#But yeah it was that and also the constant 'boy with the bread' screamed yeah
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Is it just me or does Katniss always saying she can't do without the "boy with the bread" just... a trauma response?
Like I totally agree that she also loves him, that it's thematically relevant to the message Suzanne Collins was trying to convey, and so on... it's a good match...
But I definitely read there being at least a little trauma response in her NEEDING him like that.
She almost starved to death and he rescued her. She even has a permanent connection between him and the idea to go hunting to sustain her family.
In her psyche, Peeta is her savior. Of course she needs him. Of course she clings to him in life-and-death situations, when she's afraid, etc. Of course "it was always going to happen."
Gale said once, "the only thing I had going for me was that'd I could protect your family." (Paraphrased)
But Peeta, indirectly, at least in Katniss's view, has done all that and more. Katniss would never even have MET Gale if it wasn't for Peeta.
Perhaps it's just the canon explanation for an IRL predetermined outcome, but the role of trauma in Katniss' psyche deserves to be talked about.
#This is one reason I never read romantic interest into the way Katniss thinks about Peeta#For one I don't believe âI need him emotionallyâ is a valid reason to be in a relationship#That's just unhealthy I'm sorry girl#*she is very much allowed to be unhealthy BTW#She's Katniss Everdeen from District 12 she's the very definition of unhealthy in a lot of ways#I definitely think Peeta is good for her also#But yeah it was that and also the constant 'boy with the bread' screamed yeah#She's fixated on that one moment#Which is reasonable and expected of course#But eventually it got to the point where it was like. Okay. Isn't he the boy who saved your life a couple times over now?#Hasn't he done anything LATELY to deserve your love and trust?#Do you see him as a human being HERE AND NOW or just the idealized stranger who saved you from certain starvation the one time?#And yeah I can also see it developing into a cute nickname or tradition#Sort of the way the fandom uses it#But it's roots are in trauma and obsession and the psychological impact of that is hard to ignore#Like I love everlark#There are many posts that have expounded on its narrative virtues much better than I could do#And yes its also very sweet#But every time 'boy with the bread' is invoked its like. Okay she's running on trauma here. Not love#why is one of the multiple times she almost died STILL relevant? Can't we move on?#Like YES its cute and I like it for that. But I want some sort of explanation from the psychological side#the hunger games#katniss everdeen#peeta mellark#Everlark
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Listen. Could Dead and Loving It be a fraction of the length and maybe finished by now if I only focused on Danny and Jason?
Possibly
Would it be a better story?
Probably, from several perspectives
But it absolutely would not be the same story, and nor would it be the story I want to tell
Because I am hopelessly addicted to ensemble casts, and I donât want the boys to exist in a vacuum. I want Jason to run off with his siblings and with Dannyâs friends, and I want Danny to fuck with the bats
I want them to touch all the parts of each others lives that existed before they met, and will still continue to exist after even if things change forever between them
I want all the background characters to interact with each other, have their own inner worlds and their own motivations, and yeah, this absolutely means this is not an efficient telling of a slow burn romance
Because the story isnât the slow burn romance
The story is these two people, and the world they live in, the story is the way Duke and Cass both see Jason differently than Dick and Tim ever could and that matters, and that none of them are wrong
The story is Danny finally telling people who will listen about the Anti-Ecto Acts, and all the fucked up things the GIW do, and being able to ask for help and have that be okay
The story is messy and complicated and will have so many rises and falls, so many pivotal moments that are drama and combat and so many that are just two people talking to each other and finally seeing eye to eye
The story is the way that Jasonâs relationships with his family can finally mend, now that he has someone who can get him the help heâs needed
The story is the way that Danny can come to terms with the responsibilities of being a king, the constant question of agency and power and what heâs worth if heâs only Danny and not the Ghost King
The story is Clockwork fucking with the pair of them because he specifically thinks itâs funny (heâs right)
And yeah, thereâs a slow burn romance in there. Thereâs also a coming of age tale, and a story about healing and reconciling and moving forward knowing you cannot change the past, but you can do better
Unless fucking Clockwork decides you can change the past because yeah then itâs fine to just go do that I guess
I was kinda considering breaking the story out into multiple chunks because holy fuck is 100k an intimidating chunk of words, but Iâm not gonna
Itâs all one story, and you will be my hapless victims as we get to fucking 300k or wherever this beast ends because we are not here for efficient story telling and motion of the plot
Weâre here for the connections, the characters, the meaningless bullshit that would absolutely be cut in anything anyone ever wanted to sell, cuz I am not selling this
Imma write every fucking scene I wish I got from books, TV, movies, podcasts, actual plays, every fucking time I scream at the characters to just fucking talk to each other because messy is good too
Messy is okay
Stories donât need to be marketable to be worth telling, and this oneâs gonna be too long and intimidating for some people and thatâs okay
But I fuckinâ rolled in from Critical Role which averages around 500 hours of content per campaign and a cast of 7 plus Mattâs NPCs
And I STILL want more goddamn character moments from all of them so I havenât found a size yet that I canât manage
I love reading focused stories that I can get through fast, and fuck, look at the rest of my AO3; I will fucking never diss a one shot, or a short story, or a piece that really focuses in on one or two characters
Delicious, I love them, my bread and butter
Itâs just not what this mess is gonna be, and thatâs okay too
Gods be fucking willing we will not have another six chapters that take place over the course of three hours, but weâll just have to see how that shakes out cuz Iâm being possessed by a seemingly infinite number of plot bunnies and my own tendency for âhey itâd be funny ifâ
And oh boy has it been funny every time
#danny fenton dead and loving it#i swear i can do short stories#iâm just not#also yeah 300k if weâre lucky based on my outlines so far#some of this will go faster but weâll see#totally was gonna let tim just google amity park with tuckerâs advice in mind but then#then my brain went âhey how funny would it be if danny just forgot they canât contact amityâ#âand tim couldnât find a way around needing the amity park ipâ#so now we get a bunch more frustrated bat sibs#and i regret nothing#fucking adding like 5k to the story but itâs 5k of CRIME#and my sweet beloved darling harley#i did actually read all her comics up to 2018#only dc character i go for but i am considering some red hood#mostly to see how upset comic store owners get when i ask for my 6â of babygirl#no business for them if they got that toxic masculinity i only shop where cat maid hood rules#which fucking cannot be found online iâm heartbroken
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Mackie
Pairing: Tom Holland x actress!reader
Synopsis: any chance he gets, Anthony teases you and Tom about your relationship
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Anthony Mackie was onto you.
It all started when he realized you and Tom werenât actually dating, like he thought you were.
âWhich Avenger would you sleep with if given the chance?â The journalist asked you, Brie, and Scarlett during a junket.
âTom Holland.â You answered immediately. âOh, did you mean the character?â
The girls laughed at your answer as you shrunk down in your seat. Everyone else answered with Thor, making your answer stick out even more.
âWait, did they ask the guys this?â You wondered. âAnd follow up, did Tom say me?â
âI can ask.â The journalist chuckled and pulled out her phone. âMy friend Jack is interviewing them in the other room.â
âOh My God.â Brie groaned. âNow I want to know.â
You held your breath in anticipation as you waited for Jack to text back. Finally, the journalist felt a buzz and checked her phone.
âTom did in fact say your character.â She laughed as she showed you the text.
âHe did?â Your eyes widened. âOh my God. Thatâs it. Weâre having sex tonight. Iâm telling him right now.â
The cast laughed at your antics as you sent Tom and quick text and shut off your phone to pay attention to the rest of the interview. You knew it was a joke, but you forgot that Tom didnât know the context of your text. So when he checked in phone in the room where the boys were being interviewed, he was quite confused.
âI just got a text from Y/n saying âweâre having sex tonightâ in all caps.â He laughed in shock. âWhat is going on?â
âDamn.â Anthony stated. âShe texts you in advance?â
âNo.â Tom blushed. âWeâre not even together.â
âWhat are you talking about?â Anthony asked. âI thought you were?â
âWeâre not.â Tom insisted. He always hated when he was reminded of the fact that you and him were just friends and he didnât want to stay on the topic.
Anthony, on the other hand, wasnât as inclined to let it go. He leaned back in his chair and stared at Tom, always looking for new ways to bother his younger cast mate.
âHm.â Anthony drawled. âInteresting.â
A few months later, Tom, Anthony, and Sebastian were invited to a comic con in Chicago. They were known as one of the more chaotic pairings of cast members, so the interview consisted of constant digs at one another. And of course, Anthony took any chance he got to tease you and Tom.
âYou must spend a lot of time together when filming these movies.â The journalist said to the couch. âDo you guys hang out off set too? Are there any Avenger pool parties we donât know about?â
âLook, Toms a little asshole.â Anthony began. âHim and his little girlfriend are absolute children on set. We canât take them anywhere.â
âHis girlfriend?â The journalist asked.
âI mean Y/n.â He corrected, making the audience cheer. âThey say theyâre not dating but we all know.â
âWeâre not.â Tom whined into his mic. âStop saying that. People are gonna start believing you.â
âBecause itâs true!â Anthony insisted. âYou should see the two of them on set. Theyâre always touching and hugging. And Iâm pretty sure I caught them in the dressing room one time. I wonât say what they were doing, but I could hear the bed creaking.â
Tom turned bright red and covered his face. He knew Anthony was just teasing, but it still embarrassed him. He collected himself and held his microphone up again, ready to dish it back to Anthony.
âYouâre just mad because she likes me more.â Tom said, eliciting cheers from the audience.
âUh uh.â Anthony shook his head. âShes loves me. All the ladies love me.â
âNot Y/n.â Tom shook his head. âShe loves me.â
âI think we can all agree Y/n loves me the best.â Sebastian cut in smugly. âItâs fairly obvious.â
âDid someone say my name?â Your voice sounded from a microphone, making everyone scream. Tom, Anthony, and Sebastian looked at each other in confusion upon hearing your voice.
âWait, what?â Anthony laughed into his microphone as he looked around. Suddenly, your characters theme song came on the speakers as you came out from backstage.
âHi!â You came out onto the stage waving. The crowd stood up upon your arrival and became deafening. Tom turned around, caught sight of you, and bolted out of his seat.
âY/n?â He asked as he ran towards you. He immediately scooped you up in a hug, lifting you off the ground to spin you around.
âHi Tommy.â You mumbled in his ear as you squeezed him back. Tom set you down but continued hugging you, kissing the side of your face multiple times. The audience went wild at this display of affection, prompting you to kiss his cheek back. You walked back to the couch hand in hand, taking a seat next to each other.
âI didnât know you were coming.â Tom said into his mic as he picked it back up.
âI wanted it to be a surprise.â You laughed, earning more cheers. âIâm filming something in Toronto but I wouldnât miss a convention for the world. And I wanted to see you.â
Tom pouted and pulled you into another long hug. It had been a few weeks since youâd seen him, so you pressed a long kiss to his cheek.
âDo we all get kisses or just Tom?â Anthony asked, interrupting the moment.
âI was thinking the same thing.â Sebastian spoke up.
âSeb can have one but Iâm not coming near you.â You teased as you walked over to Sebastian. You bent down to kiss his cheek before sticking your tongue out at Anthony.
âYou look so pretty, darling.â Tom said once you sat back down.
âPlease.â You rolled your eyes. âIâm so jet lagged.â
âI donât look nearly this beautiful when Iâm jet lagged.â Tom complimented you.
âOh, I beg to differ.â You complimented back.
âKiss kiss kiss kiss.â Anthony chanted into his mic while pumping his fist. The crowd roared as you and Tom rolled your eyes.
âDonât start, Anthony.â You told him. âHe does this all the time.â
âSo Iâve heard.â The journalist laughed. âHow was your flight, Y/n?â
You settled into Tomâs side as you talked about your flight and other random things. When the attention was off you, Tom slipped his arm around you and let it rest on the back of the couch. He felt you shiver at one point and realized you were sitting right under the air conditioning.
âAre you cold?â He asked you, making the audience laugh.
âA little.â You said sheepishly. He immediately took off his jacket and draped it over your shoulders, making the crowd go wild.
âThanks, Tommy.â You chuckled as you slipped your arms into the sleeves. They were warm from his body heat and his cologne was lingering on the collar.
âWow.â Anthony started up again. âYou guys look like a couple.â
âA couple of besties.â You said quickly, making Tom shake his head.
âUh huh.â Anthony said sarcastically. âIf you guys arenât dating, then why are you two always touching?â
âBecause we love each other.â Tom snapped playfully. âYou just donât understand because girls donât want to touch you.â
âDamn.â Anthony laughed. âY/n, are you gonna let your boyfriend talk to me like that?â
âHeâs not my boyfriend.â You replied. âWe would make a terrible couple. I still havenât forgiven him for the stamp act and I donât see us getting past that.â
âBaby, it wasnât me.â Tom played along. âIt was my ancestors. Iâd never tax your stamps.â
âUh Uh.â You rolled your eyes. âThatâs what they all say.â
âIâm gonna move on before I break you guys up.â The journalist teased, making you and Tom roll your eyes. âYou guys have been playing these characters for a while so you must know them pretty well. What is something you have in common with your character?â
âThatâs easy.â Anthony answered. âWeâre both a cool black dude.â
âThatâs exactly what I was going to say.â Tom joked, earning some laughs.
âEasy there, wonder bread.â Anthony laughed. âDonât get ahead of yourself.â
âWhat about you, Y/n?â The journalist asked. âWhat do you have in common with your character?â
âSomething my character and I have in common is that we both fuck this man.â You smiled as you clapped Tom on the back. Everyone on the couchâs jaw dropped as the crowd became deafening. Tom looked at you incredulously as you laughed.
âIâm just kidding.â You laughed into your microphone. âUm, I donât know. Weâre both pretty passionate about what we believe in. And we both wear a lot of black.â
âWhat?â Sebastian laughed. âYou canât just say that. That was a total 180.â
âIâm sorry.â You whined playfully. âIt was a perfect opportunity and I had to take it.â
âI am literally speechless.â Tom said into his mic before breaking down into laughter. You leaned into each other as you laughed, not caring if no one else found it funny.
âIâm sorry.â You giggled. âCan we move on? Next question, please.â
âAll right. Letâs talk about this kiss between your character and Loki.â The journalist began.
âUh oh.â Anthony stirred the pot again. âToms not gonna like this.â
âI donât care.â Tom shrugged, but it was obvious that he was lying. You rested your hand on his shoulder to reassure him as you turned to answer the question.
âI actually had a lot of qualms before filming that scene.â You replied.
âQualms?â
âYeah.â You nodded. âIâm good friends with Taylor Swift so the first time I met Hiddleston, it was as her boyfriend. So the whole thing gave me serious qualms. I felt like I was breaking girl code.â
âThatâs surprising since you improvised one of the kisses.â Sebastian, also looking for drama, cut in. âI remember you were only supposed to kiss once and you went in for second.â
âWell that was after a few takes and my qualms had dispersed.â You shot back.
âYou hear that?â Anthony smirked. âShe had no qualms.â
âI still felt so bad but those thoughts were soon replaced by âoh my God, Iâm kissing Tom Hiddleston.â My qualms didnât stand a chance to him in that wig.â You chuckled. You felt Tom tense up under your hand so you squeezed his shoulder.
âI know.â The journalist agreed. âHeâs very dreamy.â
âExactly. We were three takes in and my pussy starts screaming, âget help! Get help!ââ ,You mimicked Thorâs voice, âso I knew my qualms were gone.â
You once again had all the jaws dropped with your words. Tom buried his face in your neck as he laughed, his whole body shaking.
âThatâs one way to put it.â The journalist said as he wiped tears. âI have to ask. Which Tom did you like kissing more?â
âI liked kissing Tom H the best.â You said cheekily.
âOoo.â Anthony started again. âAre we about to witness a couples quarrel?â
âI think so.â Tom played along. He pretended to look annoyed with you so you cupped his face.
âIâm kidding.â You assured him. âIt was so you.â
âIt better be.â He insisted. âRemember you kissed me after we shot the swinging scene and we werenât even filming?â
âYeah.â You chuckled. âI was in love with you that day.â
âWhat happened?â The journalist wondered.
âWell, I grew up loving Spiderman.â You explained. âSo spending the day swinging around in Toms arms while he was in the suit meant so much to me. The second Tom took his mask off, I just kissed him.â
âIs that when you started dating?â Sebastian asked.
âNo. It is not.â Tom shoved him playfully.
The rest of the convention went by in a similar fashion, with Anthony taking every opportunity to tease you. Once you said your goodbyes to the crowd, you and Tom walked back to your dressing room with your arms around each other.
âI canât believe Mackie still thinks weâre dating.â Tom sighed as he shut the door behind him.
âI know.â You chuckled before an idea came to you. âWouldnât it be funny if we actually started dating and didnât tell him? Like, as a joke?â
âThat would be hilarious.â Tom nodded too many times. âLike, I could ask you out right now and heâd have no idea. We could go on dates and make out and stuff and just not tell him. Thatâll show him.â
âWe should totally do that. As a joke.â You quickly followed.
âWe should.â Tom nodded. âImagine his face when he finds out we started dating and didnât tell him? Itâll be priceless.â
âUgh, I canât wait.â You sighed happily. âHe would lose his mind if he found out we finally started dating.â
âDid you say finally?â Tom asked with a coy smile. Your face fell when you realized you had said a little too much.
âI did.â You said softly. âBecause itâs something Iâve been thinking about for a while.â
âSo have I. In that case,â Tom smiled shyly, âY/n would you like to go on a d-â
âYes.â You cut him off before he could even finish. âI would.â
2 years later
On a rare day off, you and Tom attended a barbecue in Anthonyâs backyard with a few of the other cast members. You were sat on Tomâs lap, full off food and contently listening to the ongoing conversation.
âThese burgers are great.â Chris said as he patted Anthonyâs back. âThanks for barbecuing.â
âI got you, man.â Anthony nodded. âI actually got the recipe for the blend from one of the caterers on set. Remember that place that catered lunch with the really good cornbread and burgers?â
âI do remember.â Scarlett smiled to herself. âThe filming schedule worked out so all got to eat together that day. That was so nice.â
âIt was nice.â Anthony agreed. âJust sitting in the sun in our costumes and bibs. We had some fun conversations going on. Iâm pretty sure that was the day Tom and Y/n started dating.â
âNo.â Tom rolled his eyes. âWe started dating after that one convention. Remember the one where Y/n surprised us on stage? We started dating that night.â
âWait, you guys are actually dating?â Anthony sat up in his seat. âI was just playing with you.â
âWe know. So we played with you right back.â You shrugged smugly. âWe started dating to get back at you for all the jokes.â
The rest of the cast exchanged confused looks as you and Tom relished in your victory.
âBut....â Anthony blinked in confusion, âyou didnât tell me until two years later.â
âYeah. Because we were committed to the joke.â Tom said like it was obvious.
âDuh.â You added.
âLet me get this straight.â Antony rubbed his temples. âYou started dating as a way to get back at me for teasing you?â
âYep.â
âBut you didnât tell him you started dating.â Scarlett continued.
âNope.â
âSo youâve been dating in secret for two years without him knowing.â Don went on.
âYep.
âBut....you see this as revenge on me?â Anthony asked with a tilted head.
âYep.â You laughed. âIn your face.â
âIn my face?â Anthony raised his eyebrows. âHow so?â
âBecause we totally got you.â You bragged. âLook at your face right now. You had no idea we were actually together.â
âWhat an idiot.â Tom shook his head. âThis guy, am I right?â
The cast exchanged another look as you and Tom continued not to understand why dating in private didnât exactly count as revenge against Anthony.
âOkay.â Anthony said skeptically. âSo let me ask you this. Now that I know about the joke, will you stop dating?â
You and Tom quieted down as Anthony brought up something you hadnât thought of.
âWell, no.â Tom began as he looked at you. âWe like dating each other.â
âSo essentially, this had nothing to do with me.â Anthony concluded. âYou two just wanted to date each other but used me as an excuse.â
You and Tom opened your mouths to defend yourselves, but shut them when you realized he was right. You looked at each other sheepishly before shrinking down in your seats from embarrassment.
Anthony Mackie may have gotten the better of you.
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Ex trouble:
Request: Y/n and Luke are married. Luke's ex Sierra keeps bothering them tho even tho Y/n is pregnant. It goes as far as that they have to call the police.
Requested by: emmyb.allen1 (this is for a request no hate towards Sierra)
A/N: Sure thing! Enjoy!
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Y/n's POV:
The light breeze of summer air was hitting my face. My body sprawled out on the bed.
My back against Luke's warm chest as my eyes fluttered open. A smile on my lips as I felt warmth curled up against my belly.
Little paws pushed against it. Petunia has been always attached to me since the day I moved in with my at the time boyfriend.
Now Husband. But since I got pregnant she was practically guard dog.
I scratched her head smiling before turning around slightly. Luke's eyes shut closed.
His eyelashes laying against his cheeks. His hair messy against the pillows.
My finger went up to poke his cheek with a cheeky smile.
A groan leaving his lips as he opened his ocean blue eyes with a glare.
,,Just cause you are carrying my child doesn't mean you can be cheeky darling." He mumbled making me giggle.
A sudden ping interrupting my planned sassy remark.
His phone lighting up on his nightstand. I huffed annoyed.
Since Luke's ex found out about my pregnancy she apparently noticed how much she still loves him.
Don't understand me wrong. I always had respect for Sierra. But this is going to far.
,,If it's her again I will actually give birth and then jump out if the window." I laughed making Lu chuckle.
,,Don't stress about it love. It's bad for our little bean." He whispered against my lips before pressing a kiss against them.
He sat up grabbing his phone. Before slandering into the bathroom.
I sighed before turning to piggy who was now sitting up next to me.
,,Goodmorning pup!" I whispered smiling.
After we got ready for the day Luke and I decided to go out for lunch with the boys.
We all sat in the back of the little diner.
,,I'll have..the chicken Alfredo with garlic bread..but could I get the garlic bread on a different plate? I don't like my food touching." Michael murmured.
The waited giving him a side eye meaning he will definitely spit in our food after that.
Crystal shaking her head with a smile.
,,Ofcourse..I'll be back with your drinks." She sighed and turned around.
,,Why is she making such a fuss? It's literally her job!" I laughed as Luke wrapped his hand around my shoulder.
,,I don't know! Don't worry Mike." Ashton smiled patting his frowning friends back.
Whose eyes then went wide while looking behind me matching everyone's who was sitting opposite us.
,,Yall look like you saw a ghost!" Luke exclaimed turning around to.
A small curse leaving his lips making me and Calum turn around too.
,,Oh fuck no.." I spat as I watched the one person I least wanted to see walk in the diner.
Sierra. Today is not my day.
,,What the fuck is she doing here?" Kay asked confused as she walked up to our table with an annoying grin.
Luke grabbing my thighs and whispering calm words in my ear.
That didn't help my boiling self tho.
,,What a pleasant surprise! 5sos and their girls! And the one night stand that got pregnant." She teased with an smug pout.
A gasp leaving Crystal's lips.
,,Oh fuck no girl. You are not ruining our day." Luke laughed standing up.
,,Oh Luke..don't get so worked up! We both know she's just a phase." She scoffed.
What the hell. Everyone is looking at us.
,,Sierra I am literally married to him you you blind chicken." I giggled shaking my head.
,,Deaton. Leave before I fucking call the police." Calum threatened also standing up.
Suddenly a glas off tap water being placed infront of me making me realize the waiter is back.
Sierra eyeing the orange juice infront of Luke and the sprite infront of Kay.
Her grabbing them both and with a swing I felt it splash against my shirt and pants and a slap against my cheek.
A yell leaving my body as I looked at her with stunned eyes.
,,Babe! Omg was it something hot? Did it hit your stomach!? Someone call the police right now! " Luke ranted before cupping my face.
His eyes filled with worry and pain.
,,I'm alright lu. It's okay.." I reassured standing up.
,, You guys take a taxi home. We'll handle this from here." Michael spat looking at Sierra.
I nodded standing up with Luke guiding me outside.
I guess this is what it's like being married to a celebrity.
Ex trouble part 2:
Request: Can I Have a Part two where Sierra feels so Guilty
Requested by: emmyb.allen1
A/N:Ofcourse! I tried my best! Hope yall like it was very requested by all of youâ„ïž
THIS IS JUST AN IMAGINE. THE MENTIONED TOPIC DOES NOT APPLY TO SIERRA IN REAL LIFE. WE LOVE HER (no really. I am practically obsessed with her.)
Luke's POV:
It's been a week since the drama all happened.
And I'm still worked up about it. What is the liquid would have been hot? It would have burned her skin.
No matter how much I used to love Sierra. This has gone too far.
The constant stalking, messages, drama.
I'm married for God sakes. The moment she got physical the line got overstepped.
,,What are you still fuming about?" A sweet voice asked making me turn around.
Y/n waddled into the kitchen. Her belly looked like it could explode any second.
Her signature dimply smile flashing across her face.
,,The Sierra thing..." I murmured as she sat down next to me.
Her head falling on my shoulder as her perfume went up my nostrils.
My heart beating faster by the second.
,,Oh Lu. Stop stressing. It turned out fine. She won't bother is anymore." She whispered as I tucked a strand of her hair behind her ear.
Management has finally decided to do something about this mess allowing me to be able to never let Sierra near us again.
,,I know...but-"
My sentence got interrupted by the door bell.
Y/n furrowing her eyebrows. ,,Are the boys coming over?" She asked making me shake my head.
,,Mhm maybe it's Crys." She shrugged pressing a kiss to my cheek and standing up.
Running to the door as best she could. A grin on my face. I'm so madly in love.
My day dreaming cut off once I heard a loud ,,LUKE!!" from the hallway.
The Luke that mostly comes when either she is upset with me or she needs me instantly.
My mind running a mile per hour. Did I order something stupid again?
Oh God what did I do?
Jumping up I quickly ran to the door.
My eyes widening as I saw who stood infront of the door.
,,Yeah no. What are you doing here?" I asked crossing my arms, standing next to the shocked Y/n.
Sierras guilty face dropping some more.
I know that face. She really felt bad for something.
,,Luke.. Y/n..I don't know what got into me to be honest. I was hoping I could apologize and maybe explain myself." She muttered.
Her gaze fixed to the ground.
,,There's nothing to ex-" ,,Hush! Sierra this is the last chance. If you try to pull a thing like that again I don't wanna see you again." Y/n, miss sometimes too kind hearted, said.
Sierra had a small smile on her lips before nodding. Us stepping aside and walking into the living room.
,,She better have a good reason." I grumbled making Y/n push me slightly.
,,Negative Nelly.." she spat shaking her allowing me to roll my eyes.
We sat down on the couch. Si taking a huge breath before starting to speak.
,,Firstly..I wanted to say how truly sorry I am. I should not have lashed out on you especially since you are carrying a Child." She said.
Her eyes screaming -I really mean it this time-
A small nod coming from Y/n.
,,And Luke. I really do care about you. I'm sorry for hanging on you even tho you are married." She explained.
My dark eyes turning a shade lighter as I nodded too.
,,The thing is..when I found out your pregnant...my heart shattered." She admitted.
Unexpectedly her eyes filling with fresh tears.
Y/n's face dropping as if she knew something.
,,I-I can't have kids. I found out two months ago." She cried out.
Y/n's eyes filling with tears aswell as I gasped. Even tho she practically turned my life upside down..I was still in love with her a while ago.
,,Oh my..Sierra I'm so sorry!" I exclaimed as Y/n put her hand on hers.
,,I got so jealous and I'm sorry!" She sobbed making our heart shatter.
,,oh shh it's okay..I can't imagine how you feel." Y/n cooed rubbing her shoulder.
My arm coming around Y/n's shoulder as I placed my hand on Sierra's thigh.
Y/n was my everything. My whole world. And her allowing me to have a child is the best gift in the world.
But I can tell the excitement on her face when we talk about welcoming our baby into the world.
She will be an amazing mother and her love for our child is already so huge.
So passionate.
I can't imagine how it is for a woman to find out that she will never be able to have children.
Pulling her into a hug we all stayed close to her.
And in the end...our little girl and Sierra got along so well.
#5 seconds of summer#5sauce#5sos fluff#ashton 5sos#ashton irwin imagines#fanfic#reading#romance#writing#writers on tumblr#luke hemming imagines#luke 5sos#luke hemmings#michael clifford imagine#michael 5sos#michael clifford#calum hood x y/n#calum hood imagine#calumthomashood#ashton irwin#relationship
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confessions
holâ up . . . this is our vv first fic together. bye-
inspo:Â âIsnât it obvious? Iâm in love with you?â
genre(s): angst; fluff
fandom: the hunger games
rating: gă»tă»r
rated t for swearing
word count: 2.6k
warning(s): two oblivious dumbasses in love; probably uneditedÂ
things to know: y/n (your name) âą e/c (your eye colour) âąÂ y/l/n (your last name)
Peeta Mellark.
He was your constant; your rock. You could rely on him for anything and everything.
He was the steadiest thing youâd had in your life for a long time now, but as he took your wrist and led you upstairs away from the party, you couldnât help but feel the anger bubble up in your chest.
âPeeta, whatââ
âWhy?â he nearly shouts. Peeta is mild mannered. Heâs many things, actually; polite, charming, and personable, but angry was not one of them. It didnât scare you like youâd always expected it to, but rather frustrated you.
âWhy what, Peeta?â you hiss back.
He looks at you as if you had just grown two heads, his brows knit together in disbelief.
âYouâre joking,â he breathes. You shake your head, not understanding what he is trying to get at. You defensively cross your arms, knowing the juvenile element would annoy him, but having nothing to do with your hands increases your already anxious state.
âThat guy,â
âThat guy?â
âYes, y/n, yes. That guy that was just a little too friendly with you? So close to you that he was practically crawling under your goddamn skin? What were you thinking?â
You laugh at him, unable to contain it. âI can handle myself perfectly fine. Why are you being such an ass?â you all but shout at him. âItâs none of your business anyway?â
âHm, letâs see y/n, he couldâve, god, I donât know, taken advantage of you?â
You scoff, unable to handle his cliché statement.
He brings his hands up and pushes his hair back, looking up at the ceiling as he exhales heavily through his nose. You squint at him, unable to read the emotions on his face.
âWhat is up with you?â you whisper, not quite sure if he was able to hear. Your eyes narrow, unsure of what his next words might be.
âFor someone so smart, you can be so goddamn oblivious sometimes, y/l/s.â
âOh my god, what is with all the stupid riddles tonight? I canât read your mind! You canât expect me to just know things,â you exasperate, throwing your hands out in front of you. âFor someone whoâs supposed to be good at communication, youâre doing a pretty shitty job of displaying it,â you spit, throwing his words right back at him.
âFine,â he hisses, starting to move towards you.
You cock your eyebrow at him, your bodies coming closer, nearly closing the gap.
âFine?â you question.
âYeah.â he huffs out, repeating the word with an heir of finality, âyeah.â His breath warms your face, the scent of vodka invading your senses.
Your cheeks heat up, suddenly very aware of his proximity. You watch his adam's apple bob as he swallows thickly. He canât meet your eyes, his heart hammering against his chest so loud that it feels as though you can hear it. His head drops along with his gaze, studying the floor before chancing a glance at you. Peeta lets go of a breathy laugh as words tumble out of his mouth.
âIsnât it obvious?â he breathes, his words choked, hardly audible, him now looking you right in the eyes. Your stomach does a flip once, unsure of his next words. Blue eyes stare at your e/c ones that are clouded in confusion. You can feel his frustration start to build as he takes a step back from you, his voice rising and hands coming from his sides.
âIâm in love with you,â he bursts out.
Oh my god.
You stare at him in shock, his proclamation stunning you. You blink once, twice, as his words echoing through your head.
His hazel eyes bore into your e/c ones, willing you to say something, anything, to let him know you heard him. But yet you stand there, unable to find the words.
Nothing is coming out.
Say something, you beg yourself, wanting to scream out an answer, yet your mouth continues to remain shut. You swallow hard, your tongue feeling like sandpaper. How could you be so oblivious to his feelings? You and him have known each other since childhood, yet there you are, standing only inches away from him, the truth finally known.
The look in his eyes is absolutely heart-wrenching; if you hadnât just heard him, youâd have thought he had lost his best friend. In a way, you guess, he had.
Peeta just shakes his head softly, shrugging his shoulders in such a way that makes you want to reach out and take his hand. His dark waves fall over his eyes and he turns around, facing the door.
âIââ you begin, but you know itâs too late.
âJust, um, forget it, y/n,â his voice soft, small, âIâll see you in environmental studies.â
He opens the door and steps out into the hallway, closing the door behind him. You want to scream, to tell him to come back. Â
âDammit!â you exclaim, throwing your red solo cup as hard as you can at the wall. The contents spill all over, some of the liquid splashing on you but you canât bring yourself to care.
You reach to pull at your loosely braided hair, a habit of yours that came out whenever you were experiencing an excess of negative emotions, before you realize where you are. You harshly rub your eyes with the heels of your hands as you remind yourself to breathe.
In, out . . . In, out.
âGet it together,â you tell yourself, taking one last deep breath. âOkay.â
You turn to head back downstairs to the party, nothing on your mind except finding Peeta and setting everything straight, hoping at this point that that was even a possibility anymore.
God, you hated this part. You hated having to make up. Saying sorry was never your strong suit, your pride always getting in the way. But this? This was not a matter of pride. This was about finally coming to terms with the truth that you so desperately tried to avoid for years.
You almost trip as you descend the stairs, looking everywhere for Peeta but unable to find him anywhere in the crowd.
Spotting a head of wavy bronze hair by the water cooler, you rush over to your english lit classmate, who is also a friend of Peetaâs; Finnick Odair.
âHey Finnick,â you say once you reach him, trying to keep your voice even. He greets you with his signature smirk before bringing his cup to his lips and taking a sip.
âAh, y/n, having a good time I trust?â
âTrying to,â you grumble. Finnick gives you a quizzical look before you proceed; âHave you seen Peeta?â You canât help but notice the slight crack in your voice when you say his name.
âYeah,â he confirms, âI saw him leave a few minutes ago. Seemed pretty upset.â
âYeah, wonder why,â you mutter bitterly, knowing he wouldnât hear your words above the music.
You bite your lip, weighing the option of asking Finnick to help you find Peeta. Half of you wanted to go and find him yourself, your need to get the weight off your chest as quickly as possible, the other half of you wanting to stall for as long as you could.
âCould you text him? Ask him where he is?â
âWhy canât you?â
You fight the urge to roll your eyes, your cheeks burning. âBecause, Iââ
âWait,â Finnickâs smile widens. âWait, are you the reason heâs upset?â
Your silence is enough for him. His dopey smile falters for a moment, an emotion that you could only define as realization sweeping over his face. He shakes his head softly, pulling his phone from the pocket of his hoodie and opening his texts. His thumbs glide swiftly across the screen as he compiles a message to send to Peeta.
You canât have been standing there for more than a minute when his phone dings. Finnick flashes you the screen.
From: Pita Bread
Iâm fine... at the pond.
âThank you, Finnick, really,â you breathe.
He just nods, taking another sip of his drink.
You rush out of the frat house the party was being held in, running across the street to Panem Universityâs main campus, willing your legs to go faster.
The pond was at the northern end of campus, smack in the middle of Tribute Hall and the Coriolanus Snow Study Center. You see a silhouette sitting on one of the few stone benches surrounding the body of tranquil water, tossing handfuls of what you can only assume is trail mix at the ducks that liked to take up at the pond.
You slow down, bringing your footfalls to a trot, then silently padding your way over the grass towards him. Your chest is heaving from the exertion as you try to make your breaths even.
âPeeta,â You call out, your voice void of any venom as you stalk towards the boy. Youâre almost inclined to slap him because of how he acted. No rational person could expect someone to give them an answer to a question as heavily weighed as that right away.
He stands up once you reach him, refusing to look you in the eyes. For a fleeting moment, you catch the grief-stricken look in his usually bright eyes and itâs enough to keep you from raising your hand at him.
âWhy did you leave like that?â you breathe out. He shrugs a shoulder with almost casual indifference. âPeeta.â you nearly plead, looking at him as your eyebrows knit together.
âWhat did you expect me to do?â he says feebly.
You look up at the night sky, inhaling deeply as you hurriedly send off a prayer to whatever higher power that you can say everything you want to say to him, in the way you want to say it.
In a way that says something to him. Means something.
The stars seem to twinkle brighter, almost like they received your message. God, this is so hard.
Peeta is still looking anywhere but at you, his focus now on the ducks idling in the water.
âYou could have waited for me,â you say. âI mean, come on! That was⊠big. A big thing to drop on me,â you add, âso of course I was shocked. But if you had just waited for me . . .â
âWhat?â he snorts, finally looking you in the eyes. âWhat would you have said that couldnât have possibly made me feel like more of a fool than I already was? Whatââ
âI love you,â you blurt.
Here it goes.
âAnd not in a âyouâve always been there for me, so Iâm kind of indebted to youâ kind of way but in a way thatâs like, âI want to do cheesy stuff with you because I know it will make you smile.â Thatâs like, I would do anything, anything to prove to you that Iâm worthy of your love. Peeta, youâve seen everything I was and everything I am, and it justâ I just couldnât believe when you said that . . . But Iâ I trust you with everything in me and it frightens me, because you know Iâve been hurt before, but I canât deny that everything feels right when Iâm with you. I just. I want another chance. If, if youâll let me.â You breath the words out, hardly anything but air coming out. Â
âY/n, breathe.â
âRight,â you exhale, your mind swirling around, making vertigo seem like a walk in the park.
âYouâre not . . . unworthy of love,â Peeta begins but he stops, trying to figure out his words. âWhat Cato did to you, it doesnât mean youâre undeserving of love. Heâs.. an asshole, whoâs going to get whatâs coming to him. Iâ Iâm sorry for dropping it on you like that, but seeing you with that guy, he just reminded me so much of Cato, and it made me so mad because I didnât want you to go through that again, and I.. couldnât help but think it was my final chance to tell you how I felt.â
âFinal chance?â
âY/n, Iâve loved you since like year six.â
âPeeta, you absolute dumbass!â you exclaim, quickly going to cover your mouth as your own words shock even yourself. âIâm sorry. Itâs just . . . wow,â a laugh nearly escapes your lips. âWeâre both oblivious fools, huh?â
Peetaâs brows furrow in confusion, as you let out a soft chuckle. His head is tilted slightly to the side, his soft curls falling into his blue eyes. This moment is one youâll always remember, you think to yourself, already trying to commit it to memory. The way the trees slightly sway from the late summer breeze, the moonlight reflecting off the water; best of all, the glint in Peetaâs eye when your gazes meet. Itâs so cheesy, really, but you couldnât care less. Youâve played it over and over in your head for years, different scenarios always being formulated, but nothing you could have ever dreamt of could compare to this moment.
âIâve loved you since year seven,â you tell him, every word of it true. âI canât believe it took us both this long. Could have avoided the whole Cato fiasco of year twelve, I suppose, if we had just . . . had the gall to tell each other back then, I guess,â you say, the last sentence mumbled.
âYeah.â Peeta laughs, a genuine deep laugh that reaches his eyes. It rouses the butterflies that have been in the pit of your stomach, the fluttering making you nervous as you watch him scratch the base of his neck almost embarrassedly.
âSo,â you say, dragging the âoâ sound. âPretty sure this is the part where most people would kiss.â
âDo you want to kiss me?â
âNo, not you, Peeta. I was talking to the duck behind you,â You frown, unable to contain the scoff that passes your lips. âYes.. yes, I want to kiss you,â you breathe, your pulse hammering.
You step forward, your hands reaching up, gliding against his cheeks, his hands resting on your waist. In a moment of bravery, you place your lips against his. Theyâre soft, and he tastes like cedar and bread, and itâs like coming home, being in his arms as his lips move against yours, the breeze chilling your skin but his warming you.
There are no words spoken between the two of you as you both pull away. His eyes are still closed, his long eyelashes resting against the tops of his cheeks; the corners of his mouth are pulled up slightly.
God, heâs beautiful. So beautiful. That word is usually reserved for sceneries, sunsets or pretty dresses, but in this moment, you canât tear your eyes away from him.
âFinally!â someone shouts, causing the both of you to jump back from each other, acting like two first years getting caught passing notes in class. You look around before your eyes land on Johanna Mason, leaning against the statue of the university founder Alma Coin thatâs off to the left of the entrance of the study center. Finnick is with her, his signature smirk gracing his elegant features once more. âWe were wondering when you two would have the balls to tell each other how you felt.â
âIt seems everyone knew but you two,â Finnick adds with a deep chuckle.
âAlright, Finny, I think we should leave the two lovebirds alone.â Johanna says, turning away. âBe safe, you two!â
âIf you need anything,â Finnick winks at Peeta. âYou know where to reach me.â Â
You laugh softly, leaning your head against Peetaâs chest. His arms wrap around you, encasing you in him. His cheeks rests on the top of your head, his breaths evening out as you listen to his steady heart beat.
This is it. This is home.
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âOkay, lover boyâ
For @bfharry boyfriendathon!!! A trip to Paris with your loving boyfriend Harry!
this gif bc sweetie! but also bc this is the coat heâs wearing :)
Weâve got fluff, (a little) angst, and smut for yâall and music always. I love Paris, was actually there this time last year so I was feeling nostalgic! Also Harry in Europe is always A+++ Hope yâall enjoy and feedback is ALWAYS appreciateddd
Word Count: 5.2k | Warnings: some self-doubt, oral!male receiving, mentions of sex, language?Â
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Summer in Paris. The most romantic place in the world with the loveliest weather. Except, the weather wasnât exactly lovely. But it was quite romantic and thatâs what you decided to focus on. Harry and you had flown off to get away from the world by living in the South of France for the Summer. First, you had begged Harry to spend a good three days in Paris before heading to the countryside. He had obviously agreed. Today was your second day.
âLove, wake up,â Harry cooed softly in your ear.
You stirred in the plush bed and slowly sat up in the mess of sheets. You rubbed at your eyes and when you blinked them open you saw Harry standing before you. He was already dressed in striped trousers and a striped shirt under a sweater vest and seemed to have run out to bring you coffee in bed. He crossed to perch on the bed and leaned forward to kiss your cheek. Your body leaned in to receive the sweet peck of his soft lips.
âGood morning, love, yâlook ravishingâ he sighed sweetly as he pulled back from your face. You rolled your eyes and scratched at your disheveled hair.
Moving your head in a circle around your neck, you laughed breathily at all of his sweet words, âI look a mess, but thanks, H.â
âYou donât,â he protested, sliding his hands around your shoulders and moving to lay on top of you on the bed.
You giggled and wriggled in the sheets as he began to pepper kisses along your face, neck and collarbones. âYouâre absolutely stunning. Like always.â
The pair of you rolled around in the bed, exchanging kisses and caressing each other tenderly. Then you heard the rain and sat up.
âHar...is it still raining?â
He sighed and sat up with you, pushing his mused curls out of his face with one hand while his other was wrapped around your waist. âSadly, yes. But we can still go out and explore. I know how excited you were to finally be back in Paris...â
Your head turned to rest in the crook of his neck, sighing softly, âItâs alright. I love the rain, canât get me down.â
âYeah, we can just take umbrellas and have fun with it.â
âNo, no umbrellas. Want to run from awning to awning. Get stuck in the rain and be drenched. With you.â
Your lips had curved up into a smile as you spoke. Resting your head on Harryâs warm body, you imagined the day that the two of you were about to set off on. It wouldnât be perfect and that would be okay. It was going to be what the two of you make of it therefore you wanted to make it magical. You sat up to meet Harryâs eyes as he cradled you in his arms. His face held a soft expression, one filled with love as he looked down at the woman he had grown to love more than anything. It wasnât fleeting, it was constant. He loved you.
âAlright, letâs get goinâ then,â he laughed and shifted along the bed, sitting you up more. The hint of teasing in his voice was exciting and made you want to listen to him.
You pushed out of his arms and bounced up, your shirt sliding to cover the top bits of your thighs. âAlright!â
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âOkay, maybe one umbrella would have been a good idea!â Laughing in disbelief, you duck beneath the awning of the cafe across the street from your hotel.
âItâs really coming down...but you said,â Harry grins down at you and swipes at a strand of your hair that was already drenched from the rain. You swat at his chest, his yellow knit sweater vest dry as he removes his large blue coat. âHush.â
The cafe plays a love song in French and you hum along softly as you seat yourselves. Harryâs hand instinctively envelopes yours as your other free hands begin to leaf through the menu. His hand is warm and soft as it entangles itself with your own, which squeezes his in response to the brushing of his thumb over your skin. After placing your order, you watch the rain hitting the pavement and the light city traffic before you. Harry only has eyes for you, his gaze never leaving your figure. He takes you in, the way youâve done your hair, the necklace you picked out - the one you always wear, the way you decided to wear no makeup since you planned on getting wet in the rain.
Bringing him out of his adoration, the waitress brings your drinks and he watches you say something sweet in french before he also says a âmerciâ. You sigh in contentment and shift in your seat after taking a sip of your espresso. Your eyes meet with Harryâs over the top of your small cup and you giggle at how extremely small the same cup looks in his hand. His dimples appear as he mirrors your expression. Then at the opening chords of the new song beginning to play, you perk up, immediately recognizing âAlineâ, a clichely French song, but a favorite of yours nonetheless. You place your cup down and begin to sing along. Harry watches on, sipping his espresso and allowing you to swing your intertwined hands back and forth to the rhythm. You tip your head back and mock scream out the words, your french accent changing how your voice normally sounds.
âIs that a love song?â Harry asks at the finish of the song. He never bothered to learn French, despite having a couple of girlfriends who had been able to speak it.
You wet your lips, dried from singing, and shake your head slightly. âNo, not really. Itâs about heartbreak... Aline - the girl - is gone, I guess, and heâs drawn an image of her in the sand. But rain washes that away as well and now heâs twice as sadâ
âThat could still be considered a love song. He still loves her, right?â
âI guess.â
âWhy do you like it so much?â
You hum, pondering the question, never thinking about what made her like the song so much to consider it a favorite. Harry stares intently, he loved talking to you about music. It was two of his favorite things put together.
âYou wonât take âI just like shouting Alineâ will you?â Harry shakes his head, and you continue, âI guess I like it because itâs so tragic...and a little pathetic. Like, that sounds harsh, but this guy, heâs so in love with someone whoâs already gone that he cries over her image washing away. He says heâs aching heâs so distraught and itâs just, itâs so relatable.â Harry stares at you, eyes soft, knowing you have more to say. Sitting so that your back is straight, you work to put your thoughts into words. âHeâs calling out her name âAlineâ in hopes she will return to him and itâs just like you never want to feel that way in your entire life. But there are times that you do and youâre the pathetic guy crying over sand and watching it wash away into the ocean.â
âI will never make you feel like that, love,â Harry shifts your hands and brings them onto the table, leaning closer, a somewhat pleading look in his eyes.
âYou never would on purpose, I know that. But that feeling itâs human insecurity, thatâs the little fears I keep tucked away in the back of my mind, itâs how Iâd feel if I ever lost you.â
âYouâre never going to lose me,â he leans fully forward to bring his lips to yours. His lips easily brushed over yours, connecting perfectly as they always did. Your hand rescinds from his grasp and you place it on his chest, pushing him back slightly, âI know. Now enough with the mushy. Sights to be seen, clothes to be soaked!â
Laughing together, Harry settles the bill as you gather your things. You help Harry put his heavy coat back on after he finishes with the money, your lips pecking his as you fix the lapel. His lips curve into a smile against yours and his eyelashes flutter in excitement, never getting tired of the feeling of you.
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You had finally arrived at the grass in front of the Eiffel Tower, where you had been meandering through the city to all day. Before you had arrived Harry and you had stopped in a chocolatier, a perfumerie, and another cafe - pair of you appreciated good coffee. Harry had begged to stop at a boulangerie to pick up bread, but you had insisted that you could stop at one on the way back to the hotel later, otherwise the bread would get all soggy. Eventually, Harry had agreed even though his argument was that he would eat it before it got soggy.
Running around with a canvas tote on your shoulder filled with the goodies you two had picked up was exciting and you spun around on the grass, your head tilted to the rain and your arms and bag flying out around you. Harry grabbed your waist and then slipped a hand up to cradle your wet hair. His hand carded through the tendrils and you tilted your face to look at him. His own wet chestnut hair flopped onto his forehead as he smiled down at you. You threw your arms up to hang on his shoulders. It was only you two out in the rain and you laughed as you watched a single droplet run the length of Harryâs nose. Craning your neck, you kissed the tip of his nose before it could fall.
âI love you,â Harry says only for you, completely unprompted.
âI love you, Harry,â you respond, lovingly.
âNo, Y/N, I love you,â He repeats. Your wrists drop as your arms retract and your hands rest on his strong shoulders. You lean back slightly, confused. âI love you, I love you, I love you!â He starts to shout and picks you up by the waist, spinning you around in circles, slightly off the ground now.
âHarry!â You squeal, incredulous at his behavior. You loved it, but he wasnât usually like this in public. Hand holding and short hugs, usually. Small pecks, at most. Shouting declarations of love, never - until now.
âOk! I get it, lover boy,â You roll your eyes as he sets you down, placing kisses all over your rain soaked face. You tuck your head into your chest, feeling heat rise to your cheeks from his words and actions despite the cooling effect of the rain.
He smiles and leads the pair of you towards the Eiffel Tower. Halfway there he stops and snaps a few photos of you grinning, drenched in front of the site. Then you make him pose as well. He smiles for a few and then pretends to lean against it, which makes you roll your eyes again while you move to the perfect spot to make it look realistic.
You begin to move to head towards the tower again, but his hand snakes around your wrist, stopping you from moving. The rain was at a soft patter now, but you still were getting tired of being in it. Your brows raised expectantly at your boyfriend who was smiling adorably at you.
âSelfie.â He said simply.
âHarry...â
âCâmon. Itâs romantic. Not like thereâs anyone around to take it for us.â
You shrug and fold into his chest as he slips out his phone. His other hand slips around your waist, pulling you even closer. Your head rests on the upper part of his chest as one of your hands slips underneath his coat and the other goes to rest on his sternum. Your entire body is pressed against him, as he adjusts his phone trying to get both your faces in it along with a good portion of the Eiffel Tower. You both smile at your reflections that are beginning to smudge with raindrops and you ruffle your hair trying to look slightly disheveled after a few snaps. Then, Harry groans sadly, âThese arenât working.â
âI actually have an idea,â you say excitedly as the rain slows to a complete stop, âYou okay with your phone possibly getting some water damage?â Harry nods, unsure, as you pluck the phone from his hands. You stroll a few feet away from Harry and pluck two of the boxes of chocolate out of your bag. Mumbling to yourself, you set up the boxes like a makeshift stand, âPlease donât get ruined, mes bonbons.â Then you swipe to the video choice in the phoneâs camera and turn it on. You place it gently against the two boxes, so that the image contains Harry and the Eiffel Tower behind him. Then you race back to Harry, your sneakers splashing the puddles as you move.
âYouâre brilliant!â He wraps his arms around your shoulders and sways you back and forth. âSmile at the camera, lover,â you pull from his strong grasp and wrap a single arm beneath his coat again, fingers pulling at the warm fabric of the sweater vest beneath it. He smiles down at you before turning his focus to the phone a little ways off. He tightens his arm around your shoulder and pulls you off your feet slightly, causing one of your legs to kick out slightly. This video is going to be so weird, you think to yourself and laugh as you straighten back up. You turn your face to Harry and scrunch it up at him. He smirks back at you and then leans down to kiss your cheek.
After you mess around a bit in front of the camera, forgetting for a minute that you're recording and having a small makeout session, you run back to your set up and gather your things. Harry comes with you this time and hugs your waist from behind you. He smiles at the camera one last time before you press the red button to end the video; the last clip being his face smiling brightly while youâre laughing breathlessly at him, both sets of eyes filled with love and joy.
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Thereâs a restaurant inside the Eiffel Tower. Itâs really beautiful and classy, perfectly French. Harry decides itâs the perfect place to have dinner, despite its upscale interior and your complete dishevelment from the rain and lack of preparedness in your outfit choices. As well as, the fact that itâs really early and the French donât eat until much later in the evening so youâre the only ones there. Harry knocks on the door still and the pair of you are seated after he tells them who he is.
You comb lightly through your wet hair and you shuffle your vans together, uncomfortably. Harry, while dressed down still manages to look effortlessly chic, his trousers and yellow sweater vest with a striped dress shirt underneath is still passable as nice, especially if you ignore his own vans. In your haste you had dressed cute, but not necessarily upscale enough to where you felt like you fit in in that moment. Your wet hair wasnât helping to calm your nerves as the well dressed waiters moved around you, placing things at your table. Your nervous hands smoothed over the plaid skirt and frumpy brown sweater you had beneath your navy trench coat that almost mirrored Harryâs only missing the colorful bobbles.
âHey,â Harry notices your fidgeting and reaches out across the table, motioning you to place your hand in his outstretched one. You oblige reluctantly, shifting in your seat. Money has never been a problem for Harry since the pair of you began to date which wasnât a bad thing. You had a job that allowed you to live a comfortable lifestyle, as well, just not quite to the extreme that Harry was able to. Normally, it didnât bother you, but right now you felt very out of place, feeling unwelcome in Harryâs life. Harry can read exactly what youâre thinking as all these negative thoughts race through your mind. The odd sense of fear that the pair of you had talked about creeping in, the thought of losing him because you couldnât keep up with his lifestyle. Like you had told him earlier, as well, you hope to never feel that way, but sometimes itâs there. And right now was one of those sometimes.
His finger traces the familiar pattern over the back of your hand as he holds it tight. âYou deserve to be here just as much as the next person. You look lovely.â He smiles at you, trying to convey just how sincere he is being. You release a breath and try to relax at his words, knowing ultimately that he was right. He always knew exactly what to say and you smiled at him and whispered a small âthank you.â
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âIf I Fellâ begins to play in the restaurant and John and Paul begin to serenade the empty room. The host had placed you in the furthest back room by the windows, allowing you and Harry to stare out at the city as you enjoyed the food and leaving you completely alone except for when the waiter would come and check in. The two of you had just finished the third course and were watching the clouds shift along the skyline.
Harry sighed contentedly and leaned back against his chair, straining his neck to the side, the tendon on his neck straining, causing your eyes to flicker up and watch the way he clenched and unclenched his strong jaw. You were in awe. âHow did I get so lucky?â You say suddenly, your voice wistful, eyes a moment away from misty. Harry hums, jade eyes flitting back to your face, lips curving into a curious smile. âTo be loved by someone like you, by you. Howâd I get so lucky?â
Harry blushes at your words, the smile growing larger, overtaking his features. âLove, if I could list all the reasons I love you...God, weâd never leave this restaurant. Letâs just say Iâm the one whoâs lucky.â You pouted at his words, feeling cliche but also, totally and completely in love, so much so that you didnât care about what you looked like as you stood up and leaned over the table, crashing your lips to Harryâs. He leaned up quickly to meet your lips over the small table. One of his hands flew to your soft cheek and held you close as your lips locked, tasting sweet from the champagne the two of you had been enjoying.
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âToday was perfect, H.â
You glanced up to look at Harryâs face as he held you in his arms, walking slowly down the street. He walked slightly behind you as he braced himself around you, he couldnât get enough of you, couldnât touch enough, feel enough, breathe enough, where he would feel satisfied.
His eyes flitted down to meet yours, the jade of them sparkling under the cloudy sky save for the moon that had pushed its light through finally. âYeah it was.â
Reaching the hotel, the two of you scampered up to your room and threw everything down the minute you got inside. The rain had mostly dried from your clothes, but you still couldnât wait to take them off and get into something clean and warm.
âDo you want to shower?â Harry calls to you as he unpacks your bag, separating all of the items the pair of you had bought today - including the baguette he had finally gotten on your way home. Your head appeared from beneath your sweater as you pulled it from your body, leaving you standing in your bra and skirt.
âTogether?â Your voice was calm since Harry and you occasionally showered together and were capable of keeping it tame, but there was a hint of excitement too after spending the whole day constantly within each otherâs grasp.
âSure, why not? Then we can get in bed and try the chocolates we bought today sooner,â he shrugs, making his way towards you, tossing a box of chocolates on the bed for later. He licks his lips and smirks down at you. âI like the way you think...but no funny business, lover boy,â you tease and run a finger down the center of his chest, only his dress shirt covering the toned body beneath. Your eyes have a glint of mischief in them as your words come out rather jokingly. âNo promises,â he breathes before placing a chaste kiss to your lips.
In the bathroom now, Harry closes the door despite the lack of need for privacy. For some reason your heart is beating extremely fast, nerves springing forward at the urgent prospect of intimacy. Your heart always beats a little faster whenever Harry and you are together like this, but right now itâs going especially fast. The love you have for him, the passion, itâs never faded. Everytime is like the first time, maybe even better than the first time if you really think about it because now he knows you and you know him. Itâs not about the novelty or the exploration, itâs about the adoration and the feeling each otherâs touch ignites within you. So, right now, as the pair of you undress each other before you shower together, your heart is beating so fast because this isnât lust or fleeting passion itâs eternal intimacy and deep devotion.
His fingers softly and nimbly release the clasp of your bra and then reach around to slip the straps down. It slides down your arms and falls to the ground and Harry watches you as you now move to undo the last few buttons of his shirt. Youâre pressing close to him, feeling cold and slightly vulnerable despite being safe in Harryâs presence. The movements are tender, only the sound of your breathing and the rain that started up again bringing any noise to your interaction. Your hands flit down to the buttons on his trousers, your fingers shaking only slightly from the chill. Harryâs toned arms rise up to rub your upper arms, noticing your shivering as you undo the buttons and zipper. After his zipper is undone, you move your hands down to your side, where your own zipper is located, but Harry pushes your hands away, silently telling you he could do it. Sighing, you turn from him and turn the shower on, hoping that it will warm up quickly. Harry follows and presses up against you, his large arms encircling your frame, warming you instantly. He kisses the tip of your left shoulder tenderly and then rests his chin in the dip between your shoulder and neck. He breathes you in, taking in the moment, committing it to memory. Your hands rest over his gently and you feel yourself tilting your head back and basking in his embrace.
âWe should probably get in,â Harry whispers after you had been standing there for far too long, simply holding each other. âYeah,â you respond wistfully. Stepping in, you instantly place a kiss on Harryâs neck once heâs in. He looks at you questioningly, âI thought you said-â âI couldnât help myself, you look like an angel.â He tucks his head at your words and then looks at you with love filled eyes, âGiving me a toothache with how sweet you are to me.â
He takes the bottle of shampoo the pair of you had brought and begins to massage it into your wet hair. You close your eyes in contentment at his actions, you loved how gentle Harry was and how he always insisted on washing your hair when you showered together. As he works on the hair you take the bar of soap and begin to rub it across his prominent pectorals, the suds show up and glisten across his tan skin. You smile to yourself as you pass over the two swallows and then travel down the center of his chest and bring the soap over the butterfly. Harry lets out a breathy laugh and you mutter, âAlways so ticklishâŠâ But you donât mind. You rub some of the soap on your hands and then rub back over the same places on his body, spreading out the suds, while Harry moves to wash his own hair. This time your hands travel further down his body, your soapy fingers massaging Harryâs bare hips, rubbing soothing circles over the tense muscles from walking all day. Harry releases a heavy sigh, your movements releasing a pressure he hadnât realized was there.
Your hands travel inwards and dance over his two fern tattoos causing Harry to shudder again. This time you say nothing, focussed on tracing the patterns and being so close to your lover. Finally, you remove your hands from his body and rinse them of the soap, grabbing a washcloth, you finish cleaning his arms, neck, and torso. Moving slowly, you drop the washcloth and Harryâs breath hitches, knowing what youâre intending to do. Harry starts, âYou donât-â but now his voice is completely caught in his throat when you put your hands on his length.
Heâs already semi-hard, and it stiffens immediately in your embrace. He has to actively think about not getting hard whenever youâre naked around him, especially when you bathe together. He thinks youâre sexy, of course, but the intimate touches you share under the water is what really does it for him. However, he knows itâs not a sexual moment usually and doesnât want to press himself upon you. Today, though, you want to take care of him. âHush, I want to,â you say as you pump your hand languidly, blood rushing to his tip instantly. He groans as you stare deeply into his jade eyes. You were beautiful and wonderful to him. He didnât know how he had found you, but he was happy that he had.
Then you slip down to your knees, legs folding perfectly as you continue to stare up at Harry. His eyes widen, realizing only now that you intended to use your mouth. One hand flies to your freshly cleaned hair and the other trails down the side of your face, taking in your beautiful face that is now in front of his hard member. Slowly, you bring your tongue to lick over the now angry red tip of his dick. Harry hisses as you open your mouth fully and begin to bring him completely inside. Your eyes never leave his as you descend until he hits the back of your throat. Heâs big, really big, but after all this time you know how much you can take and you sit there for a moment. You let his weight rest in your mouth, heâs warm and you enjoy holding him this close.
Harry groans, âPlease,â and you begin to move, seeing the strained look on his face.
Bobbing your head, you take him in and out of your mouth with ease, sometimes taking extra care over his head sucking specifically there. Your movements make Harry moan out and grasp at your hair, keeping it from your face as you work him over. His hips buck into your mouth the faster you take him in your mouth, but he tries to remain still, wanting you to be in control. One of your hands grasps his thigh, over his tiger tattoo, while the other runs over the parts of his dick you canât take into your mouth. Harry is always vocal, but right now heâs at a loss for words. He feels so loved and cared for in that moment, itâs quick to his release. Your hand on his thigh feels him beginning to shake a bit more and his hips are stuttering more erratically.
He whines out, âIâm close,â and you pull back until your lips are only over his head.
Your tongue flattens over the slit of it and then swirls around it. You suction your lips around his head and suck hard, your hand pumping quickly, your eyes still never leaving Harryâs face. He had closed his eyes a while ago, but opens them up slightly right at his moment of release. He bucks his hips one last time as you moan around him at the feeling of him inside your mouth. His orgasm wracks through him and you continue to suck, trying to take up every last bit.
âOh fuck,â Harry whimpers, chest heaving and head hanging low as he stares down at you.
The water is still running in the shower over your erotic image. You swallow and pull off of him, placing a gentle kiss to his head before standing up, whispering something inaudible to just Harryâs dick. Harry takes your hands in his and kisses you hungrily as you stand up. The taste of himself still on your lips. His arms are wrapped around your waist and one of his hands cups your ass cheek needily.
Against your lips, he growls, his voice deep and accent thick, âLet me take care of you now.â
You giggle and place your hands on his wet chest. âYou donât need to. I just really wanted to make you feel good.â
âBut making you feel good will make me feel good, too,â He whines, pressing you into him more.
âOh, I know,â you laugh, âBut weâre really wasting water now and I want to try the chocolates we bought. You can make me feel good in our bed, this porcelain really isnât the most comfortable.â Youâre completely enjoying Harryâs eagerness to give to you after he had just received, but you were starting to prune from the water and wanted to lie in bed with fluffy robes with him.
He huffs but nods. He kisses your lips a final time and begins to climb out of the shower. âFine, but I know none of those chocolates can possibly taste as good as what I really want for dessert.â
âYou can have your dessert soon enough...Okay, lover boy?â
-
Wrapped up in Harryâs warm embrace, you fall asleep under the Parisian sky. His lips ghost over your collarbones as his head is tucked into you. You sigh in contentment as his hands draw a familiar pattern over your skin on top of your hip. Your mind flits over the moments of today and settles on this one right now. Harry wrapped around you, your legs entangled, warmth surrounding you. Itâs peaceful. Youâre blissed out from the chocolates and love Harry made to you.
Your eyes flutter open for a moment to look at Harry. His curls and the side of his face are all you can make out in the dim lit room, the moonâs light peaking through the sheer curtains. The slope of his nose is prominent, as well as the stubble beginning to grow on his jaw and cheek. His little moles decorating his otherwise smooth skin. He nuzzles further into you and you feel his stubble rubbing slightly against you, scratching lovingly onto your skin. It feels nice as your eyes close once again beginning to drift off to sleep. But you know no dream could possibly be better than the feeling you have right now, with Harry.
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đ love yâall (also I really didnât proofread so like I maybe contradict some shit I say bc I wrote this over weeks lmao)
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in the darkness of tomorrow | c.yj
choi yeonjun x female reader
series masterlist :
prologue | part one | part two
genre: royal au, fluff, angst
description: the selection is happening once more to find a wife for prince yeonjun. y/n swears to hate the royal family, but when itâs time for the prince to choose a wife, she gets tied up in the mess.
note: this is inspired from the book the selection by kiera cass, however even though i use some of the ideas there are major differences.
word count: 3.3k
warnings: mentions being whipped and starved
tag list: @binniebutter @nshitae
this was the first time you had ever felt heartbreak. your heart has been a constant reminder that daniel ended things days ago. it haunted you, even as you passed by all of the bright faces in the city.
it seemed like heartbreak wasnât enough for you. the world had to punish you some more by the announcement made yesterday. the news spread fast around town that day, âthe selection application was required for all women of a given age.â you happened to be a part of that age group.
you doubted that the prince would choose you to even be considered as one of the options, but what ifâs filled your mind. you still werenât ready to let go of daniel. right now you wished you wouldâve stayed to hear what he wanted to say, but now it was impossible.
you did anything to get your mind off of his frozen blue eyes, including thinking of the prince. unlike everyone else, you thought that prince yeonjun felt a little too entitled. single, willing women werenât enough for him so he had to make those whose hearts belonged to someone else apply. unlike all the bright faces hoping to be picked, you didnât want to be one of his little playthings.
they say that the selection was unbiased, but most people knew that wasnât true. many girls who were unfortunate enough to be in castes five and lower, where they could hardly or not even make ends meet, rarely ever got picked and they were the ones who needed it most. you could stay a four and bake pastries all your life if it meant the people in castes lower than you could afford food.
besides, you had seen first hand what this kingdom has done and you didnât agree. you would be caught dead before you ever bowed to their spoiled and corrupt system.
âhey mom!â you put on a small smile to please her worried eyes when you walked into the bakery. her small streaks of grey hair added to her beauty.
âiâm so sorry sweetie. i know how much you didnât want to apply.â her shoulders relaxed, but she continued to place out new baked goods.
you let out a sigh, âyeah well... it doesnât matter. itâs not like iâll get picked.â you smiled at the thought. it was all just a waste of time.
your mom stopped, placing the basket of bread on the counter. âitâs supposed to be random... we never know.â
you furrowed your brows and laughed a bit, while giving your mom a look that said âreally?â she smiled, shaking her head to acknowledge that you were probably right.
âanyways... whereâs dad and taehyun?â you didnât see or hear them in the bakery.
your mom looked up at you and for a moment she looked distant before returning to her warm demeanor. you caught the change but decided not to bring it up.
âgoing on an errand,â she responded simply before filling the basket of bread with a few cakes.
she wasnât going to give you the chance to ask, but you didnât mind. you knew sheâd tell you later.
âso... this arranged engagement with taehyun.â you looked to the side while preparing your face for a whistle.
âyou know heâs a great boy and heâs a doctor... a three. he also helps to manage the orphanage with the eights. heâs a great boy y/n.â your mom looked disappointed when you looked back at her.
âitâs just... when does a four ever get put in an arranged marriage. plus...â you looked down at your hands where your fingers were playing with each other, âwhat if... i could love someone else.â your eyes glistened at the thought of daniel always waiting for you on that tree branch. you didnât know what caste he was in... even if he was an eight youâd be willing to be homeless with him... although now heâd be a two... all because of the draft.
your mom sighed as your little sister, seoyeon walked in. âthatâs enough for now y/n. take this basket to the orphanage.â
seoyeon was all muddy, indicating how she came inside after playing around in the dirt. you grabbed the basket harshly, trying to show your mom that this was not over.
âcan i go with?â seoyeon asked, looking at mom. your mom slightly nodded, so you took seoyeonâs hand in yours. you resisted the urge to glare at your mom before smiling at seoyeon.
âokay... we have to get to the orphanage... whatâs the best route?â you asked your sister who wore a sly grin before pulling you out of the door.
seoyeon rushed towards the river as she pulled you along. it was your little secret space that no one visited. the two of you had been running for quite a while, slowly passing by fewer and fewer people.
once the two of you made it to the river, seoyeon balanced on the thin makeshift bridge with her arms sticking out. she wobbled here and there but made it over. you followed soon after, carrying the basket in your hand and making sure to avoid any wet slippery spots on the bridge. seoyeon laughed as you made your way over to her.
âhurry slowpoke!â she called before running off into the field.
you shook your head before fastening your pace. once you got off the bridge you took off into a sprint. by the time you caught up to her she was already at the orphanage and you were panting. that was one thing about seoyeon, for small legs she could sure as hell run.
âitâs about time.â she giggled as she took in your bent-over body. âi was starting to think i shouldâve carried the basket.â
you rolled your eyes, waving her off before you straightened up. seoyeon had already run off to play with the kids her age. when you walked in there were a few kids and teenagers around your age sitting towards the entrance.
âare taehyun and jihyun around?â you asked, looking around to see if you had missed them in the small orphanage. all you could see at the moment was how it needed to be remodeled, like many things in this area.
âtaehyun left a long while ago, but you could probably find jihyun upstairs if you like.â one of the teenage girls, who you knew to be yui, spoke. you nodded before moving towards the kitchen area to place to basket down, with a little note not to eat more than one.
you knew how hard it was for taehyun and jihyun to keep this orphanage up and running. it was hard to get everyone here a proper meal. taehyun nearly passed out from exhaustion when he came to visit your family. he had given up plenty of food just so those who were sick could eat enough.
you made sure to get the plates and napkins out to remind them not to leave the bread lying in unsanitary areas. once you felt your job had been done, you went upstairs to their office. unlike most days the door was closed. you knew something was wrong and the sniffling coming from the room only confirmed your suspicions.
you hesitated for a moment before knocking on the door and letting yourself in. jihyunâs sorrowful eyes burned through yours, making your heart drop.
ây/n thank god youâre here.â she cried before attacking you in a hug. you rubbed circles on her back to try and get her to calm down.
âwhat happened?â you asked softly, scared this question might break her.
she sniffled, âo-one of the boys-â she let out a sob and you continued to try and soothe her.
âitâs okay you donât have to say anything.â at this point you moved one of your hands to her head and rested it there.
ân-no he... he stole some meat and theyâre going to whip him y/n. theyâre going to whip him. heâs only seven!â she cried looking at you in your eyes. she was pleading, pleading for you to do anything. you werenât sure you could.
âwhereâs taehyun?â you asked looking around, maybe he went to help. maybe thatâs what he and your dad were doing.
âi donât know.â she finally calmed a bit, hiccuping here and there. âhe left before we received the news.â
you were left to wonder what the two were doing, but you didnât have time for that.
âi promise iâll go help the boy.â you gave jihyun a determined look. âwhatâs his name?â you asked halfway out the door.
âhak hyunwoo.â she barely whispered it, probably ashamed. you gave her a reassuring smile before leaving and finding seoyeon.
by the time you had arrived back home they already were gathering people around the city to witness the poor boys' punishment.
âwhat is your name boy?â the masked man shouted more to the crowd than to the boy. you had been struggling to get closer to the wooden post.
âhak hyunwoo.â he was crying, his tears wouldnât stop flooding. he had nobody to watch out for him.
âand what is your crime?â the masked man yelled out once more.
hyunwoo was silent before speaking. âtheft.â it was quiet.
âyour punishment will be...â he waited to see if the crowd of people would react. only a few werenât excited, it was disgusting how many people were cheering. everyone was just sitting back... watching.
âthirty strikes to the back!â there was a roar in the crowd, but the noise died out in your mind. that was way too much...
you pushed even harder, âstop!â you screamed, but no one could hear you over the crowd. you saw them grabbing the whip, only making you lunge forward, forgetting about hurting the people in the crowd. you stumbled forward after reaching the front. it didnât matter if he was an eight, you had to help him.
âwait!â you screamed, now where the two in charge of this could hear. the guards were watching you with cautious eyes.
âmiss you canât intervene.â one man standing to the side had said.
you took a deep breath. âthis boy did nothing wrong. canât you see heâs malnourished? the kingdom failed this poor boy... theyâre the ones at fault.â you had to try anything. everyone gasped as you accused the royal family of this boy's actions.
âif you must punish someone. punish me, but theft does not deserve thirty strikes to the back.â everyone's eyes were on you, making you nervous. you never really asked for attention, but here you were gaining it.
the masked man was staring at you, no doubt glaring. âfine. get up here.â he nearly threw kyunwoo off of the tiny stage.
you were surprised that worked, you were just desperate, but now you would have to face the consequences. as you walked past the little boy you told him to run home, which he did. that gave you a little comfort.
âwhat is your name?â the masked man was seething.
âkim y/n.â you tried to sound brave and strong, but you couldnât help the waver in your voice.
before he could do anything else, more soldiers rushed toward the tiny wooden stage.
âyou mustnât hurt this young lady. sheâs been selected and the prince would like to see her now.â
you werenât sure which guard had said it. you were stricken with shock. tears threatened to fall and you didnât know whether it was from the relief of not getting whipped or because youâd have to leave everyone to be a plaything for prince yeonjun.
guards had escorted you back home. you were still in a daze from the information, even as your little sister cheered for you. your mom was the only one to snap you out of the trance.
âiâm sorry sweetie... just know that we will all be waiting and ready for anything that happens. we will support you no matter what.â she rubbed your shoulder as you stared at all of the paperwork in front of you.
there had been a palace worker standing beside you stating the rules and how the caste systems worked as if you didnât know.
ones were royalty and family of royals. twos were celebrities, soldiers, and politicians. threes were people who worked pretty stable jobs like teaching and nursing. fours were business owners. fives were musicians and entertainers. sixes were those who helped others with jobs. sevens were mainly outdoor workers. then there were eights... these people were mainly cast out of society.
staring at the paper only made you even more frustrated. you were practically signing your life away for the possibility of being a three or one if youâre âlucky.â
everyone had to be virgins, single, and if caught in a relationship could be met with death. you rolled your eyes once more thinking about how it wasnât optional this year. you guess it was a good thing daniel never asked you out and ended things.
then the man said that itâd be ill-advised to refuse anything the prince asked. that confirmed your suspicions, you were practically being sold off to a spoiled brat. the only one who could send you home was the prince himself and no one got a say in what the prince did.
of course, everyone had to be civil and not fight, but you had to wear what the palace gave you, nothing else. one of the worst things was that you couldnât leave the palace on your own accord. youâd be trapped and watched for the entertainment of the show.
there was one last thing about being one of the last 10. it meant you were the elite, but you doubted that would ever be you. with that... you signed your love away.
your mom was the one to give the signed paper to the man at the front door who had been waiting to take your paper to the palace. she was going to see you off because your dad still wasnât back yet.
âwait y/n!â seoyeon ran towards you, hugging your legs tightly. âare you going to be a princess?â her eyes lit up when she asked. you couldnât crush her.
âmaybe... thatâs up to the prince.â and that was the truth. you didnât have a choice, but youâd do everything in your power to leave.
it seemed every choice was being made for you as you followed the palace worker, the guards following behind.
the ride to the palace was slow and lonely. you were forced to look longingly at the forest, regretting not saying goodbye to daniel. you thought of all the things you wanted to say to him.
iâll wait for you because i love you.
we can get through this.
please donât leave me.
i canât live without you.
be safe.
at that moment all you knew was that you had to find him somehow and heâd be in the palace. maybe staying for just a little bit wouldnât be that bad if you could find him.
when you saw the large palace nausea rested in your throat and stomach. you donât know why he called you here this early, but it couldnât be good. all the other girls would be arriving tomorrow morning as they had announced.
it was weird being escorted in, but your nerves were exploding within you. you werenât ready to see royalty. you vowed to die before you bowed before them, but here you were walking straight in and scanning the area. all you managed to see were maids and soldiers around, giving you another few moments of the pride you were willing to die for.
you were passed off to three maids who had been waiting for you.
âitâs amazing to meet you lady y/n.â the title made your face crunch with distaste.
âplease... just call me y/n.â your voice was quiet, not allowing yourself to be comfortable in an unknown area.
âwe canât do that miss.â the shortest of the three informed, making you close your eyes and pray to the heavens that you would be able to survive this.
âokay then... may i know your names?â the three of them looked at each other before the one who led the path spoke up.
âiâm aeri, she's isuel, and thatâs minsuhâ aeri pointed at each of them. you noted that the shortest one, issue, was probably the youngest. you only nodded in response as they led you further into the palace, upstairs, and down long hallways.
âthis will be your room,â aeri announced, opening the door to reveal a large room with many small details on the furniture. it was a bit much, but you didnât expect anything less from people at the top of the caste system.
âwe have to get you dressed because the prince will be seeing you soon.â minsuh rushed over towards the large wardrobe, that when opened revealed many different dresses. all of them... dresses.
âi say we should put you in the pink one!â iseul shouted, excited. the other two nodded enthusiastically, but you were too defeated to protest.
it was almost as if prince yeonjun had been waiting the whole time because as soon as they zipped you up, a knock came from the door. all of the maids ran to the door, leaving your pleading eyes behind.
âyour majesty.â was all you heard before a few mumbling and giggling. they rushed out immediately and prince yeonjun replaced them. his hair was dyed pink now, making you wish you protested the dressâs color. your maids were sly.
your heart was pacing, scared from the uncertainty.
âitâs a pleasure to meet you lady y/n.â there it was again. the title you wanted to get away from.
âthe pleasure is all mine.â you tried to hide the sarcasm in your voice as you stood strong in front of him. donât you dare waver.
âi heard you got into some trouble today... iâd like to discuss that.â he was calm, every word held a hidden strength behind it. this was why he called you here early.
âiâd hardly call it trouble.â you stopped to watch him step closer to you. you wanted to tell him to stay away, not get close to touching you, but you kept quiet.
âoh really? you donât call asking to be punished for someone elseâs crimes trouble?â he was standing right in front of you now, but he was relaxed and wore a soft smile. he found this humoring. it was anything but.
âi call that two innocent people paying for a kingdoms failure.â the words slipped out before you could hold them back, but you didnât regret them. not when you saw how prince yeonjun backed away, looking to the side.
âinnocent? he was a thief.â yeonjun looked back at you, determined and unwavering. two could play at that game.
you walked towards him this time. a power move. âthe world is not all black and white. he was a young boy, an orphan that was placed as an eight. your rules are the reason he was starving, leaving no option but stealing.â you were glaring now, trying to ignore the fact you had to look up at him.
he didnât seem to want to back down either. âyet if we let one person steal something whatâs stopping others?â he leaned his face closer to yours, noses only inches apart.
donât you dare give in.
âif higher castes can pay their way out of punishment, why donât the lower castes get a chance?â at this point, you couldnât move any closer, but you could spit on him. that was only a passing thought to entertain you.
prince yeonjun was quiet after that, staring into your eyes as if he was trying to search through every part of your life. it felt interrogating. he hadnât responded, so you took that as his loss and back away.
âis that all you wanted to discuss?â your voice was quieter now, not accusatory.
âfor now... but you might want to learn some respect.â and then he left you to be swallowed in your anger.
part 2 sneak peak:
the castle had been dark for a while. all day today you were looking around for a familiar face, one that didnât seem to show.
the creaking of your door alerting you of a new presence. you swore you told everyone youâd like to sleep peacefully tonight, but here they were interrupting you.
âprinc-â
âi heard youâve been looking for me.â you could recognize that voice anywhere. the playfulness in his tone lit your heart on fire.
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Experiment.
hey! this is a little one-shot into some DH tent angst (really doesn't get better than that) this is my first time writing any fanfiction at all so bear in mind that this is very armature.
I've been thinking about this idea for a couple months now and it's officially my headcannon replacement for the Harry-Hermione dance scene in DH, which i'm not the biggest fan of. I've already rambled on a bit but please feel free to reblog and comment your opinions and possible improvements!
The ground was inexplicably hard where Ron stood, the canvas tent behind him violently thrashing through the harsh night wind. Perhaps his thin shoes were wearing out after years of being hand-me downs, or months of endless use while they aimlessly trudged around Britain.
Ron knew though, that he was just tired. He didn't know how his shoulders managed to sag with exhaustion while remaining tense in discomfort but that's how he's been since he woke up in that god-forsaken tent.
He checked and re-enforced the wards, something that he was insanely adamant about after returning, paranoia finally setting in. It was constant at this point, hunger had become somewhat familiar and his fingertips were always a faint purple.
Not that he was complaining, he had Harry and Hermione within arms and ears reach now and he could not possibly ask for anything more.
"Ron! Dinner!", Harry's voice rang through his ears, disrupting his thoughts.
Shit. He had done it. He wasn't aware how long he had been wallowing outside and he was sure the porridge he had taken his time making for the three of them had overcooked on the stove.
He could picture Hermione's look of disdain clearly and cursed himself, not wanting her to get more mad at him but also acknowledging how he had wasted their already near non-existent supply of food.
"Merlin, I'm sorry! I'll try and find something else to-" he began with pace and halted halfway through.
Harry stood expectantly in the tiny living room area in front of Hermione who was neatly sat on their tiny couch. Harry's hands were raised excitedly yet awkwardly in an 'L" shape gesturing towards the worn table where Hermione's books usually lived.
Except there was a small space cleared, and it was occupying a small plate which had about 4 stacks of bread, with jam doused in-between and on top, with the wand that he had given Harry stabbed in the middle, a tiny flame at its tip.
Bloody hell it was a birthday cake.
"My birthday already?" he mumbled, still in awe of the poorly presented but beautiful stack in front of him.
"Well-"
'It was yesterday, I checked the calendar this morning." Hermione cut Harry off shortly, her eyes shamefully anywhere but Ron.
"Oh" he said, wishing so desperately that she would just look at him.
"Come on then mate, make your wish, because I'm not bloody singing" Harry encouraged, his eyes shining fondly at Ron.
With a soft chuckle, he sat on the ground at the table, feeling Harry follow next to him. He blew out the 'candle' softly, not even thinking about his wish, there were simply too many.
Harry gave a low whoop and reached over Ron with a knife and fork and haphazardly cut the cake into thirds.
When Hermione's eyes finally reached his, because yes, he had not taken his eyes off her, his stomach gave a jolt and a small smile graced his lips. Her lips however were still set in the line that she had been giving him for the past couple weeks but her eyes were so gentle and loving, almost unwillingly so, as if she was trying so very hard to be mad. After Harry hurriedly plated their shares and they began eating, a small lump began forming in Ron's throat. He willed himself not to cry, it was just sodding jam soaked toast after all.
He looked up at his two best friends as they ate, observing as Harry scarfed down his portion and as Hermione ate slowly, taking sips of her weak tea in between, knowing it was far too sweet for her taste.
"Wish we could have given you a gift." she said so softly, that he had taken a few seconds to register that she said anything at all.
Her eyes were still on her plate.
"Don't need one", he murmured, hoping that he sounded earnest enough that it could translate how very thankful he was.
"Really?! You sure?", Harry said, and Ron swore for a second that it was eleven year old Harry speaking to him. It was evident that the boy was prone to sugar rushes, even if it was a tablespoon of old jam.
"I have all I need.", he said, voice steadier this time, flashing a grateful smile at him, which was returned.
"Really? Not even a special birthday snog Ron? Because if you want I'll do it again-"
"Harry I'm fine! Merlin's Beard!', Ron interrupted Harry's rushed teasing with loud laughter, Harry's roaring laugh following close behind.
"Wait what do you mean again?" Hermione chanced at Harry, her eyebrows furrowed inquisitively and mouth adorably agape.
Breaking their giggling fit, they both turned towards her , eyes widening at the exact same time. It was then Ron realized that there was soft music playing, presumably from the wireless that was on the table. Has it always been on?
'Nothing don't worry."
"Nothing!"
Harry had followed Ron with the most non-convincing 'nothing' he had ever heard. Sensing what was about to happen, he suddenly felt the strongest urge to slap Harry on the back of his head.
"No no, you said again" Hemione retaliated, her eyes wide as ever, it was the most lively Ron had seen her for months.
"It was once in fourth year!"
'Don't worry about it Hermione, it's fine."
Ron's head snapped toward Harry cursing the stupid sugar in the stupid jam that apparently made Harry, quite frankly, very stupid.
"Wait wait! what?!" Hermione was energetic now and had fully swiveled to face them both.
Realizing that he physically could not lie to Hermione straight to her face, he accepted his fate and both boys began rambling at the same time, Harry excitedly, Ron bracingly.
"Look after the Yule ball-"
"This is rather depressing actually-"
"Shut up Ron, you liked it."
"I don't recall saying I didn't-"
'Anyway, after the shit-show that was the ball, y'know, we wanted to see if-"
"Oh my god I can't believe we're actually- We said we wouldn't tell anyone!"
"Bit late now Ron, anyway, we wanted to-'
"To see if what?!" Hermione gaped at them both, she was clearly teasing now, after seeing Harry's frantic (and hand waving heavy) storytelling and Ron's hair to toe blush.
"Just experimenting-"
"Just for fun!" Harry interjected.
They turned towards each other, eyes wide and then proceeded to practically scream at Hermione.
"Just for fun!'
Just experimenting!"
Great. Now they've switched excuses.
Hermione burst into loud laughter, after much suppression. It was, by far, the most beautiful sound Ron had ever heard and he wished for it to never stop.
This unfortunately, did not halt his maroon blush or the clearly embarrassed look on his face, which made her laugh even more. The second he took a glance at Harry and their eyes met they erupted into an uncontrollable fit of giggles, Harry doubling over and Ron throwing his head back. Drunk on laughter perhaps, Harry leaned over to the wireless and increased the volume, a slow yet rhythmic song filled the small tent.
"Let's have a ball yeah? Like last time?' Harry said, eyebrows wiggling suggestively on the last part, causing Ron to start laughing again, completely red faced.
Hermione struggled to breathe giggling as she looked on at them clearly trying to ballroom dance and failing miserably. The form was so bad no one was sure who was leading at this point, Ron's shoulders much too stiff and Harry's hands much too loose around Ron's waist. They were jumping around madly in the tent laughing harder than ever. Hermione managed to tease once more through gasping breaths,
"Should I leave before you start snogging or-"
"Oh shut up you!", Harry exclaimed, accompanied by a rude hand gesture and Ron simply stared at her and grinned.
'Come join us then', Ron said, holding out his hand for her.
She pretended to think for a moment before getting up, the thin blanket around her laid forgotten on the couch. They rotated for a couple moments, Hermione taking turns in being spun by Harry and Ron, all three of them a giggling mess, their threadbare socks squeaking on the wood floors.
Ron and Harry began a much too rough slow dance once more and Hermione was lightly swaying on her own before standing behind Ron, wrapping her arms around his stomach and tiptoeing her furthest, her nose barely reaching his shoulder. Effectively sandwiched between the pair of them, Ron was thrashing widely in attempts to throw them all off balance, cheeks impossibly red. The lump that was in his throat earlier had developed into free flowing tears and sniffles and he didn't care to stop them.
It didn't bother him because he knew he saw Harry's watering eyes and wobbly smile and felt Hermione's soft sobs through her giggles.
It was definitely the sugar or perhaps the sheer sadness of it all but for a moment they were still children who didn't have any worries or wars to fight on their own. Hermione nuzzled into Ron's back, still giggling, and placed a shy but firm kiss on his jumper-clad shoulder. He reached behind him for her hand and gently pulled her to the front, now spinning both Harry and Hermione, his heart glowing with joy. He tugged her towards him and gave a soft, chaste kiss to her hairline. Now both giggling, they seized Harry and planted two very hard kisses on his cheeks from behind, startling him enough to let out a disgusted squeak and he roared with laughter as he wiped his face on his jacket.
It was insanely messy but it was perfect. So perfect that Ron didn't care that in the morning he would have to second guess if Hermione was even close to forgiving him or that Harry would brood all day about the Hallows and be distant from them both, a war on their shoulders. He was with the two people he loved the most and for that he was thankful.
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Dimension Jumping Pt. 5
Comforting a grieving hobbit and time get everyone ready to go out!
Via the genius idea from katzrfsoa / Kat88
There's been mention of the reader not wanting to take the groups out, for fear of the public's reaction... so what about a cosplay convention? it would give the Reader the perfect excuse to allow them out, and they would wear their original clothesÂ
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This morning has been uneventful for the most part.
Breakfast passed by without issue and now everyone is off doing their own things.
You looked outside and took a peek in the guest room, but you still can't find him.
Sam, Merry, and Pippin are playing a board game you showed them; Legolas is doing his meditation sleep thing; Boromir and Aragorn are discussing something; and Gimli is stacking bread on Legolas' leg to see how long it takes until he notices.
Frodo, however, is missing at the moment.
Right as you were considering telling the others of his disappearance, however, you heard some shuffling from your hall closet.
You open the door carefully and take peer inside, not wanting to startle the small hobbit, and at first you don't see him.
There's more shuffling and you hear a quiet sniff, followed by soft sobs, and you then realize he's hiding behind the shelf.
The door makes a soft clicking sound when you close it, and right away the quiet cries cease. You didn't want to alert him with the door, you wanted to do it yourself, but it's too late now, so you just go with it.
"Frodo?" You call in a gentle voice, staying by the door incase he wants you to go.
"Y-Yes?' He calls back, not moving from his spot.
His voice is thick with emotion, and the sadness in his tone makes your heart ache painfully. And when you walk closer and see him huddled up behind the shelf, your heart breaks a little for him.
He hastily rids his cheeks of any evidence of his sorrows, though the puffiness around his eyes and constant sniffles don't much help his cause, and looks at you with a false smile.
"Frodo, why are you crying?" You ask with furrowed eyebrows, kneeling down in front of him so you may look at him at eye level (mostly).
"It's nothing." He tells you quickly, looking away from your compassionate face with the same sad frown on his lips.
When you don't move to get up or leave, his gaze slides back over to you and he realizes that you're not going to leave unless he straight up tells you to go away. This makes him sigh, but truthfully, he doesn't want you to go away. Not really. For having company in a time of sorrow always mends suffering.
"I... did not have a proper time to mourn Gandalf. I've been so caught up in the oddity that is this place that I almost forgot my sorrows altogether, but then this morning is all... came rushing back." He explains with a surprisingly even voice.
While he speaks you cross your legs and listen along intently, your hands folded neatly in your lap. When he finishes, you reach forward and place your hand atop his with a gentle touch, "I didn't know him, but I can tell he was very dear to you. Honestly, I can't offer much advice, but I can tell you that keeping it all bottled up inside is not a good idea."
He looks at you with that sad face when you speak, and it prompts you to continue, "Also, I know everyone else can be pretty overwhelming or they just don't understand, and I want you to know that I'm always here to listen if you're feeling down, okay?"
Your words draw a small smile from the grieving hobbit and it elicits a similar grin from you.
"Thank you, Y/N. I... actually do feel a little better."
"I'm glad."
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After your discussion with Frodo you rejoin everyone back out in the main room and let him recollect himself, going right onto your laptop to get some work done.
You're idly scrolling through a scholarly article you need to research when you see it.
An advertisement for some sort of comic book, cosplay, convention... thing in the area (no wonder you've been seeing so many oddly dressed people recently).
At first you almost scroll past it, but then you get hit with the brick of knowledge and a lightbulb goes off in your head.
"Yes!" You scream, successfully scaring everyone in the room and Penny who is sitting with you for once. "Ohh, my god. This is freaking perfect!" You exclaim, clicking on the link to get some more information.
Your eyes practically soak up everything on the information page, and, once you've skimmed through all of it, you look up with a bright smile on your face.
Literally all of them are looking at you like you've grown two heads, but you only clap your hands together a few times. "Guys, I just had a huge brain moment!"
The joke goes over their heads as per usual, but you don't let that deter you.
"Huge brain moment?" Pippin asks in confusion, looking at his cousin like he thinks he heard it wrong or something.
"Yes! I've figured out a way to take everyone out!"
That certainly gets their attention.
"You have?" Sam asks exuberantly, dropping his game piece so he can turn towards you and pay perfect attention.
"I have, yes," you start, continuing once you're 100% sure they're all paying attention, "So here's the thing, I knew that I could take out you tall boi's without issue besides having to find a hat for Legolas here, and I could explain that Gimli here has dwarfism," you pause at that and realize it may be offensive to him, but you continue once more, "but I also knew that there's no way I can explain away the hobbits, and then I found this gem."
You turn the computer so it faces all of them, but they only look more confused.
"There's a convention thing in town for the next week, and it's the perfect opportunity for me to bring everyone out! We just have to dress up the hobbits a bit and pretend that they're children."
At your explanation you receive multiple pleased smiles, and it serves to make you feel even better about your idea. "And you can all wear your normal clothes, too. And if someone asks who you are... I'll figure out a game or something you guys can use as an alias."
"Are you sure that will work?" Aragorn asks with furrowed eyebrows, sitting up from his spot in your arm chair.
"Um, like, maybe 98%." You confirm with a shrug, "It's better than 88% though."
He doesn't seem like he disagrees with you, so you look back at your laptop again and start to look for ideas to make them more believable as humans.
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3 hours of research later, and you've successfully compiled a completely fool proof plan to smuggle this merry band of bizarre boys out of your house.
What you've decided is that you'll put some makeup over Legolas' pointy ears to make them look more fake since the concept of elves is not lost in this world. Boromir and Aragorn can go as themselves, and you'll put some makeup on the hobbits much like you will Legolas (they'll be children elves since there are no hobbits in your world) and tell everyone who asks how they look so good that you're a professional makeup artist.
Gimli, fortunately for you, was the easiest to come up with something for next to the other two humans of this group. You can just tell people he has dwarfism and that's why he chose to go as a dwarf character.
Everything is in order except for what you're going to do, though you suppose you should match their theme and be some sort of renaissance, maiden, lady, thing. You'll figure it out, though you do need to make sure it's convincing like theirs.
You decided to, instead of putting it off, go ahead and start working on finding a costume to match theirs.
A couple of searches later and you come across a really pretty dress that looks to fit their style, and when you show it to them they give you the thumbs up, so you order it with express shipping so it should arrive tomorrow.
It's a lovely flowy medieval dress *just look up flowy medieval dress and go to images, there are some good examples there*, and you feel excited just looking at it. Of course, there's no guarantee that it'll be the best quality, but it's got great reviews and you certainly paid a hefty sum for it.
After that's done with you head to your bathroom to see what makeup you've got, and you find that you don't really have any theatrical/special effects makeup. You're going to need skin colored wax makeup, powders, and contour stuff.
You're no makeup artist, obviously, but luckily for you, your goal is to make them look less realistic, so it should be easy enough.
It's surprisingly easy to figure out what you need to make them as convincing as possible, and pretty soon you've got a nice little list going on that outlines each thing you need.
Since you don't want to delay anymore, you head out of your bathroom and grab your bag while putting on your shoes, "Legolas, I'm leaving now if you wanna come with." You suggest since he stated his desire to join you in the one of the last chapters (:o).
When you call his name he looks over at you quickly, smiling a bit at your offer, "Yes, but you said I need a hat."
"Oh yeah! I have one, just gimme a sec." You tell him, walking over to a drawer.
When you open said drawer, you find a grey beanie with ease and toss it over to him, "Here ya go. Make sure it covers your ears... and uh, tuck your hair up into it too if you don't mind."
He does as you say with ease and, surprisingly, he looks just as good with shorter hair as he does longer hair.
It sticks kinda awkwardly at first, so you waltz on over and gesture for him to crouch down so you don't have to reach up.
Once again he does as you request and leans down so you may fix it.
You adjust it a bit to make sure it won't fall first, and then you smooth it back a bit so it'll also look stylish. And once you're done you take a step back and smile at him brightly.
"All done! Let's go!"
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He seemed rather fascinated in the way your car works first and foremost, but once you got him to look out his window instead of watching you, his excitement quickly turned into awe.
When you both get to the ULTA store he follows you without hesitation and asks some hushed questions about things he sees, like the light up signs, other passing cars, stoplights, and some other things.
You, of course, answer each question happily and lead him inside, holding the door open for him while he enters and looks around the brightly lit up makeup store.
Right away you head towards the general direction of the nose and scar wax (it's multi purpose, don't judge me), forgetting to make sure that Legolas follows you.
When it does occur to you, however, that the blond elf didn't come after you, you panic.
You turn in a circle and only stop when you see him standing with some ladies who practically have hearts in their eyes.
Unconsciously you breathe a sigh of relief and head over with the wax in your little basket, immediately reaching up to wrap your arm around his, "I got the first thing on my list, come on."
The girls stop their giggles and flirting as soon as you show up and look genuinely surprised.
You give them a smile and nod in acknowledgement, not wanting to make them feel bad over something so silly before turning with your arm still around his own and walking him over to look at some contour stuff and other things.
They make some snide comments when you turn your back about you being a 'clingy girlfriend' and 'not pretty enough to be with a model like that', but you only ignore it and relish in the fact that you didn't make them feel bad over something as silly as a cute guy in a makeup store.
"Why are those women talking about you like that?" He asks in a whisper, leaning down so only you will hear his question.
You look up at him with a bit or surprise since you didn't expect him to pick up on that, before you smile, "They're attracted to you, and they think that I was being selfish with taking you away from their advances."
"Selfish? Advances?" He looks confused, but you only smile and turn back to the display case.
"Don't worry your pretty little head over it, Leggy my boy."
"Leggy?" He asks slowly, looking at you in confusion.
"Leggy." You confirm with a nod with a distracted hum.
It isn't much later that you have everything you need, and so you go to the checkout and buy everything.
"Going to the convention?" The girl at the counter asks with a smile.
You smile back and nod your head, glancing up at Legolas before looking back at her, "That obvious?"
"No of course not, just the items in your basket always fly off the shelves around convention time." She replies with a giggle, ringing up all your items.
"Well, that's fair." You muse, putting your card into the reader to pay for it.
Once everything is in order she hands you your receipt and adds, "Maybe I'll see you there."
"Maybe!" You chirp back happily, liking the nice conversation going on here.
"You and your boyfriend have a good day now!"
You elect to ignore that.
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On the way home you pretend to not notice the black car following yours and make small talk with the elf, answering some more of his questions and speaking idly on different things.
"There are so many odd, interesting things here..." He comments after a while, glancing out the back window. "Are you aware that, that car has been following us for the past 10 minutes?"
You nod and hum as an answer, "Mmhm, it's just Brian. He's probably trying to figure out who you are."
The blond knits his eyebrows together and glances back to look at the car again, "Should I do something about it?"
"The only thing you can do is ignore it. He went from lowercase 's' stalker to uppercase 's' since you guys arrived, and it'll only get worse if you intervene." You mumble, trying not to look in the rearview mirror at him. "It's fine."
"You don't seem to think it's fine." He challenges in the same even tone, turning in his seat towards you.
Instead of answering his question you look at him while you stop at a light and grumble, "I told you to put your seatbelt on."
"It's uncomfortable."
"I don't care."
"I will be fine."
"Not if we get into a crash, you won't."
The two of you stare each other down before he slowly reaches up and buckles his belt, never breaking eye-contact.
"Good boy." You coo in a way-too sweet voice.
"Anyways, I know we said as much before, but you needn't worry about that man while we're here." He continues despite your obvious subject change.
"I know." Your reply is softer and less defensive this time, for you really do appreciate it, "Thank you."
He looks surprised at your sudden gratitude, and his expression shows as much "For what?"
"For being you. For looking out for me. All of you."
This time he smiles and says no more.
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When you both get back to your house you immediately put everything in your bathroom and get onto your laptop to view some techniques on theatrical and movie makeup, Pippin and Merry on either side of you while they view through the pictures and videos with you.
"That one looks interesting." Merry pipes up suddenly, pointing at a person to wolf makeup transformation.
"Yep, and way past anything I can do."
This pattern of going through pictures and viewing clips goes on for a little while until they two hobbits depart to have lunch, meanwhile you continue on so that tomorrow will be a success.
You're both excited and nervous at the same time, wanting to see how it'll all turn out but also dreading it incase something goes wrong.
You know the most important thing is to have a positive mindset about it, but it's kinda hard sometimes during your more anxious moments.
Also, there's the issue of Brian possibly following all of you...
Nah, that'll be a problem to think on for tomorrow.
"What time will we leave tomorrow?" Aragorn asks from his usual spot on the rocking chair, Penny still nestled in his lap as per usual.
"Around the morning. I bought the tickets already so we won't have to stand in line for too long... Hopefully."
"Thank you for working so hard so that we may see more of your world." He comments suddenly, stroking his hand down her fluffy back.
You tilt your head to the side and smile a bit, "You don't have to thank me."
"No, I do. You have seen to our every need and we no doubt pose to be a huge burden. Thank you, really."
His words make you flush slightly, and you look away shyly.
You've grown to care about all of them, so of course you would do anything to keep them comfortable at this point. More than anything you're just glad they see how much you're trying to make things easy on them. It feels nice being recognized for your efforts.
Plus, the added protection from Brian is pretty sweet.
"Anything for you guys."
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Helpful
...THIS IS COMPLETELY BC I SAW THIS
Reggie helping Ray, Ray becoming suspicious of his house, follows Julie out to the garage after an incident of the helpfulness in the house
Either Ray was a forgetful person or something else was going on.
It had started when the items he seemed to misplace, seemed to suddenly appear in the most obvious of places. Even though he was 100% sure that he had already checked there.
Such as the time when he had padded his pockets down before leaving for work and realized his wallet was missing. He would normally recruit one of his kids for help but the two were currently at school. Maybe it had fallen between the couch cushions? Nope. Maybe the computer desk? He did a quick scan and nope, not there either. Maybe the dining table? He did place his laptop there to do work sometimes, it made sense it might- not there either. Where on Earth was it? Perhaps he didnât check the cough throughly enough. He went back to the living room and as soon as he entered his eyes landed to the corner of the computer desk. Right there, placed on the corner, in plain view, was his leather wallet.
He thought it was a little odd considering he had just checked there. He was more so concerned about getting to his job on time and took the ïżŒwallet off the table and in his back pocket and out the door he went to his job.
If the wallet incident was the only occasion, he probably would have let it slid. However, that was not the only incident. It seemed to only happened when he verbally said what he was missing... odd. A few misplaced things being found here and there could fully well be him being forgetful. Or maybe something else was going on in his house.
~~~
âJulie,â Ray requested after his daughter got up from the table to put her plate in the sink that was full of dirty dishes, âyour turn.â
âI know, I know.â She said in response to her dad reminding her to do a chore. âJust let me-â
âAh uh.â He blocked the archway that lead to the dining room. âWhen you go out there you lose track of time.â
He didnât mind that she was spending so much time in the garage, it was the constant reminder of his wife, her mother, after all. The only time he did mind was when it got in the way of Julieâs chores.
âSorry, I get caught up with band things. I just need to grab something I left in there earlier. Iâll come right back in and do the dishes. Promise.â
He dropped his hands from the doorframe and let her pass since he knew she would keep her word. He didnât know what kept her in there for hours, she would say band things but how much could get done in there by herself? Maybe he could ask for more information about her band at a later time. Preferably about the sleeveless one.
A few minutes later, after he had sat at the computer desk to check his work emails, he heard the back door. Julie came around the kitchen corner and stopped by the bottom of the staircase to talk to him.
âI told you I would be right back.â She let out, her backpack strung on her shoulder, the item she had gone to retrieve. âYou didnât have to do them.â
He looked quizzical. âWhat?â
âThe dishes. I said I would be-â
She paused her sentence seeing him get up from the desk and walk passed her. They both looked in and saw the now empty sink that was once piled with dirty dishes.
âHow did...? I never...?â
âUh...â Julie said in response to Rayâs clear confusion. âMaybe Carlos did them...â she trailed off, he could tell she didnât fully believe herself either.
âYou know your brother.â
âWell... at least theyâre done now.â She set her bag down on the floor.
âWhere are you-â
âForgot something else!â She called as she rounded the corner and went out the back door again, this time looking like she was annoyed.
~~~
âDid- did you...?â Ray asked to his son in response to opening the fridge to get breakfast ready for his kids on the Saturday morning. He knew what he alluded to wasnât the answer, he knew his son, but was looking for one.
Carlos was sat at the stool of the kitchen counter, seeing his dad open the fridge in plain view. âMaybe Tia brought it?â
Ray held a clear plastic wrapped paper plate of scrabbled eggs in his hand.
He shook his head. âShe didnât bring this.â
âMaybe itâs a ghost.â
âWhat?â
âThe chef ghost.â
âI thought we did his âunfinished businessâ.â
âMaybe it wasnât.â He shrugged.
Julie came down the stairs into the kitchen. âEggs?â
âDad found them in the fridge.â Her brother informed.
âTia didnât bring them.â Ray added.
He could have sworn he saw his daughter looking next to him, passed the kitchen island, by the stove. Then her face turned to an annoyed one. Her eyes went back to her dad.
âMaybe you-â
âAHHHHH!â A unison shriek came from the family of three hearing the noise the toaster made.
He dropped the paper plate on the island and went over to the toaster. From the toaster popped up evenly toasted bread.
âIâm telling you itâs probably the ghost.â Ray didnât catch the elbow hit that Julie did to her brother. âChef ghost!â He corrected.
âThatâs not-â he began to shake his head even though the toast he picked up was not a good point to prove his arugment.
âI didnât put the toast in, you didnât put the toast in, Julie didnât.â
Ray saw from the corner of his eye Julie get a frustrated look and walk away. He looked over his shoulder, saw her go around the corner and heard the back door. He looked to Carlos for some answer.
âMaybe the haunting is too much for her.â He found an excuse.
He dropped the toast back into the device it came from.
âDonât eat that.â He didnât need to even look at his son to know he had already grabbed the food he dropped back in. âWe donât know where itâs been.â He advised before going out the back door himself to follow his daughter.
~~~
âReggie...â
The one in question fell off the couch once Julie closed the door.
âI was being helpful!â He put his palms up in defense.
Luke looked down at his friend on his right who was on the floor and back to Julie, who was clearly irrated based on her crossed arms. He was on the couch with his leg rested on the coffee table in front of him, journal open in his lap, pen in hand.
âWhatâd he do this time?â Alex asked sat in the chair by the couch, fiddling with his drum sticks.
âI donât mind you being helpful,â she dropped her arms, stepping closer to the couch, âbut when my dad is around-â
âHelpful?â Luke asked wanting more information. âWait did you do the dishes again?â Recalling the night Julie came back into the garage after getting her backpack. She had given Reggie a warning about being helpful when other people were around.
âNo, he made us eggs.â
Alex gasped looking down Reggie on the floor. âYou made them your eggs? Why didnât you tell us?â
âWe wouldnât be able to eat them anyways.â He put his arms on the edge of the couch and pushed himself back up next to Luke. âDid you get the toast?â
âYou could have warned me. Instead of all of us screaming when it popped up.â
âYou glared at me when you found out about the eggs. I poofed out because I panicked.â
âUnderstandable.â Luke sided with Reggie. âJulieâs glares are-â his eyes looked up to the girl who had now re-crossed her arms, looking to hear his answer. â...Understandable.â He repeated not wanting to get in trouble looking back down to the open page in his lap.
âIf any of you are going to be âhelpfulâ,â she put in air quotes, âbe careful when my dadâs around.â
âMaybe you could tell him about us.â Alex suggested Lukeâs old one. âYour brother knows, itâs gone pretty well so far.â
âExcept for his constant questions.â Luke input.
âHe gets so excited though whenever we pick something up.â Reggie countered.
Julie added. âAlso when he asks if any of you are in the room.â
âFlynn knows.â Alex added onto his suggestion. âItâs gone well too.â
âI had to tell Flynn though,â she was contemplating the idea, âCarlos found out on his own. What am I supposed to tell him? âHey Dad, the boys in my band are ghosts that live in our garage. The one whoâs been helping around the house, thatâs Reggie. I didnât tell you do so long because you would have me visiting Dr. Turner again.â?â
â...well if you want to put it brief.â Luke nodded.
âJust all of you be careful if youâre in the house when my dadâs around.â She repeated to them and headed to the door. She froze once she opened it.
âWe can talk about it later,â Ray addressed what he overheard, âbut thank you Reggie.â He peaked his head into the studio, looking around to hopefully meet the eyes of the helpful ghost so he knew how appreciative he was. âIs he at the couch?â
âUmm...â he knew his daughter was obviously at a lose of words as a result of him now knowing this information. â...yeah...â she finally said, âHowâd... Howâd you know?â
âWell, thereâs a pen and book floating, also a drumsticks above the chair.â
She looked back at the couch. To her it was the familiar sight of Luke with his journal and pen in hand and Alex with his sticks. To anyone else, they would appear to be objects floating. She turned back to her dad.
âYeah heâs at the couch. Luke had the journal and pen, Reggieâs next to him and Alex has the sticks.â
He nodded. âWhy donât you come back inside and have some breakfast?â
âYouâre taking this rather well.â
He shrugged. âThey brought music back to my little girl. How else am I supposed to respond?â
A smile appeared on her face. âYeah theyâre pretty great.â She followed her dad back to the house once closing the garage door behind her. She knew questions would follow, some she had answers to and otherâs she didnât, but it was nice not having to keep them a secret from him anymore.
It was nice to know he wasnât being forgetful and that something else was truly going on. Out of all the things that could have been going on, having his daughter be in a ghost band, one where one of them is apperently an extra hand around the house, that wasnât the worst option.
A smile was on her face whenever she was with her band. A smile he hadnât seen in over a year. The way she was eager to go to the garage everyday. The passion all of them had showed through in their performances. He might not have known all the details yet but what he did know was that her band made her happy and that was enough for him.
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confessions
co-written with @whoseblogsthis
Peeta Mellark x Fem!Reader
Prompt: âIsnât it obvious? Iâm in love with you!âÂ
Fandom: the hunger games
Rating: T
Word Count: 2.6k
Warning(s): swearing, unedited, two oblivious dumbasses in love
Genre(s): angst, fluff
A/N:Â LMAO HI GUYSSSS. so i had the INSANE privilege of writing with my mutual, friend, and insanely talented writer, @whoseblogsthis, ky. i obviously couldnât have done this without her and im so so blown away by her and her talents. this is basically our child and baby and so im basically screaming right now cause we just finished this and its 1:01am. ANYWAY i really really hope you guys love this as much as we loved writing it <3 mwuah love you all
main stuff -> y/n (your name)
-> e/c (your eye colour)
-> y/l/n (your last name)
Peeta Mellark.Â
He was your constant; your rock. You could rely on him for anything and everything.
He was the steadiest thing youâd had in your life for a long time now, but as he took your wrist and led you upstairs away from the party, you couldnât help but feel the anger bubble up in your chest.Â
âPeeta, whatââ
âWhy?â he nearly shouts. Peeta is mild mannered. Heâs many things, actually; polite, charming, and personable, but angry was not one of them. It didnât scare you like youâd always expected it to, but rather frustrated you.Â
âWhy what, Peeta?â you hiss back.Â
He looks at you as if you had just grown two heads, his brows knit together in disbelief.
âYouâre joking,â he breathes. You shake your head, not understanding what he is trying to get at. You defensively cross your arms, knowing the juvenile element would annoy him, but having nothing to do with your hands increases your already anxious state.
âThat guy,â
âThat guy?â
âYes, y/n, yes. That guy that was just a little too friendly with you? So close to you that he was practically crawling under your goddamn skin? What were you thinking?â
You laugh at him, unable to contain it. âI can handle myself perfectly fine. Why are you being such an ass?â you all but shout at him. âItâs none of your business anyway?âÂ
âHm, letâs see y/n, he couldâve, god, I donât know, taken advantage of you?âÂ
You scoff, unable to handle his clichĂ© statement.Â
He brings his hands up and pushes his hair back, looking up at the ceiling as he exhales heavily through his nose. You squint at him, unable to read the emotions on his face.Â
âWhat is up with you?â you whisper, not quite sure if he was able to hear. Your eyes narrow, unsure of what his next words might be.Â
âFor someone so smart, you can be so goddamn oblivious sometimes, y/l/s.â
âOh my god, what is with all the stupid riddles tonight? I canât read your mind! You canât expect me to just know things,â you exasperate, throwing your hands out in front of you. âFor someone whoâs supposed to be good at communication, youâre doing a pretty shitty job of displaying it,â you spit, throwing his words right back at him.Â
âFine,â he hisses, starting to move towards you.
You cock your eyebrow at him, your bodies coming closer, nearly closing the gap.
âFine?â you question.
âYeah.â he huffs out, repeating the word with an heir of finality, âyeah.â His breath warms your face, the scent of vodka invading your senses.
Your cheeks heat up, suddenly very aware of his proximity. You watch his adam's apple bob as he swallows thickly. He canât meet your eyes, his heart hammering against his chest so loud that it feels as though you can hear it. His head drops along with his gaze, studying the floor before chancing a glance at you. Peeta lets go of a breathy laugh as words tumble out of his mouth.
âIsnât it obvious?â he breathes, his words choked, hardly audible, him now looking you right in the eyes. Your stomach does a flip once, unsure of his next words. Blue eyes stare at your e/c ones that are clouded in confusion. You can feel his frustration start to build as he takes a step back from you, his voice rising and hands coming from his sides.Â
âIâm in love with you,â he bursts out.Â
Oh my god.
You stare at him in shock, his proclamation stunning you. You blink once, twice, as his words echoing through your head.
His hazel eyes bore into your e/c ones, willing you to say something, anything, to let him know you heard him. But yet you stand there, unable to find the words.Â
Nothing is coming out.
Say something, you beg yourself, wanting to scream out an answer, yet your mouth continues to remain shut. You swallow hard, your tongue feeling like sandpaper. How could you be so oblivious to his feelings? You and him have known each other since childhood, yet there you are, standing only inches away from him, the truth finally known. It seemedÂ
The look in his eyes is absolutely heart-wrenching; if you hadnât just heard him, youâd have thought he had lost his best friend. In a way, you guess, he had.Â
Peeta just shakes his head softly, shrugging his shoulders in such a way that makes you want to reach out and take his hand. His dark waves fall over his eyes and he turns around, facing the door.
âIââ you begin, but you know itâs too late.Â
âJust, um, forget it, y/n,â his voice soft, small, âIâll see you in environmental studies.â
He opens the door and steps out into the hallway, closing the door behind him. You want to scream, to tell him to come back. Â
âDammit!â you exclaim, throwing your red solo cup as hard as you can at the wall. The contents spill all over, some of the liquid splashing on you but you canât bring yourself to care.Â
You reach to pull at your loosely braided hair, a habit of yours that came out whenever you were experiencing an excess of negative emotions, before you realize where you are. You harshly rub your eyes with the heels of your hands as you remind yourself to breathe.Â
In, out . . . In, out.Â
âGet it together,â you tell yourself, taking one last deep breath. âOkay.â
You turn to head back downstairs to the party, nothing on your mind except finding Peeta and setting everything straight, hoping at this point that that was even a possibility anymore.Â
God, you hated this part. You hated having to make up. Saying sorry was never your strong suit, your pride always getting in the way. But this? This was not a matter of pride. This was about finally coming to terms with the truth that you so desperately tried to avoid for years.Â
You almost trip as you descend the stairs, looking everywhere for Peeta but unable to find him anywhere in the crowd.Â
Spotting a head of wavy bronze hair by the water cooler, you rush over to your english lit classmate, who is also a friend of Peetaâs; Finnick Odair.Â
âHey Finnick,â you say once you reach him, trying to keep your voice even. He greets you with his signature smirk before bringing his cup to his lips and taking a sip.
âAh, y/n, having a good time I trust?â
âTrying to,â you grumble. Finnick gives you a quizzical look before you proceed; âHave you seen Peeta?â You canât help but notice the slight crack in your voice when you say his name.
âYeah,â he confirms, âI saw him leave a few minutes ago. Seemed pretty upset.âÂ
âYeah, wonder why,â you mutter bitterly, knowing he wouldnât hear your words above the music.Â
You bite your lip, weighing the option of asking Finnick to help you find Peeta. Half of you wanted to go and find him yourself, your need to get the weight off your chest as quickly as possible, the other half of you wanting to stall for as long as you could.
 âCould you text him? Ask him where he is?âÂ
âWhy canât you?âÂ
You fight the urge to roll your eyes, your cheeks burning. âBecause, IââÂ
âWait,â Finnickâs smile widens. âWait, are you the reason heâs upset?âÂ
Your silence is enough for him. His dopey smile falters for a moment, an emotion that you could only define as realization sweeping over his face. He shakes his head softly, pulling his phone from the pocket of his hoodie and opening his texts. His thumbs glide swiftly across the screen as he compiles a message to send to Peeta.Â
You canât have been standing there for more than a minute when his phone dings. Finnick flashes you the screen.Â
From: Pita BreadÂ
Iâm fine... at the pond.Â
âThank you, Finnick, really,â you breathe.
He just nods, taking another sip of his drink.Â
You rush out of the frat house the party was being held in, running across the street to Panem Universityâs main campus, willing your legs to go faster.Â
The pond was at the northern end of campus, smack in the middle of Tribute Hall and the Coriolanus Snow Study Center. You see a silhouette sitting on one of the few stone benches surrounding the body of tranquil water, tossing handfuls of what you can only assume is trail mix at the ducks that liked to take up at the pond.Â
You slow down, bringing your footfalls to a trot, then silently padding your way over the grass towards him. Your chest is heaving from the exertion as you try to make your breaths even.
âPeeta,â You call out, your voice void of any venom as you stalk towards the boy. Youâre almost inclined to slap him because of how he acted. No rational person could expect someone to give them an answer to a question as heavily weighed as that right away.Â
He stands up once you reach him, refusing to look you in the eyes. For a fleeting moment, you catch the grief-stricken look in his usually bright eyes and itâs enough to keep you from raising your hand at him.Â
âWhy did you leave like that?â you breathe out. He shrugs a shoulder with almost casual indifference. âPeeta.â you nearly plead, looking at him as your eyebrows knit together.
âWhat did you expect me to do?â he says feebly.Â
You look up at the night sky, inhaling deeply as you hurriedly send off a prayer to whatever higher power that you can say everything you want to say to him, in the way you want to say it.Â
In a way that says something to him. Means something.Â
The stars seem to twinkle brighter, almost like they received your message. God, this is so hard.
Peeta is still looking anywhere but at you, his focus now on the ducks idling in the water.Â
âYou could have waited for me,â you say. âI mean, come on! That was⊠big. A big thing to drop on me,â you add, âso of course I was shocked. But if you had just waited for me . . .âÂ
âWhat?â he snorts, finally looking you in the eyes. âWhat would you have said that couldnât have possibly made me feel like more of a fool than I already was? WhatââÂ
âI love you,â you blurt.Â
Here it goes.
âAnd not in a âyouâve always been there for me, so Iâm kind of indebted to youâ kind of way but in a way thatâs like, âI want to do cheesy stuff with you because I know it will make you smile.â Thatâs like, I would do anything, anything to prove to you that Iâm worthy of your love. Peeta, youâve seen everything I was and everything I am, and it justâ I just couldnât believe when you said that . . . But Iâ I trust you with everything in me and it frightens me, because you know Iâve been hurt before, but I canât deny that everything feels right when Iâm with you. I just. I want another chance. If, if youâll let me.â You breath the words out, hardly anything but air coming out. Â
âY/n, breathe.âÂ
âRight,â you exhale, your mind swirling around, making vertigo seem like a walk in the park.Â
âYouâre not . . . unworthy of love,â Peeta begins but he stops, trying to figure out his words. âWhat Cato did to you, it doesnât mean youâre undeserving of love. Heâs.. an asshole, whoâs going to get whatâs coming to him. Iâ Iâm sorry for dropping it on you like that, but seeing you with that guy, he just reminded me so much of Cato, and it made me so mad because I didnât want you to go through that again, and I.. couldnât help but think it was my final chance to tell you how I felt.âÂ
âFinal chance?âÂ
âY/n, Iâve loved you since like year six.âÂ
âPeeta, you absolute dumbass!â you exclaim, quickly going to cover your mouth as your own words shock even yourself. âIâm sorry. Itâs just . . . wow,â a laugh nearly escapes your lips. âWeâre both oblivious fools, huh?âÂ
Peetaâs brows furrow in confusion, as you let out a soft chuckle. His head is tilted slightly to the side, his soft curls falling into his blue eyes. This moment is one youâll always remember, you think to yourself, already trying to commit it to memory. The way the trees slightly sway from the late summer breeze, the moonlight reflecting off the water; best of all, the glint in Peetaâs eye when your gazes meet. Itâs so cheesy, really, but you couldnât care less. Youâve played it over and over in your head for years, different scenarios always being formulated, but nothing you could have ever dreamt of could compare to this moment.Â
âIâve loved you since year seven,â you tell him, every word of it true. âI canât believe it took us both this long. Could have avoided the whole Cato fiasco of year twelve, I suppose, if we had just . . . had the gall to tell each other back then, I guess,â you say, the last sentence mumbled.
âYeah.â Peeta laughs, a genuine deep laugh that reaches his eyes. It rouses the butterflies that have been in the pit of your stomach, the fluttering making you nervous as you watch him scratch the base of his neck almost embarrassedly.Â
âSo,â you say, dragging the âoâ sound. âPretty sure this is the part where most people would kiss.âÂ
âDo you want to kiss me?âÂ
âNo, not you, Peeta. I was talking to the duck behind you,â You frown, unable to contain the scoff that passes your lips. âYes.. yes, I want to kiss you,â you breathe, your pulse hammering.
You step forward, your hands reaching up, gliding against his cheeks, his hands resting on your waist. In a moment of bravery, you place your lips against his. Theyâre soft, and he tastes like cedar and bread, and itâs like coming home, being in his arms as his lips move against yours, the breeze chilling your skin but his warming you.Â
There are no words spoken between the two of you as you both pull away. His eyes are still closed, his long eyelashes resting against the tops of his cheeks; the corners of his mouth are pulled up slightly.Â
God, heâs beautiful. So beautiful. That word is usually reserved for sceneries, sunsets or pretty dresses, but in this moment, you canât tear your eyes away from him.Â
âFinally!â someone shouts, causing the both of you to jump back from each other, acting like two first years getting caught passing notes in class. You look around before your eyes land on Johanna Mason, leaning against the statue of the university founder Alma Coin thatâs off to the left of the entrance of the study center. Finnick is with her, his signature smirk gracing his elegant features once more. âWe were wondering when you two would have the balls to tell each other how you felt.âÂ
âIt seems everyone knew but you two,â Finnick adds with a deep chuckle.Â
âAlright, Finny, I think we should leave the two lovebirds alone.â Johanna says, turning away. âBe safe, you two!âÂ
âIf you need anything,â Finnick winks at Peeta. âYou know where to reach me.â Â
You laugh softly, leaning your head against Peetaâs chest. His arms wrap around you, encasing you in him. His cheeks rests on the top of your head, his breaths evening out as you listen to his steady heart beat.Â
This is it. This is home.Â
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harry potter characters and the things they all say the most often:
golden era:
harry: "i shouldnt have to do homework, im the chosen one"
ron: "bloody hell" or "im kinda hungry"
hermione: "...did i actually do the essay or did i dream about doing it..."
neville: "i think ive already watered this plant today, but who knows, im sure itll appreciate a little extra love"
luna: "oh, that's odd"
ginny: *screams* "and that is how i feel about women"
draco: "but daddy ):"
blaise: "you think snape owns like, 18 of the same robes?"
pansy: "this bitch-"
fred: "so in theory, how many fireworks would it take to burn down a building?"
george: *constantly singing his actions* "going to the bathroooommm~~ taking a pissssss~~~"
dean: *tired gay noises*
seamus: *angry gay irish noises*
cho: "nothing pains my soul more than being attracted to men dumber than me"
lavender: "why date men when you have âwomenâ"
cedric: *sips scolding hot tea* "in conclusion, i didnt do this paper because im in a constant bisexual panic"
marauders era:
sirius: *screams* "WHAT IF I GET OLD AND GO BALD"
james: *passive aggressively folds one of the marauders laundry* "i cant be everyones mum, yknow"
remus: "...if i consume enough chocolate...will it make my hair darker..?..no....right??"
peter: *running away from mcgonagall* "RUN BOYS, SHE CAUGHT US, CODE RAT CHASE"
lily: "if bisexual, why attract stupid man?"
regulus: *sighs* "if pansexual, why also attract stupid man?"
marlene: "womenâĄ"
dorcas: "women⥠and remus⥠#besties" ("did you just..say hashtag besties?")
mary: *makes banana bread* "bake bread so everyone knows you're a raging bisexual"
new generation:
albus: "oh i see, my dad defeated lord voldemort, but nooooo i still have to do homework"
scorpius: "yeah, i cant, im gay"
james sirius: "im choking on the amount of red in the common room, cant they have like...a different colour pallet?"
lily luna: "is it because im ginger?"
teddy: "sorry, i cant, my parents are dead" ("teddY NO-")
rose: "glad my mom gave me all the braincells"
hugo: "mom did not give me any braincells"
teachers:
mcgonagall: "not again"
snivilly: *sobs* "i just blinked..." *sob* "LILY USED TO BLINK"
dumblewhore: "what do you mean i cant send children to war."
trelawney: "you're a leo arent you"
filch: *mumbles something angsty about children*
flitwick: *mumbles something about it being pointless to give house points, gryffindor is gonna win anyway* *sighs in not gryffindor*
hagrid: "no, no, the book doesnt bite...frequently"
lupin: "me??? gay for sirius black??? that's weird" *nervous laughter as 'good old fashioned lover boy' plays in background*
lockhart: *picks up mirror* "hey you~"
umbitch: *something misogynistic probably*
slughorn: "im not gay for tom riddle, please stop asking, i just want to make my potions and die"
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âThere are fundamental things about ourselves that we know to be true. It's important to remember those things when you find yourself in a tough situation, or you need to make a decision from the heart, but it's equally important to know that you can surprise yourself, too...â
Novel-sized post under the cut:
I donât say much on my art posts or on Tumblr in general, but as weâre in the home stretch before SU leaves forever, I thought Iâd leave a bit of commentary for the five people who may happen across this.
I started watching the original series a couple weeks after Friend Ship aired in 2015, mostly because I love MST3Kâs Joel Hodgson and heard he was playing Mayor Dewey. I know itâs a common refrain that you have to sort of âendureâ SU up to Mirror Gem, but that was not the case for me. The kookiness, the gentle nature of the characters, the overarching mystery of the setting - SU had me hooked right off the bat.
I loved all the characters (and I still love all the characters! Even if Ronaldo is best left as a background role and Resident Plot Oracle), but I was especially fascinated by Steven. Outwardly, he was as laid-back as his dad, and seemingly took a lot of stuff in stride, even his odd living situation. And every time a Big Reveal happened that re-contextualized the episodes prior, he would react a little bit in the moment, but never too much. Like clockwork, this pattern kept repeating itself. He would continually focus outward on the immediate problem or person in front of him, and get deeply emotional for their issues instead of his own. Heâd also get emotional for surface-issue things, like Cookie Cats and snakes.
I found that odd. And intriguing. At first I figured it was just a narrative device since he was the MC and my window into the world of SU, but it happened so often that I finally got suspicious. What was it going to take for this kid to really express himself? He was so good at getting others to open up, why couldnât he do it, too? Yes, he had times and even a couple episodes where heâd tip his hand for a bit and show something deeper, but they were oh-so-fleeting.
As I started watching the remaining S2 and S3 episodes as they came out, this pattern kept up. The layers of the world and its characters slowly unwrapped, but Steven stubbornly kept to himself and was mostly content to point the audience away from him. (Not a bad thing, narratively, as the stuff with Peridot and the latter half of S3 were wild rides!) Back then, I felt pretty alone in giving a shit about him as a character when it seemed a lot of others didnât, but, dammit, he was my favorite little mystery regardless and I just hoped his reticence was going somewhere, especially as the showâs stakes got higher and higher.
Sweet, sweet vindication came when Mindful Education aired. The second he started giving terrible advice to Connie, I knew we were finally due to for a good look into his brain. And then came the butterfly on the sword, and well, everything else. Yeah, heâd dropped enough breadcrumbs prior to Mindful Education implying he was proper fucked up about his identity, but this was a whole loaf of fresh French bread. It was now clear beyond any shadow of a doubt that Steven was bottling up the majority of his issues and probably had been from the start.
I mean, damn, the Pink Diamond reveal? Amethyst couldnât drag more than a couple grumpy lines out of him over pizza, and like most things Rose related, was more about his feelings towards her than what that meant for him. When he flipped out at a hologram of his mom or cried for his dad, his family wasnât present to hear his inner thoughts. Regardless, after CYM happened and heâd resolved his identity crisis, I was content enough that theyâd acknowledged his constant deflection and almost tyrannical need to help others as character flaws and would have been fine with what we got as an ending. Still, there was a lot about Steven that had been left unsaid, and I was excited to see was S6 was gonna be about...
And then the movie and SUF came along, and I swear to God I donât even know what to do with all this vindication. Rebecca Sugar may as well have beamed into my living room and screamed âLOOK HERE ARE 20 EPISODES OF CONTENT TAILOR-MADE JUST FOR YOU.â Finally, theyâre really unwrapping the mystery of our main character. Theyâre tearing him apart right down to the core of tragic nougat at the center of his being.
So, anyway, here we are at the lowest point of Stevenâs long story. Heâs burned Kingâs Landing. Heâs crossed the Rubicon. My son, my boy, has shut out everyone he loves and has an honest-to-goodness kill count, and it canât be justified by saying he was backed into a corner or that he was fighting to protect someone. He didnât mean to shatter Jasper, but itâs clear he meant to hurt her.
I was always adamant that heâd never shatter anyone, but now that he has, I get why.
Steven is all about that duality. Heâs human and Gem, burdened with Special Magical Destiny yet supposedly free to choose his own human path. The closer he gets to discovering his future, the deeper he has to dig into the past. Heâs a cute little critter who can quietly drool on himself while napping on a road trip and also an angry teenager frustrated over a life he never had. Heâs trapped between reality and facade - all those healing Rose-style powers he worked so hard to get in the original series were a cover for something older, more ancient, more destructive. And, most pertinent to Fragments - he adores soft things like romance and weddings, yet also values tough things like strength and power.
And heâs having trouble walking the tightrope between all these contradictions. When it comes to power, for example, he loves gaining new powers in order to feel useful to his family, but, in fights where he isnât pink, heâll always stop just short of using them to their fullest and stay on the defensive as long as he can possibly get away with it. Heâll even apologize or warn his opponent if he tries to do something big. Heâll nearly always fall on the side of softness over power, but the power is still very much there, if unused. And even up to this last episode, heâd always stop just short of going full feral even when he was pink. Part of this is because Steven is a good kiddo at heart, but also afraid of what he can do to someone unchecked.
And now, here at a bad point in Stevenâs life when heâs loaded up with PTSD and cut off from his usual support, Jasper (who is also...going through some things) gives him permission to indulge in the sort of thing heâs avoided since that day he summoned a shield with an ice cream bar. She tells him to not hide a part of himself, so for just this fucking once, he lets go. The ecstasy of battle overtakes him. He doesnât tap into the soft, rounded Rose-style powerset for even a second. No bubbles, no shield, just that raw diamond geometry. And when he gets to the moment of the KO, thereâs no stopping, no break to talk things out, no âyo watch out!â He even pins her down to make damn sure she canât get away. Itâs a surprising facet of Steven we have never seen, but itâs still absolutely him, just another one of those parts he squirrels away out of view. He didnât need that âtrainingâ at all... it was always there.
When he told Jasper heâd been holding back, he meant it. Heâs been holding back for years, in so many ways.
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Dukexiety on Halloween?
Ooh, this sounds cool!
Dukexiety, Halloween
TW: Death, blood, at least one demon
-Letâs start off with the assumption that ghosts can cross to our world on Halloween.Â
-Enter Virgil and Remus, two young ghosts looking to have some fun.
-A little background information: Virgil was murdered in an unsolved case thirty years ago, and no one knows how Remus died because he has a gorier story every time. They do know that there was a fair amount of blood.
-Theyâre dating, but a relatively new couple (still, Remus has like 3,573 nicknames for Virgil).Â
-More background information: Halloween is the time when ghosts can cross over to the land of the living, but itâs not the âghosts and ghouls running wildâ that it used to be in the old times.Â
There are rules and regulations! Tickets to be purchased, tour groups to join, and gift shops to be set up in the graveyards! I went to the land of the living, and all I got was this lousy engraved lamp.
-Remy is a tour guide. Heâs also a demon. Heâs also 100% done with the tourism business. His job is to make sure the spirits of the dead stick to their approved areas.
-Remus and Virgil are determined to not stick to their approved areas. Halloween only comes once a year, and itâs their first time haunting the world as a couple! Virgilâs weirdly insistent on not staying with the group. But theyâve been planning for this. They execute their master plan (which also contained a fair amount of blood) and escape from the tour group into the evening.
-Now we have a main plot of Remus and Virgil haunting this small town, and a subplot of Remy trying to Stop Them.
-The couple decides to go make a haunted house more...correctly advertised.Â
-The haunted house, by the way, is run by the resident troupe of theater kids, led by Roman and Janus. Itâs very low budget, but everyoneâs trying their best.
-Virgil clouds several rooms in darkness and lets his eyes glow from the corners. Remus tears off his own arms and waves them around. Stuff like that.
-The theater kids are all really freaked out because theyâre in charge of the acts and this was not on the list. Theyâre all ready to abandon the project, when Janus points something out: This is AMAZING for business! The buzz of satisfied customers is spreading down the hills, attracting more people!
Finally, finally, THE DRAMA DEPARTMENT WILL GET FUNDING!!!
-However, Virgil and Remus have gotten a little bored and are ready to move onto the next thing. So off they go, laughing and still trying to reattach Remusâs arms. Itâs Virgilâs turn to choose what to do, and one of the things he missed the most about being alive was going to the movies.
-The drive-in is showing Beetlejuice that night, so they go to that.Â
-Logan runs the local drive-in movie theater. He can see ghosts, and heâs made some payoffs to the demonic higher ups to keep the spirits of the dead out of his business.
-But Virgil and Remus are just teenagers, and theyâre being total dorks, and theyâre doing that thing where you rest your hand close to the other person and the ever so slowly take it....god, itâs adorable. So, Logan turns a blind eye to it and continues making popcorn, resolving to only kick them out if the bloody one starts making a mess.
-Meanwhile, the theater kids realize that their ghosts are gone, and business is starting to decline again. Janus decides desperate times, desperate measures, and starts summoning.
Roman: Do we really need to make a Faustian bargain to get funding?
Janus: In this economy? Yeah.
-Remy had been hot on the trail of the duo, and almost caught them before they got into the drive-in. However, he feels his form being yanked across town like a worm on a string. Heâs been summoned by the theater kids.Â
-He doesnât even stop to bargain because this night has been LONG and he needs COFFEE. He just kind of possesses Janus and runs back towards the drive-in.
-Itâs towards the end of the movie when Remy gets back, and Virgilâs head is on Remusâs shoulder at this point. Remyâs about to catch them when Logan spots him.
-Logan doesnât want the spirits of the dead in his drive-in. He paid to have the spirits of the dead not be in his drive-in. There is not going to be a demon in his fucking drive-in.
-He grabs some popcorn salt and smiles. There wonât be one for long.
-Fight scene! In one corner, we have âRemy without his morning caffeineâ! He is full of spite! In another, we have Logan! He has worked concessions long enough to know which foods have high salt levels!
-The fight ends in a stalemate when Remy notices that the sounds of âJump In The Lineâ have long faded, the credits are over, and the boys have escaped to god knows where else.
He is so fired.
-For the next thing, Remus wants to go classic and haunt a house. A house of someone sweet and a little lonely preferably.
-Patton has just finished giving out candy to the little trick-or-treaters. His house is semi-famous to Halloween candy seekers for the wonderful snacks! He closes the door and decides heâs going to go read something nice.
-Before the duo go in to scare Patton, Remus notices that Virgil seems nervous. He asks him whatâs wrong, and Virgil eventually admits that he heard through the underworld grapevine that his little sister, now in her thirties, just had a kid. He really wants to get a glimpse of his niece, but heâs worried that something will go wrong or something will prevent him from getting there or-
Heâs just kind of freaked out.
-They go in to scare Patton. Virgil peers with glowing eyes from corners while Remus rattles the furniture. Patton barely reacts.
-Hereâs the thing about sweet and a little lonely people: a good deal of them own a lot of cats.Â
-Patton is immune to eyes in the dark, loud bumps in the night, far away screams, scratches on the walls, blood stains on the carpet, heads rolling across the floors, cold spots, the fireplace suddenly roaring to life, and levitating figures (he has some weird cats).
-Remus and Virgil try more and more ridiculous things to get Patton to pay attention to them, until theyâre both (figuratively) dying of laughter.
-MEANWHILE Roman arrives at the drive-in on the verge of tears. He knows that Janus was headed vaguely in this direction. He also knows that Janus is possessed oh god no this wasnât how this night was supposed to go. Logan finds this teenager wandering around and panicking, and asks him whatâs wrong. Roman tells him that that his friend (who he totally doesnât have feelings for) is possessed and has he seen him?
-Logan has, indeed seen a possessed teenager with a ridiculous bowler hat. He just emptied popcorn salt on his head. Lo agrees to help Roman search and possibly exorcise.
-Back at the house, Virgil is literally levitating Patton and he isnât noticing. After all, you can never know when youâre being haunted when you have cats as weird as his.
-The doorbell rings. Patton opens it, not noticing the drop to the floor, and expecting a trick-or-treater up far too late. He was not expecting a sixteen year old in a bowler hat and sunglasses to barge past him, empty a bag of coffee grounds into his mouth, and start yelling at thin air that it almost got him fired.
-Remus and Virgil say something along the lines of, âOh shit, Remyâ and run. But Remy contains coffee now, and nothing will stop him.
-They realize that they wonât be able to both escape. Remus lets himself be caught so Virgil can escape and see his sister and niece.Â
-Virgilâs sister is at a Halloween celebration in the world famous corn maze. Yes, this town has a world famous corn maze. Virgil searches the maze, still equal measures worried for and in love with his boyfriend.Â
-Remy (still possessing Janus) isnât that far behind him, but heâs slowed down immensely by Remusâs superpower: being the worst travel companion ever when he wants to be. Remy oh so desperately wishes he could kill dead people and that this night was over.
-Roman and Logan track Remus and Virgil because if you can see ghosts, itâs really easy to know where Remus is, due to the near constant trail of blood. They ask some questions to Patton, who still blames everything on his cats, then keep following the trail towards the corn maze.
-Virgil eventually finds the center of the maze. And thereâs his kid sister, who isnât a kid anymore. He wonders if she kept up playing piano and who she married and what her life was like after he left it. And the baby! Itâs like a loaf of bread with eyes!!!
-Virgilâs calm, for once. He starts to move toward the exit, when he bumps into Remy (Remus is clinging to Remyâs leg and lying on the ground to try and slow him down. It isnât helping much, but it helps a little). He sprints in the opposite direction.
-Virgilâs chased by Remy, whoâs chased by Roman and Logan, and theyâre all very, very lost in this world famous corn maze.
-Remus is continually yelling at Remy, who tries to explain that heâll lose his job if he doesnât do this. Remusâs pleas are kind of effective, however, and Remy is starting to feel like a terrible person demon.Â
-Virgil reaches a dead end in the maze. All parties round the corner and stand in the same dead end (except Patton, whoâs at home reading his book).
-An exorcism is attempted. The exorcism fails because Remusâs blood trail ruins the salt circle.
-The exorcism gives Virgil the time to climb up a corn stalk and begin running across the corn.
-Once the exorcism fails, Roman is desperate. He takes Janusâs hands and confesses everything, asking him to come back.
-It works! Whether thatâs because of the power of love or the demon feeling socially awkward is anyoneâs guess.
-Remus also escapes, scales the corn, and runs across the stalks. Virgil and Remus run like the wind across a world famous corn maze.
-Remy considers catching them. He probably still could. But...he can probably think of some excuse to not get fired. Or something. Heâll think of something, and lets the boys get away.
-Virgil and Remus, grinning from adrenaline and an amazing night, walk back toward the graveyard together, hand in hand as the sun comes up and drives away the shadows.
Thanks for the prompt!
I might end up changing that names and making this an original thing one day
This was really fun to write!!!
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Why SC shippers are still pieces of crap, episode 249276187329432
So, Jeremy and Chris joked about MonWinn being married and here we have vultures having no lives. Or having lives, but focused on shitting on others because, guess what, they canât be happy without it.Â
Case, number 1
So what we have here? A bunch of homophobes? Last time I checked we KMs were all called like that, because we didnât ship their precious crack ship, but here they have a problem with people shipping two guys.Â
oh sure, Kara doesnât do anything else just stares at Lenaâs boobs, especially when she is TRAPPED IN A KRYPTONITE CAGE AND TORTURED BY LENA. I guess they ignore the tiny, tiny, tinyyyyyyyyy argument why we donât ship SC - because Lena is a fucking TOXIC PIECE OF CRAP AND NO ONE SANE would ship Kara with her. As for people who scream about toxic ships and why itâs so wrong about shipping karamel or guardiancorp itâs quite amazing how they ignore their OWN FUCKING STANDARDS since season 3. So, what double standards, sweethearts???
Case 2
Here we can only pray Iâm afraid, because the amount of shit these two people have in their brains is quite amazing.
Calling Mon-El âex-slaveâ owner while stanning Lena is the best joke in SG fandom, too bad Scs are too dumb to realize the irony (maybe in some years, Rao knows). Also, saying that someone is a rapist, with basically zero evidences is one of the most disgusting shit you can say, but well - SC shipper, what to expec? Itâs like saying that Lena killed homeless people to get the hearts she experimented on in s4, the problem is she murdered Adam and then Lex, so you can start to wonder :)
Case 3
Yeah, and they gave Lena a villain story, including enslaving people and aliens, raping (oops!) their minds, murdering them with cold blood and torturing the main hero of the show. Irony, again, especially because Mon-El created Legion in Karaâs memory and put a COMET on the Legion rings. While Lena TORTURED Kara and wanted to made her a robot.Â
Case 4
The hypocrisy is that for YEARS now SCs have been moaning how disgusting we are for shipping Karamel, how we canât do it, how much we can screw ourselves with our âex-slave rapist white privileged fuck boyâ, how Karamel is over party blah blah, while HATING ON ACTORS for basically breathing and sending them DEATH THREATS and other shit and they say we are mad because they ship Kara and Lena - look at my dead body rolling on the floor, crying from laughter. Woot, woot!
Case 5
Is Sc/Lena fandom going to call Melissa homophobe again? Call her a whore? Send her and Jeremy death threats? Try to make their career flop? Cancel almost whole SG cast for calling their ship FRIENDS like they are in the canon? Made fun of real life relationship? Because oh boy, do we really want to come back to sweet SDCC17 where SC fandom showed the most disgusting face of the fandom?
Case 6
Oh look, real representation fighters have spoken, because they know shit! Bow to the queens and kings, guys! And awwwww, they allowed us to ship mm ships! We are soooo fucking thankful! Like I don;t know, should we sent them baskets with fruits? Roses? Unicorns????Â
Once again, why we think SC is so toxic? Lena just tortured Kara with kryptonite, manipulated her for months, plotted revange, shot her with misseles, yelled at her, accused of doing shit, produced kryptonite, lied, manupualted blah, blah, I mean, relationship goals???
Case 6 continues
*Takes a deep breath*
*Laughs like a mad hyena*
*calms down*
*nope, laughs more*
Ok, so here we have the example of the hmmm, shippers who... ship two, white, so far straight, privileged, WHITE, hot, young, pretty woman, who so far are not representation, ignoring TWO canon lesbian couples (SS and AK) in favor of their delusional white bread? :)))) Also, friendly reminder that, both Alex love interests were POC characters - real representation. Plus, Lenaâs two male LI were POC guys who were horribly hated by basically whole SC fandom, so what? Following this amazing logic of the idiots above, scs are racists?
And, no matter how many times I said I ship/like/support SS or AL I have heard it doesnât matter, Iâm still a homophobe, so you canât win as long as you are not SC, huh?
But to sum up, let me say that fucking once.
SCS, do you know why we donât ship Lena and Kara? Why a lot of us want to throw up every time we see Snowflake Luthorâs face on our screens? Why we donât give a FLYING fuck about her privileged white ass? No, itâs not because we are homophobes - sorry to dissapoint you. You know why? Itâs because of YOU :)
Yes, you and your constant fucking moaning about how Mon-El was a rapist, fuck boy, toxic piece of crap everywhere, under every SG official account and post, in our fucking tags, under ACTORSâ posts on twitter and instagram, while your fave piece of crap has done 100 times worse shit than he ever thought about doing.
You and your constant bitching about karamel being toxic and a bad example for little girls, while your fucking ship is made of a main hero of the show that you treat like a shit, becasue she âbetrayedâ (HA HA HA HA for repsecting the main character of the show) your precious murderous, toxic, slave owning, abusive idiot, who TORTURED, YES TORTURED Kara FOR KEEPING A SECRET.
You and your fucking âjokingâ about meltie, body shaming actors, shitting on every male character who is an obstacle for your shit, harassing cast, producers and writers to get your ship, bullying actors out of the show and CELEBRATING IT, bashing people, KIDS!, for liking something else than you. For doing and posting such disgusting shit that I canât fucking believe someone with one decent cell in a body could have done that.
You know what you did? Every time I see someone with an avatar of Katie/Lena I immediatelly suspect this person is a piece of crap. Every time I see SC scene, gif or a post Iâm disgusted. Not because itâs a ship made of two women, but because I associate that with a constanf fucking BULLYING and other disgusting shit I have been seeing for the past 3 years.Â
And you know why we ship MonWinn? Listen, because this is going to be a surprise of your lives- because we want our fave characters to be happy, you fucking morons. Got it? Or do I need to draw you a fucking comic book, because I suspect reading is too advanced for you all.
And now you can go fuck yourselves, because this and hating on others is the only thing that keep you alive. Without it you have no fucking idea what to do. What is absolutely HILARIOUS. And the fact you think we call you delusional, because of shipping SC. Nah, you are delusional because you think that after THREE FUCKING YEARS of you harassing and molesting whole SG crew and other fandoms, you are going to get your ship.Â
#antilena#gmo lena#my shit#gofuckyourselves2020#na pohybel skurwysynom#veni vidi vici#anti sc fandom
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Limerence [Ten NCT]
noun
the state of being infatuated or obsessed with another person, typically experienced involuntarily and characterized by a strong desire for reciprocation of one's feelings but not primarily for a sexual relationship.Â
friends to lovers!au
warnings- slight angst (barely any), little bit of fluff, heavy smut, thigh riding, skull fucking, fingering, unprotected sex, dom!ten x bratty sub!reader
summary- (istg if i have to write this one more time iâll fucking snap)Â
It had been your lifelong dream to travel to Paris with your best friend, and it had finally come true. You spent mornings sipping on dark coffee and nibbling on toast, and afternoons were spent wandering the streets, soaking in the atmosphere. You had another dream though, you wanted to confess your love to Ten and spend days in the hotel room ordering room service and making love and cuddling. The City of Love holds surprises though, so maybe all your dreams can come true...
âIâm not here to fuck around Ten,â you huffed, âwe are here for one reason and one reason alone.â You looked around the smoky French cafĂ©, taking in the sight of multiple people smoking in the building â something you never would have seen back home. âY/N, weâre here for some coffee and bread and cheese, calm down,â He scoffed, but his small smile betrayed his tone of voice. âThatâs not funny, you know itâs always been my dream to have a simple breakfast in Paris, besides I really canât wait for the brie cheese to bless my taste buds,â you pouted, calming your nerves with slow breaths in and out. This was the trip of your lifetime, what you had saved for since you got your first job in high school. That awful job as a housekeeper you held for three years through your adolescence gave you a good starting point, but it was your job in the office after you graduated that really made this possible. Working as a secretary for the lewd manager was suddenly all worth it as you relished in the smell of high quality tobacco mingling with coffee and light perfumes. Parisâ morning light shone through the window casting a heavenly glow on your best friend, Ten, who had been there for you since that unfortunate day in kindergarten. You had been on the playground after school, and in your innocent mind, you thought it was a great time to confess your undying love for the most popular boy in class. âHey um,â your little heart was just racing against your chest, âum I think youâre really cute, and Iâd be okay with getting cooties if I got them from you.â Yeah well apparently Jeff didnât want your cooties because he screamed and ran away laughing, saying you were gross and he would never date a girl who picked her nose. That was a complete lie that Karen made up because you caught her not washing her hands after she went to the bathroom, but nobody cared because Karenâs dad was rich. Well thatâs when the weird kid in class, Ten, knocked Jeff on his ass for being mean, which resulted in him getting put in the corner for the week. Our friendship blossomed, resulting in many sleep overs up until we were about 12, when our parents decided it was best to not put us in the same room alone for more than a couple minutes. I was there for him when Jennie broke his heart, when he lost his gym shorts during class, even when he lost his virginity. I was the first to know. I am still the first to know whenever he has sex, which is very often... âHey, loser, whereâs your mind,â Ten waved his hand in front of your face. âI was fantasizing about having barbecue sauce on my tiddies,â you referenced your favorite vine, chuckling at the memory. Ten nearly spat out his coffee when you said that, swallowing hard and glaring at you. You knew he had experienced something similar in one of his sexcapades, and loved the reaction it got from him when you mentioned it. âBitch donât you fucking dare I had to go to the hospital because of him.â âI know, I just really love that vine and that fact that you actually experienced something similar makes me so genuinely happy.â âYeah well Iâm glad my pain makes you so happy,â the boy across from you glared at you. âWhatâs the plan for today?â You queried. âIt was gonna be The Louvre, then the Eiffel Tower and after that a nice dinner in the hotel, but Iâm not so sure now that youâre being a bitch.â âThe Louvre!? Oh please Ten Iâm sorry, come on take me please! You know how badly Iâve dreamt of seeing the art,â You clasp your hands together under your chin and give him your best puppy eyes. Ten sighed slowly, smiling before saying he would still take you, and that he would never deprive you of something so important to you and your dreams. You finished your coffee just as the waiter came with a loaf of bread sliced thickly and some cheese to spread on it. âDo you need a refill?â He asked curtly, and you nodded, remembering you werenât at home and waiters werenât so overly enthusiastic. He placed the food down and took your cup back to have it refilled with coffee and the right portion of sweet cream. âHere,â he placed it on the table and you smiled at him as a light thanks, noticing the way his hair flopped into his dark eyes and the way his lips were parted just slightly. He looked like he had just got done with a mid-morning tryst in the kitchen. âOh, could we get two separate plates? Family style eating is not my thing,â Tenâs request pulled you out of your small trance, and the waiter nodded. âTen, the fuck, we donât even use paper plates at home, what do you mean family style eating is not your thing,â You looked to him in a mildly panicked manner. âYou were undressing him with your eyes, you wanna fuck him,â Ten glances towards the kitchen, âcanât say as I blame you, heâs cute.â âW-what? I w-was not!â A deep blush crept over your cheeks, giving away your brief thoughts of a night spent in bed with someone like him. âGet his number, weâre gonna be here for another month, might as well lose it here in the city of love,â Ten smirked as the boy came back with two plates. âHere,â he gave you the dishes, âanything else I can do for you?â He looks directly at you and you blush again, even deeper than before, because his gaze is intense and he seems to be smirking just a bit. âUm, your name?â You make a feeble attempt to get his information. The boy pointed to a pin on his chest, Lucas was etched into it and you couldnât help but smile sadly. The one real relationship you had were you loved someone more than you loved your best friend, and his name was also Lucas, and he crushed your heart. âIâm Lucas, and my number is on the napkin on the second plate,â he winked, âtext me sometime.â Lucas backed away slowly before pivoting, headed off to another table. âOh shit, heâs smooth...â Ten looked on in awe. âYeah well sucks his name is Lucas and he looks like a fuckboy,â you sighed. âIâm sorry Y/N, Iâm here for you though,â Ten reaches for your hand to squeeze it tight in his. In his own mind, Ten couldnât be happier you had already made up your mind on this Lucas boy. He had been waiting for his chance to take you as his own for years now, but he never found the right time and his stupid head was always in best friend mode, gassing you up to ask other people out. Never being selfish enough to just say he loved you as more than a friend, never having the guts to say you were the one he always thought of when he was pleasuring another girl. He hated himself for it, because he knew he was what was best for you. He knew he could make you happier than anyone else on this fucking planet. He knew just how he could tease you into begging for him to let you cum, and every time he thought of it he had to hop into a cold shower. He needed to take you for his own, but your friendship was getting in the way. He wasnât sure how you felt even after all these years. After finishing up your breakfast, you looked at the napkin with Lucasâ number on it and contemplated leaving it there with a kiss from your nude lipstick, but decided against it reasoning that someone might take it and bother him. You looked to Ten for confirmation that it was time to leave, and he offered you his hand, leading you out the restaurant and down the cobbled street and threatened your ankles. One of these days you would remember that heels and cobbled streets do not mix, but today was not that day. âReady for The Louvre, my dear?â Ten looked at you with bright eyes and a blinding smile. You nodded enthusiastically, curls bobbing up and down. Your gut wrenched because you were reminded just how much you love him, and how you have to constantly remind yourself he doesnât love you like that. His constant stream of partners into your home was a painful reminder that you cried about some nights. Having him to yourself in Paris was a dream come true, literally. You had dreamt about going to Paris with him and confessing and spending days in the hotel room making love, more than once. You always woke up in tears, wishing it was real. You came really close to telling him once, after a break up that should have been unbearable was like a tiny prick at your heart. Ten thought you were just not letting yourself feel anything, and you erupted, coming this close to saying you didnât care because you didnât love him like you loved Ten. _________________________________________________ After your time at The Louvre, the Eiffel Tower seemed lackluster, but the view was still enchanting. It made you want to be wrapped in Tenâs arms, nuzzled into him as the wind gently caressed your skin, looking out upon Paris as night drew near. The city lit up slowly, street by street, giving you a reason to stay at the top of the tower chattering away the last hour of daylight as you watched on. âWhat? No way, he did?â Ten remarked in response to something you said about your boss harassing you again. âYou say it like youâre surprised,â you chuckled sadly, tucking your hair behind your ear after a particularly strong gust of wind blew your hair every which way. âWell kinda, after you reported it to HR I figured it would stop,â Tenâs brows furrowed. He was genuinely upset you were going through this, he wanted to punch your manager and tell him to fuck off, but that would cost you your job. The way you were looking out on the landscape had his heart racing, he wanted to scoop you up and protect you from everything bad, keep you hidden away. âTen,â You looked at him, deciding after looking out at the fully lit up city, âI love you.â âWell duh,â he chuckled, âI love you too.â He took it the wrong way, but your stomach was in too many knots to explain so you just nodded and suggested you head back to the hotel, you were exhausted from your magical day as the museum. Someday Iâll tell him, one of these days while weâre here. You thought to yourself. âââââââââââââââââââââ After a solid nights sleep you woke up feeling well rested. You headed into the bathroom after checking to see if Ten was still asleep on the other side of the large bed. You grabbed your clothes, a light blue pinstripe sundress and some lacy baby pink panties, deciding to go braless because of the off the shoulder design. After allowing the water to fill the tub you hop in, letting the lavender bath salts soak into your skin and sooth your aching muscles from the constant activity. The sun filters through the small window near the ceiling, illuminating the bathroom just enough for you to be comfortable. If felt mildly sensual and still refreshing, making you happy to be alive. You closed your eyes in contentment and let yourself drift off, just for a little bit. Ten had woken as the sun hit his face, warming his cheeks. He noticed you werenât in bed and assumed you were in the bathroom, but decided to check to make sure. He knocked once or twice and no answer, and he got concerned. You wouldnât just leave the hotel without him, you didnât know the city like he did. âY/N?â He knocked on the door once more, a little harder this time. Still no answer, so he opened the door to find you sleeping in the tub, all the bubbles gone revealing your body to his wandering eyes. He noticed you were slowly slipping into the water, getting dangerously close to drowning, and immediately ran over to wake you. âY/N, wake up,â he whispered into your ear as he grabbed your shoulders to keep your head above water. He had to shake you gently for you to wake up. It took a second to register what was going on, you were naked and Ten was holding you by the shoulders, eyes grazing your breasts before snapping back to your gaze. âOh my god why are you in here!â You go to cover your body with your arms, a deep flush taking over your entire face and chest. âI knocked on the door a few times before coming in, you werenât answering and I was worried!â He defended himself as he stood to leave. âJust get out!â You screeched, feeling utterly mortified. It took you a few minutes to calm down before you could get dressed and exit the bathroom. When you did Ten wasnât in the room, and you sighed in relief, giving yourself time to sit on the bed and scroll through social media. You looked at people bragging about their relationships and scrolled past, feeling salty about their happiness. You so wished you could be that happy with Ten, but it was impossible. After about an hour Ten came back to the room, sweaty and looking accomplished. âWhat did you do, go find someone to fuck?â Your gut wrenched at the thought but judging by the way he was sweating you couldnât think of anything else. âWhat?â He looked at you like you were crazy. âNo, no no no, Jesus Christ no. Whatâs wrong with you? I went to work out in the gym downstairs.â You suddenly felt stupid, realizing you fucked up. In a last ditch effort to change the topic, you bring up the waiter from yesterday, Lucas. âSo, Iâm thinking I might call Lucas after all,â you wanted to get the attention off your stupid mistake, âhe was really cute, and he was interested in me.â Tenâs emotions boiled over in that moment, he was furious at you for thinking about another guy when all he could think about was how you looked in the tub this morning. âYou what? Why?â His voice was low. âWell you were right, heâs cute and I was thinking about him a lot yesterday and since weâre not gonna be here forever I donât have to get serious. I might actually be able to lose my virginity.â âWhy the fuck does losing your virginity matter?â His eyes were wide with anger and you werenât entirely sure why. âWhy canât I be enough for you?â His voice was as low as a whisper and you didnât hear him fully. âWhat did you just say? I didnât hear you,â you expected him to repeat himself, but he stormed out and left you confused and angry. He didnât come back that day, leaving you alone in the room with no food and no way to contact him because he left his phone here. You felt awful, but you didnât say anything wrong. You were an adult and did not owe him any explanation about having any kind of relationship, sexual or not, with anyone of your choosing. That why it bothered you that you felt so awful. It was like your stomach was constantly turning, and you were pacing the room back and forth. You spent fifteen minutes crying before falling asleep for a little bit, dreaming of confessing to Ten in Paris and making love. âââââââââââââââââââââ Ten was so mad he couldnât think straight. He knew it wasnât right, he never made it clear that he loved you, and he had slept with plenty of people himself. He tried to calm down by running again, but it wasnât working. He needed to get away from the hotel, away from you just for a while, so that he wouldnât storm into to the room and ruin the trip by telling you he wanted you to be his and never think of another man like that again. He rented a cheap room down the street at a ratty motel with questionable taste in decor, giving himself the time and space he needed to think. You also had time to think after waking up from your sad nap, that was what you called naps when you cried yourself to sleep. You decided that when he came back you were going to make it abundantly clear that you loved him, not just as a friend, and if that ruined the vacation then so be it. You would go find another hotel to cry in for the next month, or maybe just go home. It wasnât worth it for you to keep pushing your feelings aside, and who knows, maybe he would feel the same. You snickered at your naive thought that things like this work out. All feelings aside, you were worried because your friend still hadnât come back to the hotel and it was nearing one a.m., Ten could take care of himself but you didnât feel so safe without him. Being alone in a king size bed in a big room in Paris did nothing for your anxiety, and you felt bad when you locked the door from the inside for fear of Ten not being able to get back in. So there you sat, knees up to your chest in a king size bed with silky light blue sheets in a hotel in Paris, without the man you loved. Ten was also having troubles of his own. He was struggling to come to the right frame of mind to go back. He knew you needed a friend right now but his erratic heart beat and constant thoughts of you loving him back were nagging at him, telling him to just tell you and possibly ruin the friendship just for his own stupid feelings. After a night of tossing and turning and very little sleep, he checked out and walked down the street back to your hotel, greeting the door attendant with a small nod. He opted for the stairs in comparison to the devastating silence of the elevator where he might chicken out and decide to just kiss you the second he saw you. He knew you needed a friend to gas you up, not someone who was gonna be possessive and keep you to himself. Once he came to the seventh floor he was breathless, he sounded like he had just completed a marathon. Sirens were going off in his mind, telling him to man up and take you for his own. He ignored every single one of them and took his key to the door, sliding the card and waiting for the little beep to confirm it was unlocked. On the other side of the door you were sat in the middle of the bed biting your nails down to nubs. Your legs were crossed and your brows deeply furrowed, worried that Ten had maybe left you here in favor of company at another hotel. You shook your head, pushing the thought away. You heard a small clock and turned your head to the door, seeing it crack open and his head poked through. âIâm so sorry Y/N, I donât know what got into me I never should have-â Ten started as he walked through the door, but you didnât pay attention, because you darted off the bed nearly breaking your leg. You tossed your arms around his neck and he stood there shocked. âTen, look me in the eye,â You looked up at him with your eyes wide, determined but terrified, âif you ever fucking leave me like that again Iâll hunt you down and punch you in the gut.â You didnât have it in you to tell him like you thought you did, so you just kissed him. You kissed him hard, and all the while he just stood there motionless. Tenâs mind was racing, eyes wide, and hands clenched tight. He wasnât sure what was going on, he was still trying to process the threat of a gut punch. The second you pulled away he used his now free lips to exclaim, âWhat the fuck!â âYou donât love me like that, I know,â you sighed, feeling like an absolute fool, âbut I just had to tell you. Itâs been like this for so long, I donât even know how long Iâve loved you.â Ten was trying to process the kiss, still a few seconds behind you, but when he heard you say it he suddenly understood. He was wrong, you loved him, you actually loved him. He felt his heart explode. âNo, Y/N, no no no youâre so wrong,â he took your hands in his, âJesus fucking Christ I canât believe this, Iâve loved you for ten years.â Your eyes were stinging with the threat of tears, throat tight and lip wobbling. âDonât cry baby, please?â Ten took you in his arms and carried your shaking body to the bed. He set you down gently, taking his place beside you and pulling you close to his chest. âBut I thought you were gonna hate me and go home without me,â you sobbed in relief. Ten wiped the tears off your cheeks and smiled. âI would never do that to you, Iâm still your best friend, I have a contractual obligation to keep you safe even when weâre arenât on good terms.â He winked at you in his usual joking way, making your worries melt away. âYou really love me?â Your eyes started to glint with excitement, âlike as more than your best friend?â âYes, since you helped me after Jennie,â Ten looked you directly in the eye, âeven then I think I loved you before that.â Your heart was pounding, stomach full of butterflies as you looked at the man you had loved for most of your lifetime, the man who kept you up countless nights with thoughts of kisses leading to more. âKiss me,â you said, just above a whisper. Ten smirked as he brought his hand up to your neck, âYou sure?â He drawled. âMhm.â You closed your eyes slowly, and then there it was, you felt his lips slotting against yours in a slow rhythm. He was gentle but his hand was firm on the side of your neck, signaling you to let him control the kiss. Your legs slowly intertwined and you hands started to roam his chest and abdomen, finding places that elicited goosebumps when you caressed him just right. You felt heat pooling in between your legs, a throbbing beginning to present itself. You knew all too well the feeling meant you had two options, a cold shower, or alone time to pleasure yourself. This time though, this time you might not have to pleasure yourself. Maybe Ten would take care of you. The thought had your mind going haywire, the possibilities seemed endless in that moment. âBabe,â Ten pulled away, breathless and disheveled, âwe donât have to, we should wait until we know exactly whatâs going on.â You whimpered quietly, âWhat is there to know, weâre two adults who have loved each other for years. Do you not want to date me?â âOf course I do princess, I just want to make sure you want this. You donât have to do this for me.â âOh my god,â you got fed up with his kindness, the stickiness between your legs becoming ever more prominent. You rolled on top of him, caging his head in between your arms, âshut up. Just fuck me.â You dipped your head down to his neck and nibbled on the bare skin, something you had dreamt of doing for so long. âExcuse me,â Ten took a fistful of your hair in his hand and jerked your head upwards, âbut I was just trying to be nice. Youâre gonna talk to me like that?â The look in his eyes changed, it was dark and mean, no mercy anywhere in his gaze. âWhat are you gonna do about it?â You tested his limits, seeing if he was just acting or if he was really going to dominate you. âFirst rule of dating me,â he growled into your ear, âyouâre obedient, and you take what I give you.â You rolled your hips onto his thigh, defiance glowing from your eyes. âNo, I donât wanna. I want to be fucked and I want it now.â Tenâs hands left your hair in favor of your hips, lifting you off him and throwing you down on your stomach. He took your hands behind your back and held them with one hand while he brushed you hair to the side exposing your neck to the warm air. âGuess Iâll just have to teach you then, wonât I,â his breath splayed across the crook of your neck, and you felt excited, he wasnât acting, he was truly being dominant. That was a major switch from what you heard, he was usually pretty submissive with anyone else. âOnce you let go of me Iâm going to make you fuck me,â you let out your threat through clenched teeth, barely able to wait to see what he would do next. You didnât get a response from him, he just parted your legs roughly and shoved his knee between them. He propped you up just a but so your head was on the bed and your ass was in the air, his thigh pressing up against your heat. âSince you wanted to grind on me so badly earlier, grind.â He didnât need to tell you for you to take action, rolling your hips, begging for friction. His thigh flexed, and a jolt of electricity spread throughout your body. You remembered you wanted to push him to the edge, and forced yourself to stop, your clit begging you to begin again. Ten didnât take this well, he grabbed your hips and flipped your position so you were back on top of him, his thigh underneath you now. He kept his hands on your hips, dragging you back and forth against your own will. You started to melt under the pressure that was building. You tried to keep the mewls of pleasure from escaping your lips, pressing them together and furrowing your brows. âMoan for me princess, itâs okay if you feel good,â his eyes were searching yours for any semblance of defiance, but you were feeling too much to pretend you didnât want this. You let your mouth fall open and the moan escaped without your permission. You wanted to care, but all that mattered right now was that Tenâs thigh was gonna make you cum. It was embarrassing that you felt so good from just his thigh, you wanted more but he was relentless, pushing you towards your orgasm. âAre you gonna cum?â He asked. You nodded, unable to form coherent words. Then he stopped, stilling you suddenly holding you in a vice like grip. âBut,â you protested, you wanted so badly to release the tension in your stomach. You wanted to feel the rush of white hot pleasure taking over your entire body, melting you into a puddle of who you once were. âLay down with your head off the edge of the bed,â Ten pushed you off him and jumped off the bed, unbuckling his belt and stepping out of his trousers. âNo,â you teased, âyou didnât let me cum, Iâm not gonna be good for you.â Ten took your face in one hand and told you that if you didnât do as he said he would walk out right now. You wanted to dare him, push his limits, but something in you told you he wasnât kidding and you needed him more than you cared to admit. You were thinking about him nipping at your stomach, knuckle deep in your folds and pushing you over the edge. You laid on your back and let your head dangle off the edge of the bed. âOpen your mouth,â you did as he asked, obediently opening your mouth. As you looked at him, you saw his cock jump out from under his briefs. You looked on in disbelief, wondering how you were gonna fit it in your mouth, feeling a little fear. Ten must have sensed it, because he suddenly turned gentle. âItâs okay, the position makes it easier,â he placed kisses on your temples before slowly shoving his cock in your mouth. It was hard to breath at first, but you understood after a few seconds that you had to breath through your nose. You liked the little grunts he made when you sucked your cheeks in, and tried to keep it up. He started to be more rough, jamming himself down your throat, and you couldnât help but be immediately turned on. You felt so happy to know you were making him moan, and the strings of saliva dripping from the corners of your mouth were oddly enticing. You felt like a toy, like he was using you and it felt amazing. âDo you like this princess? Youâre going cross eyed,â he grunted in short syllables, his voice shaky. You were turning him into a mess, and you loved it. You hummed in response, forcing him to pull out before he came down your throat. âWhy did you stop?â You whined, âI wanna make you cum.â Your eyes were blown out and glassy, looking close to the perfect image of utter bliss. âItâs not about me princess, crawl up the bed and Iâll show you how good I can make you feel,â his gaze was softening just slightly, making you more compliant. You wanted him to kiss you everywhere, leaving hickies in places only you could find them. âWe have to get you out of this,â he pushed the dress you were wearing up your body, âit looks beautiful but itâll just get in the way.â When his hands grazed your sides you felt goosebumps rise all over, hardening your nipples to a peak. He tugged the dress over your head and took a moment to revel in your beauty, in disbelief that this was actually happening. You felt yourself blush and covered your breasts with your arms. âDonât cover yourself, let me see you in full view. Iâve imagined this so many times, but it was never this beautiful,â Ten was transfixed, hypnotized. He wanted to cover every inch of your exposed skin in kisses, and thatâs exactly what he did. He started randomly peppering small, slow kisses all over, you stomach, your chest, the hem of your now drenched panties. You were on cloud nine, somehow even higher than before. Your legs were trembling with need under Tenâs waist, and you could feel yourself dripping now. âPlease,â you moaned, âplease touch me, make me cum.â It almost sounded like you were crying, and you felt like it. You were so high you just wanted to go even higher, mind a complete haze. Ten looked up to you from his position and took in the view. You were a sight to behold, looking utterly fucked out and he had still barely touched you. You were putty in his hands now, begging him for your release. âWell, since you said please,â he smirked at you as he hooked his fingers into your panties and tugged them down, âIâll let you cum, just once though.â You smiled, happy because of the man between your legs, and his ability to control how you were feeling. Her took a moment to marvel at your soaked core before lightly kissing your inner thighs, covering every inch of ground before turning his attention to the main attraction. He used his lithe fingers to prod at your opening and almost slipped in because of how slick you were. âFuck princess, youâre so wet for me,â he licked his lips hungrily, âhave you imagined this before?â Ten looks up to your to see if you answer, and is in love with the sight. A blush is creeping up your neck and you have your bottom lip between your teeth, brows furrowed and playing with your nipples. âYes, I have, so please,â You whimper pathetically, âplease please please.â âI canât say no to that face,â Ten puts his fingers to work, inserting one into you painfully slowly. You wiggle your hips to indicate you want more. âSlowly babygirl, I want to enjoy seeing you like this,â he kissed your thighs again before adding another digit and stretching you just slightly. He started to curl his fingers upward, massaging a certain spot that had your back arching off the bed. âOh my fuck, yes!â You cried out loudly, mouth hanging wide open and your eyelids hung half closed. Your vision went blurry and Ten picked up the pace, pushing into harder and faster. You felt the white hot flash, followed by the warmth that spread throughout your body, your orgasm exploding from your stomach. Colors flashed on your eyelids as you rode it out, Ten deliciously slowing down and drawing his fingers out of you. âGood girl, you look so pretty when you cum,â he placed his fingers at your lips, expecting you to take them in your mouth. You did as he wanted and was surprised to find how sweet you tasted, it was like honey, utterly intoxicating. He lowered himself down again to lap up your juices directly from your folds. He hummed in pleasure, âSo good babygirl, so fucking sweet.â âCan you make me cum again,â you batted you eyelashes innocently, âpretty please?â You were embarrassed to ask but it was so good, you could get addicted to it. âAre you still on birth control princess?â Ten scaled you body up back to your lips, slowly kissing you while you nodded. You loved the taste of you on him and the way they mixed to create something new and even more intoxicating. âCan I fuck you properly this time?â His voice was barely a whisper at the base of your neck, kissing your collarbones. You nodded again, smile spreading across your face. Your entire body felt so light, like you were floating, but you came back down as soon as Ten started to push into your folds. The stretch was delicious, and he slipped right in, all the way to the hilt. His breathing was shaky as your walls clenched around him. âMm babygirl,â he hummed, âyou feel even better than I imagined, so tight.â His voice had gotten an octave deeper, threatening to make your heart beat even faster which might send you into cardiac arrest. His thrusts were slow at first, going deeper than you though possible, making you back arch off the bed again, hitting that special spot over and over again. You couldnât comprehend how good you felt, it was like you werenât even a human anymore. You felt like you had ascended to another plane of existence. Your attempt to form simple phrases failed epically, making you babble incoherently about how good he was fucking you. Ten had been holding back but seeing you moaning so wontonly beneath him made him finally lose it. He rolled his hips, slamming against you so fast it was a blur. The lewd sound of skin slapping filled the room, and you reveled in it. You were sure this was a dream, nothing on the planet could feel to good. âAh, fuck!â Ten choked out as he stilled suddenly. You felt the knot in your stomach come lose again, the pleasure washing over you like a wave. You both collapsed in a sweaty heap, unable to tell where one ended and the other began, chests heaving and hearts racing. The release of after sex hormones pushing you to snuggle into him once he rolled off you, but he hopped out of bed a padded to the bathroom, coming out with a towel to clean you up. You felt so loved in that moment when he wiped you clean, he smiled softly after you were both clean. When ten climbed back to bed he immediately pulled you to him, pressing your bodies together as sleep pulled over you both. âââââââââââââââââââââ When you both woke up you were still entangled, feeling like a single being rather than two separate entities. âGood morning Y/N,â Ten smiled at you sweetly, his voice raspy. âGood morning Ten, I love you,â you nuzzled into his chest, finally able to say what you wanted to for so many years. âI love you too, more than anything on this planet.â You felt your heart flutter and laid there in utter bliss and a little disbelief. All you ever had to do was tell him and he wouldâve been yours. You just had to use your words, that simple. âI wish we could stay like this forever, but Iâm starving,â You pouted, slowly pulling away. Ten pulled you back to him, quiet for a moment, before sighing. âLetâs do it,â He stated matter of factly. âWhat?â You knitted your brows together in confusion. He smiled at you and stated, like it was the most natural thing in the world, âLetâs stay here like this forever, you and me, in Paris. We can get a flat, and you can focus on your art. Iâll find a job here and we can live here happily ever after.â You knew you shouldâve been appalled, but you found yourself nodding, tears pricking at your eyes. âLetâs do it.â
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