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crows-bite · 8 months ago

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Maverick is such a wild character because I think about them so much and want to talk about them but like. Idk writing them is really all about digging into these incredibly selfish, irrational and unreasonable feelings, and sometimes I get like embarrassed talking about them because if I say what they’re feeling out loud you’ll all be like “damn those feelings are incredibly selfish, irrational and unreasonable” and I’ll just be like “yeah man they really are” 😭

But at the same time it HURTSSS because I really sympathize with them at the same time. Just. Really terrible situations all round that produced a very self reliant person in the worst possible way. Idk. They suck but I love them and feel for them at the same time.

#Maverick Clarke #Tbh their feelings in ORP were a LOT more unreasonable than they are in canon #But at the same time I still really feel for them #Most of it just boils down to feeling incredibly alone and like they have nobody #And then being taken in by the Brooks crew was all well and good but they just felt like a stranger intruding on this family #And very on the outside looking in you know #They just have these horribly conflicting feelings of not feeling like they should let themself get close because they literally left #the closest person they had to family to bleed out in the snow alone #But also just being horrifically jealous that. yeah here’s where the selfish and unreasonable part comes in. that the Brooks guys like #Adopted Bailey. but Mav’s never been part of the family.#Obviously these were not similar situations bc Bailey was 7 and Mav was 20 😭#But they can’t help but hurt about all of this #Idk something something open wounds and no healthy coping mechanisms #If you were wondering why their relationship with Bobby in orp was so fucking bad it was bc #Mav was just hurting over all of this and would only ever lash out whenever Bobby (or anybody w exception of Bailey) would try to like #Be their friend? 😭#LIKE BOBBY REALLT TRIED.#But again that >not feeling like they deserve to get close #But also >unreasonable jealousy that all they’re being offered is friendship #It’s really quite dire.#We were so excited to rp Mavbobby in orp bc we were like Omg finally! a good au where they’re friends!#And somehow their relationship is worse than canon .#Whoops.

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