#Declan ferics

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stubborn in different ways, real asses if you know what i mean

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The Bruhms

Scorsci-Prospit-Blood

Alternia

Miyers "The Nnanntis" Bruhms - Lumiss' ancestor. An infamous serial killer on Alternia known for his bloody rivalry/kismesistude with The Sanguine. Becomes the guardian of Dlicti Secutu ( @agonechattel ) at the Carnival grounds after killing The Ur-Clown.

Lumiss 'Lumi' Bruhms - @cutthroatcarnifex A young wannabe serial killer (inspired by stories of her ancestor) turned final girl after she realizes she hates murder. Killed Tirent Bawurz ( @pennonpennant ) to protect her moirail Plexus Axilla ( @coincidentalanxitie ). The Witch of Blood in her session. Enjoys slasher movies and collecting Halloween memorabilia.

Beforus

Lumiss "The Director" Bruhms - A famous horror movie director on Beforus. Well known for her recurrent casting of lowblood actors in her movies.

Miyers Bruhms ( @catastrophiccarnage ) - A serial killer cullee who ran away at a young age from his cullers. Matesprits with Somati Visoma ( @goddamntyranical ) and kismesis with Declan Ferics ( @tenuousglossator ). Responsible for the murders of Aestus Eitbit ( @apoplecticalgorithm ) and Bucket Gemnat ( @containeranalyzer ). Murders Perpep Pepnep ( @uncagedcitreum ) during their session. The Prince of Blood. Admires the work of his ancestor and takes inspiration from the killers in her movies.

Hemeki 'Eki/Echo' Bruhms/Blood Echo!Somati ( @controlledcarnage ) - A persecutor alter/hallucination that forms after Miyers breaks his promise to Somati to not harm any players in their session (Perpep). Created from a combination of extreme guilt and blood/doom magic. They convince Miyers to commit suicide which leads to him godtiering. Eventually through Somati's forgiveness they are able to heal and get along (mostly) with Miyers, forming the Carnage System. Also becomes Somati's matesprit.

Duckie Bruhms - A hook-anole (the species of consorts on Miyers planet, Land of Hooks and Daisies) that Miyers grows attached to. While most of the hook-anoles are very chatty, Duckie is offputting and never talks which is what draws Miyers to him. Named after the duck tape "vest" Miyers puts on him to cover up the gaping wound in his shoulder. He loves Miyers a lot.

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i think whybie and um declan or diazni could rmpathize... theyre both um or theyre all three rather.. uhh nonbinary, interzex umm uh blood mutantz with semiroyalty and Complexes (declan jx the mozt okay esp around their bloodvolor)

(me lowket putting whybe next to the ferics-es in my brain to fix me fucking up their prouns...)

Yeahh intersex nb mutants with complexes gangg 💪💪

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perpep pepnep is pepper mixxed up and a last name that is totally meaningless!

detheo ordeor is theodore fucked up to hell.

perpep and detheo niptur's last name is turnip, and perpep's pseudonym oftcas is just offcaste

right beside Declan (para-hockey player who is so fucking cool) Ferics (referring to the blueprint process) and Diazni (referring to the whiteprints that replaced blueprints) Ferics, I have Polidi Prezli whose last name is pretzle and her first name is polled the condition of hornlessness in a horned species.

troll names do not have to make sense you do not need a meaning behind them you can just make shit up the name can be a pun its fine its okay

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Plexus your boss is looking gnc af

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1 for Ferics :)

1. What kind of person is your OC in a crisis? Are they calm and collected? Do they panic? Or are they chronically the cause?

Oh boy, Ferdogg, bluebell, mold blood prime. I assume this is about Ferics from beforus, the rogue of time who paps somati, but this could also be about Declan, their altself on Alternia, or Diazni, their co-descendant on Beforus.

Ferics is Ice Cold. that motherfucker fixes problems. The adrenaline doesnt make them panic, its only when theres uncertainty, or something they cant do shit to improve their chances on that they start to panic.

When Somati was dying in their arms, they were full of adrenaline, but they weren't panicking, because they could do shit about it, they were constantly busy passing somati to themself, getting defibrillators hackdashed together, setting up shit so they could get him to his dream cocoon before he died. It was only when they had to wait for Somati to finally die that they started to hyperventilate.

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da fewic :-)

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I am not a paid actor how does Declan Ferics feel about their blood

:-)

Declan Ferics, B side, ultimately does not base their self worth on their caste at all. And once they leave Beforus, it becomes even less relevant. Theyre actually a little freed by it no longer being of the caste system to an extent, theyre also a little grossed out by it, just cause the color is unfamiliar and their whole body is tinted a different color now, but they find their electrical psionics more helpful than anything, and that along with their newfound flight and their newly immortal moirail, they really could not be more satisfied with their life at the moment, even with trying to set up the Scratch and being anxious about what exactly the fuck Aesketsprite is even doing.

Diazni calls its blood cement colored, and i believe Raveri called it a mold blood, but i think mold blood might be more accurate to the idea. Their blood isnt Entirely cohesive in color, parts of it vary ever so slightly in hue, like two paints that havent fully mixed together. From a troll perspective it might be a little erotic actually now that i think about it... it is the color of gold and indigo mixing... hm. Maybe Diazni calling Mutini a 'pail blood' wasn't just something it came up with on the spot... the over all body of the color is gray, but in some places its more yellow gray or blue gray, its a very specific blend.

Ultimately, Declan Ferics comes to enjoy their blood color, its wierd, its cool, its kind of pretty. For the longest time they just kind of feel wierd about it, but with the way i imagine Continua would get set up when four of the twelve troll players are supraspectra (or lime, lime is honorary supraspectra), i dont think that lingering insecurity would last long.

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💔✨🍪 for Ferics, Dlicti, and Calixtus, if that is alright! - Canis

heehee i love these

Does forgiveness come easily or with dificulty for them...

Ferics - In general Bluebell is extremely petty, once they know someone and start to like them that goes away, exception: Miyers (Ferics keeps a mental scoreboard of every tiny thing they can spite him for). If it's something serious, their trust is easy to wound and hard to heal.

Dlicti - She does not forgive. Her trust is fragile and when it shatters the cracks are sharp and draw blood easily. Dlicti is pretty chill, but she has a strict set of rules and does not tolerate encroachment on them. You get maybe three strikes with her, a fourth one is broken glass.

Calixtus - Cali is... hmmm... Cali does not feel like they have much of a self. This probably comes from being the /neutral/ master class, along with the aspect of mind. For the Judge of Mind forgiveness isn't really a concept that comes to them naturally. its not a strict set of rules so it's hard for them to grasp, and thus hard for them to trust. If you pressed them hard enough to tell you if they forgive you, not if the scales are balanced and debts are equalized, but if they Calixtus forgives you, they might break down entirely.

Something that makes them happy

Ferics - Somati. There's nothing like a good shooshsesh for them, either side. They also fucking love conceptualizing things and then making them. one of their favorite things in their workspaces is their 3d printer. They have intense empathy, as stoney as their facade may be, and it itches for them to know there are problems out there they aren't solving, so solving any problem feels great to them, the more important the better. Some are too important though...

Dlicti - Flowers. Also that dinky little violet that comes around to bother her all the time. She gets a very high amount of satisfaction from aligning things in a proper order, whatever that order might be. She loves seeing organisms thrive and orderly systems. It's why she's so fond of gardening.

Calixtus - Seeing the scales balanced. Once they managed to have three seperate conscious periods before they had to be tilted again, that might have been the most at peace they ever were. Cali also feels a really intense melancholy from drawing the three of them happy and alive together. Those drawings are hidden like theyre the nuclear launch codes. They have no idea what they'd do if they had another "hateful embrace" conversation with Calfuray or god forbid Calafay. This green little bastard just wants a stable system.

I can't tell if thats the cookie or the moon... ill do both

If they were an animal, what animal would they be?

Ferics - Donkey, easy. Maybe a mule, but probably a donkey.

Dlicti - hmmm... She gives me the energy of a big old dog. Or a cat. Or a bear?

Calixtus - mmm Snaske :-)

Favorite scents!

Ferics - Somati. Somati is their favorite scent. Nothing beats moirail smell. They do like the smell of rubber cement though... even though they Really shouldn't.

Dlicti - Flowers. Hyacinths probably to be specific, but any flowers are hella. I think some of their favorites are honeysuckles, jack in the pulpits or voodoo lillies, and columbines

Calixtus - Hmm... Old book smell. New book smell. The smell of their hand oil touching metal. I don't know what the tri-cherub's living situation is like... hm... we should do a conveneing on that.

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11 for Somati, Ferics, Calixtus and Borell?

I just realized that something tweaked in my brain and you only asked for eleven- What is your OC's weapon of choice? Have they ever actually used it?

Somati's is a crutch, they use crutchkind, specifically those forearm ergonomic crutches, eventually they start using this two headed snake crutch-staff that they do cool shit with, it becomes their signature weapon I think, at least for a while. They really really rarely actually use it, most of the time he uses visions distractions deals and other peaceful options to get around enemies. Ferics likes crossbows, thats their actual strife specibus, but they rely a lot lot more on their gadgets, theyre kind of like Jeff Earthbound actually, and yes, they kind of dominate their Land ngl. Once they Godtier they use crossbows a lot more. Its about the freedom of movement granted by flight, rather than the kind of constricted mobility of their arms in their kind of bulky chair. That and the fact that their chair means they can use a lot of gadgets more easily, like having a bunch of different stuff mounted. They still use it pretty often, but flying is pretty useful. Plus the time magic and or flight means they dont have to worry about stuff like not being able to dodge attacks, which almost all of their combat in their chair before they gained godhood is affected by. They don't necessarily *have* to be as tactical or planning as they did when they were fully chairbound, but they usually still are. Calixtus uses rods, or staves, you could also consider them either quarterstaves or maybe maces. Their first one was the centerpiece of their scale after it was broken by Calfuray. They don't use it much, they rely probably almost exclusively on negotiation or mind powers in their planet, and they don't really have Underlings in the same way as other worlds do. Borrel!!! Uses! A ball! Ballkind! She's never used it outside of performances probably, but she can serve some nasty dodgeball tactics and clown on you simultaneously. I also answered these becase im silly

What memory would your OC rather just forget? Somati! Seeing his dads decayed whalefal corpse temporally and spatially displaced onto his back lawn. Other than that... God so much.... So much Ferics! Several of their past cullers... their lusus' death. Calixtus! There was a really bad fight between their siblings once. Calixtus thought they were going to die. Calixtus really thought they were going to die. Borrel! I feel like there are a few things she already has just forgotten. Being a bronze in a carnival even on the significantly less murdery Beforus is not free of harassment. She used to work at a slaughter house, though. Those ones. Those ones show up in her daymares.

What's something about your OC that people wouldn't expect just from looking at them? Somati! is kind of a... how do i put this nicely. Lets just say that he serves cunt in every timeline for a reason. His life is shit right now on Beforus, but he's. Gifted in the romantic field. That and the prophecy. You wouldn't expect him to be so on the ball just from how he looks and acts, but he does absolutely plan. Ferics! This depends on the viewers biases towards chairbound people, or even just chair users in general. I have known some people to seemingly think of those in motorized chairs as lazy or physically weak in an. irrationally morally charged way. Like that they have a weak will because they choose not to use an active wheelchair? If the viewer is biased like that, their pure level of stubbornness is probably very surprising. Calixtus! hmmm Well if they know cherubs, probably their love for their siblings. It is still cheruby, but its also desperate, and scared, and very much not the hate one comes to expect from them. If they don't know cherubs, probably how much they absolutely adore soft things and textures. This miserable skellington would cry if they were handed a bunny. Borrel! Probably the slaughterhouse thing. Either that or their genuinely very well meaning and respectful views on cullees.

What is your OC's fatal flaw? Are they aware of this flaw? Somati! I don't think fatal flaws appear in my characters very often. It's just not really how I write stories I think. If I had to pick one for a setting where Somati *isn't* actually like gifted with prophecy, it would be their resignation to fate probably.

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an oldie but a goodie.

You have to shave a lot of yourself off to survive outside the spectrum. You have to sacrifice a lot to get this old. She misses the crowds now, but the isolation has brought with it safety. And time to herself. She spends a lot of time worrying these days.

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Diazni Ferics stole all of Declan Ferics' words in the mothergrub womb.

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Fern, Jam, and Cherry for whichever characters you’d like, if that’s alright! - Canisbeasts

Fern ! Are they more often late or early?

Perpep Pepnep - N/A "Oftcas" Niptur - Early, but they wont actually Be there until the exact time.

Detheo Ordeor - Gets there early and leaves late. Sees the fewest people possible. Detheo Niptur - Early so he can just chill.

Somati Visoma - They like being early but pre game theyre too depressed to care one way or another. Post game hes too chill to care one way or the other. They end up being closer to late but almost always on time because of their moirail. The Sanguine, Ur-Clown, Ur-Crane - When he has to go do something he dissociates a lot. He ends up being there as close to late as possible.

Declan "Bluebell" Ferics - They are very very time conscious, if theyre late something is very wrong. If they're early that means they didn't minmax their schedule properly. The Halfiron - He lives at their job i dont think they ever go anywhere.

The SetMedic "Azokie" Axilla - Early. She wants time to set up. Plexus Axilla - Early, because she basically doesn't exist outside of her job.

The Hungjury - Exactly on time. Dlicti Secutu - N/A, but on continua she would be early.

Calixtus - If they do not cross the threshold at the exact time they were supposed to be somewhere Everything is Wrong and they need to keep walking until they leave a different door and then walk back around to the front of the building while looking at the clock and cross over the threshold at the next multiple of ten seconds. more zeros in the time the better.

The Critical - Late Tirent Bawurz - Early, he basically doesn't exist outside of his job.

Bucket Gemnat - Late. She hates it here. The Pailborn - Late. She really hates it here.

Feralone - Early but waits out of sight until the time and walks in Banyet Cleeaw - exactly five minutes late to let you know she does not respect the time.

Oomani Cartor - Late. if he shows up at all. The ShortOut - not at all on account of being brain-dead and only kept alive for genetic stock to maximize psionic genes in the genepool.

The Unstrung - Late but just because hes high. Qadrum Tunead - Late but doesn't realize it, just got the time wrong because he is straight up zooted.

Borrel Brunze - early The Bullkill - late. she hates it here.

The Dittched - if they show up its a miracle ###### - ditto.

Jam ! Can they cook.

Perpep Pepnep - Yes ! Detheo taught her, she only knows some very specific recipes but she knows them by heart. "Oftcas" Niptur - Cooks in the way that New Vegas couriers with Survival 100 can cook. Oftcas will see a slime mold on the side of a tree and tell you how to make candy out of it.

Detheo Ordeor - He's better at cooking than he is at his job, and he is amazing at his job. Detheo Niptur - Can cook and learned everything he knows from Oftcas

Somati Visoma - Burns water. The Sanguine, Ur-Clown, Ur-Crane - Burns his hands.

Declan "Bluebell" Ferics - Knows how to follow the recipes on the back of boxe The Halfiron - Ramen and Steak.

The SetMedic "Azokie" Axilla - Yeah, she likes cooking for her moirai- matespri- quadmate and her cullee. It was a good hobby that let her embrace femininity within a masculine facade when she hadn't yet figured out her transness. Plexus Axilla - Yes. Yetidad stopped making food for her once she changed her name. She rarely makes things taste great, its sustainance. she "doesn't deserve more than sustainance", and she can't draw too much attention or her lusus will loom.

The Hungjury - Yes but way too by the rules to experiment. Dlicti Secutu - Yeah she's great at it. She grows food in her garden. I think she would love to have chickens...

Calixtus - Not even a little bit. Measuring out ingredients is finicky and if they mess up...

The Critical - Yes. Tirent Bawurz - No. Crocomom never got to teach him. Anything he learned comes from work out channels.

Bucket Gemnat - Yeah :-) One of their hobbies. The Pailborn - Kind of. No grub recipes.

Feralone - Yes but in the way a bobcat would cook food. Banyet Cleeaw - Kind of, likes Qadrum's better.

Oomani Cartor - Nope. Before or after accident. The ShortOut - No.

The Unstrung - Yeah he does. Qadrum Tunead - Yeah. He likes cooking for Nyet.

Borrel Brunze - Yep :-) The Bullkill - Unfortunately...

The Dittched - Barely. ###### - Barely.

Cherry ! Why did I create them... Ooooh...

Perpep Pepnep - So,,, we have a headmate, Pepper, she's a... trauma holder? She wanted to talk, but she's. terrified of it. So i made her a trollsona while mituna was fronting a ton. Shes a seadweller because frankly, her situation would be best mimicked by the isolation required of a seadweller. "Oftcas" Niptur - Everyone has an alt self. I wanted to show how cool Perpep can be. Oftcas is an icon.

Detheo Ordeor - Based on pepper's owner, teddy, who is based loosely on someone i know. Detheo Niptur - I really really wanted to do a troll loosely based off my moirail justice. I'm also a slut for nature vs nurture and alt selves. he is the littlest fucking guy you have no fucking idea he is so teensy. He will kill you like the guy from shadow of the colossus.

Somati Visoma - I was back home and needed a vent for my helplessness. The Sanguine, Ur-Clown, Ur-Crane - Everyone has an alt self. I got the idea of the Ur-Clown and worked backwards.

Declan "Bluebell" Ferics - I wanted to make a character who was a Rogue of Time, super visibly autistic, had a cool wheelchair, and had a special interest in disability aides. So i made that. Their name is the name of a sick ass parapelegic hockey player and a derivative of the solution used in blueprints. theyre a color shift because i. had too many highbloods. The Halfiron - Everyone has an alt self.

The SetMedic "Azokie" Axilla - Somati needed a culler. I based her off my mom. Plexus Axilla - Everyone has an alt self. Her sign is the believer and shes a Knight of Hope, it only made sense to me to have her be the moral backbone of the Halfirons hospital. Most of her character was formed in response to Lumiss. The idea of a secret doctor who is pale for an aspiring serial culler is compelling and funny. She ended up being a way to explore religious trauma too though as inspired by being a knight. Knights putting shells around a percieved flaw in their aspect, coating themselves in their aspect to hide something 'wrong' under the armor, they also exist in sessions with very little of their aspect. Dave has adhd and loses track of time, he tries to be cold and unfeeling like time is, never stopping or slowing, but he desperately needs a break. Latula suffered a traumatic brain injury and lost her sense of smell and wears a totally fake persona to mask. Karkats blood is fucking red, not to mention how susceptible he is to the human disease known as friendship as much as he says he isnt. Knights also seem to be drawn to those who have similar aspects about them. Mituna and Latula both have traumatic brain injuries and love for videogames, Karkat and Dave both have incredible facades over themselves, Dave is covered in bright candy red, even his eyes and blood are red and proud of it, a literal beacon of red, and Karkat has an uncaring facade that masks genuine kindness and love while also having his fixations. Plexus never lost her faith. She has never been able to get rid of her belief. She hides it under layers upon layers of armor. Sufferer gray, indigo blue, hope yellow, at the core is candy red and meat green.

The Hungjury - Ferics needed a culler. Based her off my dad. Dlicti Secutu - Everyone has an alt self. She was originally a Prince of Life, this changed when Miyers was brought in and i actually made her character. I wanted to have a heavily scarred character who got fat and healthy after getting her freedom. She's a Maid of Life and has a lot of the same energy as Aradia to me. Her Land being the Land of Dirt and Bones doesn't hurt.

Calixtus - Me ike and your session didnt have representation of Void Light or Mind aspects, and i love the idea of cherubs always being opposite aspects. I saw a trinary cherub oc and bam. Communal lil guy. Plus OCD representation. And another thing.

The Critical - I thought it would be funny if Bawurz' alt self was an alt right podcaster who hated woke and wouldnt be able to describe what woke was to you. Tirent Bawurz - Lumiss needed to have a first kill. Someone who would threaten Plexus' place of work but wouldn't act on the threats, but would Look like he would. That and. I just like treating the clown faith with respect and thoughtful worldbuilding. it makes me happy.

Bucket Gemnat - I wanted to make a jade for 'is it a bucket' and The Pailborn - Everyone has an alt self.

Feralone - Everyone has an alt self. Banyet Cleeaw - Thievery!

Oomani Cartor - Mituna wanted to talk. The ShortOut - Everyone has an alt self.

The Unstrung - Everyone has an alt self. Qadrum Tunead - Burglary :0). i got the idea of making my trade guys and adopts into a band because of him, thats why banyet is a singer, he's a bassist with tuning fork themes.

Borrel Brunze - I wanted to make a bronze clown after i thought of rodeo clowns ! She ended up being way more wholesome as i rped her. I wanted to have a non-cullee beforan adult who had nuanced takes on the cullee system so she ended up being a vessel for that. The Bullkill - Everyone has an alt self. She wouldn't be in the carnival on Alternia. She works in a slaughter house.

The Dittched - Everyone has an alt self. ###### - I felt insane, had to vent it. It was when i was unmedicated.

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Moss seaweed apple!

Moss! Would i kiss them.

Perpep Pepnep - maybe "Oftcas" Niptur - maybe

Detheo Ordeor - maybe Detheo Niptur - maybe

Somati Visoma - probably not The Sanguine, Ur-Clown, Ur-Crane - probably not

Declan "Bluebell" Ferics - probably not The Halfiron - probably not

The SetMedic "Azokie" Axilla - probably not Plexus Axilla - maybe

The Hungjury - most likely not Dlicti Secutu - maybe

Calixtus - yes

The Critical - most likely not Tirent Bawurz - probably not

Bucket Gemnat - yes The Pailborn - yes

Feralone- yes Banyet Cleeaw - yes

Oomani Cartor - probably yes The ShortOut - yes

The Unstrung - yes Qadrum Tunead - yeag

Borrel Brunze - probably The Bullkill - maybe

The Dittched - yes ###### - also yes

Seaweed! What are they most self concious about?

Perpep Pepnep - The stunting. She hates it a lot, that she's always going to be just "worse" than other people, the way she sees it right now. She hates that she cant form the only kind of relationship shes ever had, i.e. the fucked up quad thing she has with her culler, with anyone she knows for reasons that she didnt know she was unnacceptable in, i.e. age, that the whole world works on a ruleset that she was never told about. Why does age matter now when it didnt then type beat, he's twice her age. People say that older people are more mature so it would be a power imbalance but she feels uniquely less grown up than literally anyone she knows. it makes her want to just go back, since it would be easier and safer and she would maybe be happier, at least she thinks so, if she could go back to the life she had before people wouldnt be telling her the only person shes ever knwn and her closest friend and lover is a monster. She had the bandage ripped off and it took the skin with it, but the skins necrotic, just putting the bandage back on would be worse, and you couldn't've worn it forever "Oftcas" Niptur - Ironically, also kind of similar. Not stunting though, that she never had the chance to be a kid, and that she's now the oldest person in any given room. Tv always shows teens having like romances dates and coming come to their lusus or having grill outs or whatever, she never got that. She only really even talks to a peer ever though i guess talk is the wrong word because the halfiron is almost fully nonverbal. Her psionics are tuned towards social environments, she gets *lonely*. Its why she hangs out at the hospital so much, its a huge group of people she can be around. but even when she was able to go out in public without wearing a ghillie suit or a lusus fur cloak she couldnt get close to people, not intimately. if anyone saw her gills- the ones she didnt burn fused- the ones on her ribs, dead. and forget pailing. Someone would have to really not know what olive is supposed to look like to not notice... maybe she tried tattooing her bits olive like she did with her scars... hm. She's an intersex analogue and a trans analogue. She does what she has to to survive. On Continua, Detheo B is gonna have a lot of work once he's in a state to start holding up the pale side of the whatever they have. Sixty years of unpacking once she can finally let out that held breath. Twenty eight sweeps of sawing parts of herself off so her hexagon can fit the square hole.

Detheo Ordeor - His facade. He considers the ... pet regressed? version of himself he indulges in in the garden to be the real him. He hates talking, he hates people. Detheo Ordeor is a character he plays. And he fucking hates that guy. Detheo Niptur - His baby face. Not lacking facial hair-- i mean not Not lacking facial hair, but its not weird for his age for that-- He's small, both naturally and due to the stress he went through when he was hiveless he's just gonna be small. like forevver, it knocked a few inches off his already short stature. Hell on Beforus where he had really soft life when it comes to basic needs like that Perpeps half his age and still taller than him. He. Hates. being underestimated. He's not that scared prawn anymore- he spars with an adult troll and he wins more often than any other she spars with. The fastest way to die around him is to act like he isnt a threat. It frenzies him. It. Pisses. Him. Off.

Somati Visoma - the way his mutations made his proportions wrong. he's the height of an adult purple at nine sweeps, but he didnt grow normally, his skull is taller for one, hands and feet are bigger, the gigantism is most obvious in places with many small bones, because they all keep growing. Its why he wears baggy clothes. He also feels useless. His culler puts a lot of work into being sunny around him but it just feels fake to him, makes him feel like more of a dead end, like he should do more in return, or hurry up and die so she can get on with her life. The Sanguine, Ur-Clown, Ur-Crane - The same dysmorphia. Probably a bit more acutely, especially as he ages, especially as the ur-clown. it was part of his act when he was in the carnival. When they stopped calling him serial culler and started calling him a cryptid,,, well.

Declan "Bluebell" Ferics - To be honest, probably just their disabilities. Mental ones more than physical but all of it. They're stubborn, they're spiteful, its a cover for how sensitive they are about it. They've been made to feel like shit for needing accommodations, and their hive is a legal trial of overthinking pseudo laws. They have to justify anything they want with legal precedent. The Halfiron - Atrocious bedside manner. Thats whats plexus is for.

The SetMedic "Azokie" Axilla - She transitioned late. She's butch but shes not very confident in her femininity yet. Most self conscious about her boobs i think Plexus Axilla - Her blood. Her appearance. Her blood. She hates it. So much. It and everything it represents, every obvious fuckup she did that would have gotten a burgundy killed, every lowblood patient who died for no fucking reason, its the part of her she hates most.

The Hungjury - God... I have no idea. Dlicti Secutu - The scars. Specifically the mouth scar and her manacle and collar scars... and that little :c) scar on her right bicep. And a few others under her clothes. She doesn't fault herself for them and her rational brain doesn't hold them against her and knows on principle that she shouldnt let herself feel ashamed of them, but. she doesn't like looking at them. She has to trust you a lot to feel comfortable with someone looking at them too closely.

Calixtus - Lack of identity. Cali doesn't feel like they have an internal life. They've debated the idea that maybe they're a philosophical zombie, nothing behind the eyes. They don't know if its a mediator cherub thing or just something 'broken' with them, but they. hate talking about themself. a lot.

The Critical - Lack of friends, lack of quadmates. Tirent Bawurz - ...Also that. In the dream bubbles he feels violated, knowing his murderer and his first ghost companion saw his face unpainted. not the same as self conciousness but. yeah. He's very self concious. just in general.

Bucket Gemnat - Yes. Everything. All the time. She's self concious about her horn shape, her name, her transness, her caste, her 'failing to pass,' her 'horrible personality,' her lack of energy, her cruel friends. Her intrusive thoughts. The Pailborn - Everything the same as on Beforus.

Feralone - Her kind of inability to exist in society. Banyet Cleeaw - Gender dysphoria. She's cis, but she never thought she looked enough like a girl, being hairy, flat, and stocky. She channels this into her music.

Oomani Cartor - Oomani struggles with. everything after her violent burnout, but he just doesn't take care of herself. She's sensitive about "how far hes fallen" going from a psion prodigy to legally incompetent. Even without the dissorder she would be depressed right now. No wonder his culler needs to use jedi mind tricks to get her to shower. The ShortOut - The Short Out is dead... if ghosts keep their mental dissabilities then she'd also be. uh. kind of. braindead as a ghost. The same thing that happened to Oomani happened to the ShortOut, but alternian implants are more invasive, not intended to let you be a person who can leave at will, so she got off a lot worse. he got off a lot worse...

The Unstrung - He's self concious about being a stoner hippie. A failure by traditional values. He always kind of feels like he failed his lusus. Qadrum Tunead - Ditto. Universal constant.

Borrel Brunze - She's hard of hearing due to a tbi and cant volume control, shes. sensitive about that. The Bullkill - Having to kill lusii. Its literally her job, she hates it like a lot. She wishes she could use anything other than a bolt gun.

The Dittched - Ditto as their Alt self, but with extra cullee trauma. ###### - Their 'broken brain.' Their lusus abandoned them and they starved as a wriggler too young to hunt, they ate sopor to fill their stomach and it rotted their brain and rotted their stomach. They aren't doing well, even now that they can lay traps. Some days its hard to resist getting back on sopor just cause at least then they'd feel less, even as it destroys them.

Seaweed ! Favorite lie.

Perpep Pepnep - That she was never abused. "Oftcas" Niptur - The plausible deniability that her policy of cutting ties with proteges once they're self sufficient gives her, so she doesn't have to know if they die.

Detheo Ordeor - That he has never abused her. Detheo Niptur - "Short people are more dangerous cause we're closer to hell" or maybe "you know seadwellers are poisonous?" theyre more of jokes but he finds them so funny that he wrote them on some of his communication cards

Somati Visoma - That if he doesn't think about it it will be easier. That he can forget he's dying. The Sanguine, Ur-Clown, Ur-Crane - I don't know if he has one. Seer of Doom means he's not often wrong about things... He has a comfortable delusion he indulges in, sleep, omori style, but its not a lie, really.

Declan "Bluebell" Ferics - Ferics hates lies as nearly much as Perpep. The Halfiron - all of the lies that hide the hospital from prying eyes.

The SetMedic "Azokie" Axilla - The dark carnival, the afterlife. It comforts her even distanced from her faith as she is to think her cullee could exist happily after death. Plexus Axilla - Her identity as One One One, or Onthri her work persona.

The Hungjury - "Justice is blind" Dlicti Secutu - That eating watermelon seeds makes them grow in your stomach.

Calixtus - Everything will be okay.

The Critical - Purple Supremacy Tirent Bawurz - probably also that.

Bucket Gemnat - Escapism, she indulges it a lot. The Pailborn - Also that. Bucket doesn't change much across dimensions.

Feralone - I have no idea Banyet Cleeaw - I have literally no idea

Oomani Cartor - Miketrap. the fnaf theory. its funny to him. The ShortOut - uh...

The Unstrung - ancient aliens Qadrum Tunead - conspiracy theories

Borrel Brunze - ??? The Bullkill - That its more peaceful to use a bolt-gun.

The Dittched - That their lusus was killed, that they didnt leave on purpose. ###### - ditto.

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yeah their blood is something like this swampy gray, getting more yellow with time

ferics has three major cullable mutations i can think of. the spinal deformation being a cuspblood and then also being a color transition

[trenchgardens-ooc-ooc-ooc-ooc]

twends? there was a trend while i was asleep