#DID I NOT TAG HIM HOLDON

[australianklaviergavin]

(The werewolf was you)

[yayforocs]

OLD ART PART 2!!!

picking back up in october 2013!!!

random headphone girl? random headphone girl

ok i can't find this one (or its later successor) anywhere so i'm. assuming i never posted it? even tho i could've sworn i did.

it's the noxcrew gameshow hosts, johnny smooth and scotty love :VVV

kinda wanna redraw them again tbh tbh

a link :V

WOW OK i was going to send martyn inthelittlewood a fan letter ages ago when he was doing the uhh!! the um!!! the videos where he opened stuff from fans!!! he had a po box u could send stuff to and i drew some fanart of him and characters he liked and wrote out a letter!! but i! never sent it OTL i think i just was never satisfied with what i wrote bc i remember trying to write it multiple times dslkfj

also i found teen ib au doodles! :V i did draw something after all

doodle of homestuck troll oc, terian oneira :V (the name did actually like. mean something. but i don't remember what)

a redraw of like the second aqua pic i drew ever bc Actual Player AquaUmbreon had changed his minecraft skin :V (so i'm not gonna tag this as the character sdlkj)

speakin of the CM server crew, tis me and razor :V

there's also a vaughn from harvest moon island of happiness!! this was also a july doodle, hm.

there's also some crystal chronicles crew doodles :VVV from when mogi and i were planning out the caravan!!

november 2013 :VV

oh man oh man oh man ok i never posted this one bc i started coloring it w colored pencils n then i never finished so it was just unfinished to me bUT i played fire emblem awakening and was wrecked by a nuzlocke playthrough where i got gaius and maribelle s supported and then maribelle. died. so i drew a lyric comic thing (but i was going to add in the lyrics digitally, so. rip.) set to.... a song that i cannot find???? i have the recording on my ipod of it but it's a rip from youtube that. i guess isn't there anymore. here's the poem based on it though: (and straight googling the entirety of the poem led me nowhere also so i'm just. where is this from who originally wrote it what.)

Sun sets low beneath the sky Leaves all in golden state Stars glow at edge of twilight And here I stay, your words await Goodnight, Goodnight

Sky a shade of midnight blue Moon in its glowing fate The world at peace is a calming view And here I stay, your words await Goodnight, Goodnight

Distance leaves us far apart So at midnight if I may Wish upon the brightest star And hear your voice so softly say Goodnight, Goodnight

also ib oc, adam! :V he's from a fic i wrote abt garry getting stuck in the gallery and inadvertently getting out with the help of another kid pulled in years later

skip to april 2014!

it's a redraw of my first post on yayforstuffs, the CM crew! :V man look at how tiny i drew sdlkfj

moving to february 2015 :V

i have the ENTIRETY of the original original ib sprites i made!!!!!

this is so many why did i do All Of Those sdklfjs

-ah heck ran out of images again, holdon

[yusukenui]

mdzs novel stay safe from me today only cause the episode had enough recoil damage to put me to sleep before 2 am

[geo-winchester]

DEAR BROTHER (8)

A/N: hey guys! I finally finish part 8 and I hope you like it, I’m sorry is taking me a lot of time to write this but with the school and everything but I will try to post more often!

Tag list: @reading--mermaid @thescarletknight2014 @chloe-skywalker

MASTERLIST

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The explosion cause by the Kyber crystal when Luke’s sable break throw Ben away making him pass out, Rey took the opportunity to run away as she took Snoke’s scape ship, she didn’t even look at Ben at the moment she go. When Hux got in to the room to inform snoke that the ship has been attacked he saw the room half destroy and Ben in the middle of the room without moving, in that moment he thought in killing him but before he could get close, Ben wake up and look a round him.

-What happened?- Hux asked him.

-The girl kill Snoke- he lied -Where is she?

-She took snoke’s scape ship-

-And where is my sister?- he asked him, but when Hux didn’t answered him, Ben turn to Hux.

-A few of the stormtroopers saw how the traitor and the trash took her with them, we don’t know where they go...

-Of course we do, let’s finish this- he said as he turn around and walk to the door but

-finish this?- Hux said a little angry -Who do you think your talking to?- but Ben didn’t listen him, he keep walking making him more angry -You think your going to command our troops? I’m not going to put in danger all our troops for a girl and a selfish boy, our supreme leader is gone, we have no ruler!- He couldn’t continue, he suddenly feel as he couldn’t breath.

-The supreme leader is dead- Ben said angrily.

-Long live the supreme leader- Hux said and he feel how the air start to get back to him as he saw Ben walking away from the room.

The first thing Yn saw when she woke up, was a wall of rock, she was sitting in the middle of the room with the handcuffs still on and she notice they tape her mouth, she was looking at the room where she was when she hear the door open, she didn’t even look at the person who come in to the room, but after a deep sight Poe stand in front of Yn and look at her eyes trying to see the women he love somewhere, but he feel disappointed when he couldn’t find her.

-Hi sweetheart- he said but she just look at him, he scoff after he understand what he’s doing -I don’t even know how I’m supposed to feel, should I been angry? Disappointed? Surprise?- he asked but again she didn’t answer -What your not going to talk?- she look annoy and she try to look at her mouth -No, I’m not a fool sweetheart, I know your capable to project yourself and I know you use the force on me to scape...- suddenly he hear some claps behind him, when he turn around she saw the figure of his girlfriend.

-Oh my, so your not that dumb as you look- she finally said- you know I would love to see your face when you realize I join the first order- She said smiling -Sometimes I just think I was a fool to erase that moment of your little pretty head, image the agony you’ll have if you knew it all the time, that feeling of failure.

-I wasn’t the one who fail, your the one who fail the resistance... Who fail me...

-Ow, Are you going to cry?- She said -I told that garbage before, I don’t care about the resistance anymore, there’s a new leader in town and it’s going to bring us to a new order a better order...

-And who’s that leader?- he asked her -Your brother? Don’t you see that he’s just using you?

-And what does Leia is doing with you? Did she even do something for you? I mean look at you right now, your doing her job! She doesn’t even try to get her daughter back, instead she just send you- she said but when she saw the sad look of Poe she understand -Oh! She thought I would turn back because of you? Like if I fall for a resistance’s pilot but...- she got close to him -Maybe I still have feeling for you- she start to play with the symbols of his uniform -maybe if you come with me, if you join us, we could rule the galaxy -she trace the line where his necklace was -Just think about it, you could be one of the best pilots of the universe and... the best general...

-What about your brother?

-Actually he likes you... we thought about it, he would need help ruling the world... and I hate to admitted but you are good at planing strategies- she get a little closer -Just imagine this, you and I flying in the skies as we end with the resistance- she try reach to his lips but he immediately separate from her.

-I would never betray the resistance... I would never do something for Kylo Ren!

-But you already did!- she say with a smile -don’t you remember?- she said when he look at her confused -The day that you try to be the hero and try to prove Leia that you worth it, you destroy half of you fleet, that help us a lot, and now it’s about time to the end of the resistance- Poe didn’t talk he just saw at the girl in front of him, he don’t even recognize the women once he love.

-Yn... please tell me this isn’t real

-Yn Solo had to die so Yn Ren rise and now is just one thing to do so I can complete my journey.

-And what’s that?

-End with the resistance...

-And how do you think you’re going to do that while you are our prisoner?- he asked her, she didn’t talk for a moment.

-I’m going to tell you a secret, sweetheart- she said while she get close to him -The moment you bring me here, you condemn the resistance- Poe didn’t understand at first but then something click in his mind and go to her body searching for a tracker, when he find it he took it from her, she just laugh and he look at her worried -You know before I join them completely I project myself to your ship, call me a soft but I want to know how my mom was and maybe I also want to see you and when I was in that room I hear all your plan, so when Rose and Finn get in to our ship we already knew everything and we also figure it out that when you knew that I was there you would do what it take to bring me back...

-And why you didn’t destroy us when we were at the transports vessels.

-That’s what Snoke want it, but my brother and I thought of a better way to finish this once and for all- he just look at her and she smile -remember that I told you that general Holdon told me her plan... I already knew that the minute you get here you’ll try to make a distress signal, and when your allies comes we’ll be here and... we’ll I think you can figure it out what’s going to happen- He didn’t even try to reply, he just get out of the room -Oh, you leave so soon, I was getting fun- She said with a smile.

Leia was waiting outside of the room, even if she couldn’t hear all what her daughter was saying, she could feel the anger she have, in some way she feel that all this was her fault, it was Leia’s idea that Yn should go undercover to the first order ship and she knew that when Yn accept it wasn’t because of the resistances faith, she do it so she can have a chance to bring her brother back, but she didn’t think that Snoke could convince her to go to the dark side. The sound of the door open abruptly remember her what was happening in that moment, when she saw Poe’s face she immediately know something was wrong.

-General... he’s coming- he said as he show her the tracker divise.

Leia didn’t need a name to know who was he referring, they start their way to the control room with out hesitate. The moment they get there commander Larma warned them about the upcoming ships of the first order. Poe didn’t waste time and start to form a plan so they can fight them, that’s when Rose discover the hangar where the speeders was, making Poe having an idea. The plan was simple, or at least is what Poe’s think, they used the speeders to destroy the canon and take down as many Tie fighters they could, Poe jump in one of the speeders and went to the fight.

Yn was still sitting in the chair when she feel the presence of her brother getting stronger as he approach to the base, she couldn’t help but smile, if things went according to the plan they would en this war once and for all and they would rule the galaxy side by side, she move trying to find a way to be more comfortable.

-Really sister? I know your stronger enough to free yourself- She hear the voice of Ben, it wasn’t long when she used the force to free herself.

-I Want to play a little with them- she said as she stood up -Did you already end with their troops?

-No, and I saw your pilot on the fiel, so I’m assuming that he didn’t want to join us- he said but she didn’t answer him -You know we need to finish all of them.

-We talked about it, he stay out of this...

-Why you still protecting him? He’s just another enemy... or you still love him?

-I... I don’t know.

-Or you just miss the feeling of someone love you but he doesn’t love the real you, he loves the resistance’s girl not the real Yn.

-Even if that’s the case you promise me he wouldn’t get hurt.

-I also promise you that i would do what is best for you and remember this sister I always keep my promises.

Before she could say anything else, her brother disappear of the room making her mad of what he could do to Poe, she take de the chair an throw it to the wall.

-I start to wonder when you would realize that he won’t keep his promise?- she hear behind her, she freeze when she recognize that voice.

-Luke Skywalker- she said as she turn to the man.

-Hello Yn- He said calm, she take a look at him as he walk to her, she can see the guilty in his face.

-How do you get here?- she said as she move to the other side of the room and she look at the floor, the only foot print there was from her and Poe, but she realize that he didn’t make any of it as he move from where he was standing -Oh, your not really here- he smile.

-No, but I’m here because my sister need me and she need her daughter back...

-Her daughter is dead, and she isn’t coming back.

-Oh yes she is, this isn’t you Yn, You don’t belong in the dark side- She scoff.

-You just said that because your afraid that what you saw in me come true!

-I never saw dark in you...

-and then why you try to kill me?

-No, that’s not what happen, when Ben saw me in your room I was just trying to see if there where dark in you but I didn’t saw any of it, Ben just see what he want to see...

-And why should I believe you? Because your Luke Skywalker?

-because your going to see it for yourself.

-What?

Suddenly he start to walk to her making her run to the door and scream for help. Poe had just arrived to the control room when they hear the scream coming from the room where Yn was Leia and Poe run as fast as they could to the room, when they open the door they saw Yn lying on the ground as luke stand from her side. Poe run to Yn’s side and try to wake her up but she doesn’t move.

-Luke- Leia said as he stand in front of her and he just look at her, when he was about to say something, she speak first -I know what your going to say, I change my hair- she said making her smile.

-Leia, I’m sorry- he said.

-I know you are- she said.

-I should been here.

-But at the end your here- she said and she take a look at her daughter in Poe’s arms.

-Don’t worry Leia, She still can come back from that path, but I came here to confront him, I can’t save him.

-I held myself on hope for so long but... I know my son is gone.

-No one is really gone- he said as he smile to her. The next thing she know is that he walk out of the room and make his way to confront Kylo Ren.

[geo-winchester]

DEAR BROTHER (6)

A/N: So here’s the sixth part of this series, it took me a little more time than I expect it, sorry for that. I hope you like it!

Tag list: @reading--mermaid @thescarletknight2014 @chloe-skywalker

Part 1 Part 2 Part 3 Part 4 Part 5

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Yn was fighting one of Snoke’s guards, he was using a spear and attack her but she stop it in the right moment, the guard’s spears break in two, giving another weapon to him, the guard attack her hurting her arm, she kick him in the knee and when she saw he lost the balance she hit him in the face making him fall, she put her sable in his head.

-What are you waiting for? Kill him!- She hear the voice of Snoke.

-But...- she can’t even say anything, Snoke lift her in the air and suddenly she couldn’t breath.

-You still resist yourself to the Dark- then she felt to the ground -you have to learn young lady, your not in the resistance anymore, you need to embrace your darkness but you’re so contaminated for the light- he stop talking and smile - but don’t worry I can help you get in to the dark- he lift her again and suddenly she start to scream.

It took her an hour to relax before she went to Ben’s room, he hear him talking to someone but when she open the door she didn’t see anyone. Ben was focus watching the future of him and Rey that he didn’t hear his sister coming to the his room.

-Ben? What are you doing?- Yn asked him. When Rey hear her she freak out but Ben cut the connection.

-Sister I told you before, you need to stop using that name.

-Sorry, I forgot it.

-How was your training?- he asked her.

-It was intense- she said, he sit beside him -They heal your face, well almost, you’ll steel ugly- they laugh, he saw her wounded arm.

-The guard do that?- she just nod -did you kill him?- She look at the floor.

-Snoke told me that I’m still thinking as the resistance.

-You’re resisting because of that pilot, aren’t you?- she didn’t answer -I know I promise you that I wouldn’t hurt him but if you really love him, you should say goodbye to him- with out saying anything else, he left the room.

When she was alone she focus to project herself to the medic room of the resistance, Poe was standing beside her mother’s bed, he was talking to her about the how Holdon was making with the resistance.

-She’s going to kill us all- Poe said -I have to do something- he start to think for a moment and he sight -And I can’t found Yn, I’m sorry Leia, I told you I will protect her and I lost her.

Yn want to talk to him but she now she couldn’t do it, in that moment Finn and Rose get in to the room talking about how the First order it’s tracking them through the light speed, Yn hear their plan but he saw someone looking at her, the figure turn around and walk away from the room, Yn start to follow him but in some point she lost it, when she turn around her father was in front of her.

-Dad...

-Hey darling- he smile -You know I kind of like that boy of yours, he has spirit.

-What are you doing here?

-honey are you seriously think of following Ben’s path?- He stop for a moment -You alway admire him, and I always fear this happen...

-I need to do it...

-Well then my daughter is gone and I’m fail to your mother, you know Luke warned me about this, that’s why I left, because I don’t want to see in what you turn in...

-what?

-you’re a disgrace, I was ashamed of you...

-Stop talking- she cover her ears with her hands, but she could still hear the words of Han, in one moment she felt her sable on her hand and without saying something she stab him in the heart.

-He was right, Your more like him than you think.

When Yn woke up she was in her room, Kylo was at her side, he look as if he was awake for all the night, when he notice she move he look at her worried, but he feel something had change in her, he smile when he saw she was finally awake.

-You were right- she said -I’m more like you.

-What?- then he feel it, the change he felt was the dark force embracing her -You embrace your darkness- she nod -great, Snoke would be glad to hear that.

-Kylo- she told him -I saw Leia and the resistance, they plan to come here, they going to find a master codebreaker, we need to find him first.

-Don’t worry I know how to find him.

After Finn and Rose found the master codebreaker they begin their way to the first order’s fleet, DJ use his knowledge so they can get to the ship without been detected, they use some clothes they found on their way, they were walking through the halls when they here a woman yelling to Phasma, Rose try to take a look, she hide quickly when she saw who was yelling.

-What’s wrong?- Finn asked her.

-I know why commander Poe couldn’t found Yn- Finn look at her confuse -She’s here... she join the first order.

Finn couldn’t believe what she told him, but then they hear some coming, they saw Yn walking to them, she was dressing all in black and she had a hood in covering part of her head. They walk away as fast as they could but Yn could feel them in the ship, she turn to some stormtroopers and told them to be prepare. When Finn, Rose and DJ found the track device, they were waiting for DJ to finish when they hear Poe’s voice.

-Finn, How you doing?- Poe said.

-We still working on the tracking device but Poe, we found something else...

-What? We don’t have time...

-Yn it’s here, and it seems she’s not on our side.

Then something in Poe made sense, he remember everything, he remember Yn crying and saying goodbye, the way he felt in that moment.

-She join her brother?- he whisper -You have to bring her back...

-Poe I don’t think that’s a good idea.

-I don’t care, do what I said and keep me update.

After DJ finish with the tracking device, he, Finn and Rose, start their way to the angst but they didn’t even get out of the room when they were discover by some stormtroopers, they took them to Hux he was talking to Phasma in that moment when they seem the prisoners, after Hux take a look to them, he saw rose’s necklace and mocking to her.

-Hux!- someone yell at him, it was Yn coming to the bridge and then she saw the prisoners -Finally you do something good- she said making Hux angry.

-You can talk to me like that, I’m the...

-Guess what, I don’t care- she said and smile to him -Or whatt? You’re going to hurt me?- she said innocently, when he didn’t answer she turn to the prisoners.

-Yn... please help us...- Finn start to say and she laugh.

-Why would I do that? Oh wait... you think I’m still on you side- she laugh -that’s cute but I’m sorry to tell you but I’m not longer in the resistance.

-You betray your mother- Rose said.

-And you think that’s going to make me feel bad- she look to the window, and she saw the resistance’s ship- I don’t care of what happen to Leia, she’s just a woman trying to lead all of you...

-And what about Poe?- Finn said, she walk to him and take his chin.

-That pilot? He was a distraction, I don’t even care if his still alive- he look at her eye -Aw that’s sweet, you still have the hope that this isn’t real and that I’m going to save you, I’m sorry to break it to you but that ain’t going to happen...

-Ok Ren, lets take them to Snoke- Hux told her.

-No, they’re busy with something else beside I got a better idea.

-You’re a coward, the resistance it’s much better with out you, they don’t need a girl who betray her own mother and a coward that in the first obstacle run away- rose told her, Yn just look at them.

-Execute them- she said and walk away.