#Candles? I do not trust myself with fire at alllll. Tho maybe fake ones can suffice? Idk

[girlyliondragon]

IK all my bath talk is weird but like I haven't really enjoyed one in such a long time. It's all been showers ever since the past decade or something so I never got to actually soak and shit like I hear many do. Like what the fuck, is this what simple human pleasures feel like? I'm not even kidding it felt so alien to do again and do sorta 'properly'.

Granted it probably doesn't help that my tub is the classic cheap default one (you know what I mean, the simple rectangle, it doesn't even have a proper ledge for those bath trays I've seen unless I wanna get a standalone table-like one, which I am thinking about) instead of those big, cooler looking ones that are actually built for that sort of thing, but still.

I actually used that melatonin soak I brought up a few days ago yesterday night and I was CONKED out in bed in minutes xdgfcghvjgkhljhgh. Maybe if I get a proper pillow for the tub I will probably risk falling asleep there before I get to the bed because I was sluggish after getting out of there. Which is good, I like that, I've been getting a little too bold with my night hours so it was needed. I've really been wanting to spoil myself with this shit after everything I've had to deal with this year so that I can properly relax for once and forget about bullshit.

Anyways looks like I have some fucking incentive to bathe more now, even if it's just to sit and soak and chill for half an hour with some music to help me gauge the time. :o

TL;DR Emerald is finally learning what fucking physical self-care is.