#Catious Clay

[sadowlswriting]

I am forged from the scrap pieces of clay and shredded newspaper.

I am the school project that someone was forced to work on with no love, no passion, no meaning behind.

There are gaps and spaces inside me, that look filled on the outside and so, my maker never filled them in.

I am incomplete. Always incomplete;

And everything I do represents that fact, that I am incomplete, because nothing I do ever gets finished and there's gaps and missing pieces in my work.

My maker sighed as they worked on me, their movements were rough and careless, not gentle and elegant or as catious and filled with warmth as they have been for other projects.

Do you still want me?

Even though I am hollow?

Even though I am incomplete?

If I am incomplete, do you think you could ever feel whole being with me?

Or will you feel just as half as you are?

I am a shell of a being.

I am either unfulfilled, or my purpose was done when I was young and I have no memory of it.

I am the empty wrapper that no one has thrown in the bin, I am waiting;

Waiting for someone to have mercy and put me to rest.

Recycle me; the same way that scraps of clay and newspaper were used to create me.

-Owl.

[luvneedsnosyt]

My Favorite Albums of March 2019

Here’s my monthly list of albums released in March I was feeling.

My Previous monthly lists from 2019: January, February

You can find my list of my favorite albums of 2018 here And my list of my favorite EPs of 2018 here

Best:

Alesso - ALESSO MIXTAPE - PROGRESSO Vol. 1 EP Genre: Electronic / Dance

Proof: TIME / PROGRESSO

Billie Eilish - WHEN WE FALL ASLEEP, WHERE DO WE GO? Genre: Synth-Pop

Proof: bad guy / you should see me in a crown

Blu & Oh No - A Long Red Hot Los Angeles Summer Night Genre: Hip Hop

Proof: It Never Rains in South L.A. / Fresh Out

Cautious Clay - Table of Context EP Genre: R&B / Soul

Proof: REASONS / HONEST ENOUGH

Choosey & Exile - Black Beans Genre: Hip Hop

Proof: Black Beans (Feat. Devaughn) / You Got It (Feat. Jimetta Rose)

Crystal Fighters - Gaia & Friends Genre: Indie Pop / Dance 

Proof: All of It (Feat. Soledad Vélez) / All My Love (Crystal Fighters x FeedMe Edit)

Dabin - Wild Youth Genre: Electronic / Dance / Future Bass

Proof: In Flames (Feat. Lexi Norton) / Alive (Feat. RUNN)

flora cash - Press EP Genre: Pop

Proof: Indie on Loud / You’re Somebody Else

Flume - Hi This Is Flume [Mixtape] Genre: Electronic / Industrial

Proof: Jewel / Voices (Feat. SOPHIE & KUČKA)

Foals - Part 1 Everything Not Saved Will Be Lost Genre: Rock / Alternative

Proof: Exits / In Degrees

Freya Ridings - You Mean the World to Me EP Genre: Pop / Soul

Proof: You Mean the World to Me / Ultraviolet // Bonus: You Mean The World To Me (Vertue x Franklin Radio Mix)

GRiZ - Find My Own Way EP Genre: Electronic / Dance

Proof: A New Day (Feat. Matisyahu) / It Gets Better (Feat. DRAM)

Gryffin - Gravity, Pt. 1 (Remixes) EP Genre: Electronic / Dance

Proof: Bye Bye (Midnight Kids Remix) Feat. Ivy Adara / Nobody Compares To You (Bali Bandits Remix) Feat. Katie Pearlman

Hozier - Wasteland, Baby! Genre: Indie-Pop / Soul / Folk

Proof: Movement / Dinner & Diatribes

The Japanese House - Good at Falling Genre: Synth-Pop / Electronic / Future Bass

Proof: Maybe You’re the Reason / Lilo

Juice WRLD - Death Race for Love Genre: Hip Hop / R&B

Proof: Empty / Hear Me Calling

Karen O & Danger Mouse - Lux Prima Genre: Alternative / Indie Rock

Proof: Turn the Light / Woman

LÉON - LÉON Genre: Pop / Soul

Proof: Lost Time / You and I

Little Simz - GREY Area Genre: Hip Hop

Proof: Boss / Pressure (Feat. Little Dragon)

Mansionair - Shadowboxer Genre: Synth-Pop / Electronic

Proof: Alibi / Technicolor 

Maverick Sabre - When I Wake Up Genre: Pop / Soul

Proof: Slow Down (Feat. Jorja Smith) / Weakness

Mereba - The Jungle Is The Only Way Out Genre: R&B / Neo-Soul

Proof: Kinfolk / Heatwave (Feat. 6LACK)

Nilüfer Yanya - Miss Universe Genre: Pop / R&B / Alternative

Proof: Paralysed / Heavyweight Champion of the Year

Shafiq Husayn - The Loop Genre: R&B / Jazz / Funk

Proof: Cycles (Feat. Hiatus Kaiyote) / It’s Better for You (Feat. Anderson .Paak)

Shy Girls - Bird on the Wing Genre: alt-R&B / Indie Pop / Soul

Proof: Hallelujah / Stay Home

Sigrid - Sucker Punch Genre: Pop

Proof: Basic / Don’t Kill My Vibe

Snake City - Hurts Genre: Synth-Pop / Electronic

Proof: Drowning / I Want You Always

Solange - When I Get Home Genre: alt-R&B / Soul

Proof: Stay Flo / Sound of Rain

Super Duper - Vessels EP Genre: Electronic / Dance

Proof: Horizons / Canons (Feat. JMR)

Wild Belle - Everybody One of a Kind Genre: Indie Pop / Alternative

Proof: Everybody One of a Kind / We Are The Future

XYLØ - pretty sad EP Genre: Synth-Pop

Proof: Miracle / Blue Light

Zacari - Run Free Run Wild EP Genre: alt-R&B

Proof: You Can Do Anything / Don’t Trip

Bonus:

An album I missed last month and some other discoveries made.

Another Sky - Forget Yourself EP Genre: Indie Pop / Electronic / Alternative Released March 2018

Proof: Forget Yourself / Fighting Bulls // Bonus: Chillers / Apple Tree

duendita - direct line to My Creator Genre: alt-R&B / Indie Pop Released November 2018

Proof: pray / yikes!

Louis Futon - Way Back When Genre: Electronic / Dance / Pop Released February 2019

Proof: Supposed to Be (Feat. DUCKWRTH & Baegod) / Restless Sea (Feat. Opia)

yahyel - Human Genre: Electronic / Future Bass Released March 2018

Proof: Hypnosis / Lover // Bonus: TAO / WEDNESDAY CAMPANELLA & yahyel - Survive Tokyo.

Others:

Birdman & Juvenile - Just Another Gangsta, Blaqk Audio - Only Things We Love, Burna Boy & DJDS - Steel & Copper EP, Citizen Cope - Heroin and Helicopter, Deante’ Hitchcock - Just A Sample 2 EP, Delta Heavy - Only In My Dreams, Destiny Rogers - Tomboy EP, Dijon - Sci Fi 1 EP, DJ Muggs & Mach - Hommy: Tuez-Les Tous, Emily Wells - The World Is Too ___ For You, The Faint - Egowerk, Gesaffelstein - Hyperion, Helado Negro - This Is How You Smile, Hello Yello - Love Wins EP, Jayda G - Significant Changes, Jenny Lewis - On The Line, KÁRYYN - The Quanta Series, Kenny Garrett - Hoax, Koffee - Rapture EP, Lafawndah - Ancestor Boy, Lemaitre - Fast Lovers EP, Lil Skies - Shelby, Logic - Supermarket, Lucy Rose - No Words Left, Maren Morris - GIRL, MED & Guilty Simpson - Child of the Jungle, Melii - phAses, Pink Sweat$ - Volume 2 EP, Phonte - Pacific Time EP, Pond - Tasmania, Rich The Kid - The World Is Yours 2, Sammie - Everlasting, SASAMI - SASAMI, Saweetie - ICY EP, Shlohmo - The End, Sofia Kourtesis - Sofia Kourtesis EP, T-Pain - 1UP, Tom Walker - What A Time To Be Alive, Vasco - Tender Luv EP, Wallows - Nothing Happens, Yhung T.O. - On My Momma 2, 2 Chainz - Rap or Go to the League

[wisp-exe]

time for that intro post !

Hey im Tommy/Alistar/Wisp/Clay/Blocks/Achilles/Roman theyre in order of which i prefer but im fine with all, its nice to be called the ones i dont prefer

I use disc/discs, moth/moths, crown/crowns, sapling/saplings, he/him and End/Ender pronouns its in order of what ones i prefer

i am a minor.

sometimes i forget to tag caps tw so be catious when looking throught my account !

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I dont have anything else to say !

[its-a-swift-kloss]

I miss the days of Lover Era, Taylor really interpolated Cold War by Catious Clay, a song with "Welcome to the days of the broke and shallow", "In it for the monetary growth of power" & "You really showing me the meaning of a losing offer" literally as is lyrics to make London Boy so Kaylors could understand just how much she hates her beard. Now she's ruining her musical legacy for his, in her own subtext, loser ass 😔

I never heard that song. I'll listen to it. She's tainting her musical legacy. It's not ruined, anon, she's too great for a nobody ruin her legacy. But it's a stain anyway. It's disappointing and frustrating. What else is new in this fandom lately, huh

[roy-kent]

5, 62 and 19??

5. raleigh ritchie - bloodsport ‘15

62. catious clay - joshua tree

19. taron egerton - benny and the jets

send me a number 1-100 and I’ll tell you the song it corresponds with on my top 100 playlist

[kaylorantisemitism]

Me, a Jewish Bisexual Kaylor that thinks Taylor is a lesbian because London Boy is an interpolation of Cold War by Catious Clay, a song Clay himself literally said on Genius is about the insignificant relationships that chip away at your mental health that come with fame: *vanishes from existence because your "logic" is ~impeccable~*

have you actually read any of my posts?

[twelvesignsrp]

congratulations logan, capricorn is now luca yamada with the faceclaim ryan potter ! 

Character Sign: Capricorn

Character name: Luca Yamada Birthday: January 19th Sexuality: Fluid Gender: Cis-Male Moon Sign: Aquarius Faceclaim: Ryan Potter Power:

MATTER ABSORPTION; The user can absorb matter, while removing it from the source, into their body and use it in various ways, gaining some form of advantage, either by enhancing themselves, gaining the drained power, using it as power source etc., either temporarily or permanently.

   Luca’s ability is complete earth based, meaning he can’t absorb matter that isn’t naturally made or largely complied of earth base compotents. Items like clay, stone, metal, sand, and even gemstone can be taken from and used. How it’s used? Think of it like a layer of armor, in some ways, as Luca can absorb the chemical or atomic makeup of a substance—it’s matter—then reincorporate that matter into his own genetic makeup. Basically his skin and to some point his muscles or organs completely shift into the matter he absorbs. Whether that’s taking in a concrete wall creating his arms to be as heavy and dense as stone or absorbing metal railing, to coat his knuckles to be as strong as steel. His ability doesn’t give him abnormal strength, endurance, or durability—but depending on the composition of the matter he takes does change him. Imagine you punching someone’s face and then imagine punch a stone face…the matter is what makes him “stronger” but he’s still human, and has his limitations.

LIMITATIONS; Firstly proximity is needed, via touch. Luca can not mentally or psychically absrob matter. Like the element of earth it is person and physical. Luca’s limitations grows via  science. Magic might be able to bend many rules in the world but never can absolutely break them. The porpotion to which the material Luca is absorbing is equally porpotion to how much he can collectively transform his body. If he absorbs a pebble or a stone the size of a brick, he can only spread that to about the size of his forearm or less… Walls, metal railings, or solid desk leave him more than enough material he let his body manifest into the element he’s absorbing. Secondly, as his powers grow stronger, Luca can have a slight chance of destroying the material he’s syphoning. Taking an objects matter is one thing, but if he takes too much he can destroy the integrity of it. As most stone objects, like rocks or bricks, have chances of disintegrating. So far most walls or metal objects don’t fully break down but might be structially more weak or it way rust. Lastly his limitations are that he’s still human, not inhuman. Luca can still feel the weight of his ability, almost as if he’s lifting weights. He must train himself physically and must work hard to withstand the physical demands of his ability. He might be able to take more hits, be denser or stronger, but that all fades once the matter does too.

SUB POWER, FERROKINESIS; Shape and manipulate metal, a solid material (an element, compound, or alloy) that is typically hard, shiny, and features good electrical and thermal conductivity. Metals are generally malleable—they can be hammered or pressed permanently out of shape without breaking or cracking—as well as fusible (able to be fused or melted) and ductile (able to be drawn out into a thin wire

Since Luca has absorbed large amounts of metals ranging from steel, iron, alluminum, and copper—when his power boost came into effect, his body developed what they know best. Metals. Luca is able to shape or manipulate metals, never create them from thin air. His ability is also weaker than if it was a main gift, as he often can only dismantle, twist, or destroy metal than truly shape it to much. His ability is normally heightened if he has recently absorbed metals or alloys.

LIMITATION; Luca’s limitations are practice and understanding. Chemistry was never Luca’s first choise, so understanding the softness of metals and their strengths and weaknesses have been a learning curve. If he tries to manipulate or form metal too sharply or outside of it’s scientific properties it can shatter or grow weaker than he’d want. As a weaker manipulation, he isn’t able to mess with heavy ammounts or large pieces of metals, much like his brain is too weak to mentally lift such a mass. Emotions can help him push pass that but as of now, he is limited to the largest thig he’s manipulating being a street lamp.

What do they study: Criminology

Biography:

self-con·trol

   You were precision in perfection, a graceful force biding your time. As a child your chaos was order; neatly stacking your toys in the spaces they held, to coloring in the lines—dazzling your parent’s with your “skills”. However those skills or talents they’d dote on you for, felt nothing but natural. You like having a plan, a goal to reap pride and glory from. Your bones were etched with method and reason, your muscles woven with patience that rivaled most your age; truly you aged faster than others. By ten your ballet shoes would be trade for kickboxing ones—as the control that ballet offered grew boring. The older you got, that graceful force churned and brewed needing an outlet that wasn’t just lines and beauty. No, your hands ached with a soreness you indulged in. You were learning to become a soldier of your own pursuits.

re·spon·si·ble

    Time moved on and your maturity produced your most remarkable trait. Your sense of duty. Martial arts only were steps to your goal, learning to protect yourself but a seed of virtue would bloom into protecting others. You, like all sixteen year olds, played your hand against Fate—tempting the laws of the world and breaking what you could, yet you never treaded too far across the line. You had patience for the things that so many around you eagerly wanted. You were a catious driver, a conservative when you partied, and above all else a studious boy. Your parents goals for you were lofty, but you worked towards them. Your dreams would stay on the back burner, as they would speak of being a doctor or becoming a lawyer…you held your tongue. Being dutiful to them meant everything, but you wanted nothing more than to be the opposite. For your heart was that of a lion, big and bold, beating to a rhythm of one thing; to become an officer.

pes·si·mis·tic

   Graduation had came, you walked the stage with your canary colored sash, being first and the best among your peers. However you found a part of you that you never expected. Doubt and fear, a trait you fought hard against with grit and horns. You pushed past a lot; your sexuality, your parents plan for you, physical struggles, test, college acceptances…etc. You should feel the weight you are feeling before you fly off to Durham. You’ve made it, you are pursuing your dreams, you are free from your past—yet with your future open to so much your doubt festers a colder side of you. Judgement and sharp words become your mask you slip on with ease, while your eyes hide a mind that is softer than you know. You never forgot your virtue, to uphold and protect the law and it’s people, yet you forgot how to be yourself. More comfortable to be hardhead than vunerable.

stub·born

   It’s been years and your life was on a track to success; everything you’ve wanted. However Fate is a fickle bitch, and you’ve found yourself butting heads and grinding your teeth for over a year now. Your life has shifted, to a plane or reality that has no control or understanding. That irks you. Your dreams are being put on pause, your finish line was so close but you and eleven others are being hijacked to something else. Part of you wants to run, to fight another day, to return to your life…yet deeper than that, a part of you that wants to serve and to be apart of something bigger keeps you there. Even if you rather not corroborate and feeling like you are being dragged along instead of leading it. You are here, you are now a witch, you are apart of something larger than the law.

Patrouns: Luca’s patronus would be that of a Heron, white with black tipped wings. Herons represent wild determination and inteligence. The grace of these birds are known for their adaptablity and diversity, since they tread between three elements—that of water, earth, and air. They are crafty creatures, fidning new ways to hunt and survive which for me describes Luca. His whole life has been polishing himself to be better, pressure and focus he puts on himself to hopefully be able to withstand it and become a diamond in the end. Not to mention his mother has a traditional Japanese painting that has a Heron in it; which Luca grew up loving and appreciating more and more.

Five interesting facts about your character:

Luca is tri-lingual knowning Japanese, English, and French. Most people find it surprising that he knows French as he’s American and attending a British school but his aunt is from Bordeuax, France—which he visited often as a child.

Luca is trained in martial arts, almost 11 years in Judo and Taekwondo. He doesn’t brag about how good he is, saying he does it to stay in shape and is just a agression reliever but really he is good. At seventeen he was nationally ranked in the top five, and a small ranking around the world. His coach thought he could work into trying out for the Olympics but Luca was more focus on college to do that.

Is secretly an HGTV lover and is a big fan of Property Brothers. He just loves watching people decorate and creating a space, which reflects as his apartment is very true to him and his aestehtic.

Most people are shocked to learn that Luca hates sushi, even most fish. His mother being more dissapointed about that, but still loves other Japanese dishes and is a bigger fan of rolled omlettes than anything. He still fakes liking it when his dates taking him to sushi places, just to be polite.

Luca owns a pet Husky named Opus, that is just 3 years old. The little guy (who isn’t that small anymore) is Luca’s pride and joy. They two are a perfect match between master and friend, as Opus is as loyal and trained as Luca is particular and ridged. He often shows Opus off by letting him perform tricks like getting him a soda or letting him open his bedroom dorm for him.

Character Quote: “Just because you are soft doesn’t mean you are not a force. Honey and wildfire are both the color gold.”

WRITING SAMPLE

    Have you ever have déjà vu? That overwhelming feeling of familiarity; well think of that times ten and add a wicked head high to it and you can imagine Luca’s reaction to watching the scene in front of him ‘return’ to normal. His eyes flickered images of predictions, rapidly fliping ontop of one another like a frame by frame photo—like if stop animation had become his state. He watched a women that was about to drop her bag, drop it four different ways, each trailing like a streak of light with how the apples would fall (which was 80% more likely to fall over into the road than not). His brain felt short circuited, shaking his head. Each person or thing, whatever was in movement, spliced into several things…several decisions being produced. Watching birds fly to three different points on a tree, to seeing a car stop infront of an oblivious teen girl to then watching the chances of it hitting her too all in the matter of moments.

   He moved out from the street and into a little vintage shop, hoping to gain clarity and solitude for a moment. His head felt less dizzy after he rubbed his eyes a few times, wondering if he was drugged or not. It wasn’t until the clerk asked him if he needed help, which he swiftly dismissed with a shake of his head and off to a rack to breath. “What the fuck?” he thought, before wondering what had happened. He’d spend several hours after that wondering more and more, but simultaneously worried about why it felt so comfortable too. It didn’t feel like a drug, like a blanket you borrowed from a friend to use—it felt apart of him, like he spend days and weeks making a blanket only to use it intimately.

ANYTHING ELSE?

Favorite colour is probably slate but recently I’ve been digging forest green a ton.

Also more so I’ve missed you all and this RP a ton, and stoked that I have the time now to devote to it than I did last summer. I have my own computer, myown place, and a better work schedule (even if I’m still gonna travel more and camp more)

[spade-riddles]

Anonymous asked:

Ugh, Anons who claim that Taylor is at least friendly with her greedy beard have ZERO song analysis skills!

Cold War by Catious Clay is NOT what you could call a nice song when you look into what Clay himself has said about the meaning of the song, and Taylor still interpolated it to create London Boy.

Being around her insignificant Greedy Beard is terriblefor her mental health, Taylor herself put that subtext into London Boy when she interpolated Cold War by Catious Clay to create it, since Clay himself confimed that some of the lyrics to this song are about the insignificant relationships in life that chip away at your mental health.

Some of the subtext that Taylor herself has put in songs from TS7 to TS9 about her greedy beard is literally borderline malicious/cruel, she does NOT like the man, not when she's literally used the subtext of her music to insinuate extremely rude/humiliating things about the man for 4 out 5 years of their bearding relationship 🙄

I don’t see how we could live in a world where JA isn’t at least friendly with Taylor. Hollywood bearding works when both parties like each other enough to be around each other all the time. There’s no evidence to suggest they dislike each other, and they would have to at least be acquaintances to survive nearly five years together. I do think they are beards, yes, and I’m hesitant but hopeful that kaylor is still on, but there’s no reason to believe JA and Taylor hate each other, or are indifferent.

I don't see anyone saying they hate each other. I think most of us just see it as a business relationship. They do not seem natural around each other like she is with Todrick, so for me it is hard to believe they are anything more than business associates. But, to each his/her own.

[luvneedsnosyt]

Cautious Clay - HONEST ENOUGH.

Produced by Medasin

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