#DeepIntrospection

[writing-2-heal]

Whish I had you to cry on, into your shoulder as midnight turmoil occupies me ,while telling my most disturbing past.

Your giving me hope to move on and being my natural medicine for my depression.

Moving on from it as you say I wish I could have protected you, and I will never let anything happen to you.

As you kiss to my forehead i go to sleep in your chest facing my head.

Instead I don't know whether I'm screaming in my dream or in real. I'm panicking every night, it feels like it's drem until woke up holding my hands on my lungs and have some water to make sure this ain't a dream.

I love think of you in my head to get out of this turmoil .

How can you not want me ,

Here ever moment i manifest for you.

I never loved you when I had you, cause we both were young and in love .

Now it's been year's but still holding on to the same feeling of you, my magnetic attraction towards you ,

When ever I hear your voice. Small Strom creates in my stomach.

Is there a way to get back and starte over?

I still remember the every sunny climate which hold me close towards you.

Please get back to me. But i never gonna give you a real call . But neverending call from my soul will reach you every day.

But my situation is pathetic, that my lucid dreams are taking over me ,all my present happiness getting haunted by my never ending past.

I can never get over my past where you been a significant part for making this hurtful drems play magnificent role to be sad all the time .

But I know I can never have you . My intuition are so badly want to say last god bye to you in my memory.

But thanks for giving me the quest to serch for one solution for all my problems to let you go and , find some one accepts me for not for my beauty,but to embrace my scars on my body .

A person to hold on to me,to get out of my head.

[tmarshconnors]

Maze of thoughts

Have you ever found yourself in a state of utter disarray, where your thoughts resemble a labyrinth with no clear exit? It's as if your mind becomes a whirlwind of emotions, ideas, and doubts, leaving you lost in a sea of uncertainty. The sensation of being adrift in the vast ocean of your thoughts can be both bewildering and strangely liberating.

In these moments, it's like you're standing at a crossroads, unsure of which path to take. Each thought is a signpost, pointing you in a different direction, leaving you grappling with a cacophony of conflicting ideas. It's easy to feel overwhelmed, as if you're wandering through a dense fog, struggling to find your bearings.

But amidst the confusion, there is a certain beauty in not knowing exactly what to think. It's a reminder that life is a complex tapestry of experiences, emotions, and perspectives. Just as a jigsaw puzzle requires time and patience to piece together, so too do our thoughts need space to align and form a coherent picture.

Being lost in thought can also be a powerful catalyst for introspection and self-discovery. When you're unsure of what to think, you're forced to confront your beliefs, values, and desires. It's a chance to dig deep within yourself and unearth the hidden corners of your mind, ultimately leading to a greater understanding of who you are.

Remember, it's okay to not have all the answers right away. Embracing the uncertainty can be a valuable exercise in patience and growth. Allow yourself to sit with your thoughts, to explore the various avenues they lead you down. In time, clarity might emerge from the chaos, guiding you towards a deeper comprehension of the situation at hand.

So, if you find yourself lost in a maze of thoughts, don't be afraid to embrace the journey. Let the currents of uncertainty carry you for a while, knowing that every twist and turn has the potential to unveil something new. It's through these moments of confusion that we often find our most profound insights and forge a stronger connection with ourselves

[liligeometry]

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[ipkc]

I'm always watching. I'm in the background, observing how you manage this life. How you cope, how you interact, how you distort. Perceptions of reality. There is ash sitting delicately on the top of my slightly hot and frothy coffee. I take a sip, after carefully extracting the bit of ash with my fingertip. I'm always smoking. Absentmindedly inhaling and exhaling something that brings me closer to the end of my life, although it's only in addition to what we already breath into our lungs, contaminating our bodies. How do you bring your perceptions of what you think life should look like to reality in small movements and patterns. How you have applied the knowledge of life to your mind through society and what "good," and "normal" should look like. Our mentality of how the world, and every one who is on it, should behave. I'm always outside. I'm not able to join you. It's not some misconstrued elitism, and it's not a borderline narcissist. It's just that I don't fit your perception of reality.

[writing-2-heal]

Does pain holds any power?

It does not unit ,it finds its own way to deal with it .

Some intangible force guides this pain when you don't know how to react.

Pain is not something we cannot hold on for long .

It's a continuous pressure from inside,

Once this pressure breaks down into pieces.

I don't know how to react, I don't express it aggressively.

I don't even cry often.

This pain always keeps me miserable.

Numbness possessed all over my emotions.

Worst of it i can't fantasies about you anymore in my head .

It's like a bow i aimed inversely to my heart , the feeling of you is so dry,that my visions are blurring your image in my head .

It scares me but I know you were never mine to hold on .

It's not just you that's keeping me this devastated.

It's all the matters I have made of .it's all the particles I have been recived inside my body .

Having a good sleep is a distant drem to my mind . Not controlled,but trapped by it.

Now I'm diving into pain maybe . Not expecting anything but wondering, yeh I saw this coming .

As deep as I go in these feelings I feel like I'm holding something out of my power, once i let this in .

I might break down this pain or I can turn this into power. to see the wisdom