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welcometololaland · 1 year ago

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A fic about Alex Claremont-Diaz's chaotic coffee habits for @rmd-writes, brought to you by the extremely rogue and inadvisable duo of @dustratcentral (ifyoustay) and me (Lolaland).

(updating every couple of days).

NOW COMPLETE

CURSED IS A STATE OF MIND | E | 6/6 | RWRB

Alex Claremont-Diaz is well aware that he’s an absolute catch. He’s intelligent and quick witted, has an ass that absolutely refuses to quit and was once voted ‘most attractive law student’ in a slightly irresponsible and probably unethical NYU student magazine poll. Which is why he finds it super fucking weird that his new roommate, Henry, thinks his caffeine consumption habits are a bit off-putting. So what if he has some unconventional drink choices? It’s not like Alex can’t vehemently defend all of them. OR 5 times Henry has something to say about Alex’s coffee choices and 1 time he says nothing at all.

Chapter 1 - a wake-me-up and a pick-me-up

Chapter 2 - cereal coffee

Chapter 3 - lukecold

Chapter 4 - pre-made, post-warmed

Chapter 5 - dip it

Chapter 6 - the fat hasn't separated

#Cursed is a State of Mind #rwrb #red white and royal blue #rwrb fic #red white and royal blue fic #alex claremont diaz #henry fox mountchristen windsor #coffee habits #alternate universe #new york city #the ring-in but rwrb and worse #ifyoustay and lolaland strike again

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butchfalin · 1 year ago

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the funniest meltdown ive ever had was in college when i got so overstimulated that i could Not speak, including over text. one of my friends was trying to talk me through it but i was solely using emojis because they were easier than trying to come up with words so he started using primarily emojis as well just to make things feel balanced. this was not the Most effective strategy... until. he tried to ask me "you okay?" but the way he chose to do that was by sending "👉🏼👌🏼❓" and i was so shocked by suddenly being asked if i was dtf that i was like WHAT???? WHAT DID YOU JUST SAY TO ME?????????? and thus was verbal again

#yeehaw #1k #5k #10k #posts that got cursed. blasted. im making these tag updates after... 19 hours?#also i have been told it should say speech loss bc nonverbal specifically refers to the permanent state. did not know that!#unfortunately i fear it is so far past containment that even if i edited it now it would do very little. but noted for future reference #edit 2: nvm enough ppl have come to rb it from me directly that i changed the wording a bit. hopefully this makes sense #also. in case anyone is curious. though i doubt anyone who is commenting these things will check the original tags #1) my friend did not do this on purpose in any way. it was not intended to distract me or to hit on me. im a lesbian hes a gay man. cmon now #he felt very bad about it afterwards. i thought it was hilarious but it was very embarrassed and apologetic #2) “why didn't he use 🫵🏼?” didn't exist yet. “why didn't he use 🆗?” dunno! we'd been using a lot of hand emojis. 👌🏼 is an ok sign #like it makes sense. it was just a silly mixup. also No i did not invent 👉🏼👌🏼 as a gesture meaning sex. do you live under a rock #3) nonspeaking episodes are a recurring thing in my life and have been since i was born. this is not a quirky one-time thing #it is a pervasive issue that is very frustrating to both myself and the people i am trying to communicate with. in which trying to speak is #extremely distressing and causes very genuine anguish. this post is not me making light of it it's just a funny thing that happened once #it's no different than if i post about a funny thing that happened in conjunction w a physical disability. it's just me talking abt my life #i don't mind character tags tho. those can be entertaining. i don't know what any of you are talking about #Except the ppl who have said this is pego/ryu or wang/xian. those people i understand and respect #if you use it as a writing prompt that's fine but send it to me. i want to see it #aaaand i think that's it. everyday im tempted to turn off rbs on it. it hasn't even been a week

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tweedfrog · 7 months ago

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Absolutely wild how asoiaf/ fire and blood set up Lysa Tully and Viserra Targaryen to be unsympathetic bratty teenage girls and expects me to hate them instead of the cradle snatchers they are forced to marry like I think Lysa shouldve poisoned Jon Arryn even harder actually and Viserra shouldve strapped Jaehaerys to that horse and sent him careening head-first into a brick wall

#and yet when i say hoster and jaehaerys deserve to be [REDACTED] im the bad guy #like oh no this pretty 15-17 year old girl doesnt want to marry a man who qualifies for a state pension card UMM???? YES??????#jon arryn you were impotent because my mind powers were cursing ur dick through various paralell universes

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itsguysnightitsironic · 9 months ago

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Things that would kill a Victorian child:

Victoria Isaacs

As she should.

#legends of avantris #curse of strahdanya #victoria isaacs #im in a weird state of mind #ignore me a little bit #look at the pretty lady

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willyhoos · 9 months ago

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a very self indulgent twipri au i made... vampire!zelda x vampire hunter!link..

in which a rancher from ordon is suddenly afflicted with lycanthropy, and hunts down the cursed hylian queen who is absolutely, DEFINITELY responsible for it...

(spoilers: he's Mega Wrong)

a bit more info about the au below the cut!

"Link, go assassinate the Hylian queen so we can go back to living normally." instructions unclear i have fallen in love with her

midna is somewhere probably maybe once i figure out what to do with her .

#tloz #zelda #loz #link loz #zelda loz #my nyart #so .#my first au huh #poor zelda isnt evil btw . much like in twipri shes kind of Stuck in a very very cursed kingdom with not much she can do #she was probably very confused when meeting the ~hero of legend~ and he says hes here to kill her #she was like WE ARE SUPPOSED 2 BE BESTIES!! AND ALSO SOULMATES. why are u calling me ebil :(#especially because she feels horrifically guilty about not only the state of her kingdom #but also like. shes a vampire. She Eats People #so for link to call her a monster... she kind of agrees i guess #but no she had nothing to do with links curse lol.#he just assumed she did... and she politely told him otherwise #he does not believe her #and of course #when he DOES fall in love with her #he assumes hes being enthralled or something and is like YOU CANT FOOL ME !!!! YOURE INTENTIONALLY POISONING MY MIND......#he just outs himself like a giant doof lolololol #anyway #also. ik. the elephant in the room.#i have no idea how midna plays into this... she'll find her time... maybe

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lindalofbroome · 2 years ago

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barbie selfie generator

you know i had to make some for us, dq fandom 😂

#postlyn #postlyn meme #barbie meme #emily rodda #roddaverse #deltora quest #lief of del #jasmine of del #barda of del #endon of del #doom of del #sharn of del #//#i did doom first and it's #like i understand why they did it #but they censor curse words #but i did doom first and i was losing my mind at ''this barbie is so ******* tired'' lmaooo #maybe ebcause im also so ******* tired that im in a state of ridiculousness until i get a decent sleep

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towlerknows · 19 days ago

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#my republican co-worker #pulled me aside today #to tell me her daughter is pregnant #we're in Tennessee #she's white #the father is Black #i wanted to scream at her #tell her to get out of the state #go somewhere where she'll be safe #but i just listened #she's mad and excited #and happy and frustrated with her 30 yo kid #doing something so dumb #she said she's with her 'no matter what'#and i wanted to scream about her voting for people that think those words are a curse #but i just kept listening #i don't know how to feel #part of me is seething with fury that she thinks her whiteness protects them #part of me is realizing that yes #times have changed #and there are things you can't change back #no matter how hard Project 2025 tries #and maybe my co-worker and her like-minded friends #will be the ones that hold the line #or maybe they won't #maybe they'll be like the Latinos voting for the guy that wants to deport them #idk #it's just all so infuriating #and so fucking sad

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vanhelsingapologist · 2 years ago

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The Sorority vs the leash I am putting them all on + Leo Dilisnya.

also yes our party is like 1/2 redheads. we used to have more. we thought it was funny.

#curse of strahd art #curse of strahd #curse of strahd pcs #our DM wouldn’t let us call ourselves Fake Out so we opted for the Sorority.#We used to be a party of entirely she/her pronouns with one he/him who we called our weed dealer #then we had a party member die and leave so we now have another guy. but the plot twist is that he’s actually a dealer.#and one of the members came out as nb #also. leo dilisnya.#this does not matter. the sorority is a state of mind #you’re a coward if you think otherwise #CoS: The Sorority #(of shadows)#there was a point where when Ireena was revealed to not be the Tatyana in our game (SAVED!!!) where we were all like #is it me? jesus?#our one off joke became real important #don’t test your DMs with your sillies guys #“Wouldn’t it be funny if we were all redheads?”#it wasn’t.

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welcometololaland · 9 months ago

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Hello Lola my dear, I have seen your unhinged ask in my box and will be answering it soon, but in the mean time I thought I'd uno reverse you and ask some of the normal asks for you, too. Please feel free to answer any or all or none at all, whatever speaks to you.

17. Assign each of your fics (or selection of them) a cryptid.

21. If you were starving and had to feast on one of your fics to survive, which fic would it be?

an uno reverse! how very dare! thank you, sara!

17. I don't actually have that many fics, but i will assign my 7 most recent with terrible explanations:

a. the rainbow fish (tarlos) - a yeti because i simply couldn't ignore it (wrote this fic so fast, loved every minute).

b. double, double, acting trouble (firstprince) - a british big cat because the concept is so outlandish it can't be real.

c. ALTA (tarlos) - the mongolian death worm because it invaded my brain and caused me so many issues but i couldn't get rid of it. like a bad animorphs book.

d. cursed is a state of mind (firstprince) - mothman. it's sinister, and it's cursed and no one in their right mind would want to give a giant, evil bird caffeine.

e. (un)professional services (tarlos) - bigfoot, for the same reason as (a) - could not look away, could not stop writing.

f. catch and release (firstprince) - a champy, because its a teeny tiny monster in a lake (and this fic is about rowing).

g. oh baby i'm a fool for you (tarlos) - i mean...i think this one is obvious. the loch ness monster because this fic was about as cursed as the whole concept of resume and imprinting.

21. I'd be chowing down on ALTA, purely because it's the biggest and it would help me survive the longest.

#cursed ask #lolaland answers #cha-melodius #double double acting trouble #rainbow fish #ALTA #cursed is a state of mind #(un)professional services #catch and release #oh baby i'm a fool for you

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ultravioart · 2 years ago

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THIS WAS NOT A FEVER DREAM IT'S A REAL POST?!?! WHAT DOES THIS EVEN MEAN Bonus

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exopelagic · 5 months ago

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this election feels so hollow even though it’s likely ostensibly gonna be a good outcome. labour really just sucks fucking ass rn huh

#if the tories lose bad enough to make lib dems the opposition though… a guy can hope #I think it’s the fact that this is the first general election I can vote in that’s making me lose my mind a little here #I have done basically nothing but read today. I DO know a whole bunch more abt voting systems and the nightmare the tories have been now tho #I’m just kinda like. okay so what happens next? bc labour WILL do some decent shit but they also. fucking suck.#planning to look into the local green party once I’m back at uni bc I could actually do stuff there #I think I’m just dealing with a little bit of whiplash going from doing a biology degree where Everything is about climate change #like unambiguously it gets brought up in every topic (I DO focus on ecology and agricultural stuff and not like genetics but still)#clear consensus from literally everyone you talk to that shit has to happen right the fuck now.#it’s not even like I’m unaware of the state of policy rn I KNOW it’s a nightmare to do anything but we at least TALK about it #and then this election where it’s barely a footnote. biggest thing is the sewage dumping everyone’s talking about and yeah fucking finally #but is that all you’ve got?? the labour manifesto is bleak. it has a section and the stuff they’re proposing isn’t bad but it’s so little #and yeah no they’ve changed the official line on the manifesto to ‘make Britain a clean energy superpower’#I SWEAR it was different a few days ago #maybe I’m being pessimistic bc their plans for clean energy if they actually do them could be huge especially if they manage it by 2030.#it’s just that I know what the targets are and they’re already pulling back on shit like EVs bc of the shift right and I am So Tired #two party politics is a curse. as much as reform is an actual nightmare them getting a decent vote share might actually be the thing that #gets people talking abt proportional representation again bc they are nothing if not good at being loud #did you know we had a fucking referendum in 2011 bc what the fuck. and it went SO BADLY even though people generally supported it #god idk I think I’m once again being naively optimistic about people and election coverage has been very good at knocking me down a bit #people generally are good. I have to believe this. but man the british public is making that really fucking hard #genuinely I think a good chunk of that is down to first past the post driving politics to be divisive and aggressive #like is it the only problem? fuck no. but it’s definitely poisoning the way this shit goes bc when all the parties do is jab at each other #what are we actually doing here #idk I’m gonna stop now but this is taking up a ridiculous amount of bandwidth rn I can’t wait for it to be over #already dreading what the next election could look like in 4 years if starmer continues to suck ass bc I don’t trust him to not like at all #luke.txt #I said i was done but I just looked at the lib dem manifesto and oh my god it’s actually pretty good on this? holy fucking shit

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thecursedquoteshop · 1 year ago

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(via "Spring is a State of Mind" Magnet for Sale by Cursed-Quotes)

Spring is a State of Mind.... as are most seasons tbh lol

#redbubble #redbubble shop #the cursed quote shop #shop #spring #spring is a state of mind #state of mind #spring has sprung #quote #quotes #phrases #sayings #words #word #words words words #t shirt #shirt #bucket hat #sticker

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dutybcrne · 7 months ago

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Me BSing hcs like: The fact that Kae is not only able to create a shield when he is dangerously low HP but also the fact that he is able to regenerate HP when he hits opponents with Frostgnaw is definitely due to him receiving his Vision when Diluc had tried to kill him in their Confrontation...but could it be possible that his familial ties to the Abyss Order could have influenced that HP drain of his-

#//And that's without mentioning the fact that Glacial Waltz's duration increases FOR EVERY OPPONENT DEFEATED #//Between that and his lil teleporting trick like an Abyss mage's (minus the flurries of ice); I have SO many thinkings #//Deffo love the abilities of his being an amalgam of Vision based and Abyssal energy imbued #//Deffo love that fact meaning it hurts a bit to use his Vision at all; esp with the teleporting being such a Staple to his combat style #☆ ┆ ( .ooc. );#//Sidetracking a bit; but I also like to think that even after the Abyss is defeated/beaten back enough to not be such a threat; he'd still #keep his abilities from it/some connection to it. Bc he's so used to it being such a big PART of his fighting style/assets to use in a pinc #//But also bc keeping that connection means it'd help him keep track of any remnants of the Order far easier #//He could track them down with far more ease; sense if they are growing stronger; get intel from Domains/abyssal traces #//Of course being very mindful to keep it a secret & trying to not involve his loved ones/fellow knights of it all #//But he very much is careful esp bc of risks of him being corrupted by it; keeping a keen eye on his mental/physical/emotional states #//Deffo has plans to leave Mond and/or end his own life if he starts seeing the Abyssal corruption affecting him irreversibly #suicide mention tw #//Kind of but also kind of not; considering some of the ways how he'd go abt it #//Knows it'd be harder to the further it goes; so he has particular criteria he keeps tracks of to ensure if they come to pass #//he; in a clearer state of mind; would either 1) use his Vision to try & purge the energy out of himself (extremely painful; COULD kill #if the corruption runs deep enough & save him the trouble) or 2) use the aggressiveness of the corruption to provoke someone (esp Luc)#into taking care of him &thus ending the problem all together. Bc he KNOWS he's strong; only a handful of beings could actually kill him #//& actually be WILLING to; without hesitation. Luc comes to mind first bc of their Confrontation. But also bc Kae'd be happy w him being #the last person he ever sees. Thinks it'd be comforting more than anyone else. Esp since a lover would just break his heart to see them #//Worst case scenario is him falling to the corruption & sb breaking it out of him in the moment #//Bc the Instant he realizes what's happening; esp if they are crying and/or angered at him; he WILL fatally wound himself #//And make SURE it's not something he can come back from; save by a miracle (or 'curse' as he'd see it)#//Probably making an icicle and slitting his own throat; if not jamming the thing into his heart #//he won't hesitate; wont offer explanations; final words or apologies; he cant risk that moment of clarity being too short for it #//he HAS to make sure he can't hurt anyone any further; no matter what it means for him #//Which is partly why he'd be so keen to make sure it's not found out; bc he KNOWS he can be talked out of keeping those abilities #//Or worse; he'd fight them on it; and thus make for a fucken MESS in the aftermath if he's been too far along in the corruption #//But he KNOWS that even with the risks; the powers are a VALUABLE asset to him; &thus desperately wants to keep them #//'sidetracking a bit'; I said. Proceed to write a wHOLE FUCKEN NEW HC IN TAGS; I did; kjfbgkftg. Whoops lmao

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starsambrosia · 2 years ago

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Captions. Now.

#every time we touch #the lego brick finds me sleeping at night when i close my eyes i can hear her voice growing louder and louder as she stedily approcahes. i #can feel her breath against the back of my ear as she whispers when that begins my heart drops as i cascade into yet #another state of lucidity loosing my mind slowly as her voice corrodes my internal functions and that damned brick is all i can ever feel #or see help me i am lost without her yet i am deteriorating with her #oh Kaguya why did you bestow this curse on me why did you have to die with her memory ingrained on my very being #TELL ME KAGUYA WHY #fuCKING WHY I SEE HER I FEEL HER NEAR I CAN SENSE THE BRICKS BY BRICKS BY BRICKS GROWING CLOSER TO THE GATES OF HEAVEN BUILD BITCH BUILD #yOU TOO WILL HEAR HER HYPNOTIC TONES AS YOU DRIFT TO SLEEP THE LAND OF FORSAKEN DREAMS GODS WHY WJY #hi Dionysus :3

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doodlboy · 1 year ago

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It's 1 of those days again

#cursing my chronic inability to interact with other human beings #instagram is like “interact and leave comments on ppls posts to get more traction 2 your account”#but i have nothing 2 say abt studf #bc instagram comments r different from tags in the way that insta gives me extreme anxiety #& makes me feel like i gotta like- write good & sound smart & give good critiques or whatever #me screaming abt shapes and colors feels weird to do in comments #like- shit dude #when i rb stuff i never add 2 the actual post i always put it in the tags unless its specifically stated 2 do so #like picrew stuff or whatever #but instagram? thats a whole different ecosystem #also in general when i try to interact w other ppl i feel like i dont understand any1 at all #so when i try 2 match their energy it feels like “hello fellow kids” bc i don't understand it #and i forget what memes r “in” now or whatever like- the shit ppl quote all the time #i try 2 do that & my mind goes completely blank so i just don't include it #I'm tired #i am wishing 4 some1 2 beam me normal energy so i can interact 4 other ppl w/o feeling weird & stupid #elliot rambles

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icyminghao · 1 year ago

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guys life update i have a history exam in like about 24 hours and i haven’t memorised anything i’m 😺😺 doing so well rn

#currently cursing out the capitalist system with my friend like my exam isnt tomorrow #here for a good time not for a long time fr #does that even apply to this context #idk i’m not in the right state of mind HELP #ICY THINKS OUT LOUD

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