#DISCLAIMER this is just a headcanon
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I am gonna make an Headcanon regarding Only Friends to cope with the fact that I will not have Khao and Neo make out in that show and I am sad about it!(like this is the second time this year that I have been robbed! first Earth and Khao in MLC and then Neo amd Khao in OF! Aof and Jojo I am disappointed! why can't I have my EarthKhao and NeoKhao! I want at least Khao and Book make out even as a revenge kiss or a rebound kiss to Top and/or San cuz if I am gonna get SanTop or NickSan at some point I also want RayMew!) So bear with me!
Ok so Boston and Ray! my HC is set before university when they were still in highschool, like 1st or 2nd year when they are still fairly yung and inexperienced, it is summertime Mew is away with his family for a trip(We know shit about their families and the only one we have context to is Ray cuz we know he is welthy so maybe with the show this will make no sense, I also think Ray could have a sister? in case in this she is older in Uni and is living alone in a flat not with Ray) and Rays ones are away for a business trip for a couple of weeks so they decide to spend tine at his house cuz it's bigger has a pool and they can do what they want cuz nobody is there, so they spend the days splashing in the pool eating junk food and watching TV, so one day they are watching a movie and it's a romcon and as the leads kiss Boston asks Ray if he ever kissed anybody and he says yes he kissed a couple of girls(for now I identify all the boys as gay cuz we only see them attracted to guys so in this hc they are realizing they both like guys and are not attracted to girls) but he didn't like it and Boston says that he as well kissed a girl he was dating in middle school but he didn't like it so they look at eachother and Ray asks if kissing boys would be different, so Boston suggest they try with eachother to try it out so they do and it works a lot more than with a girl even tho it's a bit akward and messy but they both liked it better, so they finish the movie keep hanging out like always and then B goes home.
A couple of days pass and they are still at Rays house, his parents wuold be back in 4 days so they decide to make them count, so Ray asks Boston if he wants to sleep there for the 3 nights he would love to but has to asks his parents for permission and they say yes, so the first night they decide to stay up late cuz of course they do! they are teenagers after all, they watch tv and late at night they stumble upon an R rated movie and decide to watch it, tho they are not really invested in it considering it is a straight couple and both boys are pretty certain they are gay, so Ray suggest for them to look up some movie with 2 male leads on his PC, they go in Rays room and look for a movie or a show with more explicit scenes(this in my head is set in 2016 so still no explicit thai bl have aired yet and Sotus still has to air cuz its july and it came out on september)
they find one and start to watch it and it is immediatly clear that they are a lot more interested, watching the leads interact and kiss and be together, they are not used to see this kind of representation and even in school the more out people are saw in a bad way and even bullied, so they watch engrossed the movie when suddently Boston asks Ray if he's ever done it, it took Ray a moment to understands and then he says that he never did it with neither girl or boy, so has Boston he only ever get to kissing, so he propose they do the same as with the kiss but with sex and to be each other firsts so that way if they ever got a boyfriend they would be more experienced and appear in a better way, "you know more cool"
Ray is a bit taken aback cuz this isn't just kissing his friend is talking about it's sex and even tho they wouldn't be able to do a lot on that first night it is still crossing an undrawn line that is still very present, but he also is very curious especially considering that he had this kind of thoughts for a long time and he never acted upon them because of societal pressure and the heteronormarivity still very present around him, and honestly Boston is a very cute guy and doing it with him would be no problem Ray believes
So he agrees and that first night they reserch a bit on gay sex together and decide they will go for only getting eachother off for now as they are still awquard and shy over it
they don't do much those 3 days just kissing and a bit of handjobs, then Rays parents get back and they ang out less at Rays house and more outside, and with sleepover be it at Rays ot Bostons they don't do much for fear of theire parents
so one weekend Rays parents have a small trip to make to assest some legal business on the same location of their business trip, and the boys decide to use the opportunity to practice what they have been learning over the weeks, they also have less time cuz Mew would be back soon and they want to get it over before their friend is back cuz otherwise they would have to excude him and make him feel not wanted
So that weekend they do a lot more and it is awquard and messy but they both feel like rockstars like they conquered mount Everest, this is what they want who they are! and they are not gonna be anyone else from then on, this was the first time they did it together but it wouldn't be the last, cuz they decide to keep practicing together to be better and cuz they really liked having sex even if it was a bit messy
When Mew is back they decide not to tell him cuz they are sure he would surely believe that Boston and Ray had some sort of relationship or have feelings for eachother cuz they know Mew is a romantic that loves the idea of love itself and of relationships amd casual sex would probably be the farthest thing from that!
cuz after all what the boys had did not involve feelings at all, they just liked doing it together neither started having a crush and what it was time to stop they did no question asked, they kept it up for the summer then come the school year they only did it for a handfull of times then got back a bit more in summer next year and kept like that untile the last year of highschool, then they webt on a summer trip before uni and met a couple of guys each and decided to stop cuz they started their agreement for this! being able to be with people and have more experience and it worked, so they remained friends and stayed friends until the last year of university... then a lot happened but that is for the show to tell not me cuz that is Jojo story and this is just a little something that I was thinking about for a wile now and wanted to word it out
thank you for those that took their time to read this, I know it's probably trash and when the show airs will probably make no sense, but hey this is what stories are for expressing our heart out unapolojetically even if it doesn't allign with canon and a lot of the time screw canon give me fanon all the way
thanks again and see you when the show start filming and then when it airs for the mess it will be! I am so exited!
#only friends#only friends the series#thai bl#thai drama#khaotung thanawat#neo trai#book kasidet#first kanaphan#force jiratchapong#mark pakin#bl drama#gmmtv#firstkhao#forcebook#neomark#thai ql#ql drama#put all this tags cuz why not#DISCLAIMER this is just a headcanon#As I said I did it cuz I love Neo and Khaos chemistry on screen and am sad I will not have them be romantically or sexually involved#I didn't make this to disrespect the show or Jojo!#I love Jojo and am VERY exited for the series!#So if you want to read a little something regarding teenage Boston and Ray exploring their sexualities feel free to!#Another Disclaimer: this is probaly shitty writing cuz I did it in a couple of hours with no rereading#so it's probably trash I WORNED YOU!#If you are still interested be my guest!#I am gonna go hiding in my little corner by!
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CROWLEY SSR THOUGHTS
there is zero basis for this, but I can't get this thought of my head
I don't know why I decided to draw it this way
#art#twisted wonderland#twisted wonderland spoilers#twisted wonderland episode 7 spoilers#twisted wonderland book 7 spoilers#(these will be relevant in a moment)#this isn't going to happen. but WHAT IF.#anyway i didn't get him (damnit birdman come home) so i had to look up his story#and let me tell you friends my findings were SHOCKING#crowley canonically likes vegetables which means that the crowley is revaan theory = BUSTED#crowley is sailor venus = CONFIRMED#(i know 'whip of love' is a saying but that's where my mind always goes)#DISCLAIMER: this is (mostly) a joke please continue to hold whatever theories and headcanons you want#but look. c'mon. look over here at this whiteboard i've covered in red yarn.#revaan being a picky eater has come up multiple times and there is an entire whole bit about how much he hated jerky and refused to eat it#and now they've made a point of talking about how crowley will eat almost anything and loOoOoves wild game meat especially#it's SO stupid but i can't help but read way too much into it#(this is tumblr if you don't want to see incredibly stupid overanalysis of anime guys then why are you HERE)#and i gotta hold on to something because otherwise whenever malleus and crowley are onscreen together i just keep going 'same hair color...#unless this is like. some kind of deep cover thing.#lilia doesn't recognize him because he saw him eat a green bean once and revaan would NEVER#crowley's secret is safe for another day#(serious hat on: i do think they're probably connected in some way)#(but there's something deeper going on that we're just not clued into yet that will hopefully explain things)#man forget revaan what if crowley whips off his mask and it turns out he was meleanor this whole time#wait hold on meleanor loves jerky. IT ALL FITS...
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A belief in Nominative Determinsim
#mira & isa sitting at the other side of the room: oh that cannot be a healthy rationalisation. someone should deconstruct that QUICKLY...#change's strongest soldiers VERSUS one guy echo chambering themselves about a susperstition-based retributive model of the world. GO!!!#isat spoilers#isat#isat fanart#isat siffrin#isat loop#sifloop#sloops#in stars and time#in stars and time fanart#lucabyteart#hey look now. this is softer than usual isnt it? ignore the. ignore the subtle damnation of blame unto the self. its fine. theyre fine#this is in fact a slight adaptation of that headcanon of mine i linked! yep! turns out the way to comic-ise it was to. make it like#90% speech bubble and get kinda weird with the formatting. it's clunky and experimental but hey. im experimenting.#the next ones gonna have even more fucking speech bubbles if it goes how im planning. christ#then its gonna get followed up with something wordless so. all things in perfect balance.#DISCLAIMER: i like to write loop and siffrin displaying the maybe not so great logic-holes their seeming fear of 'retribution for not#sticking to (the script) what the universe intends for them' entails. i do not agree with their weird philosophising.#i in fact think this is . bad for them. and am exploring how fucking unhealthy their mindset seems to be even when 'mundane'#OCD siffrin real as hell whats with the doing arbitrary actions in specific ways lest Something Nebulously Bad Happen little dude?#anyway if you caught the extremely blunt symbolism of kissing a hand with a knife in it you win a prize! it's called self-satisfaction 🎉🎉#hmm. do people realise i kept calling this type of back and forth between siffrin and loop a socratic dialogue bc socrates was also just#arguing with himself? like he was just making up the other guys. complete thought experiment. i also call them that because theyre WORDY!!!
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a non-comprehensive guide to my favourite characters in claymore, the best manga you've never read (more under the cut)
don't know what I'm talking about? here's a crashcourse.
#disclaimer: 60% of the added detail is under the cut is my own personal headcanon but im also just correct#anyway#blatantly copying my best friend's template for when they did it for their favourite niche media#its so fun to make art for stuff not that many people know about. im free from the shackles of expecting an audience#this is just for me#also. one of these things is not like the other. hi dauf#“why didnt you draw rigardo too” because i just dont find him that interesting :/ sorry dude#killer performance at pieta! still the most underwhelming member of the first generation#hm....what else#im surprised at how claymore never experienced a resurgence in popularity. in a perfect world this shit does numbers on sapphic tumblr#but oh well#its been 10 years but im still here#i will singlehandedly bring about the claymore renaissance if i have to#okay time for general tags >#claymore#norihiro yagi#manga#teresa of the faint smile#clare claymore#irene claymore#quicksword irene#miria claymore#phantom miria#helen claymore#deneve claymore#ophelia claymore#rippling ophelia#jean claymore#drillsword jean#god eye galatea
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happy pride! now if you’ll excuse me
#tango tek#tangotek#not tango#tango posting#hermitcraft#<- sort of. i say it’s allowed#hm#yeah#thatll do i think#pride month#aroace#disclaimer i’m not headcanoning im just being funny but you guys all know that#happy pride everyone :]
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It makes me sooo sad when people make a cute/happy/familial/ship/fandomy creepypasta post and they feel the need to be like “but I get it’s totally unrealistic like it could never be canon like I know they’re actually heartless and would kill eachother but I just like when they’re happy ik it’s cringe stupid fanon though” YOU DESERVE TO MAKE A HAPPY OR SILLY OR CUTE POST WITHOUT REPRIMANDING YOURSELF FOR ENJOYING THE FICTIONAL CHARACTERS YOUVE PROBABLY LOVED SINCE CHILDHOOD!!!! YOU SHOULDNT HAVE TO DEFEND YOUR INTEREST IN LIGHTHEARTED FLUFFY CONTENT!!! IT IS A BEAUTIFUL THING TO CONSUME POSITIVE CONTENT!!! YOU DO NOT HAVE TO CONSUME HARDCORE EDGY CRUEL GRUESOME CONTENT IF ITS NOT YOUR PREFERENCE!!!! Please. We all want you to be happy. Whether you enjoy fandom-style content or dark serious horror.
#chatterbox#I just hate when people sorta put themselves down for anything but ESPECIALLY something like this. focusing on joy is so good for you#and ofc im not saying horror content is bad cuz I love it too and I think it totally should be explored and enjoyed#serious psychology and realism and scary shit is badass#also I won’t pretend I’m not guilty of this either HAHA I’m always leaving disclaimers when I’m being overly fluffy or headcanoning a lot#I get how it feels to need to defend the things u enjoy even when they’re harmless
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have some old gays for pride month !! 🤲
#DISCLAIMER: i don't headcanon price to be trans or nikolai to be aro/ace; they're just wearing it because yaaayyy trans pride aro/ace pride!#however i do headcanon price to be gay and nik to be pan <3#also he put his earrings back in WOOOO :]]#art#cod#artists on tumblr#illustration#call of duty#wrylu#lu's canvas#nikprice#john price#artblr#codblr#nikolai x price#price x nikolai#price cod#cod price#nikolai cod#cod nikolai#captain john price#captain price#call of duty modern warfare#mw#cod mw#call of duty mw#doodle#doodles#pride month#lbgtqia
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I like to think that Neytiri made this for him and he’s been wearing it ever since
alternatively, he made it himself but continues to wear it because it reminds him of when he falling in love with her
either way the point is: he’s been wearing the same dinky little stones for 15 years because he loves his wife uwu
#(obligatory disclaimer that this is just headcanon; there’s no real evidence for it)#(just a cute possibility)#avatar#avatar 2#jake sully#neytiri#jeytiri
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i wish folks could better appreciate that fic, headcanons, etc don’t necessarily have to come from a place of “this thing i am saying about this character is Factual and all of fandom should accept it as The Truth” and can instead be from a place of “this is the way i choose to interpret this character/media because that is how i personally best enjoy them”
#this is not directed at anything specific and is mostly residue left over from my negative experiences in larger fandom#but whenever i talk meta and headcanons i get this anxious drive to add 500 disclaimers#bc there ARE corners of every fandom who will treat fanon like it needs to be accepted by the fandom or the canon at large to be 'valid'#like everything has to be rooted in arbitrary 'universal' truths about the character/media#it doesn't!!!#we're all just here having fun#play with your dollies in peace#i have headcanons and fic that contradict each other!#sometimes i bend my own stricter view of canon to have fun with a concept#it's just messy sandbox play
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STOBIN APPRECIATION WEEK ↳ Day 6: Headcanons
#disclaimer: robin being a lesbian is not a headcanon that's fully canon <3 i just wanted them to match#stobinweek2023#strangerthingsedit#stedit#stranger things#userbru#tuserdee#userrachel#userjacko#tuserzoe#userspree#robin buckley#steve harrington#steve x robin#stobin#*#idk it's patches bc of their jackets...... i thought it was neat
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woaa could i order some uhhhh russia, turkey, america, and england with a gn!reader who's a lightweight w alcohol and gets real sappy, more affectionate n touchy ykwim? thank youuu :3
ofc !! 🍻 as someone who has a very low alcohol tolerance, this will be a breeze for me to write lmao. thanks for the req!!
request | russia , turkey , america & england x lightweight! reader
type | head canon format , cute , mentions of drinking alcohol , gender neutral reader
russia/ivan braginsky ♡
he's always amused when he is accompanied by someone who gets tipsy after one drink, and drunk after two
he couldn't imagine what it's like to be like that
he isn't one to judge, but he likes to observe
if they ever need someone to hold their cup for any reason, russia would be the first to volunteer
they'll give him a big hug to thank him for being such a gentleman, leaving him wondering if their affections mean anything more than just them being extra friendly due to the alcohol 💭
turkey/sadık adnan ♡
i feel like turkey is a happy drunk, after he's had so many drinks he'll find everything funny
he is the extrovert you would want to bring to a party, club or bar
he is extremely affectionate to them back, pulling them into his arms for a tight hug
he'll begin to praise them and say things such as "i'm glad you're here!!!"
america/alfred f. jones ♡
much like turkey, america finds himself laughing a lot after he's had a few drinks
their ability to get intoxicated after only 2-3 drinks makes him feel better about himself seeing as he usually has the lowest alcohol tolerance in whatever group he's with
he'll poke fun at them as they lean unto him, feeling their own body become more feverish little by little.
"dude, you're like so drunk and we just started drinking!" he pats their head, completely charmed by them
england/arthur kirkland ♡
takes him a BIT to get to complete drunkenness
so, in the meantime he takes care of them
ie: making sure they don't trip, holding their drink if they need him to do so, maybe ordering them a water instead of another pint lol
but as soon as he starts getting drunk...
he starts to become just as sappy as they are
he throws compliments like he never has before, not hesitating to touch them back
help??? why did that sound so 𝓯𝓻𝓮𝓪𝓴𝔂
#hetalia axis powers#hetalia world stars#hetalia x reader#america x reader#turkey x reader#england x reader#russia x reader#hetalia x you#hetalia headcanons#hetalia imagines#hetalia fanfictions#hetalia fanfic#hetalia fandom#hws russia#hws america#hws turkey#hws england#hetalia#disclaimer: i went to nova scotia canada to visit some friends and went drinking there#the legal drinking age in ns canada is nineteen years old#i am nineteen so it was legal!#just getting that out there 🍻
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could you do demo, sniper, heavy and medic with virgin reader?? I have a hc that medic has a big ass corruption kink and the idea of deflowering someone turns him on oh so much. And other mercs are just find readers shyness cute and trying not to hurt you but make you feel good!
Virgin Reader Headcanons (Demo, Heavy, Medic, Sniper)
🔞Minors DNI🔞
The Masterlist
💥 Demoman 💥
Demo definitely finds your shyness cute as hell, and he’ll let you know it too
He loves watching the way you go red from his gentle teasing
I think this would actually be his way of making you feel more at ease, playfully teasing and poking fun at some of the more awkward aspects of sex and first times
He would talk you through the experience, always making sure you're aware and okay with what he’s doing
He’ll probably make you come at least once before the “main event,” either fingering you or going down on you to help you loosen up a bit.
Definitely let him know that you’re enjoying what he’s doing! Feedback, people!
Not only does he enjoy it (*cough* praise kink *cough*) but it also lets him learn exactly what you like
🥊 Heavy 🥊
Caution is this man’s middle name when it comes to this scenario
Heavy “Caution” Weapons Guy. (This was funnier at 3:00 AM)
I am a massive dick Heavy truther, so obviously that factors in here
Not only are you gonna be having sex for the first time but you’re gonna be tackling that
Lube is a must, of course, and this man is about to become the king of foreplay
Lots of communication, and not just verbal, either. Heavy would be super attentive to your body language, taking note of any tension or signs of pain
Once you’re comfortable though, he starts to relax, probably letting you ride him so that you can control the pace while he lays back, admiring you
He is also the king of aftercare. You’re definitely gonna be sore afterwards, but he’ll make sure you feel thoroughly pampered
🏥 Medic 🏥
I feel like Medic, while he’s definitely aware of the delicacies that come with a person’s virginity, would absolutely treat the encounter like an experiment
How do you react to this kind of stimuli? What sensations do you most enjoy? Do you like pain?
Basically this guy’s head is full of questions and hypotheses
Which, to be honest, is how most first times go. It’s all about trial and error.
However, anon, I see your headcanon, and it has given me thoughts!
I think the initial “deflowering” would be a more calculated and gentle encounter
Afterwards though, Medic would definitely try to slowly introduce you to kinkier things- Exhibitionism, impact play, collars, the list goes on!
And of course, he treats all of this like an experiment too, studying you closely throughout every scene, watching your sexuality change and grow
You are a precious little specimen to him
🦘 Sniper 🦘
Foreplay will instantly become a priority
Even if you would prefer to simply jump right in, Sniper would insist on the importance of it
It’s almost like he has a checklist in his head- makeouts, leading to caressing, leading to groping, leading to… etc etc.
It couldn’t possibly be because he’s touch starved, of course not (/s)
While I don’t think he places much stock in “virginity,” he will respect those who do
As such, he’ll put in the effort to make sure your first time is a good experience
He takes this task seriously, but will occasionally find humor in it, especially if you’re the first to laugh
And of course, aftercare and cuddles are a necessity.
#tf2 x reader#merc x reader#minors dni#smut#tf2 smut#team fortress 2#tf2#tf2 headcanons#heavy tf2#tf2 medic#sniper tf2#demoman tf2#demo tf2#and as a disclaimer virginity is a social construct#but some people still hold it in high regard and there’s no shame in that#just don’t let it be a source of shame. purity culture is toxic#fanfiction#fanfic#tf2 fanfiction#rotten asks
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hi I'm talking about Ruin again
My kingdom for more fancontent with Ruin, especially post-Thanos snap.
Like! Authors were barely using him before, maybe a few fics with him shipped with Solar-- and then the Thanos snapping happened and now there's NOTHING (okay there's not nothing, but at the time of writing this, there are about twoish ongoing fics focused on him and a handful of others where he's a participating character)
AND LIKE. THAT'S SUCH A SHAME??? Ruin went from "alright youre kind of boring as an antagonist" to "I guess you're cute now that you're cured" to EXTREMELY interesting.
He's a villain that isn't an antagonist! He takes Sun's hero complex and Moon's martyr complex to the extreme! The only goal he had was to get rid of the threat offered by the creators, in a permanent and complete way-- and nothing else. He holds no ill will towards anyone else--hell, he's so willing to work with people that he doesn't personally like that it keeps throwing him off when others don't think the same way (like showing up to ask for Moon's help and getting tossed into baby jail and strangled instead).
He doesn't like causing harm. He made certain to stress that the whole dimensional evaporation thing wasn't painful, and he despises Dark Sun for being a sadist. He did his best to sabatogue Bloodmoon’s plan and minimize the damage to Earth.
He's desperate to be helpful and useful to others-- even if they keep taking from him without his consent, he still keeps volunteering. He also has a hilarious response of being belligerent when annoyed with someone, like pretending not to know about the wither shard.
He's exceptionally traumatized. Can you imagine what it was like running around for 50 years pretending you're infected, all the while watching the mental and physical deterioration of everyone you know-- and knowing it's YOUR fault they're like this? And it was the person who MADE you, your actual literal Creator, who first started the infection?
And he has no hope. Everything Ruin has done since Thanos snapping the dimensions has been a kind of filler for him, because he expects to die soon. Actually he's lived longer than I think he expected and didn't really know what to do with himself for a while in there. When/if Dark Sun or Nexus feeds him to the witherstorm, I'll be surprised if he tries to fight back.
Also he keeps getting kidnapped and imprisoned, which is kind of funny. I think we're up to 4 kidnappings, 2 jailbreaks, and 4 imprisonments.
Just like... he's a fascinating guy with strong personal motives, and a much more agreeable personality than our other strongly motivated ex-antagonist, Eclipse. There's a lot of potential to work with, and how to get him out of the hole he's dug himself into. Overcoming the whole "I erased 5000 dimensions, including one that your family member came from, and also indirectly caused a different family member to leave" is just one of the challenges!
I know it's not an issue of "but he's hurt/killed one of the other characters!" Because -points at Blood Moon and Eclipse-. Both (all five? six?) have killed other main characters and been antagonists, and it hasn't stopped folks from writing them. Hell, Eclipse killed his own estranged brother for no reason other than petty revenge, and folks still somehow make it work.
So yeah idk. I think Ruin is really interesting and deserves a bit more attention.
#tsams#the sun and moon show#tsams ruin#Initially I was going to submit this to the confessions blog but one I feel like. It'd be real obvious it's me#Two by the time it came out of the queue I think he'll have been killed off in Canon#I could go on and on about some things but I tried to stick to purely Canon examples of his actions#Instead of mixing in any headcanons#And yes I'm putting my money where my mouth is#And currently have some WIPs that are Ruin focused#Obligatory disclaimer that there's nothing wrong if you prefer bad guy Ruin or sweet cured Ruin of course#Different things scratch the brain and I'm just yelling about my specific one <3
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light yagami evil autism (original img under the cut)
#disclaimer i am Not an artist#its just that#he is my muse...#death note#light yagami death note#light death note#yagami light#light imagay#light yagami#yagami raito#dn#death note headcanons#death note memes#evil autism#i put him in a baseball tshirt (is that what theyre called idk) because.i like wearing them#but they don't feel preppy enough for him and i want to see him de-prepified#fun fact this was a sketch trying out my curved flip phone screen w/ ibispaint#i just used it for the meme because its light and i dont draw much so#im gonna stop yapping#non rb
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The donghua adding in that Lan Wangji was waiting for Wei Wuxian to come back from the dead low key makes him look like an insane person, but it's fun to combine with the book lore of "He spent 13 years grieving" and turn into some maladaptive coping mechanism like-
"Lwj flipped back and forth between full confidence that wwx would come back and crushing despair over wwx just being dead. He collected alcohol for wwx to gift on return, but the only thing stopping lwj from just consuming it himself and getting alcohol poisoning was that he had to stay together enough to raise their son. Lwj incorporated wwx's ideologies and inventions into the Lan students teachings and worked tirelessly to make the world a better place, but could never simply enjoy the results as he was still waiting for the one he wants to show it off too (even if he's kept up at night knowing wwx will probably never see any of it). His hope that wwx could come back only made their time apart hurt more and made it so he was unable to move on"
#arianell rambles#lan wangji#mdzs#wangxian#headcanon#I cannot emphasize this enough: this is headcanon. not analysis#i do think having Sizhui around kept Lan Wangji alive though#or at least kept him from becoming an alcoholic#“'he'll be back-' bitch how” -donghua Lan Xichen probably#disclaimer: this post discussing wwx's impact on lwj doesn't mean i don't have thoughts on lwj's impact on wwx#i'll make a “wwx's time with lwj was the first time in his life he had a stable living situation and food/water and unconditional love” post#one day. but this is not that post#preemptively clarifying: i think lwj always wanted to make the world a better place. his methods later in life were just influenced by wwx#like- i dont think he did it *for* wwx but he did want to share it with wwx if that makes sense#anyone know if theres fics out there of lwj trying to go on a date (maybe xichen set it up) during the 13 year gap and he just cant do it#idk. 3am fic ideas I'll never write
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did you guys know i have autism about these dragons
#made using tldraw.com my fave chart site#yes all dragons are polyamorous. why do you ask#commonly asked: sunny is demiaroace (demiromantic demisexual) glory is alloaro peril is arospec and moon is transmasc#disclaimers:#1. i am not mspec. i give character bi/pan/omni labels based on what i think they would identify as#2. i am just making silly headcanons and not trying to upset anyone. i will block u if ur weird/annoying about them#3. you legally have to laugh at my turtle she/shell pronouns ive never been that clever before#wings of fire#lgbt headcanons#wof#wings of fire headcanons#perunny#sunnyspeaker#deathtide#jambringer#jamapple#lunatail#moonbli#moontle#wintle#winterjou#lynxfall#blicket#perunnyspeaker#polyamory
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