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firstprincehornyramblings · 19 days

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WIP Wednesday 09-04-24

COME GET YALL JUICE. Or something, I'm sorry, it's the middle of the night. Huge shoutout to @onthewaytosomewhere for tagging me in this and giving me the idea to queue this now so I won't have to catch up after work tomorrow. Snippets under the cut, not for nsfw reasons, just because they're a bit long. That's right, snippet(S), plural, because I have three wips again. And while I haven't worked on Watersports Firstprince anymore (everyone boo'd - promise I'll get back to them) I did start some George Villier's rambling because @firenati0n inspired me (everyone cheered)

Without further delay ;

Cursed Alex x Witch Hen

“Me, make it weird?” the brunette laughed, pouring his coffee and stirring it, clearly having realized that Henry wouldn’t make eye contact. “You won’t even look at me. I just…don’t get what I did wrong? I mean, did you not want it? Were you too drunk? Cause I really didn’t- I wasn’t trying t-” “Alex,” Henry made sure he looked up for that, waited for the other man to make eye contact, “You didn’t do anything wrong,” he did his best to make sure his voice was reassuring, “I just think, obviously you’re going back to Texas when we’ve…finished up,” he waved a hand, “And sex can be intimate or pointless, things like kisses and touches are- well, more intimate. You don’t kiss a prostitute, do you?” “I- I don’t know the answer to that actually,” Alex chuckled, sipping his coffee. “Of course you don’t, look at you,” the blond sighed, “Obviously you’ve never been in that situation. Not that there’s… anything wrong with it. I don’t mean to imply sex work is wrong, I know your whole bit is very open minded. And I assure you I agree with you, so I’m not insinuating that partaking in either end of that transaction is shameful. I’m just calling it what it is, a purchase, a business deal, and I can’t imagine a world where a man who looks like you would need to pur-” “Henry?” While the blond had been rambling, Alex had stepped closer. He’d set his mug down on the counter halfway and put less than a foot of space between them. It made Henry jolt a bit when he looked up from where he’d been fiddling with his apron, eyes wide at the sudden closeness, like he might be bitten. “I don’t know ‘cause I’ve never been in that situation. But I thought about it,” Alex nodded as he spoke, “And yeah, I would,” his voice was softer, smooth and warm. One large hand lifted to run a finger under the other man’s chin, tilting Henry’s face just a few inches higher before he leaned in and pressed their lips together gently.

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Some George musing, and while it's third person POV, this entire fic will be from George's point of view. A peak inside his mind, so now is where I say- Disclaimer: The views and opinions expressed in this fic are those of George Villier’s and do not necessarily reflect the views or positions of the author.

When George selected the members of his bedchamber, he’d chosen three men and three women, each alike only in eagerness to please him. Not one of his choices looked the same or had similar preferences. It was very much like going to the market and picking six different types of fruit. Why should he deny himself anything when every flavor of nectar running down his chin was just as delicious as the others? Lying on the silk sheets of his bed, warmth from the fire and hands all over his body to keep him warm. This was what George deserved. He’d earned it; paid his dues. Every shudder of pleasure payment for the lies he’d told, blood he’d shed, and every slight he’d faced. Sometimes he led the night’s activities. There were times when George would place each of his pets in a line and work his way down until his cock was soaked and exhausted. To have each one of them begging for just a touch, happy to satisfy him with no regard to their own pleasure. That was power. It would be a lie if George said the proclivities of his sex life weren’t a power play. It would also be untrue to say he didn’t very much enjoy that. He didn’t want to be defied, and certainly not in the bedroom. Total submission, only rebellion against his wishes if he asked for it, when he wanted to fight for dominance. His pets knew that; it was how they came to be his. George didn’t bother to know their names, he assigned them: Pet one, pet two, pet three, pet four, pet five, and pet six. The numbers were arbitrary; they held no rank or status. In fact, his favorite often changed. Pet three was lovely, nearly as beautiful as his master, that was why George had chosen him. Skin that looked and tasted like caramel, long dark lashes, dark curls and a strong build. Most often George kept him close, dressed him in silks, chose him for conversation. But right now, pet five was the most favored.

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boozy-the-ghost · 10 months

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OKAY I wrote it. Its almost 2am and I have word tomorrow but I needed this out of my brain. I never wrote anything before so be gentle with me.

Summary: Victor and Mitch in prison era. Victor is sick. Mitch is an angel like always. Could be pre ship if you want but its meant to be friendship.

Disclaimer! I don't know anything about life in prison so I'm sorry for any inaccuracies. Also English is not my first language so sorry for any mistakes.

@fluentmoviequoter thank you for the push! I hope you like it even if it's not really your cup of tea!

Like every morning, Mitch and Victor were sitting next to each other at the dinning hall for breakfast.

They weren't speaking, not making any small talk, just quietly in each other's company, the chatter of the other inmates a background white noise.

Victor was always pretty quiet and withdrawn, but today felt a little different.

Even if he wasn't interested in what the other inmates were doing, Victor always paid close attention. You had to, if you wanted to survive at a place like this. And it's not like he ever made it obvious, but Mitch knew him well enough by now to see how attentive and sharp he was.

Now, though, he looked spaced out, lost in his own head. Again, it wasn't noticeable to anyone but Mitch, but for him it was so unlike Victor, it was raising alarm bells in his head.

Still, he couldn't just straight up ask Victor what was wrong. He was pretty sure that would only get him a nasty look, at best.

So he decided to just let it be, and keep a closer eye than usual on his cellmate for now.

He went back to his breakfast of overly cooked eggs and stale toast, noticing Vic barely touched his.

Victor wasn't a big eater, not too surprising considering the quality of prison food, but he always ate something. You have to keep your strength somehow.

And he always finished his coffee, no matter how watered-down and bitter it was. But today he only took a few sips before pushing it aside and retreating back into his own head.

Mitch frowned to himself but turned back to his own food, tucking away his observations in the back of his head.

...

By the end of that day, Mitch had a guess as to what was going on.

A quiet sniffle here, a clearing of the throat there, and it wasn't too hard to put two and two together.

It was so quiet and well covered, and infrequent enough, that no one else but Mitch would have ever noticed a thing, but Mitch wasn't everyone else.

He was relieved the explanation for the strange vibes he was getting was so mundane, though.

As they lay in their bunks in their shared cell when the lights turned off, he could hear Vic sniffle and shuffle in his bed, trying to get comfortable.

With that strangely domestic sound as a background, he fell asleep.

...

Mitch stirred from his sleep, eyes squinting open to be greeted by the still dark cell.

He wasn't sure what woke him up at first, until he heard the unmissable sound of rough yet muffled coughing from the other side of the small room.

Even though Victor was clearly trying to stay quiet, muffling his cough into the thin pillow as best he could, Mitch cringed at how painful and grating they sounded.

But Vic was clearly trying to stay undetected, so Mitch stayed quiet too, pretending to still be asleep, until Victor quieted.

When Mitch heard the even breathing of his cellmate signaling he was back to sleep, he shuffled in bed to get comfortable and went back to sleep.

...

The next time Mitch opened his eyes, the lights were on, and he could hear the loud voices of the guards walking down the corridor of the cells for their morning rounds.

Groaning, he pushed himself to sit up in bed and took in the familiar surrounding of the cell.

Victor was still asleep, which was unusual, he was always up and dressed by the time Mitch was only cracking his eyes open, but it was understandable if the guy was getting sick.

Still, if the guards saw him still in bed by the time they reached their cell, they probably won't be to happy. So Mitch decided to be a good cellmate, no matter how scary the idea of waking Victor might be.

"Hey, Vic. Victor, wake up" he called, starting softly then raising his voice slightly when there was no effect.

At the second call, Victor's peaceful face drew into a frown as he stirred, grouning as he peeled his eyes open, squinting against the harsh fluorescent lights.

"Ugh, fuck" Vic muttered to himself as he pushed himself onto his elbow. His voice was hoarse, and he raised his arm to cough into his elbow a few times before finally sitting up, just in time for the guards to come dragging their baton across the bars of the cell.

Seeing both inmates awake, they quickly kept on going to the rest of the cells.

Mitch watched them go, still half asleep himself, when harsh coughing drew his attention back to his cellmate.

"Sucks, man" he winced in sympathy. Victor's only reply was a frustrated groan/growl as he pushed himself out of bed.

Mitch followed suit, knowing they didn't have long before the guards will be back to open their cell and let them start their day.

...

It was pancakes day, Mitch's favourite. Granted, the pancakes weren't great, but it was the best they had, so he took what little joys he could find here in stride.

As he was scarfing down his food, he took a closer look at his partner.

Victor, always pale and washed out by the grey jumpsuit, was looking whiter than ever, with the only color on his face being a light dusting of a pink flush on his cheeks and the beginnings of dark circles under his eyes.

He clearly still lacked an appetite, poking at his own portion with the plastic spork, looking zoned out.

Apparently he wasn't as checked out as he appeared though, because as soon as Mitch finished his food, Victor's tray was pushed in front of him. He looked up and gave a hopeful, questioning look.

"Have at it" was his answer, said in a raspy voice, but with a spark of amusement at the excitement Mitch showed at the prospect of extra pancakes.

...

It was mandatory yard time, and usually Victor was pretty indifferent to it, but today the chill in the air was making him shiver and sniffle, the thin jumpsuit and undershirt not nearly enough to keep him warm.

He was leaning against the wall, wishing he had some place to sit down.

His legs felt weak. His head felt heavy.

He took care of his headache long ago, with just a turn of the imaginary dial in his head, but there was nothing to be done about his other symptoms, and they were growing steadily worse.

Mitch was running laps around the yard, throwing glances at Vic whenever he could, like always.

Victor didn't need a bodyguard, he was more than capable of keeping himself safe around here, but it was strangely warming to have someone on your side.

He didn't let himself dwell on the thought. Clearly his fever was making him soft. Mitch was useful to have around, but that was it. He couldn't let it be more than that.

And Mitch desered better anyways. Why he chose Victor to stick to was beyond him, he deserved better. But finding anyone worthwhile inside these walls was no easy task. Vic just got lucky.

He was pulled out of his thoughts (his way too sentimental thoughts) by an irritating itch in his nose.

"Ugh." He was hoping to avoid this. Showing weakness here was never a good idea, and besides, it always made him feel disgusting.

When the itch only grew, he brought his wrist to his nose and perfectly stifled a sneeze into near silence.

It did make his nose run worse, and obviously he didn't have any tissues available here. Sniffling wasn't enough anymore and he had to resort to wiping his nose on the cuff of his sleeve. How disgusting.

Finally, yard time was over. He really wanted to sit down. Mitch came to his side like always, sweaty and panting, as they followed the guard to the showers.

"How you holding up?" Mitch asked him. It was clearly good intentioned, but Victor felt himself stiffen at the comment a little.

He hated showing weakness, and here most of all, and the reminder that he was visibly weak right now, coupled with his sour mood from standing around in the cold feeling like shit, made him more prickly than usual.

"I'm fine" he said in a harsh voice, immediately regretting it when he noticed the very quick hurt look on Mitch's face.

He hid it well, but Victor knew him long and well enough to notice.

Then he said another thing completely out of character for him.

"Sorry."

It was said quietly, almost shamefully. And Victor cursed himself in his head. Get yourself together, he chided himself.

Mitch opened his mouth to say something, but obviously the word took him by surprise as well, so it stayed open in silence for a moment, and then they reached the showers and the moment passed, each having to go on with finding a spot for themselves.

...

They were just sitting around the common room, each with their own book. Victor wasn't really reading his, feeling too floaty and spaced out to concentrate.

He was really beginning to be hit with the full scale of this illness.

He felt weak. Heavy. Like just keeping his head up was more than he could handle.

He was also visibly shivering now, not able to control it no matter how hard he clenched his muscles. And he was sticky with sweat despite the recent shower.

He stuffed his pockets with the thin scratchy toilet paper from the bathrooms, and used it to wipe his nose whenever he found a second with little to no eyes on him. It was making his skin red and irritated, he was sure he looked ridiculous by now, but didn't have much other choice.

All he wanted was to get back in his cell and lay down, be alone and in silence for a while.

But in prison, you don't get to choose. He'd only be able to return to his cell after dinner.

...

Finally, it was dinner time.

Just the thought of food made him feel worse, and he was glad he couldn't smell a damn thing at this point because he was sure imthe smell of the terrible food here would be less than helpful.

He was standing in line, Mitch behind him, waiting to grab his tray so he could sit down again before his knees would buckle.

He must have spaced out, because he was pulled out of his daze by a hand gently tapping his shoulder.

Looking back at Mitch, he just gestured forward with his head, and Victor realised the line moved forward without him noticing.

If he was less dazed, he might have been concerned at that.

Mitch was concerned enough for the both of them.

...

They were finally at the table after what felt like half an hour to Victor but was probably only a few minutes.

He couldn't care less about the disgusting mush on his tray, but he did get himself some tea, instead of just water, like he usually had with dinner.

He may have turned down the slicing pain in his throat, but he could do nothing about the scratchy feeling and swelling that made him cough and feel like he couldn't breath. He hoped the hot drink would help, even if just slightly.

Also, it might help warm him up. He couldn't get warm after the time in the yard, even after the almost hot shower after.

Mitch was looking at him, frowning, but Victor felt too hollow and tired to care. He just wrapped his hands around his mug and sipped his too strong black tea.

...

Mitch was getting worried.

The flush on Vic's face progressed from a light dusting of pink to a much more noticeable flush.

His eyes looked watery and unfocused. Mitch even had to nudge him along at the line because he spaced out.

It was so different to the usually so quick and sharp man he was used to.

He still wasn't eating, but honestly who could blame him, when the offering was overly cooked rice and canned beans.

Mitch decided not to press. At least he was drinking tea, staying hydrated.

Soon they'll be back in their cell and hopefully he could sleep whatever this is off.

...

Finally, Vic was back in his cell. Never has he been happier to be locked in a tiny room.

It wasn't lights out yet, but he still took his jumpsuit off, put on the grey sweatpants they use as sleepwear here, and crawled into his bunk.

He was shivering, the thin blanket provided not nearly enough to calm his chills. He pulled it as tight as he could around himself and buried his face in the pillow, not caring anymore how pathetic he might look.

It was only him and Mitch here after all.

Speaking of, he could feel Mitch's worried gaze on him even though his foggy mind.

"Stop worrying. Just need some sleep and I'll be good." He mumbled, hoping Mitch could understand his hoarse, stuffy voice. He wasn't making it better by refusing to lift his head from the pillow to speak.

"I know..." He heard Mitch respond. "Just sucks you're so sick. Try getting some sleep, I'll keep quiet."

Victor was both touched, confused, and uncomfortable by how much Mitch cared.

No one has ever shown him such care, not even his parents. Actually, especially not his parents.

Maybe Angie and Eli had once upon a time... but he refused to think about them.

...

He was so exhausted, all he wanted was sleep, and to escape all the discomfort he was in with unconsciousness. But every time he came close to drifting off, the rattle in his lungs or the itching in his nose will pull him away, forcing him to half sit up on his elbow to cough or sneeze.

His cough was sounding worse, a rattle from deep in his lungs, and his usually quiet, almost kitten like sneezes, that used to embarrass him, were getting harsher and impossible to stifle.

He also burned through his stash of toilet paper, and the lights weren't even out yet.

After his latest sneeze had thrown him into a long coughing fit, he collapsed onto his back on the cot with a groan. "Ugh. Sorry I'm so disgusting..." He rasped, sniffling and wishing he had some tissues.

Mitch looked up from the book he was only sort of reading with a frown. "Hey, don't even worry about that. You can't help getting sick." He sounded genuinely appalled at the prospect of Victor apologising for something like this.

Victor didn't know what to say. He really wasn't used to people being so nice to him.

He was startled and embarrassed to feel tears prickle at his eyes, and he quickly blinked the feeling away, turning his head away to hide any evidence, continuing to sniffle.

"Oh! I got something for you" Mitch said, getting up from his seat on his bed and digging his hands in the pockets of hos own jumpsuit.

He pulled out two handfuls of crumpled napkins from the dinning hall and handed them to Victor with a smile.

Victor turned his face back to him, unable to hide the surprise from his face. Mitch though of him and his needs and tried his best to provide. Now he really couldn't do anything to stop his eyes from getting glossy with tears.

Mitch clearly noticed. He frowned and knelt before Victor. "Hey, it's okay."

He hesitated, but then reached his hand to lay on Victor's forehead.

It was big and cold and felt so good, Victor closed his eyes and couldn't help but lean in slightly.

Mitch frowned deeper. "You're really burning up..." He worried.

Then, he got up. Victor tried hiding his disappointment by closing his eyes again.

He heard the sound of water running, and a moment later there was an almost cold wet cloth on his forehead, and it felt amazing.

Mitch has grabbed one if the few t-shirts he had to use as a cold cloth for Victor.

Then he went to his own bed, grabbed his own blanket, and layed it over Victor.

"I know it's still not very warm with how shitty these blankets are, but hopefully it helps a little."

And it did. Not by much, but it was still warm from Mitch's body heat when he was sitting reading on his bed, and it was so much better than nothing.

"Thank you." He whispered. His voice did NOT wobble. He'll never admit it, no matter how sick and delirious he got.

But finally, he was comfortable enough to fall into a light doze.

...

His dreams were a tangled mess of memories and knives and electricity and pain pain pain and-

He was startled awake by someone shaking his shoulders, calling his name out in desperation.

"Victor! Wake up! Stop!"

His eyes spring open, and at first all he sees is dark, and the feeling of buzzing electricity in the air, and his fevered mind panics more, but a painful groan pulls him out of it, and he finally focuses his eyes on Mitch, who's kneeling beside his cot, face scrunched up in pain.

Immediately, Victor turns the dial all the way down, as he bolts upright to reach to Mitch.

The sudden movement makes his dizzy and he stumbles, ending up.on his knees as well infront of Mitch.

He reaches out to him. "I'm sorry! I'm sorry, are you okay?"

Before Mitch can even open his mouth to respond, two wrenching sneezes sneak up on Vic, leaving him barely enough time to turn away from Mitch and sneeze openly twords the concrete floor, leaving him even more dizzy.

Strong warm hands grab his shoulders.

"I'm fine, don't worry about me. Let's get you back to bed, okay?"

Vic nods and let's Mitch help him to his feet and back to bed, mumbling apologies as they go.

"Shh, it's okay. It was an accident, and I'm perfectly fine now. Just get some more sleep." Mitch tries to sooth him as he crawls back under the blankets, too tired to insist.

So he has no choice but to listen, and fall back asleep.

...

The next time Victor wakes up, it's blessedly slow and quiet.

The lights just turned on, which is what woke him up, and he can hear Mitch's low groan as he slowly wakes up himself.

He takes stock of how he's feeling.

Still awful, weak and sore, can't breath out of his nose to save his life.

But there's no longer the fever haze clouding his thoughts, making his brain feel like mush, his emotions all out of whack.

He knows today will still suck, with how sick he still feels, but he knows Mitch will be there to help him out.

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allthingslea · 2 years

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Pre-Trip Anxieties

10/25

Hey all. Hmm, so on October 29th, I will be flying to Houston to watch the BLACKPINK concert with Sam, an old friend. I will be coming back on November 2nd. That being said, I can tell that Lea is getting worried and uneasy.

Last night, we were on the phone planning what the next few days will look like before my trip, and while I'm away. I noticed that she filled her schedule with her move to Surrey, as well as watching The Pearl Fishers play, along with a Gastown tour event, all on October 30th, the night of the concert. I told her that I was getting worried because she may be a little too busy, and asked if she would get worried for me too.

She said that she needed to pee, so she went to the washroom. Moments later, I hear her crying, and felt bad. She says that her "avoidant-attachment" self is coming back, and her way of escaping her worries and fears is by keeping herself busy and detaching from the world. She recognized that and broke down. I tried to comfort her, but there's only so much I can do while being in 40kms away and on the phone. We switched topics to brighten up the mood, it looked like it helped, but it was still uneasy.

11:30PM came and we decided to end the call and go to bed. I fell asleep, meanwhile, Lea was awake until 2:30, trying to fall asleep, trying to feel better. I woke up around 2:50AM and saw that I had 25 notifications from Lea. She sent me links to Taylor Swift songs that she was listening to, as well as a video she watched for a bit. She also sent me screenshots of her conversations with Bhupinder and Madhu, asking them for help when she moves in on the 30th. Also in those notifications, there were some text messages that were serious as well.

She texted, "Love, also disclaimer, if my mood seems off (perhaps a bit sad) please please know that I don't know the exact reason why. It's a myriad of factors. Worry, sad, anxious, excited, happy even, etc. Weird lang. hahaha BUT please remember that I love you so much and I won't break up with you (unless basta alam mo naman reason). Duh, nagpacustomize pa nga ako ng ring para sayo noh! Let's just enjoy :) uhm... yeah. I love you."

In another text bubble, she said, "love, I don't think we ever talked about this. But what is cheating for us? I want to know my boundaries too."

It was apparent that she had a lot on her mind- hence her finding it hard to fall asleep.

How can I assure her that I love her and only her?

It should be said as well that today, Oct 25th is her first day as a Talent Acquisition Specialist at Scrubbi. She barely had any sleep, yet at the time of writing (9AM), she's powering through. Tomorrow, we will be putting the deposit down for the room that she will be staying at in Surrey. I hope that moving forward, we will get to spend more days, nights, and everything in between, together.

Lea Joy, if you are reading this, I want you to know that I think about you a lot. It is you that I love. I am not someone who finds joy in women- I find joy in companionship. And yours is more than enough. I want to be with you- I want to stay with you for the rest of my life, of course if that is what you want too.

I am yours and yours only.

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dangerousstrawberryshark · 3 years

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Just Accept it! (READ THE DAMN DISCLAIMER!)

A/N: Hello, my 🍓Little Strawberries🍓! I'm back with another fic for you! Couldn't find a better pic

Pairing: Yandere Henry Cavill x Trans male reader; Tyler Hoechlin x trans male reader. (mentioned)

Rating: MATURE

Warnings: Male Pregnancy, use of drugs, kidnapping, no consent. (what you expect? This yandere)

Word count: 3560

Summary: It started out with acting, then it went to stalking, and it went to him kidnapping you. And it ended with you spending the rest of your life with him.

I hope you enjoy this! Sorry if it's bad! And sorry for any errors that are found!

If you like what I write, how about check out my masterlist?

Keys:

E/c: Eye color

H/c: Hair Color

H/l: Hair length

S/c: Skin color

Y/a: Your age. (Pick an appropriate age)

DISCLAIMER!: THIS IS MY FIRST TIME WRITING TRANS MALE READER. I'M SORRY IF ANYTHING OFFENDS ANYONE.

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DISCLAIMER: I MEAN NO OFFENSE, DISRESPECT, OR HARM TO ANY OF THESE CELEBRITIES! THIS IS JUST FICTION.

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MINORS DNI. FEMALE READERS… I’LL ALLOW YOU TO READ MY FICS BUT DO NOT FETISHIZE ANY OF MY STORIES

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Henry was currently waiting for this someone to come. 'I wonder who it could be.' he thought to myself. We were going to start acting in the new TV show, Superman & Lois.

(Okay, I know that Tyler stars in this, but I'm just going to switch him out with Henry and play as Lois. You can change the name)

He then sees some guy, who looks small and innocent. You had h/l and beautiful, most dazzling e/c. His s/c looked smooth and soft like a freshly made bed. (?)

He looked to be Y/a. You looked so ethereal, a walking sex god. The source of men's sexual desire. He was so sexy and hot- 'Wait- what am I thinking? I'm not gay- I have a beautiful girlfriend, I need to stop thinking like this.'

Henry sees you approach me. "Hi! I'm assuming your Henry right?" you questioned, tilting your head. "Y-yeah- I'm Henry! N-nice to m-meet you!" Henry sturred over my words.

'Shit, why am I nervous around him? What is he doing to me?' Henry then heard a little chuckle. 'His laugh- AAGGHH!'

"Well, nice to meet you, Henry, I'm M/N!" you gave your hand out, Henry hesitantly shook it. 'His hands are rough and large!' you thought.

(Sorry, but I'll be using M/N.)

'His hands are so soft, like a baby's skin! I just wanna hold it forever-' Henry said to himself before pulling back. He didn't realize he had a rough grip on your hand.

"Ah- sorry about that," Henry said scratching his head out of embarrassment. "It's okay!" you gave your famous smile. Henry blushed.

'Why is this happening?! What is he doing to me!' Henry's mind was going all over the place, he was having a gay panic. 'What's wrong with this guy? I thought he was supposed to be calm and collected?'

You had no idea what was going on with him. "Well- I gotta go..." you said, backing away slowly before going to someone and starting a conversation with them. Hoping it won't be as awkward or weird

Henry just stared as you walked. He didn't notice that his hands were twitching. You could feel his stare piercing through your head. Such a dark and dominant stare.

'Maybe, he's just staring at something that so happens to be in my direction!' you said to yourself.

(No you dumb shit!)

"OKAY! Everyone, we're gonna be starting soon. Everyone to your stations and gets ready!" The director yelled. "Take M/N and Henry to their dressing rooms."

"Okay, sir. Come on!" They grabbed you and Henry to get dressed and ready.

They put on Henry's iconic Superman suit and they dressed you as Lois or the male equivalent of her. You looked at Henry and blushed a little. 'If I wasn't married to my husband, I would've gone for him. But he's straight.'

You looked away so Henry wouldn't notice but he did. 'He was blushing... AT ME- STOP IT!' Henry then glared at you. You noticed his glare and looked away. He didn't mean to glare.

"Okay, everyone get to your positions! Do you two know your lines?" The director asks looking back and forth. You both nodded your heads. "Okay, go on the scene and be ready!"

Once you both got there and got in position, the director yells, "ACTION!"

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TIMESKIP (END OF THE SCENE)

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(I don't know what they be doing at the studio.)

"Hey- Uh... M/n!" Henry called out. You turned to face Henry, "Mh?" Henry looked at you trying to get the words out. "Uh... You have something to say?"

"Uh- well." Henry scratching his head. "I'm sorry... for glaring at you earlier today." He was now blushing hard while grinning.

You looked at him confused about what he was talking about. Then you remembered earlier. "Oh-, Its okay Henry! I know you didn't mean it." you smiled at him, reassuring him that it was okay.

You were about to continue, but you got a call. You looked at the caller ID. "Hubby😘" is calling, your husband was calling. "I got to take this call." you then walked away to a private location.

Henry was curious so he followed you. He knows this is eavesdropping, but he wants to know, "what was so important about a phone call?"

Apparently, he took too long but he heard this. "I love you too." Henry left before you could spot him. 'He loves someone? Why do I care if he is in love with someone?'

"I'm gonna have to go! Bye Henry!" You then left leaving Henry behind to think about what was happening.

'What are you doing to me M/n? I never felt this way before.'

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TIMESKIP (6 months)

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You and Henry have been acquaintances for 6 months. Henry's feelings for you grew and grew but there wasn't that ultimate trigger that would finally set the bomb off.

Until now and later on today. (so two ultimate triggers.)

You wrapped your arms around Clark's neck. You were shorter than, so all you saw was his muscular chest. Clark then wrapped his arms around your waist, looking into your beautiful e/c.

Alarms were going off in Henry's mind as he pulls you closer to him. 'This is actually happening.' M/n smells so nice like fresh lavenders.

Your lips then met Clarks. You tilted your head a little to the side to have better access. Though his nose was kind of in the way. You closed your eyes as you fully gave in.

'He tastes so sweet like chocolate and strawberries.' (You eating my children?) Henry was getting real intimate with the kiss.

(Was that a good kissing scene? I have never seen the TV show)

"CUT!" you pulled back before walking away to get a drink. Henry was still in a daze. Your lips were so soft and delicious, he wants more. Henry never felt like this when kissed his girlfriend.

In fact, he was getting disgusted by her touch and only wants you to touch him. Hell, sometimes you made him hard and he would imagine having sex with you while having sex with her...

He was about to approach you before he heard that... voice. "BABE!" his girlfriend... Henry then felt two arms wrapped around him and a small kiss on his lips.

Henry felt like he wanna puke. It wasn't like the kiss he had with you- even though it was just acting but it was real to him- but he had to act like he enjoyed it. "HI! You must be Henry's wife, right?"

You intervene in their conversation. "Yes, I'm Henry's wife- well girlfriend! My name is Natalie Viscuso! You must be M/n? I'm a big fan of you!"

You and Natalie kept talking and getting along. Henry was just watching, he was getting angry and jealous. After about 30 minutes, Natalie went back to Henry.

"Sorry about that, I got carried away. How about me and you have some fun when we get home?" Henry just nodded his head without giving an expression.

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TIMESKIP (5 hours later. At Henry's home)

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(I know that Henry's real-life GF/Wife is a good lady. Remember, this is fiction)

"A-ahh! H-henry... you f-feel so good! Y-your... dick is... s-so BIG!" Natalie moaned as she rode Henry's cock.

Henry didn't seem to enjoy it, not one bit. He pushed- not too hard - Natalie off of him. "Why did you stop?" she said confused, Henry was getting dressed.

Henry didn't pay attention to her and just walked out.

The next morning, the news of Henry's and Natalie's break up spread like wildfire. Nobody understood why he broke up with her, they were doing just fine.

Henry didn't feel upset. While walking around last night, he began to think how you made him feel feelings he has never felt before.

He likes how you touch him- even though you didn't mean to. He likes your soft lips- even though you two were acting. He feels disgusted whenever he was with Natalie. Angry and jealousy surge through his veins whenever you talked with someone that wasn't him.

Henry now accepted that he likes you.

When you got the news of them breaking up, you were shocked. "Henry are you okay? I heard you and Natalie broke up," you asked worriedly.

"Yeah, I'm fine," Henry replied, nonchalantly. "You don't seem upset about it..." Henry just stared at you with his deep, dark eyes. 'What's wrong with him?'

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TIMESKIP (3 MONTHS)

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You've been waiting months to tell Henry something very important. You were nervous, scared, and... paranoid.

During the 3 months of waiting, you feel like you were being watched. Wherever you gom even in your own room.

You told Henry about it -since he was a close friend- and he told you not to worry about it saying, "You're just paranoid, it something you shouldn't worry about."

But you still kept your guard up. You made to look around and if you see someone looking suspicious. But tomorrow, you were going to come out to him.

You arrived at a... Dunkin Donuts (?) and ordered some donuts and coffee and took a seat by the window. You looked out to see some people walking by. There was a car that had black tinted windows, you couldn't see who was inside.

You pulled your phone to text Henry to come and talk with him. But that wasn't necessary, Henry walked and turned in your direction. "Hey, M/n!"

'How did he know I was here? Or was it a coincidence?' you thought. Then you felt a rough hand on your shoulder. "Mind if I sit here?" you shake your head.

Henry took his seat and ordered some food and coffee. 'It's too crowded here.' While seating there, you could feel stares and glances. You just ignored them.

Henry stared at you with love in his eyes, taking in all your features. Then he notices something on your finger, 'Is that a ring? IS HE ENGAGED? Or..... is he MARRIED!'

Rage was running through his veins but he had to calm himself down or you'll notice.

You had enough of his staring and break the silence. "I need to tell you something but it can't be here." that snapped Henry out of his daze. "What do you need to about?"

"It's something personal and it can't be here." You said getting up, and stressing your muscles, and heading out the door. Henry nodded his head before getting up and following you out.

As you two were walking, just taking in the fresh air and sounds of cars driving by. "So, what did you want to talk about?" Henry turned to you.

"Well... I hope you don't look at me differently..." you said looking down at the ground. "I'll never look at you differently bab- M/n."

You took a deep breath. "I'm trans..." you said quietly but Henry still heard you. "Oh... just because you're trans doesn't change what I see in you. You're still a man," Henry said putting his hand on your shoulder.

You smiled at him before jumping onto him. Henry wrapped his arms around you. He wanted to stay like this forever, you just in his arms feeling your warm, heat against him.

But sadly, you pulled away. "Thank you! Thank you!" you're glad Henry accepted you.

But Henry knew you were trans. Remember how you feel like you were being watched? Well, that was all Henry, he would watch you play with yourself. He would masturbate to this, he was quite turned on about this discovery.

'I'll accept whoever you are baby.'

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TIMESKIP (1 week)

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It's been one week since the whole coming out thing and Henry was gathering the confidence to ask you out. But today is the day.

Henry got a text saying, "Meet me at the park." so naturally he did. He didn't spot you at first until he recognizes your h/c. Then it's at that time he notices someone else there.

This bastard had his arms wrapped around you, and he gave small kisses on your lips. Henry's right eye twitched as he watched the display right in front of him.

'Who the hell is he?!? Is HE the one that M/n married?' he snapped out of it when you called his name to come over.

"I'm glad you came Henry! This is my husband, Tyler Hoechlin. Tyler, this is Henry, one of my friends!" you said with a smile. 'So, that means his name is M/n Hoechlin.'

Tyler gave his hand out and Henry shook it. Henry had a rough grip on his hand, squeezing it. And he just glared at him. "Well, let's go!"

Henry just glared at Tyler the whole time. 'M/N should ONLY have my last name! I should be the one with him!' Tyler notices how Henry was glaring at him the whole time. But he wasn't fazed by it.

'I'm gonna find a way to get rid of you! Or I could just take M/n?'

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TIMESKIP (3 DAYS)

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It had been 3 days since Henry met your husband, and he wasn't happy at all. Today he wants to hang out with you, and talk about something. Henry called your phone and waited for you to pick it up.

Meanwhile... (This is my first shot at writing smut with TMR.)

"A-ahh! d-daddy... your c-cock... is so... b-big!" you moaned as rode Tyler like your life depended on it. "Fuck, you're so wet and warm for me, M/n. Your tight little pussy feels amazing!" Tyler groaned as he thrust further into you.

Tyler sees that your phone is vibrating, 'Henry?' Tyler smirked, he knew that Henry was glaring at him with hate and stared at you with love. 'This will teach him who my baby boy belongs to.'

"Be a good boy for daddy and answer the phone." Tyler handed you the phone, you took a look at the caller and noticed it was Henry calling. "D-daddy... I-i can't do... it with y-you- thrusting... i-into me!"

Tyler stopped his thrusts but as you answered his call, he thrust right back into you. "A-ah!"

"Hey, M/n! Are you okay?" Henry questioned. "Y-yeah... I'm okay..." Tyler stopped thrusting, you could his cock pulsing and twitching inside you.

"You're little pussy is wet for me. You like it when I rub you here?" Tyler then began to rub your small dick. You tried to not moan out loud.

But Henry could tell, that you were moaning. And he was angry and just hanged up. "H-hello?... I think he... h-hung up." "Now, I can fuck you!" And he went back to banging you.

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TIMESKIP (5 DAYS)

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5 days after the little event, Henry hasn't called you. You tried calling him and seeing what's wrong, but he never answered.

Tyler kept telling you to not worry about him. Meanwhile, Henry was just in his room masturbating to a picture of yours and mutters, "You belong to me... Tyler and your's relationship is fake! We kissed, we held each other, and so many other things."

The acting seems to make Henry delusional, cause he believed it was all real and that you meant it. He has to find a way to make you his and he just how to do it.

There was a party coming up. You and Tyler would both be attending.

You and Tyler both arrived at the party. People were drinking, dancing, and doing other weird things. "I'm gonna go get a drink." Tyler nodded his head.

He went over to a table and sat down. Tyler wasn't the type to get a drink. Meanwhile, Henry kept his eyes on you. 'This is going to be a fun night!' You thought.

But this will turn out to be the worst night you'll ever have.

Had a few drinks, you were trying to find Tyler in the crowd but couldn't find him. You didn't feel the vibration in your phone, "I'll be waiting for you in the car."

As you were walking around, you felt yourself being pushed up against a wall. "Oh... *HIc* T-Tyler... I didn't *Hic* know you could be *Hic* this rough."

Henry pinned you against the wall and crash his lips against yours. Sweet but tasted like alcohol. 'Since when did Tyler become all muscular' Then you felt a needle pierce through your neck and injecting you with some kind of drug.

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TIMESKIP (After the party.)

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You woke up with a massive headache. Your mind is still blurry but after a few moments later you could see properly. You noticed a cup of water and headache pills by it. You took it.

Then, you realized, this isn't your room and that you were wearing a bunny outfit! 'What the fuck? Where am I?!' Then you began to feel hot and needy.

Your pussy was leaking and clenching around nothing. Your small dick was aching to be touched. "Is my little bunny awake?" A deep husky voice said.

You turned in its direction to notice that it was Henry?! But your mind was getting clouded with lust and want. "H-Henry...?"

"Shh, baby. Daddies here." Henry said getting closer to you and pulling you to his lap. Your hands were now on his shirtless chest, feeling his hairy pecs.

"Where's... T-Tyler?" you questioned, bad mistake. Henry smacked one of your cheeks. "DON'T EVER MENTION HIS NAME! YOU BELONG TO ME! FORGET ABOUT HIM!"

You were getting turned on. It must be the drug he gave you, cause you don't like it someone yells at you. "You're leaking so much slick? You want daddy to help you?"

Before you could respond, Henry pushed you down onto the couch and you could feel his meaty cock at your front entrance. "Your little pussy is leaking so much, you don't know how much you turn me on."

Henry lubes his cock with your slick before pushing in. "F-fuck! You're so tight! I guess Tyler didn't fuck you that good." Henry groaned as he pushed all the way in you.

He let you adjust a little before thrusting back into you. "You're so wet, tight, and warm. Better than my ex!" Henry groaned as he feels you tightening around him.

His hand then went down to stroke your cock. "A-ah!" you moaned as you tried to turn your face away. "You're close? Me too!" you could feel Henry thrust into your womb.

He was hitting your pleasure spot tip-on. "M-mmhh!" Your body clenched before convulsing beneath him. Your muscles twitched around his cock.

"Fuck, you came! I'm close! You'll look so beautiful swollen with my kids. The thought of spending the rest of my life with you just makes me wanna cum!"

You could feel his cock burst inside you. Feeling you up with his cum. "Get pregnant from this!" He stayed inside you before collapsing onto your smaller body.

He was leaving love marks. "You belong to me now, M/n..."

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TIMESKIP (DECADE LATER)

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It has been a decade since you were taken away. A decade being with a monster- who you looked up to before. He had taken you away from others.

You were in the kitchen cooking some waiting for him to come home. "PAPA! When is daddy coming home?" your oldest child said playing with his lego spaceship.

"He'll be home soon. How about go play with your siblings?" they nodded their head before heading to their room. You gave birth to Henry's children, when you had O/C/N, you promised that you'll take them far away from this monster.

You looked at the ring. It was no longer Tyler's ring but Henry's. Just as you said Henry, two strong muscular arms wrapped around your waist.

"How is my beautiful husband doing?" you tried pushing him away but it didn't work.

"Just accept it, M/n. You'll never escape me, and you don't want anything bad to happen to your- no- OUR kids? Right?" tears began to pour out your eyes.

"No. Please don't hurt them... they're just kids, they did nothing wrong." you cried trying to not alarm them.

"Then just accept your fate. You've been resisting for 10 years, it's no use. No one will ever find you." Henry whispered into your ear.

"Just accept it."

THE END

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A/N: I hope this was good! I'm sorry if anything is incorrect. Do you like my new format? Anyways, bye my 🍓Little Strawberries🍓!

#x trans male reader #trans male reader #x male reader #male reader #henry cavill x male reader #yandere henry cavill x trans male reader #henry cavill x trans male reader #henry cavill imagine #yandere henry cavill x male reader #yandere henry cavill imagine #yandere henry cavill #male pregnancy #I'm sorry of this offends anyone

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𝚈𝚊𝚗𝚍𝚎𝚛𝚎! 𝙰𝚝𝚎𝚎𝚣 𝙿𝚛𝚘𝚏𝚒𝚕𝚎𝚜: 𝚂𝚘𝚗𝚐 𝙼𝚒𝚗𝚐𝚒

Disclaimer: In no way am I condoning, justifying, encouraging nor trying to romanticize yandere behavior. This is all a work of fiction and not meant to represent real life scenarios.

Warnings: Mentions of bullying, toxic relationship, violent behavior, murder, sexual scenes, paranoia leading to mental blackouts, miscarriage, suicide attempt, mental disorders and death are contained within this post. Read at your own discretion.

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𝙽𝚊𝚖𝚎: 𝚂𝚘𝚗𝚐 𝙼𝚒𝚗𝚐𝚒

𝙳.𝙾.𝙱: 𝙰𝚞𝚐𝚞𝚜𝚝 𝟿𝚝𝚑, 𝟷𝟿𝟿𝟿

𝙷𝚎𝚒𝚐𝚑𝚝: 𝟷𝟾𝟻 𝙲𝙼/ 𝟼'𝟶 𝙵𝚃.

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𝙼𝚎𝚗𝚝𝚊𝚕 𝙸𝚗𝚜𝚝𝚊𝚋𝚒𝚕𝚒𝚝𝚢: ■■■■□90%

𝙾𝚟𝚎𝚛𝚊𝚕𝚕 𝚃𝚑𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚝 𝙻𝚎𝚟𝚎𝚕: 𝙷𝚒𝚐𝚑

𝚈𝚊𝚗𝚍𝚎𝚛𝚎 𝙲𝚕𝚊𝚜𝚜𝚒𝚏𝚒𝚌𝚊𝚝𝚒𝚘𝚗: 𝚂𝚞𝚋𝚖𝚒𝚜𝚜𝚒𝚟𝚎

𝙱𝚎𝚑𝚊𝚟𝚒𝚘𝚛𝚊𝚕 𝙰𝚗𝚊𝚕𝚢𝚜𝚒𝚜:

•𝙷𝚊𝚛𝚖𝚏𝚞𝚕 𝚏𝚒𝚡𝚊𝚝𝚒𝚘𝚗 𝚠𝚒𝚝𝚑 𝚘𝚋𝚓𝚎𝚌𝚝 𝚘𝚏 𝚒𝚗𝚝𝚎𝚛𝚎𝚜𝚝

•𝙳𝚎𝚜𝚝𝚛𝚞𝚌𝚝𝚒𝚟𝚎 𝚗𝚎𝚎𝚍 𝚝𝚘 𝚙𝚕𝚎𝚊𝚜𝚎 𝚘𝚋𝚓𝚎𝚌𝚝 𝚘𝚏 𝚒𝚗𝚝𝚎𝚛𝚎𝚜𝚝

•𝚃𝚎𝚖𝚙𝚘𝚛𝚊𝚛𝚢 𝚙𝚎𝚛𝚒𝚘𝚍𝚜 𝚘𝚏 𝚖𝚎𝚗𝚝𝚊𝚕 𝚜𝚑𝚞𝚝𝚍𝚘𝚠𝚗

•𝙸𝚗𝚊𝚋𝚒𝚕𝚒𝚝𝚢 𝚝𝚘 𝚛𝚎𝚌𝚘𝚕𝚕𝚎𝚌𝚝 𝚖𝚎𝚖𝚘𝚛𝚒𝚎𝚜 𝚘𝚏 𝚟𝚒𝚘𝚕𝚎𝚗𝚝 𝚋𝚎𝚑𝚊𝚟𝚒𝚘𝚛

•𝙴𝚡𝚝𝚛𝚎𝚖𝚎𝚕𝚢 𝚎𝚖𝚘𝚝𝚒𝚘𝚗𝚊𝚕𝚕𝚢 𝚍𝚛𝚒𝚟𝚎𝚗 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚞𝚗𝚊𝚋𝚕𝚎 𝚝𝚘 𝚏𝚞𝚗𝚌𝚝𝚒𝚘𝚗 𝚠𝚒𝚝𝚑𝚘𝚞𝚝 𝚕𝚘𝚟𝚎 𝚒𝚗𝚝𝚎𝚛𝚎𝚜𝚝

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Mingi was someone who always kept to himself, never wanting to draw any kind of attention.

Unfortunately for him, he got a lot of attention while he was studying in university, and not the good kind.

He accidentally bumped into one of the jocks at school, and from that moment on, his life was hell.

He was constantly belittled, shoved to the floor, his locker filled with vicious and cruel messages ranging from "freak" to "kill yourself."

Mingi often just sighed and continued his day, as if this was totally normal.

It's not that he didn't understand what was going on or didn't care.

He was just too awkward and scared to stand up to himself.

So he often just came home, feeling hopeless and in despair.

Many times he hardly ate and would end up crawling inside his blankets and cry himself to sleep.

Even the few people he talked to stopped associating themselves with him out of fear of becoming the bullies' next target.

So Mingi resigned himself to being alone and to think no one would ever care about him....

Until you came along.

You had recently transferred to his school and one of the first things you saw was the poor sandy hair colored giant get punched in the stomach by his locker.

You were so disgusted and sickened by their behavior that you did not hesitate to go over and make sure he was all right.

"Hey, do you need help?" You asked as you helped him get up.

"I I'm fine...t-thanks.." Without another word, he left you standing there, running off to his next class.

He thought that'd be the last time he saw you but during lunch break, you made it a point to look for him and talk to him.

"Are you feeling better?"

Mingi looked up at you with wide eyes, wondering if it really was him you were talking to.

"Y-yeah...I'm fine. T-thanks"

Smiling at him, you sat next to him, taking out your lunch while trying to make conversation with him.

All throughout it, Mingi seemed agitated, scared almost.

You felt really bad and asked him if something was bothering him.

Sighing he told you:

"Look, I appreciate your concern, but I think it's best if you stay away from me.... I don't want them to hurt you because of me..."

You saw the sadness in his eyes, the loneliness behind them and that made you want to stay with him even more.

"What's your name?" You asked what you had really wanted to know since the beginning.

"Song Mingi." He answered you.

Grinning at him, you held out your hand.

"Well Song Mingi, I'm L/N Y/N. Your soon to be new best friend."

Mingi's mouth dropped at your words, he couldn't possibly believe you were serious.

But you were and not only did you become his closest friend, you also became his protector.

Unlike him, you were fearless, vivacious, outgoing and spontaneous.

And Mingi began to admire you a lot for it....

More than admired, he began to worship you, falling deeply in love with you.

For once in his life, he was happy, truly happy and filled with joy.

Instead of crying himself to sleep, he went to bed all excited to spend the next day with you.

And of course you two spent a lot of time together, since he became your math tutor cause you were the absolute worst with numbers.

You were thankful that Mingi was so patient and caring towards you.

He never showed any signs of frustration or annoyance even after explaining the equation to you about 20 times.

"Y/N. Pay attention or you won't ace the test." He often told you, adding a little pinch to your nose or cheek to get you to focus.

He also loved just talking to you during these sessions.

Obviously being your best friend, he also ended up picking up on what sort of things you liked in a guy.

He would often observe you at school or while you two were out.

One time he even read through a few of your messages with one of your other friends from your old school.

It was exactly what Mingi needed to know, he now had a glimpse of the type of boyfriend you wanted.

And for you.....he'd end up becoming that boyfriend.

So while you were in spring break, he prepared everything.

He got rid of his cardigans and vests, trading them for leather and jean jackets.

He ended up cutting his hair differently and started wearing tighter fitting pants that accentuated his thick thighs.

So when you saw him again, it was a complete 180° from the shy, nerdy boy you knew.

"Whoah! Who are you and what have you done with my best friend?"

You weren't going to lie, Mingi did look very attractive.

You were glad though that he was still the cute, adorable and somewhat clumsy boy he was when you first met him.

Because that's the Mingi you knew and loved.

And you wouldn't trade him for anything in the world.

It was after finals that Mingi decided to ask you out.

You were both out celebrating the fact you both passed when he popped the question:

"Y/N will you go out with me?" He suddenly blurted out.

You were taken aback, but said yes nonetheless.

Mingi was so happy.

He was extremely devoted to you as a boyfriend, always saying yes to you and going along with whatever it was you wanted.

Anything you said, he would do it.

"Anywhere you want to go is fine with me."

"Anything you want is fine with me."

You thought it was really sweet at first, he really wanted to make you happy.

But after almost a year of dating, it kinda started to get annoying.

It bothered you that he never seemed to have an opinion of his own.

You actually snapped at him one day while planning a date out.

"Can't you freaking decide for yourself once?"

Mingi just whipped his head at you, unable to comprehend why you were yelling at him.

"Do you not even care about me or this relationship? Cause honestly it seems like you're not actually putting effort into it and if it's like that, why am I even wasting my time on you?"

Mingi got really scared when you began walking out the door, he pleaded with you to stay, to talk through it.

"I'll do anything! Y/N please just don't leave me! What do you want me to do?!" He begged as he got on his knees.

"I want you to leave me alone!"

Alone......that word struck a chord in Mingi's head.....alone.

No....he couldn't go back to being alone...go back to the cold world that he was used to.

He began hyperventilating, his head was spinning and it was pounding like there was no tomorrow.

He doesn't remember much after that. All he remembers was the annoying knocking at the door.

He remembers opening it and seeing a random salesperson there....

But after that, it's all a big black faze, and when he finally came to his senses....

He was covered in blood, and a bludgeoned corpse was sprawled across the kitchen floor.

Although he was panicking, Mingi knew that you could not find out about this.

So he quickly got to work and cleaned up all traces of blood and managed to get rid of the body with no one seeing him.

He was so confused about what happened and panicking about if you found out, that he didn't hear you come in the house until you literally stood in front of him.

He instantly got on his knees and hugged your waist.

"Baby I was so scared that you left me forever! Please I'm sorry I made you feel like I don't care about you, I do! I fucking love you so much, and I promise I'll try harder....

Just for you..."

You felt so bad seeing him, and truly you loved him and felt like it was a petty thing to get mad about.

You pulled him up and reassured him that you weren't mad anymore and that you were too much in love with him to leave.

Mingi felt so relieved. He couldn't even begin to fathom what would happen if he did lose you.

He'd probably go insane.

True to his word, Mingi did try harder to get rid of that habit of just following what you said like a little puppy, and would now start expressing himself more.

Now the problem was he went the complete opposite direction: now he seemed to question your every decision and it would lead to small tiny banters between you two.

One time you got tired of him making a fuss over the fact you were spending so much time with a classmate that it turned really ugly.

"We're working on a project Mingi! Nothing else!" You shouted at him.

"What do you need to be going to his house though and staying til late hours of the night? Why can't you two do it here?!"

"Because you end up distracting us both and throwing passive aggressive words to him." You were exhausted from all the screaming by now you were losing your patience.

"Are you sure it's not because you're just whoring yourself out with them?" He didn't mean for those words to come out...but they did.

And you didn't mean to get so angry to the point of slapping him, but you did and that's when it hit you that you went too far.

You both stood there stunned at what happened, Mingi more hurt than anything by your actions, while you felt ashamed of yourself.

You lifted your hand against the very person you were protecting at first.....and now you hated yourself for hurting him like his past bullies.

Ashamed and full of guilt, you turned away and began walking out.

"Wait no! Y/N please! It's ok! It was my fault! I shouldn't have said that! Please let's just work it out!"

"No Mingi! I can't! I..... I need a break."

Mingi's world came crumbling down when you said that. He went into a slight catatonic state as he watched you walk away.

Once he regained his senses, he ran after you, desperate to bring you back, running around aimlessly through the dark streets and alleys, calling out for you but you were nowhere to be seen.

"Get lost you dirty bastard." A passerby rudely shoved him out of the way.

In a matter of seconds, Mingi's eyes darkened, his fist clenched at his side as rage now coursed through his body.

He turned his head to look back at the stranger who was now walking away.

Smirking, Mingi pulled out the switchblade he was carrying in his pocket before creeping quietly to the man.

Someone had to pay the price and feel the wrath and despair he felt at losing his goddess......and he found them.

It had been roughly a month since you last saw Mingi and although you hated to admit it, you missed him. But you knew you had to stay away for his sake.

But things don't go as planned and you soon found out you were going to have to see him sooner than you thought...

Because you were now pregnant with his child and you had to let him know.

You were so nervous about telling him, your hand trembled as you opened the door to the apartment you used to share with Mingi.

You quietly stepped inside, too afraid to call out for him just yet.

But then you heard some weird noises coming from the bedroom, your heart somewhat dropping when you distinguished what sounded like moans and panting.

You could also make out Mingi's deep voice calling out your name.

Opening the door open, your hand flew to your mouth, semi-muffling your sharp gasp as you took in the scene of Mingi fucking some random girl with her face covered on the bed you two shared not too long ago.

"What the fuck Mingi?!" You exclaimed in utter disgust and betrayal.

"Y/N! I can explain!" All color drained from Mingi's face as he pulled himself out of the girl and quickly dressed himself.

You couldn't bear to stay there another moment, you just ran out of there once again.

But you didn't get far because Mingi swiftly caught up to you and enraptured you in his arms.

"Don't touch me! You're disgusting! You liar! You cheater!" You tossed and writhed around as you tried to escape his grasp, while Mingi tried to hold you still and trying to talk to you.

You felt an immense pain run through your stomach at that moment, your body becoming paralyzed as some weird and excruciating torment bursted in you.

Mingi noticed as well how you clutched your stomach and had difficulty breathing so he wasted no time in taking you to the hospital.

You woke up hours later, late at night, a nurse by your side and Mingi on the other, his hand holding onto yours as tears poured from his eyes.

"What happened?" You immediately asked, your hand instinctively going to your belly.

The nurse explained with sorrow how you had lost the baby, apologizing profusely to you, knowing you were probably in pain.

You went berserk when she told you that, first you denied it, then you began screaming while trying to pull off the IVs attached to you.

Mingi tried to calm you down, but instead he made things worse with his presence.

"This is all your fault! If it wasn't because of you, my baby would be alive!"

Those words cut Mingi deep inside, you killed him immediately with them.

Other nurses rushed in to calm you down as one of them pulled Mingi away for his protection and for yours.

You were numb for the next few days, refusing to see anyone and especially not Mingi, you gave strict orders not to let him in.

You were planning on never seeing him again.

The very day you were released from the hospital though, he was the first person you encountered while you were on your way home.

"Y/N?" He asked, startling you when he came out from the corner.

Your feet shifted slowly, almost losing balance on the small step on your front door.

"What are you doing here? I thought I made it clear I never wanted to see you." Not wanting to waste another minute, you quickly punched in your passcode.

"Y/N baby you don't mean that! I love you! And you love me!"

You let out a dry and haughty laugh at that.

"You? Love me? Is that why you were fucking some whore behind my back?"

"I swear she didn't mean anything! And I made her cover her face because I was thinking of you the entire time..."

You rolled your eyes at that, feeling absolutely disgusted.

"But then I realized she was to blame for everything and so I got rid of her so I can make you happy, forgive me and we could start again."

You halted your actions when he said that.

"Mingi...what do you mean you got rid of her?"

If his last words disturbed you, now you were absolutely horrified as he calmly told you how he mutilated her body and discarded her remains in a lake outside of the city.

You actually felt sick and nearly threw up right then and there.

"Mingi.....what..... you're insane! How could you-?"

Mingi couldn't understand why you were upset.

"Don't you see? I did it for you Y/N. Everything I've ever done is for you."

Now it dawned on you, the person you've ever loved was sick, extremely sick and needed help.

"Mingi.....don't come near me again....stay away....seriously..."

And once again another struggle between you two ensued, you wanting to run away while he held onto you for dear life.

"Stop Mingi! Let me go! I don't love you anymore!"

The spinning in his head started once again, his vision becoming hazy, he could hear his own heartbeat resonating in his ears, his hand shook violently as it reached for an all too familiar object he kept hidden in his pocket....

Everything turned dark and blinding....

But when he came back, there he was, staring in shock at your lifeless body, a fresh, clean cut running all across your neck, blood still spurting out and staining his hands.

"Oh my God! What have I done?!" Mingi cried out, wailing and screaming erratically at the thought that he had just murdered his soulmate with his own hands.

He couldn't bear the thought of living without you, he just couldn't....

And so he picked up the very tool he used to kill you and held up to his own neck....

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nobodycallsmerae · 3 years

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I hate @fireflyxrebel-writes and @lavender-scent for engraving the Raven idea in my head. It's literally stuck in my head and I won't be able to do anything until I let it out now. XD

Also this is a BBRae blog, so yeah, this very short... paragraph-lengh-fic turned out more BBRae-ish than expected ^^'

Disclaimer: I am still a writer-in-making and this isn't exactly angst because my heart is still a baby. Also I'm really cowardly so this is just my idea and is not some inter-galactic war kinda thingy lol ALSO, I LITERALLY WROTE THIS WHILE STUDYING GEOGRAPHY SO SORRY BECAUSE IT SUCKS

“And now, for the final event of the night! The act you’ve all been waiting for! With bated breath, we present to you, the one night special event, a mesmerizing performance, by the one and only.. ‘The Flying Gra-”’

‘Rae...? You there?’

Raven clutched her chest, feeling breathless. Her eyes opened wide; fear, anxiety, guilt and sadness drowning her whole body.

‘..Ra-Raven?’ Beast Boy spared her a concerned glance, before closing the door and entering their room. ‘A-Are you okay?’ He stood beside her with a perturbed frown.

‘Y-yeah… j-just give me.. a minute.’ Raven touched his forearm for support, trying to catch her breath and focus on the man standing in front of her. Even his emotions were anxious and troubled, but they were better than the ones attacking her.

‘What is up with Dick?’ The empath asked once she regained her composure. ‘He seemed fine the whole day, what’s happening to him now?’

Beast Boy’s face softened. ‘Today’s the d-death anniversary of Dick’s parents, remember?’ He reminded her. ‘He’d been busy the whole day.. But I guess it’s hitting him at night when he’s finally getting time to breath..’

‘..Oh,’ Raven sighed, feeling kind of guilty for letting it slip her mind. ‘Is he okay?’

‘Yeah.. Kor’s taking care of him.’ He replied, touching her cheek gently. ‘But the real question is… are you okay? ..You’ve been a bit glum ever since we went to Steel City for Vic’s mom’s death anniversary… Are all the emotions troubling you too much? If there’s something I can-’

‘I’m fine, Gar..’ Raven flashed him a small smile. ‘His emotions just caught me off-guard for a second there.. Otherwise I’m okay.’

‘Great!’ The shape-shifter sighed and leaned down to kiss her cheek. She sighed in content, feeling the warmth envelope her.

‘Anyway,’ Gar began. ‘There's actually something I wanted to show you!’

He took out a box from seemingly out of nowhere and showed it to her. It was a small, red-colored velvet box, which fit in his palm. He opened the box, and inside-

Wait.. is he..? I mean, we have been dating for four years now but-

‘These are my parents’ engagement rings.’ The man stated fondly, and Raven internally let out a sigh.

‘Wow, Gar… they’re beautiful!’ Raven exclaimed sincerely. She wasn’t sure if she was feeling kind of disheartened or relieved.

‘They’re the only thing I have as a memento of my parents… Honestly, I’d tried to forget about it at first.. Because they brought back sad memories..’ Beast Boy smiled, examining the pair of rings in his hands, as Raven softly rubbed his arm, hoping to provide him some support. ‘But now,’ He continued. ‘I’m proud of myself that I can look at them and remember all the good stuff… partly thanks to you, Rae, or I wouldn’t have been able to come this far.’ He looked at her gratefully.

Raven blushed as her silent response and he chuckled.

‘Anyway, it’s getting pretty late…’ He softly kept the box on the dressing-table. ‘Guess we should hit the hay? ..I’m also pretty tired honestly.’ He stretched his back and yawned.

‘Remember, we have another one of those no-power training sessions tomorrow.’ Raven reminded him, and laughed as he made a face.

‘Ugh… I’m getting too old for this now..’ He whined as he plopped on the bed.

‘You’re only 26, Gar..’ Raven said with an amused smile.

‘See! Too old! Too old to go around kicking butts.. I just wish we could have a normal, no-crime-fighting life for once.’ The super-hero sighed. ‘And anyway.. We don’t even have many big threats these days..! Why do we have to train so much!?’

‘We need to keep ourselves prepared… just in case.’ Raven replied half-heartedly as she entered the washroom for her nightly routine.

She did all of her bed-time rituals in auto-pilot mode, as she couldn’t stop thinking about what her boyfriend had said a few moments ago…

“I just wish we could have a normal, no-crime-fighting life for once...”

As she got out of the washroom, she saw Beast Boy, shirtless, laying on their bed, looking really sleepy.

‘Tired much?’ Raven asked with a smile as she climbed under the pillow, into his arms.

‘..Yeah.’ Beast Boy yawned, nuzzling into her neck once she settled in and got comfortable.

Dick’s emotions were still getting to her, but they were muted by Gar’s calming aura.

But still, she could vaguely feel the guilt, horror, fright-

‘Did you know I can time travel!!’ Raven suddenly yelled, taking Beast Boy by surprise.

‘Okay well, that’s actually really dope, and I’m going to pummel you with a lot of questions and theories now,’ The shape-shifter said. ‘..but tomorrow morning please..?’

Raven nodded, and the silence settled into a comforting-

‘...Ga- Gar..?’ Raven finally asked after a mental debate. ‘Garfield?’

‘Hmm?’ He sleepily muttered.

‘D-do..’ Raven closed her eyes and took a big breath. ‘Do you ever imagine... how your life would’ve been if.. you hadn’t got your powers or… or your parents hadn’t… went near the waterfalls back then..?’

At her question, Gar slowly opened his eyes.

A long silence followed, and Raven wondered if she'd asked something she shouldn't have.

‘I… I used to, yeah.’ Beast Boy said after a momentarily pause. ‘...But now I don’t.’

‘Why?’ Raven asked before she could run it in her mind. ‘I-I mean… wouldn’t life have been better?’ She supported herself on her arms on the bed.

Gar had an “Are we really doing this? Now?” expression on his face, but he answered nonetheless. ‘Well… life would’ve been.. Way different, for sure. But why are you asking this all of a sudden? ...Is it because I showed you the rings?’

‘..No.. no particular reason, really..’ The empath meekly replied. ‘A thought just came to my mind.. That..’ She stopped, debating whether to say it or not.

‘What if I’d stopped Trigon… before.. he could’ve come to Azarath?’

Beast Boy was starting to get a bit frustrated now; He was tired and he needed some sleep, and he definitely didn't want to talk about something which may include his girlfriend being wiped out of existence.

‘We definitely shouldn’t have watched Avengers: Endgame last weekend.’ Gar muttered into the pillow before facing her. ‘Rae… what are you even talking about?’

‘I mean.. Think about it?!’ Raven said seriously, and Gar could literally feel some plan being cooked in that big brain of hers. ‘Many people’s lives would’ve been saved and there wouldn’t be any portal and-’

‘RAVEN! I’m going to be really selfish right now but, what about US?’ Gar exclaimed. ‘What about Dick and Kory.. and Vic!? What do you think all of us are going to do without you? What-what about… me?’

‘You guys are gonna be okay without me..’ Raven sighed, unconsciously touching her gem. ‘And you d-’

‘Please don’t say that I deserve better than you,’ Beast Boy pleaded, taking her hands in his. ‘I’m already not sure if I deserve you at all, Rae.’

‘Gar…’ Raven gently touched his cheek.

‘Please.. Let’s just go to sleep, Rae. You’re probably drunk because of lack of sleep or something..’ Gar sighed.

Raven looked like she was about to protest, but smiled instead. ‘I love you, Gar.’ She kissed him.

‘I love you too..’ He smiled, before nodding off to sleep.

The Titans were sitting on the dining table, ready for breakfast when Gar entered the common room.

It was 8 am, and Gar had taken to waking up early after he’d started dating the empath, so the three Titans greeted him cheerfully.

‘Morning guys..’ He said, taking a seat beside Dick on the table. ‘Where’s Raven?’ He asked, taking a look around the room.

‘She went for a jog early in the morning…’ Vic, who was making pancakes replied. ‘She said she needed some fresh air.’

‘Ah.’ Gar hummed a reply and reached out for a glass of water.

‘Was it just me, or was Raven acting a bit weird?’ Dick asked.

‘You’re right man.’ Vic set a plate of pancakes on the table. ‘She seemed pretty peculiar to me.’

‘Oh, that reminds me!’ Kory exclaimed, fishing for something through her pockets. ‘Friend Raven asked me to give this to you Garfield.’ She handed him a small envelope.

‘What’s weird about Raven?’ Gar asked through mouthfuls of pancake, also trying to open the envelope while munching on his breakfast.

‘Well.. she went to each of us saying that she valued us a lot.’ Dick said, suspiciously. ‘Do you think one of her emoticlones escaped from Nevermore?’

‘..Not that I know of.. I don’t think so..’ Gar replied, his eyes still focused on the envelope.

‘Then what could’ve happened to make her say such things?’ Vic mused aloud. ‘I mean.. I know she loves us, but she doesn’t go around sayin’ that stuff.’

‘Maybe friend Garfield knows something?’ Kory suggested. ‘..Gar?’

The three Titans turned to the shape-shifter, who looked pale and had his eyes wide open.

‘Umm.. Gar, are you okay?’ Dick questioned nervously.

No, I’m not. He wanted to say, but he couldn’t find the words. And neither is Raven.

Inside the fancy envelope was just a small note, written in her familiar sharp and neat handwriting.

“You DO deserve better than me. The world deserves someone better than me.”

Oh, no.

#bbrae #srsly i have no power left in me to tag #teen titans #my fic

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whyyoudothistomecavill · 4 years

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Don't - Chapter 1

Hello everyone! This is my first time writing fanfiction. Chapter one is an introduction to the kind of relationship the characters have and, in future chapters I will fill in the gaps left in this part.

But first, let's see how this one goes.

Feedback is greatly appreciated.

I took the name from a song written by Jewel. Go and listen to it. Trust me, after the first verse, THAT person will pop in your head. Never fails.

Before we jump in, there's a few people I need to thank:

@littlefreya for helping me with the editing since I don't have a beta yet, for encouraging me knowing what a big deal this is for me, and for all the things you already know. I'll always be in your debt.

@mary-ann84 for making me feel welcome since day one and putting up with me and my annoying questions at any time of day. Girl, you deserve an award for patience.

@radaofrivia for taking the time to read my ramblings and giving me the reassurance I needed. For showing up out of nowhere when I was almost defeated by my lack of tumblr comprehension and explained everything to me with the patience of a kindergarten teacher. Greek god Henry sent you my way, I have no doubt.

There aren't words enough to express how big of an inspiration all of you are to me. To be able to call you my friends, fills my heart with extreme joy and gratitude. So again THANK YOU.

I took the liberty to tag some people, to some I asked for their permission, to others I didn't, so if this bothers you in any way, just message me and I'll fix it, there's absolutely no obligation and I won't be offended.

With that being said, let's get to the point.

Title: Don't

Pairing: Henry x female reader.

Word count: 1682

Warnings: Angst, fluff, and if you squint your eyes you might find a bit of smut.

Summary: Henry and reader are a couple living together for 1 year. Reader have struggled with self esteem issues and insecurities her whole life and when she met Henry, she thought she had left all that in the past, but certain events made her realize that her soul is far from being healed.

Disclaimer: This is an original work of fiction written by me. Please don't post it anywhere else without my permission. Reblogs here are welcomed of course. Thank you.

"Are you ok, darling?"

"Yes, honey"

"Are you sure? You don't seem ok"

"I'm ok, Hen," you smiled, "I'm just tired. I wanna get home, have a shower and then go to bed"

He didn't seem convinced but he didn't ask again. The rest of the ride home was silent, you looked out the window and prayed for the strength to act like everything was normal, while he concentrated on the road and hummed along to the radio.

But you knew better. You knew that this man, the most gorgeous man on earth, the man you called your boyfriend, the man every woman (and a lot of men too), thirsted for, was also the smartest, the most affectionate and that he paid attention to every single thing, especially you. He could notice the smallest change in your demeanor, he could tell when something was wrong and this time was no difference. He was just giving you time to process whatever it was upsetting you before you could talk to him, but in no way was he buying the "just tired" bs. And you knew it.

You entered the house and discarded your shoes and purse. Henry was taking Kal out of the car and into the house when you said "I'm gonna take a shower," and quickly rushed upstairs without waiting for an answer, you needed to be alone so desperately.

You got into the bathroom and took your clothes off without even glancing in the mirror, you didn't want to see anybody, much less yourself.

The hot water was bliss to your sore muscles, too bad it didn't make a difference to the pain in your heart. You rested your forehead into the tiled wall and felt the water gently massaging your back and legs. You were so immersed in your thoughts that you didn't hear the bathroom door being open. Henry was already behind you, his strong hands caressing your back as light as a feather and his mouth on your ear, "may I join you?"

You turned around and looked at him, at those eyes bluer than the sky itself, at those curls that did things to you just by looking at them, and that smile, the most perfect and genuine smile you had ever seen, it was literally impossible not to smile back at him, it was contagious.

He didn't wait for an answer, he lowered himself to put his arms around your waist as you put yours around his neck and kissed you deeply and tenderly. You knew he did that so you wouldn't have to be on your tiptoes to kiss him, he was so damn considerate and perfect it infuriated you sometimes.

So you closed your eyes and kissed him like there was no tomorrow, he sensed the heat in your kiss and grabbing your behind, lifted you up still kissing you, putting your back against the wall. You instinctively wrapped your legs around him and he broke the kiss to look at you, his hair was tousled all over from the water and your hands. His lips were swollen from the kissing and his eyes were dark with lust but also full of love. Oh,so much love.

"What do you want?" He said, "Tell me. What do you need? I'm here, I'm yours".

Something inside of you broke, it was too much. "I want you, Henry. I need you. Now. Inside of me. Please".

He didn't wait for you to ask again, maneuvering you as if you weighed nothing, he made you descend on his length without breaking eye contact, until you were completely full of him. He started to move, slowly and leisurely making you moan and clung to him for dear life.

He didn't know about the battle that was going on inside you. You wanted him to crawl within you and fill the emptiness eating your soul, you wanted to hold him and never let go, you wanted to stop time. Or maybe go back in time, or just disappear. But for the time being you were just grateful for the water running over both of you, not letting Henry notice that your tears were running as well.

Even if you were shattered inside, your body would always succumb to him, there was no point in resisting, and as he kept moving in and out of you, whispering sweet nonsenses in your ear, the orgasm hit you like a thunder lightning crying out his name, his release following moments later triggered by your loud moans.

He held you still between him and the wall while you both recovered your breath, filling your neck with open mouthed kisses.

He lowered you and you held him tightly, putting your head on his chest, listening to his heart beat. It always soothed you. You both stayed that way under the shower in silence, until you started to feel the boiling inside you rising again. "I'm gonna get the towels" you said, "I got it" said he and with a swift move of his long arms, he reached for the towels and started drying you, hair first, then your body, slowly, caressing every inch of it and leaving light kisses everywhere his hands would pass.

He was kneeling in front of you, drying your legs and slowly going up, your eyes were fixated on him and his movements, not saying a word. He looked up, saw you staring, and reaching up, caressed your face so softly it made you lean your head in his hand, closing your eyes. It was like time stopped and you were there alone just savoring that moment, keeping it in your memory forever and you couldn't help the single tear rolling down your cheek into his hand...

When you opened your eyes, you saw the look of concern on his face, "What is it baby? What's wrong?"

You needed to make a choice, so you chose the truth. At least the one truth that wouldn't hurt him: "I love you so much".

"And that makes you cry?"

You chuckled a little, "No, I sometimes get overwhelmed by all these feelings, I'm sorry for being so sensitive" you said, wiping your eyes and smiling through tears.

He stood up and crashed your lips with his, taking you by surprise and lifting you up, carrying you like a bride to your bed.

He got in too, cuddling you from behind and you intended to get up to find one of his t-shirts, your go-to pajamas since day one with him, but he stopped you with his arm around your waist and pulled you against him, your back on his chest, your naked bodies molding perfectly together under the sheets.

You clutched his hand in yours, closed your eyes and tried to ease your racing heart.

His voice took you back to reality:

"Look at me, love"

You turned around in his arms just enough to look him in the eyes, and it surprised you to see, his were a little watery too.

"I love you" he whispered. "I love you like I never thought it was possible to love someone. You have brought to my life the hope that my tired heart believed was lost. I want to spend every minute of every day with you and when my work keeps us apart, I can't wait to share with you every detail of my day. You know sometimes..." he paused, smiling and looking away, "sometimes I have to tell myself *get it together Cavill! You're a grown man acting like a teenager*, but that's what you do to me" he said looking at you again and caressing your lips with his thumb, "You're my fuel, my reason, you're my last thought when I go to sleep and my first one when I wake up, and I'm so grateful to have you that sometimes I'm scared to think that I don't express it enough for you to actually get a glimpse of how happy you make me. That's why I might seem a little clingy around you... I love you and I want you to know that you can talk to me about anything, that I'm always here for you, it doesn't matter if I'm working or doing anything else, you are my priority, ok?"

You were a crying mess by now and watching his red eyes trying so hard not to cry, wasn't helping.

"Ok?" he said again, clearly demanding an answer from you.

But your words wouldn't come out. How? How could you tell him? How on earth was he supposed to imagine that he had chosen the worst possible moment to tell you this?

So again you settled for the truth, the only indisputable truth you could give him, and nodding you took his face in your hands and kissed him, pulling him on top of you.

He engulfed you in his arms and broke the kiss to breathe, you covered his face with light kisses tasting the salt of his tears which only added more sorrow to your battered soul.

"Make love to me," you said against his lips. He looked at you through hooded eyes and went for the spot on your neck he knew drove you crazy.

This was the truth. The fact that when you were together you couldn't tell where each of you ended and the other began. The absolute certainty of loving him with every fiber of your being, knowing you could never love anyone else this much, not even in a thousand lives. You never hid it. It was impossible to...

A few hours later, you were watching him peacefully asleep, his features even more beautiful in the dim morning light. You carefully kissed him and placed your head on his chest, he held you tighter against him and said something that sounded like "I love you". "I love you too" you said, granting him again the truth you couldn't deny.

The unspoken truth however, the one he was about to learn, was that in fact, the one you didn't love... was yourself.

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fishball-and-sweet-potato · 4 years

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Zero O'Clock - BirdCop Celebration + GIF Challenge (MLQC AU)

I just wanna join. I actually want to post this fic at ARMY day (9th of July), but here it is anyway!

Pairing : Leah Hong (MC) x Gavin Bai

Warning : triggering events (containing insecurity and anxiety)

Disclaimer : Leah is MC in this AU. In this AU, there is no Evol.

Genre : fluff

Words : 1,542

NB : this fic is also inspired from this song

“Leah, you should go home now. You just left the hospital yesterday, your body still needs time to be fully recovered,” Anna slowly shaked my body, waking me up.

Leah corrected her posture, “yeah, I know I should. But I don’t want to become a burden for all of you, and especially that’s because I’m in charge of this company now. I just feel like I’m the one that should be my fellow workers’ strength, and I failed you all, even my father…” unbeknownst to her, her eyes felt hot. Leah wanted to continue but her brain couldn’t process her emotions right now.

“No, you’re not. And believe me, we all have made mistakes when that talk show was supposed to be aired live. But still, we managed to do it well at last thanks to the content and technical errors,” Willow tried to assure her. Three days ago, Leah had a chance to interview Mrs. Peng, the owner of a well-known bak kut teh* shop named Seventh Heaven. The topic was about business’ survival strategies for small and medium enterprises amidst the economic crisis. Suddenly, her stomach felt painful and she couldn’t suppress it despite all her efforts, until she fainted. The first thing she thought when she gained my consciousness was, she was such an unprofessional disgrace for this show.

“I want to see the editing process for a while,” Leah replied, still refusing to do nothing.

“Boss, we can also lend you a shoulder. I’ll send it straight to you when it’s finished. Okay?” Kiki patted her shoulder.

Before Leah nodded in defeat, Minor continued, “Boss, I’m sorry for the shift of topic, but Gavin said to me that he will come to your house around 10 pm.”

She yawned, “why didn’t he tell me directly?”

Minor rolled his eyes, but suddenly he had a flustered look on his face, “eh, sorry, he already contacted you several times, but no answer from you.”

Leah checked my phone, it had no power. “Oh God, why am I so stupid? Gavin is definitely angry with me now,” she said resenting herself. The fact that she had done this earlier consumed all her sanity. She immediately turned on her phone, and her eyes almost popped out from their sockets seeing the amount of missed calls. The fact that this day was July 28th made her more shocked. “Okay, I gotta go now,” she said after her friends kept telling me the editing was almost finished.

Leah went to Seventh Heaven. Amidst the crowd, she could still hear the voice she knew really well greeted her first, “Leah, are you feeling better?”

“Mrs. Peng!” Leah slightly raised her voice and fastened her pace towards the middle-aged woman. “Yeah, I’m healthy now! I’m… I’m sorry…” suddenly the scene flashed her mind, her body felt heavy.

“You don’t need to. Let’s go inside,” Mrs. Peng replied, dragging her into the shop.

“I think the technical errors are made up…” Leah couldn’t help but loathed everything around her.

Mrs. Peng patted her, “we can’t prevent unexpected things from happening. Instead, the only thing we could do is to find ways so it would be meaningful.”

While Leah was digesting her words, Gavin’s smile entered her thought and erased her anxiety, “I want to buy two portions of pork tenderloin soup, one portion of fish soup, and one braised pork belly. All takeaways, please.”

“For who?” Mrs. Peng giggled. “Let me guess, your policeman friend…”

Leah blushed and tried to hide her embarrassment with all her might, “uh, Gavin, tomorrow is his birthday.”

Not long after, a waitress handed her orders. Leah waved goodbye at Mrs. Peng. Her home was quite far from her company and the shop, so she had to take a bus ride. She was listening to her favourite song, not realizing that she dozed off.

You know those days

Those days where you're sad for no reason

And it looks like everyone else except you is busy and fierce

Those days where your body is heavy

My feet won't set off, though it seems like I'm already too late

I'm hateful of the whole world

Yeah, here and there are click-clacking speed bumps

My heart grows crumpled and my words lessen

Why the hell? I ran so hard

Oh why to me

A bell sound gave her consciousness back. Finance Street Halt, Leah could read the sign clearly and hear the sound of the broadcaster telling the passengers to pay when they intended to leave the bus repeatedly. She hurriedly ran to my home, opened her phone. She just realized that she hadn’t replied to Gavin's messages. Without a second thought, she spammed him her apology. Not seeing any signs of his reply, she attempted to sleep because she was really beaten up. The only thing that kept her awake was the clock, reminding her of her faults and it was already 10.30 pm. She continued listening to the song, so she could relieve her stomach pain and irregular, fast-paced heartbeat.

Come home and lie in bed

Dizzy night, looking at the clock

Thinking if it was my fault?

Soon it will be midnight

When her mind was about to drift off, the bell rang. “Coming,” Leah said, running to the door. The first thing she saw after opening the door made her heart want to leap, but getting crumpled instead. Gavin was in his casual clothes, but with a solemn look on his face. “Gavin, you’re late. Come in,” she said, inviting him to enter her home. He only followed her without uttering any single word.

After both of them sat, he started speaking, “I’m sorry for not telling you, I just finished my work. Leah, have you eaten?”

Leah shook her head, “actually, I bought food from Seventh Heaven. Mrs. Peng is really generous despite all my mistakes.”

Seeing her held back her tears, Gavin approached her, then she felt a pair of warm arms encircled her. “You have done your best, Leah.”

“I’m just a nuisance,” she said coldly. “And yeah, the audience wasn’t really impressed because the airing time was rescheduled. That makes me think that I should get lost forever. And I even forget to return your calls...”

A pair of amber eyes pierced through her soul’s window, his hand patted her head gently, “I’m hateful of the world too. But, about the last thing, that makes me dead worried. Have I done something wrong? Because all I got is my own echo.”

Somehow, she finally managed to let out a laugh, “Minor told me that too. No, actually I’m just dumb. I forgot to charge my phone.”

Gavin sighed, a small but sincere smile curved from his mouth. “I’m here to accompany you tonight.”

Thanks to him, Leah felt much better. “Let’s eat now. I’ve been waiting for you so we can start making our tummy happy!” She was beyond glad because he loved the bak kut teh.

After the dinner was finished, she held his hand while guiding him to her bedroom. Gavin always gave her warmth despite his cold exterior. “Listen to this song with me, it really helps me cope with the present situation.”

Gavin was confused when he put one side of my earphones, “what song?”

God, how Leah wished she could cuddle him. She showed him the English translation in order to make him understand the meaning better. He was a bit sulky that she liked the boy group that sang it a bit too much, but he tried hard to hide it by cuddling her tight.

It won't be something like that

Will something be different?

But this day will be over

When the minute and second hands overlap

The world holds its breath for a little while

Zero o’clock

Her reminder popped up. It was already July 29th, zero o’clock. They kept listening to the song.

(Ooh-ooh) And you're gonna be happy

Like that snow that just settled down

Let's breathe, like the first time

(Ooh-ooh) And you're gonna be happy

Turn this all around

When everything is new, zero o'clock

Leah paused the song, pulled herself from his cuddle, “happy birthday, Potato. I hope at this new year of your life, you’ll be happier and healthier.”

Gavin cuddled her again, “thank you so much, my Pumpkin. My wish is the same for you. I hope I’ll be the one who makes you get the happiness you deserve.”

She blushed, how could he be so smooth at times. He laughed at my reddened face. “Why are you laughing? Let us pray,” she said to divert her embarrassment.

They were holding hands, silently pouring all their wishes.

Put my hands together to pray

It'll be better, for me

Hoping that tomorrow I'll laugh more, for me

When this song ends

May a new song begin

Hoping that I'll be a little happier, yeah

Gavin caressed her hair after he saw her yawned. “Sleepy?”

“Yeah, finally. But I’m joyful because it’s the tranquility that makes me sleepy, not the usual tiredness,” Leah snuggled closer to him.

“Sweet dreams for us, then,” he closed his eyes, hugging her in their sleep.

*bak kut teh : a pork ribs / meat soup dish with salted vegetables (this is how it looks like)

This is the GIF :))

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daddyjugheadjoneschokeme · 5 years

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If I can't have you.

Pairing: Shawn x reader

DO NOT PLAGIARIZE MY WORK.

Summary: Everything means nothing if I can't have you.

Warnings: Bad words, angst

Not my gif

DISCLAIMER: I only own the story.

We were back to back. Silence reign the room.

By now I had gotten used to this situation.

Waking up alone every single morning.

Silent dinners.

Sleepless nights.

Yeah, I was no stranger to those.

But I can't say I would want it to change, this way was easier.

Shawn and I had fallen out of love, it was no secret. Monotony, indifference, we had taken for granted the whole relationship, growing comfortable with what we had built, too comfortable for our own liking. And here we were, trying to save what was left of the corpse of a relationship that once was full of love and adventure, but now was only a heavy weight on our shoulders.

"Hey, tomorrow I have to stay until late to finish the rest of the album, so don't worry about making a big dinner, just order something in if you like." He whispered in the middle of the night.

"I'm actually going out, so don't worry about that."

"Oh, you are? Where? Maybe I can hurry up a little on the studio and catch up with you, I mean I can't make any promises but..." He began to ramble, I stopped him.

"It's okay, you don't have to, besides you've got work and you are already behind your schedule, I wouldn't want you to have problems with Andrew." I turned off the nightstand light. "I'm just going out with some work colleagues, Nat is supposed to get this big promotion tomorrow morning and she wants to go out and celebrate."

"Oh, that's nice," Shawn said before the room went silent once again.

We were forcing things too much, I hate to admit it, but God how much I wished we were not even in the same room, my gut filled with guilt every single time, telling me to go and at least try, but what would even be the point?

I could feel him against my skin, he wasn't sleeping, I could even detect his anxiety from his uneven breathing. The bed dipped and felt lighter, he had gotten up and went into the bathroom.

The gags that the back of his throat made gave me chills, he was throwing up. Without giving it much thought I went in and rubbed his back.

"Oh honey, did something you ate gave you a tummy ache? Do you want some medicine? I'm making you some tea, give me a second." Before I even had a chance to get up, he grabbed my leg, not letting me go. "Shawn?"

"It's not the food what's making me sick, it's you."

"Excuse me?"

"You, with all your cold behavior, distant from me, pretending nothing is wrong, not even bothering to hide it." He sat against the hard white concrete wall behind him, staring at me directly, daggers on his eyes and a bit of vomit on the corner of his chin.

What a sad scene.

He sighed while shaking his head "I keep making excuses for you, telling myself that you are just too tired, or too distracted. Promising myself that maybe tomorrow will be a better day, that tomorrow I will come home and you will jump into my arms just like you used to." Tears started to come out of his eyes.

"That maybe I won't have to sleep in a cold bed every night, that I finally get to touch again, make love to you or at least cuddle you." His voice kept cracking no matter how much he tried, "That tomorrow I won't feel so fucking alone when I'm in the same room as you. I love you, goddamit, I really do."

"Shawn, please..." I closed my eyes, hoping it would stop.

"Please? Oh, honey, I should be the one asking for mercy here. You have been such a cold-hearted bitch that I'm actually surprised I haven't had a mental break by now trying to figure you out." The blush in his cheeks matched the color in his eyes, pure blood red.

"I can't write one song that's not about, I can't drink without thinking about you, everything means nothing if I can't have you. I'm useless without you, and I feel so pathetic, wanna know why?"

The knot in my throat kept me from talking, no words could come out of my mouth, not that I had anything to say.

"Wanna know why I hate myself so much because of you? Why do I feel such an idiot for loving you?" By now the tone of his voice kept raising.

"Wanna know why? Mmm? I'll tell you why! Because I'm so utterly, completely, and hopelessly devoted to you, that if I can't have you I don't know how to function, shit I can't even imagine myself not being with you. And it's so wrong, so damn wrong because now I don't where I end and where you start. And I'm so mad because while I'm here dying to know if you still love me, trying to fix whatever is left of us, you just keep pushing me away. And it hurts, it hurts so much goddamit!

I couldn't stop shaking, that feeling covering my entire body, suffocating me, stealing the last breath out of me. I had to get out, I needed it.

But just as I got up, I heard him again.

"Runaway, do it. But when you are back I won't be here. I can't keep doing this, no matter how much I love you. So I'm begging you. Just stay and let's fix things."

I hesitated it, my hand on the doorknob.

"Remember, this will be over because of you, not me. So runaway I dare you."

I'm such a Coward.

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the-almighty-gob-john-langley · 3 years

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Ring of fire. November 13th 2021. 7.31pm

Evening has fallen and my literary mojo is back in full swing at last, and my predilection for food reminds me that on an empty stomach I should not write if that doesn't sound too Yoda'ish. I saw no reason to pay my daily fodder pilgrimage to the M&S food hall earlier and instead opted to open the freezer for tonight's fayre while resisting the temptation to seize a bag of chips as first, and to be honest, laziest choice.

Aha, chili wings courtesy of Iceland, that'll do! I'll have eight, and I duly shoved them into the oven for the required twenty-five minutes, as per the destructions. At this point, I should make uber-clear the disclaimer that, when purchased they were bought with the naivety of a nun in a sex shop, as little did I know at the time that the heat from these may well have been enough to provide an Inuit with full-blown central heating for a day; and with ample left over to boil several kettles, fill possibly five hot water bottles, and still have sufficient for a thermos flask of freshly brewed snow.

Now, I'm not one to waste food where it's avoidable - and I fully admit to enjoying some heat. However, these were on another level, and while being absolutely brilliant at clearing my sinuses like I've not known for perhaps several weeks, as I sat there gingerly picking my way carefully through every morsel and feeling like Satan was entering my bloodstream, the discomfort I felt was suddenly offset by the most random playback of Johnny Cash singing 'Ring of Fire' in the back of my mind. Why!

In moments like this, I would so wish to become a nano-version of myself, so that I could crawl into me via my earhole and navigate the labyrinths to whatever part of my brain comes up with this type of random output, and check the wiring. Ring of fire!

Anyway, I managed six of the eight before disqualifying myself from eating the remaining two due to the effect of a lit blowlamp being inserted between both mandibles and having my fillings melted. Under normal circumstances, the cats would nosh away on the bones until the skeletal remains were stripped bare of all remaining flesh.

However, with the previous few minutes of experience still fresh in my mind, the thought of doing so created a mental image of lighting a touchpaper to feline anal explosion sometime later during the night and waking up to my walls being redecorated tomorrow morning, with me spending nearly all of the day sourcing an emergency hazmat suit purchase; with gloves, and all of which I have to say has absolutely nothing to do with what I intended to write about in the first place.

Now, do you get how my mind meanders off-course to the most bizarre places others wouldn't give any thought of going to?

Right, time to get back on track. So my day begins laying in bed and, as per usual all the unprocessed stuff from my sleep segues into a million and one other things as I attempt to process the day ahead of me. Eventually, my right finger taps its way to incoming messages, and among the general dross of subjects I divide into the oblivion of boring, sales pitches, utter drongoes, and spam, I see a reply email from John - a BBC radio presenter who I sent my blog link to a couple of days before.

John, to me I have to say is something of an incredible human being, and mostly because he has given quite a lot of airtime to me over a number of years where others may well have slammed the door in my face. He is a genuinely nice person for who I have a lot of time and respect, and I always look forward to our 'on-air' Tete a Tetes. If I was still a drinker he would be exactly the person I could share a brilliant evening of conversation with down the pub.

Anyway, I'm fairly confident he won't mind me quoting him, and this was his reply -

"Hi John, just read this and you write very well, a pleasure to read if the content and context is no pleasure for you. I will have a chat with Anna on Monday and see if we can give you a slot to talk about this, as we don't talk about death, preparing for it, and living with it when it's coming enough. And I know you will do it with great eloquence and humor too. All the best, John."

Isn't that nice?

Suddenly my mind is cast back to how many years we've known one another professionally, and a eureka moment brings to the fore how I have managed to continually reinvent myself without even realising it. From Bristol community campaigner to political candidate; to adult actor (I use the term 'actor' loosely); to Amazon author, and now blogger - all of which seamless as if predetermined somehow.

Like John, I have something of a passion for radio broadcasting. There's something about the intimacy of it which I feel we both share a warmth of - him professionally, and me as a contributor. Also, like John, I've done telly, video, and voiceovers. So we share far more in common than one would think off the bat, and I've even contributed what the industry calls 'packages' to the BBC in Scotland, as well as making and selling pre-recorded music programmes to foreign radio stations. Up until now at least one of my best-kept secrets was that I used to sneak into the local radio station overnight when I knew I would be alone and off-air practice broadcasting skills on the studio desk and download them onto cassette tape to send around various stations to try and get a foot further up the ladder.

Even though I've been blessed with what has been described nowadays as a 'late night' radio voice I've always regretted not following the dream when I was in my twenties. The truth is I was somewhat way ahead of my time, in as much as I was too much of a maverick. I was a risk, like Howard Stern on steroids and the Uk wasn't ready for me or anyone remotely like me who apparently there would have been little or no control over. Basically, no station bosses could have afforded the legal bills I would have potentially run-up.

Starting over nowadays I would clearly know better, but I feel that ship has well and truly sailed. So instead I contribute when invited to do so from the other side of the desk I still to this day remain in awe of.

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