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LOOK AT MY BABYGIRL
#Poniatowski fixation was supposed to be a joke#but I'm afraid#it no longer is a joke#i love this man hes so pathetic#find yourself a man who will be as down bad for you as he was for tsarista Catherine
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Part of the reason I'm so adamant about encouraging people to get comfortable with bugs, my own interests aside, is because we cannot have a bright, solarpunk future without them.
A green future is not a bugless future. It is, in fact, a fairly bugful future. If you care about ecological stability, then you need to start with bugs, because they're the most at risk with our current use of pesticides.
#solarpunk#I'm sure someone actually working in conservation can chip in with more detail but#I just notice that a lot of these solarpunk aesthetics tend to be full of plants but often bereft of bugs#and people tend to avoid them as a whole out of courtesy for people who might be afraid of so much as an image#but we NEED to get comfortable with them existing and being around us#we need to stop encouraging fearing and hating them as a bonding activity#and to all of you trying to do that right now even though you have a phobia: I'm proud of you.
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distant past
#pokemon#archen#fan art#id in alt text#the last of my trackpad poke series! we're still in 2023.#i would love to do more but i'm afraid drawing on the trackpad is probably at least slightly more intensive on the hand than not#this was a very fun photo study to do#actually if you go look at the fossil pokemon page on bulbapedia..it has official art of some fossil pokemon and their irl counterparts#its adorable 😭top 10 pkmn art for me#anyways archeopteryx has been a longtime favorite dino.. id like to draw it again
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(also feel free in the tags to clarify Why you made the choice you made!! :0c)
#polls#tumblr polls#For me I think the top ones would be the House. The Money. or the Friend Group. But I ultimately might would go for the house#JUST becuase it would be my Dream House which means it would already meet mostly all of my specifications#and what I might be looking for. which would save a lot of time searching or customizing/rennovating.#Also because I could use that as a way to leave the US lol.. like .. if I get to choose my dream location.. couldnt I just choose some othe#country?? But I wonder how that works. Can you legally 100% have full ownership of a property in a country yet not be a citizen of that#country?? Would you show up and be like 'erm.. i own this house.. so i shall now live in it' and theyd be like 'uh no. you cant live here#despite owning the house. leave.' ??#So I think the initial process of 1. scraping together funds to actually MOVE myself and my most valuable belongings physically#TO another country. and 2. figuring out how to STAY in that country . might end up being difficult.. BUT. if I could just work that#part of things out then.. dream house?? security for once in my life?? stability?? :0#Though the $1mil is enticing it's also like.. I feel .. with the way housing prices are now... that's not much???#it's a lot I guess if you plan on like.. investing half the money and staying in an apartment for 5 years while you grow your wealth#or something. but if you're a 'I Need Stability NOW' ready to settle down person who would be most interested in owning a property rather#than nice clothes or a car or whatever other investments you could make then.. eh..?? It seems like unless you're okay with living in#a small town or kind of far away from the city - even some SMALL houses in majorly populated areas in the US will be like#$600.000 - $900.000 or something. like that would be MOST of my money. Which I know you could just pay partially and make#payments on it but idk.. in the option of just outright owning the house it seems like it'd end up being cheaper.#Plus I would want to own it fully asap because I'd be afraid of losing it somehow otherwise. like it being taken for medical bills or#something. which I thought was supposed to be - not IMPOSSIBLE - slightly more complicated legally if you actually have#paid off the house in full. I guess the issue then would be utilities and property tax and such. But I feel like thats overcome-able??#Like I could just stipulate that my Dream House has a little furnished addition or something and then find someone#with money and be like 'Look you can live in this extremely nice area with amazing ameneties and updated everything and ALL you have#to do is give me money to cover the utilities and property tax.'' or something like that. Like the little furnished addition is nicer#than the actual house. they have their own pool and spa and movie room or something and Ill also cook all their meals for them#or whatever (how luxurious it would be depeneds on how high the property tax actually is/how much I would need to entice them into#why it's a good deal for them to pay it for me lol). idk... something like that.. ANYWAY#I asked a few people I know though and one of them answered they'd rather have a romantic partner. the other one said they'd like#to be able to choose someone to die lol.. So I'm curious what people value the most
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#anyways so yeah.#might start rereading too. i'm afraid i can't let it go just yet#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#jjk spoilers#jjk leaks#jjk 271#jjk manga#itadori yuji#megumi fushiguro#kugisaki nobara#gojo satoru#10k#11k#12k#13k
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The worst part of being in a somewhat bad situation is feeling like I'm not allowed to be happy.
#Clove Posts#Complaining#Lots of tags#My dad's job was very short lived#My brother said I literally need to apply to disability now#Cause my mom and brother don't make enough for all the bills#I looked at a post and laughed at it and immediately felt bad#Because things suck so why should I be allowed to laugh?#I'm also worried that if I laugh that I'll be yelled at#Because things suck and who told me it was okay to laugh when I should be stressed like everyone else#I already hate making too much noise in general#I prefer when they forget I exist#I've been yelled at for displaying emotions before so it's not an unwarranted fear#Anyway things aren't that great#And I'm very stressed#But I also have no right to be stressed because I don't contribute to the house#So I'm not allowed to be upset#but if I laugh I'm undermining the stress everyone else is under#I'm very stressed anyway#And I want to laugh at things and forget about it for a moment#but I'm afraid#delete later probably
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"This is some gay shit" Good. Silly. Fair enough. Doesn't inherently invalidate other interpretations of the relationship. Honestly yeah, it is kind of gay regardless of their canonical relationship status
"There's literally no platonic explanation for th-" WRONG!! KILLING YOU WITH AMATANORMATIVITY KILLING LOBSTERS 🦞🦞🦞🦞🦞🦞🦞🦞🦞🦞🦞🦞🦞🦞🦞🦞🦞🦞🦞🦞🦞🦞🦞🦞🦞🦞🦞🦞🦞🦞🦞🦞🦞🦞🦞🦞🦞🦞🦞🦞🦞🦞🦞🦞🦞🦞🦞🦞🦞🦞🦞🦞🦞🦞🦞🦞🦞🦞🦞🦞🦞🦞🦞🦞🦞🦞🦞🦞🦞🦞🦞🦞🦞🦞🦞🦞🦞🦞🦞🦞🦞🦞🦞🦞🦞🦞🦞🦞🦞🦞🦞🦞🦞🦞🦞🦞🦞🦞🦞🦞🦞🦞🦞🦞🦞🦞🦞🦞🦞🦞🦞🦞🦞🦞🦞🦞🦞🦞🦞🦞🦞🦞🦞🦞🦞🦞🦞🦞🦞🦞🦞🦞🦞🦞🦞🦞🦞🦞🦞🦞🦞🦞🦞🦞🦞🦞🦞🦞🦞🦞🦞🦞🦞🦞🦞🦞🦞🦞🦞🦞🦞🦞🦞🦞🦞🦞🦞🦞🦞🦞🦞🦞🦞🦞🦞🦞🦞🦞🦞🦞🦞🦞🦞🦞🦞🦞
#i like a good ship as much as the next guy. in fact im mostly a shipper but good lord this phrase pisses me off sometimes#especially when its a relationship that canonically is explicitly platonic to highlight the importance of platonic relationships. COUGH#malevolent#COUGH. <- i ship private eyes. i dont have an issue with it. i think its just when people phrase like that specifically that its a bit HHHH#uhm uhm uhhhh. slips.#jayvik#WOAH. how did that get there (obligatory: i literally ship them. again its just.. the phrasings kind of insanely dismissive of friendships)#amatanormativity#fandom critical#fandom discourse#txt#johnlock#<- AS IN LITERATURE. LIKE. LIKE NOT BBC SPECIFIC (BECAUSE THAT WAS A QUEERBAIT I'M AFRAID)#sashannarcy#<- theyre like. in a polycule to me but that doesnt mean their canonical friendship isnt worth celebrating#dare i say#bnha#mha#rwby#<- I SHIP BUMBLEBY THIS IS NOT ABOUT THEM#lord of the rings#<- again not the ships specifically thats the issue but its just the implication that a romantic reading is like inherently superior#to a platonic one#this isnt even a critique of shipping. i think shippings fine as long as youre willing to acknowledge its not inherently canon (and doesn't#have to be) and dont invalidate or devalue non romantic interpretations#9/6/25 update:#DELTARUNE
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Qibli and Winter annoying each other for fun
#I'm happy with the shading#wow look it's not Moonjou this time#I'm afraid if I only draw Moon and Kinkajou I'll forget how to draw the other tribes#so! the guys!#I loved their friendship in Darkness of Dragons#this time Winter is not a Borzoi but I physically cannot draw him without the long snout so he looks like a deer/mustelid now!#wof#wings of fire#wof art#art#wof qibli#wof winter#cinnamon's doodles
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how I slept last night knowing that s3 of iwtv is secured, rockstar lestat is happening, akasha is on her way, loustat are endgame, ghost!claudia is a possibility, sam reid is not allowed to cut his hair short for a couple more years, daniel is now a vampire and the devil's minion is real:
#interview with the vampire#jokes on you i didn't actually sleep but that's still how i looked#what a time to be alive#iwtv#amc iwtv#louis de pointe du lac#lestat de lioncourt#daniel molloy#claudia#vampire armand#claudia de pointe du lac#claudia de lioncourt#loustat#devil's minion#upd i edited this post for like 5 times now i'm clearly not okay STILL#sleep deprivation is real I'm afraid#10k
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THE DEVIL WEARS PRADA (2006) dir. David Frankel
#the devil wears prada#meryl streep#moviegifs#filmedit#filmgifs#dailyflicks#usermandie#usersugar#userrobin#userrlaura#userstream#userbbelcher#useraurore#cinemapix#useranimusvox#userdiana#userfilm#gagged her with one simple sentence i'm afraid#mywork
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So I've been drawing two silly hedgehogs a lot lately…
#my first ever sonic fanart#my child self would be shocked to death I'm afraid#my first fanart and it's sonadow#uuuu what a surprise#i blame sonic prime#whatever going on there it's 100% canon#it's kinda obvious I would love this pair#I see the pattern here#no one saw this coming#no one: me#silly sketches I made at 3am#sonic the hedgehog#shadow the hedgehog#sonadow#sonic prime#fanart#sketch#artists on tumblr#art#k3nsart
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the kiss but make it spite x lucanis
#dragon age the veilguard#dragon age#dragon age fanart#lucanis dellamorte#spite datv#lucanis x spite#spitecanis#trueform!spite#lol i'm not sure what i want spite to look like just yet but one of my fav designs is Howl when he's all monster-y so that was my inspo#i realize the game made spite look like a purple lucanis but i'm sorry i don't play that lmao - like maybe lucanis imagines him that way#and i do think as spite changes and turns into something htat's not just a spirit or a demon he might become more “human like”#loved the lines for this and then struggled with the colors and then liked it and then hated it and now i maybe like it again#lol we shall see#i just love them your honor#i have a scene in my head with Spite and Lucanis talking to Emmrich and i'll never draw it probably bc it's more serious than i'm used to#but imaging that spite reaches out to Emmerich at one point to explain that Lucanis is afraid of what will happen if/when he dies#not afraid for himself bc he's always accepted death but about what will happen to spite#because i do actually imagine spite will die with lucanis because they're bound in blood and bone and soemthing different than usual posses#and spite used to be this limitless and immortal thing and is now aging and dying with lucanis and there's GUILT on lucanis's part#but spite accepts it and him and IDK#i have feelings int he tags again lolololoolol
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their dynamic
#akane tendo#ranma saotome#ranma fanart#ranma 1/2#this is their dynamic i'm afraid#bi awakening#i get you Akane i really do
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First drafts aren't the final product and they're allowed to be messy. Except mine. Mine has to be perfect immediately
#hannah's rambles#ive been writing chapter 16 so slowly and i'm so sad. it's been a month since 15 went up and I'm like 80% through the first scene#i wanna sit down and write 24/7. but i don't want my fic to end I want it to last forever. but it'll last forever when it's done anyway.#ALWAYS have to remind myself that I am WAY less patient with myself than my readers are. agony#Tomorrow is the last class I'm gonna teach at my grad school. I'm relieved and sad and afraid. I have to think about interview outfits.
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Favourites Per Show - Favourite Relationship - Killing Eve "When I try to think of my future, I just see your face over and over again."
#killingeveedit#villaneveedit#villaneve#killing eve#villanelle#eve polastri#tvedit#television#gif#favepershow#i am never getting over them i'm afraid
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I need 15 and the Rani to have a grand battle of wits while 14 and mrs Flood are having a smaller, sillier and slightly more clownish battle in the background
#i am having so many emotions rn and i'm afraid this post might not even align with my actual feelings about this episode#doctor who#dw spoilers#doctor who spoilers#15th doctor#the rani#interstellar song contest#14th doctor#mrs flood
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