#Don't mind me. Just in an emotionally pissy place

[genocidalfetus]

brain rot rantish

Kerry's Yacht Song just came up on my work playlist...now I'm in my feels and I hate it. I don't know if this new ending is going to be my canon...im hoping CDPR didn't just pull a BioWare on us(aka the real ending being the expansion one) because....no. You don't give your players cliffhanger endings and do nothing with them, then put the TRUE ending behind a paywall and have it be...that. That's shitty storytelling and that's basically shitting down the throats of those who chose differently, punishing the players who want their character to live.

I'm hoping this isn't their way of telling us that they're forgetting about V...

Ugh. I hate the internet sometimes.

[brights-place]

Jeff The Killer with an Mute! S/O

Pairings: Jeff the killer X Reader

Warnings: Fluff, Mentions of gore, Dating headcannons

A/N: Jeff the killer dating an mute reader that me and my friends were talking long and hard about how each creepypasta would date an S/O who is mute :>>

- When you were first introduced he tried to annoy you and get you to talk smack back to him caus he wanted to fight someone since Jane was on an mission and Jeff itched for an fight

- He’s suspicious of you at first when you don't reply - Even more so that you don’t talk. But if you prove you’re  not a threat in other ways, he doesn’t actually mind it all that much... JK HE DOES MIND LIKE WHY AIN'T YOU FIGHTING OR YELLING AT HIM!

- He complains and cruses you out as you just stared at him - Jeff is annoyed how you hangout with Smile dog who makes sure to make you feel comfy which makes Jeff confused since well... Smile wasn't nice to people actually nobody really was I mean they were Creepypastas they were creatures and beings that could kill

- When he tried to fight Liu since well that's whats siblings do you smacked him up top the head as liu cackled at how Jeff was flabbergasted as you stared him down

- He gets annoyed by everybody and since your silent he comes out of nowhere and hangs out with you as he says "Shut up" when not knowing you were mute cause he never knew you were mute

- Ends up going on tangents or rants about the others while you just sit there and kind of annoyed yet staring down at him making sure he is comfortable - He knows it can get annoying to just have to listen but he’s extremely grateful for the outlet. - he can bitch about his day only to turn around and find you still there, listening intently. 

- Sooner or later he watches you do sign language talking to EJ, Toby, and Nina as you just nodded shook your head or just did sign language which he connected the dots quickly finding out that you were mute

- most of the time he is translating for those who can't understand you when you use sign language when Jeff can't is when he's on his missions and off to kill some people

- Other then that he would be by your side making sure your safe and are alright When he speaks he forgets that he's doing sign language while speaking whenever your near and people point it out he rolls his eyes

- He gets used to your silence and can't help but when he feels pissy just walks towards were you are in your room or in the kitchen kick open the door and grab you and lay his head on your shoulder

- He didn't understand sign language so he just focused on when you're looking at something or someone in a certain way, how your eyebrows furrow. how you squint your eyes, the way your lips curve up or downwards with something he likes and dislikes.

- He could read your thoughts and what you want to say but can't at all but try to explain in sign language to you and say's fuck it and just speaks to you as you nod your head listening. - He switches from checking to verbal confirmation to physical confirmation - When you two are out at night not doing missions you take an stroll before jeff then goes on an rampage out of boredom - You were making sure that jeff was careful when you noticed an couple watching them afar since you knew that they had an child but also knew that why you two killed the two parents cause they were Junkies and quiet emotionally abusive towards their own child so of course you had to kill the two so you brought Jeff!

- When he is on an mission his knife digging into the skin of an 30 year old couple while their daughter was fast asleep in her room not knowing about what was happening downstairs.

- You couldn't help but watch Jeff ripping the parents skin with his knife carving an smile as he turns towards you when you stomped your foot lightly two times on the floor is what you two used to say its time to go since he well he and you have your own secret language

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[stilldancewithyou]

Not really an unpopular opinion or complaint, but I would love to get your POV on belly and conrad. Reading the books, instantly I knew they were going to be the focus. In the books, Conrad really comes off as a selfish person with a pissy attitude, for the reasons we know towards the end of the book; however, I love how the show divided into his perspective and showcased how his personality is not like this at all. He loves his close ones, but he can’t navigate his trauma of emotions properly. The only thing I didn’t get is the whole leading on Nicole, was he really using her as a distraction to mask his feelings for Belly because to me he’s always had a soft spot for Belly, but within this summer his feeling seemed to grow more and that’s why he was embarrassed to give her birthday necklace? He knew he wasn’t emotionally ready to be in relationship, he didn’t want to lead her on by giving her a meaningful gift like infinity. And to me, that just showcases his feelings for her, I think he always had/has Belly on his mind. What’s your thought on their development within the books and did it change within the show? Because I fell in love with their relationship more after watching the series.

I'm so glad you asked this! I have SO MANY thoughts about Conrad and Belly. First let me preface this by saying that the first time I read the books, I liked Conrad immediately and loved him by the end of the 1st book, the 2nd book had me looking at Jere but still holding onto Con, and the 3rd solidified my love for Conrad, and I felt the same about him & Belly. There was just something about Conrad and his love for Belly from the start of the 1st book for me. I think part of it is that I lost a very close family member a couple years before I first read the books, so I felt his pain on a very raw and personal level. Don't get me wrong, I felt Jeremiah's pain too, but he was able to handle the grief a little better and it didn't show as much if you know what I mean; the way Conrad just couldn't handle it and just like took really hard and could not cope but didn't know how to tell anyone he was crumbling...I felt that, and it made me feel like I understood him on a deeper level.

That being said. The show did a really great job of explaining why Conrad was the way he was and showing how he was struggling. The book kinda left you to figure it out on your own until the 2nd and mostly the 3rd book. There were a lot of things that were just implied and that you had to infer cause they don't say it or spell it out for you and Conrad was one of those things. I can definitely see why some people think he's just an asshole and rude bad boy, but he really wasn't that at all. He's a really gentle, sweet, thoughtful boy who just doesn't know how to handle his emotions, he was dealing with his mom dying and at the same time not wanting to be an asshole like his dad (which he was afraid he already was). I think the book just gave too many angsty, angry scenes of Conrad arguing with Belly and not enough of him being himself. I was really glad that the show really explored the side of him we didn't get to see much in the books.

Now as for Conrad and Belly, I believe Conrad has always loved her. He may not have always realized that's what it was, but I think he always knew he had a soft spot for her, a special place in his heart for her. The little flashbacks in the books really illustrated how even when they were young he always noticed her, paid attention to her, stood up for her against Steven and Jere, he just always loved her. I feel like it was almost a subconscious thing when they were younger, like he didn't really realize it or fully understand it, but Susannah and Laurel both clearly saw it and knew it. You could tell by the way they talked about it, they saw how much Belly and Conrad both always loved each other. I think the summer Taylor came, Conrad definitely knew he had feelings for Belly, which is why he never paid attention to her- he was down bad for Belly. But I think he felt like he wasn't allowed to and had no right to feel that way about Belly, which is why he tried so hard to hide it and pretend not to. He had always been told he she was the little baby kid he had to take care of and that she was like family so I think that made it really hard for him to understand and admit his feelings to himself. And then when she showed up all grown up he realized he finally had to confront his feelings for her, because he was grown up too and so were his feelings for her. But he was scared to admit it to her because of how much he knew he loved her and I think he knew the timing sucked with everything that was happening with Susannah, which was making him not ready for a relationship. He thought not acting on his feelings was the right thing, was taking care of Belly.

I think what happened with Nicole was he was at first trying to distract himself from and run from his feelings for Belly. I think he thought letting everyone see him with another girl would prove he didn't have feelings for Belly. And then remember Belly started seeing Cam, so Conrad was hanging out with Nicole to let Belly have her romance with Cam without being distracted by him. But he was also insanely jealous of Cam so at the same time he used Nicole to make Belly jealous. I don't think he intended to hurt Nicole though, cause it seemed like he didn't think they were that serious (and in the book they really weren't). In the show they were never exclusive and they never had a conversation about wanting to be exclusive/serious. I think that's why they spent so much time on Steven and Shayla and them admitting how they felt and saying they wanted to be exclusive- to show that the other couples weren't really dating. I think Conrad was so distracted by Belly and Susannah he didn't realize what Nicole was wanting from him.

The infinity necklace was an extremely thoughtful gift, and I think this summer he really recognized the depth and intensity of his love for Belly and the necklace, to him, was an admission of that love, so he got embarrassed to give it to her in front of everyone, and after the fact he was scared to give it to her. In the show there's actually a moment after Susannah gives Belly her pearls where Conrad sees how happy Belly is opening the gift and he's like holding out the necklace about to give it to her but then Jere jumps up with his gift and Conrad hides the necklace. I think he had spent a long time building up the courage to give it to her but when the moment passed he lost it. And I agree with you, he probably thought about how he wasn't really emotionally ready to love her and be with her the way she deserved, and didn't want to give her infinity and lead her on.

I think their development in the show and books was very similar, but I think the show focused more on the present and showed less of the important little flashbacks so it didn't give the full depth of their story. I'm hopeful that we'll get to see more of that in the 2nd season, at least the Junior Mint origin story needs to be told. Cause the book really showed you how Conrad always paid attention to her, how he remembered the tiniest things, how he noticed the things she wanted and loved (the glass unicorn, junior mint). That was what really had me feeling butterflies and goosebumps and smiling. The way he always, always thought about Belly. It makes the "I think about you, I do. You know that" Conrad line even more meaningful. Overall, the show did a good job of showing their love for each other. I personally always thought it was obvious how he always loved her. but apparently not everyone saw it that way lol. I'm really excited to see how they bring their relationship to life in future seasons.

[rebelcap]

We are not just friends — Part 5

Chris Evans x bi!latina!character (Sofia is a people of color, she's brown.)

Chris and Sofia meet when their best friends started dating, it all started at friends with loads of bumps on the road.  

Warnings: drinking, smoking, drug use (weed), assault, Chris being Steve Rogers, commitment issues, my girl Sofia kinda messy, lots of fucking (eventually) 

This is slow burn at its best, at least emotionally. 

Series masterlist

Part 1 — Part 2 — Part 3 — Part 4

5. LA, still.

The first thing Sofia asked after greeting everyone was where was his baby Dodger.

“Oh, he's running around in the backyard. Wanna meet him?” Chris asked her, still arm around her shoulders.

“Are you kidding? yes.” She said with an enthusiasm that makes Chris smile bigger, he likes it when they love Dodger.

Specially likes how she loves his dog.

Chris showed her the backyard, sliding a gigantic glass door open and the rescued big puppy come running.

“Dodger!” Sofía kneeled on the grass and the dog went straight running to her and started licking her face as she pets him and kissed him all over. “Oh my God!, he's so pretty!” Sofía screamed back at Chris making him let out a laugh as he sat down in the grass beside her.

“He is.” He agreed as she kept scratching his ears, Dodger had made his way into her lap and was sitting there, like a lap dog.

“I love you, Dodger.” She said hugging the dog and buried her face on his fur, with a smile she let him go do his thing and Chris was looking at her with a wide smile, heart fluttering and he had that weird ringing on his ears when his anxiety picked a little.

“Oh man, I can't believe I just meet him.” She said with a pout but a smile tugging her lips. “I miss my dog.” Sofía mumble feeling her throat constrict but the sudden emotion, she took a deep breath and push it all down.

Chris noted that, making him sigh at how Sofia never let any sudden emotion take hold of her, in all this time he had never seen her shed a tear for anything. It was a little frustrating, he had seen her mad, pissy, quiet, and really happy but he had never seen her sad and crying.

It's not like he wants her to be sad, no. He just wants to be there for her and for Sofia to know she had someone, besides Amanda, to lean on.

Chris justs wanted to her to open up.

“I'm hungry, let's eat something and watch that game of yours.”

“Yeah, sure.”

“So, you're Chris's friend?” Brad, one of LA Chris's friends asked sneaking up on the kitchen where Sofia was in pizza duty while they watched the game (which she couldn't care less).

“Yeah, I am. You're Chris's friend?” She asked not falling for the bullshit he was about to spill, she didn't need to be a rocket scientist to know where this guy was going with asking that question.

Brad let out a laugh and walk up the few steps that separated them, Sofia didn't even acknowledge him as she put the pizza the oven to warm for a little bit.

“You need something?” She asked crossing her arms and laid her hip on the counter.

“Um, maybe but I just want to check if you and Chris are fucking so I can ask you out.”

Sofía’s brow went up as he spoke and let out a laugh of surprise.

“That's forward,”

“I don't like playing games,” Brad's and licking his lips and Sofia considered, he was kind of hot… he had that frat boy douchebag thing going on. He was tall, not as tall as Chris. Brunette and hazel eyes… She would totally one night stand a guy like him.

“So…?”

“So, what?”

“Are you guys fucking?”

“I'm going to say no otherwise, you shouldn't bother man.” She smiled up at him, taking the pizza out of the oven.

“You don't want to go out with me?” Brad asked he was kind of surprised. Apparently, girls didn't say no to him.

“Nope.”

“So you're fucking Chris then?” Brad asked, thinking that this would be the only good reason.

Sofia stared at him because she was in no mood to explain why she didn't want to go out with him.

“I don't understand how that had something to do with you asking me out?” She asked looking back at the counter and grabbed the pizza to walk back.

“I'm trying to know if you're off-limits.”

“Off-limits.” She laughed and shake her head. “I already said no, consider that off-limits.”

She walked off with the pizza in hand and put it on the coffee table in front of the TV.

“Man, I like your friend she brought us pizza.” One of the other guys said and Sofia let out a laugh. Chris laughed and grabbed Sofia and put his arm around her shoulders.

“Yeah, she's awesome.”

Chris ended up wrapping his arms around Sofia from behind and watching the game just like that. She kept whispering about how much Tom Brady was an asshole and how she would definitely fuck Julien enderman because he had a nice ass.

“I kind of see the appealing… a little.” She confesses in the midtime drinking a few beers.

“Now you like it? it's because of the hot guys?”

“Of course, why wouldn't you started there in the first place?” She told him with a wide smile and Chris shale his head with a smile.

“You had no idea how happy I am that this beer is going to be here,” Chris said with a smile enjoying the last of the six-pack Sofia had bought her.

The game had ended almost half an hour back and slowly but steady everyone leaves, leaving those two enjoying each other's company in the backyard, feeling the lukewarm air and the amazing view Chris had from his backyard.

“I'm happy that you're happy, should I talk with Ron and tell him that Captain America wants to sponsor them in exchange for a lifetime supply of beer?” She asked, kind of joking kind of not.

Chris looked at her, considering the offer.

“Will he accept?”

“His eleven-year-old is a fan of the Avengers. He's in the loop, so yeah. I would like to think so.”

“Okay then,” He laughed and Sofia took a swig of her Stella artroia. “Can you arrange it?”

“Of course.” She said and make him a face. “I feel like I should thank you.”

“Why?”

“I probably just got a raise, maybe a promotion.” She laughed. “Ron is gonna shit his pants.”

“He didn't know?” He asked. “About us, I mean that we're friends.”

“Nope,” Sofía said looking at the empty bottle. “I'm not that kind of person, I'm not your friend because you make movies. I'm not looking for something—” She said looking at him, feeling a little guilty about the whole sponsor thing. “Chris, you don't have to do anything, seriously. I'll still get you free beer. I wasn't setting you up, you know that, don't you?”

“Hon, it never crossed my mind. I know the kind of girl you are, Sof.” Chris said reaching up and grabbed her hand, he entwined his fingers with hers and kiss her knuckles.

“The phrase ‘kind of girl’ always makes me think about sexual things.” She teased as Chris smiled against her hand, his lips lingering there.

“Mmm… now, do I .” He said and Sofia let out a chuckle. Caressing his soft beard with the tip of his fingers.

“I'm probably that kind of girl.” She laughed. “Now that I think about, I'm the kind of girl that girls say… I'm not that kind of girl.”

“And what exactly that girl is?” Chris asked, brow raised.

“That's down to fuck, do casual sex. All that shit, you know.” She explained letting go of his hand and laid down on the grass and her arms behind her head.

“And?” Chris asked, looking down at her body. How her hoodie and shirt underneath, she laughed. “That's not a problem, Sofia. You're entitled to enjoy your sexuality.” He added taking his eyes off her for a second and smiled looking at the hills for a second.

“Well, thanks, Captain.” She said stretching her arms, with a suggestive smile.

“What's that?” Chris said after a very known deep blue shirt popped underneath her hoodie. Sofia laughed as she lifted the hoodie on. “Oh my, take it off. Take it off!” Chris reached out and started to pull out her hoodie with a smile on his lips when he saw the Patriots logo.

“It supposed to be surprised, I kind of forget about it.” She laughed pulling her hoodie off her and Chris gasped putting a hand over his crotch. Making her laugh even harder.

“How could you forget this surprise,” He said looking for his phone on his pockets. “Hold still, baby girl. I need photographic proof that this is happening.”

She laid back on the grass, putting one arm behind her head and blow a kiss to the camera. It was a silly cute photo, the thing that Chris wouldn't know if that he will come to cry looking at this in just some time.

“Imma put this as my lock screen,” He said lying down next to her and show her the picture. “Look how fucking cute you look with my Patriots shirt.”

The action was interrupted by an incoming call that someone he was avoiding at the moment.

“Isn't that you girl-ex?” Sofi asked peaking at the phone. Chris sighed and nodded, sending the call to voice mail.

“Mmm yes.” He said putting the phone away and stayed quiet, Sofia was staring at him.

“Do I have to ask?” she raised an eyebrow at him.

“I was at an event, she was there… I was feeling lonely and you know.”

“Oh, you regretted now?”

“Yes, I don't—we're not good for each other.” He said and gave her a wide smile. “But I'm used to her,”

“Like an old habit,” Sofía said.

“Yes.”

“You need a new habit.” She shrugged like it was an easily fixable thing. “There's plenty of women, especially for you.”

“It's not easy for me to date anyone, I can't trust someone that easily.” He said, a little upset. “Some of them had ulterior motives.”

“Shit… I couldn't ever sell someone like that, much less someone I care about.” She said with a frown.

“I know,” He nodded. “I know that we are known for almost a year, but I trust you.” He smiled at her and Sofía smiled back and bite her bottom lip.

“That means a lot to me,” Sofía beamed and Chris laughed, she was endearing and Chris's stomach tighten.

Without much thought, in her semi-drunken state, she leans over and presses a firm kiss in Chris's mouth. He was taken back for a moment but he'd grip her waist and pull her close.

~~~

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