#DreamingOfHappiness

[innerthoughtsmonologue]

An alternate reality

We are often brought into this world before we are ready to make life-altering decisions. We are forced to choose our paths without truly knowing what we want to do tomorrow, let alone for the rest of our lives. In a fast-paced world where today's decisions determine our tomorrow, we are expected to make informed choices about our future.

Sometimes, I wish I had more time to figure out what I wanted to do with my life, figure out myself before making these decisions.

Oh, if only I had had more time. If only I had had more time to get to know myself, maybe I would know what to choose so I wouldn't be as disappointed in myself as I am now.

I chose a path that I can't get out of anymore. I feel as if I got on a bullet train and just as soon as it moved forward, I could not have the option to get off because it is so fast that if I opened the door I would be terribly hurt.

I chose a path that I feel I will never be able to leave. Often I have the feeling that I can no longer make my life over, because starting from scratch is so complicated these days.

Maybe tomorrow I will know what to do. But for now, I just want to close my eyes and pretend that this is the only world I'm not happy in. I like to believe that in some alternate reality I'm an artist, a great writer, or a great musician who is part of the soundtrack to those kinds of movies that make you feel like life is worth living. I want to believe that, in an alternate reality, I am happy.

[imnotbinky]

DreamWorks. #lake #moon #fishing #dreamworks #dreamingofhappiness

[misfitonthemoon-blog]

Dreaming of Happiness

I will Dream, and when I Dream I see you. At that point I don't know if it is a Dream or Nightmare. At that point you are already walking away again. 

[amoreestimmolare]

In the year of 1997

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