that international students are supported in adapting to the new environment through orientation programs and counseling services.

This cultural adaptability makes Kazakhstan more appealing compared to some European or Western nations where cultural barriers might pose challenges.

7. No Donation or Hidden Costs

Unlike private medical colleges in India, where capitation fees or donations are common, Kazakh medical universities strictly follow a transparent fee structure. Students pay only the tuition fees, which are clearly outlined during the admission process.

This transparency attracts Indian students who prefer studying MBBS abroad in a system that prioritizes merit over financial capability.

8. Favorable Climate for Indian Students

Kazakhstan’s climate is diverse but manageable, with most cities experiencing pleasant summers and moderately cold winters.

For students accustomed to extreme weather conditions in India, adapting to Kazakhstan’s climate is relatively easy compared to countries with harsher climates like Russia or Canada.

9. Opportunities for Practical Training

Kazakhstan emphasizes practical training as an integral part of its MBBS programs.

Early Clinical Exposure: Students begin hospital visits and clinical rotations from the second year of their course.

Internship Opportunities: The internship program during the final year is recognized globally and provides hands-on experience in real-world medical settings.

This practical training ensures that graduates are job-ready and confident in their medical skills, a factor often lacking in medical programs in some other countries.

10. High FMGE Passing Rates

Indian students studying MBBS in Kazakhstan have shown commendable performance in the FMGE (soon to be replaced by NExT). Many universities have dedicated coaching for FMGE, ensuring students are well-prepared to clear this licensing exam upon returning to India.

FMGE Coaching: Universities collaborate with expert faculty to provide targeted coaching for Indian students, giving Kazakhstan an edge over other destinations for MBBS abroad.

11. No Entrance Exams Beyond NEET

Unlike countries like the USA (MCAT) or the UK (UKCAT), Kazakhstan does not require additional entrance exams for admission to MBBS programs. Indian students only need to qualify NEET, making the process simpler and more accessible.

12. Shorter Duration of Course

In Kazakhstan, the MBBS program normally lasts five years, as opposed to six years in Russia, Ukraine, or China. This shorter duration allows students to save both time and money, making Kazakhstan a more attractive option for studying MBBS abroad.

13. Easy Visa Process

Obtaining a student visa for Kazakhstan is relatively straightforward compared to many other countries.

Simplified Application: The visa process is hassle-free, requiring basic documents such as a passport, university admission letter, and medical certificates.

Fast Processing: Visa approvals for students are generally quicker than for countries with more stringent immigration policies.

This streamlined visa process ensures that students can focus on their academic preparations without unnecessary delays. Moreover, study MBBS abroad consultants like DoctorBano provide dedicated support to ensure students complete the visa process without any complications.

14. Strong Bilateral Relations Between India and Kazakhstan

The growing diplomatic and economic ties between India and Kazakhstan benefit Indian students pursuing MBBS there.

Educational Collaborations: Several universities in Kazakhstan collaborate with Indian medical institutions to enhance educational standards and facilitate student exchanges.

Indian Embassy Support: The Indian Embassy in Kazakhstan provides robust support to Indian students, offering assistance in times of need and organizing cultural events to make them feel at home.

These bilateral relations add an extra layer of security and comfort for Indian students, making Kazakhstan a more viable option compared to countries with limited ties to India.

Conclusion

Studying MBBS in Kazakhstan offers a blend of affordability, quality education, and global recognition that few other countries can match. With its modern infrastructure, simplified admission process, and emphasis on practical training, Kazakhstan is rapidly becoming a top choice for Indian students.

For those looking to make their dreams of becoming a doctor a reality, Kazakhstan provides an excellent opportunity. By partnering with reliable study MBBS abroad consultants like DoctorBano, students can navigate the admission process seamlessly and embark on a rewarding academic journey.

If you are considering studying MBBS abroad, Kazakhstan deserves serious consideration. With its numerous advantages, it continues to attract students worldwide, ensuring a bright future for aspiring doctors.

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MBBS in Russia: A Guide for Aspiring Medical Students

If you’re planning to pursue a medical degree abroad, MBBS in Russia is an excellent choice. Known for its world-class education system and affordable tuition fees, Russia has become one of the top destinations for students aspiring to study medicine. Russian medical universities are recognized by international organizations like WHO, UNESCO, and NMC, making your degree valid worldwide.

This article will give you a comprehensive understanding of why choosing MBBS in Russia is a smart decision for students seeking quality education and global opportunities.

Why Choose MBBS in Russia?

Global RecognitionRussian medical universities are listed among the top global medical institutions. The degrees offered by these universities are recognized worldwide, making graduates eligible to practice medicine in countries like the USA, UK, Canada, India, and many more.

Affordable Tuition FeesOne of the biggest advantages of pursuing MBBS in Russia is its affordability. Compared to countries like the US or the UK, the cost of education in Russia is significantly lower, while maintaining high academic standards.

No Entrance ExamMany Russian medical universities offer admission without requiring entrance exams like the NEET-UG (for Indian students, passing NEET is necessary for NMC eligibility). This makes the admission process simple and hassle-free.

High-Quality EducationMedical universities in Russia provide advanced infrastructure, modern laboratories, and experienced faculty members. The curriculum is designed to combine theoretical knowledge with hands-on clinical experience.

English-Taught ProgramsMost universities offering MBBS in Russia teach their programs in English, making it easier for international students to understand and succeed in their studies.

Cultural Diversity and Safe EnvironmentStudying MBBS in Russia allows you to interact with students from diverse cultures. The country is also known for its safe environment and student-friendly policies.

Top Medical Universities in Russia

Here are some of the leading universities for pursuing MBBS in Russia:

Lomonosov Moscow State UniversityOne of the most prestigious universities, known for its advanced research facilities and experienced faculty.

Siberian State Medical UniversityOffers an excellent MBBS program with a focus on practical training and research.

North Caucasian State AcademyKnown for its affordable fee structure and quality education for international students.

Kazan Federal UniversityOffers world-class medical education with a rich academic legacy.

People’s Friendship University of Russia (RUDN)Popular among international students due to its multicultural environment and high-quality education.

Eligibility Criteria for MBBS in Russia

To secure admission for MBBS in Russia, you need to meet the following criteria:

Academic QualificationsStudents must have completed their 10+2 education with Physics, Chemistry, and Biology as core subjects. A minimum of 50% aggregate marks is usually required, although it may vary by university.

Age LimitThe applicant should be at least 17 years old by December 31 of the admission year.

NEET ExamIndian students must qualify for the NEET exam to be eligible to practice medicine in India after completing their MBBS abroad.

Passport and VisaHaving a valid passport and securing a student visa is mandatory for studying MBBS in Russia.

Cost of Studying MBBS in Russia

The total cost of pursuing MBBS in Russia, including tuition fees and living expenses, is much lower than many other countries. Here’s an approximate breakdown:

Tuition Fees: Ranges between USD 3,500 and USD 7,000 per year, depending on the university.

Accommodation: University hostels are available at affordable rates, costing around USD 500 to USD 1,000 annually.

Living Expenses: Monthly expenses for food, travel, and personal needs are approximately USD 150–200.

Admission Process for MBBS in Russia

The admission process for MBBS in Russia is straightforward and can be completed in a few simple steps:

Choose a UniversitySelect a medical university based on your preferences, budget, and academic goals.

Submit ApplicationFill out the online application form available on the university’s website. Attach required documents such as academic certificates, passport copies, and photographs.

Receive Invitation LetterIf your application is approved, the university will issue an invitation letter for admission.

Apply for VisaUsing the invitation letter, apply for a Russian student visa at the nearest Russian embassy or consulate.

Travel to RussiaBook your tickets and travel to Russia. Upon arrival, complete the university’s registration process and settle into your accommodation.

Career Opportunities After MBBS in Russia

Earning an MBBS in Russia opens doors to numerous career opportunities:

Medical Practice: After clearing the required licensing exams like USMLE, PLAB, or FMGE (for India), graduates can start their medical practice.

Higher Studies: Pursue postgraduate studies like MD or MS in specialized fields of medicine.

Global Employment: With a globally recognized degree, graduates can work in top hospitals and medical institutions worldwide.

Tips for Indian Students

Learn the basics of the Russian language to make day-to-day communication easier.

Stay connected with the Indian student community for support and guidance.

Follow all legal and academic requirements, especially NEET qualification for practicing medicine in India.

Conclusion

Studying MBBS in Russia is a life-changing opportunity for students aspiring to build a career in medicine. The combination of quality education, affordable fees, and global recognition makes it a highly attractive option. Whether it’s the rich cultural exposure or the chance to study in prestigious universities, MBBS in Russia ensures you’re on the right path to success in the medical field.

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MBBS in Kyrgyzstan vs. Other Countries: Which is the Better Option?

Pursuing an MBBS degree is a dream for many students worldwide, especially in India, where the demand for medical education often outstrips supply. With limited seats in government medical colleges and exorbitant fees in private institutions, aspiring doctors are increasingly exploring international options. Among these, MBBS in Kyrgyzstan has emerged as a standout choice. But how does it compare to other countries offering MBBS programs? Let’s dive into a detailed comparison.

Cost of Education

One of the primary factors influencing a student's decision to study abroad is the cost of education. Kyrgyzstan offers MBBS programs at a fraction of the cost compared to countries like the USA, UK, Australia, or even private medical colleges in India. The average annual tuition fee in Kyrgyzstan ranges from $2,000 to $4,000, whereas in the USA, it can exceed $60,000 per year. Even in European countries, fees are significantly higher, often crossing $10,000 annually.

Kyrgyzstan also has a lower cost of living. Students can manage their monthly expenses, including accommodation, food, and transportation, with $200-$300, making it an affordable destination for middle-class families.

Quality of Education

Kyrgyzstan’s medical universities, including Jalalabad State Medical University and others, follow a globally recognized curriculum. These universities are listed with the World Health Organization (WHO) and recognized by the National Medical Commission (NMC) in India. This ensures that the degree earned is valid in many countries, including India.

While countries like the USA or UK are known for their advanced medical training infrastructure, Kyrgyzstan's universities balance quality education with affordability. For example, Kyrgyzstan offers modern classrooms, practical labs, and hospital training, although the cutting-edge technology and research opportunities in Western countries may be limited.

Language of Instruction

A significant advantage of MBBS in Kyrgyzstan is the availability of English-medium courses. This eliminates the language barrier for Indian students and makes it easier to grasp complex medical concepts.

In contrast, many European countries, such as Germany or Ukraine, require proficiency in their native language for clinical practice, which can be a challenge for international students.

Admission Process and Eligibility

The admission process for MBBS in Kyrgyzstan is straightforward. Most universities require a minimum of 50% marks in Physics, Chemistry, and Biology in Class 12 and a qualifying score in the NEET examination for Indian students. There is no need for additional entrance exams like TOEFL or IELTS, which are mandatory for countries like the USA, UK, and Canada.

Countries like China also have a straightforward admission process, but some require students to learn Mandarin as part of their curriculum, adding an additional burden.

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Study Engineering Abroad for Indian Students: A Comprehensive Guide

Engineering is a career path that combines innovation, technology, and problem-solving. For Indian students, studying engineering abroad offers not only a globally recognized degree but also exposure to cutting-edge facilities, international networks, and unique cultural experiences. This blog explores everything you need to know about studying engineering abroad, including popular destinations, top courses, costs, and the benefits of this transformative journey.

Why Study Engineering Abroad?

1. World-Class Education and Facilities

Studying engineering abroad provides access to advanced laboratories, research opportunities, and globally renowned faculty. Countries like the USA, Germany, and Australia are home to some of the best engineering universities offering industry-aligned curriculums.

2. Global Career Opportunities

A degree from an internationally acclaimed university enhances employability. Graduates often have better chances of securing high-paying jobs globally, especially in fields like AI, robotics, and civil engineering.

3. Cultural Exposure

Living abroad helps students develop global perspectives, cultural adaptability, and communication skills. These soft skills are crucial for a successful engineering career.

Popular Destinations for Indian Students

1. United States

Top Universities: MIT, Stanford, UC Berkeley

Courses to Consider: Computer Science, Aerospace Engineering, Biomedical Engineering

Why Choose the USA?: The USA offers a strong emphasis on research and innovation, providing access to top-tier industries for internships and employment.

2. Germany

Top Universities: Technical University of Munich, RWTH Aachen University

Courses to Consider: Mechanical Engineering, Automotive Engineering, Electrical Engineering

Why Choose Germany?: Germany is famous for its tuition-free education policies at public universities and a robust focus on technical programs.

3. Canada

Top Universities: University of Toronto, University of British Columbia

Courses to Consider: Civil Engineering, Software Engineering, Environmental Engineering

Why Choose Canada?: Canada provides a welcoming environment for international students with work opportunities post-graduation.

4. Australia

Top Universities: University of Melbourne, Australian National University

Courses to Consider: Mining Engineering, Chemical Engineering, Mechanical Engineering

Why Choose Australia?: High-quality education and easier student visa policies make Australia a favorite among Indian students.

5. United Kingdom

Top Universities: Imperial College London, University of Cambridge

Courses to Consider: Structural Engineering, Electrical Engineering

Why Choose the UK?: The UK offers one-year master’s programs and excellent research opportunities in engineering disciplines.

Best Engineering Courses in Abroad

Studying engineering abroad provides a variety of specialized courses tailored to modern industry needs. Here are some of the most sought-after options:

Computer Science and Engineering Perfect for students passionate about AI, machine learning, and software development.

Mechanical Engineering A versatile branch that covers design, manufacturing, and maintenance of mechanical systems.

Civil Engineering Ideal for those interested in infrastructure development and sustainable construction.

Electrical and Electronics Engineering Focuses on electrical systems, semiconductors, and circuit design.

Aerospace Engineering Offers opportunities in space exploration, aviation, and aeronautics.

Admission Process for Indian Students

1. Eligibility Criteria

Academic Requirements: A strong academic background in mathematics, physics, and chemistry is essential.

Language Proficiency: English proficiency tests like IELTS or TOEFL are mandatory for most countries.

2. Entrance Exams

SAT/ACT: Required for undergraduate programs in the USA.

GRE: Needed for master’s programs in engineering fields.

GMAT: For management-related engineering courses.

3. Documentation

Academic transcripts

Statement of Purpose (SOP)

Letters of Recommendation (LORs)

Resume/CV

Valid Passport

4. Visa Process

Each country has specific student visa requirements. For example:

USA: F-1 Visa

Canada: Study Permit

Australia: Subclass 500

Cost of Studying Engineering Abroad

1. Tuition Fees

USA: $20,000–$50,000 per year

Germany: Free or €1,500 per semester (public universities)

Canada: CAD 15,000–$30,000 per year

UK: £10,000–£26,000 per year

Australia: AUD 20,000–$45,000 per year

2. Living Expenses

Living expenses vary based on location and lifestyle. A rough estimate:

USA: $10,000–$15,000 per year

Germany: €8,000–€10,000 per year

Canada: CAD 10,000–$12,000 per year

Scholarships for Indian Students

Several scholarships and grants are available for Indian students pursuing engineering abroad:

Fulbright-Nehru Master’s Fellowship (USA)

DAAD Scholarships (Germany)

Vanier Canada Graduate Scholarships (Canada)

Australia Awards Scholarships

Chevening Scholarships (UK)

Challenges and How to Overcome Them

1. Financial Constraints

Apply for multiple scholarships and student loans.

Consider part-time jobs to manage living expenses.

2. Cultural Adjustment

Engage with international student communities.

Learn the local language if studying in non-English speaking countries.

3. Academic Pressure

Utilize university counseling services.

Maintain a balanced schedule for studies and extracurricular activities.

Tips for Aspiring Students

Start the application process early.

Research universities and their course offerings thoroughly.

Prepare for entrance exams well in advance.

Consult study abroad consultants for guidance.

Conclusion

Studying engineering abroad for Indian students opens doors to unparalleled educational opportunities, global exposure, and career growth. With the right planning, research, and determination, aspiring engineers can turn this dream into reality. By choosing the right course and destination, Indian students can embark on a fulfilling academic journey that equips them for a thriving engineering career.

If you're ready to take the next step, explore the engineering courses in abroad that match your goals, and start your application process today!