#Eddie Vedder drabble

[stateofloveandnegan]

Under Pressure/Date Night II - Eddie Vedder

Hello lovely! I love your blog and all of your imagines:) you are such a beautiful writer! I’ve always been to nervous to request anything but I just got the courage to:)) Anyways, could you please write an Eddie Vedder imagine? Maybe one where he takes you on a date and their is lots of fluff and you come home and cuddle afterwards and watch movies or something:) it’s up to you! I love your writing!! Thanks love♥️

I decided to make this one shot the second part of ‘Under Pressure’. It just adds up really good! Hope you don’t mind.

Requested by: anon

Part one / Part two

Warning(s): none

Days went by until Eddie and I finally both had time for our first date. We kept in touch through text and even called a couple times, just wanting to hear each other’s voice.

“I really hope he likes this outfit…” I mumble as I look at myself in the mirror. I’m wearing some black, skinny jeans with some rips here and there. A plain black shirt with an old flannel I once stole from my brother and a pair of doctor martens I found in the back of my wardrobe.

“You look amazing, (Y/N). Don’t worry so much. And I bet he loves the outfit, don’t you think? It’s definitely his style, everyone knows that.” My sister, Maya, smiles at me as she stands in the doorway of my room.

She walks up to me and wraps her arms around me from behind, resting her chin on my shoulder. “Just be yourself tonight, that’s what he’s interested it. Don’t try too hard, he likes you just as you are, didn’t he say something like that? And besides, he first met you in your work-attire, those aren’t the best clothes. He definitely likes you for who you are on the inside, it’s just a plus that you’ve got a pretty face. Just not as pretty as mine.”

I let out a snort of laughter and wriggle out of her arms, playfully sticking my tongue out at her, but she knows how much I appreciate her words. She chuckles and mimics my actions. “Just go and have fun tonight. Oh- and use protection.” She smirks and I immediately throw a pillow at her. “Not gonna happen tonight, May! I told myself to take things slow and that’s exactly what I’m gonna do!”

Not much later, I’m on my bike, cycling towards the little café we are going to meet up at. First, Eddie tried to be funny and wanted to meet up at my work, but I told him that if that was his idea, the date would never happen. He laughed and we chose another café.

“Hey,” a deep voice interrupts me from my thoughts while I’m parking my bike. I recognise the voice and smile to myself as I look up. “Hello,”

Eddie walks up to me and wraps his arms around me in a hug, kissing my cheek softly. “It’s so good to see you.” he speaks softly, a genuine smile on his face. I immediately feel my cheeks glowing a little and mirror his smile. “I’m very happy to be here.”

I reach down for his hand and take it in mine before walking into the café with him. I can feel him squeeze my hand softly and I bite my lip to hide my smile. He leads us to a small booth and we sit down across from each other. “How have you been?”

“I’ve been good, work’s just been kicking my ass. It’s been awfully busy with the weather being so nice.” I smile at him unable to stop it. “What about you?”

He smiles back at me, seemingly having the same problem as me. “I’ve been lonely without you,” he teases to which I roll my eyes playfully, “no, but really.. I’ve been okay, just bored. Been working on some new stuff, but it just won’t go as I’d like it to go.”

We talk about the stuff he’s working on, and about me thinking of taking a small vacation from work to go somewhere. “Maybe I can take you somewhere and you can visit one of our shows?”

My eyes light up at that and I nod quickly, “I’d love that, Eddie.”

Soon, a waiter comes and takes Eddie’s order, sneaking glances at me and smirking slightly, before turning to me. “What might it be, gorgeous?” he speaks in a tone that makes me sick to my stomach. “Hey, man. Knock it off, will you?” Eddie speaks up before I can and I send him a small smile, mouthing ‘it’s okay’.

“First of all, you don’t have to call me any names, as far as I’m concerned, your job is to take orders and serve, there’s no flirting included.” The guy is taken aback and obviously embarrassed. I quickly tell him my order and he runs off, causing me to laugh softly, Eddie joining in.

“I did not expect that.” He admits, smiling proudly at me and I blush under his gaze. Not much later, our orders are served, funny enough by someone else, and Eddie and I dig in.

We talk throughout dinner and share funny and embarrassing stories about our past, Eddie obviously having more to tell as his live has been much more adventurous. As we’re waiting for our desert, Eddie pats the space beside him and gestures for me to sit next to him. I blush and stand up, sitting beside him and immediately leaning into his touch when he wraps one arm around me.

“Never did I expect to meet such an amazing and beautiful girl as yourself while running away from all the stress.” he speaks softly, looking down at me as I look up at him. “I’m glad you came to the café that night.” I whisper back and before I know it, Eddie leans down and kisses me softly, his free hand cupping the side of my face.

A voice is gently cleared and we break apart, my cheeks red as Eddie smiles and chuckles at the waitress, who smiles at us and puts the desert down on the table. “I hate to ask you, but could I maybe get a picture with you, Mr Vedder? Just before you leave or something?” She asks very sweetly and I can’t help but smile at her.

Eddie nods, “Of course, what’s your name? Then I’ll ask for you before we leave.” The girl gives her name and leaves. Eddie looks back at me and pecks my lips and before turning to the food in front of us.

We eat the desert with smiles on our faces, my side pressed against his. Right before we leave, Eddie walks up to the bar and asks for the sweet girl from earlier, taking a nice picture with her and handing her a piece of paper with his autograph.

“Do you wanna come back to my place?” Eddie asks as we walk outside, his arm around me. I bite my lip, trying to think of what to say. I stop walking and Eddie raises his eyebrow at me.

“Ed, it’s not that I don’t want to, but I’d like to take things slow.. I know I practically already agreed to go on a trip with you, but just… I don’t think I’m ready for that, yet.” I say, biting my lip nervously. Eddie just smiles lovingy at me and caresses my cheek. “I wasn’t implying that, love. I thought, maybe we could watch a movie and snuggle up on the couch or something? I can drop you off at home afterwards.”

I laugh softly and shake my head, “Of course, I’m sorry. For a second I forgot that you were such a gentleman.”

Eddie chuckles and wraps his arms around me, kissing me softly. “We won’t do anything until you’re entirely ready for it, love.”

[twdsunshine]

2019 Bank Holiday Drabbles Masterlist

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Easter 2019: Lyric Edition

#163   Negan - Lost Without You by Freya Ridings

#164   Rick - Jacksonville by Brandon Flowers

#165   Daryl - Hold My Girl by George Ezra

#166   Negan - Whatshername by Green Day

#167   Daryl - The Outsider by Marina & The Diamonds

#168   Rick - Burning House by Cam

#169   Negan - From Eden by Hozier

#170   Daryl - I Get To Love You by Ruelle

#171   Daryl - What’s Mine Is Yours by Kane Brown

#172   Daryl - Nothing’s Gonna Hurt You Baby by Cigarettes After Sex

#173   Daryl - Lover Is A Day by Cuco

#174   Daryl - On Melancholy Hill by Gorillaz

#175   Daryl - Redundant by Green Day

#176   Daryl - Stand By Me by Ben E. King

#177   Negan - Birdsong by George Ogilvie

#178   Daryl - Nobody Can Save Me by Linkin Park

#179   Negan - I Fell In Love With The Devil by Avril Lavigne

#180   Negan - Young Girls by Bruno Mars

#181   Daryl - Best Shot by Jimmie Allen

#182   Negan - Periscope by Papa Roach

#183   Daryl - Animal by Troye Sivan

#184   Negan - Life Eternal by Ghost

#185   Rick - Always Remember Us by Lady Gaga

#186   Daryl - Three Cheers For Five Years by Mayday Parade

#187   Negan - You by WRENN

#188   Daryl - Follow You by Bring Me The Horizon

#189   Rick - Is That Alright? by Lady Gaga

#190   Daryl - Know Me by The Band Camino

#191   Daryl - Bloom Later by Jesse Rutherford

#192   Negan - Arms by Christina Perri

#193   Daryl - Need Me by Eminem ft. Pink

#194   Negan - Rescue Me by 30 Seconds To Mars

#195   Negan - When We Were Young by Adele

#196   Daryl - Always Remember Us This Way by Lady Gaga

#197   Negan - I Hate U I Love U by Gnash

#198   Negan - When I Was Your Man by Bruno Mars

#199   Negan - Sweet But Psycho by Ava Max

#200   Maggie - Again by Kehlani

#201   Negan - Have All The Songs Been Written? by The Killers

#202   Rick - Peter Pan by Arcade Fire

#203   Daryl - Love Like You by Rebecca Sugar

#204   Alpha - Tonight You Belong To Me by Eddie Vedder

#205   Rick - For Now by Pink

#206   Daryl - Bleeding Through by Papa Roach

#207   Negan - One Step Closer by Linkin Park

#208   Daryl - You Say by Lauren Daigle

#209   Daryl - From The Dining Table by Harry Styles

#210   Negan - Hell And You by Amigo The Devil

Early May 2019

#211   Daryl - ‘It’s okay.  Just breathe.’

#212   Negan - ‘When are you going to stop lying to yourself?’

#213   Daryl - ‘I don’t want to sleep alone.’

#214   Daryl - ‘He means nothing to me, I swear.’

#215   Jesus - ‘I won’t let you fall.’

#216   Jesus - ‘Let’s go for a ride.’

#217   Rick - ‘Why do you taste like strawberries?’

#218   Negan - ‘Honestly, I can’t decide whether to laugh or cry right now.’

#219   Daryl - ‘Did you just wink at me?’

#220   Daryl - ‘You didn’t like me?  When didn’t you like me?’

#221   Negan - ‘Did you just wink at me?’

#222   Daryl - ‘Would you read to me?  Just for a little while.’

#223   Negan - ‘I like waking up with you.’

#224   Negan - ‘I guess I just can’t stand to see you cry.’

#225   Rick - ‘Just the one bed then? ��Perfect.’

#226   Rick - ‘I’m gonna kick his ass.’

#227   Negan - ‘At this point, I’m so hungry even you’re starting to look appetising.’

#228   Negan - ‘Is that your blood or mine?’

#229   Negan - ‘Make it stop.  Please, make it stop.’

#230   Negan - ‘We’ve broken down?  In the middle of nowhere?  Great.’

#231   Negan - ‘What the hell were you thinking?’

#232   Negan - ‘Wow, you can’t aim for shit.’

#233   Maggie - ‘Please, just let me in.’

#234   Daryl - ‘Sometimes it’s okay to not be okay.’

#235   Jesus - ‘There are monsters in the shadows.’

#236   Daryl - ‘Not all heroes wear capes, y’know?’

#237   Negan - ‘What the hell did you do with it?’

#238   Negan - ‘We don’t all get a happy-ever-after and that’s okay.’

#239   Negan - ‘Girl, you can barely stand.  How long have you been drinking?’

#240   Daryl - ‘You’re, like, really bad at this.  You could’ve killed me!’

#241   Daryl - ‘Don’t you walk away from me!’

#242   Rick - ‘Your shirt... It’s kinda torn up.’

#243   Daryl - ‘Why are you acting like you don’t wanna be here?’

#244   Negan - ‘You’ve gotta fight for it!’

#245   Shane - ‘This feels wrong.’

#246   Shane - ‘I like you better in the dark.’

#247   Dwight - ‘Can you do something for me?’

#248   Negan - ‘Is that a dog?’

#249   Negan - ‘I swear to God, I’m gonna-’

Late May 2019: Titles Edition

#250   Negan - Little Black Dress

#251   Negan - A Rainy Day

#252   Negan - Trust Issues

#253   Negan - I’m Here

#254   Negan - Forever and Always

#255   Daryl - You Think This Is Funny?

#256   Negan - Hang In There, Doll

#257   Daryl - Everything Is Going To Be Alright

#258   Negan - Glass House

#259   Negan - Sweet Creature

#260   Negan - Last Orders

#261   Negan - Times Like These

#262   Negan - Good Grief

#263   Negan - Wilder Mind

#264   Negan - Tired and Awake

#265   Daryl - All That I Ask

#266   Daryl - Sense Of Home

#267   Negan - Relax and Calm Down

#268   Rick - Some Kind Of Love

#269   Rick - Wonderful Wonderful

#270   Rick - Still Want You

#271   Beta - I Will Always Protect You

#272   Rick - All For Myself

#273   Rick - The Only Thing

#274   Rick - The Greatest Gift

#275   Rick - Me and My Husband

#276   Rick - I’ll Never Love Again

#277   Daryl - How To Love

#278   Rick - Words Unspoken

#279   Negan - Killer Queen

#280   Rick - The Ghost Of You

#281   Rick - Playing With Fire

#282   Rick - Can’t Deny My Love

#283   Rick - A Dustland Fairytale

#284   Negan - A Better Nickname

#285   Daryl - Pretty Please With A Cherry On Top

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Unnamed Gradence Drabble

At times it hurts to look when Credence smiles, because for some reason it brings to mind the possibility of a time when he might not be able to see it. All of the time before they met, of course, but beyond that as well. A time, perhaps, when Credence might tire of him, and someone else would be blessed with them. Or a time, heaven forbid, when Credence no longer can. Because Percival is under no delusion: the world can be a cruel place, and life is not always fair.

And yet… he finds that he cannot look away. As though staring into the heart of the sun in euphoric rapture, the pain builds. But rising right beside the ache and slowly eclipsing it is a roaring, furious, blinding love. It swallows the void of unknown future, the myriad pathways that threaten to branch out and separate them from each other, until everything is clear. Until all he can see is that smile.

[stateofloveandnegan]

Why? - Eddie Vedder

Can you do one where Eddie confronts his girlfriend about her self harm? And they kind of argue a little bit?

I am reposting this because Tumblr deleted it???? do you see any fuckin nipples? anyways, I am not familiar with self harm and I do not wish any of you to harm yourselves, so I apologise if this triggers something, it is not my intention.

Requested by: anon

Warning(s): self harm, bit of angst

It had been a while since I hurt myself, but after hearing about my father's death, I couldn't help it. I started harming myself again and I haven't stopped doing it ever since. Feeling like I need to punish myself for not being there for my father when he needed me the most.

My father always said he really wanted to visit me, but it never happened. He got sick and a couple of months later he died. I never thought it was so serious, so I never really saved money to go visit him and I blame myself for not fulfilling his wish of seeing me one last time. 

I've never told my boyfriend, Eddie, about my self-harm. It's just something he doesn't need to know about. He has things he keeps to himself, so have I, my self-harm being one of them. 

I love Eddie with all my heart and I wouldn't know what to do without him, but there are things I like to keep to myself. I think everyone has something personal you don't even share with your closest friend, right?

"Hey, love." Eddie says while walking up to me. I turn and smile at him, hiding the immense pain shooting through my arm when he reaches for me to hug him. "Hey Ed, how was practice?"

He moves back, "It went pretty good, actually. We came up with some new tunes, so that's something." he says with a smile.

I smile back at him, "I'm happy for you and the guys."

Eddie walks back into the hall and grabs his stuff, "I'm gonna bring this upstairs and take a shower."

"Alright, love. I'll make dinner, it won't be long before it's done, so make it quick." I tell him while he's already making his way upstairs and in response I get a 'sure thing, captain!'

I smile to myself at his goofiness, where did I manage to find someone like him? What did I ever do to deserve his love? I quickly push that last thought aside before I start to feel unsure of myself again. 

"Eddie, dinner's ready!" I yell, standing at the foot of the stairs. I hear a faint 'I'm coming' and I walk back into the kitchen to put the food on the plates. I place the plates on the table in our dining room and not much later Eddie enters the room, wearing some sweatpants and a 'The Who' shirt. I smile to myself at the sight of him, but when his gaze meets mine my smile drops; he looks confused and... angry? Why would he be angry?

"What's wrong?" I ask him and I feel my heart sinking deeply when I see what he's holding in his hand. 

He slowly looks up at me, "Could you please tell me why, on earth, there was a bloodied razorblade in the sink?" he says, his voice trembling and very cold.

I feel myself lost for words so I simply give him an apologetic look. "Show me your arms, please." he says while stepping closer to me.

Shaking my head, I say 'no'. But Eddie ignores it and firmly, yet carefully, grabs ahold of my wrist. I try to remove myself from his grip, but he's too strong. He moves his other hand to my sleeve and moves it up, only to reveal a row of fresh cuts on my arm.

Eddie drops the razorblade, which he was still holding carefully, in shock and snaps his head up, "Why, (Y/N)? Why would you do this to yourself?"

Now that Eddie's distracted I yank my hand from his grip and move back to the dining table. "Just sit down, Ed. The food's getting cold." I say in a small voice.

"No!" Eddie almost screams, "Tell me! Why are you hurting yourself?" I can hear the desperate tone in his voice, but decide to ignore it and simply take a seat.

"I don't know about you, but I'm gonna start eating." I say, trying to act as if nothing just happened.

Eddie scoffs and takes the seat across from me, "Are you gonna tell me about it after dinner, then?" he asks, not only sounding desperate, but actually angry.

His voice is the drop. I break into tears, "Why would I tell you?" I yell at him. "You do nothing but act angry towards me, this is the exact reason why I didn't tell you!"

Eddie's expression goes from angry to baffled. He is about to speak up, but I'm not done talking, yet. "You always act like everything's alright, but things aren't always alright, Eddie! Life is not always perfect. Like sucks sometimes!" I yell, now completely drowning in my own tears. 

"You know very well that I know life isn't always perfect." Eddie says through gritted teeth. "I just don't understand why you would hurt yourself! Does it make you feel any better?!" Eddie's screaming as well, now.

I say nothing, 'cause honestly: it never really made me feel better. It was always the idea that hurting myself would be a good punishment, but after doing it, I never seem to feel better. The next day, I feel the exact same and I want to do it all over again.

"That's what I thought." Eddie says, his voice back to a normal volume. 

I'm still crying, "I'm sorry, I didn't mean that.." I sniffle, indeed knowing fully well that Eddie's hasn't had the easiest and happiest life either.  

He looks up, still a bit angry, but his face drops when he sees how tearstained my face is, "I know. I'm sorry, too. I shouldn't have yelled at you." He stands up and walks over to me, taking me out of my seat and hugging my tightly. "I love you, (Y/N). I just don't want you to be hurt and I can't handle knowing you're cutting yourself open when I'm not here."

I sob into his shirt, "I'm sorry." I whisper, "I just, I feel like shit lately.."

"Then please, just talk to me about it, maybe it'll help. But please stop hurting yourself." he begs and I nod into him, "I will try." I say as I move my head back and up to face him. "It's just- my dad.. he keeps running through my mind.."

Eddie moves his hand to my cheek and wipes away the tears, "I understand, but it wasn't your fault, (Y/N). You couldn't have known about his passing so quickly. It was a shock for everyone. I know your father wouldn't want you to hurt yourself, I'm positive about it. So please stop doing it and come to me if there's something on your mind."

I should've known Eddie was so supportive, I just never really gave it any thought. I should've known he's here for me when I need him, he's always been there for me. "I love you, Ed, so fucking much. I'm sorry for not saying anything."

"Don't be. Just don't hurt yourself anymore, alright?" he says, softly cupping my face.

"I won't."

"I love you so much, (Y/N). You're my whole world."

"And you're mine."

[stateofloveandnegan]

Movie Night - Steddie

Then here I go! Can you write a Stone x Eddie oneshot where Stone invites Eddie over for a movie night and then very fluffy cute stuff happens and some kissing? Haha I’m a sucker for Stone x Eddie story’s 😂❤️

You don’t even know how much I enjoyed writing this. I love Steddie guys xx

Requested by: anon

“Come on guys, let’s hit the club!” Jeff says and Mike and Dave start cheering. “I’m sorry, not tonight. I’m just a little tired. I’ll see you guys tomorrow, yeah?” Stone speaks up, which causes Eddie to immediately doubt whether to go to the club or to make sure that Stone gets home safely.

But, he thinks, the latter will cause suspicion and he doesn’t want anyone to think he might fancy Stone, because that will ruin the band and their friendship. “What about you, Ed?” Jeff asks and Eddie’s snapped back reality, “Oh, yeah I’ll come with you.”

It almost seems like Stone’s a little disappointed as Eddie says those words, but Eddie figures it’s just his imagination. “Alright, see you tomorrow Stone!” Jeff says and with that the four guys leave to go to the club.

Throughout their time in the club, Eddie’s mind keeps wandering back to Stone. It would’ve been nice to have him here, hell, Eddie would probably be having a great time if Stone was here. But no, Stone’s not here and Eddie’s having the worst night of his life.

All the guys are hanging around with some chicks and Eddie is the only one left at their table, drinking away a glass of water and brainstorming about what he should do with his tiny little crush on his bandmate.

He really wants to tell Stone how he feels, but he’s simply too scared. He doesn’t even know if Stone’s into guys. But then again, nobody knows he’s into guys either. Well, he’s not really into guys, he’s just into one guy: Stone Carpenter Gossard.

The next few days Eddie is awfully quiet and the guys, as well as Stone, take notice in this. Mike tries to lighten up the mood every now and then and it kind of works, sometimes it really gets Eddie’s mind off Stone, but mostly he just keeps sulking away.

“Hey Ed, you still up for movie night tonight, right?” Stone gently asks while putting down his guitar in order to start a little lunch-break. Eddie’s breath hitches in his throat for a second at the thought of being alone with Stone, but he smiles nonetheless, even though it’s a bit forced. “Yeah, of course!”

The rest of the afternoon, Eddie’s mind is even more off of practice than before. Ever since Stone mentioned their movie night his mind is a rollercoaster with too many ups and downs and loops and whatever.

“Let’s call it a day. Ed, you’re not really with us, something wrong?” Jeff asks and Eddie absentmindedly shakes his head, still not really being with them. They just brush it off and figure that if it’s something really serious Eddie will eventually speak up about it, they’re his best friends after all…

On his way back home, Eddie decided he’s got too much on his mind to cook dinner. He drives past the local snack-bar and orders some fries, a burger and a drink to take home and heads home.

‘What am I supposed to do? I can’t even get my fucking act together with the others around, how am I supposed to act normal when it’s just him and me alone?’ is a thought that goes through Eddie’s mind constantly.

As Eddie’s making his way up to Stone’s front porch, his heart hammers in his chest. He’s decided that he’ll tell Stone about is feelings. Tonight. And even though he’s anxious about the whole thing, he needs to get it out. He needs to get it off his chest.

“Hey, come in.” Stone says with a smile after opening the door for Eddie. Eddie smile a little nervously and mumbles a soft “Hey,” back.

Stone is in the kitchen when Eddie walks into the living room, having discarded his shoes and jacket in the hallway. “Do you want some tea, Ed?”

“Yeah, tea would be nice, thanks.” Eddie tells him while taking a seat on his usual spot on Stone’s sofa. Not much later, Stone walks in with an adorable, goofy smile on his face and a tray with their tea and a bowl with some popcorn. “Thought it’d be nice to have something to snack.”

Eddie smiles. It’s a genuine smile and it feels like ages since he’s sincerely smiled, “Lemme help.” he stands up from his spot and takes the two tea mugs from the tray before putting them down on the table in front of the sofa. Stone places the bowl down before quickly heading back to the kitchen to leave the tray there.

Stone quickly sits down next to Eddie when he’s finally done. That’s when Eddie feels the nerves crashing back onto him, he hasn’t been this close to Stone in a while. He’s snapped out of his daze when he feels Stone’s arm against his and when he looks to the side, he notices that Stone’s put a blanket over the two of them.

“You always complain about how cold it gets so I bought a little duvet.” There’s a cheeky smile plastered on Stone’s face and his cheeks are sporting a light tint of red, but Eddie doesn’t notice that, he’s way too focused on keeping his face away from Stone because of his own bloodshot cheeks.

When he’s calmed down a little, Eddie smiles and looks up at Stone, “You’re such a goofball sometimes.” And Stone can’t help but blush even more after that comment.

“So, what are we watching?” Eddie asks, trying to get his mind off of how gorgeous Stone looks. When Stone doesn’t answer immediately, Eddie’s looks at him and raises his eyebrow in a questing manner.

“Don’t laugh, alright?”

Eddie furrows his eyebrows, “What? Why would I laugh, what do you have in mind?”

Stone lets out a nervous chuckle while scratching the back of his head, “I know we always, like, watch action movies or something of the sort, but I actually really wanna see Dirty Dancing.”

A smile breaks out on Eddie’s face, “There’s no need to feel so ashamed, I wanna see it too.” And Stone chuckles, letting out a relieved sigh, “Alright, I’ll put it up.”

After a good twenty minutes into the film, Stone suddenly starts moving a little restlessly. Eddie tries to focus as much on the film as possible, even though the thought that he’s supposed to confess his feelings tonight is still haunting him.

When he feels Stone’s arm softly brushing against his own, his eyes go wide and he takes a swift look at his bandmate. Stone’s already looking at Eddie, but he immediately looks back to the tv when he notices Eddie’s turning his head.

Eddie still manages to catch a glimpse of Stone’s eyes and Stone knows this as he silently curses himself for being so obvious, but none of it all is obvious to Eddie. Eddie’s oblivious to Stone’s subtle actions, actually.

A couple of times after that, their hands brush against one another’s and the electricity jolts through both their bodies.

Eddie’s eyes keep wandering back to Stone’s face, flashing back to the screen in front of him every now and then to keep Stone from catching him. But one time, Stone catches him red handed and Eddie’s frozen, not knowing what to do to get out of this hole he’s dug himself into.

“Ed-” Stone begins, but he’s cut off by Eddie’s lips against his own. Eddie doesn’t know what he’s doing, but he just felt like the right thing and now he can’t stop himself from continuing. Only when he realises Stone’s stone cold frozen, he moves back and immediately fixes his gaze on the ground, “Shit. Fuck I’m sorry. I- I don’t know what came over me.”

Stone’s still frozen with shock and it takes him some time to regain himself. Eddie eventually gets up and that’s what sends Stone back to planet earth. “Where are you going?”

Eddie doesn’t look at him, just walks into the hallway, “Home.”

Stone jumps up from the sofa and runs over to Eddie, grabbing his wrist to keep hi from leaving and turning him around so they’re facing each other, “Don’t go.” They’re looking into on another’s eyes, but Eddie is soon to break the contact and look down at the ground, “I can’t stay here, not now. I’m sorry.” and he’s about the turn around again.

But Stone gently lays his hand on Eddie’s cheek and guides his face forward to his own, before softly pressing his lips against Eddie’s. Now it’s Eddie’s turn to freeze, but when he feels Stone placing his hand behind his neck, softly running his fingers through the nape of his hair, Eddie starts kissing him back. Their mouths dance together as if it was always meant to be this way, and that’s exactly how it feels to both of them, they’re finally where they both belong: in each other’s arms.

Eddie softly pulls back, one hand resting on Stone’s chest and the other on the side of his face. Stone opens his eyes and looks deeply into Eddie’s while it’s silent for some minutes.

“I honestly didn’t know you felt the same.” Stone’s voice is soft and a goofy smile appears on his face.

Eddie chuckles, “If I’d known you felt the same, I wouldn’t have waited this long to make a move.”

The two of them burst out in laughter and when it’s died down a little, Stone pulls Eddie close to him in a warm embrace, “Gosh Ed, you have no idea what you do to me and how much you mean to me.”

“I could say the same Steno. You mean more to me then I care to admit.” Eddie tells his friend while he rests his head on his shoulder.

Stone moves back and his hands find their way back to Eddie’s face, cupping them and softly caressing his cheeks. He places a quick peck on his lips, “Let’s get back to the movie and cuddle up.”

“Oh god yes. I’d kill for a cuddle, especially for one from you.”