#Cuz i feel i being too silly or I may scare people let them uncomfortable someway i always wondered and regret a little bit(but i be like

[celibibratty]

this person is so cute(the painter woman person),.....so Sweet, so Nice, i like people like that, the person saying that can see that i see marina as a motivator and my writing says It, cuz It changes, saying that loved to read my journey/motivation for training🌸, who could Tell someone that do and it's into horror art is so sweet?🌸 and caring(ofc is, those are the most ha ha)

[originaldanganronpascenarios]

Drv3 boys request. Best friend-crush reader constantly gets confessed to and hit on bcuz of their beaty and very admirable personality, but alway declines(cuz they like the boys). The boys want to ask out reader but is scared they’ll reject them like the others and it would ruin their friendship. How would they react when reader suddenly makes a big romantic gesture and ask them out instead?

I didn't expect the last part of this ask Aaaa that's amazing.

V3 boys with a crush that constantly gets confessed to... That confesses to them!

Ryoma Hoshi

Do you really think that he even thought of confessing to you? All those people he witnessed confessing to you made you extremely uncomfortable.

So there's no way that he's going to say it and be another person on this list. He's perfectly fine being your close friend. Actually it's more than enough.

It's a bit funny really. He doubts any possible feelings you may or may not have for him while you reject everyone just to be with him.

But it's not like he thought it'd be good for you to like him. Heck he thought that you being friends was a bit dangerous for you.

So even if you shared mutual feelings it doesn't really mean that he would accept it. There was a slight possibility that he'd reject you.

You were aware of this possibility, but you still wanted to try. You had to!

You had the flowers, the time and the place. Ryoma was a little early but it's not like you were possibly bothered by it.

He was a bit surprised to see you holding flowers but there was no way it could-

You turn towards him and give him the flowers. But the most shocking part was you asking him to date you.

He wanted to think that you're joking but he knew you weren't. His silence made you anxious.

"So... You rejected everyone because you liked me? Geez you have an odd taste kiddo" he joked still not believing it was happening "I might not deserve it but- I feel the same about you"

Gonta Gokuhara

It was a bit weird when people had the guts to confess to you while you were hanging out with him.

The fact that someone wanted to tell you something while you spend time with him didn't bother him... But the fact that it made you uncomfortable did.

So he wanted to help you. Picking less crowded places, trying to make you appear busy. He asked if you agreed for him doing so. The second you change your mind he'll stop.

But you had just the thing that would stop at least the ones that are decent and know when to back off.

And it's of course confessing to Gonta and if he likes you back your relationship will be official right away.

You didn't do it to use him obviously- you liked him for a long time and what I just said was a joke.

You wanted this to be special since he was special. You thought about your favorite places and found a perfect option.

There was a lake where you often could see lots of dragonflies. And although it's not his favorite kind of a bug this lake is one of the first special places he took you to. So it had that sentimental points.

When he showed up you decided to first have a warm conversation before you told him how you feel.

The grass was soft but not as soft as he felt when you told him this. He was overjoyed and did speak ever so slightly louder.

"Gonta would love to be with Y/N! Gonta swears to make Y/N happy everyday!"

K1B0

It took him a while to figure out his feelings... When he did things got a bit awkward for him.

He was scared to change things between you two... But he wanted things to change. He wanted to be with you, to be able to hold your hand, be the reason why you're smiling and to make you feel how he feels around you.

He didn't wanted to be like all those people saying sweet nothings out of nowhere, disturbing you and even being rude to you when you reject them.

But of course those things are something he wouldn't dare to do... He just didn't wanted you to think that he's like those people.

There was no other choice, he had to grin and bear it. With time you had realized and connected the dots that he liked you too and you couldn't be more happy.

Even though it was just a silly assumption the very thought of being with Kiibo just made your day.

Now it was time to make that thought into reality! And you had a silly plan that probably would work.

You were listening to music together- but between the songs there was one audio file of your confession.

While you cringed at the sound of your recorded voice he was shocked.

He didn't really believe what was happening so he asked if you recorded it. When you admitted to it he didn't really know how to react.

"I- uhm- I like you to. Sorry I just don't know what to say, I'm so happy!"

Kaito Momota

He was over the moon about his feelings for you actually, but he had no problem keeping it to himself.

Knowing how many people made you uncomfortable with their confessions he thought it'd be best if he waited it out and most importantly respect and ask what your feelings are in the first place.

He didn't really think when he asked if you liked anyone. But as he found out that yes, there was someone he was ready to support you.

Although he'd be lying if he said he wasn't jealous... Or angry about the fact that you won't tell him who you like.

He'd try to guess but he couldn't. At that point he thought that he did guess at one point and you just said no anyways.

You knew that with him you had to be straightforward. Of course he probably would be able to tell your intentions but it'd be ideal to let him know without having to worry if he thinks it's platonic.

So you were ready for anything even to bluntly correct him.

When you were hanging out he noticed that you were acting a bit differently and he thought it was becouse he was forcing you to tell him who do you like so you're trying to be cautious around him.

So he apologized for that and ended up giving a few hints that he might like you back.

It gave you some confidence boost so you had a perfect opportunity to strike, and that's exactly what you did.

"What!? It was me all that time!?... You could've just said so. I was worried that I'll never get to tell you how I feel"

Shuichi Saihara

He tried to pay no attention to all those people who declare their love to you. Some were flashy with their confession while some just told you about their feelings.

He was a bit jealous over all those admirers... Not because you had so many. It was because he wished to be as brave as them and tell you how he feels.

But it's not like he could easily admit to it himself. He just didn't know what to say and with each admirer he became more and more scared.

One day he just asked- okay more just blurted out the question if you liked someone.

You weren't lying when you said yes, but you needed some time before you tell him you-know-what.

So his any interest to confess to you was out of the window. But he prepared himself to support you and your future partner.

His question prompted you to step up and finally confess. Since he's definitely going to start guessing.

That was what you assumed, Shuichi didn't actually want to know who you fell for. He only "knew" that it wasn't him.

You decided to confess in a bit risky way. What I mean is: you left a confession letter inside a novel you let him borrow. It could fall out at any time!

You were worried this might happen but soon enough you got a message from him.

He would call you and thought a lot about doing so but he knew he'd be at loss of words so he just decided to text you instead.

"Do you really like me?" this was a sign that he did in fact get your letter.

After that you texted for a while but as to his feelings for you, he decided that he'll try to tell you in person.

Rantaro Amami

He never paid much attention to his feelings. So even when he realized that he's in love he knew he shouldn't say anything.

Looking how many people you rejected he thought you weren't interested in anyone at all.

Of course there were some people you considered strangers. But there were few that were close to you too.

And hey being friends with you was super fun. So why should he make things awkward by letting know how he feels?

You can't have everything in the world and for Rantaro just your smile was enough.

While he set his feelings aside you were preparing yourself to confess.

You decided to strike at a perfect time. The beautiful sight before you (other than Rantaro obviously) the warm atmosphere...

You said it. Without regrets, you couldn't stop yourself. He was a bit surprised but he didn't let you wait long for his answer.

"Hah... I don't really know what to say at a time like this... Can I kiss you instead and let it be my answer?"

Kokichi Ouma

He saw you reject people so often he swears he knows the outcome just by the look on your face. Even when you politely decline and show no signs that you'll say no he still can tell.

If someone really messes it up he's gonna joke about this later with you. He just wanted to make you laugh so you won't have to worry about it much.

You might not like the idea so much but it happened when someone crossed the line and made you feel uncomfortable so you didn't feel that bad...

And it DEFINITELY doesn't make him anxious about confessing... Impossible- he would never.

Of course he's not like those idiots who don't even know you. And in the end he can turn it into a joke if he messes it up.

But the memory would probably haunt him and not let him sleep at night, so he rathers not risking it.

So you had to make the move. It was a bit hard but you knew how to get to him. You had to wait for your "making fun of people who confessed to you" session to do that.

That's when you mentioned that you were interested in someone and now it was the best time to make things obvious.

He was ready to tease the living shit out of you and hoped you'd share the news. But you made him guess.

It was interesting to hear the names he'd assume before himself. So you spoiled the fun.

"Aww Y/N I almost got it! That's not fair" he crossed his arms "But since you're really dying to be with me I suppose I can entertain you from now on in a bit different way"

Korekiyo Shinguji

He's observant and he's pretty sure somehow he saw all of the confessions so far. Some were creative while some incredibly creepy.

He did make a joke once about you being so popular just to see your reaction. It was interesting that you rejected everyone even those he assumed you were close with.

A little tease like this can show him how you view those interactions. He wanted to know if you find it amusing or heartbreaking.

Whatever your answer was he acknowledged it and knew that from now on it'd be better to keep his feelings to himself.

He was entertained enough just being with you as you were so he didn't really care that he has to ignore his heart's call.

You were beautiful, the special kind of beauty within you was something he could witness every day. What more he could ask for?

Only if he knew what you were up to... It'd ruin the surprise!

You studied the language of flowers just so when you give him the special bouquet you'd tell him meaning of each flower.

He was of course already aware of those but since you were telling them about it he knew that it was supposed to mirror your feelings.

"To believe that I was blind to your feelings all this time... Let me make this up to you"

~Mod Angie

[kallulovesu]

Heyooo :) can you do headcannons for a platonic yandere allies ?? Am aroace so that's the kind that floats my boat, also do you ever feel tired of writing ?? Like .. ur so productive, it's awsome but like .. I hope ur doing it cuz u have energy not cuz you have followers waiting 😬 take care Plz ❤❤🥺

For the anon that asked that yandere reader ask, thx u inspired this ask ur idea is rad :3

(A/N:) ahh thank you for the worry anon, but it’s no problem really!💞 I wouldn’t be making as much content if I wasn’t having any fun, since it’ll probably end up feeling more like chore...and I hate doing chores 😭

That one protective friend that makes sure to check up on you every second (but it’s turned up to the extreme and downright becomes unhealthy in some cases)™

It was ironic to him. Out everyone that he had gotten to know over all these years— hell, perhaps even Arthur; you were the only one he felt like understood him the most. Not many seemed to notice what was going on beneath the surface of his facade, which was why he appreciated you being there. You still liked him despite the many flaws that he had, and tried your best being with him even if it became downright tiring. Alfred would be heavily dependent on you because of this, often going to you to cheer him up— or before he was going to make a rash choice.

So it was only natural that he couldn’t see himself being without you.

You were like a best friend to him; Alfred would even go as far as to say that he felt a familial connection between the two of you. So the deep desire to protect you was normal, wasn’t it? Even when he felt himself worrying for your well-being at even the slightest approach of a stranger, it was just his instinct telling him that there was something wrong. It wasn’t anything unhealthy. Thus, would usually drag you away from anyone that he found to be suspicious; even those he was already familiar with. This would probably result in a lot of arguments, with him trying to say what was ‘best for you’ and with you denying that you needed this much...protection. You swore that it almost felt like he was just isolating you from the others, to have you purely depend on him for whatever reason you couldn’t make up.

Alfred can’t handle being apart from you— nonetheless the idea of you being angry with him, or even hating him . It truly didn’t matter if the reason was rather ridiculous or not, the idea of you hating him just...made his stomach churn uncomfortably. You were his best buddy, and basically one of the only ones he could trust with his inner worries; and the risk of it all being taken away from him because of a silly, childish mistake was all it took to send the poor boy into a state of panic. Please don’t leave him, he’d do anything to keep you there with him. Begging, gifting— you name it.

Arthur didn’t completely seem to realize his feelings at first, confusing it with romantic attraction for a little while— before quickly seeming to realize that it was all purely platonic. He did feel a bit protective of you, maybe even possessive...but it had nothing to do with romance, nor lust. It was just him wanting to have someone beside him, someone that he could call a friend. And someone that would never leave his side.

It won’t be hard to notice how...bad his communication skills were; with him often saying things that he didn’t really mean and slightly setting you off. Arthur is stubborn, so it may take some time (and slight teasing at how much he hesitated) for him to actually apologize. You’ll probably get used to it after a while, since he’s one big tsundere.

Saying this out loud was an absolute no-no for this man— but you being around Arthur was often enough to make him the slightest bit happier. It felt a bit lonely at times, especially with less and less people being around him these past few years. So having you as a friend almost felt like a breath of fresh air.

He’s very critical of those you choose to be around with, often analyzing even the smallest of things so he can determine if they’re actually worth being around you. Which more often than not ends up... not being the case. Arthur will tell you to stay away from them; saying that they were suspicious, and probably had something bad in mind. He’ll resort to isolating you if you were to disobey him, trying to take as much of your attention— and perhaps even kidnapping you if the extreme were to happen. You were his one and only best friend, and he had to make sure you were safe. Always.

Totally the big brother type...well, he usually proclaims himself as being one, so it isn’t that much of a surprise.

Francis will make sure to absolutely pamper you with his attention; hanging out with you, sending letters whenever he was too busy...and simply sending gifts from France. He simply couldn’t let you go off feeling unloved!

He adores talking about you; usually going off on a mindless ramble whenever someone even mentions your name, like a proud father showing off his child. Others will usually compare him to one due to how much he adores talking about you— or simply the way that he treats you. Which would quickly be disregarded with a: “oh, I’m no father! They’re just such a nice little friend to have around, who wouldn’t want to praise such a delicate person?”

On a second note....he actually did feel like a father figure to you. Huh.

Francis will often suggest helping you out with your love life, perhaps even gushing over cute guys together that you found on a random dating app— before quickly realizing that he didn’t really want this. Those silly moments were fun and all, but having you talk with someone that could just be out to use you made him a bit angry...and paranoid, mainly the latter. He will make sure that anyone that even so much dares to get close you first gets his approval first. The feeling of a broken heart was all too familiar to him, and he didn’t want you to experience such a thing.

This may result in him checking up on you...an awful lot, making sure that those around you were only the best of the best and wouldn’t end up being bad influence to you. Yes, he truly was like a father.

A sibling-like person in his life that he didn’t feel insecure against and acknowledged him as his own person? Fuck yes!!

Jokes aside— Matthew really does care deeply for you. Perhaps it was due to the Canadian barely having those that he could...truly call close friends, so having you around almost felt like a blessing. Unlike Francis, he won’t really show you off or talk about you much, especially around his brother. The American had already stolen enough from him, so why would he let something like that happen again?

He’s extremely wary of anyone that even so much tries to make a move on you. It’s just...you were someone that he held extremely dear; and having you potentially getting hurt due to some lowlife that managed to slip into your life would absolutely break his heart. Matthew didn’t want to fail in protecting you, he would never forgive himself if something like that were to happen.

Losing you is something that he wishes to avoid completely. He’ll even go as far as kidnapping you if it came down to it, Matthew just couldn’t see himself living happily without you by his side.

Yao likes cute things...and you’re a cute friend, so it’s a perfect match!

But seriously, he thinks that you’re absolutely adorable. Whether it be because of your personality— or your appearance, it really doesn’t end up mattering in the end. You’re his cute little friend, and that’s all that matters!

He’ll often treat you with more, yet gentler care than most of the others around him. He knew that you were well capable of taking care of yourself; but he just couldn’t help but see you as something fragile, something that he had to protect. So you can already imagine how frustrated he gets when someone treats you with even the slightest bit of disrespect— Yao will often confront them immediately, while you awkwardly have to sit back and watch it all. Almost feeling pity for the person that had to endure your friend’s seemingly never-ending complaints.

Oh, he probably doesn’t quite realize how he comes off as a father at times; seeing how much he’ll scold you for the smallest mistakes (while making sure to correct you of course!) and how he usually made decisions for you, making it hard to refuse his gestures due to his pushy nature. But it’ll probably become a normal thing for the two of you as time progresses, since it’s just...how Yao was, you assumed.

His controlling behavior will also reflect on how he treats your personal life. Yao is very selective of who he lets you be around with, so he’ll often look at your acquaintances and friends with a very critical eye, immediately expressing his distaste in them if they were even to do the smallest thing wrong. “Such a brute isn’t worth being around, (y/n).” Yao will warn you to stay away from them, but won’t bring it up any further if you decide to do what he says. If you don’t then...well, he had special friends to help him out with his dirtier work.

Yao might consider kidnapping you if this behavior keeps on repeating, but won’t feel compelled to actually do it unless something bad were to happen.

Ivan will always try his best to be there for you! While it most likely won’t quite work with him being a rather busy person; a country, nonetheless, but he’ll do his upmost best. It was extremely hard for Ivan to make friends that...weren’t scared of him or secretly disliked him, so having you was such a relief!

Being his only friend, he’ll make sure to be absolutely devoted to you— perhaps in a way that wasn’t too healthy in a friendship, and would often be looked down upon by those looking at your relationship from an outsider’s perspective. But could one truly blame him? Ever since he was born it felt like everyone around him were either toying with him, or were utterly terrified of the boy expect for his two sisters. It was lonely...so it isn’t hard to imagine how overjoyed he was once having you in his life; someone that didn’t display the usual fright whenever he approached them, nor did you look like you were out to hurt him.

Ivan appreciated you a lot.

It wasn’t hard to imagine that you’d most likely become the target of a few other countries, your connection with Ivan wasn’t extremely hidden from the outside world... (from how much he’d senselessly mutter things about you when daydreaming, and the many times he stuck by your side) and so, others would take it to their advantage. Those like Alfred will probably try convince you to leave Ivan’s side, spewing terrifying stories of the man to try and stir up something inside of you so you could leave him. It was mainly for your own safety, yes. But it was also to make the Russian weaker. It was obvious that he was depending on you heavily, and losing you would...god forbid if that would ever happen. Ivan would completely lose himself, perhaps even snapping completely.

So don’t hesitate to tell Ivan if someone was bothering you! Ivan will make sure to get rid of the little parasite from your life in an instant, giving them a short warning whenever the two come across each other...and making sure that he got his point across! It’s better to ignore their sudden disappearance after that day, since someone like them wasn’t worth lingering in your mind.

[meilbox]

◟♡ like real people do.

relishing in the baby steps of your relationship with denki kaminari.

wc: 1.2k words.

pairing: denki kaminari + gn!reader

genre: fluff, angst if you squint, established relationship

warnings: denki + reader being in love and extremely doubtful at the same time i think? one (1) mention of mineta. cuz hes gross.

a/n: this came to me while listening to the song of the same name by hozier, and my brain just went: ah yes, dumb pikachu. <3 if denki is out of character i’m so sorry i just wanted to write soft fluff for him :,) @denkamis come and get yo juice. jk i love you here’s your denki fluff.

requests are open!

Being in a relationship was something so exciting, yet terrifying all at the same time. At least, that was what you’d thought initially. The idea of finding someone you cared about with all your heart, someone you wanted to cherish for the rest of your days, it was scary to think about. You never thought you’d find someone like that.

That was, until Denki Kaminari popped into your life.

The sweet, optimistic, electric hero of class 1-A. Your classmate. Your best friend. Your boyfriend. Finding out he’d harboured similar feelings towards you was like a dream come true. All those feelings you’d originally believed only existed in the books and movies were standing here, right in front of you. Flourishing in front of your very eyes. Though the confession was quite the spectacle, and a little awkward and embarrassing on both ends, you wouldn’t have it any other way.

The relationship you two had was much like a small plant. It was fresh, new, and needed lots of love and care. You couldn’t wait to see how it would grow between the two of you. Without fail, Denki managed to find a permanent place in your heart. Even if you two were still considered stuck in what they call “the honeymoon phase”, you wouldn’t have it any other way.

Even when teachers and friends alike would ask you questions that made you think for a minute, you’d never leave Denki. Often times it was small things like, “aren’t you two too young to say you’re in love?” or “aren’t you guys moving a little too slow?”, you and Denki were the only people who had a say in what went in your relationship, and you two had already had a couple conversations on the topic.

Small, shy glances towards one another in the middle of Ectoplasm’s lecture, tiny notes hidden on your desks by one another, gentle touches and brushes of hands against one another, anything you two did caused butterflies to flutter in your tummy, and your heart’s beat increasing drastically. Though, you couldn’t help but realize that you two hadn’t shared your first kiss quite yet.

It wasn’t a big deal between the both of you. You both had come to a mutual agreement that when you both felt ready to do so, you’d let the other know.

You knew it was silly to let others talk about your relationship the way they did, but it was something neither of you could brush off. Was it not normal to be three months into dating and not have a first kiss? What happened to ‘taking things at your own pace’? You’d even recalled Mina asking you about it, mentioning the nature he previously shared when hanging with people like Mineta.

Truth be told, before getting together, both you and Denki had been reluctant to act on your feelings for one another. Denki on one hand, was afraid you’d push him away because of who he’d hang around. He was never like that, and wouldn’t ever do anything to make you uncomfortable. Meanwhile, you were simply afraid that he’d reject you, opting to go for someone like Yaoyorozu or Jirou instead. But now that you two were together, reassurance and soft praises were a common occurrence between the two of you.

Currently, you two were in his dorm. Seated in between your legs was your boyfriend, sitting cross legged on the floor as you comfortably rested on his bed, arms draping on his shoulders, as he rubbed your arms with gentle movements. There was a movie playing on the screen of the tv in his room, but being in each other’s presence distracted you both from watching. The movie had practically been long forgotten as the two of you talked about anything and everything that came to mind. It was something you loved about Denki. Being able to talk without feeling judged.

“Say, Denki?” You speak once he’s done with his story, rousing him to lift his head to look at you, the same fond expression on his face he had whenever he spent time with you. He smiled.

“What’s up, buttercup?” He asks cheekily, causing heat to flood to your cheeks a bit. Day in and day out, he’d constantly batter you with cheesy nicknames, and even now, you still weren’t used to them. Using a free hand, you carded it through his golden hair with a tenderness saved only for your ball of sunshine. After some thought, you felt ready. You wanted to tell him how much you loved him. Kiss him and hope that maybe he can realize just how much he meant to you. He wanted all these things just as much as you did, but wanted to wait until you were certain.

A pregnant silence took over the room, nothing but the end credits of the movie playing in the background as you tried to find the right words for what you wanted to say next. Denki’s look of fondness quickly changed into one of slight worry at the sudden quietness that took over. Just as he was about to ask what was the matter, you beat him to it.

“How mad would you be if I said I wanted to kiss you now? I mean, I would hope you’re not mad, but it’s been months and we haven’t kissed yet. But I’m ready now, I feel ready.” You rambled, and Denki swore that he could feel himself just about ready to short circuit from there. He was buzzing with excitement. Denki couldn’t help but grin ear to ear. Even if he himself had been ready, he would wait until you called the shots. He wasn’t like how people may have depicted him as. He was so much better. He wanted to give you the world, and looked at you as if you’d hung the stars in the sky.

He couldn’t even find the words to respond. At first it had you almost worried you’d scared him into silence, but you were immediately relieved of your concern when the sweet melody of his laughs filled the room.

“Baby. Darling, sweetheart, angel! Oh my god. You have no idea how happy I am right now.” He told you, standing now so that he could bring you into an embrace. “I love you so much, you know that right? I don’t care when we kiss. I hope you know that too. When we kiss doesn’t change how much I adore you.” He tells you, his voice just above a whisper, and your voice catches in your throat as he pulls away just enough to get a look at your features. You let out a sigh of relief and joined in on his laughter, the sounds dying down as you two gazed at one another.

Without any other words, Denki leaned in, and you met him halfway, lips finally connecting to one another. The kiss you two shared had been full of feeling. Emotions of adoration, and so much more. You could tell he was trying to be cheesy and romantic with it, and you couldn’t help but smile against his lips.

After pulling away, you held him close, a giggle escaping your mouth.

“You’re so silly, I love you too.”

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Matchup Request!!!♡♡♡

This is the person that asked if i could pm you/submit the matchups! :D -->

[Chaotic Neutral, Introvert, Leo, INTP, 5'7-8]

I'm A Pansexual girl but I definitely lean more towards boys, I've got a dirty Mind and a Sailors Mouth (I swear too much). Really fast matabalisiom and can eat about whatever i want, i can be pretty obnoxious and self centred but I'm working on it! :D, I used to be in my schools drama club, I say sorry too much, Im kinda Touch-starved So I'm really cuddly with people who would let me. I'm tol and v e r y insecure about it.

I'm very confident and i like the way i look, I don't really let what people say get too me, but i used to be mistaken for a boy alot (my face shape was different before I got braces and i wore more neutral clothes, I had an overbite and was bullied cuz' of it.), I still get super self conscious and uncomfortable when I'm miss-gendered and out of girly clothes!

I'm outspoken, Lazy, Impusive, Immature, rude, Picky but when I compliment someone I always mean it. I always say whats on my mind, good or bad.

I really hate people who can't stand up for themselves and i have highs and lows of energy.

I'm Friendly, Easy-going, Creative, Silly and Confident, when someone tries to make fun of me I always laugh it off, even if it actually hurts a little. I can compliment people no problamo but I get super flustered when complemented back.

^^ I'm a go-with-the-flow person with a devil-may-care attitude,

I have two dogs, A cat, and four quails.

I have a big friend group and i like to think I'm reasonably easy to talk too, but I need alot of alone time (Like, unheathily) for me and my phone, but affection is welcomed greatly during these times!

I like binging junk food, aesthetics, and i have a soft spot for photography & I really dislike kids-

I have Pale skin, A freckled nose, Olive green eyes, wavy light brown hair that reaches my shoulders, braces and Glasses that I'm legally blind without but still refuse to wear. (I've walked into so many poles.)

I like everything about rain and heavy thunderstorms, It feels good, it smells good, it helps you sleep, and it's totally worth wrecking your cute clothes for. (Lean towards the feminine side of fashion! Olive Dresses, Pastel Skirts, Pearly Blouses, black Dockmartens-)

I cant go 5 seconds without listening to music, the only times when I'm not listening is when I'm shopping or at school, ( mainly Indie Folk and Bands like Destroy Boys / Mother Mother! )

I have ADHD, Dissociation, AVPD and Anxiety, I'm super physically weak (+ Plus i have a really low pain tolorence).

I Love reading and i want to writing but I never have any motivation! I'm a big daydreamer and I'm usually passed out on my school desk fantasizing about random stories. I'm big on Indie RPGs and Adventure games! (Ive got a bad habit of staying up at night reading and sleeping all day, I'm a really deep sleeper and litreally nothing can wake me up.)

My favorite movie/TV shows are; Brooklyn 99, Archer, Zombieland and litreally any Stand-up/Animated Comedy, im a sucker for romcons, I really like Stupid girl Drama and Folklore, my idea of a good time is dangerous Midnight Walmart Shennagigans with close friends, Laying in bed on my phone all day eating cake, Partying all night long (with snack and nap breaks) and long midnight car rides to McDonalds. I wanna have adventures more often but I don't the energy, Depression, Y'know?

I'm really facinated by abnormal psychology and 'the dark side' of humanity, written horror makes me giddy but I hate horror movies, I'm really jumpy and get scared easily. I want to become a Psychologist. (Really big Empath, Second hand embarrassment, even in movies, makes me wanna leave the room and screech.)

^^ I'm pretty much a cowardly thrill seeker.

I like dressing up for fancy occasions more then actually going to them, something about energetic night club parties where people don't care about the normal stuff and just wanna have a fun time makes me really happy.

In relationships I call people nicknames alot! Usually stuff like 'babes', though like with compliments, i get super flustered when called nicknames.

Thanks for your time! Sorry it's so long, I try to make these as detailed as possible! ^''^ again, if it's too much please tell me!))

I match you with... 

Zen! 

You’re a whirlwind of all sorts of things. I had to think about this at first because wow, there’s a lot of options here, and I wasn’t sure which would suit you the best. In the end, I reached the conclusion that someone who could respect your energy and as well as help you out of your shell when you need it. You’ve had your struggles in life with your attitude and your appearance, but now you’ve got this sense of faith that nobody can knock. There are still moments when you feel low, but you’ve come to the same conclusion that Zen has. He can feel that energy coming off of you and he respects the hell out of it. The way that you smile and laugh without shame makes his heart start to stutter; You have a lot to say about the world and he doesn’t hesitate to listen to every word and play along when you’re teasing. 

Aren’t you just a sucker for a guy that can scoop you up? Well, that’s easy for Zen, and if you make a hint of being tired or not wanting to get up, he’s the first one on that. He loves the way that you squeal and try to make him knock it off, mainly it's the way that you become red in the face that makes him chuckle. 

Some of your insight into the human mind actually makes him want to come you to discuss the character that he might be playing, or leaning towards. He likes to hear different intakes, and it helps him reach a way to make something his own instead of something else. 

The great thing about Zen is that he’s pretty awful at games, so you’re going to win every time that you play him. He really doesn’t mind that because you laugh and cheer every time you do win. 

[phenyxsnest]

Robbie the Reluctant Role Model

Based on a request for Robbie/twin interactions with Robbie as the world’s most reluctant role model.

On AO3 // On FF.net

Robbie Valentino and the Pines family had a somewhat complicated relationship.

They could stand each other, which was an improvement, but there was baggage on both sides.

So in general, they avoided each other. Or at least, Robbie avoided the sister, since the brother wasn't exactly...around all the time. He'd never admit it, but a lot of that was guilt, for how he and Dipper had felt about each other while Dipper had been...had been human.

Until Wendy read him the riot act.

That wouldn't have been enough except, well, Wendy was right, and he was treating the currently sixteen year old Mabel a lot like the people back in Piedmont had, and it took about five seconds of watching her after Wendy had yanked his head back out of his ass to realize it hurt the kid.

And maybe Robbie felt just a little bit guilty. Fine, the kids had been, well, kids when all the personal biz went down, and he was being silly for holding a grudge. Mabel had always been kind of okay, if a bit too loud and rainbow for him. And she'd really gone out of her way to set him up with Tambry...

Ugh. Growing up was the worst. He had to, like, care about other people's feelings now. Or at least he had to or be the asshole, and be self aware enough now to realize he was being one.

Wendy was picking the twins up from school – or to be more precise, she was picking Mabel up, and apparently Dipper was joining Mabel outside the gates to ride back with her.

And for some reason, she was dragging Robbie along. Something about “You can't keep avoiding them, man. You're either there for them, and one of us, or you're not, but you can't keep wavering on it like this.”

Robbie sure hoped the others, Nate and Lee and Tambry and Thompson, had gotten the lecture too, or he was...well, he'd probably sulk a bit at least. They weren't exactly being Wendy levels of friendly either, since they were pretty uncomfortable about how to handle Dipper's new status.

Getting better, he guessed, but not really comfortable yet. Mostly because it was so dang hard to talk to the kid now and everything had to go through Mabel, but things were still kind of awkward. Better than the kids had been dealing with back in Piedmont though. At least here, the discomfort was because they couldn't tell where Dipper was or talk to him, not because of what he was now.

Okay, there was a little discomfort over that, but damned if they were going to let the kids see that.

“Ah, man, really?” Wendy said as they pulled up to the school.

Robbie looked over and saw Brad and Carl Corbett, kids he recognized because their older brother had tried to cause trouble for him and Wendy when they were back in school, give Mabel a shove from behind.

Her books fell, and though she was immediately in fighting stance, ready to go, Robbie could see the face she made when the books fell, that on the edge of tears look he'd seen a time or two when they'd all thought her brother was gone but she'd been trying to be strong. That look of someone who's dealt with too much already, and couldn't take much more before she shattered.

Robbie was out of the truck before he realized what he was doing, grabbing the kid who'd shoved Mabel by the back of his shirt.

“Hey, what'ddya think you're doing!” he yelled. The kid kicked out and struggled free, his brother already running for the hills. “Little brats!” Robbie yelled after them, shaking his fist.

“I could've handled them,” Mabel said, a little sullenly, and Robbie shrugged, sticking his hands in his hoodie's pocket.

“Yeah, whatever,” he muttered, embarrassed at his reaction. Why did he do that?

“Thanks, though,” Mabel said as she gathered up her things. Her head tilted, eyes going faraway in the expression even Robbie had learned meant that she was listening to Dipper. “Stop it, Dipper, I could've taken them.” Another pause, and “I do not take on too much, and you're one to talk anyway, Dippy-cat!”

“Dude, why you calling your bother a cat again?” Wendy asked, walking up to the two humans and invisible demon. “They totally got away, by the way. Sorry. Robbie scared 'em good.”

“Oh, Dippin' Dots is getting all mad 'cuz he doesn't think I could totally have handled them myself, but thanks for doing it Robbie, and Dip's acting like he doesn't hide when he's upset or hurt like a kitty does but he's accusing me of doing it.”

It took effort for Robbie not to smirk, but dammit he was trying to be nice, and Mabel had always been nice to him, even when he was aggravating her brother.

Things being as they were, the friends weren't able to be together as often as they used to – most of them were either off at college or getting ready to go off to college – but they were still making the effort.

Part of it was because they had always been friends, but two large factors remained that kept them in touch where other high school friendships had fallen apart...and theirs might have too without those two things.

The big one being that they'd been there, at Weirdmaggedon, the Transcendence, and if you hadn't been there it was hard to explain what had happened that day, the days leading up to it. Sometimes you just really needed to be with someone who got it, who'd lived through the epicenter of it all.

The other was Mabel and Dipper.

Because those two had given everything to save the world, and well, Wendy had put out the call – the kids needed them. Even with all the problems they'd had with each other, even Robbie had trouble saying no to that.

So they came home on weekends, as often as they could.

They were hanging out now, in the garage where they'd always hung out, when Mabel came in, as perky as usual, stopping all conversation.

Because Mabel wasn't in her usual sweater.

Well, technically she was in a sweater, since it looked like she'd hand knitted her top, but...no one had ever seen Mabel in black before, save that one day when they'd had to have a funeral for Dipper, to lie to the world that he was dead.

Fishnets and layers, thick boots and tights, gloves and blacks and purples and greys, thick makeup covering her face, Mabel looked like an entire Edgy On Purpose store had chewed her up and spit her out.

Mabel posed and did a little spin when she noticed everyone's eyes were on her.

“Mabel. What,” Wendy said flatly.

“I've gone Goth!” Mabel announced proudly.

“Yeah, I can see that,” Wendy said, “But why?”

“Come on, Wendy, I've got a demon brother! I bust cults! What's more Goth than that? Plus, this jewelry is awesome!”

Robbie, who had been sitting and watching silently and with mounting tension, threw up his hands with a cry of frustration. “I can't take it anymore!” he snapped. He marched over to Mabel and grabbed her shoulders, shoving her towards the bathroom.

The air around them turned oppressive, a sign Dipper was upset with Robbie's treatment of his sister, but it was just one more thing, unnoticed as the others tried to stop Robbie before he did something they all regretted.

“Look, kid, it's one thing to be Goth, but you gotta learn how to do the eyeliner right, okay?” Robbie said, shoving Mabel – though pretty gently – in front of the mirror. “Now get that makeup off and let me show you how. You can't just do the whole eye or you'll look like you got in a fight. Tambry, get those videos up, okay? The crazy eye makeup ones, with all the swirls and junk. That's more Mabel's style than plain lining.”

The air lightened considerably as Robbie began lecturing Mabel on makeup and how to apply it properly – along with instructions, like to make sure you got it all off before going to bed or it was just going to make the acne worse, do you wanna ruin your skin? Don't do like I did, come on – and showing her the videos Tambry brought up of fancy makeup tutorials.

From then on, it became almost normal to see Robbie fixing Mabel's makeup, even after she became proficient at it. Fussing with jewelry, working on dyeing hair, or making some kind of accessory.

That, or discussing the new jewelry and accessories on sale at Edgy on Purpose.

They were all pretty sure that the Goth thing wouldn't last – Mabel loved bright colors too much to restrict herself to blacks and purples for long – but for now, well, she and Robbie were both having fun.

Mabel was a full on teenager. They all knew it. And she and Dipper had been tracking down cults for a couple of years now.

Didn't mean those in the know didn't worry about them when they went out.

Possession was hard on Mabel, and it was hard on Dipper, to know what he put his sister through during the possessions.

They were still so young, for all they thought of themselves as being all grown up.

If there was anything both Wendy and Robbie could understand, it was thinking you were an adult while still being a child.

Of course, that didn't mean the Pines twins were happy about it – Mabel in particular had never really wanted to grow up.

Stan taught Mabel to fight, but Wendy and Robbie were the ones to refine it, to teach her how to take advantage of her weight and size.

It helped when Mabel got into fights at school, though those were rarer now that she was in Gravity Falls High, where people were much more used to the supernatural, and most had been there for the Transcendence and, if they hadn't directly been involved, had heard just what Mabel and her brother had done to save their town and the world from parents or older siblings who had been there.

There were just a few utter jerks who still bothered people despite everything else, though they soon quit after Robbie had a little talk with some of them and gave Mabel a few hints at how to deal with the rest and her natural Pines streak took care of what he didn't help with.

Robbie may have grown up, but he was still sarcastic and stubborn, Goth and moody.

In short, he was nobody's role model or big brother figure. Ever. Get away.

But then there was Mabel Pines.

Save her once from some bullies, give her a few tips on makeup, hang out a bit, and suddenly she's all looking up to you and making you feel like you have to live up to some standard she has of you in her head, like you're actually a good person or something.

It was exhausting, and more than once Robbie wanted to tell her to shove off.

But he couldn't seem to do it, and it wasn't because he was scared of her brother. No, really, he wasn't, 'cuz he knew Wendy would stop the kid from retaliating, and so would Mabel.

But...he just couldn't look into those eyes and tell Mabel to get lost.

And more than once, when he was sitting at the Shack, he caught that Great-Uncle of Mabel's watching him, and was just self aware enough to understand when Mr. Pines sent him that understanding glance, like he got the whole thing, that weird need to live up to what they thought of you and being unable to look them in the eye and tell them you were a terrible person.

Though the old man still laughed at him as Mabel dragged him along into some crazy scheme. Stupid old geezer.