#CyYapOfTheCentury

[sillycyan]

★ All you need to know about little ole me.. (INTRO) ★

❥ ME ME ME ・゜゜・．

My name is Cyan, and I use any pronouns EXCEPT she/her, hence you can use whatever you want, including neos+.. I'm a minor, so I want to make it obvious that minor dni works both ways, cuz I'm not tryna get flashed by clicking on random blogs again... (〇_ｏ) This is going to be a more multifandom blog than anything else because I have way too many interests and things to rant endlessly about!! Honestly it's much too many fixations to get through in a week so you can only imagine how random the blog will get.. (｡•́︿•̀��) ★゜・。。・You can also check out my carrd !!

\( ˙▿˙ )/ DOING DAYDREAMTOBER 2024 \( ˙▿˙ )/ ( link to the ones I've done so farr grrrgrrrgrr ) \( ˙▿˙ )/ DOING THIS ASK THIS MADD ASK GAME \( ˙▿˙ )/ ANSWERED : 7 / 1 & 24 / 6 & 19 / 9 check #ask game tags on blog // obvious credit to maddgical-boy <3

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❥ MY PARACOM MASTERPOST・゜゜・．

❥ TAGS I USE ・゜゜・．

MaDD 〙#cyanismaddagain Para Quotes 〙#ParasQuotables Rants 〙#CyYapOfTheCentury No Context 〙#out of context fandom stuff Loveless Loser Post 〙#cyan is lonely.. Interest 〙#my art #music #bjd #plush #my plushies #cat #garfield #ferret

I'm planning to stream on Twitch or YouTube as a VTuber. Yall get to see my current persona design, which is simple for now, but I'll have lots of toggles n stuff soon. (///￣ ￣///)

﹙divider credits to animatedglittergraphics-n-more���

[sillycyan]

I feel really bad because I keep promising to play to watch stuff with certain friends and then when the time comes there’s so many reasons why it doesn’t happen..

get too overwhelmed with life + sleep + tried to plan to hang out with two ppl in one day + not in the mood + tired + in pain

like aaaigrgrhr i feel so bad bc like Im doing “oh yeah we should play this blah blah blah” then the time comes and not even 10 minutes before I was at my lowest.. Even then I still will push myself to do these things-

And a lot of ppl that I talk to here and there are not being more active in my life so it’s too many people to keep up with but I can’t just drop them because I love all my friends and they are so cool and stuff but it’s too much even if it’s not even that many..

Not to mention all these people are fuckin online like I only have 2 friends irl.. That’s genuinely so fucking sad and even more sad for what would be my future love life.

I KILL I KILL GGRAAAHHHH RAAHHHH

[sillycyan]

I things I would give to be at dreamcon..

This whole Mark vs Duke basketball game is lowkey a joke to me now because telllll me whyyyy Peyton broke his hand and can't play now.. I was so hype to see Peyton and Cam play on diff teams this year bruhhh- n they got this mf Ray playing like what is marks team 💀OHHH and what even funnier..? SKETCH IS THE REF BROOO OMGG it kinda makes up for the things I'm lowkey upset abt bc huhhh 😭 this gon be too funny to watch- I MEAN THE DODGEBALL ONE START IN A BIT SO IM KINDA HYPE?? Ion really care abt it that much but it's in less than 2 hours I'm rooting for team Mark just because of Cam.. he's 6'7 like come on now AND HE WAS SHOOTIN LAST YEAR I CANNOT LIEEE TO YEWWW (・`ω´・)

[sillycyan]

black vtuber twitter is so stressful bc I literally cannot interact with any of these mfs cuz they all got 18+ or 🔞 on they profiles and I really wanna respect that.

“oh this person is cool, their model is gorgeous, and they have good takes and good humor— nvm they don’t even want me here” n it’s the ones who be even be posting memes n shit like come on 😔 CANT EVEN TALK IN UR LIVE CHAT LIKE ????

the black vtuber space seems to be majority people having minors dni, and I get it, but like some of yall are regular ass people and I can’t even like ur post.. can’t even be like “i like this creator” bc then it’s a situation of me ignoring the shit on the page like YOU PLAY GAMES ON STREAM.. take that how you will 💀

[sillycyan]

There is so many things I want to start as hobbies and what not, but they are way too expensive to truly dive into.. SO INSTEAD IM GONNA LIST EM + go on random side rants

TLDR: Take care of ferrets, skateboard, biker, art, vtuber, open sticker shop, collect manga and figures, scriptwriter, and learn Russian.

I definitely want ferrets in the far future. There has been hours on hours of research and planning to make it happen (ᗒᗣᗕ) This is something that does have to wait a few years when I’m financially stable and sticking to things in the house.

Skateboarding.. I have a board, but it’s a very DOOKIE one so around this month I’m gonna stop by a shop for a new one. The main problem here is that I live in a city so there is really no places to skate around and I already feel judged just being outside.. Imagine me on a skateboard??? I’m dying??

Hear me out on this one.. BIKER.. I recently have been really looking into motorcycles and when I do move out of the city (x_x) I’d truly rather be on a bike then in a car for reasons I will NOT explain. Cost wise it’s pricey, will have to be long term, and 100% is being my whole personality

I have been drawing on and off for a few years but with that I can’t trust myself to turn it into something serious as I have already quick multiple times for months to years at a time. I already own a drawing tablet, you not catching me on paper, and I already have a start. With art I feel forced to start commissions because it’s already so pressured to make money off it and that ruined the fun for me.

I want to stream as a vtuber soo badd!!! I already have a model now and plan to stream on my own time, but I’d love to be in an actual agency. Ofc I probably won’t be good enough for any because IM BLACK and it’s impossible to even get into any big names with that factor without being forced under a white and/or japanese persona… but it’s worth a shot yk?? Half throwing shade at the main vtuber agencies bc holy the racism in the community alone is horrible D:

Very sadly I got all the boring hyperfixations so I weirdly wish I could start a little sticker shop (-_-) Just for very cute random sticker sheets.. I collect stickers because it’s fun even though I haven’t use them because I don’t like to decorate my items with colors. Weirdly ties into how I’m a minimalist and I should never have kids because they would be the iconic “sad beige baby” GOD FOR BID I HAVE A GIRL oh my god they will never see the color pink ever (helps the color stereotypes ig)

Reallyyy REALLY want to collect manga. There are a few series I really just want to own and read SO IMA LISTEN EM HEHHE.. Banana Fish (own 1-9), Goodnight PunPun, Vagabond, A Girl on the Shore, Blood on the Tracks, Doomsday With My Dog, Chainsaw Man, Dandadan, Doubt, A Man and His Cat, and other names I’m not abt to remember..

Along with collecting manga I would love to collect figures, just a good few anime and game ones. Then just a whole bunch of Miku, but I’m stopping the blue aesthetic for my area and changing it to GREEN.. Really want the Banana Fish and Little Nightmares figured soo badd!!!!3!:?:!(:&36:

I cant drop too many details but.. scriptwriter.. I just think I could sit down and do that. NOT DROPPING SPECIFICS BC ITS EMBARRASSING SOO NEXTTT

Not sure if I can count this here, but I really want to talk time to learn Russian..? Show I’m fixated on and have been for years is in Russian and holy it made me wanna learn so baddd RAAAHHHHH

Just dropped 10 because no one is reading allat NOT EVEN I.. so if yew did read everything then helloo :))) I’m not gonna reread through nothing so sorry if it had bad spelling or grammar.. Rants don’t got time for allat

time to add a bunch of tags in relation to EVERYTHING update: not doin allat

[sillycyan]

HOW DID I NEVER SEE THESE?!?!

Put together two different interest motorcycles + legos and you might as well start calling me religious bc this has to be a gift from god. Time for a yap session lets gooo!!!?!??!

ITS LITERALLY A YAMAHA MT-10 WHAT!??!?!

I actually love lego for THIS, and if I had the money, I would build this. It costs a solid $239.99, which is a lot of money, and you can probably get around 60 of these for the price of the bike itself.. BUUUUT you get 1478 parts ¯\_(ㆆ_ㆆ)_/¯

In terms of aesthetics, I don't like the stand you are able to put it that much. It looks like it's there just to promote the Yamaha name (luh them but sorry), and in my opinion, it clashes with the build as a whole. I get it, but at the same time.. a bit much.. To say something positive about it, I really like everything else about it, the colors, the little intricate details, everything looks so well thought out. I need it.

NOW I DONT EVEN REALLY KNOW DUCATI LIKE THAT BUT THE PANIGALE V4 MMFFHH

Someone cooked here.. And don't even get me started on the fact that it's only $79.99. Much fewer pieces than the Yamaha at 646, but still very detailed in the right places. I genuinely like how simple this one looks and I care the stand because it keeps the same bike aspects. If you do what I did last time, you can get a little more than 300 of these for the price of the original bike. So.. (´ ε ` ) 〉 300 Ducati Panigale V4 R Lego Sets / VS / Ducati Panigale V4 (1103 cc) 〈

IN EHH TERITORY WITH BMW AND THE M 1000 RR

I'm not going to lie. Simply because it's BMW means it's not something I'm crazy for. They specialize in cars, and it looks to me to be another one of those 999 cc engine rounded up to 1000 race bikes, which it is, but it still eeeehhh. Also, it seems to be the largest motorcycle set they have, which makes me a little sad boy because I don't even mess with BMW like that to look at the bikes. It's my Yamaha bias sorry to lose BMW lover pookies.. (￣︿￣)

At $249.99, it is obviously expensive. With 1921 pieces, but it's fairly big, so I understand and wouldn't mind putting it together.. Just not my cup of tea brand wise.

To actually cover (in order) what these bikes actually look like FOR REFERENCE...