#But heyyyy I'm in therapy. So hope that helps

[a-mess-of-a-crow]

Yall, just so you know this is anonymous, so I can't see who would vote no.

Also

Hi! I'm Craven!

I'm a wanna be artist with absolute crushed self esteem that desperately needs validation to get self worth and on the other hand doesn't believe that people's compliments are valid!

So basically= A self made self esteem issue!

I jump from hobby to hobby like a whore, making music, crotchet, animation, drawing, learning japanese (and failing miserably 😊), gave up on learning danish, learning guitar and keyboard, I used to make iron pellet art (hard to make with shaky ass hands)

Das me btw! In all my glory! (Wet socks in the sand, God fears me)

(me in school and my new jacket, old pic, Mochi laughed a lot :> )

Boring facts=

I'm 20 and a mess cuz since 2015 I've been simping over undertale like a Maniac (it's been better these days, but tumblr temporarily pushed me back into the obsession)

I'm a cat/ dog fanatic, but always crows before hoes

My favorite colors are purple, red, blue and black

I'm definitely demisexual polyamourous, but pan or polyromantic? I dunno lol.

Also genderfluid (altho i personally never really know what gender I feel like in the moment)

I have an absolute hopeless love for my aro/ace best friend who is called Mochi and she is the best and literally only real (real life) friend I ever had

Totally not my dumb brain starved for human connection and then immediately clinging to whoever is being a decent person to me

Luckily she is also a bomb person and kind so she doesn't use me like my other friendships XD

How did Red Mass start?

To get an idea of what my AU is, you gotta know how my dumb brain thought of it.

2015. I was absolutely sucked into Undertale after watching a german YouTuber play it, and then I started watching a certain Irish fella play it as well.

I started watching comic dubs of all the Au's that people made, faning out and just binged watched everything relating to it.

Then my family and I had vacation.

A trip to Rome (it was hot and awful, never again. Fucking 40°C celsius are you kidding me?)

It was a 15 hour trip (with bathroom/ smoker breaks)

And i layed in the back of the car, daydreaming about all those Au's.

It was awesome and cool and I slowly started to MAYBE get pandora syndrome of where I desperately wanted to be a part of those stories (I know. Cringe)

It got so bad that I maaaaybe cried in bed every night hoping I'd just wake up in the stories (but my life sucks so that also played a role)

So on that car ride, Luna lovania (god the cringe hurts me badly) was born.

A skeleton oc at first, later being an oc that is a fusion of Frisk and sans (which still is a part of Red Mass)

I daydreamed 15 hours + 15 hours back about Red Mass, it was such bliss (and even while we were in Rome)

And since that point, I have kept daydreaming every day for 8 years, and it became a big part of my life (as ridiculous as this sounds)

I just realized I might be insane.

Oh well

I will make a specific Red Mass post, explaining the story a bit and character introduction ((but not revealing too many spoilers since I kinda wanna make it into a thing))

I hope you guys mean it if you say you're interested :)

[pinkystarwberry]

ROTTMNT Leo w/ platonic! future reader

Heyyyy! I'm sorry that I've been gone for awhile! I hope ya'll enjoy my HC's. My request and mashups are now open :D! If you would like to request some fic's about the ninja turtles or many other fandoms listed in my introduction feel free to request!

Summery; Just some quick hc's of Leonardo with a child (gn! reader) from the future. all of this is post Krang invasion. I'm down for writing this for the other brothers (+April) as well! ENJOYYYY!! :DD

There are many up's and down's with being Leonardo child from the future

Lets start off with the downs! (YAY)

You're were (still kinda of) VERY over protective of both Leonardo and Casey Jr (This was in fear of losing them)

Which on paper don't sound bad

Until you're trying to throw hands with Leo’s brothers

They could just be play fighting and or full on arguing and you'll find a way to block them from Leo

Not to add, even after the "fight" (depending on how serious it was) you'll full on ignore his brothers

Raph needs help? Too bad, he knows what he did

One time Raph got the cold shoulder for a whole month

All he did was argue against putting pineapple on pizza

Not only do you "protect" Leo from his brothers, you also protect him from unfamiliar things outside of the lair

After the Krang invasion, Mikey thought it would be an amazing idea to cook outside and watch the stars

Mikey thought this would be an amazing idea because 1, you and Casey never really seen the stars before (due to being apocalypse children) 2, because Leo is now safe and sound :'3

Everything was fine and dandy until Donnie brought out some fireworks

Donnie thought that everybody would love the fireworks

He thought

Spoiler alert; you didn't, and you didn't let Casey or Leo watch the fireworks

Mikey believe that you (much like everyone else) gain PTSD from living in the apocalypse

You refuse to attend any therapy with Dr.Feelings

Overtime with the help of your new family, (you not only start seeing them as family; even though they are different from your apocalypse family) you started to go to therapy

Now on to the brighter(?) side!

Leo fucking adore both you and Casey

Ya'll might not be his bio kids in any shape or form

But damn he would go to the moon and back for you two

One time, during family Movie night, you fell asleep on him

Bro broke down into TEARS

He was just so happy that you trusted him enough to go to sleep :(

Both Mikey and April has a photo of this moment (for blackmail ofc)

Speaking about family movie night

You, Casey, and Leo have to paint ya'll nails matching colors

Its a must

With the help of therapy, you are more open to your family. Not scare to be yourself around them

God damn you're just Leo’s twin

Misplace confidence and everything

This can lead to you getting injured during a mission

Don't worry! Your family will make sure you're safe, and they will nurse you back to health <3 (hope you like soup, Mikey will make a lot of it)

Leo has many photos of you and Casey just being kids

Whenever he is sad, he just looks at the photos :')

[tumblingghosts]

hi, backpacks!! hope you don't mind the message, but i just had an idea that i'd love to share w you! i was thinking of a scenario two (or three, since we have your' time travelling kiddos take) and what if it was marcella friend, sol moss-ring, and antonia ring-anderson, and seneca crane (arachne's nephew & aelia's bf) who time travelled?

marcella and aelia hate each other, lol. and she's only there because her gf (antonia) told her to. and i'm thinking that it was sol's idea, since she's super duper kind. (also her secret crush on plutarch haha)

i imagine the four of them are just forward with it and go up to the friend group and go like: we need to talk.

it takes a lot of convincing for the friend group to believe them. somehow, they do.

and imagine how awkward it is for seneca telling your gf's dead father that your dating their daughter, so i imagine seneca just goes: er um uh i'm aelia's friend? (he only mentions aelia and not the other kids and he has a tone which suggests that maybe he's not just her friend which is suspicious 👀)

felix would be like: 🤨 ok? and clemmie would be like: ooh, friend ☺️☺️☺️☺️

also, seneca, marcella, sol, antonia definitely tell them about their childrens' love lifes and their 'problems'. like: er, president ravinstill put aelia in therapy. achilles and athena definitely have a crush on each other. plutarch's doing drugs. also they all have a smoking addiction. and the friend group is horrified. absolutely horrified, haha.

ayyy more time travelling kiddos!!

okay so assuming it’s the main kiddos who built the machine already (but just haven’t time travelled yet), maybe aelia tells seneca about the plan and seneca wants to do something for her. getting her parents back by preventing the guy who killed them from every becoming evil - that would be a nice gift right? but seneca is not exactly sneaky, and he hasn’t the first clue about how to go about actually using the time travel machine.

so he’s still working that out when in comes sol, who has a pretty similar idea, except she actually has a plan. marcella gets wrapped up into it because she spots seneca and is sure he’s up to something - she plans on foiling whatever it is (because she doesn’t like him and is sure that he’s probably screwing something up), except antonia keeps the peace for long enough to allow sol to explain what’s going on.

antonia is in to help with the ‘preventing murders’ plan. marcella would be fine with the plan if seneca wasn’t there. seneca has zero (0) plans of leaving. sol has to diffuse the situation before a fight breaks out and gets everyone to settle down with the ‘compromise’ that they could all talk to the main kiddos and properly work out a plan.

surprise, surprise - that doesn’t happen.

seneca wanted to make this a nice surprise, so he’s not telling aelia he’s getting involved until her parents have been brought back. marcella and aelia hate eachother, so she’s not approaching either (and antonia might be able to get her girlfriend to be civil, but she knows well enough not to provoke a situation by purposefully bringing marcella and aelia together). and with sol’s crush on plutarch, she’d rather not accidentally embarrass herself in front of plutarch with his young parents as witnesses (she decides she can confess to plutarch after his parents murder his undone - whether she actually does is up to debate)

so they all sneak back to the time machine and go back in time. but since they snuck back at different times, they don’t realize the others are back in the past until later. marcella and antonia are doing pretty well at being subtle, right up until they’re confronted with seneca. marcella and seneca draw both attention & mention things they definitely should not know during the ensuing argument of ‘what are YOU doing here?’

sol gets wrapped up into it because she was just quietly befriending her parents under the disguise of a ‘new transfer student’ and now she has to awkwardly explain that ‘heyyyy i’m actually your daughter, these are my classmates from the future i’m from, it’s all true, i’m not crazy i swear’. somehow, coriolanus misses this argument (maybe he’s off somewhere with sejanus, idk)

so those four have filled in the mentors who were present (diana, genie, arachne, felix, clemmie, livia, vipsania, hilarius), even if they’re skeptical about it still. so seneca starts off by trying to make a better impression on felix and clemensia by telling them about their daughter - explaining aelia and what she looks like and what her personality is like. he rambles to aelia’s parents quite a bit before he realizes, that oh, these are aelia’s parents, and panics.

clemmie: you seem to know her well

seneca: yeah! she’s my - uhhh.

seneca: she’s my friend. we’re really good friends. haha… ouo’’’’’

felix: hmmm… >:\

anyway, the kiddos should definitely be filling in the mentors with why they’re here, except arachne/livia are the gossip queens and now that they’ve gotten a bit of detail from seneca, they start pressing for more. the conversation gets derailed very quickly into all the drama that’s going on in the academy. sol says a bunch of flattering things about plutarch to try to get vipsania and hilarius’s favor (she wants her maybe-future-boyfriend’s parents to like her after all!) and it works out a lot better for her than seneca’s attempt with felix/clemmie.

diana is vibing with her niece and a bit gushing over the fact that antonia and marcella are dating. “aw, you’re with florus and palmyra’s kid?? i guess i should talk with them more if our families are going to get married… :DDD”

the issue with these four not telling anyone that they were time travelling AND taking too long not actually doing the thing they came back for is that the main four kiddos (aelia, plutarch, achilles, athena) show up as ‘transfers’ (it’s not the most creative excuse, but in their defense, they didn’t know that others can already used that excuse before them).

aelia: seneca???

seneca: ….hi….

once those four are all caught up on how long they’ve been there and what they’ve already said (the main four are not impressed that sol, antonia, marcella, and seneca haven’t actually stopped coriolanus from anything), they join in the convo. aelia does not have the same reservations about keeping their relationship a secret from her parents.

felix: boyfriend, you say?? >:0

now that there’s eight of them, there’s enough of a commotion to draw the attention of the rest of the mentors over the following week (no way of keeping a secret that big for very long) and it’s basically an open secret among the mentors (but kept from the staff, because no one wants gaul to catch wind of the time travel stuff)

after the kiddos realize how horrified their parents are getting at their regular gossip, they start to make up things - particularly about coriolanus. lots of terrible things said with a complete sincerity, because they figure they can scare him out of doing bad things if they implying they may or may not ruin his life and all his plans if he can’t just be content with his nice life with his wife and daughter (both names they do not mention, just in case).

i like to think the kiddos stay for longer just to bond with their parents more in this one, just because their arrival was less of a mission and more of a gossip session. and everything works out because now that the mentors have met their kids, they’re going to be way more attentive to make sure that they get to be part of their kids’ lives. if coriolanus wants to kill them, well, he might just be killed first, because with all this bonding, there is NO WAY they are going to be separated from their future family easily.

thanks for the ask! :DD

[aesopsbaby]

hello ^^

this is for your matchups (Cookie Run)

to start off, I am an INTJ-T, Gemini, and Korean-American. I’ve always been smart—though I wouldn’t say the best of my classes— and a quick thinker. I’m focused on my studies right now, and hoping to get into Harvard, or as least NYU. I’ve always been mature even at a young age, and knew that the world wasn’t just cupcakes and rainbows. some people have told me that I constantly look depressed lmao

I am a pansexual panromantic and a demiboy! I only have maybe 4 real life friends, and a good 5-6 online. I’d prefer to keep my life more private. I’ve realized how over the years I’ve progressively changed my perspective on life and people. I know how to evaluate different pov’s and just always magically know how someone is feeling. I know I used to be extremely selfish as a kid, but I try to treat everyone better after going through my own struggles. such as racism, homophobia, bullying, and much more. I try to include people who I have to work with as best as possible. If you were to summarize me in a short sentence, I am the therapy and clown of the friend group.

as for hobbies, I mostly just like to game! (This is the second exclamation mark ive used and it feels weird). I usually play pc games since I didn’t grow up with consoles, but with the exception of my switch. I play soccer—and thought I was going to be a sports star— but I really want to become a streamer if I’m still interested in it after college. If I make it to harvard/nyu, then I’d like to major in game design or English.

If you need anything else that I left out then please ask ^^ I probably forgot some thing since I have horrible memory! But take care of yourself and get back to your asks without rush 👺

I match you up with....

Cookie Run:

Timekeeper Cookie

She understands you really well.

And she also always manages to pick up on your jokes and give back the same energy!

Drabble:

"Heyyyy. Hey hey! Hey~~!"

You suppressed a groan,throwing your head back to show annoyance. Tilting your head to your left,you made eye contact with the source of the voice. A sneaky smile is somehow always evident on her lips.

Timekeeper frowned and furrowed her eyebrows,obnoxiously groaning and throwing her head back. Raising a brow,you stared at her as she continued to groan and frown before she glances at you and stops her movements.

"Hah! I'm mimicking you by the way."

"What?? I do not act like that."

"Well,it's true,you were groaning and--"

"No I meant,I don't act as dumb as you do."

Timekeeper instantly turned to look at you,an offended look on her face as she places both hands on her waist. "Now what is that supposed to mean,hm?"

Staring each other down for a few minutes,the air is tense between the both of you.

Then the sound of laughter erupted,both of you laughing and catching your breaths. Putting on such acts really helps Timekeeper to get distracted from all her stress,she's glad to be able to connect with someone like you.

I'm kinda bad with writing stories,,,so I'll put in some headcanons <\3

Timekeeper enjoys spending time with you as you understand her,and she understands you.

She literally does things that are chaotic. I mean come on,one of her quotes is literally "Why change time? Because I can and its fun." She definitely had set a trash can on fire once,let's all be honest.

And let's be even more honest here,you were probably the one to give her that idea-

You both can literally be talking about dumb shit one moment and suddenly be speaking about intellectual stuff??? Like?? How can the both of you go from "Do you think fishes can see air?" To "How do you think cultures came about? How do think the world was built?"

Honestly really loves your presence

She absolutely LOVES your attitude and personality because once she met you,you both immediately clicked-

She somehow gets all of your references to any jokes. And may sometimes continue on your joke with ease.

She would enjoy your company because she knows you aren't immature all the time. You know when to take control and stop joking around.

Admire how strong you are <3 You've been through so much and still managed to be a good person with an even better humour!

She would genuinely be really surprised if you were to catch onto how she's feeling when she's having a bad day. "You okay?" Is all you had to say for her to turn to look at you with wide eyes and an amused smile.

No one ever manages to understand her nor knows how she's really feeling so when you managed to quickly know she's feeling,she'll be relieved and appreciative. ^^

Same goes to you,really. She always knows how you're feeling and when you're joking.

She'll love to game with you!! But beware,,,she tend to get a tad bit competitive,,,,

Sorry this was sort of short! <\3

Goodluck for your studies!! ^^

I honestly love your nickname,,,,[INTJ-T Guy]. Thank you for your support! ♡

[firecrackerroot]

my NXT show is on the 13th (2 days for me) and im so excited for it!!! my sister also got me a ticket to another show in February as a christmas gift. I'm going through it, but im planning on going back to therapy before the year is up and trying out medication for the first time. honestly looking forward to the wwe shows are really what's getting me through life rn. how are you doing though? i hope life is treating you better lately 💛

Heyyyy! Your show is tomorrow! How excited are you???????????????? I hope it goes well and makes you very happy! Also very proud of you for going back to therapy and trying medication now. All the best wishes for you on your recovery and remember: you already did the bravest move of all. Now, with help, its just a matter of keep the ball rolling and yourself moving forward :)

[georgeinamerc]

Helloooo bestieeeeee :))))

Do I got that thing done (hooray for getting school work done) and then I like fucked off today and basically took 4 hours to do 1 hours worth of work lmao

Furthermore I still have power which is great because it is SLEETING and there’s ice everywhere and the trees have been breaking like match sticks

Also I see you going feral over Seb and honestly I think I’m getting there (but not over Seb I’m so sorry) I just mean I understand the *sees one picture of one driver* *proceeds to have war flashbacks of that picture for the rest of the day* *internal screaming* *inability to focus* *crouched on the ground foaming at the mouth*

Absolutely love seeing Seb pics, assuming you’ve seen them, and knowing you’re losing it

(Also I’m still SALTY Lewis isn’t anywhere your blog anymore like really I’ll sob I need to see this KING IN HIS GLORY)

-JC

HEYYYY OKAY I PROPERLY CHECKED MY INBOX TODAY YAYY

I'M SO PROUD OF YOU FOR GETTING WORK DONE!!! And hey you should take your time with it if that's what you need!! Progress is still progress :)

woww this sounds scary!!!! I hope you stay safe and power stays on, many hugs to keep you warm😊😊

NO BC I'M SO EMBARRASSED OVER MY ACTUAL BREAKDOWNS IN THE TAGS BUT LIKE I KNOW I'LL KEEP DOING IT SO Y'ALL JUST HAVE TO TOLERATE IT or like pay for my therapy that's also an option ...NOT OVER SEB??? YOU PEOPLE HAVE NO TASTE I- but like for who?? is it charles?? and what pic?? Spill it don't just drop the bomb without further explaining 👁👄👁

"Absolutely love seeing Seb pics, assuming you’ve seen them, and knowing you’re losing it" -> ISTG THIS MAY BE ONE OF THE MOST BEAUTIFUL THINGS SOMEONE HAS TOLD ME ON HERE WHAT??????? THANK YOU FOR ASSOCIATING HOT SEB PICS WITH YOUR HOT TUMBLR BESTIE<3 means a lot mwahhh :**

I'M SORRY JHRBGJDJBG 😭😭i can't help it you know i LOVE Lewis with all my heart but rn the constant thought of seb r****** me doesn't let me sleep at night... so i had to, for now🧍🏻‍♀️

[sexual-abuse-survivor-support]

Heyyyy I'm the anon who wrote the first hypersexual post.. The one where i'm scared of people thinking of me. Anyway, I read the other ones and that's very much me. I used to masturbate when I was a child all the time, or punish myself with it. I never knew why. I still do that, and i often cry afterwards. I get severely depressed and suicidal after i masturbate. I feel empty inside or i just hate myself and what happened. Is this normal? I can't get myself to talk in therapy.... Thank you!!!

Hey there(: Unfortunately I've heard of a lot of other hypersexual people who have done that and feel the same way. I'd recommend finding other activities to do when you get the urge to masturbate, that way you won't have to feel so bad afterwards. Like maybe something you like doing, drawing, playing video games, coloring, going for a walk. It could be anything really. Just try your best to reduce how much you masturbate and hopefully you won't feel as bad. I hope this helps hun and I know u can get through this! And try maybe writing down some of these thoughts to give your therapist that way you don't have to say it out loud. I believe in you!💚🍀