#CJ Sacrifices

[idoodlemen]

And featha, bitch

[syllogical]

REMEMBER MY NAME!

(@tallyhoot Don't think I posted this yet so as promised) (and if I did. womp womp) (AU by @idoodlemen )

[dailyhmsw]

loop 47

sacrifice

[loveelikeadog]

I love all of them by the way

[purpleleafsyt]

Paint isn't the only thing that stains your fingertips.

@idoodlemen

[mclittleshit]

emilene from @idoodlemen’s sacrifices au <3 love she

[yourlocalabstraction]

Currently absolutely losing it trying to convert the jashling’s color palettes to a CYMK color profile

I’m kinda pissed that the colors are desaturated but I think I can work around it

[piningbeleg]

feeling.

[birdb1tch]

realistically, i probably shouldve known that reading fire and blood would just make me not like hotd, even with how little i knew about the changes from asoif to game of thrones

my biggest issues are the sheer amount of violence against women solely to build the character of the men assaulting them. not to show how the women in these stories have suffered, not for the women to overcome, not for the conversation to be focused on the women that were harmed, only to show you the character of the men in the show, and most times these men are given a pass.

not only are these instances just passingly brought up, but the show has done such a bad job at portraying these moments as the worst of the worst (especially when i comes to alicent, because why tf are there so many people that truly believe that she “seduced” him, and that hes the real victim)

[idoodlemen]

Sacrifices au again

[syllogical]

Fell from heaven - no, it didn't hurt!

@idoodlemen

[mercuriallworld]

this the cj mccollum yall say dame could've won a chip with

[loveelikeadog]

Batch of Sacrifices emotes 🔪🏰 All done for my AAC but F2U with credit... if used in Discord, just add kaz_ to the beginning 😉

Feel free to request more, I'll likely get to them at some point once I am done with the others I am making ^_^ (Different languages will be done ASAP if given translations!!!)

[purpleleafsyt]

This was a gift for @runcnnr and is for @idoodlemen 's AU. Blinded Sorrows :>

[liloinkoink]

doomsday group (me, maruu, chris, cj, and smurg) have been making a dnd au for our wl/sol/ctm storylines and it's been slowly drivign us mad so im gonna do a few posts explaining it maybe?

to start, characters:

Name: Ellery Pronouns: he/him, they/them Player: Lew (me!) Race: Winter Eladrin Elf | Reborn Class: Warlock Subclass: Otherworldly Patron - Mrykul, death god | Pact of the Tome

Ellery leads a small temple to Myrkul, god of death, decay, old age, autumn, and dusk. Ellery is a prophet, receiving visions from his god to help run the temple. As leader, people tend to go to him for guidance.

Ellery's design, art by Maruu

Name: Syyrin Pronouns: she/her Player: CJ @cjskribblez Race: Tiefling Class: Artificer Subclass: Alchemist

Syyrin is the other founding member of the temple and Ellery's loyal second in command, often helping him with the more menial tasks of starting and upkeeping a cult. She spends her free time crafting things and studying alchemy.

Syyrin's design, art by CJ

Name: Flint Pronouns: he/him Player: Smurg @smurgle Race: Dragonborn | Black Class: Rogue Subclass: Soulknife

A member of the Myrkul temple, Flint has no formal role, though his general nosiness means he's generally familiar with the workings and gossips of the lives of temple residents. He's close friends with both Ellery and Syyrin, and is often spending time with the both of them.

Flint’s design, art by Smurg

Name: Iscariot Pronouns: he/him Player: Chris @chrisrin Race: Hobgoblin Class: Paladin Subclass: Oath of the Watchers (previously Oathbreaker)

Member of a group of worshipers of Cyric, god of power, chaos, murder, and lies. This group has taken root in Ellery's temple, and is trying to steal power away. Iscariot had once been a paladin driven exclusively by violence for its own sake, but has recently found himself unable to use magic, as he's begun to doubt his faith.

Iscariot’s design, art by Chris

Name: Mar Pronouns: she/her Player: Maruu @xmaruu11 Race: Water Genasi | Reborn Class: Cleric Subclass: Life Domain | Hestia

A cleric of Life worshiping Hestia, goddess of hearth, community, and family. She's betrayed and sold by her own family, ending as a sacrifice for the Cyric-worshipping group infiltrating the Myrkul temple.

Mar's design, art by Maruu

[ dnd au plot summary post here ]

[dreamsagain]

I figured it would be a good time to share an update with you. I completed 5 radiation treatment sessions in 10 days. I had a new Pet Scan today but no results yet. I wish I could say I'm confident of what the outcome will be. You see when I had the scan prior to the radiation, three new growths were discovered. The cancer in my body is very active. Honestly I was never supposed to live this long but here I am.

Each day I struggle. I can't walk anymore or use my legs. I have become quite the wheelchair master though. My dear friend Holly once told me to keep all four wheels on the ground. Sorry Holly. You get a little bored in my situation. I have come to accept some things that I never thought I would have to. I can't feel the sand of the beach on my toes anymore or the cool ocean water. I can't dance anymore not that I was every very good at it. No more hiking on our trips to northern New England. These may seem trivial to all of you. You never think of these things until you can't do them any longer.

The bigger issues exist. I know my survival chances are slim. I will never give up though till my last breath. I know I will never fall in love with that special girl or settle down or even have a family. Why would anyone want a cancer ridden cripple? My days are consumed with doctors, physical therapy and trying to keep my head up.

Through all of this I'm grateful. I'm grateful for the people that try every day to lift my spirits, to encourage me and support me and most of all love me.

So to the following people, I say thank you and I love you forever.

Lauren @callmenonames my best friend in the universe. I have no words to describe the love you have shown me and the love I have for you. You sacrifice for me every day even at the cost of your own health. You are truly amazing.

Ellie @everylittlethingshedoesismagic my sweet London friend and her beautiful partner Sarah. Not a day goes by that I don't get a sweet message or picture. Unconditional and unwavering support and love. I have dreamt so many times about coming to London to just give you a hug and tell you thank you. I hope some day I can do that. I love you my friend

Karen @karenpillagain where do I begin. You are sweet and kind. Very silly and quirky and I think a little crazy too. You make me laugh and smile. When you had your accident I cried for days. Your partner Kate is a very lucky girl as are yo to have her. Two beautiful Aussies that deserve life's very best. I love you both and do hope we can make that Disney trip someday.

CJ @crystaljaydeinside1 Another incredible Aussie. You never hold back your care and encouragement. Always a sweet message, encouraging word or song to lift me up. I'm glad we connected the way we have and always love our chats. You have become very special to me and Lauren as well. I do love you my friend.

Breelynn @breelynnxoxoxoxo Where do I begin? You were a big support to my sister till the end. You remained close to Lauren and have always supported us. One of kind with a heart bigger than your body. Caring, loving and beautiful. Thank you for your continued support and love. I love you girl! You are amazing

Holly @hollys-coffee-cafe I fell in love with you so easy. You are beautiful, caring, and very special to me. I know we had our moments but there are no conditions on my feelings. You are an encouragement to me to never give up and I never will. I will always love you.

Last but not least Sadie @bambibrowneyes when I met you thanks to Holly, you were dealing with your own issues. Your beautiful wife Shelby sick with the same awful disease as me. There was an instant connection with the three of us. Shelby has since passed and your life has gone on. New career, new city and new love. I'm happy for you my friend. Love you

Okay that's it from me. I probably missed several people. I'm sorry for the long worded post. If you remember, say a prayer, send me you good vibes or whatever you believe in. I need them all.