#Clean Hands Count

[ghostedglitch]

Today we reached Chapter 23 of YWDMP in my stream series, and I've been so excited for it because of how it ends.

This moment is everything to me. I just had to illustrate it.

completed September 19 2024

[tatarella]

Some family story-telling time, inspired by chapter 2 of the amazing fic Nail Polish on ao3. Eugene using his magic to make his stories even more thrilling makes for an exciting family-bonding experience.

Not in the picture: Gavus with a pail of water. You never know with that Hypogean.

[sysig]

Can’t, too busy flirting ♥ (Patreon)

[thedawningofthehour]

There's fudge in my fridge and it looks so good but I'm not eating any of it because I literally saw my mother clean out a vacuum bag and then go back to making it without washing her hands.

[coriander-candlesticks]

I'm sick so I'm sorry if this doesn't make sense, but I've been thinking about the nature of myths recently as I've been exploring hellenic polytheism.

For context: I'm ex-Mormon. I was raised in the church and, because of that, was taught biblical literalism but in, like, a more subtle way than most? I was raised believing that Adam & Eve and Noah's Ark, etc., were literally true, but that the story of Job specifically was not; I also always knew evolution and the Big Bang to be correct, despite there being a verse in the Doctrine & Covenants (a Mormon-specific religious book) where God apparently told Joseph Smith that the world is 6,000 years old- a passage I didn't know existed until my senior year of high school. I didn't realize I had believed in biblical literalism until I'd left the church, actually.

Now that I'm aware of it, it's a mindset I'm actively trying to combat while I explore Hellenic polytheism. It's definitely been a task to separate the nature of the Gods from their myths, as brutal as they often are. And it's something I've noticed within the community, too, which I think is interesting. It makes sense: Christianity, at least, has had a chokehold on much of the world for a long time, and so many of us have experienced literalism as our first interaction with any sort of holy text (though, of course, Greek myths as a whole aren't that) alongside our first experience with divinity as a wrathful God whose flaws are waved away, or ignored, or twisted into positive attributes. This also means that I'm trying to re-approach several deities with an open mind (Zeus, Hera, and Ares in particular, but many of them to some extent) while also trying to un-condition myself. I was already in the process of doing this, of course, but trying to figure out how to interact with a completely different pantheon has made that especially clear.

It extends to things like prayer and offerings, too. Prayers were very formulaic growing up, even though most of the time there wasn't a strict script to follow. There was always something you ask as part of the prayer, even if it's just 'please help me do better tomorrow' (alongside giving thanks, of course), so trying to craft a prayer without adding *everything* I'm used to including in makes it feel incomplete and, therefore, disrespectful. And daily prayer is something I'm resistant to because of prior experiences with it. I don't want to offend any of the gods by asking for something or asking for too much, especially so early on, and there's always a promised offering the few times I *have* asked. Add worries about exact obedience on top of that and it's proving to be a difficult thing to untangle. And I know that the gods are difficult to offend, figuring out how to do this takes trial & error and that's okay, it'll get better the more I do it, etc., etc.; this is more an issue with my own overthinking than anything else (hooray for ✨ mental health issues ✨). I'm not really asking for advice here, necessarily, just thinking out loud because I'm not comfortable talking to people in meat space about it yet.

[fluffykitteninabox]

me at 15 reading about ocd on the internet: oh that sounds like a nightmare I don't think I could live like that, so glad I definitely don't have it

me getting diagnosed 7 years later:

[downtherabbitholewithlucy]

[Bursts through the courthouse doors with a box filled with files]

YOUR HONOR, I'VE COME HERE TODAY TO PRESENT YOU WITH AN ENORMOUS AMOUNT OF EXTENSIVE EVIDENCE THAT PROVES THAT THE TWO ACCUSED, MR. BORLAND AND MR. RIVERS, ARE IN FACT, INDEED, WITHOUT A DOUBT.............................

BOYFRIENDS.

[SLAMS EVIDENCE ON JUDGES BENCH]

Bonus: When your artsy boyfriend draws your portrait on your bass amps, you know he really loves you💋😘💗✨👨🏻‍❤️‍👨🏼

[a-small-writer-in-a-big-world]

It’s not normal to wash your hands more than five times and put hand sanitizer on your hands right after multiple time right?

[cuteniaarts]

Fanny, my sweet, beautiful girl

17.11.2012 – 14.04.2019

[galaxythreads]

Aang, out of nowhere: I can't kill Ozai. It's against the monk's code. :( I need to go on a spiritual journey on a tiger rock.

Also Aang through book 1-book 3 until the last episode at any given opportunity:

[be-the-glenn-to-my-maggie]

The bouncer as we leave the club yesterday: Get home safe ladies!

Me: Thank you, you too!

My roommate, mockingly: yOU TOO??

Me: WELL, HE'S GOING TO LEAVE AT SOME POINT.

Bouncers: *dying*

[musicrunsthroughmysoul]

Oh...huh...*chuckles nervously*

[tvrningout-a]

i just wanted to pop in and thank you all for the kind messages and for simply hearing me while i was having a moment. it really means so much and felt very validating that i wasn’t just overreacting. i probably will be quiet for most of today just bc i feel mentally drained after this morning, but pls know that from the bottom of my heart, i appreciate you 💜

[nomaishuttle]

this is not just me complaining bc its one of my chores but i truly donot think the kitchen needs 2 be mopped twice aweek

[chiisana-lion]

girl you have Got to get it together

[evadingreallife]

Me, browsing on my phone: *opens tab*, *opens tab*, *opens tab*

My phone, in tears, about to collapse:

Me: *opens tab #341*