#DRA/SDRA2 angst

[i-cant-stop-fandoming-help]

Grief

Part 2 to Guilt

Sorry if ending is abrupt, it was already very long and I’m very tired.

Video used for quotes;  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6LxPHSGYX4Y&t=7967s Summary; Rei found the video of Teruya’s death, and decided to watch it to get answers.

Word count; 1849 Page count; 5 

TW for badly written emotional breakdowns. 

Whenever she was sad, Rei could always expect to have him by her side. For him to hold her and tell her that everything would be okay.

Rei could wake up from a nightmare and feel his arms wrapped around her, his face buried in her hair as he whispered sweet nothings to her. Promising her that he’d stick by her side and help her through her guilt.

Now he was dead. Teruya was dead because of Rei’s selfish desire to live. He was dead because Rei’s own incompetence prevented her from making two emergency codes fast enough. Rei was a fool.

When she looked through the files of the killing game, she found multiple videos- one being of Teruya. She knew she needed to watch it.

“...Uh, what? Where am I? I’m pretty sure I logged out…” Teruya’s voice was filled with confusion, and his eyes were wide in shock. 

Then his throat was grabbed.

Mikado Sannoji held Teruya up by his neck as his mask grinned. “Pleasure to see you again! Teruya.”

The green-haired man grabbed at Mikado’s hand, gritting his teeth and digging his nails into the sleeve. “Ugh!? M-Mikado.….. Sannoji……!!” 

“You arriving here means you’ve unlocked your reset code. And after all that, fufu… You still fell into my trap.” The wizard laughed his dastardly laugh, listening in glee at Teruya’s grunts.

“Da…… d…… Damn you……………..” Teruya spluttered out, skin growing lighter in color as his breathing was restrained.

“It’s still too early for you to die… Even though you’re already dead, there’s a possibility that it’d complicate things further if you actually died. I decide when you die.” Mikado spat, dropping Teruya and watching as the former merchant inhaled desperately.

“I decide when you die…” Rei muttered under her breath, shaking her head at the quote as she watched the video, trying to bite back her horror.

Teruya grunted and coughed, holding his head. He barely noticed as he was tied up, seemingly half conscious. “...W-What is this……!! Why have you tied me up!?”

“I must keep you quiet and here for now. Do not worry too much. I brought you some food.” The AI spoke nonchalantly, as if he didn’t nearly kill Teruya.

Rei skipped ahead in the video, she always did. She couldn’t bear to look at Teruya’s beaten up face for more than a few minutes. It hurt her- why?

“-ut your damn mouth! This isn’t the time for that… I should be in the real world, with Rei……” Teruya went slightly quieter at the end, eyebrows creased and eyes full of fear.

“He… Wanted to be with me? Ah… I’m overthinking it… He likely forgot to mention Kinjo… He… wanted to be by both of our sides, to prevent our fights… Yes, that’s right…” Midori glanced over at Rei as the ginger mumbled, soon turning back to her own work at seeing Rei wearing headphones and writing something down on a lined piece of paper.

“There we have a problem. If you disappeared from the virtual world, my firewall would disappear too.” Mikado’s mask donned an angry expression as he stared into Teruya’s eyes.

It took Rei a second to put the pieces together, but she figured it out. Why else would the firewall disappear when Teruya disappeared- he was the firewall. She figured she had this right, so she skipped past, once more.

“Iroha.” Teruya spoke, a firmness in his voice that one would hardly ever hear. Iroha screamed in response, jumping and scrambling away. “I’m not surprised but, are you really the last Void…?”

“Wh-wh-wh-wh-why are you talking to me……” she stammered out, clutching her sketchpad to her chest. 

“...Is Mikado trying to kill me?” Teruya whispered, staring at her blankly. There was dried blood below his mouth.

Rei paused once more, squeezing her eyes shut to hide tears. “Yes, you fool… He was trying to kill you…” She whispered to herself, clenching her pen even tighter.

“Eh!? N-No……….” Iroha seemed to know something, and she was horrid at hiding it.

“......Even a fool like me can tell. Mikado said if I die, things would be difficult for him. He’d expect I’d do something like this after hearing that… It’s all another lie.” Teruya’s voice had a sort of wisdom in it that one wouldn’t expect to hear from him, not after his behavior earlier in the game.

“No…” Rei whispered, one single tear dropping off her face and onto the paper she was writing on. The video was nearly over, she knew what was coming. The ginger didn’t want to believe it, didn’t want to believe he was dead.

Shadowy hands grabbed her shoulders, causing her to jolt but… No one was there. Midori had left for her lunch break, as had everyone else. Rei didn’t want to be alone at this moment, but she knew she had to finish watching the video.

“Yeah. He wants me to refuse to eat and starve myself to death.” His green eyes began to look at the rice on the floor, but not with hunger. He moved his one free hand slowly across the floor to it.

Iroha was too distracted to pay attention, trying to ignore his words. “Eeeek, I d-don’t know anything, la la!~” She said loudly, trying to speak over his voice.

“...Or is it reverse psychology? If me dying would really cause such a problem, why aren’t you forcing me to eat…? Why are you just standing there, watching me starve?...That’s the problem, I’m refusing to eat and you’re both acting like it’s according to plan.” 

What he said seemed to get through to Iroha, as she put her sketchbook down and didn’t try to speak over him. “A-And that’s weird… If he wanted to kill you, he could do it any time……” Nervousness coated her voice. “And if he wanted to starve you, he wouldn’t bring you meals like this…”

Rei wished she was by Teruya’s side when this had happened. To comfort him, tell him that she would get him to safety one way or another, to give him hope like he always did for her. But it was too late, no matter how much she wished it wasn’t.

Whispers filled the room as tears dripped down her skin and onto the sheet of paper below, narrowly missing the ink.

“...I think… The meals are insurance. You’ve poisoned the food, haven’t you…?” His hand had grabbed onto the chopsticks. He was going to do it.

“No, no… don’t do this to me…” Rei pleaded ever so silently, as if wishing she could change the past. She didn’t want to believe her only support- the only one she trusted, at least- was dead.

The voices were going to get to her.

“P-P-P-Poison……!? Y-You’re just overthinking!! It’s just rice!! Delicious rice!!” Iroha had raised her voice again, clutching her sketchbook once more.

Teruya had an almost sorrowful expression on his face as he fiddled with the chopsticks, lifting up a single grain of rice before putting it back down. “...If I’m weak in spirit, I’ll succumb to hunger and eat the food, and if I do that, I’ll die from the poison anyway. It doesn’t matter if I starve or get poisoned. Either way, it’s definitely a trap to kill me.”

“Don’t eat the food, you goddamn idiot…” Rei muttered, rubbing her eyes as she listened, barely able to see the screen through the blur of tears. 

The whispers were getting louder.

“It’s only natural when you think about it. If I’m alive, then nobody can go back to the real world. So what would you both do when this is all over, if you can’t leave? In the end, that bastard would end up killing me one day. And he’s trying to hide it by bringing me food.” Teruya said with a twinge of anger to his voice. 

Iroha squeaked in confusion at his words, putting her sketchbook to the side as her eyes widened ever so slightly. 

“That bastard. He said I’m already dead and that he decides when I die. I know what that means… He’s going to kill me, but it’s not time yet. He’s trying to predict when I’ll die by manipulating my actions.” His green eyes shone with determination as he rolled his wrist and neck, preparing for what he was going to do.

“...... T-That’s. I have no clue……….” Iroha tried to feign ignorance, but failed.

Teruya began to smirk, eyebrows creased. “But what if Mikado made a mistake in his plan?...What if he isn’t as smart as he thought? For example, if I stay alive, nobody can get out, and you can’t contact the outside… What if you’ve only focused on your front and not your back, and I eat the rice?”

A ‘rock’ formed in her throat as Rei choked back a sob. Midori had opened the door to get back to work, but saw the older woman’s state and immediately shut and locked the door. Rei needed privacy whilst she was in such a state.

“..........Huh? T-Teruya, you wouldn’t……….” Iroha gasped out, eyes wide in horror as the realization dawned upon her.

“.........I bet it’s really delicious. Bon appetit.” And with that, Teruya held the chopsticks as properly as he could and lifted up a few grains of rice.

“Eeeeeeeeeeeeeh!?!? W-What’re you doing?!?” Iroha nearly screamed in horror as she watched Teruya raise the rice to his mouth.

Rei took the headphones off, placing them on the desk as the video played on. Shadows seemed to roam around her, grappling her arms and squeezing her neck. Your fault. It’s all your fault, Rei Mekaru. You’re guilty for the deaths of so many.

She squeezed her arms, digging her nails into them through the sleeves of her white-to-brown jacket. Satsuki died because of her. Mikako died because of her. Teruya died because of her.

She was beginning to hyperventilate, and tears were flowing down non-stop as she let out soft pleas for the pain to stop and to be left alone from these thoughts. 

Rei began to feel light-headed, and moved to hold onto her chair for support. So much bottled-up sadness, letting itself out at just one thing- she was pathetic, wasn’t she. Truly pathetic.

When Rei began to try and calm her breathing, however, she heard something from the headphones, loud and clear;

“Yeah…… I should have done this in the ballroom……… Looks like I’ve grown up a bit…… I don’t know how much time I’ve given them by doing this, but…… I hope…… I helped them…… It’d be great……U….gh… I’ll……. Leave it all to you….. Rei…….. Tsurugi…………….. Ple…ase……” 

Teruya’s final words. Loud and interrupted by coughs repeatedly. Wishing for Rei and Tsurugi to win.

That was Rei’s final breaking point.

She closed the video through a blur of tears, pushing the paper aside numbly before holding her head in her hands and screaming, her sorrows embedded in each sound. It hurt, but so, so good.

Especially when she imagined the warm embrace of Teruya coming from the shadows that consumed her.

[ninjagirlstar5]

How much for you to drop the Teruya playlist

How about zero bucks for right now?

Honestly, this ask has been sitting here for a few days cause I only had eight songs on my list when you sent this and I decided to use this as an excuse to sit down and scour a bunch of other playlists I saved from friends and my personal random music playlist to see if there are other songs I could use. So the playlist got bumped up to 18 songs in total.

And also cause I wanted to draw a little album cover for Teruya. Here it is. ^^

Oops.

[teruyakisser]

Hey hey hey! welcome to my blog! You are free to call me Sylvie if you want or nothing at all!💚

This blog is only dra and sdra2, I kinda saw the lack of posts based on it so I wanted to write my own!💚💚

request rules are below the cut.

First things first, I can write for both games. DRA and SDRA2! I can write for all of the characters (Teruya my favorite to write lol), so don't hesitate to request any one! But if it's about Teruya, you need to specify which one you're talking about or I'll just randomly pick either of them to write.

What I am eligible to write:

ᰔᩚ Fluff

ᰔᩚ Angst

ᰔᩚ Yandere (Extreme detailed gore too!)

ᰔᩚ Mental disorders/disabilities

ᰔᩚ All genders, but the reader will remain gender neutral unless specified.

ᰔᩚ Headcanons (I'll be writing in bullet points anyways)

ᰔᩚ Romantic/Platonic

ᰔᩚ Child reader/sibling requests will always be platonic★

ᰔᩚ Incorrect quotes

What I am ineligible and will not write:

✘ P€d0ph!le

✘ Character x character

✘ !n€est

✘ ®Ap€

✘ Monocrow

✘ Matchups (I don't know how to do those stuff)

✘ N$FW (I don't know how to write that nor I am comfortable with it. The closest I can do is french kissing and that is it)

Oh! by the way, I can only do up to 5 characters maximum!

Please respect my boundaries and follow my rules when submitting your request in my inbox. And I hope you enjoy my writings💚🩵🩵

[laugtherhyena]

Me tossing my Teruya playlist at you: ANGST BE UPON YE-! (silly)

I love how seeing Two Birds has an immediate "oh no" reaction. It's really become The song for characters being forced apart due to one another's decisions, despite one trying to support the other unconditionally.

I see Teruya as that one character that's so loyal (to a fault) but he almost never gets rewarded for it in turn, especially in SDRA2 since he...well, fucking died cause he was put in the worse possible position thanks to getting screwed over by people he trusted (mostly on purpose by Kinjo). He's been trying his best since DRA's aftermath, desperate to do better as a person and as a friend, and this is what he gets in return. So I made the playlist to reflect his struggles, ones that I feel he kept to himself since he prioritizes Rei and Kinjo over his own feelings.

And yeah, Dear Old Dad....Teruya and Kojiro love each other so much, and yet! Things did not work out for them! And despite everything, Teruya keeps mementos of his father through his hat and scarf, and wears it every day and it just shows how much he loves him to this day and treasures his memory of his father and just-!! *lays down* This family makes me ill.

Also, Ayame 🤝 Teruya

Bottling their feelings up to not bother others and having The Moon Will Sing in their playlists.

(Btw, I did read about your thoughts on the Portuguese songs for Ayame's playlist! I just wasn't sure whether or not to reblog it cause I didn't have much to add beyond "AH, that makes sense!" and "Pain and suffering as we analyze characters we are So Normal about through songs.")

Lmao Two birds really is just the token angsty song of the internet, i see it and immediately know I'm up for some pain

Also dude have you ever realized we're like, equality insane, just fixated on different characters. That's crazy i think

[comfortabletogether]

HARUHIKO BEING THE “I love you song” FROM THE 25TH ANNUAL PUTNAM COUNTY SPELLING BEE IS SO REAL!!!!! Anyways, 💫 anon back with a silly idea

I was thinking about Kirby Star Allies and how they kiss to share health. Maybe the reader is trying to cheer up their crush while they’re sad and kisses them?

[For characters, feel free to choose any you want but if you need some characters, could you do Haruhiko, Yuki (sdra2) and Teryua (dra)? ]

Hello 💫 Anon! How are you doing? I’m so sorry I didn’t get to this quicker, I’ve been playing Stardew Vally for the past week, I’m trying to romance Abigail or Elliot. And it’s not going great.

So another apology since it’s 4am and i can’t read, i completely forgot about Teruya. But Yuki and Haruhiko’s were basically the chapter four angst pack.

Reminder my requests are CLOSED and I will be deleting any requests that have been sent in while they are closed. Thank you.

WARNING: SPOILERS; ANGST; HURT/COMFORT(?); UTSURO!YUKI (KINDA)

~ Mod Haruhiko ✈️

Haruhiko Kobashikawa

You were concerned, you were starving, you were in pain, you were suffering. You’d thought about killing— how easy it would be to grab a gun from the arsenal and shoot the short bastard. But Kinjo always being in the arsenal made you rethink. You didn’t want to provoke him.

You were dying, but so was everyone else. Mikako was still the same inside the ballroom. Akane was the same as well but you could see her sweet demeanor cracking by the day. And Haruhiko, he was trying to act as typically but he was guilty and clearly cracking as well.

While he would rant to you or to anyone who asked about the vintage guns and how they came into place in their respective histories to anyone who listened. Haruhiko had been one of the food thieves and he had even shared a few scraps with you. 

“S/O.” Haruhiko’s face was out of the ordinary. The emotion conveyed on it was one of lamentation. His voice was shaking, this wasn’t the confident act that Haru had been putting on for the past while— this was the scared teenage boy who blamed himself for killing Kyoka.

He was also gripping something in his pocket.

“I’m so sorry, S/O. This is all my fault, if I hadn’t been stealing the food, if I hadn’t ate so much food in the beginning, if I was as smart as Kinjo— or Mekaru.” Haruhiko went on. The frown on his face was imminent. You were in your private room.

Your words wouldn’t likely convince him. But you had an idea to cheer the pervert up even slightly— something was better than nothing. You cupped his cheek and placed a small peck on the corner of his lips. It was supposed to go on his lips but you were so shaky from hungry you hadn’t kissed him properly. You swore internally that you would someday.

“This may seem hard for you Haru, but you aren’t the problem, not in Maki-Higa’s case, not in the ballroom and especially not with your parents.“

“Y-you saw it too?” Haruhiko eye’s glittered. His lips parted and he had a blush on his face as if he was astounded by the mere kiss.

“Saw what?”

Yuki Maeda 

Pacing in the frigid cold, endlessly scanning over the books that was only stuffed with random nonsensical gibberish. That’s what Yuki had been doing a few days prior. Half of you vaguely wished you were still stuck in the conference room. Maybe then he wouldn’t have died and Yuki wouldn’t have been so… strange.

 Yuki had been shell shocked moments prior at the revelation of Shinji being dead. Shaking like he had done something wrong but now… he was having the complete opposite of an emotional break.

“Yuki…”

“…” No response.

“Yuki Maeda..?” You called out him to once again. 

This time Yuki had shifted his body to slightly face you, his dull brown were glaring at you and it was utter juxtaposition in the fact that his freckled cheeks were still had tear stains on them.

“Yuki, I can’t convince you that it’ll be okay. But I believe in us, alright? We have lost Shinji but we still have Sora, Nikei, Yoruko and you always have me. I’ll always be here for you. And I know I can’t make it better but I’m here for you.” You tried to comfort the best you could and leaned in and pressed a kiss on his forehead.

“…” Yuki didn’t say anything but he stared. Gears were churning behind his brown eyes. Ones that looked so full of sorrow and despair. Moments later Yuki shell shocked attitude had hit him once again in full force. Tears were coming from his eyes again.

You weren’t sure if it was the best thing to do but alas, you pulled Yuki closer to your figure. Tracing names of place and phases of the moon into his back. And he held you back so much tighter. Trying so hard to decipher whether or not you were really there.

“Please— don’t… please don’t die.” Yuki sobbed.

[oh-god-its-this-thing]

Nice to see that there's more people why want to put a baby inside that man(<DRA Utsuro).

Jokes aside, I really like the concept of transmasc Utsuro (Like, we barely know shit about him. He could be trans and nobody would know it) and I'm pretty bummed out that there's barely any content about it.

NO FR. I see another person on AO3 who does write transmasc Utsuro, and I love their work, but they mainly write utsukane stuff. While obviously I don’t judge, utsukane isn’t my general forte. Still love their work! I always see trans Yamato, like, all the time. But I never see shit about trans Utsuro. Imagine, wouldn’t it make more sense???

Like, yea he has divine luck and all, but…like many things, there is a price. I like to think that the price is huge gender dysphoria, feeling as if he is in the wrong body. It gets worse for him in places like with Sora in the one ending of SDRA2; like that of a curse.

I believe the reason I love this idea so much is simply because I relate to Utsuro on a personal level. I’ve always had good luck with a bunch of shit, to a point where classmates have exploited me for it. Now that I think on it, I guess it’s just 90% projection mixed with angst of “Utsuro would want to keep the baby because he knows how much damage pregnancy can do to the human body.”, also somewhat stole that part from the author I talked of earlier.

Anyways, I should draw some Utsuro mpreg one of these days, maybe with some mild twist of angst. Who knows.

[danganronpafan777]

I’m going to rant about the side story a bit cause I have no where else to rant about it

(Spoilers for dra and sdra2 omake 2 obv)

Ugh that Side Story hurt. Like genuinely hurt me.

Rei just straight up saying “The Rei Mekaru of the 79th class of Hope’s Peak Academy also died along with Teruya Otori.” Did a blow on me man, I haven’t stopped thinking about it since I read the side story

You can really see how much Rei’s grown here

Ironically, maybe it’s cause she’s talking to Tsurugi or is under influence, but I actually really see and recognize the Rei I remember in this scene unlike with how unrecognizable she was in the actual game. Now she’s disconnecting herself from the past because god she did not deserve to experience any of that - none of the dra students did

And then we have Tsurugi- for once I actually sympathize with him here (love hate relationship yknow-). It really opened my eyes to see that the Tsurugi Kinjo of the 79th class was… really not dead. It surprises me he still has that side of himself especially with all the in dislikable crap he did during sdra2 - but that’s what I’m talking about when I say Tsurugi should’ve been smart enough to rethink his actions between the years and I guess seeing the side story confirms that he DID think about them. And that really opened my eyes to his character - I mean of course I never doubted he was the best written character but the side story definitely made me like how his character was written even more.

And ugh seeing Rei in that state hurt me so so badly - she has every right to be upset and feel the need to drink if she wants to but ahdjs it brought my heart to agony like, I usually love angst but for some reason Rei in this side story just makes me really sad and not be able to get out of my head for literally an entire day. I just want to give her a gigantic hug. God Linuj why is this the first thing you post after half a year 😭

I absolutely agree with everything

This reminds me of why I write fanfiction, cuz literally everyone deserves better, (reader included-)

It’s surprising to see that Rei was wrong about the Kinjo of 79th class being dead, he was just buried deep down. Tsurugi silently screaming was just… wow. He just needs someone to vent to…

*insert pic of Tsurugi reading All My Friends Are Dead*

I want to hug them both sm

I’m mad that Teruya always thought he was a burden but never knew how important he was to keeping the Kisaragi Foundation together

Rei went from calling Teruya a dumbass in DRA to being loyal to him even after his death

Both Rei and Tsurugi are so well written, and Rei being angry because she knows Teruya wouldn’t be mad at them even knowing what they did (and he dedicated his last moments to tell them not to feel guilty) broke me

Seeing their guilt and Tsurugi’s dilemma really humanizes and brings the characters to life

I don’t really know why, but Rei denouncing herself, saying class 79 is dead just struck a chord, along with her telling Tsurugi, “If I hadn’t done this,” (Refering to her getting drunk) “I’d have actually killed you.”

The whole freaking story was heartbreaking

I’m kinda scared to see what event is being foretold that will completely changed the foundation…

LINUJ HOW THE HELL COULD THIS GET WORSE??

[modstarfell]

Would you like a random angst prompt. Any dra/sdra2 (or drdt) character or ship.

If you're asking me for a writing prompt sure? i dont really mind anyone i write regardless of muse as long as i got the motivation for it. Sorry, I'm just not really sure what the ask meant outside of the first section :<

[lotusflowersimagines]

Intro Post + Rules/Info

Hello, I'm Lotus! I use He/Him pronouns. I've been kinda obsessed with fanganronpas these past few years, so I decided to finally make a writing blog- thats the long n short of it.

My inbox is always open! So if you have questions, ideas, or maybe you just wanna chat; i'll be here. On that note- I have a very odd tone to speak in, and I do tend to misread tone sometimes. For this reason I will be making use of tone indicators, if you're not familiar with them, you can learn a bit about them here, but you don't need to use them if you don't want to!

Fanganronpa's I write for:

Danganronpa Another Despair Academy Super Danganronpa Another 2 Danganronpa Despair Time Danganronpa Blowback

NOTICE: I write for all characters in the fangames mentioned! Go wild! That being said, only 8 characters per request. Feel free to send the same request with different characters but I can't promise when i'll get to it.

WILL DO:

Headcanons Character X Reader Character X Character Oneshots/Minifics (MAX 4 characters only if x reader, MAX 1 ship per char x char) AU stuff (explain the au, specify what you want with it etc!) Angst, Fluff, Comfort Slightly Suggestive (but NO nsfw or inherently s/xual content.) G/N, Fem, and Male reader Sibling content

WON'T DO:

NSFW Cross-Game ships Inc-stuous ships (disgusting.) P-dophilia (also disgusting.) Yandere content Detailed Gore

NOTICE: I will refuse character x character requests if it's a ship I find uncomfortable to write for, or if I just don't know how to write it, but don't be shy in requesting your rarepairs! No shame here.

Other Notes and info: For SDRA2 characters, I write them all as Class 79-B, Teruya not included. (DRA chars being Class 79-A) DRBB characters are Class 78-B, DRDT is class 77-B

(More will be added in the future, until now I think this is good, I don't expect you to remember all the rules, but I do ask you to follow them as best you can- thank you.)

[idiotwhowritesshipstuff]

🐒 anon again! I got an angst request if you can consider it that. With Yandere Akane(dra), and Kanade(sdra2), and if you couldn’t guess by now I love them both❤️ With a Fem! Reader who runs after their best friend when their best friend was the blackened. Basically like the Peko/Fuyuhiko whole execution and reader dies. (Readers best friend can be dead/alive. But after what Kanade/Akane saw they might as well be dead lmao)

Hmmmm I think I'm gonna reject this request as I'm not too fond of yandere scenarios where the reader dies (I shouldve stated this in my rules lol sorry). I'm down for this kind of scenario with non yandere though thats my bread and butter

If you want my general thoughts for what they would do I believe Kanade would hold the reader back from even trying to but if you managed to slip past her, she would kill the reader's best friend then herself as its been stated by Linuj if she outlived Hibiki she would kill herself.

Akane would react similarly to how she responded to Ayame's death as she would also try to stop you and when she fails she'll fall apart. Unlike Kanade she would have no desire to kill your best friend but she will be unfathomably jealous that you chose them over your very life. If you lived she may have killed them but with you dead she'll be left broken for a few days before ending herself.

Quite dark honestly

[tired-writer-in-progress]

Hello! I saw you write for Tsurugi, and it was really good! I was wondering if I could request Tsurugi x yuki (from another despair academy)? Just headcanons is fine, or just ur general thoughts on the ship.

Hope you have a good day!

Oh boy, I don't have the energy for hcs because I'm tired from the manga con, so I will just give my opinion.

I don't really have anything against the ship, really, but I've seen some people pushing it towards others as it being a superior ship than most. Same with YukiKane. I've had some comments in one of my dra/sdra2 AUs about how I should stop writing [INSERT THE TSURUGI SHIP HERE] and instead make this story KinjoMae. And I'm just sitting here like 'Mate. It's an AU'. I just delete those comments anyways.

My thoughts it's that it seems like the typical 'I can fix him' trope but it's not at the same time? It's like 'I don't give a shit about your shitty self, we're gonna get through this together', they kind of remind me of Acevi from drdt, but I don't like it as much as Acevi. Mostly because Acevi has more apeal to me and because they have much more sexual tension and I'm almost 90% sure Levi is the killer of ch2 and the angst potential is REAL-

Other than that, I'd give it a 6 or 7 out of 10, I can get behind it. However, I still like YukiKane more than KinjoMae because I find their dynamic cuter.

Also I found very satisfying sdra2 Yuki telling Tsurugi off, sue me.

[i-cant-stop-fandoming-help]

Guilt

Sources for the quotes and scenes and shit; 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hBHa7neJWfk&t=7s

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3wRMoYdcxAQ&t=22059s

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YlCcfNHF3JQ&t=516s

Most of the things from Rei’s perspective regarding Mikako’s death are just me writing in how I feel her emotions are.

This isn’t written as a Rei x Mikako fic- Rei x Mikako is a ship I don’t exactly care for, and it makes me somewhat uncomfy due to personal experiences. This is Rei’s perspective in chapter 6 of SDRA2, remembering what happened in chapters 5 and 6 of DRA.

based on a conversation with steamoctowrites, surrounding Rei’s character development and her emotions. (Thanks for getting my brain running! God I am half asleep but this was 3 pages long on google docs)

Spoilers for Chapters 5 and 6 of DRA, and chapter 6 of SDRA2. 

sorry if it ended abrubtly, I had no idea how to end it and didn’t want to put in the full trials.

Realization hit Rei, memories racing through her head.

Kokoro Kurokawa… Was she the mother of Mikako? Was Mikako the base of Mikado Sannoji’s alter ego?

Murmuring under her breath, barely paying attention to the AI as she remembered the feeling of warm blood soaking her clothes. “Kokoro Kurokawa…… could it be…… Mikako…… No way……”

“Fufu… Finally, a response. This must be a familiar name for Tsurugi and Rei here. As you might have expected… Yes, your classmate Kokoro is the mother of Mikako Kurokawa.” The glitched ego had a shit-eating grin on his face, red eyes staring directly at her and Tsurugi.

Bloodied beads rolled across the floor as a black mop of hair rested on her shoulder. 

“W-What!? Tsurugi, did you know anything about this!?” the ginger spat softly in shock- the surprised expression on the foundation leader’s face gave Rei her answer. “...... Is that a no?”

Tsurugi glared at a gray and greasy haired participant, eyes narrowed in restrained fury. “...... Oi, Syobai Hashimoto.”

The criminal lazily glanced back at him, annoyance in his gray eyes. “...What?”

Whispering in her ears- weak and sad. “..........Meka…….ru………”

“Why was I not informed? Giving me all the information was part of our contract. Did you hide this? Or just not know?” Venom laced Tsurugi’s voice, the python in human’s skin trying to bite Syobai.

Syobai reached and began to clean his ear with his pinky, ignoring everyone else’s wrinkled noses. “Director… I don’t even know everything about Mikado in the first place. I didn’t bother to find out anything that wasn’t related to our deal. I got no clue about that Kokoro girl’s past.”

Shaking. Rei Mekaru was shaking. “.......I have to…….. Tell you……. About it…….. The….. mastermind….. Has…… been….. With…. Us…… in……. All……our…. Events………. That’s…… they key….” Mikako’s final words echoed in Rei’s head. All this time, she thought Mikako was doing nothing. That Mikako was the mastermind. But Mikako knew more than any of them, and was dead because of it. 

Rei pushed herself to speak- she had let Mikako’s mother die, hadn’t she?. “Mikako’s mother…… was involved with Mikado Sannoji? It’s got to be a coincidence, right?”

Rei couldn’t move. Mikako’s corpse wasn’t heavy, but the guilt on Rei’s consciousness was.

“.....Mikako-chan….?” Akane spoke up, fear shadowed on her face.

Rei’s mouth moved on it’s own, the ginger almost unaware of her own words. “This girl……… has died.”

With the movement, Mikako’s empty corpse slipped off of Rei and onto the ground, lifeless black eyes staring up and accusingly at Rei. I died because of you.

Ah, that’s right. Rei was in… another trial. She had ignored what everyone else had said in her grief. 

Now, Akane Taira was speaking. “Wait, Mikado… experimental data on her daughter? Tell me more about that. It’s the first time I’ve heard anything about it.”

Was Mikako experimented on, too? Surely she wasn’t. Surely it was a cruel joke- This must be a nightmare. Teruya was still alive, he must be. He must be holding her and-

She couldn’t push it away. Teruya was dead. Mikako was experimented on. 

Yoruko was speaking now, resting her cheek against a fist. “All Monocrow said was that she had a daughter and that she was missing. And about an experiment… What happened?”

Mikado was beginning to speak again, but Rei zoned out again.

“Eh? Of course, the culprit is Monokuma.” The way that Akane said that so matter-of-factly made Rei’s blood boil. Mikako had died for no reason? 

Monokuma killed Yamato Kisaragi, and then put on a class trial for no reason. Just so Mikako and Yamato would die. Akane Taira, Monokuma… Those bastards.

“...They were experiments on primitive emotions.” Mikado finished. Rei glanced up, looking for a hint of humor in the AI’s unfeeling eyes. None. 

Did Kokoro deserve her death? Would Mikako be happy with it? Ah- Rei’s thoughts were distracting her. Yuki Maeda had finished speaking, and now the Alter Ego was piping up again.

“She was pregnant with a girl, and immediately after it’s birth, locked her away and studied her emotions from her lab.” Mikado wore a serious look on his hideous face, and nearly everyone else clenched their jaws and widened their eyes in shock.

Mikako had gone through such a thing?

“.....W-Why would she…..?” Yoruko began, only to get interrupted by the artist.

“EHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!? Pregnancy!? Babies!? Experiments on children!? Is that legal!?” Iroha Nijue shouted, holding her sketchbook close to her chest.

Mikado’s face was blank, as if unphased by the sound. “During this, she connected an electrical device to the girl’s brain to obtain emotional details from it… However, her partner escaped and took their daughter called Mikako… And from that moment, until Mikako’s death, everything she experienced was stored on Kokoro’s computer.”

Mikako was taken in by the Kisaragi’s, wasn’t she? What happened to the parent who had freed her? 

Although she felt horrible at the thought, Rei would have to get hold of this data to fill in the gaps of her own memory, as well as update the sheet on Mikako. 

And make sure that she could properly apologize to her for letting her mother die.

[ninjagirlstar5]

A father and his only son.

[ao3feed-danganronpa]

The Mac N Cheese Fic (Full Collection)

read it on the AO3 at https://ift.tt/A2eX3Kr

by kur0k4w4_M1k4k0

Haruhiko is forcefed mac n cheese. How does it play out? (nothing sexual its just crack. man)

Words: 1364, Chapters: 2/2, Language: English

Series: Part 9 of DRA/SDRA2 ship ficlets

Fandoms: sdra2 - Fandom, Super Danganronpa Another 2 - Fandom

Rating: Teen And Up Audiences

Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply

Categories: F/M

Characters: Rei Mekaru, Haruhiko Kobashikawa, Teruya Otori, Satsuki Iranami, Kiyoka Maki, Kakeru Yamaguchi, Kanata Inori

Relationships: Rei Mekaru/Haruhiko Kobashikawa, Mekaru Rei/Kobashikawa Haruhiko, Mac n cheese/Haruhiko Kobashikawa, Mac n Cheese/Kobashikawa Haruhiko, Kakeru Yamaguchi/Kanata Inori, Yamaguchi Kakeru/Inori Kanata

Additional Tags: Mac N cheese becomes a person somehow, i get teased for the original constantly, crackfic treated seriously? IG?, harucheese real, Divorce, Romance, Dont fuck with us reihiko shippers- its really just me but i will write angst of them just you wait, i love shipping rei with idiots, also my fankids show up because FFFFFFUCK YOU, sdra2, dra/sdra2

read it on the AO3 at https://ift.tt/A2eX3Kr

[catgirl-catboy]

Okay my brain went into brain freeze mode when I think about it

Since we agree Tsurugi is the actual mc in this story, what about Tsurugi and his relationships as homestuck quadrant- Like do you have hcs for that?

Listen, no matter who you ship him with his feelings will turn black at somewhat random intervals whenever the very idea of someone else committing a crime comes up.

I like Yuki being the auspistice between Kinjo and ANYONE, just because of the good moments they had in chapter two. How he basically 🥺ed Kinjo into behaving reasonably to those that were not in the group before the BDA. It's not perfect, but I like the concept.

Tsurigi and Akane are always an interesting duo, since in the end he used the wrong formula to get the correct answer with her. He looked at her one redeeming moment and called her evil for it, despite it being what saved them in the end. Thats fucked up. They are in all of the quadrants at once, somehow. I love Teruya and Kinjo, despite most of their interesting interactions being offscreen. He was too busy having a crisis of morality in chapter four to go all "Criminal!" over him stealing the food. Which, you think he would be pissy about later. Also, SDRA2 Teruya trying so desperately to pretend to be Tsurugi... Why would you do that to yourself. I wish Kokoro was still alive then because she'd have a field day. I almost feel like Teruya has a pale crush on him, but we don't get enough of Kinjos thoughts on him.

They've never interacted, but I feel like he and Kanade have major potential. Kanade seems to gain a healthy respect for whoever catches her in her crimes, and was only rude to Sora because she was spiteful and confused by her SHSL plot armor. I feel like if DRA!Tsurugi had a hand in solving that case, the dynamic between him and the twins would be fascinating. Hibiki's mere existence causes him to question his sense of justice, because while Hibiki isn't a good person, she also had no free will in the murder she committed.

I also feel like he'd have interesting interactions with Gundam, just because of the morality of his murder case. Whatever he may think in that scenario he'd immediately stomp out when he realizes the big Dr2 twist. Hell, this is the one scenario I'd tolerate the brainwashing twist, because imagine Tsurugi's angst in that situation.

I don't think he and Kinji knew each other well enough pre-murder to be in a quadrant, especially on Kinji's end. Thats the tragedy of it.

[jaydangan]

i act like my self insert is a character so i imagine a popular dangan ytber making an analysis of nyx and those sdra2/dra gacha club reaction videos react to nyx angst or analysis (i have no idea what im doing)

OMG I FEEL YOU I IMAGINE THIS TOO 😭