#ENDLESSS SCREAM

[ithilheld]

MORTALITY  IS  A  TASTE  OF  BITTERSWEET  UPON  HER  TONGUE.  alight  are  features  of  valinors  glow,  twilight  dancing  in  clusters  of  stars.  for  centuries  of  life  spent  in  fleeting,  of  moments  collected  as  trinkets  and  a  mere  blink  of  eternal  life.  the  urgency  of  humanity  has  taken  root  in  her  fëa;  held  within  was  her  mother’s  misfortune  of  feeling  too  deeply,  ACHE  all  the  more  consumed  by  choice  of  luthíen.  each  breeze  invokes  a  raise  of  ethereal  flesh  in  a  chill,  warmth  of  her  porcelain  cheeks  dappled  in  a  flush  of  soft  crimson.

the  evenstar  uplifts  a  stubbled  chin  in  her  silken  grasp.  flaxen  hues  with  in  a  sea  of  darkest  grey  held  a  depth  of  devotion  no  amount  of  unknowing  subjects  could  mirror.�� ❛  are  you  so  keen  to  relinquish  our  love  out  of  fear  that  you  may  lose  it?  ❜  a  query  that  croons  as  softest  lamentation,  a  faintly  trembled  palm  splayed  over  his  chest.  LIFE  FORCE  HELD  IN  KEEPING,  NO  SINGULAR  REGRET  DARES  TO  HAUNT  HER.  with  a  tenderness  that  blooms  to  weather  every  harsh  storm  upon  him,  to  shield  the  one  who  held  her  fëa  within  his  grasp.

arwens  forehead  knocks  against  his,  imprinting  love  without  condition  or  crown.  ❛  there  is  no  tide  to  carry  me  away.  your  loss  is  my  loss,  your  fight  is  my  fight.  ❜

  ❛ sooner or later , the things you love , you lose .. ❜ @muutos / aragorn

[moonlightknightess]

I have horny prompt like : floch watching his boss (eren) fucking his wives (mikasha) in his office.

Lmao

I'm sorry this is just so random 🤣 like why Floch? Why especifically him out of any of the rest of the characters? And why are they doing it in his office!? (Unless u meant Eren's office, if that's the case im sorry cuz I already wrote the whole thing lol) I'm really curious abt it

Not like I mind tbh, he never struck to me as a character so I don't really care giving him a hard time lol

I'm sorry in advance for anyone who genuinely likes him and read this by any chance, because I did him dirty 💀

Anyways, enjoy!

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If anyone ever asked him why he hated Eren Yeager so much, he would go into an endlesss rambling so long that would make the poor soul that asked him that question regret all the decisions that lead them to be at that exact time and thay exact moment

For starters, he has known the fucker ever since college in the law program, for almost a decade especifically, and his experience dealing with him has to be one of the worst he has ever did dealing with any normal person, but it's not like he is a normal person afterall

The guy was basically a ticking bomb, always at the vergue to explode at the smallest provocations, which really became a problem the moment he started to pick on him just because he had the audicity to call his midget blond friend "four eyes" once, jumping into his defense like his fucking husband and giving him a hard time whenever they run into each other

Another thing he hated about him was his mountain sized ego, always acting like top notch shit at everything he participated at, getting the best grades despite spending more time at parties than working his ass on his career or getting rewarded for his performance at the football's competitions even though he hardly tries at all, the dumb nuts that always surround him feeding his narcisism with praises and by basically licking his boots, simply disgusting

But if there is something that he hated the most about him it's how lucky he was

It was already bad enough that he seemed to do good on his grade despite not trying at all, but the fact that he got lucky in the genetic lottery was simply so fucking unfair, giving him all the right traits that made girls fall to his feet and getting the best body genetic to presume to everybody else, the perfect example of annoying gym bro that can't shut up about himself

The fact that there was someone so fucked up in the head to willingly date him like that chick with the scar in the cheek was just amusing

So much wasted potential to be honest, he can only pity her

And yet, when he thought he wouldn't have to deal with his bullshit anymore now that he graduated but was meet with the fact that the very first job he landed he met him again, and even more upsetting, managed to become his boss, he almost wanted to jump off the window

There was simply no way life could favorite someone this much

That's why, when he went to his office to bring him the workpapers of the cases and saw him fucking the living shit out of an unknown woman right on his desk, he couldn't think about something else than ruining his life, taking out his phone and reconding the whole thing from start to end, making a note of asking Jean for that Ackerman girl once he is done

This time he wont get away with it

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- ... Are you serious? - Said the female voice frim the other like, unsure

- Of course I am! - He said almost screaming, already fed up with her - I sent you the video! He was fucking a girl in his office! -

- I can hardly see anything in that video, it's too blurry - He really wanted to shout at her face how delusional she was, he knows she really was down bad for him if she was willing to marry that idiot but this was stupid

The video didn't look that bad!

Plus she didn't even sound that upset about the prospect of her husband cheating on her

- Can you describe her at least? - Said Mikasa

- She is a redhead! - he tried to explain, getting all the details he could from his memories - She ties her hair in a ponytail and got bangs on her forehead - He really doesn't want to remember all the details about that fucker fucking one of his whores stupid, but if he can ruin his marriage by doing it then so be it - She got tannish skin too -

The memories are still fresh in his mind, the overreacting and annoying moans of the bitch still ringing inside his head as he grunted like a sick dog in heat, watching every single snap of his hips on her thick thighs and the slight jump her breast did out of her unbuttoned shirt, the ripped pantyhose giving him the view of the pinkest slit he has ever seen, ruined by his horrible shaft, watching the whole thing just making him feel like throwing up and yet enduring it until they seemed to be done

Just making sure it was really Eren, nothing more

- Oh - She simply said as response, not quite the reaction he was expecting from her - I think I know who she is... thanks for telling me -

- You're welc- but before he could say something else she hung up

It's not like ti mattered anyways, once he goes bsck to work he will hopefully met the wondeful sight of the asshole dealing with a divorce, and if he was lucky, he would get to see him getting fired for having sex in work installations

For once, he will win against Eren Yeager

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Unfortunely, instead of being met with the news of his boss being fired, he went to his office to meet the sight of him accompanied by two women, the very same girl from before now along with his wife, both of them lying on his office desk as the mess of papers and clothes on the ground grew larger, witnessing in first seat rows how he basically destroyed a week worth of work by ruining it with their disgusting sweat and the distinct white threads staining the document he spent so long working on

- What the fuck? - He meant to shout it, to scream it, but instead, it came out as a small whisper, so small it was swallowed by the sounds they were making

Swallowed by the sounds of the two bitches that might as well haven't be dicked down in a long time, the one he knows it's his wife getting drilled by him in a way that makes it look like a performance for a freacking porno, her body throwing and tossing in every direction, making the few left documents fall to the ground, the other woman on her side eliciting more curses out of her with every kiss delivered to her chest and the quick rub of her fingers on her clit, circle motioned movements making her whimper im the same way his fingers make her grith her teeth and bite on the snowy white skin of her companion

- Oh? - It was him who speaked this time, voice so codescending and uninterested and yet with so much edge that it brings back the memories he tried to bury inside his mind for so much time, body shaking just at hearing it - What's the matter? I thought you liked watching, snitching bitch -

His stomach dropped to the ground just hearing at those words and the meaning behind them, cursing at himself for watching him go for so long despite having already recorded enough evidence at the time

Cursing at himself for ever believing that bitch had the spine to confront him, instead of joining

He was just way too dumbfounded to react, to come up with something- anything to defend himself

Instead, he only could stood there, watching him have his way with his companions right in front of him, in the office he spents day and night working his ass off for a paycheck that barely helps him survive the month, fists tightening in hopes of using them for once but too afraid to do something about it

His only consolation prize coming in the form of enjoying the sight of the two women and their dreamlike bodies covered in mouth-watering lace underwear, to see them enjoying themselves by the actions of another man that was not him, by hearing them praise the very same fucker that made his time in college a living hell, whorshipping him in the only way a lover would, the intense glint of the silver white rings they all wear on their fingers making him understand why his plan failed

By watching the very same good for nothing fucker get favorited by life again and being given the life he deserved

- Now, don't get too comfortable, weirdo - It was hard to tell what he was saying, his words barely making out of the concert of moans he was focusing on creating, not even bothering to turn in his direction to make himself clear, his only priority being trying to make the two girls come undone by his hand, the Ackerman girl and the other woman by his side seemingly reaching their peak the more they struggled to breath and the more sweat formed on their bodies, hiz gaze lowering to the mess if papers he created for a second - You still need work to get done, unless you want to gwt fired... fuck -

He really wanted to beat the shit out of him right there, his feet slowly closing the gap in between them and his fists raising with the intention of eraising that shit eating smile he seemed to do just to provoke him, to get justice by himself for once, even if he had to go against the odds

And yet, when he flickered his gaze in his direction for flash of a second, he knew perfectly that there was no way he was doing that, that there was nl way in which he could fight him

Not when he knew for sure he could never win, nor when he knew the repercursions of even daring to do such a thing

He could only fall to his knees and gather the only dignity left in the ground in the form of the several papers he would surely have to rewrite, fingers trying to dry the whitey ooze of it in the hopes of recovering some of it

- Good job - Eren taunted, voice stil deafened by the voice of his girls, his non stoping hips coming to a stop the moment he heard one of them let out the loudest screams he has ever heard a woman made, his eyes locking themselves where she was dripping right to the floor

- Bring me some water too, will you? - He said, almost as if sensing him not doing what he was asked, hands hurriedly resuming gathering the seveeal papers on the floor, the voice of the redhead woman slowly growing to the point where she was the only thing he could hear, the nasty sounds of his figers stirring her insides - I won't be done here for a while -

His hold thightened in frustration, ruining the paper on his hand as he tried to think about all the wrong things he ever did to deserve all this shit...

[oxymorology]

bc i forget, basic idea for cg and chaz’s deaths is that:

-claragrey is planning to kill addison, accidentally/semi-accidentally lets elisha know the night before. she regrets it almost immediately after and changes her plan from killing him at work with her handgun to killing him from afar while he’s leaving the tory with a rifle, in case elisha tries to stop it

-elisha is torn on what to do but ultimately secretly loads claragrey’s handgun with blanks. he tells addison what he knows, but with no specific details. addison decides he will kill her instead

-day of, as claragrey is set up in her vantage point watching the tory, kammy finds chaz’s dead body in the tory and calls claragrey in a panic. claragrey almost ignores it and continues with her plan to assassinate addison from afar but concedes to kammy to come to the tory to see if they could bring chaz back or if he’s really dead

-once she gets there, addison attempts to shoot claragrey, but kammy steps in front of her and wont let him, shes also holding claragrey’s gun

-elisha comes out onto the upper level where they are and sees chaz’s body- he realizes what has happened and that addison killed chaz to get claragrey to come to the tory. he accuses addison of this, and he seems unrepentant. elisha pulls his own gun on addison

-kammy is shocked enough by this that claragrey is able to get back her gun, and push kammy down the stairs (to her safety kinda) and pulls the trigger on the gun pointed at addison

-in the confusion, addison fires two shots, both at claragrey. she dies almost instantly

-if claragrey’s gun had been loaded, addison would be dead. kammy rushes back up the stairs and releases that claragrey’s gun was unloaded and- after just a moment- looks at elisha in betrayal.

-addison has joined them all upstairs. he gently but persistently pulls kammy away from claragrey’s body, and he locks kammy in the security office. addison is just barely hanging on to consciousness when he gets back to elisha, feeling what claragrey no longer can. he looks at elisha, who is tearful and loathful, and says, softly, “we don’t have long before she wakes up”. when elisha doesnt move, addison says “isnt this what you wanted?” elisha is furious and easily manuveres addison to his knees and holds his gun loosely in his hand. addison places his hand on it as well, and his other hand on elisha’s forearm. he looks up. “if she wakes up, there will be a reckoning. and whether or not im alive to see it, you will finally have to pick a side.”

-marka finally comes rushing in from the basement, his own gun out. he immediately points it at elisha and addison points and hand up and says “stop, marka, dont!” they all hesitate. addison looks back toward elisha and makes sure elisha is looking at him when he says, to marka, “he isnt going to shoot me”. there’s another moment, and it’s long. longer for elisha than anyone. finally he jerks away from addison and gathers claragrey in his arms. “this is about charlie,” he says, and hating what is coming but knowing it’s true, says loud enough for both addison and marka to hear, “you have to keep charlie safe. you have to”- his voice breaks. addison nods, starting to slip from consciousness. marka has dropped his gun and is obviously wanting to get to addison. “we will” he says to elisha, “i swear on my life. on addison’s”. finally, elisha nods, and marka begins to run up the stairs to where addison is.

-elisha quickly as he can takes claragrey downstairs. he lies her out on the table and prepares a freezer before placing her in it. he makes quick work of it but when it’s done he hesitates and looks at her. its his last chance, is the awful thought that rings in his head. he kisses her on the mouth, and feels shocked breath against his own- she’s been alive, for how long he doesnt know, and found out she grabs at his hand. elisha is shocked, but shocked into action and slams the freezer door shut, accidentally crushing his own hand in before he gets it fully closed. he can hear her screaming and beating against the lid. this sound will haunt him. he rushes to lock it, which he clearly would not have done if claragrey hadn’t visibly been alive. (considering this part might not be in the book and will be revealed in cott)

-once back upstairs, he realizes how mangled his hand is. kammy has been let out and is ignoring everyone. addison is unconscious in his office. marka looks at his hand and signs “what happened”. elisha is annoyed at even the idea of concern from them “i was in a rush”. marka hesitates before signing “she didn’t wake up?” elisha immediately shakes his head and says no, that she remained dead.

-what elisha does not know, and marka does, is that claragrey months if not years prior asked marka is switch the mode of the saver freezers so that if conscious beings were placed into the freezers they would no longer be freezed- under the guise of her wanting to torture the savers.

-what neither of them know, is that claragrey had a plan b in case assassinating addison didnt go to plan and she was killed. she knew she would be placed in a freezer, alive, and conscious due to marka’s actions, and that she would be able to get out. but because she revealed to elisha that she was awake, and he locked the freezer, she will instead be locked inside this box, dying of dehydration before coming back to life in an endlesss cycle for years and years to come

[beareroftheblueorb]

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“Thank you, Red.”

Time does not pass within the ball, nor does awareness, but, if it did, it’d be filled with screaming. 

Endlesss creaming.

[anonymouspain1-blog]

I hear dark noises in my mind

Constant doubt is satieting my mind I am engulfed in my own perspective My mind is hell My mind is chaos I hear screammsss, endlesss screaming Stop, please stop. They are engulfing me, until I become a dark shadow. I am trapped, I am trapped