#Dominic Carisi

[hoechlins-hole]

[finechinaghosts]

It’s truly bizarre flipping through screens of my iPhone and seeing the lil widget that shows pics from you camera roll, displaying me taking a pic with Carisi from Law and Order SVU

Peter Scanavino is very nice btw

[ameliora-j]

imagine after weeks of breeding you Sonny has gotten you pregnant and now that the initial morning sickness is over (during which he tended to you basically on his hands and knees, making sure he did everything he could to make you feel better) you are now GLOWING. you have just started showing, the tiniest bump, and now the horny phase has started. and youre absolutely insatiable, even more than before, if thats even possible. you want him ALL THE TIME. you cant even let him walk out of the room without whining for him to come back and fuck you again. and hes even crazier about you now and absolutely WORSHIPS you, like you both didnt think it was possible to be even more into each other but the fact that youre carrying his baby is just too much for the both of you 🔥

content: pregnant!reader, smut, porn with little plot tbh, pregnant sex, THIS IS AN 18+ BLOG MDNI

sonny calls you from his office, asking you to bring over one of his files and also asking if you’d like to have lunch with him. you’re slightly grumpy with him because he didn’t wake you up to let you know that he was leaving—didn’t give you a morning kiss or a morning cuddle. he said you loomed too peaceful.

you walk into his office, file and bag from the bodega in hand. his assistant lets you in easily, letting you know he’s finishing up his arraignment and you can wait for him in his office. you don’t bother setting up as you wait, knowing he was sending abby on lunch as soon as he cane back and you’d have him all to yourself.

just as predicted, you hear abby telling your husband ‘goodbye’ as he steps into his office, letting her know to take the hour for lunch. “there’s my pretty girl!” sonny smiles brightly as he sees you.

“cock. now” you demand, crossing your arms with a deep frown. sonny chuckles, gently standing you up and pulling you into his arms. he sets the food on one of his side tables, sitting you on the desk as he kisses you slowly. you whine quietly as his tongue licks inside your mouth, large hands easily spreading your legs.

“you’ve been so fucking horny lately…” he mumbles in your ear. “begging for my cock right after i pump you full of my cum” he whispers. “tell me gorgeous, whose baby is this?” he smirks, pushing your sweatshirt—that was actually his college hoodie—up to show your little bump.

“your’s daddy… ‘m havin your baby” you whine, letting out a loud moan as he bottoms out in your sopping cunt with one motion.

“scream it when you cum for me, doll” he smirks, beginning to fuck you, slow but hard.

[alyssaforevermore]

Married Rollisi is everything to me (plus the girls calling him daddy 😭🫶🏻). I’m gonna need SVU to stop playing and bring back Rollins for real 👹

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[aries-rising-on-an-aquarius-tide]

Rollins/Giddish is supposed to have left the show but they keep bringing her back… why can’t they just kill Rollins off as I’m sick of the nonstop Rollisi stuff as it feels like SVU has become the Rollisi Show

Well, Anon -

I hate Rollisi as much as the next person, but I don't think killing Rollins off would be a very lucrative business decision in the long run. DW is famous for keeping things in his back pocket to bolster ratings when they hit a rough spot.

Ratings dip? Call in an old cast member. That's why they haven't been quick to kill off many of the characters that have exited the show.

It's also why DW is slowly destroying his fan base by not giving the longtime shippers EO. By not giving it to us, he is driving a lot of ppl away, but he has the option to whip out the storyline anytime he wants and get everyone spiraling.

It's a shame that the politics and business mechanics of the TV industry are so transparent now in how a series is handled. It makes it so much harder to be there just for the stories. Rollisi was about mollifying a certain demographic of the audience. Not the demographic I fit in, unfortunately. If they're gonna kill somebody off, start with Carisi. I can think of a dozen good reasons to kill him. Lol

[malevolent-muse]

@polkadotpenguin16 I tried a new technique :) I didn’t outline but sort of filled in as I went. First time doing something like this. Sonny looks a bit airbrushed but I’m really pleased. ... Like this work? Join the Tag List

[flamboyantbisexual]

it's so incredibly funny how rafael just... doesn't like dominic. even when dominic says something right he finds a way to shut him down

it's hilarious

[niksixx]

I don’t know if anyone watches Law and Order: SVU but I just really need to get it off my chest and say Detective Carisi is so hot LMAO

[misheardathogwarts]

Character A: Who's that woman with D? Character B: You're asking us? Character C: Yeah, we got you in the divorce.

[lunastar92]

I love how Olivia found out about Carisi and Rollins pregnancy news. How cute! Her reaction was adorable! 😁🥰

[more-hats]

“Was that too hard?” “No. Do it again.” CARISI!!!!!!!!! 🥵🥵

[procrastinatorimagines]

Buy You Dinner?

Fandom: SVU

Series: One Shot (maybe...)

Pairing/s: Carisi x Reader

Warning/s: reference to a rape and murder case

Word Count: 1,083

Summary: Carisi finally gets the nerve to ask you to dinner after a difficult case ends in tragedy.

It had been a long day. You'd been on your feet since before 9 and all you wanted to do was get out of the office and get some food.

You were on your way out when you noticed Carisi catch up to you. "Y/N," he called, causing you to turn.

"Hey Carisi," you smiled. Although you were tired, you always had time for him. You'd been fast friends since he joined SVU, what, six years ago? Had it really been that long?

Late nights working cases and talking about anything and everything had brought you close, but not as close as you'd have liked. Still, he never hinted he wanted to be anything more than friends, so you'd never said anything, what good would that have done?

"You heading home?" He asked, hands in pockets. He almost looked, nervous.

"Yeah I was," you told him. Was he about to ask you to stay and give him a hand with a case? You hoped not, but you would if you were needed.

"You doing anything?" He continued. God you so didn't want to remain in these walls for another minute longer, but you couldn't lie.

"Not really, just going to get some food," you answered honestly.

"Me too," he said. Okay, so not about staying for work, then what... "do you, I don't know, maybe want to grab dinner with me? You don't have to I just-"

"I'd like that," you answered, quicker than you'd meant to, it just kind of came out as soon as you realised what Carisi was asking.

"You would?" He blinked, looking a little shocked but pleased by your speedy reply.

You nodded and smiled, not wanting your mouth to betray your eagerness anymore, hoping to come off as more casual than you just had.

"Great, er, let me just grab my jacket," he pointed back to the bull pen and his desk and you agreed, watching him walk back.

Had Carisi just asked you on a date? It sounded like it, but after six years you didn't want to jump to conclusions, he might just want to grab dinner as friends. Still, why would he have been nervous about that?

He returned quickly, slipping his jacket on as he headed back over to you. "There's this new mediterranean place down the street, that's your favourite right?"

"Yeah it is, I've been meaning to check that out," you told him with a smile, pleased he remembered.

"Shall we?" He checked.

"Sounds perfect," you replied, leaning more towards the fact that this was a date. That place was nice, and definitely not somewhere you two had ever been together in the past, not when it was just the two of you.

The walk was peaceful, and you casually chatted about each other's days to relieve some of the tension and awkwardness. You'd been friends for so long you realised he was also worried about this date going well.

You got to the restaurant and we mercifully seated immediately. Sonny pulled out your chair to sit and then seated himself, ever the gentleman.

"Drink?" He passed you the drinks menu, noticing the impressive selection of wines.

"I wouldn't even know where to start," you admitted and he laughed, "why don't you make a recommendation?"

He grinned, ordering a bottle of red that you'd never even heard of as the waiter came to take your drinks order.

"Trust me," he told you with a wink when you looked like you were about to ask about his choice. You stopped yourself, you did trust him.

He shared out the food menus and you sat for a minute in silence looking at the options. Well, he might have been, you couldn't really focus on the words, instead glancing up at Sonny when he wasn't looking, not realising he was doing the same with you.

"Can ask you something?" You said at last, chewing over the thought in your head as you watched him.

"Huh? Yeah, of course," he put the menu down, giving you his undivided attention and your stomach couldn't help but flutter.

"What took you so long?" You asked, smiling and placing your own menu down.

"To ask you out?" He checked.

"Yes C- Sonny, to ask me out," you laughed, nearly slipping into your usual habit of calling him Carisi. You couldn't quite pinpoint the emotion that flashed across his face when you called him Sonny, but you could tell he didn't mind.

"Honestly? I didn't know you were interested," he admitted with a sheepish shrug.

"You didn't?" You couldn't hide your surprise.

"Well, I guess Fin and Liv said you were, but I didn't want to assume..." It sounded silly to him now, saying it out loud.

"So what made you change your mind?" You asked, your curiosity getting the better of you. You were glad he had, of course, you'd been wanting this moment for a long time, but something must have happened to give him the nudge he needed.

"This case, a couple, I won't go into details over dinner, but she... didn't make it," he began to explain, voice getting low towards the end.

"Yeah I heard about that, I'm sorry," your face softened in sympathy. Carisi had been in court today trying her rapist and murderer, according the Fin it had been pretty brutal; you shivered.

"Me too," he said distantly before clearing his throat and continuing, "anyway, her husband said to me after, that it hadn't been enough time. I said it never is, and he said no, they'd known each other for years, but he'd waited and waited to ask her out, thinking they had all the time in the world. He hadn't really considered that their time would run out. I guess I realised that sitting on my ass wasn't doing anyone any good, if I asked and you said no, at least I'd know, but..."

"I said yes," you finished for him, feeling more emotional than you'd expected. Had he really felt this way this whole time?

"That you did," he replied longingly, raising his glass in toast.

"I'm glad you asked" you told him honestly, bringing your glass to his.

"I'm glad I asked," he brought his glass down but his eyes lingered on yours, a soft smile on his face that you knew was mirrored on yours.

Okay, maybe you weren't entirely thinking about dinner anymore, but by the glint in his eyes, you weren't sure he was either...

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I have no words

[megalony]

Close call

This is a Sonny Carisi imagine that was requested by the lovely @musicistheway and I’ve had it in my inbox for quite a while now but didn’t have the inspiration until now to write it. Sorry it took so long but I hope you like it, and I am hopefully doing a follow up part.

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Summary: After Sonny arrests a gang member, he gets a call from his wife, the gang have broken into their house and their newborn baby is there.

Enjoy.

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"Okay, we've got another rape and assault on our hands."

Those words flooded round the squad room and told everyone that their shifts just got interesting and were going to end on a hectic note. Their shifts had started four hours ago and now they were getting right into business since the morning had been pretty slow all things considered.

For the past week, there had been a gang going round the streets, picking on young women who were alone. They had gone from merely assaulting them to actually raping them and they had attacked four women so far, now this made it five.

"The same gang again?" Sonny rubbed his hand over his eyes to liven himself up a bit.

The long shifts they were on were starting to take a toll on him, especially since he had a three-month-old baby girl at home so when he finished his shift, night-time was the only time of day he had to spend with her. That consisted of Sonny going straight to her for a cuddle and a chat when he got home, spending some time with (Y/n), then waking through the night to tend to Lilah.

(Y/n) had tried to talk him out of it, she was on maternity leave and tried to get up during the night to feed and settle Lilah so he could sleep but Sonny wouldn't let her. She told him that he needed sleep because he was at work but he knew if he slept then he wasn't getting the precious time he wanted with his daughter.

"I suspect so, it's the same MO. Two guys this time, grabbed her on a quiet side street where there were no security cameras and attacked her. She managed to scratch one of the men so when the rape kit comes back his DNA should be under her fingernails and we match it to one of the suspects."

Sitting down at his desk, Sonny took a large gulp of his coffee before he tipped his head back and closed his eyes for a few moments. He had been desperate to get back home to his wo girls all day since the moment he turned up to work.

Sonny didn't realise how hard he would find it to leave Lilah at home and come to work. Whenever he had to settle her down from his arms he felt like he wanted to cry, it wasn't fair. He wanted more time off from the team so he could be with her and (Y/n).

When he opened his eyes he found his focus zooming in on the picture frame resting on the corner of his desk.

The first time he held Lilah.

(Y/n) loved that photo due to how cheesy his smile was and that she could see the tears on his cheeks. He had the sleeves of his shirt rolled up to his elbows and the buttons undone so Lilah could rest against his chest and get skin contact with him.

"Carisi, Rollins go grab Leon our main suspect and get him here to be interviewed."

Sonny heaved himself from his chair and sluggishly followed Amanda, clipping his badge onto his belt and holding his jacket in the crook of his arm as he walked.

"Lilah keep you up last night?" Amanda glanced her eyes over to Sonny when they were sat in her car. A smile formed on her lips when she watched his eyes soften yet light up at the same time and a lopsided grin formed on his lips. The pair of them could always have a conversation about anything and everything even when they were at work and what they had to do for a living.

"Yeah, she's got a bad chest so (Y/n)'s taking her to the doctors today. But you know, I spent half the night in the rocking chair with her on my chest and I just wanna go do it again."

For the past few days Lilah had been having a bad cough and crackling breaths so (Y/n) had gotten a doctors appointment for her to be checked over. It hurt Sonny during the night when he heard her crying in a gritty, deep way and then turning into coughs that were so meek since she was a baby but they somehow cut right through Sonny's heart.

But when he sat and rested his little girl on his chest and slowly rocked the chair with his heels, he felt peace flooding through him in waves.

It didn't take them long to reach the usual hangout spot for the gang they were pursuing in this investigation and to their amusement, all five members of the gang were there. Stood and sat around a bench in the broken down park that was mainly used as a meeting ground for the gangs and people desperate to buy drugs.

This was the part of the city Sonny didn't like, where they would find places for kids that were used for illegal reasons and for the low lives to try their luck against the system. It didn't sit right with him because of Lilah, if he and (Y/n) lived in this area where would they take her? Where around here was safe for young kids?

"Hey Leon, how you doing?" Sonny smiled as he and Amanda slowly approached the gang. He kept his hands deep in his pockets and nudged the side of his blazer to show off his badge, just in case any of them got any funny ideas.

"What can I do for you, officer? Brought me a pretty girl to play with?" The boy who couldn't be older than twenty two at the latest, gave a sickening grin and pulled up the joggers he was wearing. When his eyes flashed over to Amanda she rose a brow at him and jutted her hip so he could see the badge. Not that he would care, she could see that he wasn't going to think or see her as a detective.

"How about an alibi for this morning, can you manage that?"

Amanda placed her hand on her hip as a sigh passed through her lips, this was going to be easy to get him down to the station but not easy to get him to talk unless it was bullshit that passed through his lips.

"I was out and about with my boys."

"Ahh... where did you get the scratches?" Sonny pointed to Leon's lower arm and the one on his neck that had dried blood around it which they could take for a sample to be sent down to the lab. Their victim had scratched the man who had attacked her and this seemed much too big of a coincidence.

"My girl gets feisty, you want her name?"

"Yeah I do, and I want the three of you to come with us for a chat." Sonny pointed to the two other boys sitting on the bench with him. He knew for certain that the other two boys weren't the ones they were looking for.

Leon was the main perpetrator, the one doing all the assaults and was now escalating to rape. The two next to him were starting to join in but the two younger ones at the back weren't involved, they were new to the group, they wouldn't be trusted quite yet to join in their crime spree. They only needed the main ones to come in and be questioned because if they didn't have good alibi's and the DNA from Leon and possibly one of the other boys matched, then their case was solid.

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"Am I free to go?"

The smug look on Leon's face was lighting a fire inside Sonny making him want to be jury and judge rolled into one just so he could convict him. It was clear he had done it, his attitude, the look on his face, the weak and useless alibi that wasn't going to hold up in court. But what was more infuriating was that Leon seemed happy about what had happened to the victims even when he was saying he didn't know them or what had happened, he was slightly smiling when he looked at their photos.

Before Sonny had the chance to respond through gritted teeth and say he might be able to go soon, his head turned when the door opened. Finn poked his head into the interview room and with one little nod of his head at Sonny, the tables drastically turned.

"Until next time, detective... Carisi." Scraping his chair along the floor, Leon stood to his feet with such a sickening, toothy grin that made Sonny clench his fists.

But the smile faltered when Sonny also stood up, his hands shoving into his pockets as he slowly walked backwards until he was stood in front of the door with his back leaning against it. His hips arched out and his back bent to rest on the door, showing off his slender, tall figure. It was clear that Leon thought Finn's nod was to let him go, when in reality it was the total opposite.

"Well... you see Leon, I can't let you go just yet. Those scratches on your arms and neck means whoever did that had your DNA under their nails, and your DNA has come back a match for the blood and skin under the victim's nails. That's enough for us to charge you so I guess you're staying here."

The smug look on Leon's face turned to one of anger and hatred, his pale skin started to turn a darker shade of red as his chest puffed out like he was gearing up for a fight that was never going to happen.

"You want that lawyer now?"

"This is a set up! You're lying."

The moment Leon lashed his hand out, Sonny grabbed his wrist and clipped his cuff around his wrist, hearing the gritting sound of it locking around Leon's wrist. In a split second, Sonny grabbed Leon's shoulder and spun him until his front hit the one way glass to prevent him from even trying to fight when he tried to lunge. Both hands were then cuffed behind his back before Sonny walked him out of the room.

"Why don't you wait in holding until we get you a lawyer."

The tiredness Sonny felt earlier had washed away a few hours ago and was replaced by a burst of adrenaline and the swell of pride in his chest. That meant that their case was strong, they needed the victim to ID Leon and one of the other boys and then the ball was officially rolling and they could call Barba in for the next steps.

"Carisi..."

Olivia's lips curved into a small, tight-lipped smile since there were still suspects in the squad room but when she looked at Sonny, she dipped her head in the direction of the drink station in the corner of the room to show him who had walked in.

It was unmissable by the rest of the team the way Sonny seemed to melt and grow brighter at the same time when his eyes set on his wife standing in the corner of the room leaning against the coffee counter. But it was the little bundle she held in her arms that had captured all of the squad's attention.

"Hey sweetheart."

A warm smile flooded (Y/n)'s face and her eyes intently followed her husband as he rounded the corner and advanced over to her. His arms were around her in an instant, warm, comforting and tight yet gentle at the same time to protect the life she was holding in her arms. His warm lips pressed to the top of her head and she could feel his hand rubbing up and down her lower back before he slowly pulled back to look at her.

He didn't have to say anything for (Y/n) to know what he wanted.

Looking down at her chest, (Y/n) gently moved Lilah a bit higher up in her arms before she extended her girl over to Sonny.

"Ooh, hey there gorgeous. How's my baby?"

Sonny couldn't help how wide his lips curved when he reached for Lilah, it was just the effect she had on him. He gently held her sides and took her weight from (Y/n), moving Lilah so she was resting against his chest instead with her head just under his neck. His hands moved to cradle the back of her head and under her bum to support her weight before he slowly turned his upper body side to side.

He loved how she instantly seemed to snuggle closer to him, her ocean blue eyes tiredly peeking around to see where she was, curiosity and wonder filling her orbs.

"She's got an infection so we've got meds to give her but she'll be fine." (Y/n) smoothed her palm over the back of Lilah's head before she moved to Sonny's side so she could rest her head on his upper arm and cuddle into him.

Sonny pressed his lips to the top of Lilah's head and moved his hand to brush her cheek. He felt his chest tingling when her ruby lips parted in what seemed like wonder, showing her bare gums before her small tongue moved to rest against her lower lip like she was waiting for a lollipop.

The small action made Sonny chuckle and when he stroked his index finger against her lips, it tickled as she started to move her lips and kiss his finger. He let her dab her gums around his finger and drool onto his hand because she presumably thought his hand was a pacifier.

"Rollins, look who's here to visit."

Amanda could see the proud look on Sonny's face and the beaming smile on his face showed he wanted to show off Lilah to them all. Sonny had kept the pregnancy a secret from the rest of the team right up until (Y/n) rang and said she was going into labour, that was the first time any of the team- apart from Olivia, knew anything about his personal relationship. He had then brought Lilah in when she was a week old to meet the team but other than that it was simply a few photos they had glanced at.

"Oh Carisi she's a stunner." Amanda gently brushed her hand over Lilah's head where there were a few wisps of blonde hair beginning to grow. It was sweet so see this side of Sonny, he was very chatty and talked about his sisters, his growing up with his parents and he would chat about (Y/n). But now he had Lilah to beam about and this was amazing to see him so different than he was on the job.

"Course she is." Sonny continued to gently rock her up and down against his chest, watching as she reached her hand out to bat at Amanda for attention.

"Finn..." Olivia motioned with her hand for him to come over to her as she took a few steps towards her office to be out of earshot of both the rest of the team and from the suspects in the lock up unit. "We've got Leon in custody, set the other two back out on the streets, I don't want them trying to plan anything in here. Get surveillance on them."

The three of them looked pretty cosy in the lock up unit in the back corner of the squad room and Olivia didn't like it. They needed to be kept separate or at least out the way of Leon while he waited for a lawyer and got his remand or bail set out when Barba arrived. Nor did she like the way Leon was sending daggers over to Sonny and Amanda.

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"Okay, run me through the second attack, the motive, the injuries, evidence..." Barba waved his hand out in front of him to indicate that he needed to know the same details as they had just explained about the first of the four attacks the gang had committed. He perched himself on the edge of the desk behind him and took a large sip of his coffee, waiting for them to walk him through it.

Sonny did a quick scan through of the victim's examination photos that logged her injuries before he leaned and passed them to Barba so he could see what she had gone through. She may not have been raped but they had sexually assaulted her and she had been beaten up.

Sonny's eyes darted down to his side and he ruffled his hand in his pocket to grab his phone, a flash of worry sparking through his eyes when he saw that it was (Y/n) ringing him.

He had told Olivia this morning when he arrived twenty minutes late that he might need to take a call from (Y/n). He'd been up most of the night with Lilah since her cough had gotten worse and she had a temperature. It had taken everything in him to let (Y/n) persuade him to come into work and she said she would ring if there was any change.

"Sergeant, I..."

"Go ahead." Olivia nodded when she saw Sonny pointing to his phone, she knew what it was like to have a sick child and need to be on hand in case there was any news.

"Hey sweetheart, how is she, is everything okay?"

Taking a few steps away from the team, Sonny leaned his hip against his desk and rested his hand on his free hip. He couldn't help the worry that was rattling through him, either she was going to tell him that Lilah was better and he didn't have to worry or she would say that they might need to go to hospital because she had gotten worse.

(Y/n) hardly ever rang Sonny at work unless it was an emergency, she always texted him.

"Sonny... s-someone's in the house."

"What?"

He couldn't breathe. Who was in his house, what was she talking about? Why was she whispering so quietly that he had to put his finger in his ear so he could listen to her better? Why was her voice trembling like there was someone there shaking her by the shoulders?

"Sweetheart talk to me, who's in the house with you?"

"I don't know, I- I think they were in the holding cell yesterday... they-" (Y/n)'s words halted and a small squeak left her lips when she heard the sound of glass smashing downstairs. Her body was trembling making it harder for her to keep the phone pressed to her ear and keep Lilah quiet in her arm.

Sonny heard the distant sound of something breaking and it sent a shiver down his spine. Someone (Y/n) may have seen when she was here yesterday had decided to go and break into his house! They were trying to hurt or terrorise his family.

"They keep calling your name, d-did you arrest someone? They said you made a mistake... Sonny they know about Lilah, t-they're shouting, a-asking where's the baby."

Leon.

His boys had been let out yesterday because they had no evidence to arrest them or keep them in custody. Finn said they had surveillance on them in case they tried to assault someone on their own without Leon. But they were in his house! They were in Sonny's house frightening his wife and trying to harm his little baby girl.

No! Not my daughter!

"Where are you sweetheart?"

"The bathroom."

(Y/n) had been downstairs in the lounge when she heard the glass window in the kitchen door being broken and voices shouting at her. The moment she heard the windows being broken and the door banging open she had gone into the hallway and shut the dining room door so the kitchen and dining room were closed off. She then clicked the lock on the old door before hurrying upstairs to get Lilah.

She knew it wouldn't be long before they got out and tried to find her but she had to try and hide. But there was nowhere for her to hide unless she wanted to be in the wardrobe in her and Sonny's room but it wasn't that large and they would easily find her in there.

The bathroom was the only room upstairs with a lock on the inside and that's what she needed right now.

"No sweetheart they'll know when they see the door shut they'll break the lock easy. Just give me one second okay, I'll stay on the phone I promise."

Sonny didn't realise he's started to shake with rage until he ran back over to where the rest of the team were still focusing on the victims like they were the only ones. Now it was Sonny's wife and daughter who were the newest victims and he couldn't have anything happening to them.

"They're at my house!"

Sonny's sudden outburst confused everyone in the room, their eyes narrowed and the conversation quickly came to a stop. What was he talking about? Who was at his house? The paramedics, a doctor, was something wrong with Lilah?

"Carisi, do you need to go home to your family?" Olivia turned to face him, concern etched into her voice. She knew he had been worried this morning but now his state was erratic. He was shaking, his face was turning red and the savage look in his eyes was unnerving even for her.

"No- those two little shits Darren and James have broken into my house! Leon must have told them it was me who arrested him, (Y/n)'s hiding in the bathroom she's on the phone they're shouting- they know about Lilah!"

"I'm sorry who are we talking about, who's Lilah, a witness-"

"My daughter!" Sonny snapped his jaw at Barba like a crocodile before his panicked, wide eyes turned to desperately look at Olivia for advice or some kind of order. She had to know what to do or Sonny was going to go home with his gun in hand and shoot both of them for even trying to hurt his wife and little baby.

"She's only three-months old, we gotta go." Amanda jumped down from the desk she was sitting on and grabbed her car keys. They had to go now, they couldn't stand around and plan a strategy.

"Finn, get hold of IAB this could be a hostage situation so we need backup, Carisi go with Rollins but you play by the book, let Rollins take care of the boys when they're apprehended your focus is (Y/n) and Lilah. Nick you come with me, Barba you might need to come along for this.”

"Go! Baby, baby I'm still here, we're all on the way we won't be long. Talk to me." Sonny pressed the phone back to his ear as they all proceeded to rush out of the squad room, him and Amanda running ahead to get to the car.

"Sonny they're breaking the door downstairs." (Y/n) managed to keep her voice to a whisper but it was croaky due to the tears flooding down her face causing her throat to feel tight, especially with how shallow she was breathing.

"I need you to leave the bathroom and shut the door, try and block it with something, a towel behind the door and pull it so it jams then they'll think you're in there. Go into Lilah's room, leave the door half open and get in the airing cupboard."

In Lilah's room there were built-in cupboards into the wall, three to be precise and the bottom one was the largest.

While (Y/n) was pregnant Sonny had re-done them so that the the bottom cupboard had a rail in to hang clothes up in, the middle one had small boxes in containing nappies, towels and bed linen and the top one was a storage one for toys and the added bits they had ready for when Lilah got older.

If (Y/n) jammed the bathroom door then they would assume that's where she was and would try and break it and focus on it. Then if she left Lilah's door open they wouldn't presume she was hiding in there and if she got into the bottom cupboard it would save time so they could get there and she could hide until it was safe.

"O-okay- Sonny they're coming up."

A brutal cry left (Y/n)'s lips, she couldn't help it. She may be older than those boys but they had some sort of weapon each which they used to break in. They were going to try and hurt Lilah, they were shouting and raving, saying that Carisi needed to be taught a lesson so they were going to hurt her and Lilah.

(Y/n) knew she couldn't fight them off with Lilah in her arms and she couldn't hide Lilah to fight them in case they hurt her and then tried to find Lilah.

"Go, just go and hide now baby go!"

It felt like (Y/n) was in some sort of video game being chased and she was about to get caught.

When she opened the bathroom door she could hear them grabbing the railing to propell them to hurry up the stairs. As quick as she could, (Y/n) shut the bathroom door, trapping the very end of her slipper between the door and the wooden frame to jam it. She didn't have time to get a towel and try to keep it more secure like Sonny suggested.

Her feet skidded against the carpet and she could feel Lilah starting to whimper against her chest from how tightly she was held in (Y/n)'s arms and pressed against her. The moment she reached the cupboard, (Y/n) bend down and shuffled inside, pulling the door shut but leaving it ever so slightly ajar for air and a crack of light.

"Rollins fucking go they're reaching her!" Sonny slammed his hand down on the dashboard and his foot that was rapidly tapping against the floor booted the fabric beneath him and broke the seam revealing the car wires.

"I am!"

"Shh, baby shh please." (Y/n) quietly whimpered the words beside Lilah's ear, cradling her daughter just a little too tightly against her chest and shoulder. She would end up smothering her if Lilah tried to cry, she had to keep her safe. "Sonny-"

The phone dropped from (Y/n)'s hand and her arms cocooned Lilah against her tighter when she heard Lilah's bedroom door being slammed open.

Slowly leaning forward, (Y/n) laid Lilah down with trembling arms, placing her in the corner of the cupboard behind the hinges of the door. She grabbed a blanket that was hung up and tucked it around her before moving a small pile of onesies up against her to block her in the corner before putting another blanket very lightly over her. She didn't want to suffocate her or make her too warm and make her temperature and chest worse but she had to hide her.

When (Y/n) heard footsteps pounding towards the cupboard, she took her chance and thrust her weight onto the door so it swung out and collided with whoever was stood in front of it.

She heard a successful clout, a cry and growl of pain and a round of curse words which she took as her queue to scramble out of the cupboard and try to run. Her legs had turned to jelly and all the tears she had cried caused her eyes to sting and her vision to keep blurring in spots.

A scream left the back of her already raw throat when she felt hands clawing at her back and arms like savages trying to get her. (Y/n) did her best to thrust her elbows into the person's stomach and kick her heels out but it wasn't working. Her body aimed for the door but it was as if she was running on a treadmill, seeing her goal in sight but forever staying in the same position.

A cry flew from her lips when her legs were kicked from beneath her and she fell onto her front. Her nails dug into the carpet to pull herself away and her knees burned against the floor as she tried to hurry.

In the back of her mind she prayed that they wouldn't look back in the cupboard and realise that Lilah was hidden in there. (Y/n) needed to be the distraction from that, something they would focus on and try to get her so that Lilah would stay hidden until Sonny got here.

"We've got you now, that detective isn't going to come and save you."

Those words sent shivers running down the base of (Y/n)'s spine before her eyes snapped closed and her body coiled in on itself when one of the boys grabbed her by the shoulders and threw her forward. Her head collided with the banister ahead of her and the boy's weight landed on her lower back and hips like a ton of bricks had landed on her and severed her body in two.

(Y/n) could feel and hear a static buzzing in her ears and the blood rushing to her head making her feel like it was going to burst.

"Get off- leave me alone!"

A croaked cry left (Y/n)'s lips when she felt one of them trying to pull on her jeans but the more she writhed and with how snug fitting they were, it was proving a struggle. She tipped her body so she could manage to get onto her back so she could try and fight him off her before the other one moved beside her and grabbed at her neck. It was clear they didn't know what they were going to do, they were doing whatever came to mind, whatever they decided they wanted to do.

It was getting harder for (Y/n) to breathe with the hands clenching her windpipe and her panicking, tight lungs but she continued to struggle.

When the boy leaning over her got a little too close, (Y/n) tilted her head forward as much as she could manage and thrust her forehead into his nose. It caused her vision to blackout and her head loll back against the floor with a thud but it made him let go of her neck to cradle his face.

"Where's the baby? Be a shame not to visit her too." The boy trying to yank down (Y/n)'s jeans stopped for a moment, suddenly remembering that Lilah must be here too somewhere.

"Not here." (Y/n) spat just as she heard Sonny's voice booming through the house and it was like an Angel's voice serenading her and letting her know that everything was going to be okay.

Her hands reached out to scratch at the boy's face, trying to claw at his eyes to get him out the way before she moved towards the stairs. If she led them down then Sonny and the others could apprehend them and then she could get back to Lilah and make sure she was okay.

"We're coming in, nobody move stay where you are!"

Sonny held his gun out in front of him and made a beeline for the stairs, he knew (Y/n) was still up there and the dining room door was busted at the hinges and the lock was broken and hanging off. They had barely touched the living room before heading up to find (Y/n) and Lilah. Sonny had to get to them now and get them out.

"Sonny-"

The scream that followed made Sonny shiver and come to a halt just as he reached the third step on the stairs. He aimed the gun up but when he looked up, he scrambled to speed up the stairs two at a time to get to (Y/n). She was crawling at the top of the stairs until one of the boys gave her a kick, sending her toppling down the stairs sideways.

Collapsing down harshly onto his knees, Sonny's arms reached out and he laid his front on top of (Y/n) to stop her from falling any further and taking him down like a bowling ball.

The moment he looked up at Darren hovering at the top of the stairs, Sonny aimed and shot a bullet into his left shoulder to send him down to the floor and stop him from trying to go anywhere or do anything.

"Rollins!"

He didn't have to say anything else for Amanda to squeeze past the couple, climbing a few steps at a time to pass them before she went to get James and stop him from going anywhere.

"Lilah, s-she's in... the cupboard." (Y/n) could barely get the words out, her head was spinning, her body felt like it was about to roll down the rest of the stairs and give up on itself and everything was aching and pounding in pain. She wanted to see Lilah was alright and in Sonny's arms and then she just wanted to go to sleep and wake up from this nightmare to find it all just a bad dream.

She could feel Sonny gently moving her so she was no longer about to fall, his arms cradled her to his chest, his lips smothered her forehead with a thousand kisses. He was slowly swaying them side to side as Nick and Olivia bypassed them on the stairs.

"Lilah..."

"I've got her, (Y/n), she's here and she's okay." Nick bent down at the top of the stairs only moments later to show her the wailing, croaky babe in his arms who was cuddling up into his chest for comfort. Her little face was blotched bright red, her parted lips were spluttering coughs and wails and she was constantly wriggling and moving from fright and discomfort.

But she was okay.

"It's okay baby, you're alright now. I'm here, I've got you."

Sonny had his arms wrapped around his wife and his daughter just a few feet away in his colleague's arms. They were alright, he just had to get them to a hospital to have them checked over.

That was a close call.

[malevolent-muse]

Title: The Price of Silence

Fandom: Law&Order: SVU

Pairing: Rafael Barba/Sonny Carisi

Rating: Explicit

Summary: After reconnecting with his former mentor, Barba, Carisi becomes concerned when Barba brings up an unfortunate event from Carisi's past. Later, Barba admits to hiding a deep, dark secret and cautions Carisi to keep his distance. Against his best interest, Carisi ignores Barba's warning, and he finds himself becoming something he had never thought he would be: a victim. In the end, Barba tries to make amends, but it is too late. Both men are left broken and alone.

Link: https://archiveofourown.org/works/46403842

[amandasmoviess]

Hold on

Amanda Rollins x fem!reader

Warnings: Normal SVU talk, language, blood, talk of death, smidge of angst if you squint, I think that’s it?

It was a usual week, a somewhat usual case. A girl had been raped, tortured and beaten by three men, knowing that by the crime scene and the victims state they’d done this before so your job was to find the other victims and get the perps. Yet that’s not how it played out

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“Come on Cami I know this is difficult to keep going through but I just need you to remember and tell me what he looked like” as one would expect this girl was terrified and couldn’t remember a thing “I can’t remember I-I’m sorry” she broke down crying for the third time this morning, walking over to leave the room she called out to you “wait- I remember one of them saying t-that “if only Charlotte could see him now, she’d be so proud of how far he’d come” you walked back over to her crouching down onto your knees “thank you, we’re gonna find them” she leaned in and gave you a hug. Pulling apart you got up and walked out of the room “start digging” Barba said with his usual sass and walked out of the precinct, you turning to Liv as she gave you a smile “you’ve come a long way Y/n” she paused “now either let’s go find these assholes or we go find our ‘Charlotte’” she smirked “either of which I’m fine with” you turned and walked back to your desk to see your partner staring at you “what?” You asked “oh uh- nothing just thinking” she laughed “right..” you let the topic go and started looking for anything that could be part of this case

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It’s was a week later, you’d found three more victims and you’d found Charlotte, deciding to meet her at a coffee shop before going down to the precinct to give a full statement. You’d taken Amanda , because she was your partner, with you to the coffee shop while Liv, Fin, and Carisi waiting outside in the car just incase they saw someone

You and Amanda got there to see Charlotte sitting at a table looking out the window, you both walked up and took a seat “hi Charlotte, I’m detective y/l/n and this is my partner detective Rollins” you smiled at her “h-hi, so what did you guys need?” Rollins started speaking and all you could do was try and listen as you stared at her “we’re working a case..we found four victims that had been raped, tortured and beaten by three men. Three out of the four remembered that the only thing any of them said was ‘if only Charlotte could see me now, she’d be so proud at how far I’d come’” she shifted in her seat uncomfortably “a-and what does that have to do with me?” She asked concerned “well for starters your name is Charlotte, but last year before any of the victims had been raped..you were in the hospital with apparently the same pattern wounds as all of our victims, so we gathered that you are the ‘Charlotte’ he talked about and you would know who at least one of the guys is” you stated.

She ended up telling you who one of the peeps were and you thanked her for talking with you both giving her hand a squeeze before all three of you meeting Liv, Fin, and Carisi outside the coffee shop “how’d it go” Liv asked “good, we know who one of the perps is” you said putting Charlotte in the car “time to call Barba?” Amanda asked Liv as you walked around the car to talk to them but before Liv could answer there were three loud bangs, the sound of glass shattering and people screaming. Everyone ducked for cover looking around, then fin ran over to you “y/n!” You were standing up against the car hands shaking and hovering over two bullet wounds in your abdomen. You looked at Amanda before slipping and falling into Fin’s arms whimpering out in pain “hey look at me, look at me y/n you’re gonna be fine” he took off his jacket and tried to put pressure on your abdomen when the rest of the squad came running over, Amanda stayed frozen looking at you bleeding for a few moments before running over. Liv crouched down next to you “s-someone check on C-Charlotte” you stuttered as you started to spit blood, Carisi checked the car for Charlotte but she was gone “Cap she’s gone” Liv panicked for a moment while Fin was on the phone getting a clear route to Bellevue “shit! Ok y/n..” you looked at her whilst you laid on the ground holding your bleeding wounds “hey you’re gonna be ok” she tried to move the hair from your face as you started to cough and more blood came out “a-amanda” you whispered to her and she looked at you “what about Amanda y/n” she tried to ask you which gained her attention, she started to cry. Her partner, the partner she wanted to actually be partners in life with was on the street bleeding out before her eyes. “Y/n?!” Liv called out but you didn’t respond your eyes just shut Amanda whispered “fuck! no no no no!” to what she thought was only to herself but Carisi had her and pulled her into his arms while she cried Fin picked you up and put you into his car while Amanda called out “Fin wait!” She ran and got into the car with you and fin, sitting in the back so she could keep pressure on your wounds. “Hold on y/n you’re gonna be fine, just hold on”

While Fin drove off to Bellevue white you and Amanda, Liv just stood there in the street covered in your blood as Carisi tried to talk to her but she wasn’t listening. Eventually everyone was at the scene even Barba who was the only one able to pull Liv’s attention “what the hell happened” he asked her and she looked down at herself covered in blood. Your blood. “Someone shot y/n and killed Charlotte” she said with no emotion in her face “Shit, I-I need to call Lucy see if noah is ok” Rafael nodded to her as she walked away to call Lucy. Once the scene had been processed everyone went to the hospital to wait for you.

Fin was sitting with Amanda in the waiting room as she cried looking down at herself, while she was also covered with your blood. Liv walked over to her “you ok?” Liv asked her “she worked up in the car a-and started coughing more blood and somehow the bleeding from her abdomen got worse a-and now I’m sitting her covered in her blood not knowing if she’s gonna die” Amanda told Liv like she was detached from the entire conversation “I know she’s your partner Amanda but she’s gonna be fine” Amanda finally looked her in the eye “and if she’s not?” Liv didn’t have an answer for that she she just squeezed Amanda’s hand and walked over to the corner to call her son again. Frankly Liv didn’t want to answer the question of ‘what if you weren’t gonna be fine’ you’d come such a far way with the squad, you and Amanda were almost inseparable Liv knew that if you died Amanda wouldn’t be the same frankly nobody on the squad would. Fin was like your big brother, Carisi was your best friend other than Amanda and Liv was like your big sister. You’d brought so much joy to the team and you were so quick-witted with your snarky comments nobody ever thought this would happen, especially to you. Losing you, the squad would never be the same.

At this point Amanda had stopped crying and was trying to find out where the cafeteria was so she could go get some coffee and something to eat, that was when a doctor came down the hallway and called out “Y/n Y/l/n?” Amanda rushed back over when Liv walked up to him “I’m her captain” the two of them walked a little further down the hall and talked, all the whole room saw was Liv starting to cry. That was when Amanda had lost all sense of reality. She felt like she couldn’t breathe and she still didn’t even know if you were dead or alive. Liv came running back down the hall and grabbing Amanda by the arm and tugging her outside while everyone watched confused “Liv what the hell?” She said while crying “y/n..” Amanda looked at her with pleasing eyes “no. Please she can’t-“ Liv told her to stop talking so she could finish “y/n..is alive and awake and wants to see you and you only” she smiled “she broke down crying in her hands and hugged Liv “thank you” she cried out “don’t thank me” she started “oh and just tell her already so I can stop seeing your goo-goo eyes all day long” she laughed pulling back from Amanda and they both walked inside while Liv stopped in the waiting room to talk to everyone Amanda went straight back to your room.

“Hey look who it is! It’s about time” you mumbled as Amanda walked into the room and sat down in your bed “thanks for not dying on me” she said as she moved you hair out of your face “I couldn’t leave you to be partners with Sonny” she laughed at that “how’re the happy mess?” She asked “goooood I can’t feel a thing” you giggled “oh really? You can’t feel a thing?” She asked you jokingly “mhm I can’t feel nothin” you smirked at her and she moved a little closer “mmhm got it..so I guess that means you can’t feel this?” She leaned over gently and kissed you careful not to hurt your stomach wounds as she pulled away and look at the adorable smile on your face “oh no I could feel that” and Amanda laughed “come give me some more lovin’ I’ve loved you since I first came into that precinct and I almost died today I think that guarantees some more kisses. At the very least” you sounded very please with your argument “hm with that argument maybe you should ditch being a detective and become a lawyer” she laughed before kissing you again.

When she pulled away you reached up to her face “you look really pretty Amanda” she laughed knowing how much pain meds they must have you on “thank you y/n” she smiled “can you get the rest of the squad?” She stood up placing a kiss on your forehead “of course” “don’t forget barba!” You called once she was at the door

She walked down the hallway again to see everyone looking at her “y/n wants to see the rest of the squad, and barba that includes you too” she said walking back to the room with everyone behind her, she got in the room first much to your relief so you could ask her a question “Rollins quick question before they all get in here” she laughed “I’m not marrying you y/n” you faked shock “ouch rude” she rolled her eyes at you “not yet anyways” and you laughed “will you go on a date with me?” She walked back over to your bed kissing you quickly “of course I will” she said that just in time for everyone to come into the room as you yelled “I’m going on a date with Rollins!” You threw your arms up like a child and everyone laughed “oh yea cause that hospital gown is really sexy y/n” Carisi laughed as you threw your pillow at him “I think I look amazing Mr. I wear socks with sandals” you smirked pleased with yourself “oh that’s low” Fin said and high-fives you “I learned from the best” you smiled at him “that you did, kid” you tried to sit up to hug him but your abdomen did not agree with that “��get down here so I can hug you” he laughed but did as you asked “thanks for saving me” you said quietly “thanks for not dying on us” he pulled away “aww what did I scare you all? Did you really think I was gonna leave this team and have Amanda be partners with Carisi as head detectives?” Everyone laughed except Carisi “you’re so lucky your on pain meds” you smirked “oh you know you love me Sonny..plus Amanda told me you were crying in the waiting room” you laughed “really Rollins?!” She rolled her eyes “oh sure blame me. She asked me how everyone was reacting!” You looked at her and then Rafael who was sitting in one of the chairs “hey barba? You think we can get that warrant for this guys arrest now?” You asked and he laughed “no problem y/n with our luck by the time it goes to trial you’ll be sitting in the gallery making snarky comments like usual again” you leaned back “god I hope so” everyone laughed again before you spoke up “hey uhm guys really thank you for being here and I really wanted to see you all so I could tell you that Rollins finally agreed to go on a date with me-“ Amanda interrupted you “finally?! You never asked before” you shushed her so you could finish talking “right now I really just want to talk to Liv and Amanda but I’ll let you know when you guys can come back and check up on me” they laughed as they all started to leave the room

“Feel better kid!” Fin called out “oh I will I got Rollins” you both smirked at each other as her left the room shutting the door to be left with only you, Amanda and Olivia “it’s about time you two.” You laughed at her comment “Liv what did you say to make her come in here and kiss me?” Liv looked at Amanda while she blushed “just that she should tell you, you know since you almost died” and Amanda looked down and you “right that’s what I forgot to say” she joked and you hit her with your pillow as Liv laughed “you provoked the kiss y/n” Amanda stated “all I said was that the pain meds made me feel nothi- ok yes I did” Liv laughed and came to give you a hug “I’ll be back later, don’t do anything stupid either of you” she got up and went towards the door “the only stupid thing I’m gonna do is Amanda” that had Liv shaking her head as she left “really?!” Amanda looked at you now that it was just the two of you “what! It’s true!” Now Amanda was the one shaking her head as she sat down next to you again “I love you y/n” she said with the most sincere face possible as you just giggled to yourself “I love you too” she gave you another kiss “what do you say we get something to eat because I’m starving and you have a menu” you both laughed “fine but if we’re sharing food then you have to actually sit on the bed with me” she started to move “ohhhh but it’ll look bad I mean you only asked me on a date not to be your girlfriend, so I can’t cuddle you y/n it’ll give the wrong impression” she tried to look serious at you “seriously?! I almost die, tell you I love you, I kiss you, and ask you out on a date?! That doesn’t guarantee me a girlfriend?” You ask her as she just started laughing “of course it does I just wanted to mess with you” you scoffed rolling your eyes as she came to actually lay with you in the bed.

“just for that I’m not getting you the cannolis” “oh come on those are my favorites!” You rolled your eyes “ok fine but you have to share” you said quietly, Amanda kissed you again thanking you, snuggling closer but careful not to hurt your stomach. “I love you” she whispered softly “I love you too Amanda”

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Who would’ve thought that getting shot would’ve gotten you the love of your life to be your girlfriend?