#ELSA DESERVES ALL THE LOVE
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Drew these two lovebirds to get back into the workforce
(Expect future comics 😈✨️)
#elsamaren#elsa#honeymaren#frozen#lesbians#frozen2#frozen fanart#elsa is so cute i mf love her#gave honeymaren the buffness she DESERVES#y all pls gimme ideas cuz i have no clue what to draw next 😭
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Elsa in Frozen III / IV
I've been thinking about Frozen 3 and 4 a lot lately (surprise, surprise) and while I am beyond excited about the epicness we're promised, what I really want to see (and hope they will show us) is Elsa being the dork we all know she is. Don't get me wrong, Frozen 2 did have such moments; but now Elsa is truly, actually, properly, fully free to be herself. And just thinking about it makes my heart burst.
Like, I imagine this idiot being absolutely unhinged.
She does competitive swimming against the Nokk, and cannonballs into piles of snow/leaves with Bruni. She takes naps with the Giants, and dances with Gale. She goes around the Enchanted Forest singing songs and having snowball fights, which she loses because she plays fair. She races barefoot against Honeymaren and Ryder while they're riding their reindeer. She makes horrible puns that she delivers with winks and finger guns, she sets up silly pranks that everyone finds twice as amusing because of her blissful maniacal gremlin giggles. She plays hide-and-seek with the Spirits, and climbs trees just to land cat-like behind Anna to spook her when she visits the Forest. She makes snow slides for the children, and they have so much fun with it, that she joins in the game, too. She sends thousands of letters to her sister to tell her about all the new fish and birds and animals she's encountered, and then makes forts in the Castle Library to read all about them. She brings new flowers for Anna's study every week, which she spent days picking because she wanted only the best for her little sister. She's still terrible at charades but now she jokes about it. She talks to Kristoff about reindeer endlessly, mentioning the names that she assigned to those in the Forest, leaving him confused but happy to converse with his sister-in-law about something that he loves. She brings the Northuldra chocolate. She gets up every morning to watch the sunrise, and stops whatever she's doing to watch the sunset. She hides little snowmen all around the castle for Anna to find when she's having a bad day. She counts how many leaves fall from Olaf's favorite tree to help him keep track. She sneaks carrots to Sven. She randomly lies on the ground to sunbathe. She makes bets with Anna about where it will snow first, and whoever wins gets to put the carrot on the snowman they build wherever it snowed.
She's this sweet, fun-loving, mischievous, and happy person that everyone wants to be around, because she's so fucking interesting and fun and smart and kind. She's the person she was forced to hide. She's having the fun she missed all those years, and she does childish things just because she can, because she's finally free; free to explore the world and learn new things, free to feel her emotions. She's finally free to show herself.
And she's overjoyed to be alive.
#just thinking about this makes me emotional#she deserves all the happiness#i want to see her happy#i want 3 hours of her just enjoying life#she fucking deserves it#frozen#frozen 3#frozen 4#elsa#i love her so much
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“ Oh ! I feel the need to remind everyone that MIN VENN JIN is amazing and I love him very much. ”
And if you hurt him ? Give your heart to God, because your ass is Elsa’s.
#that perfect girl is gone. ( ELSA. )#(( pros of being friends with Elsa : cute Norwegian nicknames#cons of being friends with Elsa : ?? none ?????#I love them so much she fucking ADORES this man she dug out of rubble with no memory and patched up#he has the biggest heart and deserves so much better than the world gave him and she holds no regrets about anything she did for him#would do it all over again ))
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This art is completely and utterly brilliant!!! I am blown away by how perfect it is - it’s like they’re right out of my head!!!!!
Commission for @arialerendeair and their dreamling figure skating fic. I highly recommend checking it out it's amazing, beautiful, sweet, and... and I ADORE it!
#Dreamling#Mayhemspreadingguy#Figure Skating AU#I AM FOREVER SCREAMING ABOUT THIS ART#LOOK AT THEM#DREAM'S POSE#HOB'S!#IT'S ALL SO PERFECT#I CAN'T STOP STARING AT THEM#THEY'RE BOTH SO AMAZING#AHHHHHH#WELL NOW I HAVE TO GO FINISH THEIR SEQUEL#Please appreciate and love this artist#Because their art is AMAZING#And they deserve all of the love possible#BUT I NEED TO SCREAM MORE ABOUT HOW PERFECT THESE ARE#HOB IS ELSA OF COURSE BECAUSE HE SKATES TO INTO THE UNKNOWN#AND DREAM IS BASICALLY A FANFIC YUZURU
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A continuation of this ask:
The things Simon does for love.
You were supposed to have his back. You were supposed to support him. What the bloody hell did he do to deserve this? How could you encourage this?
It was the eyes, wasn't it, luv? It's always the eyes.
All it took was one look into your little girl's pleading deep brown eyes, so much like his own, and you were sold. And here Simon was, resigned to his fate, about to undergo the transformation of a lifetime.
He, too, was to become a Princess. Like Elsa and Cinderella. Princess Daddy in fact.
And you two went all out, purchased the make-up, the wig, and the crown, and his baby girl was so giddy he couldn't help but be happy for her. At his own expense. Oh, bloody hell.
Simon can only imagine what he looked like when you two were done, five o’clock shadow and all. You said the blue eyeshadow made his eyes "pop" or whatever the hell that meant, and once you two put the wig on, your daughter made a spectacle of crowning him.
"Bibbidi-Bobbidi-Boo! Princess Daddy!"
You clapped, feigned tearfulness, and said, "Good job, sweetie! Princess Daddy looks beautiful."
And all Simon could do was snort.
But when he sees the pride and excitement in his baby girl's eyes, a job well done, it was well worth it.
The things Simon does for love.
#2queued4u.#dad!simon#call of duty#call of duty modern dadfare.#call of duty modern warfare#simon ghost riley#simon riley x reader#simon riley x you#simon ghost riley x reader#simon ghost riley x you#ghost x reader#ghost x you#call of duty x reader#call of duty x you#cod x reader#cod x you#x black reader#x poc reader#task force 141
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Something I think about a lot is how in Frozen, Elsa and Anna's parents really wanted to do what was best for their daughters and they tried their hardest but they still got it terribly wrong. They tried to follow the expert advice and failed.
It makes me think of how all of our parents probably failed us in some way, more likely if you were neurodiverse or queer, and how I may be failing my own kids, but the intentions are entirely pure. The parents in Frozen wanted their kids to be safe and happy, they loved those girls to death, but they didn't know how to meet their needs effectively. The best advice at the time or maybe what they learned from their parents was dead wrong. And in Anna's case, it's more about how when one child takes up a lot of time and energy, another may be left neglected unintentionally. Parents with a high needs children and typical children cannot help this, a lot of them can't afford adequate help (in this case, they isolated Elsa for safety and Anne was forced to be isolated too).
The harm and pain matters, but I think the intention does too. If a parent did harm from a sincere wish to do good, it's very different from malicious abuse. Anna and Elsa's parents really wanted to do the right thing.
(I'm not saying anyone deserves to be forgiven, just that I feel a lot of pity for parents who try their very best but get it completely wrong. Also, that "wise" Troll gave super vague advice and I blame him primarily for how Elsa was raised)
#frozen#obviously not everyone needs to forgive their parents#and the level of harm done can vary wildly#but if they were told by medical professionals to do something and they did it#how were they supposed to know better?#we can only work with the best knowledge we have#and hindsight is 20/20#and raising even typical children is so hard#and you question yourself all the time
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Darkside Disney: Anna and Elsa
The Darkside tale of these two sisters begins when Anna, with so many years of confusion and hurt, decides to take Elsa up on her hurdled order of “then leave”
She turns on her heel then and there, never reaching out for Elsa, never causing Elsa to unleash her powers. She decides that if Elsa wants to close a door between them, she’ll finally stop knocking.
Anna leaves with Hans back to the Southern Isles that night
They're married onboard the ship, and Hans spends the honeymoon and proceeding three years of marriage carefully stoking Anna smoldering hurt into a true fire of resentment
By the time word comes from Southern Isles spies that the Queen of Arendelle has begun to show signs of madness, Anna is more than ready to step up and take the throne. She might have been content to stay in the Southern Isles before, but as her husband points out, Elsa is unfit, Elsa never engages with her people, they’d be much better under someone who actually cares about Arendelle. After all, with Elsa unwed Anna is the next heir, she’s the one who’ll be carrying on the bloodline. Don’t the people of Arendelle deserve security, attention, love? Doesn’t she deserve all that as well?
The people of Arendelle would indeed welcome their exiled princess as their new queen, but things aren't that simple…
After Anna left, Elsa tried to do her best to run the kingdom, to make the memory of her parents proud. But her powers continue to grow stronger, and stronger. The stresses of rule begin to take their toll, and she’s only able to keep her powers hidden by once more withdrawing from the public eye.
When she was still under age, this could be overlooked as the Regency Council trying to protect the royal heirs, but now her reluctance to engage with her people begins to rankle and sour the populace’s opinion of their new queen
And things only get worse when, in the third year of her reign, on top of her growing powers, Elsa begins to hear things…
A voice, calling to her, begging her to just let go, to unleash her powers and step into the unknown
And the harder she fights to conceal her powers, the stronger they—and the voice—become
The strain begins to be too much, the cracks in Elsa’s frozen facade begin to show, and whispers grow of a madness plaguing the Queen
And finally, the day comes that brings the sisters face to face again. Anna demanding that Elsa step down, she has the people’s support, she has the support of Han’s navy connections. She has more right the throne then Elsa has, Elsa who never cared for the people, who never cared for anyone.
“Anna that’s not true! I care—“
“You never cared! You shut me out, you shut the world out! You left me to bury our parents alone! So don’t stand there and claim to care now Elsa! Life’s too short to waste on hearing excuses from someone as cold hearted as you!”
It’s all too much. Her powers, the voices, the hatred in her sister’s eyes. Something in Elsa’s mind—in her heart—breaks. All her life she’s tried not too feel, and now she can’t stop feeling. All the heartache, confusion, anger, loneliness, fear
It all comes crashing out, a dam bursting over, a storm long healed at bay now barreling down in full force
Elsa flees in the cover of the onslaught of snow and ice, barely aware of what she’s doing, just knowing she can’t bear to see Anna, her only family, looking at her like that. All she seems to know how to do is run, and run, and run. Away from the voices, away from the pressure, away from Anna
She doesn’t realize she’s trapped Arendelle in an eternal winter, one that begins to spread out across the land, barely held back by the sea
She doesn’t realize the initial blast has killed the man her sister loved
Anna takes the throne of a kingdom in turmoil as a widow, her own heart broken, bleeding, freezing over under the weight of all that she has lost. The only thing keeping her going is trying to save her people—and the child she carries
The storm over Arendelle never breaks though, and the entire kingdom is forced to flee wherever they or face becoming another frozen statue in the growing wasteland, where nothing walks but the wailing form of their former Queen.
A figure with skin covered in frost, hair whipped about in the perpetual storm, tears frozen to her cheeks. Forever trying to run from the voices calling calling calling to her
Anna returns to the Southern Isles in disgrace, her kingdom and husband lost, her in-laws having no interest in harboring her now she has nothing to offer them. So they send her and her child—so sickly, so frail, never having overcome the cold they were born into—off to the farthest and poorest of their Isles. And there, her heart becomes as frozen as if her sister really had struck it all those years ago…
DisneyVerse After Credits under the Cut
One year later, Anna finds herself approached by a strange wandering soldier, who offers her the power to regain her kingdom, to give her child the life they deserve, to gain vengeance on the one who caused all of this…if she’s willing to make a deal
#had to bring Voland in of course#no way he wouldn’t jump on getting the sister of the 5th spirit on his side#things are likely going to go Very Badly for the world as a whole in this Darkside version of my Frozen 3 fic#as there’s no sane Elsa to stop Voland from regaining his full power#heck the only person likely to try and stand against him at his full power is Zhan Tiri who’s probably possessing Darkside Rapunzel#Darkside Disney#frozen#frozen 3#elsa frozen#anna frozen#Anna x Hans#elsa and anna#elsa of arendelle#anna of arendelle#halloween#my art#Disney#disney fanart#Darkside Disney Princesses#frozen 2
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i have something to say as well about this actually. i love female ocs. i have been writing with them since i first started on this fuckass website. i have a ship with a good friend, their female oc, that has been going on literally since i think 2014. as a community, we are awful to female ocs. i watch them get ignored, shamed, sent anonymous hate. i made a blog for a female oc many years ago and i remember deleting it after a week because the dynamics were nonexistent. i really admire anyone and everyone who has a female oc, and they deserve all of the love. please know if you have one you can always, ALWAYS write with me. ship with me too, baby!
on a similar note, i have been writing lesbians on this website for a long time. and there is a very significant difference in interactions when it comes to writing men and writing a lesbian.
the moment i put the word "lesbian" on my bio or character page, interactions drop. people do not want to write with me.
it's better now than it used to be, but still, i get male characters refusing to follow me, because we can't ship. i had an incident many years ago where i found out one of my close rp partners was sending anons to my elsa blog asking "why are you playing her as a lesbian". i've gotten anon hate for it. i've gotten bullied for it on discord and rpc spaces. i've had MULTIPLE male muses send me shipping memes, ignoring my info. once had, god forbid, a writer ask if their male character could be an "exception".
and like to consider myself a fun, flexible writer. i love all kinds of dynamics with all kinds of people. i am not here to write only ships. and yet, i know, the moment i make a new blog and write the word "lesbian" in my character info, that i WILL get less interactions than i would if they were straight.
i've come to accept it, citing both the internet and the rpc as a male-centered space, but really, i don't think i should have to accept it. i think we should have that conversation. why are we so male-centered as a community that we shut out muses who aren't interested in shipping with men?
let me add as one final note: i am eternally grateful for all the dynamics i've reached on this blog. i have many rp partners with male muses who have created interesting dynamics with me, and who love me and rio, and i really fucking appreciate that. please don't take this as a slight at anyone who i follow. so far, writing on rio's blog has probably given me the best overall experience so far in writing a lesbian muse on this website. i just think this warrants a conversation.
#💀⋆˙ taylor swift lyric bot. ━━ ( ooc )#not sure what the point of this post is#i just wanted to whine#hope this makes sense and doesnt come off angry#i just have been thinking abt this for years#i love all of my mutuals here please dont get me wrong#okay to reblog /
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PAC: Uncovering the Lies
Which area of your life have you been lying to yourself about? In this pick-a-pile, truths that you have been scared to face will be revealed to you. If you’ve been having any doubts about a situation, have been in denial about something or do not know about deceit, then it will all be confirmed/shown here. Without further ado, pick your pile.
Left-to-Right (1-4):
Pile One: If you chose the photo of the word ‘she’, then you’ve been lying to yourself about that situationship, or should i say ‘shituationship.’ You have the tendency to put a lot of energy into relationships in comparison to the other person. You hope for that person to come around and they simply don’t show up for you the way you want to. It’s time to stop trying with this person. This could honestly go for other relationships too like with a friend or a distant family member. You’re looking for some stability, Pile One. You’re not looking for a fair weather friend or a part-time lover. You’re looking for the full package & it’s time to stop denying yourself of that love you are seeking. You’re pure-hearted but need to start acting accordingly. Get a little more strict so that you can attract the relationship(s) that you are looking for. You deserve better. And I’m not going to lie, Pile One, people are saying that you deserve better behind your back. So, put yourself in a better position, love. I pulled some oracle cards for you for some advice that you can follow and here is what was said:
“A new romantic cycle begins”
“Communication is key”
“Nothing is yet set in stone”
Cards Used: 7 of Swords, Ace of Cups, Queen of Swords, 8 of Wands, Ace of Discs, The Chariot, Knight of Discs.
Signs: PISCES, Sag, Libra, Leo.
extras: let it go by elsa. flowers by iyla. red hair. glowing skin. honey. abandonment issues. gapped teeth. upbeat song listener. open heart chakra. peace sign. bridgit mendler. ivy league. political internship. yoga.
Pile Two: If you chose the pile of the headless woman, I would say that you definitely need a break, Pile Two. You deserve to come out and play with everyone else. When was the last time you went out for a drink with some friends, huh? You’re all work and no play. You’ve been saying that you’re fine when you’re not. I sense that you’ve been a little hotheaded lately because you have no outlet for your frustrations. Please, let loose. I’m channeling the movie Daddy’s Little Girls, specifically the scene where Monty and Julia go to the local bar after she has a long day at work and they end up bonding with one another over drinks. I think that’s what you need, babe. You’re such a hard worker but you’re also an overachiever. Those go hand-in-hand just like work and play. I feel like this pile is just so serious like your tolerance for things that you once could handle has probably decreased, so you’re more irritable nowadays. With that being said, you should probably book that flight or call up that friend. You need to just wind down. I pulled some oracle cards for you and here is what was said:
“Be bold and make the first move”
“What do you need to release?”
“Hold your vision”
Cards Used: Temperance, King of Discs, King of Swords, Death, King of Wands, Page of Wands.
Signs: Virgo, Capricorn, Scorpio, Aquarius.
extras: refill by elle varner. work hard, play hard by wiz khalifa. smoke break. 22. paying close attention to the news. puffy eyes. headaches. going to bed early. miami for spring break. mean girls. stress eating. fight night.
Pile Three: If you chose the closeup of Megan Thee Stallion, then you’ve definitely gotten yourself into a sticky situation. There is some sort of pattern that you have not recognized yet and you’re wondering why this thing keeps happening to you. You feel like you cannot escape this toxic situation. One minute things are fine, the next minute, you feel like nothing can go right. Pile Three, you’ve grown accustomed to toxicity. It was taught to you as you grew up and you never really unlearned it. But I’m here to tell you that the relationship you’ve got yourself in is acting as a mirror for you to do better. Some call it a karmic relationship or a twin flame relationship. But either way, this is not meant to last for a long time. Everything will be okay as long as you choose to see things for what they are. This means attending therapy, doing the shadow work, crying, transmuting the pain into something beautiful and purging. Your situation is dysfunctional, Pile Three. But only you can get yourself out of it. I pulled some oracle cards for you and here is what was said:
“A fiery climax approaches”
“A personal issue reaches resolution”
“A time to give rather than take”
Cards Used: Page of Wands, Ace of Cups, The Tower (RX), Queen of Cups, Three of Swords, 5 of Wands, 7 of Cups, 4 of Wands (RX).
Signs: Taurus, Leo, Virgo, Aries, Cancer.
extras: chipped tooth. salt and vinegar chips. chocolate. breath of fresh air. greedy by ariana grande. twins. we belong together by mariah carey. fish and chips. wakanda forever. peppa pig. y8 games. tilapia.
Pile Four: If you chose the leopard’s paws/lady’s hands photo, then you need to stick to your word! You’ve been playing games. I feel like this pile doesn’t really believe in themselves. You’re your own biggest critic. You can be very nitpicky and judgmental or fall victim to the words of others and end up sulking because of it. You haven’t been putting in as much work to accomplish your dreams. The intuitive feeling that you get when you think of that idea — use this energy to create! Maybe you don’t have a lot of supporters around you and this is what’s preventing you from going hard. But that’s the thing, you can use the haters as your motivators. Very cliche what I just said, but it’s true. I feel that you think too much about what could be done instead of actually doing it. Don’t just talk about what you’re going to do. Be about it! You don’t even have to tell people what you plan to do. You can always keep it to yourself. That’s the best option for you anyway. Worry about the results later. You can do it, Pile Three! You got this! I pulled some oracle cards for you and here is what was said:
“Believe in the impossible”
“Nothing is yet set in stone”
“Expect powerful change”
Cards Used: The High Priestess, Seven of Swords, Justice, Prince of Swords, Princess of Cups, Strength, The Sun, Judgment, 4 of Cups.
Signs: Taurus, Virgo, Gemini, Pisces.
extras: close friends. the challengers. lorde fan. skin-to-skin contact. silver rings. LA. dynasty. pick me. time tables. clock in. red lipstick. side bangs. the game (2006). twiggy eye makeup. how high (2001).
#law of assumption#manifesting#neville goddard#hoodoo#tarot#tarotreading#astro notes#pick a card#pick a pile#divination#pick a reading#pac reading#free tarot#tarot pull#tarot pick a card#spirituality#tarotcommunity#daily tarot#tarot deck#tarot pac#tarot cards#Spotify
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lose control | fairy tail 🧚
pairing: natsu dragneel x reader, gray fullbuster x reader
cw/tw: an elsa joke for gray, little bit of smut so mdni
notes 🗒️: i don’t see NEARLY enough fairy tail works on here, so might as well do it myself. 😭 have some random headcannons for natsu and gray. these are just some that came to mind. please let me know if there's anything else you'd like to see. :)
natsu dragneel
genuinely makes me wanna cry he’s so cute omfg deserves all the happiness in the world-
anyway
the literal definition of a himbo
he may not be the sharpest tool in the shed, but he’s trying okay?
you may have to explain some things to him, about being in a relationship anyway.
bc i believe once you make it official, he would go right back to treating you just like a friend. 😭
and it’s not because he doesn’t wanna put in the effort or that he doesn’t actually love you, he just thinks it’s implied and that he doesn’t have to say it.
its a very interesting conversation to say the least. 💀
when you explain to him that you want him to be romantic, bring you flowers, take you on dates, etc. he’s listening SO intently it’s adorable.
he does actually try to take you out and bring you flowers after that conversation, he’s a good boyfriend.
literally takes you EVERYWHERE. you don’t have a choice.
he’s going on a job? you’re going too, whether you want to or not. he never wants to be separated from you.
god forbid you guys have to ride a train or anything (you will). you become his personal pillow. natsu is either laying his head on your shoulder or lap the ENTIRE journey. (he especially appreciates it if you stroke his hair while he’s got motion sickness :3)
will wear matching onesies with you in public, bro does not gaf.
is SO touchy. like omfg- everyone within a three mile radius will know that somethings going on between you. natsu has NO concept of personal space.
is amazing to cuddle with during the winter, during the summer? HELL NO. you’re literally shoving this man away from you and he’s so hurt by it. 😭
smut up ahead, mdni
in my opinion, he doesn’t like being submissive.
he’d let you power bottom, but you’d know that he always has control.
reverse cowgirl - he likes being able to grip your hips and sit up and whisper in your ear- 😮💨
mating press - we all know he loves that shit- loves being able to look into your eyes and tell you the nastiest things he wants to do to you.
prone - ngl…i think he’d like putting his arm around your neck as a form of breath play, and listening to you gradually go dumb on his dick-
about that, he will force you to look at him. there’s no such thing as being shy when it comes to sex with natsu.
if it’s your first time, he tries to be so gentle with you. doesn’t want to “break” you as he puts it. (not yet anyway)
very spontaneous. doesn’t care if yall are in the middle of the woods, he’s down anytime and anywhere.
he just wants to fuck you all the time.
will flex how strong he is. like picking you up, tossing you on the bed, etc. he’s very proud of his strength. (it doesn’t matter your size)
i think he’s had sex like once, so he isn’t very experienced. i think he’s experienced enough to know some of the things he likes.
7 inches hard, on the more girth side, upward curve, reddish purple tip-
gray fullbuster
oh lord have mercy. the man that started my love for anime men- 😭
again, cliche but it’s true. it’s amazing to cuddle with him during the summer. but during the winter? nah. you become a certified blanket hogger.
which he doesn’t really mind, the cold never bothered him anyway- (i’m sorry)
we all know this man isn’t great at voicing his feelings and how much he loves you, but he does show it through his actions.
(to me, gray and megumi are sooo similar because of how willing they are to die to win)
he’ll actually take the initiative on dates, he pays attention to the things you like, he brings you flowers without you having to ask.
a really chill boyfriend overall. (no, i didn’t mean to make that pun)
i don’t know why, but i feel like gray can cook? cannot tell you why i feel like he can, i just do. ur definitely taught him how.
gray is the king of casual possessiveness. like he won’t tell you that you’re his, he’ll show it. like a hand on your thigh, on the small of your back, etc.
and it’s not like he means to do it either, it’s almost subconscious for him. 😭
if you get cold easily, he feels really bad that he can’t hold you to make you warmer. :( will definitely get you blankets, start a fire, etc to help as much as possible though.
please touch this man
he’s so touch starved please
needs a good and long hug. needs to be told he’s loved and that he matters. :(
loves music, you can’t tell me otherwise. if you can sing? he loves that shit.
smut up ahead, mdni
out of the two, grays the softer one.
he’s more likely to relinquish control, let you take the reigns.
can be more dominant and rough, but generally prefers soft and sensual love making.
it comes from a place of not wanting to hurt you.
you’ll definitely have to do some convincing before he’ll be okay with losing control a little.
gray definitely uses the red, yellow, and green light system in bed.
missionary - he loves how intimate it is, being able to see your expressions really gets him going.
cowgirl - likes seeing you on top, adores the visual of your body and how much you’re enjoying yourself.
lotus - again, he LIVES for the intimacy.
i think gray looks at sex as being sacred, something you do only with someone you love and cherish.
so despite unconsciously stripping for everyone to see, he’s not just giving it out to everyone. which leads me to believe he’s not very experienced.
i mean, sure, he’s had a few past lovers, but i don’t think he ever went the full way with them.
also 7 inches hard, on the longer side, curves to the left, light pink tip, really pretty
#fairy tail#fairy tail x reader#natsu dragneel#natsu dragneel x reader#gray fullbuster#gray fullbuster x reader#idk why I've never written for these two#literally two of my fave characters ever
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Echoes of a Forgotten Past (Helsa Au) Part 1/2.
The ethereal voice that had been calling to Elsa guided them through the enchanted forest, melodic whispers echoing among the trees until they reached a clearing where the sight left them breathless. Before them, partially buried among the roots of the trees and the damp earth, lay a shipwreck. But it was no ordinary ship.
Elsa and Anna exchanged a look, both instantly recognizing the vessel: it was their parents’ ship, the very one they had last seen them sail away on. The memories of that farewell, filled with love, now intertwined with the tragedy evident before their eyes. Anna was the first to approach, her trembling hands brushing over the weathered wood as she tried to process what she was seeing.
“This can’t be…” Anna murmured, her voice trembling like an echo barely audible above the distant crash of waves.
“How could this ship have made it through the mist?” Elsa asked, her mind searching for a logical explanation in a setting laden with mystery.
“Perhaps the current of the Dark Sea carried it here,” Hans ventured, scanning the wreckage with a keen eye for any clues.
The group ventured into the wreck, each step seeming to unearth echoes of a past the world had long forgotten. The wood creaked beneath their feet, breaking the silence of a space that had remained untouched for years. Dust, salt, and cobwebs clung to every surface, silent witnesses to the passage of time.
“And what were they doing in the Dark Sea?” Elsa questioned, her voice tinged with sorrow.
“I don’t know,” Anna admitted, her voice as soft as the breeze rustling the branches. A tense, almost imperceptible pause followed before she continued, her words barely a murmur swallowed by the silence. “I thought no one could cross the mist… unless… no one was on the boat.”
The faint tremor in her voice betrayed a hope as fragile as a leaf on the verge of falling, her eyes glimmering with restrained emotion as they wandered over the wreckage. She gazed at the remnants of the ship as though expecting, against all reason, to find some trace of life, some vestige that could alter the meaning of what they were seeing.
The silence that followed was profound, enveloping, as if nature itself respected the gravity of the moment. The whisper of the leaves seemed to pause, and not even the distant murmur of the waves broke the stillness. It was Hans who finally shattered the invisible spell.
“Listen,” he said firmly, his gaze fixed on the wreckage as though it held an enigma to be solved. “Every royal vessel has a waterproof compartment. If we find it, it might hold something important… maybe answers.”
Anna, shaking herself from her daze, raised an eyebrow and retorted with a tone that tried to be light, though a hint of defiance crept into her words.
“And since when are you an expert on ships?”
Hans turned his head toward her with an expression not of anger but of measured patience. Before he could respond, Elsa intervened.
“Hans served in the royal navy of the Southern Isles for several years. It would be wise to listen to what he has to say,” she said with a perfectly neutral tone, though an inner discomfort stirred within her, insistent. Anna’s attitude struck her as unfair. Didn’t Hans deserve more than reproach, after all his years of hard work and even now, when he was making a genuine effort to redeem himself and be helpful?
Hans, for his part, said nothing, though a flicker of gratitude shone in his eyes when they met Elsa’s. Without further delay, he began to explore the wreckage, moving with a determination that spoke as much of his training as of his desire to be useful in that crucial moment. Elsa, after a moment’s hesitation, decided to follow, keeping a certain distance but observing his actions closely.
After a few moments of careful searching, Hans stopped in front of a section half-hidden beneath the debris. With a firm, decisive tug, he managed to open the compartment. Inside, a sealed box lay intact, defying the passage of time.
Anna was quicker. Before anyone could react, she grabbed the box and opened it. Inside, preserved against the years, was a letter. Her hands trembled as she unfolded the paper, and her eyes filled with tears as she recognized her mother’s handwriting.
“What does it say?” Elsa asked in a barely audible voice.
Anna began to read aloud: “The end of the Ice Age, a river found yet lost, a magic source…Elsa’s source?”
Elsa felt a lump in her throat and took the parchment in her hands, unable to understand what she was seeing.
“There’s a map here,” Hans interjected, pointing to a parchment she had dropped. “They were heading north to a place called… Ahtohallan?”
“Ahto-what?” Olaf asked, tilting his small head in a mix of curiosity and confusion.
“It was part of a song our mother used to sing to us,” Anna explained. “It was supposed to be a magical river… a place that held all the answers about the past.”
“Well, what a coincidence!” Olaf exclaimed with contagious enthusiasm, despite the somber conversation. “A river! This only confirms my theory: water has memory.”
“Water has memory…” Elsa murmured, an idea beginning to form in her mind. Finally, she raised her gaze with determination, a spark of resolve lighting her eyes. “I want to know what happened. I need to know.”
“Sister, what are you doing?”
Elsa positioned herself at the center of the ship and gently placed her hands on the damp, rotting wood. A flash of magic surged from her fingers, illuminating the scene. Water began to rise from the cracks and puddles, forming ethereal figures that moved like dancing shadows. The images took shape: a furious storm, giant waves striking the vessel, and amid the chaos, her mother’s voice echoed:
“We must do it… for Elsa.”
Screams of agony followed, and Elsa stopped abruptly. A sepulchral silence fell over the group, broken only by the gentle whisper of water as it returned to its inert state. Elsa remained still, like a statue carved from ice, but the tremor in her hands betrayed the storm raging within. Guilt, sharp as a knife, and sorrow, heavy as an anvil, battled for dominance. Finally, unable to endure another second there she turned on her heel and ran.
“Elsa!” Anna cried out, alarmed, running after her.
The others, though bewildered, quickly followed. But Elsa ran like a woman chased by invisible ghosts, her figure silhouetted against the overcast sky as she climbed a nearby hill. There she stopped, her breath ragged, her hands clutching her chest as if trying to contain the frantic beating of her heart. But her mind, far from finding peace, kept replaying the same cruel words: You are a curse. Their death was your fault. If only they hadn’t tried to understand your powers… If only you had never had them.
Anna arrived shortly after, her face full with concern. Upon seeing her sister’s state, she didn’t hesitate to approach. With trembling hands, she cupped Elsa’s face, forcing her to lift her gaze.
“They’re dead… because of me. They were looking for answers about… me.”
“Elsa, look at me,” Anna said, her voice a mixture of gentleness and firmness. “You’re not responsible for our parents’ decisions.”
Elsa turned her gaze away, but her voice, full of anguish, burst out forcefully:
“Not their decisions, Anna!” she exclaimed, her voice breaking. “Only their death!”
The declaration fell like a weight on both of them, but Anna didn’t flinch. With unyielding determination, she positioned herself once again in front of Elsa, ignoring the cold emanating from her sister.
“No, Elsa,” she whispered, her voice imbued with love. “Yalena said, ‘Why would the spirits bless Arendelle with a magical queen?’ Because they knew our mother would do what no one else could: save even her worst enemy. You’re not a curse; you were their blessing. And you will free Arendelle and this forest, I believe in you more than anyone or anything.”
Elsa, overwhelmed by the intensity of Anna’s words, let out a sob. The tears she had tried to hold back with steely will began to roll down her cheeks. With slow but desperate movement, she wrapped Anna in her arms, seeking comfort in the embrace that she couldn’t find within herself.
As she did, her gaze fell, almost unwillingly, on Hans, who remained at a distance. His expression was an enigma of suppressed pain, and his rigid posture betrayed the inner battle he was fighting. Elsa knew him well enough to understand what he was feeling: the helplessness of not being able to approach her, the frustration of not being able to console her, the resentment toward the circumstances that forced them to keep their relationship a secret. Hans turned his back, as if he didn’t have the strength to meet her gaze.
She loved Anna and was deeply grateful to have her, but she also needed the comfort of Hans’s arms. More than any words or gestures, she longed to lose herself in his closeness, in the refuge that only he could offer her. Pretending she didn’t need him was becoming unbearable, and seeing him apart with an expression heavy with pain, she knew she couldn’t continue that lie much longer.
With a sigh that seemed to tear her soul, Elsa gently pulled away from Anna.
“If there are answers about the past,” she said, her voice trembling but firm, “about why I have my powers, if there’s a way to clear the fog, they are in Ahtohallan. That voice I hear… it calls me there. And I must go.”
“Then we’ll go together” Anna said, her tone filled with hope. “Everything will be fine.”
Elsa smiled through her tears, lowering her gaze, unable to respond. Crossing the Dark Sea was a danger she couldn’t ignore, but she also couldn’t drag others into such an uncertain mission. She looked at the three of them—Anna, Olaf, and Hans—with a mixture of love and determination. Without saying a word, she embraced Anna and Olaf. But when she approached Hans, her gesture changed.
“Elsa? What are you doing?” Anna asked, confused by her sister’s sudden shift.
Hans looked up, bewildered, as he saw her approach him.
“Your Majesty?” he began to ask, but his words died on her lips.
In an impulsive gesture, laden with emotion, Elsa grabbed him by the neck and kissed him. The contact left him paralyzed, his eyes wide open as he processed what was happening. He hadn’t expected this, not from her, and certainly not in front of Anna.
When Elsa pulled away, Hans remained motionless, his face still tilted toward hers. His eyes instinctively sought Anna’s, and his expression shifted upon seeing the incredulity on the young woman’s face.
“Elsa! What… what was that?!” Anna exclaimed, completely stunned.
Hans took a step back, raising his hands awkwardly, as if trying to justify what had just occurred, but no words came to him.
Elsa, for her part, offered no explanation. Taking advantage of the chaos she just created she raised her hands and summoned her magic. In a matter of seconds, an ice canoe took form under their feet.
“I’m sorry. Please, take care of my sister,” was all she said before pushing the three of them toward the descent of the hill.
Hans’s eyes met hers for a fleeting moment, filled with unspoken emotions, before the distance separated them. Elsa stood there, motionless, watching them disappear as her heart beat with an intensity she had never felt before.
Hello!
Who is ready to see a confrontation between Anna and Hans? I would love to read your comments, I enjoy reading them.
#kristoff#elsa#anna#frozen2#kristen bell#olaf#frozen#prince hans#helsa#queen elsa#redeem hans#hans westergaard#hans redemption#hans of the southern isles#elsaships#hans and elsa
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Elsa Lanchester (The Bride of Frankenstein, Witness for the Prosecution, Mary Poppins)—Surely somebody's already submitted Elsa Lanchester for this right? Right??? Because her scrungle levels are OFF THE CHARTS in literally everything. The way she's Katy Nanna straight-up refusing to spend another minute with Jane and Michael Banks because she has DIGNITY thank you very much. The way she's Mary Goddamn Shelley stuck listening to Lord Byron mansplaining literature like "ha ha maybe even YOUR little monster story will be published" and she shoots back "It *WILL* be published, *I* think!!!" in the most bright-as-nails fuck-you-Byron voice imaginable. The way she's a nurse herding her lawyer charge through a sordid love-triangle case and we gradually realize the real love story was between her and the lawyer all along. The way she's a clandestine witch casting hexes on telephones, the way she's a princess's PA and helps an old friend steal an invitation card, the way she's a cleaning lady who goes to Germany to personally assassinate Hitler, the way she's a posh village worthy trying to impress Danny Kaye, the way ERRGHH i could go on just look at her scrungle.
Donald Meek (You Can't Take It With You)—deserving of most things, yet never getting them, a man with a spine made of lettuce..his sad wet old eyes that drift pathetically toward you as he wimps his way into an undeserving future. so small...all he wants is to not be kicked any more....
This is round 1 of the contest. All other polls in this bracket can be found here. If you're confused on what a scrungle is, or any of the rules of the contest, click here.
[additional submitted propaganda + scrungly videos under the cut]
Elsa Lanchester:
Surely someone has already submitted her but like. Come on. Her eyes! Her haunted expression! Her general weird drowned rat vibes! Obsessed.
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Donald Meek:
Donald is the very timid man wandering in behind Lionel Barrymore (guy on crutches) holding a cabbage with a rabbit in it.
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I saw the WK Frozen au, and I want to put my take on it with my own huge spin. Martin has ice powers and Chris doesn’t. When Martin hurts Chris with his ice powers and the Kratt parents go to the trolls, the Kratt parents are way better than Elsa and Anna’s parents. They try to lift Martin’s guilt, but, and here’s the difference, Martin locks himself away from everyone. He freezes the door shut so no one can get hurt. So Chris doesn’t get hurt. He’s so afraid to do anything. The Kratt parents go searching to find away to fix the “curse” and die in a storm like in the original Frozen movie, so Martin has to come out of isolation. He avoids as many people as possible. When the Duchess of Wesleton (do i know how to spell? No), Paisley, tries to get Martin to do whatever the Duke wanted to do in the movie, Martin declines. Chris falls in love with Zach because that means he gets punched. I am in no way a Chris x Zach shipper, I just like to see this whiney baby get what he deserves. Chris tells Martin that he wants his blessing for Chris and Zach’s marriage. He gets declined because Martin doesn’t want Chris to get into a bad relationship. Chris is frustrated. Martin’s ice powers are revealed. Shit goes down like in the movie. Chris meets the inventor Koki and her driver Jimmy Z. There’s no romance between them, just brotherly feels all around. They adventure to find the childhood friend, and neighboring noble, Aviva to go find Martin. Aviva wishes for summer. More stuff like the movie happens. Martin freezes Chris’s heart. They go to the trolls. Jimmy was the one who was raised by the trolls, so he tells them about what happened to Chris. They rush so Zach can do the whole “true love’s kiss” thing. Zach leaves Chris to die before Aviva tries to get Chris to escape. Now, in the movie, Elsa just sits there crying, but in my au Martin doesn’t escape the cell. He actually tries to kill himself. And he does. Zach tries to take over, but Chris immediately gets better. He assumes Zach killed his brother and punches him. Koki and Aviva hold Chris back because Chris would’ve killed Zach if not. And then Frozen 2 is about how the spirits are angry with Chris not stopping Martin killing himself, and Chris has to revive Martin.
I regret writing this.
#wild kratts#wild kratts chris#wild kratts martin#wild kratts zach#wild kratts koki#wild kratts aviva#wild kratts jimmy#wild kratts au#why did i do this#why did i think of this#i hate my brain
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The bastardization of Life Is Strange
I thought things couldn't get worse than the D9 Predatory business practices, toxic work environment, rampant misogyny, homophobia, transphobia and protecting a fucking Nazi Expose.(this apparently wasn't the red line for some folks and still insisted on buying the game anyway)
Well, it's not worse than that, but now?
The entire game has been leaked.
You can't make this up.
They made Life Is Strange, a Indie developer's passion project into MCU Lite.
Safi is a shapeshifter and the final choice in Double Exposure is "will you join forces with Safi" and Max joins the dark side or some stupid shit like that. Or refuse like the Max Caulfield I know would actually fucking do. Who wrote this fucking shit???
“i'm going to find other people like us, max, people with powers. i spent my whole life thinking i was the only one, knowing i could never tell anyone because they would look at me like THAT. but now there's you. you... and me... time traveler and a shapeshifter”
literally why is there even an option to side with her in the first place, she's clearly out of her mind, if there ever was a "morally bad and morally good decision" like d9 wants to assign to the endings of lis1, THIS WOULD BE THAT what a crock of shit.
How did Life is Strange go from melancholic, artsy slice of life to fucking Avengers? HOW!?
at the end max gets a nightmare just like in LIS 1
Texts are assumed to be apart of the nightmare
Silver lining. One final Chloe message after alienating the core fanbase and D9 think scraps will make up for it?
In hindsight.....they warned us what they were planning.
Dude took the "Elsa join the X-Men" meme a little too serious and literal.
But wait, it gets worse.
....I FUCKING APOLOGIZE. I once dreamed of all the protagonists coming together. But not like this. NOT FUCKING LIKE THIS!
BUT WAIT. IT GETS FUCKING WORSE!!!
Life Is Strange going from one studios passion project to the fucking Avengers is the biggest fall of grace I've ever seen.
There was a charm, chemistry and likability of the original game.
It was never about a character having superpowers. It was about finding oneself in the world, friendship, love, tragedy and making the hard choice. LIS 2 is about brotherhood, family and learning to make the best possible choice to give your brother the best life. TC is about trauma, family, finding a better life, corruption. It was never about the powers. That was a background noise and a small part of the overall story.
You know, the worst part of all this is that Hannah Telle sold her principals and credibility for DE.
Thinking about things better and from certain comments I've read about her, such as the nervous breakdown, it leads me to believe that Hannah is a hypocrite just because she's nervous.
Think about it: early 2016 she says she likes Grahamfield. But in 2018 for Farewell she says she likes Pricefield and her favorite ending is Bae because she knows Max couldn't live without Chloe (and Farewell made her come to that conclusion) and now saying she couldn't think of anyone else doing Max... dude... better say you need the money, and you didn't want to deal with the angry fandom and that's why you changed ships.
It bothers me (or rather I see it as hypocritical) that they say "nobody bothers Hannah, poor thing" poor thing? But she accept all that! She's accepting not even saying "Chloe" in interviews anymore. Poor thing, why? I mean, they can attack the other AVs but not Hannah? What the hell privileges does she get when NO ONE DESERVES to be harassed. Damn, even Max's Japanese AV is afraid of being harassed when she goes to play DE!
At least Ashly Burch has some principals. She knows her worth and when the direction of the story is shit. She stands up for her fellow VA and the only reason BTS was remotely successful is because she was a story consultant and Farewell because she stood up gor her fellow SAG VAs.
Ashly even said that she prefers Bay and sees Chloe more with Rachel. And there she is, living with her principles. It makes me think that if Hannah accepted the whole DE disaster, it's because she agrees that Max is like that and she liked everything and that to me is worse, that Hannah sees the complete bastardization of Max Caulfield and Life Is Strange as a whole and went "yes, this is the complete direction I can see for Max and I completely accept this superficial soulless garbage, why no I am not a complete and utter hypocritical sellout".
I take back what I said about the Pricefield breakup being realistic because it was done out of malice to hurt Ashly Burch for standing up for herself and having an ounce of self-respect and principals and alienate Chloe's fans. Fuck SE and fuck D9.
Anyways I stick with my headcanons.
Post-Bay. Max and Warren are successful Photojournalist and Science Professor, married and living their best lives while keeping in touch with their friends from Arcadia and visiting Chloe's grave on her birthday and the anniversary of her death.
Post-Bae. Time shenanigans happen which results in Max saving Rachel and because of saving Rachel she saves Chloe and Arcadia Bay. Max, Chloe and Rachel ride off in the rainbow and get their happy ending. Max is a successful Photojournalist, Chloe is a mechanic and owns her own Tattoo Parlor and Rachel fulfills her dream as an actress and model. They often visit Arcadia to visit old friends, run into Alex and Steph, even join their band for a few gigs and are just living their best lives.
#Life Is Strange#Life Is Strange Double Exposure#Max Caulfield#Chloe Price#Grahamfield#Amberpricefield#Warren Graham#Rachel Amber#Alex Chen#Steph Gingrich
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Alright, please, hear me out! What if... Macaque was also getting married to us, the Reader, in a wedding dress?
I think he'd look so cute in a wedding dress, with the little lace veil and the bouquet... Macaque would definitely throw it and the superstition could be whoever catches it gets to marry the next Master or have the best relationship with them! I feel like he'd wear, like, an Elsa style wedding dress with a cape similar to the dress she wore in the first Frozen movie. And the veil will have a pretty star themed and rose themed lace pattern. And his bouquet with have red, pink, and orange roses with some anemone flowers and some baby's breath to bring it all together! And, of course, because he's our purple champion, Macaque deserves a little purple bow in his (fur?) hair.
I also saw the post where Wukong also wears a wedding dress, which is really funny to me! I can imagine Wukong, dead serious, holding a little bouquet of red roses in his hand and standing before the Reader, jumping for joy but, like, on the inside, while Macaque is literally jumping for joy and throws his bouquet randomly in the middle of the ceremony because he's so siked about the whole thing. Macaque might even rush the priest like, "Sir, I want to marry my Master and if you don't hurry up, I might just cut into you instead of the wedding cake." Wukong would just stand there with his endless patience... Oh geez, so many oneshots to write... so little time.
OH! And Red Son made the cake with assistance from Nezha. I can't explain my thought process but.. yes. And MK would be the best man because I have adopted him as my son.
Have a lovely day/night!
fghfdnghdfnghdfh Oh god, absolutely-
"Master! Can we get married to you yet? :D"
*eagerly nods with a blank expression*
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"Apologies and Tire-Swings"
Jimmy Darling x Reader
Word count: 3.1k (another long one wooo I'm on a roll)
Warnings: there's arguing? Idk if that should be a warning or not lmao. It ends on a good note!!! So no worries hehe
Taglist: @taintandviolent @lilthbunny @quickandsilvers @kaismanwich (comment if you'd like to be added!)
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The humid summer Florida air is where you find yourself feeling most at peace, among the many you love. There's nothing extravagant about your lifestyle, yet there's a deep level of contempt that radiates through you with warm, fuzzy delight that's hard to beat. Blood relations are irrelevant. Your family has always been within the circus, among the socially unacceptable that are all bonded by the oppression they face in the real world. It sparks a deep level of understanding and trust that can never be broken.
Being born and raised around the same people for eighteen years, you only found that Jimmy could hold such a special place in your heart, different from the others. A friendship that roots deeply into your childhood, flourishing through your teens and carrying now into young adulthood. Jimmy, your partner in crime, your sanction. Hell, your soulmate and other half. He was there through all of the good and the bad. There to wipe your tears when you were still scared of stages, there to cheer you on, there to beat up shitty ex-lovers and remind you how you always deserved better.
Truly, you have no clue what you would do without him.
Nothing brings up the pleasant feeling of nostalgia every summer like the first show of the year. You've been practicing your act since last season. As a contortionist, learning flips to impress the crowd in different ways is a necessity. You take pride in the fact that you managed to learn how to gracefully aerielle across the stage during the cold winter months. Jimmy, of course, was a big help, always spotting you and never letting you fall. He himself learned a couple more juggling tricks. Despite his talent, he still gets unbearably shy about showcaseing it every season.
Performance night is finally here after your long anticipated await. Jimmy is before you, which is how it's always been. Elsa is a woman of order who wouldn't dare to switch up the original line, even despite Jimmy's pleas against going first immediately after her opening. You hold one of his large hands between your own two. He's shaking but trying to play it off, yet another tradition before every show. You stroke his thumb, trying to ease his worries.
"Jimmy, I just know you're gonna do great! Just like every year. You've never disappointed." Your voice comes out as an encouraging whisper in order to not be heard over Elsa's singing. Jimmy swallows harshly, his breathing coming out in deep, shakey exhales. It's a method he's used since he was young to calm himself, something his mother taught him.
Elsa's singing comes to a grand end, colorful confetti exploding everywhere. Her beautiful performance brings an inspired uproar from the crowd. You release Jimmy's hand, stepping in front of him. He quickly grabs his props, the small box full of them almost slipping from his trembling hands. "You say that every year."
You chuckle, fixing his hair back to perfection by readjusting his curls. "And every year, I mean it just the same. Blow their minds, Jimmy. There's a reason you go first." Before he can even argue against your statement, his name is called onto the stage. You cheer behind the stage with the crowd, giving him one final push of encouragement. He's good at hiding his panic, smoothly proceeding to the middle of the platform and reciting his lines. He only stutters once but is quick to get back on track and play it off. You couldn't be more proud.
His hands work magic, although you can hardly see the shadow figures he uniquely creates with the florescent lights, the crowd gasps in awe, which tells you enough. He ends the first part of his act with a joke that makes many in the tent chuckle before moving on to the part he stresses over most. His worries are pointless. He takes three balls in his hands to start, tossing them skillfully in the air.
Jimmy is sweating, deeply concentrated on his task. So much so that he stood no chance when a foreign object in the crowd strikes him in the face. It's luckily not enough to hurt him, but the balls he once held fall to the ground and roll off the stage. You gasp, stunned by the ignorance of the act. Jimmy's concentrated face switches from that to one full of rage. He clenches his fists so tightly his knuckles turn white.
"Do something entertaining, freak!"
It's a deep masculine voice from the crowd. You share Jimmy's rage, wanting to scream at whoever dares to speak to him in such a manner. Part of you panics when you see Jimmy walk to the very front of the stage, his murderous rage clearly radiating across the room. "The fuck did you just say to me? I'll kick your ass!" Jimmy's shout booms intimidatingly across the room. Everyone knows that his threat is far from empty. You hear Elsa run across the stage, the hurried clanking of her heels being easy to distinguish. She makes an apologetic remark before escorting Jimmy away. He doesn't do much to fight her, but his piercing eyes never lose sight of the man in the crowd.
You take the backstage route off of the stage and search for Jimmy outside. Your act won't take place for a good while, so you know you have time to spare. He's mumbling something under his breath in a frustrated manner. You trot over to him, immediately placing a hand on his shoulder. "Jimmy, I'm so sorry, are you okay?"
He doesn't respond, flinching away from your touch instead. Jimmy continues to quickly trudge forward, eventually meeting a tree. He punches it hard. The bark crumbles away from the place of impact as he grabs his red knuckles. You once again run back up to him, putting yourself between him and the tree. "Jimmy, stop! You're hurting yourself."
"I can't keep doing this. I won't be treated that way - it ain't right." He sounds so hopeless, like the fire within him has been put out. His hot rage has simmered down to defeated ashes that fall to the ground. His eyes are red, and the sight brings you pain. You try to bring a hand to his cheek to wipe away the moisture, but he pushes it away. "Jimmy, you can't let this stuff bother you so much. It's not worth it."
He scoffs, taking a step away from you. "Like you would ever fucking know what it feels like." Jimmy looks away, his annoyance clear in his movements. "You're not a freak. You never have been. You have no clue what it's like to be looked down on. When you walk through town, no one says a damn thing or stares at you like you're a monster. You don't ever have to worry about goin' into a diner and being denied service because of how you look." His words are true. You were adopted into the circus only because you were dropped off and abandoned next to one as a baby of only a few hours old. It just so happened that you were born with the skill of extreme flexibility. But his statement hurts like a knife twisting inside of your chest. "I know, I'm not taking away from what you go through at all. I'm just saying that at the end of the day, none of this matters. No one in that crowd matters, Jimmy! Nothing bad they say about you is true, that just comes with this career."
"Well, maybe I'm not like you, and I don't want to be cooped up in some dead-end circus where I get disrespected the moment I walk on stage." Jimmy delivers his final blow before stomping in the opposite direction. "Go back to your fucking show." Immediate rage fills you whole. He's never spoken to you in such a way. For that matter, the two of you have never even argued. You feel wronged, and the shock leaves you infuriated. You can almost pull your hair out from frustration. It was only your intention to help him, and he took it to the extremes. Instead of arguing more with him, which feels like speaking to a brick wall, you head back to the tent to finish the night and hopefully blow off some steam. When you return, no one dares to utter a word about your disappearance once they see your agitated state.
Even weeks later, you couldn't help but wonder if Jimmy had always perceived you in such a foul manner. You feel judged and betrayed when thinking back on it. The stubbornness you both share in common has left things silent between you both, not a single word uttered about the matter. Even Ethel was beginning to grow worried, as the two of you before were inseparable. Eve stopped you the one day, appearantly she tried to pry the issue out of Jimmy first but he refused to even discuss the matter. You simply told her that he needed to get over himself without much further explanation, which left anyone invested in the drama all the more confused.
Jimmy, out of rebellion, decided to stop performing in shows. This did little to keep the peace between he and Elsa. She would push him, but with that, Jimmy would shove and dissappear for days on end. Everyone was growing increasingly concerned, and you wouldn't have agreed to speak to Jimmy had Ethel herself not come to you personally; worried sick for her son. She explained how she believes you're truly the only one who can talk any sense to him. And how could you say no to the woman who practically raised you?
You decided to leave a note on the door on Jimmy's camper, which was a request to meet you at a nearby lake. You inquire that it would make you feel better about meeting him if he shows the mutual effort of trying to reconnect by coming. The spot holds a special sentiment between you two. Each summer in your youth was spent there for hours each day until the sun went down, having the time of your lives. Your heart flutters when you immediately find the old tire-swing still up on the same tree. You don't dare to touch it, scared the weakened rope would snap. All of the pleasant memories would be shattered. Jimmy was always such a gentleman when he was younger. He'd push you on that swing for hours if you asked him, never requesting you do the same in return.
You wait for an hour, maybe two. With night approaching and the soothing sound of the frogs chirping, you nearly fell asleep. Until you heard the quiet rustling of greenery behind you. There Jimmy stood, for a moment you almost entirely forgot about the dispute. A shred of happiness sprouted from seeing him in this place again after many years of abandonment. Although he'd grown into a young man, you could still make out the softness left in his cheeks and warmth in his smile that remained from all those many years ago. Jimmy wordlessly seats himself beside you. This is the closest you two have been to each other in a while.
"Can't believe that tire swing is still up." Jimmy opts to break the silence. "It was hardly even hangin' on when we were kids." You melt, finally realizing how much you missed just talking to him. It puts your soul at ease. "Yeah, I wonder how skinny we must have been to be able to both squeeze in the center of that thing." Jimmy chuckles with you, the night air causing the swing to flow with the wind. Another string of awkward tension fills the silence. So many things fly through your mind as you try to think of what to say. Jimmy himself seems lost in his silence. You wonder if he's thinking the same thing.
"I'm sorry about everything. How I came off wasn't my intention. I don't fully understand your struggles, and I don't have a right to act like I do." You scooch closer to him, allowing his body to block some of the chilly breeze. "But because I don't understand what you go through, I just want you to know that you can always talk to me, okay? I want to understand so I can help. You know you can tell me anything, right?" Jimmy stares at you, his eyes traveling from your eyes to the ground.
He stretches his arm out, allowing you to fully lean in as he surrounds you with his warmth. The hug is comforting and fills you with relief. "Well, I acted like an ass. So, really, I should be apologizing. I didn't mean anything I said, I was angry and lost control of my words, and I just - I'm sorry." He rubs over the goosebumps on your arms, smoothing them out with his warmth. "I should have just told you what was botherin' me." You cock a brow in his direction, urging him to go on.
"Honestly, I feel so trapped here. It's like I have no choice over what I do with my life. Sometimes I think about runnin' away, somewhere that I can get a house and a real job. Have a family, a wife. Hell, maybe even a dog." This makes you giggle, Jimmy's always wanted a dog. Once, he tried to take in a stray until his mother found out he was hiding it in her trailer. She came home to discover her new pillows torn to shreds on the ground. It's safe to say he was not allowed to keep the poor sucker. "Point is, I wanna see what's out there. Maybe with you. I just took it way outta proportion and hurt you in the process when you had no clue."
You lean into his shoulder, pulling him in tightly. "Oh, Jimmy... There's absolutely nothing wrong with that." You shake your head. "I want you to be happy, and I'll support you every step of the way." His breathing halts for just a few seconds. You would have missed it if your head wasn't pressed against his chest. He's shakey, a lot like how he gets before a performance. You can tell something else is bothering him. But instead of prying him for a reason, you sit in silence, waiting for him to share what he's comfortable with. A few minutes are in silence, just the two of you basking in the affection of one another.
"Every time I think about runnin' away, I think about doing it with you." He's quiet, his words slow and calculated. The thought makes your head spin and chest feel tight. Except it's not a bad feeling. You embrace it like a warm blanket. "There's another thing I haven't told you."
Jimmy pulls you a little tighter, as if he's scared that if he lets go, you'll escape. "Truth is, I'm so damn in love with you it hurts. I have been since we were kids. I've been threatening your boyfriends for years to make them leave so that I could have you all to myself, as terrible as that is to say." His hand strokes your hair as he places his chin over your head. You can feel his heart rate accelerate, but you're confident that it isn't nearly as fast as your own. "I've loved you since we were too young to even know what that word means, all the way back to when we'd play tag in these fields unsupervised and laugh together for hours." He takes one final deep breath. "I don't ever wanna live a life without you, and I'll stay here forever if that's what you want because you mean the world to me. And if having you means that I gotta get up and sing or juggle on a stage every now and then, I'll gladly do that."
You're stunned, flustered beyond the point of recuperating. You begin to question every idea of friendship you've ever had with Jimmy. And you come to realize that you've been in love with Jimmy from the moment you met him. It was just seen as a forbidden thing you wouldn't dare to explore. But really, there was no use in that because he already had. This entire time. Jimmy Darling loves you in more than just a platonic way, and you couldn't be happier sitting between his arms in this moment knowing that fact.
His hand, his beautiful perfect hand, traces along your jaw. He motions for you to tilt towards his face. You allow him, letting his thumb graze over your bottom lip so delicately you could cry. His nose grazes against your own, the playful sentiment making you smile. Jimmy takes this as an opportunity. His lips capture your own tenderly. It's addictive, like the sweetest liquor in town that you just can't get enough of. He's caressing your cheek, taking his time melting into your touch. By the end of it, he has you completely breathless, but then he eagerly continues for more. He nibbles your lower lip, deepening the longing you feel for him. You wrap your hands around his back. Without a word, he's laying you on top of the soft grass and hungrily having his way, trailing an assortment of kisses and teasing bites down your neck. It's heavenly, a feeling you're sure you couldn't experience with any other.
A loud crash frightens you, followed by the harsh splash of something colliding with water. Jimmy covers you with his body, scouting the area of any danger. Pinned underneath of him, you're unable to see what's going on. Until you hear his hysterical laughter before he rolls off of you. Sitting up, you see for yourself what is responsible for the sound.
The damn tire-swing. Its time had finally come to an end, the rope seems to have snapped, and there it went, rolling into the lake. You found yourself not as upset about it as you thought you'd be, laughing along with him. Once you finally come out of your hysterics, you roll over and lay against Jimmy's chest, throwing a leg over his own. He rubs small circles into your back, savoring every second.
"I knew that thing was gonna fall."
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