#DISCLAIMER if u smoke cigarette i am not judging u i am not The Judger

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my DARE esque testimony about cigarettes is that i started smoking but only very rarely and only when i was drunk and kept getting Cigarette Dreams which probably isn't a normal thing that happens to ppl after smoking like maybe 2 or 3 times but alas . so i was like well whateva im not going to get addicted because i hardly ever do it even tho these cigarette dreams are making me covetous and bringing temptation into my heart . but then over the summer there were three nights in a row where i was being a Party Girl and for those three nights i got drunk + had a drunk cigarette + didn't take my meds and each of those nights i had horrible awful vivid nightmares after which I would wake up in a cold sweat with my heart pounding and realize only thirty minutes had passed since i had entered the Hell that was my Dreamscape. and since then i have sworn off cigarettes entirely